#this better not be another break point
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Bro. Bro. Im counting down the days already I'm so thrilled!!!!!!
#carlos alcaraz#no way#this better not be another break point#learn from your mistakes Netflix#don't fuck this up#Instagram
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jaime turning women down constantly more bc he is very monogamous and in love with someone else right now for the first time and is also kinda scared of actually having sex with someone other than cersei is sm better to me than “i respect the kg vows of chastity so intensely rn actually because i changed into a good and serious person” or whatever lol
#i truly dgaf about that bffr jaime dude#like its a stupid vow that says nothing about u as a person lmfao#him in the bath with pia thinking of brienne like u r not fooling anybody honestly#like i truly do think its more copium and not being honest with himself tbfh#like he had a rationalization when pia came into his bed in asos too but then it was purely ‘i only love cers i would never’#and with cat it was so funny when he bluffing and was like uh i cant marry bc of my vows but i could still service u😉😉#he would have pissed himself if he was called on that bluff but only bc he would be cheating on cers and have sex with another woman#man that fucked his twins in a sept next to his sons dead body the moment he returned caring about chastity vows#his development isnt really about keeping every vow ever when most of it is fraudery anyway#like pls he is not keeping his vow to his king rn really 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i think the vows and respecting them has a deeper meaning thats the whole point which ones do u keep and prioritize and why#like weve been thru this 80x being a real vowhead is not what makes u a good person 😭#deleting ur individuality and personal life to be an honorpillhead lol#the vow to cat has meaning the elite bodyguard vow to never fuck has zero meaning 😭#he was ready to break the no marriage vow w cers pls#im not saying this bc of a shipper endgame in mind i find volcel jaime hilarious its just i dont like it as proof of his development#like ill be real guys sex positive warrior gurm is not pushing the idea that keeping ur chastity vows is what honor is about#like i get that he wants to be better and he is figuring out what that really means but
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the fact that they made it illegal to make ads louder than programs on tv in 2010 but haven't updated it to apply the same regulation to streaming. who do i have to call.
#jack facts#like do they think we don't notice#i truly do hate it here#i really do think that we should get to a ''you ruined it for everyone'' threshhold with ads at this point tbh#circulating ads should be a need based allowance#below a certain nw you can circulate as many ads as you want provided they follow guidelines#then above a certain nw you get a quota. you can have x number of ads circulating at a time.#and i don't mean distinct different ads that can be put wherever. no. if you have an ad on youtube that counts as one#and if you put the SAME AD on a different platform or tv channel or at the fucking gas station pumps or on a billboard or ANYWHERE#each different instance of the ad counts as another ad in your quota!#& if you have like a 1min skippable + a 30sec unskippable v of the same ad on the same platform. that counts as two. FUCK you.#and then above another nw line. you cannot have ads at all. bye you don't need them they serve no purpose they are just annoyances.#also paying influencers to hawk your shit counts as ads! fuck you!! paid word of mouth is not actual wom that is also an ad! fuck you!!!#oh u want ppl to rec ur product & u don't have any ad spots left?? well sugar you better have a fucking good product then lol :) fuck you#also if a co breaks an ad reg that co and any co it owns/parents can never make another fucking ad ever again in its existence#AND if a ceo breaks an ad reg w one co then disbands it and makes a new co and breaks ad reg w that one#then the CEO or any co they have ANY % ownership or investment in can never make an ad ever again. FUCK you.#charities/nonprofits and sole proprietorships get one (1) appeal to a total ad ban#that's IT!! ENOUGH!!!!! ENOUGH!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND ONE MORE THING. ''pay us not to see ads on our platform/app/other thing'' should also be illegal.#''pay us for basic ass functions'' illegal. pay to win. illegal. sale/product announcements in things that are not press. illegal.#creating an ad or listing for something that doesn't exist and only manufacturing it after it is purchased. illegal.#ads that are full screen when a user has not already selected full screen on a video player. illegal.#pop up ads. illegal.#ads with audio on a platform that doesn't. illegal. video ads on a platform that doesn't have video. illegal.#ads w epilepsy triggers. illegal everywhere forever always w out needing to be reported by consumers. cannot be circulated in the 1st place#ads w graphic violence or soundscapes that mimic it. see epilepsy triggers.#ads for things that are not actually consumer products. illegal.#anything else u want to circulate like an ad must go thru other regs to qualify as psa or edu. if it doesn't qualify tough shit get fucked.#[insert gif collage of people talking extensively while wildly gesturing for emphasis here]
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auguyst…….. video will done in August ……
#been getting more & more burnt out as i approach the end … but it’s still moving along trust me#I’m so happy to finally say the points that have been floating in my head for the better part of a year#but also. it’s been so long help me#WE’RE SO CLOSE.#wir Video#Update#I’ve been giving myself plenty of breaks but I’ve been working on it daily in one way or another#me having to move my dorm stuff this week is not helping 😭
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I’ve never made an animation before and rlly wanted to try it out, and I think it came out pretty nice!! This took me like 3 weeks to do askbajaiqn, the quality might be smushed so click for high quality!!
