#this bitch has been CODING
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dude i am having one of those nights that by all means could be one of the worst nights ever but... it’s actually been a blast.
so yesterday i flew back home after visiting a friend (actually, friends plural, it turns out) in Tucson. i timed my flight so that i would get back like a solid hour and a half before the last train, because delays happen and i wanted to make sure i would be able to catch the train home and not get stranded at the airport.
as luck would have it, my flight decided to get delayed by approximately an hour and forty minutes, A.K.A. just long enough for the last train to depart pretty much right as i was picking up my checked luggage. this left me with several options:
- take a series of night buses and get home in probably 3 hours, extremely exhausted and stressed out (i know it is stressful because i have done it before) - call an uber/lyft and spend $50 gambling that i don’t get someone with one of those horrible air fresheneres that makes me feel sick. also would have to install the ride share app. basically a pain. - just fuckin stay overnight at the airport and get on the first train in the morning
for reasons known only to my weird brain and the gods above, the third option was orders of magnitudes more appealing to me than the others.
so.... this brings us to now, at 3:45am, where i am going on 4 hours chilling at a pretty abandoned and very closed airport food court (save for the ~6 other people sleeping/chilling in booths around me who i suspect also missed the last train). I’m paranoid so I don’t want to sleep, even though honestly everyone else here is definitely in the same boat and I don’t think my stuff would get stolen. I mean I would guard the belongings of these random strangers with my life at this point. But it’s just good to be safe, yknow.
Instead, I have gone absolutely insane and just absolutely CRUSHED a SHITLOAD of code I’ve been meaning to do for my Amadeus game demo. I completely re-did the entire interactibles mechanic to make it more scale-able. I made the prologue scene completely playable with either point-and-click OR keyboard, including how the text progresses, which involved basically re-doing how text progression works. I made new code that helps handle special game events so I can do more things without cheating via Unity buttons. I have been GETTING SHIT DONE.
I don’t know *why* being exhausted and low on sleep and stuck in a random ass closed airport food court is making me so productive, but I’ve been on FIRE. I’ve been hosting a one-person hackathon over here. This is the most productive I’ve been since the global game jam ended. I am solving problems while delirious that I could not tackle while completely alert. Probably because I’m too tired to give a shit about maybe breaking something. Anyway, holy shit.
So anyway: this could have sucked. But instead it kind of ruled. It’s got sleepover energy up in here. The coffee shop nearby is finally going to open around 4 and that will give me the kick needed to make it the rest of the way until the trains start back up and I can get home and crash. #springbreakvibes
#personal#sorry this is quite rambly but in my defense ive been traveling for *checks clock* 14 hours#i got to the first airport bright and early#that doesnt help when your connection is delayed by over an hour unfortunately#and the connection was already long because again i am paranoid#anyway!#this bitch has been CODING
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and when you finally reach out to me, i'm your pup, your dog, tight leash
#rick and morty#morty smith#ABOUT TO PUT YOU BITCHES ON TO THE MOST MORTY CODED SONG EVER#this song has been making me crazaaayyyyyyyy for like a year now. its sooo fucking good.#HEAVILY IMITATING THE ALBUM COVER
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Bombastic Hot Take: Yara Is a Batman fangirl (swiftie coded)
#do NOT come at me with ' an amazon would never stan a man' you goofy bitch bruce wayne is the most female coded superhero ever#batman has ALWAYS been for the girls and gays so shut it#yara flor#batman#dc#dc comics#batfamily#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#stephanie brown#batfam social media#cassie sandsmark#kon el#kon kent#which one is it i am not letting that pronoun joke go to waste
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I don’t remember where this quote was from but there’s a line that goes “I was looking through rose colored glasses for so long, the red flags just looked like the way to go.” And I think that embodies Curly’s view point in life and specifically about Jimmy a lot. Not to mentions a world where he actually makes it out of the Tulpar.
