#this feels a bit to extravagant lmfaoo

[kiyeuo]

　　　　 　 dripped in gold — laced with sovereignty

　　　　the radiating beauty — adorned by the candlelight

[fake-bleach]

million dollar man | derek danforth x reader

summary: Derek Danforth takes great pleasure in paying for your company and your company only. He’s also a grade A asshole, who doesn't know how to take no for an answer. You come to him on a strict schedule, and, usually, he respects your life aside from him. But, for some reason, you can’t ever seem to get a hold of an evening with your friends without his intrusions. Corrupted with need, Derek persuades you to come to him with an offer of something.. more. Something that he knows will get your attention. What happens when the night ends in a way you wouldn't possibly expect?

word count: 3k

warnings/disclaimers: (18+ only!) fem!reader (no use of y/n), slight spoilers for "the beekeeper", reader's a broke college student, substance use (reader & derek smoke a joint and get high), (that's the "more" in the summary if that matters to anyone btw), use of pet names (baby, babe), derek's an asshole and a bit toxic (as expected), maybe ooc derek but? in a way, reader makes derek want to be better, a bittt of angst but it's worth it i promise, kissing, yeaa i think that's it, part 2 will have smut ofc!, this is kinda all over the place but i hope it makes sense lmfaoo

authors note: hi! i've been so so occupied w/ college, so i apologize sincerely for my sudden, longgg hiatus :') i miss writing all of the time </3 but, i saw the beekeeper on saturday and felt the need to write again! i've been super into jhutch for the past few months, so i hope you guys enjoy this one <3 part two should be coming asap :) so, consider this my brief comeback? but not really? i'm unpredictable

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read part 2 here!

Being one of the girls Derek Danforth keeps around, you’re bound to deal with some of the bullshit that comes along with it.

But unbeknownst to you, he likes you a little more than he'd like to admit.

He hasn't seen any of the others in weeks now, his mind only occupied with his thoughts of you and when you're not around. And when you're actually with him, paying for the pleasures of your company, he can't help but want more from you when he knows that's beyond your limits.

It's simple, really.

He's a lonely man, and he knows that; knows that his personality is hard to swallow and tolerate. Knows it's pathetic that all he can do is pay for people to actually stick around.

But, there's only so much a lonely man can take.

So, that's when he starts seeing you, exclusively, ‘cause to be fair? You’re the only one who’s bothered to stay by his side for this long.

The only one who’s ever made him feel.. something.

It’s been a few months now since you started seeing Derek. The first few visits from you immediately captured his attention; your disposition being unlike any he's ever encountered before.

Being surrounded by other like-minded people such as himself, it's safe to say that it's all he's ever known. The rich and prosperous life that everyone else around him has. The ability to get anything he wants in a blink of an eye, regardless of what it was, extravagant or not.

You on the other hand? It wasn't so easy.

Maybe it was because you were so hard to get. Maybe it was because he liked the challenge.

He didn't know why he was so captivated by you. But, what he did know was the fact that he needed to.

"Hey, I know we said next week, but I need you here now."

Derek had called you, urgently as it seemed while you were out. Despite the heads up you gave him about your upcoming plans the last time you saw each other, he didn't care, and that was something you were already preparing for.

"Derek, I told you: I can't do today. We agreed that it was fine." You spoke directly into the phone, walking away from your friends at the club you were at to a quieter area; away from the deafening music that shook every inch of the perimeter.

"Are you at a club right now?"

You sighed exasperatedly, the irritation in your tone evident as you reached an empty corridor near the bathroom, body leaning against the wall. "Yes, Derek, did I have to specify my plans to you as well?"

He let out a small laugh that made you stiffen, throat tightening.

"What's with the attitude, baby? It was a harmless fuckin' question."

You were used to this with him; the casual swearing, the way he spoke to you. It was nothing new, and everything you had already adapted to.

But, God, did it annoy the fuck out of you sometimes.

"No attitude. Just wondering why the hell you need me on my day off. I'm having some fun here, is that a problem?"

"Without me? 'Course it is," He exclaimed, his voice giving off his arrogance, "Why have fun there when you could be doin' that with me here?"

You swallowed sharply and licked your bottom lip, looking up and around you as you shook your head, hesitant on his inquiry. "I don't know, Derek.. I, I'm with my friends. Promised I'd be here tonight.." You paused, "They think I 'see you too much' already, y'know?"

"Fuck what your friends think. Come on, come see me, baby. I'll make it worth your while."

He was desperate, you could tell that much.

You rolled your eyes at that, your declaration already evoking his direct persuasions. "And how would you do that, Mr. Danforth?" You teased, "You know I don't play that shit with you."

He sighed into the phone, "Got something better then. You wanna relax, clear your head a bit? Fuck, I got it all for you," He implied what you thought he did, a slight weak spot that you didn't mind partaking in once in awhile.

He knew you were stressed with college, hence why you took this job in the first place; to ease the expenses you had to deal with. He also knew what you liked.

Still, who were you if one measly opportunity to get high bought you out?

"..And?" The word trailed off your tongue, drawing it out.

"I'll pay double tonight."

Too easy. "Fine."

