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Eddie is a struggling musician with a health problem when he meets Steve Harrington, a newly enlisted Marine. They hate each other from the start but a series of circumstances throws them together. Find out what happens when Eddie gets married to a stranger to scam the government - he's so sure he'll be able to use Steve & run the other way. What makes a marriage & when feelings become involved, can Eddie & Steve make it work?
“I don’t know what you want me to say. I just have a lot on my mind.” Steve was leaned against the counter then, his eyes roaming over Eddie’s bare chest. He squinted before continuing. “I run to clear my head.”
“Or run away from everything,” Eddie mumbled under his breath. While it was loud enough for them both to hear, Eddie was thankful Steve decided not to acknowledge it. The look they shared was knowing and just the slightest bit heavy, though. Sometimes, the hard truth was tough for everyone to swallow.
With a sigh, Steve straightened up. “It’s deployment day, so we need to get to the base. I’ll make sure your medical is all taken care of before I go.”
Eddie smiled at Steve in response, though he stayed silent. The gesture was enough for Steve to turn his attention towards the shower that quickly steamed up the whole room. Bypassing it entirely, Eddie stepped into the spare set of clothes he put in his bag and waited to see the show unfold.
True to his word, Steve took him to get a magical ID card that suddenly meant Eddie had great insurance. He pocketed it with a soft thanks, all while trying hard not to let a smile show. His husband was leaving – to anyone looking into their situation from the outside, expressed happiness wouldn’t make any sort of sense.
It quickly became easy to truly feel sad as they walked up to the crowd of soldiers about to get on buses and their families desperately trying to savor one last kiss, one last hug, one last goodbye. Eddie suddenly realized that an unseen side of military life existed, that all parts of a family connected to a soldier paid a price. Everyone looked strung out and devastated to watch their loved ones go. Ducking his head to fight back his own tears, Eddie tried his best to listen to Steve while he hastily spoke.
“If anything happens to me, you’re my next of kin.” He handed Eddie a folded up piece of paper. “Call my brother,” Steve said, gesturing to the note in Eddie’s hand, “tell him about what’s going on between you and me. You can make up a story. Just – don’t let me father know, okay?” Steve looked so earnest that Eddie could only nod.
Steve gripped both of Eddie’s cheeks when he spoke next. “We’re being watched from here on out. Texts, calls, video chats. It’s game time.” Beautifully plump lips were quirked into a smirk that Eddie didn’t believe for a second, though he tried to return the gesture all the same. He had no idea what to say or how to feel, but that was okay because time was up. Steve leaned in to kiss him softly once more before pulling away completely. “See ya, Ed.”
Eddie wanted to reach out and yank Steve back to him, but he settled for a lame little wave, instead. He watched Steve climb the stairs of the bus and settle in and he kept watching as all the other soldiers started to join him. There were cries and whines and sobs that rocked Eddie to his core, but he didn’t turn away. No matter how much he wanted to, Eddie didn’t turn away. The show before him was what he signed up for, taking it all in, every ugly piece of it, was the least he could do.
Chancing one last look at the filled buses, Eddie was seconds away from pulling himself together enough to walk off when he heard Gareth’s voice. “One more time for the newlyweds, boys.” Suddenly, four of Steve’s buddies were off the bus, picking Eddie up so that he could give Steve another kiss, one last one to tide them over. The fellas chanted and hollered and cheered to the point where the only thing left to do was give in. Eddie gripped Steve’s neck and kissed him with everything he had.
“Take care of yourself,” Eddie whispered against Steve’s lips. When he pulled back, Eddie tried not to notice the tears forming in Steve’s eyes or how they matched the ones Eddie was still trying so hard to fight back. The guys put him safely on the ground to take their place back on the bus, but not before Eddie gave Gareth a clinging hug.
“I’m expecting an entire album when I get back,” Gareth joked as he stepped away.
Eddie smiled and punched Gareth’s arm. “Just for you, man.” The interaction was quick and silly but Eddie clung to the feeling of it. As he watched the buses roll away. As he saw Steve look back to shoot him one last look. As Eddie climbed into his car and mindlessly drove home with tears streaking down his cheeks. While Eddie didn’t want this, the attachment or feelings or worry, he realized it was already there, settled into the depths of his chest like mold in a dark basement. Eddie wasn’t sure when it happened but Steve Harrington had gotten under his skin.
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#steddie#stranger things#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie fanfic#purple hearts#bobbie writes#something borderline sacred#steve harrington x eddie munson#steve harrington/eddie munson#this is a long one but it's necessary#i tried to put it into parts but it just didn't fit#please read it anyway!!!!
