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painty doodle from earlier this evening
#we love soushin and mirrors in this house#kostik draws#sou hiyori#midori yttd#shin tsukimi#yttd#kimi ga shine#your turn to die#fanart#i am genuinely surprised at how solid my rendering is here. well done me#shoutout to letting myself play with style because who give a fuck#didnt post it earlier because ive been switches georg but maybe now before bed#i really do want to learn to 'refine' pieces but i fear its not my calling#i sort of prefer more abstract and messy and shapey styles#this is about as polished as i get i think#its still very cute#god i love my tradition of rambling in the tags of my art as i reflect#oh right#eye contact#for da cw#because it is pretty intense
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🐍: —?! Prefect, is everything alrigh-
💜: Don’t- say anything. Please.
(oh lore? below the cut?)
(cw: nightmares, implied death/suicide <- ONLY AT THE END) — 800+ words — I DIDNT REALIZE IT WAS THIS LONG???
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the vice housewarden of scarabia, jamil viper, didn't think he'd be bringing the ramshackle prefect to stay over at his room, and much to his roommate's confusion. then again, the roommate knew better than to question his choices.
it was the end of the day and the vice housewarden was on his way back to his dorm after a late-night errand.
what he didn’t expect was the ramshackle prefect coming out of the shadows and tackling him in a hug.
jamil almost threw down the unassuming prefect out of instinctual self-defense.
but the prefect gripped his back as if she was holding on for dear life— quivering, her head buried in his shoulders, holding back sobs, profusely apologizing over and over and over-
“sorry, sorry, sorry—“
the prefect said she had a nightmare.
jamil just froze, entirely confused.
all this because of a dream? what is the prefect even apologizing for other than whatever this is.
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jamil didn’t really know what to make of all of this, but it was hard not to pity the state the prefect was in.
pity. that’s the right word.
he only clarified to himself because the word, concern, briefly passed his mind.
it was not concern. why would he be concerned?
and if it weren’t for pity, jamil would have been annoyed instead. he had to admit, he didn’t know which would have been the worse approach, even though he opted for the former.
plus, this was a side to the prefect that the vice housewarden had not seen before.
vulnerable.
very vulnerable.
as if her walls finally fell. and jamil was able to bear witness behind it.
to choose whether or not to step inside those walls is up for debate in his mind.
no, stop it. not again. there was no point in involving himself more with the prefect this time.
jamil could have walked her back to ramshackle. but they were already in the mirror room, and he didn’t feel like making that trek.
or he might have been too tired and too dumbfounded to think.
yeah, those were jamil's excuses.
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it’s not like the ramshackle prefect, yuusha tala, understood either. how this all went down.
why the first person she beelined towards was the one who played a part in her nightmare.
why she felt comfort at his mere presence despite recoiling the moment she looks into his eyes.
either because of fear, disgust, or… guilt?
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this phenomenon had happened before.
yuusha and ace got off on a horrible foot at the start, deuce was just another guy that got involved with them by chance, and grim was an annoying cat.
and yet, it felt like she’d known them forever despite having only known them a few months.
there was no way they were all that compatible of a friend group to end up that way.
but the soft spot she felt for all three of them was like they were longtime friends in another life.
and now it’s this… bastard. the one yuusha fell head over heels at first only to feel used and betrayed.
why she keeps giving pretty guys a chance like this is beyond her. yuusha knows she won’t learn her lesson for the foreseeable future, however.
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in any case, the prefect finds herself resting on the scarabia vice housewarden’s bed when she could have suggested resting in one of the empty rooms instead. to not trouble him any further.
oh wait. jamil could have brought her to another empty room instead. there’s no way that didn’t cross his mind.
did he assume that would bring up memories?
if so, why would he even care?
the scarabia lounge would have been an alternate choice as well. but would it have been considered rude to put a guest there? even though yuusha wouldn’t have mind?
well. that’ll be a topic for another day.
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so the night was pretty uneventful. other than the awkwardness.
wait, actually— jamil wanted to bring up how the prefect had the habit of hugging things in her sleep.
namely him.
even when unconscious, the prefect can’t respect personal space.
but then that would bring up the obvious fact that jamil could have easily woken her up and quietly tell her off. and that he didn’t.
because for some strange reason, jamil felt an odd sense of comfort in her warm yet crushing embrace. and thus pretended not to have known instead.
