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shaunashipman · 6 months ago
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just to put it out there, if bucktommy are still together at the close of the season 🤞🤞🤞 I am going to be insufferably petty. like disturbingly so. i'll try to limit it to the first 24 hours after I watch the finale, but those 24 hours will be filled with so much pettiness it might make your head explode
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xamaxenta · 10 months ago
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Self-indulgent HC Warning
A lot of the nurses on WB’s ship would have a crush on Ace at first because he’s a young, hot new and exciting addition to the crew.
I’d imagine the nursing team would be a bit apart from the rest of the crew, because they’re mostly women and not particularly fighters, so the rest of the (mostly male) crew is unconsciously a bit paternal and patronizing to them, even though they’re si freely fond of them. But even though it’s not at all WB’s mindset, some on the crew can’t help but look down on those who don’t fight and handle more « domestic » tasks.
But a lot of Ace’s emotional growth is due to Makino, a woman who’s not particularly physically strong but whom he respects a lot, because she’s smart and stable and helped him figure out a lot of his trauma and complexes. You know she raised him to be a women respecter.
So he actually treats the nursing team like regular human beings, like anyone else in the crew, and listens seriously to their venting about their work conditions (stuff that weighs on them but that others on the crew might consider too minor to really care about). He doesn’t dismiss them like some crewmen might.
So he doesn’t end up dating any of them but he does become a true friend to them, a confidante, someone they truly feel comfortable with and come up to at lunch to share some stories with.
(I truly believe Marco is a woman respecter as well and especially since he’s a caretaker too, but he’s so swamped with work and with being the second in command that they don’t always dare to bother him with stuff that they’ve been told is minor. When he does hear from Ace how they’ve been feeling though, he gets super mad and everyone on the ship trembles for the next week)
Yes this is also one of my top tier self indulgent headcanons
Ace respects women because of Dadan and Makino, the ladies who raised him into the man he is today 👏🏽
The nurses absolutely LOVE him frfr they feel safe and respected with him and theres some crushes involved who couldnt fall for Ace maybe this is my bias haha
But he totally got some hearteyes following him until one nurse goes oh I heard Ace has an eye for Marco
And everyones got a collected noise of annoyance/despair/disappointment like ah yes of course the cute guy is gay or has a preference in men
I mean it when i say Ace would comfort these people like hugs, hang outs, lets them paint his nails or whatever he wants the closeness of friendship companionship too hes been starved his whole life and some of the nurses even remind him of Dadan and Makino so it feels safe for him too
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bishiglomper · 2 years ago
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I freaking hate having a uterus, I swear to god
What did i do to deserve this
Im not able to keep my depo appointment out of town, they couldnt push it so i tried to get it done in town. But i dont have a provider anymore and they need an actual doctor (instead of a nurse) because the prescription needs to be updated
But the only flippin' person they schedule ANYTHING GYN is with the witch that traumatized me in the first goddamn place. Sissy told me she was victimized by her too, and i know mom hates her as well. jfc
The only reason I accepted the appointment is because I VERIFIED they never got my last exam release but im trying to get another exam elsewhere and they're just gonna have to deal with it. She scheduled me for a shot anyway. Didnt say anything about an exam. So if the witch tries anything.. 👀
I told sissy who they wanted me to see and she was like 'omg no' and then demanded to mom she had to go with me and to punch her if she tries anything.
I'm a pacifist tho, I'm like 'how about we start with a body block before we choose violence'
"She says she's okay with a defensive position. Personally, i would choose offense. I wanna punch her."
But seriously, if this woman tries to pull the 'no shot until an exam' thing I'm just gonna be all "WELP, BAIIII." and walk tf out
I'll just bleed for another month, it's fine. I'm taking iron now, I should live until all the other shit is taken care of. The migraines are whats most annoying.
At least I have a heads up this time. I can mentally prepare. The last 2 times they scheduled me with her i didnt know until i was holding the sticker with her name on it. The last time i literally had a panic attack and walked out before they called me back. And that was after i told them never to shedule me with her again. 😐
This clinic effing sucks.
I called them and was put on hold. They hung up on me. It took another call and another 10 minutes before they answered.
I'd been going there for years, its not like they have phones ringing off the hook. There's never a line at the counter. Theres always like 4 receptionists. It's just bullshit.
The good thing about losing my doctor is i get a clean slate and can go to a different clinic now. The snooty one was really bitchy about hopping providers but theyre the best, so..
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doofus-shmoofus · 5 months ago
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its tough coming to terms with the fact that I don't hate someone who let himself hurt me. I'd like to believe that from him it was out of fear and not contempt. I'm not even mad at him. At least he understood me. I'm actually immensely proud of my Dad for how he fathered me. He managed to give me good wholesome memories, tried to shield me from negativity, was just a phone call away even though I couldnt remember his number and only called out of obligation. He told me how he thinks his parents messed up in raising him and what he's gonna do differently to prevent that. It's just immensely unlucky that the woman he married didnt show her true colors til after they married. Four months is not a lot of time to get to know someone, but whatever.
I hate her though. She didn't understand me. She hit harder than him, yelled louder than him, and made punishments harsher than his. It's difficult to put into words everything that fortified my distrust and discomfort of her. I wanted to like her and I wanted her to like me. I really did. But she made it impossible. I was a good kid to everyone but her. She also would intentionally retraumatize me. I would go to therapy to heal. She didnt like that. I hit a teacher once and she never let me forget it, even though I only did it because the teacher wouldnt let me go to the nurse while I had heat exhaustion and wasnt thinking clearly.
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goodvibesandsunglasses · 2 years ago
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daringsunflowers​:
Delilah couldnt help but laugh softly when he had told the nurse she was his wife. The other woman already had known because lilah had lied to them already to get into the room. The woman raised her brow a little when she had said there was a fan club waiting outside for him. It had only made her wonder who all was out there worrying and waiting for him. However she kept quiet and out of the way. Once the nurse and her talked and she left delilah joined him once more at the bed. “Who shot you, j?”
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“That guy… he was… inoppra… inappro… priate” the response was vague but it was the best he could muster right now. The last thing he remembered was one of his staff members calling him to the door to signal a violent individual. And then nothing… Besides, he was still sort of confused as to what she was doing here and much less encline to humor now that pain was registering. He shifted to look up at her. She looked and sounded even better than he remembered but now that the nurse was gone, the elephant in the room needed to be addressed. “What are you doing here?”
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I want this ; E.B
Pairing: Evan buckley x Fem!reader
Warnings: ANGST, mentions of sex, some blood, pregnancies, Fluff, and cursing.
Summary: after an amazing one night stand, unexpectedly y/n finds out news that changes her entire life. In the way, her heart gets broken, by the man who caused it.
(Y/n nash)
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*the night*
It all happened so quickly, the loud music, the cheers, the lights. But it all faded as you made your way towards the bathroom with evan fucken buckley. His hands on your hips, and he led you to the bathroom stall, your lips moving in sync with his.
His hand distracted as he closed the door, but soon, both hands found there way to your hips, pulling you closer to him, slightly grinding both your bodies. Low, groans escaping both your lips.
His hands went down to the back on your thighs, muttering "jump" which you obviously obeyed. Kissing your neck, and sucking leaving marks. Claiming you, as his...without knowing.
One thing led to another, last thing you knew, both of you were loudly moaning silently thanking that the music was so loud no one could possibly hear. Groaning, and whimpering each others names.
Buck, has never felt so good with anyone in his entire time, and he definitely knew he'd regret fucking his captains daughter. But he couldnt help it. Y/n nash was too incredibly irresistible.
.....*a week later*.....
It had been a week since the sexual momento, evan completely avoided you, passing you, not acknowledging you at all. Basically as if you had no title in the world.
But, he did think of you. He kept thinking of that night, the way you felt around him. You and him were buds, have been since he arrived at 118, you were his first bestfriend. Sure he was a firefighter and you were a nurse, but you guys were incredibly close. And now, because he couldnt keep it in his fucken pants, he ruined the friendship. And ruined both yours and his life.
But you didn't care, i mean, yes you were fucking terrified. But, you were also excited. Here you were, sitting in your bed, with the white stick beside the table next to your bed. Your legs were shaking incredibly fast, and your teeth were chewing on your teeth. As the alarm set off, your hand shakily reached the test turning it around. You gasp, newly years arriving in your eyes, seei g the result 'pregnant'.
You always wanted a family of your own, little you's running around, giggling and screaming of joy. Loving them, being a mother to them. You always dreamed of being a mother and hoped you'd be the mother your mother was to you. Kind, caring, loving, and understanding. But this was definitely not the way you wanted to start your family.
It was a mistake, a terrible. . . terrible mistake. You weren't supposed to get pregnant. I mean obviously when you have sex you get pregnant eventually, but...you wanted to find love first. And evan Buckley did not love. His type of love is 'scream my name and never show yourself again' and that was definitely not you. You were a romantic, sensitive woman...like you father, some would say. And evan was not that.
The first person you had told, that you had been feeling the pregnancy symptoms were athena. Athena was always like a second mother to you, her shoulder was yours to cry on, her house was practically yours too, she protected you how a a lioness would protect her cub. And since, now she was basically like your step mother since she and your father were married, she was even more overprotective over you.
She was beside you, looking at the test with you. You immediately broke into tears, "oh, baby" she clicked her tounge taking you in her arms. "C'mere" she cooed.
"W-what am i gonna do?" You sobbed, the test on your white sheet, as your hand cradled your stomach.
"You're gonna do this, without or without buckley, and you know what. Your gonna do amazing, because you'll have me and your father by your side"
You smiled softly feeming better at her soft true words, your head was on her chest, her hands smoothed your arms. You were on her couch, hearing the sound of keys opening.
You knew it was your father. Showing him, he smiled seeing his two favorite girls, he kissed your head then pecked Athenas lips.
"Hey...whats wrong?" He asked, feeling the tension in the room very tight. You could never lie to your father, it was always so hard. His captain voice made you grow on light fear and his overprotective father made you almost yelp.
"Dad....sit down" he listened, slowly sitting next to his wife, and looking at athena, "just listen to her" athena told him. Bobby looked at you.
"I dont want you to be mad at me, or look at me differently" you played with the tip of your fingers, looking at his tearfully, he worriedly frowned. "Sweetheart...what is it?" He was always so soft with you. You were his only, child. His survivor. His daughter.
"Im pregnant" you said quickly. Your dad froze, blinking blankly before looking at athena, in which only came with her looking at you sadly. He then realized, this definitely wasnt a prank.
"W-what...ho-how i-"
"It wasn't on purpose, or intentional." Your tears failed to hold up as they started running fown like a neverending rain disaster, bobby looked at you, his angered face softening. He got up, bringing you into a soft hug. Pecking your forehead again.
"Who is it?" He asked, not understanding the question, you frowned he spoke again "im your dad, i need to know who did this to you...obviously you didn't want this. So ,who did this?"
"Dad...sure i didn't want this to happen so soon, but. Know that i am a little happy, im just scared at the moment--"
"Okayy, then still who did this?"
"Buck.." you utterly said, oh so quietly your dad almost didnt hear it. But thanks to satan, he did. He gritted his teeth.
"Out of everyone, him? Y/n, what?"
"We were drunk, and we were stupid"
Bobby sighed, "im here for you, we both are. But kiddo, by the looks on it, he doesn't know. Now, as much as i know the kid. I'll try not to kill'im. But..you gotta tell him"
You nodded, of course you did. Either way, you were gonna have this baby. With or without his help. But not now. You were confused in life, scared, frightened to become a mother. But you were gonna be a mother. Even if you got an abortion, you'd still be a mother to a dead unborn baby, if you gave him or her up to aboption, you'd be a mother to a kid out there in the world. So you decided your choice, you'd be a mother to a beautiful baby, and raise it to be the strongest most bravest kid in the world. And you were determined to be the most amazing mom out there.
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Okay, your dad and hen scolded you coldy. Evan was in the dining table talking to chim about maddie.
"You have to tell him!" Hen whispered shouted at you, bobby nodding. "I second that" bobby joined.
You sighed "im just not ready" you said, you were now currently 3 months pregnant, you wore a big sized t-shirt, your baby was still small like a bean but you werent gonna risk anything.
"When will you be?" Eddie marched in, looking at you with sad soft eyes. His hand fellnon your shoulder. As you were gonna speak, you heard your favorite voice.
Christopher.
"Y/n!" He almost shouted in joy, your face broke into a wild grin, he immediately hugged your waist, and you bend over to kiss his cheek, in which he blushed. "How are you?" You asked.
"Good, dad and i are gonna get ice cream later, wanna come?" He politely asked. You looked up at eddie to see him smiling down at you. In the corner of your eye, you could see evan looking at the three of you.
You knew he'd be going too.
"Gee, chris i would love to. But, i really need to uhm..to go visit a friend of mine" you told him, "thats okay, maybe next time"
"Definitely"
And chris ran to evan, eddie asked.
"You going to see thomas again?" He smirked at you. You rolles your eyes, but noticed even looking, so you blinked and turned to your dad.
"Alright, dad the hospital meeds me, so I'll see you when i come back tonight" you told him. Walking pass evan, chim stopped you.
"Hey, can you tell thomas if he can send me to copy of the spiderman comics?" He asked you, you chuckled.
"Will do, chimmy" .
As you left, evan asked "whos thomas and why is y/m seeing him?"
Bobby smirked "Thomas, her high school ex boyfriend. They reunited 3 months ago"
"Are they dating?"
"Oh no, they broke it off after they realized it would be better to just be friends. Why? Jelouse?" Hen chuckled, she was fighting the urge to scream 'SHE'S PREGNANT WITH YOUR CHILD YOU IMBECCILE' but she held it in.
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After a walk on the park with thomas, you went over to the hospital. Groaning out, as you felt a pain in your stomach, meredith came next to you quickly taking you over to a room.
"What happened?" She asked, but you couldn't say anything, you were groaning loudly. Meredith was panicking.
"Alright, point to where the pain is coming from" you pointed to the middle of your stomach, she nodded.
"Meredith! Argh! It hurts!" You shouted in pain, your hands clutched to your stomach, "please..dont tell me im losing my baby!?"
"No, you're not losing your baby!"
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After hours, you were back on your feet, your baby was completely fine. Meredith still had not told you was that was about, but you were perfectly fine with 'you and you're baby are perfectly healthy and safe'
Driving home to your empty apartment, you fell on your couch, tiredly rubbing your head, moaning softly at the feeling.
You made yourself a sandwich, turning on the TV, your eyes were nearly closing when you heard three gentle loud knocks. You groaned, getting up and lazily walking to the door.
Opening it, with no care. You said "wha- oh shit" there he was. That bastard of a man who knocked you up. But you couldn't help but look at his choice of clothing. It was 1:00 in the morning, he had a white muscle shirt, grey sweatpants, and he was sweating.
"Jesus Buckley, what happened to you" you told him, giving him a glass of fresh cold water. He took it, chugging it before putting it in the sink.
He looked at you, before hesitantly looking at your stomach.
*5 hours earlier*
After you had left, evan was absolutely distracted . Couldn't even do his job. He was jelouse. Ever since that night all he could think about was you.
You and you.
And the thought of tommy boy with you, absolutely killed evan. Si here he was , starring blankly at the boul of grapes, a grape in his hand.
Chim, eddie, hen and bobby groaning in annoyance. Even maddie who was eating pie. She stared annoyingly at her brother.
"Jesus, brother your screwed" chim joed with a chuckle, evan looked at chim, "huh?"
"Your so smitten with captains daughter, you cant even breathe" hen frowned at evans, evan glanced at bobby, gulping down.
"Not angry at you kid, at least not yet"
'What the hell does that mean?' Buck thought.
"I mean, who is this thomas guy anyway, some grocery worker--"
"Actually hes an engineer," chim interrupted but was quickly smacked by a pregnant maddie.
"Still, i....mean, sure he's known her longer than me. But does he really know her like i do? Like how she always picks out the sides of uer bread because she doesn't like it, or how whenever she's nervous she plays with her fingers and scrunches her nose, how whenever she's sad she always looks down, or how..how whenever she sees food she does this absolutely adorable kittle dance. Or whenever she see's an animal die in TV she cries makes you want to hold her, and tell her its not real. Or how whenever someone with a baby passes by, she immediately goes into awe. Like, no one. Absolutely no one, could even ever love her like i do.." evan was basically saying everything so quickly. Everyone in the spot just stared at him, hen, chim, maddie, eddie and bobby just smirking.
