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Klaus' redemption : Camille and Elijah's life goal
Before Camille dies klaus mentions "You didn't fail me."
As that was her life's goal - or was becoming her life's goal and no one had said it yet. And it was. And we know how twisted redeeming Klaus is , Elijah was obsessed.
Could've Camille possibly gotten obsessed with studying for Klaus? Considering, she was going crazy as a vampire. Not to say Hayley couldn't have helped her.
Camille died like Elijah, both which The Original's happened to glamourize.
Which is impressive to pull off. Imagine the mental gymnastics you'd need to string that together.
First, not only does the saviour deserve to die, but the ones that he was dying for also need to die to serve a purpose.
They tried that with Legacies too. Hope had to die; become the Tribrid to serve a prophetical purpose. Hope said it herself. CRYING.
like dying for your siblings shows true love. - Which I don't believe should be proven in self-worth degradation.
I don't know, it seems like they wrote off both Elijah and Camille with the same cheap excuse- "For Klaus' good"
And Camille could've got Klaus to stay with Hope, and Klaus would've got redeemed for Hope. Hence, Camille's "life goal" would be much shorter to accomplish.
I just thought if Camille was alive, she'd try to fix Elijah too, especially with her Vampirism, she'd be brazen, And I doubt fixing Elijah would be easy.
#I haven't heard "Camille's life goal was Klaus' redemption so here it is#the originals#klaus mikaelson#elijah mikealson#hope mikaelson#klamille#redemption#vampire#the mikaelsons#tvdu#dead or alive#legacies#danielle rose russell#I love hope!#Tbh#I'm not hating on Klamille#Just pointing out a possible downfall#Who did Klaus save? Really just about his- own self#again#this is really trippy stuff#Maybe they'd end up dead anyway when Camille tries to redeem Elijah#camille o'connell
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A third life Scott design concept for an animatic I probably will never finish - It was fun while it lasted :,)
#I do really like the non trippy Scott design#Like I'm actually pretty proud of the colors and shapes and stuff even though it is pretty messy and unfinished#maybe one day I will polish this#but probably not#anyways I figured I might as well post this anyways !!#mcyt#mcyt fanart#dangthatsalongname#scott smajor#scott major fanart#third life#third life fanart
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"I don't know everything, I just know what I know."
So Monogatari is back and nobody told me??????
Haven't watched the new season yet but cuz i'm in a Monogatari mood I drew Hanekawa
#tsubasa hanekawa#monogatari#its really trippy to hear/ see a new monogatari opening btw#for like idk 4-5 years to me it's just been “ahh yes these are the 20 somethin monogatari songs”#hanekawa has the best openings btw#perfect slumbers is soooo good i used to play that shit on loop so much in high school im suprized im not tired of it#one of my fav anime openings ever#mousou express is the best monogatari op overall tho#speaking of high school fun fact i drew monogatari fanart for a class assignment in high school i think thats hilarious in hindsight#yknow what i was so iconic for that (iirc we had to like draw something from a book we were reading of our choice or smth)#(and i was reading the novel for Koyomimonogatari so i drew the scene where Gaen does a spoiler)#(idk how i had the balls to bring the monogatari novels to school either)#(thats probably the only other monogatari fanart ive done besides this to my recollection minus some etsy merch stuff)
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that photo of old Charles with the red smoke on the background gives me trauma flashback. my shaylaa💔

he just wanted to help his step-daughter 🙁
RUN PEEPAW BEFORE SHE GETS YOU‼️😨😨
#anyway i really liked this visual of the astral plane/ mindscape#it’s cool to think Charles’ telepathy is kind of like sending a mini version of himself to run around in peoples minds#and whenever he just brushes a mind or stays on the surface thoughts the mini is just kind of sitting next to the mind instead of intruding#idk i just like what they did here (despite them killing pookie bear)#i need more astral plane type stuff in the xmcu#give me the trippy brain stuff‼️🗣️#charles xavier#professor x#xmen#xmcu#multiverse of madness#dsmom#wish answers
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would you ever write a caseyvale royalty au