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what was the nightmare, so to speak?
yuusha barely remembered all the details.
except for the feeling of the cold wind tearing through her skin, gravity violently pulling her down—
—and the final, haunting vision of a desperate hand reaching out to her, with an intensely horrified look flashing from charcoal grey eyes.
eyes that belong to none other than jamil viper.
#IT ENDED A BIT DARK I THINK#BUT IDK THIS IS PRETTY TAME TO ME TBH BUT IM NOT SURE HOW EVERYONE ELSE FEELS ABOUT IT 🧍🧍🧍#anyways something something yuusha is reminded of the jamil counterpart back in her original world#BYE im the only one who this lore makes sense to#not proofreading any further bc this is essentially just rambling too#+ it’s past midnight if something doesnt make sense OH WELL WE BALL#[—✦-#-✧ my writing#-✧ my art#cw nightmares#cw implied death#cw implied suicide#twst#twisted wonderland#twst oc x canon#jamil viper x yuu#twst yuu#twst yuusona#(💜) yuusha#(💜) curry noodles#-✦—]#i love messing around with different formats hmmmm#also dont mind that the art kinda contradicts the writing#i made the art before i had the idea for the writing oops hfbdjsjs#okay good night. passes out.
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discovered the Sherlock and Co. podcast randomly on Spotify yesterday (hey sometimes the algorithm’s not so bad) and my god is it beautiful perfect everything to me, I mean Sherlock is my one definite special interest so it’s hard to go wrong with anything even adjacent to that, but when you then have Sherlock pretty immediately list all his diagnoses importantly including ADHD and Autism I was pretty much as happy as I can be, literally spent a good chunk of my final year of uni being frustrated at all the ways people elect to just not acknowledge Sherlock’s autism/variable diagnoses nor sexuality despite like clearly making choices about how to portray him/writing some very undeniable traits for him, so I don’t think I can even express just how much I enjoy canonically autistic Sherlock
#not kidding wrote my bachelors on gay Sherlock#and a whole entire essay in a different subject on elementary’s portrayal of Holmes and Watson#including the fact that he’s pretty clearly autistic but they’re like no he’s a ~mystery~#which is stupid#and then I also wrote a Sherlock short story on top of all that#so this is my main area of expertise lmao#oh and also wrote some shit on Holmes and Watson before uni as well#I have spent years studying this shit lol#didn’t even have my own autism diagnosis when I did all that but like I knew though lmao#sherlock and co#is there even a fandom for this??#whomst knows#sherlock holmes#john watson#personal autistic ramblings#sherlock & co
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Happy Pride Month everyone!
Lets all ponder the gay ass apple with Kazui.
#milgram#milgram fanart#iris draws#kazui mukuhara#I forgot the stripes on his vest#oops... oh well#i struggle with drawing kazui more than other prisoners (it's the face)#i should really practice drawing him more (or just anyone who isn't mikoto)#(i draw mikoto wayyyy to often he's like my default guy)#fun fact: i drew this a couple days ago but couldn't think of a funny caption#anyways it's pride month baby!#i think i'm asexual but i'm not 100% sure#like i've found people aesthetically “pretty” in the past but not like sexually attractive#like i don't want to fuck or date them#i just think they look/dress nice#but i also i'm just fairly reclusive so... maybe there are just no sexy people in my area?#i'll be entering college soon anyway so i'll definitely have the chance to meet some new people#but i still think the chance of me actually finding someone attractive is 1 in 1000000#sorry for rambling a bit i just thought i should say something
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Hello! Random whipper snipper! Share a WIP of your work!
ooh, with pleasure. six the musical araleyn fanart? in the year 2k24? more likely than you think xDD
i realize this looks finished, but technically i'm still deciding whether to add a background or not lol. still, for the sake of sharing a proper WIP, here's a line or two from an araleyn brainworm WIP that i started reworking yesterday (mild tw for religious guilt and period-typical internalized homophobia from aragon's pov):
She remembers sharing her bed with Anne at Henry's behest, remembers the nights of tossing and turning and trying not to think about Anne asleep next to her-- remembers waking up to dark hair spilling across her pillow and the press of blood-warm bosoms against her own, softer than sin, as hot as the Devil, remembers lying still as death, mouthing prayers into the heat of Anne's neck like an act of penance.
