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#I worked on this for too long and now I can't really be satisfied with it but I can accept the fact that it is 3am and I should sleep#Okay time to ramble about monsterhaul. So obviously its something of an atypical form which means it isn't included in fan content too much#but when it is usually Nemoto's (for lack of a more eloquent term) fusion gets the spotlight which is fair and cool I love it too#However there is definitely something to be explored in the fact that Rikiya represents the violation of abstinence from err. contact#Which makes him interesting to be mushed together with the very literally and symbolically touch-averse character that is Chisaki.#And when placed before Kurono there's appeal in putting two characters normally so laden with inhibitions into a#situation where those are somewhat repealed by existing inherent filth and the dispositions of a third party.#Good concept. Anyways there's also the secondary factor I got caught up thinking about in this piece pertaining to#the escalation of Chisaki's severity in action and Hari's continued support in spite of the other's ever-decreasing resemblance to#the kid he met years ago as Chisaki abandons internal and external standards#In short I'm unwell#Going to ignore this for a while now so I don't scold myself for the anatomy#chronohaul#kurono hari#hari kurono#kai chisaki#chisaki kai#orb draws#mha#bnha#my hero academia
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i actually think i have some sort of brain damage from chapter 403 because now ive taken my bkdk obsession to a whole new degree. like, i was insane before, but now i feel as if i should be genuinely put into an asylum.
ive gone through a full on awakening.
before this chapter i refused to believe that bkdk would become canon/hinted bc like its wishful thinking. but now? ive fallen into the fucking deep end. i am of full belief that bkdk will become canon or at least be hinted bc horikoshi is cooking something and im so glad im not the only one to see it.
there is no way that man doesnt know what hes doing. bkdks entire arc has been fucking perfect and this man just keeps BUILDING UP. like all this talk about feelings, and how bkdk have never really spoken about them to eachother before??? this is like, building up to a fucking love confession i swear, because katsuki DIED for izuku, and izuku cant control his heart when it comes to katsuki, and like… what other explaination is there? atp i consider it canon that theyre in love with each other.
and the other most likely ship that i thought was gonna be canon, izuocha, just is not feasible. its not like i dislike the ship, no hate to it at all, but making it canon would be so fucking harmful to izuku and ochakos characters and we dont talk about that enough. it would a dissapointing, flat conclusion with barely any build up and itd be the bland, predictable formula. like, ochako has already basically wrapped up her thing with izuku with that entire fight with toga. shes admitted herself that her crush on izuku was more admiration than anything of massive substance. and dont even get me started on izuku. barring some fluster and embarrassed blushing in the early seasons, this boy has NOT reciprocated AT ALL. its actually ridiculous. izuku has been focused on like, two things only: hero work, and kacchan. izuku does not show ANY romantic feeling to ochako whatsoever.
surely, surely if horikoshi were to make this canon, he’d put in a little more effort? add some more chemistry, more development, more than just ‘boy meets girl. blush and get shy. little crush. get married. the end’?
that is bad storytelling, and horikoshi is anything but a bad storyteller. this guy adds foreshadowing YEARS before the chapter. horikoshi is INSANE when it comes to character + relationship + plot development. if horikoshi throws all that out the way, and makes izuocha canon, id be extremely, extremely disappointed. not because i hate the ship, but because itd be out of nowhere, disregard practically ALL development, and be nauseatingly dissatisfying.
talking of which, for the entire day ive been thinking about the foreshadowing for bkdk.
there. is. so. fucking. much. it feels like everytime i read like a new section of the manga, their relationship is described in the most frutti tutti rainbow gay way. im sorry, shigafo, did you just say that katsuki is closer to izuku than ANYONE else? excuse me, aizawa, did you just describe them as pair, a pair that the class revolves around? dont even mention the shit that izuku and katsuki say referring to each other. i cant even choose one to add in here, but every out of context bkdk quote has like these SEVERE more-than-platonic undertones, especially when you consider their past and their development. i feel like horikoshi has been doing some fucking insane foreshadowing for something MORE.
yk, i keep on thinking about how in the double spread in 403, the words ‘the beginning’ are displayed right over bkdk, as they find each other. call me delusional, but that has to be on purpose. i also keep on thinking about izukus green and orange gloves in so many official arts, and the light in both their eyes when they see each other, and the way theyre both always observing the other, never speaking about how they feel directly.
their relationship is just so, so……. and i feel like the only next step is for them to talk. just. fucking. talk. its been hinted at for so long, and horikoshi is doing SOMETHING.
them simply being together would be the most satisfying, developed, beautiful ending.
if they arent canon, i will die. ill say it now. bkdk canon. there is too much proof. as a writer, i know for a fact that i write everything for a REASON. why would horikoshi write this, if he wasn’t going to do anything with it?
bkdk will be canon. i dont care if i sound insane, or get proved entirely wrong. i now fully believe that the last page of the manga will be bkdk at a theme park eating crepes.
thank you chapter 403 for driving me off the rails.