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Colin. Could I ask you something? Of course. Would.... would you kiss me? Penelope... It would not have to mean anything, and I would never expect anything from you because of it, but I am nearly on the shelf and I have never been kissed and I am not certain I ever will be. I could die tomorow— You are not going to die tomorrow. But I could and it would kill me— You would already be dead? I do not wish to die without ever having been kissed!
#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton spoilers#colin x penelope#polin#colin bridgerton#penelope featherington#long post#but a necessary one#*my gifs#mine#i want to gif more but i need to sleep now lmao
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Mac and Dennis not having sex.
#iasip#macdennis#my masterpost#reference for when ppl call this shit fanon or queerbait lol#long post#i have like.. more that didnt even fit#i wrestled with deciding which ones to put here rah#why are they like this#oc#side note one of these dennis gifs gives me the biggest ick for personal reasons lol#i hate looking at it but its necessary here
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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#lbh#sqq#i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss#the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently#and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything#it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg#as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it#everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person#each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it#at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same#and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical#because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING#aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying#but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line#anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series#i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix#i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship#bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once#bizarre#my art
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Welcome to Longer Than Necessary, an AU in which I trap Siffrin in the time loop for — you guessed it — longer than necessary!
I do actually know how long he’s been in there, and so does Loop! That being said, I’m planning on potentially making another comic where Siffrin learns that, and I’d hate to spoil the surprise! :)
Though, you are allowed to make guesses. I can’t (and won’t) tell you if you’re right, but you can guess how long they’ve been here. :3
#zeisty continues to be a menace in another fandom. what a shocker#only four people know how long it's been (excluding loop). one is me and the others are close friends#basically what i'm saying is: shhh friends. we got a secret to hide for now... :)#longer than necessary au#ltn au#zeisty’s heavy hitters#zeisty’s comic stuff#in stars and time#in stars and time au#isat au#in stars and time siffrin#isat change god#technically speaking#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#you can never be too careful <:3#let me know if i should tag this for eye contact#the statue isnt looking at the viewer but more so at siffrin but you never know
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What to read before The Veilguard drops
Yes people, we have homework. In case you missed it, or need to refresh that memory because hey, it's been a while, here's a quick short list of what to (re)read in preparation for this new entry in the series.
Books:
From Tevinter Nights: Down among the dead men (introduces Emmrich and Manfred), The wigmaker job (introduces Lucanis), The streets of Minrathous (introduces Neve).
The Last Flight, last novel released somewhere around DA: Inquisition. Takes the action to Weisshaupt, Grey Wardens HQ, and jumps between that present and the past explaining how the Griffons became extinct during the Fourth Blight. Will explain where Davrin's griffon came from.
Comics:
Magekiller. It's pretty introductory overall, set around Inquisition but it introduces "magekillers" as a job some people do. While in Tevinter Nights Lucanis is introduced as an Antivan Crow seems he's decided to change careers so it can't hurt to learn a bit about it.
The missing. Gives us Varric and Scout Harding already working together, and introduces us to Neve.
Short Stories:
Posted a while back in the BioWare page for Dragon Age day as crumbs to feast on while we waited, and waited, and waited..I recommend reading all of them simply because most people may have missed them and they add to lore and characters that while not among the new companions may still make an appearance and be relevant in Veilguard.
Of course I recommend reading EVERYTHING if possible, it all adds more layers and flavor and we know Solas is in the details, we can't miss a thing, but I think if you're short on time this counts as light reading enough to know where you'll land when Dragon Age: The Veilguard finally arrives.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#tevinter nights#the missing#magekiller#dragon age comics#dragon age novels#this list may be incomplete as I'm one who needs to refresh my memory#it's been a VERY long while#will update if necessary
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LONG TIME COMING - Part I
Killing Eddie Winter has to be justice. If it isn't, it's something else entirely.
#fallout#fallout 4#nick valentine#dead man talking#dead woman walking#rochedotpng#time moves slow#blood cw#suicide cw#i'm going full noir in this one i'm about to go way the hell in. i hope we're all ready to feel terrible#context from the book helps with this one but isn't necessary#nick at his absolute worst#long time coming#<- tag for this one
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I love how you draw galacta knight so elegant. He's graceful, angelic, but overpowering. The duality of the justice he was meant to serve and uninhibited, raw violence i love it sm
ahh yes thank you, you get it!
