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Butch of doodles of my latest wildermyth campaign team: miitopia. Silly beasts.
#my art#artists on tumblr#doodles#oc art#my ocs#oc luly (mii)#oc exitium (mii)#oc lanky cute#oc monkey#oc nairobi#wildermyth#you'll notice unlike their Mii counterparts many of these guys aka luly and lanky and nai are kinda ripped#this is bc. they are killing 👍#moneky on the other hand is a magician so his body is the same as the Mii#and yes he's the most insufferable man in the entirety of monkey island but he's fucking hot it's unfair#but that's why his wife hates him but wont divorce him#I'll do more art later or maybe not idk#i had fun anyway look at emmm
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after all this time sometimes I still get the urge to draw Exile
#ITS IN MY ACTIVITY PAGE why are these posts making rounds again#i don’t mind people liking or reblogging my old tommey art 👍 he gets a free pass#where else will I get to draw a character covered in blood bc he just killed and ate his abuser 😫
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in honor of razzmatazz’s 3rd birthday, here’s the from the gallows piece i made RIGHT when it first came out. i don’t still like a lot of my art from 3 years ago, but this is one of my favorite pieces ive ever made, and i still have it hanging up in my room, as you can see here :)
#this would be fun to redraw sometime :)#also someone on instagram got MAD at me for this drawing bc hes killing himself in the drawing HXXHHXXHJX. sorry dallon. he liked it though#so its all good 👍#one thing about me is i LOVE to put guys into situations#dw#idkhow#my art
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minvember prompt 2: shame
old firestorm's son
#my art#b5#babylon 5#minvember#stephen franklin#slapping the big button that says INEXPLICABLE PRAIRIE THEMING. so homesick it might kill me 👍#I might skip the next prompt bc of irl workload but I'll see you on the flipside... I have good stuff cookin
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so obsessed with tim being forcibly made into a talon in revrob aus. like i was brainstorming ways to force tim to kill somehow because he has such a strong personal code that he wouldn’t, or he’d find some tricksy way around it, and one solution i got was just…. put him into a situation where he has literally no choice but to kill. make him into an unwilling talon. an owl sees baby tim on the rooftops talking with [robin]!damian and goes, oh, free baby talon.
#personal opinion but dick should’ve been approached to be an owl in canon not a talon#it’d make more sense w dick as b’s ward/oldest kid 👍#in revrob tim gets out & kills a premeditated number of owls to get them to stay off his back#so they’re in a standstill bc neither can move against the other. and then they try to kidnap baby!dick#i keep making tim a talon in revrob aus for some reason. have to exorcise the demon#damian & tim are like. vaguely friends. and then damian goes back to his mom & tim becomes [robin] and tim’s parents die#and damian comes back and is enraged bc tim has replaced him *& they were friends before* & tim’s a better partner for batman than he was#so he tries to kill tim. and tim (who was abt to tell them that his fake uncle is actually an owl) decides to deal w this himself#tim drake#dc#damian wayne#reverse robins#revrob
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thinking about how some of david's moments of control over his life are simply choosing to leave a situation. getting suicide-baited by a bridge? just leave. hospital patients are creating a horrible creature? outta here. your daughter is crying? goodbye. like literally if it sucks hit the bricks
#original nonsense#i am in eskew#i am in eskew spoilers#to be fair the bridge was not so simple to leave bc it was not only on his way to work but it followed him.#and the daughter example one is bad sorry. sorry! sorry 👍 sorry.#okay now lets think about VIOLENCE 👍👍👍 smashing glass fishtanks. killing his coworkers. rewriting history to kill his coworker.#lot of worker on worker violence here.#I FORGOT LITERALLY THE FIRST EPISODE when he is invited to join a polycule and he just refuses.#despite also being into it.
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Wait listen I have an explanation as to why I’ve been gone………. *deep breath* It was because I- *throws art for unwritten fic scene as a distraction*
No but actually I’ve like, graduated and started college and so much shit has happened I had like no time or energy for art but I’m here!! Yayyyy!!