You straightened yourself out, preparing to make up some lousy excuse to your friends of your departure. One that you knew they'd easily figure out.

"Text me the address."

Done. You heard the ding from the speaker of his phone alert him.

"Sending a car your way. Be out in 15."

You were intrigued by Derek.

Despite how much of an asshole he was, despite the privileged life that he's been able to live; the complete opposite of what you had been given.. you were intrigued by him.

The way he ticked, the way he carried himself.

The way everyone knew so much but so little about the President's son.

You almost felt special that his desires laid with you.

The roads that grew mundane to you towards Derek's estate made your heart race, the familiarity of it all still feeling so unbelievable to fathom.

You weren't like him; you were nothing like him. So, how in the hell did you get in this position?

The abrupt stop of the car you were in snapped you out of your head, and one of the workers Derek had around opened the door for you.

"Welcome back. Mr. Danforth has been waiting for you."

You smiled at the man and nodded, thanking him gracefully as you were led into the absurdly large residence you were still foreign to.

Before you could latch your eyes onto the man expecting you, his voice introduced himself into the room first, capturing your gaze.

"There's my girl. About time." Derek spoke loudly, and proudly at that, rushing towards you eagerly. He wore a blue suit with a cheetah print button up just underneath it, and you couldn't help but admit how nice it looked on him. His outfits could be outrageous at times, but it just worked with him.

You laughed at his remark. "I saw you two days ago, Derek."

He shook his head, grinning as he pressed a small kiss to your cheek. An affectionate gesture that you agreed to in your early days with him. "Two days, too long."

You rolled your eyes and gave him a small side hug, feeling a bit more eased at his calm demeanor. It seemed like he was completely different from the Derek you spoke to on the phone. Maybe he really did just need to see you.

But you? You had no idea why he chose you.

"Well, I'm here now.. What are you gonna do with me?" You tantalized, wanting to fuck with him as much as you could. The rules you set for yourself kept him in check, but you couldn't deny how fun it was to see him squirm.

You were confident, and you knew it. You knew he wanted you. But, you knew your worth, too. You weren't going to be so easy.

At least, not unless it was on your own circumstances.

He took a deep breath and put his hand on your lower back, beginning to lead you towards the abundant living room that he had all to himself. Matter of fact, he had the entire place to himself.

He glanced at your face as you took your steps, explaining himself clearly, "Just what you agreed to, baby. Got what you want right here." He took his hand off of you, walking towards the elegant box on the sofa table that he quickly opened up.

Pulling out something small, he lifted it up to you, revealing the perfectly rolled up joint that put a slight smirk on your face.

Well, here we fucking go.

"You're staying true to your word, Danforth. Just what I like to see," You commented, walking up to him, "Well, don't keep me waiting."

He shook his head and scoffed lightly, "Get comfortable, then."

He sat on the couch and patted next to him, and you followed right along, the lighter suddenly in his hand igniting to present the orange flame that flickered in your eyes.

He placed the joint in between his lips, lighter hovering above the end of it as it makes that familiar sound, papered edges burning crisp. He takes a drag of it, shutting his eyes as he lets the smoke fill his mouth before inhaling it into his lungs. A familiar warmth already seeping into the environment around you.

Without a second to waste, he urges you to come closer, muttering out a, "C'mere baby," before he places the tip of the joint in between your lips for you.

You quickly take the chance to take a drag yourself, repeating his every move as you shut your eyes blissfully, the herbal scent of it filling your nose from Derek's own smoke escaping his mouth.

"Yeah," He draws out, "There you go," He mutters as he watches you intently, taking in your hazy state as you evidently begin to relax. "Feels good?"

You swallow as you flutter your eyes back open to him, slight butterflies spreading to your stomach.

..That was the weed. Not him. Definitely not him.

You just nodded as he pulled it away from you, sleekly mustering out, "Great. Feeling better already."

He smirked at you and cocked his head, "Already? We're just gettin' started, babe."

You huffed and leaned back against the couch, getting yourself more comfortable as you shook your head, "Alright, Mr. Professional over here. I don't smoke as much as you, you know that." You sighed.

"I know, I know, m' just fucking with you. Besides, you got me here now, anyways," He teased, scooting a bit closer to you, "C'mon, open up." He urged you, taking another drag coolly, eyes stuck on you.

You quickly listened, lips parting to open wide, expecting the sudden smoke that filled the air to hit you. He blew it out in your face, making you giggle from the feeling as your lungs took it in.

He licked his lips as his gaze lingered on yours, lips slowly closing shut as your body increasingly felt lighter, the substance overwhelming your foggy brain.

The more the seconds passed, the more his eyes darkened, consuming you completely.

A part of you couldn’t help but like it.

There was something so sensual about it. You knew that; there was no denying it. And maybe it was the weed too, but fuck, did it feel good with him right now.

Right now, Derek Danforth was not the condescending asshole that you occasionally dreaded being around.

Right now, Derek Danforth was slowly becoming the one thing that you craved the most.

Fuck, it really was the weed.

"Give me that." You distracted yourself from your heavy thoughts, reaching for the joint in between his fingers. He handed it to you and leaned back against the couch himself, body angled to face you entirely.

