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I'm begging y'all to read this book 💀💀
---Excerpts under the cut--
Giddy from a rare sense of accomplishment, and swept along by a rush of something that was either optimism or masochism, I unlocked my phone and pinged a message to Oliver: do fake boyfriends fake text
I’m not sure what I was expecting in return, but what I got was Not when one of them is due in court. Including the punctuation. Which was mildly better than no reply at all, but mildly worse than a flat no since he’d basically said “No, thanks, also don’t forget I’ve got a better job than you.”
It was close to nine that evening, and I was eating kung po chicken in my socks, when he followed it up with Sorry to keep you waiting. I’ve thought about it and we probably should text each other for the sake of verisimilitude.
I left him hanging for a while to show that I, also, had important life stuff to be getting on with. Never mind that I actually watched four episodes of Bojack Horseman and had a vindictive wank before replying Sorry to keep you waiting and no wonder you’re single if the second text you send a guy includes the word verisimilitude
There was no reply. Even though I sat around ’til half one definitely not caring. I was unexpectedly de-sleeped by a buzzing from my phone at 5:00 a.m.: My apologies. Next time, I’ll send a photograph of my penis.
And then several further buzzings.
That was a joke.
I should probably make it clear that I’m not intending to send you any pictures.
I’ve never sent that sort of thing to anybody.
As a lawyer, it’s hard not to be aware of the potential consequences.
I was awake now, which normally I’d have found profoundly objectionable. But you’d have to be a way better person than me not to enjoy the hell out of Oliver losing his shit over a purely hypothetical dick pic.
I also realise you’re probably asleep at the moment. So perhaps if you could just delete the previous five messages when you wake up.
Of course, I should emphasise that I am not meaning to imply any judgment about people who do choose to send intimate photographs to one another. It’s just not something I’m comfortable with.
Of course if it is something you’re comfortable with, I understand.
Not that I’m suggesting you have to send me a picture of your penis.
Oh God, can you please delete every text I’ve ever sent you.
The influx of messages paused just long enough that I could pop off a reply. Sorry I’m confused am I getting a dick pic or what
No!
There was another pause. Then, I’m very embarrassed, Lucien. Please don’t make it worse.
I honestly don’t know what possessed me. Maybe I felt sorry for him. But he had kind of, admittedly accidentally, made my morning? I’m looking forward to seeing you tomorrow
Thank you.
Okay, now I wish I hadn’t bothered. Except a second or two later, I got: I’m looking forward to seeing you too.
...
And while that felt better, it was, if anything, even more confusing.
“There’s still time to catch the last Tube,” he went on, “or I can call you a cab, if you like.”
“It’s fine. I can grab an Uber if I need to.”
“I’d rather you didn’t. Their business model is deeply unethical.”
I rolled my eyes. “I think we’ve just worked out why nobody’s going out with you.”
“Because I don’t use Uber? That seems fairly specific.”
“Because you’ve got an opinion about everything.”
“Don’t most people have opinions?”
At least I wasn’t thinking about kissing him anymore. “I don’t mean opinions like ‘I enjoy cheese.’ Or ‘John Lennon is overrated.’ I mean opinions like ‘You shouldn’t use Uber because of the workers’ and ‘You shouldn’t eat meat because of the environment.’ You know, opinions that make people feel bad about themselves.”
He blinked. “I don’t want anyone to feel bad about themselves or that they have to make the same choices I do—”
“Oliver, you just told me not to get an Uber.”
“Actually, I said I’d rather you didn’t get an Uber. You can still get an Uber if you want to.”
“Yeah”—somehow we’d got all close again, making me aware of the heat of him, the shapes his mouth made when he was arguing with me—“except you’ll look down on me if I do.”
“No, I won’t. I’ll accept you don’t have the same priorities I do.”
“But your priorities are clearly right.”
His brow furrowed. “I think now I’m confused. If you agree with me, what’s the problem?”
“Okay.” I drew in a calming breath. “Let me try to explain. Most of the people who aren’t you understand that capitalism is exploitative and climate change is a problem and that choices we make can support things that are bad or unjust. But we survive by a precarious strategy of not thinking about it. And reminding us of that makes us sad, and we don’t like being sad, so we get angry.”
“Oh.” He looked crestfallen. “I can see that being terribly unappealing.”
“It’s also kind of admirable,” I admitted reluctantly. “In a really infuriating way.”
“I don’t mean to cherry-pick, but did you just call me admirable?”
“You must have imagined it. And now, ironically, I’ll have to get an Uber because I can’t make the train and I’ve got no cash for a cab.”
He cleared his throat. “You could stay the night if you wanted.”
“Wow, you are seriously committed to me not supporting Uber’s business model.”
“No, I just thought it might be… That is.” A self-conscious little shrug. “For the sake of verisimilitude.”
“Who do you think is going to notice where I sleep? Do you think we’re being monitored by the FBI?”
“I believe surveillance outside the United States is more likely to be carried out by the CIA, but actually I was mostly considering the paparazzi.”
That was a fair point. They’d caught me leaving various people’s houses on various mornings down the years.
“And it would be no inconvenience,” he added awkwardly. “I have a spare toothbrush, and can sleep on the sofa.”
“I can’t make you sleep on the sofa in your own house.”
“I can’t make you sleep on the sofa when you’re a guest.”
There was a long silence.
“Well,” I pointed out, “if neither of us can sleep on the sofa, then either I go home or…”
Oliver faffed with a sleeve of his jumper. “I think we’re mature enough to share a bed without incident.”
If you're not reading Boyfriend Material by Alexis Hall, you should be. I'm a 100 pages in and in absolute splits. Top-tier British queer comedy. 💀💀
(I'm also convinced the character the protag is trying to hook up with is autistic as hell.)
“No. God no. My mother’s French.”
“Ah. Lucien, then.” He said it perfectly, too, with the half-swallowed softness of the final syllable, smiling at me—the first full smile I’d seen from him, and shocking in its sweetness. “Vraiment? Vous parlez français?”
There’s really no excuse for what happened next. I think maybe I just wanted him to keep smiling at me. Because for some reason I said, “Oui oui. Un peu.”
And then, to my horror, he rattled off God knew what.
Leaving me to scrape the bottom of the barrel of my GCSE French, for which I’d received a D. “Um…um… Je voudrais aller au cinema avec mes amis? Ou est la salle de bain?”
Utterly perplexed, he pointed. So I was obliged to go the bathroom.
When I slunk back, he immediately confronted me with “You don’t speak French at all, do you?”
“No.” I hung my head. “I mean, my mother used both when I was growing up, but I still turned out stubbornly monolingual.”
“Then why didn’t you just say that?”
“I…don’t know. I guess I assumed you didn’t speak French either?”
“Why on earth would I imply I could speak French, when I couldn’t?”
I stuffed a teetering forkful of pie into my mouth. “You’re right. That would be a deranged thing to do.”
#this guy is killing it at autism rep like#has any clearly autistic guy been this fuckin adorable#i love these two so much already#british media is so different to us media. brit media is realer and earthier and honestly vastly funnier#alexis hall#boyfriend material#spoilers#queer lit#queer romcom#queer media#autistic representation#knee of huss
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I'm gona explain to yall why I think Stanley is the one that's ace aro in cannon and not Ford or Bill. (Yes all head cannons are vaild blah blah I love acearo people I am one don't kill me)
So basically it comes down to if stan wanted some he could. Young stan seems to be considered relatively conventional attractive (not like ugly men don't mange to hook up but still) and even as a "ugly" old man he is the hottest old person in town befor Ford shows up and. Once he gets over his social awkwardness he is actually able to date he just isn't about that life. "What about Stanley's ex wife's" I hear you scream at your screens well thanks to Bill I have notes.
Thank you bill now could be lieing yes but frankly I don't think his god Alex would let that happen for something like this. Especially becuse it's way funnier if it's all cannon. Now I think 2 of them can be considered legitimate and there not exactly romantic are they. Stanley is well known to care more about money than any romantic relationship witch dosnt sound like some one who's not aro to me. I'll give that there are a couple jokes pokeing wholes in my theroy however personaly any atemps at straightness by stan just feel very performative to me. Like there's something a whole easy to about how stans masculinity is just a reaction to incurity but all I'll say for now is stan is despite to prove he's not a failure and part of growing up in the 80s and not being a failure is geting bitches. And yet he can't comit to a relationship for more than a few days and it's not for commitment isues bitch comited to a fucking portal for 30 years AFTER NEARLY FAILING HIGHSCHOOL. As I said if he wanted to he would.
Now I'm going to go on a long rant about Bill and Ford so if you don't want that stop now
Ok for the record staring off bill and ford are both unreliable narrators.
Ford (my first victim)
We've seen him get rejected twice in the show when he trying to flirt with girls the more famous one being when he gets punch thrown on him. Ford is a very scentive guy he can't handle rejection obvouly he's gona wax poetic about how it's not that he can't get any he's just you know so very busy. Funny how he's not busy when Bill comes into his life or fiddleford for that matter it's almost like that's not the problem
Now I can see how you can read this qa acearo core but all I hear is the autism talking. There is something intently funny to me about the idea that he stright up was dating a male sided demon and is like but am I gay. It's very conservative up bring of him very relatable. But seriously if he was ace aro he'd just lean into being superior not what ever this is.
Bill ( he wouldn't escape me)
Same thing yeah he wax poetic about chemicals witch yeah is something ace aros do but also like incels.