#also thinking about trans curly again cause like there’s an inherent horror on Curly’s side in that scenario pre crash and post#but pre crash it’s like the very selfish fear that at an early point in time that could’ve been him and having to compartmentalize#every off thing Jimmy has said to him on the subject of his physical transition and how he either ignored it for his own piece of mind or#laughed it off cause that’s what your supposed to do when a guy says something like that both in a guy code way and a omg laugh so he doesnt#do something way girls are trained to protect themselves with cause in this scenario#he understands Anya’s fear and feels like a damn idiot for not getting it cause he lived that sort of back of the mind thinking before he#was able not to and he still has to to an extent but he thought he found the one guy he didn’t have to and realized he just got use to it#but its sentimental and it’s selfish that it is and when I write this post beware#ducking beware bitches#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#captain curly
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none of you understand chrissy cunningham the way i understand her. im making myself the arbiter on all things chrissy. i will decide from now on whether your headcanons are correct.
#u can just tell these hoes havent had an ed or been gaslit their whole lives#chrissy is for the beautiful faildaughters of evil mothers#she would NOT play dungeons and dragons 😭😭#she would NOT be friends with nancy wheeler 😭😭😭😭😭#this bitch was doing special k#and having hallucinations on the reg#she is so hardcore genuinely….#she is a coquette ldr dolores haze schizo coded icon#chrissy cunningham#stranger things#chrissy ends up married to like a genuine rock star if she lives and it eats away at eddie for YEARSSSS#she ends up going STRAIGHT to hollywood. maxxxine minx vibes#stranger things maxxxine crossover omg……. wow ………#no one has leaned into the coke addict ldr coquette groupie criminal behavior chrissy angle yet. so depressing………
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i feel like the makeup standards are not necessarily going to get Worse, just. stay the Same. "raised by sephora and ulta" christ alive yall act like this shit is new. as if this hasnt been the standard to blast young girls with makeup ads and shit via magazine and tv and imposed beauty standards anyway. the only real difference is like, idk, accessibility of tutorials for how to apply it well
#toy txt post#spoken as. a no makeup bitch#altho i have also been accused by a terf of wearing a pound if makeup for wearing. visible lipstick in a selfie. and that was It#the actual Beauty Standard has largely stayed the exact fucking same of like making your skin texture as fake as possible#that was the standard back then too but it was harder to achieve /know how to do it cos there werent tutorials the same way now#also yes sephora and ulta are evil and all that but like the same amount theyve always been.#yall really acting like these imposed beauty standards being exposed to children is like a new unique tiktom thing thats never happened#before. and yall blaming instagram are no fuckin better. this has been happening The Entire God Damn Time#also theres something rubbing me about the way this is getting talked about. 'she did all thos other arbitrary bullshit except this#One Thing! the discrimination against this one thing is awful!#and like. it is. but i feel like we could address that while also maybe stepping back a tiny bit further and questioning these arbitrary#standards of professionalism too while we're at it#why does she have to have a blazer either? why do the earrings have to be understated#why do the colors have ti be bland and boring? why does he hair have to be a natural color and gender conforming ?#etc etc etc#like if we're accepting all that other shit the ppl upset about this could acknowledge she might experience similar discrimination for say#very obvious goth or punk-y makeup or anything a little too far outside the bounds of the acceptable beauty standard#everyone is pissed about 'eyeliner sharp enough to kill a man' but theyd be saying nothing if she was discriminated for fuckin#big wings and black lipstick bc well thats Obviously not professional standard makeup. okay?#if we change how we look at professional standards of dress and makeup as a whole to include Fucking Freak Bitches#then it would be a lot easier to include No Makeup in there as welllllll#idk#im a no makeup bitch with blue hair whos only ever worked in warehouses so they didnt give too much of a shit about my lack of makeup#or blue hair as long as i didnt show up in like flip flops which is a Reasonable dress code bc its got an actual fucking reason#(safety so you dont lose your goddamn toes to a box or a grate or some shit) vs it makes the office corpo bros sad#anyway idk if you have the privilege to get away with it i think you should dress weirder in the office to get them used to weirder dress#maybe instead of Suddenly going No Makeup sort of slowly lessen the amount so its not a Sudden change or smth#again: if you have the privilege and job security to get away with it#also also also: easier to get away with if you were to say. mask. js. they cant get mad at schrodingers lack of lipstick
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Eh, I was in a weird experimental mood. Have this. Dubbed 'Who Are You?' Pretty sure I've said this but I love characters that either are not human or beyond human... because existentialism is fun to think about.
