#this is a rant i’m sorryyyyy but also NOT

[sweetbananachips]

just posting this bc as tired as I am fucking talking about this and continuously seeing people refuse to understand the perspective of POC on meljay, i still want to share it.

because it’s important to me that this interracial couple (that isn’t just POC x white for once) actually exists and has so much to it, with two characters who are mischaracterized to hell and back and are so overhated (especially regarding their relationship/dynamic with a white character)

this has honestly been the most exhausting hyperfixation i’ve ever had. the misogyny and racism surrounding them is just so blatant — even trying to curate my fandom experience barely works bc people will infiltrate mel/meljay fan spaces to express their distaste for them

i genuinely cannot wait for when my brain lets go of Arcane and i can laugh off how fucking intolerable this fandom was

[sandsucks]

when i get proper sleep….i will be a changed man i promise

[rhiannonsknife]

holy, seeing your anon list grow is insane and how many requests you have piled up. you got this!! remember, you're great <3 and remember to treat yourself here and there.

oh!! regarding book recs again, i have a bunch i read already and i saw one last stop mentioned!! funny, i have a physical copy sitting in my bookshelf waiting for me to read it.. i need to get to it. but have you read i kissed shara wheeler? same author. oh! also her name in the sky. that book, reminded me a lot of sunburn but it was so good. there's also another book that i added in my to read: when flowers wilt. it's a sapphic paranormal romance. love me my sapphics sigh ALSO CURIOUS. do video games interest you? -🐉

I’M SO PROUD OF HOW MUCH MY ANON LIST HAS BEEN GROWING!! <33 thank you for the reminder, 🐉 anon!! i do tend to overwork myself a little, so i really appreciate that!

speaking of books though: short book haul/book rant incoming!!

i did read ‘i kissed shara wheeler’ back in 2022 (i think?), but i haven’t heard of ‘her name in the sky’ yet! i’ll have to look that one up because i LOVED ‘sunburn’!! unfortunately, i’m not into video games at all, sorryyyyy 😭

ALSO, i got new books yesterday, and i’m so so excited to read them!! i did get ‘this is how you lose the time war’, but my current read is this one: (i finished my sweetpea reread!!)

i read the first 100 pages today, and it’s genuinely such an interesting book! love love love!! i also got ‘crier’s war’, which i’m really looking forward to!

[hoonvrs]

🤭i’m sorryyyyy with the teaser i’ll push out the story soon enough hehe after i change my theme lollll

i need to make plans with friends too 💔💔i literally never go out oml gotta enjoy summer while it lasts T T

i’ve been okay just the same old i think we’re going to the beach soon tho so that’s exciting hopefully my sensitive ass skin doesn’t get sun burnt 🤓

omg i feel so special 🥹💗

night night sweet dreams muah

(also i love ur rants soooo)

same i’ve been cooped up in the house but uk weather has been so shit lately cant do much else💔

trust it took a month talking about plans only for us to make them in two minutes😭

HOPE U ENJOY THE BEACH BAE bring lots of sunscreen and a hat!! but i’m FINALLY going to need GOODNIIVHTT💋

[the1975attheirverybest]

just because ive seen people mentioning losing friends because of the 1975, i have a collage friend group that HATES matty and cannot stand him (although they agreed with kissgate) and they would bring him up more than me basically just to talk shit which really pissed me off as i stopped bringing them up (despite them being my special interest and one of them being a smiths listener). the other friendgroup im kinda closer with now they are matty enjoyers so ive got them to watch the zane lowe interview so when anything has happened ive been like guys please can i talk about this and we have had very in depth, nuanced conversations which make me feel not insane for still being a fan. but we had a big server on discord with pretty much everyone in it and there was some argument which made things a bit cold but then collage group had said something about what matty said at fins in the other chat and i got annoyed and ranted about that (among other things) so a non-collage friend made the server into matty server and started shit posting so everyone started leaving and one of them was typing for what felt like forever and then just left after changing their name to matty healy is a racist😭 which was lowkey funny and probably just catalysing the inevitable 😭 but both groups now dont really which isnt purely because of the 1975 but it definitely played a part and now things feel sooo off between me and collage friendgroup but it might just be not seeing everyone on the daily - 🐸

Omggggggg I’m so sorryyyyy :(((( that sounds really really stressful. I matty hater friend group sound a bit too bitter to me? Like, if they’re bringing him up more than you, just to talk shit, and they know you’re a fan, like that’s not cool! And sounds rude to me.

I’m glad that the other group aren’t like that and that you feel safe sharing your enthusiasm for the 1975 with them. You’re not crazy for still being a fan! Nuanced conversations are important and sadly few and far between these days. If the thing that gets people talking more is the 1975 then that’s good!!

Idk, maybe those people aren’t usually this way, and you certainly know them more than me but changing their name to “matty healy is a racist” before leaving sounds hilarious but also kinda middle school to me lmaooo. I feel like if someone hates something/someone THAT MUCH, then they must have a morbid fascination. Or like have secretly become a fan and see in denial about it lolllll.

I really hope this doesn’t upset you though! Cuz you deserve positive relationships and for the band to be a source of happiness not friend drama :(

[deus-ex-mona]

i have my ✨priorities✨

[yallemagne]

I’ve seen people on here mention that adaptations fuse Mina and Lucy, but I have not seen a single one that does that. I could totally be wrong, like, just because I haven’t seen their roles be combined doesn’t mean it’s never happened. Correct me, and tell me who done it, who made my girls fuse? (EDIT: I guess I wasn’t really counting Nosferatu bc they made a ton of changes, and it was illegal. I suppose it does count.)

Even the most bare-bones adaptations I've seen have both of them. Like in 1968, Jonathan is Renfield and the only suitor is Jack, and Lucy is still there. It’s funny because in that movie, it ships Jack and Mina anyway, so?? Of course, that adaptation also queerbaits Mina/Lucy. And turns Mina evil at the end for being in love with Lucy. I’m giving spoilers sorryyyyy, but I wouldn’t really recommend that iteration anyway. Except for maybe as a hate-watch with friends.

I’m not saying a truncated version that limits the already very limited female cast would be any good, but If you’re going to take all the emotional weight out of Lucy’s death, why even bother having it? The whole point of her death is to show that good doesn’t always prevail. Lucy was the brightest ray of sunshine and a POV character, and she died to solidify the horror of the novel (I mean the Captain was also a POV character, but he was introduced to die). If you make Lucy a bad person, then her death has no punch. 