i think it's specifically important that he is so insanely elegant and pretty and also deadly haha. there's a line in one of my fics where bandee identifies some jungle plants as "far too beautiful to be anything but carnivores", and i think that really sums it up
#i do try to remember also that before galacta knight was this#he was *that*.#fallen hero of wonder. it's the arc he aims to bring about for kirby in awtdy#i don't know if i hc that he was ever especially Good or Nice or Altruistic#but i think a billion years of imprisonment can certainly make one extremely vengeful and very good at playing the game#you live too long and some things just stop feeling like consequences any more#oh also the caps on his wing joints are inspired by @veinsfullofstars! absolutely necessary addition to his armour imo#my art#galacta knight#awtdy au
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master artist and his number one fan
guy who is being so normal about the new additions to their profiles. i think abt midoris initial infatuation with his art slowly developing into appreciating yuzuru himself as a person and idol to the point he worries about how he sees him (ex: a bit of home party and in workplace survival rules) sometimes thats a lie i think about it a lot. and yuzuru learning to enjoy art just for the sake of drawing!! seeing the lets try diy story where he doesnt even refute drawing on midoris desk and was only worried that his doodles might cover up the mascot design compared to how discouraged he usually would be in earlier ! stories. everything to me i adore their dynamic if that wasnt obvious by *gestures to basically everything*
and happy pride month 🏳🌈
#sorry for that last bit in the end (im really not)#minicomic tag#duck scribbles#enstars#midoyuzu#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#yuzumido#ensemble stars#ive been wanting to draw this one out for ages now or2 finally somewhat free#i would have typed all that out in the tags like i usually do but this commentary is necessary#was going through my old art and wow its been a while. redrew a few stuff from a bunch of them too for this :'] if you can spot them#kinda a fun look back on how ive improved over time too... thank you for giving me a drive to draw like no other#it cannot have been that long. was so sure my energy wouldve died off maybe a few months in but unfortunately it shows no signs of ceasing#also appreciation specifically for my beloved ducky for letting me word vomit a lot of my ideas to him LOL ily#ive drawn them so much now that theyve joined the ranks of my most used tags that pop up as suggestions when i start to type. wtf#was supposed to only work on this on the side between sketching up merch designs but i got too into it. i never learn
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[ cw: (temporary) piercing / ]
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I’d imagine Cassandra wouldn’t make a big deal out of Leo’s newfound abilities tbh
And yes, she is in fact wearing her full fight ensemble under her clothes tyvm
Bonus:
#prison!leo au#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise leo#rise cassandra#rottmnt casey jones#this took SO LONG for me to come up with#I was like ‘I wanna draw Casey (Senior)’#but I struggled hard with a scenario and also very much with her future design#I ended up using aspects of 2003 and 2012 Casey Jones to figure something out while still putting a Rise Casey flair to it#I did the same with Casey Jr for when we get to him lol#I did the same with April too but it’s a bit harder to tell#piercing /#dunno if that’s a necessary cw but just in case!!!#‘if it’s six years later why does Casey have a modern phone’ because she strikes me as the type to hold onto one as long as it works at All#if her phone is fighting for it’s life then Casey Respects That 😤
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I love how ridiculously warm John would feel about the fact that Paul still loves him so much and sings with him at concerts and wanted to finish another song with him after all this time, and I love how John would kind of just feel it all behind his beautiful face, looking down, trying to be nonchalant about it.
The way that Paul loves John, so absolute and steady. The way that John didn't feel loveable like that, but craved it, but didn't recognise or trust it, and the way it was there and real anyway despite him. I don't know. I like that Paul is so relentless in loving him.
#I just like that nobody else matters one bit in any of this#and everyone's out there having feelings and thoughts#about a new song and what we feel about it and whether it's good and whether it's necessary#but it's just Paul loving John and loving George and loving Ringo and having them to himself again one last time#and it's a lot#and nobody else matters at all#now and then#(this has been in drafts for a long time#a bit sappy#I wrote it when we found out they were definitely making it#posting it now anyway.)#it's actually ridiculous that love exists#mclennon#[]
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Corporate needs you to find the difference between this picture:
And this picture:
They're the same picture.
Bonus:
#aaron hotchner#derek morgan#hotchgan#criminal minds#mortch#i've been wanting to do this forever and i am unhinged enough to do it now#i mean come on#COME ON#this one's called blue#who's the alpha?#you're lookin at him kid#no no no i'll see myself out happy sunday y'all#long post#very necessary though
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I think getting railed by Mac would give Dennis a new perspective that doesn’t change who he is and is consistent with his characterisation... Just a thought tho.
