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shellseaisms · 1 month ago
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I know you have said you don’t like the simfileshare links and that it take so long to download. Maybe you just didn't have good internet connection. The other day I downloaded a 200+mb file in less than 10 seconds. Guess it’s diffrent for everyone. Just wanted to let you know that it actually CAN work properly.
Have a nice day♡
it is absolutely not my internet connection lmao I have very fast internet and would not even be able to stream if I had internet as bad as that, yet I do many times per week. simfileshare genuinely does have periods of absolutely sucking ass and it was in one when I made that post, a lot of people were also experiencing the same thing. sure it CAN work properly, but it CAN also be an absolute piece of shit and I still do not like it.
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blaiddofmiquella · 25 days ago
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hi i’m officially divorced as of today!!
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ninyard · 2 months ago
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it feels quiet over here recently and I can’t help but wonder is it bc of all the talk about Kevin dying?
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beta-adjacent · 1 year ago
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PSA to all alphas: let us take care of you, goddammit!!!!! Y’all don’t have to be at your strongest all the time. I don’t care what the stereotypes say; you’re not the sole leader of the pack. We are a team that relies on each other for support!!!! So let us fucking support you!!!!!!!!!!!
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alaskan-wallflower · 3 months ago
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I wish he knew all you've done for him on this site
that’s so sweet :( i’ve gotten told that a few times…i never know what to say. but seriously, hearing things like this means the world and beyond to me. i’m just glad if i’m helping someone. i know he never will know in all honesty, because im just a dumb tumblr blog (on either account yk?) but like…in all honesty i don’t feel i’ve done much yk? but seriously this is so sweet. this makes me feel like im actually doing more than i think. thank you.
in all honesty i don’t feel i’ve done much. but this assurance means loads. thank you <3
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misc-magic · 2 months ago
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I prefer to type on my computer rather than my phone so sometimes I don’t use my phone much at all to interact on here or discord. If it’s a short response then I might but typing on my phone feels like such a chore.
This is because I type stupid fast on the computer. Like when I take typing tests it’s always around 75 wpm with no errors. And it’s even faster when I’m just doing stream of consciousness kind of stuff or chatting with people.
However this is actually a problem because all my responses tend to be absolute paragraphs. I can write down all my thoughts in seconds and end up sending people entire novels.
I’m actually a lot better at normal conversation irl. But only if I’m one on one or in a small group of two to three people. Any more than that and I clam right up.
Similarly, I’m actually really good at phone conversations one-on-one.
It’s hard for me to initiate text conversations because my impulse is to send you an entire paragraph. And I have this thing where I can’t imagine just saying hi or how’s it going like there needs to be a reason for me to talk to you. But then I’m worried it’s like I only talk to people when I need something. But it’s more like I just don’t wanna bother you for no reason.
TL;DR
I’m a fucking over thinker extraordinaire so if you think I’m being quiet or not talking to you or never reaching out it’s because I’ve talked myself out of it due to my catastrophizing thinking cycles.
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j-esbian · 5 months ago
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i lost the post but i saw someone talking about how some of y’all act like being weird is a choice and like. YEAHHHHHHH.
that’s fine, it might be for you. but i just live like this and don’t know any other way. like yeah i’ve worked customer service, i can do innocuous small talk, but anything beyond that, i don’t understand what i’m missing. and it’s frustrating to see the tonal disconnect especially from people who are like “uwu embrace weirdness!!” where they’re like. dressing quirky and talking about bugs and listening to obscure music and eschewing small talk to ask Deep Questions on the first date and unlearning their tendency to not infodump. and generally have an idea of what Weirdness is supposed to look like. idk man some of us wake up and get out of bed and can’t figure out why the rest of their coworkers chitchat with each other but when they join the conversation it dies.
weirdness is value neutral. let’s stop trying to turn it into a badge because quite frankly, it’s not a choice for everyone. it’s fucking exhausting to never be on the same wavelength as other people and they’re going to react the way they do and label you the way they will without any conscious actions on your end. it’s difficult to talk about this without feeling like you’ll be dismissed as immature, a teenager whining “no one understands me” but the thing is. sometimes you don’t grow out of feeling alone and different, and there’s no good way to talk about it without feeling like people will think you’re just fishing for pity.
#most of it is stuff i can’t help like!!!#coworkers and i don’t share a lot of interests so i’m always like. yes i’ve heard of that show but haven’t seen it. no idk that band sorry#and they’ll like. talk shit abt other people who share my interests without realizing that i also like those things#so i just have to sit there and take it#i feel like i don’t have a lot in common with my friends even. a few shared interests but very different lives#in my experience the conscious choice has been to try to keep up with what’s popular but it’s just. not interesting to me#i got bored and forgot to finish s2 of stranger things and never picked it back up#even alt subcultures have gone kinda mainstream and i never quite slot in#let’s not even touch the gay culture ‘flags’ that are extremely online and unrelatablr#and the most frustrating thing. every time i try to talk about myself and my interests i feel people shutting down#one person i know. open mouth sighs in exasperation when i open my mouth#i don’t know why you’re making it my problem that we’re different#i know there is supposed to be a niche out there for everyone but some of that feels like#those niches are falling prey to marketability. if you’re too far out of the mainstream. too out of touch. it can’t be helped#a lot of messaging online is like. embrace weirdness but only if it’s subversive in a very specific way#too normal to hang out with self-proclaimed proud weirdos. too weird to hang out with normies#like i thought the thing was to disavow performativity. i’m sorry i don’t find the same things interesting#i don’t care about the office and you don’t care about the hundred years’ war. that’s fine. why is that seen as a personal fault of mine#i feel like some of the reaction i get might be bc it comes across as hipster shit. idk#i’m literally just oblivious and looking for any kind of indicator for social interaction#but so often it feels like the onus of finding common ground is on me. i have to listen abt things idk but no one cares what i have to say#i think what makes it more frustrating is this reaction from people who claim to not care. do their own thing#and then get annoyed when i do mine and it’s. different#instead of being like ‘fuck the mainstream! conformity is bullshit! be yourself!’ it’s like#‘fuck the mainstream because it doesn’t appeal to me personally and i’ve made my own club!’#and this is not going to come out right because i’m just at my limit and venting and don’t know how to say things the right way#so people don’t misunderstand me#i just happen to never like the Right Things and know the Right Things and act the Right Way and idk how else to say it other than#can we be more normal about weird people#idk it’s hard to talk abt this without sounding like i’m just complaining but i’m more bewildered and trying to state things as i see them
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ofovertime · 7 months ago
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nombitenary · 6 months ago
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welcome to my pinned post and my
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What am I posting?
