#this is my apology for not posting my angel fanart like a said i would

[ferretonfire]

hiii ^_^ no one asked for this but heres my human angel design :3

[unnoticed-poison]

𝚈𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎! 𝙳𝚊𝚛𝚔! 𝙷𝚊𝚣𝚋𝚒𝚗 𝙷𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚕 𝚅𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚇 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 °【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟒 】𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖙 𝟏°

【 𝕿𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖑𝖊𝖗 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕 】

【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟏 】

【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟐 】

【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟑 】

【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟒 】 𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖙 1

【 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝟒 】 𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖙 2

Let me just start by saying that I do not apologize for what's gonna happen in this chapter ☺️

Well not really a chapter since it's just the scene that I left out from the last chapter, tests are starting soon so I couldn't add more.

˖๑‧˚꒷꒦₊꒷꒦︶︶₊꒷꒦˚‧๑˖𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 ˖๑‧˚꒷꒦︶︶₊꒷꒦₊꒷꒦˚‧๑˖

"-And that's how the whole overpopulation issue would be fixed! And your people won't need to do the extermination anymore!" Charles said, pointing to the final paper, which had various angels and demons holding hands with happy smiles.

......

"Is this a joke?"

Charles blinked, taken aback by the response. "What?"

"I said, is this a joke?" You asked again, looking at him like he was a lunatic. "Are you serious?"

He stammered, unsure of what to say.

"I'm completely serious!"

.....

You couldn't believe what you just heard.

"Everyone? Just mere mistakes?" You narrowed your eyes at his words. "You're saying that 𝘢𝘭𝘭 sinners deserve a second chance?"

He nodded. "Yes!"

Oh my god.

Frustrated, you pinched the bridge of your nose, your patience running thin the more you heard this idiot talk about this nonsense. "Ok, let's see if I can get this through your thick head."

Not that you were sure it would make any difference with this guy.

"Huh..?"

"Let's say that your idea can in fact work and you redeem a soul, let's also consider that this particular soul was a rapist, a cannibal or a serial killer for example, What would we say to their victims when they see them up there in heaven with them with the crimes they committed? 'Oh they got redeemed so it's all good now! It'll be best for you to forgive and forget!'. " You sneered, like that would ever happen. " yeah right, fuck off."

"I- no! I mean-"

He had nothing to say to that.

"Look, I appreciate you trying to help your people but let's be honest, if humans can do whatever they want then just get redeemed here to end up in heaven it wouldn't be fair to the souls who have been good in life, now would it?"

Well...

With a shake of your head, you walked past him.

This was a waste of time.

"You can try again next meeting but let me tell you now, your idea is never going to be accepted or work for that matter, now if you'll excuse me."

....

No...

He glanced up back and forth at the drone then at you, panic settling in.

No..NO!!

If he let you go now who knows when he'll have another chance at this!

"WAIT!!" He yelled out, his hands outstretched as he rushed ahead to stop you.

But of course, due to his luck, he tripped over his own feet.

Shit!

As he desperately tried to steady himself, he grabbed onto your dress, his eyes widened as the fabric started to rip rapidly.

Fuck!

You cried out in surprise as he collided with you, the impact was sudden and startling, causing you to stumble forward, your body making a loud thumb as it meet the ground, the man following suit, his face landing directly on top of your ass.

.........

Everything went silent.

"Well, that was unexpected."

Was the only thing Vox was able to say.

Oh, this was 𝘧𝘶𝘯.

˖๑‧˚꒷꒦₊꒷꒦︶︶₊꒷꒦˚‧๑˖𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 ˖๑‧˚꒷꒦︶︶₊꒷꒦₊꒷꒦˚‧๑˖

Someone fucked up BIG time

The lucky mf got to feel the cake on their first meeting.

Btwwww~!

One of my friends made this Fanart of my mc for this!! And even drew her as mermaid!! THANK YOU SO MUCH BESTIE!! I LOVE YOUUU😭😭💖💖💖

This fic is posted on AO3, Wattpad and Quotev

Anyhow hope you enjoyed the chapter, have a nice day! ❣️

[kaledya]

Hello again !

Oh okay I understand!

Thank you for the explanation! Things make sense in that type it follow more the show seasons development. I forgot that in your SS AU Luci and Charlie are in a bad place. It will help (Not me panicking because Constantine come sooner and I always plan a VERY slow burn romance between him and Lolicia. Ahhh. So excited. Anyway) The more important is that Lucifer and Serenity coming later. Heaven arc last. I get it !

I will take care of your advices 🌸 So greatest showman mini arc incoming let's go!

Ps : glad you like my drawings!🌸 Thank you even if its not the best. Promise I will try to not butcher Constantine and Serenity fanarts ahah

Have a nice day! -marquisev

Hİ!

And I'm really glad to know that I could explain it properly! I hope I could help!

And yes, they are on bad terms right now, generally because Lucifer can't put his pride aside and admitted his mistake, or because he thinks knew what was best for Charlie and saying her plan is Unreasonable and far from reality .He doesn't even let Charlie explain herself and is upset about the fight they had the last time they met. Charlie thinks,

"He won't listen to me anyway, why am I trying any harder?"

Lucifer, on the other hand, cannot go to his daughter and admit that she is wrong, again because of his pride.

(This idea is seriously a wip, I didn't think of that arc in detail ) but when Lucifer comes to the hotel, Alastor criticizes him as a father.(Because by this time, Alastor has been spending a lot of time with Charlie, and they even fight back to back at one point. He can understand Charlie's relationship with Lucifer from her behavior.)

Extra: (Their current reaction is not the same as in this post, I drew this post before I started writing my AU, Alastor does not try to make fun of Constantine in any way (he knows what will happen if he does, he logically does not want to push his luck).)

And after this encounter and some events in between And after a long and touching conversation between Lucifer and Charlie, Their relationship is getting better. In my mind, this scene reminds me of the scene between Joel and Ellie in Last of Us 2.

But they still love each other sincerely. Lucifer was in a bad mood due to Lilith's disappearance and this widened the gap between them.But if they sit down and talk, they won't have much of a problem with time.

OH MY GOD REALLY?? I'm seriously already excited about how you're going to write their interactions! And I have full confidence that you will write a great slow burn romance. I can't wait to see their dynamics.

And yes, Constantine arrives at a time similar to when Lucifer arrives in the series.

Yes!, but it's not too early, I don't have an exact timeline, but seriously important events are happening at the hotel, maybe Angel is getting rid of Val.After the people in the hotel really start to trust each other and show their character development.

The reason I think this is because Charlie invited her brother over to show him her progress.For this, there was a need for arcs in which the team would experience character development.

Yes, Serenity comes to the hotel after the hotel's case with the Vees and after a while, at the right time, she reveals her identity to Alastor .Lucifer arrives shortly after this event.After this there is a heaven arc and the planning is this after this event it's completely blank page, I really don't know what will happen next.

And as I said before, you don't have to follow what I wrote, be free. This is your story.

And believe me, I love your drawing style, I think you draw very well.

And I'm really excited for the next arc!

By the way, I read the latest episodes. It was very nice to read Husk and Lolicia's interactions and I find Charlie's activity very creative!

And Lolicia's new outfit has a really interesting and creative design I love it! And reading that you were inspired by Baldurs Gate 3 really surprised me and brought back memories.I take that outfit in House of Hope too and after wearing it, Gale's comment made me laugh a lot😂

[missingn000]

I instantly popped onto discord the second I saw the words “missingn000” and “seraphim ace” pop up in my notifications. 1. It completely slipped my mind that you liked one piece! 2. Seraphim ace is something Ive desperately needed ever since seeing a particular piece of fanart and 3. The combo of YOUR writing + seraphim ace + a long fic makes me FROTH at the mouth, the second you post anything related to it I’m going all in

Also your seraphim ace concept? S-Flame (ugh love it)? S-flame having the same relationship with og ace that og ace had with Roger? Thinking about how og ace would feel if he knew that he was to someone else who Roger was to him? Losing my mind

I love kid ace so much, that’s my son and I really wonder how s-flame will turn out without a kid luffy and kid sabo to grow up with him. Also the heat-heat ability? LOVE IT, it shows even more that hes both extremely similar to ace yet completely different, like being seen as the younger sibling that’s just a worse/discount version of their older sibling. Living in their shadow forever and wanting both to BE them while also wanting to be recognized as your own person.

I wonder if the people who knew ace will meet s-flame and how that’ll go down. I can see Marco being mature about it and understanding that it’s a separate person but I bet that luffy will go through a crisis, knowing logically that it’s a different person but not FEELING like it’s a different person. If sabo meets him, that’ll be a COMPLETELY different reaction than both of them!! Sabo meets s-flame and KNOWS that that’s not ace but….. how? THATS HIM. Sabo doesn’t remember adult ace because he never met adult ace, but he has a clear image of kid ace in his head. It’s like being given the opportunity to see your brother again except that is just a kid that LOOKS like your brother and ACTS exactly like him and is BASED off him, but nooooo that’s not him.

Anyway sorry, I saw the notif and had to word vomit this out :)

NO NEED TO APOLOGIZE!! this message has me beaming,so you're all good (not to mention getting this from someone with an ace pfp has me like HELL YEAH, WE'RE REACHING THE TARGET AUDIENCE)

i'm so happy you like my seraphim ace concept!! he's something i've been cookin' for a while and have put a lot of thought into, and i hope it shows. i thought the idea of the heat-heat fruit was cool too (in my mind, vegapunk bribed big mom for oven's blood with a fuckton of candy) especially since it's both better and worse than ace's original fruit at the same time.

i love kid ace too ;_; he's so precious, i need to hug him and tell him how loved he is. the idea that s-flame & ace mirror ace & roger grabbed me in such a chokehold the moment it occurred to me, i just knew i had to inflict it on the world too

as you said, luffy and sabo are both gonna struggle immensely with s-flame's existence, especially without context. without prior knowledge as to what they are, the seraphim really look like angels, so that first reaction of "oh my god i'm looking at my dead brother's angel" hits them both like a truck. and you know what they say about first impressions: very hard to shake, even if they logically know s-flame isn't ace.

this reply got long, so more below cut:

you're so right to catch that sabo never knew adult ace, and only knew kid ace! he's kinda caught between a rock and a hard place here, because:

this is the only ace he's ever known and s-flame acts pretty much exactly like him

he knows better than ANYONE how much young, angry ace hated being compared to roger, so he'll know better than anyone how much s-flame would hate being compared to ace

and yet...how can he avoid it. same with luffy, since ace literally died in his arms. meanwhile, it's ingrained in s-flame's soul to love these two, and even though he doesn't want to be ace, he suddenly finds himself wanting to if only so luffy and sabo will love him. oughhhh ;__;

to answer your question: a ton of people who knew ace will meet s-flame in this story!! marco is there ofc, he's a major character, and you're right that he's more mature about it than most. s-flame's got a lotta people to learn from who once knew ace: yamato, tama, garp, shanks, makino, dadan, and more, plus new people who will have a strong reaction to his existence, like rayleigh and king. this really is quite the journey for everyone involved, and i'm so beyond thrilled you're gonna hop in for the ride :D thanks so much for your message!!!