#i didnt mean to write a full essay type piece#this was meant to be a short post about me going bonkers#not complaining tho#bkdk canon#mha 403#bkdk#dkbk#bakudeku#dekubaku#ktdk#decchan#bnha#mha#ive got severe brainrot#horikoshi is doing something.#i did not reread this so excuse me if its just nonsense rambling
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His eyes were the first thing you’ve noticed about him ever since you arrived at the camp for your first mission.
And (oh my goodness) did he look cute when his brows furrowed in seething anger as your colleague’s trembling voice reported how he failed to find any clues about the traveler’s whereabouts.
But, well now, you kindaaa couldn’t care less about the blonde-haired traveler, whoever was partnered up with who, whoever was in charge of what, or whatever this mission was about…
Because your only focus was on him! His beautiful, beautiful, stunning, jaw-dropping beautiful, beautiful-
“…you are wasting my patience. Perhaps you should use those pretty little ears of yours to keep up for once.”
You were so caught up on admiring his jawline that you didn’t notice him standing with his arms crossed right in front of you!
As the booming sound of his voice ping ponged the walls of your brain, and the fading jingles of his hat echoed throughout the camp, you felt as if you’ve just ascended to Celestia because oh my goodness did he just call you pretty?!
#short little thing i thought of before i head to bed#scaramouche x y/n#scaramouche x reader#scaramouche x you#fatui reader#genshin impact#rambles#im not an experienced writer pls forgive me#its been a while since i wrote something hehe#this was mostly self indulgent
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idk man i think wearing a miniskirt to school would fix me
#cat's rambles#i have a fullass outfit planned but im scared to wear it bc. miniskirt#chat pls sound off in the replies wether i should wear it or not#i can prollyyy replace it w shorts but the color might be slightly off but itll work too i think#it has tights n thigh highs beneath the skirt btw so its not like im gonna flash everyone or something
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The lighting makes the color bad which sucks bc I actually made a stain for the (shitty craft) wood pieces which was a very dark gray blue that after several coats made a cool toned black (on previously light wood). And I spent way more time than it looks sanding everything, first for shaping the dowel, and second for cleaning off as much of the shitty glue as I could from adding the wire..I hate gluing things.
I've had trouble finding enough info on balancing rules, but my understanding was more weight lower+weight on outer rim=longer or faster spinning.
The bowl was from some mini pestle and mortar I got years ago off etsy. Doesn't work great for this but it's weirdly hard to find bowls that would be suitable
#anyway i ramble#im not sure if im doing something wrong in prepping the fiber or if its lower quality than i thought#cause no matter how i prep it its full of short thick wiry bits that leave awful fuzzies#and this is the 3rd different fiber and theyre all like this#handspinning#supported spindle
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Final surprise boop attack for @yowassupitsred!!
Faeran would 100% be really obnoxious about Calamari, and would intentionally make others appreciate her boopings haha.
(Secret second boop attack to @starbiology in revenge to the april fools war because even though i didn't know if you had any characters, I think of her as your character by this point and I found this scenario hilarious in my mind)
#neopets#neotag#gelert#vin doods#vin memes#technically at least JKSHSJ#I'm so sorry for the late response!! I didn't want to basically leave u on nothing and I had had this sketch saved for a week by this point#nice gelert my dood had some fun drawing him hahaha#it was only appropiate to draw Faeran for this case#also yeah i just found out Schnellys are cross eyed forever its just a characteristic for them#anyways its very late for me i had a really rough day at the lab lmao#my back hurts so much but i needed to come home and finish this or i'd have gone mad by how late im doing this#also Star Im sorry if i drew her completely off i haven't practice humans in a while D:#ur blog was a great reference on how to draw her when canon images are just... yeah#also idk why i drew my dog so little he's not that short but oh well#she's on a pedestal idk#ok too much rambling i should probably stop writing so much on tags#but year that's just about it hope u like the images!! the boop war was really fun and i just needed to draw something to save that moment
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ‘well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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i like to think that at some point after the titans curse thalia sits down with percy and apologizes, confessing she just couldn't be the hero
i like to think they bonded over the pressures of being a child of the big three, finally overcoming their rivalry a bit
and then thalia promised she'd do everything in her power to help him. as a way to compensate for the fact that she renounced the big prophecy, leaving it on him
and thats why she shows up with the hunters at the battle of manhattan. because she knows what its like to be in percy's shoes with everyone counting on you. and she'll be damned if she lets him suffer it alone
#thalia and percy brotp forever#meegs rambles#percy jackson#thalia grace#pjato#pjo#i feel like it could happen somewhere between titans curse and that short story where percy thalia and nico have to do some quest#in the underworld#ethan nakamura steals something and its bob's origin story i dont remember the title#anyways
