#this is my diary now :)
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recruiter is calling me tmr to set up a time and day to have our first meeting for information. nervous as hell y’all do not understand
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🔮Spirituality & Depression ☁️
☁️Depressive episodes can sometimes get worse with a spiritual mind
"What have I done for karma to get me this way? Is the Sun mad at me? Am I being targeted by bad energies?"
🔮Some other times, it offers hope to resolve the situation
"I will drink this tea & it will all be better. I'll pull some cards to understand. I have a spell for this!"
It can be hard to understand one's mind & separate the physical, chemical reactions of the brain & the spiritual soul connection to the universe.
I still can't help but feel like something metaphysical is holding me back.
Unfortunately, I don't have any advice for this one xxo☁️🧦
#witchcraft#witch#witch stuff#pagan blog#witchblr#pagan witch#witchy things#paganblr#witchcore#clinical depression#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#sorry#im in a mood ig#so sorry#told myself I would post anything I want with this blog#this is my diary now#posting freely#trying out stuff#cloud#i don't feel good in my body cause I'm supposed to be just a lil cloud#or maybe a ghost with sock
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How must I tell you I knew you far too long.
Dreaming of counting the freckles that dusted your cheeks long before you could pronounce my name. Playing the part of first impressions when your mark has already scarred my skin.
Cheeks heating as you brushed off my flusteredness for shyness. Cursing your name as you claim to want someone like me, not me. Never me.
If I were born with your preference, would my pieces align with yours? Born a second earlier, would our stars align in something rather than an X?
Hate cannot muster without passion. An inferno that ignites my veins with every friendly gesture. How I would like to burn you too, our ashes mixing into one.
Finally would we be one. Getting under your skin enough for you to recognize my worship.
Why must you be my karma? Redemption for all those before who begged affection and I plead the oath of friendship. Not more. Everyday less. Was it envy that watched the stars in your eyes die as he claimed your skin, or were they now reflecting elsewhere. My moon no longer enough to shine upon your garden.
He's yours and you are his. Yet I see me in the way you walk. The names you whisper in the cloak of night were once for me.
How different you were when I dug my claws into you. Now a soulless version of myself I see as I look at the broken mirror reflected in your eyes.
But as I retreat back to my darkness, you cling to my image. Or am I observing the parts you stole from me too closely? The crown you wear has my name etched into its metals. Your name tattooed into my soul. Our paths a never ending figure eight.
#does this count as a rant?#teehee#we love a homoerotic friendship#we love to see it#this is my diary now#you may read into my soul#lol#despairat6oclock#my writing#writing#free write#creative writing#poetry#about myself
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Hey guys!
So, I'm in Florence rn doing an exchange. And I haven't gone out but today a German girl invited me to a bar. So here I am, going.
I'm so nervous 🫠 just wanted to share with u
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...I am excited for Road to Kingdom 2.
I know there was a lot of drama and possibly mistreatment the first time around, but that is true of everything in this industry :(
Kingdom: Legendary War is how I fell in love with Ateez and how I discovered The Boyz. I'll Be Your Man is so iconic for Stay, Kingderland is so important to Atiny, and Red Wedding as a Deobi omg. Without Kingdom we wouldn't have some absolutely iconic covers, mashups, or just astonishingly produced versions of the songs we love. And Kingdom is also how we got The Real and Wolfgang and Kingdom Come. It gave us some of the only real and true cross-company/cross-group interactions and group stages we get.
I understand where people are coming from with saying they don't want their faves to go on it, because the stress of being in the fandoms when it was going on was incredible (especially because it coincided with both Mingi and Hyunjin hiatuses) but I am very excited to see what gets produced this time around.
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heyo brain, shut up??
self care is so damn difficult when you… don’t… care… about your own self
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It’s intercession but I’m taking two winter classes and trying to find another job now that I dont live on campus anymore and I feel like there’s sm to do and no time at all 😭
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i wanna get a buzzcut sooo bad but i'm so scared because i've always had a reputation for being a girly-girl and i care wayyy too much about other people's opinions
#pffffft its so annoying#one of my friends pointed out that she was shocked i cared because im so anti-giving a fuck#but i am a hypocrate#but i've also been into punk/rock music since i was 8 and wanted to be goth since a similar time#and now im just basic af#this is my diary now#i also dont like the idea of dressing to look like something else other than what i am#i dont want to be performative#why are my decision making skills so bad T.T
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Day 26- Lanayru Mountain
Perhaps dragon song sounds familiar. No matter; it’s time to get to business.