#I have 4k words of /world building/ written out for this fic if people are interested lol#superheroes scratching the brain👍👍#hermitcraft#grian fanart#grian#cuteguy grian#mumbo jumbo#mumbo jumbo fanart#grianmc#mcyt#btw this is at the point in the story that they’re still trying to kill each other#hermitshipping#ignore that#sir ace drawing shit#ummmmm#grumbo#just bc like…the undertones…. and that’s the intention
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manifesting this kinda energy for kit twp
#twp#kit herondale#i think he deserves to be a bitch 👍 he’s earned it!#the ‘he collected meaningful data one’ would be about ty. btw. if you wanted to know.#like mr ‘im gonna make myself into my own weapon bc ppl are literally hunting me down to kill me’ deserves to be kinda petty & angry!#i also like the concept of him being a healer concurrently w this thinking too btw.#kit: ohhh you want me to destroy the world??? checkmate i’m going to become a healer out of pettiness & spite now.
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@hibiscuslynx YES HE HAS TATTOOS!!!!!!
here's the full ref sheet from. originally an au that's. erm. it's not dead i have reference sheets so it's clearly. alive.
i've posted the ur gay sketch before for sure 100% here it is again oops sorry
anyway, this has turned into my standard florida design :) this boy fuct up with ink!!! good for him
#DONT LOOK AT THE PANTHER OK. LOOK AT THE GATOR IN THE TOP LEFT INSTEAD.#idk where it's being put yet so i didnt. add it to the list but rest assured#he has that matching w louie :) gator bff tattoos forever#lune talks#wttt#wttsh#ben brainard#welcome to the statehouse#welcome to the table#when ppl ask me things#lune posts art#wttt florida#pr&bb au i miss u........i'm the one that killed u but i miss u#i dont always draw the septum and smiley but he does have them yeehaw#fitting his piercings in is hard esp the smiley it crowds his mouth grrgrhrhrghr#he has manic episodes and wakes up w a new piercing and is like.....sick i'm keeping it!#me too girlie me too#Dhdhfgdhfb THERE'S ALSO SOME STUFF I FULLY CANNOT POST ON THIS WEBSITE.#but if i ever get the courage. he does have a couple more piercings :///////#i went with the year juan ponce landed in florida bc. that's when the land was named la florida by. him i guess. spanish colonizers mhmm 👍👍#bc it was so flowery and pretty in april btw :) la florida the blooming flowers of spring awww#and since this is. the personification of la florida ig he would have been 'born' around then. in my head at least#old rotting corpse ass bitch#imagine being 500+yo and still bitchless
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Shima is it Coralaw 👀👀👀
...................MAYBE
#Shima answers questions#Coralaw#NDJKASNMKJDSADSA#To be 100% clear I do NOT ship Law as a 13 year old child I ship him as an adult#They are both consenting adults!!#...At least in the context of an AU where Cora is alive!! And they reunited as adults!#Also the 13 years of separation and Law's devotion and dedication to Cora i.e. his tattoos his pirate crew#his jolly roger and his revenge quest on Doflamingo AND the intense pining got to me OKAY#No matter how you look at their relationship Law's devotion to Cora is NOT normal. That is not heterosexual behavior. LMAO#The dependency is so unhealthy and I am unwell.#At the VERY least I can definitely see it being one-sided on Law's end#Again you do not devote 13 years of your life to killing a man for someone and classify that as normal#Law didn't spend that amount of time on his parents OR his sister#It was just Cora. Squinting eyes emoji#Also I should have expected this when I made that post a month ago about them being platonic soulmates#Bc they ARE. And they could be...MORE#Anyway if this makes any of you uncomfy that is perfectly fine and valid#I probably won't talk about them in a shipping context too often anyway I just figured I'd bring it up!#You can block the tag or unfollow it's fine 👍#Just pwease no steppy#At the end of the day they are fictional characters. They are not real#Also iykyk but I blame a certain someone's amazing comic series for this. I have been CONVERTED#Listen I just want them to hug and hold hands okay. That is all 🥺#One Piece
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me when im supposed to be studying but instead im thinking abt mori and dazai again
let me go absolutely insane for a second (not a second. this is so long. i just checked mfer its over 2000 words. i need to be sedated. imprisoned. restrained. examined. smthn)
'a young man with a death wish once came to me and i wanted to rescue him but i couldnt' and like yeah. beast mori couldnt rescue him. but to a certain extent, canon mori sort of has (touch wood for long term but as it is, dazai is so much less intent on dying than he was in dark era).
