#this got pretty long but there's a lot to say about this episode lol
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while i figure that out, not sure if anyone has done it yet, but i want to do a little dive into the basics of the tarot cards used in this jack & joker episode, now that i actually have a moment and can do more than just the basic off the top of my head readings. iâll be using the golden thread tarot deck mostly because i like how concise it is and also its more accessible to me right now underneath my sleeping dog than my shelf of decks in my room lmao. this is gonna be,,,, real long probably so all the details will be under the cut, if you wanna join me for my rambling:
fun little sidenote before i get started: when i went to begin discussing why i love the use of tarot and nangâs characterization specifically, my card of the day that i drew was the Queen of Swords which is like 100000% The Nang Cardâ˘ď¸ lol [complexity, perceptive, clear mindedness etc.]
âa woman of immense complexity, sometimes considered cold-hearted, but also sharp of mind and wit, independent and possessing great powers of organization and analysis.â i wonât go down the rabbit hole of sword suits as a whole bc thatâs not the point of this post and so far the show hasnât gone into minor arcana, so iâm just gonna say HMMMMM very inch resting timing,,,,, anyways,,,
now, of course i have to start with jokeâs card and its myriad of double meanings. in just about any piece of media, if you see The Fool card it should automatically be flagged as a red herring. itâs meant for you to look at it and take it at face value based on the words and imageâŚ. much like our four little idiots did when first shown their cards. like JOKE YOU GOT THE FOOL BECAUSE YOUâRE A DUMBASS LOL! and heâs the joker so of course he would also be the fool, yes? unfortunately for our little baby clown, the actual symbolism of the card is childlike innocence and naivety, often to their own detriment. it speaks of blank slates, new beginnings, and the start of a journey. âhe does not know the dangers that can beset him during his travels, and thus he stumbles forward with complete optimism, never suspecting that he may be walking in a thin tight rope.â oof yikes. sound familiar? nang rly read that boy for filth huh,,,, aside from the obvious heavy handed post-prison clean slate, weâve also got the metaphor connected to jackâs forgiveness and starting their relationship over. thereâs a lot more to be said here as well about how naive joke can be when thinking heâs doing the right thing and that his choices are for the sake of someone else, without clearly seeing the consequences their may be for that person as a result of his actions. at the risk of Never Shutting Up About It, i will have to make myself move on.
iâll get into tattooâs card next because itâs really interesting to me that he was assigned The World, which I kind of would have thought would be a card assigned to jack instead. i see what they were going for in this episode with it, i think, but it felt a bit shallow in comparison, so there may be more in relation to this that we have yet to see. as The Fool is the first card (0) in the major arcana, The World is the final card (21). this card symbolizes an ending of a cycle of life, specifically before the beginning of a new cycle of life. itâs an indicator of major and inescapable change. throughout this episode, we see the shift in tattooâs heart and priorities being held up in comparison to their past heist through some pretty straightforward parallels, so from that angle, The World makes perfect sense. (especially since one reading of The World when in reverse is inertia & stagnation) tattoo wanting to run in and save joke when he thinks heâll be caught in the heist is our window in to see The World changing. that being said i find it interesting that this card would be chosen for him since it sort of,,,, kickstarts the journey for The Fool and is generally somewhat,,,, final. so iâm just reeeaaaalllllyyyy hoping that this does not mean tattoo has to actually end his cycle in any way other than metaphorical for the other to continue. the man has grown on me, what can i say? đ weâre just gonna ignore all those warning bells in my head and choose to go with the âaccomplishment and fulfillment from both inner and outer sourcesâ reading. yup.
then weâve got arun, whose card is The Moon, which is double fun because arunâs name means dawn/sunrise. thereâs a lot of meaning that could be extrapolated here, but based on tattooâs card seeming on surface level to be about the state of his heart and his involvement in this little found family, iâm going to guess that arunâs is the same. The Moon card symbolizes intuition, the unconscious, illusion, and deception. it can be read as a signal of something being not as it appears, a truth you cannot admit to yourself, instincts that we have buried in our unconscious, among other things. this card being chosen for arun actually actively makes me more nervous than tattoo getting The World lol. if we choose to read it at surface value, could just be that in this heist he had to follow intuition, and got himself turned around in the process (eagle statue etc), or just generally that he did not previously appear capable, but here he is helping this mission be pulled off. with the opening scene of arun crying about missing his dad and that,,,, not really getting resolved actually,,,,,, that makes me wonder about some alternate reading options, but like,,,,,, i donât want to. so. Simply going to close my eyes on that one! no thanks!
then of course thereâs everyone favourite head empty good boy, hoy, who was assigned The Star card. out of all the card readings, this boy got the most straightforward one and iâm trying not to read too much into that since they were all assigned by nang and my brain hasnât quite caught up to [handwaves] whatever she and hoy have got going on over there. this card is symbolic of faith, optimism, and hope. soâŚ.. yeah hoy in a nutshell. not a whole lot more to add in there.
skipping The Heirophant card and The Tower card to come back to later because i have Some Theories there and they may make more sense after i go back and rewatch a few things
ANYWAYS if you read to the end of this thank you and iâm sorry please feel free to yell at me about it
#jack & joker#jack and joker#jack & joker the series#jack and joker the series#episode analysis#jack & joker ep 9#screaming edens#this is so long iâm so sorry
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rewatching LoK, i'm being reminded how much I dislike the.... the brothers, mako and bolin, yanno? they're such underwhelming characters on basically every level. it'd almost be impressive if they weren't in every episode and didn't annoy me so much ugh
#bean talking into the void#also this show in general is very flawed lol#cool things about it but the choice to structure it more like a#prestige tv show#as in each season follows One Story#is... i wouldn't say it was a bad choice but i feel like you can see the growing pains#switching over from the episodic structure of ATLA#s1 while flawed is solid#it knows what it's trying to do even if it doesn't always stick the landing#season two feels like a season-long filler episode LMFAO#which is hilarious because a lot of world-building stuff happens#but tonally it's all over the place#serious political plots interspersed with the B Plot following Tenzin and his family#on vacation???#so fucking random#but anyway back to roasting the brothers#i find bolin just annoying in general his brand of comedy totally doesn't work for me#but at least he has like#a personality that's consistent#mako is sooooooo blah#the writers have no idea what to do with him and he comes across as having a strikingly boring personality#with no defining traits other than being wishy washy (and a boot licker)#it FEELS like he was meant to remind viewers of Zuko#at least in appearance if nothing else#another broody pretty boy to latch onto#but he has literally nothing interesting to actually get invested in#sure he's got his tragic backstory and he's the 'older brother who took care of his younger brother after their parents died' boo hoo#but that's all just exposition and it's barely shown in a way that feels illustrative or emotional in any way that matters#(other than him comforting bolin in s1 after he KISSES THE GIRL HE KNEW BOLIN HAD A CRUSH ON lmfaoooooo)#(what a good big brother lmfao)
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Sleeping Bag (Joel Miller x Reader)
Word count: 1.7K
Summary: you canât get comfortable in your sleeping bag, so joel invites you into his
Tags: age gap (mostly implied), anxiety, fluff, protective/caring!joel, comfort, cuddling, sharing a sleeping bag (instead of the one bed trope lol), kissing (forehead and lips), itâs just cute short and fun
A/N: simple and quick, inspired by ep 4 when joel and ellie were in sleeping bags in the woods, but no explicit spoilers. Iâve been wanting to write for joel since episode one and finally got an idea. pretty sure more will be coming soonâŚ
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After sleeping in a bed in the QZâs for years, suddenly trying to get comfortable in a sleeping bag on the ground was proving difficult for you.
What a spoiled thought to have, right? Well, it wasnât just that. You were out in the open woods. There could be infected anywhere. They could come for you any second. How could you close your eyes and rest peacefully knowing you were no longer behind the barrier walls?
Ellie was already asleep, you could hear her light snores. Your back was facing him, but you assumed Joel was asleep as well given his stillness. You rolled from your side to your back and sighed.
You had to sleep. You shouldâve been tired. You and Joel had taken turns driving, although since you didnât have much driving experience Joel became concerned when you began to struggle with the gear shift and mixed up the pedals (it only happened once but he couldnât let it go). Joel had grown exhausted and didnât want to stress you out by making you drive without him as backup/support, so you all stopped for the night. He was thoughtful like that; even if he was a bit grouchy sometimes.
You turned from your back to your other side, eyes landing on Joel. He was facing you, eyes closed, breathing steadily. The older man actually seemed to be at peace. He only looked like that when he was asleep. The moment he woke up, you knew heâd have that slight pout and furrow of his brows that youâd become accustomed to.
If Joel caught you staring, you wondered what heâd say. You could never pinpoint the way he viewed you. Friend? Daughter? Burden? Youâd be way more okay with the previous two as long as it wasnât the third. Although if you were being honest with yourself, you hoped it was none of the above.
Despite his age and his tough nature, you had a thing for Joel. Like, a thing. Feelings, attraction, affectionâwhatever you wanted to call it. Definitely a crush. Love? Maybe. It was a little bit confusing, but nothing in this life was simple.
Joel had taken you under his wing a while back and looked after you. He was incredibly protective and even if he wasnât the best with expressing himself, Joel cared for you. He made you feel safe. He was there for you when you had no one else.
You rolled to your other side. Then back. Simply put, tossing and turning. The thought that you were being loud donât even cross your mind untilâ
âWhat are you doing?â Joelâs voice caught your attention.
You let out a sigh, feeling bad that youâd woken the man up. You turned back to face him. âI canât sleep,â you confessed.
âI can tell,â he murmured. âDo you plan on rolling around all night?â
You frowned to yourself. âI'm sorry.â
Joel exhaled softly and even in the dark, you could see the sympathy in those deep brown eyes of his. You hadnât realized that subconsciously, youâd moved closer to him.
âItâs okay.â He had a soft spot for you, even though heâd probably deny it.
âIâll try and be⌠still, I guess.â You knew you werenât going to be able to sleep. âJust go back to sleep, Iâll be fine.â That was a lie.
âNo,â he decided after a moment. You furrowed your brows. âYou need sleep too.â
âI canât get comfortable,â you replied. You let a few seconds pass before adding, ââŚand Iâm too anxious.â
âIâm not gonna let anything happen to you,â Joel promised like if there was one thing he was sure about, it was that.
It meant a lot, it really did. But you huffed out a humorless laugh and went to a worse case scenario. âYouâre all the way over there. If an infected wanted to get me, it could. Before you could stop it.â
Joel was quiet for a few beats. You hadnât meant to insult him, but it was true. It didnât matter how safe you felt with him there. They were faster than him. Faster than anyone.
âSo then come over here,â Joel offered, voice still thick with sleep. It sounded incredibly enticing.
The image of you crawling into his sleeping bag crossed your mind faster than you could stop it. You had to do a double take. âLike⌠scoot over there?â you tried to clarify inconspicuously.
âIf youâre against sharing with me.â
So, he had meant what youâd hoped for. Your heart skipped a little beat and you swallowed.
âIâm not.â
All Joel did was hum. You unzipped your sleeping bag and left the warmth. Joel was ready and waiting when you moved over to him, enveloping you into the safety of his sleeping bag and heavy arms. You wiggled around a little bit until you got comfortable. For the first time since youâd left the QZ, it didnât take long.
âThank you,â you mumbled softly, trying to keep your breathing calm. Being so close to Joel was causing you to become less focused on sleep and more focused on the way his breath sounded so close to your ear.
âMmhhmm,â he hummed from deep in his throat with closed lips. You thought it was going to be left at that, but then you heard his gruff voice. âI know itâs been hard on you.â You opened your mouth to deny it, but he continued. âEven if youâre too stubborn to admit it beyond makinâ snarky comments.â
You took in a breath. He got you on that one, and you both knew it. âSince when do you know me this well?â
âSince always,â Joel pointed out. âYouâre easy to read.â
âFor you maybe.â
âYeah, for me,â he agreed, sounding pleased with himself. Joel was silent for a long moment, listening to the soft rustle of your body as you gazed around your surroundings. The grass, the trees, the darkness⌠âIâm sorry for being so selfish.â
The sudden apology confused you. âWhat?â
âYouâve never been outside of the QZ before, and for good reason,â Joel started. âItâs a scary world out here and I shouldnât have subjected you to it. I shouldnât have brought you along.â
His voice was full of guilt that seemed to come out of nowhere, but given all he had to say you suspected heâd been carrying it since you left.
âI wanted to come with you,â you assured him. You never second guessed that decision despite everything that had happened so far. âWhere is this coming from?â
âYouâre scared and itâs my fault.â You could hear the deep frown in his voice.
âYouâre the reason I feel safe right now,â you said without a second thought. It was true. You wanted him to know that. There was something you wanted to know too, now, and you couldnât help but ask. âDo you not want me here?â
âI do,â Joel confessed. âThatâs why Iâm selfish.â There was a pause but you didnât dare speak. âI didnât want to be away from you.â
A wave of realization crashed over you.
You wiggled around, turning until you were facing him. You offered him a soft, delicate smile that you hoped he could see despite the dark.
âIt almost sounds like you care about me. A lot,â you couldnât help but tease.
âYou know I care about you,â Joel stated, like it was the most obvious thing. Maybe heâd tried to cover it up in the past, but someone would have to be blind to not see that you meant something to Joel.
âI care about you too,â you admitted with much more ease. He knew, though.
Joel, in an uncharacteristically soft gesture, pressed a kiss to your forehead. You could hardly believe it. But it felt nice. You liked the affection. And coming from someone like Joel who never let their guard down, it was significant enough to leave you speechless.
âItâs gonna be daylight soon,â he muttered. âYou should try and get some sleep.â
âYeah, okay,â you agreed with a slight nod. âJust⌠one more thing.â It took everything you had to be brave enough to say that, and to do what you were going to do next.
There was basically no space between the two of you, but you managed to bring your hand up to Joelâs face and cup his jaw. You leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to his lips.
Joel didnât hesitate to kiss you back. He took charge, but it wasnât surprising. He had a dominating presence and was rough around the edges, you didnât think heâd be delicate with you.
Not that you minded.
His lips moved against yours, almost in a frenzy. Like he was scared youâd slip away from him. It was so needy, so passionate. You wished you wouldâve done this much, much sooner
Joel found the willpower to break away from the kiss before you. You wouldâve happily lost consciousness in order to kiss him for just a few more moments. But then youâd worry him, and you hated to see Joel worry.
But you didnât see worry when you looked into his eyes. You saw a hint of wonder. You were both staring into a new beginning as you gazed upon one another. He was panting a little, both of your soft breaths intertwining.
âYou need sleep,â he reminded you.
Of course he still couldnât drop the protector role. He wasnât wrong about that, either. You smiled to yourself, the feel of his lips still ghosting yours despite the distance. You twisted in the sleeping bag without a word, knowing that youâd never be able to sleep facing Joel. Youâd probably be too busy staring at himâŚ
So yeah, you laid with your back to his chest and closed your eyes. His arms held you tight against his firm body. Not only providing warmth, but security as well.
âGoodnight,â Joel mumbled to you, already dozing back off. You could hear the soft smile in his voice despite the tiredness. It seemed easier for him to sleep wherever, although you liked to think you were bringing him some kind of comfort as well. With the way he held you against him it wouldnât be an unrealistic thought.
âGoodnight, Joel,â you replied softly, finally able to relax your breathing. The feel of Joelâs body pressed against you, his strong arms around youâit felt like a dream. Safe and sound, away from the dangers that lie not far off. And soon enough, you were finally able to close your eyes and fall into a peaceful sleep.
#quin-ns writing#joel miller x reader#joel miller#the last of us#pedro pascal#the last of us fanfiction#joel miller x you#joel x reader#the last of us spoilers#joel miller x y/n#pedro pascal x reader#pedro pascal x you#ellie williams
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you belong with me III || joe burrow x reader
description: when date night ends with something more than just a goodnight kiss ;)
a/n: first off, can we talk about how delicious joe looks when he wears this specific jersey. itâs literally causing me to spiral. i can't.��heâs so fine
anyway, welcome to part 3! yall have shown this little mini series so much love and itâs given me some great inspo to write a little more! i really love writing these fics <3 this turned out to be a lot longer then what I thought off which might explain why i struggled to finish it lolÂ
warnings: language, smut
word count:Â 11.6 k
part 1 part 2
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December
You and Joe have been dating for a few weeks now, and things couldnât be going more perfectly for you both. Ever since your confession on Joeâs birthday, you both had been more attached at the hip than usual, but neither of you was complaining. Nothing really changed in the way you were acting around each other, everything pretty much stayed the same--other than the constant kissing & extra flirty conversations--which was another indication that you were already acting like a couple long before you made it official.
âJoeeee, come back over here Iâm cold,â you whined as you looked up from the couch, watching Joe as he warmed up a bowl of popcorn.