[foxlady3]

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#i'm re-reading it and i just love seeing all the little clues that phoebe and maisie are going to get together

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

The final chapter of my fix-it fic, chapter 9: Penguina ex Machina. 

At last, Oswald can finally begin paying Jim back. As much as Jim’s pride will allow, that is. 

8 notes - Posted April 22, 2022

#4

Chapter 25: Inferno is now posted to AO3! 

10 notes - Posted January 30, 2022

#3

Three Fics Tag

I was tagged by @feraltuxedo. Thanks for the tag! :)  I’m supposed to talk about my most popular fic and then list two ‘hidden gems.’

My most popular fic is still a WIP for the Megamind fandom, based on sheer number of hits, is Metro City Zombie War. (Link:  https://archiveofourown.org/works/6686695)

An AU about Megamind fighting a zombie invasion and trying to take care of a Lair full of hapless citizens. This is by far my longest fic, and little did I know that it would grow to such a size or end up encompassing such an enormous range of characters. It compelled me to do research on the infrastructure of the myriad details of running a city, and how catastrophic it is when basic services are inoperable. And then there’s the zombies. I don’t even like zombie stories usually, lol, and yet here we are. I think the way in which people are thrown together and support each other in dire circumstances is the most interesting thing about these sorts of survival situations so that’s most often my focus.

Here’s two hidden gems, one each from my other fandoms, a couple of fics of which I am particularly fond.

Holiday Cheer is from Gotham, featuring my OTP Oswald Cobblepot and Jim Gordon. (Link:  https://archiveofourown.org/works/17408561)

Everyone in Gotham drinks absolutely insane amounts of alcohol, and when Jim inadvertantly snubs Oswald at a Christmas party and Oswald nearly leaves in a huff, Harvey plays wingman, persuading him to stick around a little longer by challenging him to a drinking game. Jim isn’t too thrilled, however, to see the (potential) object of his affection boozing it up with Harvey. Because how can Jim tell Oswald how he really feels if he’s plastered?

My second hidden gem is Rude Awakening for Good Omens. (Link:  https://archiveofourown.org/works/35745175)

I love how fussy and needy Aziraphale can be when there’s something he wants and this fic tickles me every time I read it. The premise is that after their first night of intimacy, Aziraphale gets terribly restless in Crowley’s spartan, bookless apartment waiting for Crowley to wake up and pay some attention to him, and tries to keep busy by finding little chores.

I tag @elf-kid2, @nientedal, @izabella95, @hasturswig, @nikkiscarlet, @janara7, just if you want to play :)

13 notes - Posted August 31, 2022

#2

Now that Doomsday has been averted, Crowley realizes that he needs to apologize for the things he said and did to Azirapahale.

Mostly smut and fluff, with a sprinkle of angst as a treat.

22 notes - Posted February 6, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Here's an idea: Crowley is the landlord. It’s an evil-coded job of which Hell would approve, and he can maintain the properties for his angel, secretly keep out the cut-throat businesses that Aziraphale doesn’t like, encourage the patisseries and lovely little family-owned places that the angel patronizes, etc. All while staying in Hell’s good graces.

Inspired by one of @topcrowley‘s comments once about how Aziraphale has never bought a thing in his life because Crowley is always buying stuff for him.

69 notes - Posted March 13, 2022

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[denjighosties]

okay, so, before I start this short-fic I'd like to say that this is loosely based on this fanart right here (especially the third one) BTW if you see this post, check their art!! it's really wholesome

Only you understand me

cw: language, possessiveness, jealousy, ooc (?), au

When Eren was a kid, he used to think he wasn't a good person. He wasn't sure if it was because of his dad, who was obsessed with dark arts or if it was because of his Gryffindor older brother. Who was a failure he should not grow into.

And, just to be clear, he didn't. Actually, he was almost perfect to his parents eyes (Carla, being a pureblood Hufflepuff, was very proud, even though she couldn't say the same about Zeke, her adoptive son).

He was perfect, except for his gryffindor muggleborn best friend, Armin Arlert. Eren was a terrible kid, always using magic to annoy Zeke and his friends (Pieck mostly, because he was aware of the fact that Zeke had a little crush on her) and running around to bicker with Mikasa, a Hufflepuff like his mother, but still a filthy half-blood. His Armin, on the other hand, was a menace to society. Everyone would say he was an angel, pure-hearted kid who shouldn't be licking Eren's boots. The Yeager was the only person aware of the fact that, if anyone was evil, it was Armin. Not because he bickered or throwed tantrums. But because he was what the brunette would call “the silent type”. He walked around, helping everybody, with his sick gryffindor smile, while torturing Eren.

When Eren was on his last year in hogwarts, it started to be worst. He couldn't be around Mikasa anymore, because, Armin would get really possessive. Jean was even worst, because he was a boy and, in such case, Armin and Jean were much more similar. He was a bigger threat. They were having a fight about it, actually. Like they have been doing for the past fucking two years.

“Armin, you know me and Jean would never have anything”, Eren repeated, feeling tired.

It didn't matter how much Eren hated the fighting, screaming and crying, he was not able to flee from his situation. He was incapable of letting Armin go, of killing his feelings.

“There's no way you're being honest, Eren. Why would you talk to him, then?” Armin said softly, that little whining that always made Eren apologize. Even when he wasn't wrong at all.

“It's not my fault we were paired up in Hange's class. I promise it wasn't anything important. ” then, the blonde's hand was on his shoulder, and Eren knew this fight was lost.

“But you were laughing. And you only laugh with me, right? Am I not your favorite anymore? Are you going to choose another muggle to play with?” there it was. When Armin started with petty reasons, like there was anything in the world more intoxicating than him. Like there was anyone else who could take his place.

“You know that what we are doing together is not 'playing', Armin. I'm yours, I promise.” and then, the little kiss on his neck. Eren was sure this was just Armin's way of marking him. To warn Eren to never be with anyone else. Because they belonged together.

“Good. Only I understand you, Eren” he whispered, fixing the slytherin's clothes. “I'm the only person who would love someone sick like you. Someone broken the way you are. No one else would understand your dreams and your pain”

“I know, love.”

“Good. You're never getting rid of me, Eren. I'll fight so it never happens, alright? For us. And our promise.”

[gildedmuse]

Anonymous asked:

do you like any of the one piece manga colorspreads? if yes, which ones?

(Apparently you cannot answer questions more than once which seems like a flaw. People can always change their mind.

Let's see, where did I leave off? Oh that's right. the Strawhats are a acid punk rock band now . So the obvious next step is...

Devil Fruit's Angels

That's right, in this universe the Strawhats aren't marauders of the sea. They're marauders of the open road.

Look at this badass biker gang. And I'm not abbreviating for motorcycles. Luffy heard there were such a thing as a biker gang and took it very literally. Best of all, he got eight people to go along with this.

Eventually, he accidentally tore the bottom wheel rim from his bike, the Going Merry, but then they met Franky and since he was unaware of Luffy's stupidity innocence at this time, he built him an actual damn motorcycle. Zoro painted the sidecar to look like a shark (okay technically Usopp did the painting and Zoro bitched about it but he loves it if anyone scratches that paint job they immediately find themselves with their blades in their face). He just lays there, sleeping, sometimes doing weights while letting Luffy drive a fucking motorcycle.

Love that Nami weighed up her choices and her and Robin decide to ride with Usopp. Let's face it, he is easily the most responsible rider. Well, that's why Nami choose him. Chopper has two designated seats: Usopp's basket and Zoro's lap. So of course Robin has to sit where she can see Chopper.

Also, LOOK HOW FUCKING CUTE CHOPPER IS IN A BASKET.

Brook seems to be riding a penny farthing which is pretty amazing. He probably just had one in his garage from his youth. Sanji has wisely decided to ride backwards bitchseat so that smoke doesn't fly back in his own face. I am unable to see what Franky is driving. I assume his bottom half turns into a motorcycle. I mean why not?

The Strawhat Gang does pretty much the exact same shit they do as Pirates. I mean, Luffy even falls into water just as often. How? It's Luffy that's how.

Law's little group of anarchist ride around in a yellow Volkswagen Beetle. Fight me.

Winter Wonder Island

IS THAT PENGUIN WEARING ZORO'S HARAMAKI? HOW DID HE GET IT? DIES ZORO KNOW? DID HE GIVE OT TO HIM? DID ZORO THINK THE PENGUIN'S BELLY MIGHT BE COLD?

I love Nami and Chopper playing, though Chopper looks less pleased. Plus the polar bear and Luffy are just the same person/bear. And nothing can convince me Robin isn't currently getting a back massage by a walrus. That is how my bitch roles.

The Straw Helmets

And we're back to the AUs.

Total honesty time: I picked this less put of love (though I enjoy most the AU ones) and more to annoy a friend.. See, I know many a Norwegian. They are a super nice country, you guys.

Who get super pissed at popular depictions of Vikings. Which are wrong.

And yet this particular reimagining is so wrong it's like gone full circle. I mean it's still nowhere near accurate but damn is it awesome. Are they riding walruses? Oda knows the Vikings had horses, right? And reindeer?

And yet he's gone with the well known domestic walrus. Huh. It's a choice.

Honestly, Franky and Usopp's costumes look more gladiator than Viking (also, I know you are a pervert Franky, but you literally gonna die of hypothermia.) Chopper is apparently one of those famous Japaness Vikings based on his costume design while Luffy is wearing something I can 100% imagine Doflamingo owned at some point. And Zoro....

Well, there is a reason I have a tag called Zoro's sense of direction and/or fashion. Look at that thing. That is a mess. I love it.

Get Wet

Nami, babe, me, Brook, Sanji, and apparently Robin a appreciate how sexy you're being right now.

But all I see is Zoro's damn fine back with water forming little riblets around his muscles. Also, love the boy's smile as he watches Luffy. He totally knows what's about to go down and thinks it's fucking hilarious.

They Call It The Grand Line

Every member of the coward trio (plus guest member Brook) is freaking the fuck out and I love it. Chopper and Nami are cling to one another, Brook's soul has left his body, and I'm pretty certain Usopp has half climbed into the seat in front of him to grab Zoro. Which I cannot blame him for.

Meanwhile, Robin is watching this whole spectacle with mild amusement, Sanji is straight up grilling... While on the back of a rollar coaster, Franky is chowing down on some of that food and Zoro... Zoro is getting drunk. On a rollar coaster.

The only one who seems to be having any fun is Luffy, sitting, of course, on his special seat. Look at that kid, he's having a blast. Well now we know how all the other Strawhats ended up here.

A Game Of Chicken

There's a lot I could say about this picture, but all I'm going to say is this: Zoro is clearly riding a weird ass chocobo.

What else can beat that?

Pirate Olympics: Where Everyone Is Winner Wanted Man

Oh, look, it's another AU one!

Look, over all, everyone has a sport that is either well suited to them (except maybe Brook. I mean soccer? Really? Not, like short distance sprinting since he's the fastest strawhat or fencing? If it were winter he could participate in the skeleton - yohohoho!).