and it just. i always wonder about the actual intentions of the mimic situation. because on the surface, it looks like what dazai calls it, then deeper than that, it looks like a very calculated long term strategy, and deeper than that, its just. kinda sad.
i just think its interesting that he plans the mimic thing the way he does knowing dazai will leave despite the fact that he doesnt want him to. and dazai himself reasons this as mori being afraid of him, that mori doesnt want dazai to kill him the way mori killed the old boss. but thats? not true? mori seems unbothered at worst and downright proud at best when he tells oda that dazai will probably kill him one day.
so. Why. did he do it knowing dazai would leave? it wasnt his only option; he could have set skk on mimic. like 5 second future vision isnt gonna do much when the danger is alr there (as oda says). and in the face of a massive black hole coming right at u or a building being dropped on you, five seconds really isnt gonna do much. so mimic cld have been removed without a casualty and the mafia could still have got the permit, and not lost dazai. (who is Objectively an asset to the organisation.) But thats not how it happens. Mori plans it exactly as he does knowing oda will die and dazai will leave. he also then makes it continually obvious that dazai would be welcomed back.
and ive been trying to think of other reasons for it, but across canon and insight from beast mori the only thing i can think of comes back to the fact that mori wants dazai alive. alive and aware that the pm is the best place for him, but alive more than anything else.
i think he wants dazai as his heir bc he knows dazai is enough like him to manage it, but i wonder if it also comes back to the fact that mori is trying to rescue him, and i imagine his own reason to live (and lord knows he suggests he needs a strong one in fifteen) is probably tied down to legacy and responsibility for the city. mori devotes his life to the mafia because he wants peace and appreciates that control (rather than eradication) of the worst of yokohama is the way to keep that peace. and thats enough of a reason to live for him. but it isnt for dazai.
dazai doesnt give a fuck about the mafia as a concept bc his motivations dont rest on ideals the way moris do. dazai only ever does anything because of the people he cares about. everything we see him do, EVEN in pm era where people claim he was some emotionless rockman, come back to his friends.
its why hes never at the centre of the plot. he cant be, because he never does anything for himself. fifteen, in which he is a titular character, is a plot that rests vastly on chuuyas back story. dazais original motivation prior to meeting him is just to khs, and only upon meeting chuuya and them having their whole weird Thing and dazai deciding to be an obsessive freak, does he actually have personal stakes in the job. then in stormbringer, its all abt chuuya again, and dazai is only involved bc he cares about him (whatever he actually says aside). tdipud is driven by odas storyline, and so is dark era. dazai is only active in them bc he cares abt oda.
even when he has more idealistic motivations come canon era, they come back to the fact that hes doing it for oda. anything Above And Beyond that promise is bc hes acting to save the agency, who are his Friends. his motivations are deeply personal in complete contrast to moris, and it is perhaps the only place they really differ.
now ironically, it seems to be that the only decisions mori makes influenced by personal feelings are because of dazai. which takes me to the fact that i think he let dazai leave because he recognises thats whats best for him (at least in the short term - and we'll get to That in a second). and its not really a loss for the organisation because dazais too practical to ever dismiss the mafia, and he still gut responds with their methods. so its an easy sacrifice, a justifiable one.
then theres the contrast with the kouyou&kyouka thing. kouyou doesnt want kyouka to taste the light only to have it sour on her tongue when she realises she cant actually have it because of what she is. because kouyou believes anyone tainted by darkness the way they are can never be free of it. (because she couldnt get out herself).
i wouldnt be surprised if mori thinks the same way, certainly in regards to someone like dazai who Is naturally built for the mafia in a way kyouka really isnt. mori at least believes dazais blood is mafia black and whether or not this is true is irrelevant. he Does have to actively fight his impulses in order to do the Right Thing even now. And even doing that, he still falls into their methods when its practical, or when he's paranoid or unsettled enough to need the comfort of habit, hence the way he treats aku even four years removed from the mafia. hence the way he treats atsushi immediately after Q appears (the way he so instantly latches onto his older self literally slapping the self pity he detests in himself and in his former kouhai out of his current one). hence the way the parallels to mori spring up most when dazai has just been shaken by something.
so i wonder if mori let dazai walk into the light knowing (or believing) he wouldnt fit there, and would come back with a stronger commitment to the mafia as a whole because it may be a concept of sorts, but its one that embraces him in a way the light doesnt, and while dazai does things for the people He cares about, its a mutual thing - he feels responsibility for the people that care about Him too (which probably ties in to the desire for a quiet suicide without bothering anyone, and also to the disgust he has w the sheep - because it Isnt a mutual exchange there).
i think it was always intended as a temporary thing (five years away from the mafia maybe. the 'five years' right before dazai comes to take moris place). give him a taste of the light and let him come to his own conclusion that he doesnt belong there, and eventually turn back to the mafia where he does belong.