He literally is just asking dear not to ask him out a real problem when every freak reading this book wants to make out with him sorry Bill your hot shit.
The book is shaking you by the shoulders begging you to tell that he's lieing for clout. Bill is also begging you to take him seriously and he can't be serious if he can't even get any becuse he's a unlikeable losser.
Like I'm sorry guys the text just dosnt suport these 2 being acearo this is not the show for ace aro rep I'm sorry. This show is actually really really really obsessed with romantic relationships it's a well Alex keeps going back to witch is why I'm so sure about stanly becuse he's like the one character who actively rejects dating instead of just saying he's into into it. ITS GRAVITY FALLS EVERYONES A FUCKING LIAR.
#gravity falls#book of bill#bill cipher#billford#bill x ford#stanley pines#stanford pines#pines twins#old pines twins
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Different takes I have based on my interests and other miscellaneous things because I’m bored.
•Bill Cipher is never getting redeemed, ever, I adore his character but I can admit when my faves are horrible people. Oh and the way some people write the Handyman Bill au makes me REALLY uncomfortable as an abuse survivor. Why do some people write it like it’s the Pines family’s responsibility for Bill’s actions? Thats so fucked, especially with Ford (the ones where they basically shit talk Bill the entire time he’s at the Mystery Shack is funny as fuck though more of that please)
•The “Jax is an NPC” theory is boring and it would make him a lot less compelling as a character if that was the case
•You can still love Danganronpa and admit that the fanservice (ESPECIALLY the stuff with Mikan) is gross
•DNI lists will inevitably attract the people in those lists to harass and piss off whoever the account is and that’s why I don’t use them
•The original Monster flavour tastes like condensed piss and I will never understand the people who drink it when every other flavour soloes it by comparison
•The second half of the Death Note anime isn’t bad at all people were just too busy huffing on L copium to care, also, Mello was one of the best characters in the entire show
•Most of Killstar’s collaborations are terrible, the Monster High collection is one of the most disappointing things I’ve ever seen and it all looks so uninspired and bland (they saved themselves a bit with the second Gloomy Bear collab they did but most of the designs for their collabs are really tacky).
•Hear me outs are becoming incredibly sterilised, there’s a big difference between a hear me out and a character you find attractive
•Also, humans (both real and fictional) along with any Hellaverse characters do not count as hear me outs (to me anyway I’m not the hear me out police)
•Ultrakill will be seen as one of the greatest games of all time once it’s fully released, it is an absolute masterclass in immersion and presentation and the soundtrack is one of the best I’ve ever heard
•I like the DHMIS show a bit more than the web series
•Resellers need to be called out more, I’ll probably make a separate post talking about this more but it gets BAD. Not all of them are bad (especially on Vinted) but the overcharging in certain fandoms is insane (especially with Sanrio stuff it’s actually disgusting)
•Lloromannic have the potential to be some of the most popular Sanrio characters of all time but their potential goes nowhere
•Prima is one of the most misused Vocaloids of all time and it HURTS. When she’s used properly she sounds GORGEOUS but most people use her for pop stuff and she sounds awful there. Shes an OPERALOID, she’s meant for OPERA. Stop misusing her (I also don’t like any of her designs I’m sorry-)
•SeeU is also very underrated, Alone is one of my favourite Vocaloid songs it’s really vibey
•Monster High G3 is very overhated. There are still some designs I don’t like (Iris’ design hurts me, the character with the same body type as me gets the weakest outfit fuck 💀) but its representation is really good (Twyla not being shamed for needing headphones in loud spaces made me so happy)
•ROTTMNT’s version of Donatello is some of the best autism rep I’ve ever seen, I’ve never identified with an autistic character more than I have with him and the fact that the show’s in limbo makes me really upset
•Robo Fizz’ design > normal Fizz’ design
•I don’t care how many songs you give Stolas I will always see Octavia as the victim in that situation and the fact that the crew see her as a “cock block” pisses me off
•Phosphophyllite will go down as one of the greatest protagonists in recent memory, their story is heartbreaking and no one in that manga deserved a happy ending more than them
•Vinted is the best reseller app and it’s not even close
•I don’t care if Art The Clown never gets a backstory, he’s a silly little guy who kills people in horrific ways and I’m fine with that
•Making it a rule to not talk about certain fandoms on big Discord servers is fucking useless, an old autism server I was on went to shit when this happened, just ignore them and move on
•The addictive nature of Character AI needs to be talked about more, I’ve only began to realise how bad it is recently, it’s negatively affected my writing abilities, do NOT download it (especially if you’re mentally ill) you WILL get addicted to it and it isn’t fun. I’ve deleted it and I’m going to try to get into better habits, never again
• William Afton is an evil bastard and that’s okay, he never needed any redeemable traits and I really like that they’re making him do some Saturday morning cartoon level shit while also making him a threat (The Golden Bite in Into The Pit is as funny as it is horrific)
•I don’t care how many times the Fnaf games will try and gaslight me into seeing the Pinkypills Afton design as him, I will ALWAYS picture Matthew Lillard when thinking of this character (also I never want to see any Pinkypills or Ladyfiszi art in the games ever again they’re terrible people and they should’ve gotten fired years ago)
•Rage bait is the key factor in what made the internet a significantly more miserable place, start saying pizza with random fruit on is good again stop with the racist and misogynistic bullshit
•CaseOh being one of the most popular streamers right now brings me joy, in a time where so many male streamers are some of the most miserable and out of touch cunts in existence, having one of the most popular ones be a seemingly normal and chill guy is so refreshing
•I respect Illumination as a studio a lot more than others would think, in an age where horror stories are coming out surrounding every animation studio in existence, I have yet to hear one about Illumination. Do I like their movies? Not really (some of them are kind of fun and the Sing movies are guilty pleasures) but they seem a lot more ethical than other studios (also they’ve openly mocked AI that’s fucking awesome lmao)
•Murder Drones needed more episodes/time to explore certain ideas, that final episode felt like a SEASON finale, not a SERIES finale (no complaints about Cyn though I adore her)
•The art style change to Soul Eater to Soul Eater Not! Will go down as one of the biggest downgrades in history
Anyway that’s it I’m tired I’ll make another one of these when I feel like it I wanna go to bed
#karm rambles#bill cipher#tadc jax#danganronpa#monster energy#death note#killstar#ultrakill#dhmis#lloromannic#vocaloid#monster high g3#rottmnt donnie#robo fizz#octavia goetia#phosphophyllite#vinted#terrifier#character ai#william afton#caseoh#illumination#murder drones#soul eater#fandom takes
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BSD as things I’ve heard in band
Tachihara: Who wants to do some carpool kareoke?!
Akutagawa: I’d rather you skin and boil me alive
Yosano: They were like “should we medicate her?” and I said no because I didn’t want to lose my sparkle
Ranpo: I don’t have to worry about that because my sparkle is autism
Kunikida: *sigh* I’ve been afflicted by Dazai’s bullshit
Dazai: hey scoot over a bit
Chuuya: no you’re not my master
Dazai: actually I am, be my dog
Dazai, holding just the head of a dog-shaped cookie jar: Isn’t he cute?
Atsushi: Dazai why do you have a dog head
Dazai: The rest of the body is in my bag :)))
Atsushi: That doesn’t make it any better-
Dazai: Hey, did you hear who just got asked out?
Chuuya: Who?
Dazai: You *finger guns*
Atsushi, running from Akutagawa: Help, I’m being attacked by a wild emo!
*15 Dazai and Chuuya arguing over the plural of penis*
Mori: you two are making me question my life choices
Nikolai: What if edible p*rn was a thing?
Sigma: please never say those words in that order ever again
Dazai, after a mission: You know Atsushi you’re really not beating those furry allegations
Atsushi: yeah I saw that one coming
Kenji: Going to Paris without seeing Versailles is like going to New York for the first time and not seeing the Tilted Towers
Kyouka: …Kenji that's from fortnite
Yosano: well you may be the best walking condom ad I’ve ever seen
(This quote would fit so many)
Ango: nothing like a government website to keep you up at 2AM
(this was from my band director)
Kunikida, talking about Dazai: The fact that he’s not responding to my texts right now is bull because there’s no way that sleep-deprived, caffeine-addicted twink isn’t awake
Dazai: this is the face of a professional
Atsushi: that’s the face of a fucking idiot
Kunikida, talking about his headcanonned college experience: do you know what kind of foul things come out of frat guys’ mouths?
Dazai: no but I know what foul things probably go in them
Akutagawa: I must be a poison type because I can’t stop fucking koffing
Dazai, mocking fyodor: what’s the point of saying meow if it’s not in a Russian accent?
