#this is painfully beautiful
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ill be alright it鈥檚 just a thousand cuts -> everything you lose is a step you take
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I want it back / I drag its dead weight forward.
#Better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#digital art#This was a style experimentation doodle that took on a life of its own.#In a way it is a great example of 'beautiful failure'. The original goal was to try a pure black and white contrast piece.#Which I very much failed at doing. Not quite ready for that! However what this turned into is something I like a lot!#Different but in a way that really pushed me as an artist. A little less simple; a little more proportional.#I was also recently thinking about LWJ's grieving that we only catch glimpses of.#LWJ grieved his first love for 13 years. His love that was never reciprocated.#He chose to dedicate his heart to that mourning and most painfully of all - he did so knowing there was no end to that grief.#Wei Wuxian comes back to life in MDZS but that is an exception. Not the expectation.#He was dead. Not missing. Not 'maybe in hiding'. He was dead and his spirit unreachable.#Jiang Cheng went forwards with denial but LWJ takes that grief on. He copes by continuing to carry the weight with him.#Let me be clear. Neither are healthy approaches. It is a way to cope but it does not mean that is healing or healthy.#Grief is loved transformed but it is also about endurance and letting go. Grief can change you. You can also change your grief.#It isn't a good or evil thing to experience. It is just an experience.
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My thoughts on bluelock ships based on all the fic/dj I've read
Rin x Isagi: they're so silly xd
Kaiser x Isagi: they're so silly xd
Kunigami x Chigiri: they're so silly xd
Hiori x Karasu: they're so silly xd
Nagi x Reo: The weight of human emotions is immeasurable; pure love is, indeed, the most potent curse to ever exist. Suffering is love, and love is suffering, and we, fragile beings, are so intoxicated by them that we shape our entire existence around the ceaseless pursuit of their fleeting sensations. It would be so simple to live without love, and yet, it would be so unbearably hollow...
Shindou x Sae: they're so silly xd
#why all nagireo fic/dj are so painfully beautiful??#I cant just enojoy a simple pwp that i got the big sad#I love the angst#but please let them just be happy#nagireo#ngro#nagi x reo#bllk#bluelock#isagi yoichi#kaiser#kiis#kaisagi#isagi#michael kaiser#rin itoshi#rnis#rinsagi#fanfiction#ao3#archive of our own#fanfic#doujinshi#tabihori#karasu tabito#hiori yo#kunigiri#kunigami#kunigami rensuke#chigiri hyoma
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am overcome with nostalgia and i must draw her
#lexa ... oh lexa#forgot how much i loved her hair!!! i have a thing for hair don't i.. sensing a pattern here#lexa#the 100#clexa#my art#illustration#sketch#lexa kom trikru#it feels wonderful to draw her with my like.. grown up evolved skills#i am having serious emotions about her and the show .. god she was tragic and beautiful and poetic#so painfully tender and young and burdened#i've yet to draw clarke .. i always found her more difficult!#who expected a saturnvs clexa 2k24 journey. not me
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A beautiful friend of mine has finally stepped out of the closet as a radiant she/her. Score one for women, huzzah, we have another win for women! ... And now I am even more frustrated with my college workload lol. It was bad enough being behind on reading & archiving in general, but to be busy when I ought to be getting a friend resources and examples of people like herself by the dozen???
