#this brought me to absolute tears
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Trying to be in a trouple with Astarion and Halsin is all fun and games until you ask Astarion if he's okay with it and he asks, in a very soft and vulnerable tone if he wasn't enough because he and Tav haven't had intercourse in a while
I'm not crying, you are
#bg3#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3#astarion#halsin#that instantly brought me to tears#as an ace person the simple thought of him thinking that absolutely crushed me#saved scummed and decided to stay on an astarion exclusice route#my boy deserves the world and more
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“The coffee machine didn’t break i was getting freaky with it” best quote of clone high season 2 and i’m preemptively saying that cuz it won’t get better
#oh my god#Genuinely brought a tear to my eye#I need to write a proper thoughts thjng about the epsiodes cuz it’s#Absolutely making me go bat shit#rambles#clone high#ch
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Tv glow has officially earned its way to the spot of movies that left me stuck with a overwhelming sense of dread so intense I felt sick hours after my viewing
#a place that only fire walk with me had at first and the ending of twin peaks s3#god damn man this movie#I’ve never had a movie that made me just uncontrollably sob during most of it before#to the point I was just brought to complete and utter silence#I recommend this and were all going to the worlds fair to anyone#worlds fair ending absolutely brought me into tears as well but the just#utter horror I felt watching the last sequence of tv glow is absolutely unbeatable#a movie that if my mind stays on it for too I long I feel a sense of sickening dread so powerfull I feel like sobbing#what a movie#jontalks#I’ve seen the theres still time still a lot before I saw the movie but the way it felt like the rug was pulled out from me when I saw the#context of it in scene made me shake so intensely#one of the rare movies that left me feeling such intense emotions since eeaao
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Everyone please drop words of endless praise and gratitude towards my gf in the replies, her attempts to troll me have led me to discovering my new favorite perfume and I once more owe her my life
#I've got so many samplers and she's been having fun choosing a new scent for me to try each day! but she also happens to be chaotic neutral#today's choice (cleopatra by tocca) had all the hallmarks of a scent that I would absolutely despise#musky (every musky perfume I've tried so far I've hated)! heavy grapefruit notes (I have a personal vendetta against grapefruit)!#I even brought a trusted backup to work expecting to wash today's choice off within the first hour#I'm. SERIOUSLY considering getting a full bottle. this shit smells delectable#the muskiness actually plays exceedingly well with the heavier notes of patchouli and blackcurrant#(and coincidentally every blackcurrant-adjacent perfume I've tried I've absolutely adored)#and the sweetness of the grapefruit is made lighter with potent but not overpowering green notes#and then the heart notes! juicy peach and gentle tuberose just - MMN#it smells like fresh-brewed green tea. I'm in tears I love it so much#which means she'll pull out all the stops trying to chose one I'll ACTUALLY hate for tomorrow. I love this woman#peaches screams into the void
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By the way. Buying jeans in stores is impossible if you are shorter than average and they are gonna drag behind you like a veil. Have fun tripping on them (It's me. I am short)
#brought to you by me buying jeans today#they are said to be ankle length#spoiler: NOT ON ME#they go midway to my heel#if i tuck them in slightly they are great#but the point is#i am 158/159 cm#in feet i think that's either 5'2 or 5'3#THERE ARE PLENTY PEOPLE SHORTER THAN ME#if i can't buy jeans because they are long enough to cover my entire foot and a few cm of floor as well#what the fuck are people even shorter than me buying#a year ago i bought these loose summer pants that were said to be in length somewhere under the knee#THEY GO TO MY ANKLES (they are great pants btw. the only pair of loose pants i own because all the other ones in stores are too f long)#i know getting clothes tailored is an option#but i am really not gonna do that with everything i am buying?#especially jeans#since i never know how long they are gonna last#my thighs are thicker and touch each other so they have a tendency to tear in between my legs#sometimes they last years (current record 5 years)#and sometimes they last 3 months#i never know until i wear them more often#and i am not gonna get my clothes tailored every 3 months#i am on the skinny side so idk what the plus-size clothes situation is like but according to all evidence: absolutely horrible#anyway#brought to you by me bcs i dont shop online often and prefer stores so i can try things on first without having to return them after buying#also reminder that i DID buy nice jeans today. its just that i hardly ever find some#ohv and obv tall people also have it bad™ i am sorry for your naked ankles in winter weather#ema rambles#possibly to delete
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Really didn't think an arc that had such heavy themes of religion and belief would make me cry in a not past trauma sort of way. But here we are.