I know a big reason is sexism, of course. The directors have their agenda that women need to be “punished” for some perceived slight against men. But like... you don’t even need to adulterate Lucy’s character to have that.

It’s just so strange to me that movies feel they need to have evil sexy Lucy when?? You have the evil sexy vampires in Castle Dracula already. That is often the only scene of Jonathan’s abuse that is shown (for titillating the straight male audience, of course). That’s three pretty ladies who eat baby, drink British twink, and die. If we’re just going to throw out Lucy’s character to begin with, why drag her name through the mud? Why has no adaptation just had Dracula bring the Weird Sisters with him and just set them loose on London? At that point it’d be an entire reimagining, but it’s not like we haven’t already had those. 

This rant is here because I’m a coward, I'm not gonna write this reimagining any time soon. Of course, the reason why people who actually know the book aren’t combining Mina and Lucy’s characters is because we love them both so dearly, but Hollywood and whatever the British film industry is called HATES them, so?

[skiller0dani]

Obliviate | Draco Malfoy

M A S T E R L I S T Harry Potter Masterlist

very sad (light) smut requested requests info

this is so sad. I’m sorryyyyy. also if you wanted to set the mood more, I listened to THIS while writing it. Please listen to it, it wont be the same without the song lmao

Part 1/10 (Part 2)(Part 3)(Part 4)(Part 5)(Part 6)(Part 7)(Part 8)(Part 9)(Part 10)

Draco had thought back to every other time in his life where he had felt like this, and nothing came to mind. There wasn’t another second of his torturous life that felt like this. He tended to count his blessings where he had them, and you were a blessing in his life. One that he woke up every single day thanking God for, Draco isn’t sure he’d ever love anyone the way he loves you. But he knew from the start, that the two of you were doomed, two lovers caught on each side of the war. His Father in direct relation with the Dark Lord, and you- Harry Potter’s cousin. There was a target on your back from the second you got to Hogwarts all those years ago and when Draco had first met you- he didn’t understand just how much danger you were already in. 

Nobody looked at Draco the way you did, nobody looked at him like he was worth saving. But when you looked at him, you saw something in him that he didn’t even see in himself. Draco believes that he was never a good person until he met you, and even then whether or not he was good is still up to debate. You inspire people to be better, to be good and if there is no good- you create it. You are a light in an everlasting darkness, and he doesn’t deserve you. But selfishly he wants to keep you- and he knows you’d never voluntarily leave him. He had to make the choice for you. You can’t stubbornly stand by his side if you don’t remember you’re in love with him. 

The Black Lake looks darker than Draco remembered it being. The view he currently held from the astronomy tower was beautiful in it’s own way, but now that he held every memory you have of him in his hands- the beauty seemed to slip out of the world. Looking down at the small vial in his hands, the vial containing your memories of him, his bottom lip quivers. He can’t stand how emotional you make him, you make him feel both weak and strong at the same time. His hand curls around the vial, Draco knows this is what he needs to do. He never expected it to be this hard though. 

Closing his eyes, Draco decided to take one last walk down memory lane before he would destroy your memories of him forever. 

The first time you had met Draco was when you were stood on the steps next to your cousin, Harry. Draco was stood in front of you, and although his eyes were on Harry- the blush on his cheeks came from being so close to you. Draco had held his head high, even when you snapped at him and told him how wonderful you found Ron to be. Draco always admired your sharp tongue, your unwillingness to step down when you felt passionately about something. He’s going to miss being your voice of reason, or the hand that holds you back when you’re ready to literally fight for what you believe in. You always say what you’re really thinking, how you’re really feeling. That’s something Draco has never really had the strength to do. If he did he would have said he loved you more often, and perhaps would have told Harry that he doesn’t hate him. 

Draco vividly remembers the first time you looked at him, and saw him in a way nobody else does. Not even Crabbe and Goyle. He was sat in the back corner of the Library, hiding away from everyone and everything after receiving yet another disappointed letter from his Father. You’d been gathering books to study for Potions when you spotted him sitting secluded, alone. You didn’t hesitate to go sit next to him, and when you looked over at him you saw every emotion he carefully hid from the world written plainly on his face. As if you had the only key to unlock the innermost parts of his brain. After a few minutes of gentle coaxing, Draco eventually began to open up to you about his Father and in return you opened up about your terrible parents. About how abusive they were to Harry- how much that hurt you. Draco hadn’t given it a second thought when you revealed you were muggle born. Really Draco didn’t mind, nor did it offend him in the way he acted it did but for his Father Draco must keep up appearances. 

He still feels guilty remembering how you recoiled away from him when he had spat the word ‘mudblood’ in your direction. He feels guilty as he remembers the tears trickling down your cheeks. Even that feeling paled in comparison to the way Draco feels now. 

Draco remembers the first time you kissed him, and yes much to his embarrassment it was you that kissed him. You always were someone who went after what you wanted. He was in the Hospital wing after Buckbeak attacked him. Despite him being the biggest prat you’d ever met, you still went to see him anyway. You sat next to Draco in the bed, seeing the tears well in his eyes at the revelation Buckbeak would be executed. Sure he was angry the stupid thing attacked him but never would he want Buckbeak killed for it. Draco wasn’t entirely surprised to learn his Father had threatened the committee in order for Buckbeak to be sentenced. It’s not Draco that his Father cared about, it’s the family image. You had cupped his cheeks, and gently pressed your lips to his. It was the only thing you could think to do to soothe him, and it worked. Draco melted against you, his sorrows briefly muted by the feeling of your lips on his own. He thinks he might have fallen in love with you right at that moment. 

The first time you went to Hogsmeade with him was the following year, during the winter. Your cheeks were rosy and your hand was as cold as ice around his warmer palm. He remembers you squealing with excitement as it began to snow again, the soft flakes fluttering gently around you. You truly did look like an angel. The snow stuck to your hair as you turned to look at him, “make a snowman with me!” Your voice was lilted, almost melodic as the happiness you felt carried over into your tone. While Draco didn’t normally do silly things like making snowmen, he couldn’t fight the smile that split across his face as he helped you roll the bottom of the snowman. Before that moment, Draco never knew joy like that even existed. It was only later that he discovered that this kind of joy only existed when he was with you. 