#six the musical#six the musical fanart#six the musical araleyn#araleyn#araleyn fanart#i... cannot remember if it's fandom custom to use the full name tags#ah so it appears it is in fact fandom custom#catherine of aragon#catalina de aragon#anne boleyn#today we hazard a fleeting glimpse into the abtruse psyche of the dusty...#what other fandoms do they contain? wouldnt you like to know weather boy#well i mean honestly i don't know either but we'll find out as they rotate thru my conciousness#not trek#yeaaah i'm a spones girl (gender neutral) through and through. The more you know#and before you ask no this is not the og old married couple that went so hard i gained a type in ships forever after#though they are pretty up there in my blorbo rotation cycle#... on some level i may be yelling into the void with this one but no harm in that yeah?#but maybe the six fandom isn't as dead as i've been assuming. who knows? this is my self indulgent blog dammit#ill be self indulgent <33#also i keep forgetting it's pride month xDD my straight irls wish me happy pride and im always like OH Right nice yeah#but i haven't drawn these two in so long!! feels so good stretching the old married sapphics muscle again#dust writes#so happy about the vibe in this one ngl! theyre Soft ok. i like that very much. And also this aragon is so my type LMAO#really rambly tonight whoops. but i guess its the closest to a non-art post i can get to keep my page navigable? mm#...dammit now I'm thinking about araleyn in spones' roles. also i REALLY really should study#in hugely dire straits right now yall except i can't stop drawing/writing. whooooops.#sapphic#pride month#dust talks
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sb humanizations + various vannys :3
#my art#fnaf#security breach#five nights at freddy's#so can i tag everyone or would that just be annoying. oh well#glamrock freddy#glamrock chica#glamrock bonnie#roxanne wolf#montgomery gator#monty gator#djmm#dj music man#daycare attendant#sundrop#sunnydrop#vanny fnaf#vanny#vanessa sb#<- idk how to tag her HFJSGJKD#ANYWAYYYY i've been learning how to incorporate cheekbones into the faces i draw#bc i want to draw vanessa's face similarly to the proportions of the vanny mask (with the big cheeks and slim face)#but it's also just something i've been really wanting to do anyway.. i've even been referencing the way team f/rtress 2 stylizes the faces#of all the mercs and stuff. bc i used to be obsessed with that game but i could never actually draw the characters properly#and it's been sooo SO helpful for me. its like a night and day transition for my art it's craaazy#anyway as for the other designs here.... these are all completely improvised Except for sun bc i've drawn this human sun before and i have#a general idea of what i want. but for the others idk if i'll draw them this exact way again in the future lmao. but i think they're still#pretty good for what they are !!!!#anyway i will stop rambling now HFKAJFKSG bye
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niwa please come collect your man before he starts giving the villagers heart palpitations
#my art#mine#fanart#genshin impact#kabukimono#scaramouche#genshin#people on twitter were drawing lolita kabu so i decided i had to try#and then i spent a million years on it#because i forgot i had to actually draw all those ruffles#damn ruffles.#lolita kabukimono#that’s so not a tag#oh well#also fuck historical accuracy he’s a pretty princess#my favorite little dress up doll#this is not the raiden shogun she would never wear this ever#i know they look the same but that’s not my fault#blame hyv#also i feel like niwa would pass out if he saw this#oh also also trans kabukimono/scaramouche#but that’s just canon#so#ALSO BALL JOINTED DOLL KABUKIMONO#BECAUSE HYV ARE COWARDS#anyways done rambling hope you enjoy the art#xoxo#bye
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Photo dump but I am obsessed. It was my birthday yesterday and my fiancé bought this Plex Zarbon for me and ahhh…he is just so pretty. His croc form does not get nearly enough love. How Bulma found him repulsive like this is beyond me, he’s gorgeous. The shading is beautiful, the range on the armour and all the folds on his clothes and shoes. His cape is amazing as well.
