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Thought it could be fun to do a redraw of my first ever hermit art (of course its scar) to end the year.
#its nothing fancy#just a sketch#i made sure to take roughly around the same time for both#this is like a 5 or 6 month difference#goodtimeswithscar#gtws fanart#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#hermitcraft s9#my art
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Behold. A tangible representation of 8+ hours of my life: crochet pumpkins made for my sister
#crochet#pumpkins#fall#i am so tired dude#the big one alone took more than 5 hours#it uses a very labor intensive stitch#and obviously it's quite large#also I got like 1/3 thru it at first and had to undo it bc i made a big mistake#but i didn't factor that into my time calculation#just the one I'm giving her is like 5-6 hours of work easily#while I love doing things for people I love this was a good reminder why i don't work freelance#and why I don't set up an Etsy shop like people keep saying i could#this was a lot of crocheting in not much time and I'm really happy to be done with it#i wanted to do other things during this time but didn't feel like I could. and i got really tired of it#which is a bummer bc i crochet for enjoyment not extra cash or anything#so I'd prefer to enjoy it#I'll have to do a different hobby for a couple months haha#anyway admire my pumpkins!#soon they will be on their way to a good home#and if you're about to ask if you can buy some#the answer is no. sorry#😅 I'm not doing this again until next year at least#id in alt text
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Kinn’s Startle Response
Okay, so we all know that waking Kinn up from a deep sleep is a bad idea, right? Porsche shows us this very clearly in episodes 5 and 6, where he suddenly had/would have had a gun pointed right in his face:
But, this isn’t the only times we see Kinn startled awake - first, later in episode 6, he’s woken by Porsche in the early morning:
And this is probably the most relaxed we’d seen Kinn, up to this point in the show - he isn’t scared, he doesn’t go into murder mode, he just looks over at Porsche with new affection.
I think this moment makes it clear that Kinn’s previous startle response is tied directly to his levels of anxiety/stress. He’d just spent a day away from being a mafia boss - learning to fish, joking around, bathing with Porsche - and he’d also just made his first apology to Porsche. He’s finally unburdened, so his subconscious is no longer on high alert.
And this extends to episode 11, when Tay and Time sneak in to surprise Kinn and Porsche on a sleepy morning in bed:
Kinn (and Porsche)’s first response is to open his eyes to look at what’s disturbing them, then after he realizes it’s just his asshole friends he kicks at them. It’s no more violent a response than any other guy with his friends, and that’s because his mind is settled - he’s relaxing in bed with his love, with his family’s approval and no more Tawan/mole to deal with. Life is good!
Besides being adorably awkward (poor Porsche 😂), I think this scene also gives us some extra insight into Kinn’s startle response - it seems like it was a recent development for him, maybe even after he took over for his dad (when I imagine the death threats ramped up). That’s because of Tay and Time, who we know have been Kinn’s friends for a while (since at least his relationship with Tawan) and are close enough to him that they’re let into his suite without being announced:
If Kinn’s startle response had always been to be instantly ready to murder someone, his best friends would have surely learned to avoid doing it a long time ago. Instead, I think we’re seeing that Porsche has brought Kinn back to his actual default state - a peaceful mind, and arms ready to snuggle
#kinnporsche#kprewatch2023#kinn#porsche#tay#time#ep 11#ep 5#ep 6#soft!kinn#this is probably really obvious to people#but I just find it fascinating to think that we came in on kinn at/just after a major time of change#that taking over for his dad has had a significant effect on him#(along with past traumas like having to shoot tawan)#and porsche would have met a very different kinn if it had only been. what - a few months earlier?
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*Something poetic about the duality of humans or the impact our environment has on our behaviours and lifestyles*
#hazbin hotel#sir pentious#been wanting to do something that compares their design for like 5 or 6 months#and yet again I’d hid a bunch of details with the shading#I mean atleast you can still tell his fangs are different lengths#he’s fun to draw anyway#snake tails are fun x I hope he looks like a stuffed sock because that’s what I wanted#he’s so interesting as a character I used to hate him and now he is one of my favourites#he sucked being a sinner and I hope he continues to suck being a winner now#like he was so soft and goofy down below but up too maybe he’s too chaotic and has too dark a humour idk#it must be hard to be thrust into a pit for close to a century and a half and then placed somewhere else#and we may see some of his human life but if he was in his he’ll form for a century longer where does the real you start#and where does the person you where forced to be even begin#anyway I am spinning this around in my head like a microwave#also I hand spotted every scale and then at the end realise it looks like my sparkle brush but f it it’s too late#added over an hour onto my usual shading time but it’s cute so idk#ill stop rambling now….