Dazai: I dunno about you but Tom Riddle could grease my cork
Dazai: never thought I’d see the day when I’d be handcuffed in the band room but okay
Ranpo, putting on sunglasses inside: gotta rep that autism
*Dazai bitching and moaning about sore muscles*
Atsushi: be glad for the pain, it means you’re alive
Dazai: bitch you know I’m suicidal
Dazai, holding up a brightly colored Hawaiian shirt: oh my god guys this is the shirt I wore to emergency therapy after trying to off myself
Albatross: do y’all think I could pull off a black turtleneck or would I just look like that kid from The Incredibles
Atsushi, walking with his hoodie pocket full of tuners: I’m like a marsupial with my tuner babies
Dazai: Listen that song is a banger, but with all those weird time signatures I think that playing it would make me wanna kill— shit I forgot I’m not allowed to make that joke anymore
#bsd#bsd shitpost#Bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd dazai#bsd atsushi#bsd akutagawa#bsd skk#bsd yosano#bsd Tachihara#band#marching band#bsd incorrect quotes#I’ll add more if I think of more#bsd sigma#bsd Nikolai#Kyouka bsd#kenji bsd#Ango#bsd Ango#bsd headcanons#tw suicide#suicide mention#but it’s Dazai so I mean#bsd albatross
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npmd headcanons because my brain is rotted <3 <3
heehee hoohoo i am rotating the entirety of hatchetfield in my brain
im updating this as i think of more stuff so bear with me if this gets stupidly long
richie has audhd. i know this because he is me i am him we are EACH OTHER /j
ruth and richie met in the anime section of barnes and noble in middle school and nearly screamed when they realized they were going to the same high school later on
steph is lactose intolerant and is not brave about it ever. tries to share a hot chocolate with pete and spends the next three hours miserable
grace is doomed to kill in every timeline but it can be prevented by her best friends keeping her too occupied with mundane nonsense for her to find a gun
richie has so much tboy cringe energy. that man kins sasuke you cannot tell me i'm wrong
i have hit them all with my transgender and gay beam >:3c they're the friend group that hit their gender and sexuality realizations in waves. someone's egg cracked first (richie) and it set off a chain reaction
pete is genderfluid and usually presents masc (he/they)
bi with no strong preference either way
only recently began to dabble with femininity in his gender presentation
steph is gnc transmasc (he/she, used interchangeably)
bi with a masc preference
no matter who you are, if you have a crush on steph, you're gay. them's the rules pal
richie is transmasc (he/it)
aroace spectrum! he's demi on both ends, fluctuates pretty often.
somehow incredibly perceptive to romance unless it directly involves him, then he's as dense as a brick
ruth is a girlthing because she's swag like that (she/it/they)
pan with a fem preference
her preferred type is pathetic mascs and intimidating fems
grace is fem-presenting nonbinary (she/they)
formerly closeted lesbian
had the WORST case of comphet until she realized she didn't necessarily have to be attracted to MEN to be attracted to masculinity :3
max is transfem (she/he)
she's a butch lesbian!!! she doesn't feel pressured to be hyper-feminine after realizing she's trans, because she's already pretty happy with her outward presentation
saw all her new friends going through their various gender and sexuality realizations and is just "i hope this doesn't awaken anything in me :)" (it did)
OH also paul is richie's uncle! richie's dad is paul's older brother. they don't interact much but it is literally Autism to Autism
if the group were to fall victim to any of the Lords in Black, it'd probably be as follows:
max - wiggly. rage hatred biting nightmare nightmare >:3
steph - nibbly. he's got the closest ties to the CotSC and also we need more nibbly rep
pete - tinky. duh. probs gets trapped in the box in timelines where steph dies before him and he desperately wants to bring her back
richie - blinky. idk it's just vibes to me. he seems like the kind of guy to go nuts for eye symbolism
ruth - pokey. she's a theater kid and i think that pokey would have a field day shoving her into the fucked up and evil spotlight
grace - all of them. they take turns babysitting her in various timelines. she is their favorite child
richie 100% uses anime terminology to describe normal ass situations. he calls steph a tsundere once and steph has to act like her world wasn't just shifted two inches to the left for the rest of the day
oh also in redemption timelines they have movie / bingewatch nights!! they cycle between everyone's favorite shows or films. it's the best part of their week every single time
max was cast as a leading role the one and only time she ever auditioned for theater and it freaked her out so much that she declined the role
richie's hair is Like That because he tried to get the cool anime spiky hairstyle to work for him (it didn't) (he doesn't realize this until college)
pete was a greek mythology girlie i just know this. something about him screams "i read percy jackson way too much as a kid"
also grace hand embroiders all her clothes as a hobby! (this is semi-canon, since she has embroidered strawberries on the cuffs of her jeans in the show)
the first time steph smoked ouid, he made the mistake of using cbd oil and a pipe at the same time. man was in SPACE
all of them are poly with each other but at different levels:
steph and pete are Dating dating. so are max and grace. wholesome yaoi VS toxic yuri
ruth and steph are almost definitely "best friends" in the historical sense
richie and ruth are qpp. if they were both 100% straight they'd probably be the most annoying couple in the world
pete and richie kiss sometimes but its genuinely platonic for them. just bros being bros
ruth and pete are friends to ??? to lovers to friends who cuddle sometimes
richie and steph are polar opposites but they love each other to death. black cat and orange cat kind of relationship
max and grace barely intersect with the nerds but they still consider all four of them to be part of their weird situationship
(grace definitely experimented with all four of them, with max's permission. just to be Sure. y'know.)
max is doing her best to make amends with the nerds but it is very slow going. she has gotten to casual fistbump level with them though!
the nerds usually just look at max and grace from the sidelines like they're watching two wild beasts circling each other in their enclosure. their flirting is NOT rated pg
richie unintentionally dropped the fact that he has a fursuit - a timberwolf, because i'm projecting - and ended up helping everyone design their fursonas. pete is a traditional chimera (goat, snake, and lion), steph is a plain black cat, ruth is a flemish giant rabbit (she did research), grace is a sheep, and max is a checkered-tail nighthawk.
any time that the group gets spam calls, all they have to do is hand the phone to ruth and they get taken off the lists the moment she speaks. ruth was frustrated by it at first but it became a game of "how many companies can i inconvenience before they stop calling hatchetfield numbers entirely"
steph braided pete's hair once and he damn near proposed on the spot
ruth knows how to sew (from doing tech) and helps teach max how to mend her clothes! max ends up being really good at it! she goes on to teach the entire football team how to fix their uniforms and ruth ends up being the honorary team favorite for at least a year
im taking jon matteson's "richie should have blue hair in a movie version of NPMD" and fucking sprinting with it. he dyes his hair at least once a year and it's a wildly different color every time
ruth is the kind of gal to love games with lots of violence because it makes her feel like a badass vigilante (she can barely do a push-up in real life) (just like me)
steph is deeply afraid of large bodies of water. major L on his part seeing as he lives on a fucking island
bouncing off of the above hc, pete's afraid of planes. these two can't travel out of hatchetfield without one of them nearly shaking out of their own skin
max doesn't actually like football that much. she's REALLY good at it, yeah, but she'd prefer to play most other sports even if she isn't good at them! she likes the challenge of doing something she won't automatically win!
grace probably writes lists of things to keep everything in order. she's got lists of all her favorite foods, a checklist of daily chores, etc etc (it's also because she's got undiagnosed autism and she functions better when she has a Routine)
no matter what, pete will always stop and talk to the homeless man downtown. he doesn't really know why, though. (ted wishes he could say something to pete, but he never does. best to keep him at arms length.)
ruth really really really reeaaaally wants to cosplay but she's nervous that she'll be deemed as the "cringy weirdo" by other con-goers. she eventually admits this to richie, who rallies the group into a group cosplay for moral support
it takes a lot of debate for them to find a fandom they all want to cosplay from. they settled on FNAF, specifically security breach bc it's Timely (they go to the con in 2022)
pete is glamrock freddy, steph is monty, ruth is glamrock chica, and max is roxy!
richie was glamrock bonnie and he gets so mad when the official design comes out a year later bc it was completely different than what he imagined
grace eventually agrees to dress up as vanessa (she never played the games) (she thinks the pizzaplex is a real animatronic mall) (everyone they meet thinks she's method acting)
they end up crashing at ruth's place absolutely DRAINED. they all have imprints on their arms from carrying around an absurd amount of merch. pete nearly started a fistfight in the parking lot with a bakugo cosplayer. max nearly finished it.
they all agreed that it was one of the best things they've ever done and also to Never Do It Again
richie had a brief phase where he was obsessed with black butler and he regrets it to this day
grace and max both have scary dog energy but in different directions. max (post-transition) looks really intimidating at first glance but she's got golden retriever energy. grace will stare at you with the scariest fucking eyes if you're mean to retail employees
steph has always wanted a pet, but her dad never allowed it. when he moves out and gets an apartment with the nerds, they all agree to rescue a pair of bonded cats for his birthday. steph doesn't stop crying for at least an hour
steph and pete named one of the cats, while ruth and richie picked the other one's name.
Mittens is the Lautski baby, a black and white girlie who is incapable of mischief. she's like the disney ideal of a cat. she's a cuddle monster and will be so sad if you have to get up and do things without her
ruth and richie are the proud coparents of Sir Jotaro Gooberton (the Third). he is the most stupid tabby you will ever meet in your life and he has made the crime rate in the household go up tenfold.
a very common Lautski date night is going to the candle section of walmart and just sniffing every single one of those bad boys until they get a headache
#richie lipschitz#ruth fleming#stephanie lauter#peter spankoffski#grace chasity#grace chastity#max jagerman#nerdy prudes must die#hatchetfield#headcanons#the wolf barks
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hi, dad!
i made some new friends recently and because i’m in a REALLY small non-toxic fandom, i’m friends (or at least moots£ with most people in the fandom :D
and the best part about the fandom is: everyone is queer (i’m trans, gay & caedaroace), everyone is pro-otherkin (i’m a fictkin) and everyone respects the creators and actors boundaries on not sexualising the characters! (other than two people. but one left the fandom (THANK GOD..) and the other i don’t interact with as much because she’s got some… interesting takes…!).
also it means i’m more focused on making fanfiction for my friends and myself instead of for the kudos and comments because it’s a small fandom.
