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xsumire · 2 years ago
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Preservation path too good. It carried again for World 5 :'D
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imagine-loki · 5 years ago
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Stubborn Independence
TITLE: Stubborn Independence 
CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: 1/10
AUTHOR: brightsun-and-darkmidnight
ORIGINAL IMAGINE: 
Imagine Loki struggling to adjust to someone who is independent and insists on paying for themselves all the time, even if it is a struggle sometimes. They need to do everything on their own. They never ask for help and refuse help. Just imagine Loki really wanting to spoil this person. Imagine how creative he would get to make life easier on this person who has captivated him.
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Imagine being a talented singer at your local club. Loki comes in one night with Thor and the others (he’d rather be anywhere else but who turns down free drinks?) and gets ensnared in the voice of the beautiful singer on stage. Suddenly, his interest (and arousal) are more than piqued.
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Imagine getting into a petty fight with Loki, so in retaliation, he puts everything on the top shelf where you can’t reach? 
AUTHOR’S NOTES: College AU. Loki is determined to take over Odin’s company. He works hard and has a strict schedule for success. However, with the interference of Thor and the other four, Loki’s plans are often interrupted so they can play matchmaker.
My Ao3: brightsun_and_darkmidnight
 ~ ~ ENJOY  ~ ~
Fandral smiled brightly with a loud laugh and in a desperate time to prove him wrong, Loki looked at his schedule with a smart remark on his tongue. Loki’s smile disappeared quickly. Damn. He did have the same class as Fandral.
Fandral smiled that bright smile and then winked to the side and Loki heard the high pitched giggles of flirting women, “Shall we walk together when classes start next week? Perhaps I could get you a date this year?”
With an eye roll and voice laced with sarcasm Loki replied, “yes because I want help from you." 
Sif held her hand out to Loki for his schedule. Thor insisted earlier she could mark where everyone would be this semester for easy communication. So, unwillingly Loki handed it to her knowing he was sentencing himself to public outings instead of the comfort of his room with books. He pondered if he should get out of those outings or try to get out of his room. Perhaps he would meet someone, or a few people, to hang out with instead of his brother during meal times.
Thor clapped Loki’s back, "this is going to be the time of our lives. College is full of possibilities. Last year was such a great time for the five of us! There were plenty of people I met! Last year all you did in your free time was study. Lighten up Brother, and develop friendships.”
Siff spoke up after scribbling on schedules, “Or he could get the best grades, and the honors scholarship for extra money.” Sif gave Thor a raised eyebrow after he chuckled, then she shrugged going back to scribbling. She muttered, “graduate top class and make more money than you. Support himself and whoever stumbles into his life.”
Valstagg’s boisterous laughter caught everyone’s attention until his eyes darted in the direction of a food truck. He mumbled, “That would be quite the stumble for Loki to notice.”
Hogun’s lip twitches a smidge as he looked at the schedules with Siff and marking them. Loki’s schedule was back and he looked it over. He had the 8am class with Thor and knew the idiot would miss too much class from the way Thor groaned over a class first thing on a Monday. Loki had the damn extracurricular art class that Fandral was also in.
Loki was excited for art class because he practiced occasionally by drawing what he imagined a scene looked like from his leisure readings. Although Loki was terrible at drawing realistic details, nothing stopped him from trying. This class filled a block in his major which further helped him decide to pursue some knowledge for his little hobby. No one would ever see such things due to drawing being a secret… well, for now anyway. Fandral was likely to tell everyone of his poor skills once their shared classroom of a three hour long session two times a week.
Fandral inquired, “so…Sif are we going to come to your dorm room for lunch?”
Sif smirked, “the invitation goes to everyone but you.”
“How cruel to keep me away from the sight of your beautiful dorm mate.”
Loki turned as he claimed he would see them later. Loki strolled to the dinning hall. It was a typical day; annoying brother and his friends, people all around him talking animatedly with others, some more intimately touching with the hold of hands or lips locked together. Loki tore his gaze from those people and observed where he was, and why he was there and NOT for some romantic adventure.
The buildings seemingly new due to constant cleaning and repairs. The pathways that seemed to be expanding due to hurried people walking beside the sidewalk trying not to be late. His night owl of a brother for example was always in a rush and did not go with the pace of everyone else. Otherwise, the grass was perfectly manicured. There were areas for decorative flowers, bushes, as well as well placed trees. 
Individuals gathered under trees seeking some comfort in the cooler shade. Loki glanced upwards to the sky that was currently cloudy. Then the sun shone thus pouring warmth onto him and momentarily blinding him. 
Loki was sure he somehow ran into something but with a curse word flying out of someone’s mouth realization struck instantly this was not an object. Loki instinctively held his hands out to catch the person. Short hair in blended layers caught the sunlight in wonderful variations of browns. The hair seemed to flow slowly as Loki hastily pulled the person closer to prevent a fall. Warm leather in his hands that helped with the grasp. Once stabilized Loki glanced down and noticed the petite and plus size girl in his grasp. 
Her eyes were shielded by huge sunglasses, her full cheeks framed by hair placed perfectly, except for a few strands dancing near her lips. A full lower lip pressed to her thin upper one as she pushed out of his grasp.
The trance seemed to end as Loki watched the girl pick up her phone. The glistening pieces around the device let Loki know instantly the screen was shattered. The woman ran her fingers through her hair and Loki was convinced that must be how her hair was supposed to be due to it looking better than before. Her eyebrows angled as she tapped on the phone and it seemed to be working.
Loki had money to replace her phone, even get his which was the newest model of over a thousand dollars. His parents had money due to his father, Odin, owning a software corporation that was supposed to be handed down to either Thor or Loki. Of course depending on who learned the most in college from their business majors. Loki actually had plenty of money he earned himself due to taking a position to work in his father’s business, a branch closest to the campus in an attempt to learn more. To inherit the corporation was the goal and was the reason he spent too much time in his room, practicing programming for his second major in computer science.
Loki quickly replied as soon as it registered, “I am sorry. I didn’t-”
The woman’s face turned to his with lightning speed and her lips parted with a harsh tone, “if you say you didn’t see me because I am short I will bring you down to my level with a punch to your gut.”
Loki blinked and finally noticed how short the woman was. He estimated a little over a foot smaller than himself due to him being able to rest his arm on her head easily, if he were to even attempt it. However with the fiery look he was getting, Loki stammered, “I can get you a new phone. Any phone you want.”
The woman was already tapping on her phone quickly as if sending a text. A few strands of her hair danced in her face but she seemed to ignore it. Loki however, needed to push back a single hair back in place to maintain his professional and clean appearance. Loki was not sure if she was ignoring him or not and he absentmindedly cleared his throat.
The dark haired woman placed her phone in a pocket, ran her other hand through her hair that parted in a different way..that was visually satisfactory as well. Her leather jacket protesting with sounds of attempts to stretch as she crossed her arms. Her eyebrows rose above her glasses and her bottom lip pressed to the thinner one. She seems to be annoyed, arguably she had every reason to have that right. She said nothing, nor did she make any attempt to even try to speak.
Loki wasn’t sure if this little ball of fire even heard a word he said. He spoke again as he took a small writing tablet from his inner coat pocket, “here is my information, we could meet later and you can pick out any phone you wish. There is a business not far from here that I work at-”
A casual, but with irritation mixed, voice spoke, “Not interested. I have the insurance on this one to have it replaced.”
Loki glanced up but did not see her. He turned and she was already walking away, quickly. Loki took long strides to her as he handed the woman the paper with his name, number, and location information to meet. The woman took the paper and seemed to be looking at it with a tilt of her head towards the paper but Loki already seen her eyelashes high up due to her obviously looking at the path she was on. The woman did nothing to stop her quick pace that Loki’s long legs easily kept up with.
As she crumpled up the paper and threw it in the recycling bin she spoke, “Thanks for the offer but I will pass.”
Loki’s eyebrows furrowed, “pardon?”
The small woman stopped as she replaced the sunglasses to her head. “Can you see now that I don’t want your help?”
Big eyes that were sharp and harsh with angled eyebrows. Eyelashes so thick they seemed to cast their own shadows among her face. Bright green eyes with flecks of dark brown and an inner iris of honey gold that stemmed into the outer green.
“You just cost me a ton of work to replace a dumbass phone. Nice work by the way to try to get me to call you. Clever plan, but it’s not something I fall for.”
“If you would let me help-”
The woman interrupted him, again with a scoff. 
All Loki wanted to do was help her. Atleast to replace what he had broken. Everyone else would jump at the latest phone with the best camera and larger screen. Top notch software that had lighting quick responses. A phone that stored everything for Loki; His contacts, everything in his calendar, personal alarms for daily routines, apps that helped with maintaining his body physique, and importantly he had access to the school web pages for homework-In conclusion, Loki’s phone was his life.
Loki tries again for a chance to talk quickly.
She waved her hands, palms to him and waved them with her head down, “Uh huh. Nope. Go try to woo someone else with your good looks of, ‘tall, dark, and handsome.’” Her eyes met his as her hands gestured to him and her eyes skimmed over him briefly with the burning rage behind them. “There are a ton of people out there to fall for someone to take care of them with your fancy handwriting that obviously comes from a prestigious schooling. As well as your expensive clothes.”
Loki’s mouth parted and then shut firmly. “You make accusations based on nothing but a few things. Maybe you should try not to judge a book by its cover.”
She rose an eyebrow, “how? Over dinner while playing some Q and A?”
Loki rose his eyebrows in shock and his mouth parted slightly. Loki did not miss a chance though, “If it could even things out. Perhaps.”
She scoffed and put her glasses back in place over her eyes, “I would pay for myself anyway.”
Loki gesture between them before she would turn, “You think that would make this even?”
“How about you just read my lips and understand you don’t owe me anything.” Her eyebrows rose over the glasses with a forced smile, “we good now?”
Loki stared at the woman in disbelief. “If you insist everything is ok but-”
The woman replied with a curt nod and side smile, “Everything is great. Try to have a good day.”
Loki looked elsewhere not believing he was going to let her leave, “I wish you well and give many apologies.”
The woman turned when her phone went off, “I have to go. Bye.” She did not look back but greeted the person on the other line with a happy melodic, “hel~lo! Sorry I am late. I bumped into someone.”
Loki raised an eyebrow at the odd change but paid no attention to it as he went to the dining hall for food. Loki was going to enjoy some of his remaining free time with a large serving of sweets before returning to his room in solitude before Thor, Fandral, and Hogun returned to their combined space. Loki thanked the school for having the set up of separate bedrooms, however cursed the common small kitchen and livingroom that he had to walk through to use one of the bathrooms.
They would always try to get him to join in their “fun” of watching each other play a fighting game while they drank energy drinks. Hogun would go to bed at a reasonable time but the other two would stay up talking loudly about the damn game until they went out to a bar.
Sometimes Loki would join in a few games of cards just to take some of their money. It got to the point where everyone agreed to use just change instead of dollar bills.
Loki smirked as he remembered to take the vase full of coins to the change machine, “Idiots…”
Loki ate alone and no one bothered him either. He did watch as others around him talking cheerfully. A friend might be nice to spend some time with once in a while. However, Loki’s phone buzzing in his pocket with his schedule alarm to start practicing programming made him remember he was not there for companionship. He was at college to get an education.
Loki picked up after himself and walked swiftly to his dormitory, swiped his ID card to get through doors and finally his pin password for his shared space with the others. Loki stomach sunk when the lights were still off and no one was there. He noted the feeling as odd while he walked in a daze to his room. He shut his bedroom door off to the rest of the world and readied himself for an hour of programming.
Loki programmed for about an hour and a half to figure out something new he stumbled onto. Loki needed a shower. Something about programming made him feel dirty, uncomfortable, and needing to feel fresh again. Loki’s cursed phone rang for the third time since he was getting ready to relax with a book. The most annoying sound he had on his phone was Thor’s ringtone. Loki purposely hit the end button to hang up and force the call to his mailbox. Grabbing a book and sitting in his comfortable desk chair Loki’s daily peace began.
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thorne93 · 5 years ago
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Unforeseen Chasm (Part26)
Prompt: Two sisters fall for men that are absolute enemies. The love they have could tear all of them apart, or it could bring them together.
Word Count:3140
Warnings: Language
Note: This is by far the longest thing I’ve ever written (including my novels). It’s a collaboration with the amazing @mrs-dragneel-stark-solo​​. It started as a funny “What if…?” and it evolved and got huge. This took two years to write. We are both proud and happy and we hope you enjoy it. It follows from Thor 1 to Endgame in the MCU. Some of the timelines may be off in order to fit certain people, and some characters may show up earlier or in different ways than they have in the movie. But for the most part, it follows the MCU. It also has a bit of crossover with some other Marvel characters throughout the story.
Masterlist for Unforeseen Chasm
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The following morning you couldn’t wait to talk to Shannon so you opened up the tablet, clicked the video chat app, and chose your only contact. For some people, one contact might seem lonely, but for you, that one contact was all you needed. 
She accepted the call and her stunning face lit up the window as you pulled your coffee close to your lips. 
“Morning, Y/N,” she greeted, pouring her own coffee, a tired look on her face. 
“Morning, hun.” You waved to her. “Any big plans for the day?” you wondered. 
“Kinda,” she answered after swallowing some coffee. 
You perked an eyebrow up. “Oh? I’m intrigued. What’s on the agenda?”
“Hoping to finish creating that surprise for you two,” she informed. 
You frowned at her, confused. “I thought the tablet was my surprise?” 
She smiled widely and giggled. “Nope, that’s for us to chat. But there’s this research I’ve been doing for a few months now but still no result. I feel like I’m missing something.” 
“What research?” you blurted out, not able to resist asking.
“It���s got to do with the genetic mutation in identical twins,” she informed. “Here. If you go to your office, you can project my notes and data from the camera that’s set up there. Just double tap the screen when you get there.”
You nodded and took your coffee and tablet to the office in the adjoining room, while she sent the files down to your cell. 
“Everything is there. I’m just having trouble identifying how it is that one of the two ends up with a mutation while the other doesn’t,” she commented, sounding frustrated. 
“Have you listened to Bach?” you asked, knowing that every time she listened to him, it jogged her mind. 
She stared at you through the tablet and deadpanned, “What do you think?” 
You laughed and held your hands up “Okay, okay. Fraternal or maternal twins? Raised in the same environment? What are Tony’s thoughts? Banner’s? They have a lot of experience with mutation… Did you call Charles?”
“Depends on the case. I have a few sets that are paternal and some there is a turn off, but they have the opposite effect with the mutations from each side. Tony doesn’t know. He is not really aware of what happened. Banner… he can help with just a small amount. The thing with the experience on mutation is that you know Bruce and becoming the Hulk but there’s not much you can get out of it because even his own studies have led to very little.” She began to read in her ledgers. “Speaking of, I’m actually I’m going to contact Charles later today. Hopefully he’s not that busy, and neither is Logan, and they can probably run some tests, figure out some stuff. Probably hit the ring to see what triggers some of my powers.”
Your face fell a little bit, remembering how you used to visit Charles with her. It made you miss him and all of the X-Men… “Oh, are your powers… bad? I mean.. Like, you haven’t consulted Charles in a long time,” you noted. 
She glanced over to the screen, noticing the change in your tone. 
“If you don’t want to tell me, that’s fine. It’s not really any of my business if you powers aren’t going quite right,” you stated, laughing somewhat nervously, a pang of guilt hitting your gut. 
“Don’t worry, Y/N. It’s not that they’re bad. It’s just… they’re changing. I used to take people’s powers temporarily, but now, I can store them. And the shapeshifting and the flying. I’m rapidly mutating and I’m not sure what’s causing it…”
You nodded, listening to her, worried for her, and angry that you were locked in a cell with no way to help her. 
“Y/N… do you remember that one kid at the mansion who would feed off people's emotions and it became what he felt?” she asked, looking at you, hoping you remembered. 
Sadly, you didn’t, so you shook your head. “No, who was that?” 
“I can’t remember his name, but he had bumped into me one of those few times I went to train. And it seems I absorbed some of his powers and that what might be messing me up. It used to be very subtle, but now… now I can hardly get through an emotional event without it draining on me. Like when Steve had to carry me out,” she reminded. 
“You think it’s damaging you,” you said, summarizing for her. 
“I think it is,” she agreed. “If it’s emotionally strong, positive or negative, I just… The fight I had with Tony?”
“Yeah?” 
“I was so mad at what he was saying I hadn’t realized my weather powers had triggered and mixed with the laser beams I took from Cyclops and it mixed with your purple energy and things were thrown at Tony when I yelled at him. Thankfully one of his suits was there or I might have hurt him.”
You muttered, “I know what that’s like.” 
Shannon stopped what she was doing and put down her pen, giving you her full attention. “What do you mean you know what it’s like?” A moment later she added, “If you’re comfortable telling me, that is.”
“Ever since Thanos put this--” You showed your purple dark energy and then made it disappear “--inside me, it’s turned me into someone else… I was so angry all the time, at everything. It’s much better now, but I still get so much rage.” You looked up at the camera, facing her. “So I know what it’s like to not quite know what’s happening to your body… To have this… power… but it destroys you.” 
“It does. I’ve noticed I can’t keep up during training with Nat. Both of us being a part of the Red Room, we’ve kept to training like they taught us, but I’m just not as fast as I used to be.” She shrugged and looked a bit sullen. “It’s all still here,” she noted, pointing at her head with her pen. “It’s just that this is giving me trouble.” She closed her eyes, and then opened them, revealing  milky red eyes with purple swirls. 
“I can’t imagine how hard it is for you,” you commented. “To hold all those powers and finding out how to use them and keep them in check.”
“At least it hasn’t taken over… yet,” she remarked, staring down at her hands. 
“It won’t. You’re too strong for that,” you assured. 
Shannon smiled a small bit, glancing up to look at you through the screen, trying to find solace in your words. 
“I was hoping to see if I can get you out of there so that you can come with me to the mansion and we can both figure out what’s going on with our powers?” She sighed and reminded, “Of course, I’ll have to talk to Fury about it.” A groan escaped her just thinking about it, and you smiled slightly, remembering how much she did not like negotiating with the SHIELD director. 
Your face list up a million degrees. “You would really see about that?” 
“Of course. I want us to be able to get the help we need. We shouldn’t have to suffer at the hands of these powers.”
“I’m sort of public enemy number one. Not sure the world is ready for me to be out…” A deep frown followed your statement that didn’t go unnoticed by your friend. 
She lifted an eyebrow. “Well… technically, the world doesn’t know it was you. You know Charles, he’d probably help get you to the mansion without being seen, just to help you.”
A sly smile played on your lips. “Are you suggesting Nightcrawler break me out?” you teased. 
Shannon couldn’t help but start laughing jovially at your comment. “He’d probably have a blast getting out of there! That kid loves scaring Tony.”
You were so overwhelmed with the prospect of getting out, even if it was just for a few hours, that you had almost forgot about your fellow cellmate. Saness colored your face and tone. “I don’t know if I should Leave Loki though… That doesn’t seem… fair that I should get a day pass…” You glanced back toward your bedroom, a guilty look on your face. 
Shannon understood where you were coming from, so she offered, “I mean, it’s only if you want to. Besides, it’s not like we’re going out to shop. It’s to help you progress and reinstate yourself to the world.”
You bit your lip, noticing the wording. Reinstate yourself to the world… Right.. Because you were in prison. 
“Not to make that sound like you’re a felon!” she loudly corrected, turning back to the screen with a look of embarrassment. 
You waved it off. It wasn’t her fault you were in the situation you were in. 
“Let me talk to Loki?” you requested with raised eyebrows. “But I would love to see everyone again, and figure out how to get… this side of me out.” 
“Of course! Take whatever time you need. I’m not sure when I’ll be able to contact Charles, so let me know whenever you’ve made a decision.”
“I will. Thank you, Shannon. In the meantime, do you have anything physics related I can study? I am going bonkers down here…” You paused for a moment, before asking, “Does Tony mind you talking to me? Or sharing data? I mean, he’s still pissed at me… right?” 
This time, it was her turn to wave you off. “Forget Tony, he’s my problem, not yours.” She looked at you and smiled. “I could get you whatever Jane’s left unfinished? There are a few new things she got here.” She pointed to a stack of files on the nearby desk. 
“Please, send me anything, otherwise this gold mine is going to rot,” you joked, pointing to your head. 
“Well we can’t have that now, can we?” She giggled before talking to JARVIS. “JARVIS, send whatever files are in our system from Jane’s recent studies down to Y/N’s office.”
“Right away, Ms. Shannon. Is there anything else?”
“Let me know when Fury will be coming by the Tower or the complex, please?” 
“Yes, Ms. Shannon.”
“The files should be ready for you to look through, now. I’ll make sure any new data gets sent to you too.” Meanwhile, she was nodding her head while looking at the holographic data in front of her, swiping it to and fro. 