"Its a good thing she's carrying his ch-" chim almost said, but hen covered his mouth. Evan furrowed his eyebrows.
"What?" He asked, "nothing!" But evans wasn't having it.
"What. Did. You. Say?" Evan said incredibly dangerous it even scared bobby a little. Eddie sighed, "she's pregnant with your kid buck"
Without a second thought, evan rushed to the hospital, it was near 1, but he didn't care. He was driving when he reached the hospital he was informed you had left an hour ago. With a groan, he got back into his car, driving to your place.
Nearly 15 minutes in, he had to park somewhere because his car ran out of gas. He immediately speed his legs.
Finally knocking at your door, it opened revealing you, in a strap white silky jama shirt for sleep, and some shorts.
*present*
"Evan? Did something happen?" You asked worriedly. He just continued to look at you.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He blurted out, looking at you with pained eyes, you widened your eyes before walking to the couch.
"I-i was scared" you simply told him. He scoffed.
"You were just gonna keep it a secret, and what let another man into OUR childs life?" He asked almost meanly, you looked at him, and he immediately gulped.
"What? No no...what the fuck is that supposed to mean?"
"Thomas"
"So what, you hear a guys name and first thing you do is assume im in some relationship with the guy?" You told him in disbelief, you scoffed getting up. He said nothing.
"Cat got your tongue?"
"Yes, i should've told you. But, i wasn't ready to face us just being a mom and dad to a child and not be anything to each other at all. We were friends evan, but we fucked up. And now, friends doesn't exist in our world"
You told him getting up to get a glass of water. He was gonna do it.
"𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴" he blurted out, you turned to meet his gaze, "i want to have this child with you. I want us to be parents, to be together as a family. Yes its too soon, and were young but fuck it, i want this with you, and not only because we have a baby on the way but bec-" his eyes started to water, and you immediately wanted to take him in your arms, but you stayed steady.
"Because i love you. Y/n, you were my first friend, the first most Important person in my life, and that night...it wasn't a mistake, i enjoyed that night, im sorry i didn't text or call you or talk to you. I was a dick, but im here now, and i want this"
You were lost at words, he loved you. And you loved him.
"I-i love you too" you told him. Your hands shaking, and a smile arrived at your face. Evan not even noticing, a tear slipped out of his eye. He walked up to you, taking your face, kissing you passionately, his hands finding your waist, his thumbs caressing your stomach.
You both pulled away, "what about thomas"
You giggled, your hand now on his cheek, he layed his head gently on your hand.
"He came to LA to celebrate his wedding with his soon to be husband" evan froze making you burst into laughter.
"Did not see that one coming did ya?"
"Nope"
You both laughed, walking up to your bedroom. You both layed there, enjoying the moments together.
"And a boy?"
"I was thinking maybe, evan robert buckley" you kissed his chin, as you told you. He looked at you, he broke into a wild grin kissing your nose.
"I love it" "and a girl?"
"I was thinking maybe you'd choose"
"What about, melody y/n Buckley" you smiled at him, "as much as i would love it, i was thinking maybe if it was a girl her middle name could be maddie" you told him softly. He stared at you with so much love.
"Who knows maybe we'll have twins" he joked, but you stayed serious. "Dont jinx it"
He laughed.
Shortly, after a couple months of a tiring trip to baby carrying, evans jinx seemed to work. Because you welcomed, melody Madeline buckely and Evan robert buckley
Your dad and maddie were probably the two most emotional ones other than you and evan. Evan couldn't keep his eyes off you, staring at you so beautifully, with so much passion and love. You had granted him the wish of a perfect family. One he swore he'd protect until his very last breath.
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YALL, i write about a different character.. thats new to me, anyhow, i hope you enjoyed this one!
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fandom-puff · 4 years ago
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Nurse (Ch2)
Warnings: typical peaky stuff (violence, ptsd, drug and alcohol use), injury (inc blood etc)
Totally didn’t just... leave this for nearly a year 🤪🤪
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“Y’know... I haven’t seen my brother smile like that in a long time,” Ada smirked at you, biting into a thick wedge of jam and bread as you flicked through the newspaper.
“Like what?” You asked, frowning slightly. Ada had gone round to her childhood home for dinner the night before, and had insisted on bringing you. “He’d gone through a bottle or more with his brothers. And he’s caught up with that barmaid. The blonde one,” you couldn’t help but say the last bit with a little edge to your voice.
Ada raised her eyebrows. “Like he didn’t have a care in the world. He’s been frowning ever since he got back from France... and as soon as you show up, he’s grinning like a teenager,” she set down her bread and lay a hand across her bulging belly. “It almost makes me think you two knew each other... very well,”
Your eyes widened and you fumbled with the newspaper. “I- no- he was my patient, and his brothers!” You said, cheeks heating up.
“I’m just messin’ with you, YN,” Ada grinned, heaving herself up. “Well, I am about the bit with you two knowing each other,”
“That’s enough of that,” you said, shaking your head fondly as you left to get yourself dressed.
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Sighing, you weaved your way through the betting shop, quick stepping around the maze of desks and chairs and tall men shouting out numbers and names of racehorses. You pushed into the back room of the shop, which doubled as the Shelby sitting room.
“Right, which one of you needs stitching up. If it’s Arthur, you owe me a pint after last time,” you said, setting your bag of equipment onto the table.
“No, not Arthur. S’me,” you looked over your shoulder to Tommy, who was sat on the couch, smoking.
Hands on hips, you turned, arching your eyebrows. “Put that cigarette out and come over here then,” you said sternly. Tommy laughed, approaching you. “Sit,” you pointed at the chair. As he sat down you plucked the cigarette from his hands, stubbing it out. “What’ve you done now, eh, Thomas?” You said, a little softer this time.
“Cut my leg,” he said.
“Fighting?” You asked, pulling over a pouffe for you to sit on while you propped up his leg. Tommy nodded. “Did you win?”
“Still here, aren’t I, nurse?” He said with a boyish grin. You rolled your eyes.
“I’m not a nurse anymore, Thomas. Haven’t been for a long while, since France. Haven’t nursed properly in ages,” you said, rolling up his trouser leg. He hissed in pain. “You’re not particularly attached to these, are you?” You asked, reaching for your scissors. Tommy’s eyes widened. “Fine. Trousers off then,”
“Not going to give me a blanket to cover myself up with, eh?” He asked and you shook your head, smiling slightly as he stood, dropping his trousers and returning to his seat.
“Oh, believe me, I’ve seen it all,” you said, inspecting the cut. “This isn’t actually that bad. Has Mrs Gray been taking care of this?” Tommy shook his head. “Good lad, then. You won’t be needing stitches. Just a quick clean, fresh bandage... you’ll be right as rain in no time,” you said. A comfortable silence fell between you as you concentrating on cleaning and covering the wound. “There,” you said. “Now, same applies to you as it does to Arthur: if I have to patch you up again this week, you owe me a pint,” you said, standing up and setting about putting away your things as tommy redressed.
“Rosie said Danny’s been a lot calmer since you came back,” he said out of the blue.
“Good. I’m glad,” you said, fastening your handbag up. “I see you Small Heath Rifles are still taking care of one another,” you said.
“Always,” he said with a smile and you nodded, making to leave. “Nurse YN? Thanks. For my leg,”
You nodded. “I’ll see you later. Best not be too soon though, alright? Rest that leg. Nurse’s orders, you hear?”
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There was a loud thud at the door just after midnight which had both you and ada out of bed. You guided her into the kitchen, grabbing onto a small sharp knife, still covered in potato starch. “Stay here,” you whispered, and the young woman nodded, terrified. “Who’s there?” You called out once you made it to the hallway, grasping the knife hard to stop your hands from shaking.
“Let me in...” a voice rasped at the door and you frowned.
“Thomas Shelby?” You called out.
“Please,” he murmured, his weight against the door.
Setting the blade aside, you unlatched the door, causing tommy to tumble through the threshold, soaked from the rain and reeking of hard alcohol and smoke. Something told you it wasn’t just tobacco smoke. Instantly, you kicked into action, half carrying, half dragging him into the flat. “Ada, you can come out. It’s Tommy,” you called. “And get a glass of water. He’s off his tits,” you kicked the door shut, latching it back up before dragging Tommy to the kitchen, sitting him down at the table. Ada set the glass down, nibbling her lip anxiously.
“Bloody hell, Thomas, what are you playing at?” You said, helping him drink some of the water.
“H-had to shoot the horse,” he said. “Lee brothers cursed it. Couldnt- couldn’t save it, YN. Had to shoot it and put it out of its misery,” tears rolled down his cheeks. “Went the Garrison. A-and she sang to me... said she’d break my heart... it was already broken, and she shattered it even more,”
You were glad he was completely out of it, because he did not notice your eye roll. “You’re drunk. And high. And soaked, and cold. Come on. Bed for you,” you had him drink the rest of his water, before helping him up, putting his arm over your shoulder as you walked him to the room you were renting. “Ada, are any of your husband’s clothes left? I need something dry and warm,” Ada nodded and soon returned with one of Freddie’s night shirts and pyjama bottoms, and a towel. “Go to bed,” you told her gently. When she opened her mouth to protest, you cut her off. “Bed. You’ve got dark circles under your eyes. You need the rest as much as baby,” she nodded and waddled off to bed as you set about drying and redressing Tommy.
Dry, warm and tucked up in your bed, tommy frowned up at you. “Where’re you gonna sleep?” He mumbled, eyelids droopy.
“Right here in this chair. Can’t leave my patient unattended, can I?” You said brightly, although you felt your heart shatter as you witnessed the strong, powerful tommy Shelby lay broken in bed. “Go to sleep, yeah? I’ll sleep in the morning when I know you’re... better than you are now,”
Almost childlike, tommy nodded, agreeing to sleep. “Nurse YN?” He mumbled just before he slipped off.
“Hmm?”
“I’ve been resting me leg, just like you told me,”
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oh-for-fic-sake · 4 years ago
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No Boyfriend’s
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Henry comes home to find out his three year old princess has a boyfriend, whats a dad to do?
Warnings: swearing, fluff
A/n: so I had so much fun wrighting this fluff piece! Thank you to @jessevans​ for requesting it.
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No Boyfriend's
You walked up to the preschool to pick up your daughter from her afternoon session. You had to admit when Henry had first sugested moving out of the city You had been a little skeptical. He had been adamant that he wanted your child to have a childhood much like his. Out of the hustle and bustle moving out into 'the sticks' as many londoners would call it. You'd settled in a quaint picturesque little village near Canterbury in Kent the location was perfect for henry's work with the port of dover thirty minutes away and the center of london with all the airports around an hours drive in the opposite direction it was ideal. And best of all it was out of the way and had all the amenities within the village itself a post office, shop,pub, Doctors surgery and pharmacy the local primary school and pre school was literally a five minute walk from your house and the closest secondary schools were a ten minute bus ride into canterbury itself and when the time came you had six to choose from.
The reason for the move? Your now three year old Daughter the apple of her daddies eye. You remebered the day you'd told your boyfriend you were pregnant, you'd been terrified as much as he said he wanted a family you couldnt help that twinge of doubt. But he was exstatic within moments he had darted out of the room when he returned he was clumsily trying to dial his mothers number with shaking hands tears streaming down his face as he kept asking if you were sure even when his mother picked up, you could here her laughs of joy as he told her. He paced the room leaving you to sit on the bed giggling as he refused to sit down whilst on the phone with his family every time he walked past you he move his hand pressing on Your flat tummy asif trying to feel the child already that or he was trying to imagine you with a bump and that grin? You'd never seen him smile like that before it truly melted your heart seeing him so happy. He was always and attentive boyfriend but once you was pregnant he was..Incredible always by your side when he was at home tending to your every need and he somehow managed not to be over bearing.
It was when you went to the first scan that he had proposed some might say it wasn't the most romantic but for you it was perfect! Leaving with the first photos of your little jellybean and a fiance. Fuck yes! You thought that you couldnt get any happier but then came the gender scan. You knew he didnt mind what they were but you also knew deep deep down you both wanted a little girl to coddle over and buhe wanted a daddies girl someone who he could be their knight in shining  armour. He could bearly keep still beside you holding your hand tight watching the screen trying to get a look at your little 'nugget' as he had called them he couldn't keep quiet either with every swipe of the ultrasound  wand he was changing his mind.
"Girl? Is that? I can see? nope Boy definatly boy"
"Henry babe...dont get to excited that's the umbilical cord...I think?" They were being a little bugger crossing their legs making the sonographer work hard to move them around as you had to move again and again trying to get the little one to move. Finally they spoke.
"And you two are about to have... Little....Princess! You have a baby girl on the way congratulations" you both froze looking at the screen seeing your baby...your daughter. Immediately you both burst into tears.
"A-a girl your sure?" Henry asked in a quiet shaky voice the woman smiled nodding handing you both tissues then moved slower over the child showing you exactly what she saw then printed off some of the photos for you. Once home Henry began refering to her as 'little lady' on account of her 'protecting her modesty' by crossing her legs.
It wasnt long after youd began talking about moving seroiusly, the house was big enough sure but now you knew the baby was a girl it all seemed much more real. Sure you'd both spoke about buying a house together on and off as youd moved in to his place earlier in the relationship but this time it was more feasible the idea of raising your precious little girl in the middle of london didn't bode well for Henry he was also concerned about haveing photos of her taken he was an actor hell your relationship was posted all over social media by your third date! He didn't want that attention on his daughter so you both started seriously looking. It only took another nine weeks to find a place you both fell in love with the Georgian detached house it looked like a mini manor with its decorative columns and tall windows had a huge garden to for kal it was perfect.
At six months you had a small private wedding and it was then that he anounced your marriage and baby Cavill, potsing your favourite wedding photo of you in you and Henry facing each other laughing witb your foreheads together, you were wrapped around each other as close as ou could get considering the bumb that had seemingly grown overnight his hand resting on the cute bump you were laughing because she had just kicked him when he had told you he loved you. Almost like 'dont forget about me!', Kal had photo bombed to his head poking out between your an Henry's legs smiling , a part of your flowy dress caught up on the bears ear head tilted the only one looking at the camera and in the same post he added an ultrasound of your baby girl. You got congratulations from many of yours freinds and family. And Henry's freinds and costars each wondering the same thing 'how the fuck did Henry keep it quiet?'. You wondered that as well, the hole pregnancy was just memory after memory. Henry made sure you did everything you could to document your daughters creation, you did the photo of your bump once a week the last one being you in the hospital in the middle of slow labour holding the gown tight around you a mere half hour before she was born. He had made sure you did the belly casting which had been tidied up and trimmed painted pink and was in the cupboard, then the 4d scans expensive tho they were nothing and you mean nothing compared to seeing her little face for the first time, it was then you realised she looked nothing like you! She was all her father although a slightly more feminine and less sharp and it was also there you were told she had lots od hair...Curls you felt like you'd hit the jackpot. At the birth he had been incredibly supportive until he wasn't, well you disagreed  he wanted to film it and not just your face  he wanted to film it you said no but regretted it after as it would have been solid proof of what happened.  You see one moment he was there then mid contraction....you heard quiet 'nope' a huge thump is what alerted you to his fall.... there was an alarm pressed and nurses came running in each giggleing, it was rare now days to have a fainter.
"Are you FUCKING KIDING ME?! HENRY?! OI! HERNY? CAVILL GET YOUR ASS UP!" You had to stop shouting and started breathing heavy as another contraction pulled at you once over you began barking orders to the nurses.
"KICK HIM...KICK HIM IN THE NUTS! DONT WORRY ABOUT STERILISING SUPERMAN HERE! NEVER AGAIN! HE WONT THEM TRUST ME... HENRY GET UP! ARE YOU LISTENING? STOP BEING A LITTLE BITCH! I AM NOT DOING THIS AGAIN COS HE FUCKING MISSED IT! LOOKING WHEN I TOLD HIM NOT TO!"  The nurses didn't know what to do it took three of them to place im in the chair each trying desperately not to laugh as you had a melt down screaming at him to 'wake the fuck up' You swore you even heard laugher from outside signaling that his family had heard. Yes your wonderfully supportive husband had fainted through stress? Excitment? Anxiety? Low blood sugar? Each time you asked him it had been different answer but and to quote him 'it was definitely not because I looked' which neither you or his brothers will ever believe or let him forget. Luckily he came to as you finally birthed his daughter. A stunning screaming little dark haired bundle. He sobbed when he held her for the first time leaning over her cradeling her so gently leaning over her kissing her as many time he possibly could he was the first one to hold her, hug her kiss her and change her. The photo of his first cuddle hung proudly in the hallway ,you will never forget that moment, the moment when Henry's whole world changed  you could see then just how much he had wanted this. Your daughter was going to be the luckiest little girl in the world.