With these two I've reached the sort of brainrot where I'll give anything a go probably... Not sure if you're thinking a medieval/fantasy AU or something more modern. I'm a big fantasy fan so that one's the more natural fit, I have a bunch of things in my doc where Vale is a corrupted-hero-turned-evil-witch who has been LOCKED UP by Casey, aka hero of the realm who used to think the WORLD of Vale and is still a bit heartbroken... but now he has to go to Vale because they NEED the evil witchcraft to save the kingdom... But anyway back to the royals, let's do the modern version because I think that's probably in the spirit of the ask and I just said I'd be willing to give anything a spin for caseyvale so... hm. Okay I've got something
I was going to say you need to make Vale the royal: it's always fun to subvert things but it just fully ruins Casey's role in the dynamic to make him into a royal. His hardship plays too big a role in his narrative and that hardship is too much about class for me to want to switch it up.... BUT maybe you should make Casey a royal after all - what I reckon would be fun is to put Casey in a Princess Diaries-type AU
Going to suppress the temptation to genderbend and keep him as a guy who suddenly finds out he's the heir of some little EUROPEAN country (the horror the horror). And suddenly you've got a flock of people trying to turn this scruffy kid who's horribly shy and surly and has a terrible attitude into the perfect little prince... And Casey kinda likes that after being overlooked all his life, he's Special now, but literally everything else about this sucks so so bad. Oh god he's famous now people want to take photos of him he wants to DIE and his fame is not even for anything he's DONE nobody cares about who he actually is, just a title... Let's say his family moved to England for his parents' job or whatever and he already hates it there and school is terrible etc etc and then he's terrified his peers will find out about this and they DO and now everything is even worse........
At this point you need a plot contrivance to get Vale into the picture. I think it'd be funny if he were the stylist. Still very young, fashion world darling called in to fix this mess. The fictional country Casey is the prince of is... Let's make it basically a bigger San Marino, small and close to Italy where they speak something they can give another name but is BASICALLY a dialect of Italian. So Vale is very well-regarded there and his base is in London and he thinks it'd be a fun gig to dress up this suddenly-discovered-prince who is finishing his education in England. And Casey isn't into fashion, you can tell from how he dresses, but I WOULD make him into an artsy kid who has plenty reason to look up to and admire Vale... What Vale does isn't really his thing but Casey can see how cool it is EXCEPT when it involves dressing HIM up...
And then you're off. I've been working hard on engineering scenarios where you could bully Casey into learning Italian, and this would be a great excuse because he'd HAVE to. So it's bad because he rejects it out of weird English supremacy reasons and bad because he's still super homesick and bad because he HATES making a fool of himself and speaking a language you're not fluent in is really really scary... Casey would just deal terribly with this scenario on so many levels, just massive anxiety at the concept of any public appearance. Doesn't like what Vale's doing, doesn't like how he's being made into a performer, feels TRAPPED and doesn't want this to be his life now, thinks he's going to fail...
And Vale is really just supposed to make this kid look presentable, some cute photos, dress him up for events, but he ends up being unofficially drafted to talk this kid off the ledge... And he's GOOD at it, he's so much friendlier than anyone else in the entourage Casey's met, he doesn't act like Casey is beneath him or common or not worthy of this position or anything... He's willing to engage Casey in conversation about Serious Art, he's willing to help Casey out with his Italian without making fun of him, he can calm Casey down and make him LAUGH, he can convince him this royal thing isn't going to ruin his life. And Casey shows Vale his art (as ever he's a little prodigy) and Vale goes... damn kid this is pretty good actually.... and that sort of positive feedback means so so much to Casey. And Casey develops the world's worst puppy crush on him. Vale doesn't quite clock how bad it is because, well, people just love him, that's how it is. And he's done his bit, gotten a flush new gig, and then he leaves.....................................................