Let's just amire Zoro playing baseball THREE BAT STYLE. LIke a goddamn boss.

You Know What's Awesome? Drugs.

It doesn't even matter what's going on in this one, it's goddamn beautiful.

Just Another Sunny Day

[You know when I said I haven't read the manga yet? Well, also terrible with visual images - the world should be in words in my opinion. So this, it turns out, is not a colorspread but fanart by the very talented Frayten who I deeply apologize to for not crediting earlier. I'm keeping it though, because it's amazing art, it's been reblogged and at least now it's properly credit on the main post. Many thanks to @blueriza to for being a better fan than I am.]

I really enjoy this little switch up. I want to believe it isn't just Law fucking with them but they've all inhaled some kind of mind switching pollen of something. So one day Law just came out to find Robin making breakfast and heart eyes at all the men, Sanji eating nothing but meet and bouncing around like he was made of rubber, Franky trying to play the violin, Chopper taling wild stories about when he was captain, Usopp training for a couple hours before passing out, Brook worrying over everyone's health, Nami striking posed while talking about how SUPER it all is, and Luffy, for once in his life, perfectly calm as he sits there reading.

That would be hilarious but, yeah, obviously it was Law. Look at how Nami Zoro is threatening him. She know exactly who pulled this shit. And look at Law's smug little smirk.

Hey, you suppose Law flirted with Nami Zoro? I know it's Nami but she's still got Zoro's abs and ass. Just throwing that out there.

[alastorsradio]

All Dogs Go To... Hell?

Ahaha.. I said I was posting this several days ago but I got really busy, I apologize! Thank you to everyone who gave me suggestions on my post, I decided to just post it on here as well!

I legit thought of this idea while half-asleep and thinking about a fanart I saw a while back, so I apologize if it lowkey sucks.

This is my first Hazbin fic so go easy on me pls, I hope y’all enjoy. Thank you to my friend Hosh for helping me with details <3

                                                                                                            The hotel was quiet, it was getting quite late at night. The fire crackled lightly at the fireplace, the only noise to be heard. Other than the occasional clinking noise of whatever Husk was drinking at the bar. You were seated in between Alastor’s legs as he lay across the couch reading. You, however, decided on a more modern approach as you scrolled through your phone. Everything was calm, as you snuggled closer to Alastor you almost were lulled to sleep. Almost.

Suddenly, the hotel door burst open garnering both yours and Alastor’s attention. Husk was already passed out at the bar. Charlie ran excitedly in, looking around and noticing you two. She was hiding something behind her back.

“Guys!! I found this little guy running around outside the hotel!” She revealed she was carrying a small furry black dog with white spots along its’ back. If you had to guess, you’d say it was a Pomeranian. Immediately Alastor tensed behind you. You glanced at it, unimpressed.

“Uh, a dog?” You stare, a slight frown on your face.

“Yeah! I was just out trying to get new recruits for the hotel and as I was on my way back I found him. Well, not actually outside the hotel. A few blocks from here, but he looked hungry!” Charlie seemed far too excited about her new puppy friend, her smile practically going from ear to ear. She was beginning to give Alastor a run for his money. Meanwhile, he hadn’t taken his eyes off of the puppy since she had shown it. His grin was forced, you could tell.

You sighed. “Charlie, you stole a dog?”

“What? No, uh, it was lost,” she paused, looking slightly guilty, “I think. Okay, maybe it had a home, but I felt bad! How about this, we put up missing posters around and if the owner comes and claims it we give it back. If not, we have a new pet!”

“Okay, I guess.” You went back to looking at your phone. Charlie set the puppy down, watching it excitedly as it sniffed different things around the room. It seemed about as excited as she was, happily panting with its’ tongue out as it explored.

“Dear, don’t you think we have enough things to take care of?” Alastor spoke up, watching the dog like a hawk. “I mean we already have Angel’s pet pig, and Angel is practically a pet himself, albeit not a good one.” You snickered slightly at that.

“I’ve always wanted a pet though, it’ll be easy. I’ll do all the work, I promise.” Charlie glanced around the room. “Hey, um, can you guys watch him for a minute? I’m gonna go get him some food. After this, I’ll do all the work.”

What happened to trying to find the owner?

You looked up at her again about to deny her. But you just couldn’t. You knew she probably never could have a pet as a child, and she seemed so excited even if it wasn’t hers. You huffed a little before agreeing that yes, you’d watch her new dog while she rummaged around in the kitchen for whatever she could feed a dog.

The dog, however, was still exploring the lobby. You watched it to make sure it didn’t leave that area, but Alastor was doing his own pretty good job of that. As it came closer to you, you couldn’t help but notice as he pushed himself closer into the couch cushions. Your eyebrow raising slightly in confusion. You knew he didn’t like dogs, and that was fine. You didn’t either. Even when you were alive, you were a cat person through and through. Dogs were too loud and energetic. But, your poor menacing overlord of boyfriend seemed legitimately scared of this tiny thing.

You wanted to mention it, but you knew he would never admit it. Plus, everyone had their fears, you weren’t going to judge. As the dog stood at the bottom of the couch, you untangled yourself from Alastor and stood up. If he was scared of this thing, you might as well stand between him and the terrifying beast. It sat down, staring up at you as it panted lightly. As you got a better look at it, you noticed a blue collar sticking out under its’ fur. It was quite fluffy, so it was hard to see far away. You bent down to better look at the blue object, noticing a silver tag at the end of it. Taking hold of it, you read the name inscribed into it.

Lucy

So the dog had a collar and a name. Charlie straight up stole someone's dog. You laughed slightly to yourself, shaking your head. She had good intentions, but this definitely was some other demons pet. You glanced over to Alastor who had still not moved an inch.

“Al, I promise I won’t let it get you.” The slightly amused smile on your face caused him to narrow his eyes at you. You’d probably pay for that comment later. “Look isn’t she cute?” You pet the dog's fur, it happily turning to lick at your cheek.

Alastor all but growled at that. His smile becoming darker as static filled the room. You didn’t know if he was legit jealous of a dog, or just angry that you were teasing him.

“Don’t you want to pet her?” You offered, continuing to stroke the dogs fur much to her delight.

“No. I do not.” His voice was strained as he grit his teeth together. Out of fear or anger, you didn’t know. Maybe both. His ears were firmly flat against his head. You started to feel bad.

You decided that was enough teasing. “Okay, okay. You know I don’t like them either. Hold on.”

You stood from your spot, walking over to the door. You called for the dog, using her newfound name and she immediately came to you. At least she was trained. As you started to open the door to let her back on the streets where she couldn’t terrorize your boyfriend any further, you jumped at the surprise of another demon at the door.

The very irritated demon glared at you. Before looking down and spotting his dog standing behind you, happily wagging her tail with her tongue out. “Yeah, can I have my dog back?”

It was more of a demand than a question. You moved out of the way so the dog could go back to her rightful owner. “Uh, sorry about that.”

“Whatever.” The demon picked up Lucy and rolled his eyes at you. “I don’t care if she’s the princess or whatever, if she tries to steal my pet again it’s personal.”

The growl in his voice at the end of his sentence let you know he was serious. Before you could speak, he took his leave. You shrugged before making your way back into the hotel and shutting the door behind you.

“The evil is defeated.” You smirked and you could tell that Alastor had relaxed. You made your way back over to the couch and returned to your space in between his legs. One of his arms made its way to snake around your stomach, holding you tighter than he really needed to.

Charlie made her way excitedly back in the room, carrying a couple beef sticks that Angel had bought a while back. “Okay!”, she paused to breathe, looking down at the snacks, “I found something. I don’t know what kind of snacks dogs like, but it’s beef so he should like it right?”

You actually kind of felt bad. Alastor released his grip enough so you could sit up properly and look at her.

“Um, about that-“ You started, but Charlie began to look around the room in confusion.

“Where’d he go? Didn’t you watch him?” She frowned, worry laced in her voice.

“No, we did but, he’s actually a she. And her name is Lucy. Her owner kind of showed up and demanded we give her back. I’m sorry.” You admitted.

Hey, at least you didn’t have to feel guilty that you just threw the dog outside like you had planned to.

“Oh.” Charlie looked down at the floor sorrowfully. You really hoped she wasn’t going to cry. It wasn’t directly your fault, but you felt bad.

“Smile, dear! The sooner we got rid of that mutt the better! She didn’t seem to be well behaved at all, and I’m sure we can find you a much better pet.” Alastor grinned at her. She looked up and faintly smiled back.

“One that isn’t a canine. How do you feel about a cat?” You playfully rolled your eyes as he basically forbid dogs on the premises. A cat sounded good though.

Charlie half-smiled at him. “Thanks, but I think you were right before. Plus, we already have a cat.”

“That we do! Husk, my dear friend.” Alastor completed, and Charlie nodded.

At the sound of his name, Husk awoke from his drunken slumber, immediately grumbling. He slowly turned to look towards all three of you. “The fuck you want?”

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Happy Mariah Carey Songs/Sad Mariah Carey Songs (To Me)

I don’t know if you know this by now, but I’m a Mariah Carey fan.

 I’ve been a fan of her music since March when I heard her song “Love Takes Time” on the 90′s radio. I liked that song, but it wasn’t until I saw a video on YouTube where it showed the vocal evolution of Mariah Carey, and I was like, “Yep. I’m a lamb now.

So this was inspired by a video I saw on YouTube (again) where it showed which Mariah Carey song is happy and which one is sad. I was like, “I wanna do something like that.”

So I listened to a bunch of Mariah Carey songs to figure out which one is happy and sad. And I will give reasons on why those songs make me happy or sad.

Oh, spoilers, a lot of the sad Mariah Carey songs that I picked were very personal to me cause I saw “Green Eggs and Ham” and just the reveal that Sam-I-Am is not only working for Snerz, but also a scam artist just crushed me emotionally (To end on a funny note, I got a “Green Eggs and Ham: ad when I was about to watch another video involving Mariah’s kids. YouTube is trying to tell me something...)

Ok, let’s go.

Mariah Carey

Happy Song: Sent Up from Above, because the music sounds very romantic and sentimental.

Sad Song: I was debating about putting Love Takes Time (I did reference it in one of my GEAH spoilers post), but I have to go with I Don’t Wanna Cry, because it’s about a relationship that’s falling apart, but you don’t wanna cry over it.

Emotions

Happy Song: Emotions. This song just makes me so happy every time I hear it. 

Sad Song: Can’t Let Go really hits me because this reminds me about Sam. I want to let go of him because he’s a criminal, but at the same time, I can’t.

Music Box

Happy Song: Again, like with Emotions, Dream Lover just gives me joy. It sounds so happy.

Sad Song: All I’ve Ever Wanted really makes me depressed every time I hear it because the lyrics really hits home to me.

Daydream

Happy Song: Like Emotions and Dream Lover, this song puts a joy to me face. The music, the vocals. Just everything is happy to me.

Sad Song: Looking In, because the lyrics really reflect on how you actually are feeling inside.

