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I know it feels damn inhumane to lose this much
#starchive#art tag#jrwi#jrwi bitb#rolan deep#i feel so abnormal about him#i have been listening to cicada days on repeat for weeks now and rotating him in my mind#enjoy sketchbook bs lmao#alcohol tw#i mean i guess#he is coping poorly but hey arent we all lmao
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i told myself that yakuei only had one position then i proved myself (sorta) wrong
my fave face here:
#technically... if they were boinking in outer space... a lot of these would be the same position#makes a rotate-y gesture with my fingers#what is yakumo's kabedon if not a vertical missionary#so i've half proven myself right AND wrong! i'm net neutral in outer space broskis!!!!!#zizz-asdf if ur reading these tags i'll have u know that u inspired me to Do the Research1#like. 5 garu riding eiden? no. it can't be. does yaku do one specific thing with eiden 5 times? *tries to write it down*#i can't quite... what's the word for that position...uhhhh#ah forget it i'll just draw it out#<- that was the process of creating this. collage? 😆#THE MATRIX OF YAKUEI BOINKINg POSITIONS (under construction)#when u about to be semi-normal and make a spreadsheet but ur sexcabulary is stunted so you resort to visuals instead#legit opening up every intimacy room and skipping thru sections to get as complete a picture as possible#wondering... where are yaku's feet planted in this one. (skips to 8minute mark)#ah! there they are. theyre not supporting his weight in this one *draws it*#while drawing crimson phantom room 2 my brow was furrowed and i was mentally narrating#[and this one i affectionately call.. rectal exam - professional misconduct Grounds for Termination)]#surprised they str8 up havent done classicdoggstyle yet. is it because he's a snake? garu should teach him#also surprised that there's been no Light SSR for yaku yet. come on!! Light mode on the double!#uhhh i think the only repeated positions were freestanding (choco liqueur r2 and dark nova r2)#and standing AGAINST! THE! WALL! (choco liqueur r5 {interior} and shadow lineage r5 {cave})#wait. *throws papers around* i swear they did missionary more than once. was it only ocean breeze???#i know with the intimacy rooms they gotta modify the positions into certain angles to make it...look...better#but seriously? only one missionary out of the lot of them? despite the aesthetic tweaks??? how can that ........#*tosses more papers around with increasing befuddlement* WHERE IS MY PURE 100% VANILLA BEAN ICE CREAM#sighs as all the papers lie scattered on the ground#dude... i don't know anymore..... this is beyond my scope#now that i see how evenly spread out the positions are...#i BET the devs have SOME SORTA CHART tracking yaku's positions. now THAT'S a funky office corkboard!#yakuei#nu carnival eiden
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Hi 💃 Sorry this has been in my head for like an hour, but I was listening to music and I think the song called Past Lives REALLY fits Yuusha in some way?? I can't exactly form the words shdkajjckaf but the lyrics seem to make sense and I don't know how else to put it 🧍♀️
Past lives couldn't ever hold me down Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found I've got the strangest feeling This isn't our first time around Past lives couldn't ever come between us Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up Don't wake me, I'm not dreaming
(eugh it looks like they're doing a high-five but i wanted it for them to be dancing ;; oh well 🧍)
(also read more below bc this turned into another ramble omg i cant shut up)
HI HI! 👋👋👋👋 SORRY I COULDN'T HELP IT
AND I'M NOT EVEN SURE IF THIS IS THE RIGHT SONG YOU'RE REFERRING TO BC YOU DIDNT SPECIFY AN ARTIST BUT IT SEEMS TO FIT ????
i just pulled up the first ones when i looked up the song on spotify 😭
i think both are pretty much the same song though???