He couldn't take his eyes off of you, and now, it was you who was bound to squirm.

You avoided his gaze, taking one last drag before giving it back to him eagerly. There was only so much you could take, and normally you'd want more, but you couldn't help but fear the possibility of any more of it multiplying these thoughts of him.

The feelings that you continuously needed to deny.

Your eyes locked onto the center table just in front of you, suddenly feeling incredibly curious about the intricately built legs that screamed wealth.

Now, he obviously wasn't as high as you, because the next thing that leaves his mouth sounds a bit too coherent for him to be.

"Don't know how you went this long without me."

Your head snapped to him at that, stomach suddenly tightening with confusion at his words. A direct, accusative statement you couldn't have possibly expected to hear from him.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Nothing. Just.. with college, with this, with experiences like this.. You need me. Obviously." He exclaimed confidently, as if you should’ve known that already.

There he was. The asshole.

You sharply inhaled, scoffing as you shook your head, staring down at your lap. Your hazy mind can't even help you form words, except for the one phrase that doesn’t do your defense any justice.

"I don't.. I don't need you." The tone of it is light, gentle as it rolls off your tongue, and you hate that you're not in the right headspace for this right now.

He laughs at that. The same laugh that always makes you stiffen, freezing in your place.

"You don't.. you don't need me?" He mocks you as he takes another drag from the joint, putting it out on the ashtray in front of him, "Everybody needs someone, baby.. You shouldn't try so hard to deny that." He taunts you, and you know that it's what he wants from you.

For you to lash out. For you to show him any ounce of vulnerability that you've managed to keep composed since this relationship began.

"Especially not from someone who treats you so.. Right." He whispers out, almost grimly as he leans in closer to you, face merely inches away.

You slowly turn your head now, facing him as you shut your eyes gauzily, mind still lost in your mix of emotions. You hate him; you want to hate him so badly, but you can't.

Some fucked up part of you can't let yourself.

But, that doesn't stop you from putting up a fight.

"You treat me.. right? Is that what you think?" You begin, eyebrows furrowing as you attempt to hold yourself back, "You're an asshole, who treats everyone like shit, Derek."

He laughs, a cruel noise escaping his lips; an unexpected action that urges you on, pushing you further.

"You.. You completely disregard my feelings, my, my plans, everything in my life that doesn't have anything to do with you, you're unbearable, you—"

He cuts you off then, inching closer to you as he grins at that, "Then why the fuck do you stick around? If I'm so fucking unbearable, baby, why do you bother with me?"

"Because maybe.. there's some part of me that hopes you'll stop being such a piece of shit, Derek!" You explode now, aggravated and pushed to your limits. Pushed to show you care for him in some way.

Was this his plan all along?

You don’t know, but you let out one final remark, unable to control yourself now that you've already begun, "But, I don't fucking need you. You need me." You spit out, your seething glare locked on him.

"I need you?" He spews out, almost as if it's too unbelievable to even hear.

"Yeah, you need me."

"I need you?" He repeats bitterly.

You swallow, blatantly whispering, "You need me, Derek."

He continuously denies you, his composure slowly leaving him the more you open your mouth. 

“I don’t need you. I don’t fucking need anyone.” He’s quick to say defensively as he turns away from you, refusing to allow you to get to him.

But, you know it now. You’re getting under his skin.

You press further, head closing in near his to make sure he hears your words loud & clear.

“You randomly pulled me out of my plans tonight and brought me here, Derek. What fucking for? I know you didn’t just need my fucking company. Not after you persuaded me to come. I know you better than that now.”

He shakes his head, rapid and tense, unknowingly egging you on.

“Why do you care about what the fuck I do? Who I see? Hell, even my fucking life! I thought this was all just business to you. What happened to that?”

He pauses then, processing it all. Something he's never been compelled to do before.

“..What happened to that, Derek?” You push, tone composed & steady now.

Before you can continue your little speech, before you can push him any further, he crumbles instantly; voice direct and harsh as he finally reviles into your exertions.

"I don’t—I don’t fucking know, okay! Yeah, maybe you're fucking right. Maybe that's why I always want you around. Maybe that's why you're the only fucking person that I ever want to be around. I—I just—"

“You just what?” You need to hear it, desperation seething through your voice.

He bursts out now, head turning to face you as he spits out his confession. “I can’t fucking think of anything else but you. I can’t be around anyone else without wishing it was fucking you.”

There it fucking is. But, he’s not done.

“You drive me fucking crazy, baby,” He laughs at himself, pathetic with his vulnerable words that no one else has ever gotten to hear, “And I don’t know what the fuck to do ‘cause I know this isn’t what you signed up for, but fuck, maybe I.. I do fucking need you, I don’t fucking—”

You can’t control the next thing you do.

Well, maybe you can, but you really don’t fucking want to.

It's your turn to cut him off now, after the countless times he’s done it to you; by placing your lips on his, eager and desperate as your hands slip from your lap to cup his face and pull him in close, chasing the high of his lips on yours.

He shuts his eyes as you do the same, swallowing sharply once you break it apart, eyes set on him as you await his response.