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maybe i am cooking another wind breaker fic and the word count right now is above 7 thousand words? and i am not at the interesting part yet someone kill me, this is about to be a whole ass movie😶🌫️
#✧* ꜝ kiki’s rambling#no because wth ????#can i write something short for once#SOMETHING THAT WON'T BE LONGER THAN MY LIFE#i hope its going to be worth it#its basically like a movie okay#Scenes and characters and everything
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brooo it's literally impossible to be anything other than skinny during the summer
#speaking for me specifically#i can't wear shorts#so i can only wear trousers#but if i wear bigger trousers then im “not accentuating my curves”#or looking “homeless”#but its too hot for tighter trousers#and dont even get me started on tops#i have to wear something that is modest and keeps me cool but doesnt make me look homeless and makes me look conventionally pretty#so by the time ive gotten all those down#i am physically unable to think about what i want out of wearing clothes#lile jesus christ#i wish people didnt care so much about what i wore#its literally just fucking CLOTHES#AUGH#anyway#rant#rant over#rambles#cult rambles
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specialized education and gifted children programs are so fucked up I see the purpose but the execution and expectations are genuinely horrific I've yet to meet a single one of us that's doing okay besides from those who just reached their breaking point and chose to stop caring
#gifted kid burnout#It's so fucked up the emotional stress levels we're normalizing and the expectations to do the best and be the best when everyone#Has been told they're the best and special#Middle school high school college etc should be learning times yes and expose you to new things#The opportunities provided are wonderful and its really cool how many programs you can have access to#But the competition and stress shoved into a relatively short time period isn't productive for helping kids learn and try new things#Especially since they're expected to be a fully functioning adult afterwords with little to no prioritization of information#That could help with that transition#I'm very frustrated with the American education system I don't know enough about other countries education to comment on theirs#Cue rambles#ESPECIALLY NEURODIVERGENT PEOPLE OH MY GOD#I would like to say something about that but I want to do more research on that besides from me just speaking from experience and people#Around me
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took a shower and shaved my head. ate some soup today and have been drinking a lot of water. feeling a lot better.
impulsively decided to watch the old powerpuff girls cartoon and idk why but that was a very good decision. im at this point with youtube that i genuinely just- dont care? the content isnt fulfilling me in a way a show can. its like theres no legitimate point of watching the things i do because it wont affect my life at all and its just pointless to my time. yes it did once make me happy but- its caused me to procrastinate on what i want to watch?? so impulsively based on a fanart i saw i was like "hm i should watch that. relive a bit of my nostalgia" so i did!! and its actually funny??? like there are just some jokes that i started cracking up at.
so- basically. give into your impulsive desires more often if its to watch silly cartoons or leaving the house. sometimes it can make u 50% more happier. u really gotta listen to ur body. forget about society norms. embrace childlike wonder
i just wanted to yap abt that. ppg is cool.
#i was rambling abt ppg w my dad over the phone earlier#i had this vhs tape when i was a kid. i think it was the movie?? but that was the only thing i really knew of them#i dont think i really watched it?? but it was always something that seemed interesting and ofc there was a meme from way back when#“dont worry professor. i was an accident too”#tom kenny had to have been on call bc i can hear his voice a lot in some of these characters#i think i saw a bit of the reboot from 2011(?) but id never watched the actual series#but like girl- this shit is so chaotic???#it fits w my adhd brain too bc its short. they keep all the sillies
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I just want to commend you artists, you writers, you game designers and cosplayers and anyone who does creative stuff out there on finding the courage to create. Many of you out there are plagued with depression, anxiety, lack of confidence, imposter syndrome and so many other worries and doubts about your ability to create. I am one such person, and though I have so many ideas and stories in my head i could explode, I lose confidence in my ideas and skill so rapidly from just holding a pen, basically nothing ever gets put on page. I'll tell myself I'm lucky if I even get a single drawing done in a year, frankly calling myself an artist is more a fraud than anything.
But you people, you creative amazing people manage to overcome that. No matter how good you think your work is or your level of skill, you draw and write and do it anyway, some of you even post it online for people to see, something I'm almost always ashamed about doing in fear of someone I know seeing it (why do u think I'm hiding here on tumblr where none of the much more talented people I know go). I've always admired yet envy you amazing people, who are passionate about art, who sit down and still make stuff after a long day of work because it makes u relax, who see art as joy than something you need to do because it's work, who would draw and create despite all the hardships and doubts and worries the world and yourself have place upon you.