Safe/fatal g/t vore content with male preds!!
SLIGHT hard vore if even that I always put this warning and then never post
Multiple prey, soft, angsty… honestly whatever it takes to see my OCs fed
Slight NSFW when I feel like it involving the above topics (I don’t often but this is a blog where I’m doing a lot of exploring soooooo we will see)
All of this stuff will be tagged so it can be filtered out!
Wanna interact?
Go for it! I’m a stoner pred with a fucked up sleep schedule who likes to RP whatever sort of g/t vore you little snacks want <3 I take requests so never feel shy to ask for art either!
Minors please DNI. you guys don’t need to be here on my kink focused sideblog and I am 21 ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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i-am-the-balancing-point · 9 months ago
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you are not gonna be able to guess what lucky circumstances I managed to accidentally get myself into this time lmao I secured myself a spot at a nude drawing class without even knowing it was a nude drawing class. it’s absolutely fantastic tho! the class is usually super popular and spots are hard to get so I was really lucky
#I’m just gonna pop by every few weeks spam reblog a bunch of posts and then yell about my personal life#without responding to any messages or anything else#and that’s gonna be my blog for a while ig#sorry!#but yeah it was rly funny when we entered the room and my friend and I set up our supplies and just chit chatted with them#and some other students#and I suddenly was like#wait so this is completely a nude drawing class?#and everyone was like#classic Gigi move#in my defence:#I assumed it was a general drawing class#cause the course description had mentioned it being a basic class#'from nude drawings based on models to portraits’#so I was aware it would be a part of it but not the entire class#so yeah#I’m facing my demons this semester#in a really mild way#cuz I actually do not enjoy drawing and painting that much#it’s why I rly struggled in all of my drawing classes#so when I picked classes for this semester I was like well#the description explicitly said everyone even absolute beginners were welcome#and it was about personal skill development rather than already having skills and being graded on them#which is why I thought hm I should do this and stick to it#if I stick to it I will definitely build my skills and if I don’t do that at uni I certainly wont do that at home#sorry for thw long ramblings#I am trying to be healthy and also responsible this semester and stick to actually going to classes#and not chickening out in them and staying home because I have weird compulsive thoughts that keep me from leaving the house ✨#and I also want to be diligent and hard working this semester#gigi babbles
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grmpgm · 8 months ago
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ok executive dysfunction is kind of ruining my life actually
#i have an incredibly time-consuming project i NEED to finish and i genuinely don’t know if i can#i’ve started which is good but i’m horrifically behind where i need to be and i’m just so overwhelmed#i technically have enough time to finish it i think? but it’s my final project so i literally cannot miss this deadline#my professor is really cool + likes me but it’s already been so long w/out me bringing it up#and wtf am i supposed to say? yeah. i WANTED to work on it. i just chose not to????? like wtf#it’s just so humiliating and i’m so behind i don’t know wtf i’m gonna do#it’s worse bc it’s an animation and it’s gg related and i really really wanted this to be good and i wanted things to be different this time#kind of funny bc i’m actually mid getting an adhd diagnosis rn but it’s just so fucking awful because i do this constantly#it fucking sucks so much i feel so helpless and i don’t know wtf is wrong with me. i’m so tired of letting everyone down constantly#it’s so bad rn i literally cannot do anything. it’s humiliating like WHY can’t i just be a functional normal person#it fucking SUCKS because i KNOW if i had any self control or work ethic whatsoever i could be really fucking successful but i don’t.#so i won’t be i guess.#and i KNOW it’s tied into a bunch of different stuff too but like gd i DO NOT care i just want to be functional#worst case scenario i have an A in the class so if i completely blow it i’ll at least pass? hopefully?#i might be able to talk my prof into an extended deadline but it’s so embarrassing bc i didn’t need one in the first place.#i have literally no excuses#it just makes me so upset because i just keep doing this over and over and i don’t know how to stop it or how to get better#and LOL sorry for posting this here i just feel weird talking to anyone personally about this (+ currently avoiding responding to messages!)#it’s just like. man if i can’t get a fucking grip i will literally waste my entire life. Oh Well! LOL
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akitaoi · 1 month ago
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recent sketches
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The last one I did literally 2 seconds ago bahh
and I drew @ijustwannahavefunn’s ocs because I wanted to draw the sillies <3
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scionshtola · 1 year ago
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ty everyone who left a message on my tree 🥺 i read through them and they were all so sweet i love and appreciate you all so much 🥺
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earth-gay · 6 months ago
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Anybody else like so bad at having internet friends my adhd makes it literally impossible 😂
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badolmen · 11 months ago
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Some of you will not enjoy your leftist utopia because you can’t let people believe in harmless things that you personally don’t believe in.
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florwal · 2 years ago
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hospitals have the most rancid uncomfortable vibes i hate them so much
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