#this is my kind of mountain though
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i was feeling bad for only writing half a chapter this weekend when i'd been planning to write the whole thing but then i looked at the total word count for the story so far and
i feel better now
#and also somewhat daunted by the scale of the mountain i have decided to voluntarily climb#this is my kind of mountain though#like you will not get me up ben nevis but i will write a silly fanfic for months on end and it is basically the same thing#writing problems#also y'know the insomnia is insomnia-ing atm so maybe i will still get it done this weekend!! positivity etc etc haha
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Y - Ym
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the final of magus' familiars, even in its biggest size it is the stealthiest one. it can perfectly camouflage itself and be completely silent, and as a last resort it's scream is deadly. depending on how close you are it might downright melt you into nothing. unlike the other two, the mind that commands this body was not originally one of magus' creations, so it is both more independent and relatively gentler in its behavior, though still quite inhuman in perspective
it can usually be found in the Salvage, keeping an eye on all the things and creatures that end up there, brought by the universe's eddies. it's a bit of a folk legend for those that are awake there, at this point
as trivia, BEHOLD. basically what my setting's dragons look like, though they're actually living creatures with a proper lifecycle and fancy coloration, unlike magus' familiars. and they have only 2 arms
#the texture of the paper+granulation went a bit nuts so it's impossible to make it web sized without looking grainy#but it'll have to do. don't look at it from too close i guess#also i had to do fucking pose magic to get the whole guy in the page and even so the tailtip is a bit awkwardly shoehorned in. ah well#my works#februaroc#magus#yeah those are the dragons i mentioned that are kind of high pressure magma containers. you don't want to kill one in a populated area#and they never stop growing either. though when old enough they might turn into a mountain
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GOD DAMMIT I LOVE MEN
#axel blabs#I AM A HOMOSEXUAAAAAAALLLLL#MEN ARE SO GORGEOUS I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THEM#I WANT TO KISS SO MANY MEN ALL THE TIME AND I LOVE IT#I LOVE KISSING MY /BOYFRIENDS/ AND THEY LOVE KISSING /ME/#CLANCY HAS SOFT CHAPPED BOY LIPS THE KIND YOU TASTE IN SUFER BOYS FROM SOCAL BEACH TOWNS#HE TASTES LIKE SALT AND WHIMSY AND I /LOVE TO KISS HIM/#TORCH TASTES LIKE BURNING AND WOODWORK LIKE A LUMBERJACK. A FOREST RESCUER AND FIREWATCH MANAGER#HE SMELLS LIKE THAT DUSTY OUTDOOR SCENT YOU GET IN ISOLATED MOUNTAINOUS DESERT AREAS#AN ARID SORT OF BURNING THAT FEELS FRESH AND GOOD THOUGH#men men MEN MEN MEN MEN MEN I LOVE MEN I LOVE MEN#ok im DONE
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What's up, it's me, Ari. This may be a bit of a personal ramble, but I cannot help but say that I have had a strange obsession (and crush) on these two dudes for about a year and a half now.


















(Screenshots were taken from MADtv).
I can't help but get quite a bit of an adrenaline rush whenever I check out the animated shorts from MADtv and/or check out the paperback strips, a good deal of which I personally wish were made into animated shorts for MADtv way back when. Then again, some of them from the first three paperback books were, from what I realized. Yes, I am one of those folks who wished there were new shorts for season three instead of rerunning the two seasons of the shorts through season five (unless I'm mistaken). There were plenty of ideas to go around and I personally believe that several strips from The Fourth Declassified Files of Spy vs. Spy would have been perfect for season three, along with some select strips from Spy vs. Spy the Follow-Up Files (other than the Tall Bed and Cat's Cradle strips/shorts, from season two), and of course some of the magazine strips plus a few of the one panel opening gags.
Anyway, I was first exposed to these two goofy, cheeky, demented weirdos was thanks to the Mountain Dew commercials, which aired when I was just seven years old, and some of the animated shorts from MADtv, courtesy of my two older sisters because they were fans of some of the live-action characters of the show, especially Stuart Larkin. From what I remember, MADtv frequently aired reruns of their older seasons on Comedy Central when I was a kid in the 2000s.