The first time the words ‘I love you’ graced the space between your lips was when you’d both met at the astronomy tower at midnight. The stars were twinkling beautifully, but even so Draco couldn’t keep his eyes off you. You blushed, refusing to meet his eye. You were always insecure, which baffled Draco immensely. How could you believe any other girl is anywhere close to being as pretty as you? There’s not another woman on the face of this Earth that compares to you, and you would often giggle and tell him to stop when he would begin his long ‘you’re the most beautiful girl’ rant. You had led Draco to believe, that maybe he and Harry could find peace. You were in fact, the only thing they had in common. The words fell right out of his mouth before he could pause to give them any thought. “I love you,” The air seemed to stiffen around him, crushing him as he watched you. You didn’t hesitate. 

“I love you Draco.” It was the best moment of his life. 

Draco will never forget the first time he was allowed to see the beauty of your bare skin. You’d think it would be easier to find places to be alone in this great big castle, eventually Draco had settled for the edge of the Black Lake- far from the castle. The journey out to the Lake had started innocently, the both of you quite enjoyed star gazing and spending your evenings together. You’d been sitting next to him, watching the large tentacles of the monster that lives in the Lake toss you things from the depths. You really did have a way in bringing out the good in everything, you’d even managed to befriend the monster that lives in the Lake. “Wow look at this,” your voice was quiet with amazement as you turned over a beautiful amulet in your hands. It was simple, silver chain with a white gem that shone as brightly as the moon. The Lake monster had given it to you, and Draco remembers the soft sigh that left your lips as his hands graced the back of your neck, fastening the amulet. 

Draco remembers the delicate way you turned to face him, how your eyes never left his as you carefully slid onto his lap. Your hands were placed on his shoulders as your lips met in a slow and languid kiss. The searing heat built between you two and seemed to draw your most intimate parts together. Without realizing, you’d begun to gently grind against Draco- drawing out soft moans from his lips. Never before had Draco felt this kind of desire for another person. His hands slid up your back and carefully removed each layer of clothing that was in between him and your bare skin. Your skin was flushed as Draco’s lips explored your naked body, carefully turning you over so that he would hover above you. You gripped fistfuls of the grass as Draco had found his home in between your legs, laving your sensitive folds with his tongue and mouth. It felt like heaven, and he knew it did. He could see it on your face, and you looked so beautiful. 

The desire burning inside you began to beat between your legs like a drum as you pulled Draco back up your body. Nuzzling his nose against yours, Draco slipped the head of his member in between your folds. The thought of hurting you made him feel sick to his stomach, but with a few gentle words of encouragement from you, he was gently working himself inside your tight heat. The feeling was incomparable, indescribable, suffocating, and intoxicating all at the same time. Draco knew that here on the grass, between your legs, was somewhere he wanted to be forever. If he could capture this moment in something more than his minds eye he would, he wants this memory to live forever. He rocked into you again and again, losing himself in the way your body felt against his. Never had Draco felt so connected to another person, you had him, mind body and soul. He was falling into that pit now, no doubt about it, and there was no way out. He was head over heels in love, not that he minded. 

Draco would do anything to keep you safe, and he really means that. 

Draco had grown distant from you this year, mostly because of the swirling black tattoo on his left forearm. The Dark Mark. He knew in an instant that you had to stay as far from him as humanly possible, and while he tried to stay away, he was weak and kept falling back into your embrace. He needed to convince you to stay away from him, and if he couldn’t...then he had to make you. You’d confronted him this evening, with tears in your eyes and a tremble in your hands. You wanted, needed, to know what was going on. Why he felt so far away from you. So Draco pressed a kiss to your forehead, took your hand, and led you here. To the Astronomy tower, a place where so many monumentous things happened between you. This would be the perfect place to say goodbye. 

You staggered back when he lifted his sleeve. The breath was stolen from your lungs when you saw the Dark Mark, writhing and wriggling on his arm. Tears built in your eyes as you looked at him, his name falling past your broken lips. How could this have happened? How could he let this happen? You wanted to scream, to tear your hair out, to cry, to do anything but your body wouldn’t let you. You simply stood frozen before him, feeling as though the most powerful force in the world was tearing the two of you apart. The next words out of his mouth shattered you beyond repair. 

“You need to stay away from me, for your own good. And for Harry’s.” It was the first time he’d ever used Harry’s first name, that’s how you knew he really meant this. But you couldn’t, you loved Draco with every ounce of your heart, how could you leave him? You shook your head vehemently, tears now free falling down your cheeks. “I-I can’t.” You gasped, watching a pained expression cross onto Draco’s face. He didn’t want to do this, he really didn’t want to do this but the thought of you getting tortured or killed by Voldemort replays in his mind. He couldn’t put you in danger, not for something so selfish, not because he loves you. It’s because he loves you that he’s willing to let you go, that he’s willing to make this sacrifice if it means keeping you safe. 

When he turns to you again, his wand is raised and the look on his face is one you’ve never seen before. His hand is trembling, his eyes look hollow and his mouth is quivering. He looks desperate, he looks distraught, but most of all, he looks broken. “Draco,” You whisper, tears in your eyes as you look up at him, your hand finding the railing behind you. “You have to stay away from me.” Draco gasps, desperately fighting tears. 

“Please don’t do this.” Your voice is weak, you know what’s coming next. You’re smart enough to connect the dots. 

Draco’s hand wavers, “I have to.” His voice is final, but his body looks as though it’s falling apart. Thoughts of him facing what he must face, without your love, sends panic through your chest. He’ll have to endure the pain, the struggles, all of it, alone. You want to be there for him, you don’t care about the danger. Draco knows you don’t, that’s why he has to do this. 

“Baby please, I love you.” You cry desperately, and Draco feels his heart burning to dust in his chest as he looks down at you. “I love you too.” He breathes, closing his eyes and steeling his nerves for what he is going to do next. “Draco!” Your voice comes out as a cry of desperation, and you lurch forward. But Draco is faster. 

“Obliviate.” He whispers the word into the open air, watching as you halt, your tearful eyes locked on his. “Draco,” You whisper as a light of blue slips from your head and into the tip of Draco’s wand. Your hands drop to your sides, and your eyes fall flat, looking through him now, seeing him as everyone else does. Your face is empty, expressionless as you watch him. Lowering his wand, Draco slips your memories into the vial as you blink in confusion before sending him a nervous smile. You look around briefly, before reaching over to grab your coat. You brush past Draco without looking at him again, offering a hollow ‘goodnight’ over your shoulder as you go. Draco feels empty, emptier than he ever has. It’s only now that he lets a tear slide down his cheek. 

