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hibiscusandmilktea · 1 year ago

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They named a lower classification of bees after the phrase bazinga, also they look like hummingbirds kind of??

They also named an asteroid after Sheldon ( 246247 Sheldoncooper (2007 SP14) )

Here's some information about it if you'd like to look at it

#bees #asteroids #bazinga #sheldon cooper #big bang theory #this feels very surreal #I spent way too much time looking to the subject #but hey I was bored and I cured my boredom a bit

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choccy-milky · 5 months ago

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💖🎊the end, & thank you for reading!!🎊💖

im so thankful for all the support i got on this story, and i wouldn't have finished it if not for all of you, and for the love i got for seb and clora. so thank you again for giving me the motivation to write this 600k+ monster, and to see it through to the very end. LOVE YALL💖🫶 (ao3/wattpad)

#THAAATS ALL FOLKS #so surreal that after over a year i wont have the thought in the back of my mind of 'oh i need to start on the next chap soon'#its freeing but also empty🥲 im sure ill still have moments where im like CRAP I NEED TO UPDATE--oh wait nvm LOL #sebastian sallow x mc #hogwarts legacy #sebastian sallow #sebastian sallow x oc #sebastian x mc #clora clemons #hogwarts legacy fanfiction #choccyart #my first ever longfic i managed to finish... all my other attempts in other fandoms i fizzled out at like 60k or 70k words #all thanks to yall supporting my brainrot 🙏🙏whether it was a year ago or a day ago🙏#there are some regular readers i had in the VERY beginning that i still think about BAHAHA......hope theyre doing good #and if they ever remember my fic and think about reading it again AT LEAST ITS ACTUALLY COMPLETE AND GOOD TO GO WOO #i feel so accomplished...SIDEQUEST COMPLETE😤

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wuntrum · 6 months ago

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the new artwork i made for orville peck's current stampede tour 🤠 you can find these on t-shirts riiiight nowwww!

#my art #orville peck #as always very grateful and thankful for the opportunity :')#feels surreal seeing the stuff i make on my little ipad actually out in the world #...sorry again the shirts are $40 though 😭 NOT my doing i promise

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icewindandboringhorror · 4 months ago

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I made a few new wax seal stamps out of clay (like the ones I did for my worldbuilding stuff forever ago), this time just of random symbols that I thought might look good done in the style of painting over the raised part of the wax or etc. :0c Some of them aren't carved deep enough to really show up that well, but overall they worked okay for being clay lol

#wax seal #crafts #wax stamp #stationery #Window one is kind of stinky.. I was imagining like a swirly night sky sort of looking thing so it would be a surreal contrast of a night #sky with a window in the middle that shows a daytime sky - but the silver and purple wax kind of mixed too much together #with the black and it just looks very plain black and not all that starry or anything hjbhj.. Of course the eye is probably my favorite #since all I ever do is draw eyes and still like eye imagery for some reason. The four leaf clover is very lumpy and skrunkty but also it wa #the smallest in size out of all of them so was easier to do multiple stamps of just to try it out.#The heart with eyes wax is actually more swirly in person. I wanted it to be a mix of light pink and red and white. and the wax #did kind of all blend together but in person you can definitely see MORE of the intentional swirlyness. in this it just looks plain pink.#I was going to do one eye in the heart but it looked weird. but now two seems too plain. i could have done 3?? in a pattern.. hmm #alas. I wish I could make actual metal ones. With the clay i have to paint them in a thin layer of olive oil before stamping because #otherwise the wax just kind of gets stuck in the grooves of the clay and then you can't pull it up. Very wacky ''unprofessional'' looking #set up where I'm hot gluing circles of sculpey clay to short stumps of a wooden dowel that I sawed apart with a serrated bread knife #and then using an old paintbrush to put olive oil on them whilst holding a spoon over a yankee candle flame hjbjh #ANYWAY.. I think if I were middle class/rich/etc. this would be one of the main things in my crafting room is like.. SO many colors #of wax. and all different custom made stamps designed by me. which could be much more elaborate in actual metal.. muahaha.... >:)c #RHGghhh... I actually don't want to talk much about it since (this is probably just my Obsessed With My Own World Artist Delusions) I #think I have a really cool idea for a game that could genuinely be successful if i ever get to make it and I don't want to give #everything away and spoil the whole plot/concept in hopes that one day I can actually do it - BUT - a game that I'd like to make after the #visual novel I'm making now has partially to do with the main character working as a sort of writer/scribe/artist assistant in an elven #city (set in my world/with my worldbuilding species and versions of elves and etc) and I was thinking of maybe incorporating #somehow being able to collect little writing type items like these like.. you can get different wax seal patterns or pens or etc. when I do #stuff like this in Real Life it always makes me think of that like.. ouh... this is good research.. what it shall be like to be a littol #elf collecting wax seals and such.. indeed... GRR i need to be finished with my current game NOWWW... i MUST work on other #thingss... aughh... ANYWAY.. yay. accomplishment to do One Single Thing other than Sit In The Summer Heat And Rot #though also hilarious as this was the first cool-ish day that was below 80F in a while hgvh #waking up like 'wow.. i actually feel okay today?? like I could do things?? how mysterious.. I wonder why..?? :0'' Its The Weather You Fool #Tis Always The Weather