His wide eyes lock onto yours now, and he whispers out your name, shocked and unsteady, and almost in an attempt to stop you.

"God, just shut up for once." You interrupt him, pushing your lips back onto his before he can protest any further. He moans into your mouth, hands moving to grip your hips eagerly, his body closing in on you completely.

Let's just say, you don't feel so high anymore. You’re no longer confused.

You're more sure of this than anything in your fucking life.

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part two should be coming this week! feedback & reblogs are greatly appreciated <3

[zarient]

7 summers

cassian x fem!reader ,, she/her prns

part 2 soon

warnings: angst, kinda modern au cs hear me out bat boys as baseball players??? no mating bonds we love like men!! let's imagine the Illyrians can morph cs can you imagine playing baseball with heavy ass wings? exactly.

this is like sooo rushed lmfaoo just bare with me i've yet to write anything really angsty so srry if its bad idk but i'll take criticism

everyones POV i guess

based off this songgg. i literally love morgan wallen so much

Three centuries, three centuries– that's a long time to be with someone. You learn and study each other, get used to each other and embrace everything the other has to offer. You experience with each other and grow together as one. Connecting deeper than most.

"I just need space." His voice is so far, so empty and nonchalant, how long had he been planning this? you think.

"Space? Space for what?" You're confused. The pit in your stomach growing, knowing what's coming.

"For myself Y/n I don't know, why else would I need space." He cracks a bit frantically shrugging, his tone sarcastic.

"Oh so what, you're overwhelmed now!?, after being in a relationship for three centuries!?" You scoff, voice raising out of frustration.

"Please don't make this harder for me Y/n."

"Harder!? For you!? What the actual fuck." you sigh exasperated and blinking away tears. "Fuck you Cassian, actually. You can get the fuck out now." You point to the door, accepting this fate.

With a long sigh and a hard rub at his face he nods with a quiet yup and turns to leave.

━━･❪ ❁ ❫ ･━━

He tried to forget.

Pushed his muscles past their limits to forget. Let his body ache for days after to forget that night.

He stayed after you told him to leave, was outside your door for hours listening to your sobs. Regretting. He thought what he was doing was right for him, for you.

Baseball had been his priority and you knew that and you loved him for being so passionate about it. No matter what happened with the sport you stayed beside him, you loved him through his sour attitudes after a losing game, you loved him when he had to leave too soon for meetings.

You loved him.

And he let that go because he thought you'd leave him first for what he had coming up, A stupid, childish mistake he regrets everyday.

And when your sobs quieted and turned into soft snores he decided to go to the house of wind. He did say he needed space after all and with some inner circle members being at the townhouse he couldn't think like he needed too.

━━･❪ ❁ ❫ ･━━

In between being broken and healing he met Nesta. Older sister to Feyre and almost instantly he fell for her. She felt different and he liked that.

He didn't know what it was about her that he was so attracted too but he invited the feeling and accepted it.

Until year three.

When he saw you again. Walking into Rita's wearing the most extravagant revealing dress he had ever seen on you. Practically drooling, he dragged his family closer to the restaurant, considering this his second chance he was ready to talk to you, to explain his feelings and why things happened the way they did.

You had just wanted a chill night out with your friends, getting drunk and dancing all over each other. Not having a chat with your ex of three years over the reasoning of your break up. You got the drunk part down but the dancing not so much. "Cassian- Cassian listen-" mans was a sad drunk today and didn't want to listen to you for shit. He was focused on spewing his heart out when you could barely see out your left ear and hear out your eyes.

So you grab his face in both hands and kiss him. It's sloppy but it's enough to shut him up. "Oh- oh god I'm so sorry, I wasn't thinking-" He pulls back and examines your face for a moment before he slams his lips against yours. "It's okay Y/n you have no idea how long i've wanted to have this again."

the slight soberness from the emotions you both were feeling was enough for him to realize his feelings for Nesta were nothing compared to his love for you. And thats what it had been. He loved you and was infatuated with her. Convinced himself it was a crush to get over you.

In the distance his family watched, shocked. Nesta who had to deal with Cassians eyes on her for a year grabbed her drink and shot it back like it was water "woo!" she smiles and thanks the mother for setting her free.

[neptune-midheaven]

💓 Astro Notes ! PT. 6 💓

i’m back with these y’all 😄😄 this is a so exciting to publish another set of these as i’ve been collecting these observations for over a week, i hope you enjoy them with a sprinkle of roasts and drags bc i’ve been too nice to y’all 😃😃 take these with a grain of salt and keep in mind these are personal observations as well as perceived patterns that came with these placements exhibited by others!! enjoy 😘😘💓💓

*Virgo risings are soo shy when you first meet them but once they know you they’ll become the most critical person you’ll ever meet.

*As gemini is a double, people who have it for their mercury sign often can speak or speak two different languages. They have the potential to become bilingual in two languages, and often there’s no trouble in switching from one language to the other from a well learned linguistic gemini mercury.

*Venus-neptune fall in love with their dreams. like literally, they can fall in love with the things in their dreams and have this hopeless romantic approach to them as well as reality.

*Mars-saturn, mars in capricorn have a depressed stature which can resort to back problems, problems with the bones. Bones crack sooo easily bahahah.