His hands were shaking as he leaned over the railing, the cool wind chilling him. The view laid out before him doesn’t hold any beauty in it anymore, and it feels as though all the color has drained from the world. Grasping the vial tightly in his hand, Draco squeezes his eyes shut before throwing it as hard as he could over the edge of the astronomy tower. He watches with bleary eyes as the vial of your memories, the vial containing your love for him disappears into the Black Lake. This is the right thing to do, but Draco can’t fight how wrong it feels. He knows now that he’ll never be the same, but he turns anyway. Straightens his suit, wipes his tears, and begins the journey back to his common room. 

[anakinthetrashking]

BnHA One-Shot Fic Recs (pt1)

Making some fic-rec posts has been on my to-do list for a while and I’m finally doing it, yay! Currently I have 6 word doc pages full of just BnHA recs. So I’m splitting them up by length and completion, so first up is (part one of) one-shots! Let’s go!!!

Lets start with some classic Izuku and DadMight!

Pictures, Posters and Tender Beauty by ProPinkist (tumblr: @dazais-guardian-angel ) Rating: G    Category: Gen   ~4,400 words Summary: Izuku has virtually every All Might-themed item out there, and prides himself on all of it, as Toshinori is well aware. However, somehow, the boy still decided that there was something vital missing. This is fluffy and very cute. No one truly appreciates All Might as much as Izuku does, but 1A comes close. All Might deserves all the love, and this fic truly provides!!!

Dear Mr. All Might by QuizzicalCrow (tumblr: @quizzicalcrow​ ) Rating: G   Category: Gen   ~5,000 words Summary: As the #1 hero for decades, All Might has collected a lot of fan mail over the years. Toshinori tracks down a series of letters that only now, years later, does he appreciate for their significance.  I always love the thought of All Might looking through his fan mail, even if he can’t get to all of it. This was a wonderful glimpse into that AND it was made to be so, so personal and sweet. Go have some heart-healing fluff.

Growing Pains by LordofLies (tumblr: @theangelofchildren ) Rating: G   Category: Gen    ~5,900 words Summary: Izuku finds himself changed by his encounter with the Hero Killer, but changes of a more physical kind are in store for him as he begins to truly accept One for All as his own. Once, he would have been thrilled to look more like All Might, but now those connections are as much a source of anxiety as they are of pride.Or, Izuku wakes up one morning and sees the world through different eyes. Izuku having anxiety and Toshi being there to help him through it and calm him down? Sign me UP. Its also a pretty cool take on how One for All is able to change things about it’s holder. Could this happen in cannon? Who knows.... Regardless, it was a great read!

I’ll Carry You Home by Renesvetta Rating: G   Category: Gen   ~2,700 words Summary: While training with All Might, it wasn’t uncommon for Izuku to be so exhausted at the end of the day that he unwittingly fell asleep without regard for where he was. It consequently became part of All Might’s routine to help his young protégé home. During that time, Izuku may have let loose more than one sleepy confession towards his mentor.  Yes, it is as adorable as it sounds. Its tagged with “self indulgent Dad Might fluff” which is both accurate and appreciated. In other words: Superb you funky little writer!

Simple Gifts by QuizzicalCrow Rating: G    Category: Gen   ~6,700 words Summary: One year ago, Izuku received the greatest gift he could ever imagine. Now he’s determined to return the favor for the one responsible for it all with a gift of his own.  First off, I love the idea of Izuku and Toshi quietly celebrating the anniversary of passing on OfA from All Might to Izuku. Even just taking the day to hang out with each other. It’s a really precious idea. But there’s not just fluff! Izuku finds himself in a fight, again. (cool villain quirk, too!) I love all of the small details that are in this fic (and in Crow’s other works, too!) anyway its exciting AND very heartwarming, so go read it!!!

Affectionate by Sevi007 (tumblr: @sevi007 ) Rating: G   Category: Gen   ~2,600 words Summary: Toshinori starts to show affection very easily around his students. The  reactions he gets for that are not quite the ones he had anticipated - well, not all of them, at least.  Toshi is LOVED, APPRECIATED, and 1A feels like HOME. how many times can i say “cute” and “heartwarming” on this post?? bc these are some amazing writers, whom I adore, and their writing makes my heart WARM. AND. FUZZY. i mean, even just the first few paragraphs of this one just, really sets the scene of what i like to believe the 1A dorm is (on a good day, lol). its a really nice read, so go treat yo’ self by reading it.

paint me in trust by dinomight Rating: G   Category: Gen   ~6,400 words Summary: The first mark Izuku gets is a slight brush of green across his temple. It’s the soft touch of a mother holding her son for the first time. Inko has one to match, the same shade of green staining the tips of her fingers. Hers is more noticeable; Izuku’s tends to blend into his hairline. He loves it anyways. He has to. It’s the only soulmate mark he has. (Or: how Izuku goes from just green to a rainbow, UA-style.)  Ok, so this fic sort of plays off the idea of soulmates, and does not fit in with soulmates in the usual form of the trope. First off its completely platonic. Its categorized as Gen and sticks to that. Also it doesn’t seem to be as obligatory and permanent as you would think it would be. It seems to be more of the universe telling you who has the possibility of being important in your life. I really really loved this, it was so adorable and gives you that sweet, sweet Izuku angst, before healing your heart with the power of friendship and found family!!!

The Die Has Been Cast by ChiwiTheKiwi (tumblr: @chiwithekiwi​ ) Rating: G   Category: Gen   ~5,400 words Summary: “There’s something about that kid you aren’t telling me, isn’t there?”When no answer meets him, Shouta tries again.“You know something about Midoriya’s quirk that you haven’t shared with me. Is that right?”(Or: A canon "What If" surrounding the latest manga events and focusing on Aizawa finally making a connection.) First off, this fic has spoilers for the manga, so dont read unless you’re past chp212! I loooooooove OfA reveal fics, especially when it’s Aizawa that finds out. He deserves to know!!! its kind of important!!!! This fic chooses a great moment to work off of, and does a great job with Aizawa’s character. I really enjoyed it and couldn’t keep myself from going back and reading it just now LOL

These last two are actually two-shots, but it makes it an even 10! also Izuku and dadmight, so we can continue the theme here...