Paige had grown into a daddies girl, through and through which made today much better. Henry was coming home from filming man from u.n.c.l.e he had been away for months and you had kept his arrival home a secret. Henry was going to make it home in about twenty five minutes. You stopped just before the colourfull gates unable to go in with Kal, you could see the kids lining up in twos underneath the oak tree in the small garden. You smile moving to stroke Kals ears hushing him as he barked loudly vibrating with exciment his tail thumping on the floor as he sat like the good boy he was. At his bark you could hear the kids all squeal with excitment, they loved it when you brought the 'wolf' to the preschool. It was funny hearing Paige whine to them that 'his name is Kal and he's a bear'. He was quite the spoilt pup when he helped you pick up his sister getting hugs and kisses of all the Paige's class mates. Finally the small class was walked out of the garden one of the teachers holding the gate lettjng them leave to their parents. Paige waited in line pointing to you then was let out you ducked down hugging her kissing between her her curly little pigtails.
"Hey baby! Have a good day?" She nodded passing you her small bag and a small potted plant? You looked at her confused but said nothing. She turned and giggled hugging kal smoshing her face in his chest making him stand up she pulled back and squealed as he latherd her with kisses three hours away from her was apparently to long!
"Oh no Kal! Stop it silly bear!" You laughed watching her push weakly at kal who began to settle down now that his 'pup' was with him. You noticed the other parents hovering there kids all pulljng itching to come get Kal cuddles. You smiled to them nodding suddenly they came over all giving him pets and love which he lapped up. You also used it as a sort of lesson the do's and donts of petting dogs, which did some of the other parents a favour. Kal wagged his tail and droped to the floor he couldnt roll over fast enough directing the tiny hands to scratch his belly mouth open tongue lolling about as he panted one happy little bear. After you were sure all the kids got there cuddles you moved calling kal he huffed at you ignoring you instead wanting more love. You smirked down at him sighing as the children giggled. Finally after much coaxing from the other parents you and Paige managed to heave kal away with promises of chicken and snuggles at home. Soon you was on your way home kal padding beside you happy as can be.
Paige took he spot beside you holding his lead with you she was talking about her 'boyfriend' a little boy who she had taken a shine to. It was really sweet he had just moved to the area a little asian boy who paige had bonded with quickly. Really they were just best freinds but he was the first boy she had made freinds with hence she had opted to call him her boyfriend.
"So then Micah played let me play and-and he let me be a knight!" You smiled at her as she beamed excited.
"Really? A knight?" She stopped at the road with you looking both ways then crossed quickly.
"Yeah! Like in daddy's games!! And he gave me some of the bany tomatoes in his lunch...did you he grew them in his own garden!!" You gasped sown at her.
"Really? Oh my, sound like a little dream boat!" she scrunched up her nose lookjng up at you placing a tiny hand to he forehed sheildjngnher eyea from the afternoon sun
"Wha?" You chuckled shaking your head at her.
"Never mind jummy is just being silly" nodded to you her lightl blue eyes sparkling at you then Continued talking about her day mostly about Micah and the games they played.
When you reached home you watched as kal began barking and whining which could only mean one thing. Henry was home already, you unlocked the gate and released the dog with a quiet 'go get daddy' he tore off whining running to the door scratching and pouncing barking the whole time.
"Mummy whats wrong with kal?" You looked down at her knowingly"I'm not sure why don't you go see to him?" She nodded her head biting her lip then licking it, she looked so much like her father doing that. Then she was off running to the house just as Henry opened the door. She froze then screamed for him quickly falling to pieces with grabby hands wantjng her daddy. You watched all choked up as always she was bawling her eyes out by the time he had jumped the steps to the house scooping her up in his huge arms. He clutched her to his chest shushing and rocking her as she cried into him fisting her small hands in his shirt just calling him over and over. He moved his head kissing her trying to calm her, he hated and loved this. He hated her getting so upset when her returned but secretly loved that she missed him. The first few times he left he was worried she wouldnt remember him but juste as youd promised him she had.
The first time he came home you’d taken her to the airport to meet him...He had ended hup having to sit in the back with her as she refused to let him go getting hysterical  each time he tried to pry her off of him. She had gotten better as she got older understanding that daddy had to work and now she was older she could speak to him on the phone and video chat. Each time after the initial crying and snuggles she would stay stuck to his side weather she was sitting on the sofa between his legs when he was playing games or in the makeshift gym with him useing his reps to practice her counting...even if in five mineuts he managed two hundred by her count they were always together. Hell sometimes he even read a new script as a bed time story, which not even you were privvy to!
You laughed walking up to him winding your arms around them both cuddling your daughter between you he leaned in kissing ou on the lips.
"God its good to be home" you smiled smoothing  one of paiges high pigtails she whined calming down kicking her little legs wrapping an arm around his neck and moved suckling her thumb a little. He moved you all into the house patting her bottom lightly somthing he had done since she was born it always soothed her. You moved to the kitchen opening the back door letting air in it was to hot, you placed the small plant on the windosill by the sinck giving it a tiny bit of water as you noticed the siol had dried out. Henry stayed close behind you wanting to be around you, you moved to the slow cooker flicking it on to warm up the already cooked casserole. He came up behinde you movijng to have Paige on one hip still rocking her slightly even tho she had calmed down.
"Ohh look baby chicken casserole...Did you help mummy with that today before school? " She giggled peering over the pot.
"Yes daddy! I putted in the veggies! And tatoes! Daddy!" He smiled at her gasping.
"You did the veggies and the potatoes?! Such a clever girl making daddies favourite dinner" she giggled at the praise nodding.
"And-and I tasted it to!" he gasped at her as she got all excited
"And what do you think?" She grinned and 'whispered'
"Needed salt" you spun round and gasped at her offended.
"You little!" You chased her and Henry around the kitchen island wriggling your fingers as if to tickle her.
"AHH HAHAHa NOOO! DADDY RUN RUN!" you giggled as he scarperd out of the kitchen hovering by the door and moved all you saw was the tops of their heads peering into the kitchen. You rolled your eyes as they made a 'plan of attack' you turned back to the pit placeing the lid back on.
Suddeny Henry had you, arms pinning yours to the sides as Paige 'tickled' you making you laugh.
"Oh my god! Stop I give I give!" Finally Paige relented koala climbing Henry who quickly scooped her up to his hip.You moved in kissing her cheek then henry as he wrapped his free arm around you nuzzling in to your neck giving a quick nip before licking at your skin.You giggled trying to escape yet all he did was grab you around your waist and hoist you up.
"HAHA! I have you both now!" You laughed and Paige squealed as he spun around holding you both before making his way to the living room  you wriggled free pretendingnto run from him making paige call out to you for help as he threw her up in the air holding her with 'slam dunking' paige to the sofa making her laugh and  scream as he followed lifting her littl tshirt blowing rasberries on her tummy makeing her squeal and laugh louder. You smiled at the two, this is what you missed when he was away, the laughter of a full house. You sat down in Henry's armchair as he and Paige 'wrestled' soon attracting kals attention who like the loyal steed he was came to paiges aid pouncing henry making him groan and roll off her givingnher and kal the chance to escape to the garden, you both let them the garden was safe and having  kal around was like a live in nanny he wont let anything happen to her.
Henry rolled over on the sofa lounging back panting crooking a finger at you. You crept over moving to sit in his lap, he tugged you down to him pressing a gentle kiss to your lips. He moved sitting up more cupping your ass smirking.
"Soo? Did you think about what I mentioned?" You grinned and pretended to think for a second making him groan leaning in leaving kisses on your neck and jaw.
"I did" you finally replied, you felt him hold his breath as his nose ghosted your ear.
"I stopped them that night~ all back to normal now" he pulled back staring at you
"Really? You mean it?" You nodded them brought you forward for a deep kiss. He had mentioned trying for another child when he came back, youd always intended to give Paige a sibling but not when she aas still a baby baby. Now that Paige was older and going to be in school next year you had felt ready to try again and had be over the moon whne henry had suggested it in a video chat instantly stopping your contraception so eveything would be back to normal and you could start trying asap asfterall you knly had him home for a few months then he was off to play superman again. He smiled lunging forward pinning you below him devouring your mouth you moaned as things got heated.
You felt them. Eyes. Blue eyes to be exact. You both sighed and turned to Paige who was staring unblinking at the two of you from the door. You moved pushing him up.
"Mummy? Wheres my plant I wana show daddy what I grew!" He looked at you and sighed a little, you could tell he was a bit dissapointed but you waved him off as he stood pulling you up with him you moved in whispering.
"Tonight love" he grinned and jumped up a bounce in his step holding his hand out to paige who took it.
"Its on the windowsill in the kitchen" Henry nodded left the room letting you relax for a while already knowing you were picking up your kindle to read. Once in the kitchen he lifted Paige placing her on the counter and pulled over the small plant.
"So whats this then?" She smiled touchingnthe leaves softly
"Its a strawberry plant daddy...I did it from a tiny seed!" He smiled at her looking to the plant it wasnt half bad small but alive which is more then he could say for his when he tried.
"Oh you did this? At school?" She nodded at him and moved the leaves about.
"Yes and it will get bigger and grow pretty flowers...And the flowers will grow a strawberry! Miss bou said we cant pick em till they are a bright red like in the shops... and we can take pictures in to show em off!" He nodded to her
"So your gardening at school now? Is it fun?" She giggled putting the plant down
"Yeah we got lots in our vegetable patch...we got some lettuce and peppers and spinach and and tomatoes! But they not ready yet...Micahs is! Micah grows the at home... can we grow some veggies daddy?" He smiled at her
"We certainly can...Besides we will need to plant your strawberries in the garden...I will make your ownn little growing patch amd we can grow anything you want how does that sound?" She squealed and bounced on her bottom making him smile.
"Lets make a list and we can go get them tomorrow" she nodded in agreement. You walked in the kitchen as henry and Paige leaned over the counter making a list
"Whats going on here then?" Paige quickly riped the paper from under Henry's nose.
"List mummy! Of palnts for my veggie patch! Daddy wants to help!" You smiled peaking over the paper seeing two halves one side had strange 'paige writing' the other a list Henry had written. Compost, tools, string, pots then lots of different fruit and veg. You chuckled shaking your head.
"You missed watering can...maybe we could get a waterbutt? And one of thows plastice green houses to start the seedling off?" He smiled nodding addjng them to the list as you went and checked dinner. You nodded then turned to the other two."Right you tow dinners done wash up then go wait at the table...Had it in the slow cooker all day just needed to be heated up" he leaned over kissing you once again thanking you then helped Paige was her hands leaving to the dining room with Paige.
You did this everytime he came home early dinner meant an early bedtime for Paige and then You could give Henry a proper homecoming. You dished up the dinner home made chicken casserole you moved quickly with the three bowles placing them on the table then sat down ready to eat as Henry began talking about work. you smiled letting him gush about his work, you loved seeing him like this he blushed slightly.
"Any way enough about that, how have my two girls been?" You watched at Paige grinned across the table to him.
"I made a new friend daddy!" You swallowed your mouthfull choosing to keep quiet you knew where this was going you grinned into you bowl. He smiled at her leaning over to wipe her mouth quickly making her giggle at him as he stuck his tongue out at her.
"Oh really? And whats her name?"
"Haha nooo! Daddy its not a girl...I've got a boyfriend!" Henry choked onhis mouthfull paiges face dropped and she looked to you worriedly you smiled reassuringly at her. Henry hit his chest coughing finally getting himslef under control, he looked at you shocked and terrified you nodded at him chuckling.
"A-a boyfriend? Poppet dont you think your a bit err young for that?" She frowned at him shaking her head.
"No daddy! He is really nice! He lets me be a knight! And today we had lunch together and he fed-ed me his tomatoes."
"Gave paige he gave you his tomatoes" you corrected as Henry gaped at her unsure what to make of it.
"So he is just a friend?....he better be"  he grumbled the last part under his breath.
"He is a friend...My boyfriend I love him daddy... he gives me hugs! And Kal likes him to! He's my hero" You giggled as Henry was panicked and at a loss.
"Really....love I thought daddy was your hero?" Creased up he actually looked a bit hurt from her words she gave him a sympathetic look.
"Yes daddy you are...But Micah is to! He is soo pretty and fun and he don't make me be the princess all the time...And he shares his colours"
"Okay so you love this boy Micah?" She nodded pushing her food around in her bowl.
"What do you love about him?"
"His hair! Its black and shiney! And and he is cute!"
"Aha but you do know he isnt your boy friend right? Your not aloud boyfriends yet....No boyfriends untill your older." He said she looked at him wide eyed then you her bottom lip quivering.
"What? But but I love him!" Henry crossed his arms at her she mimicked him scowling
"No absolutly not baby" .she whined and smaked the table in a huff
"NOOO! MY BOYFRIEND!" He raised a brow at her as she had a paddy.
"No boyfreinds untill your 21 and thats final ittle lady"
"No! Micah is mine! My boyfriend! A-and you cant stop us from playing! So there!" Henry rose a brow trying to ignor your quiet chuckles as Paige made huffed and stuck her nose in the air being a right little madame. You watched givjng Henry the stink eye as a grin crawled across his face. Here we go.
"Its illegal...he could get in trouble, daddy could get in trouble" Henry tilted his head at her as she gasped trying to read him, you could see her mind trying to work him out. Is he lying? Or not? but her father was an actor...And a damn good one he had a poker face like no other. You knew where this was going, you knew you should stop it but his was gold! You had a feeling that henry was not gojng to ckme out on top.as she opend her mouth.
"W-well we wont tell..Keep it a secret!" She said holding a finger to her lips Henry tutted shaking his head.
"Oh poppet...Do you know where daddy has been these past months?" You squinted at him trying to see exactly where this was going knowing you were going to have to pick up the pieces. She nodded then shook her head no. He smiled devilishly at her. Oh shit here he goes.
"Daddy has been to spy school" you gasped at him oh hell no he wouldnt...yes he fucking would you could see the twinkle in his deep blues.
"Spy school?" She spoke in a small voice then turned to you looking fro one to the other he nodded at he
"Y-your a spy?" He nodded and she gave him a sa look.
"Yes, and I made friends with lots of spies" she twitched slightly shaking her head.
"And they told me that the spy rules says that a spy's little girl isn't allowed a boyfriend until they are twenty one....If they did find out daddy could get in trouble...You dont want daddy to be in trouble do you?" She shook her head bottom lip trembling as she was torn. She looked like she would explode as she tried weighting up her 'options'.
 Suddenly Henry dropped his smug look and looked more like a deer in the headlights as Paige began wailing moving her arms making grabby hands to you. You sighed and hoisted her into your arms rocking her trying so hard not to laugh.
"W-why is da-daddy mean?....I ju-just want to pl-play with my boyfreind!" You patted her back rocking her.
"No-now D-daddy will get i-in trouble! But I-I just w-wana plaayy!" She cried harder hicupping between her words.
"Oh sweety come here shh shh" you gave Henry a look as he leaned back in his chair crossing his arms at you shaking his head. Stubborn and protective of his little lady.
"Nope..Not having it" you hissed at him knowing you had to spell this one out for the big idiot.
"Daddy didn't mean it,he wont get in trouble at all baby girl"
"Yes I did"
"HENRY!" he shut up at your hiss
"Bu-but d-daddy said-"
"Hey look at me...Dont listen to daddy he is an idiot and just jealous of Micah" she sniffled an nodded
"Y-yeah cos he-he's got pretty Shiney hair... D-daddies just got stupid curls!" You giggled as Henry looked aghast at her not believing wht ha was hearing
"Exactly daddy is just being a grump! you can still play with Micah...He is your best friend isn't he?" She nodded sniffling
"and you love his like a friend right?" Henry now realised his mistake blinked at you as you rolled your eyes shaking your head at him like 'what the fuck? Really? Shes three' .oh. She pulled away wipinng her eyes looking to henry's matching blues.
"Really daddy? C-can I still play w-with micah?"
"Yes of course...I'm sorry baby...you and mummy was right I just got jealous...daddy is used to being your only hero." Smooth cavill real smooth. She bought it tho nodding he tilted his head down.
"Yo-you wont be in tr-trouble" he shook his head at her
"A-and Micah wo-wont be in t-trouble?" Again he shook his head and reached for her.