More than welcome to repost with credit!!
#I feel like it’d look better shaded buuuut#I already spent nearly a month on this so flats it is#I have an idea for another little animation to do at some point but I’m gonna take a break and go back to regular drawings for a while#jjk#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#choso#choso kamo#chousou#choso fanart#choso kamo fanart#jjk gifs#animation#choso x reader#nav choso kamo#my art choso kamo#my art ✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧#free use ✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧
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Spirit animal SQH
#svsss#shang qinghua#but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but#but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee#also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but#I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg#oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left#I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something#or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird#LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm#I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either#I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself#eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it...#I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up#I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa#man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong#cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk#its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment#with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig#and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down#but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀#irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living...#just the ol regulars yknow?#and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want?#I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what?#whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate?#so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it?#that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications#and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly#man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk
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I have learnt things about Geto that I wish I could unlearn
#I think I'm getting about the same amount of spoilers as a few weeks ago except now I understand them#But like. I expected so much of him#Seeing gifs of that one scene in which Gojo gets distracted because of Geto almost made me watch this a year ago#Geto was actually my favourite character in that one JJK fanfic I read that I mention so often even if he had literally one scene#I know so much of the emotional turmoil and conflict in JJK and Gojo in particular depends on him#And you're telling me he's Thanos?#I learnt a few days ago that everything pretty much happens in one year. That there's one year between Geto's death and Gojo's#I thought it would be like ten years. Ten years of the act haunting him#But no? So it's not a broken teenager who has these ideas and is killed by another teenager to stop him?#It's a what? ~30yo man saying Light levels of stupidity? Even worse perhaps?#Goodness I hope this is not so. I hope this is better written than what I am seeing#Because goddammit I can't do it. It would kinda ruin every emotional scene from then on?#That one scene I was so looking forwards about patting Gojo's back or whatever. The one in which Gojo gets distracted. It just. I don't know#I won't be able to be moved if Geto doesn't work xD#I was fearing I wasn't going to like him a lot because my expectations were big but oh my god please not like this#This is way worse than I expected. Someone tell me he actually makes sense. What's the point of this whole political play#in which no one is fully wrong and no one is totally right otherwise? What is the point of the haunting. This feels just idiotic xD#And I don't care about the traumas and all that. That works for the teen not the ~30yo man#It would have worked if Gojo would have killed him like 1-2 years after everything not like a few months ago. Last winter#After like ten years a 30yo man should have realised this plan sucks.#Even if it's utilitarian. Who is going to make clothes? Buildings? Streets and railways? Bread??? Go have a talk with Nanami please#We have been told there are not a lot of jujutsu sorcerers. How are you going to fulfill all those needs out of nothing?#And even if it were little by little so the needs could be getting fulfilled little by little too#If you decimate humans won't that cause more curses? I guess he's thinking on the long run but still this plan seems like a mess#I hope it makes more sense than it's looking it will make because of my god this would truly be the last nail on the coffin xD#I am being more and more tempted to get to Utahime and then just drop this. This is breaking my heart xD#It could be soooo good and it always almost is#And then. AND THEN. Abfksbfndbfkan#Jen pick me up. Come solve this. I am scared xD#I talk too much
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i think what hits most about nobara's backstory is everything that's left unsaid and peaks from between the lines. it's the fact you can easily infer that something was wrong without ever having clear answers on what exactly was wrong. but if you can relate to the feeling of wanting to escape a place and the alienation from everyone around you, especially when you're brought up in small communities, then you can certainly understand, if not fully then partially, nobara herself and the struggles she might have had to face all by herself for a very long time; maybe even the importance fumi and saori had in her life and the pain from having to part from them; and, perhaps the selectiveness in letting people in that she later on develops as well.