I don't know why, but whenever I watch the MADtv shorts or check out the magazine and/or the paperback strips (regardless of era), I personally tend to get a mixture of Wile E. Coyote and Roadrunner, Ren and Stimpy, Beavis and Butthead (kind of), and even Jackass vibes. Maybe it's their wild, zany, outrageous, and insanely hilarious antics. They may be insane, but at the end of the day, they split my sides.
Thank you for checking out my ramble. Peace.
I do not claim ownership of any content. Spy vs. Spy belongs to MAD Magazine and Antonio Prohias.
#spy vs spy#black spy#white spy#antonio prohias#mad magazine#spy vs spy paperbacks#madtv#yes I called the spies 'weirdos' but in an affectionate way#this was some ramble I wanted to get out of my mind#I have been consistently enjoying these guys' antics for about a year and a half now#although my first exposure to the spies was when I was seven years old because of the mountain dew commercials from 2004...#...and some of the animated shorts from MADtv thanks to my two older sisters because they were fans of some of the live-action characters..#...especially Stuart Larkin#I may get a bit of an adrenaline rush whenever I watch the animated shorts from MADtv and/or check out the strips...#...but they do give off a mixture of Wile E. Coyote and Roadrunner Ren and Stimpy Beavis and Butthead (kind of) and Jackass vibes...#...in a good way though regardless of era#Am I insane for feeling this way overall?
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I wanted to add on to this ask done by an anon on ST confessions, because they are so right and they made something click in my brain. Do go read it before you read this.
First, off, heavy agree that Fall for Me is designed to be a lonely song, both lyrically, and quite smartly, musically. In every single other song Sleep Token has ever done there is music. There is noise, always. Even in times where there should be silence, there never is any. Instead, it's filled by sounds of birds, a taught guitar chord or chewing and biting.
Fall for Me, however, is utter silence. There's no musical reply. No SFX, no subtle drums or bass; no nothing. It's the one of the few songs (along with Missing Limbs, Take Aim and Drag me Under) in which Vessel directly addresses the love he holds for this person. It's not layered in metaphors, prose and an eloquent vernacular, it's straightforward. While his poetry in other songs is used to draw Them in, decorate his love and entice Them, he's done with getting nothing. He wants to be an equal, a lover, but he gets naught.
The reason why, other than the obvious choice of acapella instead of instruments, the song feels so lonely is because it's the only song- overall- that he doesn't get a response to. Sugar is the response to The Offering, Say That You Will is the response to Take Aim etc., but here? Cold, dead silence. No gesture in tongues, no crushing 'affection'; no nothing.
So, to the rhythm of eternity, he will be on that beach, stumbling, crawling and shouting out the same question that he will never get an answer to; won't you fall for me?
However, even though, unlike most songs that get an answer within their album, Vessel gets one in the next. Take Me Back To Eden, therefore, becomes the answer to that question. As well as Vessel's action against it.
@lifemod17 saw you reblog the ask as well, thought you might like this :]
#or rather Vessel attempting to gain an answer and in discovering that- because of the nature of Sleep- he will never become an equal#he finally understands that there is no point in trying for someone who is physically and mentally unable to comprehend giving him the ->#same power They have over him#and his response? His action? He breaks the bough. When I say TMBTE I mean not only the song but the whole album#it's kind of like when Cain kills his brother and he asks God 'Am I my brother's (humanity's) keeper?' and the rest of the Bible acts ->#as an answer to that question#do let me know if I'm making a mountain out of a mole hill though#also add your thoughts! I'd love to hear what you guys think#mel's rambles#sleep token#st#vessel#vessel sleep token#fall for me#song fall for me#tpwbyt#this place will become your tomb#sleep token lore#lore theories#lyric analysis#music analysis
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i'm not the biggest fan of sunny s15 because i feel like it was bogged down (literally) by having half the season in ireland and none of the episodes really jump out as being particularly amazing but my god. glenn looks so fucking hot the entire goddamn time.
#rewatching s15 simply because he's soooooo pretty#I do like some of s15. weirdly enough 2020: AYIR is probably my fave even though I thought i'd hate it before it aired#and charlie's breakdown on the mountain is incredible#but everything else kinds of blends together it's not really a great season for me#glenn howerton#Dennis reynolds#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#keeley.txt
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You’ll be alright
Still not over anxiety ridden Mountain - in reference to this post
#I apologize in advance for the angst#this was honestly kind of therapeutic though#I’ve never done art this emotional before#mountain ghoul#dewdrop ghoul#the band ghost#my art#nameless ghouls#ghost band#tw: anxiety#tw: dermatillomania
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Some thoughts on Asra's route...