(despite suggestions that dazai Doesnt really belong there - smthn smthn cat/dog symbolism - though people suggest this implies he belongs w the ada and i dont think thats true either esp given the way hes omitted from the group so often. i think the cat symbolism w dazai likens him more to natsume than atsushi&fukuzawa esp given the way theyre shown tgthr so often. dazai doesnt belong to any organisation or rigid group, he just fits in line w whoever he cares abt and wherever he decides hes content to stay. v much like a cat actually.).
anyway, moris idea seems to be that dazai wld realise the mafia is somewhere he is cared for, and he cares for the people within it in return. though it doesnt seem to have really turned out that way (maybe mori j underestimated the power of the ada's one specialty: forced integration into its found family. lmao)
so you could see it from a practical perspective: mori sending dazai out to show him he really belongs w the mafia and shld come back to them when the time is right, thus mori secures his legacy by leaving the pm to dazai and the mafia is led forward by someone who could handle it the way mori has.
but. hes never pushy abt dazai coming back. hes downright polite abt it (contrasting to the way he treats yosano), and he puts an awful lot of effort into saving dazais life. (kinda funny that he sends chuuya to pick dazais ass up every five seconds with no reward for either of them - chuuya post dead apple literally asks and moris just like ? uh the safety of the city?? bragging rights😁👍? - but when he sends chuuya to save the agency as a whole the price is Heavy like. exchange of a member is crazyyy.)
dazai is always very much considered One Of Their Own. his seat is still empty waiting for him to come back, he and mori post guild are Always cooperating (despite the kinda petty way dazai talks to him during the reunion - the whole 'i burnt the coat' thing - its almost childish, spiteful in a way that speaks to personal hurt that undermines any control he might have had of their kind of distant passive aggressive exchange. but. im too insane abt that interaction that my interpretation cld be entirely bs.)
they communicate through this ridiculous game of chess, and rely on each other to keep both their organisations afloat. when anyone else from the ada tries to pull the same thing, mori pulls out contracts for their damn souls but when its dazai hes just like ? oh ur bf needs to save you again? of course i can spare him to go pick you up from european prison yeah not a problem! ill even glue his vampire cosplay teeth in!!
in connection with that, even with dazais commitment to Doing The Right Thing, he does not do it in the right way. hes perfectly content to use mori-typical underhanded methods to get the ada to the right place. he sends aku To His Death Knowingly for the sake of saving atsushi and by extension the rest of the agency (and he may have known that the vampirism wld sorta bring him back?? but he still sends him to die), and its sorta similar to mori sending aku out to deal with hawthorne and mitchell while hes in rlly bad shape.
anyway dazais methods always make me think of that cunty exchange sskk have in dead apple 'thats not the way we do things in the detective agency' 'was that a bad joke😘 ur too much weretiger🌈✨💖'. but like. dazai Doesnt work the way the ada does. at least not when things get tense enough to drive him back to habit.
i think people like to interpret dazai as being a better person now, and i think in some ways he is. because hes always influenced by the people hes around most. but also, his motivations havent really changed from pm era. he still does what he does for his friends, they just happen to be on the right side now.
anyway. mori puts more work into keeping dazai alive than any other character (bar perhaps chuuya - but thats because mori saving dazai runs hand in hand with chuuya doing it given hes the one sending him) which is. aurgh.
mori and the wish to save people is just interesting in general. the fact that he became a doctor in the first place is telling on its own plus the unhinged way he deals with yosano - of course someone obsessed with saving people would want a cheat card for sending Death packing - but maybe i could believe it was just a power thing, more to his sense of control. playing with life and death so that he can play god. and i think that probably is just a little bit part of it, esp during the war.
but theres also the way he treats doctors within the pm (sb calls it respect for his former position but it may also be knowledge that the better treated they are the more people they will save). And the only reason he works w the tripartite agreement is bc he loves yokohama, wants its people, including its underground, alive and all that (honestly it probably links back to war stuff - hes really intent on peace).