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wikitpowers · 6 months ago

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the fact that ty is sure that he is in love with kit is making me go feral. like there is absolutely no denial of his feelings, like he knows knows. to have it officially confirmed is making me so emotional stop

#the fact that cassie officially stated this is just so??? surreal????#and not only did she say these are romantic feelings #but also that this was a romance from the very beginning #so heavily implying ty has been truly whipped for kit since the moment they met #i will never ever get over this #twp is coming so soon and she is telling us more and more info i am so full of emotions :’(#let me see my babies soon please :(#ty blackthorn #kit herondale #kit x ty #kitty #the dark artifices #the wicked powers #tda #twp #tsc

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aquanutart · 1 year ago

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they are living happily in meteor falls

#pokemon #whiscash #hoenn #pokemon ruby and sapphire #pokemon rs #aquanutart #this time i thought 'i am going to make a WHISCASH because i LOVE WHISCASH because they look very happy yet i have never drawn one'#then i thought 'i am going to make TWO WHISCASH because there is room for another one THERE'#and i put the other one THERE and they looked like this #i love whiscash i love all the things with silly happy faces #as you can see they have a very nice place here. they just use the waterfalls to go up and downstairs #i'm fascinated by meteor falls.. the pale yellow stone the quiet and mysterious vibe #being distrupted at the moment by the giant catfish falling through the ceiling #the place feels kinda surreal though and honestly i think so is a giant falling catfish

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classicslesbianopinions · 11 months ago

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the thing about being a disabled grad student is that if you want even half a chance you constantly have to not only reveal but interrogate and explain your softest most vulnerable parts. while people around you act like this is just completely normal and actually that is not the softest most vulnerable part of you and actually you are exactly the same as all of them. so you feel like you are in disguise as exactlythesame while also completely exposed. and you just have to live like that. absolutely insane

#mod felix #general disclaimer that this is my experience and this is how i feel and not necessarily how everyone feels obviously #but . i feel this way . currently #well and i think part of it is that like... people act like the institution isn't actively hostile to like. any marginalized person really #i mean this post is about disability but i'm sure it applies to other people too #and if you read this and say 'this is also how it feels to be x' i see and support you #anyway. posting this here because like... i feel like as a blog with a relatively large (for tumblr) audience like.#i feel the need to be honest and transparent about my experiences in academia #because i know there are people following us who like. want to be in academia or who already are #and like . i really like the program i'm in and i'm learning a lot but it's also a very hard thing to do even if you're totally abled #which like. i'll be honest i think the sort of person who says 'i want to learn ancient greek for the rest of my life'#is unlikely to be totally abled #like i'm not the only disabled person in my program either. and most people i interact with like.#have a base level of understanding about disability #but it's still like... surreal to operate in like. an institution that puts pressure on everyone to act like disability doesn't exist #i feel like there's just like. constant dissonance

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tetzoro · 4 months ago

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was officially selected as a team lead for a company wide project :’)

#going out to dinner to celebrate hehe #the meeting today was a bit surreal to be sat with a lot of the big bosses #i kept looking at my boss for reassurance bc im lowkey so nervous LMFAO but i played it off well enough ( i think )#going to be a lot of responsibility but also i’m just very excited + a lil proud of myself !#but i feel ready >_<#feelin shy so i’m rushing off LMFAO #₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims

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twinsfawn · 6 months ago

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i get that gore can be fun but the way some of y’all will post/reblog actual corpses on here for “aesthetic” as if that’s not someone’s loved one is fucking disgusting. the internet has rotted some of y’all’s brains so bad that you forget you’re circulating images of an actual fucking dead body, someone who had a life and people who cared about them. imagine if one of your loved ones died tragically and photos of their body were getting passed around the internet. look inward, your humanity is close to gone.