âJust a sec, Baby,â he said as he pulled out two cans of Sprite from your fridge.Â
Baby. You blushed at the pet name, which was becoming increasingly common for you two. If you had told your freshman year Ohio State self that her best friend, Joe Burrow, would be in her apartment warming up a bowl of popcorn for them to watch the latest episode of âLove Islandâ together, and was calling her Baby, she would for sure punch you in the face for lying. But the sweetest part was, you wouldnât be lying because it was reality.Â
A few moments later, he walked over with the snacks, placing them on your coffee table and plopping down on the couch next to you.Â
âI canât believe you have me watching trashy reality TV,â he laughs as he wraps his arm around your shoulder, pulling you into his chest.Â
âHonestly, me either,â you giggle, kissing his neck. âBut I love hearing your commentary,â.
He lets out a chuckle and says, âThanks, but I mean, these people are wildinâ. If youâre actually looking for love, you would never go on a dating show because that shit will never end right,â.
âOh for sure,â you nod, grabbing some popcorn.
âLike what happened to being a genuine friend? These girls just steal each otherâs man like itâs nothing and the guys are absolute airheads and go along with it,â Joe expresses, taking it a little too seriously.Â
âCalm down, Joe,â you giggle. âRemember, we watch for the entertainment value not for the ethics,â you say as you rub his arm.
He lets out a sigh and then grabs a handful of popcorn, stuffing his face with the buttery snack. âI just think these people really donât know real love when they see it,â.
âLuckily, we arenât them,â you smile, grabbing his hand and pressing a soft kiss to the back of his palm.Â
âOhhh yeah,â he says, moving his other arm around your leg, gently sliding his hand up and down your calf. âI have real love and I am never letting go of it,â.
âYou better not,â you tease, moving your head up and pressing a few kisses to his lips, tasting the buttery popcorn on them.Â
âWe still good for tomorrow night?â he asks, referring to the little date night he had planned at his house.Â
âMhm, I canât wait to see what you have planned,â you say as you grab some more popcorn.Â
âI think youâll love it,â he smirks, pressing soft kisses all over your forehead. He had decorated his backyard with fairy lights, making sure to hang them all around his patio set up so that there was no darkness in sight. He had bought your favorite flowers and decorated his backyard with them, got his chef to prepare all your favorite foods, and even got you a little gift.Â
He had his jeweler custom make you a ring that had your birthstones in an alternating pattern all around the ring with diamonds in between each stone. The ring was kind of like a promise ring, but mostly something that he got for you to show that you were it for him. Even though it was way too early to think about that, Joe could envision spending the rest of his life with you. So it was kind of like a mini engagement ring, just without the whole marriage detail, for now.Â
âWhat should I wear? Something laid back orrrr..â you ask.
âWear what you want to wear,â he smirks. âYou look Sexy and Beautiful in everything,â.Â
A blush rises on your cheeks and you feel your belly filling with butterflies again. It was amazing to hear him say those things about you. He already made you feel like the most beautiful girl in the world, but his endless compliments just made everything better.Â
âGod, it feels so great to finally be able to say that to you,â he adds, throwing his head back against the pillow.Â
âYouâre so cute,â you laugh, moving your legs so that you are now sitting in his lap, pressing kisses all over his face. His hands run across your thighs, then eventually move up to your waist. His fingers softly scratch against the fabric of your shirt, and then make their way inside so that you can feel them against your bare skin.Â
âBut seriously, what should I wear?â you ask.
âHmm, maybe that lacy black dress you wore to your sisterâs engagement party,â he sighs, his hands now sliding higher up your body.
âWhy that particular dress?â you smirk, knowing exactly why he wanted you to wear that dress. You took him to her engagement party as your plus 1 and his reaction when he saw you in the dress for the first time should have been a dead giveaway about how he felt about you.
âBecause,â he says, his fingers teasing the band of your bra, increasing the tension around you. âThe first time I saw you in that dress is still burned into my mind and I would love a repeat of it,â. You feel his fingers slide into the cup of your bra, giving your breast a soft squeeze.Â
âOh really?â you smirk, moving both your hands to each of his shoulders. âWhat did you think when you first saw me in the dress?â.
âOther than that you looked heavenly,â he starts off, causing you to blush again. âLike I wanted to kiss my way up your arm,â he says, removing his hands from underneath your shirt, then moving his lips to your arm and doing what he was saying. You closed your eyes and let out a few short breaths as you felt him pressing wet kisses along your arm.Â
âThen, I wanted to leave a few pretty purple marks around your neck so that people could see you were mine,â he says, moving to your neck and sucking on the soft skin.
âJoe,â you breathe out, a warm feeling now replacing the butterflies in your belly. You move your hand into his hair, pulling at the strands and relishing his touch.Â
âAnd then, I wanted to rip the dress off your perfect body and show you how much I loved you,â he says, moving up from your neck and meeting your eyes.Â
âDamn, I didnât think you felt so..â you trail off, trying to find the right word.
âHorny?â he says, causing a laugh to leave your lips.
âI was gonna say passionate but horny works too,â you finish. âWho knew Joey B could have such impure thoughts about his so-called bestie,â you tease.Â
âThatâs just 1 occasion out of a million others in which I felt like ripping your clothes off,â he whispered in your ear, sending shivers down your body.
You felt like you were about to pass out from the heat rising up your body because of your boyfriendâs alluring words & thoughts. Who knew that Joe could ever be capable of thinking that way about you? And who knew he was capable of making you feel like this? You wanted nothing more than to rip off his clothes right now and have your way with him.
âI could list even more occasions in which I wanted to rip that Jersey off your body and take you for a spin after every game,â you wink.
âOh yeah?â he smirks. âWhy didnât you do anything about it then?â he says while rubbing your ass.
âHmm, maybe because you were spoken for at the time and I didnât want to be the other woman,â you joke, moving his bangs out of his eyes.Â
âPlease, if you gave me âfuck meâ eyes for even a second, I wouldnât have hesitated to make you the woman,â he said.Â
âI feel like Iâm committing a crime saying all these things to you,â you blink, feeling like you were doing something forbidden by acting like this with Joe.Â
âOh me too. If our Ohio State selves walked in through the door right now, they would probably be traumatized for the rest of their lives,â Joe chuckles, your eyes wandering to his perfectly soft pink lips that you had been obsessed with for the past few weeks. With Joe, you were acting like you were a teenage girl who had just gotten her first boyfriend, all of the childish yet insatiable feelings were rising to the surface.Â
âThen they would for sure be missing out,â you mumble as you push yourself closer to his body, capturing his lips in a messy kiss, taking him by surprise. His hands grip your waist as he pulls you even closer, your crotch right on top of his, and a feeling of hardness underneath you that makes you pull away from the kiss.Â
You meet his eyes which are now dark with lust, âJoe I-,â.
âHey, itâs okay,â he soothes as he rubs your thigh to comfort you. âWe donât have to if you donât want to,â.
 âI know itâs a lot even though weâre like, adults nowâ he laughs, softening the air around you.Â
âCould you be any more perfect,â you whisper out loud.Â
âHm?â he questions.
âYou didnât even know what I was going to say,â you mumble as you start pressing kisses on his jaw, trailing down to his neck as you can feel him move around underneath you, trying to find pleasure in just sitting there. You pull your head back up and meet his eyes again, âI was going to say that I need you,â.Â
âAre you sure?â he asked.
âAbsolutely,â you say as you kiss his right cheek. âPositively,â you say as you kiss his left cheek. âSure,â you say as you press a big kiss on his lips, hearing Joe let out a soft groan into the kiss and feeling him melt into you as you suck on his bottom lip.Â
Your kisses became more urgent and needy as Joeâs hands wandered down to your ass and then back up to your waist. His grip on you tightens, prompting you to moan into the kiss. He gets up from the couch, still holding you while you were attacking his lips, and walks you both over to your bedroom.Â
He kicks your door shut as you pull away from the kiss to look at him for a few seconds. You press your forehead against his and whisper, âI love you,â with the biggest smile on your face.Â
âI love you even more,â he replies, softly placing you down on your bed before climbing on top of you; you open up your legs to accommodate his large body before going back to kissing him.
He moves down to your neck, kissing and sucking on the skin as you start to realize what was happening. Yeah, you were insinuating that you wanted to go there but that was purely coming from your heart. Now, your brain was awake.Â
You were about to have sex with Joe.Â
Yes, you had been dating for a few weeks now and this was bound to happen considering how you two couldnât keep your hands off of each other, but it was actually happening for real this time and you were freaking out. But it wasnât like you were afraid; you knew he would be the most gentle and considerate person ever. You were feeling a mix of excitement and nervousness. What if he didnât like it? What if it wasnât as good as what he might have been used to with other girls?
Other girls. The thought of other girls being in this position with your boyfriend made you want to rip your eyelashes out. Was he feeling the same way about you though? The same feeling of bitterness at the thought of you being like this with other guys?
Oh, the things you would do to just get your brain to turn off for a few hours. You were pulled out of your trance, letting out a moan as Joe had seemingly just found your sweet spot.
âThere it is,â he smiled as he continued to nip and suck at the skin, surely leaving a purple spot there like he wanted to. His left hand gripped your jaw, pushing your head to the side to expose the skin of your neck a little more.Â
âFuck,â you whimpered at the increased pressure on your neck and the gush of wetness pooling your core.Â
He began to slip his fingers into your sweatpants, but before he could get too far, a blaring & piercing sound filled your bedroom. You looked down and saw the noise was coming from Joeâs pocket, probably from his phone. Then you looked over to the clock on your nightstand, the time reading 7:30, which made you let out an internal sigh of relief.Â
But why were you relieved? You wanted this to happen.
âJoe,â you say, trying to get his attention but he was still spending time on your neck. âItâs time to go, Baby,â.
âMmm, I can be late by an hour,â he mumbles, kissing up your neck and to your jaw.Â
âUhhh,â you say as you place your hands around his head and move it back up to your view. âYou have practice tomorrow morning and we both know how cranky you get when you donât get enough sleep during the season. And itâs December football so you cannot miss a single practice,â.Â
âButâ,â he starts to say.
âI know, I know,â you giggle. âBut Iâll make it up to you soon, I swear,â you say, sealing your promise with a kiss.
He stares into your eyes for a few seconds before sighing, âFine,â.
âBut I expect to be compensated for this sooner rather than later,â he says as he moves off of you, reaching out to help you off the bed.
âTrust me, you will,â you say as you move your messy hair out of your face. You walk over to your vanity to grab a hairclip while Joe fixes his clothes and some other things. You look into the mirror, a shriek leaving your lips as you examine your neck.Â
Joe flips his head around to you, âWhatâs wrong?â he asks.
âJoseph Lee!â you yell. âMy neck!â.
He walks over and leans his head to look at your neck, laughing at what you were screaming about. âI told you. Pretty purple marks to show people youâre mine,â he winks before opening up your bedroom door, leaving you speechless at your mirror. Seeing this side of Joe for the first time was so weird for you since for years the relationship between you two had just barely grazed over the zone you were in now, so all this was unexplored.Â
Even though it was strange and new, you loved every single part of it. He was making you feel things that no other guy could make you feel; feelings that had yet to be brought out, but now were because of him.Â
A few minutes later, you help Joe gather his things before walking him to your apartment door. His hands wrap around your waist as yours loop around his neck, holding each other in a hug for a few moments.Â
âI donât want to go,â he mumbles against your head.Â
âHey, Iâll see you tomorrow night at least,â you say, rubbing the nape of his neck.Â
âMmm, I just wish we could always be near each other. 9 years of waiting plus not being able to wake up to your pretty face and kiss you goodnight every day is killing me,â he sighs.Â
âI told you that my lease is up in 2 months,â you say, meeting his eyes.Â
â2 months is so long,â he pouts. Joe had casually asked you a week ago what your thoughts were about living together at his house. He said that you both had already gotten comfy around each other since you have known each other for so long, so living together wouldnât be so bad, but he also didnât want to move things along too fast if you werenât ready. You quickly shut down that thought and told him that youâd been waiting for nearly a decade, so you were definitely not rushing into anything. So naturally, you said yes. The thought of living with him felt like a dream, and now you were a step away from it being a reality.Â
âTheyâll pass by faster than you think,â you smile, pressing a kiss to his lips to make him feel better.Â
âThey better,â he says, returning your kiss with two more kisses. His lips were always so soft and felt like clouds against yours. There were so many times you didnât want to stop kissing him because it felt like heaven and as if you were floating. Â
âIâll see you tomorrow, Okay?â You say, pressing your head against his chest and going back to the hug.
âYes, Maâam,â he replied, pressing another kiss to your head.Â
âI love you,â you say, moving your head up to press a kiss to his chin.
âBabe, Iâm not gonna leave if you keep kissing me,â he laughed.
You move your head out from his chest again and say, âIf you donât leave, weâre going to be doing a lot more than just kissing and I do not feel like having the entire team on my ass for making you skip practice,â.Â
âFair enough,â he sighs as he lets go of you. âI love you,â he says back, pressing a final kiss to your lips before opening up the door and exiting your apartment.
âGood night,â he says softly as his eyes twinkle in the light of the hallway.Â
âNight, Joey,â you smile back, slowly closing the door as the smile on your face stays. You turn around and press your back to the door as that feeling of giddiness, caused by Joe, remains in your body.Â
The Next Day
You finish applying the last bit of your lipgloss before grabbing your car keys and heading for your door. You took one final glance in the entryway mirror, making sure that everything was perfect.Â
You were wearing the dress Joe had wanted you to wear which hugged your body in all the right places, especially around your breasts. You had the tennis bracelet he gave you on your left wrist and a small diamond chain around your neck, which still had purple marks around it that you didnât bother to hide. You also grabbed a black cardigan to wear on top of the dress since it was pretty chilly out tonight. The red lipgloss you had put on pulled the whole look together, and you looked hot. You smiled at your appearance and sent Joe a text telling him you were on your way before grabbing your purse and heading out the door.Â
Meanwhile, Joe was out in his backyard making sure that everything was perfect for his little date night.Â
He had started a fire at the fire pit, hoping the warmth would find its way over the dining table a few feet away. Pots of flowers he had gotten--pink and white carnations--were scattered around the corners of the deck and his chef had prepared a delicious dinner for you both. Joe had requested that he make chicken potstickers, kung pao chicken with fried rice, spicy garlic noodles, and red velvet cupcakes for dessert. Everything was your favorite, and he made sure that it was flawless. The ring he had gotten made for you was sitting in his pocket, and he couldnât wait to give it to you.Â
The fairy lights he hung up a few days ago were still going strong and the entire backyard was now covered by a warm glow, no darkness in sight, just like he had wanted. Thatâs how Joe felt with you in his life. You were the fairy lights. You filled his world with light, getting rid of all the darkness and emptiness that was there before.Â
âShit, need music,â Joe mumbled under his breath as he realized he was forgetting something. He walked back inside the house and grabbed his speaker from the living room, hooking his phone up to it and bringing it back outside. He decided to put on your playlist, smiling as he scrolled through the songs and saw all the new ones you two had added over the last few weeks. Joe had added âFooled Around And Fell In Loveâ by Elvin Bishop, âHead Over Heelsâ by Tears for Fears, and âHeavenlyâ by Cigarettes After Sex. You had added âMy Love Mine All Mineâ by Mitski, âMargaretâ by Lana Del Rey, and âDressâ by Taylor Swift.Â
Although Joe wasnât the biggest fan of Taylor Swiftâs music--because it wasnât his particular taste--he had grown fond of her love songs, particularly âDressâ. The song lyrics were just a little too relatable for both of you.Â
The sound of his doorbell snapped him out of his daze, looking at his messages and realizing you were here. He tapped shuffle, threw his phone onto the couch outside, and ran over to the main door to let you in.
While you were waiting at the door, you pulled out your phone to get another look at yourself, making sure that everything was perfect. Your eyes moved to your cardigan that was covering the dress, the dress that Joe had specially asked you to wear.Â
You put your phone away and shrugged off the cardigan as it was ruining the vibe you were going for. You looked hot, and the cardigan did not emphasize that. âA little cold didnât hurt anyone,â you muttered as you heard the door lock click and open.Â
Joe opened the door, his heart skipping a beat as he laid his eyes on you. You looked absolutely desirable and angelic, and he was definitely feeling a repeat of how he felt when he first saw you in this dress. The same feeling of attraction and need.
âHey,â you smiled as you straightened out your dress.
âHey,â he smiled back. âCome in, itâs cold out there,â he says as he stretches his hand out to lead you inside the house.Â
You place your hand in his as he leads you inside, and then you put your stuff on the kitchen island before turning around to face him again. You watch as his eyes move from your feet to your bare legs, to your hips, to your chest which was covered by black lace from the dress, to your neck that still has purple marks from yesterday, and up to your beautiful face. Although the dress you had on was made for you, it was making him want to rip it off right now. He wanted to skip dinner and get straight to dessert, and he was not talking about the red velvet cupcakes.Â
âLike what you see?â you giggle as you pull him closer.