"No baby daddy was just being silly...Come here Can you forgive me poppet?" She thlught about it then nodded lunging for him cuddling him he mouthed a sorry to you but you just rolled your eyes at him. Idiot.
It was later that night when Henry returned to your bedroom after reading Paige to sleep,. You both flitted about one another getting ready for bed ou was brushing your teeth when he brought it up.
"So who is this micah then?" You rolled your eyes still hearing a little hostility there...To a fucking three year old. You spat out the toothpaste and looked to henry leaning on the door.
"A little boy...He moved to the village just after you left...Paige was instantly taken with him, he is asian so was avoided by the other kids...you know what she's like with hair and shes never seen straight pitch black hair before... she gushed about him for a few days then they became best freinds....And she call's him her boyfriend because he is the first male friend shes made! God henry really shes three! There none of that shit yet...not for a good few years!" You turned away from your sheepish husband.
"So? nothing i need to know? theres nothing going on? whats his parents like?" You blinked at him..
"Seriously? Like are you being serious now?  Ok well fuck it his dad has taken over the doctors surgery and is actually your and my doctor now that dr marsh has retired! His mother is a stay at home wife, they have a cat called fuji; cos he is fat and a gold fish called mino because its a mino...he is a sweet polite boy ...his favourite colour is green he grows fruit and veg in his garden and you know what Henry he fucking loves batman! and whne he batman versus superman comes out he is gonna want batman to kick your ass! there you happy Jesus fucking christ almighty!" Henry smirked moving towards you slowly stalking towards you really.
"Fuck off" he just chuckled quickly wrappjng himself around you.
"God your so sexy when our mad come here~" you blinked at him
"Oh hell no You did not get me riled up to have rough sex.....Henry I!....you little shit!" He laughed knowing you’d caught onto him making you more irritated and dragged you to the bed kissing at your neck along the way.
"Come on love time for number two...A boy to keep and eye on Paige for me when I'm away!" You chuckled relenting as he laid you down on your bed.
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zmayadw · 4 years ago
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Hello :) 
It’s time for the next part :)
Thanks again to all who read it so far!
CALL OF THE RAVEN
PART 3
I woke up with the sun already out, making my eyes adjust to the light again. I checked the clock above doors. 9.45. Huh, nice, I tought, the nurse didnt lie when she said the pain meds would make me sleep better. I felt more rested today, but still pretty sore. I managed to get up and go to bathroom. I looked myself in the mirror -I looked like hell. I hoped Jessy would come today with my stuff, I needed some fixing up urgently. As I was leaving the bathroom, my phone beeped with new message. My heart jumped with excitement,only to see it was Jessy. „Hey hey, sleeping beauty, im sorry, you will have to manage without my awesomness today, but dont worry, i'm sending the next best person to keep you company! ;D Call you later ,kisses!“ I smiled as I layed back to bed. That sweet nurse from before entered my room smiling. „Good morning, hun, hope you slept well“. „I sure did, thanks.“ I replied, while she settled the food tray with breakfast on the stand. She helped me make myself comfortable in bed, and putted the tray in front of me, when a voice came from the door. „Doris! My favorite nurs!“ It was Dan, and Doris chuckled as Dan came over to the bed. „Oh my, hun, if I knew who your friend was, I would have brought you something stronger then this tea“ I laughed, while Dan made a gesture with his hands, stabing at his heart. „Awww, c'mon Doris, dont be so cruel, you know you like me!“ Doris just waved her head as she went for the door. „If this schmuck starts to bother you too much, you just yell hun.“  I smiled at her „Thanks Doris, I might just do that.“  Dan looked at me. „Is that a 'thank you' I get for coming here?“ he siad, being dramatic as Dans always is. I grinned „Ofcourse not! But its entertaining to see you all squirmy.“ „Tsk,tsk, sure, pick on poor Dan.“ He grabed a chair and sat next to the bed. „You look like shit, Maya.“  „Gee, thanks Dan, thats really what I wanted to hear.“ I said, even tho I knew he was right, I did look awful. „Hey, dont get mad at me, I just say it as it is! Luckily, Dan is here to the rescue..again.“ he said handing me my backpack. „ Jessy went through your stuff, and filled your pack with what she tought you might need the most. She said to text her later if theres anything else you need so she can bring it.“ „Thanks Dan.“ I said taking the backpack from him. „And I mean thanks, not just for this.“ Dan looked at me, and I could read a bit of worry on his face. He quickly tried to hide it „Hey, no need to thank me, I told you once before, if theres a damsel in distress, im here to help.“ „Damsel“ I snorted. „Doubt that a damsel would act so stupid as I did.“ I felt that awfull feeling of guilt taking over me again. „Look Maya, i'm really not the one to judge you here. Yes, what you did was Incredibly stupid, and lets be honest, you almost got yourself killed. When Lily called me and told me everything, I was so pissed at both of you, well you mostly, but also kinda excited that someone actualy took the matter into its own hands.“ I looked at him with awe, I didnt quite expect it. He continued „And frankly, I kinda expected something like this from you sooner or later, well at least the part of you coming to Duskwood. As I was running to my car, calling Thomas and filing him in on everything,I got really angry at you for not turning to me for help. You know I would help you no matter what, I told you that hundred of times before.“  „Yes Dan, I know you would.“ I said, even more of that guilt creeping in. „But you didnt! Then I tought, maybe afterall you didnt trust me enough as you said.“ „I did trust you, I do trust you Dan, you have to know that.“ Now even tears started forming in my eyes. „I know, Maya, its just how I felt at the time. And when I got to the mine, Thomas was already there, with this cop who was close by and responded to the call since I told Lily to inform that inspector guy. He said we should wait for backup, but stuborn as I am, I just rushed in, Thomas yelling after me, but I just kept running. Good thing they went after me, because God only knows what would happen if they didnt.“ I couldnt keep the tears anymore, and I just burst out crying. Dan got up from his chair, sat next to me on the bed, hugging me. „ As I said im not here to judge you, or make you fell more guilty. Heck, I might have done the same thing, or something worse. Things wer starting to get us really nowhere, and something happening was kinda of a kickoff for me. And im not mad at you any more Maya, just to get that out in the opet.“ „Thanks Dan, I really appriciate it.“ I barely managed through my tears. „Yeah,yeah, im awesom, I know.“ He grined at me, as i looked him with eyes full of tears. He huged me a bit tighter, and I rested my head on his shoulder. „You got me really freaking scared there in that mine, Maya. When I saw you like that..“ he paused.  „I cant say how much im sorry about all, Dan. I did more harm then good, and I betrayed all of you guys again.“ „Well, at the end, you did find Hannah, so im sure Thomas wont have that much of a grudge.“ He grined at me, handing me a tissue, wich made me relax a bit. „Yes I did. And how are our little love birds doing?“ i asked wiping the tears, as Dan moved back to the chair. „Oh, theyr fine. Thomas is not letting Hannah alone for one milisecond, wich is a bit too wooshy mooshy if you ask me.“ He mad a face of gaging. „Oh, c'mon mister tough guy, that picture Jessy sent me of you two from last night was quite mooswhy wooshy in my eyes.“ I said teasingly. „If you ever say that to anyone about me, and I mean ANYONE, i swear Maya...“ I didnt let him finish, I just grined „Dont worry, your mooshy wooshy secret is safe with me.“ „Good, good. So when are they letting you go from this shit hole?“ „Oh, come on, its not that terrible here: food is not bad, room is nice and quiet, and I have a killer wiev, what's the hurry?“ „I promised you some whiskey.“ he grined „And Jessy wont let me drink, but when you get out she wont be abel to say no.“ „ You really ARE scared of Jessy.“ I said laughing. „She might be small, but the woman is a dynamite when serious!“ I laughed so hard, the tea I just sipped when out through my nose. „Thanks Dan, I needed this.“ „Dan to the rescue.“ He smiled and winked. „Sooo...“ he starte, and I got a feeling I knew what he gonna ask me. „Did the 'hackerboy' contaced you by now?“ „His name is Jake, could you please not call him that anymore.“ I said a bit too stern maybe. „All right, all right, no need to get all serious on me now. Did 'Jake' contacted you?“  I hesitated for a brief moment before answering „No, nothing yet. And to be honest, might be better like that. I myself am not too eager for that talk .“ „Heh, I can understand that. If I was that much pissed at you back then, I dont want to imagine how much 'hac..' , sorry, Jake is pissed at you right now.“  „Well, I guess I will find out soon enough..if he still wants to talk to me at all.“  Dan putted on his serious face, but with a little grin on it „Hey, if he talks bad to you, let me know, i'll show him off!“ „Ohh, im sure you would enjoy that..maybe even to much.“ I said, him grinning even more. „But thanks, Dan, again, for everything.“ „Yeah,yeah, dont you get all wooshy mooshy on me now also.“ he said, getting up. „Well, I gotta go. You get better soon, and call if you need anything.“  „Thanks, Dan, sure will.“ I replied, and waved him goodby. Doris came shortly after Dan left, and got me off the IV, suggesting I take a shower. I grabbed the pack Jessy sent me, and went through it. I took out some underweare, clean shirt and sweatpants, grabbed the shampoons, tooth brush and paste and headed for the bathroom. The shower did feel nice, but it took me ages to finish it, since I was still quite sore. A big bruise at my ribs was still making me short breathed at the times, and all the other cuts and bruises didnt help with easing the pain either. I had a  cut on the back of my head, wich was the reason my head still throbed a lot. I brushed my teeth, looked myself in the mirror, and already could notice some color coming back to my cheeks. I got back to bed and took my phone, might aswell check those messages and emails, its not like I'm have anything smarter to do. Most emails wer not important, I answered a few I needed, and switched to messages. Most of missed calls and messages wer from the night of the incident, so not much replaying needed here. Cleo sent a message saying shes happy im ok, and she will come to visit soon. Thomas also sent a message, thanking me for everything, emphasising tho that I was reckles and how all could have ended differently, but still no grudges from his side. He was just too happy Hannah was back with him. Ofcourse, they all wished me to get well soon, and they cant wait for when I get out so we can all meet properly.I replied to both, thanking them for good wishess. Staring at my chats screen, I opened my conversation with Jake. He was offline, ofcourse. I stared at the blinking pointer on the text space, but I didnt know what to write. My head was blank, I couldnt think of anything. After few minutes I exited the chat, settling the phone aside, and turning the tv on. Maybe some movie or something will get me relaxed a bit. I switched through channels, till I found something acceptable to watch. I ajusted myself on the pillow, and before I knew, dozed off.
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ivyuns · 4 years ago
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gone ❆✰
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hwang hyunjin
genre: angst | fluff
warnings: suggestive, language, etc <3
word count: 1.2k
A/N: this was requested,  i’m sorry if this ever came out late ! ! its vv short bc i was rushing to get this done (repost bc it wasnt showing up in tags)
“Hello lovely! Can i request a one shot where hyunjin and older fem reader start seeing each other (intimacy) and later they start catching real feelings and decide to part ways cause its forbidden but then reader finds out she’s expecting?”
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nonidol!hyunjin x olderfem!reader
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waking up from the sun rays, you turn to your left to see someone in bed with you— naked.
“hyunjin !?”
with someone yelling out hyunjins name, he stirred awake. “hm?” hyunjin rubs his eyes for a clear view. he sees a woman with the white fluffy blankets covering her with her long hair everywhere and hickies on her neck.
“y-y/n noona? what happened?” hyunjin starts to remember all the past events from last night.
he remembers going to a bar after having a fight with his best friend. going to the bartender and asking for a drink, he waits for the drink to be finish. turning to his left, he sees you; laying your head down on the counter with the straps of your dress almost falling down due to the amount of weight you lost, making the dress too big for you but that was the only partying dress you had since you didnt like parties.
seeing the tears on your face dry up, hyunjin goes next to you and talks to you. “whats wrong lovely?” wiping the tears from your eyes and sitting back up. “my boyfriend broke up with me and now i feel like shit” you slurred, still drunk from the amount of drinks you had.
hyunjin’s drinks come by and orders you more drinks. as you two talked, feeling a bond connecting, you both feel like it was time to go. “wanna go to my place?” hyunjin asked while drunk. nodding your head while hyunjin pulls out the money for the bartender and both of you leave together with you clinging to hyunjin.
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right as you walked through hyunjin’s door, you were pushed back to the wall with hyunjin caging you in between his arms. hyunjin’s lips went to your neck, harshly biting your skin. next thing you know, youre under hyunjin and youre not getting over him.
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memories flood back into your mind finally. sitting up and just starring at the blankets, hyunjin goes in front of you. “everything okay noona?” facing reality, you closed your eyes and sighed. “hyunjin, did you ever pull out?” you said, opening your eyes, you see hyunjin shaking his head a no.
you gasp in disbelief and hitting you head against the palms of your hands. “hey y/n- noona its okay. lets just do friends with benefits” hyunjin grabs your wrists to stop harming yourself. you look up and smacked hyunjin across the face lightly. “im older than you by a few weeks, dont call me noona” you said and dressed yourself and left his house.
hyunjin is brought back to reality and notices youre gone. running out of bed, he sees your shoes gone but a piece of paper.
‘325-320-0325 call me whenever ;)’
hyunjin smiles and saves your number.
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ever since that day, you and hyunjin had been fucking. everyday, every night. til you felt weird. you woke up feeling sick as you got up from your bed. taking hyunjins arm off of you, you ran to the bathroom and threw out everything that made you feel like this.
hyunjin wakes up from his slumber and hears you vomiting. running to your side, he holds your hair up and soothes you for comfort.
“noon- y/n what happened? are you okay?”
“h-hyunjin, i think im pregnant.” you said silently. hyunjin’s face is full of shock. he stands back away as you slowly get back up onto your feet. “a-are you sure that youre just not sick?” he asks.
shaking your head, you look up with tears in your eyes. hyunjin leaves the room and grabs his belongings. hearing the door slam shut, you fell onto your knees and sobbed on the floor.
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its been 4 months since hyunjin left you and your belly was now growing. you were looking through photos of you and hyunjin and memorized the feelings you two had on your phone as you were waiting for your name to be called for your second ultrasound. looking down at your belly, you put your hand over it and smiled.
“miss l/n?”
swifting your head to wherever your name was called out, you smiled and stood up to the nurse from your first ultrasound scan. “is it just you again?” she asks. you nod your head and follows your nurse to what room you need to be in.
laying on the bed, she puts on the gel and rubs the machine on your swollen belly. looking at the screen in front of you, you see your precious angel. how much you wish hyunjin was here to see this.
your second ultra sound was another success. you looked at your phone for any messages from hyunjin but there was none.
meanwhile, hyunjin was hesitant on calling you. he wanted to know if you were okay. if you were having fun. if you were healthy. if his kid was healthy. sitting on his bedroom floor, he glances at the pictures he printed out of you two on his walls.
hyunjin screams at himself for being stupid and leaving you alone to bare with the pain.
another 4 months has passed and he still hasnt texted you. you were on the verge on calling him- if he was okay til you felt pain and liquid come out of your coochie. calling your hospital instead of hyunjin, you made your neighbor (who is ur best friend n yall really close) drive you to the hospital.
arriving at the emergency, the nurses put you on a bed due to the amount of pain youre having. you let go of your friends hand and blacked out.
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you wake up and see hyunjin holding your hand while tears are streaming down his face. “h-hyunjin?” you call his name weakly. hyunjin looks up and cups your face. “y/n, im so sorry” he whispers and plants a kiss on your forehead. “jinnie, what happened? where our baby” oh how much did he miss hearing you call out his nickname.
“shes right here love”
hyunjin leaves his seat and goes by the bed cart next to you to give you his baby. “its a baby girl?” you asked him with tears spilling out. “yes y/n. she was born a month early but shes still healthy. god y/n, you scared me so much, i thought i was going to lose you”
“i couldnt stop thinking about you. it was stupid for me to walk out on you. it was stupid to leave you all alone, feeling the pain. it was stupid for me to not be there for you when you needed somebody. when the doctors called me, i was so scared that you werent going to wake up. they told me how you passed out when you got here and that they had to do surgery on you because you wouldnt wake up.”
even if hyunjin wasnt done with his story, you couldnt control your tears anymore. hyunjin goes to your side and wipes your tears away. he goes to your lips and attempts to kiss your lips until you heard your baby girl giggle, making you and hyunjin burst out of laughter.