*Jupiter in 4th natives grew up around art, their childhoods were fill with so much joy and expansion, they likely have artistic parents if jupiter is placed in libra, taurus, cancer or pisces, this works for jupiter venus aspects as well.

*Jupiter-asc, specifically the squares and harsher aspects, are always subconsciously encouraging over excessive and extravagant behaviors, others are OVERLY sweet to them, or to contrast, others can be OVERLY excessive with their needs, pushing what the jupiter asc person can’t really handle, it’s so much for them lmfaoo. People just react jubilantly and dramatically toward these people.

*Moon square midheaven can become too personal with their problems or private matters with the public or with others at work, it’s like an emotional spillover. Work takes an emotional toll on them which is why they switch jobs often.

*Saturn in retrograde are a lot more daring and courageous than those with direct, rather than being crushed with challenges and boundaries, these people face them head on, they’re known as rule breakers and hate rules. They suffer with a never ending search for their responsible identity, counterpart, that’s where the karma comes in...

*Virgo moons organize their emotions even in the manifestation of coordinating certain feelings to playlists, activities, they creat mini “routines” that tie into which type of emotion they’re feeling and how they’ll maintain it.

*If you’re a gemini mercury, LET THE OTHER PEOPLE TALK IN THE CONVERSATION PLEASE. y’all talk way too fucking much you forget that like other people need to say smth, it can be a bit agitating for others, like you say what you gotta say and THAT SHOULD BE IT!!

*Even when you have an introverted rising sign, the energy could become extroverted when the chart ruler is in an extroverted sign or public house.

*This works for the opposite matter, extroverted risings ruled by introverted signs and private houses, you get the deal😁😁

*F.e. i have a taurus rising which is an introverted rising sign however it’s ruler is in aquarius in my 10th house, i am VERYYY extroverted and people perceive me as yes a bit nice and calming but they get the sense that i’m loud and bubbly just like an aqua rising! 😍😍

*Cancer mars men try to act hard because they know they’re likely to get hurt by the pettiest shit... like this really goes for the underdeveloped types but y’all... just lighten up.

*Cancer moons really need to get away from people often. Like i know they already do they don’t really tell anyone but sometimes you guys can carry so much emotional weight and moodiness you need to release it into something healthy and productive maybe art and drawing, depending on your person and hobbies, or hobbies in general that are safe and healing for you.

*Capricorns are such a noticeable sign they carry this flare of authority that isn’t really recognized in the stereotypes holy shit y’all. 😳😳😳

*Virgo venuses are so critical over their appearances and just... goodbye. y’all look hot you can stop with the extended essay on why you can’t go in the store with me because you think you look like shit. 😄😄

[jayflrt]

Of course, that was going to be a challenge. Shin Ryujin had a personality that some might call extravagant. She was always pushing and pushing, getting you to go to parties and festivals with her that you could never imagine going to if you weren’t friends with her. Surely, she would be expecting you and Heeseung to be stuck at the hip today.

.....i feel like i just got exposed bcs i kinda act a bit like ryujin here 🥸🥸

girl invite me to those parties then 🗣🗣🗣 i think i inspired ryujin based off one of my irl friends LMFAOO she’s a social butterfly i don’t understand how her social battery never dies

[zeleniafic]

🍺 🎁 ✂️ 🩸for both Eve and Rigel (the drinking one for when Rigel is older though or whenever she gets drunk I guess, I don't know her life dfghjkl) -lorettastwilight <3

Eve Fisher

🍺 -  What kind of drunk are they?

God I feel like Eve would be the saddest drunk... like she drinks a bit and it’s whatever but she gets DRUNK and she’s the girl you find sobbing on the floor in the bathroom bc all the grief she doesn’t let herself feel on the daily comes to the surface. she drops a pencil and it’s game over there’s the waterworks 💀

🎁 - What kind of gift-giver are they? Do they give thoughtful gifts? Expensive gifts? Practical gifts?

Practical/thoughtful! She’s always been forced to be very frugal in life... not an extravagant childhood, then to living with Hargreeves, then to prison... so uh yeah. She’d probably be the small, practical gifts type of person - the one that regularly brings you coffee without you having to ask, etc, but if she gave a more special gift it would be the thoughtful kind bc she’s a massive overthinker... prob bc most of her life she’s been Alone With Her Thoughts (TM)

✂️ - What kind of thing would have your OC cut someone out of their life? How likely are they to let someone back in?

She’s pretty forgiving of the small stuff but breaking her faith in you is what does it tbh like once her trust is gone... it’s gone. She’s not much of a second chances type person. She never was but after the betrayals she experienced which permanently altered the course of her life, she REALLY follows a no second chances policy. She’s very very unwilling to let anyone back in so it would take monumental effort to really atone for the mistake.

🩸 - Does your OC believe in blood being thicker than water? (meaning family relationships and loyalties are the most important)

Hmm that’s a tricky one... Eve's pretty much been fucked over by both types of family, bio and found, so she’s kind of the definition of a “leave me alone i am a Family Of One” rogue but, to really nail it down... she would put more stock in found family than the idea that bio family is inherently more meaningful.