âYou look fucking incredible, Y/N,â he whispers, his hands sliding across the silk fabric of your dress.Â
âAll for you,â you say before you press a kiss to his lips, but quickly pull away as you smell something delicious.Â
âWhat is that?â you say as your eyes light up.
He lets out a soft laugh before grabbing your hand and leading you out to the backyard, âOur Date,â.
âOur dateâs outside?â you wonder as he pulls you out the patio door, stopping you at the bottom of the steps. Your mouth falls open as your eyes move up to the lights hanging all around the deck, brightening his usually dark backyard.Â
âHoly shit,â you whisper as you let go of his hand and walk further onto the deck. Your eyes move to the corners of the deck, noticing pots of your favorite flowers all around. Your eyes then navigate to the lit fire pit and the dining table a few feet away, which had all of your favorite foods on it.Â
You flip around to face Joe, who is standing on the steps with his hands in his pockets and a grin on his face. âJoe, did you do all this?â you asked him.
âMaaayyybee,â he blushes as he looks at the sky and bounces back and forth on his feet.Â
You run back over to him and leap into his arms, pulling him in for a big hug as you press kisses on his cheek. âI love you so so so much. This is so perfect,â you beam.Â
âIâm so glad you like it,â he says as he sways you back and forth. His hand sliding down to your ass, giving it a soft squeeze, sending electricity throughout your body.Â
âNobodyâs ever done this much for me for a date,â you say as you pull away from the hug, cupping his face with your hands and rubbing his soft skin.Â
âWell, like I said before. Iâm setting the standards in the boyfriend department,â he smiles as he moves his hand around your back and leads you over to the dining table.Â
âPlease, you are the standard,â you laugh as he pulls out your chair for you. Joe helps you settle in your chair before walking over and dragging his chair closer to yours and then sitting in it.Â
âThis food looks beyond amazing,â you say as you look at all the delicious foods as Joe starts to fill your plate.
âYou have good taste,â he smiles.
âOh, I know,â you wink as you take the plate from him. Joe grabs his water, taking a sip to hopefully calm down the impure thoughts he was feeling at the sight of you. âNot just in food though,â you add as you give Joe a loaded look, making him almost choke on his water. Â
âOh really? What else do you have good taste in?â he teases as he places his water back down.
âHmmm, I think I have pretty good taste in NFL Quarterbacks too,â you wink.Â
âQuarterbacks plural?â he says as he raises his eyebrow.
âYeah, I think that guy from Kansas is pretty cute too,â you lie as you take a bite of the spicy noodles.Â
Joeâs face drops as if he just saw a ghost and he feels his heart stop for a second, making you burst out laughing. âOh my god, you should see your face,â you laugh as you put down your fork and throw your head back, your entire body shaking from his reaction.
âThat is not funny,â he says with a straight face.Â
âAww, poor baby got a little jelly?â you giggle as you come back forward and grab his hand.Â
âYou donât have to worry. The only Quarterback I have my eyes on is 6â3, has dirty blonde hair, is from Ohio, plays for the superior Ohio football team, and can plan a killer date night for his girlfriend,â you say as you lean over to kiss his cheek.Â
âGood, because I heard that QB only has eyes for 1 girl as well,â he smiles.
âHm, I wonder who she is?â you say as you bat your eyelashes.
âWell from what I heard, sheâs suuuper funny, gorgeous, loves trashy reality TV, is a big football girl, and knows exactly how to make a guy fall head over heels in love with her,â he says before taking a bite of the kung pao chicken.Â
âDid you say that last part because of the song thatâs playing right now?â you laugh as you hear the melody of âHead over Heelsâ in the background.Â
âNow thatâs just a beautiful coincidence because I meant that for real,â.
âWell, I have a good feeling that the girl feels the same way about the Quarterback,â you say as you move your foot to touch his.
âPerfect, I know heâll be happy to hear that,â he smiles.Â
A little later, you both are digging into the yummy dinner as you talk about upcoming games, your schedules, and your sisterâs wedding.
âSo, youâre good to go with me to Kayleeâs wedding in a couple weeks right?â you ask as you shove another spoonful of rice into your mouth.Â
âMhm,â Joe nods as he finishes chewing the chicken. âI think I have a few suits I can pick from that can match your dress,â.
âGreat, Iâll text her tomorrow,â you say as you finish up the last bit of food on your plate. âTheyâll be so excited to see you and you know Kaylee will be on our asses for finally making a move on each other,â.
âOh I am well aware,â he says as he takes one final bite before grabbing your plates and stacking them up to take inside. âI can only imagine how many people weâll get bombarded by at the wedding,â.
âBring some edibles or something. I donât think Iâll be able to sit through the reception without something to take off the edge,â you say as you reach down to unstrap your heels.Â
âYou got it,â he smiles. âItâs getting pretty cold so why donât you move over to the day bed by the fire pit and Iâll bring the cupcakes out over there. Iâm sure itâs warmer there anyways,â he says as he gets up and starts to clean up the table.
âYou donât want any help?â you ask as you get up from your chair.Â
âIâm good,â he smiles. âYou just sit over there and look pretty like you always do,â.Â
âI love you,â you yell as make grabby hands towards him and you walk backward to the day bed.
âI love you more,â he echoes as he walks inside.Â
You hop onto the daybed, feeling the warmth of the fire pit gravitate toward you which was the best feeling since you were pretty cold now, especially since your dress wasn't really helping. You leaned back against the pillows as you looked up at the fairy lights, humming along to the music playing in the background; a smile appeared on your face as you realized the song that was playing.Â
âSay my name and everything just stops, I donât want you like a best friend,â you mumble, reciting the song lyrics. âOnly bought this dress so you could take it off, take it offââ.Â
âOh, I will be,â Joe winks, snapping you out of your daze.Â
You look back straight and see Joe standing in front of you, holding a plate with 2 red velvet cupcakes.Â
âHello, again,â you say as you sit up straight and scooch over to make room for Joe.Â
âYou warm enough?â Joe asks as he settles in next to you, his body warmth making you even more warmer.
âNow that youâre here, absolutely,â you say as you press a kiss on his cheek while you grab a cupcake from the plate. You take a bite of the cupcake, Joe, attentively watching you as you close your eyes and let out a groan because of how good it is.Â
âMmmm, thatâs the best thing Iâve ever had,â you open your eyes as you wipe your lips with the back of your hand. You look at Joe, who seems to still be staring at you, not saying a single word. He was thinking about how this was his life. How you were his life and he still hadnât processed that this was real yet. He felt like he was dreaming and he was 1 moment away from waking up and all this being over.Â
âHey, you okay?â you ask as you put the cupcake back down on the plate.
âYeah, Iâm fine,â he says while running his fingers through his hair.
âYou were staring,â you say as you tilt your head to the side, the purple marks on your neck now fully visible because of the light shining on you from above.
âJust thinking,â he says, giving you a reassuring smile.
âCare to let me in?â you ask as you sit on your knees. âJust because weâre a couple doesnât mean we still canât talk about how weâre feeling,â.
He lets out a soft laugh before placing his hand on your knee, âItâs nothing bad. Just thinking about us,â he says.Â
âOh?â you say as you look up at him.Â
âAgain, nothing bad. I just canât believe that this is real life and I know that sounds dumb, but itâs true. Having you with me was already the best part of doing what Iâm doing, but now having you with me as my girlfriend, as my partner, just feelsâ,â.
âUnreal?â you interrupt, letting out a laugh when you see Joe shaking his head with a grin on his face.Â
âVery Unreal,â he says, reaching for something in his pocket.Â
âI feel the same way. I know it's only been a few weeks, but I already know this is everything Iâve been waiting for,â you grin.Â
âWeâre always on the same page about everything arenât we?â he says as he pulls out a little box from his pocket.
âMy favorite thing about us,â you say as you look down at the box. Before you could ask him what that was, he said something else.
âI just want you to know that you are the most important person in the world to me, and I love you more than words can describe. Everything about you just works for me, it always has and it always will. You light up my life, just like how these lights are lighting up the backyard,â he says as he opens the box. âYouâre it for me, Y/N. My best friend, my twin flame, my girlfriend, and the person that I want with me for as long as weâre on this planet. Or any other planet if we end up going to Mars or something in the future,â.Â
You feel like youâre slowly melting away at his words and then you look down at what was in the box, now feeling tears pool in your eyes. âSooo, to show you that, I got you a little something,â he says as he takes the ring out of the box.Â
âJoe, I- I,â you barely say before the tears fall from your eyes. He looks up and notices the tears falling from your eyes, puts the ring down, and starts to wipe your cheeks.Â
âHey, why are you crying?â he softly asks.
âBecause,â you laugh through the tears. âYouâre perfect. Everything about you is fucking perfect,â you say as you stuff your face into his neck.Â
He wraps his arm around your waist and moves your hair to the side, âI hope thatâs a good thing?â he asks.
âItâs a great thingâ you giggle before pulling your face out from his neck. âCan I see it?â you ask as you wipe your eyes and nose.
âDuhh,â he smiles as he picks up the ring again. âBoth of our birthstones in an alternating pattern, 9 diamonds to represent the 9 years weâve known each other, and the date we met plus the date we became an official couple engraved on the inside,â.Â
âHow do you think of these things?â you ask as you feel fireworks setting off in your heart at how much detail he put into designing the ring. The ring was gorgeous, and it was definitely a pretty penny. âBut this was probably really expensive,â you say.
âWeâre not doing that again. You said the same thing when I got you this bracelet,â he says as he touches the tennis bracelet on your wrist. âAnd what did I say?â.
âIn case you forgot, I am a millionaire now, and you never wanna upset a millionaire,â you say, recalling his words from a few years ago.Â
âExactly,â he says as he eyes your hands, trying to decide which finger to put it on.Â
You watch as his eyes dart from one hand to the other, then eventually setting on your right hand, slipping the ring onto your 4th finger.Â
âWhy that finger specifically?â you ask.
âItâs your right handâs ring finger,â he shrugs.
âSoooo,â you say, expecting more for the reasoning behind it.
âYour left handâs ring finger is being saved for another ring that Iâll give you later on, so this was the next best thing,â he says so casually. He was talking about your ring finger, the ring finger. He wanted to put that ring on it.Â
You lean forward and pull him in for a kiss, not needing to say anything else to him because he already knows how you feel. You feel his hands travel down to your waist, gently picking you up and placing you in his lap. His hands travel up and down your sides, and then you feel him pull away from the kiss which makes you let out a little groan.Â
âHave I told you how Sexy you look tonight?â he says, his lips all glossy from yours.Â
âOhh yeah," you nod. "Have I told you how great of a Boyfriend you are?â you ask him as you slide your hands up and down his chest.
âYeah, a couple of times,â he teases. âBut seriously, you look hot. Like incomprehensibly hot,â.
âYou still thinking those same thoughts you felt when you first saw me in this dress?â you ask as you move your face closer to his, pressing feather-light kisses on his jaw.Â
His hands move down to cup your ass and his head shifts so that his mouth was right by your ear, âThose thoughts plus maybe a few more. Why donât I show you in my room?â he whispers, setting off that warm feeling in your stomach again.Â
âSounds perfect,â you say as you kiss around his neck, hoping to leave a purple spot there just like he did for you yesterday.Â
He holds your waist tightly as he slides off the daybed, your legs wrapping around his as his hands slide to your ass again. You hide your face in his neck as he quickly closes the fire pit and unplugs all the lights before walking back inside.Â
Once youâre back inside his warm house, you move your head out of his neck and go back to kissing him. You were so lost in his lips that you didnât even realize you had made it up to his room until you heard him close the door. Your eyes looked to your left towards his bed, stopping at his bookshelf and at the photo of you two that Joe said was his favorite a few weeks ago. You smiled at the thought of how things had changed from then to now, still not quite believing that this was real.Â
He places you down on his bed before crawling on top of you, the same position as yesterday before you got interrupted by his alarm. You feel his lips travel from your jaw down to your neck again, slightly sucking on the already bruised spots, making you let out a whimper.Â
âJoe,â you blubbered at the slight sting you felt.Â
âDonât worry, Iâll leave your neck alone,â he chuckles as he moves down to your chest. Your chest was lined with the lacy part of the dress, and Joe felt like a kid in a candy store. He started to press kisses along your soft skin, moving one hand to the strap of the dress and pulling it down slowly. You closed your eyes, feeling desire building inside your body with every touch and kiss from Joe. He pulls down the straps of the dress, his eyes widening at the fact that you werenât wearing a bra and this was his first time seeing you naked.Â
âNo Bra?â he asks as he looks up.Â
You feel shy all of a sudden and open your eyes, remembering you didnât put one on since the dress held them pretty well. You move your hands to cover your chest, but Joe stops them before you can.Â
âYou are beautiful, Y/N. No need to hide,â he says as he presses a kiss to your chest again, getting rid of all your shy thoughts. âAbsolutely gorgeous,â.Â
âBut, no bra makes it seem like you came over with an agenda tonight,â he laughs as he kisses down to your nipple.
âI told you that youâd be compensated sooner rather thanâ,â you smile before you feel Joe wrap his lips around your nipple and swirl his tongue around the bud. âOh my god,â you moan at the contact. His tongue continues to work its magic around your sensitive bud, prompting a few gasps and whimpers to leave your lips as you play with his hair.Â
âJoe,â you moan as you squirm underneath him, feeling him move from your chest and down your body. He moves down your body, pressing wet open-mouthed kisses along the way as he pulls the dress down with him.
âGod, youâre so pretty,â he mumbles as he kisses your stomach. âAnd your skin is so soft,â.
You smile as you hear him continue to praise you while pleasuring you, making sure that you feel good about yourself in every way possible, physically & internally.Â
He moves to your arm, âAbsolutely stunning,â he says as he presses a kiss to your forearm. He then moves back to your stomach, âDrop dead gorgeous,â he says as he presses a kiss to your hips. âHottest girl Iâve ever come across,â he says as he presses a kiss to your belly button. âAnd all mine,â he says as his lips graze over the sensitive spot on your belly close to your heat, feeling a gush of wetness pool at your core.Â
âShit,â you moan and pull on his hair as you feel him kiss that spot on your stomach, feeling butterflies flying through your stomach. He was so sweet, even in the most heated moments, and that was another thing you adored about Joe.Â
âFound another sweet spot I guess,â he chuckles as he presses another kiss to it before moving down to your core. He pulls your dress all the way down your body, now leaving you in nothing but your panties. He looks at you for a few moments, seeing you in your most natural form in front of him, and it makes him feel like he is on cloud 9. The fact that you were so comfortable around him, especially like this, was another reason why he is absolutely obsessed with you. You felt comfortable with him emotionally & physically, and he felt the same with you.Â
âYou good?â He asks before going further.
âIâm great,â you smile as you make grabby hands towards him.
âTell me if you want to stop,â he says.
âThatâll never happen, but okay,â you smile.Â
He comes back over you, pushing his lips against yours in a messy kiss that has you both gasping for air and feeling more needy than before. You feel his hand travel down to your thigh, his fingers massaging the plush skin before he pulls away and goes back down to your core.Â
You feel your brain click, just like it did last night, as you realize what was going to happen. You feel his hands teasing the band of your panties before you feel his lips on your inner thigh. You feel him suck and nip at the skin, definitely leaving another mark.
âYou love marking me up donât you?â You laugh.
âPeople gotta know that youâre mine,â he says as he sucks on the skin of your inner thigh. The words coming out of his mouth were still new to you. The thought of Joe, your Joe, doing this to you and saying these words to you was something you never thought would be possible.Â
Before you could say something else, you feel him ghost his fingers over your slit, feeling your wetness seeping out of your panties. âSo wet for me,â he chuckles before he pulls down your panties and throws them to the side.Â
You start to feel those nerves again, so you close your eyes, hoping rid of those thoughts. The cool air of the room hits your core at the same time as you feel Joeâs mouth lick a long stripe from your folds to your clit, sending the first waves of pleasure throughout your body. âMmm,â you whimper as you throw your head to the side, your fingers twirling the strands of his hair as his mouth starts to go unhinged on your core.
Wet slurping sounds fill the room along with your breaths that are coming out in short gasps. Joeâs mouth was magic, pure magic, and you were mad at yourself for missing out on this for all those years you stayed away.Â
âJoey, fuck donât stop,â you shamelessly moan as you push his head closer to your core, feeling him groan into you as he continues to lap at your folds. You could feel his soft scruff rubbing against your lower half, the real feeling of it better than what you had imagined it felt like.Â
âYou taste like heaven,â he says as he presses kisses around your skin before attaching his lips to your sensitive clit, sending intense shocks of pleasure throughout your body.