anyways EITHER WAY THIS GAVE ME EAR WORMS I CANT STOP LISTENING TO IT?? this is my type of music i cant explain it 🤧🤧
ALSO ALSO WAITTT WHY HOW -- HOWD YOU READ HER THIS WELL
IS SHE THAT OBVIOUS OR AM I JUST REALLY GENERIC
bc there's also this headcanon that there's a version of the twst cast back from the world where yuu/mc came from
and i'd like to think yuusha had a partner back in her world similar to jamil before she ended up in twst ;;;;
I've got the strangest feeling This isn't our first time around Past lives couldn't ever come between us
IM LOSING IT---- THEY ARE SOULMATES BECAUSE I SAID SO (<- delusional)
and also this specific line ,,,,
Don't wake me, I'm not dreaming
lowkey my mind is also buzzing with thoughts i can't put it all into words as to why this fits SO much, especially with yuu having dreams canonically
i guess for yuusha specifically she feels content with the people around her in twst but shes still convinced everything is like a fever dream and "going home" will put everything back to normal
so the line "dont wake me im not dreaming" is her true thoughts, she is in denial and she doesn't want to wake up from the "dream" that is twst wonderland bc shes finally happy
#IM JUST GIVING MORE RANDOM UNWARRANTED LORE DROPS AT THIS POINT AHHH#(or idk i think im just making things up as i go but anywaysss)#i love how yall send me songs that relate to yuusha and/or jamil hgjfkdssl#i really appreciate it 😭💖#bc i dont really actively search for songs that relate to my ocs/ships#but when they do come up i just go “oh neat” and then have it on repeat for a while until i get tired of it#this is a really nice song tho it is now in my rotation of songs that i listen to on loop#thank you so much for this 🤧🤧🤧💖💖💖#[—✦ chatting#-✧ oc rambles#-✧ my art#jamil viper#(💜) yuusha#(💜) curry noodles#-✦—]
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V.I.P
#flameart#nilfruits#bakui#Hi Φ CLUB#hi fi club#I love this song so m u c h I just keep watching it on repeat#I am rotating Nine in my mind like a rotisserie chicken#I have drawn them three times now but this is the only one to escape so far...#so far.....#thank you nilfruits and bakui for these creatures they haunt me beautifully
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tagged by the exceptional @cordiallyfuturedwight and @cosmicdreamgrl thanks ever so much my loves <33
now tagging some heroes @aprylynn @thvinyl @visionsofgideontheninth @hoseeok @btscontentenjoyer @jihopesjoint @monismochi @raplinenthusiasts <333 and everyone else
#and now with further ado:#good luck babe- if this hasn't been on rotation then you have an estranged relationship with pleasure and we've nothing to say to eachother#june baby - saw victoria canal open for hozier last year and have been in love since. this one is fab#kyrie - i watched the way way back a couple weeks ago and couldn't get this out of my head. great film. even greater 80s banger.#anyway i need sam rockwell in a way that is concerning#rotterdam - nothing to say about this one other than it's a beautiful song#deadly valentine - is it possible to watch too much of amc's interview with the vampire? probably. this lead me here. to the french.#charlotte gainsbourg you will always be famous#be the one - i'm just going to say it. objectively the best dua lipa track. won't be taking any further questions. watch her glasto set.#don't push it - this went platinum in my bedroom last week. floor filler. 70s funk is somwthing that can be so personal actually#cinderella - in remi we trust. just keeps knocking them out of the park#ain't we got fun - what can i say? it's my cost of living crisis anthem. blasting this at the polling booth thurs#don't tell me - exceptional tune. possibly (probably) my fav madge. this will be on repeat all summer#that'll do?#receiptify#tag#honourable mention to k.d. lang making the artist list!! constant craving am i right
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It’s been ages since an anime has sunk its teeth into me and shook me like dog with a chew toy but Dan Da Dan is pretty much all I can think about lately………..
#dan da dan#listen okay it’s weird and it’s freaky#but I am having such a good time#I really REALLY like the dynamic between momo and okarun#and science saru is my all time favorite anime studio#and the theme song is so good that I’ve had it on repeat for three days now#it is like the perfect storm and it caught me at a good time in my hyperfixation rotation#it’s an unexpected contender for Next Thing I Can’t Stop Thinking About#but I cannot complain#I saw the episode 2 dropped yesterday and squeaked but had to wait until today to watch#and it was very good#anyways mind the triggers but seriously I think it’s so good#it got me from EPISODE 1 yall like I watched the first episode and my brain filled with happy chemicals
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I feel like over the month+, I have like 1-2 hours a day max where I feel relatively awake, and every other hour I'm fighting bone-deep exhaustion. I'll bring it up with my doc at my check up on monday, but tbh i know the solution so idk if she can help
And I can work-work when I feel half-dead, or rather I force myself to because I don't want my cats to starve, but when it comes to creative stuff, it's like my mind is slippery sludge dribbling out my eyes...
The Solution, of course: just stop working 3~10 AM every day (and then taking a short nap, working during the day, and then taking another short nap, hours vary but repeat), and maybe get at least 6, ideally 8 uninterrupted hours of sleep at least every other day, ideally every day.
But do I see that happening? No.
Like rn I know I desperately need to edit fic and reply to comments and do several arts but I'm nodding off at my desk after boss DMing me work at 5 AM and dealing with repair people since 8:30 AM...
