#this is specifically for my fiance
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#i had one thought and one thought only#turned into a goddamn slime girl#this is specifically for my fiance#my art#wf art#digital art#slime girl#i guess????#artists on tumblr#character art
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matching icons for you and the man you manipulate into helping you with your crimes against nature
#really i made these for me and my fiance but im posting them for the world#redraw of a specific scene that i blasted with my yaoification beam#re-animator#herbert west#dan cain#daniel cain#rotten art#credit me if you use pls :P
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i know some fuckers reupload my art without a care in the world, im fighting w this for years now and it was a major reason why i deleted my previous art blog and stopped posting art for a long time. i dont hunt the internet to catch everyone tho, even if it pisses me off greatly.
BUT if anyone ever sees my oc art reuploaded, let me know so i can deal with this. one of my biggest fears is people stealing my ocs/worlds or claiming them, i saw that happen to someone once and its scary as hell. i wont tolerate that w my ocs. literally fuck you.
and regarding the AI ask just now; please dont use my OCs for things such as roleplay or anything.
also i rb sm abt it and thoughts its obvious - especially as an artist - what my stance on AI is and what a deep hatred i have for it. do NOT use my things for ANY of that shit.
and, in general while were on the topic of AI bc i see this SO OFTEN: you cant be anti AI and then turn around and use AI writing programs, its all scraped and based on stolen shit. please protect writers as much as artists and VAs.
#fanart of my ocs is ok yes but what i mean is ITS NOT OK TO REUPLOAD MY OCS or use them for personal stuff like RPs !!!!!!!!#im not coming for the anon specifically. this is a general thing and im just terribly upset at the AI shit as a whole#its frustrating me so much. my aunts fiance is a super arrogant useless techbro and its a topic we often had as discussion#and he couldnt even bring proper explanations that mf was just fumbling for excuses and unable to give me any coherent explanations#(by now i mostly dont even acknowledge him outside of basic greetings bc i dont like him anyway. that guy is an idiot in the worst way)#it rlly gets me from 0 to 100#babbles
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so basically pim has charlie holding the hello kitty plush because hes a grown ass man and hes embarassed to be seen holding a hello kitty plushie and of course charlie would do it because charlie does not give a damn
main blog -> @tsumihq
#i had zero intentions of posting this on my side blog but my main blog is for a specific fandom and i dont have another art blog so here#charpim#smiling friends#pim pimling#charlie dompler#this is lowkey self shipping because i kin the hell out of pim and charlie is my fiance
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I thought about growing my hair out again, to protect myself, you know? Cuz yeah I'm white and live in a pretty liberal area, but this is still Arizona and I've absolutely had people scream slurs at me just for having short hair and "god hates fags" is graffitied on a light post at my usual grocery store, so yeah. Nerves for sure. I picked a bad time to come out as bigender and butch.
But today I shaved it again. And I felt just as happy as I did the first time I did it. Comfortable in the knowledge that this, this is the real me. I got to look into the mirror again today and see myself. And it helped.
That's it really. I don't have a big message. I shaved my head again. I clipped my stupid carabiner to my belt loop. Wore my jeans and boots. I kept my "that's mr. dyke to you" button on my bag, right next to my "punch nazis" one.
I don't know what's going to happen to people like me. I still think I'm pretty safe, all things considered, I'm white and dating a cis man and live in a liberal city in an increasingly liberal state, and I can go full girl mode without it making me want to die too badly so if I have to hide I can, if I have to flee to a safer state California is literally right there, and I am thankful for that. But I'm still scared, too. Scared enough that I almost didn't cut my hair the way I like it. Scared enough I almost took the buttons off, kept my keys in my bag, switched my men's button-downs for girl-cut t-shirts, my boots for gender neutral sneakers.
But idk. I don't feel like letting the world win this one. I'm not a huge target, not by a long shot, but I won't stop being visibly queer. Not today.