âFuck, Joe,â you moan as you start to arch your back, but he gently pushes you back down before moving his hand to cup your breast, his thumb sliding across your nipple while his mouth continues to send you to heaven. âGod, youâre so good,â you whined. You were melting under his touch, letting him do whatever he wanted to you, and it felt so right. The way his mouth was worshipping you was sending you into overdrive, his soft lips caressing every part and making you lose all control, but you were trying to keep it together.Â
He looked up for a few seconds, watching you struggle to hold it together as the sounds coming from your mouth were absolutely unhinged, a juxtaposition to your facial expression. He watched as your free hand was gripping the sheets, your knuckles losing color at the tight grip you had on them. Every time you moaned his name, it felt like everything would just stop, and he loved it.Â
His hand slides down from your breast to your thigh, gripping the back of it to throw your leg over his shoulder, opening you up even more. You feel his tongue thrust into your core, just as you start to feel your pleasure building up while his thumb was rubbing circles around your clit.Â
âIâm so close,â you whisper as you open up your eyes and look down at him, feeling incredibly dazed at the sight of him doing what he is doing right now. He moves his lips from your core up to your clit, rhythmically sucking and swirling the bud before you let out another moan.Â
âOh my god,â you whine as you feel your pleasure begging to be released. You let go of the sheets, stuffing both your hands into Joeâs hair and grinding against his mouth. The combination of his tongue and your movements push you towards your orgasm as you feel the band in your belly snap hard, seeing stars for the first time in a long time; almost feeling like you had just fallen into a cloud of pink dust and the room had just gotten 10 times brighter, and it was all because of the man in front of you.Â
âJoe,â you whimper as you throw your head to the side and smile into the pillow, waves of pleasure crashing over you as he continues to lap at your folds, softly rubbing your shaking thighs and milking every last drop of your orgasm. He continued to lap at your folds, a little more delicately than before. Then he moved back up to your face, he watched as you continued to grin into the pillow, soft moans and whimpers still leaving your lips as you came down from your high. A few moments later, you open up your eyes, panting from the aftermath of your orgasm, seeing Joeâs face just inches from yours.Â
His lips and chin were coated with your wetness, his cheeks were flushed, and his hair was all messy. He wiped his chin with his hand before bringing it to his mouth to clean your wetness off of him.Â
âHow was it?â he pants, praying that you enjoyed it and felt good. He wanted nothing more than to make you, the love of his life, feel good. Itâs all he has ever wanted.Â
âYouâre really fucking good at that,â you breathe out before you pull him closer and kiss him again. You could taste yourself on his lips and that made the kiss even more sweeter. Your tongues tangled in each other's mouths as you moved your hands to his back, stuffing them underneath his shirt and tracing his torso with your freshly manicured nails. You pulled his shirt higher, signaling that you wanted it off. He pulled away from your lips for a few seconds and took his shirt off before going back to you, his lips sucking on your top lip, almost biting it at the feeling of your hands finding themselves inside his pants.
Before you got lost in his lips again, you pulled away, leaving him a little breathless and very needy. âMm, come back,â he whispered as he moved to kiss you again.
âI think you forgot to take something else off too,â you say as hold his face just inches from your mouth while you look down at his pants.
âDamn, straight to it?â He laughed as he got off of you and started to take his pants off.
âWeâve been waiting for way too long for us to not get straight to it,â you say as you watch him take them off. The nerves only get stronger as your brain starts to fully wake up, and the thoughts of last night come right back. You were about to see him fully naked and have sex, and there was a very real possibility that he wouldnât enjoy it. But at the same time, why wouldnât he? He loves you, and he made it very clear that you were the one for him; you both wanted this to happen, and you even said it to each otherâs faces many times.Â
âNo, No No. Stop it Y/N. He loves you,â you think to yourself, trying to get out of your head again. You watch as he is just left in his boxers, expecting him to pull them down any second, but he just stands there with a straight face.Â
âEverything alright?â you ask him.
âI donât have any condoms,â he says as he rubs the back of his neck.Â
You stay silent for a few seconds, âIâm on the pill,â you tell him, feeling even more nervous at the thought of him fucking you without any barriers.Â
âAre you sure? I donât wanna force you into doing something if you donât feel comfortable,â he asks.
âJoe, I promise you that itâs fine,â you say as you give him a sincere smile.Â
He nods his head before he pulls down his boxers, your breath hitching as you look down and see him fully bare for the first time. You felt like you were back in high school and hooking up with a guy for the first time since you were feeling all of the same feelings again; excitement, hesitation, desire, and tension.Â
âAre you still good?â He asks as he moves onto the bed, pumping his cock as he gets in between your legs.
âYouâre just so-,â.
âI know,â he laughs. âBut I promise, you can handle it,â.
âOh really? What makes you so sure?â You tease.
âBecause I know you and you never back down from a challenge,â he winks.Â
You let out a soft laugh as you looked down again. Your smile faltered as the thoughts in your head only got louder and now your face was showing it, and he was noticing.Â
âHey, you okay?â he asked as he stopped and cupped your face.
âIâm fine,â you sigh.
âTalk to me, Y/N. I know youâre not fine,â.
You let out another sigh, knowing you could never lie to him, âJust nervous I guess,â.
âAm I making you nervous?â He asks as he moves a few strands of hair out of your face.
âNo, no. God no. Itâs just that I keep thinking you wonât like it, and then I think about the other girls that have been in this position before,â you confess.
He stares deeply into your eyes for a few seconds, his heart dropping at the thought of you feeling like this because you were thinking about other girls.
âYouâre crazy if you think I wonât like this. And stop thinking about other girls,â he says. âLook around. Youâre the only girl in my bed, youâre the only girl that will be in my bed, and youâre the only girl that gets to have me like this,â he reassures you.Â
It felt as if your brain had just gotten a soft blanket and pillow, preparing itself to take a nap and finally turn off for the night, and it was because of Joe. He always got you out of your head when you were too far gone and this was just another example of it.Â
âI love you,â you say as you look into his baby blue eyes, filled with desire for you.Â
âI love you more than anything in the world. Will you finally let me show you?â He asks as he presses a kiss to your nose.Â
âOf course,â you say as you press a deep and passion-filled kiss onto his lips.
He pulls away and says, âLet me know if you want to stop, let me know if it hurts, and let me know if itâs too much,â.
âJoe,â you blink.
âWhat?â he asks.
âIâve had sex before,â you laugh.
âOkay, but you havenât had sex with me before,â he says as he raises his brow.
âFair point,â You giggle.
âJust know that I'm here and that youâre safe,â he says before you start to feel pressure down below, his cock slowly sliding through your drenched folds.
âOkay,â you whimper as you throw your head to the side, feeling a slight sting at the sensation of him stretching you out. A few gasps leave your lips at the fullness you felt, and then a whine when you feel him stop. âDonât stop,â you saidÂ
âFuck, you feel so good,â he groans as he slides in all the way, feeling your cushiony walls wrap around him for the first time.Â
âJoe,â you whisper, moving your face so that you are looking into each other's eyes. He starts to thrust into you, setting a slow pace so that you can get used to the feeling. The slow rhythmic pace he set made your toes curl, the feeling of him inside of you was unlike anything youâd ever felt before and you loved it. The way he held you close to him, the sounds leaving his lips, and the feeling of being fucked by him was all too much for you.Â
Faint sounds of skin hitting skin filled the room as he moved deeper inside of you with each well-placed thrust. He grabbed your leg, cupping the back of your knee and placing it around his waist, opening you up even more for him to go deeper.Â
âYeah,â you moan as you feel him moving closer to your G-spot. The new angle allows him to move deeper into you, reaching new territory each time he pushes into you.Â
âDoes it feel good?â He pants as he presses kisses around your jaw.
âFeels fucking amazing,â you say as you open your eyes and move your other leg around his waist. You move your hand into his hair again and push his face closer to yours, soft moans leaving your mouth against his lips before he moves closer and captures your lips in a gentle kiss.Â
A few seconds later, a well-placed thrust causes you to pull away, his cock grazing your G-spot. âJoe, holy fuck,â you moan as you throw your head back against the pillow. You had him so close to you, but you wanted him closer. His pace was fulfilling, but you wanted more. âJoe,â you moan again as you open your eyes.Â
âWhat, Baby?â he breathes out as he continues to thrust into your slick core.
âFuck me,â you moan. âFuck me harder, please,â.
He looked into your eyes for a few seconds, smiling at the sight of you begging for more and feeling like this because of him. You felt comfortable with him, and thatâs all he wanted. You were the only girl that he wanted like this, and now that he had you, he felt like he was on top of the world.Â
âI never thought Iâd hear you say that, fuck, thatâs hot,â he pants as he begins to thrust into you harder. He picked up the pace of his thrusts, the feeling of him pounding into your core with no barriers was too good and neither of you could get enough of it.Â
âYou feel so good,â he moaned at the feeling of his cock pumping into your core. You started to buck your hips against him, matching the pace of his rough thrusts and pushing you both into another realm of satisfaction. The sound of skin hitting skin only got louder, just like the sounds escaping both your mouths. One of his hands traveled to your chest, cupping your breast and teasing your nipple with his thumb.Â
Hearing Joe like this was sending chills down your body, again thinking about how quickly things changed from innocent to whatever the hell this was between you two. It was pure passion, love, and desire that had built up between you both for years, and it was finally coming out in the best way possible.Â
âYeah,â you groan as you move further up the bed, his cock slamming into your cervix with each snap of his hips. You moved your hands to cup his back, helping him move against you as every stroke hit your pleasure point.Â
âJ- Joe,â you struggle to moan, his lips move down to your neck again, but this time nestled against the spot by your ear.
âYou. Are. Un. Fucking. Real,â he whispers into your ear, punctuating each word with a rough thrust before dropping his head into the crook of your neck. He felt himself getting lost in your touch, the way you felt around him was unlike anything he had ever felt before with any other girl. The sounds escaping your lips, the smile on your face, the softness of your touch, it was all unreal.Â
Joe continued to fuck you senseless, your pleasure building inside of you with every thrust. âRight there,â you smile as you feel him find another pleasure point inside of you, your breath coming out in short gasps again as you feel him slam into you harder, making sure he hits that spot just right.Â
âFuck, Y/N,â he moaned as he felt your walls start to clench his cock.Â
âMmph, Iâm close,â you whimper as you press a kiss to his forehead, prompting him to come out of your neck.
âFuck,â he pants as his thrusts start to become more erratic. He could never get enough of you, the feeling of being balls deep inside of you was something he needed to feel all the time. Heâd never felt this good with another girl before, you were something special.Â
You felt your legs start to burn and a thin layer of sweat formed on your body. He moves one hand to grip your waist, his lips find their way to your mouth again, and his other hand starts to navigate down to your clit. The way he was touching you sent electricity through your veins.Â
He starts to toy with your clit as his mouth crashes against yours, and a few rough thrusts later, you were clamping down on his cock. âI- Iâm cumming,â you moan as you break away from the kiss, digging your head into the pillow again, feeling the band in your stomach tighten.
âIâve got you,â he says as he presses a kiss to your cheek. Your arms wrapped around his back, drawing him closer to you as you felt the world stop.
âJoe!â you screamed as you felt your orgasm wash over you, your walls clenching his cock in a rhythmic manner making him groan. It felt like a rush of dopamine, a breath of fresh air, and like you were going down a big drop on a rollercoaster. All of which created a feeling of euphoria.
You whimpered and moaned at the feeling of your high; it was a feeling of raw satisfaction. Youâd never felt like this with another guy before. Those thoughts and doubts you had were long gone as all you could focus on was the pleasure you were feeling at the man who made it happen. He managed to make you feel like the most extraordinary girl in the world earlier with everything he said to you, and now he just showed you that he meant everything he said.Â
He was still moving, but not as strongly as he was before. You didnât feel him reach his high yet, which made you a little nervous, so you were determined to get him there. You opened your eyes, seeing a content smile on his face as he slowly pumped into you.
âDonât stop,â you said, maybe for the 50th time, your voice raspy from how fucked out you were.Â
âAre you sure? I donât wanna push you too much,â he said as he pressed a kiss on your nose.Â
âKeep going, itâs perfect,â you whispered as you closed your eyes and let go of all your thoughts and feelings, letting him do whatever he wanted. You felt his pace pick back up, feeling him move closer and closer to his release.Â
âShit, Iâm close,â he moaned as his thrusts became rougher. The soreness down below was setting in, but you didnât care. All that mattered was that you wanted him to feel good, just like how he made you feel good. A few seconds later, you felt him still inside you and hot spurts of his release coating your walls, just as he gently pressed down onto your body, whispering sweet nothings into your ear as he felt his high. The feeling of him inside you was magical, and something you could never get enough of.
âYouâre so good, Y/N. Fuck, I love you,â he whispered into your ear, causing you to grin. You both lay there for a few moments, basking in the afterglow of what had just happened, your breaths steadying out. You thought about how exciting this was, getting to finally do this with Joe. Finally getting to be his girlfriend, finally being able to do what couples did. It was all you had ever wanted.Â
He moved his face back to your view, seeing your flushed cheeks and messy hair along with the grin on your face. âH- How was it?â he asked as he slowly slid out of you, a hiss leaving your lips at the sensation.Â
âI donât think I can even begin to express how much I loved that,â you said as you pulled his face back down to yours, pressing a big kiss to his lips. âWait, did you like it?â You asked him as you suddenly pulled away.Â
âDoes this answer your question?â He laughs as he moves back down and kisses you like he has never kissed you before in his life. âThat was the best. You are amazing,â he said against your lips.Â
He gets off of you a few moments later, walking into the bathroom to grab a washcloth to clean you up. Then, he walks into his closet and finds a t-shirt for you to slip on, as well as some fresh clothes for him.Â
âHere,â he says, handing you one of his Bengals t-shirts.Â
âI hope you know that youâre not getting this back,â you giggle as you sit up and slip the shirt on.
âFine by me,â he shrugged as he put on shorts and clean boxers before sliding back into the bed.
âI should probably change these sheets,â he realized, starting to get back up but feeling your hand wrap around his arm, pulling him back down.
You toss your leg over him, holding him down to the bed. âLater,â you say as you move closer to his chest, his arm wrapping around your waist.Â
âSomeoneâs feeling clingy,â he teased as he kissed your forehead.Â
âClingy, glowy, infatuated, in love. Whatever you want to call it,â you smile up at him.Â
âHow are you feeling?â He asked you as he rubbed your belly.
âLike Iâve just had the best sex of my life with the love of my life. I canât believe Iâve been missing out on that,â you shake your head.Â
âI feel the same way,â he chuckles.Â
âThank you for tonight,â you say as you press a kiss to his bare chest. âThis was really special,â.
âDonât thank me,â he says. âYou deserve this. Only the best treatment for the girl of my dreams,â he smiles.
âI love you so much that it literally hurts,â you giggle as you hide your face in his chest.
His hand slides up and down your back, his heart bursting at the thought of you both together in this moment. âI loved you then, I love you now, and Iâll love you forever,â he whispered into your ear, making your cheeks turn another shade of crimson. You slide your hand up his chest, softly grazing your fingers over his muscular body and admiring the ring on your finger, having a moment of realization.Â
âHey, I just noticed something,â you say as you bring your hand to your face, admiring your ring.Â
âWhat?â Joe asks as he looks down at you.
âI know you said thereâs 9 diamonds for the 9 years weâve known each other, but you know what else is 9?â you say as you look up at him, your words laced with love.
âWhat?â Joe asks, not catching on to what you were saying.
âYou, silly,â you say as you pat his chest. âYouâre number 9 and the ring has 9 diamonds. Iâll always have you with me even if weâre not always in the same place,â you giggle.Â
âThatâs actually really sweet and wasnât even on purpose,â he cheeses. âBut trust me, weâll always be in the same place,â.
âHmm, what about when you have to go to the team hotel the night before games? Or away games since I wouldnât see you until after the game?â
âIâll sneak you in. Show up in the mascotâs uniform, and just the uniform,â he winks. âI'm sure youâll make it up to our floor if you make a good excuse,â
âOh, Iâll make it up to your floor, I have spy-like reflexes, but I think theyâll realize that thereâs a girl in your room once they hear us going at it,â you laugh into his chest.Â
âHey, they should appreciate that Iâm letting my built-up tension and nerves out in a healthy way,â he shrugged. âHaving your star QB all tensed and nervous before a game is a recipe for disaster,â.Â
âYouâre too much,â you blush.
âBut you still love me,â he laughed, looking down at you.
You crane your head to his face, meeting his ocean-blue eyes that never fail to send butterflies into your body. âThat I do,â you say as you shift your body so that you're on top of him, feeling a wet spot on the bed as you were doing so.
He watches as your face scrunches up, looking a little uncomfortable. âYou good?â He asked.
âHit a wet spot,â you laughed. âThereâs a lot of body fluids on me and this bed right now,â.