Rigel Malfoy 

🍺 -  What kind of drunk are they?

“for when Rigel is older though or whenever she gets drunk I guess, I don't know her life” aadjksdgj lmfao LISTEN what goes down in the Gryffindor common room STAYS in the Gryffindor common room (except not really bc they’re all about as subtle as a brick to the face)

ANYWAY okay Rigel is a LOUD drunk. Like, she’s loud and mildly obnoxious to begin with and the more she drinks the more it’s boosted. Loud, talkative, maybe flirty... the LIFE of the party

🎁 - What kind of gift-giver are they? Do they give thoughtful gifts? Expensive gifts? Practical gifts?

She starts out as the expensive gift giver bc that’s all she knows... extravagant giving and owning expensive, luxury things is a sign of wealth and power and that’s very much the mindset she was raised with. As she grows up and is around people with a more grounded take on things, less concerned with status, she starts giving more personalized gifts. They might still be really expensive bc money is like air to her BUT they’re much more thoughtful for the person receiving them.

✂️ - What kind of thing would have your OC cut someone out of their life? How likely are they to let someone back in?

Lmfaoo Rigel’s petty and reactive as hell so she’s totally the type of person who cuts people out over stupid fights and overreactions, but she also lets them back in pretty easily once she’s cooled down. Honestly she is VERY similar to Ron in this regard! They fight and forgive the same way - in extremes - which means god help their friends when THEY’RE the ones doing the fighting. Everyone takes shelter when Rigel and Ron are fighting

🩸 - Does your OC believe in blood being thicker than water? (meaning family relationships and loyalties are the most important)

In the beginning she believes in the classical interpretation, which is that bio family and blood relatives are the most important thing in life - that’s how she was raised. As the years pass and she’s estranged from her family a bit, she shifts to the version which follows the FULL VERSION of the quote: “the blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb” which means that bonds formed out of love and loyalty, often in the form of found family, are more important than blood ties.

@lorettastwilight tysm for asking!! <3

[tondra]

So I’m playing through the sims 4 and I have this one save where I try and have the sims live normally without any cheats or anything too extravagant, like I wanna be realistic and fair cause that’s how bored I am lmfaoo

So I made this cute lesbian couple, made one of them as a neat freak bartender who gardens and paints in her free time and also kinda looks like Megan Mulluly and her wife is a geek/aspiring author who has a knack for writing motivational type books that are about being G A Y

Anyways once they hit adult age, they were doing fairly well at their jobs and at life in general (despite the fact that Megan Mullulys wife would almost set the house on fire every time she cooked because she’s a useless lesbian and should really just let her chef wife handle it) so I had them adopt a child, and I like raised the shit out of this child, maxed all her skill sets so she could be a fucking prodigy, and when she became a teenager she became smart af but then got in a relationship with some Kelso looking motherfucker who’s character traits were erratic and goofball, naturally the butch lesbian wife (who’s not Megan) disliked from the first time she met him but Megan and the daughter LOVE HIM and I accidentally made her exchange promise rings and now it’s super hard to break up with him

Meanwhile once they got a bit more money I thought I would go ahead and adopt another child, but this time a fucking toddler because I thought it would be a cool challenge and I ended up adopting the literal child of Satan because all he would do is throw tantrums and destroy shit and you can’t return a fucking toddler apparently so I aged him up and it turns out he was just gay all along

So now I have a gay child, a smart daughter dating an idiot, a handy author lesbian and a goth gardening/painting Megan Mulluly who also does bar tricks and is a really good cook

And now I feel like this would be a really good concept for a comedy show on nick at nite

[honeyedmilks]

the longest gtk me tag to ever exist 🍰

i was tagged by the lovely @meanyoongis (thank YOU!! <3) for this extravagant tag! she is so long, even without my rambling, that under a cut she must rest!

the last…

drink: water! please stay hydrated this summer my friends!  time you cried: literally at 5 am at some point early in the week

phone call: my mum

text message: it’s literally me messaging rezka this: “did u just tell me to find a sugar daddy?” we were discussing my shitty laptop and a peach phone cover i wanted to buy- don’t ask anymore questions about this please lmfao.

song you listened to: don’t stop by shinee :’( (i’m going to report choi minho for his rap in this as well as my love jonghyun for his vocals that nearly killed me)

 have you…

dated someone twice: but… i’ve not.. even dated someone.. once… 

kissed someone and regretted it: nope! 

been cheated on: nope!

lost someone special: not in terms of them passing away but i have lost many friends and relationships i still remember; i feel their loss sometimes

been depressed: dfhhdjd i be livin’ that mental illness life right now hskjxk

gotten drunk and thrown up: no, but during my very bad times, i thought about doing just that, a lot. 

list three favourite colours…

omg okay: browns, pinks, blues 

in the last year have you…

made new friends: yes! i love them!! shout out to my cute tumblr friends :’))) 

fallen out of love: hmm… i would say so… THANK GOD 

laughed until you cried: i wish lmfao but rezka and allie have made me laugh loads :’)) 

found out someone was talking about you: hmm yes, but it’s ok :(( 

met someone who changed you: i know some people now who have given me sound advice that i try to remember, but other than that i don’t think so

found out who your friends are: yes :(( though i would like to think the ones who didn’t check up on me had their reasons 

kissed someone on your facebook list: i’m literally the most un-sensual person ever?? can u tell?? no action up in dis bitch y’all!