Replaying Asra's route after having played Muriel's really hits different...
In one of the other routes Asra and Muriel appear to start a romantic relationship, and in Asra's route it's very clear that Muriel cares very deeply for Asra and dislikes the Apprentice. He mentions in one of the paid? dream scenes that he's worried about Asra and the Apprentice fading into their own world and leaving everyone else behind (again, apparently), and that he's determined to stop this from happening. His concern for Asra and initial hostility toward the Apprentice may be rooted in jealousy, not only because his oldest (and only) friend was more or less taken from him, but perhaps with romantic connotations as well.
In Book XI: Justice, Asra and Julian stage a mock trial by combat against Muriel. Though he apparently agreed to participate and is implied to have returned to the Coliseum of his own volition, presumably out of concern for Asra, who has been accused of being Julian's accomplice... he is still more or less backed into a corner and forced to play along with Asra and Julian's plan to stage a fight.
Now, to be fair to Asra, he states after everything goes wrong that it wasn't supposed to end this way, and it appeared that he was attempting to not only exonerate himself and Julian from their charges but somehow help Muriel overcome his past (he does disintegrate Muriel's chains during the fight no matter what choices you make). There was a point during this that I thought I could guess what Asra's plan was regarding Muriel's past, but being refreshed on how it actually pans out, I can't remember it now. Something about making the people of Vesuvia realize how barbaric the Coliseum was under Lucio.
The thing that stands out to me throughout this whole ordeal is that Asra knows about Muriel's trauma. He knows he was enslaved to Lucio and forced to fight and execute people in the Coliseum. He knows that Muriel is terrified of hurting other people, especially those he cares about. In Asra's route, the only person Muriel cares about is Asra, so hurting him is triggering for him. He literally is in a stupor after the board he was using as a weapon splinters off and hits Asra in the mouth, making him bleed. This is clearly meant to make the reader worried about Asra, but Muriel reacts as well, and appears hypnotized by the blood. I remember the first time I read this I thought he was going to have some crazy berserker-Hulk sort of reaction, but having read his route, it's way more tragic.
Though Muriel did seem to return to the Coliseum of his own volition, it does seem that Asra took this as a sign that he was coming to terms with his trauma. He was willing to exploit Muriel's care for him in order to save his own skin so he can be with the Apprentice. Though I recognize Asra's other toxic traits to some degree, I also have similar ones myself so they don't really stand out to me. This, however, where he more or less disregards Muriel's feelings on the matter, is actually really crushing. In Muriel's route, his whole thing is that he DOES NOT want to fight, he DOES NOT want to even spar with the Apprentice with blunt sticks out of fear of hurting them, so why would he willingly go along with this unless he was more or less in the same position Lucio put him in? Fight in the arena, or something bad will happen to Asra.
Asra knows this, and puts him through it regardless. During the whole fight, Julian's actions are written so as to make it seem like he's the one messing things up--he takes the "finishing blow" that Muriel was going to deal to Asra and gets knocked unconscious. Asra spends most of the entire time doing flashy, dramatic magic tricks that get the crowd cheering for him. After he "wins", he and the Apprentice are carried out of the Coliseum like heroes. Though Asra will try to soothe Muriel if the Apprentice so chooses right before the end, and he does look for Muriel in the crowd, he seems otherwise unbothered or unaware of the impact this may be having on his oldest friend. Which is pretty shitty.
Of course, Asra, Julian, and Muriel are all playing characters during their fight--Asra is the flashy magician, Julian is the rogueish BDSM dagger guy, and Muriel is the Scourge. Asra obviously can't show his concern even if he wanted to because he's supposed to be fighting Muriel. But putting his bro into this situation in the first place says a lot about his character. Though Julian is the one whose route is based around self-loathing because he believes he hurts everyone around him, Asra is the only one who gets what he wants out of this ordeal, and he even says so right before the chapter ends. Muriel was forced to relive his trauma and didn't get the resolution that was intended, and Julian gets KOed by a punch that literally sent him flying across the arena (though he probably enjoyed it tbh, he's a nasty little man like that lmao).