#YukiPri rambles#yeah the next fic chapter is long done#i just need to edit and reply to comments but that's like#5 hours at least of concentration and i feel more vegetable than sentient human#coffee just makes me sleepier#my hyper irregular sleep hours (i never sleep the same hours 2 days in a row...) means that even when i DO have time to sleep#i wake up/it's not restful#i've tried melatonin and sometimes it works but more often it gives me hyper vivid pseudo-dreams#stuff like i'm in my dream i hear my alarm go off i turn my alarm off while remaining in my dream etc it's dangerous#all of this also of course means i rarely have time to do my minimal exercise of a daily walk#and i'm lucky if i eat one full meal a day#it's like being in a perpetual state of awful jetlag#i feel like my body is not synched to earth and it sucks#do you think this is what inter-planetary jetlag is like bc that must suck worse than just timezones on the same planet#that at least has a consistent rotation u feel#hmm what was this post about again#lol disaster#anyway i think i'll take a 1-2 hour nap now so maybe i can do some fic editing when i get up#see i'm repeating the cycle again
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What pronouns do Elliot and Kid use/prefer?
long answer and short answer here! As is the nature of the question.
short answer is He/Him for both, and you can see pronouns for them and all the side characters here, on the site! - https://kingsgatecomic.com/characters
longer answer under the cut with 1 reference towards genitalia and a bit of reference towards fantasy-based childhood trauma!
basically, both Elliot and Kid identify as Gay Men in their own ways, but also both of them feel like they haven't actually had the opportunity to explore other options due to their own circumstances.
quick disclaimer that this is my own introspection on fictional men in my head, and they are Not meant to be Good Representation, they are just little fuckups I draw.
Elliot's is a bit simpler:
between growing up in a conservative family (+ ending up homeless shortly after), he's had to find his niche Fast. Now that he's running a city along with everything else, he doesn't feel like he can really afford to fuss around with the nuances of gender as much as he would have liked, but he Does know what he likes, and by in large he is happy to just be a Gay Man and not introspect further onto his microlabels.
Elliot would probably be flattered to be called 'she' but would politely correct it.
Kid, though, is a bit weirder (esp since we don't know much about him in the comic yet)
Kid identifies as a Homosexual Man, a Tool, a Weapon, Nothing, and possibly also Everything. He uses He/Him, but in his heart, he'd love to try They/It, but the deep revulsion he has against being called either makes that impossible.
Because he's dedicated his life towards depersonalizing himself and becoming an unknown cog in his own activism, the idea of this degree of self reflection is also Extremely Unpleasant for him, so he tries to avoid any further labels.
#replies#kingsgate#longpost#oc: elliot#oc: kid#in my heart of hearts Kid is also meant to be Ambiguously Trans but I think that's kind of a cop-out#self conscious about my writing so repeating though: I am not a good writer and these are not meant to be good representation of anything#warning for uhhhhh fantasy medical trauma under the cut#one time Elliot got identified as a lesbian by an alien cat in another universe and now I rotate that concept in my head forever
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i'm crying
#it's from receiptify roast me thingy#side note i got so confused bc my entire latest top 10 is NLDA (makes sense)#except there's due vite pretty high up#which was a bit ??? bc it's not really in my rotation now#but then i remembered i listened to it on repeat at least half of the trainride from sanremo to milano lmao#just one of those episodes
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every time my interests shift i feel like im abandoning my child on the side of the road
#my brain does a cycle of anime -> podcast -> cartoon -> repeat#like i cant do all at once so it rotates#ive been stuck in cartoon for a long ass time#i usually wouldve switched to something else by now#the ninjago and tmnt brainrot is too strong ig 😔#and good omens came in swinging with a metal bat too#mangoes thoughts
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ive had such a grueling creative block i haven't written or drawn anything in a month and. it's so frustrating. bc i decided to bring back an old oc of mine and rework her story and she's all i can think about. i want to work with her so bad
#all the posts ive been tagging as 'zero of silvers' are about her#i have a crystal clear mental image of her and NOTHING i draw looks good or turns out right#zero has been the focus of my for weeks now. i just wanna draw her. i just wanna write abour her#artblock/writing block my fucking beloathed#everything sucks and i want a distraction but i have no energy to be creative#so im just stuck in my own head rotating this one bitch around on repeat. evil women save me
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thank you @goldslick for tagging me to share 5 songs that have been doing it for me lately! <3
lonesome town - paul mccartney
2. happy sad - gemma hayes
3. HOT TO GO! - chapell roan
4. all falls down - kanye west
5. my lady of mercy - the last dinner party
tagging @wurmzirkus @bj-hunnicutts @big-barn-bed & @faronnorth
#i'm kind of between song rotations at the moment so these are mostly songs that i thought of while sitting at work recently and was like:#i want to hear this song right now!#and then was too lazy to listen to a playlist so i just played the song on repeat all day cause it was open in my spotify search#hot to go is on my discover weekly though. fun song!#tagged tag#Spotify
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Absolute bullshit that in order to have a chapter ready to post on Saturday, I have to finish writing it. Just criminal.