Some Unspoken Thing by LittleKy Rating: G   Category: Gen   ~7,900 words (2chps) Green, Toshinori has always thought, is the color of life anew.(Or: It's time for Yagi Toshinori to finally accept that he has a son, now, in all but blood. It's time for Midoriya Hisashi to accept that as well.) YES ALL MIGHT! ADMIT THAT IZUKU IS YOUR SON! great portrayal of the characters and really hits the nail on the head for DadMight. and Izuku in this story is just the smallest green floof that you wish to give a hug. NEVER MIND ALL MIGHT, YOU TOOK TOO LONG SO IZUKU IS MY SON NOW AND IM NOT GIVING HIM BACK ( no but seriously i want to hug this fic its so cute TTuTT )

LAST BUT NOT LEAST! I See You by BirdAntlers (tumblr: @aarymk )

Rating: G   Category: Gen   ~15,400 words (2chps) Midoriya Izuku is a quirkless child, blind from birth. Yagi Toshinori is the most powerful man in the world, loved by millions. They could not be more different, and yet their loneliness is the same.   (From a pair of AU posts on Tumblr that got way out of hand; I wanted to put it here because it turned into more of a fic than a "what-if." Basically a vessel for me to vomit as much Dadmight as I can.) Hey, you! Yeah! You! Do you want to cry? Do you want to start sobbing in a public space?? Do you just want to be destroyed with words and be left there kneeling at the feet of a writer who has torn out your heart and stomped on it before they gently wipe the tears from your face? Yeah?? y oU Wan NA D IE??? READ THIS AND GET REKT.  you’ll thank me later

(under the cut is just me rambling, i kept all the important stuff up here, ur welcome)

Now that the actual recs are over I can rant here- look i really tried to slim my recs down, but i have almost 300 bnha fics bookmarked,some of them are “to read” or theyre in progress, etc but i managed to get this list sorta slimmed down? a little?(to only 58!!!) but as i was gathering this post together it felt like i dont have very many Dadmight recs on that list??? but i havent rechecked all the other fics i was just going through the oneshots. i... kinda read a lot more fics with AIzawa in it instead. it be that way. DadMight content is SO GOOD. but my fav is aizawa im sorryyyyy anyway i have another SEVENteeN oneshots to put in rec posts and that does NOT include the mulitchapter and friikin series and stuff... and like i said this is aaaaaaallllllllllllllll BnHA. batfam fic posts will come after, and then star wars, and then maybe star trek? we’ll see. i have a very specific taste in ST fics and that is Tarsus IV whump. which. i have not read in a while. when they say “that trope came from ST” for sooooooo many tropes, you WISH other fandoms had tarsus as a trope, holy crap it is TOP TIER angst fodder. if you love to write/read whump, angst, and h/c i would HIGHLY recommend that you take a bit of time and explore the content and stories there. heck maybe i will make a ficrec post for just tarsus angst. ok.

my INTENTION is to edit these posts later with little links to the other fic rec lists so that itll be easier to find. but., its me, so itll either happen in painful detail or not at all

asdjkdgh its 2:30am and i need to sleep and not be rambling incoherently again I WILL SAVE THIS AS A DRAFT. 

[woo-do-hwan]

Eternal Love of Dream: Episodes 34 & 35

Look who’s back back back... back again. 

Spoilers!!!

episode thirty-four

Donghua, you rude a** b**ch listen here... just because you’re jealous. 

She wanted the pimpon fruit, you fools. 

*sigh* at least Aranya’s dream is starting soon.

I’m sorryyyyy... This b**ch??????????? Really. Telling Fengjiu how she should feel and telling her to stay away from Donghua. Honey... Honey... Honey... It doesn’t work like that. Fengjiu has been IN LOVE with that man for about a million years and now you think you can come along and destroy her. You’ve what? Been in love with him for about 5 minutes and come acting all high and mighty claiming Donghua as if he is someone’s property. Also, I’m pissed about the fruit. (I knew it happened but I’m still pissed) If any of you *the characters* knew the real reason Fengjiu wants that fruit. Mad at Donghua for allowing his jealousy to get the better of him so Jiheng can claim the fruit just to cure this toxin. Which I understand and all, but she wasn’t the one that put the effort in to win the goddamn competition. She pretty much has a cure anyway by staying in Fanyin Valley for a couple hundred years. Fengjiu may I add wants to save a life... Please everyone... choose a side wisely. (I’m kidding but this scene just really made my blood boil)

oh honey no. not after what I just did, not after I just ranted the life out of me. Don’t look back now, don’t choose him over everything else. 

I’m beginning not to love Lian Song’s nosy a**, it was fine at first but now I’m like you need to stop wanting to know everyone's business. (Sorry, I think that rant really has me riled up) 

Si Ming... I have no words. Disappointed in you man. I just hope this is all for a good cause... like telling Donghua (cuz he’s being a fool atm too)

I don’t endorse Fengjiu’s bad decisions but she deserves that fruit. Ye Qingti deserves to be alive. Soooo... I guess I am endorsing just this once. Never again though. 

Hmmm, it’s all clicking now Donghua, isn’t it? But, on a serious note, what we’ve all been hoping for Donghua to discover is finally here. This may have, no, this has made Donghua think deeper about Fengjiu and his feelings for her. If he doesn’t know he’s in love by now, he will soon. 

I was constantly thinking pythons were birds when reading this scene for the first time, I have no idea why. I mean it would kind of work though, considering Fanyin Valley is a bird tribe (I think) birds would work just as well as snakes. 

It’s happeninggggggggg

Oh you sweet baby angel, it’s not a dream, Donghua really is here to save you. 

Bless this scene. 

Yeah... he knows how he feels now. *ayeeee, let the good times roll*

episode thirty-five

Considering Fengjiu is supposedly innocent, she doesn’t waste her time, does she? 

But also *internal screaming begins* 

*anddd againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn asdfghjkllekrgj*

Omfg, they’re going at it. How did this make it past? 

Woooo... Fengjiu’s a switch! (oml what am I saying)

My god. What was that? I’m. That did something to me. he was just breathing. jeez. 

I swear most of their scenes since returning from the mortal arc have been on a bed or with one insight. Hey... I’m not complaining though. 

Start giving Xiao Yan a break now. He’s just a cinnamon roll with pent up anger issues, he just wants his love to be returned... 

