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they think i'm joking when i say i want to live offgrid. that it's 'insane' and 'unrealistic', and that something is deeply wrong with me for wanting that in the first place.
perhaps.
but when i will have my own small farm, grow my own food, hunt and keep bees and chickens. when i disconnect from the agonies and horrors and drama of the 'real world'. when i allow myself to just be.
maybe you will change your mind.
and i will not gloat, my dear. i will only ask you if you want some craft beer, fresh meal, and a little ceremony burning your past.
it's okay.
i love you.
#mine#well that derailed#i stand by my words tho.#this is not a writing exersise#this is my eventual future#that i will dedicate all my time to getting to
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billford yaoi billford yuri i love them all
#that first one Will be colored eventually i like it too much#I LOVE THEM IM SORRY theyre so addicting to draw#billford#stanford pines#bill cipher#my billford yuri are stella pines and... bill cipher#triangles dont have a real concept of gender so i really dont see anything changing for bill like. at all. maybe a slightly different voice?#but thats it#so their ship name would be billa :]#gravity falls#stella pines#i think ill draw her more in the future so ill start a tag here#gf#my art
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Charles has always left Edwin little notes slipped between the pages of his favorite books, in his science equipment, places he knows Edwin loves. Just silly things—post its that say “hi Edwin :)”. doodles of Edwin with his nose stuck in a book. reminders to stock up on wolfsbane. but.
Then, post canon, Edwin tentatively starts dating people. And it’s ridiculous, because Edwin’s right there, all the time, but Charles..misses him a bit. And his heads a mess, and he can’t sort out what the hell he’s feeling most of the time, and whenever he tries to say any of it out loud it comes out rubbish.
So. He writes down some of the shit he can’t say right, and because he’s a coward, hides them so he doesn’t have to see Edwin’s face when he reads them.
then Edwin starts writing back.
Neat lilac blue little envelopes appear in Charles coat pockets. In his bag. Once, in his shoe? Some nights, Edwin will clear his throat and mention something from a letter, offhand, like they’re just picking up conversation, and Charles can pretend they are. That they always have talked about the basement, the belt, the nameless fear that chokes him every time Edwin walks out the door with someone else on his arm.
Sometimes he can’t. The words get stuck in his throat. Edwin’s not mad, he’s maddeningly, stubbornly kind about it, which is worse.
Some nights they trade. A secret for a secret. Charles learns about the novels Edwin used to hide under his mattress, about all the lonely years before Charles got there. About Simon.
Meanwhile, Edwin is losing his mind, because Charles has accidentally stumbled onto what was a fucking courting ritual in his time. Love letters were something engaged couples treasured for years, kept and reread over and over. (Edwin does. keep them in a special box, will take one out and trace the words, tuck it in his breast pocket for courage).
Edwin would rather have to reattach a limb again than lose Charles trust, all the dark and beautiful things he shares with Edwin only. He knows—knows Charles doesn’t mean to make him fall more in love with him.
#payneland#dbda#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#mini fic#charles x edwin#chedwin#fic#anyone is welcome to write this!#maybe I will eventually once I crawl victorious from the mountain of my 10+ wips#either way I’m a strong believer in the 2 or more cakes principle#would love different peoples takes on this#UGH BUT JUST IMAGINE… Edwin being scared to date & try new things#reading over and over how Charles is scared too how he’s faking being brave most of the time.#keeping the letter over his heart for courage#(I do think Edwin should date people for a while because like. he’s hot! he never got to be a teenager!#let him kiss cute boys for a bit! realize there’s nothing wrong with him! become more confident! more centered!#maybe it makes Charles a little crazy! proud and possessive and confused horny!)#they have time! :) & sometimes you need to go on your solo journey so u can then become more freakishly codependent with your#work bestie husband ride or die twin flame in the future. yk
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Pt 2 and the final part of LL Megatrons conversation with an aware G1 Starscream
this one wasn’t as dramatic as the first part but there’s only so much emotional vulnerability Screamer can do with his new free will heheh, thanks for all of the comments encouraging me! I’ve never drawn longer comics like these before and it’s pretty fun so hopefully I can improve with the next comic I make!