Butterfly

Happy Song: The Roof is a downplayed happy song, because of the downbeat of the music. But the song is a destress song to me.

Sad Song: I said it twice, but I’ll say it again; Breakdown is the song that reminds me so much of Sam and what he actually is. After watching GEAH, I now know what Mariah was talking about what happens when someone that you loved is not who they say are (technically she’s talking about what happens when someone you loved stops loving you, but I can interpret the song to reflect GEAH, OK.)

Rainbow

Happy Song: Although the lyrics come off as mean, X-Girlfriend is like a good song for me to tell myself, “Girl, just move on from Sam, you have other animated boys to fawn over”. (It’s not working, though).

Sad Song: Petals, because of the lyrics and music.

Charmbraclet

Happy Song: Yours has a nice romantic feel that I can’t help but feel content whenever I hear it.

Sad Song: Through the Rain, because even though the song is supposed to be postivie, the song reflects about the struggles that Mariah went through and I cry everytime I hear it, so...

The Emancipation of Mimi

Happy Song: Shake it Off is just another destress song for me, just like shake the stress off of me.

Sad Song: Don’t Forget About Us really reflects on me because it reminds me of Sam again and I just wanna remember the good things about him before the reveal that he’s a criminal.

E=Mc2

Happy Song: I’ll Be Loving You Long Time just puts a smile on my face everytime because of the music and the lyrics about undying love.

Sad Song: Bye Bye, because it’s about loss and the second verse about Mariah’s dad...ouch.

Memoirs of an Imperfect Angel

Happy Song: Candy Bling is an odd choice again, because the lyrics aren’t particularly happy, but the music is very sweet, so I’ll put it as a Bittersweet song. I would want to play this song when the snow falls from the sky. I mean it.

Sad Song: H.A.T.E.U. reminds me of Sam again, because I want to hate him because he had been lying to Guy through the whole 1st season, but at the same time, I can’t hate him. I’m so conflicted over Sam. Help.

Me. I Am Mariah...The Elusive Chanteuse

Happy Song: I’m going with Supernatural, because of the lyrics about how love is so powerful and of the music. And bonus, Mariah’s kids are so cute in this song.

Sad Song: Cry is something because it’s about how you really want the one you loved back that you both cry over it (I’m gonna do another angsty GEAH fanart if Sam apologizes to Guy in season 2. Just wait.)

Caution

Happy Song: Runaway has some empowering lyrics that makes me feel confident and hopeful.

Sad Song: Portrait is another song about hiding how you actually feel on the inside, but the lyric “Heartache never seems to pass, just last” just killed me because I was so heartbroken over Sam that my heartache for him seems to just last.

So that ends my list on what Mariah Carey songs makes me happy or makes me sad. If you want to do this list, you can.

This is CartoonPrincess, and goodbye 2010′s. It’s been nice seeing you.

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Nauthiz Hagalaz

AN: This is a set up chapter to throw us into the world I am trying to create. It will primarily, especially in the beginning will be Rey Pov, but might switch briefly in later chapters.

I want to create a universe where the Midsommar movie happened, but this is not the movie Midsommar retold with Star Wars characters.

Rey had always been the good daughter.

At least she liked to think so.

The oldest had expectations placed upon them that younger siblings didn’t.

So much was the divide between her and her sister Traci that most of the time she felt as if she had was an orphan.

It didn’t help that she was technically an orphan.

It wasn’t her parents’ fault that they had believed they couldn’t have children, and so had done what most people who wanted but was unable to have a family have done.

They adopted the sad, cold little girl in the corner of the Eater European orphanage.

Needless to say, it came as a shock a two years later that her mother showed early signs of being with child.

Rey had been so terrified at first.

She knew what happened to the children who were in houses with the biological children.

They were abandoned, abused, or ignored.

After she tried to run away her parents had sat her down and explained that they loved her no less just because they were expecting another child.

That she would be a sister.

And they still loved her as much as ever.

Her tiny heart had warmed at the assurance she saw radiating from their eyes.

But Rey kept a tiny shred hidden away, her doubts, firsthand knowledge, odds.

If Rey kept that part cold and expectant of the blow, then that was for her to know and to not burden her parents with that.

In the end they had tried.

She knew that.

Especially when they were children.

She knew the age difference wasn’t easy.

They had a six-year-old and an infant.

In the span of two years.

Rey had wanted her hair brushed by her mother?

Traci needed changed and fed.

Rey would come home with an A?

Traci had to go to the park with their mother and father, no Rey or she would scream.

Rey would do chores without being prompted?

Traci needed their mother for some boy problem, all night and most of the next day.

Because it was the end of the world, surely.

No matter how much their parents doted on the needy younger child, it was never enough.

They all had eventually settled into a routine of them all slowly rotating around the orbit of Traci.

Rey didn’t blame Traci.

No matter how horrible Traci felt about Rey, she couldn’t find it in her to feel bitterness in her heart for the younger girl.

Traci was her sister, and she would always see that sweet baby face staring up at her as she had held her the first time.

Big dark eyes lined with black lashes blinked lazily at her.

Soft rose petal mouth opened in a soft ‘O’ of wonder.

Rey had been smitten and determined to be the best big sister ever.

It had gone well for a few years.

Until it hadn’t.

The dark seeds of jealousy had manifested stealthily in the heart of Traci.

Rey couldn’t have pinpointed the exact date, or even the year, but one day Traci had just started to look at her differently.

Like Rey was her enemy, her rival.

It broke Rey’s heart.

But she refused to let it stop her from loving Traci.

Because all of the things Traci did clearly meant that she needed the love more than Rey did.

Right?

Nobody did the things or acted the way that Traci did unless they needed help.

And if Traci would whisper harshly to her about how she was adopted and unwanted then that wasn’t for her to run tattling to their parents.

Just a sigh and a tight smile was enough to make Traci have a breakdown at the lack of reaction.

One time that would always sit at the forefront of Rey’s mind would be the sweater incident.

She had been complimented on her favorite sweater that day, and by the guy she liked no less.

She had gushed about it to their mother for over an hour.

Only to find in ripped from the seams the next day in the dryer.

Excuses of ‘trying to help’ fell from smirking lips.

False apologies dripped from them like blood.

Those same lips that had smiled at her with so much innocence while they painted together.

None of them said what they knew.

That there was no way a dryer could have destroyed the sweater the way that Traci claimed it had.

And through it all Rey had maintained the role of ‘good’ daughter.

If only for her parents.

A dark part of her heart had wished her parents could see what she saw.

And that they would cast out the darker daughter in favor of Rey, even though she wasn’t of their blood.

And so she lived in the metaphorical shadows with a smile on her face slowly growing more and more brittle as the days passed.

Freedom came in the form of college.

She had hardly let herself believe it was a real option.

Just in case.

She had refused to feel more disappointment, and had learned the hard way to not hope for things.

Each word from the letter of acceptance an angel’s kiss upon her brow.

All her sacrifices had validation in the face of a happiness that Traci couldn’t steal.

No matter the tantrum, the screams, destruction wrought, it was a puff of smoke in the wake of Rey’s unwavering smile.

It was bittersweet the day she left home.

She loved her parents and she knew deep in her heart that they had tried their best with a tough situation.

If a corner of her mind held an opaque pulsing hate for them then that was her problem and she would work through it.

Rey knew better than to sully what would hopefully be the last time she would be seeing them for a while.

She would feel bad later, and that always sucked.

Better to take a deep breath and move forward for her parent’s sake.

Traci never showed up to say goodbye, claiming she wasn’t feeling well.

It was just as well.

And if she felt that so much lighter watching her parents and ‘home’ in the rearview mirror, well, that was her secret.

AN: Please Comment and Like if you enjoyed! I love feedback(constructive please lol). I will respond to each comment as soon as I can and before I post the next chapter.

Also, check out here, my Twitter(@Rogue_Slayer), or DeviantArt(Rogue-Slayer) to check out my art pieces! I draw a lot of fanart from My Hero Academia(Kacchako fan) and Steven Universe among others. I have started working on a few Reylo pieces too, and I do commissions! <3

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Thoughts on Detective Pikachu (SPOILERS VERSION)

So in this post, I will be discussing (in this order) background Pokemon, the Greninjas, that scene from the trailers where the ground is going crazy, Bulbasaur march, Bill Nighy, Mewtwo, a huge plot twist, a spoiler character, and another huge plot twist.

So if you don’t want to go into the movie knowing anything about any of this, which i highly recommend, then DO NOT READ PAST THIS PAGE BREAK.  IF YOU ARE ON A WEB BROWSER THAT DOES NOT DO PAGE BREAKS, SCROLL AS FAST AS YOU CAN UNTIL YOU GET TO WHATEVER THE NET POST ON YOUR DASH IS.

I’d keep all this to myself until the movie’s been out longer, but I have to talk about it now or else I will explode.

Also keep in mind, I haven’t played the actual Detective Pikachu game, so if this stuff was in that game already and I’m talking about it like its so original and its annoying you, then I apologize beforehand.

Background Pokemon: basically, what you see in the trailers and promo spots is what there is.  I mean, there’s photos of others (like Totodile, who’s lookin reeeeally weird) and artistic representations (Geodude and Natu show up on an Ancient Egyptian-styled mural) and such.  But other than that, it’s just the same few critters over and over and over.  It gets ridiculous near the end of the movie, when there’s just, like, twenty Sneasels in one shot.  But you know what, the quality of the individual models more than makes up for the quantity, I suppose.

The Greninjas: these guys in the first trailer were what sold the movie concept for me, and I am so proud of my creepy drugged-up assassin frogs.  They were genuinely disturbing and threatening, and made for great minor antagonists.  Except...they’re barely in it.  Maybe for, like, five minutes.  They’re introduced (via jump scare), they’re released, they kidnap the news girl, they chase the main characters into the forest, they get beat up by Psyduck.  Not counting all their background scene appearances (yes, there’s good frogs in the movie as well, its just the bad frogs were the advertised ones), they’re barely there.  I feel cheated slightly.  Still, my fave starter made quite an impression and were friggin astounding.  Also, one of the best models in the movie.

Crazy Ground: so my prediction was that it would be one giant Torterra doing all that, ever since that one trailer that revealed Torterras model was revealed.  I was wrong.  It is seven giant Torterras in one of the most awe-inspiring visual sequences I have ever experienced in a movie theater.  I’m not exactly a fan of Sinnoh, but oh my gosh you guys are on to something them turtles are astounding.  And it took me a very long time to figure out how Pikachu got knocked out, basically he gets bumped in the chest by a rock and almost dies.  Makes no sense, until you remember Pikachus are weak to Ground.  Anyway, that leads to the Bulbasaurs.

Bulbasaur March: those angels.  Those beautiful puppies.  Those precious little creatures.  Were working for Mewtwo the whole time, which completely took me off guard cuz I was expecting the healer to be a Venusaur.