“I’ll let you get back to your work,” you offered, trying to hide the sadness in your voice. But her work and research was more important than keeping a prisoner like you company. 
She hummed. “Hmm? Oh, yeah, sorry. I just have a deadline for this and--”
“Shan, it’s fine,” you assured genuinely with a soft smile. 
She seemed to be relieved by your words. “Okay, I’ll talk to you later, okay? Don’t forget to talk to Loki and let me know?”
“I’ll let you know by the end of the day.”
“Thanks. Talk to you soon.”
The call ended. 
But no part of you could even be sad, for this had been the best gift you’d gotten in some time. Other than being allowed to share a cell with Loki, this was the next best thing.
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Loki was still asleep during your conversation with Shannon, but when he woke up and you made him a nice brunch, you decided to dive right into the touchy subject of you getting a day pass, and not him. 
“Uh, Loki,” you started as he ate his meal. 
“Yes, darling?” he asked, glancing up to you. 
You wrung your hands, knowing how this sounded. That you would be leaving Loki behind, that you were gaining freedom and he wasn’t. That you were not, in fact, equals, as you had said you’d been. As you always tried to prove to him. 
“Shannon.. She has an idea…”
“Is it an idea to break out of this?” he asked, pointing around with his eyes. 
“Well… actually… kind of.” 
He peered at you with a curious frown. 
“I told her about my powers, about how the thing Thanos pout in me is dark and it wears on me…” 
“Yes?” 
“Well… she’s going to Charles Xavier to get her powers looked at. It seems she has a mutation that’s causing her issues… And she said she might be able to get me a pass to sort of… go with her,” you informed nervously. You were so worried Loki would simply see this as a way of you gaining freedom, while he stayed behind. Or that you were somehow distancing yourself from him. 
“So you would get to leave?” he clarified. 
“Yes. She’s going to talk to Fury, and see if it’s even possible. It’s more like a trip to the doctor. I’ll be going to see if he can do anything about the power not being so…”
“Evil?” 
Your gaze slid to his as you nodded.
“My love, if you need to go, go. It will be nice for at least one of us to leave this cell, even if it’s just for a day.”
“Really?” you asked, hope swelling inside you.
“Yes, of course. Go, do whatever you need. I’ll be here when you get back,” he said with a sly smile and you couldn’t help but round the kitchen island and hug him tightly. 
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As Shannon closed down her work and research for the day, she stepped out of the lab, somewhat exhausted, but simultaneously refreshed. It was amazing how just talking to you had lifted her spirit so much. She had only made it a few steps when Tony came up and greeted her. 
“Hey, babe. Mind walking with me?’ he asked.
“Ugh, Tony, I’m so tired... I think I just want to go sit and read for a little bit,” she said, hoping she wouldn’t offend him. 
“That’s fine, I just thought we could have a quick bite together?” he wondered, his eyebrows perched up,wanting to guilt her in with his innocent, irresistible look. 
She rolled her eyes and smiled. “Alright, alright. Yeah, let’s go grab a bite. What did you have in mind?” she asked as he led her down the hall toward the kitchen and dining area. 
As soon as the two of them rounded the corner, she was greeted with the Avengers and some other colleagues from around the tower. The people she’d hidden herself away from for the last several days.
“Surprise!” the group yelled. 
“What’s all this?” she asked, befuddled, a warm grin on her face. 
“We noticed you looked a little down,” Clint noted. 
“And you just got back,” Bruce added. 
“So they thought it would be nice to have a little welcome home dinner. Nothing fancy, just… the tower isn’t the same without you, babe,” Tony said, his arm wrapped around her shoulders.
“Oh, you shouldn’t have,” she said with a humble, sweet smile. 
“Nonsense!” Steve objected as Tony let go of her and Steve’s arm replaced it. “You deserve it. We all missed you.” 
“Well, thank you, all of you. I missed you too.”
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Sometime later that evening, you called Shannon on the video chat. The AI found her closest device and opened up, displaying where she was. 
“Hey, Sha--” Was all you got out before you saw what was going on around her. It appeared to be a small party. Shannon had a drink in her hand, as did all the Avengers and a few other people you didn’t recognize. She was laughing and hitting Nat’s arm, while Tony and Clint were smiling and talking. Bruce seemed to be having a good time with the strangers, talking. 
At first, you were happy, a smile pulling at your lips, but just as you were about to join in, you realized -- you couldn’t. You couldn’t open your mouth and tell a joke, you couldn’t say anything to anyone… Because you were locked away, several floors below them, paying for your crime. Even if you did try to blend in, even if you did try to get anyone’s attention, you would be met with a resounding “fuck off”. Who knew what kind of pandemonium would’ve erupted if they knew you were contacting them. 
With a sad sigh, you swiped over to the texting app and sent Shannon a text, telling her that you were good to go.
You switched back to the video app, where Shannon pulled out her phone, smiled at it, typed a quick response, and pocketed it again. 
“Sounds good. I’ll talk to Fury,” she sent back.
Your face fell and you were about to close the app when you noticed Steve Rogers was looking at you. It seemed he had just glanced up. Your eyes met but you didn’t have it in you to try and smile to be polite. Steve gazed at you, and if you weren’t mistaken, you saw… sympathy in his eyes, in his slight frown. He gave you a tiny nod, and you returned it before your gaze dropped. 
Unable to bear the sadness, and downright pity for yourself, you closed the video app. Steve looked away, feeling sorry for you, but tried to get back to the party. 
Sulking, you closed the tablet and left it on the coffee table to get up and go to bed. 
Loki peered up at you from his magazine, a worried frown etched into his stunning features. “Darling?” 
“Hmm?” you hummed.
“Is everything alright? I thought you were going to call Shannon?” 
You turned slowly to face him. “Uh, I did. She was busy so… I'll catch up with her tomorrow,” you said, hoping to hide your disappointment. 
“Are you sure? You seem upset,” he commented as he stood and came over to you, putting his hands on your arms. 
“I’m fine,” you lied. 
He peered down at you with peculiarity. “If you’re not fine, you know you can tell me. If you don’t want to talk about it, I’ll understand.”
You smiled up at him, loving that you could tell him anything. “Alright, that’s fair. I'm not fine, but I don’t feel like talking about it.” 
He smiled. “There we are.” He kissed your forehead. “I’m here if you need me.”
“I know,” you assured before leaning up to kiss him earnestly, but quickly. “Thank you. I just want to go to bed for now. I’ll let you know if I feel like talking.”
“Goodnight, darling. I’ll be in shortly,” he promised with warmth. He let go of you and you nodded slightly before heading to bed and curling up in your bed. The bed you lived in for the last several months… the bed you would probably live the rest of your life in. 
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Chapter 5/18 - Safety - Bucky Barnes x OC Soulmate AU
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Summary: Soulmate AU! Bucky/OC. Our soulmarks appear at the moment of our soulmate’s birth. The Asset’s mark appears in the Spring of 1987. The words imprinted into the skin of his forearm. “Please! Don’t hurt me…”
A/N: I wrote this fic over the course of 2017-2018 and it was originally published on AO3. Recently, I decided to do some light revisions in order to fix inconsistencies in the POV, some awkward diction and typos. Please note–I’m aware that a lot of people love this fic just as it is. This is not a rewrite, I won’t be changing major plot points and I’m purposely leaving most of the writing alone. Just sprucing it up. Since I wrote this before I started posting fic to Tumblr, I decided to take the opportunity of posting the revised chapters here as I edit them. If you got to the end of this A/N: thank you!!!
Warnings: Kidnapping, Angst, Violence, Eventual happy ending
The next morning, SHIELD HQ, Washington D.C.
Director Fury sat behind a desk, fingers steepled, watching as Steve Rogers absorbed the information on the tablet in his hands. Natasha Romanoff sat beside the Captain, glancing at the screen over his shoulder, face impassive as always. 
Steve’s eyebrows knit together in confusion, “I don’t understand what I’m seeing here. This is…”
“James Buchanon Barnes,” Fury finished the sentence. “Alive and apparently untouched by time, if nothing else.”
“But how?” Steve looked even more like a golden retriever puppy than usual as he sat there in confusion and sorrow, his eyes shining with the sting of unspent tears.
Fury sucked in a short breath, “The short answer is...science. SHIELD has kept files on the assassin known as the Winter Soldier for about sixty years. Many good agents have died trying to gather intel on him. A lot of people in the intelligence community think he’s a ghost. Well, I can assure you, as can Ms. Sophie Reynolds, he is most definitely flesh and blood...and metal.”
Natasha spoke up, “The girl, where does she fit in?”
The images on the tablet showed grainy surveillance footage of James Barnes, the Winter Soldier, exiting an apartment building via a fire escape with a woman thrown over his shoulder. 
Fury looked uncomfortable for the first time, “She was a mistake. We never should have let her leave the Tower, even with a tail. They met two days ago....she’s his soulmate.” 
“WHAT?” Steve almost shouted. “He...Bucky’s soulmate? But he never had a mark…” 
Steve’s words drifted off as he realized the reality of the situation. Natasha spoke, picking up the thin file on Sophie Reynolds, “Well, no, he wouldn’t have. Says she was born in 1987.”
“That’s right,” Fury responded, “and she was our best bet at a capture until he made off with her in the middle of the night. Cap, you’re the closest thing we have to a connection to this guy, where would he take her?”
Steve Rogers shook his head. He didn’t have the answer. The Bucky he knew wouldn’t kidnap a young woman out of her home. Or murder intelligence agents. Or launch an assault against SHIELD in the middle of downtown Manhattan. He didn’t know this person at all.
Natasha glanced between Steve and Fury before speaking up, “I have some ideas.”
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Sophie was awake and pretending to be asleep. She’d conked out almost as soon as they entered the hotel room last night and hadn’t had a chance to reflect on...everything. But one thing was becoming very clear to her: she could not trust this man. She could feel that he was close. ‘God,’ she thought, ‘this soulbond thing is weird. Also the whole not having a name to call my new soulmate...weird as well.’ 
She kept her eyes carefully closed and tried to regulate her breathing as thoughts crashed through her head. ‘So, the number one rule about this kind of situation was that you were NOT supposed to allow your kidnapper to take you to a second location. So, obviously failed on that.’ But she knew where she was. So the big thing now would be to absolutely under no circumstances allow him to take her wherever the hell he thought they were going. 
She felt a stab of guilt thinking these things. Her rational self was screaming at her to escape this crazy person. But her very soul was singing out that he was the missing piece she’d searched for and he would never harm her and they should just hurry up with the whole happily ever after thing. She felt the urge to cry again but she didn’t have it in her. Why would she be fated for someone who treated her this way?
“Get up, we’re leaving.”
‘How romantic, I feel like Elizabeth Bennet in Pride and Prejudice. The beginning part where Darcy is still an asshole.’
Sophie stretched her limbs under the thin hotel blanket and cracked her eyes open. The man was sitting in the same chair he’d sat in when they arrived last night. 
“Did you sleep?” she asked incredulously.
He narrowed his eyes at her and grumbled, “We’re on a deadline, let’s go.” 
She took a deep breath before responding. She felt a little ridiculous having this standoff with him while laying in bed with the covers pulled up to her chin. “No. I can’t go with you!”
There was a long moment of cold silence. Sophie felt her stomach drop and for the first time since they’d met, she felt truly afraid of him. Up until this moment the warm blossom of their soul bond had been a continual comfort. But when she’d directly refused to go along with his orders she felt the bond constrict, almost as if it was shrinking in her chest. It hurt. 
The man, her soulmate, stood up and slowly stalked to her bedside using all his height to loom over her. His face looked like a thunderstorm.  
“Get. Up. Now.” He ripped the blanket away from her and pulled her out of bed by her arm, wrenching it painfully. She felt the skin pinch where his metal fingers met. 
“Ouch! Stop it, let go of me! Please!” He dropped his arm abruptly away from her as if he’d been scalded by the contact. She staggered several steps away from him, backing into a corner in fright. She felt the aching constriction in her chest ease a little and the twang of his emotions just barely reaching through. She watched him standing still in the middle of the room, chest heaving, staring down at his own hand as if it were a foreign object. 
He turned toward her without meeting her eyes, “I’m...get ready we’re leaving in five minutes.”
With that he turned and started to re-equip himself with the dozen or so weapons he’d apparently been categorizing, or cleaning, or whatever you do with weapons, while she’d slept. They were arrayed on the small kitchenette table. Knives, guns...grenades? Sophie was in way, way...way over her head. She cursed herself for ignoring the grave warnings her SHIELD interrogators had given her about this man. She’d been so blinded by the newly formed bond. 
A minute passed with Sophie staring, mesmerized, at the astonishing assortment of weaponry this man apparently found necessary to bring along on a trip to visit his soulmate. She spoke, her voice coming out thin and small, “I can’t go with you. I won’t.”
He straightened his back and sighed. “What did they tell you about me? When they interrogated you?”
She spoke to his back, “You’re...a spy or something.”
“Wrong,” he said, turning to face her, “I’m not a spy. I’m a weapon. I’ve been trained to do one thing very, very well. I hurt people. Most of the time I cross them off entirely. I...I don’t want to hurt you. But it won’t be difficult for me to subdue one small, weak girl who’s being stupidly defiant. Time’s up. Let’s go.”
Ouch. When Sophie was a little girl she imagined her soul mate as this knight in shining armor character. He would save her from some nondescript danger and carry her in his arms to safety. Never, ever had she imagined that her soulmate--the one person in the whole world who was meant to love her unconditionally--could be so...mean. She felt stricken . Her face contorted in pain but still...she had to resist. 
There was nowhere for her to run. He stood between her and the door. She was literally backed into a corner. But she was also feeling increasingly desperate. The adrenaline of last night was gone and now all that was left was the cold, plain observation that this man did not have her interests at heart. He was clearly following orders to bring her some place. And she would bet her last dollar it was some place...unpleasant. Sophie had never been in a fight in her life. Never even taken a kickboxing or self defense class. So...she fled. Or tried to.
It was almost comically pathetic how quickly the man responded to her attempt to dart out around him. He simply put out his arm to block her. He was so solid she would have fallen right over if he hadn’t caught her. As soon as his arms closed around her she began to struggle, screeching, scratching, hitting and bucking. The only good it did was to at least assure Sophie that she was doing her damnedest to fight him. It just wasn’t enough. By a lot.
When she’d exhausted herself she fell limp in his hold and--again--started to cry. He tightened his hold on her and growled, “Are you going to walk out of this hotel room with me or do I need to incapacitate you?”
Even if Sophie was in a calm state of mind she wouldn’t have known how to respond to such a question. Instead she let out a keening sort of wail and slumped over, trying to move as far away from him as his grip would allow. Slowly, he let her go and stood as she sagged onto the floor. She heard a metal clicking noise before she felt him take hold of her wrist and lock a handcuff around it. She barely reacted as she watched him attach her to the foot of the bed. She watched him stand up and walk to the door of the motel room. When he opened it she could see the sunlight flooding the parking lot outside. He paused for a second, “I’ll be right back.”
Oh, good.
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The Darkness Within: Too Late
Part 12 of The Darkness Within Series (Spanish Version)
Summary: Bucky is on a self-imposed mission to kill the leader of a small country who wronged him and isn’t expecting there to be any witnesses. But then he is spotted by a young woman who doesn’t react how he expects
Word Count: 2407
Warnings: Angst. Same warnings as the rest of the story
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“Did you fucking bring them here?” Bucky yelled at Y/N. After all, she had been trained as a spy for Cherut. Maybe she was just playing her role so well she’d managed to fool Bucky himself. “Some sort of tracking device or signal?”
“Not that I’m aware of,” she said in a low, careful voice. Had he not been on high alert, he might have noticed the conflict in her eyes.
As it was, Steve was the one to notice. “Y/N?”
She glanced at the screen. “Those planes hold a pilot, co-pilot, and up to five soldiers. The pilot will stay on board. Co-pilot too, maybe. That means ten, maybe twelve soldiers to fight off. You two and the Bird Boys should be able to take them. I don’t know… maybe they didn’t realize the off-brand Avengers took me. But I don’t know why they’d be fucking stupid enough to assume this was just a normal military base or whatever…”
“Wanda got back this morning,” Bucky murmured, calming down enough to regain his objectivity. “Five of us against them. Y/N, what’s going on in your head? This isn’t the time to keep secrets. They’re here for you.”
Y/N shook her head and looked towards the door. “Maybe… Maybe I should just go. I mean, what’s the worst that could happen? They could kill me? It’s not like I’m opposed to that. You guys seem to be on the warpath to fuck over the assholes in my country so it’s not like my revenge won’t happen. I just… won’t get to see it.”
“And if they don’t kill you? They keep you? Try to use you and train you and turn you into their pet spy?” The idea of Y/N dying sent a wave of anxiety through Bucky. He would analyze that later, but for now, they needed a plan. “You’re not turning yourself over. There’s five of us, not counting you. And you said twelve of them, fourteen counting the pilots? That’s nothing.”
“They expect you to turn yourself over. Otherwise they would have sent more soldiers,” Steve said slowly. “Why?”
The door burst open, revealing Sam, Clint, and Wanda. Sam took the lead. “What’s going on?”
Steve gave them a quick, ten second summary before turning his attention back to Y/N. “Why do they think you’ll turn yourself over? They wouldn’t have sent so few soldiers otherwise.”
“Why do you think they know I’m here?” She shot back. “Maybe they’re doing some fucked up recon. If you guys attack their soldiers, then they know where you guys are and all Cherut’s lost is a dozen men. They can alert your government. They can get Bucky back because that seemed to be something my government was interested in for a while.”
“Guys,” Wanda said, drawing everyone’s attention. Her eyes were trained on the tablet. “We better get a plan soon because they’re on the move. I count seven…eight… ten.”
Steve started focusing on the plan of action, and Bucky was listening with half an ear, but he was mostly focused on Y/N. She was far too calm on the outside and tightly wound on the inside. This was the nervous Y/N from the General’s bedroom. Whatever progress she’d made in the last few days was gone.
“Y/N?” Bucky prompted quietly, barely interrupting Steve. Steve glanced their way for a second before continuing on.
“Mission plans. There’s a panel of computers in the planes that have the mission plans.” Y/N locked eyes with Bucky. “There’s only the pilot, maybe a co-pilot left in the plane. If I can just sneak in there—”
“Absolutely not!” Bucky roared completely cutting off Steve’s planning.
“We don’t have time for you two to fight right now!” Steve yelled, but Y/N just kept talking.
“If we get the mission plans, we know all of their contingency plans! Every course of action they could take. We can stop them from reporting back to Cherut. Buy some time. Figure out why they’re here and how they found this place. And since I’m guessing none of you know how to quickly hack through Cherut code, I’m the best bet to do that.”
“She has a point,” Wanda said, earning a glare from Bucky.
“Buck,” Steve said, falling into his role as Captain. “You and Y/N try to get into the jets. Get those plans. The rest of us will try to stay out of sight until we know why they’re here. Report back as soon as possible.”
“Steve—” Bucky started to argue, but Steve cut him off.
“No arguing, Bucky. Go. Protect her.”
It was a direct order from his commanding officer. Not a suggestion from his friend. So he set his jaw, snatched his emergency mission bag he’d stashed in the room, grabbed Y/N’s arm, and pulled her out of the room. “You’ll do—”
“Exactly as you say. Without question and immediately. Yes. I got it. Same rules, different situation.” He looked over at her, momentarily distracted as his mind flashed back to the first clip he’d watched from the General’s bedroom. She was eyeing Bucky with a hard gaze. “You did watch that part, right? Can’t skip the first chapter.”
“Y/N—”
“Let’s just fucking get this over with.”
“You weren’t telling us anything and this is a matter of national sec—”
“Shut the fuck up, Bucky!” Y/N whirled around on him. “I may not have liked it, but I did learn a thing or two from the General. One of which was to shut up on missions. Don’t let all that special Hydra training go to waste because you—whatever it is you want from me.”
Without another word, she spun around and stalked away again.
She was so damn stubborn, Bucky thought as he put in the earpiece from the bag. He kept his eyes scanning the surroundings as they carefully made their way to the jets. It irked him how silently she moved. Her training hadn’t gone to waste and it grated on his nerves to give the General any sort of credit.
Even back in Cherut, he’d noticed her skill. How quiet she was. How she kept up with him. Her constant vigilance. Of course, back then he hadn’t known what to attribute that to. Now he knew about the serum and her training. Under a better trainer, she would quickly excel. Maybe even enough to rival Natasha’s skill.
Once they were at the edge of the courtyard where the jets were, Y/N glanced over at Bucky. “I understand why you watched the videos. That doesn’t mean I have to accept or like it.”
“If it helps, I have a program that cuts out the…” Was there even a delicate way to phrase it? Bucky didn’t want to say the wrong thing and alienate her anymore than he already had that day.