AND it means i’m not constantly exposed to ableism, because in the fandom i was in there was a canonically disabled character who’s disability was erased after a disabled actor experienced discrimination and people forgot about it and were overall ableist to said character… :(
the fandom is a musical that has explicit queer rep (two gay characters, one nonbinary bisexual character, one genderqueer-coded lesbian character and one pansexual character), an accurate depiction of hypersexuality in two characters, an accurate depiction of an abusive relationship an accurate depiction of an autistic character and also accurate depictions of trauma!! :D
but somehow in an all-queer fandom (aside from one person, but he’s chill!) everyone somehow misgenders the nonbinary character even though they explicitly use they/them and gender neutral terms… (“there’s no way THEY’D help you if you killed THEIR girlfriend”, “a MAGE left the prison, THEY could find you today”, “alright, loverMAGE, we’re going in”, “maddox, her LOVER…” “ the MAGE? what do THEY have to do with this?”) … it’s only like one person that i can see (the person who has the… interesting… takes) but it still pisses me off because they’re made to be nonbinary, but because the actor has long hair and he has makeup on and is trans but uses any pronouns (iirc?) people take that as them being gendered.. :(
the way autism is portrayed in this makes me really happy, because the autistic character is never explicitly mentioned as autistic because it’s a medieval-set musical, but he’s confirmed autistic! he has a personality outside of his special interest—which is birds and nature to some extent—and he also DOES swear (once, but STILL!!!), understand sexual references and hes also sarcastic!!
and the way abusive relationships are portrayed, as someone who was in one, makes me so happy. the abuser is called out on his behaviour multiple times, it’s not fetishised, the victim gets another partner who is everything he needed and it also shows how some victims, after the relationship, still have feelings for the abuser or victimise the abuser jshsns
AND all the characters have personalities aside from being queer while queer & trans love is still a main theme!
all the cast is queer too, and so are the writers! and there’s only one guy in the cast who, to my knowledge, is cis. and the thing that makes me really liek ‘jdhahanaj’ is the fact NO ONE MISGENDERS ANYONE (aside from jordan i mean the person with shit opinions… to the nonbinary character :(()
(sorry if this is really rambly, this is my special interest!!!)
i hope you have a good day/afternoon/evening/night !! (it’s 2AM while i’m writing this, so i’m gonna go to sleep..)
— robin
Hey kiddo!!! That sounds incredible!! What's the name of the musical? I'll have to check it out!
- dad x
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My favorite things about all my Skyrim followers:
KAIDAN
-wicked ass armor and weapon with fucking tigers on it
-realistic cursing in life or death situations
-literally the most realistic male dialogue ever with his corny ass innuendos. ‘This monument, does it remind you of me, love? Just kidding.’
-so goated in battle. Mans can kill a dragon so easy and i don’t need to do anything but look pretty
-ACCENT.
CARYALIND
-his hair is so fluffy. I bet it smells like roses and vanilla bean, what’s your secret bb
-such a sweetheart all the time. No wonder he can’t be Thalmor, he has too much heart for it
-fucking backstory. It’s very Zuko without villain redemption arc, and the fact that he still worries about the LDB thinking worse of him for being Thalmor royalty is just *chef’s kiss*
-ACE REP. I really fucking love how he can dress like a hoe, flirt like a hoe, and look so hot but have no interest in sex. Mmm that’s my jam that’s what I like.
-boob window
-Kaidan interactions! Proving that Altmer can be kind and sweet and not lighting-shooting British assholes
INIGO
-the backstories for everyone are so damn tearjerking but this guy?? Don’t even get me started on this mans scars I will cry
-literally autism. Says everything on his mind. Sir you are me
-blue. And a cat. What else??
-Lucien and him have a bromance that hits so good
-suplexes Nazeem with only his vibes
-sings original songs, where’s his soundcloud
KHASH
-okay first off i was writing a character just like her for the daughter of my LDB and Revyn. Never knew about her but this is Leeta come to life and i crave it
-pottymouth
-Kaidan Big Bro protection dialogue
-so happy when she kills things
-literally exactly what I expected a baby Argonian to sound like. So cute. So grumpy
-her outfit is just on point. If i hadn’t transitioned i would be cottagecore peasant dress woman with cats
LUCIEN
-like Cary, he is just sweet himbo no brain
-kid in a candy shop vibes. He is amazed by the wonders of this world
-the nerdiest mans you know, would probably never shut up about shit with Auryen but i haven’t gotten that far yet
-bottom energy
-AUTISM once again
-also sings!! Can sing ‘Toss a Coin to Your Witcher’ parody!!
AURI
-she is the Moment
-eats people and only meat. Wanna see someone react to ThatVeganTeacher with her as a vtuber model oml
-bullies Lucien (affectionately)
-cool pod
-looks like she could kill you and could actually kill you
-slams ALL haters and unworthy into the ground with her dialogue. Faendal ily but you don’t deserve her
RUMARIN
-a sweetheart himbo
-very Skilled with magic, specifically bound weapons. As someone who uses conjuration as their main line of magic, because dremora and bound bow go brr, I LOVE THAT
-not really good at speaking poorly of anyone tbh
-like lucien, he’s optimistic and fun to be around
-very…earthy. Jank. Grungy. Not what you’d expect from an Altmer, to be living as an adventurer mercenary, and i like that for him
-eats in bed, brain too empty to clean for long periods of time
-polyamorous pansexual King
-says Z like zed, which makes linguistics in Skyrim lore interesting
NEBARRA
-literally me
-sarcasm to the max
-name means ‘foreigner’ or ‘scorned’ or something transgender. anyway, king nihilist shit
-only wants the good wines
-also, the Accent, very good very sass
-Shakespearean insults for days
-also regular insults
-just…insults
-mystery and striking fear into the hearts of all
TALIESIN
-i thought no one could top Revyn in vibes of what Elder Scrolls character i would kin but then ✨he✨ came along
-no idea why Altmer are Brits but with him, i can vibe with it he sounds so good
-giggles evilly in fights
-s a s s
-pansexual!! We are putting queer in the game! (Even tho all vanilla spouses are, in the most Basic sense, bisexuals)
-the spice he can add with Cary as a protector/snarky best friend. I Need their backstory
-afraid of dogs, cat person
-just an absolute bitch to the Dragonborn but like in a way my gay friends are to me
-eyeliner on fleek
HONORABLE MENTIONS FOR SKEEVER AND CROC
-silly voice go brrr
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King Ohger and Donbrothers for the ask thing
KING OHGER
❤ Favorite Male: JERAMIE BRASIERI!!!!
❤ Favorite Female: Morphonia :)
❤ Favorite Pairing: Red white and royal blue baby B) (Jeramie gira and Yanma)
❤ Least Favorite Character: racules. Sorry besties he’s just kinda there but I don’t hate him most of the time
❤ who’s most like me: my bestie said Yanma when he’s not angry so I’m goin w that djdjs
❤ most attractive: j. Jeramie. Are you sensing a pattern
❤ three more characters that I like: RITA!!! Love me some nonbinary rep it actually makes me so happy. Suzume rules and I miss her v much excited to see her return. I absolutely love Grodies design also so he gets a mention
DONBROTHERS
❤ Favorite Male: this one is so fuckin hard how dare u but if probably Sonoi even tho I could also say Tarou and Sonoza and-
❤ Favorite Female: HARUKA!!! HARUKA WAAAAAAAAA
❤ Favorite Pairing: Sonotarou. Duh
❤ Least Favorite Character: Sonoshi. Fuck you what’s up w the fucking ear wax glitter shit. Freak
❤ who’s most like me: Tarou. It’s the autism
❤ most attractive: Tarou and Sononi :) they’re all lovely tho
❤ three more characters that I like: SONONI!!! Her relationship with the concept of love kills me. Also Kaito cuz what the fuck is his deal I love him. I already half said Sonoza but. Yeah he’s my fucjin guy
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i wish i existed for like. me? i think thats not coming across how i want but what im saying is right (ramble/rant)
im mentally ill like most people are hello mento illness community but ? ive spent a lot of time reflecting and adapting and ITS KINDA SAD ive just learned to co-exist with this shit even when there is technically some kind of cure somewhere. i remember my therapist told me i find too much comfort in my sadness and thats still true, but like. IDK im living still which is good
cuz ive spent so much time with self reflection i just get it bro 😭😭 i know how to handle other people with bpd pretty well, like. ill do things specifically NO MATTER WHO IT IS whether they have bpd or not i wanna make sure i dont accidentally give anyone RSD if i can help it yknow? pick my words carefully and i try my best to speak in a way that lets people know i want to include them cuz i feel excluded a lot
same with depression, obviously i dont have pretty tiktok depression ive got sleep for 12 hours dont take care of my body rot in my room type but i see it so???? ITS LIKE THAT ONE POST LIKE " 'people get so depressed they dont brush their teeth??? 😰' people get so depressed they kill themselves" LIKE.. ITS CRAZY SKJFSF its just the sad reality with all mental illness, if its not aesthetic and if yr displaying negative symptoms, people arent activists anymore, they dont really care. theyll degrade and dehumanize you just like everyone else
SO i do my best to make sure ? idk i GET IT, so i want to make sure if anyone feels that way, they know i wont degrade them either, that i wont feel disgusted with them or what have you
I JUST WISH THAT LIKE. lord knows i dont want to be friends with myself ew that guy sucks but sometimes i wish the people around me felt more like i do. my family does just think im disgusting even when i explain i dont have the energy to even move sometimes, im constantly suppressing my sadness, rage, even my joy. constantly holding my mouth shut whenever something upsets me and makes me feel rejected cuz i know no one is gonna understand unless they go through what i go through
cuz i know how tiring it is, idk i just want other people to know that i see you and yr not awful for being mentally ill. really tired of all the stigma surrounding various mental disorders cuz it like. it seems like it never goes away???? no matter how much systems scream about DID rep in media it never gets any better (the best example i can think of in recent is moon knight and that still has its flaws), no matter how many bpd support groups there are people still think yr an abuser the second they hear you have it, same with npd and honestly all the cluster b disorders. the seriousness of depression and anxiety is often overlooked, autism and adhd are either glamorized like hell or completely looked down upon, its so. dumb
the problem is, once they learn you are mentally ill in some way, you no longer have a voice. because yr crazy and why should they listen to you? thats how they feel basically. they see us as like. subhuman?? not well enough to make our own decisions apparently, which is so sad and so fucked up. instead of helping you cope with these problems, they just strip away yr humanity. so if they wont make us feel welcome, i can at least do my part to make other people feel welcome, yknow?