Bill Nighy and the Huge Plot Twist, Part 1: fitting that his Eevee evolved into a Flareon, which is now pretty much associated with being a False Prophet.  The kindly fellow turned out to be the bad guy, seeing Pokemon as the final evolution of human beings and wanting to heal not only his own frail body but everyone else’s.  Which then starts the third act, which is basically “Bill Nighy’s Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Self-Insert Fanfiction.”  Starring Bill Nighy as Mewtwo.  And you realize this when he transfers his brain to Mewtwo, who then grins.  Like, full-on slasher smile.  And then he talks.  Like, not psychically, he moves his friggin mouth and its the first time i have ever seen Mewtwo lip-synced and its honesty kind of uncanny and disturbing, but also very well animated and Bill Nighy’s power-trip voice acting is so good.  Bill Nighy just did so good as the main antagonist.

Huge Plot Twist, Part 2: but you know what, this might be one of my favorite plot twists ever put to family cinema.  In this current attitude of needing to subvert expectations, most directors miss the part where you need to replace that expectation with something better (not looking at anyone in particular, Rian Johnson, anyway).  The movie sets up the twist as Bill Nighy is the kindly old mentor who needs to stop his arrogant son from ruining everything.  Any normal family movie would just run with that.  But here, they subvert that twist by making the twist be that the kindly old mentor is actually a crazed power-mad furry megalomaniac.  THAT IS HOW YOU SUBVERT EXPECTATIONS.  YOU LOOK AT THE CONTEXT OF YOUR FILM AND YOUR AUDIENCE, AND YOU WRITE SOMETHING THAT THEY EXPECT, AND REPLACE IT WITH A MORE SATISFYING TWIST.

Mewtwo: he’s voiced by two people I had not heard of previously (Kotaro Watanabe, who apparently voiced him in XY according to IMDB?, and Rina Hoshiro).  Their voices are layered on each other, but mostly masculine, but also predominately aetherial, and its like ASMR just listening to him talk.  And the trailers and vectors do not do him justice, he is so friggin handsome in this film.  He is intimidating and mysterious, but patient and kind as well.  And he smiles.  Not Billtwo’s creepy slasher smile, no that’s not what I’m talking about here.  He smiles, so small but so sweetly.  And basically, my confused childhood crush on him is back but its not confusing any longer, I can’t deny it, I-frigin-fuc-I just-no-yes I-FRAG I fell in love with Mewtwo.  Thanks, Rob Letterman.  Also, my mom’s wise words sum him up here as well: “I always knew he was a good boy.”  Anyway, that rumor I heard about them considering making a Mewtwo movie better be true, I need that in my life.  Although he IS the same Mewtwo from the very first Pokemon movie, so I guess the remake that’s coming out is technically his movie?  But still, I want one with his design HERE.

The Spoiler Character: is Miss Norman, the dominatrix Ditto (also maybe Missingno, that’s a theory I read and I like it).  Now, Ditto technically was already spoiled in the TCG, but still.  It’s a creepy little brat, it can turn into any human or Pokemon whether said human or Pokemon is in its line of sight, and its a freak of nature even amongst Dittos.  And the Ditto eyes on humans?  Oh gosh get that away from meeeee.  The biggest downside is that she’s going to kick off a whole slew of fanart that I don’t know if I want to see, and considering I’m stating that after stating my crush on Mewtwo then that’s something.

The Other Big Plot Twist: You all called it.  Detective Pikachu is Tim’s dad.  And Ryan Reynolds just shows up at the end of the movie, he and Tim have rekindled their father/son relationship, but he doesn’t remember what all happened and the Pikachu can no longer speak.  So I have no idea how a Detective Pikachu 2 would even work at this point, but the ending was so sweet that I will just let this go.

AAAAAAND THATS IT FROM ME.  whew.  glad i didn’t explode.

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My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Me wanting to apologize to someone who I wronged knowing full well they do not share the same capacity to forgive that i do

24 notes • Posted 2021-10-10 13:18:44 GMT

#4

⚠️SPOOKY SHIPPERS⚠️

Consider

Skid actually being the one to develop a crush first

Skid being very much NOT oblivious to his feelings

Pump not liking anybody until several years later (demiromantic boy my beloved)

They get together around 12-13 and NOT 7-8 because shy Skid can't spit it out

Consider all the usual SS tropes being thrown out the window and

just

heehoo

25 notes • Posted 2021-09-22 13:46:54 GMT

#3

Ross in a Little Misfortune cosplay... what will he do

33 notes • Posted 2021-05-27 11:59:44 GMT

#2

43 notes • Posted 2021-06-10 14:08:08 GMT

#1

Hatzgang headcanon dump

-Roy is the youngest at 14, Ross is also 14 but older and Robert is 15

-Roy's full name is Leroy, and he goes by Roy to fit in with his boys

-Ross has ADHD and misophonia, so he's super sensitive to anything noisy at all. Rob bought him nice earbuds for whenever he needs to drown out whatever's bugging him.

-Robert has a huge crush on Ross but hides it really well. Roy can tell but he hasn't said anything to Ross.

-Ross and Robert always wear some sort of graphic tee under their clothes for whenever they get too hot, but Roy doesn't have anything on under his sweater.

-Roy loves lemon candy. Starbursts, Lemonheads, Warheads, if it's lemon-flavored he'll eat it.

-Ross kind of has a crush on Lila. Unfortunately he's rivalling his stepbrother Kevin for her.

-Artist Rob Artist Rob ARTIST ROB

-Roy lives with his mother and is neglected by her. He ends up spending the night at Ross' house most of the time, and tends to eat everything in the house when he's over.

-Robert's jacket was a gift from his dad, and he wears it around out of pride. He loves him a lot, and they have a close relationship.

-Roy's sweater has been his only decent shirt for a while. The rest of them are stained with who-knows-what or too small for him, so he's very careful with it to keep it looking nice and presentable.

-Ross plays piano in his free time. He took lessons a couple times but always got bored or stressed out over the songs, so he's mostly self-taught.

-Roy sings like an angel and none of the three of them know how this raspy gremlin child sounds so good

-Robert has perfect pitch and Roy uses him as a pitchpipe, which is kind of embarrassing but flattering nonetheless

-Ross has shoplifted a few times before, never gotten caught. He's stolen a Pokémon shirt, Reese' Cups, and a headphone jack adapter (for his keyboard, of course!)

-Roy's actually a super respectful and sweet kid. He's only a bully when it comes to younger kids.

-Robert's super strong, and has picked up and carried Roy around several times. Ross is heavier, so he can't carry him as far, but he has done it before.

-Robert's sister is Susie, who's two years older than him. This would also make him Pump's brother.

-Ross and Kevin are stepbrothers. His mother, Patty, married Rick, who is Kevin's dad, and they get along... alright.

-Roy has a little brother; the kid with the propeller hat, Joey. (not confirmed by Pelo. that's a headcanon name. don't hit me)

-Ross is the only person Robert's really felt attracted to in a long time, and Roy has cracked at least 2 jokes about him being "Rossexual". Ross, of course, does not know this because he's probably listening to Green Day.

-Roy is gay, Ross is bi, and Robert is demibi, although he doesn't know the name for it.

-They're basically inseparable and have been since the 7th grade. They're always there to help each other no matter what.

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ChitaHitsu analysis

Hi everyone. So after the OtoShie analysis, here’s the ChitaHitsu one. Spoilrs for AnR manga, as well as Koakuma no Riddle 4 and epilogue. This is also somewhat a continuation of the Kirigaya Hitsugi apologetic post. So here’s a quick summary of this post:

Hitsugi orchestrated the entire RomiJuli incident. She knew Chitaru would discover the truth the day of the play and made sure it would happen. Hitsugi’s plan was to make Chitaru choose between her own wish (killing Angel Trumpet, thus justice) or Hitsugi’s wish (Chitaru’s heart, thus hope). Her motivation would have been to redeem herself, because she loves Chitaru and knew that she didn’t deserve to be with someone like her and that their relationship was almost impossible. So she wanted to at least grant Chitaru’s wish, to redeem herself for her crimes with death, or earn Chitaru’s forgiveness, which would have probably give her a reason to redeem herself by changing. But none of that happened and the worst outcome happened instead: She neither granted Chitaru’s wish nor earn her forgiveness.

So before continuing, let’s see what they like about each other and why they fall in love. In Hitsugi’s case, she pretty much loves Chitaru for her personality, even if Chitaru’s handsome and beautiful appearance must have also play a role. She probably never had met someone so gentle before and made her admire Chitaru and eventually fall in love with her. It also seems to have make her complexed about herself, since she keeps referring to herself as a bug, a worthless being, and a dirty liar. She mostly considers that Chitaru is too good for her and is ready to die for her, if it could please her. Although Hitsugi’s love for Chitaru is honest, if it makes you feel so bad about yourself that you are okay to be killed by the person you love, that’s not the most healthy form of love. Her love doesn’t drive her to become a better person, it only reminds her of how bad she is.

In Chitaru’s case, what do she likes about Hitsugi? If you consider Minakata’s doujins canon, then Chitaru did confirm that she loves Hitsugi. But why? And when? She probably started developing feelings for Hitsugi during their time spent in Class Black. But I feel like Chitaru isn’t really good with understanding her own feelings, like she’s too obsessed about justice and her duty to think about her love life and romance. I believe she realized her feelings for Hitsugi after she stabbed her, the sadness of thinking that she killed her made her realized that she loves her. But, before she discovered that Hitsugi  was Angel Trumpet, she only viewed Hitsugi as a cute, innocent and childish girl. So could it be possible that Chitaru fell in love with Hitsugi only for her cute appearance, as well as her fake personality? Because yes, Hitsugi looks cute, but she ain’t innocent or childish for real, it’s mostly just an act. Which means...Chitaru’s love for Hitsugi is most likely superficial and based on a fake image. She loves Hitsugi for what she thought she was, not for what she truly is.

Okay, now that we establish they both love each other but not in the most healthy way, let’s continue about the outcome in the manga. The only ways Hitsugi thought she could redeem herself was by dying or being forgiven by Chitaru, and neither of those option happened. Instead, Chitaru chose justice over love but failed to kill her. Now Hitsugi probably become bitter about that outcome and thinks that she can not longer redeem herself, and probably give up on that idea. She feels like Chitaru will never forgive her, and that she won’t kill her either. Hitsugi probably give up on being selfless in her love and about redemption, but she still continue to love Chitaru, but in a more selfish way. From what I’d seen in Koakuma no Riddle epilogue, Hitsugi is pretty much manipulating Chitaru to make her stay with her, by making her feel guilty and faking being remorseful, while in her mind she clearly said that she has no regret and knows that Chitaru is kind so it’s easy to make her feel bad so she would stay with her. She gives up on redemption and is ready to do anything to get what she wants.