On that note, magnesis is reacquired! Purah’s still working on the other glyphs.
(“We’ll find a cure by the end of this year, I promise.”
“I hope we do, Mimi. I really, really hope we do.”)
((This is a totk au called familiar familiar! Zelda doesn’t go back in time, history is forever changed, and link is beset by ghost memories from his magic arm as per usual.))
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#critdraws#lonks diary#familiar familiar au#art#linktober 2025#botw#loz#zelda#link#totk#totk link#totk zelda#totk naydra#naydra#botw naydra#artists on tumblr#tears of the kingdom#the legend of zelda#rauru#mineru#totk mineru#totk rauru#breath of the wild#hesitant to have the dragon song trigger memories but my silly goose writing meant the geoglyphs dont exist#so now im making NEW memories. and mineru needs more screen time#dontchu hate it when the flesh blending plague starts infecting plants and you and ypur brother fight against the clock bioengineering a#cure that barely works? man feels bad#((for everybody who ever played hollow knight yes my malice infectionn is EXACTLY like the radiance))#((back on my combining favorite hyperfixations bs))
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May 1st,
gonna go look for a boy to kiss
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his therapist woulda had a field day at their next appointment
#my art#doodle#fanart#resident evil 8#ethan winters#i think its so funny that he has a journal in re8. not only does he have a journal but he illustrates it. i dont know if capcom intended to#imply that ethan stops every now and then to jot down the horrors and the hour that the horrors occur my guess is prolly not#but now its there and it makes me laugh. i shouldnt laugh at his mental health journey but i am anyways#shoutout to people who journal i wish i was you but instead i draw a guy feelin my emotions for me#but im so happy the sun goess away at 5pm. truly immaculate. i miss snow. but we stay chillin#i made more dear diary doodles but these were my favs n they went well together#i changed the entry in the 2nd one though cause i thought it was funnier to me this way#i cut my hair too short again im not even sad about it anymore like whatever man#at least its out of my way. and my shower was SO fast i got to stand there 5ever and it was still only like 15 minutes#fantastic. there are so many joys in life. theres twice as many horrors but the joys are definitely there and they are definitely joyful#anyways thats the post stay warm n cozy out there gang
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Something interesting is happening
This is my idea btw if anyone wants to see what’s making me shake and cry and scream and dry heave and hide from my own reflection in the mirror
#by interesting i mean completely cursed like actually cursed#i wrote a tiny bit#but probably just need to like stop planning and creating these board things and just write 😭😭#anyway whatever idk#this is my diary now
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My friend just said I "radiate welcomeness" nobody touch me
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dream wip
#wip#artists on tumblr#flotsam diaries#arrhghhgg happy I got the textures I was aiming for#I was gonna go sleep but eve's song kororon really got me :'D#cough you can see the full image on uh instagram story if you don't wanna wait haha#technically this one's not a wip but wanna draw some others/make it a set#might tweak the octo though#anyways nOW I will sleep#muffled laugh#edit: oh!! thank for you radar tumblr staff :0#but also radar putting my post tag ramblings on bLAST LMAO
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lifting gale became the norm
#i finished this run now ifeel empty#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#my art#bg3 tav#bg3 gale#gale dekarios#bg3 diary
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to everyone asking when i’m gonna post art again… hey guys i recently acquired six incredibly large clown paintings so i’m sort of booked at the moment
#no one is asking actually i just want to talk about my recent clown acquisition#6! for $20!!! and they’re really good!#my cat loves them my roommate is bringing in his witch boyfriend to cleanse them#he has told me it’s him or the paintings#and i’m telling him it’s always gonna be the paintings#anyway this account is now my public diary#no art anymore just me posting these things#welcome to my twisted mind#not art#delete later
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