i just wish that people would do that for me 😔 no one ever disputes that im disgusting or lazy, they always shit on me for being so anxious and paranoid, like my entire existence is a burden on the people i know. the only way to not feel like that is if i never share my mental issues to begin with, which has its own problems. i do have some people who treat me well despite my flaws, but a majority dont. guess thats just reality for people like me
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you have some skill in making me spiral with every word you write
imagine just reading a reply and you get hit with a crazy soul read and then with the most delicious concept idea ARI WHATTTTT
BTWWWW THAT SUNFLOWER FACT IS TRUE I'M PRETTY SURE (love how neither of went to fact check it)(we just know it's true) HEHEHEHE WE ARE SO CUTE
OKAY OKAY OKAY we should do a late spring/early summer wedding so we'll get to have fresh newly bloomed irises there!!!! must have!!!
YAYY ARI LORE YIPPEE omfg yess coffee AND tea i knew you were the one for me i love them both too heheheh AND YOU LIKE HERBAL TEA WITH HONEY ARI DO YOU KNOW WHAT MY FAVOURITE TEA IS? DO YOU? CAN YOU GUESS IT ALREADY? IT'S HERBAL. ANY KIND. AND ALWAYS. ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS. WITH HONEY. AAAAAAAAAAAAA i actually fucking despise sugar in tea i think it's so... bad............... lmao borderline disgusting sorry sugary tea lovers okay but my all time favourite is peppermint tea mmmmmmmmm my beloved i just recently found a brand that actually makes good peppermint tea sigh i love it so much
as for the diabolical fucking soul read.... what'd you mean the signals in your brain told you i like cold coffee more than hot coffee HOW LIKE HOW THOUGH HOW ARE YOU INSIDE MY BRAIN???? WHAT my mouth was hanging open like a stupid fucking fish when i saw that bc what. i haven't really thought about whether i like it cold more but i can tell you for a fact that i always drink it when it's already cold bc i always fucking forget about it lmaooo but then again whenever i go out i usually get an iced coffee...... ari how did you come up with this i'm genuinely so shocked wow anyway i love a good old frappe yum
omfg ur so right ashley is 100000% there just for chris' romance. "romance". eye roll. they're so lame. SO GLAD THAT YOU'RE AS EXCITED AS I AM THOUGHH TRUST I'LL POST ABOUT IT JUST FOR YOU HEHEHHEHE
ALBERT CALMUUUUSSS I'VE HEARD OF THE MAN AND I HAVE THE BOOK ON MY LITTLE WISHLIST ALREADY HEHEHEH so good to get the ari stamp of approval though. "might not be very good rep because he does kill a guy" well sometimes murder is okay shit happens i can't wait to read about this normal guy
i'm so excited for you to meet nikolai!!!! i like him a lot a lot a lot and overall i like the fyodor/nikolai dynamic so much too!! and i think you will like it too lmao on the topic of bsd though i was super scared about losing intrest in jjk too!!!!!!!!! i have a tendency to change my hobbies (derogatory)(more like they just slip away sometimes sadly) BUT I THINK JJK IS SO DEEPLY ENGRAVED IN ME (and you) THAT IT HAD NO EFFECT WHATSOEVER ON IT THEY'RE BOTH LIVING INSIDE ME NOW but yeah i totally understand your point so yk no pressure to watch it lmao need you to know that it's always no rush no pressure with me i think i'd rather die than to pressure sb into smth............ IT WILL FIND YOU WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT
AND EEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE TECCHOU SOOOOOO MUCHHH MY LITTLE AUTISM GUY HE'S THE ONEEEEEE NEED TO HUG HIM SO BADLY I'M AFRAID I NEED HIM LIKE I NEED A WEIGHTED BLANKET THIS IS WHO HE IS TO MEEEEE AND JOUNO AAAAAAA ari/mickey duo literally always slaps huh not to be annoying but when i saw him i immediately thought about whether you'd like him heheh i love their dynamic so much too bsd needs to calm down my brain can't handle all of these i love how they're really like a married couple they're just bickering all the time (like all of the other duos who am i kidding)
now now now for the insane brain killer of a sentence
image of prince!dazai just flooded my brain oh no
ARI WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU YOU CAN'T JUST SAY STUFF LIKE THAT PRINCE!DAZAI???? PRINCE!DAZAI?????????????????????????????????????????????????+ AGDJHMBNWHKGJWNMDGJWQBD,AHBDKJGVDJAGWDKAWIDHKALWUDHS
i read this and i closed the fucking app. I'M SORRRYYY PRINCE!DAZAIII???????????ABSDHAMSDHQWDMHWADWQ ARI I'M FUCK I CAN'T HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BUT HE I SHIT okay c'mon now deep breaths.................... prince!gojo n prince!dazai are holding hands smiling standing above my grave are you fucking kidding HE'S SUCH A LITTLE DICKHEAD PRINCESS oh my fucking god i'm trying to imagine a reader i don't think this one would be a knight i think this one would be wait wait what do you think about like arranged marriage????? like the reader is a somebody from fuck knows where and now they're destined to marry this annoying prince who only knows jokes and teasing never showing any signs of vulnerability whatsoever???? but then maybe one night the reader wakes up and he's not in bed (btw they argued over the fact that reader obviously didn't wanna sleep in the same bed as him but also refused to take the couch but dazai also refused to take the couch??? so they ended up sleeping on the same bed but with a pillow wall between them) and the reader finds him in the bathroom yk smth smth about the bandages and the scars underneath them... and it's all very gentle and maybe the reader helps him take a bath yk to relax him to make him feel better maybe they both end up in the tub?? NOTHING SEXUAL THOUGH I REPEAT NOTHING SEXUAL THIS IS IMPORTANT this would just be very soft n gentle just two annoying hard-heads opening up their hearts to each other...