#'posting Saturday will allow you to still get the new chapter up this weekend without feeling rushed!'#my brain: Whoo we can play Sims now! \0/ That's what the extra day means yes? :)#*screams in Oklahoma gym coach whose number 1 ranked team just blew it in the first rotation of semifinals* 🤯#I haven't been putting a single song on repeat while writing lately#but maybe if I loop Roses on a Breeze by Bear's Den again my brain will respond accordingly#you know like Pavlov's dogs
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talk to me about Katsuhiko Nakajima!
“average person has 3 deeply fraught interpersonal relationships” factoid actually just statistical error. katsuhiko nakajima, who has 10,000 deeply fraught interpersonal relationships, is an outlier and should not have been counted
i've tried drafting a more thorough response because i had a lot i initially wanted to talk about, but it's late and i've been in a very brainfog-heavy state lately. i'm just going to leave it at: i think part of the reason i like him so much is that i tend to be drawn to wrestlers who don't manage to really pull everything together—in-ring work, character work, that wrestling-specific genre of charisma—until later in their careers. obviously he's always been very good at Wrestling, but it hasn't been until the past few years that he's become a…holistic performer, i guess? and found what works for him character-wise. i don't know, i guess seeing people go through that growth makes me a little hopeful; may we all find our weird violent wolfman gimmick equivalents
#i always feel a little nervous talking about wrestlers with long histories because i worry that i'm missing something crucial#but then i remind myself that It's Hobbies you know#additions i couldn't elaborate on in a way i liked:#- the the aggression and now broader kensuke office drama has been really compelling to me. i <3 tragedy i <3 long-term deep-seated hatred#- whenever he kicks people so hard it sounds like a shotgun going off i clap like a seal#- the repeated thing of like. “you don't need me and i don't need you” as a justification for leaving people. rotating it in my brain#something something the tension between the whole lone wolf shtick and wolves being pack animals#anyway! thank you for writing in syb :]#asks
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tagged by the fabulous @cordiallyfuturedwight and @jimin-gaon <33 here's the december list
apologies for being late again new year same me: @aprylynn @jiminsproof @pauls-mccharmly @thvinyl @visionsofgideontheninth @btsbs @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi 💜 and anyone else who feels so inclined MWAH p.s. please do tag me anyway if you've already done it
#superfluous commentary in the tags as per usual:#i feel you - ADORE THIS TRACK i can't even explain what it does to my psyche except that it initiates a beach episode.#noso is a phenomenal queer artist and you should check them out#smoke and mirrors - ms faith back in action on the rotation i loved this album in 2009 and it still hits. for the love of GOD take me back#loving you - i am a paolo nutini stan if nothing else. exceptional#love is all around - i am in my frazzled english woman era hence the romcom soundtrack#and tell me who could possibly embody that frazzled english spirit better than four weddings hugh grant#boys don't cry - it's the cure by name and the cure by nature for one listen and i am FIXED!!!#she's always a woman - now billy joel is a great name for a cat or hamster but i digress. the stranger album of the year 2023 (again i fear)#little bird - was annie lennox in the last one?? i still have this on repeat.#googling the lyrics and it thinks i want the jonas brothers and it makes me want to sit right down and cry cry cry i'll tell you that much#jenny - paolo again can you blame me? i cannot express how much i adore his entire discography.#these scottish italians... deadly combination for my mental health. peter capaldi sit down#white flag - dido save me.. save me dido... my jihope anthem because i WILL go down with this ship#eternal flame - banger after banger it's almost as if i made this playlist myself!! can you feel my heart beating??? i apologise#as for the artist list#norah jones and jamie cullum christmas albums on repeat lord forgive me for i have listened to jazz#hozier and abba seem to make it without fail every month. for those who aren't familiar hozier is like if abba were irish. and bitchless.#NOW I'VE SAID TOO MUCH#the rest of the artists are fab of course but does olivia dean know i would die for her?#anyway. insert closing statements#tag#receiptify#MWAH
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✨ Put 5 songs you listen to, post it, then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers
some of whats been on repeat lately in no particular order <3
#?#thank you sm for the ask friend !!! <33#and tbf all of post human: nex gen has been on repeat @.@#and the view between villages is in the rotation bc ive been living in my hometown for almost a year now and its kinda fucking w me LMAO#all of these songs are so good tho if you like folk indie id def rec the rest of odie leigh's discography#if you like smth a bit more jazzy zinadelphia has the voice for it augh
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