My monitor makes this look 3-D which is awesome.
#rvb#red vs blue#rvb simmons#I just think that he probably had a bit of a crisis after the meds and hype wore off#realizing that perhaps becoming a cyborg wasn't as cool and dope as he thought it was gonna be#cause i mean come ON if anything he should have been able to throw a fucking punch or catch one from Tex#like my poor boy just got all these 'enchancements' but none of the benefits? i call bullshit - Sarge builds weapons of mass destruction#shit maybe this bitch has a bomb in him if he dies... I dunno#but srsly this boyo should have been punching and kicking metal with his new metal#Also I will never not shut up about him being able to make a hologram of himself - even if it just mirrors his movements#that shit would have been epic to see in a fight and useful too#I love every fic that has capitalized on his Cyberness SO fucking much holy hell#. . . > . > Okay and also like hear me out - I think because of how his system works and how he's not like pure human anymore...#I think if (Any version of) Church were to have linked with him it would have been different than how the Freelancers or Tucker had him#I have an idea or a fic... >.> I have Many Ideas for Many Fics but specifically one about this concept. Toying with it.#Random AF but YALL - I always felt his “fax ass” was more like a Tramp Stamp - it's just a port that looks like a disk drive#so anymore morse code is fun ;3
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2023 reads
The Princess and the Fangirl
YA contemporary prince & the pauper set at a convention
follows a fan who wants to save her fave character from being killed off, and the actress playing her who’s desperate to be free of the intense franchise
when they’re mistaken for each other they instantly hate each other - but after a script is leaked, they swap places to try solve each of their problems - and start to see the fandom from the each other’s perspective
light (since they know each other for like 2 days) f/f & m/f
this is so deeply mid-2010s fandom tumblr. lmao.
#a little cringe yet nostalgically entertaining....#The Princess and the Fangirl#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#i read this bc i was looking for available audiobooks and this was vaguely on my backlist of aspec books#bc the sapphic girl is supposedly demi-coded - tbqh there’s like maybe one and a half lines that vaguely implies it#I don’t feel like it’s worth recommending on this basis (and since the thing is set over a weekend I would call her greyspec not demi)#it definitely has the silly drama that i praised the last 2 ya contemporaries i read for not having skdjgkjf#the fangirl mc is. a little bit of an insufferable tumblr fangirl. also her parents are con parents so maybe it's inevitable#there’s a ‘my makeup is my armour’ moment….lmao#it kinda talks about misogyny directed at female stars but not about racism which. felt like a bit of a gap#FAR too many HP references.#‘this only happens in kdramas or YA novels’ beloved. this is a ya novel#would have loved more of the artist alley content LMAO#i will say the artist gets an 'ugh too expensive I'll just print it' comment and just shrugs it off without bitching about it. unrealistic#one thing about the AA is ppl love to bitch about things privately LMAO#there's no way you could spend a weekend with someone you've known for years online and not realise it's a different person...#there’s definitely some stuff about fandom and fan culture that’s still relevant#anyway. I think this is more entertaining to read Now than it would have been when it came out (which was only 2019 tbf but..)#and I wouldn’t have read it not on audio.#the thing is people are like ‘wahh pop culture references will age your book!!!!’ but everything ages every book.#and having a book be such an encapsulation of a certain time can be fun and interesting actually…….#obviously sometimes it can be an uncomfortable way (the hp refs in here were a bit) but like.#you know what i mean. nostalgia. that WAS how things were. still are in some cases. why not have books reflect that#will say im so glad i spent those tumblr fangirl years mostly with 0 local conventions LMAO#by the time i started doing cons regularly (not long before i started selling in AA) i was a bit more mature#have to say when it references TAZ i had to pause and laugh for a second akjfhjkds
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(Context)
Root yawns for what feels like the 100th time that day, but in all honesty, it could have very well been. Winter was not her forte, especially since she was part snake. She felt sluggish and tired all the time, wrapped up in a blanket and always by some source of heat.