Yes, Donghua’s technique for making one fall in love. Convince them in terms of long-term. (This might be due to translation, the subs I’m watching switch between engagement and marriage. In the novel, he convinces her that they are married.)

Fengjiu: *surprised pikachu face*

foreshadowing.

Thank you, writers, directors, all the staff for giving us twenty minutes of this. You. Have my heart. 

There’s a whole scene in the novel just dedicated to Donghua forces the creatures in the water to protect Fengjiu, it’s quite funny really. 

Let us do some explaining right now before we get into things. Aranya’s real-life has already taken place... so what we’re seeing is the dream version but you know what that means, it has the ability to be manipulated, which is what we’ll see mainly from Donghua. 

Aranya = Fengjiu’s shadow Shen Ye = Donghua’s shadow  (neither of them will know this till we reach the end of the dream)

ooh I forgot about this place. 

I present to you everyone, depressed Donghua (except its not physically Donghua) 

See you next time! Any questions please just ask!

episodes 32 & 33

episodes 36 & 37

[sandsucks]

I have yet to encounter a popular fantasy movie/show/book in Western culture that has muslim main characters and accurate representation of different cultures (because that would be really interesting and cool tbh) so I came up with a story idea on my own try and stop me universe

[idonthaveanydamnidea]

ok now that i stopped shaking and slept over it I can rant a little about that

eliott knows lucas' name??? and lucas didn't seem suprised??? i know the logical answer to that is him telling eliott off screen but i want to imagine eliott did his bit of stalking too :')

the flirting. my dudes. THE FLIRTING. i feel like eliott and lucas are so far the boldest version of their characters? (and i say that without any negative judgement since i absolutely loved both the og and skamit, it's just different in a good way) like they were both so obvious i mean those up-and-down looks? those smiles?? the teasing about music taste??? the hair touch at the end???? phew. the chemistry is smashing and if i feel that way just seeing them flirt after knowing each other for a week i don't know how i'll stop myself from combusting when they finally kiss.

the smoke rings. do i really need to say more. no but seriously, this shot right here! with the smoke eliott blows all around, the somehow almost hypnotic music in the background and the way he moves to it, it really brings a dizzying and haunting atmosphere to the scene and it made me feel how they must have felt, really stoned and completely fascinated, immersed in each other. and right before, back when eliott puts on his........ surprising music and dances everywhere!!!! the way I see it, doing that, he was kind of making himself vulnerable in front of lucas (maybe it's just me but I wouldn't just let myself go the way he did with everyone), it lets lucas (and us) catch a glimpse of how intense and passionate he is (and it makes him even more endearing than he already was)

THE PIANO SCENE! it literally made me forget they were supposed to cook the french version of iconic gross cheese toast/carbonara before i saw someone mentioning it. it's frustrating how i just can't do it justice with my words, because it was beyond that. lucas gives eliott a piece of him, and eliott looks like he's just been woken up - and either i'm looking for too much detail or it's really obvious, but i noticed that this is the only scene where they are both wearing just shirts. eliott took off his hoodie, lucas took off his vest and it makes so much sense? they are removing the layers between them both physically and emotionally and... AAAAH. also : "t'es surprenant. j'aime bien les gens surprenants." is what made me tear up. the way he says it, it feels so intimate and tender and it made my whole body melt (the acting here especially snatched my wig I bow down to you maxence). and i've seen people mention that already, but i LOVE that during this scene we kind of see things in eliott's pov and that we get to witness him falling in love with lucas (and oh boy, i fell in love too)

and before we get to the heart-crushing part i just...... the hair touch at the door?? everyone seems to agree that's the moment eliott finds out how he'd draw lucas and my dumb brain hadn't thought about it (but ajdkzkq now what animal is he eliott????), to me this small gesture was also a way to reasure lucas, like telling him "i didn't really want to make you leave, and you did get the right idea about how i feel about you, don't worry". which must have been even more confusing and hurtful for lucas when he saw eliott with his girlfriend. i was actually wondering if this version would keep the bit where they kiss right in front of isak/lucas and i'm glad it was changed, it would've felt out of character for eliott to me. even if lucas probably just thinks he's been played and/or that he imagined things, the fact that eliott didn't tell him he was dating someone proves that the moment they shared was shattering and decisive for him too, and he didn't want lucas to think it wasn't (but that's a fail). now that eliott doesn't know lucas knows, and that lucas must feel betrayed and angry at himself and eliott (SOMEONE HUG HIM AND TELL HIM HE'LL BE OKAY PLEASE) i really wonder how it'll affect the next interactions they'll have.

aaaannnd this is where I stop that's already too long i'm sorryyyyy

[sentimental-simp]

What Am I Even Doing

So, I guess I’m going to start up my blog! Yey...

Lmao, anyways, I’ll be posting random things at random times. I don’t take in requests so sorry about that. Writing things for others builds up my anxiety ghdfbjdkhfgc sorryyyyy

I post 

random situations as stories

random revelations as something sentimental i thought of at spurs of moments

random rants as thoughts

random articles as writing practice

So this is the beginning of a sentimental simp’s blog. Welcome to a cringefest!

(Also, you may know me as Emily_Maxin from Wattpad. I may or may not have abandoned my work in fanfiction. 2020 is really tough. 2021 is giving me existential crises. School is hell)

[stardustizuku]

What do you think about tododeku adopting eri?

This is probably my favorite thing ever! 

Obviously though, not in the canon universe. In the canon universe I would definetely love to see Eri interact with Todoroki, but let’s just say I’m not a fan of sixteen year old boys adopting a tiny girl. 

AS FOR ANY AU THOUGH 

I am in love with this! 

Todoroki and Eri would bond over the fact they were both in an abusive relationship with their ‘parental figure’. Todoroki would defeintely help Eri gain her confidence back, and treat her like his “Perfect little princess.” He would spoil her SO MUCH because he’s the kind of person to spoil children because he doesn’t want them to ever go through what he did ever.He’s the one to sneak snack to her after dinner, and the one who lets her stay just one hour later to watch her favourite cartoon. 

The image of Eri feeling scared after something bad reminds her of her past life, is something that Todoroki hates. So he decides to say fuck it, and take her to a drive thru to get mc donalds. They talk all night in the parking lot, and Todoroki assures her that he’ll be there for her no matter what happens. 