#Starscream doesn’t completely trust Megatron at the end of this comic but he will eventually#if he was that possessive over og Megatron he’s NEVER letting this one leave#btw that decepticon logo on Megatron is actually just stickers#if it gets damaged he sticks another one on#he’s kinda attached to his autobot badge cause it’s the only thing he has other then his weapons from his og world#he gets them commissioned on Etsy because they need to be so big and it’s been draining the decepticon budget for a month#or whatever the 80s version of Etsy is#starscream finally makes him an official badge and he finally lets go of the autobot one#he still keeps it somewhere#transformers#transformers lost light#megatron x starscream#transformers fanart#transformers g1#starscream#megascream#megatron#megastar#edit: I fixed a grammar mistake hopefully no one saw that#OK THERE WAS A COUPLE OF TYPOS WHOOPS I’m not used to typing on my tablet rip#i cant wait to look at this in the future and hopefully by then i would have improved#i mean this entire blog is me tracking how my robo art improves +some official content but specifically for comics#G1 x LL AU
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what if... godhood ascended mass grave, but smol
#flight rising#my art#fr abberation#Roving Altar#i swear ill eventually draw them/it properly i was having ideas about what they are gonna be like (even if they are more of a “presence”)#the markings are supposed to be abstract-y and changing so i wont ever bother with consistency on that lmao have fun future me
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inspired by and as a direct follow up to this post by @strangersteddierthings:
Eddie is horrified. He remembers the day Steve is referring to, though clearly not as well as Steve does. He calls out as Steve raced up the stairs and hears his door slam.
“Fuck.” He stares blankly at the wall in front of him. He can’t believe things went so bad so quickly. He’s been trying to get to know Steve better, get closer and damn if he didn’t just blow the hole thing. He’d shown up early, told Steve he needed to prepare as an excuse to spend some time with him. Despite everything that happened over spring break, Steve had remained guarded, standoffish no matter what Eddie tried. At least now he knew why. He’d fucked things up before he’d known there was something to fuck up.
He feels even worse about calling him a bully. Sure, Steve had looked the other way and even laughed at some of the mean jokes others had made, but he was far from the worst. That dubious award went to Billy Hargrove, but even without him, there was plenty of people who did far worse than Steve did. Especially because Steve is right. He did hit first, metaphorically at least. He can justify it all he wants as trying to protect himself, but that doesn’t make it right. Steve all but admitted that as he said the same thing. He feels nauseous at the realization that maybe he was just as bad as those he decried. That for all his talk about accepting outcasts and defying convention, he was just as prejudiced. Swallowing hard, he heads back to the dining room and looks at the clock. There is no way he is going to be able to run the campaign today. He’s not going to be able to focus or even play without thinking about how things might have been if he hadn’t driven Steve off all those years ago. He grabs the phone and dials Gareth’s number. “Emerson house, Sheryl speaking.” “Hi Mrs. Emerson, it’s Eddie.” Eddie is proud that he manages to keep his voice even. “Is Gareth there?” “Oh, yes! Let me go get him for you.” “Thanks Mrs. Emerson.” Eddie focuses on breathing while he waits. “Eddie? Hey man, what’s up?” Eddie breathes out. “Hey Gareth. Look, I know its last minute, but we’re gonna have to postpone Hellfire. Something came up.” He could hear Gareth’s frown through the phone. “Postpone? What happened, did Harrington do something?” As if he couldn’t feel worse. “Nah. I’ll explain later, but can you call Jeff and Frank, let them know? I gotta call the freshman, too.” “Alright, but I’m going to hold you to that.” “Fair enough. Talk to you tomorrow.” Eddie promises before hanging up. He weighs his options for how to tell the Party. Eventually, he decides on calling Mike, know that the younger teen won’t push too much. He’s dialing the Wheeler home before he can second guess his decision. “This is Mike.” Eddie feels a rush of gratitude that Mike is the one who answered, rather than Nancy or one of their parents. “Hey Mike, it’s Eddie. Listen, Steve’s not feeling great and having Hellfire here isn’t going to help. Can you call the rest of the Party, let them know we’re gonna move it to another day? I’ll keep an eye on Steve.” Eddie knows Mike is a confused, given how adamant he’s been in the past about not canceling or moving Hellfire, but as he expected, Mike accepts what he says at face value. “Sure. Need us to bring anything?” “Nah, I’ve got it. Pretty sure he just needs some peace and quiet so he can rest. But thanks.” They say their goodbyes and Eddie puts the phone back on the hook. With that done, he checks that the door is locked and faces the stairs. Now for the hard part. He’s not sure what he’s going to say, if there is anything he can say