#believe me seeing dead ppl irl is not fucking ‘aesthetic’ it is so so so harrowing #i remember my first time in a cadaver lab and having the surreal experience of uncovering someone’s face #my brain could not compartmentalize at that point and i was temporarily very disturbed by the feelings it brought up #it sickens me that people take that vulnerability and use it to churn out ‘content’#and believe me i get the general idea!! fake gore in movies is fun!! someone voluntarily posting body mods or stitches or other injuries #can be interesting/cool to look at!#just literally take two seconds and think about what you’re posting/circulating #there is a line

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tankgotstuckinthecircusgate · 2 months ago

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«i had a dream about my funeral tonight» carlo after moretti's murder, who sometimes wonders if the same fate will befall him

«I sullied my youth with the most vulgar of dreams: In black cars that look like big turtles Shouting out over other people's thoughts in their skulls I'll have a dream about my funeral The bitter rubber of drunken saliva stretches and stretches, a stubborn thread And it ends, thinning When it ends, I'll be gone too Find me, find me, find me under the fence Eyes, eyes, eyelids, lips Black flame» ^ won't link the song but here's the other one that may fit the mood i guess. anyway it's a good song

«Dad, the kids are out in the yard They're burying a bird Not a pigeon or a tit Dad, give me two rubles I'll throw it in the pit Dad, we're family Don't be dramatic

Dad, my collarbone's been hurting all morning Somewhere in the middle of the yard There's a bird buried Dad, give me some milk I'll pour it in the pit»

#mafia 2 #carlo falcone #sorry i think bout death on a daily basis #just wanted to let go and make smth chaotic not caring bout the result. very random stuff again #avart #some random personal stuff:#were discussin childhood not so long ago and it feels surreal for many #feels like a fever dream. syringes in the street and in the entryway #people lying unconscious in the bushes. the evening news about the uncaught maniacs in the city #fear of cars and stories bout missing people just being grabbed and taken away #trips to the cemetery. always brought to the grave: a glass of vodka; a pack of cigarettes; butterbrot; some candy #as a kid i always imagined the dead waking up at night and taking the gifts away #a lot of talk about the dead permanently. idk idk culture here is relatively built on death #and all this when ure 4-6 yo. memories that feel completely feverish

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actualjenna · 11 months ago

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every public school has the blond boy in a sleeveless hoodie

original sketch i did under the cut teehee

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perilegs · 4 months ago

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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us

#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left #and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them #and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up #today keekki was being himself #then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it #and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those #but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew #i laid on the floor next to him #then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news #at this point i was about to call the vet anyways #and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate #so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch #crying with keekki in my arms #i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down #when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic #anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing #anyways. this fucking sucks #i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight #its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms #i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone #it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses #as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him #its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything #and that was my last moikka keekki #i hope he felt how loved he was #my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me #idk man im going to stop rambling now

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amygdalae · 4 months ago

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Oh lol btw I had sleep paralysis again a couple days ago. Just remembered that happened. Its always unpleasant for a sec realizing i fully cant move but thankfully the position woke up in was comfortable. Yes I felt the presence with me

#this isnt a joke post i get sleep paralysis maybe 1 or 2 times per year #reality feels really weird during sleep paralysis. my body not being awake feels very sluggish and surreal

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fullofcake · 1 year ago

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I cant wait to live in a place where I can go hiking everyday

Like a tiny adventure for the soul

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popcorndispenser · 5 months ago

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Hershel is actually the only character I've ever projected my dpdr onto. Idk, it fits him really well imo. Des' PTSD gives him uncontrollable fits of anger, Layton's makes him dissociate.

For those uninitiated:

#professor layton #hershel layton #desmond sycamore #jean descole #bronev bros #like I feel when you throw either into a traumatic situation at this point #des gets very proactive - FIGHT out of fight flight freeze - and channels all of his stress and fear into aggression #if he gets triggered you will KNOW because he will react very badly. and it's often embarassing for him but he's also pretty defensive #meanwhile you genuinely can't know with Layton because people attribute it to him being unflappable #something DEEPLY upsetting happens to him and he's weirdly on top of things and seems to be coping super well. but he's also kind of spacey #and doesn't seem to grasp the enormity of what he's experiencing or how fucked up it is or how he maybe SHOULD be reacting #and at some point probly he has to admit to someone that for a long time now his brain sometimes just shuts off and he stops feeling himself #the world kind of breaks down around him and becomes surreal and he's always tried to hide it so he doesn't upset anyone #it started with big things but sometimes happens in response to small #on bad days it can even be a child crying/screaming or certain names #emmy can give him a big hug #rambling over lol

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yangjeongin · 2 years ago

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HYUNJIN BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN (2023 EDITION) ↘ D-1 | accomplishments of the year

#hwang hyunjin #stray kids #bystay #createskz #malegroupsnet #a9gifs #hyunjin #flashing tw #*gif #*ccarly #*hyunjin #*carly:hyunjin #*series:hjbday23 #happy end of the countdown everyone 👏#i can't count but i think that's 14 awards????#for anyone curious asdfasdgasdg #i feel like i'm probably forgetting something but!! close enough #feels very surreal that we've reached the end after having all of these sets in my drafts for so long....thank you for the support everyone #i hope you enjoyed the countdown this year <3 see u tomorrow wheeeeee

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