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thank you @theehighwarlock for the tag!! (you changed your name!! i love it!!)
rules: put your repeat playlist on shuffle and let your followers choose which song they like best
tagging two friends who i know use spotify: @dottie-wan-kenobi @they-reap-what-we-sow <3 and anyone else who wants to do this!!
#theres so much niall!! tho ive been listening to his last two albums a lot recently bc i get rly sick of spotify's auto generated#playlists that only give me the same like 4 songs from the same 4 artists for every single playlist which annoys me to no end#like if youre gonna be going around calling something hot girl walk playlist then that must have different songs than sleepover playlists#and scream playlists and meditation playlists!!#the first maybe 6 months of regularly using spotify i was like ooh so much new music. and then every day after that has been like#same song by x. same song by x. same song by x. this isnt shuffle.#spotify has no idea what to do with you when you stop listening to the top 5 pop artists or when you try to go *just* outside one genre#anyway that's my spotify rant over lmao#tysm for tagging me!!! ive never checked out the on repeat playlist before so this was a fun adventure!!#tag games
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#im at such a weird point in my life. trying to choose between a phd and a doomed life as an academic and like just not doing that.#its crazy how not terrible i feel when im not in school. just give me tasks to do and i will do them. dont let me think.#but then im just avoiding my responsibilities. i dunno. i just feel like i would be happier with a structured job that ends when the day#is over. which is y my dad thinks i should get a government job. one of my former lab mates got a government job and he's settling into#spending the rest of his life out in Colorado. which is so weird. i dont kno how long ill be in the place im in now. will it b 4 more years?#or will it be only a few months? will i go back to school in the fall? its looking like yes bc i dont have a job lined up. but maybe ill#keep applying and dip out. let my dreams die in favor of balance and sanity. maybe some things arent meant to be.#its just so gutting. i was talking to my coworker this week. saying that im interested in so many things. i could have studied anything else#and traveled a completely different path. and a guy across the room was like: its never too late. but it feels like its too late. too late#to spend another impossible amount of money on getting a different degree. restarting on a second masters project. im almost 30.#im supposed to b saving money so that i can not work forever. but i cant do that if im just a student forever. so maybe i should just get a#job. god. but theres so much i still want to learn. and im in the perfect program for everything i thought i wanted. im in the perfect place#but everything's falling to pieces. whatever. i. just tired bc im on day 5 of work and have to go in for a day 6.#doing something i havent done before all day. but after than im going home for a week. so ill have lots to contemplate in the airport.#this is not how i thought things would turn out. but im glad im spending the summer working where i am. im learning lots on a human to human#level. and no one bleieves im 27 bc i apparently have a bby face lol. nope im 11 yrs older than u my 16yo coworker#unrelated
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I bet some phycologist would have a field day with the weirdness that my brain does with how to converse with someone when I know the person looks at all my posts. Like okay brain can’t reply directly, but I can take it into my court (my blog) and into the corner (the tags) where I’m more comfortable and say it and know they’ll still hear my response
#same with like. how do I decide if I should reply or reblog (or even an ask) to add a thought to something#this is a post i made#and like I 100% word it differently between where I write it it’s wild#complex neural behavior- I was learning about that in class today#did you know you have the most dense neurons from 6 months-5 years old
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misc photo diary stuff.. also this unintentionally all matches sort of lol.. warm toned photos?