#this is cheesy leave me alone#I am genuinely scared#I get glares when I dress butch and my fiance looks the specific kind of racially ambiguous that gets him open hostility from strangers#and us wearing masks makes it worse#plus while I don't pass as a man I certainly don't look cishet#and I'm not kidding about the slurs#gonna be worse probably when I get my wheelchair#but man#I'm not stopping#not if I can help it
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I love :) my mom butting her head into my wedding planning :) and taking it over :) and basically trying to tell me what I can and cannot do or have at my wedding :) even though it is mine :) and the thing i want is not unreasonable :)
#its a wedding cake#specifically an ube cake#and she says oh it isnt even a wedding so why do you need it and nobody will like it or eat it#actually? 2 people fucking will#my fiance and i!#it isnt some 3 tier monstrosity either#we have 9 guests we just wanted a cake with two fun toppers#i will still try to stand up for my fucking self but this shit just makes me so fucking angry#its not the aspect of not getting what i want its the fact that its my wedding and shes saying this#txt#im just mad
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i was going through ur art tag and man. u really like dear hunter (me 2)
i a,m normal about music
#i am an enjoyer of probably thousands of songs but i play tdh in my brain most often#also it does make for good wc amv music. everybody jokes abt mother mother’s frequency on blorbo playlists but its because it makes good#blorbo music for reasons that can somewhat apply to. dramatic amd the perfect balance between just specific enough that it tells a story but#*apply to tdh#still vague enought that you could make it apply to any story#like the acts or antimai have an actual plot going on but can still be pretty general#in the squeaky wheel the lover’s fiance is replaced by an imposter. funny enough this also happens in warrior cats#but yeah i have a lot of major wc characters associated with a tdh song lol#ask#anon#fursona
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Pinky swear ch2!!! 🥹
I'll have it finished soon I PROMISE 😭
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“Okay so…how would you do it if I was your girlfriend?”
When Ted finally lifted his head to look at you, he couldn’t quite place the emotion on your face but he could feel the intensity. You were close enough that he could see your pupils dilate and the scent of your perfume filled his nose.
Oh. Right. You were giving him a chance to initiate.
The corners of his pink lips quirked upwards. “Well…I guess first I would do this,” Slowly, he snaked an arm around the back of you to rest his hand on your waist and pull you towards him until you were snug against his side. “Then this,” His free hand lifted to cup your cheek, feeling a little more confident with each beat that passed when you didn’t recoil away.
The tension between you was so thick it had you squirming in your seat. You couldn’t quite tell if Ted was taking his time because he was nervous, or if he was purposefully going slow to make you squirm. Either way it had heat pooling between your thighs and your heart threatening to beat right out of your ribcage as you waited for him to close the gap between you, the movie completely forgotten.
“And then…” Ted’s voice was barely above a whisper as he leaned in. His nose gently brushed against yours as he tilted his head and your eyelids fluttered shut when you felt his breath softly fanning over your face.
For the very briefest of moments, Ted's lips only just brushed over yours in the ghost of a kiss. When he pulled back he unwound his arm from around your waist to drape it across the back of the sofa behind you. It was impossible to miss the devious look in his eyes and the impish grin on his handsome face.
All you could do was sit there and stare at him with your mouth opening and closing like a fish, dumbfounded.
#me: im gonna use this blog for writing!#me: uses this blog to be a comedian specifically for my mutuals#the fiance is away this weekend so im hoping to actually have some time to sit down and get this sucker done#m: ask.
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good morning!! <3
#yay i get to finish the arle story quest today#that does mean i'll be reblogging gifsets and stuff from it today#might tag w/ 'genshin spoilers' or smth like that ^^#but anyways#i'm excited :3#i mean the whole quest has been great getting to see arle and then childe showed up :3#i love picturing where my harbinger would be in all of this (i feel she was definitely there during that convo specifically lol :3)#(her girlfriend/fiance (idk how long they've been together at that point) and her brother?? yeah she's definitely involved there)#anyways#it'll likely be another lazy day today#but it's friday so that makes sense enough :3#so i hope today/tonight is kind to you too~ <3#morning rambles
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for villain fiance - a thousand words and/or fusion dance with classic fantasy setting isekai 👀
classic fantasy isekai… not otome isekai, hmm? actual isekai? okay! i have aged everyone down accordingly (everyone's like, 16 in these kinds of stories, right?)
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In fantasy land, they called Chen Lihua Lady Saintess, or Lady Hero, or just Hero. Never her name, but then again, no one used her name back at home either. “Hero” was, frankly, a lot more flattering than “Ungrateful Waste of Space” or “Dead-faced Little Bitch” or “What, It’s Her Again?”
Truly an unimaginable improvement. Truthfully, everything was an improvement. Anythiing and everything she could eat, instead of her family’s leftovers; anything and everything she could wear, instead of bargain-bin rejects. No insults, no sneers, no whispers. Everyone treated her with more kindness and respect than she had had in the last five years combined.
This was the best kidnapping that Chen Lihua had ever been involved in.
The only person who hadn’t been 100% friendly towards to her was Knight Jovis, who was her designated guard by virtue of, as far as Chen Lihua could tell, being the most talented knight that happened to be around Chen Lihua’s age. This seemed to be more important than the fact that Knight Jovis hated Chen Lihua with every fiber of her body.