Which, from Vale's POV, of course HE wants to do something else, he wants to keep moving and have fun. But from Casey's POV, this is one of the worst moments in his LIFE. He NEEDS Vale and he's also sort of.... okay so Valentino was LYING when he said my life wasn't over because HE got out the moment he could okay okay!!! Okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also probably Vale was lying about Casey's art probably it all SUCKS... So he tries very hard to harden his broken little heart and he's just looking out for HIMSELF now and he'll get a perfect grade in being a prince even if it KILLS him.... And Vale thinks he's conducted himself in a professional way here, like he's learned not to get too close to a client since (put nebulously alluded to sad Sete backstory here) but unfortunately didn't account for Casey imprinting on him like a baby duck. And maybe should have stayed in touch or something!! Rather than just... leaving when something better came his way........ But oh well too late now!!
Then we get a substantial time jump of at least half a decade, which also helps get the age gap in a less skeevy place. (Casey an October child so you can have him be 17-18 in sixth form, eighteen for basically the whole second year, but still let's... not have anything romantic at this stage, from Vale's end anyway.) Vale feels a bit weird and guilty for a couple of years about not checking in with Casey, but it's also long enough for him to move on, he has a cute little America arc where he's just very removed from the European scene for ages and is basically just travelling from gig to gig with Uccio. Casey - a man who has repeatedly demonstrated that he can and will hold on to even relatively minor grudges for half a decade plus - is extremely not over it. He has figured out this royal thing and does a good job at it more or less but he's MISERABLE. Anxiety hellhole every day. His health issues also extremely not fun when they flare up and he has to excuse himself from royal duties for months and everyone thinks he's making it up. And it doesn't quite make sense but he still sort of blames Vale for how terrible everything is because Vale gave him hope and then walked away!! Vale made him think it might be fine and now he's gone :((
Anyway then their paths have to cross again, Vale gets another gig with these royals and goes :)) sure :) wonder how Casey's doing! And Casey's sort of weird to him but it takes basically like three dumb jokes from Vale for Casey to fold and crack a smile. Vale has slightly weird feelings about how serious and sad Casey seems now, but he does his job... Okay so here we should have a silly bit where Casey like... deliberately fucks with the clothes at some Big Event to make Vale look bad or something... Which is obviously dumb and self-destructive because Casey is the one wearing them but he doesn't CARE as long as it makes Vale look silly. And Vale buys that it's just dumb misfortune once but then obviously very quickly realises what Casey's doing and is ?? very confused. Why would Casey DO that to himself. Surly Casey refuses to engage and Vale (might come across as a clown but takes his work VERY seriously) is basically engaged in this increasingly passive aggressive war with Casey who's fucking up his hard work...
So yeah, Vale had been commissioned to dress Casey up and then he just keeps running into him idk man... Anyway this wasn't even psychosexual for ages, Vale's too confused/annoyed and Casey's too sullen. But they get there eventually... Casey still unfortunately extremely in love and Vale gets to this weird place where he's a bit obsessed with the only person in his life who is ready to constantly give him shit. And Vale had been stuck seeing Casey as a stubborn kid for ages but then Casey just keeps biting back and keeps challenging him and is willing to get into it with Vale like nobody else is and eventually Vale just goes... huh. Okay fine I'm into this. (First time Casey physically shoves Vale it is OVER for Vale.) They start a secret relationship that makes Casey very nervous since he's supposed to be married off soon... And he's also terrified that this is all just a game to Vale. And Vale treats it in his mind as a temporary thing because SURELY Casey will get married to someone worthy of his station... But Vale helps him live a little, get out of the golden prison and have some FUN and gets him back into the art Casey has been so determinedly rejecting... Vale hanging about pulling Casey into closets when he's supposed to be sweet talking the rich and famous, abducting Casey on his bike for countryside rides, letting Casey live that rebel life... He's happy playing the bad boy who Casey always wanted to want him, Casey wants to be swept off his feet he wants to be loved for who he is NOT for being a royal and Vale really does like him so so much. It's nice they're having fun it's GOOD -
So then Vale needs to try to leave Casey a second time. They're in a sort of mutually destructive spiral of abandonment issues because Vale in spite of himself actually has fallen a little bit in love and he decides to blow up the relationship before it can blow up on him. And Casey already has a million issues around nobody valuing him as a person or really SEEING him so this one could really be the last dagger blow... But luckily! Luckily his one saving grace is that he's the one person who actually has a track record of holding his own against Vale in an argument. Turns out, if you successfully trap Vale in a conversation he can't get out of, you can actually verbally beat him into submission! Nobody else has ever tried this one simple trick! Idk I always like when these two resolve plot problems by just arguing a lot, feels true to type, I give Casey a decent shot of getting through to Vale. Casey final girl the one who wins by being willing to bully Vale my BELOVED. Doesn't exactly SOLVE everything since Vale can't stand being stuck and Casey's not happy in this life either, but Vale is pushed to a place where he does actually want to make it work...