#dbz#dragon ball#dragonball#zarbon#figure#Frieza force#he’s so pretty#I’m honestly in love with this level of detail#no pictures from the back because I used all the slots on the details on his front#but yeah#he’s gorgeous#the longer I look at him the more detail I notice#might post more on him later#but jesus christ#I am obsessed#and I am also cringy#and rambling#but oh well#monster bonbon deserves the world
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If I answer "trobed" how would the sub react lol
#this and autism rep#saw the Alexander Avila video about them and became obsessed#saw other videos about how abed was peak autistic rep and how this show is appreciated by neurodivergent folks in general#thats really why#but this sub tends to be pretty anti ship unless it's jeffannie#“oh ur one of those fangurls” well first why the misogyny#second not rly a girl#third why do i hang out on reddit again??#for the achievements i remember#trobed#community#community tv#nbc community#troy barnes#abed nadir#Reddit#just rambling
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combining 2 old drawings to create a new better drawing. they r so cute
(old)
#its funny bc sometimes im like “yea i have a pretty consistent artstyle. i dont think its changed much”#and like#thats true#but whenever i look at my old art im like WOW what the FUCK IS THAT#every time ppl reblog my old art i contemplate death#i shouldnt have used up my good ideas so early on. i shouldve waited until i was at least a little better#Oh well#god knows ill be saying this about my current art too in a years time#nat rambles#would be so fucking funny if i redrew some of my old m!ntmg art but womanified it#i wont do that bc id feel bad for the men likers out there but its funny to think about
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So.... I was rewatching the White Hole episode.... for the plot, of course!! 😳🥰
Also fun fact - the episode released on the day of my birthday!! (March 7th ^^)
#habshsjxjdkdkd HELPPP my mum came into the room when I was watching that ep#it was the scene where Holly turns into a super computer and becomes a genius again :D#and my mum just said “she is very pretty isn't she?” and just looked at me knowingly 👀🏳️🌈⁉️#and I just began uncontrollably smiling and I said “yeah.... she is” ^-^#but fr ahjdwkdkdk my mum has clocked it already#like SHE KNOWS!!! 😭😭#oh well hahajdkskd XD#red dwarf#holly red dwarf#red dwarf holly#hattie hayridge#bellacatt rambles#:)
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jamil is getting his revenge on me for making fun of him too much, my finger is out of commission for who knows how long 💀
he does NOT want me drawing
#[—✦ rambling#i dont want to go into too much detail but my finger got pretty fucked up 💀💀💀#it's the pointer finger too so im just strugglin#and i wAS alMOST DONE WITH YUUSHA'S MAFIA OUTFIT#oh well at least yuuna got their spotlight for the time being
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Hitting you with my new design for Qi Rong. Here's the design things and changes I made:
I loved how stupidly the colors clashed on his Donghua fit but I wanted it to look a little different.
I also always pictured him with shorter scrappy hair but I really liked the braid in the Donghua so now he has both. I mean look how terrible his bangs are. He is the embodiment of perfection.
I gave him a bunch of skulls and bone themes stuff because it's cool and fits his vibe. I have no idea what the skull around his neck came from though. I'm gonna say it's the skull of an infant.
His teeth are really effed up too. I want him to just look really gross and disturbing and the teeth just gave that image to me. The toothgap is so fat you could fit a pencil, maybe even two pencils in it. And when his mouth is closed his bottom flat teeth are so short that in addition to the tooth gap, theres just this gaping hole which he probably sticks his tongue out of to be a chaotic little shit.
The scar on his neck was something I came up with based on my own headcannons. We don't really know for sure how he died as a mortal, just that it was probably in a massacre of the Xianle royalty. So if he was executed, I'd like to imagine he was beheaded as thats typically how exucutions would go. I also wanted the scar to mirror Xie Lian's cursed shackle because these two parralel to each other so hard it's not even funny.
The thumbless glove stayed because thats funny as shit. My boy really is just telling everyone to fuck off.
I kind of liked doing this and so I might go after Hua Cheng or He Xuan next.... it depends on how people react to feral goblin Qi Rong and his fucked up teeth.