I wonder if this dynamic between Asra and Muriel was intentionally written this way in order to further amplify his tunnel vision when it comes to the Apprentice. Is this is how he acted in the past, causing Muriel to hate the Apprentice as he does and remark that he won't allow it to happen again? Maybe (probably) I'm reading too much into it, but as a survivor of abuse and trauma it rubs me the wrong way much more than Asra's obsessive, clingy nature. Of all of the reversed ends, Asra's is the one that actually scared me and kind of haunted me, because it hits a little too close to home.
These are all just thoughts that I wanted to spill out because I thought it was interesting and I wasn't sure if anyone else has talked about it before.
#the arcana#asra alnazar#muriel the mountain man#muriel of the kokhuri#asra the arcana#asra the magician#muriel the arcana#my thoughts#i mean maybe they do talk about this later in the route and i just forgot but???#considering lucio's route and the way that was handled i don't expect it#i adore asra#he literally checks all my boxes for my favorite tropes#but like... this actually is kind of insane and i hope muriel was the one to be like “i can play scourge... i guess” but i doubt it#it also makes me wonder if asra projected onto julian and that's why ilya thinks everything is his fault#because i can't see mazelinka and the grandmas raising julian to think he's not worthy of love#asra however might have given him that impression during their time together?? which is just a big no from me ok#just some thoughts though lmao#this game has returned as my major hyperfixation so i apologize for the novel and all these tags
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id post more on insta if it were not for the fact. that i have a fair few irls on it like ill already pick and choose what i do put on there and its not like its a secret per se but. i just would not be able to look them in the eye if they knew a good couple years of my life, several art canvases and a portion of my soul has been dedicated to these two random ass guys. same goes for when i meet enstarries irl (which is relatively not that rare) i will simply never mention a word abt mdyz ever. anyways that aside ygs should look at this nugget i fecked up somehow

#duck rants about something#i like browning my nuggets but idk how this happened. still good though i love slightly burning my food just a tad#as far as it is im most open on here and bsky i suppose. sorry twitter users its kind of a pain over there#ive gone to a few enstarrie meetups at cons and festivals before and i just generally default to saying valkP which isnt exactly a lie#not to mention i made friends w a yume before adding another layer of haha. my sincerest apologies i put ur bf with some random guy#the lengths i went to to hide this from him was insane man#i rly do love them a lot though and i Would proudly say it!!!! sadly my brain and the massive mountain of shame that looms over it says no
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feel like i mgoing kind of crazy with winter break coming up and family plans and friend plans and wrist bad. what if i just posted the first 2k words of leg amputation fic
#what if they made it illegal to title things after mountain goats songs. one fear. though its a nathaniel hawthorne reference#which is probably also fear two.#thinking about it its kind of untaggable. what the fuck would i categorize any of this shit as#kind of lost my steam writing it when i immediately put 60 hours into veilguard fnjsfksdnk#have 2 stop referring to it as leg amputation fic when the whole point is he literally doesnt even amputate his leg.
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cannot relate to how people on this site talk about their bands. i could not recognise a single member of any of the bands that have had a life changing effect on me if i met them on the street. if someone came up to me and said 'hey i wrote that song that made you feel like someone understood you like no one else' i would turn them into a nasty goop or perhaps a paste. and leave
#this post is about mr the mountain goats. btw#and also kind of about my chem.#except i do know what gerard way of american cock band my chemical romance looks like#because my beloved mutuals love to put posts such as Gerard Way Panty Shot on my dash#i would still turn him into a nasty goop though#there is a more coherent version of this post that lives in my head but unfortunately its not getting out because i have a headache#and also because i think the goop part is funny
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If you were to live anywhere with complete access for your disability, would you rather live somewhere urban or rural?