that will fix this, but he has to try. Even if doesn’t change things between him and Steve, Steve deserves at least that much. Every step feels like it takes effort, chest heavy with guilt, but it only takes him a few moments to get to Steve’s door. It’s closed, which doesn’t surprise him. He takes a moment to gather his thoughts before knocking. Nothing. “Steve?” If it wasn’t for the quiet sound of Steve’s breathing he could hear through the door, Eddie would think he had left. He glad that he at least didn’t drive Steve out of his own home. He rests his forehead on the door. “I’m sorry.” Eddie hopes Steve can hear how much he means it. “You’re right, I fucked up. I made an assumption and took out my anger at other people on you. And that wasn’t fair and it’s not okay. But I want you to know that I’m sorry. Even if it wasn’t you, I shouldn’t have done that.” He lets out a hysterical laugh as he realizes - “And despite that, you still humor the kids when they talk about D&D and agreed to let us play here and didn’t punch me in the face, which makes you a better man than I.” He falls silent, listens as Steve’s breathing slows. He isn’t sure how long he stands there. He wonders how many other people he hurt this way, without even realizing. Knows he wants to do better, be better. He sighs, feeling his shoulders slump. “Anyway, I canceled Hellfire for today. I told everyone something came up, don’t worry about that. I’ll make up some story, make sure they know its not your fault. And uh, let me know if you want to hang out again or something. I know I’ve been around a lot; didn’t realize that I was making you so uncomfortable, which is probably another thing I should apologize for. Anyway. Yeah. I’ll see you around, okay?” He waits a moment for an answer, but when none comes, he backs away from the door and walks downstairs to gather his stuff. It hurts, but he knows Steve deserves space and to be the one to initiate contact. He has some thinking to do, anyway.
#steddie#my writing#fic#legit read that fic like 6 times in a row and had to write a follow up#have a handful of extra pieces as well#or thoughts anyway#like steve telling eddie about christopher#and eddie helping steve make a character and play in the future#after lots of talking and eventually getting together#his character is a dwarf paladin named after christopher#i haven't written in forever this felt so good#barely proofread so apologies for any mistakes
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i know we as a species (tomarrymort fandom) are largely over the whole “snakemort’s face is a deterrent for hogwarts age tom riddle because he’s horrified he’s ugly” thing because we all think snakemort is hot BUT you’ve got to admit that tom coming out of the pensieve gasping crying throwing up etc going “WHERE’S MY NOSE” is intrinsically funny. like when it’s not the whole chalky lipless white dementor thing in general that he’s so upset about, it’s the fact that he’ll lose his nose. in these fics the kid basically makes a living off sticking said nose in other people’s (harry’s) business and then he loses it, like a loser who loses all the time. like yeah tom where did your nose go? did harry hex it off after you got too nosy? should’ve kept your sniffer out of harms way, huh? you fucking douchenozzle
#or ‘douchenozzLESS’ eventually if we’re being real here#i like him being smug and kind of turned on by how future voldemort will look as much as the next guy#but ‘WHAT HAPPENED TO MY NOSE’ never fails to make me giggle#it’s about as fun as tom secretly pushing people down the stairs because harry smiled at them for too long#tom riddle#lord voldemort#harry potter#tomarry
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uppies
he just wants to be carried.....
#2 arms left#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise leo#leonardo hamato#future leo#im home from my wee vacation but im very tired#tired as in this somehow took me 3 hours when it should have taken 1 wheeze#not in much an art mood ig? eh the art mood will return eventually
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whos my little cringefail loser
#dndads#I FORGOT HOW TO DRAW HERMIE#WHY HE LOOK SO WONKY#i only have my future willscam design on the brain..... oops#i'll figure him out again eventually#sorry herm it's okay you're used to being forgotten#also this is willy but for him it's “pretty entertaining (derogatory)”#...oops posted this to the wrong account
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Dad bod Leonardo gets his own post! I updated the prosthetic base and gave him a little bit more chub <3
#mmmmm yeah. yes. this man deserves a life where he can chill and grow fat. this is canon to NQK now (eventually)#my lip is actually wobbling at the thought I'M SO EMOTIONAL ABOUT THIS SWEET STUPID TURTLE#also again:#I wish I drew this in full body but I think his thighs would've killed me... so we all just get to imagine them in their thunderous glory#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt leonardo#rottmnt movie#nqk adjacent#nqk#future leonardo#future leo#peepaw leo#tervdraws
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I could no longer stand old dusknoir and grovyle and gave them the glow up they deserved!!