âDo you want to shower?â He asked as the pads of his fingers massaged the plush skin of your thighs.Â
âAs long as we get to repeat this,â you mumble as you move your face closer to his.
âAlready?â He asks as he raises his brow, stunned at your stamina.
â9 years Joey. 9 fucking years,â you laughed.
âFair enough,â he says as he presses his lips against yours, sliding off the bed with your legs wrapped around his.Â
âYou might need some Advil after this,â he says as he opens the bathroom door. âI have a lot of energy,â he winks.
âIâd be mad if you didnât,â you smiled against his shoulder, your entire body sizzling with anticipation. This was going to become a regular thing for you both, and that made your heart soar. He was perfect, your relationship was perfect, everything was perfect.
--The End--
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My god.
This boy is full of so much love.
Yâall take FOREVER to actually get together.
It got to the point where Toby got frustrated and was all like âshould I just kill them?â (Assuming you ainât a proxy)
What Iâm tryna say is heâs sorta oblivious to his feelings towards you.
But heâs so scared to get attached to you, cuz every time heâs ever gotten close to someone they die.
But when yâall (finally) get together after a long ahh slow burn.
YOU TWO ARE LITERALLY THE CUTEST OMD.
He was so surprised that you said yes when he asked you out. Like- you? The pretty girl who he had the the pleasure of becoming friends with???? Says yes to him????
Heâs so happy
Buttttttttttttttt.
So awkward itâs almost painful.
Onetime you kissed him on his cheek, bro was all like âđ§â
But when you guys get past that awkward stage? You guys are practically attached to the hip.
And I know most of the fandom hates the âsoft Tobyâ stereotype, but I feel like thatâs just how he is w you (though he does have his momentsâŚ)
Lots of reassurance. Itâs needed if yâall wanna last.
He isnât used to have someone be so affectionate towards him. Since deadass the only person whoâs showed him genuine love was Lyra.
When yâall first met, heâd always wear a massive ass bandage over the gash on his cheek.
Every time you saw it you gave him the âđ¤¨â look, which heâs just shrug it off. And when youâd ask him about it, heâd say something like:
âItâs ruh-rude to ask t-that.â
Heâd even continue wearing it INTO your dating life, heâll eventually cave in since itâs been around 8 months of him wearing it around you. And a wound would normally be healed by now.
He wasnât at all surprised by your reaction of shock.
Heâll always have it on out of the apartment though. No exceptions.
He calls you âpretty thingâ sm it becomes a tic.
Eskimo kisses? Eskimo kisses.
He tryâs his best to keep the whole murder part of his life away from you. But itâs obvious so⌠that was one long night of going over things.
Anywaysssss.
AQUARIUM DATES! Yâall get in your grandpa jumpers and walk around the aquarium holding hands and looking at all the cool fish nâ shit.
HE LOVES LOVES LOVES NECK KISSES.
Heâs a slut for knowing heâs yours.
He loves teasing the shit outta you for being short. Even though heâs like 3 inches taller
âIâve been b-breaking my buh-back k-k-kissing you, babe.â
âPiss off.â
He loves laying between your legs with his face flushed against your chest while you run your fingers through his hair and itch his scalp.
When you guys are sleeping, youâll constantly have to make sure he doesnât get too over headed or cold due to his CIPA.
Speaking of sleeping, he grinds his teeth while heâs dreaming. So just gently grab his chin to stop him. And heâs a deep ass sleeper so he wonât feel it lol.
He isnât a big fan of PDA when you guys arenât behind closed doors, but heâll ALWAYS hold your hand.
On the less sappy note, when heâs having a tic attack he will not allow you to come near him. Heâs so scared of hurting you.
And when heâs having an episode?
Make sure you stay calm. And maybe get to him before he gets to you. Heâll be so upset if he did hurt you while going through one of his schizophrenic like states.
To help him through his manic episode, stay as calm as you can, let him know that, although you donât share the belief that itâs real, you understand that it is real to him. Try and keep focused on supporting him with how heâs feeling in that moment, rather than confirming or challenging his reality.
If he does snap at you, heâll feel so guilty. He will think that heâs just like his dad.
Heâll probably disappear for a few days, but when he comes back heâs begging for you to not leave him. Like heâs full on sobbing.
Hold him.
Heâs clingy. Like super clingy. Clingy to the point where it just becomes obnoxious. And gets a bit irritating but he means well :(
He loves you like a dog, and heâll do anything for you. He trusts you with his whole being and hopes you feel the same.
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All Hail Queen Bea!
Based off of this Anon note. đ
https://www.tumblr.com/lovemybluebully/765290767074951168/i-feel-that-even-if-logan-doesnt-admit-through?source=share
Super short little fluff-filled tickle fic that I just threw together really quick. lol Enjoy!
"Deadpool and Wolverine"-verse
Word Count: 609
"Staahahahaap! Wade pleheeheeheeease!" Logan begged through his wheezing laughter as Wade delivered the umpteenth raspberry to his quaking belly.
"So we're in agreeance then? Dorothy is definitively the best Golden Girl?" Wade paused with his face still hovering close above his roommate's most ticklish spot as Logan looked over at him with sparkling but pleading eyes and panted out his reply.
"B-But I haven't....even watched.....a whole episode yEHEHeHeheHEHET!!" Wolverine screeched, going totally wild once Wade began nibbling on his lower belly while making extra effort to target his unbearably sensitive V-line, "OKAAHAHAAAAY!! OKAAHAHAHAHAHAAYAAHAHAHAAHAA!!"
Wade kept it up for another minute while simultaneously reaching in with both hands to bury fingers into his squirming sides and make sure his point got across. Once Logan was reduced to nothing but a satisfying squealing wreck, he finally ceased the playful torture and sat up.
"Don't you ever disrespect Bea Arthur in my prescence again, you insolent cretin. We don't take kindly to that around here," he smirked and wiggled a few fingers under Logan's chin, getting some more giggles out of him before his hand was weakly smacked away.
"Heeheheehe.....Fuckin' geez.....All I said....was that Betty White.....seems like a pretty cool lady," Logan gulped for air while not making any attempt to get up from where Wade had pinned him on the couch.
They didn't have "The Golden Girls" tv show in Logan's universe and Wade was more than happy to have an excuse to run a marathon of all seven seasons.
"And of course she is! But as you have just learned, you just don't speak out against the Queen Bea like that," Wade smiled, secretly knowing that wasn't exactly a punishment for Logan, as he settled back into the couch and un-paused the television to resume the first episode.
In a tired, giggle-induced daze Logan somewhat sat up to lean against Wade and allowed his now relaxed eyes to shut. The merc just chuckled as he began softly running fingers through Logan's wild hair, noticing how much fuller it had grown-in ever since the feral mutant came to live in his universe.
"All tuckered out, huh? Don't worry, after you wake up I'll fill you in on everything that happens."
There were some quiet giggles bubbling out as Logan could still feel the phantom tickles all over his upper body with them even causing him to squirm slightly to Wade's delight.
"Still feeling tickly? That's how you know I'm a pro. Don't mess with me, these hands are deadly weapons. Well....technically you don't have to mess with me to get it. You spent a lot of years without smiling, Peanut, and I promise those days are long over. And if I have to tickle you to death every day just to see it then so be it."
Wade then shivered with excitement as he began to feel vibrations emanating from the Wolverine, though he held back from commenting on it. Only when Logan was truly at-ease and happy did this purring from deep within him manage to surface itself.
"Thank you...," Logan muttered softly and Wade almost melted on the spot from the indescribable joy he felt at hearing him say that. He looked down, wanting to question him about it, but Logan had already fallen asleep as he lightly snored against him.
Wade's smile widened, knowing that his friend had truly meant it. That admission along with how little Logan had fought it during and how relaxed he had become afterwards confirmed what Wade already knew; Logan liked being tickled.
"Any time, big guy," he replied and continued to gently massage his scalp, pushing Logan further into his blissful slumber.
#ticklish!wolverine#ticklish!logan#ler!deadpool#ler!wade#deadpool tickle#wolverine tickle#tickle fic#mini tickle fic
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Caregiver Katsuki Bakugo Headcanons
A/N: Hey!!! This is my first like. Writing related post. In a WHILE. Sorry about that!! But please feel free to request anything, Iâm kinda bored. :P
Warnings: Minor swearing but I think thatâs it ???
Bakugo is very aggressive. We all know this. Pretty much all the time, heâs aggressive and seemingly angry. And this does not waver or change, even when youâre regressed. So if youâre super sensitive, he probably wouldnât be the best for you.
However, thatâs not to say he doesnât care. Quite the opposite, actually. He would die for you and actively goes out of his way to protect you.
Oh, he would get SO mad if anyone ever said anything remotely negative to you about your age regression. He wouldnât even try to reason with them or have a debate he would straight up just tell them to kys đ (me core)
He does better with toddler or kid regressors, but baby regressors are fine as long as they can tolerate his naturally rough and callous behavior.
He did not know what the hell age regression was before he met you. Honestly, I feel like heâd come off as judgey at first. He doesnât mean to, itâs just how he is. But then heâd go and research it a bit and realize that itâs not anything weird or fetishy and is instead a healthy coping mechanism.
Heâs a little hesitant to be your caregiver at first. He says itâs because he isnât sure if he wants to focus on anything other than training right now and being a caregiver is a lot of responsibility. Thatâs partially true. But itâs mainly really because heâs afraid he wonât be good at it and will just end up hurting you and potentially ruining one of your only healthy coping mechanisms.
It takes a lot for him to be able to open up to someone and take care of someone like that, but eventually, he does it. And he finds he enjoys it. He finds your little antics and your dependency on him really adorable.
Heâs not embarrassed or ashamed that you age regress. I feel like nearly half of class 1-A regresses so itâs not unusual at all for you two to be in the common room, you sitting on his lap with a sippy cup in hand.
Sets you up on play dates with Kaminari and Mina all the time. He wants you to have fun and interact with other littles. Plus, theyâre his friends and their caregivers are his friends too.
Takes a little bit to get used to nicknames as well. But finds he likes parental nicknames a lot more than he thought he would.
The first time you called him dada was something he will never forget. You were half asleep, snuggling in his chest, when you realized you were thirsty. You lazily grabbed his shirt and gently tugged on it and went, âDadaâŚjuiceâŚ?â. He immediately knew what you wanted and he gave you the juice. He didnât even register the nickname until a few seconds later and was really shocked. He didnât say anything about it in the moment, though. He talked to you about it when you were big again and he clarified that he was okay with it and it didnât make him uncomfortable.
Midoriya and Kirishima are his go-to babysitters. Mainly Midoriya because heâs more responsible than Kirishima. But Midoriya can get busy quite a lot. And Bakugoâs also a little anxious about you possibly liking Midoriya more than him, although he would rather die than admit that out loud lol.
He can cook. This is canon. This mf can cook like a 1950s housewife it is INSANE. He makes all your food for you, especially when youâre little. He likes taking care of you, even if he wonât really say it.
If youâre like me, and you tend to have really bad rage episodes and outbursts when youâre overstimulated or upset, heâs got you. He knows how to deal with that. Heâs got a punching bag in his room that he lets you beat the shit out of if needed. He can make you laugh too. Youâll be beating the fuck out the punching bag and heâll pretend like itâs a real person and say shit like âYEAHâźď¸âźď¸âźď¸ BEAT HIS ASSâźď¸âźď¸âźď¸đŁď¸đŁď¸đŁď¸â and it makes you giggle.
Surprisingly okay with physical affection. You wanna cling to him? Thatâs fine. Just listen to him if he tells you to get off of him. Respect his boundaries and donât get in the way when heâs doing something important and itâs cool. đ
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Hazbin Hotel Episode 5-6 Hot Takes! ~
Lucifer doesn't really seem like a necessarily "good" dad or "bad" dad. He's definitely not the greatest at all but it really does suck that Charlie was pretty much isolated from him. Not completely his fault I'm sure.
I know it's obvious at this point that Lucifer & Alastor don't like each other...but you can definitely tell Alastor HATES him. His face was just stuck on stink the entire time.
To follow that up, I wonder why Alastor doesn't like Lucifer so much. Maybe it has to do with Lilith or Eve?
I like Lucifer's personality despite being the literal Devil he's actually very goofy. I don't think this was even a hot take. Lol.
Alastor saying fuck is the funniest thing in this show so far. It was actually gold. Bless him.
I hate that there was actual discourse surrounding episode 5 regarding Charlastor, and that people who hate the ship took the opportunity to either be pissed about their interactions, or celebrate that the ship is dead.
Hell's Greatest Dad was a nice song I really enjoyed it. Alastor and Lucifer sounded great.
A lot of people have already said this, but I think it's pretty obvious that Alastor was only trying to piss Lucifer off with the daughter comments. I don't think he actually sees him & Charlie as family.
Saying that Charlie can almost call Alastor Daddy was jaw dropping lol. I don't get how the ship is dead. It's definitely revived.
I fucking hate Mimzy. She's just an awful friend. She's literally that fake friend that only hits you up when you need something. I don't get how Alastor has been (hazbin) friends with her for so long. Christ.
I would've just thrown Mimzy to the Lone Sharks.
I wonder who "owns" Alastor? Most likely Lilith, that's what everybody has said. It could also possibly be Eve tho. He's definitely been working with someone.
Alastor's monster eldritch form kinda looks how a lot of us expected.
I don't get how Charlie is going to tell Lucifer, the first fallen angel EVER, and God's actual former favorite, what Heaven would say or think. He's already been there before. He knows how they work.
"More than Anything" was actually a pretty sweet song. It kinda hit close to home. Lucifer really sounded like the Angel he is.
Cherri & Sir Pentious are actually really cute. I kinda saw that one coming. Idk how they'd fuck tho. Ewwww.
Something is weird about Charlie not being on that list when they got to Heaven. Some people have speculated that she's in the wrong place. Hmmmm.
I don't really care for Sera or Emily. Idk I just don't. Sorry y'all.
"Welcome To Heaven" was such a weird gay ass song. 𤣠Why was that white ass twink priest practically moaning lmao...but the song was giving some type of backstreet boys or NSYNC.
I didn't think Lute or any of the exterminators actually had faces. That was a shock.
Even though it was already obvious to so many I was still gagged when the Vaggie Angel theory was finally confirmed. I love the way she met Charlie.
Not a hot take but I fucking hate Lute & Adam for doing Vaggie like that. She definitely didn't deserve it. All she did was spare one fucking child. They're evil.
The blackmailing Vaggie thing was very anticlimactic and dumb as fuck especially since they made Vaggie avoid being questioned. It would've been more interesting if Vaggie did what Adam said and spoke against Charlie at the meeting.
I've come to realize that Heaven is just shit and nobody knows what they're doing. The fact that they have a piece of shit like Adam up there and he himself doesn't know why he's there in the first place is very telling.
I don't think Cherri is a bad friend at all, but it was very off putting for her to constantly peer pressure Angel Dust when he's been trying to have a good streak. I get that she's a party animal and don't give a fuck but she could at least be mindful of her friend that's trying to stop their bad habits.
Angel being protective of Nifty when she was drunk was so cute. I'm happy he saved her from Val even if she didn't need it.
"You didn't know" was meh. It had some good parts I liked the overlapping of "Hell Is Forever" but thats really it.
I feel like Charlie is going to forgive Vaggie pretty quickly. I don't think this dramatic revelation of her past is going to cause that big of a rift in their relationship at all, especially with how quick they made up in episode 3.
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Not me deciding that I wanna figure out how does Macaques dojo work, cuz I couldnt seem to find any ideas of it on the internet lol
Okay so long long LONG rant:
Ik that in canon the whole place looks kinda-- moldy and shit and I get the lot of hc about how Macaque probably doesnt even live there since its in a very industrial outer neighborhood of Megaplois, and also it probably isnt really decorated or looks like someone is living in there at all, but I like to think that he has standards and they put like 272636373 nois cancelation seals on their bedroom so he can sleep camly when he actually can sleep (since in my hc Macaque suffers from insomnia (its a pretty common hc tho, but you get it)) and I think the outer circle of Megaplois is even tho industral and under constructuion on most parts, its probably more quiet than downtown
And I also like to imagine, Macaque even tho if not commited to a place will make it more homy. But looking at my reference pictures, in the dojo there were also a lot of posters and paintings (and in MKAGC Macaque did mention he might have a poster of wukong soooo~~)
For the layout I went after whatever felt right, since I had like 4 pictures to piece together a two-story house with a gallery(??) so its actually just me deciding what I want and where I wanna put it
(Here are the screenshots from lmk s1ep9 I used:)
Okay Okay if you couldnt tell, for some reason im really hyped about this stuff so im going to lead you trough my thougtprocess, when imagining this whole thing, in order from ground level to gallery
1. Ground level:
Ahh yes ground level: the problem child
(Im going to keep it somewhat brief here cuz I wrote a shit ton of explanations for it, but that somehow got deleted which I am super pissed about btw)
So I saw that a lot of hc with Macaques place are mostly that first floor is the dojo and the second floor is the living area, buuut~~ based on the screenshots of the series that doesnt make any sense. My reasoning? Simple really, its bc you can see the ceiling If you are standing in the dojo. This could lead to the conclusion that:
"Okay maybe then there is no second floor just a gallery in there somewhere and thats it".