SIGHH YOU TELL ME maybe this is too ooc?? fuck idk lmao but i think it'd be cute i need your opinions and thoughts though desperately need them actually + do you think dazai is the type to be able to keep his cool or does he sometimes get flustered... i think he's definitely better at keeping his cool than gojo is but i absolutely adore the fanart i've seen of soukoku where dazai occasionally starts to stutter a little lmao just every once in a while yk
+ this also just popped into my head and well i'm just making it canon in my head that dazai can play the piano??? he can. he told me himself. and also prince!dazai and his betrothed love to mess with the guards of the castle like they very quickly thought of a scheme of the dazai distracting them and the reader stealing smth from behind their backs just like cupcakes or smth i don't know why cupcakes that was the first thing that came to mind but you get it
well i hope you enjoyed another one of my spitballs that sound absolutely fucking disgusting let's ignore that i hope YOU slept so well i hope the sleep was keeping you locked tf down!!!! you deserve the best sleep in the world and i'll fight for you to have it thank you for indulging me in these silly little things LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU<3333333333
HAPPY FUCKING SUNDAY MY LITTLE IRIS!!! I HOPE THE SUN IS SHINING AND THE BRAIN IS BRAINING MWAHHH i am here to present you another silly little tiktok hehehe u mentioned nikolai as one of your blorbos so this was JUST RIGHT it made me laugh... maybe a bit too much........... i hope u enjoy LOVE U
https://www.tiktok.com/@pencil.slipped/video/7331589407524408618
- @softgirlgonehaywire
HELLOOOOOOO MY LOVELY SUNFLOWER happy. monday ….. almost tuesday …… hey hey did u know that sunflowers turn to face each other when there isn’t any sunlight around??? idk if that’s true it’s just smth i heard ISN’T IT SO SWEET THOUGH :(((( they’re so cute i’m weeping……
PHDJDJFUFJ THE TIKTOK???? MICKEY????? 😭😭😭😭 thank u it broke me a little i think OK BUT THEY WOULD GET ALONG WOULDN’T THEY…. gojo has a thing for murderous meowmeows <333 nikolai is one of those blorbos that i havent actually Met yet but i know a bit abt him and i love him oh so much….. i also have the biggest weakness for jester-inspired characters so i simply can’t resist him :’3 i am nomnoming the nikolai content thank u my dearest mickey for ur tribute
ALSOOOO i’m using this ask as an opportunity to respond to ur other letter hehe :33 i have a lot to say sadly i’m also scatterbrained & sleepy but i’m gonna try to remember everything !!! rubbing my three remaining braincells together just for u <33
ok first off some ari lore … my fave season is autumn w summer close behind BUT since spring is ur favorite we can have a spring wedding <33 in knight!reader’s honour too!!!! they’ll be there somewhere… lurking…… sunbathing……. the meowmeow of all time
AND AND when it comes to coffee and tea i’m not picky!! i love them both!!! no matter what kind!!! i like any and all coffee combos, just depends on my mood it’s the caffeine addiction i think but my overall preference is probably black w just a lil bit of cream <333 it has to be super duper hot bc lukewarm coffee makes me deeply uncomfortable (super duper cold is fine though!!) and i love love tea i couldn’t live w/o it…… my only pref is that i like to pour some cream in my black tea, and some honey in herbal tea :33 WHAT ABT U MICKEY I HAVE TO KNOW the signals in my brain tell me u like cold coffee more than warm coffee….. but i don’t even know if u drink coffee at all…… ALSO I NEED TO KNOW UR FAV KIND OF TEA i’ll make it for u in my brain every morning 🙏🙏
moving on to until dawn ARI/MICKEY GOING STRONG AS ALWAYS ashley is my least favorite character 😳😳 i just feel like everyone else is sooo girlypop or silly or at least a lil queer but she’s just kinda There……… for the chris romance………. and ofc i can’t forgive the emily slander!!!! we need to protect our wife mickey :((( nobody gets her like we do i fear
AND AAAA A REMAKE !!! WAITTTT THAT’S SO EXCITING MORE INTERACTIONS TOO…… ok but screaming while playing it was soooo real of u if i ever played it on my own i fear i wouldn’t survive AND THE SOUNDTRACKS!!!! god mickey i just remembered i still haven’t listened to the ones u recommended before :’33 i have them all written down so trust that i’ll get to them hehe BUT THESE ONES….. gosh i’m a little enamored w them….,, the theme from the lighthouse is soooo atmospheric i can practically taste the Vibe of it all…… it’s the kind of theme that would give me immense anxiety if i watched the movie LMAO but it’s somehow so pretty too yk??? the murky sea vibe…. AND THE THEME FROM THE WITCH goshhhh it’s genuinely so bewitching pun intended IT’S SO ENCHANTING???? just so vivid…. i alr know his work for until dawn is gonna make everything sooo much more intense and authentic i’m so excited mickey …… when u play it u gotta post abt it so i can feel included PHDKDBDJDB
ANYWAY BSD YAY YAY :3333 i feel like u mentioned having finished it all in another letter… i think i might’ve forgotten to respond to it 😔😔 forgive me and my scatterbrained tendencies KNOWING U ENJOYED IT MAKES ME SOOO EXCITED i’m a little afraid that i’ll fall out of my perpetual jjk phase if i watch anything else but literally the MOMENT i start watching bsd again i’m running over to ur blanket fort!!! i’m so excited to compare favs and moments we like hehe…. nikolai is just so sillyyy and i was really moved by that One panel where he takes off his mask and tells atsushi that he’s perfectly sane i must’ve been like 15 when i first saw it??? blew my mind i think it kinda set the tone for the villains i enjoy now … nikolai crawled so kenny could sprint… etc etc……. silly little queer villains who don’t remember what regret feels like anymore <3333
ALSO MICKEY u like tecchou right….. obv i don’t know much abt either one yet but i alr love jouno a lot!! once again we’re the duo of all time >:33 AND MANNNNN….. if u ever start writing for bsd just know i’ll be the first in line to eat it up !! i just know ur dazai would be the most lovesick catcoded little trainwreck ever 🥺🥺 an image of prince!dazai just flooded my brain oh no
one last thing!!!! before i forget!!!!! a little birdie told me that u started reading no longer human….. 👀👀👀 and what u said abt the mc being autistic made me think of another existentialist book where the mc is commonly interpreted as being a sociopath or something similar but he’s Literally Just Autistic. to me. there’s lots of room for interpretation but the coding is very much there … might not be very good rep because he does kill a guy lmao but i love him he means the world to me :((( the book is ”the stranger” by albert camus btw it’s short and u can read it online here i ADORE camus’ style of writing sm…. the vibe of it all….. the main themes are isolation + what it means to be human and. idk it just really really moved me… esp the very last line…. :c it’s very dear to me!! would highly recommend hehe
ok that’s all i think…, i always worry that i forgot to mention something or comment on something hhhh my brain really is just . a bit scattered all the time T_T BUT ILY MICKEY thank u for always checking in my sunniest little flower i hope u have dreams so sweet u wake up smiling <33333 pressing many tiny kisses on ur nose and cheeks and forehead mwah mwah mwah
#good morning my iris#wait also knight!sugu babysitting three feral puppies#HASHGASGHAHGSGHAHGSA#that's so fucking cute#i'm so hyped for it#i'm gonna buy myself chocolate and make hot cocoa on friday when it drops i'm so fucking ready aaaaaaaaa#i hope i didn't forget anything...#I LOVE EXCHANING LETTER WITH YOUU MWAHH#love u hug u kiss u#have a wonderful day!!!#(threat)#ari <3#mickey can't stop thinking
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you don’t understand lobby boy the hotel is everything to me. he’s some guy just some dude. he’s a guy i would never want to see in real life anywhere. they fucked up his sandwich 4 times. they know his sandwich order by heart. he loves bugs they’re his best friend. if i found out he actively had maggots in him in his skin i would not be surprised. he eats a cheese like a mouse. if he ate any cheese at all he would throw up. he has one strand of hair on his head like a baby, and he’s also bald as hell. his face is full of weird trypophobia sleeper agent holes that ooze Weird mystery goo but i wouldn’t be afraid to touch him even if the goo killed me. he’s perfect autism rep he’s scared of it all. he’s a babygirl he’s a meow meow he’s some disgusting thing lying dead on the side of the road but most of all….he’s Nice :)
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top 5 disco elysium moments i have never played the game but ithink you should explain it like i know everything already anyways
anon uve triggered my autism beam
these r vaguely ranked but also i. i dont promise coherency and if i thought abt it with more brain theyd be different.
5) ok this is the last one im writing and idk. theres so many good scenes and moments and nevermind. the chair. the fucking CHAIR and evrart. it took me 200hrs to see what happens when u PASS the composure check like. tbh failing this check is basically canon. slide down it like a jello shot. again like the megarich container guy this is one of those possible early moments of 'ou this games a fucking weird comedy' and i just. best way to assert dominance with the corrupt commie boss like 'what a great display of... idek what that was' and im pretty sure u lose a rep point with kim if u fail it too like. kim dont be mad this is just my interogattion technique im not giving the rcm a bad rep i promise kim
actually some honourable mentions: lamby, boardgames with kim, joyce pale convo, kim voice dilligent boy, THE CHURCH I DIDNT MENTION THE CHURCH i love doin the dance after gettin shot its so funny. love the rave kids. shivers voice theres a hole in my heart. the fucking 'lookin to score some d girl!' bit with kim & acele thats comedy gold actually. thats brilliant. i might just start listening everything. pinball with kim when u pass it im just like. kim why dyou sound so smitten . the piss and fuck jackets. actually i really like the whole bit with the working class woman that was Devasting. even more so when i realised u could actually tell her ud look for her husband ...... i liked the jamais vu viscal pleasure wheel bit after (i think that was added with the update? yes it was) altho i dont remember specifics just. his brain reconstructin smth as idk.. smth to make him feel better? felt bittersweet. i should go see that scene again.
ok ill fuckin wrap this up. 'are u... a really good detective?' great line and not a moment per say but. the fact that jean just. hangs around the whirling for several days in that fuckin wig like, obvs he doesnt move spots bcs its a video game (despite the edc lines showin that he does do other shit) cuz u need to know where to find him. but he just fuckin commits like. the character building from all this shit for whats technically a minor character. brilliant. doesnt HE have a fuckin job to do. also titus is always in the whirling for the same video game reason so like. yes. yes to that rarepair.
3) communist book club and the tower building that was soooooo cool not to mention the fuckin hilarity of readin bout inframaterialism for the first time nd going "???? is this pseudoscience in the game or can it ACTUALLY fucking happen like wtf"
2) karoke. pass over fail tbh limbic system KILLS it (and its more lyrical spoken word doesnt fit the song nd also i thot id actually hear harrys voice during that scene and we kinda did but like thats a different tangent) and kims support 'detective du bois... it was down right tragic' and the edc or concept check? concept i 5hink that was like 'to him that represented being an rcm member perfectly' like HELLO??? kim bestie its not 2 late for a career change. AND not to mention gartes reaction to it like... u really get the feeling that he Will get rid of the machine if harry fucks it up. however i do like the pass as well bcs a) harrys had enough cringe fail b) jeans deadbeat litany of 'yeah its shit it sucked awful' like. thats how he talks 2 harry when hes being NICE its so funny. het life partners <33
4) mega rich light bending guy. AGAIN the weiss thingymay coefficent where ur like 'is this an actual Thing or is harry just fuckin insane' nd also i crit succeeded on my first playthru real early on when i hadnt seen any of the wacky shit yet nd it just. the -2 if u have the artcop thought the fuckin ultralib shit . u get like 4 ultralib points at LEAST if u pass/fail the right concept check. god not to mention kim earnestly suggesting rcm reforms like kim bestie kim kim my bestfriend kim its not 2 late for a career change. also if u get the 100 real and kims like 'ur full of surprises most of them bad but some of them good' soooo true <33
1) salami man.