Deku is the one who saved Eri from Shigaraki. He realized something was off when he saw her in the park with bruises, and was the one to lead the investigation of her case (he’s a police officer or smth). And this is why Eri adores Izuku. She is super clingy, and after was sorta jelous of Todoroki (”He’s stealing daddy’s attention from me! Daddy’s gonna leave me for Shochan!”) But eventually warmed up enough to Todoroki to see him as his dad too. (He still calls him Shouchan tho, she thinks it sounds cute.)  Anyway, she adores Izuku. She wants to spend all her time with him, and Izuku loves her as much. He’s a bit stricter with her, (granted he’s not actually strict, but with ‘Shouto-lets get the girl mc donalds at three am- midoriya’ anything he does sounds stricter than it should) 

Izuku has rules and is stricter, but Eri still loves him even if they fight. Izuku is also the most expressive with his affection. 

Izuku is pet names, hugs, cuddles, laughs and jokes, cheek bites and help with homework. 

Todoroki is more like a single nickname (”My perfect little princess”), soft smiles, random gifts and “if a boy hurts you i’ll kill him. if a girl hurts you aunt momo will kill her” speeches. 

 Eri once showed her pciture of her family in the kindergarden. 

One. One guy. Dared to say it was weird. 

She punched him in the face, resfused to apologize and they had to call Shouto and Izuku. 

When Izuku and Todoroki heard this, they asked the teacher if they asked the boy to apologize too. 

The teacher didn’t. 

They wanted to Eri out of the school in a heartbeat, but Eri refused. She was not a weakling who would back down because a lame boy was insulting her family. She was raised better. Instead, she proclaimed to everyone that her parents were the best thing and if they insulted them she would personally punch them in the face. 

No one said anything else for the rest of her time there. 

Izuku was so fucking proud of her for standing up to her bullies, you have no idea. He cried and bought her the biggest ice cream in the parlor. 

OKAY i could keep ranting but they would be sparse hcs all over the place im sorryyyyy 

[love-a-little-less-archived]

rant about something!! could be a person, a good thing that’s happened recently, a bad thing that’s happened, a strange fact that you thought was interesting - anything!

Oh god, there’s a lot of things I could rant about, good and bad- I guess the thing that’s been bothering me most is just my lack of motivation?? This kind of bleeds into multiple topics so hang on tight

So first off, something I’ve made posts about a couple times already, but I’m on an extemp team and it has become so stressful lately just because I can’t put in the effort they expect from me. I’m tempted to quit, but we already paid the fees and all that, so I’d feel bad about backing out, but it’s just far more than I’d been expecting. Also the meets are really stressful, I had one two weeks ago and once I got into the actual stuff it was just ‘holy shit I can’t get this done how am I supposed to perform this how-’

I’d joined to try and conquer my fear of social performances but there were much better things I could have chosen, extemp is soooo much

Now the reason this relates into my lack of motivation is because that’s half the reason I can’t do what is required of me. A lot of the time I don’t even have the motivation to get out of bed, much less practice this thing I find really stressful and anxiety inducing. The only relief I have is that most of the other team members also seem to be not putting in as much effort as the coaches want from us so at least it’s not just me dragging us down, this is a whole team thing

There’s a ladybug slapping around the room and it’s really distracting and annoying. Ladybugs are annoying-

That’s off topic oops

Okay this is turning out to be long and it’s once again going to bleed into another topic because I have no self control

This is something I feel kind of bad about doing but I’ll have like ‘depression moods’ which is where I feel just so unmotivated that I can’t even leave my bed and I call them this but I don’t actually know if I have depression?? And it bothers me?? From what I’ve seen of people with depression and depression symptoms I feel pretty confident in guessing I have it but I feel bad saying I do without actually being diagnosed??

And it’s my anxiety that prevents me from going to a doctor about it, another suspected mental disorder, yay, but I’m terrified to tell my parents. And like I know they’d be fine with it, they’d take me to a doctor, I’m well aware, but like we’ve never talked about mental illnesses ever. It’s never a topic that’s come up in my family. And I remember when I had to take whatever that thing you take before you can do sports, a physical exam or smth, idk, but there were questions about like anxiety and feeling tired/unmotivated, and I remember for the anxiety one I said like a medium-high number because chronic anxiety sucks man but my mom was just like ‘no it isn’t that high make it lower’ and my anxiety freaked out so as you shouldn’t do I just went along with it. And basically moments like that are why I’m so scared to tell adults about my suspected mental illnesses

Okay yeah so this is really fucking long and I’ll stop now

Aaaand it turned into a rant about my mental illnesses

Because of course it did

Sorryyyyy I’m really bad at not bringing them up when people ask me stuff like this

Thanks anon ♥

[onlyjihoons]

boyfriend!jaehyun

ask:  I'm in love with boyfriend!haechan so can you do the same with Jaehyun and/or Mark and/or Ten (depending on how busy you are)? Please 💕 and thanks ❤ -anon friend

omg im so so so thankful you liked my bf!donghyuck au ahhh and i’m really sorry this took so long because it was the chinese new year holidays and i was visiting my friends and family and on top of that, schoolwork has been piling up since the common tests are coming up real soon,, i cri ;-; but my ask box is always open because after my homework is done i usually think of plots for my asks hehe ok im ranting too much 

pls give casper/jeffery lots of luv bc he’s rlly fluffy and i practically say this to everyone in nct but i nearly swerved into his lane at one point ngl

ok shall we start

let’s go

so there was once upon a time

where you moved to america for a period of time bc your parents were posted to work there

and this neighbourhood was super pretty like this:

and like

the neighbour beside ya’ll invited your fam into their house for a break

and they greeted you w loads of snacks:

and turns out they’re koreans being sent to america to work too

and like there was this shy boy hiding behind his mom

“yoonoh! don’t be shy!” you hear his mom nag

“...”

in the end his mom had to drag him

“this is yoonoh, he’s 6 this year”

and she got your mom get all excited like

dRaGgInG you too

“this is Y/N, she’s the same age as yoonoh!”

since that boy was so so shy

shy shy shy

you had to introduce yourself first

“i’m Y/F/N, let’s be friends yoonoh-ya.”