Anyway eventually they figure it out, they elope and Casey runs away from being a royal and the monarchy collapses and Vale sets him up a nice peaceful studio away from cameras where Casey can spend his time painting fishes or whatever. Happy ending
#this is like a final exam because i REALLY don't like royal au's i basically never read them unless i already love the author#i just don't like (modern) royals or find them that interesting... obviously dislike the institution but even on entertainment grounds#casey's saving grace is that he'd be MISERABLE#you can possibly tell i also know very little about either royals or fashion#usually i have just written stuff for things i'm already very familiar with... journalism pulpy scifi lesbians playing tennis...#asks#casey stoner#valentino rossi#valse#my fic#sort of#i can write something for this if you like anon!!#i've committed myself to posting the next bit of lesbian tennis infidelity verse and [high concept trippy morally dubious casey fic] first#but then!!#for medieval/fantasy i think it'd be fun to make casey a knight or an adviser or scribe or something...
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i love that i basically have to play spot the difference with these freakin pictures since i can't cross my eyes
#i actually have finally figured out how#i think????#idk it's really difficult and usually doesn't work#but sometimes it does and it's really trippy#anyway#fun stuff#the worm speaks#ace attorney#the worm is a gay lawyer#tgaa#dgs
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SO I FINISHED CONTROL AND. OUUUGHHHHHHH MYYYYY GODDDDDDD
IT WAS INCREDIBLE. UNSPEAKABLY EPIC AND BRILLIANT
WHAT A STORY
Easily taken a place in one of my top five games that shit was absolutely EPIC
#I hate to say it but I enjoyed it SIGNIFICANTLY more than Sea of Stars#it was engaging and interesting and actually really freaky and just completely wonderful#had me an an utter chokehold the entire playthrough#HIGHLY recommend#this game deserves the world it's utterly brilliant#like I said trippy and freaky and utterly weird and sort of terrifying at times but BRILLIANT#cass thinks ab stuff#game stuff#control
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I hate when people try to guilt trip people into rebloging something. My friend, that just makes me not want to reblog it even more.