#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1 & 2. A very pale dusty warm sort of sky. Love the tone of it. All shades of gray skies are amazing.#3. Some flowers outside of a building I walked by. I like the chunky petals and interesting muted color#4. bapy son enjoying the sunlight#5. Picture of a moon and I think two stars or maybe planets or something near it? :0#6. little lines drawn onto the carpet with sunlight from the window blinds#7. The moon illuminating the clouds to an unuusally bright degree. Very inchresting.. It isn't even captured well in photos but in real lif#it kind of looked like everything in the sky was glowing#8. They had heart shaped strawberry biscuits at popeyes this February (I think for valentines day month?)#9. All of the various rocks I've picked up on the ground outside over the past few months. Now that I have a rock tumbler I'm always on the#lookout for interesting ones. Though I'm not sure what all of them are or how well they'd actually polish. I know there are rules about tha#and stuff lol. I do think it's neat how when they're all next to each other there's so many different patterns#and colors and stuff even though they were all taken from basically the same small span of just sidewalks and places along the city#I never travel to different states or anything or even go hours away within my own state.#photo diary
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joel mchale in the american housewife finale btw. as cooper's dad that's crazy.... AND jim rash is still here playing that waiter who sucks at his job and is a huge cunt <3 i miss community....
#community not being easily accessible on netflix has really brought the vibes down bad#i mean. i can still watch it easily it's on peacock which my sister pays for so she can watch all the harry potter movies#because she's too good for dvds now i guess.#speaking of harry potter being on peacock. and this is such a pointless tangent i'm just thinking about it now#the like. icons? for the movies. they made them each a different color on the website and they're almost all the wrong colors#i saw this like two months ago or something and it pissed me off so bad for no reason#how idiotic do you have to be to make the first movie blue and the third movie yellow. can we take this seriously.....#again this doesn't matter and doesn't affect me i'm just saying that's crazy. BLUE? for the sorcerer's stone? you've lost your mind....#everyone knows those movies are: 1) orange 2) green 3) pink 4) teal 5) red 6) green 7/8) gray. let's take things seriously#don't argue with me about 3 being pink. you don't get it#this is like when tmi got new covers in like 2017 or whenever that was and cofa was suddenly green..... hello.#anyway. the original point of this post. was that i'm finishing american housewife#goodbye forever katie i love you deeply <3#do not have a clue what sitcom to watch after this. might just like. kill myself. idk
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while i am here i stayed up til 8am rereading icebreaker by a. l. graziadei yesterday for the first time since it came out & ive been offline because theres no fandom for it but i cant stop thinking abt mickey so ive been devouring any mindless book i can get my hands on. if u want a cute little YA romance abt sports & mental health it is probably up ur alley :) you :) read it :)
#first person to write a 100k post canon fic abt mickey and jaysen going long distance while mickey goes to the nhl and jaysen keeps#playing in college................. first person to do that we will kiss probably#i have read i think 5? 6? books in the last 48 hours#another thing abt icebreaker: the author knows the characters so well down to the way. they text like yeah mickey WOULD use the wrong your#i LOVE when authors include different types of texting styles its makes the characters so lifelike. i think jean uses the wrong your and#their all the time. aaron too.#dan wilds canonically using punctuation when shes angry bc she thinks it gives her more emphasis. i love you miss wilds#ok now i must go i have to. reread the icebreaker scene between mickey and his dad after that game. that one yeah#still talking in the tags. i remember when the bad icebreaker book came out & it was a few months after i read GOOD icebreaker for the firs#i was like wow haha im so glaad its getting this recognition!! wow!! what a cute book to blow up!!! and then it was not the same book
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still trying to process my grandma passing away earlier in the week and just now found out that my dad was diagnosed with throat cancer. I hope he managed to catch it early, it sounds like his doctor's are deciding what the best action to take is.