There really didn’t seem to be anything Chen Lihua could do without provoking her, which is the reason why Chen Lihua had decided to deliberately provoke her, just to see what would happen. The results were entirely uninspiring. Some gritted teeth, sure, but no violence. Maybe a comment, about how Chen Lihua could be making better use of her time, but no snide remarks at her appearance or parentage or anything.
People really were very nice to her here, even if Chen Lihua wasn’t particularly nice back.
“She’ll warm up to you!�� Prince Yulan said, who had vastly higher standards for niceness than Chen Lihua did. “Eventually!”
“You really think so,” Chen Lihua said. Chen Lihua was not the kind of person that people warmed up to. Chen Lihua was not the kind of person that people liked, in general.
Prince Yulan nodded enthusiastically. “Of course! You have plenty of good qualities!” He even really seemed to mean it too. Chen Lihua wondered if he had something wrong with his eyes.
Prince Yulan, the third-born prince of House Zether, was quite possibly the most optimistic person Chen Lihua had ever met. This was most likely why he was her tour guide. He was sunshine-y and cheerful and perfectly willing to account anything and everything in the best light possible, which was probably a bonus, if people were trying to get her to like the place enough to truly protect it. He never got frustrated or annoyed; he didn’t seem capable of getting frustrated or annoyed.
It was disturbing. Chen Lihua almost preferred dealing with Knight Jovis, because at least Knight Jovis openly hated her.
“It’s not really you,” Prince Yulan said. “Truthfully, Micaiah doesn’t much like anyone, ahaha. She’s not really a people person. The only person she really does like is Haakon – aaah, don’t look at me like that, Micaiah! It’s the truth!”
“Haakon?” Chen Lihua said.
“My fiance,” Knight Jovis said, deigning to speak for the first time today. There was a warning growl to her voice. It reminded Chen Lihua of girls warning her to stay away from their boyfriends.
What fun memories.
“What, you have a fiance?” Chen Lihua said, more to irritate Knight Jovis than out of an actual disbelief. “You?”
Knight Jovis bared her teeth.
Prince Yulan blithely ignored their interaction. “Haakon’s nice! He’ll actually be accompanying you next week, by the way, instead of me. I’m going to be called away on business…”
“So Knight Jovis’s fiance will be around me all week?”
“....That’s an odd way to say it, but yes?”
Chen Lihua smiled brightly at Knight Jovis. Knight Jovis gave her a look that said she would like to set Chen Lihua on fire.
Chen Lihua would love to see her try.
unusual fic-specific asks for authors
#inkstaindusk#asks#unusual fic-specific asks for authors#transmigrated into the female lead's villain fiance: fantasy isekai au#i actually wrote more of this but i would've had to cut away twice to complete my vision because i had two more scenes so you just get this#chen lihua#i wasn't particularly subtle with anyone else's names#my writing#fantasy isekai#isekai
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What if there were extra pages to this now what then
#sorry briefly got fixated on making a look book for the theoretical film that would exist of my and my fiance's ocs thank u#there's actually a page on rabbit's childhood/his an andy's high school years specifically that i made but dont really like#and andy doesn't have a secondary page yet dbdDHDJ#but whatever 10's the max for tumblr anyway#my stuff
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My mental health is really on a casual spiral, like when you're a functional alcoholic, like I feel mostly fine except for the being disgusted by kindness and imagining really awful sexual violence towards myself. But that's normal right? Right?
#nikki rants#Sorryyy#Tmi#There is this idea in my head shout objectification where#If I am object enough to someone I can become object to myself too#But to be put into object headspace requires a very specific brand of suffering for someone elses benefit#So that I can turn my brain off right proper#But alas#My fiance is a giant softie and I am staring off into space on the couch trying not to spiral in a tangible way
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it was goth night at the bar and bear night at the club. what an amazing birthday
#also my fiance said he saw one of our old friends specifically the one that kicked us out of the group LOL#i didnt see them but i had a feeling they would be out for my birthday!! we knew each other for 12 years and they cut us off right after#i took everyone out for my birthday. so they know its my birthday weekend and they still came out 💀 LOL#which made the night even better bc thats exactly what i wanted. augh its so delicious#so far being 23 has been great
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Now we're nearing the end of my move (fucking finally) i can safely say that if i had not had the Song of Salvation on repeat for large stretches of time during this i do not think i would've made it through as well as i have
#jay talkin#like not to be dramatic but i really needed that damn song to grab my hand and pull me up so i could keep packing and tidying and going#obviously the support of my fiance means so much more than that and without him i do not think i would have made it thru this#in any kind of state at all. he's my world. but also yeah that song kept me going#its the specific kind of hope it brings that isnt a very sunshiney everything will be ok hope#but moreso ok. i know you hurt. i know you've had enough. but come on one last time lets go#bc you HAVE to keep picking yrself up snd going 'ok one last time' over and over till u dont have to do it anymore#and thats just. what i did. my body is a mess now my legs and arms keep giving way#cuz more than a month straight of this has exhausted me and exacerbated my prexisting conditions#but i made it through and im nearly done. and this song helped immensly#last time smth helped this much is when i was watching texas chainsaw massacre every night to be able to sleep#it was like the only soothing thing i cld latch on to. felt familiar and safe. got me thru some rough shit#now S.O.S has done much the same. thank u dethklok i suppose#feels kinda corny ey but idk. idc anymore S.O.S and AOTD in general has been a salve on my brain lately#grabbing nathan forcefully. my fucking favourite fuckhead o how u have helped in these trying times
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I'm sorry to hear that planning has been stressful, but best wishes this Saturday!!! I'm so excited for you and your wedding and your marriage and wish you every happiness 💕.