#i can understand if it's something important#like stuff that can actually help you survive or help with your mental health#but some of yall really like to reblog stuff and be guilt trippy
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started to question if my answer to that horror tolerance poll was actually correct or if i'm overestimating how unbothered i am by horror because i am affected by it, of course, but truly, the only stuff that really gets to me is when it's something related to real life cases of crimes, and even then, i just tend to feel just really sad. not even scared or disturbed, i just feel bad for the victims
#horror is either trippy and incomprehensible stuff or just extremely depressing to me#or really fun and stupid. very diverse genre
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I have 4 eps of big o left but I’m only not finishing this immediately because my one friend wants to watch this in VC for me and I already watched 5 eps today… Absolutely insane I got through this show so fucking fast and I’m gonna have soooo many more thoughts once I’m done but I plan to keep my review to a Twitter thread. However, there is two things I will say upfront about this show:
Despite some aspects I think this is EASILY a strong contender of a mecha show you should recommend to people who want to get more into the genre but only knows mainstream shows. The Big 3-gundam/getter/mazinger for those who don’t know-are still good choices but the benefit this show has over them is it’s only one iteration-not counting the manga-a good length of not to short or long and some people may know of it thanks to toomani airing it. (Even if gundam is known now getter/mazinger are sadly niche still)
While I’m not one to wanna dunk on Eva especially bc the whole discourse around it is stupid, if I ever watched it I don’t think it can top the absolute mind fuck big o has. Yes I type this knowing spoilers for eva and not knowing wtf happens in the last few eps of big o, but ep14 in itself is something I don’t think I’ll ever see get more “what the fuck”
#meg text#the big o#Ep14 wasn’t confusing for me because I can rationalize what happened#it was all in rogers psyche but it doesn’t make it any less trippy#also again: I don’t like to dunk on Eva especially since I haven’t seen it but people do absolutely put it on a pedestal#there is nothing wrong if one show in a genre radiates with you but big o really does a lot of stuff eva does#bc shock of all shock: there are a handful full of mecha’s that don’t have fights 24/7!#and even the ones that do have a lot of actions still shouldn’t be put down because fights can tell stories#also I get people resonate with Eva more bc teen trauma but that shouldn’t put do adults going through psychological stuff#I can say despite Roger being a rich man what happens to him is generally fucked up#I’d also mention Ryoma but I’m gonna need to save breaking down his psyche other time#(there’s so many Ryoma rants I need to make but rn this ain’t about him even if he’s always in my head)
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my host got rid of a bunch of my stuff while i was dormant and its so jarring i dont have those things anymore. nearly all my comics collection was given away or is stored at my parents’ house so i dont have it with me. its not his fault, he didnt know i was still here and unchanged, he thought he was the same individual who had just changed his tastes a lot over time because that was the only explanation he could find. but i miss my Stuff. we just had another big (positive) life change and i just wish i had my things with me.
#my all-new x-men + iceman+ classic 60s comics + darth maul + lando comics are all just… gone?#idk what happened to a lot of my captain am*rica comics too i hope theyre just stored at my parents’ and not just given away#at least i still have all my art stuff and other books. and they found one of my old cds while unpacking too so its not like all my shit is#gone. its just really weird and trippy and kinda distressing that this collection i really enjoyed and worked on building up over time got#discarded because no one knew i existed#personal#at least i know where those comics went. they went to an old friend from high school#so im fine with that. im just. its kinda sad is all#its not as big a deal as ya know. losing most of my friends and career ambitions. but its still definitely something#that just makes it all sink in. lol
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THIS IS GORGEOUS
another gravity falls animation! :3 hope yall enjoy!