so hes already someone that is intent on saving people (and beast mori makes this obvious w the way he treats atsushi) but theres a personal edge to it w dazai, possibly bc dazai is so much like him, and asgr is kind of obsessed w the saving your mirrors bc you cldnt save yourself thing (sskk. atsushi&lucy. chuuya with his clone. beast akutagawa siblings. beast atsushi&kyouka. i could continue).
im frothing at the mouth but basically, mori does everything for practical reasons in line with his ideals, his grand vision for the PM, but that doesnt mean he isnt making any emotionally charged decisions. its just that theyre always justified by their practical outcomes. (Especially where dazai is concerned). so he can pretend that theyre not driven by personal feelings but IM WATCHING U MORI U CANT HIDE FROM ME.
yk i sometimes wonder if i see him too sympathetically for a guy thats as so sucks as he is but someone has to counterbalance the 75% of the fandom that thinks hes pure evil for no reason and has no thoughts outside of Being Terrible so. here you go have this from the depths of my brain.
#i appreciate most of this sounds completely unhinged u just have to roll with it#god the fact that dazai rlly doesnt. know. at all. makes me insane#he knows moris reluctant to let him die obviously bc he trusts him to save his ass all the time but the extent of it is lost on him#he knows everything and yet he thinks mori forced him out if the mafia bc he was scared of him#meanwhile real image of mori talking abt dazai killing him one day:🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩👍👍👍👍👍👍👍#im sorry guys im actually not normal about them#i think abt mori&dazai more than i think abt skk. which is. completely bizarre for me#i dont think ive ever given more attention to a non romantic duo before bc im so ship brained but. lord.#dazai osamu#mori ougai#bsd#bungou stray dogs#analysis#also.#nyxis hate posts#<- posted this in the first place cos i was filled w rage by how tt talks abt mori lol
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DRAGON AGE ORIGINS REPLAY: 8/?
Grey Warden, please don't hurt my son. He is not responsible for what he does.
#daedits#daedit#dao#dragon age origins#dragon age#gamingnetwork#dailygaming#gamingedit#connor guerrin#isolde#arlessa isolde#da fans r so funny bc they'll say shit like. ''bioware both sideses the circle issue and tries to convince u that mages r dangerous 🙄''#meanwhile the both sidesing is um. the violent killing/maiming of dozens of townsfolk. by one possessed child.#n then u gotta see cold takes abt how 'centrist' characters talk abt how conflicted they are or how hamfisted their reluctance feels. like.#sorry you missed the part where horrors beyond their comprehension happen on the reg for non-magic-having ppl....#couldn't be me though! i love engaging with a premise open-mindedly and working within the given world-building 👍#q
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I Know kim and harry literally index the case using the date 08/03 suggesting this is the date of day 1 however ruby's diary entry says M's peone is coming to martinaise to investigate on the Ninth (and besides, it doesnt fit with the date of death being the fourth and that the corpse has been hanging for seven days as of day 1). might the index just use eg the date the corpse was reported to the rcm rather than the date assigned officers actually make it to the scene
#in which case day 1 is on the eleventh right...#lely was murdered (4th) -> cuno threw rocks at the corpse for a few days before klaasje decided to call it in (8th) ->#harry arrived in martinaise (a few hours later on the 8th?) -> harry has a three day long bender and wakes up the morning of the 11th#that being said ruby's diary entry about being holed up 'here' (taking this to mean the fisher shack) is from the 12th#so maybe klaasje called it in say 11pm on the 8th and the dispatched harry the morning of the 9th#plus the three day bender would have the kineema waking up harry and scaring away ruby to the feld building on the 12th#I Sure Feel like this is something that should be very simple that im just not understanding bc im tired#or maybe it was obvious to everyone else this whole time. not sure!#gemitus#disco elysium#maintagging yeah sowwy 👍#i think the fact that he was killed at night probably adds some rounding to the mix here
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people should make Exile more fucked up, he Ate his abuser
#He Ate Him#kills and eats him. You can only starve for so long#👍👍👍#this is bc I watched yellowjackets and the last of us sry
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These three live free rent in my head so bad haha, I love them sm
under cut like always :3
Summary:
Mateo and Izzie are clothes stealers
Additional Tags:
they’re family. implied Cooper x Mateo. Izzie and Mateo love stealing clothes. Fluff. I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping. No beta we die like me when fruity finds me. Cooper should be allowed to be on the football team me thinks, headcanons. Ficlet
If Cooper had learned anything from his stays at the Garcia household it was that Mateo and Izzie were the biggest clothes thieves he had ever had the pleasure of meeting.