“y/n, please take me back. not as friends with benefits, but as couples. i want to live forever with you and our baby and possibly more children. i want to be there for you and our baby.”
“of course hyunjin” both you and hyunjin smile and leans in for another kiss. hyunjin then kisses your baby. “i do hate how she has most of your features even if i raised her myself” you pouted. “i guess you can say that i have the best sperm” hyunjin winks. playfully slapping hyunjins arm.
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END <3
its not the best
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fourmarkdove · 4 years ago
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Cider.
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Prompt: How about an angsty Henry x reader: she is told during a nightmare/dream that she has only one day left to live - and that she must not reveal anything to her loved ones! Waking up in Henrys arms and realize how lucky she was... Even if it couldnt last forever... @scorpionchild81
Title: Cider.
Words: 3k
Summary: Hurt/Comfort. Angst. Fluff. You hear in a dream you have only one day left to live.
Paring: Henry x reader
Warnings/Triggers: Anxiety, nightmares, panic attacks, dissociative disorder, death/dying. DD/lg if you squint and stand on one foot. (I think that’s everything?)
A/N: Pretty close to the prompt. Comments welcome. Thanks for reading!
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Henry inhaled deeply, expanding his lungs audibly as he sat up in the bed you shared. He stroked a soothing hand over the curve of your hip while squinting in the dark, searching for the sound that woke him.
Clutching onto your pillow, you buried your face and mewled into it. Glancing over his shoulder, he watched you lying on your side, tense from the battle behind your closed eyes. His brows knitted with concern. It’d been so long since the nightmares claimed you, he thought for the last few weeks that maybe they’d gone altogether. He was clearly mistaken.
Dropping onto his forearm beside you, he carded his fingers through your hair and called to you gently. His first instinct was to burst through those fiery doors to hell and drag you back to this side of consciousness and safety, but it never worked that way. He had to tread gently, let you return to him on your own time. And it was incredibly painful to watch and wait for.
“Darling?” he beckoned, scratching the stubble on his chin over your shoulder like a puppy. “I’m here.”
Your lips parted and nails clawed into the pillow so sharply that the fabric finally ripped along the seam and soft white feathers fluffed out. A frown set his features hard. Cuddling his much larger frame to you, his thick arms encompassed you completely and thighs drew up close behind yours. He pressed his lips just behind your ear and let his warm breath fan over your skin.
“I’ll wait right here with you, Nugget.” As he began to gently rock your body, your grip on the pillow relaxed and he cooed into your ear about what a good girl you were.
Keeping his arms flexed tightly around your body, he hummed a soft tune, remembering how you always fell asleep in his arms in the hammock out back. He’d put a foot down to keep the two of you swaying, and he’d settle you on his chest, right under his chin, so you’d feel it when it’d rumble in his chest. Eventually you’d succumb to his comforting, and he’d feel your body melt into his long frame. He’d scratch the back of your arms, rub circles over your back, even hold your ass with a squeeze that’d make you sigh. You called it the ‘anxious hammock‘; his woman could call it anything she wanted so long as she felt protected and loved in it.
You’d been extra anxious lately with the news and social distancing and people in your social circle getting sick. And with him leaving your self imposed quarantine to focus on training going back to the Witcher set soon, it really ramped up your anxiety. 
It expressed itself little by little, starting with hugs around his neck as he was about to leave for the gym, but then when he would straighten up, you’d still be clinging on, dangling off of your feet. He’d chuckle and kiss all over your face, leaving you smiling. But other times, he’d find you hugging your knees, tears rolling down your cheeks until the shower ran cold and turned your lips almost blue. 
Other nights, he fully knew what your migraines looked like, so when you’d pretend to have one just so you could avoid dinner, he worried. He still finished dinner, cleaned up a bit, walked Kal and came to bed early with that lavender lotion you liked smeared into his palms. You and he spent a lot of time in that bed together, or the hammock, or the shower, just touching and being together. 
When things felt so uncertain and all of the words and tears were wrung out, you’d take turns massaging oil or lotion into each other. He always needed his kitten’s touch kneading against his sore muscles. And you needed his strength to pull you from the anxious knots you tied yourself into.
It really should have come as no surprise that the nightmares returned. The problem was that he wanted to do more - to solve an unsolvable problem - and that frustrated him to no end. He applied himself and conquered so many other areas of his life but in this part, the most important part, he had to be patient.
Sliding his arm under your head like a pillow, he gently tilted your hips back into him to locate the blanket you tucked between your legs. He knew this was more of a marathon than a sprint, so he settled in with a clenched jaw and tried to exhale slowly and sleep.
The black void is a gasping, vacuous, gaping maw threatening to consume first your sanity and then eternity. You can feel the voice rattling through your rib cage, long before the words make conscious sense.
“One day,” the voice calls from nowhere and everywhere. “One day left and then no more.”
Your entire body shudders free of its own volition and you’re aware of the crisp, scratchy bedsheets under your body. Antiseptic. Something metallic on your tongue. Dripping, beeping, wooshing. Buzzing purple fluorescent lights above. Your eyes roll open, vaguely aware of a nurse checking bags, pushing buttons, lifting your blankets. No privacy, no options, no voice.
Why am I here in this hospital? Why am I alone? ‘One more day’ and then - no more?
Panic sets in. You want to scream but the words won’t come out. There’s so much you wanted to do with your life. So many places you were going to see. You wanted to start a family with Hen... wait. Where is Henry? Does he know where you are? What if he doesn’t and you never get to say goodbye? 
The thought of tears spilling over those bright blue eyes of his, knowing you’d never be able to hold him again, kiss him again made everything in your being ache. You are desperate to cry out but nothing. It’s as if you’re dead already.
Almost as soon as his long lashes closed over his stormy blue eyes, like falling down into your own body, every muscle jerked and you gasped back into consciousness.
Scrambling to sit up, you drew your legs in to get your feet under you. You tore away the covers and your hoarse voice ripped through your parched vocal cords: “Hhhhhhennnnryyyy!”
“I’m here, Nugget,” he offered, his broad shoulders ghosting behind you.
Despite its size, his hand curving around your ribs was incredibly gentle. You shuddered at his touch; horror darkened your pupils and bottom lip quivered like a harp string vibrating to the point of breaking. Your nails clawed desperately into the sweatpants covering his thigh. Lips parted, but no words formed just yet; your eyes closed tightly and fingers touched your lips ruefully.
“Just a dream, sweet,” he comforted in a strong baritone, wrapping his whole hand around your small fingers. “You’re alright. See? Your Henry Bear is right here. Let me hold you, darling?”
Nodding emphatically, you dug your toes into the sheets and launched your whole body at him, not thinking for one moment about how pathetic your whimpers and trembling arms clinging around his neck might have seemed.
His brows lifted in the center and he continued to follow your gaze right up until you buried your face in his neck. The corner of his lips ticked upwards only briefly, before he nuzzled his face into your hair. 
It was stored in his muscle memory by now just where to grasp under your bare thighs, so you could bend your knees and spread over his hips so he could ease you down into a more comfortable position in his lap. There was no awkwardness negotiating who needed to move which limb where because you’d been doing this for years. 
Only recently there was less blushing over soaked panties or groans caused by awkward erections; just within the last six months you found yourselves single simultaneously and decided to give it a try.
Your breath was hot and stilted between sobs into his shoulder; his stubble along his jawline was scratchy against your forehead and temple but you didn’t mind. You just needed the closeness. Lifting your hair up into a ponytail, he pursed his lips, and blew cool air across your sweaty neck.
“Do you want to talk about it?” he questioned, rubbing slow circles with spread fingertips over your back. Your body tensed at his words but began to relax again when you wound your fingers dipped into his chocolate curls.
“I… don’t want to die,” you could barely whisper over his broad shoulder. “I don’t want YOU to die.”
“Oh Nugget,” he sighed, kissing the nape of your neck. “You dreamed I died?”
“No,” you hiccuped, pulling away and tapping the K on his soft gray shirt, attempting to distract yourself while you explained. “I was. And I wasn’t - wasn’t going to see you and - My heart, Hen. It - it feels broken.”
Cupping your face in both hands, he lifted your gaze and kissed your wet cheeks. “Look at us right now…”
Sniffling, you tucked your hands in between his biceps and forearms. “I know. I - It just felt so real. It feels so real. I’m not sure this feels real. It’s too nice to be real. You are too nice. I don’t know how to be sure...”
Deep worry lines etched over his forehead. Pressing his lips together in a flat line, his nostrils flared and he crossed his arms over his chest, peeling off his shirt.
The bear of a man breathed deep and slow, opening his hands to you. He gave you a wide berth; there would be no forcing - ever. His was a silent invitation to this familiar tango you’d only ever done with him.
Your gaze darted from his large palms resting against your thighs to his patient blue eyes watching you carefully.
“It’s alright, darling,” he encouraged, the softest of smiles lifting the apples of his cheeks. He wiggled his long fingers and you held your breath, sliding your hands into his. You felt the rough spots and calluses from the weights, the weaponry, the rope work, the horses. He worked so hard and should be sleeping right now instead of dealing with whatever mess you brought to him.
His soft kiss pressed to your forehead drew you from your thoughts. “Keep going,” he whispered against your hairline and you narrowed your eyes, focusing on his hands again. 
They were warm and so strong holding you and - oh - his middle and index fingers. The amazing things they did together. You forced yourself to stop thinking of it but your two fingers stroking inside his two fingers, and the furious blush across your cheeks, made him chuckle.
“That’s my girl,” he grinned broadly. Despite your blush, you continued to dance your fingertips inside his forearms, feeling the veins and sinewy muscle, the thick curve of his biceps and and shoulders. With a soft sigh, you lifted your head, kissed his clavicle and nuzzled into the light smattering of his scratchy chest hair. It was your favorite place to cuddle into. 
His particular masculine scent filled your senses and soothed every frayed, exposed nerve in your body; his musk reminded you of spices like cinnamon and nutmeg, orange and cranberry being mixed into hot apple cider on a crisp fall day.
You continued to lazily trace lines along his ribs and down his back, but he knew by your sigh that you’d come home. Tenderly sweeping your hair over your shoulder, he slowly and deliberately slid one arm high across your shoulders and the other low around the small of your back.
“I’m sorry, my love,” you murmured, your voice returning to its usual sweet timbre. It signaled you were returning from the frenzied dissociative state kicked off by that horrifically anxious nightmare. It meant he could speak to you differently, touch you differently.
“You don’t need to be, sweetheart,” he countered, kissing your forehead.
Sweeping your fingers along the stubble of his jawline, you cooed whisper softly and tentatively brushed your lips to his. Securing you to himself, he touched noses and parted lips, deepening the first kiss. Your fingers pushed into the back of his hair and tugged just gently enough to make you both smile.
With a deep, rumbling purr, he grabbed your hips and rolled you easily under him. He caressed two knuckles over your temple and teased your lips apart with his; he chuckled when you chased after his mouth for another.
But you pressed the heels of your palms against his chest and immediately he planked his body, lifting all of his considerable weight off of your much smaller frame.
Shutting his eyes tight, he huffed an exasperated breath and clenched his jaw. He should have known better. It was much too soon to touch you like this.
He intended to roll off and give you all of the comforting and cuddles you needed - until you wiggled a little under him. You shifted just a bit on the bed, reaching down and dragging your t-shirt up your bare stomach. His head was dropped just enough so his dark curls caressed your chest when you lifted your shirt off over your head and sighed softly under him.
You couldn’t help but giggle just a little at the arched brow and wide eyes he gave you when his gaze dragged up your nearly naked body to your face again.
“Ahem.” He cleared his throat. “Ah, all better?”
“Yes, my love. Thank you.” Your answer was purely peaches and innocence during the act of wrapping your arms behind his neck drawing him down to you; only this time, he kept some of his weight lifted onto his forearms tucked under your shoulders.
“I thought I was crushing you.” He had a hint of playful warning in his tone.
“Oh. No, you know I love it even if you were,” you cooed, bending your knees and drawing your soft thighs up his ribs. “Isn’t it Oxytocin from the skin to skin contact?”
He smirked and grunted, catching one of your feet working on dragging the sweatpants down his hip. “I take it you’re feeling better.”
The corner or your lips twitched and your chest felt heavy all over again. You hated to admit it but the specter always lingered. “At the moment.”
“I know darling. We do these things one day at a time though, don’t we? Sometimes, by the minute?” He glanced up while you rolled the curls of his hair over your fingers. Collecting your wrist, he drew it to his mouth and kissed your hand.
Swallowing hard, you blinked but a tear escaped and rolled down your temple.
“Hey, shhh, Nugget.”
You sniffled and looked up into those beautiful, truly concerned, blue eyes of his. “You’re so much better than I deserve, Henry.”
He sighed and his shattered heart tore away from your gaze. Rocking his hips further down between your legs, he wrapped both arms under the small of your back and rested his head on your chest. 
It was the first he’d ever put himself in that position unless... he was there to give your breasts some attention? Your nipples hardened at the thought of his hot mouth sucking. He must have seen, or felt your nipple pebbling so near to his lips, because he fisted the edge of the bed sheet and covered your exposed skin.
Uncertain what to do exactly, you laid quietly and listened to his deep breaths and slow heartbeat for a long time. It wasn’t until you heard his breathing pause and stutter that your stomach dropped. “Henry? What’s wrong?”
“I just don’t know what else to do. What other way can I say it so you’ll understand?” His stormy eyes were dark and cheeks flushing pink when he put his chin on your sternum and glanced up at you. “I’m a patient man but you sure are putting me through my paces, sweetheart.”
Panic started to tighten your chest. Hearing your heartbeat and breathing quicken, he pressed his palm over it and spread his thumb away from his fingers to kiss your skin hidden under it.
“Shh, shh, it’s okay. This isn’t what I wanted.”
“What did you want?” You asked bracing yourself with a fistful of sheets in each hand, practically panting the words.
Bearing his teeth, he sat up and stroked your cheek with his calloused thumb. “I want you to not be afraid anymore. I want to take away all of that worry in that beautiful mind of yours.”
As he swept the pads of his fingers over your forehead and down your nose, you gave them a kiss when they passed over your lips.
“Fuck,” he swore under his breath, swallowing hard so his Adam’s apple bounced. Your brows lifted, confused, but before you could ask, he dropped onto his side and pulled you to him, sheets and all. Legs and arms tangled together, you touched foreheads and shared the same warm breath fanning over each other’s skin.
“Hen?”
“Mhmm.”
“I love you.”
“I love you, Nugget.”
“Hen?”
“Hmm.”
“I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. Even if it was only a minute. And in the middle of nowhere. I’d want that last minute with you. That’s home… with you. If that’s okay with you, I mean.”
You thought for a moment that the wide eyed expression he gave you was surprise, until a smile lifted his features so brightly, his canines appeared. His mouth pressed to yours, gently at first, but taking a breath, he tipped your head and closed his lips over your top one, causing you to whimper and give him your bottom lip next. As your kisses became more hungry by the second, your attention was drawn from his tongue flexing into your mouth to his hands at your back.
They were fumbling with something, although you couldn’t tell quite what. Reaching behind you curiously, he grasped your hand and pressed his thumb inside your palm. Instinctively, you closed your fingers around it as he returned your hand to your chest.
He flicked his tongue over his bottom lip and grinned. “Until I can get you a real diamond,” he panted breathlessly, lips reddened and slightly swollen.
Peering down inside your closed hand, you recognized the gold flash immediately. “Henry, darling, you can’t give me your signet ring!”
He scoffed, arching an eyebrow and collected your left hand, “’Course I can.”
Putting your entire ring finger in his mouth, he pulled off the artificial pearl you wore with his teeth and slid his ring on instead, making you giggle and wiggle your fingers.
“It’s a bit large,” you confessed, attempting to keep your fingers pressed tightly together. Turning your hand over, he let it drop into his palm and slid it onto your thumb instead.
“It’s only temporary,” he reminded you, lying back on the pillows and opening his arms so you could put your head on his chest. He let out a long, gruff sigh feeling your body settle down tucked in against him. Closing your eyes, you already felt your body starting to get heavy.
“You know,” he continued, gently raking his spread fingers through your hair, “I wanted to kiss you the first night we met.”
“That birthday party?” you cooed, nuzzling along his jawline. “That was almost ten years ago, Hen. I wonder where we’d be if you would have.”
“I imagine the exact same place. Only there’d be a couple more pairs of little feet running up and down the hall. What do you think, darling?”
You’d have absolutely agreed, and probably squealed at the thought, but you were already fast asleep by the time he finished his sentence. And it was the best sleep you’d had in months.