Thank you! I am very excited too! Mostly because I get to marry the love of my life 🩷🩷🩷 but also because there are only four days left and judging from my track record this last month that means I will probably have to deal with🤞🏼only🤞🏼four more things going wrong! 🎉 And then I’ll be married to my favorite person and the stress will probably be gone! ✨
(Please send good vibes my way it’s been a very weird hectic month 😂)
#if anyone’s interested in all the stuff that’s gone wrong#I’ve had to deal with my venue#my caterer#and my photographer all cancelling last minute#I still might not have a photographer bc I need the venue to sign off on his insurance and he still hasn’t sent it#my fiance asked me to wear a Pakistani dress and the one I ordered came late and was terrible#like who uses BLUE MARKER to mark out where the embroidery is going on PAPER THIN WHITE SILK????#I got a new dress tho and the tailor should be done by Friday morning#our guest list just keeps growing bc his family doesn’t seem to understand the idea of an RSVP#my fiancé’s family also doesn’t seem to like the idea of specifics 😬#or understand that we are trying to keep things small#aka his mom invited five more people last week and told me about them today after I already submitted a final guest count#communication has just kinda been terrible all around tbh#my phone keeps trying to commit suicide#we were informed of a serious allergy like two days ago#so now the menu has to change and our caterer is super unhappy about that#my fiance asked me yesterday if I was wearing a veil and then asked me to wear one so now I have to find a veil#I realized on Sunday that I never actually asked my cousins to be my bridesmaids#which isn’t so bad since no bridesmaid dresses but it was embarrassing#and my anxiety caught up with me yesterday and I spent the night stress puking!#it’s been great 👍🏼#but I’m going to marry the love of my life on Saturday and that’s what matters#even tho it kinda feels like the universe is trying to tell me otherwise
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I’ve had the stupidest omegaverse idea and it’s bringing me so much joy to write fictional inheritance law as it applies to the extended Cinderella family in my incredibly silly omegaverse universe. It’s also providing the precedent that I needed to establish in order to make some of my convoluted political marriage ideas work, so I am feeling very accomplished in my daydream universe today
#please somebody talk to me about my convoluted political marriage ideas#I am Desperate To Talk#my fiance is wonderful as a human but he doesn’t like omegaverse and therefore is not a useful sounding board here#I have so many thoughts about inheritance law as written by people who are trying to legitimize themselves and their kingdoms only#while fully not thinking about the possibility of their families not working out to be perfect and heteronormative#like what’re you going to do if you’ve written in that only men can inherit??#sure you added a clause that your daughter can many a nobleman and he can rule by her side as a team situation#and her children will be considered legit for inheritance purposes#but what if your daughter can’t produce children with this man???#what if you’ve written specific inheritance clauses into your law because you are soooo worried about royal bloodlines??#what if there’s no eligible royal men who could help get you out of this situation??#anyway this is why there’s adoption and surrogacy laws regarding inheritance that are specific to Charmingsburg#which is Cinderella’s kingdom in my heart#Charmingdale is where Snow White lives but that’s actually just the city not the kingdom#I have a lot of thoughts that aren’t just hehe omegaverse sexy for this AU#like the population of the isle has way more male omegas and female alphas than Auradon does#in part because they’re less common in the general population and considered weird and deviant on some level#which means that they’re sort of pushed aside for being inconvenient and not fitting into the Prince/Princess dichotomy#and being pushed aside means that more of them are likely to align with villains#and therefore get sent to the isle#also talk to me about my incredibly useless chart of alpha/beta/omega subtypes#I have a whole fake scientific history about how they were established…..
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