Luckily, she'd been given permission to stay home from school once the effects of winter were obvious on her. It got worse when snow began falling, as she tended to bundle up inside of her room and not come out. She got some heating lamps and all that, but they did very little to help, if at all.
So now she sat on the couch, bundled in a large blanket, her head only visible. Her eyes were closed as she tries to focus on being warm. Keyword being tries.
She thinks some of the Admins were here, visiting to just check in. While the whole of the Wonder events had now been a while ago, there still were adverse effects. Root was pretty sure Vitality would've blown a blood vessel if she could when she arrived.
She cracks open an eye and turns her head a little. Over the couch, she sees the others and some of the Admins. Pure red catches her eye, and she perks up. Antivirus!
Then she stops, and her (very tired and sluggish) processor starts doing some math.
Code emits heat.
Heats sources tend to be big.
Antivirus is just big in general with his model.
Antivirus = heat source???
Promptly discarding her blanket, she hops off the couch and heads over, rubbing her eyes.
"OH, HELLO ROOT-" Antivirus cuts himself off from surprise as Root easily hoists herself up his arm and settles down on his shoulder.
With that, she promptly falls asleep.
It's quiet for several seconds.
"She just.. fell asleep on you." Domain chuckles softly.
"SHE DID." Antivirus nods.
"That's so cute!" Forum laughs softly. "It must be since she's a snake, and you're warm to her."
"DOES SHE NOT HAVE ANY OTHER HEAT SOURCES?" Antivirus asks, gently tugging Root's cloak so it covers her more.
"Nothing we've been able to make yet." Domain shakes his head. "Considering her.. origin, her code is probably wired to be used to scorching heat, so it naturally expects that all the time."
As Antivirus lets out a soft hum, there's the familiar excited gasp of Lily and the snap! of a phone's camera.
"How did you take out your phone so fast?" Lil Coding's voice came, incredulous.
"Yes!"
Antivirus chuckles softly and goes to gently lift Root off his shoulder, but finds that he.. can't. And he wasn't joking either, he legimately couldn't lift Root off his shoulder. It was like she was stuck to him.
For a moment, he was genuinely worried she was, until he remembered.
"Oh, Root sleeps like a rock during winter." Forum informed her when the Admin had inquiried about Root, who was on the couch. "Literally. She basically turns into a boulder. You can't move her at all."
"SHE'S NOT GETTING UP, IS SHE?" Antivirus blinks as he realizes.
"Probably not." Domain nods. "Are you alright with that? You'll probably be stuck here until she wakes up."
"I'M FINE WITH IT." The red Admin nods, tone genuine in a way that truly meant it.
Snapping his fingers, Forum smiles. "Oh, you know what, this is the perfect time. Domain and I can probably figure out what temperature is adequate for her and all that!"
Domain blinks, very confused. "But I thought we were-"
"Sh."
Antivirus decides not to question, knowing full well he wouldn't get an answer from the fellow Admins. Instead, his gaze lingers over to the couch, where Lily is waving him to come over. He does, and with a hearty tug, she gets him to sit by him.
The young girl promptly sits on his lap, somehow manages to drag the still sleeping Root off to join her on his lap, and relaxes.
"SHOULDN'T YOU BE IN SCHOOL?" He asks.
"Shouldn't you be at work?" She shoots back.
".. TOUCHÉ."
"But the real answer is that a paratrooper caught his wings on fire in the science lab, set off the sprinklers, the snow on the roof melted, and then flooded the school." Lily chirps.
Antivirus isn't even surprised. "SO A NORMAL WEDNESDAY."
"Pretty much!" The little hybrid grins.
With that, the Admin huffs out what's a small laugh for him, Lily merely grins brighter, and Root smiles in her sleep.