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chicagopd2020 · 4 years ago
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Family Now
Request:Can you do something with yn being pregnant by jay and being kidnapped, when she is found to be injured and going into labor, but at the end of it all is right. with cute ending
Hope you like it this is my first request :)
Jay had been working on a case where this guy had tried to take almost everyone on the team out as a way to get back at Hank for putting his brother in prison for the rest of his life. Hank recieved a note saying "You took my family away from you now I am going to take yours away from you"  Luckily the man hasnt been successful on any of his attempts. Hank had warned them to all be very careful and watch their backs everywhere they went.
All Jay wanted to do was to get home to Y/N just hold her close and just pretend that it was just the two of them, well 3 if you consider their little baby girl in Y/N stomach. Knowing that is what he had to look for eased his nerves just a little bit. Getting out of his truck he couldnt help but to look around and for some reason he had an uneasy feeling in his gut. Yeah it was probably the fact that he was being hunted by a man and they didnt actually know what he looked like.
As he walks up the stairs to their apartment the feeling got so bad that he was in a run to the apartment just so that he could make sure everything was alright. As he got closer to the apartment he seen their door was slightly opened which he knew wasnt right because Y/N always kept the door locked when he wasnt there. So he took out his gun and eased in the door, seeing that their were things strewed around everywhere like there had been a fight broke out. His heart was in his stomach when he seen the blood on the floor. So he did the first thing that came to his mind, he pulled out his phone and called Voight. Luckily he picks up on the first ring
Halstead whats the problem?
Voight, she's gone! It was silent of the phone for what felt like forever but was just a few seconds.
Im on my way, Ill get the rest of the team to head that way as well, you call it in so that we can find this Son of a Bitch.
As Jay hangs up the phone he does exactly as Voight told him to do. Waiting for the team to arrive he just walks around to see if there is anything that was left that would lead them to where he took her.
The team all finally make it to Jay & Y/N apartment,and as the other officers are looking around for fingerprints or anything really. Then one of the officers came walking up to them.
Detective Halstead there was this note left on your kitchen counter and I think that you are going to want to see this. She says while handing him the note. Jay reads the note out loud
The note reads " Hank you took my brother,Ive got your daughter & grandchild. You may want find me before I do something I may regret"
Dammit Hank I know she is your daughter but we are going to have a kid together and if something happens to either of them I will never forgive you!
Hank stood there and let him yell at him because he felt the same way if anything did happen to his daughter and grandaughter he wouldnt be able to live with himself
Y/N POV
This man that kidnapped me he kept saying sorry but said that it was all my dads fault that this was happening. You kept trying to talk to him trying to figure out what you could do to make up for what your dad did but you got nothing from him. The pain in your lower stomach kept coming closer together but you were not due for another couple weeks and in this moment in time is not how you want your babygirl to be born.
Sir,Sir,SIR finally catching his attention. I think that I need to go to the hospital
There is no way in hell that I am taking you to a hospital.
At that very moment your water broke and water went everywhere.
My water just broke and its either you take me to hospital or my baby will be born right here.
Well then it looks like you will be bringing a life into this world in warehouse. Ill be back in a little while.
He must have been so caught up in taking me that he didnt check me to see if I still had my phone and thank god I keep it on silent most of the time because when I finally got to it I had so many missed calls from Jay and my dad. All you wanted to do was cry cause you know Jay is so worried and there isnt anything he can do to help, but right now wasnt the time to cry in between the pain you sent a text to Jay letting him know everything you seen around you thinking that maybe it would help then find out where you are.
Jay POV
Sitting at my desk doing everything that I possibly can to figure out where she is. Where he took her? We have been going non-stop to figure something out. He finally just slammed his hands on his desk and walked to the locker room looking at the pictures that he had in his locker of the love of his life and his soon to be born baby girl
He just lets his head fall in his hands and all he can do it just cry, lets the tears that he has been holding in since noticing that Y/N was taken fall. He hears his phone go off and as he pulls the phone out thinking that it is just another lead that will get them no where, he sees that it is her name and he jumps up. As he reads everything that the message says he runs back into the bullpin and yells for Voight, thinking that maybe he could make some sense out of it. As Hank is reading the message it clicks
I dont think she knows where she is but she is just telling us what she sees or hears, so that we can figure out where she is. She says that she heard a train at least a couple times within a few hours, she knows that its an old warehouse. Windows lined all around the building and out one of the windows she sees the numbers 5142
As he was saying everything Kim was typing it into the computer to see if she could up with anything. Y/N has always been like a little sister to her so she was just as worried as everyone else on the team. Once she typed in the numbers in popped up exactly what they had all been hoping for..
I FOUND SOMETHING!!!! She yells
Everyone makes their way over to her......There is an old abandoned warehouse at 5142 West St and it hasnt been in business for over 15 years
Suit up lets go..Hanks says as he practically in a jog so that he can get his little girl back.
Y/N POV
The pain is just getting worse by the minute but I know that I can hold off because I know by now that they are on their way to get me. If they are not then I dont see me or my little girl making it out of the warehouse alive. She just trys to continue breathing through the pain hoping that your little girl will be stubborn like her daddy and just saying where she is safe right now.
He finally returns, this time he has a woman with him, she comes over and she trys to check you out and see what shape you are in.
Dont you dare touch me! You all but yell
I have to see how you and your baby are
No you dont. I would rather have my baby on my own then with someone helping me that is helping the man that kidnapped me
I am not working with him, he came on the street and I think that I was the first nurse that he seen and told me that his girlfriend was in labor
Well I am in no way his girlfriend, I am his hostage and he is refusing to take me to the hospital. As she finishes that sentence the nurse turns and sees the gun pointed at her head
You help deliver her baby  and then I have no more use for you. Just cant have her dying just yet....
As he finishes that sentence the door is busted in and Chicago PD is surrounding him. He gets down next to you and points the gun at your head
You come any closer and I will kill her
Dad help me....
I am...You wanted me from the start let my littl girl go and get to a hospital and take me, do whatever you have to but just let her go. Once he finishes the sentence Adam tackles the man to the ground and in a flash Jay is by your side
Y/N I am so sorry that this happened
Hey it isnt your fault, but I think that we are going to become parents a few weeks sooner than we expected.
The nurse finally speaks, We need an gurney in here we have to get her to the hospital. She helps them get you in the ambulance, She gives them all the information that they need and then the ambulance is off to Med. As you arrive everyone is there waiting, you already have a room waiting and everything. After what seems like hours of labor you finally delivered a beautiful blue eyed baby girl. 7lbs 12oz 17in long
After a few hours of resting you ask Jay to get a wheelchair so that you could take her out to meet everyone. As he helped you to the wheelchair he placed the pillow on your stomach before picking up yalls little girl kissing her on the nose before handing her to you. Little moments like that make you falls in love with that man more and more..
As you make your way down the hall the first two people that you see are your dad and Jay's brother Will. They see you making your way down the hall and have huge grins on their faces and rush to their feet.
Hey everyone
How are you doing? Hank ask
feel a little rough but this little one right here makes it all worth it.
What do I have the pleasure of calling my little niece here?
You look up at Jay and you both share a smile
Everyone we would like to introduce you to Camille Justine Halstead. After my beautiful mother and brother who both were taken way too soon.. As you make eye contact with your dad for the first in a very very long time you seen your dad crying. He walks over and kisses you on the head..
That name is perfect.
Well then I guess you better thank Jay because it was his idea
He turns to Jay and pulls him into a hug and whispers thank you. They pull back from the hug and Jay looks him dead in the eye and says We are family now
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acdeaky · 4 years ago
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are you ready for love?
warning: fluff, alcohol consumption, strong language, slight angst?
note: congrats on 4k followers @writingfortoomanyfandoms​​ ! i began writing this and then fell out of love with it, but i (finally) figured out the ending and fell back in love! enjoy!
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“what I'm saying is - and this is not a come on in any way, shape or form - is that men and women can't be friends because the sex part always gets in the way!” dan spoke, a little too loudly for the restaurant the group was in, trying to voice his (very out-of-date) opinion above the rest of the group. he was met with a lot of voices arguing he was wrong, and a fry from shane’s plate. “what?” he practically whined. 
“just because you want to shag any girl you're friends with, and who doesn't have a boyfriend, doesn't mean that every guy is the same!” harry perked up, practically punching dan in the arm after his comment. 
“it so means every guy is the same,” dan argued, looking over at you. “you and ben are only close because he wants to get in your pants.”
“why did we let him join?” you asked everyone else, basically pretending that dan wasn't sat a few seats away from you. 
“because he's my brother and has no other friends.” erin replied from next to you, a hand resting on your thigh which was pressed against her’s.
“that is not true.”
“oh, dan, sweetie, it is.” erin just smiled sarcastically at her brother, her eyes showing faux sympathy. 
“you all know i’m right, but you don't want to say it,” another chorus of disagreement came from the group, as did another fry from shane’s plate. “mate, would you stop that?” shane just shook his head, wrapping his arm around the back of renee’s chair and lightly brushed his fingers against your shoulder. next to ben, you were definitely closest to shane with him being like a big brother to you. 
somehow, the rest of the meal went without a hitch. dan quieted down with the unpopular opinions and everyone else enjoyed each other’s company as they finished their meals and had a few drinks afterwards. shane and renee were the first ones to leave. both of them had had long days at work, but made it out for the meal, and were now more than ready to collapse into their bed. harry and erin were next. as they paid their part and begun to leave, they dragged dan out with them, keeping him from saying something inappropriate to you and/or lucy. 
after those three left, you and lucy stayed a little longer. it had been a while since the two of you had hung out together alone, and a catchup with definitely needed. 
“so what’s the real reason ben didn’t come tonight? he's definitely not ill else you would be there nursing him back to health.” she teased, giving you a light prod to your side. 
“he didn't want to have to deal with comments from dan,” you stated plainly. “and i’m glad ben didn’t come else he would have had to deal with exactly what he didn't want to deal with.”
“yeh, that's fair. maybe we should stop inviting dan to these things.”
“maybe,” you both giggled, thinking of how much more civilised somethings would be without him. “that's too mean, though. erin would not be happy.” 
“she most definitely wouldn't be, but dan’s a dickhead.”
“oh, yeh.” the two of you sat gigging for a little longer, the few drinks the both of you had had making their way completely into your system. after chatting for a little longer (and realising you should both definitely go home), you paid the rest of the bill and left, still chatting as you got into your car, travelling back to your same apartment building.
the ride home wasn't long. luckily, the group had mutually decided on a restaurant that was close to both of your apartments, meaning it only took about ten minutes to get home. the traffic was light and it seemed that every light turned green just in time for you. sooner than you knew, you were heading out of the garage of the apartment building, heading towards the lift and pressing the ninth floor button for lucy and the tenth floor button for you. as you reached her floor, you shared a slightly emotional goodbye with each other. it took exactly 23 seconds to get from the lift to your apartment (you had counted many times) and as you swung the door open, there was ben, sat idly on your sofa with his feet up and netflix playing on the TV. 
“hello, wanderer.” he teased as he heard you pull off your shoes and collapse onto the sofa next to him. “did you have fun? was dan a dick?”
“when is dan not a dick?” you only replied, pulling your knees closer to your chest as you turned your body into ben’s. one of his hands lifted off of his thigh for you to do so, landing back down on your knee. 
“that's true. what did he say this time?”
“that men and women can't be friends because the sex part gets in the way.”
“well that's not true, look at us!” ben said, his eyes quickly flitting to you and then straight back to the TV. 
“yeh, look at us.” 
“you are woman, i am man. we no sex.” he spoke in a deeper voice, making you giggle at his ridiculous impression of a caveman. 
“i’m just glad you weren't there; another comment from him would have sent your fist through his face.” 
“oh, yeh. but erin would not have been happy.”
“she most definitely wouldn't be.” you giggled again, thinking back to the conversation you had had with lucy. “i’m actually so tired, i think i’m just calling it a night. you stay as long as you like” as you got up, you pointed to ben, giving him a look which said ‘keep it down’ which he replied with a salute. you gave the other a quiet ‘night’ before placing a kiss on his cheek and dragging your feet to your bedroom. 
as you got ready for bed, you couldnt help but think back to what dan had said. if you told erin and lucy (or even ben) that you were contemplating his words, they would have told you to stop and say that ‘dan was just being dan. he didn't mean it’. you just couldn’t help thinking about whether it was true. of course, you were close to shane and harry, but they both had girlfriends, they definitely wouldn't want anything to do with what’s in your pants. but you were also close to ben, and he didn't have a girlfriend. the only explanation for you two being close was that he wanted what was in your pants, not in your head nor your heart. 
it pained you to think of that; ben being here only to try it on. of course, ben was attractive and had sex appeal, but he was also your best friend and you weren't about to jump in to bed with him at the first chance. you have never, and will never, go about relationships like that. to you, it was unbelievable how much you let dan’s comment cloud your mind, yet you almost hoped there was some truth to it. 
only a wall away, ben was sat thinking the exact same thing. the show he was binging was still playing in the background, but in the forefront of his mind was dan’s comment. ben knew men and women could be friends without sex getting involved; he had those relationships with all the girls in the group, except her. although he wouldn't openly admit it to anyone, he had developed feelings, but didn't want to ruin what the two had by trying it on with her. so ben sat back and tried to let his feelings settle. that instantly failed when he continued to hang out with her almost everyday and talk to her everyday. it didn't take him long to realise he was in love. 
ben didn't stay for much longer; his eyes were being to strain to properly see the TV and dan's comment was still lingering in his thoughts. he quietly turned off the TV and left the room, practically tiptoeing past your room as he entered the guest room (which was almost his considering how often he slept in it). all he did was slip out of his jeans, jumper and socks, leaving on his boxers and slid into bed. just like you, it didn't take him long to fall asleep, soon drifting off nestled within the comfy sheets and only imagining what it would be like to hold you in his arms. 
in the morning, ben woke up before you (like usual) and set himself the task of making breakfast. he knew you'd be hungry this morning and, as soon as he got out of bed and put on a pair of shorts, he made his way into the kitchen and began making his famous pancakes. it didn't take long for you to wake up nor did it take long for you to smell the pancakes. 
“morning, chef.” you smiled lazily as you walked into the kitchen. 
“morning to you, too.” like usual in a morning, ben was clad in some shorts and a plain t-shirt as he stood in front of the hob. the teapot had already been filled and there was a half empty cup stood on the side next to the hob. “sleep well?”
“yeh, i guess.” ‘don't tell him’ you thought to yourself. “i just couldn't stop thinking about dan's comment last night.” 
“love, i've told you before to take no notice of him-”
“no, ben, he said something else last night. not just the men and women and sex thing.”
“well, what else did he say?” he asked, less annoyed this time, switching off the ring and giving you his full attention.
“he said that you and i are only close because you want to get into my pants.” although he asked you to tell him (and you would have told him anyway), you couldn’t help but feel ashamed at telling ben. you knew he would be mad that you let something dan said cloud your judgement about him, but you also knew that he would deny it. you wished he wouldn’t.
“you know that’s not true, right?” there it was. “you know i would never do that to you, or anyone for that matter. don’t let him get into your head; he’s a dick.”
“yeh, course.” you mumbled as ben turned back to the pan, flipping out the pancake onto a plate. as both of you ate, you sat talking about anything and everything. you were content just being here with ben, and yet you still couldn’t get those thoughts out of your head.
to ben, all you would be is his best friend; he made that perfectly clear last night and this morning. to you, your feelings would always be there, making it unfair on anyone else you dated. your heart was wrapped around ben indefinitely.
after breakfast was finished and the kitchen was tidy, you said your goodbyes to ben (even though you don’t normally kick him out this early), making up a lie about finishing off some things for work. what you really wanted to do was talk to erin and lucy; you needed to empty your head to someone.
“hey, you guys are okay to chat, right?” you asked as soon as the facetime connected to the both of them.
“yeh, of course!” “i’ve got my wine, i’m ready.” they both replied, supportive smiles already on their faces.
“okay, i’m sorry i’m bringing this up again, but i’m still thinking about dan’s comment last night.”
“which one?” erin giggled, taking a sip of her wine.
“the one about ben only being close to me because he wants to get in my pants.”
“that’s not true.”
“it’s true.”
“what?” you and erin asked lucy, who sat with a slight smirk on her face.
“ben does want to get into your pants, but not as a one time fling or being friends with benefits, he really likes you.”
“he does?”