general…

how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: i should’ve mentioned before that i’m not even on that… place… imagine having all my asian family members tryna peep me on ‘the facebooks’ as my dad calls it… a living nightmare… also it just looks far too complicated to use and not worth the energy getting used to it, i love the memes that i see from facebook here though lmfaoo they’re lit

do you have any pets: no! :(( i used to have a bunny called bubbles but he is no longer with us :(( rest in peace bubbles :(( but our family wants a new pet! hopefully we’ll get a cat or another rabbit when my littlest brother is a bit older! i’m so lonely… i want a dog.. my family is so incomplete… so cold…so devoid… I JUST WANT AN ANIMAL FRIEND!!! but i would also have to get over my weird fear of all living things, and the pain that comes with having them such as scratches etc 

do you want to change your name: actually no, i’m okay with my name right now :’) though i feel like i have two depending on how people pronounce it! its more commonly pronounced as sof-ee-a but it’s actually soft, like sof-ya! also here’s a fact! my name’s already been changed :D when i was younger i was actually named bariah (pronounced br-ee-ya) but it was changed because my parents and stuff thought it was causing me lots of bad luck… i also somehow got picked on in primary school for having my name changed?? people eventually ended up saying i had changed my name like three times (the real case is that white people fucked up how to pronounce bariah and when my mum corrected them, they all flipped shit lmfao ah my head hurts thinking about this- it got worse after it went from bariah to sofia)                               

what did you do for your last birthday: it was so miserable this was the worst year to ask me this question, lmfao i’ll try not to give you any miserable details but i ended up buying myself cake and trying not to make it my departing date too

what time did you wake up: near 1pm i think! 

what were you doing at midnight last night: i think i was either watching the princess’ man or making my posters for it! 

name something you can’t wait for: honestly don’t know lmfao i want to go to the beach though so here’s hoping i finally do that, or go swimming 

when was the last time you saw your mom: like an hour ago, she’s making dinner i think… i can smell it… all the way from my depression hole (bedroom)

what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: so much? but mostly i would like my dad to get better and my mum to not have to do everything :(( and then go on more holidays and live life more :(( also mental illness be gone!!

what are you listening right now: fuckin artificial love by exo dropped on ma shuffle, i’m getting terrible flashbacks to the cane dance  

have you ever talked to a person named tom: aye i know a guy called tom, he got a part of his tooth chipped (It was a whole big wild thing and i don’t know the details but that’s all i remember of the dude) and he was in my english class once, but like, we don’t talk no more… i don’t even know if i’ve seen him around school when i used to go… 

something that is getting on your nerves: lots of things… my potato laptop… myself… no one in my gotdang family listening to me!!! the fact that it’s been two weeks and i still don’t have delicious cake… also the fact i end up hating everything i make on here- thank you guys for being so lovely in your tags tho :’(( 

most visited website: tbh tumblr, pinterest, pixlr and dramanice

about me…

mole/s: i don’t think i have any? maybe some small dark dots here and there on my legs and neck

mark/s: i have some burn scars and a bit of a scar thing on my elbow where i scraped it really badly as a kid, i also have stretch marks on my waist/hips etc and a blotchy mark in my inner left thigh

childhood dream: i think i was set on being an interior designer at one point? lmfao or a celebrity chef (i watched a lot of food network as a kid) 

hair colour: black

long or short hair: very very long, but i want to get it cut soon so it’s a bit shorter. 

do you have a crush on someone: i mean there’s this one boy in real life… but i don’t see him that much right now :(( i don’t think it’s full on infatuation though… but y’all also know i love jonghyun and changkyun 

what do you like about yourself: AKDNSKJDKJADDJ i broke out the caps for this!!! lemme think… i guess my eyebrows can be rather nice! and i can be funny sometimes i guess lmao… i like how i can be empathetic with people, though it’s not at all always fun being so sensitive

piercings: i have my ears pierced! just one in each lobe :) 

blood type: you trippin if you thought i would know this LMFAO 

nickname: binch i gots so many oh my god… my family, such as my aunt, call me brian (derived from my old name bariah- thank god i told you guys about that otherwise none of you would know why my nickname was fucking BRIAN), some people call me sofie/ sophie, and my mum calls my sofie pofie sometimes- my dad calls me sofar (so-fur) in the most desi way possible- he once accidentally called me sofa and it just stuck, it also explains my instagram user name (sofarsoogood) lmfao its a cute pun and i don’t know if this is a nickname but i get adressed as baji/baj by my younger brothers and sisters and cousins- its like the desi term for older sister 

relationship status: your local potato head (that’s me) is on her lonesome… she single as hell bitch!

zodiac: aquarius (i’m sure i spelt that wrong, rezka once dragged me for spelling it as some other dumb shit before BUT OH WELL) 

pronouns: she/her!