“The porn?”
Delicacy be damned. She was in denial about so much in her life. If she was going to move on, she’d have to face her demons.
He captured her eyes with his, hoping she’d see the good intentions. “The rape.”
For a moment, she froze.
Then she glanced away and tried to calm her breathing as her anxiety levels grew. Of course, to anyone else it wouldn’t have been obvious. But Bucky knew her body language.
This probably hadn’t been the best time to bring it up, but he was quickly learning that if he had an open door, he had to take it. Otherwise, she would shut it, lock it, and throw away the key.
“Y/N—” he started, but she cut him off.
“It’s easier not to think of it like that.” Her eyes darted up to his for a brief moment before settling back on the jets. With a deep breath, she set her shoulders and nodded towards the aircraft. “Let’s go.”
Door closed.
“Hold on,” Bucky grabbed her sleeve to hold her back as Steve’s voice came over the earpiece he wore.
“Pilot from the west plane went into the east. Start on the west plane.”
Bucky relayed the information and Y/N led the way to the plane parked on the west. As soon as they were inside, she made a beeline for a cabinet on the far wall, behind the seats and set to work. The plane was silent until Y/N asked for Bucky’s tablet so she could wirelessly transfer the data. Five long minutes later, she was done and they were starting for the door when Steve spoke up in Bucky’s ear again.
“Two soldiers are on their way back. They’ll be within view of the jets in less than thirty seconds.”
“We gotta go.” Bucky didn’t wait for a reply before pushing Y/N towards the door.
Three steps later, she froze, eyes trained on the window. “Too late.”
Steve’s timing was a little off, since the soldiers were jogging across the courtyard right then. Bucky could easily take them down. Wouldn’t even get his heartrate up.
“What do we do?” Y/N asked softly.
“Bucky,” Steve said in his ear. “They’re on a mission to find us. We overheard some of the soldiers when they walked past the cloaking tech. They aren’t here for Y/N.”
And as far as the soldiers were concerned, this was just some overgrown, run-down dump. After Tony built the compound, the Wakandans had donated some cloaking tech to keep it out of the eye of the public. So unless he made himself known, the soldiers would return to Cherut with a failed mission report.
“Is there anywhere to hide on here, Y/N?” Bucky asked.
She turned her wide, disbelieving eyes on him. “You’re fucking kidding me, right? You know this plane is headed straight to Cherut once it’s in the air.”
“They’re not here for you. If I kill them, your government will know we’re here. They’ll have the intel they need.”
“So, what? We’re just going to hand them the Winter Soldier and the General’s pet spy-in-training on a silver platter instead?”
“Somewhere to hide, Y/N.” Bucky repeated. “Somewhere they probably won’t check. We can argue later.”
“I—fuck. I can’t believe this.” She spun around and headed for the back of the plane. After a minute of opening and closing various doors and cupboards, she found one and motioned for Bucky to crawl in first. “There’s a hidden door at the back. Missions like this don’t usually have anything to hide, so it’ll be empty and they won’t check it. We’ll have an hour or two after we land before the cleaning crew comes to get out unseen.”
It didn’t take more than ten seconds to figure out how to open the hidden door, but it felt like ages. Finally, Bucky crawled into the cramped space and Y/N closed the door to the cupboard before crawling in after him and shutting the hidden door as well. It took a minute of shifting and whispered insults courtesy of Y/N before they settled in, somewhat comfortably with his chest against her back, knees surrounding her.
“You okay with this?” Bucky asked as she leaned back against his chest.
“Well, I’d rather not be here at all, much less be between anyone’s legs ever again, but…” she sighed and he could feel her force herself to relax. “But I fucking trust you and I don’t know why. So yeah. I’m good with this.”
“What’s going on out there?” Steve asked.
“We’re catching a ride back to Cherut, apparently,” Bucky whispered, knowing Steve could hear. “Can you work out something for when we land? We’ll probably lose contact one we take off, so it’ll have to be something I’ll recognize when I see it.”
“Bucky—”
“It was your fucking orders that put Y/N and me here, Steve. Don’t Bucky me. You got us into this. Get us out.” This was such a small space and he had a long ride ahead of him, so Bucky forced himself to calm down and explain everything to Steve as well as he could.
Over her shoulder, Bucky watched as Y/N’s fingers flew over the tablet screen. She tilted her head enough to grab his attention before speaking. “I’m sending the mission plans to Steve’s tablet right now. Since we’re within twenty feet of the computers here, I’m just copying all of the data I can. I’ll send it as it copies.”
“I see it coming through,” Steve said, and Bucky repeated the words to Y/N. Less than ten minutes later, they heard all of the soldiers come back, grumbling about wasting their time. Next thing he knew, the jet was taking off and the twelve-hour flight began.
Twelve hours. That was a long time to be quiet in a cramped space with someone who seemed very fond of cussing at him.
“You’re thinking really hard,” Y/N noted in a voice barely audible.
“Just weighing my options.”
“Options? We’re kinda stuck, Buck.”
Buck. That was a good sign.
“I meant my options of A, do I take advantage of the fact that you can’t run away to try and get you to talk, or B, do I play it safe and stay quiet because our conversations tend to end up with you yelling?”
Y/N didn’t respond to that, so Bucky stayed quiet. After a few more minutes watching her on the tablet, she sighed and powered it off. “Lost connection.”
The hideaway space was bathed in ebony darkness and Bucky became all too aware of his arms. There was nowhere to put them. Had she been any other girl, he wouldn’t have hesitated to comfortably wrap them around her. It was really the only option sitting as they were, with his knees on either side of her and her back pressed to his chest. But this was Y/N. That would be a bad move.
So where did his arms go?
“Twelve hours,” she whispered, and the air in the small space shifted as she reached one of her own arms around her body to hesitantly trace along the metal plates of his arm. With a heavy sigh, she guided his arm around her just as he’d decided it wasn’t an option, as if she could read his mind. “Twelve hours, so we might as well get as comfortable as possible. And… twelve hours. I’ll answer any question you have. I can’t promise I won’t get angry or frustrated, but I promise I’ll keep it in check.”
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PART 13: POINT BLANK
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Stubborn Independence
TITLE: Stubborn Independence 
CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: 1/10
AUTHOR: brightsun-and-darkmidnight
ORIGINAL IMAGINE: 
Imagine Loki struggling to adjust to someone who is independent and insists on paying for themselves all the time, even if it is a struggle sometimes. They need to do everything on their own. They never ask for help and refuse help. Just imagine Loki really wanting to spoil this person. Imagine how creative he would get to make life easier on this person who has captivated him.
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Imagine being a talented singer at your local club. Loki comes in one night with Thor and the others (he’d rather be anywhere else but who turns down free drinks?) and gets ensnared in the voice of the beautiful singer on stage. Suddenly, his interest (and arousal) are more than piqued.
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Imagine getting into a petty fight with Loki, so in retaliation, he puts everything on the top shelf where you can’t reach? 
AUTHOR'S NOTES: College AU. Loki is determined to take over Odin's company. He works hard and has a strict schedule for success. However, with the interference of Thor and the other four, Loki's plans are often interrupted so they can play matchmaker.
My Ao3: brightsun_and_darkmidnight
 ~ ~ ENJOY  ~ ~
Fandral smiled brightly with a loud laugh and in a desperate time to prove him wrong, Loki looked at his schedule with a smart remark on his tongue. Loki's smile disappeared quickly. Damn. He did have the same class as Fandral.
Fandral smiled that bright smile and then winked to the side and Loki heard the high pitched giggles of flirting women, "Shall we walk together when classes start next week? Perhaps I could get you a date this year?"
With an eye roll and voice laced with sarcasm Loki replied, "yes because I want help from you." 
Sif held her hand out to Loki for his schedule. Thor insisted earlier she could mark where everyone would be this semester for easy communication. So, unwillingly Loki handed it to her knowing he was sentencing himself to public outings instead of the comfort of his room with books. He pondered if he should get out of those outings or try to get out of his room. Perhaps he would meet someone, or a few people, to hang out with instead of his brother during meal times.
Thor clapped Loki's back, "this is going to be the time of our lives. College is full of possibilities. Last year was such a great time for the five of us! There were plenty of people I met! Last year all you did in your free time was study. Lighten up Brother, and develop friendships."
Siff spoke up after scribbling on schedules, "Or he could get the best grades, and the honors scholarship for extra money." Sif gave Thor a raised eyebrow after he chuckled, then she shrugged going back to scribbling. She muttered, "graduate top class and make more money than you. Support himself and whoever stumbles into his life."
Valstagg's boisterous laughter caught everyone's attention until his eyes darted in the direction of a food truck. He mumbled, "That would be quite the stumble for Loki to notice."
Hogun's lip twitches a smidge as he looked at the schedules with Siff and marking them. Loki's schedule was back and he looked it over. He had the 8am class with Thor and knew the idiot would miss too much class from the way Thor groaned over a class first thing on a Monday. Loki had the damn extracurricular art class that Fandral was also in.
Loki was excited for art class because he practiced occasionally by drawing what he imagined a scene looked like from his leisure readings. Although Loki was terrible at drawing realistic details, nothing stopped him from trying. This class filled a block in his major which further helped him decide to pursue some knowledge for his little hobby. No one would ever see such things due to drawing being a secret… well, for now anyway. Fandral was likely to tell everyone of his poor skills once their shared classroom of a three hour long session two times a week.
Fandral inquired, "so...Sif are we going to come to your dorm room for lunch?"
Sif smirked, "the invitation goes to everyone but you."
"How cruel to keep me away from the sight of your beautiful dorm mate."
Loki turned as he claimed he would see them later. Loki strolled to the dinning hall. It was a typical day; annoying brother and his friends, people all around him talking animatedly with others, some more intimately touching with the hold of hands or lips locked together. Loki tore his gaze from those people and observed where he was, and why he was there and NOT for some romantic adventure.
The buildings seemingly new due to constant cleaning and repairs. The pathways that seemed to be expanding due to hurried people walking beside the sidewalk trying not to be late. His night owl of a brother for example was always in a rush and did not go with the pace of everyone else. Otherwise, the grass was perfectly manicured. There were areas for decorative flowers, bushes, as well as well placed trees. 
Individuals gathered under trees seeking some comfort in the cooler shade. Loki glanced upwards to the sky that was currently cloudy. Then the sun shone thus pouring warmth onto him and momentarily blinding him. 
Loki was sure he somehow ran into something but with a curse word flying out of someone's mouth realization struck instantly this was not an object. Loki instinctively held his hands out to catch the person. Short hair in blended layers caught the sunlight in wonderful variations of browns. The hair seemed to flow slowly as Loki hastily pulled the person closer to prevent a fall. Warm leather in his hands that helped with the grasp. Once stabilized Loki glanced down and noticed the petite and plus size girl in his grasp. 
Her eyes were shielded by huge sunglasses, her full cheeks framed by hair placed perfectly, except for a few strands dancing near her lips. A full lower lip pressed to her thin upper one as she pushed out of his grasp.
The trance seemed to end as Loki watched the girl pick up her phone. The glistening pieces around the device let Loki know instantly the screen was shattered. The woman ran her fingers through her hair and Loki was convinced that must be how her hair was supposed to be due to it looking better than before. Her eyebrows angled as she tapped on the phone and it seemed to be working.
Loki had money to replace her phone, even get his which was the newest model of over a thousand dollars. His parents had money due to his father, Odin, owning a software corporation that was supposed to be handed down to either Thor or Loki. Of course depending on who learned the most in college from their business majors. Loki actually had plenty of money he earned himself due to taking a position to work in his father's business, a branch closest to the campus in an attempt to learn more. To inherit the corporation was the goal and was the reason he spent too much time in his room, practicing programming for his second major in computer science.
Loki quickly replied as soon as it registered, "I am sorry. I didn't-"
The woman's face turned to his with lightning speed and her lips parted with a harsh tone, "if you say you didn't see me because I am short I will bring you down to my level with a punch to your gut."
Loki blinked and finally noticed how short the woman was. He estimated a little over a foot smaller than himself due to him being able to rest his arm on her head easily, if he were to even attempt it. However with the fiery look he was getting, Loki stammered, "I can get you a new phone. Any phone you want."
The woman was already tapping on her phone quickly as if sending a text. A few strands of her hair danced in her face but she seemed to ignore it. Loki however, needed to push back a single hair back in place to maintain his professional and clean appearance. Loki was not sure if she was ignoring him or not and he absentmindedly cleared his throat.
The dark haired woman placed her phone in a pocket, ran her other hand through her hair that parted in a different way..that was visually satisfactory as well. Her leather jacket protesting with sounds of attempts to stretch as she crossed her arms. Her eyebrows rose above her glasses and her bottom lip pressed to the thinner one. She seems to be annoyed, arguably she had every reason to have that right. She said nothing, nor did she make any attempt to even try to speak.
Loki wasn't sure if this little ball of fire even heard a word he said. He spoke again as he took a small writing tablet from his inner coat pocket, "here is my information, we could meet later and you can pick out any phone you wish. There is a business not far from here that I work at-"
A casual, but with irritation mixed, voice spoke, "Not interested. I have the insurance on this one to have it replaced."
Loki glanced up but did not see her. He turned and she was already walking away, quickly. Loki took long strides to her as he handed the woman the paper with his name, number, and location information to meet. The woman took the paper and seemed to be looking at it with a tilt of her head towards the paper but Loki already seen her eyelashes high up due to her obviously looking at the path she was on. The woman did nothing to stop her quick pace that Loki's long legs easily kept up with.
As she crumpled up the paper and threw it in the recycling bin she spoke, "Thanks for the offer but I will pass."
Loki's eyebrows furrowed, "pardon?"
The small woman stopped as she replaced the sunglasses to her head. "Can you see now that I don't want your help?"
Big eyes that were sharp and harsh with angled eyebrows. Eyelashes so thick they seemed to cast their own shadows among her face. Bright green eyes with flecks of dark brown and an inner iris of honey gold that stemmed into the outer green.
"You just cost me a ton of work to replace a dumbass phone. Nice work by the way to try to get me to call you. Clever plan, but it's not something I fall for."
"If you would let me help-"
The woman interrupted him, again with a scoff. 
All Loki wanted to do was help her. Atleast to replace what he had broken. Everyone else would jump at the latest phone with the best camera and larger screen. Top notch software that had lighting quick responses. A phone that stored everything for Loki; His contacts, everything in his calendar, personal alarms for daily routines, apps that helped with maintaining his body physique, and importantly he had access to the school web pages for homework-In conclusion, Loki's phone was his life.
Loki tries again for a chance to talk quickly.
She waved her hands, palms to him and waved them with her head down, "Uh huh. Nope. Go try to woo someone else with your good looks of, 'tall, dark, and handsome.'" Her eyes met his as her hands gestured to him and her eyes skimmed over him briefly with the burning rage behind them. "There are a ton of people out there to fall for someone to take care of them with your fancy handwriting that obviously comes from a prestigious schooling. As well as your expensive clothes."
Loki's mouth parted and then shut firmly. "You make accusations based on nothing but a few things. Maybe you should try not to judge a book by its cover."
She rose an eyebrow, "how? Over dinner while playing some Q and A?"
Loki rose his eyebrows in shock and his mouth parted slightly. Loki did not miss a chance though, "If it could even things out. Perhaps."
She scoffed and put her glasses back in place over her eyes, "I would pay for myself anyway."
Loki gesture between them before she would turn, "You think that would make this even?"
"How about you just read my lips and understand you don't owe me anything." Her eyebrows rose over the glasses with a forced smile, "we good now?"
Loki stared at the woman in disbelief. "If you insist everything is ok but-"
The woman replied with a curt nod and side smile, "Everything is great. Try to have a good day."
Loki looked elsewhere not believing he was going to let her leave, "I wish you well and give many apologies."
The woman turned when her phone went off, "I have to go. Bye." She did not look back but greeted the person on the other line with a happy melodic, "hel~lo! Sorry I am late. I bumped into someone."
Loki raised an eyebrow at the odd change but paid no attention to it as he went to the dining hall for food. Loki was going to enjoy some of his remaining free time with a large serving of sweets before returning to his room in solitude before Thor, Fandral, and Hogun returned to their combined space. Loki thanked the school for having the set up of separate bedrooms, however cursed the common small kitchen and livingroom that he had to walk through to use one of the bathrooms.
They would always try to get him to join in their "fun" of watching each other play a fighting game while they drank energy drinks. Hogun would go to bed at a reasonable time but the other two would stay up talking loudly about the damn game until they went out to a bar.
Sometimes Loki would join in a few games of cards just to take some of their money. It got to the point where everyone agreed to use just change instead of dollar bills.
Loki smirked as he remembered to take the vase full of coins to the change machine, "Idiots…"
Loki ate alone and no one bothered him either. He did watch as others around him talking cheerfully. A friend might be nice to spend some time with once in a while. However, Loki's phone buzzing in his pocket with his schedule alarm to start practicing programming made him remember he was not there for companionship. He was at college to get an education.
Loki picked up after himself and walked swiftly to his dormitory, swiped his ID card to get through doors and finally his pin password for his shared space with the others. Loki stomach sunk when the lights were still off and no one was there. He noted the feeling as odd while he walked in a daze to his room. He shut his bedroom door off to the rest of the world and readied himself for an hour of programming.
Loki programmed for about an hour and a half to figure out something new he stumbled onto. Loki needed a shower. Something about programming made him feel dirty, uncomfortable, and needing to feel fresh again. Loki's cursed phone rang for the third time since he was getting ready to relax with a book. The most annoying sound he had on his phone was Thor's ringtone. Loki purposely hit the end button to hang up and force the call to his mailbox. Grabbing a book and sitting in his comfortable desk chair Loki's daily peace began.
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siempre-pedro · 6 years ago
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My Kid Punched His Kid |4|
Single Dad!Teacher!Ben Hardy x Single Mom!Reader
Summary: A playground fight between two 8-year-olds bring together 2 lonely single parents.
In This Chapter: Our favorite single parents bickering. cute ass kids! More of Ben’s son! 
Word Count: 3.3k
A/N: Here’s part 4 everybody!!! I’m so proud of this and really hope you like it. Please let me know what you think, I love your feedback!  Thank you thank you for all the nice messages i love them all. 
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Y/N leaned against the wall outside the classroom, her arms crossed over chest with her fingertips tapping the sleeves of her light blue suede moto jacket. Her Y/E/C eyes scan the halls of mostly mothers waiting to pick up their kids, half of them wore basically nothing. She smirks, further presses her back to the wall.
Once the bell rings all the moms rush in probably ignoring their kids and fighting over the attention of the teacher. It was the perfect opportunity to go in and rush out before he could notice her. Peeling herself off the wall she walks in and approaches Abby’s desk. Looking down at the brightly colored name card with ‘Abagail’ written nicely in his handwriting. “How was the movie?” she asks.
Abby narrows her eyes, looking up at her mom with confusion, her brain trying to come up with how she knew. “How did you know we watched a movie?” she questions with suspicion evident in her voice. Y/N mouth opens in regret. Shit. She thinks on her feet and pouts her lips.
“I’m your mom. I know everything.” That was fair. Abby nods and agreement and continues to pack her bag in silence, her blue eyes look towards the corner of the room through the locks of curled hair. She was typically a fearless kid, sure she didn’t like the dark but she was the kid that punched another in the face without hesitation. She looks up at her mom who was trying not to look in the direction of her teacher's desk “Mom I need to ask you something?”
“What’s up, Babe?”
Abby takes a deep breath, rolls her shoulders back to stand tall “Can me and James have a playdate?” her words come out fast like she’s out of breath, happy to get it over with. She stands tall, her eyes squint to show power…she learned it from a movie and kept it in the back of her mind just in case the occasion arose. She puts on her backpack and grips the glittery straps tightly.
Y/N bends down to meet Abby’s eye line, she sighs and rubs her shoulder lovingly. It was a terrible idea. Things would be awkward; the kids wouldn’t know but they would know. “Abs, you know Mr. Jones and I don’t get along. I don’t think it’s a good idea,” she reasons. Abagail narrows her eyes and huffs, looking away from her mother. 
“Mom, this isn’t about you,” she says sternly, looking back at her. Y/N’s jaw drops in shock caught off guard from the sudden anger in her child. 
“Excuse me? What happened to my 8-year-old?” she questions with nervous laughter. 
“Mom,” she growls, folding her arms. The Y/H/C haired woman closes her eyes and takes a deep breath. She gets up and looks down at Abby sympathetically. She loathed the man, but breaking her daughter's heart weighed heavier on her heart than her pride.
“Fine, I’ll go talk to him,” she says as calmly as she could. She turns to the man who was preoccupied with the moms who were trying to get his attention. “Mr. Jones?” Ben’s head snaps up and grins wildly, uttering regrets to the other moms and eagerly making his way to her. She smiles slightly as the eagerness.