#im prone to getting art block bc of frustration so seeing the improvement here does wonders to me#so happy theyre sligthly less ugly#future trio#pmd2#futuretrioshipping#dusknoir#celebi#grovyle#my art#never stop drawing. it pays off eventually
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Working on my Binghe designs! (Some design notes under the cut :p)
Edit: Had to reupload the image because I forgot his demon mark 😭
[ID: A Scum Villain Drawing. There are three half body shots of Luo Binghe in books 2-3, book 4 to post-canon and Luo Bingge. The left most Binghe from books 2-3 wears a tired, upset expression with less fluffy hair and primarily red and black clothing. The middle Binghe from book 4 and post-canon is wearing a remarkably happier and lovestruck expression, with much fluffier and curly hair. He is wearing a green hair ribbon around his throat, green jade earrings and light green inner robes. His outer robes are dark grey and red. Bingge is wearing an angered expression. His hair is noticeably straighter and has a small braid on the left side. He is wearing black and dark red robes. End ID]
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[ID: Notes from the illustration above. In the book 2-3 version there are notes stating that his hair piece is from Huan Hua, and that his hair is less fluffy with the quote 'what no shizun does to a mf'. The second Binghe has notes that his side braids are done by Shen Qingqiu and that the hair ribbon around his neck was given to him by SQQ during his disciple days. The notes about Bingge state that the braid is from the Bingmei vs. Bingge Extra and that his hair is straightened. End ID]
#svsss#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#luo binghe#luo bingge#bingqiu#well hints of it really#mxtx#myart#might change his design in the future but im quite happy with it rn#anyways i like to think that since i make lbh and lbg's hair so different that the bm vs. bg extra just went like:#Sqq seeing lbg thinking its lbh: what the fuck kind of wife plot made your hair like this#and thats why he instantly wanted to do his hair and put a braid in it#might eventually do something like this for sqq when i have the energy cause i have thoughts(tm) about his robe designs during the abyss ar#also i forgot to mention this in my notes but i 100% think binghes pupils do the thing cats do and expand when looking what they love
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Thinking about how Sister Iris doesn’t even have a last name. She could have been Iris Fey but Morgan didn’t want either of the twins. She could have been Iris Hawthorne but her father sent her to Hazakura Temple. The anime calls her Iris Hazakura but she’s never referred to this way in the games.
She hardly even gets to have her own identity. She goes to Ivy University and dates Phoenix as Dahlia Hawthorne and she loves him but he’s in love with the person she’s pretending to be. In 3-5 at Hazakura Temple she’s at a point where she should be able to be her own person. She should be able to be seen as Iris. But Phoenix sees her as Dahlia’s ghost. And then there’s the plot to kill Maya, and Iris has to cover for Dahlia again. Again and again she’s just Dahlia’s stunt double.
#sorry iris for contributing by not having come up with a tag for you yet#i would have given her the tag “iris!!!” but that’s for iris wilson#and then i couldn’t give her a tag for her last name instead because she doesn’t have one#and then i was considering “miss identity crisis” but then i made my tag for descole “mr identity crisis”#i’ll come up with something eventually#might end up writing an essay about iris in the future#my posts#sister iris#iris hawthorne#iris fey#aa#ace attorney#aa3#aa3 spoilers
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Welcome back to "King Should Really Watch a Tutorial on How To Animate Instead of Winging it for 3 Hours"
Anyways Future Mikey just because him. You agree.