#[static]#cancer is my Worst Nightmare truly ... he's the first one in the family to get it somehow#even with everyone on my mom's side being Heavy smokers (like a pack a day sometimes)#that being said it's another one of those family relationships that makes any sort of news difficult to process#I don't know what to do or say or how to feel about it besides basic human empathy that one would express during something like this#because the truth is I *don't* know my dad he was in my life from age 3-4? maybe 5?#and then i saw him randomly through out the rest of it every 6 months-4 years depending on if he'd show up#so while i'm obviously worried for him and sent him a message#im also grappling with 'does he want me to reach out' & 'am i doing this the right way' for a person i have blood ties to but dont know wel#like i've seen him twice in the last 7 years that's about how deep our relationship is as family#I used to want something more with him but I couldn't handle his flakiness and for awhile it seemed like he wanted to be around more#but his actions are always different from his words#anyways this is a long way of saying that my related-family dynamics are so confusing to me and make it hard to process anything
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we only have akira right now
#i think they have like 5 movies now so the tag isnt rhis funny anymore but its still bad.#unless things changed very suddenly in the last 6 months since my hulu got canceled#avpost#i love that they still included all the different subtypes of classics. yknow for the wide variety of movies that theyre offering.
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runs around in a circle i mean it when i say everyone should play mysims... its just a silly little game about building up a town one furniture piece made of weird shit at a time with vague lore and a good soundtrack
#styx says#its. so easy to acquire. like u can still buy the pc version (closest to the wii version but still a little bit different)#not Actually making anyone play it its like. one of those game that i think is awesome and a masterpiece but is actually a little boring#but ive played it for over 6 hours straight once and only stopped cuz my wrist hurt im so autistic abt this game#i lost my point. did i have one. uhhh. my wife is in it and i have the url mysimsyuri does this convince you at all /j#edit: forgot to say there Are some downsides to the game#apart from how tedious it is#like. in the cas section ive seen picrews more diverse u only get 3 skin tones and a handful of hair options (i think theres 4?? 5 dependin#on the specific hair)#and each townie only has like 10 not even lines of dialogue dfghdfkj theyre all unique but like. not fleshed out at all#anyway . i return to my rest of not making an original post for a month or 2. happy pride month xfghdk
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I am this 🤏 close to giving up medicine and my dream to practice neurology, just so I can go into IT, get a remote job and move somewhere in the mountains where a 4 bedroom house with a big ass yard costs just about as much as a one bedroom apartment in the city I currently live in. Fuck it. Give me 5 dogs, clean air and no fucking traffic. No neighbours?? Fuck it, I want it NOW 😠
#god i fucking hate big cities#everything's expensive#the traffic sucks like you can't get anywhere#the medical system is fucked and corrupt literally nepotism at its finest#none of my friends that finished their residency have found a job bc guess what someone's son is 3rd year in medschool and they're saving#the spot for him#the air isn't breathable 5 months a year#i live in the capital and half the time there's no hot water or heating#my parents can't stand each other#my roommate is intrusive and abusive and if i try to defend myself she plays the anxiety card#my best friend moved to a different country#god#fuck#i don't think I've ever felt this bad#i just wanna leave#like i dont have anyone to talk to no one to count on bc everyone has their own problems#and i literally just can't take it anymore#I WANNA LEAVE#i sacrificed 6 years of my life for that medical degree but I'd throw it out the window if i knew i could make it somehow without it#im sorry#i just have no one to talk to#just ignore me#if you read this far and you're one of the anons that sent in a request pls know im not ignoring you#im just 🥴🥴 not ok rn
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It's mid-August and I'm already starting to plan what Christmas cookies I'm baking... who am I?
#like yes it's halloween year round im my life but i have to have ideas months ahead of time for cookies#since i make 5-6 different types and give away dozens and dozens of cookies to family and neighbors#the kitchen is in full production mode for about 3 days with cookies candies and bars/brownies plus whatever we bring to christmas eve
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hey whats up witchblr its me ya gal(?) and i have. a lot of psychic energy i need to get out and nobody to use it on. if you want a free reading (probably a three-card pull just to see what’s up) just send me your question and i’ll pop one out.
i got a bunch of different tarot decks, if you don’t pick one i’ll choose for you, but my list of them is posted here!
UPDATE: i’m closing these for the day, i’m about to Burn Out lol
#witchblr#free tarot#free tarot readings#tarot readings#i wanna strrrrrretch basically#there's a bunch of decks i just received in a huge package that i haven't gotten to break in yet#i'm a fantastic fuckin bargain sniffer. i am an ebay god. somehow i found like 15 different decks for around 5 bucks each like 6 months ago#and they all finally came in!! so i wanna get some practice in
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