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et any more than ten notes, but fuck it, here are the reasons why Entrapta should have been kidnapped instead of Catra :
Catra's redemption would have felt more well earned - if Catra was trying to find a way to help Glimmer and Entrapta, then her change would seem more legitimate. She already showed signs of guilt through her nightmares of what she did to Entrapta. Instead of falling to her old ways like in Prime's ship, she would most likely go through a complete 180 and almost kill herself while trying to prove her worth. Imagine Catra trying to befriend Emily and Imp so they could find a way to save Entrapta, putting aside her past grievances with them so they could signal Entrapta on Prime's ship. Maybe Imp was the one collecting robot bits, so they could give it to Entrapta once they find her. Maybe Emily showed one of Entrapta's old recordings before she was sent to Beast Island for the sake of filling the empty space she left. The possibilities are endless.
Making the princesses look more justified in their anger - The princesses' ableism was handled terribly. There is no way around this. Neurotypicals obviously wrote episode two, and it shows*. However, once you replace Entrapta with Catra, their anger, hostility, and Scorpia's timidness make way more sense. Mermista's rage especially makes the most sense since Saelinas was the kingdom was fell first thanks to Catra and Hordak. Instead of making all of our favorite characters, ableist assholes, this plotline makes them more human. The power of friendship can only run so far, after all, and every single princess is allowed to have a breaking point in trust.
It would showcase Entrapta's real priorities - For most of the show, both fans and characters see Entrapta as someone who would never care about anything other than tech. Now, if that were true, then Entrapta would have no problem joining Prime's side. But that's not what would happen. Instead, Entrapta would unleash hell on Prime's ship without Prime even noticing. Sending signals to Etheria and new tech designs, helping Glimmer escape and sending her back to the Best Friends Squad, all while showing zero hesitation. Entrapta loves tech unconditionally until it starts to mess with her friends.
It could show ableism correctly through Prime with how he would treat Entrapta - This is my scenario of how Entrapta ends up on Prime's ship (please tell me if you have anything better): Prime, after looking into Hordak's memories, sees a young and brilliant scientist. Prime decided to show her his ship, trying to seduce Entrapta into improving his tech while convincing her that a 'defective, retarded, emotionless' Etherian like her could never truly be great, so she might as well give up now. He would touch without her consent and shame her for turning his "affection" away. Instead of falling to his manipulations, Entrapta realizes that he is afraid of her. She's biologically different then most Etherians, and Prime doesn't know how to control her. That gives her the final push of courage she needed to have to go behind Prime's back and rescue Glimmer. By making Prime ableist instead of the princesses, the show tells us how ableist is bad and disables people deserve more respect (I know that most of the show's fans are above fifteen, but with how the fandom has been acting, they deserve to be taught like children).
It would give a parallel 'be careful what you wish for' between Entrapta and Catra - At the start of the series, all Entrapta wanted was to see more advanced tech, and all Catra wanted was to see Etheria conquered. They both got exactly what they wanted, and their lives couldn't be worse.
A chipped Entrapta breaking free from the hive mind because of her autism would be awesome - That's it. That's the pro. I'm incredibly desperate for more good autism rep, and this would be amazing.
Catra and Adora bonding while in space would be excellent for both characters - As much as I love the angst from chipped Catra, it feels more like fanservice now. At the end of the day, it felt like Catra and Adora didn't bond enough to have a solid devolvement in their relationship. This could change if they went to space together with Bow. Instead of spending just half of the last season together, they spend the next eleven episodes bonding in the insanity of their situation. It would also allow more time for Catra to understand Adora's abuse under Shadow Weaver. By forcing those two into a close space in the middle of nowhere, they would have no choice but to confront the other about their issues. And speaking of much-needed bonding time.
Glimmer would get a chance to face Catra about Angella's death - If there is one thing I will never forgive season five for, is forgetting Angella's death. It was Glimmer's main motivation to take more action against the Horde, it was what almost drove Micah to despair, and it was the final nail in the coffin for Adora, making her stop taking the blame for everything and take Catra's threat to the world more seriously. But then season five happened and they just... forgot about her? She was never mentioned again because if she were mentioned, Catra would look bad, and Glimmer would have a reason to hate her. But if Glimmer were to meet Catra again outside of Prime's ship, with all the trauma she went through there, she would definitely take out on Catra (kind of like how Katara took out her anger on Zuko after he joined the gang).
Hordak would join the Best Friend Squad early after they save Entrapta and would get more devolvement as a result- If you think for one second that Hordak won't abandon Prime after what he did to Entrapta, then you haven't been watching the same show. I don't know how he joins the BFS. Maybe Catra tried to find him to fix her mistakes**, maybe he finds them by accident and remembers some of the past events as a result, or maybe he was one of the clones that witnessed chipped Entrapta and got a wake-up call. Either way, he wouldn't sit back and watch Prime continue to ruin his only friend's life. This would give him more screen time to show his backstory more clearly, give more sympathy for the clones along with a better redemption arc. And finally, the most crucial point.
Catra's growth would be more consensual - Most of Catra's maturity seemed to be out of her control. She helped Glimmer because she felt like no one wants her anymore. She had her hair cut because Prime wanted her to look more tamed. She was buddy-buddy with Glimmer and Bow because the plot says so. Nothing that happened this season seemed to be with Catra's consent, which made me feel extremely uncomfortable. Instead of watching Catra go through glorified torture porn, imagine her changing from her own free will. She cuts her because her hair reminds her of how Shadow Weaver's hair looked wild when she was angry. She changes clothes because she didn't want to wear her crown anymore. She goes to space with Bow and Adora because she wants to do good with her life, and is tired of being the mean old bully she was never meant to be. Doesn't this seem more satisfying?
*here, here, here, here and here are some metas about why Entrapta’s treatment was written terribly. I’m too tired to explain myself, and these posts tell the show’s problems better then I could
** I really like the idea of Catra finding the Luvd crystal and returning it to Hordak as a way apologize for how she has separated them. It would also be a cool parallel to all the times she took the crystal out of Hordak’s suit.
Edit: holy shit, there were so many typos here. Why didn’t any of you guys tell me?
Double edit: soooooo... I may or may have not written a fic...that you can read here...please support me, my brain is begging for more serotonin.
#She Ra and the Princesses of Power#she ra#SPoP#Adora#Catra#Catradora#Hordak#Entrapta#EntrapDak#Scorpia#Mermista#Perfuma#Glimmer#Bow
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My WIPs (info for fun)
This is just a post with most of my WIPs that I'm currently working on and their rankings. For some context in case you're worried about my worthiness to write on these topics I am a queer neurodiverse trans guy who's done a lot of research into queer topics, autism, good representation, philosophy, true crime and consent laws. I am not trying to offend anybody with my content and if anything here bothers you I can add tw tags :) More below the cut!
Main Project: In By Sunset. A young adult supernatural romance set in the 1800's with a queer twist. Main Characters: Rhysander 'Rhys' Evans, Jesse Galloway, Arthur 'Artie' Stark, Wolfe 'Tobias' Woods. Plot/synopsis: In an English town full of monsters and myths, a bunch of private school boys and an illigitimate faery prince work to solve the problem of how to save their friend's stolen immortal soul while navigating the difficulties of romance, grudges, and magical corruption. (Basically Rhys's dumb ancestor is a theiving magic man and made it Everyone's Problem. Fuck Evangelos Andreadis all my homies hate Evangelos Andreadis)
Most Fun: Fireflies. A young adult polyam romance about faeries and supernatural obligations. Main Characters: Igris Fletcher. Prince Basilton of the bugs (Basil or Baz.) Abernathy. Antagonist: Jupiter. Plot/synopsis: The unwitting embodiments of Life and Death and a Victorian Dandy struggle with the ethics and safety of revenge murder while going to college in order to find their own paths unrelated to the forces of the universe that guide them. (Also. Faeries again! Another illigitimate prince but slightly More Legitimate. Because he is prince of something. And it is bugs. Also enemies to lovers with Abernathy the bird man and Basil the buglover.)
Most Problematic: Sweet and Sordid. Main Characters: Montel Leo Marx. Louis Victor AKA The Decorator. Grant Hill. Charles Byrne. Plot/synopsis: A philosophy teacher/stalker becomes obsessed with a serial-killing FBI Autopsy Surgeon who would do anything to protect him, while two profilers come closer and closer to finding his secret. (It is from the antagonists perspective mostly. And it's problematic (aside from the obvious) because Montel is sort of into eugenics. Which I DO NOT ENDORSE. Just a disclaimer. I tried to make this as unbelievably fucked up and uncomfortable as possible while also making the characters somewhat sympathetic. I was very interested playing around with morals at the time.)
Most Unique: 'New Idea'. Dark romance with a different more mature style of writing, experiment in detailing, 3rd person, and single POV work. Main Character: 'Dorian'. LI: Augustus Stravinsky. Plot/synopsis: A story written in the style of If We Were Villians and The Secret History about an artistic hitman, an attention-seeking amnesiac, and their college experience. (Mostly just a way to refine my writing, I haven't done much with it lately.)