#im fixating on him so agressively rn you dont even wanna know#my friends have to suffer just listing to my ramblings about him#i was literally spamming them while watching this weeks episode#WHY DID THEY MAKE HIM SO PRETTY IN THE DONGHUA#like ive pictured him as this greasy scumbag idiot that would probably run at you on all fours when you're least expecting it#I was pleasantly surprised by that gorgeous feminine man like who gave him the right#also in all versions and fanart iv seen of him hes never had brown hair and i was actually shocked#but in a good way#it really rubs in the fact that he and Xie Lian are cousins#they both got that Xienle beauty#so ofc I had to ruin that but oh well#art catastrophe#art#tgcf#tgif fanart#qi rong#quzi#heaven officials blessing#heavens official blessing#heaven's official blessing#heaven official's blessing#tgcf season 2#mxtx tgcf#qi rong fanart#mxtx#tian guan ci fu#crimson monsoon#crimson monsoon art tag
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tbh the fact that i ended up shipping carageta is really funny because i didn't even want to go see the movie. And now I'm halfway through typing up a second fic and it's been. a week. what happened.
#I haven't been this productive in at least half a year#my pipeline to shipping them went:#1. not even interested in seeing the movie#2. oh i guess it's kinda interesting#3. oh my god look at their designs they're so pretty#4. oh their relationship is fascinating. people are gonna ship them aren't they. oh well not my business i guess.#5. oh no i'm obsessed with them now. guess it's time to check ao3#6. Why is almost every single fic shipping them#7. guess I might as well check this one out and see what's up with people#8. oh. oh no it's compelling. i'm convinced#9. dig out notebook and write like 3 pages of drabbles before settling on an idea#10. it's been less than 36 hours and I'm hitting publish on an incest fic that is currently my favourite fanfic i've ever written#11. it's been a week and I'm ⅔'s done another fic. and I drew people kissing for the first time like ever#oh and also a playlist was made in this time#shattered rambles#personal#carageta#gladiator ii
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I’m gonna make Ginger the most tired dad in existence and Kitty the cat she absolutely did not want and nobody can stop me because this show has been cancelled for a decade >:(
#I’m like a rambling demented old man when 12 AM hits#‘OooOOhh but Blajah they never interact in show canon’#Yeah well if I can hallucinate a deer head man sillouhetted against the light of the bathroom then I can think abt this#So stfu brain#And yes I have hallucinated a deer man#It was the first time I got sleep paralysis#The second time I got sleep paralysis I hallucinated this really pretty girl with her hair curled perfectly sitting next to me#Oh and everything was blue that time#Idk why#blajah babbles
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Black Sails really changes everything, especially if you're a pirate fan. Which may sound obvious but what I mean is... I've always loved Pirates of The Caribbean so fucking much, some of my favorite movies of all time. And then today I... Was looking at this Jack Sparrow figure I have and it... Dawned on me. The whole thing about pirates being stories. Being portrayed as a stereotype of the actual people who lived through that era, people who were probably closer to what we see in Black Sails than what we see in PoTC... And yet, we grow up with these stories. "Stories they tell their children". Treasure Island is a children's book. Most of the stories that feature pirates are meant to be told to children. It's just...Insane how now, at 32, I'm presented with something that changed my entire view on something that has been with me ever since I was a kid. I can't even remember when I started going crazy about pirates?? It may have been bc of PoTC when I was like 11. But I know that I have watched Muppet's Treasure Island at a younger age and many of the things I watched growing up featured pirates in some episodes like Pokémon, Powerpuff Girls, Spongebob. Freaking Peter Pan and all of its adaptations.
And the same could be said to other types of figures that we mostly know stereotypes of. Fe, I am a Norse Pagan and I research and learn a lot about the ancient Norse people and they are very different from the stereotypical image we have of Vikings. And these are the examples I can think of rn because they are the ones that are most present in my life, but I'm pretty sure it goes beyond pirates and vikings.
And then, you can go beyond historical stuff. What about the way we see people who are not from the same culture as ours? Especially poc cultures. All we know are stories and said stories are often painted in a bad light. Sure, these people can advocate for themselves, but not everyone will do their research and try to learn what's beyond the stories.
This post definitely went way farther than where I first intended when I started it out lol. But I hope it all makes sense and that I don't sound completely insane. But at the end of the day, Black Sails changes the way you view the world itself.
#black sails#wow it's 1h30am and I'm here going nuts thinking about stories being true and untrue and whatnot#and how that relates to pretty much... everything like society as a whole and--#me a few months ago oh ppl are saying bs is not queer enough that sounds unfair from what I've heard about the show#maybe I'll watch it for funsies :)#me now well shit I will never be the same person ever again#lumi rambles
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