But Chitaru is no better. In the manga Chitaru always act like she’s serving justice, told Shiena that killing is wrong no matter the reason, and really seems to be convinced that what she’s doing is right. But she’s an assassin too. She may actually believe those things she said, but I find it pretty hypocrite to go tell someone that they shouldn’t kill, while this is exactly what she does. In the anime she was my favorite character, and I liked how she hesitated to kill Hitsugi, so much that it was actually Hitsugi who impaled herself on the knife, which made it an actual double suicide. But in the manga it wasn’t the case, it looks more like a murder-suicide. Chitaru actually tried to kill Hitsugi, despite her being supposedly for justice and saying killing is wrong. Because no, trying to kill a defenseless kill who isn’t even trying to defend herself, a girl who is physically weaker than you, is certainly not justice. It’s vengeance. Chitaru didn’t choose justice, she chose vengeance. Justice would have been to bring Hitsugi to a fair trial to she could be judge by the law for her crime. It’s this tho that made her realize her feelings for Hitsugi, but a little bit too late. In Koakuma no Riddle epilogue, Chitaru is pretty much the shadow of herself. She looks depressed and actually knows that Hitsugi is manipulating her, but decided to stay with her regardless because she loves her. After trying to kill Hitsugi once, Chitaru is most likely too traumatised by this to try again, in my opinion. In Koakuma no Riddle 4 she actually said that she knows Hitsugi is lying and that she can’t forgive her, but stay with her because of love, even if she recognized that it’s making herself suffer.

So yeah, both of them are pretty selfish and irresponsible when it comes to their relationship. Hitsugi gave up on redemption because she feels like Chitaru would never forgive her anyway, and Chitaru stays with someone who’s making her suffer and which she actually realized.They are both making the other suffer and feel guilty by staying together. That’s the perfect recipients for not only an unhealthy relationship, but also an abusing and toxic one. Because yes, a person who’s manipulating and using guilt to keep their lover is abusive. They both have their responsibilities into this situation, and unless they actually try to work on their issues, their relation will remain toxic and could ended up being worst and abusive.

But I don’t think there relationship is necessarily doomed to be this way (mostly because I still ship them). Chitaru needs to acknowledge that she was wrong about her view of justice and apologies, and if she wants to stay with Hitsugi, then she should tried to help Hitsugi becoming a better person, to become a person she could actually forgive, rather than just suffering because she’s in love with someone she views as bad. And giving a good example would be a good idea, like if she stops being an assassin herself. And Hitsugi may have killed her teacher’s daughter, but it’s not like Hitsugi was the sole responsible. She was hired to kill her, it’s not like it was personal. Sure it’s wrong to have kill her, but Chitaru should at least not entirely blame it on Hitsugi and also blame Datura, and progressively put the blame on those who hired Hitsugi rather then Hitsugi herself, viewing Angel Trumpet as a job rather then the sole thing that represent Hitsugi. This way, it would be easier for her to have hope in Hitsugi’s redemption, and eventually forgive her. Because if she makes feels to Hitsugi that she believes that she can redeem herself, it would be easier for Hitsugi to believe it too and try. 

And in Hitsugi’s case, she needs to stop being bitter about how thing went during the play. She should be happy to have survived and try to use it as a chance to redeem herself from real. Dying was her easy option for redemption, because she didn’t have to make any effort into changing. And if Chitaru had chose love, maybe Hitsugi would have try to redeem herself by changing, but it would only be to please Chitaru. She needs to desire redemption for herself first, she needs to actually want to become a better person. She should use her love for Chitaru as a motivation to become a better person. Right now she gave up redemption because she felt that Chitaru will never forgive her anyway. But she shouldn’t think that way. She should show to Chitaru that she can change, give reasons to Chitaru to forgive her, put real efforts into her redemption. Doing something because you know you’ll be reward in the end isn’t selfless, it’s self-interested. Hitsugi shouldn’t base her actions on weather or not Chitaru will forgive her, but rather work on becoming the person she thinks would be worthy to be with Chitaru and earn her forgiveness.

So in conclusion, right now their relationship is pretty toxic, but they actually have options to help their relationship for the best. They just have to realize it, maybe take a couple therapy. But until now, I’m gonna call them Shitsugi and Shitaru because they are both shitty and in a shitty relationship. If you’re wondering how I know things about KnR epilogue, no it’s not because it’s translated in English, I actually found a Thai translation and managed to have a rough English translation.

Interesting point, I’d always felt like Minakata doesn’t like ChitaHitsu. It’s because it’s the only ship she never did any fanarts other then those for AnR and KnR. All the other ships had at least one fanart that wasn’t just for the manga or the doujins. Even OtoShie and YuriNio have fanarts made by Minakata, and they are showed in a more positive way in the doujins. They really must have a problem if the mangaka seems to think that OtoShie and YuriNio are more healthy (when I’m sure they are both unhealthy) then ChitaHitsu. I think Minakata knows that ChitaHitsu is toxic so she doesn’t personally ship them but still put them in her doujins to please the fans and to not acted in a biased way. Tho that’s mostly my opinion.

[mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune]

Stupid Browser!!! It’s Saturday Now And I Lost Everything I Writing on Tumblr!!! (Edited)

 I had a lot to say, like talking about how (technically yesterday now.)

that I had used my pendulum to confirm that I do have Androphobia.

well it’s Semi-Androphobia, I even talked about how I had asked my pendulum if the one I am Soul- Betrothed to, is a arranged marriage.

and I got a yes to that....

yeah technically I’m engaged, I wouldn’t of found out if I didn’t become curious about where my soulmate is and where they live but apparently they don’t even live on earth...

I even wanted to say that it turns out that I’m a Positive and Negative type,

I still like romance but I can also be romance negative.

if I had saved it in draft before the browser started not responding,

maybe I wouldn’t have to start over with writing it now, even if it is only a little.

 I had found out that the reasons why the one I am soulmates with

is from some kind of weird arranged marriage,

so it makes sense it would be called Soul-Betrothed. 

I just had to use my pendulum, but I’m still gonna try to not to do so too much.

but the other stuff I asked it by thought and got a yes to, makes me want to protect myself...

I even mentioned in the original I was writing

(but now lost because of two reasons, the not responding and me having to turn off the computer and turn it back on) 

about what my other phobia is, and that is virginitiphobia.

I even wrote about how I wouldn’t make the same mistake when trying to get someone to understand they shouldn’t misunderstand what I say as being mean....I don’t want it to end up like a few years ago, even if there were other stuff that was upsetting me, one person pushed me over the edge.

I mean I had depression in 2015 and the last thing I needed in the next year was to be made to feel bad past the breaking point when I could of got better after the stuff that upset me.

ya try to tell someone you shouldn’t get someone too upset past the breaking point, but they are too stubborn to fix things the right way and even if you give in to them and everything seems fine, what was never said and the reasons behind the fight still ends up hurting you....and it gets worse as the day passes and you have thoughts of wanting to punch the mirror in the bathroom.

yeah I had that thought but I didn’t do it, I may have been in a dark place but even I know if I punched the mirror it would only be bad...

they suspect me to just figure it out?

all I remember before they blocked me, is that I was going to check out their art but I was feeling really bad and crying and I decided to just go to bed, seeing as I was in no condition to check out their art, but then when I wake up I had found out they had blocked me!!!

I had to give in to demands to stop asking what the block was for....

I know that I can be really sensitive at times, and even if I try to clear up a misunderstanding, I know my words will be twisted.

  you don’t fix a freaking fight by not telling the other party what they did that caused you to block them in the first place, at least I mention the reason why I had to block some jerk who kept having rude comment/replies on one Powerpuff Girls Fanart I did.

I had at first just removed their first comment, and that would of been the end of it and then some hours later on that same day, I found out they were doing it again in that drawing, I removed their comments but I know that wasn’t enough if they were going to keep doing it, even placing a gif in their comment that could hurt someone’s eyes and possibly cause a seizure.

I’m glad that a friend mention that, but still what they were doing was not right.

so I had to do the only thing that might keep them from doing that on my drawing.....

at first I was going to close the comment box, make it so that they can’t comment at all but the update button wouldn’t work.

so I had to take the drawing down and re-post it all over again, but not before I had closed the comment box.

but before I did that, I had blocked them.

I even had to put in the description,

to explain why the comment box was closed.

I gave a reason why I had to block that person, but what happen a few years ago wasn’t right.

I got worse the more I thought about it and the more I thought about the fight, the more I cried and the more negative energy started to build up.

even if there were things I liked and people to make me feel a little happy, the bad feeling was still there.

it didn’t start to get better and show that I was starting to be more myself again, until December 2017.

if I remember right, the fight started around 2016.

even if I tried to get the person I can’t name

(because I don’t want to reveal their name.)

to say what it was that started it all so we could make up the right way.

they would of just blocked me on tumblr like they said they would if I didn’t stop asking them....so I agreed with them, but that only made things worse.

like I said, I had went through depression in 2015, so the last thing I needed was to made to agree with something that doesn’t truly fix the fight.

yeah there were other stuff that was upsetting me to and it hurt that some weren’t understanding what I was trying to point out and I would of got better from some stuff that was upsetting me, if something else didn’t make me go past the breaking point.

they suspect me to figure out their reason for blocking me, all I had remembered before they had did that, was that I was going to check out their art but with how upset I was, I had decided to just head to bed.

and so help me if that whole mess was because they misunderstood about me talking about imposters

that would hurt those who truly feel the opposite on the inside of what they on the outside.

maybe if I had explained better, people would understand then.

I gave up trying to explain that,

because no one was truly getting what I was saying.

I’m pretty sure I had took that journal down, because of my words weren’t being understood and no one was truly getting what I was saying.

I had tried to explain before that bad people could end up hurting those who truly feel like a male/female on the inside even if their body is the opposite of who they are on the inside.

but I gave up trying to get people to listen, and that fight better not been because of their misunderstanding all that before.

sure I didn’t explain it well enough, but it was during that time that I had figured out I am binary and non-binary.

I still see myself as female but at the same time I see myself as non-binary too.

maybe a different Earth Angel could of explained better than me....

I did mention that I am Defective, so of course there will be people that will misinterpret my words....

a new misunderstanding that happen this year, I don’t know if the person that had misunderstood my comment will see the apology I wrote and how I didn’t mean for my talking about how it reminded me of a show I love, to sound what they had misinterpreted as being “mean” from my guess.

the best thing I can do is give them space and hope they understand the misunderstanding, I don’t want to keep trying to get them to open up to me and tell me what was the cause, this time I can guess what was the cause and I know it was some misunderstanding by taking words the wrong way.

I don’t want it to be like what happen in 2016, so I am gonna give them space.

I don’t want it be like with that other person who ended up getting what they wanted by having me agree to stop asking them what caused them to block me in the first place.

I can’t go through that again.

 after I had got better in December 2017 from what happen,

I had decided to half block them, a part of me hope that they would do the right thing at some point.

but at some point I gave up hoping they would, knowing deep down that they wouldn’t make things right and so I had fully blocked them.

I did it, because of what happen after that unfair way of fixing a fight.

I did end up a bit sick on 2018, the same year my first cat died...it hurt a lot and I was crying because of what was happening to them, my family talk me into getting a second cat, the sweet and very affectionate baby I got now.

it might of been something I ate that caused me to throw up in 2018.

I think I even drank some Dr. Pepper when I was feeling sick.

I may have been getting better from it when my first cat started to....

well you know. 