#virus: root#admin: antivirus#usb: smg4#usb: smg3#oc: lily#code: lil coding#fanfiction: my writing!#!posts!#apologies for not being active!! school has been a BITCH
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Every day closer to caving to the peer pressure and making a twitter. This is your sign to give me the final push off the cliff or save me lmao
#no but#dominic has brought up some good arguments lately and like#I might I might#just hope they don’t burn me at the stake there <3 lmao#I just feel like the last tumblr girly to not have a twitter the last silly warrior holding down the freaky fort#(code for I’m scared of the climate there)#but dominic’s been convincing me it’s freakier there now and that ppl interact more#and like ngl kinda sad about how much the interaction here lately has been kinda :(#so yeah anyway anyway#might make a twitter soon#bitch isn’t even called twitter anymore and I still don’t have one rip#but yeah#lmk if you think I’d get mrudered or hated or cancelled or some shit#idk what name bullying gets these days :’)#dominic thinks I’d like it though so#we’ll see!#more news to come I guess lmao
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im so mad jin is weak and just dressed ayano and takane as witches while haruka and shintaro got fun costumes
#zombie/frankensteins monster haruka is so good. he is the living dead for real#HE WAS BROUGHT BACK TO LIFE BY EXPERIMENTS FOR REAL#so fun#and shintaro is so vampire coded#witches are awesome dont get me wrong#i looooove witches#MY ICON HERE HAS ONLY EVER BEEN WITCH TAKANE!!#but. man they couldve gotten fun costumes roo#ayano should be a ghost bc this bitch keeps haunting the narrative#and takane should be some sort of cyborg or something. teehee#kagevinnie
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Just had a very terrifying conversation with my partner about AI and the future of uh. Society as we know it. So naturally I'm in a bit of an anxiety spiral about it.
The short version is that the plagiarism concerns are the tippy tip of the iceberg, and if AI doesn't get regulated quickly, we could potentially be looking at some uhhhh BIG FUCKING PROBLEMS. Like I'm not trying to be alarmist or paranoid but shit is very likely to hit the fan in a big way. Keep your eyes peeled, particularly over the next 18 months. And pray that he's wrong.
Anyway, just uh. Something to think about the next time you see one of those funny AI generated vids of Obama and Biden dunking on Trump in Minecraft or something.
#us politics#anti ai#doom posting#sorry to get serious on main but like#the creative and service sectors are about to get destroyed#also tech#did y'all know ChatGPT can code?#yeah me either. but it can.#there are. so many issues compounding.#but we could very well be on the cusp of a dystopian nightmare#yes worse than currently#it can absolutely get worse#and it's about to#anyway i hate it here#lp bitches#lp is not having a good time#lp is in fact having Anxiety.#bc partner has been dead on with every prediction over the last 2 years#not trying to turn this into a political blog but like#my views on this stuff come out in my writing#so here we are lol#also yes i know this is vague I'm trying not to freak myself out more okay
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I love when I'm talking to someone and someone else who I don't know like that butts in to ask a really personal question that informs the conversation they are not a part of
#joked to a coworker that shes gonna get in trouble for breaking dress code and ahe asked abt my shirt#and i said i have a special exception and was gonna leave it at that and tell her abt it later when ppl werent around#and my fucking old supervisor who was literally demoted for being bad at their job goes 'whats your special exception'#first of all who was talking to you. not me#so i said i am disabled and constricting clothes cause discomfort and they said 'why don't you just buy plain shirts'#BITCH WHO ASKEDDDD. first of all they do not pay me enough for that second of all they should just comply with the fucking ada#so why are they interrupting my fucking conversation to ask about my clothes#im just too tired and frustrated and stressed for this. theyre lucky there were people around or i would've lost it probably#lol when an ex coworker decides its ok to share what you post on your personal blog with people you still work with#if any of you are looking at this post again stop. leave my blog. its incredibly inappropriate to share a private blog without permission#i don't tell anyone at work about my blog for a reason. this has been my blog/diary since i was 12 years old#i say things on here I wouldn't say irl because this is where i vent thoughts that are harsh. please respect my privacy#and stop fucking snooping on me. thanks.#and please do no not mention anything you saw here to anyone ever. including me.