and he just sMiLeS at you

w those cute deep dimples

and you were shookt bc he wasn’t that shy boi anymore wth

then he just drags you upstairs to his room

to show you his Lego collection

and that’s where it all started

fast forward 8 years later

ya’ll were at your friend’s lil birthday party

and by now you guys were neighbours and best friends at the same time

so ya’ll played truth and dare w your friends

ok a lil back track here

there was one fine day when you and jaehyun were playing on the swing

and you noticed how handsome he was

like he was already cute enough

and your hormones whispering to you like

“he’s cute! go get him!”

you nod internally but another part of you stops yourself

“don’t do it you’re gonna risk your friendship”

so you just sigh to yourself and keep that crush on him to yourself

and you vented your feelings into your diary

you brought that diary to school

and left it on your table during recess

your other bestfriend not so innocently peeks into your sacred diary

bc she saw you acting more girly around jaehyun

and boom

she knew

so she told the whole class about it

except you and jaehyun

she also knows about jaehyun’s crush on you

thanks to his trustworthy friends

and she planned all of this on purpose

ok back to the party

when the pen pointed between you and jaehyun

ya’ll picked dare bc yolo

but

your friends dared ya’ll 7 minutes in heaven

they locked ya’ll in this attic

which was pretty cosy tbh

sat face to face w each other

and your defence mechanism kicks in

“more like 7 minutes in hell,” you scoffed

little did you know that you hurt poor woojae’s feelings

and his face turns serious like

“Y/N,”

“what”

“can i tell you something?”

“yeah sure”

“promise not to tell anyone”

“we’re best friends, yoonoh-yah.”

then he snapped at the word best friends

“i really hate it when you say that!”

and you were like whot is happening did i do smth wrong

“i really hate it when you label us as best friends”

then you thought he was being ridiculous

“then what do you want us to be?”

“i want you to be my girlfriend”

oH tHat’s when shit got real

you slowly shifted backwards

like so shookt

your crush actually like you back

your dreams actually came true

and you were like

“don’t try to make me feel better, yoonoh.”

and that’s when he leans in and kisses you

you guys’ first kiss awh

and after a few seconds he leaned his head against yours

“i love you, Y/N.”

and shortly after you hear whispers outside

“have they kissed yet?”

“omg what if they’re having that”

“ew no way!”

you and jaehyun laugh @ your friends bc they being silly

so ya’ll hold hand and prepare to get out when the door opened

and your friends saw ya’ll w hands interlaced

and they swooned omg

“awhhhhhhh!11111!!!!!!”

and cheeky jae:

i shall timeskip or i will faint

now ya’ll are like 18

jaehyun’s a trainee from SM

ngl you were super proud of him

ya’ll lived together while your parents stayed in america

you lived w jaehyun’s parents

and jaehyun ofc

on one condition

no hanky panky and the you know what i mean

you willingly obliged bc you aren’t that kind of person

but jaehyun was

only a tiny bit

bc you were so smol and kyoot

he felt the need to protect you at all costs

partially bc his height towered over u

and he didn’t want to disappoint both of ya’ll parents as well so

one day his parents went out of town to run some errands

and left ya’ll at home

the moment his parents stepped out of the house he pushed you into the store room

and:

i’m am a mark stan i’m a mark stan i’m a mark stan

and you were so shookt like WHAT ARE YOU DOING

you were retaliating but this boy has super human strength

and after a few moments he pulled away and 

“you had no idea how much i wanted to do that”

you slapped his chest and scolded him

“you do know that I live here under one condition right”

“but my parents aren’t home🌚”

“that doesn’t mean you can just-- nevermind”

and you just stormed out of the store room

but inside you were idk a mixed feeling

like your heart bbbeating so fast

yet you’re mad jaehyun broke the rules

jaehyun knows you liked it

lol

you slumped on your shared bed, staring at the ceiling

“babe?”

“go away”

“i know you liked it”

YES I LOVE IT ANNYEONGHAESEYO IOI IMNIDA

you just back faced him and ignored him

and then stupid jaehyun he joins you lying on the bed

“i didn’t know the ceiling was more good looking than me”

“i didn’t know you were such an asshole”

ooOHHH SIKE

jaehyun was dying internally bc damn you were so cute

then jaehyun hugged you from behind

“i’m sorry babe, did i make you mad?”

MAD LIFE MAD LIFE MAD LIFE

you finally turned to face him

“what do you think”

jaehyun resorts to aegyo

bc he knows you’re weak

“woojae is sooo sooooo sorryyyyy”

and you forgave him

you guys went on dates

like food dates

at home lololol

because why eat out when you have a masterchef at home

so instead ya’ll went on a grocery shopping date most of the time

jaehyun carrying you and plopping you into the trolley

people were staring at ya’ll overgrown kids

you screaming as jae pushes you at 100000km/h

the security nearly kicked ya’ll out

when jaehyun cooks you always hug him from behind

and he nearly burned down the kitchen bc you distract him

and him always sneaking those pieces of meat and feeding you before the dish is even done

and the end product was only left w 4 pieces of meat

when nct u was about to debut jaehyun had late practices

and he had lesser time w u

you were a little sad tbh

but you know his career is more important

esp if his company finds out he’s dating

that wouldn’t be a good thing

cough

and there was one day jaehyun didn’t return home

at least jae could drop a message that he was not coming home or smth

but he didn’t so you were riled up about that

you texted jaehyun a million times but he’s only read them

you were so annoyed at jaehyun ngl

then you received a text from taeyong

“we’re having our showcase tomorrow, jae really needs your support”

you were rolling your eyes and typed a haste reply

“what support? he doesn’t come home or drop me a message”

“i’ll have backstage passes for you and his parents, i’ll send you the link”

you made a mental note to yourself to attend it nonetheless

“did jaehyun bribe you to do this?”

“... no”

“pls tell him i’m mad @ him ok”

the next day you and his parents attended his debut showcase

and when you saw him perform you were so proud AHHH

you and his mom cried

after the showcase ended you went back stage

and jaehyun shows up with flowers

i couldn’t find jaehyun w flowers so here’s cuddly jae

“i’m sorry i kept you waiting babe, happy anniversary”

and then he pecks your lips right on the spot

the nct members were shookt

what jaehyun...why...

cue your cheeks flushing red

and jaehyun giggling cause u cute awh and hugging you

ok i shall end here

thank you for requesting omg

pls show jaehyun lots of luv

this is probably not on par w the rest of my boyfriend series

i will re write if its not up to standard,, sorry:(

ok anyway 

have a nice day/night ahead!💘