Friday was terrible yesterday, I had wrote so much that I wanted to post on tumblr....but then I got a not responding, and even when I decided to sleep on it and hope it would be back to normal....I wasn’t able to get back on and I had to turn the computer off and back on.

I didn’t wake up until Saturday, so yeah I had a long nap.

I’m listening to a ADDICT right now,

yeah the same song from the Hazbin Hotel Music Video.

I like it.

some music can speak to us, and even relate to how we feel on the inside.

with the (pardon my language) crap, I had to put up with before.

both from insensitive eldest cousin and other people at home

and the other stuff that happen some year after that, that had to do with some stuff that was going on and me having to hope and pray that Hilary Clinton doesn’t win because of the disgusting thing I heard she would have done if she did win.....and the whole what happen with THAT person who wouldn’t tell me what caused the fight in first place.

a eldest cousin, is someone who was much older than you even when you were a baby....so yeah half of my cousins are my eldest cousins.

plus somethings that happen when I was little, I didn’t figure out until much later....in the here and now, that certain actions that were done...

weren’t normal. and I want to ask my pendulum about it, but it might be best that I wait to do so.

I even talked about how my pendulum confirmed that Honora Parker was pregnant when she was killed by her daughter and friend, and it turning out that baby was me in a past life....

so yeah the soul would be in the body even if it is still in the early stages.

not that it would matter to some humans...

plus if I remember right, I even asked about the year that I had died when I was 3 years old in a hospital in Russia.

I had asked if it was in 1960 and it gave me a yes, when I asked if it was in the other years after it, it gave me a no.

I even talked about my theory that memories of how you died can come back to you on the same age that you lost your life.

and at some point you will forget but then start to remember it once again.

 I don’t know where in Russia, and I don’t even remember much from it.

I know that remembering bits and pieces is like fragments.

you remember but at the same time, you don’t remember everything.

Honora Parker might of plan to reveal she was suspecting but never got the chance because of her daughter and her friend....

it is possible that there might be lives I don’t remember, even the ones that didn’t really get to fully live because of two idiot girls who are now grandmas by now and what happen in a hospital.

I had first thought it was just idea, the whole thing that had to do with a hospital...so I used it for a creepypasta character, but it turns out that did happen and it was from a past life.

even the whole waiting for a baby sibling wasn’t just a idea I thought up, I was waiting for a baby sibling of mine to be born.

I know I was wearing mary jane type shoes, and my back was against a wall.

 at my last moments....and I was wearing a dress too.

so I now understand why I freaked out about wearing a dress when I was 3 years old in the life I have now.

my pendulum also revealed that when it came to that whole

massacre of the innocence of boys....only one of them ended up being a girl.

not like the one who did it would ever tell King Herod.

I should of asked if he killed or threaten the baby girl’s family so they wouldn’t say that he made a mistake and took a girl’s life.

 I think more people of all genders, would care about that.

that it turns out that out of all the innocence boys who’s lives were taken that day, only one of them wasn’t a boy but was mistaken as one.

 plus with the whole Honora thing, it wouldn’t be possible to check the evidence of her having been pregnant during the incident, as that evidence would of been gone by now.

plus technically her daughter and friend not only killed her, but another that was growing inside of her.

I had that theory that she was pregnant and that was the reason why she was fighting so hard to stay alive.

so yeah that was before I got the pendulum and my theory proved true.

once again yesterday wasn’t perfect and because of that whole not responding thing, I ended up still signed on tumblr

and didn’t get to post what I had originally wrote. 

I think I will sign back on later, to check some more posts out.

before the whole not responding happen, I was able to heart/fave some posts.

anyway see ya later, and stay safe everyone.

I need to relax from what happen Friday...

PS:

maybe when I sign back in, I will post the new Aroaceflux flag I had designed.

and like I was going to say in the original before this one, that I am Aroaceflux.

so the flag is meant for me and others who are a Positive and Negative type.

some would be either one or the other, but there can be some who are both.

[awed-frog]

Hi! I'm really interested in seeing Human Cas as the end of his arc, and I've seen that you have one or two opinions really cool about that too so I was wondering if you would elaborate what you think of it?

Hi! Man, that is one complicated question! Thanks for giving me the opportunity to talk about it - this is going to be a bit long and quite possibly overly nerdy, so I apologize in advance. 

First of all - as @thejabberwock said last week, the idea that Cas needs to become human in order to complete some kind of character development or be worthy of a human’s love or whatever else is slightly horrifying. 

Interestingly, this whole theme - supernatural creatures giving up their identity to find love - is not some old mythology trope, because in Western mythology and folklore, love between a human and a supernatural creature simply doesn’t work, and there’s no way around it. On the one end of the spectrum, you’ve got your god/human relationships, and there what happens is generally a) human spies on god’s true form, dies horribly, b) god tries to do something nice for human, kills him horribly in freak accident, c) god’s friend gets jealous, human dies horribly, d) human gets pregnant, dies horribly, e) human has a lick of sense, turns down god, is raped or turns into a tree, or f) love story is disregarded because the important bit is that a hero is born, and behold. On the other end of the spectrum, you get your selkie/fae storylines, and I keep seeing posts on tumblr like Don’t hide your selkie’s pelt, #trust and #respect, and I’m sure OP means well, but that’s plain bullshit. The whole point of those stories is that you can’t change your fundamental nature, and those creatures may love a human for a time, but ultimately they belong in their own realm and that’s sad and heartbreaking, but also how the world works. So, if a selkie finds her pelt, she will desert her family even if she truly loves her human husband (and often she does: that’s the tragedy); if you sleep with a sidhe, she’ll probably come back as a pregnant doe and deliver a human baby for you and then fuck off, because she can’t help it; and in the rare cases (I know only of one) where a fae is actively trying to deny the call of the wild to be with you, well, you’ll fuck it up, because that’s what humans do (and plese, do ask me about it - that story is too long for this post but is also the best story EVER). So, well - traditionally, this stuff doesn’t work, but I’m not sure it has to do with racism and cautionary tales - after all, there are plenty of stories about men marrying princess ‘from beyond the sea’ and whatever - I think we simply know in our bones that when it comes to the divine, we’re outgunned and we should be very careful - and sticking your dick into something that’s been alive for five centuries is not a good way of being careful.

So, long and winding introduction aside - if a supernatural creature giving up their immortality to be with their human lover is not a mythology trope, where the hell does it come from? 

Well - in part, it comes from the other part of our humanity: fairy tales. Now, unlike myths, fairy tales are more about teaching good behaviour than God and the afterlife, and what tends to happen there is that men are pushed to become more of what they are, while women are invited to become less of what they are (just as it happens in real life). In fairy tales, men leave their houses and their countries, pretend to be noblemen, make use of magical objects, lie through their teeth, fight outsized opponents and ultimately end up with a title and a bride. Women, on the other hand, generally keep their eyes down, accept shitty gifts gratefully, clean when they’re told to, and put others first. Giving up a piece of yourself in order to belong - that’s not what gods do; it’s what women do, and this propaganda has been so successful that we all live like that, mostly without even realizing it - we accept that our life is ours (sort of) only until we become mothers or wives; and then we put aside our own ambitions and focus on our husband’s and kids’. In this sense, it is telling that a selkie - a creature of folklore and myth - will go back to the sea and fuck you very much, but the girl who lived in an apple (an old fairy tale from Bologna), like many of her fruity friends, is freed from the enchantment when she’s eighteen - and she promptly marries the prince who’d been obsessing over the mysterious hottie who came out of his fruit bowl every night. 

It’s also important to stress, however, that traditional fairy tales are only partly at fault for our selfish asses wanting angels and selkies to drop everything and cook us dinner every night: much of the blame (if not all, let��s be honest) is on Andersen’s The Little Mermaid - where, let’s not forget about it, what the mermaid wants is not only love, but also an immortal soul and access to the Christian Heaven - stuff monsters like her don’t have. And, well - I think in time Andersen’s tales came to be seen as some universal thing, when in reality they were very personal nightmares of Andersen himself - a tortured, unhappy, repressed bisexual man who’d been abused in his childhood and presumably tried to get past his own inability to have a fulfilling emotional and sexual life by writing overly grotesque and decidely anti-women stories.

(We all know about The Little Mermaid, but another highlight would be Red Shoes, in which a selfish girl who has the nerve to go to Mass wearing red shoes finds they are enchanted and can’t stop dancing until her feet are chopped off with an axe; charmingly, the heroine is named after Andersen’s half-sister.) 

If we consider this precedent, I think what @thejabberwock said is spot-on: for Cas, becoming human includes some element of self-mutilation: just like the little mermaid had to give up her voice and her family, Cas would lose something irreplaceable by choosing to leave Heaven behind. And also - narratively, that choice would frame him as ‘the woman in the relationship’ once and for all, because male heroes just don’t do this stuff; and that, in my opinion, would be a huge loss. What I find so fascinating about Dean and Cas slowly falling for each other is the careful balance of traditional gender roles and how neither character is boxed in; how Dean, our muscle car and hard rock hero, is often pushed into what would be the woman’s role - only he’s not pushed at all, but walks there willingy, and that’s plain spectacular.

That said, the SPN universe chose to frame the opposition between humans and non humans has been framed in a slightly different way from traditional storytelling - even if the narrative isn’t always coherent. 

So, if we’re talking specifically about angels, the original idea is that angels 1) don’t have free will and 2) can’t have feelings like a human does - a point that is clearly implied in the first one, because true free will and the ability of make your own choices are the fundamental  prerequisites for forming your own opinions - and feelings. Now, in theory, it makes sense that angels wouldn’t have either; despite the daydreams of some truly adorable fanart (Gabriel holding baby Cas, for instance), angels aren’t born; they’re created in order to serve God, and that’s their only mission. Heaven started to unravel only because God left, and this is where we see the SPN narrative starting to fray - because their angels generally have both free will and feelings. From Zachariah’s refusal to serve humans to Uriel betraying his brothers to Gabriel’s anger and Balthazar’s insouciance, there’s not a robotic servant of God in sight, and I know it’s objectively difficult to write feeling-less character who are also engaging, but I always found that all those angels wishing things for themselves sort of cheapened Cas’ own journey towards humanity. Because, well, Cas becoming human only makes sense, in my opinion (and this is how the story’s being framed), in an I want to make my own choices and experience love kind of way, but in this case - from what we’ve seen, both with other angels and with Cas himself, it’s perfectly possible for angels to behave and feel like humans do, so why would Cas need to give up his Grace?

Another point is that Cas’ already given up his ‘angelhood’ in every way that matters. He’s rebelled against Heaven, he’s refused orders, he’s been tortured and silenced and imprisoned, and he’s chosen humanity (Dean) over and over and over again. Hell - as far we know, Cas isn’t even interested in God any longer, and surely heeding God’s will is, like, item one in the job description?  

(By the way - Cas’ reaction to God’s coming back - that was important, show. What the hell were you thinking about? How is it possible that the subject was never discussed again? Uuuuugh.)