#2 hour long podcast drops in the evening#and now i am not sleeping apparently#i’ve been ruminating on this one#and i think it’s just the same stuff they always say between seasons really#it’s interesting Rob talked about bringing in writers for new perspectives on fresh air#more specially meg lol#but in general that it’s necessary they have the team for those perspectives#cos it’s harder for them now as they’re older and richer#glenn has the same sentiment clearly#but god dude there’s still soooo many angles to hit#plots okay you got those? but need a new character angle?#mac and dennis are fully fucking this season#it’s the s5 dynamic but with actual gay sex this time#boom insane character angle there#it’s 5am ignore me
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THEY DON'T KNOW YOU LIKE I DO
#3hats au#me when i think about them as extremely doomed sifloop#they cared about each other so much to the point it turned to hatred. loop cares but is so so angry that stardust made the same mistak#loop hates this. hates him. how dare you steal my family. my identity. my feelings. my thoughts. AND now my own fate.#but weirdly enough it comes from caring so much. caring that this happened again. did they do something wrong? did they not do enough#for him? in their own loops?#and now there's nothing left for either of them. besides themselves. loop selfishly clings because thats all they have left in these loops.#but stardust is equally selfish. wants loop around because it doesn't want to make more life changing decisions. doesnt have energy to.#loop has lead for so long#why take it away? he can't do it any better anyway#this push and pull of wanting to stay with the other but not knowing if the other cares the same#holding onto the one thing you can keep. holding onto the one thing that's familiar.#but they're still mad at each other. still frustrated. and they fight more than necessary. they still hate each other. but care so much.#god#my art#isat#isat siffrin#isat loop#isat sifloop#sifloop#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#in stars and time siffrin#in stars and time loop
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funny how we get attached to the struggle
hey guys i already posted about this but. guess whogot farewell golden (its me....). ive had this idea for a drawing for like probably a year now but i didnt let myself do it until it had officially Done It. and we're here now! and it still feels so surreal ...
it is genuinely impossible to try and express what celeste means to me beyond being my favorite game and a special interest. its just like. i cant even articulate it. it means the whole world to me and ive spent the past 6 years growing n changing and it has stuck and helped me with shit. and getting fwg inevitably in Some Form means im closing the book in terms of how far i can go w the base game but i am nowhere near done w celeste and i hope i never will be. sorry for beang sappy i huave autism about this game really bad. peace and love on planet earth yall
#celeste#my stuff#celeste game#celeste fanart#madeline celeste#oshiro celeste#theo celeste#badeline celeste#lack of granny rip in peace girl#also yes this is gonna be my header i need to end the era of . whatevers going on in my current one LOL#sorry forthe long block of text in the post it felt necessary
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This is the only thing I'm going to say about the election until it's over:
Anyone who did not vote for Harris or who attempted to dissuade people from voting for Harris, you are indirectly responsible for whatever shit Donald Trump does if he gets elected. That blood is primarily on his hands, yes. But it is also on yours. I hope you can live with that because I sure as hell wouldn't be able to.
#'but gaza' trump wants TO OBLITERATE THEM. HE LITERALLY WANTS THERE TO BE NOTHING LEFT OF GAZA AT ALL. WHY DO YOU THINK#I DON'T WANT HIM IN POWER?????#yeah I said I wouldn't election post I lied sorry.#I know most of you don't actually care what happens to american citizens because we're all Violent Hypocrites who should kill ourselves#and somehow every single civilian is responsible for the actions of a military and government that comparatively few of us are actually par#of but FUCKING HELL. You don't care about THE PEOPLE OF GAZA??? Because that's what you're telling me if you're in favor of#doing anything OTHER than the most likely path to get trump out of politics. which is voting for the candidate DIRECTLY OPPOSING HIM.#the thing about america being an empire that needs to die. is that before it dies. it is still affecting the rest of the world.#I can't make you care about me and my loved ones. but I am IMPLORING you to have some fucking compassion for all the people#who are going to be DEEPLY negatively affected elsewhere if trump gets into power.#THEIR HARM. THEIR DEATHS. ARE ON /YOU/ IF YOU DID ANYTHING TO FACILITATE TRUMP'S VICTORY IF THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS.#I don't believe most of you actually have any amount of the sympathy and compassion for others you claim to have.#I don't think any of the causes you throw yourself behind are actually meaningful to you. I don't think any of this is based on a#genuine desire to build a better world. I think you just want your Internet friends to think you are a Good Person.#if I see anyone. ANYONE. acting like a trump presidency is what we 'deserve'. or that it's necessary to 'teach [xyz] a lesson'#I am NEVER speaking to you again I don't care how long I've known you.#us politics#I am a disabled queer woman. almost everybody I love is also disabled and queer. you think we're acceptable collateral damage fine.#but don't cry that I'm being a bitch if I say that that makes me not trust you and not want to have anything to do with you.
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