“Can I help you?” he smirks. Y/N’s face becomes stone cold, she furrows her eyes together and clenches a fist at her side. 
“Abagail wants to have a playdate with James.” 
Ben hums and smiles, shifting on the heels of his feet “Is this a way for you to ask me out?” he responds. 
“No,” she hisses. “This is all for her.” 
“Fine, fine. Still, think you’re lying but! We are free on Sunday’s.” 
“We go to the park every Sunday…maybe he could join us.” She hated this, she really did and what made it worse was that shit eating grin on his stupid perfect face. 
“We’ll be there, 11 ok?” 
She forces a smile “See you then,” she says through gritted teeth. Now that was worse than childbirth. Her hands stay clenched, her pride deteriorated as she walked away from, not giving the satisfaction of talking to him anymore. Abby, however, was over the moon when Y/N told her as they walked out of the school, her smile made it almost worth it. As Y/N shut the car door her jeans pocket started to vibrate, she shifts and pulls it out from her back pocket.
‘My heads fine by the way, how’s yours?’
She looks at the school and then back at her phone ��Ben’ illuminated from the screen. How the fuck did she get his number. ‘How do I have your number?’
‘You were practically begging for it last night…amongst other things.’
‘haha very funny asshole’
‘I put it in your phone while you slept, just in case you needed something. I didn’t snoop don’t worry.’
“Mom? They’re honking at us,” Abby groans, sinking father in her seat in an attempt to hide her face from the people watching. Y/n snaps out of the trance and throws her phone in the passenger seat and quickly drives off, being lectured by the kid about using her phone.
 The days dragged on, Y/N found herself purposely trying to bury herself in her work to get her mind off of him. Every night when she looked at herself in the mirror, she would see the marks she put on her. She remembered his touch all too well. The morning of the play date, a simple towel wrapped around her body that mark on her chest on full display. The deep purple color had finally begun to fade, the beads of water glide over it. She wiped the water away and grabbed her phone from the counter. ‘so today?’ God. Him again? Again meaning since the first time he messaged her, he didn’t blow her phone up like she was expecting. She bites her lip as she contemplates responding. He knows the kids have been talking nonstop about their playdate.
‘What about it?’
‘I’m just making sure you’re not chickening out.’
‘Fuck off.’  She grumbles complaints and throws her phone on the bed, refusing to look at the expensive piece of trash. You sleep with a guy one time and he thinks he can talk to you. She laughs at her thoughts and walks to her closet. She pauses, she was searching through her closet like she was 16 going on her first date. Hastily pushing the hangs to the side to catch a quick glance at her clothes before deeming them horrible. “I need new clothes,” she whispers to herself. Settling a pair of black yeans and a long beige sweater she put on a necklace with her initial and took one last look “This is fine, I don’t want him.”
It was a relief when they got their first to the park, Y/N wanted to throw up the whole way there “Mom where are they, it’s 11?” Abby questions, scanning the large park as she zipped up her pink jacket.
“They’ll be here soon, Baby. I promise,” she responds as she sits on the large plaid blanket. Secretly hoping they got sick or something. But as if on cue James runs up to Abby with his blond curls flapping in the wind.
“So you didn’t chicken out,” Ben says amused as he stands next to her. Y/N grimaces and scans him, black t-shirt and basketball shorts. Simple.
“It’s September, 60 and you’re in shorts?”
Ben laughs and sits down, running a hand through his hair “Function over fashion…unlike you. You look nice though.”
Y/N rolls her eyes and huffs out a thank you, turning her head to cover the heat rising to her cheeks “At least I’m warm.” Ben smirks at the effect he had on her.
“Mom, can we go play?” Abby asks as she digs around the large tote bag for a ball.
“Go, have fun. Please don’t hit anyone,” Y/N pleads with a smile. Abby sticks out her tongue and tucks the soccer ball under her arm.
“James, come here please,” Ben says using his dad voice. James pouts and stomps over, tucking his hands in his pants pocket. Ben leans forward and places his hands on the boys clothed shoulders “Please be good, ok? Be nice to the other kids.”
“Ok, Dad,” James whispers, his matching green eyes shift back and forth reluctant to meet Ben’s glare. Ben sighs and smiles softly before shooing him off. Ben watches as the kids run off to the playground, he was always fearful when they came to the park. James wasn’t good with other kids, his social skills were clearly lacking. He said a silent prayer he could hurt the poor girl again.
“You ok Jones?” Y/N asks as she pulls out her tablet.
Ben breaks eye contact with them and nods, he looks down at her drawing and looks up at her serious face “What are you doing?”
“Working,” she replies shortly. He slowly moves closer to her, shoulders brushing together.
“On what?”
Y/N bites the inside of her cheek and narrows her eyes “I illustrate kids books. I’m working.” Ben nods and attempts to get closer, his head getting closer to her shoulder, she could feel his hair brush against her arm “What are you doing?”
“Let me see.” He opens his hand for the white pencil, his green eyes cutely looking into hers. Y/N hands over the pencil, praying that she saved her work. “How do I draw a happy little tree?” he asks her, causing her to giggle. Her lips form a tight line before going into a smile, her heart soared knowing he made a Bob Ross reference.  She puts her hand over his drags him over to tap on a few spots. Moving her hand she watches him try to copy one of her trees, it looked like one of their kids had drawn it but it was still cute. His tongue would poke out when he would try to concentrate.  “What do you think?” He asks excitedly looking at her with wide eyes and a proud smile.
“You did your best,” she responds, letting him down softly.
“You can tell me its shit,” he laughs and hands her back the pencil. When she takes it they lock eyes, reminiscing of how they saw each other in bed that night. Pure adoration. She opens her mouth to speak when sniffle sound flood their ears. They turn quickly to see James walk up the hill, rubbing his eyes.
“James, what happened?” Ben asks worriedly, jumping up from his seat to check to see if he had any cuts. While he was in dad mode, Y/N saved a picture of the altered drawing before erasing what he’d done to it and turning her attention to the boys.
“T-they won’t let me play,” he blubbers, covering his puffy eyes with the palms of his hand.
“Who, Bub?” Ben asks in between the sobs, leading him back to the blanket.
James turns over his shoulder and points to the group of kids play soccer. Ben closes his eyes and groans, he knew this would happen. It was rare to have an outing without something happening. It was like Arnold asking for one normal field trip with Ms. Frizzle: not going to happen. “Did you ask if you could play?” James responds with a tiny nod. Ben wasn’t fooled by his nod, he knew he was lying.
“What did you say?”
“Let me play,” his small voice came out even tinier.
“Mate you need to ask. With manners.”
James furrowed his eyebrows in irritation “I know dad,” he whines.
“I don’t think you do,” Ben retorts, his irritation showing.
Y/N puts her tablet aside and places her hand on Ben’s shoulder “Can I?” she suggests, motioning towards his son. Ben nods and sits back. “James, come here, Darling,” she speaks calmly. He calms at her soothing motherly tone and walks to her. “What are the magic words, James?” Y/N puts her hands on his shoulder, giving him loving rubs with her thumbs.
He shrugs at her “I don’t know.”
She hums “I think you do. Try it!”
“Please and thank you,” he finally answers. Y/N faces lights up and gives him a shake, making him laugh.
“There you go! I believe in you James, I want you to go back out there and ask them the right way,” she persuaded, taking a look at the other kids. She looked back at him kindly, like how she would talk to her own child. “Manners maketh the man, show them the English gentleman I know you are.” She turns him around, giving him a small squeeze of the shoulders and gently pushes him from her. They watch as the boy walks to the group of kids, James taps a tall boy on the shoulder and opens his mouth to speak. Ben started to bite on one of his nails like he was watching a suspense movie, he couldn’t handle another fight. He released the held breath when the taller boy let James into the circle and tossed him the ball.
“How the fuck did you do that?” Ben asks in shock, a surprised smile gracing his features.
Y/N shrugs and places her tablet back in her lap “Abby was the same way after Grant and I divorced. I needed to remind her about her manners and be nice about it. It takes time,” she explains. Ben grumbles and pulls out math homework from his backpack along with a red pen.
“You know he got kicked out of three nursery schools? He’s never been good with other kids.” She could sense the sadness and frustration in his tone, she wasn’t lying when she said it took time. It took 2 years for her daughter to get back to normal.
“He’s a good kid, Ben,” she says in reassurance. Ben frowns and tries to focus on his work, twirling the pen in between his fingers. he’d never really told anyone about James’ behavior, Gwil was really the only person that knew. His parents would scold him for how he was raising him, never good enough.
“You’re a good Dad. Don’t say that.”
Ben’s mouth forms a small o shape, he didn’t mean to say his thoughts “I-I didn’t mean to,” he tries to laugh it off. Y/N lowers her eyebrows and sucks in her bottom lip to show how unimpressed she was. Ben cocks his head in annoyance, narrowing his green eyes. The Y/H/C woman shrugs and returns to her work and lets him go back to his, dropping the subject… even though she was right.
It was mostly peaceful, in between her glances up at Abagail to make sure she was safe she would look over to Ben out of the corner of her eye. He would let out a light laugh when she couldn’t read the writing and would let out the occasional curse when he would cross off a wrong answer. It was comforting. “Mom!” Abby cheered as she ran up the hill, huffing when he reached the top.
“Are you having fun?” Y/N coos.
“Yeah…can we play Shoots and Ladders now?”
Ben’s ears perked up “Shoots and Ladders?” he questions.
“We play it every time we come,” Abby explains excitedly as she pulls the game from the bag. Y/N takes it from her and tells her to go get James. She nods and runs back down the hill while Y/N set the game up.
“Are you any good?” Ben taunts, laying down on his side and propping himself up with his elbow, greeting her with a smirk.
“I will destroy you,” she challenges.
With the kids gathered around the game started off as normal as possible, Abby and James frowning when their parents would get ahead of them. James’ small tongue poked out when he rolled the dice “I got a 6!” he cheered as he picked up the piece.
“Good job!” Ben clapped him on the back and smiled proudly as he moved up the board.
Y/N takes the dice in her hand and blew gently, making Ben roll his eyes at her. He was beyond annoyed that she got a ladder almost every time she rolled. She rolled gently and hummed in satisfaction “five,” she whispers moving her piece. Her elbow hits the corner of the board shifting the pieces and making the dice shift.
“That was a four,” Ben corrects, looking down at the dice.
Y/N looks up from the board “No it was a five,” she responds sternly.
Ben clenches his fist and touches her piece, moving it down the ladder “You rolled a four.”
She growls and moves it back “Seriously? Are you calling me a liar?”
“Look at the board! You rolled a fucking four!” he complains loudly, not quite a shout as he was trying to keep his cool.
“The board moved, it was a five Ben! You’re losing get the fuck over it.” she matches his tone. The kids look at each other sympathetically as their parents start to argue, their voices slowly starting to get louder with each insult. James looks around to see other people starting to look at them.
“Dad,” he says, pushing his leg to get his attention. The adults rise to their feet and start to get in each other face, their words getting louder, still talking about the board game.
“Did you rig the game Y/N? There’s no fucking possible way you got a ladder every time?” he yells.
“Oh? Not only am I liar I’m a cheater! Want to check the dice for a magnet?”
“Maybe. I. Do.”
“Fuck off! You’re a sore loser.”
“Mom! Mom?”
“What!” Y/N shouts, the pair looking down at the kids who were looking up at them with angered faces. “You guys are embarrassing.”
They pause and look around at the few pair of eyes that were on them. They look away, embarrassed of their actions “Abby, let’s go. Say goodbye,” she speaks slowly, not daring to look at him. They all gathered their things swiftly and in silence. Abby said her sad goodbye to James before running off to catch up to Y/N who had already started to walk away.
“I can’t believe you,” James huffed.
“I didn’t start it, and you had fun right?”
“Whatever, Dad.” James puts on his backpack and walks towards the parking lot leaving Ben alone in his thoughts. He pushed back his blonde curls and slung his bag over his shoulder, already rehearsing an apology.
Y/N threw the bag in her truck and slammed the door harshly, she growled when she saw Ben’s remorseful face in the dark reflection. “Came to yell at me more?” She asks, not turning to look at him.
“I came to say I’m sorry, I didn’t mean t-”
“Stop. You knew exactly what you were doing,” she holds a finger up before crossing her arms over her chest. Ben shoves his hands in his pockets and looks up briefly.
“I’m sorry, let me make it up to you…and Abby. We ruined their playdate.”
“And how do possibly expect to do that?” she sighs, leaning against the car.
Ben puts on a smile “Let me take you out.”
“On a date?” She raises an eyebrow. Unbelievable, she couldn’t believe he was standing in front of her after picking a fight in public and now asking for a date. Pathetic. She was pathetic for wanting to say yes. She knew she shouldn’t, it would be a disaster. “Ben. We shouldn’t, we can’t even get along in front of our kids without fighting,” she pointed out the obvious.
“I know! I know. Just dinner to say I’m sorry for making fools of us. You won’t regret it.”  
Y/N thinks about it for a moment, free dinner. Maybe with food stuffed in their mouths, they could actually get along. Maybe there would be alcohol, god knows they were going to need it if they went through with it.
“What’s in it for Abby?” She smiles.
“We’ll bring her back ice cream,” he smiles back at her.
“I will go out with you Ben, just dinner.”
“Sounds perfect. Friday night?”
Y/N winces “I can’t. I promised to watch Mary to pay Lucy back after that night.”
Ben blushes and ducks his head “How about Saturday?” 
“Saturday sounds perfect.”   
She watches him walk back to his car with his returned confidence, she mentally kicked herself for saying yes so easily. Seriously fuck this guy for making her feel this way. She hated the fights but she did manage to get a date out of it. Fuck. 
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mrs-dragneel-stark-solo · 5 years ago
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Unforseen Chasm (part 26)
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Part 26 of Unforseen Chasm
Prompt: Two sisters fall for men that are absolute enemies. The love they have could tear all of them apart, or it could bring them together. Word Count: 3140 Warnings: Note: This is by far the longest thing I’ve ever written (including my other fic series). first major Collab with my best friend @thorne93 what was first a simple “what if” moment turned into a two year writing session and I’ve never been more prouder of myself than when i started my first series. goes through most of the MCU plots there are some changes to accommodate for what we wanted and there is a bit of a crossover between the MCU and other characters. I hope you guys enjoy reading this just as much as I enjoyed writing it.
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The following morning you couldn’t wait to talk to Shannon so you opened up the tablet, clicked the video chat app, and chose your only contact. For some people, one contact might seem lonely, but for you, that one contact was all you needed. 
She accepted the call and her stunning face lit up the window as you pulled your coffee close to your lips. 
“Morning, Y/N,” she greeted, pouring her own coffee, a tired look on her face. 
“Morning, hun.” You waved to her. “Any big plans for the day?” you wondered. 
“Kinda,” she answered after swallowing some coffee. 
You perked an eyebrow up. “Oh? I’m intrigued. What’s on the agenda?”
“Hoping to finish creating that surprise for you two,” she informed. 
You frowned at her, confused. “I thought the tablet was my surprise?” 
She smiled widely and giggled. “Nope, that’s for us to chat. But there’s this research I’ve been doing for a few months now but still no result. I feel like I’m missing something.” 
“What research?” you blurted out, not able to resist asking. 
“It’s got to do with the genetic mutation in identical twins,” she informed. “Here. If you go to your office, you can project my notes and data from the camera that’s set up there. Just double tap the screen when you get there.”
You nodded and took your coffee and tablet to the office in the adjoining room, while she sent the files down to your cell. 
“Everything is there. I’m just having trouble identifying how it is that one of the two ends up with a mutation while the other doesn’t,” she commented, sounding frustrated. 
“Have you listened to Bach?” you asked, knowing that every time she listened to him, it jogged her mind. 
She stared at you through the tablet and deadpanned, “What do you think?” 
You laughed and held your hands up “Okay, okay. Fraternal or maternal twins? Raised in the same environment? What are Tony’s thoughts? Banner’s? They have a lot of experience with mutation… Did you call Charles?”
“Depends on the case. I have a few sets that are paternal and some there is a turn off, but they have the opposite effect with the mutations from each side. Tony doesn’t know. He is not really aware of what happened. Banner… he can help with just a small amount. The thing with the experience on mutation is that you know Bruce and becoming the Hulk but there’s not much you can get out of it because even his own studies have led to very little.” She began to read in her ledgers. “Speaking of, I’m actually I’m going to contact Charles later today. Hopefully he’s not that busy, and neither is Logan, and they can probably run some tests, figure out some stuff. Probably hit the ring to see what triggers some of my powers.”
Your face fell a little bit, remembering how you used to visit Charles with her. It made you miss him and all of the X-Men… “Oh, are your powers… bad? I mean.. Like, you haven’t consulted Charles in a long time,” you noted. 
She glanced over to the screen, noticing the change in your tone. 
“If you don’t want to tell me, that’s fine. It’s not really any of my business if you powers aren’t going quite right,” you stated, laughing somewhat nervously, a pang of guilt hitting your gut. 
“Don’t worry, Y/N. It’s not that they’re bad. It’s just… they’re changing. I used to take people’s powers temporarily, but now, I can store them. And the shapeshifting and the flying. I’m rapidly mutating and I’m not sure what’s causing it…”
You nodded, listening to her, worried for her, and angry that you were locked in a cell with no way to help her. 
“Y/N… do you remember that one kid at the mansion who would feed off people's emotions and it became what he felt?” she asked, looking at you, hoping you remembered. 
Sadly, you didn’t, so you shook your head. “No, who was that?” 
“I can’t remember his name, but he had bumped into me one of those few times I went to train. And it seems I absorbed some of his powers and that what might be messing me up. It used to be very subtle, but now… now I can hardly get through an emotional event without it draining on me. Like when Steve had to carry me out,” she reminded. 
“You think it’s damaging you,” you said, summarizing for her. 
“I think it is,” she agreed. “If it’s emotionally strong, positive or negative, I just… The fight I had with Tony?”
“Yeah?” 
“I was so mad at what he was saying I hadn’t realized my weather powers had triggered and mixed with the laser beams I took from Cyclops and it mixed with your purple energy and things were thrown at Tony when I yelled at him. Thankfully one of his suits was there or I might have hurt him.”
You muttered, “I know what that’s like.” 
Shannon stopped what she was doing and put down her pen, giving you her full attention. “What do you mean you know what it’s like?” A moment later she added, “If you’re comfortable telling me, that is.”
“Ever since Thanos put this--” You showed your purple dark energy and then made it disappear “--inside me, it’s turned me into someone else… I was so angry all the time, at everything. It’s much better now, but I still get so much rage.” You looked up at the camera, facing her. “So I know what it’s like to not quite know what’s happening to your body… To have this… power… but it destroys you.” 
“It does. I’ve noticed I can’t keep up during training with Nat. Both of us being a part of the Red Room, we’ve kept to training like they taught us, but I’m just not as fast as I used to be.” She shrugged and looked a bit sullen. “It’s all still here,” she noted, pointing at her head with her pen. “It’s just that this is giving me trouble.” She closed her eyes, and then opened them, revealing  milky red eyes with purple swirls. 
“I can’t imagine how hard it is for you,” you commented. “To hold all those powers and finding out how to use them and keep them in check.”
“At least it hasn’t taken over… yet,” she remarked, staring down at her hands. 
“It won’t. You’re too strong for that,” you assured. 
Shannon smiled a small bit, glancing up to look at you through the screen, trying to find solace in your words. 
“I was hoping to see if I can get you out of there so that you can come with me to the mansion and we can both figure out what’s going on with our powers?” She sighed and reminded, “Of course, I’ll have to talk to Fury about it.” A groan escaped her just thinking about it, and you smiled slightly, remembering how much she did not like negotiating with the SHIELD director. 
Your face list up a million degrees. “You would really see about that?” 
“Of course. I want us to be able to get the help we need. We shouldn’t have to suffer at the hands of these powers.”
“I’m sort of public enemy number one. Not sure the world is ready for me to be out…” A deep frown followed your statement that didn’t go unnoticed by your friend. 
She lifted an eyebrow. “Well… technically, the world doesn’t know it was you. You know Charles, he’d probably help get you to the mansion without being seen, just to help you.”
A sly smile played on your lips. “Are you suggesting Nightcrawler break me out?” you teased. 
Shannon couldn’t help but start laughing jovially at your comment. “He’d probably have a blast getting out of there! That kid loves scaring Tony.”
You were so overwhelmed with the prospect of getting out, even if it was just for a few hours, that you had almost forgot about your fellow cellmate. Saness colored your face and tone. “I don’t know if I should Leave Loki though… That doesn’t seem… fair that I should get a day pass…” You glanced back toward your bedroom, a guilty look on your face. 