Sure we can say that, but then you would ignore the fact that you cant see the front door of the building when Macaque slams Mk into a weaponstand.
"Okay then its on the other side of the room that we never got to see in the episode"
I mean maybe sure but to me from an animation point of view it just doesnt make sense, just why would they flipp the camera angle like that (I mean anyone can think whatever they want, everyones opinion is valid, its not like anyone would ever argue me on this one ((or read this whole brainrot trough in the first place lol)))
Haha anyways regardless of anything, let's go back to talking about the first floor, shall we?
Everything is pretty self explenatory: when you come in on the front door youll see a little shoe rack where you can but your shoes, and one stair to seperate the ante-room from the rest of the house
Then theres a long hall that leads to the enterence of the storageroom, the random room and the staircase that leads to the second floor
I couldnt decide on what to put in that big room-- I had no clue -- I was thinking maybe Macaque could let other people rent it for a few days of maybe theres a shop with an owner whos ranting the place from Macaque (I think thats an interasting concept, but I didnt explore any of them) oh well thats that tho
"""somewhat brief""""
Second floor:
This was probably the easiest, since 90% of it is the dojo
But before that when you walk up to the second floor you can see a big boubel door that opens to the dojo, and a normal door that opens to the bathroom, which is strategicly placed there by yours truely. There is big brain logic behind it,, it might be inconvinient for Macaque to walk down the stairs from his bedroom trough the dojo to the bathroom (but also he can just shadow portal there--), but when ocasionally he mentors Mk, he might have to go to the bathroom while hes at Macaques place and I dont think Macaque would apritiate someone stomping trough his personal area, and thats why the bathroom is conviniently placed next to the dojo and not that far from the bathroom I know im a genius (**read everything in the bathroom part with a lot of sarcasm**)
Anyways, we couldnt even see all four of the dojos walls so that was also a 'gamble', but I went with a simple bouble door that I mentioned before and two weapon stands (yes those are weapon stands) and other than that you can see the rest of the room on the screenshots, theres also the staircase and that has some closet underneath it, but thats about it
The gallery (my personal favorit):
Looking at my reference pictures i could see that the dojo took up a lot of space almost taking up the 1/2 of the building, which I think is reasonable and kinda cool, but that means small living area which I think is even cooler (I am a huge fan of small practical spaces, they feel so so cozy)
So Yeah the living space: mostly two rooms that I also illustrated on top of this post, (you probably saw it) with a balkony thingy before the enterence of the rooms, where you can look down and see the entirety of the dojo, good for observing.
When you go in the door (actually havent decided if I want to put a door there or curtains for style but meh who knows who cares), youll enter the small but spacious kitchen. I dont see the Six Eared Macaque as a homecook, more of a fake cooking guy (only making basic foods like eggs or toast, maybe ocasionally pancake), hints there is no built in stove or owen just a portable stove, a kettle and a toaster and a small fridge that has MKs drawing (that he drew for them at the end of season 3) magneted there :]
Other than that theres a sink and an old television, he got from the randomest place ever, maybe he fished it out of the trash idk, but he put it on top of the cabinets (rarely watches anything on it)
On the baseplan you can see that there was supposed to be a small table next to the sink with a chair, but it didn't make it to the final drawing cuz let's be honest: drawing interior in correct perspective without a reference picture is just not my strongest artskill I posess, so I got pissed and put a trashcan in there, Macaque can eat in his bed
Talking about bed, let's move on to the Six Eared Macaques room:
It is very small but pretty comfortable with a small bed but a shit ton of pillows for a good nights sleep, other than that there are a nightstand that has the Lantern on it (I know it sorta got lost/destroyed after defeating LBD but I wanted to put it there) and a drawer.
The nightstand probably doesnt have a lot innit, just some nick-nacks and tissues and maybe snacks, or a book or something, the drawer stores some of his clothes, but since I like to think that Macaque is a fashion icon that wont be able to fit most of their clothes, so maybe he stores them in a pocket dimension of shadows, and only has some esentials there when he needs to get ready quickly.
And we could talk about the posters plastered around the room, but most of them are kinda self-explanatory, but there are the poster of his shadowplaly of the hero and the warrior, some drawing, a "Hang in there babygirl!" Poster with a cat on it hanging in there, a poster of the monkey king (heh), phantom of the opera poster and a-- well--- that ones for my bestie hope she'll notice it, its a spies are forever poster (really fun musical a of spies, go watch it its on youtube), and a drawing he brought( maybe)
And thats about the bedroom
And we are still not done, how are we feeling about that?? Huh?? (You dont have to answert, this shit took me about 2 hours to write :] )
LAST PLACE: the corner of the windows opposit the kitchen and the bedroom. Its just a chill little place with pillows and blankets, where someone can bundle up and enjoy some tea or read a book or brood, whatever the monkey prefers. The special thing about it, is that you cant access the place without knowing how to levitate, fly, jump high, or use portals, not that much of a game changer since more than half of the lmk cast could get up there, but still a bit of a barrier in my opinion
AAAAAND~~~ thats it omg
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I haven't seen any hate or negative comments directly, I've only seen people discuss the negativity and this is not meant to come across defensive but I wanted to write out some of my thoughts cause why not lol
some things that stood out to me about the travel show include confirmation again about the thing I keep saying is that jikook make the effort to understand and care for each other (and as a side note I find it so hilarious that people are so determined to misunderstand them) for example when jimin said he knew it had to be him to make the travel show happen. what this means (I think) is that he pushed the idea forward so that it actually became a reality (with the implication that it would not have been jungkook to do that). it's so funny that people wanna say this means that jungkook doesn't care about jimin when that is not true at all and such a wild thing to imply (if it was true, jimin would know by now and he would not try. also jungkook would keep rejecting jimin's ideas). if you look at it from jungkook's perspective it undoubtedly feels really nice to have someone care this much about you. they know each other well and they care for each other a ton which is just so obvious. jimin had no problem pushing to make it happen and he actually /did/ which says a lot. they know what they need to do for each other and they actually do it which is a massive deal to be quite honest.
I do not agree at all that jungkook was 'off' and the whole thing about people always claiming that he's off around jimin makes me lowkey uncomfortable at this point tbh. for whatever reason people really struggle accepting that jungkook is human and that he doesn't mask his emotions 24/7 and that his emotions fluctuate throughout the day like everyone else's. when he's around jimin people expect him to have one flat emotion (happy) for some reason and also expect that nothing else outside of jimin would affect his emotions somehow. like that's wild to me. and funny in a way cause once again this show has shown that jimin reads jungkook's emotions well and when jungkook gets mad or upset about things like falling off that bleeding kayak he responds in a way that will help jk get over it. you have to be pretty close to someone to be able to do that, js. if he's upset about something and he happens to be around jimin, it's not jimin he's upset with but that is literally what people are saying and that's so beyond ridiculous. again to be around someone you don't have to put up a front for and can say whatever you want and tease each other knowing you won't offend each other fr shows closeness jfc.
personally in the car in episode 1 at the start I see jungkook holding himself back a little but he probably would've preferred to talk more with jimin when they're not being filmed, then they got distracted when they did stuff so he seemed more relaxed after a while. but I think them talking about what happened when they weren't seeing each other etc., I think jungkook would've preferred to discuss that off camera, like talking about missing each other and stuff like that, that he probably wanted to say off cam. even if I completely disregard that opinion, they did not seem awkward to me at all at any point. I think I've been off twitter for so long and have not seen the fandom chatter for so long that it doesn't affect me any longer which feels great but sometimes I really wonder how much people think for themselves vs think based on what they read about other people's perception. and that's funny to say given I just wrote down my own perceptions but really I think people online state and word things as if they were facts and I'm sure that affects a lot of people subconsciously. so all of this is just my opinion but if you actually try to put yourself in jikook's shoes without any preconceived ideas, knowing them to be the friends that they are, it's pretty easy to see how much they care about each other.
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DRDT is back!!! Hereâs my live reaction to everything that happened this week! Obviously take everything I say with massive piles of salt, these are in the moment reactions and arenât supposed to be fully coherent thoughts.
DRDT CH2 EP12 SPOILERS (Oh that feels good to write)
Weâre back!!! Teruko we fucked up!!!
The theory that Charles was going to bring up the possibility of a wrong time of death was true! There werenât really any other theories about what he was going to say from what I saw, but itâs still cool we got that right. You have no idea how giddy I am to finally hear him talk about it, after waiting so long for him to finish the sentence lol.
Also Terukoâs face lmao.
Oh, poor Teruko, she looks so sad. Sheâs gonna bring up the marks on the wrist, right?
Or, yeah, the swinging.
(Does this screw up any theories? No, her body was still likely strung up at 7:30 AM, which is what most people thought Iâm pretty sure)
Ah, Whit. I missed how shady he always is even when he has, like, an airtight alibi for the time the fish were taken (which is still around 7:30 PM to nightime btw, donât forget Nicoâs account).
Theyâre not gonna bring up the time the fish were taken, are they? That furthers my belief that the person who took the fish and the murderer are different. Nothing concrete obviously, just kinda narratively works better that way.
âOr did you do it on purpose?â Veronika how Iâve missed you :D
Davidâs face lmao xD
âIâll fix that mistakeâ (Paraphrased) Hell yeah! Go Teruko! :D
I missed you too, Literature Boy Insane. That âpatheticâ voice line was cool. Also, thank you Hu.
J: âThe body would have been cold if it was drenched at some point.â (Paraphrased). Interesting point about the water, I wonder if itâs important or not. We know she wasnât drowned because the relax room wasnât open at 7:30 AM, right? So I donât know how she could have gotten drenched.
Ace no genuinely how do you not know how water works what.
âThe range of human stupidity is larger than I thought.â Charles, youâre great.
[Levi and Nico complain about Arturoâs medicine skills] Okay, but like, Arturo has repeatedly told you heâs not that kind of doctor. Like you can blame the guy for a lot of shit but this one ainât it chief.
(Also donât think I donât see how Levi throws suspicion on Arturo. Small point towards Levi!Culprit and Levi!Accomplice)
âYou shut your whore mouth!â Okay maybe I donât need to defend Arturo actually, he seems like he has it handled. You good my guy?
Oh shit we actually brought up that Arturo is ridiculously young for someone in the medical field. I did not have that in my (hypothetical) bingo card.
Twelve?! Dude my guy wanted out of that house yesterday damn.
Dude heâs kinda going off! I was not expecting Arturo fans of all people to eat this good this episode, but this is interesting!
Oh right the crazy lady- âAdorableâ? Verturo shippers eating!
âFeel free to add to the number of dents in the computer labâ (Paraphrased) PFFFT Charles!
Wait wasnât there actually a dent there? Wasnât that a thing I saw on peopleâs theories? Holy shit is that actually going to get addressed?
[Whit explains] AHAHAHAHAHA HOLY-!
âI let it slide because it was funnyâ I missed MonoTV too actually.
And no fish! Nicoâs account of the fish still being there last time they checked goes unmentioned, meaning itâs likely going to be used for a twist later!
New alibis? Could be possible.
Whit: âI donât have an alibi. Neither does Charlesâ (Paraphrased) Which you know becauseâŚ?
Oh so thatâs not addressed. I repeat the statement of Whit being unnecessarily shady all the time.
????? DAVID AND J ALIBI???? This could be kinda huge actually.
David: âOh. Shit.â This is the reaction of a man being cleared of murder. Thatâs so funny.
Didnât David usually wake up late? Inconsistent sleep schedule ig.
J: âOh yeah, and Veronika.â Girl you gotta say this shit earlier.
Yeah, look, J, you went and made Veronika sad! >:( /j
David: âWhoopsâ Holy shit every line this man says is gold actually what?
David? Lying? Noooo, how could you say that? I forgot how funny post magical girl transformation this man was.
David I am going to need you to give an actual answer. I spent hours looking at That Video and I still donât know what your deal is please-
âAnd sheâs Terukoâ Jâs also really funny actually. Hold a knife to someoneâs throat once and they hate you forever, smh.
âOh and donât say something like âI wanna kill myselfâ thatâs boringâ (paraphrased). Holy shit I missed Veronika- thatâs my second fave right there! (Min you will always be N1 donât worry).
David-Veronika duo is great actually.
By the way David said âthe truth isâŚâ I am not expecting a serious answer.
You know, for a moment I actually did think he genuinely thought he was the blackened. But my first instinct was right.
âI would have actually tried looking at the crime sceneâ Bro what the fuck is he actually cooking.
âA good personâ drop!!!! If you know, you know!
Also, I wanted to point this out here, I might have accidentally misinformed a part of the fandom a bit? One point that I brought up was that several important people to this chapter have been called âa good personâ, and one of the examples I gave was Hu calling David a good person. Which⌠I donât think happened? I evidently misremembered a line where Hu called David a âgood friendâ, which is a different phrase with different connotations in DRDT, and I genuinely apologize for that. Especially because I have seen people repeating that David had been called a good person in the past.
But now David has called himself âa good personâ, if in a roundabout way, so the point actually stands lol.
Oh shit the Xander name drop.
⌠He was trying to kill Teruko wasnât he. Because Xander tried it, and because David has Terukoâs âthe killing game is all your faultâ motive. Oh shit.
Speaking of the âgood personâ point, that argument might actually be dead lmao. Given that Xander got called that and heâs, well. Not particularly important to chapter 2, letâs say.
[Hindsight Post-Video: Actually, the argument could now be âanyone referred to as a good person is deeply important up to chapter 2â. Or, alternatively, argue that Xander is somewhat important to the Chapter 2 trial because he inadvertently caused David to magical girl transform. The âgood personâ list in case you donât recall is Teruko, Levi, Eden, Arei, and as of this episode, David and Xander. Weâll see what we make of it once the chapter ends ig]
Oh Teruko is pissed I am loving this.
Holy shit the voice acting is amazing holy shit Teruko is going off she said Xander didnât treat David like a human (âNo Longer Humanâ reference??? I might just be insane though) oh this is incredible!!!
Oh he knows something deep. This motherfucker knows what was written in Xanderâs âkill Terukoâ note I bet.
WAIT HE KNEW XANDER BEFORE HOPEâS PEAK?! HE KNOWS WHY HEâS THE ULTIMATE REBEL?!
Motherfucker you are going to tell us what Xander did before Hopeâs Peak and why you know his work or I swear to God-!
Okay actually, David, I am going to need you to give⌠a straight answer at some point? Like I get youâre canonically bisexual (and itâs showing) but a single straight answer isnât going to kill you.
Also, the music?! Is peak?!
David: âIf the answer is noâŚâ Neat sprite! Just thought it looked nice, and the lineâs cool too :>
The return of the Teruko Baffled Sprite, long awaited.
Secret reveal? The killing gameâs her fault?
Okay not the angle I was expecting in the slightest. Obviously gonna have to analyze how truthful heâs being at the moment, but heâs basically pulling a DRV3 ending logic thing. Cool!
So⌠Xander is absolutely Opening Guy, right? Like, I know that was the most common theory, but câmon.
YEAH HU GO OFF!!!!
Voice acting going crazy too!
I adored Huâs screaming section. How long till itâs revealed she has the âhopeless childâ secret?
Huâs a queen, hell yeah.
Pffft Jâs high horse voice line-
Thank you Charles for being the only competent one (affectionate). Btw what does Veronika think of Davidâs reasoning? I was kinda hoping weâd see that.
[Red herring joke] Whit. Whit /disappointed/silly
Oh shit I was not expecting that line to actually cause a reaction damn.
You know, Iâll be honest and admit Edenâs really not acting that much like a culprit. I still think she is, Iâm just surprised Iâm not able to confirmation bias my way into suspecting her through her voice lines :v
Aaaand weâre back to Ace v Nico! Woo!
Okay wow the new alibis are like, laser focused on going against the most popular theories, huh? Iâm not going to say anythingâs deconfirmed yet obviously, but Hu!Culprit, J!Culprit, even Veronika!Culprit and theories surrounding David being involved have some questions to answer damn.
[To the question of if anyone else had alibis] âNopeâ Whit how do you know this.
Levi!Accomplice also takes a hit because Eden and Levi arenât trying to alibi for each other, but it can be explained. If they never prepared to give each other alibis, itâs safer to just⌠not, since they canât actually say what they were doing during that time. And yes, possible explanations like this is why Iâm not calling anything outright deconfirmed yet.
I wrote that before Levi three dotted directly after Eden, looking like he was thinking of trying to give her an alibi. Now thatâs confirmation bias that canât be safely used for theories!
