#thinking of you K 🫂

[alarrytale]

https://x.com/oned_joker/status/1865495045412893065

Hi, anon!

You keep dumping this ask into several inboxes. Why? I know Cheriam was a stunt, that part is pretty obvious. I've always thought so. Don't you remember the RBB and SBB "Colegate" (for Cher*l Col*) hints? The complete lack of chemistry, and yes, everyone and their mother in the industry calling it out as fake lol.

Even though Cheriam was a stunt, that doesn’t necessarily mean Liam isn't Bear's father. Everyone is saying Cher*l had IVF (even the blind items do), but the question is if Liam is a sperm donor or not. I'm 50/50 on that (well maybe more 70/30 that he's not a dad), but i don't have the capacity to deal with two babygates, so i'm not insisting on anything.

With Louis it's pretty easy to tell he's not a dad, but with Liam it's not that easy. Liam wasn't a present dad and clearly didn’t have any custody, responsibilities and clear attachment to the kid. I find it hard to understand why Liam would agree to father a baby he wasn't going to be present for or help raise. Then again, i think Liam as a person was vulnerable, naive and not the sharpest tool in the shed. Too trusting and too easily led and manipulated. I guess i don't know Liam well enough to make a judgement call if Bear is his kid or not.

[beeholyshit]

No se olvidaron de mis flores amarillas... 💘💘💘💘💘

[dayas]

I thank God for my talented TALENTED mutuals tonight 🙏🏽

[481mclarg]

can i request an angst where charles leclerc cheated on the reader then reader proceeds to get along w lewis or carlos? :3

✶ You hurt me.

┈─ I told u what hurts me the most & u did it perfectly.

★ (Ex Charles Leclerc/) GN Reader × Carlos Sainz Jr.

☆ WC: 905 / + SMAU

★ Face claim: none.

Warning: Cheating (on you). Not that much angst, but it's not a happy start.

« K » I didn't want to make one of my last reqs that much angst, so it's pretty light. The point is there anyway.

Hope yall enjoy :]

          You didn't know how to feel. A part of you wanted to scream, explode, and let everyone know the whole story. Why? You wanted empathy, maybe, but seeking it from an audience that knew you for him didn't make sense.

Coming off, as the crazy ex didn't make sense either, not when Charles was already dating that friend who "meant nothing" when you used to be a little jealous or you were starting to suspect something.

And to think that you felt guilty for thinking badly of him...

You began to rebuild your life.

It was strange. The city was small, so you had to get used to moving through those streets that had once been the staging for your romantic movie, keeping in mind that now they were just empty sets. Memories.

It was difficult, you knew it would be, but you didn't want to stop living your life because of that. Not because of him.

"Your coffee is going to get cold." You had lost yourself in the nostalgia of your memories when you heard someone talking to you.

“Carlos,” you smiled vaguely at the man standing next to you, holding a disposable cup in one hand and his bicycle helmet in the other.

“May I?” He gestured to the empty chair in front of you.

“Go ahead,” you nodded.

You had already had the chance to go to the Ferrari garage a few times, even before you started dating Charles, before Sainz goes to Williams, so you knew him. He was, after your ex, the one you had the best relationship with.

It had been a while since you had seen each other, so you used Carlos's break to talk a bit, leaving a meeting pending to finish catching up.

Something casual, a meeting on an autumn afternoon to sit down again over a coffee, but in no hurry.

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“Do you want to come to my house? I can cook something for dinner,” he suggested, and you didn't hesitate to accept.

The hours began to pass, and the streetlights came on as the sun began to set. You hadn't been silent for a single second, but both felt like there were a thousand more things to talk about.

Not that one, not the next, not the next one after… Meetings became a frequent activity. Most frequently that the races allowed Carlos. When that wasn't enough, he suggested you join him in the Williams garage for a race.

You hadn't set foot in the paddock for a long time; you had even though you would never return after cutting off all contact with Charles.

Carlos asked you to think about it without really putting pressure on you, understanding that it might be a place where you feel uncomfortable. It was a nice gesture.

He had always made nice gestures toward you, so you decided to accept.

You always felt comfortable with him. Even though you tried not to trust anyone so easily again, Carlos made it impossible to resist.

He was different from your ex, there was no doubt about that, but he had a special charm that caught you off guard, making you laugh like an idiot or blush as if you'd never been flirted with before.

Little details that melted your heart and made it impossible not to want to start a new chapter in your life with Carlos by your side.

The day of the question inevitably arrived.

Carlos wasn't subtle in his desire for you to be his partner either. Though you wouldn't say you felt pressured. You felt like everything was just happening, and the two of you were just following the rhythm of your hearts.