The fact that you're able to get pass all that and get a sketch, a word, an idea down on a page, I think you all are so very incredibly brave. Much braver than me at least. No matter where you are on your creative journey right now, keep doing what you're doing and create. It is those that keep going that make it to success in the end. I unfortunately will not be one those people, but I hope that I can keep cheering others on instead.
#art#artists#honestly its late and i might delete this in the morning#i just wanna get this out of my head so i can sleep#artists on tumblr#i feel like if i ever get drunk this is what my rambles would be like#idk cos i dont drink#but i hope ill be an encouraging drunk more than a sad drunk#right now with half my brain begging me to sleep i feel like both#keep drawing guys#thats the long and short of it#i came out of art school learning that i could never be an artist#not because of skills or anything its bcos i just have no drive to create like others#no matter how well i did in school it was always just to get a good grade#that when i left school there were no more assignments and i never could draw like i did in school again#it was then that i realise i could draw if i had to but i could never truly be an artist who draws bcos they want to#its just something i accepted and i need to learn to move on from#anyways night rambles#im gonna delete this later#im like that snowman in Undertale#i wont be able to go where you all go but i hope youll take a piece of me with you through all your art#anyways drink lots of water stayin school fuck AI and im gonna pass out#artist on tumblr
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sometimes genshin will be doing its gacha thing and or some other general annoying non gacha cringe and it sucks and theres a snoozefest patch and writing that falls short of its full potential and shoddy QoL and an underutilized combat system and when its like that its easy to be all ha ha shit game fuck this company i dont owe em shit but then u sit on it a while calm down and eventually go back to like. the chasm nail and just. listen to that haunting fucking OST and remember how ur breath caught and heart skipped when u discovered it the first time with that same melody kicking in gear only to drill that sucker punch of a wonder in further so that ur stuck helplessly left staring at the scene in front of u for minutes and minutes just. lost in that ambience . And try to remember the last time a video game has so effortlessly managed to instill this completely indescribable feeling in you (on MULTIPLE occasions) and absorb you into this world crafted with so much love and careful attention radiating from its every pore and its like. yeah yeah i know i know . why ive stuck with it all this time . why im most likely not quitting until EoS
#this isnt a 'never criticize genshin or hoyo' obvioisly its just#man theres just something about this game. despite its shortcomings despite the very real issues#like sometimes u see those. haha stipid genshin is just the cash cow for the REAL passion projects and its like#Dude . What the fuck are you talking about????????#have you SEEN the effort going into this??? the budget????? the love?? the PASSION????#like are ppl just pretending bc theyre that jaded and cynical from all the disappointments over the years#(which dont get me wromg i 100% get and have felt myself)#or do tjey genuinely think you get a game like genshin by just treating it like a cash cow side project#like this is average rushed p2w product tier???? THIS???#sure the storys kinda mid even if enjoyable the company side management is. a thing .#theres issues that will never go away but like to act like the developers donr love this game as much as we do is......#amyway dont mind me im listeninc to chasm ost and it awakemed somethinv in me#the reason i used tje nail as the central argument here is mostly a personal thing btw#like for me personally that was one of the most vivid moments i still remember. and chasm in general#like man. no need to defend the game when it fucks up anf falls short but is there not . so much to love#genshin#rambles
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fic that's a pizzaplex style horror podcast. an employee under a fake name discussing the strange events surrounding their workplace. guest stars of ex-employees. friends and family of people that have seemingly vanished after working there.
reader/protagonist desperately curious they inadvertently succomb to the virus themselves.
#ramblings#writings#dca fandom#srryyyy just love horror themed podcasts. could not do something like that justice at all#the cheesier the better. the more the protagonist pushed/puts themselves in danger the better#would lean more toward the pizzaplex “”book canon“”. which means I'd have to read more of them asfjaks.#i never got over reading the Cleithrophobia short story. so tragic and horrifying !! i wanna write something that intense. but its probably#just because i have Cleithrophobia i found it so scary. :v lmao
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the amount of times i keep looking for niche shit by typing "[topic] reddit" so i can get it from actual humans during the reddit blackout protesting is endless
#rambles#my memory is actually so short term#anyways reddit is legit where i get most of my artist advice#not like the drawing shit#like the other stuff outside of it??#commission and job stuff yknow idfk#YouTube is nice and all but watching a video is sometimes a pain#and i just wanna read something and get it over with#also their recommendations on media are fucking fire#its not some repulsive shit like tiktok#recommendations on twitter or tumblr is slow word of mouth#i have to hope to find something good via algorithm on Twitter or reblogs on tumblr#and that rarely fucking happens
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