Shannon understood where you were coming from, so she offered, “I mean, it’s only if you want to. Besides, it’s not like we’re going out to shop. It’s to help you progress and reinstate yourself to the world.”
You bit your lip, noticing the wording. Reinstate yourself to the world… Right.. Because you were in prison. 
“Not to make that sound like you’re a felon!” she loudly corrected, turning back to the screen with a look of embarrassment. 
You waved it off. It wasn’t her fault you were in the situation you were in. 
“Let me talk to Loki?” you requested with raised eyebrows. “But I would love to see everyone again, and figure out how to get… this side of me out.” 
“Of course! Take whatever time you need. I’m not sure when I’ll be able to contact Charles, so let me know whenever you’ve made a decision.”
“I will. Thank you, Shannon. In the meantime, do you have anything physics related I can study? I am going bonkers down here…” You paused for a moment, before asking, “Does Tony mind you talking to me? Or sharing data? I mean, he’s still pissed at me… right?” 
This time, it was her turn to wave you off. “Forget Tony, he’s my problem, not yours.” She looked at you and smiled. “I could get you whatever Jane’s left unfinished? There are a few new things she got here.” She pointed to a stack of files on the nearby desk. 
“Please, send me anything, otherwise this gold mine is going to rot,” you joked, pointing to your head. 
“Well we can’t have that now, can we?” She giggled before talking to JARVIS. “JARVIS, send whatever files are in our system from Jane’s recent studies down to Y/N’s office.”
“Right away, Ms. Shannon. Is there anything else?”
“Let me know when Fury will be coming by the Tower or the complex, please?” 
“Yes, Ms. Shannon.”
“The files should be ready for you to look through, now. I’ll make sure any new data gets sent to you too.” Meanwhile, she was nodding her head while looking at the holographic data in front of her, swiping it to and fro. 
“I’ll let you get back to your work,” you offered, trying to hide the sadness in your voice. But her work and research was more important than keeping a prisoner like you company. 
She hummed. “Hmm? Oh, yeah, sorry. I just have a deadline for this and--”
“Shan, it’s fine,” you assured genuinely with a soft smile. 
She seemed to be relieved by your words. “Okay, I’ll talk to you later, okay? Don’t forget to talk to Loki and let me know?”
“I’ll let you know by the end of the day.”
“Thanks. Talk to you soon.”
The call ended. 
But no part of you could even be sad, for this had been the best gift you’d gotten in some time. Other than being allowed to share a cell with Loki, this was the next best thing.
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Loki was still asleep during your conversation with Shannon, but when he woke up and you made him a nice brunch, you decided to dive right into the touchy subject of you getting a day pass, and not him. 
“Uh, Loki,” you started as he ate his meal. 
“Yes, darling?” he asked, glancing up to you. 
You wrung your hands, knowing how this sounded. That you would be leaving Loki behind, that you were gaining freedom and he wasn’t. That you were not, in fact, equals, as you had said you’d been. As you always tried to prove to him. 
“Shannon.. She has an idea…”
“Is it an idea to break out of this?” he asked, pointing around with his eyes. 
“Well… actually… kind of.” 
He peered at you with a curious frown. 
“I told her about my powers, about how the thing Thanos pout in me is dark and it wears on me…” 
“Yes?” 
“Well… she’s going to Charles Xavier to get her powers looked at. It seems she has a mutation that’s causing her issues… And she said she might be able to get me a pass to sort of… go with her,” you informed nervously. You were so worried Loki would simply see this as a way of you gaining freedom, while he stayed behind. Or that you were somehow distancing yourself from him. 
“So you would get to leave?” he clarified. 
“Yes. She’s going to talk to Fury, and see if it’s even possible. It’s more like a trip to the doctor. I’ll be going to see if he can do anything about the power not being so…”
“Evil?” 
Your gaze slid to his as you nodded.
“My love, if you need to go, go. It will be nice for at least one of us to leave this cell, even if it’s just for a day.”
“Really?” you asked, hope swelling inside you.
“Yes, of course. Go, do whatever you need. I’ll be here when you get back,” he said with a sly smile and you couldn’t help but round the kitchen island and hug him tightly. 
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As Shannon closed down her work and research for the day, she stepped out of the lab, somewhat exhausted, but simultaneously refreshed. It was amazing how just talking to you had lifted her spirit so much. She had only made it a few steps when Tony came up and greeted her. 
“Hey, babe. Mind walking with me?’ he asked.
“Ugh, Tony, I’m so tired... I think I just want to go sit and read for a little bit,” she said, hoping she wouldn’t offend him. 
“That’s fine, I just thought we could have a quick bite together?” he wondered, his eyebrows perched up,wanting to guilt her in with his innocent, irresistible look. 
She rolled her eyes and smiled. “Alright, alright. Yeah, let’s go grab a bite. What did you have in mind?” she asked as he led her down the hall toward the kitchen and dining area. 
As soon as the two of them rounded the corner, she was greeted with the Avengers and some other colleagues from around the tower. The people she’d hidden herself away from for the last several days.
“Surprise!” the group yelled. 
“What’s all this?” she asked, befuddled, a warm grin on her face. 
“We noticed you looked a little down,” Clint noted. 
“And you just got back,” Bruce added. 
“So they thought it would be nice to have a little welcome home dinner. Nothing fancy, just… the tower isn’t the same without you, babe,” Tony said, his arm wrapped around her shoulders.
“Oh, you shouldn’t have,” she said with a humble, sweet smile. 
“Nonsense!” Steve objected as Tony let go of her and Steve’s arm replaced it. “You deserve it. We all missed you.” 
“Well, thank you, all of you. I missed you too.”
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Sometime later that evening, you called Shannon on the video chat. The AI found her closest device and opened up, displaying where she was. 
“Hey, Sha--” Was all you got out before you saw what was going on around her. It appeared to be a small party. Shannon had a drink in her hand, as did all the Avengers and a few other people you didn’t recognize. She was laughing and hitting Nat’s arm, while Tony and Clint were smiling and talking. Bruce seemed to be having a good time with the strangers, talking. 
At first, you were happy, a smile pulling at your lips, but just as you were about to join in, you realized -- you couldn’t. You couldn’t open your mouth and tell a joke, you couldn’t say anything to anyone… Because you were locked away, several floors below them, paying for your crime. Even if you did try to blend in, even if you did try to get anyone’s attention, you would be met with a resounding “fuck off”. Who knew what kind of pandemonium would’ve erupted if they knew you were contacting them. 
With a sad sigh, you swiped over to the texting app and sent Shannon a text, telling her that you were good to go.
You switched back to the video app, where Shannon pulled out her phone, smiled at it, typed a quick response, and pocketed it again. 
“Sounds good. I’ll talk to Fury,” she sent back.
Your face fell and you were about to close the app when you noticed Steve Rogers was looking at you. It seemed he had just glanced up. Your eyes met but you didn’t have it in you to try and smile to be polite. Steve gazed at you, and if you weren’t mistaken, you saw… sympathy in his eyes, in his slight frown. He gave you a tiny nod, and you returned it before your gaze dropped. 
Unable to bear the sadness, and downright pity for yourself, you closed the video app. Steve looked away, feeling sorry for you, but tried to get back to the party. 
Sulking, you closed the tablet and left it on the coffee table to get up and go to bed. 
Loki peered up at you from his magazine, a worried frown etched into his stunning features. “Darling?” 
“Hmm?” you hummed.
“Is everything alright? I thought you were going to call Shannon?” 
You turned slowly to face him. “Uh, I did. She was busy so… I'll catch up with her tomorrow,” you said, hoping to hide your disappointment. 
“Are you sure? You seem upset,” he commented as he stood and came over to you, putting his hands on your arms. 
“I’m fine,” you lied. 
He peered down at you with peculiarity. “If you’re not fine, you know you can tell me. If you don’t want to talk about it, I’ll understand.”
You smiled up at him, loving that you could tell him anything. “Alright, that’s fair. I'm not fine, but I don’t feel like talking about it.” 
He smiled. “There we are.” He kissed your forehead. “I’m here if you need me.”
“I know,” you assured before leaning up to kiss him earnestly, but quickly. “Thank you. I just want to go to bed for now. I’ll let you know if I feel like talking.”
“Goodnight, darling. I’ll be in shortly,” he promised with warmth. He let go of you and you nodded slightly before heading to bed and curling up in your bed. The bed you lived in for the last several months… the bed you would probably live the rest of your life in. 
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Love & Great Buildings - Chapter Seventeen
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Chapter: 17/19
Character/Relationship: Tom Hiddleston/Rosemary Mathews (OFC)
Genre: Romance/Angst
Summary: Three years have passed and a chance encounter brings Tom and Rosie together again. Can time make any difference or are they doomed to repeat their mistakes.
Rating: M
Author’s Notes/Warnings:  This is part nine of Last Minutes & Lost Evenings. Many thanks to @redfoxwritesstuff for listening to me ramble incessantly about  this story and being a sounding board when I needed it. You are a lifesaver, even if your stories break my heart.
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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  Rosemary felt an all too familiar uneasiness wash over her; truthfully, she’d been on edge since she’d opened her door to Adam the half hour previous. The knot in her stomach that had been growing steadily all day bloomed fully into life as she took in his tall form in navy suit jacket, white button up shirt, slim blue tie, and dark jeans. It was obvious he’d taken care in dressing for the evening and that in and of itself set off quiet alarm bells in her mind. She shushed them as thoroughly as she could, telling herself was being ridiculous.
 He wouldn’t tell her where they were going and would only smile sweetly when she’d ask. Damn the man. So she’d kept her mouth shut as he led her into the underground station and then through the gates onto the platform. It was just dinner, just talking, nothing more; her nerves were unnecessary and utterly ridiculous. She kept telling herself this as she watched the platform fill with evening commuters and as the boarded the next arriving train. Rosemary found herself watching the people surrounding her as the chatted amongst themselves or stared with blank faces at the mobiles. Anything to keep herself from focusing on the growing unease inside her. She’d always enjoyed people watching, especially on the tube. It was amazing the way people acted when they were completely oblivious to the world around them or at least pretending to be. She sighed and shook her head.
 She kept her watch up as the train rumbled along the track and people crowded on and off the carriage at each stop. Commuters on their way home from work at long last; tourists anxiously eyeing the map above the seats, muttering off stops until they found the one they were looking for. As the train rolled to a stop several minutes later, she watched as Adam stood and held his hand out to her. “This is us,” he announced, lacing his fingers in hers and pulling her towards the carriage door. Her unease only grew as they made their way from the platform, up the crowded escalator, and finally through the ticket barrier. She knew this route, knew it like the back of her hand. Please no.
 “Adam…” she started, wariness coloring her tone as their destination came fully into view.
 Rosemary found herself staring at the restaurant entrance in stunned horror. God, not again, she cursed internally. Of all the damned places. She couldn’t fathom why hadn’t she realized that he’d meant this place? Of course he would have chosen this particular restaurant; it had been theirs after all, tangled as it was in memory and emotion. How could he have meant anywhere else? She let out a deep breath and turned back to face him.  
 “Ready?” He asked with a warm smile. His eyes were bright with excitement, hand outstretched towards hers.
 She nodded dumbly, took his hand and followed him inside. Rosemary noted, with a flood of blessed relief, that Darcy was not manning the hostess station this particular evening. She murmured a small, quick prayer of thanks for that small mercy. The last thing she needed was Darcy and her persistent questions, especially after the last time. This was bound to be difficult enough without her cheery interference.
 The woman who stood at the station smiled brightly at the pair as they approached. Her blonde hair was pulled into a low ponytail at her neck and she wore a black cardigan over a maroon and white knee length dress. She greeted them warmly, introducing herself as Sophie and asking if she could help them.
 Adam nodded, straightening his tie with his free hand before stepping up to the podium, “Yes, we should have a reservation for two under Adam Richardson.”
 Sophie smiled warmly and began to search through the tablet that sat on the podium in front of her. A frown spread slowly across her face. She flicked back and forth across the screen for a few moments more before looking up at Adam. “I’m so sorry. I’ve looked several times and we don’t seem to have you listed here. When did you make the reservation?”
 Adam ran his hand through his hair, his unease nearly palpable. “Yesterday evening.”
 The hostess grimaced. “That would explain it.” Rosemary watched as Adam shot her a confused look. Catching his expression, Sophie carried on. “Our server crashed last night and several of the reservations for today disappeared. Give me a moment to see what we can do.” She tapped on the screen before her, scrunching her face as she flipped through the screen once more. “We’ve got about a 45 minute wait at this point…If you don’t mind, I can add you to the list and we’ll grab you when we’ve got an opening.”
 He turned to face Rosemary, “Is that alright?”
 She hesitated. This would be the perfect time to suggest something else, anywhere else, but the naked hope in his eyes made her pause. He’d been looking forward to this, here with her, and she couldn’t bright herself to take that from him. Not now. “Yes,” she answered after another moment's hesitation. She could feel the warmth radiating from him at her response; the way his eyes lit and his smile grew. But his joy did little to quam her own unease. “That’s fine.” She left Adam to settle things with the hostess and headed back outside, basking in the warmth of the warm June evening. She needed air, and suddenly needed it desperately.
 This had not been how she’d hoped the evening would go at all. She was glad to be able to have the time to sit and talk, really talk, with Adam again. But dinner…And here…She didn’t know if her uneasiness stemmed from the former or the later, and she was scared to look too closely at it to find out. A groaned left her lips and she rubbed the bridge of her nose with her thumb and forefinger. She could feel the threat of a headache blooming and prayed in vain that it would hold off for just a little while longer.
 It was several minutes later before Adam joined her on the pavement directly outside the restaurant and they stood for several moments without speaking. She knew the tension was rolling off her in waves, he would have to be blind to not notice it. But she couldn’t seem to make herself relax, no matter how she tried. Finally, she took a deep breath and asked the question that had been rolling around her mind since they’d arrived. She had thought she knew the answer, but needed to be sure. Needed to hear it from him. “Why here?” She started, her eyes locking with his. “What made you pick here?”
 He cleared his throat, his face falling ever so slightly. “We loved this place.” His voice was quiet, so soft that she had to strain to hear him. He cleared his throat and continued uneasily, “I just...I thought it would be nice.”
 Rosemary could see his uncertainty and felt horrible for saying anything at all. She hadn’t meant to be so blunt in her asking, she just wanted to know. Needed to know. There had been a heaviness tied to the evening, she’d sensed it from the moment he’d suggested dinner a handful of days ago. Lunch had been one thing, she knew what to expect from that. But dinner...Stop it, she hissed at herself. Just stop it.
 “It is,” She told him, with a small smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “I just...I’m sorry. There’s been a lot going on and my obviously not handling it as well as I hoped to be.” Maybe this had been a mistake.
 “I know.” He reached out and took her hand, squeezing it gently, offering her a small, tentative smile. “I know.”
 They stood in silence for a long while, the sounds of the city echoing around them. “So,” Rosemary started, turning back to face him. “How’s the conference going?” She hated reverting to small talk with someone she had once known so well but didn’t know what else to do or to say. So much had happened in the year they’d spent apart and as much as she hated to admit it, she knew that were very likely different people than they had once been. And she hated it, hating no longer feeling as though she truly knew the man standing beside her. Hated the loss of that bond.
 Adam chuckled ruefully and she could see in his eyes that he felt the distance between them as well. A distance neither seemed to be sure how to cross. “About as well as you’d expect.” He answered with a shrug. “We had our last day today.”
 She quirked an eyebrow, “Oh?”
 He nodded but didn’t elaborate further.
 “So I guess you’ll be headed back soon…To the States, I mean.” Rosemary wasn’t quite sure how she felt about that. The conflicting emotions that thought brought forth made her head swim.
 Adam’s face was a mix of uncertainty and concern. “Not quite yet…There’s a bit of business at the main London office that I’ve been recruited to help out on.” He paused and smiled at her. “So you’re not shot of me just yet.”
 She laughed in earnest at that, fighting to ignore the thrill of elation and dread that coursed through her. “Duly noted.”
 The silence descended once again. Rosemary allowed herself to study Adam’s profile as he stood beside her. He truly was a handsome man, she’d always thought so. But he had always been more than that. He was a kind soul but wickedly funny. She could see the faint lines that creased his brow, undoubtedly from the stress of his work, but mixed amongst them were the familiar laugh lines that she’d known so well. He was so different and yet still so very much the same. Rosemary watched him rock slowly back and forth on his heels. She could sense there was more he wanted to say, more that he wanted to discuss with her, but something was holding him back. She felt ashamed at the small flicker of gratitude that flooded through her at whatever was causing him to hold his tongue.
 Rosemary looked up as Adam cleared his throat. He turned to face her with a small smile. “I’m going to go in and check on our progress. Back in a tick.” She nodded and watched him head off towards the main entrance.
 A sigh feel off her lips. Maybe coming had been a mistake. With all that had been happening how could dragging Adam into her life make anything at all better? But she couldn’t leave, didn’t want to. Not really. Not now. She owed him, and honestly herself, this much. Rosemary rubbed her temples with her hands. Good god, her head was a mess.
 She jumped as the loud buzz and ring of her phone sounded from inside her purse. She cursed as she dug through the bag, searching in frenzied earnest for the damned thing. I really must get around to organizing this bleeding thing, she thought as she dug through the various, and somehow always necessary, items that littered the large purse.
 “Ah ha!” She breathed, pulling the phone out at last. Her eyes darted to the screen and she felt her heart stutter as she processed the name flashing on the screen. Her finger swiped quickly across the screen and she brought the phone to her ear. “Tom?” She breathed into the receiver, heart still beating rapidly in her chest.
 She’d missed him, god how she had missed him. She hadn’t realized just how badly until that moment. The thought pulled her up short. She may have missed him but she could have...No…She should have called to tell him so. She’d meant to; had so badly wanted to…But she hadn’t and that was entirely on her.
 Stop it, she told herself. You can’t change any of it. So just stop. He is here. Now. Just stop.
 Rosemary shook herself back into the present, a small but warm smile spreading across her face as she heard him rambling. It was an adorable yet infuriating habit of his. One that she had so desperately missed.  “…I interrupting anything, I didn’t even think about the time difference. God, what time is it there?” The anxiety was palpable in his voice and once again she felt terrible for not calling him earlier. For not reaching out sooner. Like she had promised him she would. She’d wanted to, god knows she’d wanted to, but everything in her life had seemed to be conspiring against her. Every time she’d pulled her phone out determined to follow it through, something or someone had come demanding her attention. Round and round we go.
 She found herself laughing despite herself, a touch of her own anxiety clear in the sound of it. She hoped he wouldn’t catch it. Quietly, she pushed open the door and walked into the quiet, small entrance hallway of the restaurant. London was a noisy city and now that she had Tom on the line, she didn’t want to miss a moment of his presence.  “It’s fine,” she reassured him. “I was just getting ready for dinner.” She glanced around the cramped hallway and ran a hand through her hair, it was the truth…Technically. “It’s going on eight here,” she added in afterthought, realizing she hadn’t answered before. She wondered briefly just where he was and what time it was there. Tom sounded utterly exhausted.
 “Oh good,” he answered, a breathless chuckle of his own echoing over the line. “I was terrified it was like two in the morning or some other horrendously late hour and you’d be dead asleep and cursing me out for waking you.” A spurt of laughter fell from her lips as he rambled on; despite the exhaustion she could hear in his voice there was a distinct note of nervousness. “How have you been?”
 A sudden uncertainty crept through her at his innocent question and she wasn’t quite sure how to answer it. In truth she’d been a mess, but how could she possibly tell him that? “I’ve…I’ve been alright…Busy.” That at least had been the truth. But there was so much more that she needed to say and no idea how to even start to say it. “But I’m glad you called. I’ve been meaning to but with one thing and another…” she let her voice trail off, guilt choking her. She should have called him, should have reached out. Instead she’d left him hanging and now…She rubbed her forehead with her free hand.
 “I know a thing or two about busy, Rosie,” Tom laughed softly as he spoke and she felt her gut twist. “It’s completely fine. I’m just…” his voice trailed off for a moment and Rosemary held her breath. “It’s really nice to hear your voice.”
 Her heart leapt in her chest. “It’s nice to hear yours too,” she answered honestly, her own voice gone soft with tender emotion. “How has the tour been going?” she asked, hoping to keep the tension from creeping back between them. She hated it, hated feeling so uneasy around him. God, she should have called sooner. Stop it. “Where are you now, anyway?”
 Rosemary caught a movement out of the corner of her eye and saw Adam waving to grab her attention. Shit.
 “Rose,” he called, a smile painting his face. “They’ve managed to find us a table. Come on before the give it away.”
 She felt herself freeze and without thinking clapped her hand over the end of her phone and answered, “Go in, Adam. I’ll be right there.” Adam’s smile waivered a bit but he nodded and headed back inside.