Furthermore, Cas hates being human. He’s tried it before, and we know he didn’t like it - at all. The storm of emotions, the need to look after your body, eating and drinking, the acute knowledge of not being powerful enough to defend yourself and your loved ones against dangers you know are there - Cas does not long to become human; what he wants is to belong, and what he needs, narratively, is the possibility to make a choice that’s not either/or - to be with the Winchesters not because Heaven hates him and not because he’s got no other friends, but because he feels loved and welcomed and wants to live with them 24/7 (feels he’s worthy of their love) - so, if anything, that’s where his character arc should be going.

As a last point - something that will never happen but would be absolutely hilarious is the David Eddings solution: in his novels, an immortal sorceress chose to renounce her powers and her eternal life to be with the (fully human) man she loved, only to find out her soul couldn’t be ripped apart like that and instead, the gods had chosen to grant her beloved immortality and powers of his own. I always found that a very sweet twist and a good compromise on the whole mortal partner + immortal partner = heartbreak thing, and man, it’d be so much fun to see Dean turn into an angel out of the blue and zapping himself all over the place by mistake as he learns to fly (and later using that ability to freak out Sam and check on Claire and have dinner with Jody). A girl can dream, right?

(All that said, I understand why so many writers, myself included, keep making Cas human in one way or another: for some it’s a question of fluff and hurt/comfort, and for others a chance to explore this tragedy, this impossible, unconceivable thing: an angel choosing to Fall for a human being - an angel choosing to love, fully and unreservedly, the mess and chaos and guilt and bad dreams that we all carry deep in our hearts. Just - wow.)

[francel]

rambling;

i have nothing good to post, so i thought it might be fun to compile some answers to various ffxiv- and rp-related memes and questionnaires i’ve done on my private accounts! please enjoy my screaming.

8. Is there a character that embodies your good traits, or traits you wish you had? Several characters? Which ones and what traits?

i wish i was handsome and suave like all my characters thanks

13. What’s something you’ve never thought about your character?

a certain someone recently decided to remind me that francel's house has no bathroom... and i had honestly never considered, in two whole years of playing him, where he goes to pee?

"do you mean poop" francel is a delicate maiden i will not consider this

(we figure there’s probably an outhouse... somewhere...)

3. What’s something that surprises you about your canon?

Wiltswys: You think me cold? Well, fie on what you think! I wanted something better than tilling salty fields and spilling small fry out the nets, and occasionally taking a passing sailor into my bed for more o' the same!

LISTEN THIS IS THE MOST VULGAR LINE IN THE GAME I SWEAR TO GOD

i have done this quest at least... 4 or 5 times now and it never fails to make me scream. and every time i do it i have to zoom in on her and look at her face because she is a really cute roe girl, so i wonder what her taste in sailors is...

19. Give me an appearance-related headcanon of your choice.

LAUGHS OK hmm what have i never said before...

i have definitely mentioned that i don’t think francel likes his appearance very much — he especially wishes he had lighter-colored eyes like stephanivien and aurvael...

i personally want to think that chlodebaimt looked very different from francel BUT, although i have never datamined the necrose knight (i really should), a friend of mine took screenshots and his eyes at least look like francel's eyes

...but they might very well have just used a generic house haillenarte knight model for that, so who knows what chlodebaimt looked like?

i also like to think that baurendouin (francel's father) persists in the belief that his youngest son will do great things because he at least superficially resembles driancoin de haillenarte (the haillenarte founder you see in the haldrath flashback scene). i mean, i doubt portraits of driancoin survived or anything, given the nondescript statues of thordan's knights, but i’m sure comments about him did?

"he was fair of face and fair of hair" idfk some shit like that

5. What do you hate about your canon?

i am always, ALWAYS so tired of hearing people complain about how “no one ever” treats the wol like they’re “a normal person” ah, yes no one no one ever has treated you nicely never mind the fact that people regularly apologize for turning to you in their hours of need, and for asking you to kill things, and you usually just dismiss their applogy no one!!! has ever!! been nice!! to the wol!! i know the entire arc of my francel writing career has been bitching about similar things but at least i find new ways to do it

ok wait i have to vent more about how people still persist in the NO ONE WAS NICE TO THE WOL BUT HAURCHEFAAANT!!!!! delusion like tataru fucking made you clothes recently IS THAT NOT THE ULTIMATE EXPRESSION OF LOVE? YOU'VE FINALLY BEEN REWARDED WITH SOMETHING PHYSICAL AND TANGIBLE!! STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW YOU DON’T HAVE FRIENDS!!

24. What’s a song that reminds you of your character?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1B7VKiJhU_s “Dear Jack,” by Jack’s Mannequin.

lately, i’ve been listening to this... i don't like every part of this song, but lyrically, it is such a perfect francel song

dear jack, i write you as a friend dear jack, i write for fear the end is coming soon to you it's not so clear it's clear to me it's clear as glass

dear jack, wherever you are, hold tight wherever he is, shine light right there be strong i dare

i had songs for you i had all your music written out the words came when i heard you screaming i had plans for you until the plans fell through now there is no turning back, my dear jack

11. Something you like to look at.

i have complicated feelings about haurchefant these days, but sometimes i go and look at this mug and cry about his handwriting

like from a lore perspective i know he can't be writing in english because they write in eorzean but until then, my friend...

14. When writing for specific characters, is there anything you have to do to get in the specific mindset?

yes! but it depends on the character. for ramza... i either read shakespeare (for real — i have lifted quotes wholesale from hamlet and the tempest) and/or listen to "rather be" by clean bandit? seriously, that is my most strong ramza association... which is weird because the song and the game are like 20 years apart? or i listen to the FFT ost...

for francel i have a whole playlist, but most importantly i either go on twitter and look at wolchefant fanart or read bad wolchefant fanfic on ao3... (don’t judge me; it keeps the bitterness alive)

18. Is there anything you really wish you could do that you feel is outside your current ability? A concept that you wish you could pull off but are uncertain about?

UMMM... hmmmmmmm...

i dont know... i don’t really think any plots are outside of my current ability, but i admire my friends for being so consistent and on the ball with their dignified prose? i can be dignified too, but at some point i'll crash and start writing intensely silly tags

i would like to do more plots where francel is a badass for whatever reason, but that’s just wish fulfillment

17. Which character is the easiest to write? Why do you think that is?

francel is the easiest to write because he has the ugliest emotions

ramza is the hardest because he is always so virtuous

everyone else has varying levels of self control, but with francel i can usually succumb to base impulse reactions. i like his unguarded nature...

6. When writing a character, do you find it easier to work on their external or internal ticks first? oh, internal, definitely. i think my tags suffer from the fact that i often don’t describe what my characters are doing or what is around them? just... just assume on my behalf lmao.... so IF FRANCEL IS CAUGHT UP IN INTERNAL TL;DR there's a 90% chance he's doing that kicked-puppy stare at the floor

5. Has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you? XIV, hard mode: no Haurchefant/WoL.

LMAO THAT HARD MODE...

xiv's fandom has rarely "ruined" pairings for me, as in "i liked them before but i hate them now solely because of fandom"... that said, i think i kind of liked the idea of zephirin and aymeric as a rivalry ship, but i hate when fandom takes the "oMG ZEPH RAPED AYMERIC WHEN HE WAS HELD CAPTIVE" route...

i think this perception of zephirin as this horrible awful evil man comes from the fact that the information on the ward happened after the game was released, so... in the span of time between "zephirin killed haurchefant" and "wait actually zephirin is a virtuous man," people formed their opinions, you know?

but it's still really annoying, and to some degree the misconception persists...

i was also okay with guydelot and sanson at first, but i’m a little annoyed by them now, too... it’s not for any particular reason — i just think the fandom is annoying in the "THEY'RE SOOO MARRIED!! EVEN THE OTHER QUEST NPCS SAY THEY'RE LIKE A MARRIED COUPLE!! THEY’RE SO CANON!!!" way and i’m like Please Shut Up. that said, i guess it’s mostly jealousy because none of my pairings are ever canon, but whatever...

so i guess i'm going with zephirin/aymeric, guydelot/sanson... and oh btw like. urianger/moenbryda to a degree? i remember when the wind-up moenbryda item came out and the english item description was like "you don't want to know what urianger did to this" or something like that, like, i just took it as — like urianger probably dressed it up in a little maid outfit and had it serve him tea or something equally otaku-like?

but the entire fandom was like OMG HE JERKED OFF TO IT OR USED IT AS A SEX DOLL OR SOMETHING and i was like ... okay. like if that's how you're determined to see it, fine, but fandom always takes the worst possible interpretation of something i swear to god

13. Unpopular opinion about XXX character?

LAUGHS WELL I GUESS MY USUAL TIRADE: i don't think of haurchefant as the perfect cinnamon roll angel and actually he annoys me a little...

my friend just finished running coerthas quests on her balmung alt and like... even she commented on how brusque and condescending he seems to francel? and she has no reason to be tainted by my perception of him, it's just... it’s just that he is brusque and condescending.

back when i liked haurchefant/francel, i told myself that it was just how he acted in the heat of the moment and i was sure he was gentler later... but now we’ve seen so much of haurchefant that from the way he treats francel it really feels more to me like francel was just a friend of convenience. i don’t know. i’m bitter. maybe i’m just bitter because it’s easier to cope that way.

14. Unpopular opinion about your fandom?

um... well, i think everyone in the ffxiv fandom also agrees that the fandom is annoying...

something i sometimes worry about, but which is not exclusive to ffxiv, is like... people who rp wind up with such a different impression of things than people who just play the game? 

i'm not judging either side on this but... i have rp friends, and i observe the rp community on tumblr/balmung, and i also have friends that are just gamers? and you know, like. sometimes rpers get carried away and invent all these narratives, like i know some tumblr rpers had a bunch of "plots" where a murder mystery happened in ishgard and it was all full of like noble OCs and intrigue or something?

but my gamer friends will sometimes be like, “ishgard is so boring.” so they... see it differently? you wind up viewing the game differently based on what you do in it.

there's also the divide between the english version of the game and the rest of the world, which i bitch about a lot but

just as an example, in english the nobles of ishgard are kind of broadly characterized as being unintelligent and shallow and foppish, whereas the other versions of the game really take a much more neutral approach?

or well i can really only speak for the japanese, but in general the german and french versions of the game are loyal to the japanese, however, 2.0 content was often based on the english...

so, for example, 2.0 content was EN->FR, but ever since 3.0 most of the patches have been JP->EN/DE/FR

however, the EN version continues to make changes, whereas DE and FR don't really change many things!

so i worry a lot about the different perceptions people have of the game, and what that means, like, when i write fanfic...

does my interpretation of coerthas align with other peoples' interpretations of coerthas? probably not. that’s something that’s deeply distressing, as a writer and as someone who prefers to have control, but i don’t know...

17. Instead of XYZ happening, I would have made ABC happen...

STARES INTO THE VOID it's it's too late for any of this

2 years ago i would have told you without hesitation that i wanted haurchefant to be alive and for him and francel to have eloped together, but now i just...

i've learned to play with the cards i've been dealt