Oh right J still hates Arturo xD
[The whole thing about excluding suspects who had an alibi at night and not in the morning] Oh God, Levi really wants me to think heâs the culprit huh? The methodâs still too crazy for me to really believe that, but still.
This is also bad for Levi!Accomplice. Not a dealbreaker, but still weird that heâd say something that could point in Edenâs direction. I am not even going to try to defend that yet.
Cool. Can we finally talk murder method?
Levi: âThatâs my secret.â
Oh okay, weâre not talking method yet.
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Wait, WHAT?!?!?!!?!!!?!
THATâS-! Thatâs not-! What the hell?!
Okay, so. Cool, Leviâs the remorseless murderer, we got that one right. But, the reveal is so insanely out of left field holy shitâŚ
I am not lying when I tell you I had to get up and start PACING like I was not ready for this. I am vibrating. He just- He just said that shit! What the hell?!
I have genuinely no idea how the hell this is gonna play out. Holy shit I cannot wait for the next episode. Itâs just⌠so peak!!! We are so back!!!
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General Closing Thoughts: This episode was awesome! I was lowkey a little worried that the first episode back wasnât going to be as insane as it ended up being, but wow it blew me away. And it was only twenty minutes? When the episodes go up to possibly an hour??? Itâs just⌠holy shit.
It was awesome to finally start getting some insight into why David Did That, and Iâm genuinely super excited to see where this goes. Iâm still trying to figure out the exact angle on things like hiding Terukoâs secret, if he even is doing that because I now believe there is a non-zero chance he isnât actually lying. Like, itâs low, but not zero. I do find it strange Veronika didnât react to it, though, but at least we got that one line before David started talking.
But thatâs only the cusp of the iceberg. I genuinely adore the details we got on Arturoâs backstory, and Huâs blowup, and Terukoâs remorse- itâs all so awesome.
(The fucking dent in the wall of the goddamn computer room got an explanation I still cannot believe that. Wow)
Props to the voice acting and the music btw, absolutely incredible all throughout.
Btw, correct me if Iâm wrong, but there werenât any âminigamesâ this episode, right? Nothing wrong with that, just found it interesting.
Theory-Related Initial Thoughts: This episode is⌠possibly one of the biggest theory slaughters Iâve ever seen?
Like, obviously, again, itâs still too early in the trial to fully rule out anything, so Iâm going to leave it to the other DRDT scholars to revise their own theories to fit the new evidence, but wow those new alibis are something. Between Hu, J and David having alibis for 7:30 AM, thatâs three of the top suspects who werenât there at that exact time to either kill Arei or mess with the body. Again, maybe thereâs explanations for it, Iâm not calling anything unconfirmed yet, just that many theories were inconvenienced.
As for my theory, Eden!Culprit Levi!Accomplice⌠ups and downs. The more Eden speaks, the less Iâm convinced sheâs the actual culprit, even if Iâm a decent 80% sure she took the tape; the more Levi speaks, the less Iâm convinced heâs an accomplice. Iâm not going to deny that their dialogue isnât 100% what I would expect. I donât think itâs disqualifying, I still believe it to be the theory with the best evidence, itâs just that some things strike me as odd.
That was what I thought⌠until the end. Because I have no idea whatâs about to happen with Levi revealing the secret like this, but⌠there is a very possible Levi!Accomplice turn here? Like, itâs the âLeviâs holding the gloveâ idea; the moment Eden loses her alibi, Levi does something that immediately puts a target on his back, potentially trying to get himself voted off before people catch on to Eden as a possible culprit. First he tries to argue that he shouldnât be a suspect because of the alibi thing, which could make him more suspicious in some peopleâs eyes (maybe thatâs too much 4D chess but it could work), then revealing the secret. I donât know how likely this is, but itâs a genuine possibility.
Otherwise, Iâm⌠not entirely sure what the angle is? I need to rewatch the trial to figure out why Leviâs talking about âdetailing the trialâ then immediately revealing his secret. I didnât rewatch any DRDT before the episode, hence the confusion. But⌠at this moment, I donât know what Leviâs cooking, other than possibly accomplice behavior. And even that feels more confirmation bias-y than anything.
Thereâs also the really weird line where Whit just⌠knows, Charles had no alibi at 7:30 AM? Unless they discussed it or Iâm forgetting something, I donât actually remember how heâd know that? Was he stalking Charles? Was he just wandering the halls? What kinda-?
(I donât think thatâs likely, but I donât have a really good read on whatâs happening there)
Other than that, hereâs a crackpot one to lighten the mood. Mastermind business. Iâve never brought this up before, but Iâve always believed that were Veronika to be the mastermind, she would get revealed early. As in, possibly at the end of this trial, given Teruko had some idea to end the killing game after her chat with Veronika in the movie room.
Iâm bringing this up only because Veronika didnât react to Davidâs explanation of what he was trying to do by claiming to be the blackened. She was set up for a reaction with the whole âplease tell me itâs not boringâ thing, and then she⌠didnât. Itâs possible, in a conspiratorial sense, that she didnât react because David hit the nail in the head, and Veronika was genuinely upset at the idea. If thatâs the case, her reaction could be postponed to the end of the trial, maybe the end of Trial 3, for the early mm reveal there. Itâs a very half-baked idea Iâm failing to communicate properly âcuz Iâm eepy, but itâs there.
I rank it in the same level of mastermind evidence as âNico is unafraid of grabbing MonoTV by the tail.â Immensely silly and should not be considered solid evidence by any means, and yet itâs still probably gonna get mentioned if I ever make a mm probability ranking lol.
Anyways, absolutely incredible episode all throughout. Holy shit were so back, this was amazing. See you next week for more peeks into peak!
#drdt#drdt spoilers#danganronpa despair time#drdt theory#wooo weâre back!!!!#liveblogging#i think thatâs accurate?
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It's been a long time since I've really ranted about something on here but like.
HOTD is just⌠On another level of bad? At some point this season, I got so tired of getting angry with the writing I just straight up started laughing at almost every single scene. I managed to find a sliver of enjoyment in the shitshow what S2 turned out to be. Not anymore.
Small costest backstage at the end because I felt like looking at myself smiling after writing all this down lol
Having seen some and read about some E8 leaks I'm just⌠I guess I'm checking out. What they've done to the Greens and specifically Aemond this season is Merlin's 'Morgana suddenly full evil' level of shit writing. And I can't handle yet another favorite nuanced character of mine being stripped of any nuance by the shit writers. But at least with Morgana there was a lot of her, and with Aemond it's 2 minutes of peak character assassination per episode and it isn't cutting it.
I feel so bad for Ewan and the rest of the Green actors who gave it their all - and in some scenes you can clearly see Ewan giving his all trying to fight the shitty writing, but there's only so much an actor can do with a script so bad.
Like when in ep. 5 everyone kept referring to Aemond as if he's suddenly Satan incarnate (Alicent, Daemon ahhh pretty sure there was someone else this episode âcause I remember three characters) I knew they decided to flip the switch with Aemond suddenly going full caricature villain (and yeah he was no saint BUT LIKE BBQ-ING HIS BRO?) with no proper buildup for it but HOLY SHIT I didnât think it would be âblink and heâs full on sociopathic villainâ. And the way they really did try and hammer that point home with him yanking Helaena now is just⌠Fucking wild. But like, he wasnât wrong with dismissing Alicent who turned out to be the biggest traitor on TG this season (RIP S1 Alicent). Heâs not wrong in saying they need Dreamfyre. But the show sure did go about him technically not being wrong yet showing it in the worst way possible very... head-on and with lacking any nuance. It truly feels like Condal & Co just couldnât handle how popular Aemond became in S1 and gave him as little screen time as possible while simultaneously trying to make him as unsympathetic and suddenly 180 as possible. Which just doesnât work without the proper buildup if you stop to think for even one second.
Then weâve got Alicent who drilled it into her sonsâ heads theyâll be dead unless they fight Rhae and now sheâs also 180 and doesnât understand why they want to fight and turns out to be the biggest traitor basically surrendering her children, the city and her brother to the woman whose husband killed her grandchild. The fuck did S1 Alicent go? Can we see her? Is she in the room with us? You know, the one jumping Rhae with the knife for Aemond? By all means, she and Aemond should have had a dynamic akin to Cersei and Joffreyâs if they were dead-set on making Aemond pretty much THE (only) villain in the show (which should have been about everyone being a criminal lmao). But like⌠We came to THIS? THE FUCK. THE FUUUUCK. Like imagine for one second Cersei pretty much throwing her kids to their enemies. This is. I donât know which level of bad writing is this. Weâre so far past the rock bottom at this point, the bottom doesnât exist, the depths this season has reached donât even have a proper name.
Then weâve got Helaena. All season Iâve been waiting to see more of her. All season. And I waited. And waited. Her being the Dreamer sounded cool on paper. And they just ended up using her as a device to show âAemond badâ again? And HELP DAEMON? And like... to spoil the end of the story for those unfamiliar? THE FUUUUUUUUUUUCK. THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
Like damn, I knew they were baiting us with the promo and I knew it would be OOC for her to want to fight but at the same time I was kinda hoping at least sheâd want to? Like sheâs sane in the show. Her son was beheaded in front of her eyes. I kept hoping this show would have at least ONE female character actually willing to fight, but no. The balcony scene was good. But in spite, not thanks to what the writers clearly meant for this scene to be. Phia and Ewan really did give this scene their all and try to add nuance where they just once again tried to write Aemond off as a dick.
I havenât seen the Aegon scene but apparently, they tried to make him look dumb again? And since thereâs no rush to vacate KL in the show, why the hell didnât he try to at least take his daughter with him? Like we get it, show, you hate the Greens and therefore all the Greens hate each other apparently (not buying it no matter how much youâre selling it tho), so him not bothering with Helaena is like okaaaay suuuure (not), but HIS KID? He was the hightlight of the first part of this season, and now we're... back at it again. Yay.
Also tbh I hated Daemyra as a concept in S1 as a ship but I LOVED their dynamic if it makes sense. It was truly interesting and both characters really shone in their shared scenes, so when Rhaeâs arc this season started to feel like Groundhog Day I really missed Daemyra since at least their push and pull with Daemon made her feel more alive and interesting idk. But like. Their reunion scene looks like a grand meh? Daemon looks like he cares. Rhae came off to me like she doesnât give a single fuck about him. Rhae in general was one of my fave characters in S1 and now itâs just. Huh? Them trying to saintify her absolutely ruined the character for me, sheâs just so bland now which with her amount of screen time just⌠Doesnât make for a very compelling show.
So. Yep. Those are my thoughts and feelings. tbh I donât even know when I became so attached to the Greens. Like maybe it was in spite of the show trying to ruin and ignore them. Sort of like when you start rooting for the underdogs. But now I just feel really hollow and drained and sad for the actors. On both teams tbh, âcause like⌠What even is the point of this show anymore? Thereâs no war. Aemond is the only one whoâs willing to wage it and the show villainizes him for it. Even in ep. 8 Rhae still says she doesnât wanna fight the war. What did we spend 8 episodes, then, on aside from some character assassinations?
Whatâs the point if you donât really feel anything towards most of the characters? Not even anger or apathy? âCause like, I couldnât care less when Rhaenys died. Iâm sure when Jace kicks the bucket it would be the same. If the characters themselves canât be bothered (whereâs the aftermath for Blood and Cheese ffs?), why and HOW the hell should the viewers care? Iâm sure theyâll find a way to make even Helaenaâs death as meaningless as possible with giving her zero agenda in the matter.
I truly donât think Iâll be watching S3. I donât think I have it in me to witness how they screw up the Greens even more than they already did. Itâs not even fun anymore how dumb the show is, itâs just draining. Motivations and relationships changing 180 between episodes or even during them (sometimes even during scenes), major events not phasing anyone and having no consequences. Characters the show chose as THE main characters living in Groundhog Day with nothing to do. Weâre supposed to just believe the characters are suddenly completely different than they were weeks/months ago in showâs time just because the show says so. HOW ABOUT NO?
Iâm only holding out hope for Daeron but at this point? Iâm sure heâll have a total o 1-2 minutes of screen time each episode as well and theyâll ruin him somehow, too. Still funny though how him and Aemond are both 16 which Iâm sure is just another writing plot hole but on the off chance it isnât⌠The only cool and redeemable thing the show can do at this point in my eyes is make Daeron and Aemond twins. You know, at the very least to give Ewan the screen time he deserves AND give him some better material to work with. But ah well.
At this point Iâm choosing to more or less ignore everything thatâs happened in S2, âcause the sure itself sure as hell ignored 2/3 of it, so why canât I. Honestly, I want to do a full Helaena and Aemond cosplay, not a costest, if not for any other reason than to freaking forget S2 ever happend and maybe do some scenes which should have been in it, shippery or not. tbh I wasn't even shipping Helaemond until I saw Ewan and Phia's interviews about them and I was SO HYPED. And Tom's interviews. I was so hyped for siblings interecting in general and I feel like both the actors and the audience were done dirty in the worst way possible.
Also also the last thing I want to say is that it's super sad to see viewers turning on Aemond because it's so clear that's what the show wants everyone to do and neither Aemond nor Ewan deserve it. That's very telling of how badly he's written this season, he's not a villain you love to hate, he's just there for people to hate him. I hope at least Ewan doesn't get hate for his character, but we all know some people are braindead enough to project characters onto actors, so... :(
ALSO ALSO ALSO I don't really feel like fighting over this show because I don't think it deserves any more of my nerve cells, so should anyone decide to come at me for this post don't bother, I'll just reply with print screening this part. But it's kinda funny how tumblr seemed to have an actual war over this show when the show straight up refused to commit to anything.
To everyone who has read thus far â here, have some cute backstages from our costest. Iâm sure we could all use a hug and a laugh. I know I could.
#anti hotd#hotd critical#hotd leaks#hotd spoilers#anti ryan condal#anti sara hess#pro aemond targaryen#aemond targaryen#team green#pro team green#helaena targaryen#personal#personal posts#helaemond
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LIVEBLOG: Wakfu Season 4, Episode 2 [PART 2]
Every time someone says this in this franchise, you should immediately raise 20 red flags because one of the reoccurring themes is "by thinking that you're good and that your intentions are good, so whatever you do is good, you doom yourself to doing evil" or something.
THERE IS SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT HERE....
He's standing on his toes. For some reason, he did not want to take, idk... something to stand on.
The place is still a grabage dump. He's still the good old Jojo we know.
He has a lot more books. Also, quite conspicuously, the shelf that has them shields what used to be his wall of celebrity posters and drawings. lol.
So many plushies... on one hand, it's so cute. The facade of professionalism he had before we knew him well is long gone by now. On the other hand, when coupled with the general infantilization of him by Kerubim and Atcham, it kinda.... feels bad.
He has a new ladder for his bed that doesn't have splinters and rusty nails sticking out of it. He probably bought it himself due to there being No Hope in Kerubim Crepin.
Also, his hobby of cartography is acknowledged once more, considering the parchments that are lying everywhere.
Another thing that feels Vaguely Bad is that we've come a long way from "I'M NOT A KID ANYMORE, STOP TREATING ME LIKE THIS, STOP CALLING ME JOJO!" to "I don't give a shit anymore. Call me anything you want... feels kinda nice too... :)"
The brain poisoning is so major with Joris. No hope for him.
Anyway, it's funny that they just call Ush The Sleazebag. Implies he's a thorn in their side enough of the time for them to actually have a nickname.
God, his room is so trashy. He's just like me fr....
"Let's kill Tot with Hammers" moment #3: They forgor to animate his mouth... where did they even PUT all that money they saved by reusing art made for the movie.
I'm pretty sure that there's like, some translation mistakes here.
This is what he says in French: "Is your dealings/drama/beef with the Sibllings over?" and technically this translation is correct... but, the phrasing of the translation is misleading.
There are two brotherhoods in the series: the forgotten, and of tofu. But in French the words used for both are different: La ConfrĂŠrie du Tofu, and La Fratrie des OubliĂŠs.
So I am 80% sure what Joris is actually asking is, "Are you finished with the Brotherhood of the Forgotten? Or are you here to fight me?"
When Ush responds with "it all died down" he's kinda making a joke about Oropo, and their whole group being... yeah. fdjgskdfg. And the translation of this line is also not really conveying it.
This is why Joris continues by confirming that Ush isn't involved.
If Ush is no longer a part of a doomsday cult, then he's probably not a danger or connected to this.
He gets so heated once Yugo is mentioned... I am once again reminding you, that Joris likes Yugo a lot.
In this shot, there on the shelf, we can see the woven basket cat bed that Joris slept in as a child and which migrated to be a basket for clothes in the movie after he actually got a real bed.
The Ush grindset:
Come to Joris's house to say that the guy he's parasocially besties with is sus and that his mom hurt the 12 gods. Say you won't get involved & don't give a shit. Leave.