#skypia#the backstory episodes got me a bit misty eyed#wyper finally finding out about crickett was where it really started though#and 193 got full on tears#okay but if conis' dad was able to survive#how weak were those bolts eneru was using for his devine judgement?#also#eneru you absolute dork you#moon boy could've just gone to the moon and called it good in the forst place#you brought that beating on yourself#one piece#enel#conis#noland the liar#watching one piece stoned oops
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I don’t know what happened, this just wouldn’t leave my brain 😂
Long story short, whenever I finish a game and like it enough to replay it, I put a different story in so I can try playing it differently (which is how Blood of the Hero came to be). Once I finished TotK, I decided to do a replay but with Mystery Link as the lead. But Mystery would do everything in his power to avoid the Main Quest. And Friend is just nudging him towards Destiny by making him have to interact with Hyrule far more so he can find a freaking pair of pants.
It isn’t going great. 🤣
#the beauty of doing it this way is I’m literally discovering the story as Mystery is#Me finding Misko’s treasure: Oh sweet Mystery can get something decent now instead of being in his underwear!#Treasure chest: *shows barbarian armor*#Me: HAHAAHA HE WOULD HATE THAT#It’s been fun#but also#avoiding the Plot means no paraglider and that has been HARD#Forsaken au#Technically because of Mystery but this is tears of the kingdom#Myster noticing the castle floating in the sky with evil all around it: This sounds like a royal family problem. I just need clothes.#Mystery after doing a million shrines and having some semblance of a wardrobe: *still notices castle* IS ANYBODY GONNA DO SOMETHING?? GOSH.#This absolute garbage art quality is brought to you by 1.5 hours of feverish scribbling on my iPad lol#Apparently Mystery Link was so offended by his leather bikini that his mustache just straight up disappeared LOL#Oh well#my art#Forsaken Zelda is narrating (and laughing)
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#fuck me sorry but that post actually unlocked so many memories for me rn and i simply must get them out lmao#anyways i just wish there was a way i could tell my geography teacher how much of an impact she made on my life#it absolutely shook my world view up when we did our lesson on migration and she asked me what the positives to immigration were#me. a brown girl living in britain her whole life where all she really saw and understood was an inherent hatred for immigrants.#and so i prattled off the textbook answer- they bring people who can do labour and earn more money for the country#and shes like 'and?' and i drew a blank. i couldnt think of anything else. what else were they worthy for?#and she explains. she says music. and food. and culture. and god. im tearing up just thinking about it. like in that single moment she just#fucking changed everything for me. like yeah. yeah ppl do bring that. they make this place everything it is. they bring Life to this place.#i feel like my words are so jumbled lmao idk how else to explain it i am simply soooooooooooooooooo emo like seriously#and it wasnt after i didnt have her as a teacher i was told my one of my friends that she always gives the best student in her class a#a yellow ring binder. the rest get green. guess what one i got. LIKE IM GOING TO CRY AND NEVER STOP. and i didnt know!! i never fucking knew#i literally remember her that day when she was like ah seems im all out @ H could you follow me pls and ill get you answer one from storage#and then she gave me a yellow ring binder like. fuck me man. fuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkkk#and i think back so much because she had a scottish sounding second name but she was married. and part of me thinks maybe her parents were#polish? just from context clues. but i dont actually know. and part of me is like am i just romanticising her? i didnt actually know who she#was. all i have is these little moments and how she treated me and the fact i liked her class#and people were so rude about her btw. like thought she was a dickhead. but she wasnt. she actually wasnt she just didnt take ppls shit. :((#and now im remembering that time i didnt do my homework and my friend took my jotter from the pile AS SHE WAS MARKING THEM and brought it#to me so i could copy off her#and ngl i always thought it was funny and sneaky but now im realising she probably fucking knew and didnt say anything because she liked us#god im gonna cry#i hope youre ok out there and i hope youre happy. i hope my idea of you is correct.#*insert spongebob laying on ground meme*#le text post
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libraries should have a little walled off section where u can go to cry in private when smth upsetting happens in the book ur reading
#brought to u by me desperately trying to school my expression into smth normal while listening to ntn#cam and pal GOD I'm so so so normal abt them. absolutely have not been holding back tears since cam and ianthe's duel#narcissus's echoes
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everything is dreadful judging that i have to talk to hr tomorrow morning lol
#everyone i’ve talked to about this has either gotten really angry for me and just raised their eyebrows and asked how it’s even possible#i don’t know if i’ll even be able to stop from breaking down in tears because of how much anxiety this has brought me#which i know is the absolute worst thing to do….