#I REALLY CANT PUT IT TO ANY OTHER WORDS THAN THAT#THE COLORS#THE THE THE#THE KIND OF TRIPPY STUFF#THE PERPETUAL MOTION MACHINE#FIDDLEFORD#THE PARALLELS#THE *SMOOTHNESS*#DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THAT ART STYLE#AND THE BONES AND FLESH BIT#AND THE TRANSITIONS#THE PLANNING ON THIS IS SO GOOD#GORGEOUS#MWAH#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#animation#dipper pines#stanford pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#grunkle ford#mabel pines#bill cipher#fiddleford mcgucket#art
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youtube
#thought this was cool as hell#take a look! its really well produced and has some trippy stuff in between. also they’re funny and charming and make good points :)#for future reference#Youtube
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idk about anyone else but it honestly lowkey feels pretty fucking embarrassing to make posts after….practically dead silence on the most recent ones lmao
#like I’ll still make them but it kind of makes me feel like…not an annoyance…..like…..#…im putting on a stand-up act and i tell what thinks is a really clever joke and it just falls totally flat lol#like i dont make posts just to receive external approval or post things that will only garner (positive) attraction/attention#but it does help me not feel like im…playing in the corner alone with my toys kind of loudly hoping someone joins or gets curious or whatev#ramblin but not a gamblin man#i hate making these posts because i know that these come across guilt-trippy#but genuinely DO NOT interact with my stuff out of pity or some other reason that isnt ‘oh i liked this thing..it made my brain happy..#..you’re tags are weird - i like them 🙂..[etc etc etc]’#anywho……..#*checks time*#…aw man i should have gone to the gym this morning :[#oh well
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so august 2018 is when my peak being-crazy-made art craziness happened, huh
#and then as soon as i left that situation all of my art became normal again lmao#i went from drawing weird cryptic things that quite literally would only ever make sense to me#to just. drawin landscape stuff like normal again sdhvfdvghsd#i mean there a couple cryptic things here n there after but like. not nearly as cryptic at all. like you could p much easily make out what#is trying to be conveyed. the other shit is like. nothing. you couldn't understand unless I had to explain everything that happened#gotta say guys doing shrooms and being abused do not mix well at all#bc when im not being abused and im on shrooms shit is great. im feeling lit. all i wanna do is draw nature stuff#but that moment in my life? phew...#vent#i literally thought I died. like i literally thought I wasn't actually alive and I was in some mirror version of earth that was the#underworld-- so much happened. its kind of distressing to think about all the weird fucking visions i got#and its not even like it was always like that when I did shrooms with that person- initially in the love-bombing phase I was fine.#all of my art from then looks pretty fuckin normal save for ig more colorful stuff and trippy patterns or whatever. but otherwise fine#if anything it enhanced my art#its only after the gaslighting and the putting me down and the withdrawing love shit started happening that i just like. snapped.#idek. it was all so surprising to me because they really did convince me they loved me.#not only all of that abuse-- also the enabling my conspiracy theory brain too which didn't help#which ironically my art didn't have much do to with actual conspiracy theories but the mindset was implemented in to me so#there was a lot of weird delusions and paranoia and just like. stuff that didn't make sense but also did if I explained it?? idek#there was like a consistent story to my weird visions but it didn't make sense also. like there was no real reason for things to be what#they were or look the way they did or whatever#but there Was a consistent story still#its something i *want* to encapsulate into maybe a comic or picture book or something but like. idek if i could encapsulate it all#theres so many bits and pieces that idek if i could fully convey- idk#dawg even my stuff from after my couple of 'acid' trips wasn't as confusing and cryptic as the stuff after being abused#one common theme in a lot of it is its intentionally repelling. every part of my being knew I needed to be away from that person in spite#of how they would pretend to be friendly with me so some of that art is trying to scare them away in a weird cryptic way that tbfh#they probably didn't understand either whenever a pic was trying to do that like what it even was trying to say- thats kinda how fucking#crazy i got from that whole situation. i think part of me felt like that at least if it was vague and unhinged that it would scare them#away idrk. i do think it worked lol. even if it doesnt really fully make sense at all. idk. but 0/10 one of the worst periods of my life
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This has been the style of all of my fic writing lately lol
#i haven't been writing much. just sort of rotting. but that's on-brand for this fic soooo#when i get in moods i sometimes write from booker's pov in first person#aaaaaaa the dreaded first-person!! lol. i genuinely love writing it.#started this fic over a year ago i think. i think the 'mood' is just real depression lol#anyway i kind of liked this paragraph. late 19th century sort of murder mystery. he's getting too friendly with the opium.#at this point is it even a siggy fic if no one has a trippy episode?#anyway been watching a lot of cronenberg stuff and it's making me revisit this fic#i completely forgot it was supposed to be a vampire mystery. it's like a blend of absurdism nihilism noir and a gothic murder mystery#i found a really good cover of janitor of lunacy. sounds like a medieval minstrel singing. it's making my brain spark fr
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