#i am getting her a card#she has an appt for hrt on monday and i am so thrilled#the closet has been glass for 20 some years but you know what it doesn't matter#she's really happy and excited to proceed and the joy i see in her is so incredibly beautiful#after so long of seeing her be painfully nervous 馃槶馃槶#hmm. maybe i should also make a cake ....#archivist talk#don't mind me
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#source engine#garry's mod#gmod#half life 2#sandbox#hearted#riding this wave of p'nkblack inspired maps till it crashes on the shore#definitely a new favorite. painfully nostalgic and saccharine and frankly beautiful#never walked these halls but at the same time i absolutely have
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ralph fiennes and sergio castellitto as david and giovanni from Giovanni鈥檚 Room (James Baldwin) do you see the vision
now imagine them having this argument in particular ^
#TELL ME YALL SEE IT#listen the requirements are that david be painfully anglo-saxon and handsome#and giovanni be beautiful and sad#also read Giovanni鈥檚 room if u haven鈥檛 alr#you鈥檙e missing out on some brilliant literature fr#giovanni's room#ralph fiennes#sergio castellitto
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It is interesting how the 'hilt' symbolizes the return of Sauron as the Dark Lord in S1.

And the other 'hilt' will mark his defeat in S5.
Since Galadriel witnessed the rise of the Dark Lord, it's likely that she'll also witness his fall鈥攅ither by being physically present during the War of the Last Alliance or observing from afar.
I just imagine her taking his helmet and hiding it as the symbol of her complicated relationship with the Dark Lord.

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and if i say this little moment is one of the best in the series..........it conveys zhuo yichen's grief and youth so well.......his loneliness and smallness and the way he's in completely over his head with no one to turn to to guide him........
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THIS SCENE IS SO BEAUTIFUL IT HURTS
#wakaba shinohara#utena tenjou#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#rguedit#this scene is painfully beautiful#i can't cope
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#joker out#nace jordan#listen the only reason i don't draw nace a lot#it's cos he's painfully beautiful to look at#and i have to avert my eyes like right away
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They don't make actors like they used to
#I feel deeply understood by him#I also loooove that he hated publicity so much jfjfkdk#And how everyone who ever interacted with him says how painfully shy he was#I love you you beautiful introverted perhaps aloof maybe misunderstood man#anton walbrook
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so just finished episode 42 of wizard witch & the wild one and. holy. shit. spoilers and thoughts under cut.
i have-. i am-.
i identify with suvi on such a deep and personal level. the need and the desire to be wanted and if that maybe means being used then its fine. if it maybe means i betray the morals i hold dear to me, so be it. the thought that i was wanted, that i am needed. having that be a driving purpose for so much of your life.
and then having these dear friends of mine, take my hand and brush my cheek and say 'no. it doesn't have to be this way. you are more than a weapon' and having to grapple with that and having to learn that not everyone was sharpened for war. fighting with yourself over the value of truth and honesty.
and to look at the man you love, the man you risked your life for and offered your truest self to, and realize that we are built out of the same foundation and that is why i love you and that is why i trust you.
but we have different souls within us. we are going to follow different paths and maybe that means that our foundation is the only thing that we can share. to look at the bones of who you used to be and say i cannot build these walls anymore. they would be built out of respect and loyalty, and i crave security and trust.
to have your love for this man thrown back into your face, to have it be called a burden. to actively choose to walk away now because any later and it might lead to your undoing.
suvirin kedberiket i see you. i understand you. im mourning your loss right along with you.
#suvirin kedberiket#wwwo#wbn pod#wbn#wbn spoilers#episode 42#worlds beyond number#suvi the wizard#aabria the woman that you are#the scene with suvi and silver actually made me sob i cant even fathom having to perform it#aabria iyengar#suvi has grown so much but also is still circling the drain of true change and its so painfully beautiful#this show will be the death of me#and to think there will be a (potentially years long) break after this arc???#fuck me man
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#this scene was painfully beautiful#iwtv fanart#claudia iwtv#iwtv#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#illustration#art#my art#iwtv spoilers#iwtv s2
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my deepest darkest jjk headcanon is that nanami and gojo have casual sex in a "you'll never be him" kinda way. it's fetishy and it's sad yet beautiful
#nanago#but in the worst way#jujutsu kaisen#satosugu#hainana#it's like painfully beautiful#visualize it#someone is always crying#it's usually gojo#gojo headcanons#jujutsu kaisen nanami#jjk gojo
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