 “Tom?” she breathed, “I’m so, so sorry but I have to dash. Thank you for calling, I’ve missed you...” She cursed herself. Too much. She didn’t want to leave this as it was. There was so much they needed to talk about. So much she needed to say. But there wasn’t time now. But when he got back… “You’re home sometime next week, right?”
 There was silence on his end of the line and she wondered if maybe she had pushed too far. But then he was back. “Yes. Late Friday afternoon if all goes according to plan.” She thought there was something off with his tone, but wasn’t sure. He hadn’t answered what time it was, it could be late and he could be tired. That would explain it, she hoped.
 “Good,” she breathed. “Good. Listen, after you get back can we meet up...I...There’s something I want to talk with you about.” The question tripped off her tongue and she felt like a prize fool, stuttering and stammering at him. But the words were out now and she couldn’t fix them.
 “Oh…” His tone was definitely off. But a moment later he sounded fair bit more upbeat than she’d expected. “Alright. I’ll call you after I’ve settled and we can maybe meet up for a coffee.” She couldn’t shake her own unease at his change in demeanor. It was too abrupt, too forced. Fuck, she’d made a right mess of this and she hadn’t even started.
 Rosemary choked down her own anxiety and answered, “That sounds like a plan...I’ll see you soon.” She pulled the phone from her ear and hit end before she allowed herself to think further on it. Dammit. Dammit. Dammit. Forcing herself to take a deep breath, she shoved her phone back into her bag and hurried inside to find Adam.
 He was waiting for her by the hostess station and extended an arm as she approached. Rosemary allowed herself to accept it as they were led to a small table near the back of the restaurant. They were left with a cheery smile and menus to peruse. Rosemary sat, draping the strap of her bag across the back of her chair, and plucked up a menu to bury her face behind. She watched over its top as Adam settled into his own seat, menu in hand. How many times had they done this? How many evenings and afternoons and late mornings had she passed with him, here, content? Hundreds most likely. And now here they were again. It was both exhilarating and terrifying, especially now when she wasn’t sure where they stood. What any of this actually meant.
 Adam placed the menu softly on the table and smiled gently at her. “I’m pretty certain nothing here has changed over much.”
 Rosemary nodded, “No, not really. It was quite a shock how similar things were last time I was here.”
 A curious look crossed Adam’s features, “When were you here last?”
 It was an innocuous question but something in his eyes made Rosemary hesitate before answering. “A month or so back...I went with a friend,” she admitted finally.
 “Oh.”
 Rosemary cleared her throat awkwardly, “It was a surprise. I didn’t know we were coming until we turned up at the door.” She wasn’t sure why she felt the need to justify any of this to him, but she couldn’t seem to stop herself. “But no,” she continued on, “it really hasn’t changed all that much.”
 Adam nodded silently and Rosemary very much regretted opening her mouth at all. Was she going to stick her foot firmly in her mouth like this the entire night? A petite red-head, Chloe her name tag proclaimed, chose that moment to approach their table. She quickly introduced herself and made a prompt spiel of the days’ specials before asking if they were in fact ready to order. Adam exchanged a glance with Rosemary who nodded.
 Once their orders were placed and Chloe had left with their menus, Adam turned his attention back to Rosemary. She felt flushed under his gaze, uneasy and tense, and she could clearly see the storm of uncertainty in his eyes. She wanted desperately to ask him what he wanted, what was wrong, but was scared half to death of actually knowing. She hated that feeling, hated that she felt so uncomfortable and uncertain with a man she had once thought could be her forever.
 But he said nothing and neither did she.
 Chloe returned after several minutes with their drinks which served to break some of the tension between them. “Rose,” Adam started once Chloe had walked away. Rosemary raised her eyes to his in silent question. “I had a solid plan in mind for tonight. I knew just what I was going to say and what I hoped you would say in return.” He laughed quietly to himself and took a quick sip of his drink before clearing his throat and continuing. “But now that we’re here...That you’re here...I don’t know how to start.”
 Rosemary blinked at him before taking a sip of her own drink. “Whatever it is, Adam, just say it. It can’t be that bad, can it?” Her voice held far more confidence that she felt. But whatever he had to say she knew things would not rest well between them until he said it.
 Adam rubbed the side of his neck with his hand. “You make it sound so easy.” He paused, dropping his hand back into his lap. “I’ve been thinking a lot since we parted. About so many things. And not a day goes by that I don’t regret not asking you to come with me. We were happy, we worked, but I was scared….So ridiculously scared that if I asked you wouldn’t choose me, choose us. So I didn’t say anything and then you didn’t say anything either and then it was too late.” His eyes bore into hers, pleading with her to understand what he meant, why he needed to say this now. “I love you, Rose. I always have. I know that at one point you loved me too. And I know it’s probably too little and far too late, but I wanted to know if you thought of me too. If you regretted it as well. And if you did, do you think we could try again. See if there is anything left for us to build on.”
 “Oh Adam.” His name tumbled from her lips in a choked whisper. She could feel herself flash between hot and cold as dread, elation, confusion, and despair flooded through her in large, arcing circles. She didn’t know what to say, what to think. “Adam,” she started again, her voice a touch stronger, “Oh Adam...How could we try this when you aren’t going to be here…” It had been the first coherent thing to pop into her head. His life was in America now, her’s was here. There would still be an ocean between both physically and she feared emotionally too. Why now?
 Adam rubbed the back of his neck and took a quick sip of water. Seeming to gather himself, he leaned forward and asked, “But what if I’m not.”
 She stared at him in stunned confusion as his words slowly sank in. “Wh-what?”
 He cleared his throat. “The office here…They have an opening…” he trailed off hopefully.
 Rosemary felt her heart clench in her chest. This had been everything she had wanted, everything she had hoped to hear in those first six months after he had gone. But not now; now it was far, far too late. She wanted to scream at the injustice of it all. Wanted to cry as she looked at the man sitting before her, a good man who loved her, but he wasn’t the right man. She opened her mouth to respond, to tell him not to take the job, not if it was just for her. Not to do any of this for just her. But Adam raised his hand to silence her.
 “No,” he started, “Please don’t answer me now. I know I’ve thrown a lot at you. Too much probably. But please don’t answer now. Just think about it. Take a couple of days and just think. Please.”
 Rosemary shut her mouth and nodded. She knew her answer now and knew in her heart that a day or two would make no difference. But she knew he had his pride and she couldn’t bring herself to crush it, not then. Not like this. Not in this place with both their nerves so frayed. No, she would give him tonight.
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avengerscompound · 6 years ago
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The Tower - Chapter 26
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The Tower: An Avengers Fanfic
Chapter 26
Series Masterlist
Chapters:  one / two / three / four / five / six / seven / eight / nine / ten / eleven / twelve / thirteen / fourteen / fifteen / sixteen / seventeen / eighteen / nineteen / twenty / twenty-one / twenty-two / twenty-three / twenty-four / twenty-five / twenty-six / twenty-seven / twenty-eight
Word Count: 1943
Warnings:  angst, action, violence
Synopsis: Elly and Alexa escape the SHIELD compound. Elly finds out exactly what HYDRA are up to and what they’ve been doing to her missing family members.
Author’s Note:  Co-written with @fanficwriter013
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Chapter 26 - M.E.D.U.S.A.
Alexa lifted her head as I entered the room.  I wasn’t worried about her telepathy. The way she had messed up her DNA had meant that she was able to project thoughts, but not read them.  I was terrified though.  Terrified my body language would give me away.  Terrified she’d spot Scott as he hid on me.  My heart was hammering as I went to the cell with the ‘stolen’ passcard and typed in the code.  The door clicked and I pushed it open.
She got to her feet and approached me hesitantly.  “Are we leaving?”
I nodded.  “We don’t have much time.  They’re all in the conference room.  You need to be quiet because Steve can hear really, really well.”
“Let’s go,” she agreed.
I led her quickly down the halls and outside.  The SHIELD headquarters were underground and quite remote.  I only really had a vague idea of where to go.  The others had been sure Alexa would call for someone to collect us, but just in case I was told to walk North and eventually we’d hit a town.
“I haven’t been outside the building before.  I looked at maps before we left, I think there’s a town that way,” I said, pointing North.
“Do you have a phone with you?”  Alexa asked.
I nodded and pulled my phone out of my pocket.
“We’ll need to ditch it.  But for right now…”  She started tapping away on the screen.  “We’re walking in the opposite direction of the town,” she said and tossed the phone.
I followed after her as we jogged along.  “Where are we going?”  I asked.
“You’ll see soon enough.  Thank you for letting me go,” she said.
I shook my head.  “I can’t… I couldn’t do what they wanted me to,” I said and held out the tablet.  “I brought my work.  Maybe you can use it to fix the mistakes in your genome.”
She gave me a dark smile.  “Maybe you’d like to help me do that.”
“I can try… but I don’t know… I can’t do … If I do…”  I stuttered.
Alexa grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to her.  “Quiet,” she said.
I perked my ears up and heard the engines of a jet.  I could see it off in the distance flying low to the ground.  We started walking toward it and as we neared it Alexa waved her arm.  The jet looked similar to the Quinn but less sleek.  It landed and we boarded quickly through the back.  It was in the air again before the rear had even closed properly and we hurriedly buckled into jump seats.  When we were at altitude Alexa got up and moved into the cockpit.  I could hear her talking but not what she was saying.
I felt Scott crawling around and he rested against the shell of my ear.  “You’re doing great”, he whispered.  “Hang in there.”
The jet touched down and Alexa came back out of the cockpit followed by the two pilots.  “We’re here.  Let me show you around your new home.”
She led me through the hanger and into a brightly lit building.  This is MEDUSA.  We create pharmaceuticals.  That pays for our other research,” she said as we beelined straight to an elevator.
“I’ve heard of Medusa.  You guys put a 200% markup on that HIV vaccine,” I said.
She smirked at me.  “It’s all business.”
When the elevator stopped I was led through into some labs.  This will be where you’re working.  There are 15 floors dedicated to R&D.  The first five are the legitimate business.  Up here is where it gets fun.  You will get your own lab and a team working under you.  However, you will also be monitored.  At least for a while.  We have to be sure you’re not going to do anything stupid.  I felt Scott run down the back of my neck and the next moment he was running along the floor.  No one else seemed to notice so I just kept following along after Alexa as she led me through the labs.   “For that reason too, you won’t be able to leave.  Not until we’re sure.”
I looked over at her.  “I’m a prisoner now?”
She laughed like I had said something so blatantly stupid she couldn’t keep it in.  “Only until we know for sure you’re with us.”
“But I let you go.  I risked everything for you,” I protested.
She patted me on the back.  “Then you have nothing to worry about.”  She led me back to the elevator.  “Now we’re going to scan you to see if you have been bugged at all, and then I can take you to see your ex-lovers.”
She took me to another lab, this one more medical in nature.  I had blood taken and I was put in an MRI.  I wasn’t worried because the tracker was so small it wouldn’t show up on any kind of scanner.  It was a couple of hours later when Alexa came to collect me.
“Let’s go see the soldier first, shall we?”  She said.
We took the elevator down into a sub-basement.   She led me down a dark narrow hall and I could hear him screaming even before we got to where they were keeping him.  He was in a room on the other side of a two-way mirror, strapped into a machine and it looked like they were electroshocking him.  It stopped just as I saw him and I ran to the window putting my hands on the glass.  “Bucky!”  I yelled, completely forgetting everything I was here to do.
Bucky looked up his eyes wild.  He spat the mouth guard out and started fighting in his restraints.  “Elly?”  He shouted.  A few guards rushed over and one injected something into his neck while he struggled.  He quickly became sluggish and passed out.
“Well, now.  That was an interesting response you both had,” Alexa said.
I turned to face her.  “Why are you torturing him?”
“He’s our property.  We’ve lost the old trigger words, so we’re programming some new ones into him,” Alexa explained.  “Why do you care?  You left them.”
I balled my hands into fists.  The nails biting into my skin.  “He’s still a person.  He never tried to force me to do anything,” I said, almost snarling the words.  “Besides we … they treated you well.”
“Except for the fact they were going to kill me,” Alexa countered.
I slumped. “He’s still a person.”
“He’s our asset.  But I’ll remember how he responded now.  We took the archer to try and get him to comply.  He always remained quite stony-faced.  I guess you’re the innocent one though aren’t you?”  She said.  “Shall I take you to see the Witch too?  Keep in mind, that she also belonged to us.  We are just taking back what is ours.”
I frowned nodded my head.
I was led down to another room.  This time I was taken right into the room with her.  She was strapped to a bench, her arms locked into place, hands covered, and pointing into her face.  She had a cap that with wires coming from it attached to a machine and several IVs in place, including one that seemed to be collecting blood.  She was pale and looked out of it.  I had to hold myself back from rushing to her side.
She looked over at us as we entered.  “Elly?”  She said, her voice sounding both weak and confused.
“Wanda,” I answered.
“What are you doing here?”  She asked.
“I couldn’t stay with them anymore.  Steve… he said…”  I trailed off hoping really hard she could hear my thoughts, though I knew she couldn’t.  I also hoped that she’d read between the lines.
Wanda started to cry and once again I had to remind myself what I was doing here.  “I loved you, Elly.  I love you.  How could you?”
“Okay, enough talk,” Alexa said.  “Elise, you’ll be using samples from her and the soldier to help correct my DNA.  I want the healing factor, the strength, and the little witch’s powers.  You think you can do that?”
I nodded my head.  “I think so.”  It was an outright lie.  I had never done anything like this and I knew for a fact that the serum used on Bucky and Steve made people like her even crazier, but it wouldn’t be much longer.  I just needed to wait until Scott had backed up the company’s data and he’d call the others in to save us and arrest everyone.
“Excellent.”  She gestured for the door and I gave Wanda one last look before I left the room.  She started ushering me down the hall.  “Now I’m taking you to your cell.  We’ll bring you food and something to drink.  Take this,” she said, putting a buzzer in my hand.  “You can press it if you need anything at all.  I don’t trust you fully yet, but that doesn’t mean I won’t take care of you.  It’s a temporary situation.”
I nodded my head.
“Cheer up, Elise.  We’re going to do some amazing things you and I,” she said, patting me on the back.  She led me into a group of cells.  There were twelve in all, 6 on each side of a hall.  When we reached the one that was meant for me, someone rushed to the bars on the cell opposite.
“Elly?  They caught you too?  What happened?”  Clint said, staring at me.  He did not look good.  He normally was covered in bandages from cuts he’d received.  Now he was more bruises than not. He was covered in cuts.  Many covered up, some not.  Some still seemed to be bleeding.
“You can catch your ex up if you like.  I’m sure he’d love to hear it,” Alexa said, shoving me into my cell.  “Get a good night’s sleep.  We have work in the morning.”
I waited until I was sure she was gone and turned to Clint.  “Ex?  What does she mean, Elly?  What’s happened?”
I frowned and looked at him.  “I had to leave,” I said, making my voice shake a little.  At the same time, I signed the word ‘cameras’ to him.
“I don’t understand, El.   What do you mean you had to leave?”  He said, his voice sounded both hurt and confused but at the same time he signed ‘Fairly sure halls only.’
“They told me… they told me I had to do a procedure that would have killed her, Clint.  That’s murder.  I can’t murder anyone,” I said, feigning a desperate need for him to understand all the while I was signing, ‘We have a plan.  They’re coming.  Just waiting for the signal from Scott.’
‘Took you long enough.’  Clint signed back with a wink.  “So you betrayed us?  Is that it?  You joined fucking HYDRA!  I trusted you!”  He yelled the last bit and it actually made me jump.  He signed ‘sorry’ after I did.
“You don’t understand, Clint.  I can’t kill people.  Even if they are the bad guy.  The fact they even asked me to do that…”  I said while signing to Clint about what happened.
“They’re torturing us!  You’re okay with that?”  Clint yelled and started telling me about what they’d been doing to the three of them.
That’s how we talked.  Him yelling at me while I pretended to get more and more withdrawn.  And signing the whole time.  Eventually, we decided it was best if we stopped and got some rest.  I signed ‘I love you’ to him.  And he signed it back. 
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winterisakiller · 6 years ago
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Love & Great Buildings - Chapter Seventeen
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Chapter: 17/19
Character/Relationship: Tom Hiddleston/Rosemary Mathews (OFC)
Genre: Romance/Angst
Summary: Three years have passed and a chance encounter brings Tom and Rosie together again. Can time make any difference or are they doomed to repeat their mistakes.
Rating: T
Author’s Notes/Warnings: This is part nine of Last Minutes and Lost Evenings. Many thanks to @redfoxwritesstuff for listening to me ramble incessantly about  this story and being a sounding board when I needed it. You are a lifesaver, even if your stories break my heart.
Well folks, we are drawing closer to the end of this particular story. Just one more chapter after this and an epilogue. I can’t believe it’s almost done.  
This story and its preceding one-shots can be also be found on AO3 under the username winterisakiller (sparkinside)
Tag List: @tinchentitri @noplacelikehome77 @theheartofpenelope
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
 Rosemary felt an all too familiar uneasiness wash over her; truthfully, she’d been on edge since she’d opened her door to Adam the half hour previous. The knot in her stomach that had been growing steadily all day bloomed fully into life as she took in his tall form in navy suit jacket, white button up shirt, slim blue tie, and dark jeans. It was obvious he’d taken care in dressing for the evening and that in and of itself set off quiet alarm bells in her mind. She shushed them as thoroughly as she could, telling herself was being ridiculous.
 He wouldn’t tell her where they were going and would only smile sweetly when she’d ask. Damn the man. So she’d kept her mouth shut as he led her into the underground station and then through the gates onto the platform. It was just dinner, just talking, nothing more; her nerves were unnecessary and utterly ridiculous. She kept telling herself this as she watched the platform fill with evening commuters and as the boarded the next arriving train. Rosemary found herself watching the people surrounding her as the chatted amongst themselves or stared with blank faces at the mobiles. Anything to keep herself from focusing on the growing unease inside her. She’d always enjoyed people watching, especially on the tube. It was amazing the way people acted when they were completely oblivious to the world around them or at least pretending to be. She sighed and shook her head.
 She kept her watch up as the train rumbled along the track and people crowded on and off the carriage at each stop. Commuters on their way home from work at long last; tourists anxiously eyeing the map above the seats, muttering off stops until they found the one they were looking for. As the train rolled to a stop several minutes later, she watched as Adam stood and held his hand out to her. “This is us,” he announced, lacing his fingers in hers and pulling her towards the carriage door. Her unease only grew as they made their way from the platform, up the crowded escalator, and finally through the ticket barrier. She knew this route, knew it like the back of her hand. Please no.
 “Adam…” she started, wariness coloring her tone as their destination came fully into view.
 Rosemary found herself staring at the restaurant entrance in stunned horror. God, not again, she cursed internally. Of all the damned places. She couldn’t fathom why hadn’t she realized that he’d meant this place? Of course he would have chosen this particular restaurant; it had been theirs after all, tangled as it was in memory and emotion. How could he have meant anywhere else? She let out a deep breath and turned back to face him.  
 “Ready?” He asked with a warm smile. His eyes were bright with excitement, hand outstretched towards hers.
 She nodded dumbly, took his hand and followed him inside. Rosemary noted, with a flood of blessed relief, that Darcy was not manning the hostess station this particular evening. She murmured a small, quick prayer of thanks for that small mercy. The last thing she needed was Darcy and her persistent questions, especially after the last time. This was bound to be difficult enough without her cheery interference.
 The woman who stood at the station smiled brightly at the pair as they approached. Her blonde hair was pulled into a low ponytail at her neck and she wore a black cardigan over a maroon and white knee length dress. She greeted them warmly, introducing herself as Sophie and asking if she could help them.
 Adam nodded, straightening his tie with his free hand before stepping up to the podium, “Yes, we should have a reservation for two under Adam Richardson.”
 Sophie smiled warmly and began to search through the tablet that sat on the podium in front of her. A frown spread slowly across her face. She flicked back and forth across the screen for a few moments more before looking up at Adam. “I’m so sorry. I’ve looked several times and we don’t seem to have you listed here. When did you make the reservation?”
 Adam ran his hand through his hair, his unease nearly palpable. “Yesterday evening.”
 The hostess grimaced. “That would explain it.” Rosemary watched as Adam shot her a confused look. Catching his expression, Sophie carried on. “Our server crashed last night and several of the reservations for today disappeared. Give me a moment to see what we can do.” She tapped on the screen before her, scrunching her face as she flipped through the screen once more. “We’ve got about a 45 minute wait at this point…If you don’t mind, I can add you to the list and we’ll grab you when we’ve got an opening.”
 He turned to face Rosemary, “Is that alright?”