#the way her story is told from fumi's point of view is quite interesting#nobara's backstory is like a silent whisper without a lot of obvious context and told from someone else's perspective#someone who until the end never really understood her fully despite their obvious close bond#someone who we weren't even aware was part of her life#and nobara's peak emotional moment and the last person she thinks as her life is in danger is her and the promise she didn't accomplish#a promise to reunite with the friends that shaped her and her life#ah.#i find her last line so... powerful?#she definitely struggled growing up and the only two people she kept in her heart from her life before jujutsu were people that#moved to where she lived. saori didn't even stay in that place for long. and then she moves somewhere new and she meets people#and a group that actually feels like home a community where she fits in and suddenly they kind of break through making place in her heart#just for everything to come to a halt. to turn to shit. for her to see that shatter away little by little. and in the end she's put in a#position where she knows she will not be able to hold on to what she cares for the most. that she will hurt people that truly cared for her#for not being able to go back to fumi and rekindle the friendship with saori and for being forced to be another punch in the guts for yuuji#and everyone else that up until that point were forced to go through losses already and traumatic events#and she decides to encourage yuuji to go on a good note and she truly believes the people she met made it worth it#even if it was for a brief moment in her life#i am not being coherent right now but it pains me :')#she deserved so much better#and i will hang on tightly to the line saying that she had a small chance of survival until the end#because she deserves it she deserves to live 😭#i'm taking her from that stupid anime and putting her in a slice of life anime watch me#yuuji too. and everyone else. i'm taking the kaisen out of the jujutsu and you can't stop me#jjk spoilers#nobara kugisaki#jujutsu kaisen#jjk 💭#my post
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People panicked as if Daniel had done very poorly. But the car sucks and his teammates aren't much better than him. While one rbr driver performed much worse than his teammates and people choose to forget.
Jaimie’s post puts it in context so well. It’s a shitty car and the 0.024s is what makes the difference between sq1 and sq2. And it’s not as if Daniel massively left performance in the car when his sq1 lap is just about 6 tenths off Yuki’s sq2 lap. Which is less than the gap between Max and Checo in the SAME session.
Truly shows there wasn’t much either could do.
#we don’t have to worry about Daniel’s performance#we have to worry that it looks like vcarb don’t know what’s wrong with their upgrades#and how long it’s going to take them to find a solution#at this point they’d probably better off breaking parc ferme rules for both cars and either revert both cars completely back to the old spe#or have one car on the old spec and one completely on the new spec and treat the sprint as another practice session#anon ask#austria24
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I think a true sign you've managed to write a devastatingly soul-crushing story is the quality of the fandom memes. I've observed that the more existentially painful the story, the more unhinged the humour.
#I mean just look at the Signalis community#I'm not even sure we're sane at this point#and Disco Elysium isn't fairing much better (though at least they've still their sanity)#thoughts#I think it goes along the lines of 'gotta break the tension somehow'#and the tension is so high because every part of the story is pain#and so the most absurd things make you laugh because it brings levity where there was only devastation#and I think the more painful the story the less sane the memes#Pathologic is another example#but Signalis takes the cake for the most shitposts I've seen in an adult fandom
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how is it okay to call people who simply enjoy a different genre of music than you 'braindead' and stupid. disliking taylor swift's music does not give you the right to be wildly misogynistic about her. disliking her music does not give you the right to rampantly hurl abuse at anyone who does enjoy it. this kind of behaviour makes me so incensed because tell me what other artist gets this level of vitriol thrown at her for just doing her job? what other fanbase - comprised predominantly of young women - gets attacked with such a vicious level of malice? you can claim it's not misogyny but at this point no one's going to actually buy into that
#taylor swift#and miss me with the whole 'her lyrics are bad and cringe' shit. none of you have listened to peter/robin/so long london and it shows#yh some of the new songs have interesting lyrics. that's what happens when you have a mental breakdown after a 6 year relationship breaks u#lmao. as if you would do any better#honestly it's the people who in the same breath call her pretentious and un-self aware as if she's not a businesswoman#who consistently makes intelligent decisions about her own brand and is deeply aware of herself to the point where she's addressing#her own mytholigization from both the media and her fanbase. you want to criticise her? feel free.#i can promise you she has already thought those same criticisms to herself - and worse ones too.#there's nothing you can throw at taylor swift that she hasn't already thrown at herself.#but also - how disrespectful to another human being to call their deeply personal account of their own experience 'cringe' and 'immature'#like congratulations! you've discovered human emotions. chronically messy disruptive and 'cringe' things that they are
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I need elections to be over cuz this is what its been basically like dealing with (mainly) white leftists (accelerationists tbh)
#just screaming into the void#voting tag#talking brick walls with white “leftists”#who prop themself as the defacto voice for marginalized groups#and never have to worry about another trump presidency#talk about how theyre single issue voters because their concept of leftism boils down to “i read yhe spark notes of the communist manifesto”#and decided to join the left out of spite and guilt for being raised a Christian instead of love and want for progress#and as such refused to break down their deeply rooted right wing ideologies before actually engaging with praxis#which is also why gaza is such an easy single issue for them because if they actually truly cared about genocide#they would have to acknowledge the genocide black and brown people go through in America everyday and work on fixing that#but they don want to#they rather just sacrifices all the vulnerable people in society just to prove a point and make yhemselves feel better#by saying all yhose vulnerable people “deserved it”#because at their core they arent acyually leftists#they are accelerationists who think that they will be the ones to survive and “bring on a new world” (they wont)
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I really do need to reach out to my friends more..