favourite tv show (s): i don’t even know, parks and recreation is a good one though :’)) oooh and I LOVE CRIMINAL MINDS though i’ve not seen much of the new season :(( oh and an idiot abroad is fucking funny bye i need to rewatch that ooh also lots of cooking shows and the jane eyre bbc (2006) mini series 

tattoos: no, but i would like to get some more henna done this year :’D

right or left hand: right!

surgery: i don’t think so? but i did get some teeth taken out when i was younger so i don’t know if that counts lmfao 

hair dyed in different colour: no, but it would be nice to get it done one day!! i’ve been thinking about it… but i don’t know what colour would suit me and my mum doesn’t want me to lmfao 

sport: i like cycling (its been ages tho) and i like badminton, yoga and i really want to go swimming :(( but i don’t do any of that anymore. the most i do is long walking 

vacation: i’ve been to pakistan, england, stopped in dubai for a while, italy, france, turkey and egypt! it was all so long ago though! and i would like to go to so many more places!

pair of trainers: i have converse! though i much prefer sandals over converse

more general…

eating: these days i’m very into chips and cheese plus donner (don’t knock it till ya try it!) and my mum’s roti salan lmfao 

drinking: hmm water! or icy drinks! iced tea is fabulous but i also gotta start drinking green tea again! i miss her 

i’m about to: pass out from trying to answer all of these LMFAO JOKES i might get something to eat.. such as ice cream… or actual dinner… and then maybe watch more of the princess’ man or make some stuff! but who knows i might just fall asleep lmfao 

waiting for: a new laptop, my mental health TO GET BETTER SDHKSHKSDH and for just… i dunno what the heck i’m doing, i’m just winging my life right now and for my dad to get better so he can go on trains and buses with me so i can get used to them  

want: new bath bombs and clothes, my writing passion back, hugs, affection, allie to reunite with her chicken hat one day

get married: i most likely will when i’m older! though i’ve been told i’m already in a relationship with jp and bevy maco 

career: HONESTLY DON’T KNOW!!!!!! but if i filter all my shit out then i can say, i want to get into film, defos want to be a published writer, maybe go into graphic design… who knows tbh maybe counselling? 

which is better…

hugs or kisses: it depends on what kind of kiss/ where it is, but i often get in moods where i just need to be held :’(( so both i guess!

lips or eyes: both :’) but eyes over lips i guess unless we’re talking smiles :’) 

short or tall: i guess tall but if i’m in love it might not really matter              

older or younger: hmm, i would say the same age as me or a little older, but it really depends on the mentality of the person :) 

nice arms or nice stomach: arms are nice :’) 

sensitive or loud: hmm i don’t know… probably loud, just not obnoxious or annoying

hook up or relationship: relationship :’) 

troublemaker or hesitant: hmm i don’t know! the boys i’ve liked have ended up being some troublemakers, but i guess it depends on what kind of trouble! 

have you ever…

kissed a stranger: nope!

drank hard liquor: never 

lost glasses/contact lenses: i don’t wear glasses or contact lenses but i have lost some sunglasses on holiday lmfao, it doesn’t even have to be a day before i lose something on holiday, or leave it behind

turned someone down: hmm i don’t think so! though one boy did try give me a valentine on valentine’s day but i was really having a terrible day and i didn’t take it from him, the encounter was a mess and i don’t know why he was tryna give it to me in the first place? i think he was just tryna get rid of it?? i don’t trust boys if they do stuff like that/ try ask me out tbh lmfao for many reasons

sex on the first date: oh no not my shy ass lmfao

broken someone’s heart: i don’t know :( most likely not! though there was one person i think i did hurt and let down  

had your heart broken: i’m not sure in the romantic sense, but i know it’s felt a lot 

been arrested: nope! i’m an angel ;)) LMFAO 

cried when someone died: hmm i can’t remember, i think i cried seeing my mum so upset when her mother passed away, i also have shed tears over michael jackson (i used to be a very heavy mj blog back in the day lmfao shout out to my mj mutuals who stuck around) 

fallen for a friend: i don’t think it was genuine, so i’m going to say no 

do you believe in…

yourself: pfff depends really, there are times when i don’t feel an overwhelming sense of insecurity and there are times i do                    

miracles: i guess so :)

love at first sight: i think you can be attracted to someone when you first see them or have a liking to them but real love is such a complex thing that i don’t really believe one can fall in love at first sight

santa claus: kjdcnjdcnjd who dat i only know dat cool guy in narnia who gave dem kids of old their death devices

kiss on the first date: hmm… depends… but in reality… probably no

angels: yes  

other…

current best friends name: rezka, allie, mhairi, (a mix of tumbly friends and irl) im such a loser bye but i love y’all, i honestly don’t talk to a lot of people these days :(( 

eye colour: so dark they look black and you can’t see my pupils sometimes

favourite movie(s): hmm… sabrina (1954), the mummy one and two, peter pan (2003), pride and prejudice (2005) and spy! i have lots more i’m so fond of!  

phew! time to tag some lovely people! : @youngjei , @allonsy-allie , @dansphil , @seokjinings , @junyeol-s , @bovrilcat , @alcenos , @astraelogy , @mahnoorjahan , @timrggins and @bonqhee! 💗