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Genuinely concerned and astonished (and also kind of horrified) that “killing people is bad always*, yes, even the people who probably deserve to die for their actions” is as controversial an opinion as it apparently is
*killing people in defense of oneself or others is understandable, not saying people shouldn’t like. Protect themselves or other people. I still think killing should be a last resort but also like yes protect yourself and others obviously
For real though why is that controversial?????? Why do people genuinely think that killing people is fine and good as long as it’s the “right” people???? Do they not realize how easily that is abused? How similar that is to the beliefs of fascists and bigots? What the absolute fuck what is wrong with people??????????????
#i am holding full/metal alch/emist brother/hood and ste/ven univ/erse close and defending them rn#(sorry to screen readers but i don’t want this shit in main tags ill get my ass murdered)#both series are unnecessarily controversial in large part bc people apparently can’t handle the concept of#a justice system that’s rehabilitative instead of retributive. or at least don’t include the death penalty#both series also go very hard on the idea that every person Is A Person. yes even the bad ones. and they should be treated with dignity and#respect no matter their actions bc They Are Still A Person#too many people want to dehumanize anyone they deem sufficiently evil but that’s just not how life works#That Is Still A Fucking Person Now Deal With It You Little Shits#life is not has never been and never will be a black and white moral thing stop trying to make it so#it won’t FUCKING work#im actually very mad about this#auuuuugggggggghhhhhhhh#marijn vents#vent#existentialism is the only correct school of thought in philosophy of ethics actually#fuck all yall bitches who want to ascribe some kind of constant code of rules and shit to everything life dont work that way
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Sorry if I infantilize any autistic coded characters. I just so happen to infantilize all my favs, and many my favs just happen to be autistic :)
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#also i've been infantilized in real life throughout my later childhood + my continuing teenhood#and that has caused me to infantilize myself and therefore the characters i relate to#as well as caused me to subconciously view autism as inherently childish#because i've internalized the ableism i've faced throughout my life#and the fact that my transition into adulthood has been made very difficult due to my mental developmental issues which are tied to autism#basically ableism is a bitch and i cope by dumping it on all my favs#also i show my love for characters by infantilizing them even though i understand their complexities#autism#autistic#actually autistic#autistic spectrum#autistic characters#autistic coded character#i'm autistic#infantilization#ableism#internalized ableism#ableist bullshit#autistic teen#autistic feels#autistic life#autistic problems
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besties good news for once
I made an appointment with my rheumatologist Dr SillyName (god I wish I could just doxx him (im kidding) bc his name is so silly I adore him what do you mean you have a s and a c next to eachother im dyslexic how do you say that) and I’m going to talk to him about my mobility decreasing and how much pain I’m in every day and bring up ring splints and wheelchairs with him because he’s the first doctor who ever believed me when I told them I was in pain and he’s the one who diagnosed me with my hEDS and if he tells me I don’t qualify for a wheelchair at least i know it’s coming from a doctor who cares, understands, and wouldn’t lie to me
#camshitposts#taking??? care of??? myself??? woag#today was really hard and I did it#I even managed to be sickly sweet to customers#except like one lady who came in and just dumped a pile of receipts on my counter and was like#I wanna return all this I don’t know what’s on what#bitch are you fucking kidding me right now#and her receipts were expired so I had to find each item by sku on her receipt to manually input the price of the item#and my system can only do one receipt per return#nobody tell her I have an override code and could have done it but if ur gonna make it painful I’m gonna make it painful bitch#also it all would’ve gone back to her card instead of a store return card and I’m a petty fucking bitch#for some reason there’s no way even with an override code to put something on a store return card unless the system tells you to put it on#one it makes literally zero sense if I have to do the return through the scan aide I should be able to be like no this receipt is from#6 months ago store return card only. nice people get it on their debits or cash tho cuz I’m a bitch like that#bc it’s all rich white moms it’s never normal people#anyway this turned into a work rant bc today was too fucking much#anyway fingies crossed Dr G has my back 🤞🏻#im so tired of everythign dislocating I just relocated my thumb I’ve relocated my knees countless times today#my ankles are in braces bc I wouldn’t have been able to walk or stand today otherwise#this made me body check which made me realize my shoulder was subluxed which caused a chain reaction that healed me#my body is so broken Jesus Christ#I’m so tired#im so tired of hurting
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