#this is my diary now :)
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recruiter is calling me tmr to set up a time and day to have our first meeting for information. nervous as hell y’all do not understand
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Not me playing a game on harder difficulty knowing full well I suck and will get into a fit of rage within 10 minutes. :)
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How must I tell you I knew you far too long.
Dreaming of counting the freckles that dusted your cheeks long before you could pronounce my name. Playing the part of first impressions when your mark has already scarred my skin.
Cheeks heating as you brushed off my flusteredness for shyness. Cursing your name as you claim to want someone like me, not me. Never me.
If I were born with your preference, would my pieces align with yours? Born a second earlier, would our stars align in something rather than an X?
Hate cannot muster without passion. An inferno that ignites my veins with every friendly gesture. How I would like to burn you too, our ashes mixing into one.
Finally would we be one. Getting under your skin enough for you to recognize my worship.
Why must you be my karma? Redemption for all those before who begged affection and I plead the oath of friendship. Not more. Everyday less. Was it envy that watched the stars in your eyes die as he claimed your skin, or were they now reflecting elsewhere. My moon no longer enough to shine upon your garden.
He's yours and you are his. Yet I see me in the way you walk. The names you whisper in the cloak of night were once for me.
How different you were when I dug my claws into you. Now a soulless version of myself I see as I look at the broken mirror reflected in your eyes.
But as I retreat back to my darkness, you cling to my image. Or am I observing the parts you stole from me too closely? The crown you wear has my name etched into its metals. Your name tattooed into my soul. Our paths a never ending figure eight.
#does this count as a rant?#teehee#we love a homoerotic friendship#we love to see it#this is my diary now#you may read into my soul#lol#despairat6oclock#my writing#writing#free write#creative writing#poetry#about myself
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Hey guys!
So, I'm in Florence rn doing an exchange. And I haven't gone out but today a German girl invited me to a bar. So here I am, going.
I'm so nervous 🫠 just wanted to share with u

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...I am excited for Road to Kingdom 2.
I know there was a lot of drama and possibly mistreatment the first time around, but that is true of everything in this industry :(
Kingdom: Legendary War is how I fell in love with Ateez and how I discovered The Boyz. I'll Be Your Man is so iconic for Stay, Kingderland is so important to Atiny, and Red Wedding as a Deobi omg. Without Kingdom we wouldn't have some absolutely iconic covers, mashups, or just astonishingly produced versions of the songs we love. And Kingdom is also how we got The Real and Wolfgang and Kingdom Come. It gave us some of the only real and true cross-company/cross-group interactions and group stages we get.
I understand where people are coming from with saying they don't want their faves to go on it, because the stress of being in the fandoms when it was going on was incredible (especially because it coincided with both Mingi and Hyunjin hiatuses) but I am very excited to see what gets produced this time around.
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It’s intercession but I’m taking two winter classes and trying to find another job now that I dont live on campus anymore and I feel like there’s sm to do and no time at all 😭
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Day 26- Lanayru Mountain
Perhaps dragon song sounds familiar. No matter; it’s time to get to business.
On that note, magnesis is reacquired! Purah’s still working on the other glyphs.
(“We’ll find a cure by the end of this year, I promise.”
“I hope we do, Mimi. I really, really hope we do.”)
((This is a totk au called familiar familiar! Zelda doesn’t go back in time, history is forever changed, and link is beset by ghost memories from his magic arm as per usual.))
(Want to throw a coin to an exhausted art hermit? Check out my patreon!)
#critdraws#lonks diary#familiar familiar au#art#linktober 2025#botw#loz#zelda#link#totk#totk link#totk zelda#totk naydra#naydra#botw naydra#artists on tumblr#tears of the kingdom#the legend of zelda#rauru#mineru#totk mineru#totk rauru#breath of the wild#hesitant to have the dragon song trigger memories but my silly goose writing meant the geoglyphs dont exist#so now im making NEW memories. and mineru needs more screen time#dontchu hate it when the flesh blending plague starts infecting plants and you and ypur brother fight against the clock bioengineering a#cure that barely works? man feels bad#((for everybody who ever played hollow knight yes my malice infectionn is EXACTLY like the radiance))#((back on my combining favorite hyperfixations bs))
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i wanna get a buzzcut sooo bad but i'm so scared because i've always had a reputation for being a girly-girl and i care wayyy too much about other people's opinions
#pffffft its so annoying#one of my friends pointed out that she was shocked i cared because im so anti-giving a fuck#but i am a hypocrate#but i've also been into punk/rock music since i was 8 and wanted to be goth since a similar time#and now im just basic af#this is my diary now#i also dont like the idea of dressing to look like something else other than what i am#i dont want to be performative#why are my decision making skills so bad T.T
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May 1st,
gonna go look for a boy to kiss
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daisy is really growing on me 🥺 she’s so cutes!
#she’s my camp caretaker now !!#acpc#acpc complete#ac pocket camp#animal crossing#ac daisy#game diary 🕹️#diary 📖
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Something interesting is happening
This is my idea btw if anyone wants to see what’s making me shake and cry and scream and dry heave and hide from my own reflection in the mirror

#by interesting i mean completely cursed like actually cursed#i wrote a tiny bit#but probably just need to like stop planning and creating these board things and just write 😭😭#anyway whatever idk#this is my diary now
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me acting nonchalant infront of my s/o like i dont wanna jump him right then and there
#my baby like get over here now#dont lower your expectations !#who said romance is dead?#nobody loves like shifters do#this or nothing#reality shifting#shifting antis dni#shifting blog#shifting community#shifting diary#shifting motivation#shifting script#shifting#shifting consciousness#shifting methods#manifesting#manifesation#manifes#shiftinconsciousness#shiftblr#shiftingrealities#shifters#shifting to twd#fame dr#loa#desired reality#loa blog#loablr#shifting realities
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My friend just said I "radiate welcomeness" nobody touch me
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dream wip
#wip#artists on tumblr#flotsam diaries#arrhghhgg happy I got the textures I was aiming for#I was gonna go sleep but eve's song kororon really got me :'D#cough you can see the full image on uh instagram story if you don't wanna wait haha#technically this one's not a wip but wanna draw some others/make it a set#might tweak the octo though#anyways nOW I will sleep#muffled laugh#edit: oh!! thank for you radar tumblr staff :0#but also radar putting my post tag ramblings on bLAST LMAO
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lifting gale became the norm
#i finished this run now ifeel empty#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#my art#bg3 tav#bg3 gale#gale dekarios#bg3 diary
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Thought it’d be nice for ppl to see the sillies refs! They’re full of crimes and live hyrule like it’s a comedy action flick (meanwhile the rest of the audience is going through their horror drama era).
(This totk au is called Familiar Familiar, and is basically a self indulgent “what if Zelda doesn’t get slingshot back in time” art series, and then became “there is lore and i am about to make it everybody’s problem”.)
((Consider my Patreon! For two bucks, you can dig into the rest of my messy, messy sketchbooks like a raccoon diving through a dumpster. Remember to use the web or android version, since apple’s taxing 30 percent))

#critdraws#familiar familiar au#zelda#link#botw#totk#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#botw link#botw zelda#totk zelda#totk link#art#tloz#lonks diary#reference#legend of zelda#loz#zelda au#loz zelda#the legend of zelda#loz au#sigh i am sick guys#updates will happen but my body may be trying to coupe me#fanart welcome#anyways ty for the support aurgHh#*Now edited so i remove some spoilers smh#Yall are too perceptive
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