ohhh thats such a good question. but my heart belongs to wherever i can see trees. lots of trees. where you can see rabbits and deer come out at dusk every so often if youre lucky
#i can see myself keeping bees even . just as long as im able to get where i need to go#though admittedly. imagining being able to GO and DO SOMETHING by just kind of leaving an apartment and going around by myself.#like. a night time walk to a store before it closes. all on my own carrying my little things in my little lap. yeah i can imagine#falling in love with that freedom. and nearby good diverse restraunts. and boba. as much boba as i desire.#also i have a terrible disease called ive watched too many WTYP episodes about buildings breaking down and invasive thoughts of natural#disasters. and thinking about being in a building with too many stories in an earthquake sounds like a nightmare#theres pros and cons. lots of pros and cons. but i think being in a House surrounded by Genuine ''there could be bears'' Forest#is my happy place. ultimately#she speaks#anon#asks#in my heart and soul i am a mountains/hills and forest girlie
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devastating to realize that none of my favourite characters would share my music taste
#nobody in the pines family would like the mountain goats unfortunately#wendy would though i think. but she wouldnt be invested in the lore like i am. she would probably prefer tfb and ajj and pat the bunny etc#my posts#personal#kind of?? idk#anyone who knows me knows im a HUGE tmg fan
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hi! you mentioned somewhere that you thought akane offered to help aqua kill someone not because she really wanted to, but because it was the words that he wanted to hear? but later in the manga, it seems that she really is going to follow through with that plan - bringing a knife with her to “talk” to kamiki… do you still think that she said that because it was what he wanted to hear? love your blog by the way, and i’m also an akane fan so don’t get me wrong hehe TT
No worries anon! At the contrary, thanks for asking this so I can clarify!
I think that Akane's best case scenario and how far she is willing to go for Aqua aren't mutually exclusive. Back then, Aqua talked about wanting to kill Kamiki as if accomplishing that goal would set him free. That's why Akane wanted to help him.
When Akane tells him that she's willing to help him kill Kamiki, it is what Aqua needs to hear but Akane isn't making him empty promises. She does mean it. Just not in a: You want to kill someone? Cool, let me find a knife! But rather in a: If it comes down to that, and if that's what you need to be happy, you can count on me to help you in whatever way I can.
Akane doesn't actually want Aqua to kill anyone, we see that much when she's thinking that there's no way she can let Aqua meet Kamiki. Her thoughts show that she would ideally like to bring Kamiki to justice. Had it come down to murder though, I do think Akane would've lived up to her word and helped Aqua just so he doesn't have to carry that burden alone.
However, I don't think Aqua would be capable of killing Kamiki in cold blood, so it wouldn't have come to that either way lol
(I'm on my phone so I don't have the manga on me, but I may come back to this reply to add some manga panels to better explain what I mean later!)
#onk asks convos#my aquakane meta#honestly conceptualising murder is kind of complicated#I'm not sure if Akane thought that far when Aqua revealed his intentions to her#I think her priority there truly was to get to the bottom of his emotional needs#that doesn't mean she was lying though!#akane would literally move mountains for aqua#it's worth noting that akane would rather get ger own hands dirty than Aqua's#meanwhile for aqua it's the opposite he's willing to go to hell on his own if akane can keep hers clean#okay I need to stop talking about them or my brain will be on aquaka land instead of enjoying my trip lmao
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I don’t know what she thought I’d get out of that
#when I climbed up Arthur’s Seat in Edinburgh#I brought a postcard and wrote out this poem on top of the mountain for her#and then mailed it when I got back to London#AND THEN THE ROYAL MAIL LOST IT#whatever#the one thing of mine they lost#well#the one outgoing thing#a friend of mine sent me a postcard that they lost too#but then she sent me a second one that was way better#so that one kind of shook out in my favor#that one with my wife though#oof
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went on a two hour walk on the mountain behind the hotel and then there are burritos to eat and fanfictions to be read and honestly this is insane i love it so much. also it was very sunny outside when i went for my walk and i saw some very pretty flowers
#a TWO HOUR WALK!!!!!!!!!!!#and i didn't even get any major scrapes or anything!! didn't fall down and bang my head on a rock or tree branch! didn't twist my ankle!#this is awesome. i love my life#except for the horrors ofc but like. TWO HOUR WALK ON THE MOUNTAIIIIIINNNN i wanted to go for longer but i figured#ehhhh people will get worried about me#[and they were in fact getting kind of worried about me]#but god it's so gorgeousssssssss#SOOOO exciting to look at the other mountains and be level with them yknow??#and it was so sunny!!!!! i know i already said that but like. it was so sunny <333333333#i should def figure out a way to carry water w me though bc it would be very easy to get dehydrated#fuzzy squeaks
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