“yeh,” both you and erin looked at each other, pure shock coming over your face and slight shock on erin’s. “he got drunk with the lads one night and came to my place instead of yours-”
“makes sense,” erin perked up, taking another sip of her wine. “your apartment is literally a floor below Y/N’s.”
“exactly; he miscounted the floor numbers and came to my door. he kept on apologising so i let him in and he just ranted about dan saying stupid things again about the two of you. then he spilt his feelings and almost broke down asking me not to say anything. i told him he should go to your place and tell you himself. he said he would and i assumed he did, but obviously-”
“he didn’t. that night he came up to my apartment and basically passed out on the sofa. i pulled his shoes off and left him a glass of water and some painkillers for the morning. that was it; he didn't really say anything at all until the next morning.” you frowned, thinking at how literally minutes before ben stumbled into your apartment, he'd stumbled out of lucy’s. 
“wow, well i knew benny boy had feelings, but i didn’t know he did that.” erin said, turning and making sure harry hadn't heard any of that conversation. 
“no one knew, i kept ben’s drunk escapade a secret. he couldn’t even remember it happening.” after that, all three of you were slightly stunned into silence. it was a minute before anyone spoke. 
“what are you gonna do?” erin’s voice was small, something that isn't normal for her. her wine glass had been discarded (though half empty) and she and lucy were both looking at you. you knew your face hadn't change. even without looking at your screen, you knew the only look on your face was disbelief. 
“i-i don't know.”
“surely you're gonna do something?” lucy gasped. 
“and say what to him? ‘hey, ben. i've just been chatting to our good friend lucy and it turns out you drunkenly told her about your feelings for me’. i’m not good with confrontation!”
“and that's why you two will never be together!” erin chuckled, shaking her head at you. 
“what do you mean?
“i mean, you're scared of confrontation and ben will never admit his feelings for you because he's scared you’ll reject him.”
“but i wouldn��t-”
“he doesn’t know that.” she was right. ben doesn’t know what you're thinking, and you don't know what he's thinking. right now, the only way to get over the situation is if you say something. yet, you couldn't help but think that ben’s drunken confession was just that: drunken and stupid.
“i need some time to think, girls.”
“okay.” 
“just keep us in the loop, yeh?” lucy asked, pity absolutely drowning her face. 
“will do, bye.” you waved as did lucy and erin, saying their own goodbyes before you ended the call. 
this had changed everything. of course it had. you definitely didn't feel the same way you did before the call, and you definitely didn't feel the same way about ben as you did before the call. you couldn’t help but think if this had changed things, if this had given you the confidence to finally tell ben about how you feel. 
it was something to sleep on, something to cloud your thoughts for another night. 
but you didn’t get the chance to do that. before you had even managed to settle down for the night, there was a loud, and brash, knock at your door. the thought of ignoring them crossed your mind, hoping it would be a drunken fool who had stumbled across the wrong apartment.
yet, no matter how long you stayed laying on your back, staring at the blank canvas of your ceiling, the knocking did not cease. with a grumble, you made your way through your apartment and towards the front door, not bothering to switch on any of the lights on your way.
as soon as your door was open, whoever was on the other side flung themselves inside, stumbling as they attempted to pull off their shoes. you couldn’t even see who the person was, the low light of the hallway doing little to help you figure out who the intruder was.
and, just as you were about to speak up, the person spoke - though it was more of a grumble - and said, “luce, i’m sorry for doin’ this again.” ben. his voice was slurred and his actions were full of haste. the way he threw his shoes to the side and his jacket on to the floor made you realise he truly thought he was on the floor below; everywhere he was throwing things were where lucy had furniture.
then you realised something else; it was happening again. that night lucy had told you about, with ben drinking with the lads, had happened again. though, you weren’t sure if he was drinking alone or not, but whatever had happened to ben had made him feel the need to see lucy, before anything.
“i know it’s prob’ly late, but i can’t stop thinking about her and you’re the only person who knows how i feel.” came ben’s mumbling voice again. he sounded weak, vulnerable, something you’d never heard in any tone of his voice before. well, there were some exceptions, but this voice, this tone, was something else. and it scared you.
but you stayed quiet, waiting for ben to either say something again or... something else to happen, like a meteor hitting the earth, to save the both of you from this conversation.
“fuck, you moved things around in here?” he grumbled, walking around to find something to grip onto or sit on.
your head was screaming to say something, to reply and end whatever this was, yet your heart was screaming to save yourself the heartache (from what, you didn’t know).
it wasn’t until ben managed to find a lightswitch that your heart began to race even faster than before. you were met with his disheveled look, his boots haphazardly pulled off and scattered across your floor and his jacket thrown carelessly across the wood of your dining table mismatched his reddening eyes and mess of his hair.
and, as if time was frozen, ben stood against the wall of your apartment, his eyes as wide as ever and his heart thumping against the case of his chest. you were no better; at least you knew who had stumbled into your apartment, but ben was in shock. because it was you. of course it was you, who else could make ben’s heart beat as fast as you could?
which is why ben stood still, acting as if he stayed deadly still, the predator before him would ignore his very existence. but the elephant was in the room, and you could not ignore the existence of that.
“ben,” you whispered, your voice stretching out to fill the gap between your bodies. instead, it died upon it’s journey, failing to reach the only person who mattered to you at that minute. “ben, it’s okay: i know.”
that didn’t settle his nerves. the only things those two words did was set his heart racing faster and he felt like his world was collapsing in on himself.
“no,” he shook his head, finally pulling his eyes away from your glance, turning his back towards you as his hands made his hair even more of a mess. “no, it’s not okay.”
but it was. it was more than okay because somewhere between ben stumbling through your door and this moment right now, you had found the courage to tell him that you knew, that you felt the same, this it was okay.
taking advantage of his back facing you, you stepped over to him carefully. at first, you were unsure of your movements, letting your hands linger in the air just above ben’s back before you took the final step and pressed them against his t-shirt-covered skin. the muscles in his back tensed and tightened, but he quickly let the warmth and welcoming feeling of you relax him.
only then did you become more confident, letting your hands move lightly over his back, mapping every bump and dimple they found. you ventured down to ben’s hips, covering the skin of his sides before settling around his front on his stomach.
“it’s okay, ben.” you said once again, your voice falling into a quiet whisper next to the shell of his ear as your chin rested on his shoulder. both of hands met yours. they were warm and fit comfortably between yours, something you had always imagined.
“how do you know?” he tested the waters, only letting his voice be loud enough for you to hear, like this was your little secret. you weren’t sure if ben was asking how you knew how he felt or how things would be okay, but you chose the former.
“lucy told me,” you replied in an equal tone, moving your head from his shoulder to press against his back, just between his shoulder blades. “she told me about that night you went to her apartment after you had been out with the boys: she told me how you felt about me.”
“and?” he said soon after, not wanting to wait any longer for a response that could change his life.
“ben, you mean the world to me, and i was always afraid that if we began a relationship, it could ruin our friendship. but i’m not afraid of that anymore, and i just want what i want: you.”
ben had never felt so sober. he had begun the night alone and, somehow, ended it in your arms; one of the places he didn’t think he’d be for a while.
his thumb began tracing small circles on the back of your hand, letting himself know that this was real and this was happening. it also grounded you. it gave you something to focus on when you needed it. but you didn’t want it to be that; you wanted it to be something that happens regularly and often. now, that might happen.
reluctantly, you pulled your hands from his, taking your arms away from his body as you circled around him. once his face met yours, neither of you could hold in the tiny smile which threatened to appear at the corner of your lips. god, you could only imagine what his lips felt like, what they tasted like. and you imagined that they felt like silk.
your hands quickly found purchase on ben’s body once again. this time, you traced the outline of his face, allowing yourself to take your time as you moved along his jawline. as one hand did that, the other tangled it’s fingers into the hair on the nape of his neck - something that he was growing out for a role, but you enjoyed it regardless.
ben was so overwhelmed, the only place he could find to anchor himself to you were your hips. he squeezed and pressed the skin lightly, wanting to live in the moment as much as he could, just in case you slipped through his fingertips, like silk does.
you can’t help but notice that you’ve never seen him like this before, so vulnerable and open to you and your touch. of course, you had touched each other before, but not with the softness and meaning like now.
“i want you, too,” ben finally whispered, never letting his gaze falter from you. his hands seemed to grip your hips a little harder as your hands slid down from his head and onto his shoulders. “that’s all i’ve wanted since i met you.”
just then, you pushed yourself onto the balls of your feet, managing to slightly close the gap between you and ben as his head bowed lower, too. your lips met like a perfect melody, so soft and gentle and better than you could have ever imagined.
slowly, and once again, your hands traced their way up ben’s skin, circling around his neck before toying with those little hairs you had suddenly become so fond of. and, as a response, ben’s hands shifted from your hips to your lower back quicker than you could register, pushing and pulling your body flush with his own.
his hands were warm and big and better than you could have imagined. they were strong, keeping the two of you together in perfect harmony as you explored the other’s touch after so, so long.
but, then ben pulled away, keeping you pressed against his chest while looking down at you, your lips swollen and red and, god, so beautiful. he only smiled, pulling away to grab your hand a second later.
he was your personal guide through your home, taking you towards your bedroom (only after turning off the light he switched on earlier). as soon as you got in the room, ben let you go, turning to close the door as you stood waiting for him; you almost felt like a stranger, standing there in your own room with no feeling of anything but ben.
once the door clicked shut, he turned his attention back to you. while he walked forward, you stumbled backwards, only stopping when the back of your knees hit the side of your bed.
“get in,” he spoke gently, pressing a light kiss to your forehead. “i’ll be there in a second.” and so you did. since you were already about to settle down for the night when ben knocked on the door, you just sat underneath the covers again.
seeing the cast of ben’s shadow on your walls from the beaming moon was a sight you knew you would never tire of. the way he moved gracefully as he pulled off his shirt and jeans, leaving on only his boxers and turning back to you.
he was a ghost striding towards you. a vision as his body drifted towards you, so bright and beautiful under the moon, so quiet as he slipped under the covers to lay next to you; his arms open and welcoming.
so you accepted, letting yourself have this, this moment, with ben. you found yourself tucked into his side, one arm dragged across his torso with your head on his chest. his left arm wrapped itself around your shoulders, his right arm laying adjacent to yours, letting your fingertips touch and ghost along one another.
you stayed there, for a minute or two, just getting used to each other’s rise and fall of your chests and the dips and bumps of each other’s skin. neither of you had felt more at peace than in that moment.
and as you lay there in ben’s arms, the steady beating in his heart right below your ear and finally feeling content, you knew that you were ready for love.
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barnesandrogersfanfics · 5 years ago
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Home - Part 22
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A/N - So this is the last part my lovelies! (Well there will be an Epilogue) i just want to thank everyone who has kept with this til the end and for all the love you’ve shown. 💕
"Buck, i cant stop looking at them" i smiled down at my two boys laying side by side in the hospital cot.
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"I know, their perfect" he beamed before turning and kissing me "you did so good baby"
"I didn't do anything, i didn't even know what was going on!" I chuckled, when they took me down to the OR the babies heart rates dropped suddenly and they had to give me a general anaesthetic and get them out quick.....when i woke up again i had my two boys.
"You did everything! You carried them for the last... what, 8 months? You've kept them safe and healthy"
"I guess i did do that, I've got the stretch marks to prove it" i rolled my eyes.
"we still need names, we can't just keep calling them 'the boys' you know"
"Mmmhmm okay but can we talk about it after i sleep?" I asked covering my mouth as i yawned.
"Sure doll, you get some sleep"
"You'll watch them?"
"Of course, Steve will probably be in here in a minute he was so excited" Bucky shook his head and laughed.
"Okay, Just let me sleep for an hour and wake me up okay?"
"You got it".
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When i woke up again i looked over to see Bucky sat with his eyes closed, both boys sleeping on his chest. He wasn't asleep just resting his eyes, his thumbs gently stroking over their tiny legs as they slept soundly. It was the most beautiful sight ive ever seen, i couldnt help but reach for my phone and snap a photo.
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Yes im gonna be that mom who takes photo's of everything! Don't judge me!
"What are you doing?" He asked opening one eye and looking at me suspiciously.
"Taking a photo of my boys" i smiled "i told you to wake me up in an hour Buck, how long did i sleep? Its dark out!"
"4/5 hours" he shrugged casually "enjoy it while you can doll, you wont sleep well for a while"
"Unless they take after their mama and like their sleep too? God i hope they do!"
"Their gonna need a feed, you feeling up to it?"
"Yeah".
Bucky got up and carefully passed me one of the twins while he kept the other close to his chest and sat back down.
"His so tiny.... i feel like i'm gonna break him" i said as i lowered my gown and tried to get the baby to latch onto my breast "He latched on straight away.... oh my god this is so weird..."
"Thats my boy" Bucky winked making me laugh quietly so i didn't disturb the baby.
"So names..... i was thinking Steven and Samuel as middle names? Both of them are important to us" i said looking down at the baby in my arms.
"I love that idea, they'll love that too"
"Is Steve gonna Cry?"
"Probably" Bucky chuckled knowing what his friend was like.
"Okay and first names?"
"How about Thomas....After your dad? I know you miss him" Bucky suggested.
"I really do, i wish my mom and dad were here to see this" i quickly wiped a tear away "Thomas Samuel Barnes?"
"I like it doll"
"Me too" i smiled looking down at the larger of the boys in my arms "i think this is Thomas"
"Okay and now for this little man"
"How did we not decide on names before today?" I shook my head.
"Because we've had our hands full with the girls and Jack's case.... we thought we had more time" Bucky shrugged before getting up and switching out the babies.
"I don't really know what names i like"
"Me either, i didn't think it would he this hard to name them" i said as i got comfy with the next baby.
"You know just before the girls went to bed i heard Allie talking to the bump again.... how do you feel about Theodore?" I asked raising an eyebrow questioningly "thats what she called one of them.... we could call him Theo or Teddy for short?"
"Theodore Steven Barnes? It kinda works" he nodded "for the record i'll probably never call him Theodore"
"It doesn't surprise me babe, the girls rarely get called by their full names either"
"Thats true"
"So are we agreed?"
"I think we are" he grinned as he got settled with Thomas again.
"Did Steve come see them while i was sleeping?"
"Yeah but only for 10 minutes, i didn't want to disturb you.... plus visiting hours where nearly up. His coming back up later with the girls though, then his gonna take them home and watch them til we're aloud to go home"
"Sounds perfect, i miss my girls already"
"Im sure their missing you too"
"Their probably too busy with Auntie Becca to care" i smiled over at Bucky who was shaking his head.
"Okay Teddy is done, can you take him please.... i think i need some more pain relief"
"Sure doll" he laid Thomas in the cot and took Teddy from me before sitting back down to winding him.
I held a hand to my stomach and winced as i pressed the call button for the nurse.
"Your gonna be feeling that for a while doll, your gonna have to take it easy too. Let me help you with things"
"I'll be fine...."
"You will take it easy and let yourself heal"
"But Bucky you cant look after the girls and newborn twins on your own! I can't just sit around and do nothing...."
"You can and you will, Ive already spoken to Steve and his gonna come stay with us until your better"
"Okay, its not like he isn't always there anyway. I sometimes wonder if he actually lives with us and i just don't know about it"
"You don't mind that Steve's around alot do you?"
"Course not, i love Steve"
"Good, you'd tell me if you had a problem with it?"
"You know i would"
"Ms Y/L/N, how you feeling?" One of the nurses smiled as she walked into the room.
"I need something for the pain, other than that im good" i smiled at her.
"Okay lets see what i can do about that".
It was about an hour later when Steve walked in with Becca and the girls.
Steve came straight over to me and placed a kiss on the top of my head, Rosie was cuddled up to him but held her arms out to me as he leaned down.
He let her down to lay beside me and she instantly cuddled up to me.
"Hey mama, how you feeling?" Steve asked.
"Im doing okay, sore.... but its worth it"
"Their beautiful" he nodded looking down into the cot beside me we're they both slept.
"Congratulations you guys, their beautiful" Becca smiled hugging Bucky before getting a closer look at the babies.
Brooke and Allie stood with Bucky looking down at Thomas and Teddy.
"Girls, these are your baby brothers" Bucky said quietly to them and they smiled.
"Their so tiny"
"What are their names?" Allie asked turning to look at Bucky.
"Well this one, this is Thomas" he pointed to the bigger twin "and this is Theodore" he pointed to the smaller one, Allie gasped and looked up at me.
"I knew it!.... i knew that was his name!"