Gone were his shirts and especially his hoodies. Hell they’d even “borrow” some of his pants, though that was mostly a Mateo thing. Thank whoever that they had yet to touch his socks.
Granted however society wasn’t exactly accepting of showing up to school in a musty football jersey and Scooby Doo underwear so off he went to scrounge up his missing clothes.
He checked the laundry first, luckily finding a pair of red sweatpants that had been tossed in there in the first place due to the unflattering mustard stain near the hip area.
Eh, with the shrug he pulled them on. They’d just have to do for the day.
Everything else unfortunately seemed to have just been put through so anything else would gave to wait until after school.
On to the next location.
Taking the stairs two or three at a time, because heaven forbid a tall neurodivergent climb the stairs like a normal person, Cooper was quick to find himself on the floor of the Garcia home that housed the room of the two thieving siblings. Surprisingly both of them were out in the hall, just outside the bathroom, pointing at each other. Unsurprisingly both of them were wearing one of his hoodies.
Mateo had his usual one on, a pull over with the illustration of a spaceship on front. Izzie wore one of his zip up hoodie, this one had a simple checker board pattern on the pockets and no hood.
Thieves!
By the time Izzie had reacted to his presence and moved her pointer finger over to gasp at him in shock he had already closed the distance between himself and Mateo.
“MATEO RUN! He found us!” Izzie yelled, darting down the hall and into the sibling’s bedroom, but it was too late. Cooper wrapped his arms around Mateo’s waist and buried his face into Mateo’s shoulder as he squeezed him from behind.
“No, Cooper let go of me! You smell like deli meat,” Mateo cough as he tried wriggle free.
Cooper only laughed before responding with a grumble, “That’s because I only have my football jersey as somebody stole my other clothes,”
Mateo laughed as Cooper nuzzled into his neck, “They’re in my bedroom you stinker,”
Tightening his grip on Mateo, Cooper hummed as he picked the other up, “IZZIE, I got your thieving brother! And you’re next!” He yelled.
The boys laughed as their heard a distance scream of “YOU’LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE!!” as Cooper dragged Mateo over towards the bedroom.
Well at least one thief was cooperating.
#Is Coop staying at the Garcia house bc his family is objectively not the best???#Yes 👍#I think coop and logan would kill it on the football team#Dreamzzz#dreamzzz cooper#dreamzzz mateo#dreamzzz izzie#lego dreamzzz cooper#lego dreamzzz izzie#lego dreamzzz mateo#fanfic#fanfiction#lego dreamzzz fanfic#Lego Dreamzzz
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can i please fucking have a best friend before i kill myself i cannot stand this loneliness anymore it isnt even funny like im actually in so much pain bc of loneliness i feel like i cant breathe and like im gonna die everything hurts so bad i cant take it i try to pretend im ok and during a little while it works but then it all comes crashing down again i literally cannot be alone anymore i will die
#but with how fundamentally flawed and broken and fucked up and unlovable i am#i already know i will always be alone#i have known that deep in my bones since i was a child and everyone started shunning me#but oh my fucking god this hurts so bad i also know i wont be able to keep enduring this year after year after year#i am so fucking unlovable and unlikable and i only bother and burden everyone i come in contact with#i literally SHOULD kill myself so the world can be free of me#but im selfish and i keep clinging on (but mostly out of fear)#i just wish i had a gun so i could blow my brains out correctly and know i'd die so fucking fast#i just cant do it any other way#anyway my entire fucking body hurts because i am so lonely i will die#and i am losing my mind bc yeah i will sit here now and be distracted while typing this#but then i will just go back to my lonely room and like#god i wanna scream why am i alive? as if anyone values my life haha what a fucking joke i am#whateverrrr i'll go cut myself#but i dont even have anyone to show that to bc everyone hates me!!!!! 😁👍#just fucking do me a favor and kill me i cant take this anymore 🙂
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