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I’m gonna challenge my subconscious to a fist fight and I’m gonna lose
#i had a dream that mabel kept coming back to life just to sniff stuff or investigate food that she liked#she was still dead but i’d buried her instead of cremating her and for whatever reason i was either digging her up#or she was digging herself up and sniffing and eating stuff#and i was like ‘she’s CLEARLY still alive if she can do this’ and everyone was like ‘no she’s dead you have to bury her again’#whenever she fell asleep she would be dead again. like she’d stop breathing and her heart would stop#i don’t know if she was like. a vampire dog? but it was so upsetting to dream#this is the second sad dream i’ve had about mabel in the course of like 3 days.. no less because the last one made me wake up in tears#on friday morning. and like it’s brought me to my knees honestly. i can’t DO this#also in my dream i went to a careers advisor or life coach or something and they were really mean to me lol#and my family made me go with them to visit some people i didn’t know who insisted on serving us cups of tea#it was really strong hot tea and i don’t really drink tea like that#and my grandma’s friend who was the loveliest woman and died a few years ago was there#and she was just absolutely pouring milk in her tea even though it was overflowing and going everywhere#and mabel was there accosting their terriers even though she was supposed to be dead. it was too much#in another part of the dream my old roommafe (who i really didn’t like) was pressuring me to go drinking with her even though mabel had just#(dubiously) died. and i was like ‘you do realise i’m going to get absolutely paralytic and scream and cry about my dog the whole time’#there was also this subplot where like everyone i knew but me had been in a play and the stage makeup had been made from ‘magic beans’#that stained everyone blue. so everyone i met had randomly blue eyebrows and stuff#there was one man who was just fully blue#also i was supposed to be in the world championships for a game that was like tetris but more esoteric but the servers broke down#or something like that. i think that’s everything#i’m just like.. why make me bawl at 6:30 on a sunday morning. what’s the advantage of that#i’m supposed to be taking care of benji and he’s looking at me like ‘god this woman is a basket case’#his owner has colitis and chronic fatigue and she has her shit more together than me#personal
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ranting about niche things in my own tags so i can come back to them at a later point and see if my opinions have changed (i was in a crowded area for longer than i wanted to today and need to get over my hater energy)
#the vball world anouncers in rio rn are pissing me off so bad.#like my girl emily usually doesnt annoy me but her points are being brought down by the absolute negativity of the other two...#like im not saying every anouncer gotta be like my man clayton cause im sure thats not everyones style but when hes not describing whats#happening the things hes adding are fun/mood lifting#like its such a chore to get through these anouncers negative ass commentary like every single play is a mistake#(unless it comes from their blorbos on the us team)#and instead of just telling us or framing it in an informative way they just have to use boring and overly negative tone.#its especially terrible since the 3 in antalya rn all have such better energy so like the contrast is brutal#hat off to clayton hes my fav but what i like about the 3 in antalya rn is that 1. they have a bit of whimsy in their soul 2. they sound#like theyre having a good time and enjoy the game 3. they will say a play that didnt go to plan without being an absolute fucking downer#about it.#like i fr have to mute games sometimes ...#idk clayton is blorbo from my anouncement panel like when he gets so excited i as a listener get so excited when hes scereaming cause the#rally is so intense im screaming when he is in tears over carolanne kiss at 22 world champs im also in tears like come on#also will never forgive /that one/ for the way they speak about the asian teams/brasil cause dont be a commentator for international events#if youre gonna be weird about it.....#not to sound like i hate all these anouncers cause i dont. as i said the three in antalya are absolutely on it but it sucks that have the#tournament is lowkey ruined for me....#thats dramatic but its just not as fun#like when brasil would score and we'd still be getting a run down of jordan larsons biography... like shes a good player but lets give the#teams equal energy here#sigh
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My little cousin is opening for Redman & Method Man today at the Calgary Stampede!!