Yeah, yeah, Ush is a bontarian, he likes being heroic and doesn't want the world to be destroyed or something, but it was also 100% some sort of a fucky-wucky mindgame against Joris.
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Ask box opened! I wanted to copy the question because I think it's a good indicator as to a lot of that fandoms thinking but it was way too long. Basically they were asking about chemistry differences between O/L and O/R. And what the show wants being different from what Oliver and Ryan want. Anyway, enjoy!
A. Hello anon, haha I know, we will see how long I last with it open. There were several parts to your question so I will try to hit everything but forgive me if I don't. First of all the show already tried less Buddie and it backfired spectacularly on them. The beginning of season 6 was very minimal for Buddie scenes, by far the fewest they've had. And the audience hated it. Complained loudly and often about it. It's what I mean when I say they are an audience favorite. That's not an exaggeration. The audience complained after every single episode. The ratings went down. They're a real thing. They have many, many fans that are not part of Tumblr/Twitter fandom. Less Buddie is not an option for the show and the show knows that. Tim definitely knows that. It's why he doubled down on them this season. It's why ABC used them as basically the entire marketing campaign for the entire season and every episode. And look at the results. 911 is the network's number one show. 911 is number one in their timeslot against every other network. Those are unarguable facts. Kristen was well aware of all of this as well, btw, but she's an incompetent brat who used separating them as part of her temper tantrum throwing that was season 6 as a whole. And why she absolutely should no longer have a job anywhere near the show. She purposely hurt the show by actively going against what she knew the audience wanted. Knowing it would hurt the show and doing it anyway should have absolutely gotten her fired (sorry for my mini rant, lol, but I hate her).
I don't know anyone who is saying they hate Lou because he doesn't have the same chemistry with Oliver that Ryan does. That's not what people are saying. Chemistry is tricky. It's either there or it's not. Yes, sometimes when it doesn't exist naturally it can be manufactured, but that's difficult to do, and, no offense to you, Lou's not a good enough actor to pull off manufactured chemistry (it's fine he admitted himself action is his preferred thing). And frankly the show isn't invested in Tommy enough to help him learn how to do it. But what's insane is that somewhere along the way anyone pointing out that their chemistry is off a bit somehow meant you all had the right to blame Ryan for that. That Ryan, along with Oliver were somehow sabotaging Lou. Listen when I say, there are several voices, loud voices in your fandom you all have got to stop taking direction from. The nonsense of going from ask box to ask box pointing out that Oliver and Ryan had a falling out at one point was childish. Yes, Ryan said a stupid, hurtful, ignorant thing and was, rightly, called out for it. But he publicly owned the mistake. He worked on himself, got out of a particular relationship, and seems to be a better person for it. That's called human growth. It's what you should want someone to do. He and Oliver made up. They're friends. They don't owe you an apology or explanation for that. Also, sorry to point this out, but Oliver basically has the man tattooed on his body (gunshot arc crawling rescue). They're close. Get over it. Oliver and Lou aren't required to be friends. It's fine. You don't need to belittle other friendships to make you feel better about that.
Asking if Oliver and Ryan have maybe backed the show into a corner they don't appreciate is I think deliberately naive. Yes I think by now it's pretty obvious what direction they think things should be going. And yes, I think their natural chemistry adds to the scenes, but scripts come with stage directions. They're told how close to stand. They're told what the mood of the scene should be. Now I do think Oliver and Ryan probably add their own spin on certain things, but not enough to change whatever the meaning of the scene is intended to be. For instance I think the thumb to the neck with the gentle rub is one hundred percent an Oliver and Ryan addition. It's been in too many scenes now, and no way in hell is a writer like Kristen capable of coming up with a touch like that, and working it into her scripts. So I think that's their thing. But again it doesn't change a scene overall, it's just their addition to the scene. The show knows what it's doing. If the way Oliver and Ryan were acting was not what they wanted they wouldn't use the scene. They would make them redo it in a different way. It's that simple. And the show is definitely not showing signs of doubling down on Tommy. I have no idea where you all are getting this. If the show meant for the audience to root for Tommy as far as Buck goes, they would not have released that deleted scene. That clip did Tommy zero favors. And your fandoms reaction to that clip proves how poorly he came across in it. You all just can't decide who to blame for it. My favorite are the ones blaming Aisha. I mean there's twisting yourself into knots to not acknowledge the writing meant for it to come across as a bad look, and then there's whatever the hell you have to do to arrive at it's Aisha's fault. I'm going to say something and I genuinely don't want it to come across as mean because I never want to purposely hurt anyone's feelings. The reality is if Buddie goes canon 95% of your fandom will become, or revert back to, Buddie shippers. That's the basic truth. The chemistry is there. The history is there. The two actors the show cares about are there. The majority of their audience is there. The hard-line remaining 5% are the hardcore Lou shippers, and, again not to sound mean, the show doesn't care about that 5%. The true numbers size of your fandom, when you take out repeat comments from the same blogs and duplicate accounts from the same people, seems to be in the mid thousands. That is tiny. That's not even enough to move a neilson rating. It just feels bigger on here because you're all on Tumblr, but many of you have admitted that you run multiple accounts so even mid thousands may be too generous a guestimation. And the majority of the fandom would be soft shippers, meaning they'll follow the relationship that is canon. The hard liners are Lou shippers and the show doesn't care about Lou shippers. I'm sorry anon but unless the show does something in CANON to show a shift somewhere Tommy is a plot point. I'm not going to pretend he's anything else.
Well...
I have just one thing to add here:
Thank you for putting this in my ask box Nonny. It's appreciated!
Remember, no hate in comments or reblogs. Let's keep it civil and respectful. Thank you.
If you are interested in more of the anonymous OPâs posts, you can find all of their posts so far under the tag: anonymous blog I love.
#anonymous blog I love#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#season 8 speculation#buddie speculation#insight into 911 fandom & season 7 and 8#911 abc#oliver stark#ryan guzman#nonnies galore
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benjicot blackwood enemies/rival to lovers (?) with bracken!reader headcanons
A/N: I originally started writing this the day after the episode with âBenjiâ came out and never finished it until today, lol, so itâs not a very original idea. Sorry lol.
I know that he might not be Benji and that the show called him Davos, but idc idc idc. I think he fits as an aged-up Benji so thatâs what heâll be to me lol. Maybe if they give us actual Benji later in the show, Iâll come back to edit this to Davos. You can think of this as either Benji or Davos, itâs up to you but Iâm referring to him as Benji.
Also, I canât believe that the first thing Iâm writing for HOTD is just because of this rabid squirrel that was on screen for maybe 5mins LMAO
Benjicot Blackwood x Bracken!F!Reader
Enemies/Rivals to Lovers(?)
Warnings: nsfw (not full-on smut, just a bit I think), a little violence, Benji being a little shit lol, reader is easily irritated oop-
As with pretty much everyone in House Bracken, you were raised to hate the Blackwoods
Regardless of whether or not anyone even remembered why at this point
As a woman, naturally there were a lot of people that opposed to you learning how to fight or participating in battle
No matter how hard you fought for it, it wasnât your place
But you werenât the type to just accept being pushed aside so easily
And, oddly enough, Benji was different from the other men you knew
He didnât seem to care very much that you were a woman fighting, he just wanted someone to talk shit to
He cared more that you were a Bracken, and, even more than that, you were fun to fight and mess with
At this point, you couldnât remember when or how this started, but it was a relatively regular occurrence for the two of you to butt heads
Occasionally coming to physical blows
Like right now
Benji really needed to learn how to shut up if he didnât want to get punched in the face
Though he would probably say the same about you
Despite the fact that you both had swords you couldâve used, you both have a tendency to use fists with each other
âHere you spend all your time trying to prove yourself a fighter and thatâs the best you can do? What a shame, Bracken.â
âFuck yourself, Blackwood. You can prattle all you want but you have yet to draw blood when I have.â
Benji laughs, not even bothering to wipe that blood from his mouth
You try to ignore what the sight of him bloody does to you
âIâm merely being kind. We both know how much you enjoy having your hands on me. Who am I to deprive you?â
You can feel the heat creeping up your neck and into your face, but before you can respond, Benji is suddenly much closer to you
You didnât realize how fast he could be
âAlthough, Iâm sure we could figure out a much better way to have your hands on me if youâre so desperate.â
Youâre stubbornly trying to ignore the feelings his deeper, raspy voice inspires in your belly
Instead you focus on the rage that hits you immediately
Youâre both long past decorum at this point, so you donât think twice before rushing him to tackle him to the ground
Benjiâs still laughing, seeming to think this is all a game
Youâre rolling around on the grass now, both of you trying to gain the upper hand on the other
For a moment, Benji uses his weight to pin you down
âI knew you couldnât resist rolling around with me. We could find some place more comfortable-â
You bite his hand thatâs pinning your shoulder
When he pulls away with a sound thatâs halfway between amused and surprised, you throw your weight to roll him over
âGive up now, Blackwood, and I wonât cave your skull in.â
âYouâd never harm my face, you enjoy it too much.â
âYouâve got quite a mouth on you, would that you could back it up.â
âOh, you like my mouth, donât you, Bracken? Donât worry, I could show you just how talented it is if youâre so interested.â
You go to punch him before you come to a realization
Benjiâs just laying there
He isnât even trying to get up or throw you off
âWhat are you doing?â
âWhat?â
âYouâre not even attempting to push me off.â
Benji grins and you immediately regret asking in the first place
âWhy would I? I can get on board with you being on top if you so wish to be.â
Youâre exasperated, what did you expect
You roll your eyes, frustrated that youâre not getting anywhere with this
Ignoring that youâre also frustrated because of the images his words conjure and, heâs right, you wouldnât mind being on top either
âYouâre a fool.â
You get up to walk away from him
You shouldâve expected that Benjicot Blackwood wouldnât give up so easily
He scrambles to tackle you by the knees and you catch yourself before you faceplant into the ground
Benjiâs weight lands against your back and presses your chest down, your arms folded between the grass and your body
âBlackwood! Get the fuck off of me!â
His laugh is right next to your ear now and you hate the way it sends a thrill down your spine
âCome now, little spitfire, youâre running already?â
âIâd never run from a craven like you! Iâve just decided youâre not worth my time.â
Youâre trying to wriggle out from underneath him, embarrassed by the way the warmth of his body encompasses yours
âCareful, you might hurt my feelings.â
âIâll hurt you in much worse ways than that if you donât get up immediately.â
You try to push yourself up by your arms, but that just presses you against him even more
And he makes a noise thatâs like a sigh and a groan
Gods
That noise should not make your face warm and your thighs tingle the way it does
Youâre both frozen now, unsure what to do with that new development
He drops his head so that itâs pressed against your neck and shoulder now
ââŚBen?â
âI told you to be carefulâŚâ his voice is much deeper now, and you can feel it rumble from his chest and through your back
You could also feel something pressed against your ass
âWhat are you doing?â You ask again, because you donât know what else to say
âNothing.â He replies, but you can feel his hands on your waist now
You refuse to acknowledge the fact that youâre not trying to get away from him anymore
His hands start to move slowly up toward your chest, as if giving you a chance to tell him to back off
You donât
You can feel his breath against your skin from where his face is tucked against your neck still
Youâre breathing hard by the time his hands reach your chest
You know he can feel it because you can feel his smile against you
But heâs breathing hard too
Still, the idea that heâs affecting you more than youâre affecting him annoys you so you press yourself back against him harder
Youâre rewarded with the same low noise he made earlier and you feel the same tingles between your thighs
He must take this as a challenge, too, because one of his hands moves to your thigh and squeezes
âMust I warn you yet again to be careful?â Benji breathes
âYou may as many times as you wish, however I may not listen.â
He laughs breathlessly and presses himself harder against you, pushing you against the ground
In response, you press back again
And you two continue like that, pushing and pulling like the ocean, rhythmic
His hand moves further up your thigh, pressing between them
Your legs part further without thought
Youâre not thinking of much but Benji anymore
The movements of his hips are getting more frantic, his breathing heavier
His hand finally slips down the trousers youâre wearing to touch your skin directly
And you learn that Benjicot Blackwood doesnât know how to shut up even now
âGods, I always wondered how soft youâd be.â
âI knew youâd be so warm, I dreamt about it.â
âI bet youâre so beautiful, too. Pretty little princess.â
âSo wet, gods, have you thought about this as much as I have?â
You wondered if he even knew what he was saying at this point, considering it all just sounded like rambling now
But you also couldnât deny it, you had thought about this multiple times â even in your dreams
You have no awareness of how quiet or loud the noises youâre making might be right now
Probably for the best, though â youâd most likely be embarrassed
Either way, you know Benji can still hear you because he wonât stop smiling
If you werenât so distracted by his fingers right now, youâd punch his smug face again
Heâs lucky his hands make up for his personality
Youâre almost nervous by the feeling thatâs quickly creeping up on you right now â having never experienced it before and unsure of what exactly will happen
He must notice by the way that youâre squirming, almost trying to get away
âItâs alright,â he murmurs, kissing your neck, âIâve got you. Iâm here, relax.â
You figure he must know more about it than you, which isnât exactly surprising from what youâve heard about what boys his age typically get up to at night
So you relax and give into the feelings he conjures in you with his fingers
He must be feeling similar things by the low moan-breaths heâs making and the quickening of his hips
You gasp, pressing your mouth against the back of your hand that grips the grass underneath you, when that building pressure finally snaps
Your thighs, almost on instinct, start to close around his hand that doesnât stop moving between them
But his other hand moves to squeeze at your hip when his finally still, pressing his open mouth against your neck as he gasps lowly
His hips finally slow, seeming to come back to the world as you do
Heâs still softly touching you, until you start to feel a bit too sensitive and squirm away
Youâre both silent for a moment, aside from your harsh breaths
And now that youâre back to reality â youâre faced with one question more important than the others
Where do you two go from here?
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Iâm not sure if itâs a conscious thing people are doing but Iâve been seeing a LOT of people trying to discredit Scarâs win. And I donât like it.
In the 2v1, Pearl only got one hit in, which I donât think dealt too much damage, then let Scar handle the rest, so it was basically Scar and Pearlâs wolves vs Gem. If Scar had killed Pearl like she wanted him to, and made it a 1v1 with Scar and Gem, then Scar wouldâve had extra hearts and therefore an even BETTER advantage. So I donât think he only won the fight cuz of the 2v1.
Then people also keep saying he wouldnât have won if Grian didnât deal so much damage to Gem earlier. I mean⌠yeah??? Iâm sure Gem wouldâve won if nobody attacked her ever. But they did, because thatâs how the series works. Grian didnât kill Gem, Scar did. Why are we talking about how much damage Grian dealt in a conversation that isnât about him. You could apply this logic to literally any time someone attacked someone else to discredit any kill (unless itâs a kill done on someone with full hearts and no assistance I guess lol). Like I get Grian dealt what, over 40 hearts of damage? That absolutely softened Gem up but she recovered enough to not instantly die afterwards soo. Why do we credit Grian for a kill Scar did long after he died.
I also saw someone complaining that Scar only got so many kills and won because he was picking off people with low hearts. Dude itâs literally not his fault if everyone he goes after happens to have low hearts, he couldnât know that. With Tango, everyone knew, and Scar gave him MANY chances to escape being killed. You know what he did with the rest of the people he knew had low hearts? Let Skizz run away longer, found out Joel had low hearts and told him to go for Skizz. Does that sound like something a cheapster who wants to pick off easy kills would do??? Besides, if going after people with low hearts WAS his strategy, it would be a pretty valid one lol. Difficult to pull off too since you donât know heart counts and not everyone escapes a fight on low health.
They also said he only won because he had too many allies? I mean, that is stupid because thatâs literally part of the strategy in this series, itâs a survival/pvp/SOCIAL game. Scar has ALWAYS tried to win via having alliances. AND HE DIDNT EVEN HAVE ANY SOLID ONES SO WHAT WERE THEY ON ABOUT?? I guess because everyone decided to try to win him over to their side? Which was actually caused by him NOT having allies lol. He honestly did more helping others than being helped anyways. Well, in the finale.
Anyways, I just wanna add that this does NOT mean we gotta make fun of Gem for losing or whatever. You could say like âGem couldâve won if only (whatever) didnât happen!â As a way to hype her up. But saying âScar only won because (whatever)â is just messed up. He earned that win. Gem was also deserving but things didnât line up well for her so she got a good 3rd place. Thatâs just how the series goes. This makes it sound like itâs Gem fans that are discrediting Scar but honestly I donât think it is? I just donât want people to think you canât hype up Gem or talk about how she couldâve won.
Back to the topic. I think the enchanting having no restrictions really helped Scar lol. It had always been a big part of his strategy and now he finally had an episode 5 that was getting stacked as hell instead of dying horribly. Happy for him.
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