"Okay can i hold one now?" Steve asked practically bouncing on the spot making us laugh at him.
"Sure Steve, hey Buck why don't you let him hold Teddy first?"
"Sure doll" he carefully lifted Teddy and placed him in Steve's arms "this is Theodore...."
"I know that Y/N just said so"
"Theodore Steven Barnes"
"What!? Are you serious?" He said his eyes going wide.
"Yeah pal"
"Guys...." he said with tears in his eyes "i dont know what to say"
"Told you he would cry" Bucky chuckled and Steve gave his his best bitch face.
"If i wasn't holding Teddy id kick your ass"
"Yeah whatever pal"
"Language! Uncle Steve!" Brooke said with wide eyes as she turned to look at him.
"You said a bad word Uncle Stevie!" Allie added making us all laugh.
"Yeah Uncle Steve you said a bad word! Don't be saying bad language words around my kids"
"God your such a mom already"
"Y/N?" Allie said walking over to the side of my bed.
"Yeah babe?"
"Does this mean your our mom too?"
I looked over at Bucky who shrugged with a smile, i knew he was telling me it was my choice what i told her.
"Yeah Allie, i'm your mom too..... if you'll have me?"
"Really??" Brooke asked coming to stand beside Allie.
"Yeah"
"And... can we call you mom?"
"You can if you want to, whatever your comfortable with" i smiled brushing a piece of hair back from her face.
"Im gonna call you mom" Allie said casually before running back to her dad who was smiling as he listened to our conversation.
"You guys are gonna make me cry again" Steve said sniffling from the chair in the corner.
"I think i might join in this time too" Becca added quickly wiping a tear from her face.
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After spending the longest two days in the hospital the boys and i were finally aloud to go home. It was the best feeling being back home, knowing i had Bucky and all my babies under one roof and plus Bucky and Steve had been amazing.
They wouldn't let me do much though.....They'd even carry me upstairs!! I was now managing to walk around by myself, slowly, but i was on the mend.
Sam and Wanda came to visit us the day we got home, Sam had actually cried when we told him Thomas's middle name.... even though he tried to hide it.
Wanda had sat cooing at the twins for hours and saying how much she couldn't wait to meet her little bundle of joy.
I was sat in bed just finishing the feeds, Bucky was next to me holding Teddy, the girls were asleep on the bottom of the bed, we'd been watching Aladdin and they had all fallen asleep halfway through. I smiled as Aladdin and Jasmine were singing about 'A Whole New World' realising my whole world was in this room, i never thought id be this happy.
"You okay doll? You seem a million miles away" Bucky asked pressing a kiss to my lips.
"Yeah, just thinking about how lucky i am that i met you. You've made me the happiest woman in the world Buck.... you gave me 3 beautiful girls and my handsome boys, who already look so much like their daddy by the way!" Bucky chuckled as he laced his free hand with mine "i love you baby"
"I love you too, i couldn't ask for a better mama for our kids" he smiled bringing my hand to his mouth and kissing my fingers "marry me?"
"What??...." i looked at him with wide eyes "did you just...."
"Yeah" he nodded with a huge smile on his face "make me the happiest man in the world and say yes?"
"Are you sure...? I mean i dont want you asking just cause we're having a moment...."
"Doll, this isn't just me being in the moment i promise" he said leaning over to the drawer in his bed side cabinet. When he turned back to me he had a black velvet box in his hand "ive had this for a while, i was just waiting for the right time"
"Buck...." i gasped feeling my heart racing as he opened the box to reveal the most beautiful ring id ever seen.
"What do you say doll? will you marry me?"
"Yes!! A hundred times yes!" I smiled with happy tears as he slipped the ring onto my finger and kissed me.
"Its you and me doll, always"
"I think i'm okay with that".
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angelkurenai · 5 years ago
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Hurricane - Dean Winchester x Reader (Detective AU) - Part 2
Title: Hurricane
Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader
Warnings: None
Summary: With one of the most dangerous serial killers on the loose and in your tracks you have no choice but to rely on the help of the police to ansure your safety. It doesn’t hurt that the detective in charge is the one of the most skilled there is and probably, well, definitely the most charming one you have ever seen. Or that his flirting with you takes your mind off the danger waiting for you right around the corner. & Based on: Imagine detective Dean Winchester flirting with you while working on your case.
Read Part 1 here!
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“And she's coming for me.” you almost closed your eyes, feeling yourself shake with terror even at the thought of it. You were never anything special, you had a normal life – or what you at least considered to be normal – maybe a little boring but it was at least drama free. Until of course you became the target of a serial killer, who by the way was still on the loose and escaped no matter how many times the police caught her. Fan-freaking-tastic, right?
“What?” Dean's voice was rough and his jaw clenched, his chest almost puffed out.
“Ye-yeah.” you breathed out shakily “I- I mean she hasn't made a move yet but I'm- I'm seeing some things and I am so scared it just is not my imagination.”
“Damn it, what has she done now?” his eyes were hard as he placed a hand on top of your shaking ones holding your coffee.
“She- she hasn't made her presence known, as I said, but I- I always feel like there is someone watching me. I can always feel a presence there but I- I never see her. And I've spotted a shadow by the window of my living room or kitchen, and-and whenever I get back from work I hear footsteps behind me but whenever I turn nobody's there. But I swear, I swear Dean I heard them! I'm not crazy, Dean. Please believe-” your voice was shaking with fear as you remembered the events.
“No, no sweetheart.” Dean squeezed your hand, shaking his head furiously “I believe you, trust me I believe you.”
You let out a shaky breath, closing your eyes for a little as you tried to keep a sob from leaving your lips. You let a small whimper involuntarily “I wish- I wish I didn't have to be here for this Dean, I wish I-” you let out a pained chuckle “-I wish I could really be here only for your pretty eyes but-”
“No, hey. No, don't do that.” he said firmly, cupping your face and making you look him directly in the eyes “You don't apologize about something that's completely human. You're scared, it's fine. That woman- she's nuts, and God knows what she might do next. You did the right thing, I told you to come to me if something like this happened and I sure as hell meant it.” his green eyes held a fire in them as he looked at you protectively.
-Flashback-
You remembered the first time he'd promised to protect you. She had almost strangled you with her bare hands before the police arrived. Of course it was one of the many attempts and you knew that even if detective Dean had arrived she wasn't going to let go of you so easily. She's promised she would be back and of course she was a little later. Either way, that night she had left before she could get caught that night and while you were sitting on the ambulance, a nurse taking care of your wounds – the ones she had created – Dean had walked up to you. It was in that moment you had seen such determination in his eyes for the first time.
His jaw was clenched, his tie pulled loose and his hair slightly a mess as if he'd been running his fingers through them. You didn't doubt it because all the while you were at the ambulance he was inside your house trying to take clues. So considering the state he was in things weren't going all that well.
“Hey” his voice was more hoarse than you remembered the last time you had seen the handsome man.
“H-hey” you whispered, doubting he even heard it but you couldn't say it louder because your throat actually hurt like hell. You coughed slightly and Dean frowned, sitting next to you.
“Are you alright?” he asked with a pained look himself.
You gave him a half smiled, pointed to your throat and he nodded his head “Aight, sorry.” he mumbled and you just shrugged.
“(Y/n)” he said after a small pause and you raised an eyebrow at him “I'm sorry, for everything that happened. If- If I had made it here earlier she wouldn't have-” he cut himself off, trying to swallow the lump in his throat as he looked down at your bruises and cuts and of course the bandages that covered the most serious ones.
“Dean” you grabbed his hand, giving it a squeeze - as much as you could at least - and shook your head with a smile “Don't- don't blame yourself, please.” your voice was hoarse and every word hurt so much to say but you couldnt let him believe such things “Not- not your fault.” you coughed slightly and he pursed his lips shaking his head.
“You're the one covered in bruises and blood because I was just too fucking late, yet you are the one comforting me?” he asked and you just shrugged, giving him a tight smile.
“It- it doesn't matter.” your whispered in a hoarse voice but he just shook his head.
“Yes, yes it actually does (Y/n).” he clenched his jaw, getting angry again but now mostly with himself “I promised I would always come to protect you yet I was too fucking busy with other cases to think about you. Damn it, I hate myself for this.” he ran a hand through his hair and down his face.
“D” you could only whisper but he didn't seem to listen, or at least pay attention. He was too caught up with cursing at himself for what happened to you. Could he get any more selfless?
“I couldn't do the most simple thing, damn it. I couldn't protect the woman that I- I-” he shook his head “It won't happen again, I promise you (Y/n).” he finally looked you in the eyes, your tear-filled eyes. You wished so bad he could complete the previous sentence.
“I know that that's what I said the previous time but-” he let a small growl at himself.
“Dean, you came running as soon as you heard about her being here.” and it was true, he had slammed in the Impala and hit the petal to drive as fast as he could to get to you. He had passed by red lights and crashed several times, you did hear it from one of his officers, so you could never really blame him for being late or ignoring you or even more not keeping his promise to come.
“I know, but it wasn't enough.” he shook his head “So that's why I'm not going to take up another fucking case until I'm done with her.”
“Wh-what? You- you can't-”
“Yes, (Y/n) I actually can and I will.” he pursed his lips, holding your hand now in his “I don't care what happens, I am going to do this, I am going to get her and I am going to make sure you are safe. Come hell or heaven, I am not going to let anything, and I mean anything happen to you. I am going to protect you even if that means giving my life for you.” and his eyes held that fire in them, looking at you intensily and determined.
“No” you whispered, shaking your head as your eyes lowered.
“Yes, actually yes.” he said in a rough voice “I am going to protect you, I promise you that sweetheart.” he cupped your face, making you look back at him. You knew he would go to great extents to actually keep this promise for you that it both made you feel at peace and scared you because you knew he wouldn't care what happened to his own self.
“I will fight for this if I have to, I won't sleep but I will get her or the least make sure you are safe 24/7.” he said and you couldn't help but close your eyes, nuzzling your face in his hand “I will protect you.” he added in a whisper and you opened your eyes slightly.
“And if you ever, and I mean ever, need anything you call at any time. Or come to me, always. Don't hesitate. I will stop everything for you.” and as he rubbed his thumb on your cheek you thought that somehow this wasn't just his cop side speaking. Hell, it wasn't that in the first place and that was something you didn't know how to react to.
The only thing you did was give him a shy smile and lean into him, resting your head on his shoulder as he carefully wrapped a hand around your shoulders.
-End if Flashback-
He did keep his promise at that, despite how guilty it made you feel about all of those other people that wanted his help. The only thing that put you at ease was that at some point she just disappeared and everything went back to being peaceful and quiet and, luckily for you, Dean could focus on other cases again. Although, honestly he always did check up on you - more than how much a detective should - and you didn't mind seeing him as often.
“So what now?” you asked, looking him deeply in the eyes.
“Now I am going to do everything in my power to catch the bitch and make sure she never lays a finger on you.” he said firmly and even if you opened your mouth to speak no words came out as a knock was heard on the door.
“Detective Winchester?” a hesitant voice was heard and you already saw Dean roll his eyes at it. You gave him a small smile and shake of your head and he let out a long.
“Yes.” he said, getting up on his feet and stuffing his hands in his pockets.
“Uh I- I am sorry for interrupting, detective.” she glanced at you and you knew all too well why she seemed a little scared at the moment. Maybe, just maybe, you felt a little flattered at how Dean had been so protective of you before but you were too caught up with your problems to think about it.
“But we got a call from uh the office of the President, uh they said they had a case for you. Something about attempted assassination or that.” she said, handing him a couple of files “They sent this through the fax too.”
You heard Dean let out a frustrated sigh, muttering things under his breath, and you could almost practically read his thoughts at the moment. You knew what would come next so you decided to speak up before he could.
“Uh detective-” you caught his attention as you placed your coffee on the side “I should probably get going, you have more important things to deal with. I uhm I will be fine, thank you for listening to me.” you got up but before you could take a step away from him, he grabbed your hand and gave you a stern look that meant for you to stay put.
“No” he said turning to her “Call them and say I am busy at the moment. If they want the case done they can hire someone else otherwise I'll call him myself and settle things.” he placed the files on his desk and she gave him a small nod.
“Of course detective.” she said.
“Oh and call the team, tell them to give me a text of their whereabouts. I need to gather them, I have an important case for them.” he said and your eyebrows all but shot up. He was putting up his team for you? You knew that things were serious at that moment because his team consisted by some of the most skilled cops, that got hired only for the most dangerous cases. That or... he worried a lot about your well-being in a not-so-professional way.
“Alright detective.” she nodded her head and was out of the door.
“You- you don't have to do that.” you mumbled, biting your lower lip.
“Yes, I actually do. Because I want to.' he gave you a small smile “I am not going to rest until I've made sure you are alright. Come on, let's get you home.” he gave you a boyish grin as he grabbed his coat.
“I can- I can go home myself, you don't need to make sure I am alright all the time. I am just- I am keeping you from your work and I don't want that.” you fidgeted with your hands and he sighed as he let his hands drop when he wore it.
“Sweetheart, I told you. It's not because I have to, it's because I want to. Besides, I don't know what you consider fun but for me it certainly isn't trying to catch criminals. On the contrary, spending the night with a gorgeous woman like you- that is something straight outta my wildest dreams.” he winked at you as he fixed his tie and your eyebrows shot up.
“I am sure if you weren't such a good detective and if flirting was actually a job you'd be the best at it, detective.” you shook your head, avoiding to look him in the eyes when you felt your cheeks heat up.
“Only when it comes to someone like you, not that I have ever had the chance to meet a woman as beautiful as you, like ever.” he shrugged and you scoffed a laugh.
“Now you really are just exaggerating. I'm sure that when it comes to you, there must be plenty of women around.”
“Plenty? Maybe. But this unique? Not once.” he shook his head “Besides, it doesn't hurt, you know?”
“What?” you asked in a lower voice as he opened his office's door for you to leave. He gave a few goodbye nods and smiles along with waves at some people.
“Flirting with you. I am doing by job of distracting you, in case anyone gets suspicious of how close we are, and... I'm testing my luck. Just in case, you know, I have a chance with you in the end.” he gave you that adorable grin and innocent shrug of his shoulders that made your heart skip a beat.
“Probably.” you bit your lower lip, feeling thankful that even if you acting like a teen girl in love, you at least were forgetting about the threat that waited for you every second f the day.
“But-” you gave him a smile when he opened the doo to his beautiful car and went around to get in the driver's seat “You'd have to try a lot for that, detective.” you said with a shy smile and he just grinned at you.
“Well, I told you we have all night, beautiful. I wasn't kidding.” he turned on the car.
“What- what do you mean?”
“You think I'm just going to leave you alone with that psycho on the loose? Hell no. I am going to stay in your house tonight, and if you dare protest: just let me remind you this is my job, sweetheart.” he winked and you felt all air get caught in your lungs.
A night with detective Dean Winchester in your house, what could possibly go wrong?
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blackmoldmp3 · 4 years ago
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saga of our local hospital trying to murder our ancient family friend is continuing and getting even more unbelievable.
many updates tonight but the wildest one is. one of the nurses there was like ‘oh yeah if she comes out of the sedation and she asks for water or whatever she can have some’ (note that they are continually sedating her for some??? reason its not really clear to anyone??? shes just being a normal old person what on earth) ANYWAY she came out of sedation and said she was thirsty so her primary caretaker gave her some juice and this OTHER SEPARATE NURSE who has been evil this whole time said he wasnt allowed to give her anything at all ever?? and then got security to escort him out of the hospital i am losing my mind ??? before he got Escorted Off the Premises for juice crimes he called my mom so she could be like a witness to the treatment he was getting. he wasnt yelling! he doesnt yell, he was calm and everything its just. this nurse was just being weird and very very rude its so bizarre 
i feel so bad for my mom but like she might have to get involved somehow?? like our family friend is an immigrant with a strong accent. her caretaker is an immigrant with a strong accent who is also a man of colour. and the person on the list of like power of attorney or whatever is also an immigrant and i really really really feel like they are being treated poorly because they obviously dont have deep roots in this area. my grandma and grandpa also got weird treatment up here bc like they were both Obviously immigrants and had strong accents/just straight up couldnt speak english anymore in grandpas case and my grandma did get mad at them and straight up told them ‘i think you are treating me like this because it is obvious i am not from canada’ ANYWAY ANYWAY my mom is good at being righteously angry and also just like. was born here. maybe if she yells they will stop trying to kill this old woman who babysat me when i was 5
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