#this is the song he is gonna be playing#I'm so fucking proud of him#he has worked really hard on his music career#despite the odds of being born into a stressful family#I WOULD KNOW OK LOL#and living in frckn dethbridge hellburta#If I could be there to support him I would be!!#i asked him to freestyle for me one day and he just laid it down#needless to say i was like ok little cuz!!!! you got this#i remember making movies with this kid in our gmas basement back in the day#with a good ol VHS camera#we had special fx and everything#he was a star from the get#also I would absolutely FAINT to see red and method irl#i'm such a fangirl so i'm freaking out for my cousin!!#i bought a cameo from red once for my hubby a few years ago#not even kidding when i say the mans advice BROUGHT TEARS TO OUR EYES#i actually love redman so much#my god i could go on forever about my love for them both ♡♡#christian archibald#gif warning#Spotify#non sims#non sim
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oh christ ive just remembered. my sister's a massive yuki fan. now you may think "oh well liv youre autistic so once she finds out what happened she—" shes a diehard max stan as well. she gets upset whenever i/others bring up his ableism and brushes it off. it does not matter how many times i try to explain to her how this hurts. when i say allistic people choose their comfort over addressing ableism every single time i say it with experience. these next few days are going to be fucking miserable. ive half a mind to go over to my friends this is going to be unbearable i dont want to go through this.
#absolutely no one in my family takes these slurs seriously. god love her my mum is the most dedicated one#to understanding my diagnosis but she still drops it and doesn't understand why i dont want her using it#even when she 'doesnt mean it like that'#why of all the drivers in motorsport did she have to choose the one whos used slurs repeatedly#i love my sister i really do but the amount of times this has wrung me out and brought me to tears#no matter how much begging or trying to explain she just doesnt care. because while she loves me the things she hates most about me#and reacts most aggressively towards are my autistic traits#(volume control. trying to share my special interests. poor social cues/understanding.)#some days i think about distancing myself after moving out. because the energy i put into listening to her talk about her interests#or vent/yell at me about work and stuff only to be met with no like. attempt at reciprocated listening is so miserable#i just want to scream
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So I replayed Queen of the Highway yesterday and uhhhhhh y'all ever notice how close they are to the road when they start firing off their death machine?
#Aldi speaks#Cyberpunk 2077#CP2077#V#Panam Palmer#They are very close. Easily within hitting distance. Absolute utter lack of subtlety from these two#Actually almost brought me to tears when I noticed it it was so goddamn funny#Aldi memes
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Brought to tears by a bit of rp tonight where two of my party (magus & cleric, both human or at least human-appearing) were trying to investigate an apothecary for some information and ended up posing as students of the nearby college, one very successfully and the other.... not so successfully, cue a third party member (the halfling rogue) entering the shop to try to help and ending up with this interaction:
Shopkeeper: Oh hi! Can I help you out, or - are you guys all friends? :)
Rogue: [5 solid seconds of silence]
Rogue: THEY’RE.... MY.............. CHILDREN.
SK: ............huh?
Rogue: IN....... ALCHEMY! MY CHILDREN. IN ALCHEMY. IS THE NAME OF OUR STUDY GROUP! CHILDREN IN ALCHEMY.
SK: Oh, okay. That's.... nice?
Rogue (pointing to the cleric, who had not been very convincing): SHE NEEDS JUST, SO MUCH HELP. SO MUCH HELP.
Cleric: They don't even let me in the classes most of the time :(
#wastepaper basket#antics of alkenstar#Clown car party moments brought me to absolute tears#The whole sequence of events was so funny and so entirely unnecessary. They could literally have just asked for the info lmao#Every time this group has to interact with an NPC I have to prepare myself bc they are so deeply chaotic I have no idea what they'll do#Or what weird shit they're gonna say to this random person. It's wonderful
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