#Briefly texted an IRL friend earlier and also messaged another IRL friend recently#I miss both of them a lot. Hopefully I can see them again in person at some point or at the very least play games with them :]#Even outside of those two I also gotta be better at messaging online friends as well..#I mean I don't wanna burn myself out either but yknow. I wanna catch up GHKDGHJD#artsy ramblings#Agh I just get so shy when I gotta message people first.. even if it's people I've known for a long time#Have literally known my IRL friends for a decade at this point(!!!!!) and yet I'm like.......do i message first or will i....botherthem ._.#Aghhh GKUGHJSGHJS I LOVE MY FRIENDS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH /p#Also hoping to start posting and replying and faving stuff on DeviantArt consistently again as well#I kept saying I would and I never did and I NEED to break that cycle sbhjsbhjsBJKSGUISBHIHJKSHUKHUKSBJKSSS
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not at all to say i don’t have criticisms of veilguard but it’s kinda funny watching people say they hate it for dropping plotlines and that it “should have been more like mass effect 3” as if we didn’t hate mass effect 3 for how it culminated the trilogy…like it’s okay to not like this game idc but don’t lie and say it should have been like another game we tore to shreds lmao let your opinions stand on their own
#maybe this is a hot take but im fine with datv being different from the previous three entries#inquisition tried too hard to be the middle point between origins and 2 and it fucking sucked lmao#we can talk about dropped plots and retcons without pretending they were all done with active malicious intent towards you specifically#sometimes shit isn’t relevant for one. not everything makes the cut. plenty of things were still mentioned in the codex for better or worse#the point is the studio decided to tell a very focused story with this title. and in my opinion they pulled off that story well#the dressings surrounding it are more what drew my criticism and that’s another discussion. but that’s not what will make or break it#not in the long run anyway
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i love studying childbirth because it just reaffirms my resolve to never ever do that ever ever ever
#PUTTING ASIDE the fact that the idea of being somebody's “wife” or even worse.. “mother” makes me feel physically nauseous#the physiological changes are really something to behold. like it's obvious but then it gets so much worse the more you learn#i think im doing everyone and myself a favour because there is no way in hell i'd be a good parent. and also what's the point of carrying#some man's child if he IS inevitably going to leave me/us. like hellooooo#(aside: BEAR WITH MY TRAUMATIZED ASS FOR A MINUTE!!! LET ME VENT MY DISILLUSIONMENT)#no like LMFAO i aint putting myself and another hypothetical life form through 1) the inevitable bloody divorce#2) MY assured parental incompetence 3) DO I REALLY WANT TO CONTINUE THIS FUCKING CYCLE.#i will be the one to break this shitty cycle but not in the way my family expects!! CAN'T LOSE THE GAME IF YOU NEVER PLAY#it all boils down to 1) i have no faith in men and 2) i have faith in MYSELF that i will be better off.. not doing all that business#and honestly? i have made my peace with it all#more or less. okay sure every once in a while it makes me white knuckle empty air (symbolizing of course the “what could have been”) BUT#it's a real difficult choice that is ultimately For The Best. bless 🫶
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#my dad is starting shit with me again and just continuing fights and bringing up shit that has nothing to do with anything#and even when I try to calm the situation he just gets worse and keeps berating me#I want to get out of the house but my partner hasn’t talked to me all day or even checked our message chat#so I don’t want to bother them or just show up without them saying it’s ok#not that they’d have much problem with it probably but if they don’t acknowledge it I don’t want to startle them or something#and idk what if they are mad at me and that’s why they haven’t talked to me today? or if they’re having a bad day too?#they’re not gonna want to deal with my bullshit if they’re not having a good day either#so that’s another problem to contend with#and I’m also really tired and fatigued already because of some recent health issues and just packing my go bag is wearing me out a bit#I don’t really want to pack up the whole car and drive an hour to their house after midnight when I’m already not doing great#so I know I should just stay in my room and get some distance or do my own thing until I fall asleep#but God I just don’t want to be here anymore#tbh I do kinda wanna be dead and I wish I could do something about that#idk if I’m fully suicidal or anything but it’s like… I want to make my dad see how much he needs me and I want to get a fucking break#I want someone to take care of me and worry about me for once instead of giving up everything to him#I wish I killed my self at 16 like I wanted to so I wouldn’t have ever had to deal with any of this bullshit#I sort of wish I could kill myself now just to be done with all of this#but suicide takes too much planning and hassle these days so what’s the point anyway#I guess I’m just depressed and lonely and all that#I’m sure I’ll be fine in the morning#but right now I just really wish I had someone to talk to and cry on and tell me it’ll all get better soon#personal
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