#rottmnt#rottmnt future mikey#kings art#king animates#my new short lasted series for myself of pure hell where I see how far I can push my own limits#before eventually hating everything and never animating again until 3 years later when I change my mind and start all over
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UM. MASS ATTACK
it's been a hot minute since i've done a big group shot like this (and by "hot minute" i mean like 5 years) so uh. zoo wee mama that's a lotta hedgehogs (plus one (1) warrior cat and a porcupine)
individual groups under the cut. i'll be putting character names & owners down there too :]
this attack has a whopping 33 characters in it so um....... long post warning
group #1 (also known as Mandatory Vacation in my files):
Archie ( @interstellarchaosss )
Astraeus ( @simpalert )
Zonic of PZSFI ( @ciphergrowl )
group #2 (aka Beast Pack in my files. look i had to name the folders to keep everything organized ok)
Agartha ( @sa2ration )
Werehog Spikes ( @hyper-cryptic )
Monster AU Sonic (Rougelynesdisco on ArtFight)
Halcyon ( @mystigaron )
group #3 (silly billies)
Blurfoot ( @guiltypandas )
2000s Web Sonic (Prismsonic on ArtFight)
Nicolas ( @zzcarnotauro )
Prism Sonic (also Prismsonic)
group #4 (Therapy)
TDC!Sonic (donnie on Artfight)
Virtuosity!Sonic ( @minecraftfan11onscratch )
Nikopulous!Sonic ( @bensbean )
group #5 (da bench)
Frost ( @simpalert )
Tactile (ULTRAVIXLENCE on ArtFight)
Dreamwalker Sonic ( @the-cosmic-blogger )
group #6 (nincombots)
Murder Drones Sonic ( @cat-dragron-arts & @cherbearsz )
SD-C (also cat-dragron & cherbearsz)
Dr. Needlemouse ( @lilcrazybat )
group #7 (eeeek a spider - also mva sonic's quills are cut off a little sorry)
Undertale Sonic ( @gettingfizzical )
MVA!Sonic ( @weirdozjunkary )
Mach Spider ( @chaosspear )
group #8 (oooooo spooky)
Rise ( @mercurymarine404 )
Taxidermy!Sonic ( @cxrpsehub )
group #9 (gender)
Sonic the Squidhog ( @stormloup )
Nikki ( @transgirlsonic )
Crystallized AU Sonic ( @12neonlit-stage )
Arrow (SparksSystem on Artfight)
Vi (also SparksSystem)
group #10 (no silly folder name for this one. sorry) :[ )
SOMA!Sonic ( @citystreetfunk )
Vampire Sonic (the-cosmic-blogger)
group #11 (actually not a group it's just speedy)
Speedy the Porcupine ( @jays---wing )
and some bonus doodles from while i was working on this. as a treat :] (feat. zonic having The Day Ever)
hehehehaha i love an excuse to draw a niche character that i really like for some reason. anyway hooray yippee my adhd ass completed a large project!!!! ^_^ time to write a whole novel in the tags as per usual
#i really wanted to add mva sonic because stumbling across weirdozjunkary's mva au like..... unlocked a major childhood memory for me???#which is to say i was obsessed with monsters vs aliens. like it was the only movie i would watch for a solid year#and i would just watch it over and over#and yet somehow people still thought i was a totally neurotypical child lol#but anyway somehow i totally forgot that the movie existed until. like a couple months ago when i found the mva au#anyway i rewatched it an honestly it's a very okay movie but also i see why small lee loved it so much (girlboss protag & kaiju battles)#this was originally going to be only sonics but my scourge bias made that pretty much impossible. there are 2 scourges in here#and 2 zonics because again. bias#and also a chaos sonic because come on!!! i couldn't draw drone sonic without his boyfriend!!!!#i think there might be more sonic fanart in my future turns out mobians are like. really fun to draw#i'm a fan artist now. it was bound to happen eventually i guess#toonagi art#digital art#artists on tumblr#mass attack#artfight mass attack#artfight 2024#artfight team seafoam#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#zonic the zone cop#scourge the hedgehog#sonic au#i guess sonic aus plural. there's a lotta them here
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little moshang fan kid <3
spoiled, aloof, a bit of a bitch, terminally 'weak constitution'-ed, lowkey lazy, prefers reading his dailies in the office and pretending to do paperwork to fighting
#svsss#moshang#he DOES grow up and becomes a respectable demon prince eventually. but hes a cold disinterested spoiled brat as a teen#shang qinghua rides his ass because he KNOWS that hes slacking on the paperwork that hes pretending to do#but unfortunately thats His Baby and he cant be TOO strict (this attitude not extended towards binghe... sad)#crawling out of mirrors like The Grunge to scare the transmigrated soul out of uncle sqq#he got his love of shiny shiny jangly accessories from aunt sha hualing#when he was a baby everyone in court was trying to poison him for political reasons#but didnt realize that since hes only half demon full demon poisons wont kill him#so for years moshang just thought their kid had like. horrible IBS. lack toast and tolerance that almost kills you#and even now as a young man hes like.... ah... sadly my body is too frail to go on ceremonial monster hunts with father..#my greatest love language for a series..... making fankids#his fighting style is Very elegantly avoiding all attacks. poor MBJ like JUST STAND TALL AND TAKE A HIT LIKE A FUTURE DEMON KING#his poor firstborn son like Why would I do that. getting beaten up is very unpleasant. i would personally like to avoid that
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