Most Recent: 'Complicated'. Queer Superhero romance with trans rep (he is a shapeshifter and ik that's a stereotype in animation but). Main Characters: Shev 'Sev' Reynolds. Richard 'Juno' Giovanni. Antagonist: Killian Cravez. Plot/synopsis: An organization somewhere between villains and heroes works to destroy the corporate elite, using a shapeshifting highschool senior and a darkness-manipulating con-man who thinks his purpose in life is solving problems, starting with the richest man in the world: CEO of the online shopping company Amalgam. Are their extreme methods really going to work, or will it cause them more problems in the end? (I wanted to get back into superheroes, but I didn't want it to be at all possible for my work to be turned into pro-capitalist military propaganda like what happened to Marvel. I'll try to make the romance secondary but making everything gay is my only talent.)
I try to add as much diversity as possible to all of my stories. As you can tell by them all being gay romance I am. Very gay. You can probably also tell that I have a faerie obsession. Feel Free to ask any questions about my characters or stories, I might make individual posts to better showcase my characters because. I am in love with them all.
You can find some of these stories and more on my Wattpad at jrumpel702 :)
#fiction#my words#my writing#spilled ink#writers on tumblr#my wips#my wip#creative writing#queer rep#lgbt#gay
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Catradora kinda suuuuucks….
Might as well state my obvious opinions at the top so nobody who is pro this ship can get anally twisted over my opinions by accident. First off though, I admit the “they’re sisters” angle is weak. Mostly because Catra’s thirst is obvious throughout most of this show’s run. And you really can’t say Adora had a sisterly bond with Catra because Adora didn’t care about anybody from the Horde the moment she left. (rip Kyle, Lonnie and Lizard Dude)
Lets be honest fellow antis. To call their relationship sisterly is an insult to sibling relationships.
Anyway most of my dislike for this ship is focused on Catra. Nothing I have to say is gong to be new or revolutionary but I still want to get my feelings out about it.
As far as everyone’s favorite toxic psycho bitch waifu is concerned, Catra was replaced by a clone between season 4 and 5, it’s ridiculous to say that just because an abusive person is confronted with their bad behavior (Scorpia and DT) that they change into a better one. In fact that’s the strategy that they use, to agree that they have been so bad and “Oh please won’t you take me back I have definitely changed now.” From day 1 Catra was a bad person, knew she was a bad person and revelled in it. She is nothing like Zuko who only targeted the Avatar in the vain hope of getting approval from his father. Catra had multiple opportunities to leave the horde and join the good guys, had no reason to fucking stay in the horde, she gleefully attacks the resistance, is pretty much the direct reason Angela died, tried straight up multiple times to end Adora’s life, was mean to everyone who even sort of liked her etc etc. Catra is a terrible person.
On the flip side we have Adora who doesn’t give a damn about Catra for 4 seasons. She’s too busy enjoying life with her real friends. Try and recall, was there ever a moment where Adora was…concerned for Catra’s safety? Ever? Even once during the first 4 seasons? Because I don’t. Honestly Catra wasn’t important to Adora until Catra showed up on screen. And then they both wanted to kill each other. Any moments of Adora thinking about Catra it was in the context of Catra being her enemy.
I’ve always despised that narrative disconnect. I notice it happens a lot in fiction. Characters try to harm each other all the time, trying to kill each other even. But when someone else does it they’re like ‘NOOOO I LOVE THEM’. That’s bullshit. In season 5, all Catra had to do was 1 act of redemption and out of nowhere, like Adora has been possessed by the ghost of Queer Rep, she suddenly can’t get Catra out of her head. How strange! Also note Catra didn’t save Glimmer because she realized her past actions were evil, it was all for Adora’s sake, the person she is toxically obsessed with.
Back to Catra, her redemption is handled with the most condescending of kid gloves. She’s just accepted by Glimmer who I guess never learned, killed her mom. Of course Entrapta forgives Catra like it’s nothing because Entrapta is a weird, misrepresentation of autism who liked being on Beast Island, and would have gladly spent the rest of her life there. Same with Scorpia who forgives Catra like its nothing. Notice how easily Scorpia forgives her especially. Seems like its okay for Catra’s abuse to be forgiven but not Shadow Weavers? Really think about that.
TL;DR Adora was better off leaving Catra behind. Then in the last episode she read the script and realized she was gonna die if she didn’t return Catra’s feelings and just went with it.
Addendum: I’m not as upset with Glimmerbow but I don’t really like it that much either. Why is harder to pinpoint but I can say that Glimmer is also a pretty wretched character for most of the show so maybe that’s why.
#anti catra#anti catradora#She-Ra#she ra princesses of power#she-ra critical#adora x catra#anti adora x catra#catradora
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A rant about online toxicity.
This is not going to be a fun post. Lately, my life seems like a cave with no real exit and I need a stress relief.
I’m going to be talking about my problems with the internet and how people use it specifically when it comes to the media.
Let’s start with this, you are not entitled to a creator’s time. You are not entitled to their attention or anything of the sort.
Fictional stories are important to people, but the shit that people do over them is stupid and petty.
The creator’s of a product have enough on their plates without dealing with your petty bullshit about how this small detail makes their story shit.
NITPICKS ARE NOT CRITICISMS! This is one of the DUMBEST misconceptions I have heard in my fucking life. Right up there with the idea that video games should cost more than $60.
YOUR OPINION IS NOT OBJECTIVE! THERE ARE MULTIPLE VIEWPOINTS ON A PIECE OF MEDIA!
I’m so sick and fucking tired of seeing assholes act like their opinion is the gospel.
Let’s move on to the most disgusting aspect of all this, sending death threats.
NEVER DO THAT! IT’S A STUPID, AWFUL, AND DISGUSTING!
Someone made something you didn’t like? Okay, but that’s not ground to attack them!
Criticize some things that happened in the stories, but NEVER attack people. IT’S WRONG!
Let’s now move on to the fun topic of politics in the media.
Most dipshits don’t understand that a character that is black or gay or whatever is not political. Not directly anyway.
Political means governments and laws and that kinda shit.
A lot of people will bitch and moan that something is political when the only thing that’s political is a very indirect link.
Maybe, but the other side isn’t much better.
Just because a story has a POC, female, or LGBT+ person does not make it appeal to a general audience! There needs to be more than that!
I’ve seen so much bullshit about this.
“We’re Ghostbusters 2016 and you’re sexist for not liking us!”
“We’re Birds of Prey and the Fabulous Emancipations of One Harley Quinn and you’re sexist or racist for not liking us!”
Congrats! You’re a dipshit who has made the battle for rep in the media HARDER!
Being a douche and saying that a product failed because it was led by minorities is going to make corporate hacks think that minorities are poison for them.
WAY TO BE PROGRESSIVE GUYS!
Now let’s talk about Voltron and She-Ra shall we?
Because someone made a bad joke with a very, very, very, very small racist implication or a story uses a problematic trope does not give you grounds to harass people.
Voltron introduced a gay character and killed him off without much screentime. That is a bad thing. That is something to criticize.
What it is not grounds for is sending death threats and harassing people.
Discourage that kind of stuff. Both problematic tropes and harassment.
Noelle Stevenson and the Crew-Ra made a….kinda sorta joke about Bow having a brother who runs a farm.
They gave him a fairly stereotypical design and a bad name.
You wanna know how the internet reacted? It trended on twitter.
I’m willing to bet money that most of the people who bombed Noelle were mostly white teenagers wanting to feel like they were fighting something they needed to without fighting something they actually needed to fight.
It was a bad take, but I don’t condone harassing people over it.
DO NOT HARASS PEOPLE OVER THIS KIND OF STUFF!
It was a mistake. A bad take. Criticize, but don’t harass.
It especially bothers me when these people give these people infamy and shit, when people like Butch Hartmen and J.K. Rowling get off basically scott free.
It pisses me off.
It also raises a good question.
If all people are gonna get for fighting for rep is nothing but crap, why should any writer fight at all?
The entitlement of the internet has made me think that maybe we’d be better off if nobody ever fought for rep ever.
Especially since a good chunk of these cases were outside of the creator’s control.
Why was Korrasami just a hand hold? Because Nick wouldn’t let Bryke develop the pairing and let them kiss.
Why did the character in Voltron die? Because of the studio.
Most of these people who harass over these small details don’t understand that it is a fight to get rep and that kind of stuff.
If you want an example for rep that upsets me. I do wish that Korrasami got to kiss and I absolutely despise the show Atypical because of how badly portrays Autism.
Let’s talk about harassing people over opinion.
Never do this. Some people are just not interested and that’s okay.
All you’re doing when you do this is making you, the fanbase, and the work look bad.
I guess this is relevant to ship wars.
Ship wars are probably the worst things on the internet.
It has done nothing, but led to harassment.
The one question I ask when this kinda shit happens is this. Why? Why are people making such a stink over romantic pairings.?
I don’t know and, at this point, I don’t think I want the answer.
I’m just so tired of all this bullshit.
Please explain to me what I should do about this. Yeah, I know. ‘Just get off the internet if you can’t deal with these people.’
Which might hold weight if we weren’t in the middle of a fucking pandemic or, ya know, most people’s lives revolve around the internet.
If you honestly think advice like ‘Get off the internet’, ‘Don’t feed the trolls’, or any of that shit is valid advice. You’re wrong. Plain and simple.
Remember that there is a person on the other side of the screen.
I’m done here.
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