 She hesitated. This would be the perfect time to suggest something else, anywhere else, but the naked hope in his eyes made her pause. He’d been looking forward to this, here with her, and she couldn’t bright herself to take that from him. Not now. “Yes,” she answered after another moment's hesitation. She could feel the warmth radiating from him at her response; the way his eyes lit and his smile grew. But his joy did little to quam her own unease. “That’s fine.” She left Adam to settle things with the hostess and headed back outside, basking in the warmth of the warm June evening. She needed air, and suddenly needed it desperately.
 This had not been how she’d hoped the evening would go at all. She was glad to be able to have the time to sit and talk, really talk, with Adam again. But dinner…And here…She didn’t know if her uneasiness stemmed from the former or the later, and she was scared to look too closely at it to find out. A groaned left her lips and she rubbed the bridge of her nose with her thumb and forefinger. She could feel the threat of a headache blooming and prayed in vain that it would hold off for just a little while longer.
 It was several minutes later before Adam joined her on the pavement directly outside the restaurant and they stood for several moments without speaking. She knew the tension was rolling off her in waves, he would have to be blind to not notice it. But she couldn’t seem to make herself relax, no matter how she tried. Finally, she took a deep breath and asked the question that had been rolling around her mind since they’d arrived. She had thought she knew the answer, but needed to be sure. Needed to hear it from him. “Why here?” She started, her eyes locking with his. “What made you pick here?”
 He cleared his throat, his face falling ever so slightly. “We loved this place.” His voice was quiet, so soft that she had to strain to hear him. He cleared his throat and continued uneasily, “I just...I thought it would be nice.”
 Rosemary could see his uncertainty and felt horrible for saying anything at all. She hadn’t meant to be so blunt in her asking, she just wanted to know. Needed to know. There had been a heaviness tied to the evening, she’d sensed it from the moment he’d suggested dinner a handful of days ago. Lunch had been one thing, she knew what to expect from that. But dinner...Stop it, she hissed at herself. Just stop it.
 “It is,” She told him, with a small smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “I just...I’m sorry. There’s been a lot going on and my obviously not handling it as well as I hoped to be.” Maybe this had been a mistake.
 “I know.” He reached out and took her hand, squeezing it gently, offering her a small, tentative smile. “I know.”
 They stood in silence for a long while, the sounds of the city echoing around them. “So,” Rosemary started, turning back to face him. “How’s the conference going?” She hated reverting to small talk with someone she had once known so well but didn’t know what else to do or to say. So much had happened in the year they’d spent apart and as much as she hated to admit it, she knew that were very likely different people than they had once been. And she hated it, hating no longer feeling as though she truly knew the man standing beside her. Hated the loss of that bond.
 Adam chuckled ruefully and she could see in his eyes that he felt the distance between them as well. A distance neither seemed to be sure how to cross. “About as well as you’d expect.” He answered with a shrug. “We had our last day today.”
 She quirked an eyebrow, “Oh?”
 He nodded but didn’t elaborate further.
 “So I guess you’ll be headed back soon…To the States, I mean.” Rosemary wasn’t quite sure how she felt about that. The conflicting emotions that thought brought forth made her head swim.
 Adam’s face was a mix of uncertainty and concern. “Not quite yet…There’s a bit of business at the main London office that I’ve been recruited to help out on.” He paused and smiled at her. “So you’re not shot of me just yet.”
 She laughed in earnest at that, fighting to ignore the thrill of elation and dread that coursed through her. “Duly noted.”
 The silence descended once again. Rosemary allowed herself to study Adam’s profile as he stood beside her. He truly was a handsome man, she’d always thought so. But he had always been more than that. He was a kind soul but wickedly funny. She could see the faint lines that creased his brow, undoubtedly from the stress of his work, but mixed amongst them were the familiar laugh lines that she’d known so well. He was so different and yet still so very much the same. Rosemary watched him rock slowly back and forth on his heels. She could sense there was more he wanted to say, more that he wanted to discuss with her, but something was holding him back. She felt ashamed at the small flicker of gratitude that flooded through her at whatever was causing him to hold his tongue.
 Rosemary looked up as Adam cleared his throat. He turned to face her with a small smile. “I’m going to go in and check on our progress. Back in a tick.” She nodded and watched him head off towards the main entrance.
 A sigh feel off her lips. Maybe coming had been a mistake. With all that had been happening how could dragging Adam into her life make anything at all better? But she couldn’t leave, didn’t want to. Not really. Not now. She owed him, and honestly herself, this much. Rosemary rubbed her temples with her hands. Good god, her head was a mess.
 She jumped as the loud buzz and ring of her phone sounded from inside her purse. She cursed as she dug through the bag, searching in frenzied earnest for the damned thing. I really must get around to organizing this bleeding thing, she thought as she dug through the various, and somehow always necessary, items that littered the large purse.
 “Ah ha!” She breathed, pulling the phone out at last. Her eyes darted to the screen and she felt her heart stutter as she processed the name flashing on the screen. Her finger swiped quickly across the screen and she brought the phone to her ear. “Tom?” She breathed into the receiver, heart still beating rapidly in her chest.
 She’d missed him, god how she had missed him. She hadn’t realized just how badly until that moment. The thought pulled her up short. She may have missed him but she could have...No…She should have called to tell him so. She’d meant to; had so badly wanted to…But she hadn’t and that was entirely on her.
 Stop it, she told herself. You can’t change any of it. So just stop. He is here. Now. Just stop.
 Rosemary shook herself back into the present, a small but warm smile spreading across her face as she heard him rambling. It was an adorable yet infuriating habit of his. One that she had so desperately missed.  “…I interrupting anything, I didn’t even think about the time difference. God, what time is it there?” The anxiety was palpable in his voice and once again she felt terrible for not calling him earlier. For not reaching out sooner. Like she had promised him she would. She’d wanted to, god knows she’d wanted to, but everything in her life had seemed to be conspiring against her. Every time she’d pulled her phone out determined to follow it through, something or someone had come demanding her attention. Round and round we go.
 She found herself laughing despite herself, a touch of her own anxiety clear in the sound of it. She hoped he wouldn’t catch it. Quietly, she pushed open the door and walked into the quiet, small entrance hallway of the restaurant. London was a noisy city and now that she had Tom on the line, she didn’t want to miss a moment of his presence.  “It’s fine,” she reassured him. “I was just getting ready for dinner.” She glanced around the cramped hallway and ran a hand through her hair, it was the truth…Technically. “It’s going on eight here,” she added in afterthought, realizing she hadn’t answered before. She wondered briefly just where he was and what time it was there. Tom sounded utterly exhausted.
 “Oh good,” he answered, a breathless chuckle of his own echoing over the line. “I was terrified it was like two in the morning or some other horrendously late hour and you’d be dead asleep and cursing me out for waking you.” A spurt of laughter fell from her lips as he rambled on; despite the exhaustion she could hear in his voice there was a distinct note of nervousness. “How have you been?”
 A sudden uncertainty crept through her at his innocent question and she wasn’t quite sure how to answer it. In truth she’d been a mess, but how could she possibly tell him that? “I’ve…I’ve been alright…Busy.” That at least had been the truth. But there was so much more that she needed to say and no idea how to even start to say it. “But I’m glad you called. I’ve been meaning to but with one thing and another…” she let her voice trail off, guilt choking her. She should have called him, should have reached out. Instead she’d left him hanging and now…She rubbed her forehead with her free hand.
 “I know a thing or two about busy, Rosie,” Tom laughed softly as he spoke and she felt her gut twist. “It’s completely fine. I’m just…” his voice trailed off for a moment and Rosemary held her breath. “It’s really nice to hear your voice.”
 Her heart leapt in her chest. “It’s nice to hear yours too,” she answered honestly, her own voice gone soft with tender emotion. “How has the tour been going?” she asked, hoping to keep the tension from creeping back between them. She hated it, hated feeling so uneasy around him. God, she should have called sooner. Stop it. “Where are you now, anyway?”
 Rosemary caught a movement out of the corner of her eye and saw Adam waving to grab her attention. Shit.
 “Rose,” he called, a smile painting his face. “They’ve managed to find us a table. Come on before the give it away.”
 She felt herself freeze and without thinking clapped her hand over the end of her phone and answered, “Go in, Adam. I’ll be right there.” Adam’s smile waivered a bit but he nodded and headed back inside.
 “Tom?” she breathed, “I’m so, so sorry but I have to dash. Thank you for calling, I’ve missed you...” She cursed herself. Too much. She didn’t want to leave this as it was. There was so much they needed to talk about. So much she needed to say. But there wasn’t time now. But when he got back… “You’re home sometime next week, right?”
 There was silence on his end of the line and she wondered if maybe she had pushed too far. But then he was back. “Yes. Late Friday afternoon if all goes according to plan.” She thought there was something off with his tone, but wasn’t sure. He hadn’t answered what time it was, it could be late and he could be tired. That would explain it, she hoped.
 “Good,” she breathed. “Good. Listen, after you get back can we meet up...I...There’s something I want to talk with you about.” The question tripped off her tongue and she felt like a prize fool, stuttering and stammering at him. But the words were out now and she couldn’t fix them.
 “Oh…” His tone was definitely off. But a moment later he sounded fair bit more upbeat than she’d expected. “Alright. I’ll call you after I’ve settled and we can maybe meet up for a coffee.” She couldn’t shake her own unease at his change in demeanor. It was too abrupt, too forced. Fuck, she’d made a right mess of this and she hadn’t even started.
 Rosemary choked down her own anxiety and answered, “That sounds like a plan...I’ll see you soon.” She pulled the phone from her ear and hit end before she allowed herself to think further on it. Dammit. Dammit. Dammit. Forcing herself to take a deep breath, she shoved her phone back into her bag and hurried inside to find Adam.
 He was waiting for her by the hostess station and extended an arm as she approached. Rosemary allowed herself to accept it as they were led to a small table near the back of the restaurant. They were left with a cheery smile and menus to peruse. Rosemary sat, draping the strap of her bag across the back of her chair, and plucked up a menu to bury her face behind. She watched over its top as Adam settled into his own seat, menu in hand. How many times had they done this? How many evenings and afternoons and late mornings had she passed with him, here, content? Hundreds most likely. And now here they were again. It was both exhilarating and terrifying, especially now when she wasn’t sure where they stood. What any of this actually meant.
 Adam placed the menu softly on the table and smiled gently at her. “I’m pretty certain nothing here has changed over much.”
 Rosemary nodded, “No, not really. It was quite a shock how similar things were last time I was here.”
 A curious look crossed Adam’s features, “When were you here last?”
 It was an innocuous question but something in his eyes made Rosemary hesitate before answering. “A month or so back...I went with a friend,” she admitted finally.
 “Oh.”
 Rosemary cleared her throat awkwardly, “It was a surprise. I didn’t know we were coming until we turned up at the door.” She wasn’t sure why she felt the need to justify any of this to him, but she couldn’t seem to stop herself. “But no,” she continued on, “it really hasn’t changed all that much.”
 Adam nodded silently and Rosemary very much regretted opening her mouth at all. Was she going to stick her foot firmly in her mouth like this the entire night? A petite red-head, Chloe her name tag proclaimed, chose that moment to approach their table. She quickly introduced herself and made a prompt spiel of the days’ specials before asking if they were in fact ready to order. Adam exchanged a glance with Rosemary who nodded.
 Once their orders were placed and Chloe had left with their menus, Adam turned his attention back to Rosemary. She felt flushed under his gaze, uneasy and tense, and she could clearly see the storm of uncertainty in his eyes. She wanted desperately to ask him what he wanted, what was wrong, but was scared half to death of actually knowing. She hated that feeling, hated that she felt so uncomfortable and uncertain with a man she had once thought could be her forever.
 But he said nothing and neither did she.
 Chloe returned after several minutes with their drinks which served to break some of the tension between them. “Rose,” Adam started once Chloe had walked away. Rosemary raised her eyes to his in silent question. “I had a solid plan in mind for tonight. I knew just what I was going to say and what I hoped you would say in return.” He laughed quietly to himself and took a quick sip of his drink before clearing his throat and continuing. “But now that we’re here...That you’re here...I don’t know how to start.”
 Rosemary blinked at him before taking a sip of her own drink. “Whatever it is, Adam, just say it. It can’t be that bad, can it?” Her voice held far more confidence that she felt. But whatever he had to say she knew things would not rest well between them until he said it.
 Adam rubbed the side of his neck with his hand. “You make it sound so easy.” He paused, dropping his hand back into his lap. “I’ve been thinking a lot since we parted. About so many things. And not a day goes by that I don’t regret not asking you to come with me. We were happy, we worked, but I was scared….So ridiculously scared that if I asked you wouldn’t choose me, choose us. So I didn’t say anything and then you didn’t say anything either and then it was too late.” His eyes bore into hers, pleading with her to understand what he meant, why he needed to say this now. “I love you, Rose. I always have. I know that at one point you loved me too. And I know it’s probably too little and far too late, but I wanted to know if you thought of me too. If you regretted it as well. And if you did, do you think we could try again. See if there is anything left for us to build on.”
 “Oh Adam.” His name tumbled from her lips in a choked whisper. She could feel herself flash between hot and cold as dread, elation, confusion, and despair flooded through her in large, arcing circles. She didn’t know what to say, what to think. “Adam,” she started again, her voice a touch stronger, “Oh Adam...How could we try this when you aren’t going to be here…” It had been the first coherent thing to pop into her head. His life was in America now, her’s was here. There would still be an ocean between both physically and she feared emotionally too. Why now?
 Adam rubbed the back of his neck and took a quick sip of water. Seeming to gather himself, he leaned forward and asked, “But what if I’m not.”
 She stared at him in stunned confusion as his words slowly sank in. “Wh-what?”
 He cleared his throat. “The office here…They have an opening…” he trailed off hopefully.
 Rosemary felt her heart clench in her chest. This had been everything she had wanted, everything she had hoped to hear in those first six months after he had gone. But not now; now it was far, far too late. She wanted to scream at the injustice of it all. Wanted to cry as she looked at the man sitting before her, a good man who loved her, but he wasn’t the right man. She opened her mouth to respond, to tell him not to take the job, not if it was just for her. Not to do any of this for just her. But Adam raised his hand to silence her.
 “No,” he started, “Please don’t answer me now. I know I’ve thrown a lot at you. Too much probably. But please don’t answer now. Just think about it. Take a couple of days and just think. Please.”
 Rosemary shut her mouth and nodded. She knew her answer now and knew in her heart that a day or two would make no difference. But she knew he had his pride and she couldn’t bring herself to crush it, not then. Not like this. Not in this place with both their nerves so frayed. No, she would give him tonight.
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areusittingcomfortably · 7 years ago
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… I love you.
As the last notes of the song die away, whatever resolve Grace has left fades too and her tears start to flow. Everything that’s happened in the last few weeks, the attempts on her life and Harris’s, taking two lives herself, Zoe leaving for Africa, and now losing Darius… all catching up with her.
Harris holds her and lets her cry. He knows he’s lost her, knows she’s in love with Darius, and hates himself for letting it happen, for not believing in her, for not fighting for her. He wants to hate Darius too, but he can’t. The person he’s angry with is himself. He’s not even really angry, he just feels… drained.
Harris looks around at the extraordinary sight of the Salvation. How the hell did Darius do all this, without anyone knowing? How can he hate the man that’s given them their best, and maybe only, chance of survival? Everything you need for years, he’d told them. But, where? They’ll need food, water, somewhere for everyone to sleep, and for how long? 30 days? 100 days? What if the counter measures fail, and launching the Salvation is the only viable alternative? How will they operate it without Darius? Where is the astronaut he spoke of? What about oxygen? Fuel?
Harris’s mind begins to race with questions that need answers, things that need to be resolved, the adrenalin kicking in to fight his fatigue.
Without realising, he relaxes his hold on Grace, who steps back, wiping away her tears.
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“The uranium,” he murmurs, noticing the canisters on the lower level, “it was for this?” Grace nods.
“So, you knew about this?” he frowns. How many secrets had they kept from one another?
She nods again, trying to pull herself together. “But, not until later,” she clarifies, “I thought it was for the EM drive. Liam and I found out this is where Darius was when NASU was hacked - it’s how I knew he didn’t do it.”
“And why he couldn’t give us an alibi, even when…” Harris closes his eyes, and rubs his hands over his face, sickened at what he’d gone along with, wishing he could absolve himself of responsibility for water boarding Darius and blame it on Claire, but knowing he can’t. “He was protecting this. And you.”
“Yes.” (barely a whisper).
Something else is dawning on Harris, “He knew it would come to this.”
“He… feared it would.”
“Then, why isn’t he here? If he saw this coming?”
Grace opens her mouth to share what Darius told her, but her emotions get the better of her and she turns away, only to find herself face-to-face with Tess, and two young girls.
“Grace!” Tess exclaims, relieved to find someone she knows, but clearly confused and concerned, “Where’s Darius? I haven’t seen him. Except…” she gestures to the screen above them.
“Theresa.” Grace manages, surprised, but only for a moment. Of course Darius wouldn’t leave her behind. “He’s not here.” she manages, her voice breaking.
“What do you mean, not here?” Tess demands, astounded.
Seeing that Grace is in no fit state to respond, Harris steps in to explain “He had to lock the doors manually, from inside Tanz.”
“You mean, he’s not coming with us?!” Theresa’s surprise and alarm is palpable. “Why?”
“That’s just what I was wondering.” he says looking at Grace.
For a moment Theresa stands silently torn between shock and confusion, then her hands fly to her mouth, with a soft cry of “Oh!” suddenly understanding.
“What?” Harris asks, by now wondering who the hell this woman is, and how she knows Darius – and Grace, apparently.
“The Huntington’s…” Theresa whispers, turning to Grace fearfully “…has he started showing symptoms?”
“I, I don’t think so.” Grace stammers. But even as she says it, she remembers Darius clutching his hand as though it was cramping, and she wonders.
Theresa continues quietly, “It’s what killed Claudia, his mother. It came on so gradually that, with us being around her all the time, we didn’t immediately notice, but when Darius came home from England for the holidays, he saw right away that something was wrong. We must have been 16, 17? It seems so long ago.” Tess is lost in her memories for a moment. “Her symptoms developed slowly at first, but things escalated quickly at the end. Lazlo took me to see her at the hospice, a few months before she died, but… by then she didn’t recognise anyone but Darius.” Theresa looks sad, whether for Darius or his mother, is impossible to tell.
Harris surmises that she must be Lazlo’s sister. After an appropriate moment of silence, he holds out his hand in introduction, “Harris Edwards.”
“Yes, I recognise you.” Theresa is suddenly brisk, “The Secretary of Defence. I’m Theresa Petersen… but everyone calls me Tess.”
Tess?! Harris looks sharply at Grace, who gives him the briefest of looks that confirms his suspicions.
“Darius and I grew up together. Before his uncle stole him away.”
The note of bitterness doesn’t escape Harris. Clearly they were more than just childhood friends. Theresa shakes it off quickly. “And these are my two…”
She’s interrupted by the arrival of Karissa. “Where’s Liam?” she demands.
“Just over there …” Harris gestures, but as they turn to where Liam was, only minutes ago, there’s only Jillian, looking tearful and being comforted by one of the 160 team.
“Jillian?” Karissa asks again, urgently, “Where’s Liam?”
“Gone!” she croaks.
“What do you mean gone?” Harris frowns. “Gone where?”
“After Darius. He said there was something he had to tell him and it couldn’t wait.” Jillian begins to sob again, and Grace reaches out to her. She embraces the younger woman tightly, trying not to imagine the worst.
Karissa eyes Grace curiously, but doesn’t remark on it. She’s had suspicions. She turns back to Harris, “Darius gave me this. I was supposed to give it to Liam.” she hands him a Tanz tablet. “It’s the blueprints for the rocket, and for this place.” she gestures around them, apparently in awe.
Harris looks at her oddly. “You didn’t know about this?”
“No. I handled most of his daily business, but not the Mars project. That was Lazlo’s domain.” she acknowledges Tess awkwardly before continuing, “I had no idea they’d gotten so far with it. I guess that explains the missing billion, and why he wouldn’t tell Nicholas about it.”
“It explains a lot.” Harris agrees. He turns on the tablet and Karissa helps him open up the plans for the bunker. “We need to work out where everyone’s going to sleep, how much food and water we have. Develop a roster and so on.” he comments.
“Let me help.” offers Tess. “I’ve gotten pretty good at bringing order to chaos thanks to these two.” she smiles at her girls. The look on her face suggests she needs to keep busy as much as Harris does.
He turns to Grace, not wanting to abandon her, but really needing to do something useful. “Go,” she encourages, “we’ll join you in a while.”
Harris turns to Karissa, “Do you know who’s here?”
She shakes her head. “I have a list of staff who signed in today, but I don’t know if they’re all here. And Jillian sent an automated message to shortlisted candidates in the immediate vicinity, but I don’t know who made it in time.”
