#this is my offering for the s3 renewal pls have it

[sydneys-adamu]

the lingering it’s the lingering that gets me bc carmy and syd are both so obvious about it it’s painful. by those lockers sydney could have just zipped up her coat put on her scarf and left bc like they said there’s nothing to physically do but go home. instead of leaving she turns and waits. and girlie doesn’t even know what she’s waiting for she’s so surprised carmen asks if she’s doing anything. it’s like her brain caught up to where her body and heart gravitated and hit the alarm so she just ran out as soon as it got awkward. as soon as their eyes locked. but she waited because she wanted to see what would happen next, what carmy would say next.

carmy does the exact same goddamned thing when he brings the food out to her. he could have just brought her the food, let her say thanks and left. but he waaaaiiiiits. he waits to see what’s up with her, what’s wrong, he waits to see what sydney has to say next. continuing a conversation that could end, that in a lot of instances would end, but both times they refuse to let it end and it boils down to well I just wanna talk to you I like talking to you I like hearing from you what you have to say matters to me.

and I am begging you to walk with me here I want to connect this to the asl and what carmy defines it as “we’ll talk about this later” and how this is rooted in waiting. this is rooted in the offering of their time, something they never have enough of but still give to the other person or at least want to so badly. we will talk about this later and that conversation is important even if it hasn’t happened yet. they are both willing to wait for it and the changes that will come with it. carmen and sydney both linger in anticipation for someone to make a move, to make things personal instead of professional. it’s not in words, but in the existence of the other person. I’ll stick around for a few extra minutes after work just to talk to you but freeze up when you’re about to ask for more. I’ll bring you food and sit outside with you because you’re upset and it bothers me. I want more time with you however I can get it and yes I will make it as weird as possible in the process and yes it’s because I’m obsessed with you

[unadulteratedkr]

HELLO EVERYONE AND WELCOME TO THE LAST (for now) INSTALLMENT OF KATHERINE DOES THEMED FOOD FOR HER OFMD SOLO MIDNIGHT WATCH PARTIES

Tonight, thanks to the result of THIS POLL, I offer you Breakfast for Dinner (in bed) complete with twine (Edward teach was so right for the twine btw, it brings everything together) and a bite already taken out of the toast

Now, I didn't have any bacon or jerky or any sort of breakfast meat in my fridge, so I did hashbrowns with ketchup lmao

also I have yet to find a store-bought marmalade I enjoy and I didn't have time to make any, so it's homemade plum nectarine jam running free on my serving tray

MAX RENEW THE SHOW FOR S3 CHALLENGE SO I CAN DO MORE OF THESE PLS AND TY