“Okay,” Harris starts thinking aloud “Can you take a role call? Get everyone to write down their name, occupation, next of kin. That kind of thing. If there are any couples, families, friends, keep them together.” Karissa nods, and within seconds is waving her clipboard and rounding everyone up.
Harris turns to Tess and the girls. “I’m going to investigate the sleeping quarters. Could you find out which stores have the food and bedding in?” he swipes through the plans, showing Tess where to look. Darius might be good at designing rockets, he thinks, but he’s not very good at organising supplies: none of the rooms marked “stores” actually specify what’s in them. Tess frowns at the tablet and then touches “Store 01”. A list of contents pops up. She touches a few more until she finds the one with the bedding. Harris says nothing but mentally curses Darius for not even letting him have this small victory.
“I’ll tell Karissa to send them down to me to pick up their bedding, then I’ll send them up to you, and you can show them where to sleep.” Tess suggests.
Harris agrees, and heads up the staircase to the next floor, where the dorms are located.
He returns some time later to find Grace and Jillian sitting talking quietly.
“There are beds for 160 people in the dorms. Mostly 8-person bunks, with a few rooms for 2 and 4. Karissa and I have been allocating space. I put Theresa and her kids in one of the 2 bed rooms, the girls were happy to share a bunk.” Harris hesitates, “I don’t think they really understand what’s going on, Theresa told them it was like school camp but for grown-ups. I’ve put you both into another.”
Grace manages a smile, ��Thanks. And you?” she asks.
“I found the astronaut Darius mentioned, I’ll share with him. We… uh, we don’t have beds for everyone in the dorms. A few will have to sleep on the rocket.”
Grace looks up sharply. “How many people are there?”
“193.” Jillian answers, automatically. “191.” she corrects. Liam and Darius…
“What happens if…”
“We’ll deal with that problem another day.” says Harris grimly. “It may not come to that.”
“But what if it does?”
“We start with the people on the list.” Jillian says slowly, “Not all of them will have made it in time, but those that have were chosen for a reason. Then there’s Darius’s personal selects – the two of you, me, Liam…”
“Wait,” Harris interrupts, surprised, “Darius selected me?” Somehow he’d assumed Darius meant there was room in the bunker for him, when he’d been explaining about the Salvation to the President, not the rocket itself.
“Yes. Both of you. And Zoe.” Grace and Harris exchange glances. “He had us do genetic and psychological testing for all of you. Ten of us in all, not including him. Theresa Peterson and her kids, Karissa, Catherine Adams. Catherine is over the age limit for the general selection, but she passed all the other tests. We all did, except…”
“Him.” Grace finishes bleakly.
“Who’s Catherine Adams?” Harris asks curiously.
“She’s paid for this.” Grace responds.
“She’s also the one who sold her shares to Nicholas and nearly lost Darius his company.” Karissa spits venomously, approaching Harris. “I’d have told her to go fuck herself.”
They all turn to look at her, surprised at the outburst.
“Were you… and Darius…?” Harris stumbles, voicing what they’re all thinking.
“Oh, God no!”
Harris looks sceptical.
“Really, no!” Karissa says more emphatically, but it doesn’t look like they believe her.
She sighs, she’d prefer to keep her private life to herself, but under the circumstances that’s impossible anyway, “You see that woman over there? The red-head in the lab coat directing people to rooms? That’s my wife, Alex. One of the finest electronic engineers in the country.” she adds, with pride. “She’s been working with Darius since the early days. She recommended me when he was looking for a new executive assistant.”
Karissa grins, remembering, “Apparently the previous one developed a bit of a thing for him and wouldn’t put any female callers through. Unfortunately, one of them was then Governor MacKenzie, and Darius was not amused and decided it was time to fire her. So, I turned out to be the perfect candidate.”
Harris barks with laughter, and even Grace and Jillian can’t help but crack a smile. “Well, it’s good to know there’s at least a couple of women immune to his charm.” he murmurs.
“Make that three.” Jillian interjects.
“I’m sorry,” Karissa continues, “it’s just that if Darius had lost the company, we’d probably both have lost our jobs, so… Catherine can go to hell as far as I’m concerned.”
“Is that so?” comes an icy voice behind her. “Perhaps now’s a good time to remind you that if I hadn’t invested in the Mars project, we’d probably all be buried under a pile of rubble. Even you.” Catherine adds pointedly.
“Catherine… nice to see you again.” Grace extends a hand swiftly, trying to smooth the situation over and not think about piles of rubble.
“Ms. Barrows.” Catherine shakes her hand cordially, before turning back to Karissa. “I take it Darius never told you who bailed him out the two times he went bankrupt? Neither of you would even have jobs if it weren’t for me.”
“And him.” Karissa retorts, loyally.
Catherine concedes this point, and the tension begins to dissipate. “He’s always been terrible with money,” she sighs, “but brilliant in every other way. I’ve never regretted my investment.”
“Then why did you sell your shares to Nicholas?” Karissa challenges.
“Well, I obviously wasn’t going to get a quick return on my investment in this, and I needed some money for another project I’ve been working on. I knew Geoff Richards was thinking about selling his shares – he never really supported Darius moving away from communications technology and into the space race – so I figured I’d be able to buy back in when I had the money again.”
Now it’s Karissa’s turn to look sceptical.
“I honestly had no idea Nicholas wanted to oust Darius as CEO, or I’d have never agreed to it. He told me he wanted to strengthen family interests in the company.” Grace can see that Catherine is sincere, but Karissa is still unimpressed.
Harris steps in, “Karissa, you wanted to speak to me?”
“Yes. Paul Kozlowski…” Harris looks at her blankly “The pushy guy, agricultural scientist, no social skills? He wants to know what happens next.”
Harris sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. “For now, let’s just get everyone to their rooms and settled in. Make sure they know where the bathrooms are, but until we know how much water we’ve got, no showers, no laundry. Tell him we’ll have a briefing in a couple of hours. Find me when everyone knows where they’re going.” Karissa nods and leaves.
“I’ll show you to your room.” he offers Grace and Jillian. “Do you know where you’re sleeping?” he asks Catherine.
She nods but doesn’t move away. “Ms. Barrows… may I speak to you for a moment, alone?”
Grace has had about as much as she can handle for one day, but pauses. Harris and Jillian continue a short distance away.
“I don’t know how long you’ve known Darius?”
“Not long.” Grace confesses, realising that in fact, she’s only known him a few months.
Catherine nods. “Well, as you know, I’ve known him a long time. And better than most. I’ve seen him stumble, and fall, and fail, over and over. I’ve seen him make awful business decisions, usually with good intentions, but terrible none the less. But,” she looks directly at Grace, “I’ve never seen him give up. He tries, he fails, he tries again. And if something really doesn’t work he tries something new. There’s nothing he loves more than a challenge. It’s never been about the money for him, it’s always been about solving problems, trying to find the impossible solution. That’s why my husband,” she pauses to cross herself, “God rest his soul, and I, continued to back him, despite everything.”
“Your husband?” Grace is unable to hide her surprise, “But, I thought you and Darius…”
“Yes.” Catherine acknowledges, and for a moment her expression is unreadable, “It’s a long story, for some other time. Look, maybe this is none of my business, but I saw you leave earlier and I saw him go after you. If I’m not mistaken, you care for each other – as more than just collaborators. I’ve known him a long time and I’ve never seen him look at someone the way he looked at you.”
You haven’t met Tess, Grace thinks, swallowing hard, and suddenly feeling like she’s going to cry again. Seeing her distress, Catherine reaches out to steady her.
“Ms. Barrows, Grace…” she says gently, “I don’t know what’s happening up there, but I do know Darius, and if anyone can find a way out of this mess, he can. Please believe that. As long as he’s breathing, he’ll be working on a solution. We don’t need him in here – we need him out there. In 30 days he’ll be stepping out of that elevator with a big grin on his face telling everyone to stop mucking around and get back to work. You mark my words.”
She says it with such utter conviction that Grace knows she’s not just offering up a platitude, she really believes it.
She gives the older woman a grateful smile, as Catherine walks away, realising she might have been too hasty to judge her (and Darius’s relationship with her), suddenly curious to get to know her better.
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kinkykinard · 8 years ago
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W is for Wheezing (23/26)
Fandom: Star Trek (AOS/TOS). Pairing:  None, reader and Bones friendship. Prompt: Fic 23 of 26 in the CMO’s Log – A to Z series.  Click here for a listing of all the fics in this series!  W is for Wheezing. Word Count: 2649. Warnings: anxiety, asthma attack. Rating: All ages. Author’s Note: This fic was inspired by a discussion I had with a clueless pharma rep the other day, who tried to tell me that beta-blockers are totally 100% safe for asthma patients.  I wonder if I should print this out and attach a copy of it to the list of thousands of academic sources I can pull up that say otherwise…  Academy era.
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W is for Wheezing You glance at your watch and pop the tablet you’re palming into your mouth, chasing it with a sip of water.  You’ve got just over an hour until you’re due to give your first major faculty-wide research presentation and your nerves are so bad that you’re feeling weak in the knees even in your seated position. You just pray that the medication you’d been prescribed the day before will help soothe the anxiety you’re feeling. You know your stuff, but generalized anxiety doesn’t take holidays, especially where crowds of people are concerned.  The pill, as stated by your prescribing physician, is meant to regulate your heart rate so that you’re not feeling the pervasive physical anxiety you’ve come to associate with public speaking. As the minutes tick by with other cadets presenting their projects, you shift anxiously in your seat, waiting, hoping for some sign that the medication is working.  Your symptoms don’t seem to be improving much, however, as you flatten a hand to your chest and realize that your heart is still pounding away as hard and fast as ever.
Your name is called a short while later and you try to smile as you make your way up to the podium, swallowing thickly as the holo screen behind you brings up images of your research.  You’re so anxious that even your breathing is becoming labored and you fight to keep it together as you begin your talk, discussing the longevity of heavy metals deposited in wetland sediments in the early twenty first century and their effects on local fauna. The presentation lasts a half hour, with a period for questions at the end, and by the time it’s over you’re about ready to faint.  Something feels wrong – worse than just your normal anxiety – and you make your way out the nearest door during the intermission between your presentation and the next, hurrying toward the campus medical building.  You feel like you’re having an asthma attack, but it’s much more severe than what you’re used to.  You curse inwardly as you grope around for your inhaler and realize you’d left it in your quarters this morning.  Hoping you can hold on for a while still, you pick up the pace a bit. As you walk in through the medical centre’s door, you clutch your chest and pause long enough to take a few breaths. No matter how hard you try, you can’t get a full breath in and your chest aches with the effort.  You’re beginning to feel dizzy and so you push onward, making your way to the reception desk, your hands shaking as you reach it and lean against the counter. “Can I help you?”  The receptionist asks, glancing at you over her computer screen. “I need to see Dr. Harper,” you wheeze. “Something’s wrong.” “I’m sorry, Dr. Harper isn’t in today,” the receptionist says lightly.  “Scan your ID badge here and I’ll put you in the queue to see someone else, or I can book you in for Friday when he gets back.” Resigned, you pull your badge out of your pocket and run it over the sensor on the desk, turning to find a seat.  Your breathing is noisy and uneasy as you scan the waiting room, and you’re just about to take a step toward a nearby empty chair when you feel a hand land on your shoulder. “Are you alright?”  A man’s voice asks, clearly concerned. You turn to face its owner and find yourself staring at a tall, handsome, hazel-eyed man who looks really familiar. It takes you a second to realize that he’s been in a few of your classes and you shake your head as you sift through your memory, trying to recall his name. “No,” you reply.  “I can’t breathe.” “Y/N, is it?”  The man – a doctor, you realize – asks.  “Come on, follow me.” You allow yourself to be led through a door off to the side of the waiting room and escorted down a short hallway, into an exam room.  The doctor gestures for you to take a seat on the bio bed as he picks a PADD up off of the desk, pulling up your file.  You climb onto the bed and sit down, watching the doctor as he picks up a tricorder and steps toward you. “I’m sorry,” you say hoarsely.  “I can’t remember your name.” “McCoy,” he answers as he reaches up to scan you with the instrument.  “Leonard McCoy.  Now, tell me what’s going on, Cadet.” You shrug. “I just finished giving a presentation,” you answer as he waves the tricorder around your neck and chest.  “I started feeling short of breath while I was on stage. I thought it was just anxiety, but it kept getting worse.  Then I thought it was my asthma, but this isn’t what that normally feels like, either.” The doctor frowns as he sets his tricorder down and his gaze locks with yours.  He gestures to your regulation uniform. “I’ll need you to remove your jacket,” he instructs.  “Is your asthma well controlled?” “Yes,” you reply, unzipping your top and shrugging out of it.  “I usually only need to use my inhaler if I’m exerting myself in the cold.  I haven’t had much of a problem with it since moving to San Fran, but back in Montana it tended to act up in the winter time.” The doctor makes a noncommittal noise and steps closer, running his fingertips over your neck and collarbones, not eliciting any tenderness. “Any allergies?”  He continues. You shake your head, watching Leonard as he steps away from your bedside and turns his attention to a drawer across the room.  He fiddles with something out of sight for a moment and then turns to face you once more, holding up a hypo.  Sighing, you obediently tip your head to the side without being asked, earning yourself a small smile from the physician. “Why can’t all of my patients be so accommodating?”  He asks wryly.  “Just a bit of a sting here.” The pinch of the injection barely even registers and you’re relieved as you begin to feel the tightness in your chest easing within moments.  On the heels of the relief, however, is more anxiety as whatever he just gave you begins to jack up your heart rate.  You swallow thickly and gasp softly as your heart gallops away in your chest, making you dizzy. “Let’s get you lying down,” Dr. McCoy suggests, giving you a hand as you swivel around on the bed and pull your legs up so you can lie back.  “You’ll feel better in a few minutes, the drug I gave you to help your breathing just has a tendency to put your fight-or-flight response into overdrive.” You feel a little bit better lying down and you close your eyes for a moment, focusing on finally being able to take deep breaths again as the doctor reads your vital signs where they’re being displayed on the bio bed’s readout screen. “Are you taking any medications besides the inhaler?”  He asks. “Just the Salbutamol,” you reaffirm. “Oh, I guess contraceptives count, too, right?  I get the injections every three months.  I took something to help with the anxiety today, too, but it didn’t help much.” You blink your eyes open as a shadow is cast across your face and you’re met with Leonard leaning in over you, sparing you from the bright overhead lamps. “What was it?”  He queries. You shrug and reach for your jacket, fishing around in one of the pockets.  You pull out the small bottle that contains the tablets you were given and read the label. “Propranolol, forty milligrams,” you answer, holding the bottle out to him. His expression as he takes the bottle from you to inspect it is equal parts concerned and furious and you find yourself shrinking back away from him a little. “Who prescribed these for you?”  He questions, his tone strained. “Dr. Harper,” you reply.  “I came in yesterday because someone had told me that they take it to help them with social anxiety and I have a public speaking problem, so I thought they might help.” The doctor’s mouth forms a silent word that looks a suspicious lot like fuck before he rolls his eyes and sets the pill bottle aside.  He glances at your vitals again and reaches out to take your wrist, manually feeling your pulse.  You must look confused because his expression softens once more and he meets your gaze. “All these machines can tell me everything I need to know,” he expands.  “Every little detail about your physical condition – your temperature, heart rate, blood pressure, you name it – but nothing compares to a good, old-fashioned physical exam.  The integrity of your pulse is just as important to me as the rate.” His momentary foray into the hows and whys is not enough to distract you from the emotions you had witnessed on his face just moments before. “Is there something wrong?”  You ask, worried now.  “Should I not have taken that pill?” “Not necessarily,” he replies.  “This medication should just always be used with caution in someone with known asthma – it can precipitate an asthma attack.” Your brows furrow in concern. “He never told me that,” you murmur as the doctor lets go of your wrist. “Did you tell him you had asthma when he took your medical history?”  Leonard prods further as he crosses the room and opens a drawer, pulling out an old-fashioned stethoscope. “He knew about it,” you explain as he returns to your side and pauses to let you finish.  “He saw it in my chart and asked me a lot of the same questions you are.” Leonard nods and slips the stethoscope on, adjusting it to his comfort and reaching out to press the disc to your chest. You breathe as per his instructions, deeply, in through your nose and out through your mouth.  It doesn’t take him long to finish his exam and within moments, he’s hanging the stethoscope around his neck for lack of anywhere else to put it and leaning in over you. “Your wheezing has improved, but it hasn’t gone all together,” he supplies.  “I’m going to keep you here for an hour to make sure your asthma doesn’t flare up again when the hypo wears off.  Afterward, I’ll send you home with a prescription for some steroids to keep the inflammation in your lungs down for a few days, at least until the propranolol has worked its way out of your system.” You feel like there’s an unspoken third part to his sentence as you prop yourself up on your elbows.  The racing of your heart has slowed a bit and you’re feeling a lot better, so you slowly sit up all the way, resting your palms on your thighs as you watch the doctor enter some notes into his PADD. “You’re on Dr. Harper’s patient roster,” Dr. McCoy comments.  “But if you’ll allow it, I’d like to transfer your care to another physician.” You’re confused as you look over and meet his gaze when he glances up from the PADD.  It isn’t lost on him that you need context and he sighs as he sets the tablet down, approaching your bedside once more. “While your medical history is by no means complicated, you need an attending physician who pays more attention to detail,” he explains.  “Dr. Harper is a brand new attending and needs to spend a little more time with his nose to the grindstone and learning how to talk to patients.  I’d feel more comfortable if you were under the care of someone more practiced.” “Like you?”  You ask with a smile. To your surprise, the man whom you’re used to seeing serious and often grumpy chuckles, shrugging his shoulders. “I was going to suggest Dr. Yue, but if you’d prefer to leave your care to me, I’d be happy to take you on as a patient,” he says warmly. “I’m sure you’ll do right by me,” you say with a giggle.  “Thank you, Dr. McCoy.” He waves off your words. “Please, call me Leonard,” he insists, glancing at the screen displaying your vitals for a moment before returning his attention to you.  “We’re in some of the same classes, I figure we may as well be on a first name basis.” You nod, feeling more at ease around him than you ever have around a doctor before.   “Speaking of classes, have you finished the assignment for astronomy yet?”  You ask playfully.  “I’m stuck on number six.” He rolls his eyes and wipes a hand over his face, looking exasperated. “I haven’t even started it,” he admits. “I’ve been up to my eyeballs in a xenophysiology paper.  I may be good at human medicine, but other species are a whole new ball game.” “I can imagine,” you sympathize, rapping your knuckles on the bio bed beneath you.  “Whenever you let me out of here, why don’t I stick around until your break? I can help you with that assignment as a thank you.” “That’s not necessary,” Leonard says with a shake of his head, stopping to meet your eyes again.  “But I’d love it if you did.  It’s always less of a pain in the ass doing homework with someone else. Misery loves company, right?” Amusement twinkles in your eyes as you hold his gaze, enthralled by the dance of the greens and browns in his irises. Your heart flutters and the bio bed registers the sudden palpitations, getting the doctor’s attention. “I’ve got a break coming up soon,” he offers. “Looks like you’re still recovering from that hypo.  Go ahead and lie back for a little while.  I’ll come by to check on you just before my break and if you’re feeling alright, we can get some lunch and look over that assignment.  How’s that sound?” You can feel your cheeks flushing as you nod, just thanking the stars that he’d attributed your accelerated heart rate to something other than attraction. “Great,” you answer.  “I’ll be here with bells on!” He laughs and nods, reaching up to put a hand on your shoulder.  He encourages you wordlessly to lie back and you comply easily, shifting around until you’re comfortable.  You watch Leonard as he presses a few buttons on the bio bed, patching its signal through to the nurses’ station and his PADD so you can be monitored remotely.  He’s finished within seconds and giving you one last smile as he turns to leave. “Just relax, darlin’,” Leonard says softly, dimming the lights so they’re not burning your retinas.  “I’ll be back to check on you soon.” “Looking forward to it,” you call to his retreating back. As the door to the room slides closed, you can’t help but grin like a maniac.  You squeal and bury your face in your hands, giggling like a schoolgirl with a crush on the hottest boy in the class, which you sort of are at this point. Hearing the bio bed signal a warning that your heart rate was creeping up again made you suck in a breath in an attempt to calm down lest you bring anyone running and embarrass yourself. You spend the next little while simply lying there, counting the seconds as they pass by, waiting for the handsome doctor to return.  Despite the scare you’d had over the shortness of breath, you’re recovering quickly and looking forward to the date you never would have had if it wasn’t for another doctor’s glaring oversight.  Perhaps you should be angry, but you just can’t find it in yourself as the memory of Leonard’s warm touch and concerned gaze flash in your mind, reminding you that you’ll be looking into those eyes again very soon, getting lost without a care in the world.
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