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You had traveled together for a Grand Prix, and now you were having dinner after Sunday's race. Carlos had gotten a good result actually, but instead of going out to a bar or a party with his friends, he decided to stick to the previous plan of having dinner with you.

You thought it would be a quiet night to relax after all the excitement of the day.

Quite the opposite.

Carlos decided to be especially attentive, dropping several compliments even before you two even got to the food order. You weren't far behind either; that you were a fan of the contrast between his tanned skin and the white shirts he liked to wear wasn't a secret, nor a detail you failed to mention every time you went out.

His tanned skin, his strong arms, his hair, his accent; you too could find a thousand and one things to praise.

The night slipped by between flirting and chatting, and when it was time for dessert, he asked, "Would you do me the honor of coming back to the garage next race, as my partner?"

The moment was simply more than you could have ever imagined. Nothing mattered more to you in that moment than the two of you; nothing was more special than what you were experiencing together.

And what the future held for you, because without hesitation you said yes, sealing the promise to accompany the other in a kiss.

The paddock was no longer a place that made you feel uncomfortable or insecure, nor did people’s comments on social media. You were with someone who respected you, someone who loved you and who loved you back, and that was all that mattered to Carlos and you.

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[berryispunk]

Just For Now

pairing: Frankie Morales x gn! reader

tags: mental health struggles, fluff, comfort, dark humor, soft! Frankie, bestfriend! Frankie, no physical description of reader, unrequited love (kind of)

notes: Written on a particularly bad day, so be aware of some triggering topics. Big hug to anyone who gets the feeling. 🫂 Moodboard only for vibes. Kinda inspired by this post I made a few days ago.

word count: 1,3 k

Two rings. Two rings is all it takes for him to pick up. It’s late at night, and every normal person is sleeping.

Should be sleeping.

But you can’t. It feels suffocating.

“Hello?” The voice on the other end comes through—warm, familiar, steady. Him.

“Hey, sorry. I woke you up, didn’t I?”

“It’s alright,” he assures you, like he always does.

A beat of silence between you while the storm in your head is raging. Screaming at you.

It’s getting harder to breathe.

“Are you okay?” he asks, his voice nothing more than a gravelly rumble in the night.

You contemplate lying, to downplay it. To convince him just as much as you convince yourself over and over again that it’s gonna be okay. Has to be okay.

But you’re too tired to pretend, so you answer, “No.”

“What’s wrong?”

You scoff bitterly.

“I am,” you say. “I am wrong. I am a failure.”

“You are not a failure. You’re a fighter.”

You know he means it, and is so sincere in his words. You can almost picture his worried eyes on you.

“I am tired of fighting,” your voice choked with all the pain. The pain you carried for years, always lingering just around the corner, even when it hurts less for a while. 

“I know. What do you need?”

You. Screams the voice in your head.

But you can’t bring yourself to say it out loud, to bring this new truth into this world.

He doesn’t deserve to be dragged into your abyss.

“A gun? Pills maybe,” you joke. It’s your attempt at humor.

“Not funny,” he says, a hint of warning in his voice—or maybe worry.

“Do you want me to come over?” he probes.

Yes. “No, it’s late. Don’t bother yourself.”

“It’s not bothering me at all, you know that. I’m only 10 minutes away.”

“10 minutes? I thought you were out of the city for work?”

“I came back this evening.”

You nod, even if he can’t see you.

You wanna tell him everything. How dark it is in your head, how you can barely breathe, and how much harder it is every time he’s gone. But you can’t.

“You won’t believe what happened to me on the flight back here…” he starts, telling you about this woman and her baby next to him on the flight. The infant cried the whole time until the woman had to use the bathroom and left the baby alone with him. The child stopped as soon as it sat on his lap. Your lips twitch into the faintest smile.

“You just have a way with children, Frankie. They love you.”

He chuckles on the other end, probably rubbing his neck sheepishly like he always does when he’s affected by something.

“Maybe I should switch careers to something involving children then. Being a pilot seems easy compared to being surrounded by crying kids all day, right?”

“They wouldn’t be crying if you’re around.”

“Maybe…”

And there it is, quietly creeping in, making its presence felt without much warning. It pushes away the dark clouds, or at least lets some light shine through. Like the sun breaking through after a day of rain. Somewhere between your troubled, chaotic thoughts and him recounting the flight, something shifted. It felt as if a weight had been lifted.

“What are you doing tomorrow?”

“Wanted to meet with the boys over at Will’s house. BBQ night. He bought this new grill and wants to brag a bit, I guess,” he snickers.

You shake your head.

“You think I can…?”

“Can what?”

“Join you guys? Only if—if it’s okay. I know I wasn’t invited.”

“I’m sure the boys would love to have you around. It’s been a while since they last saw you. Consider yourself invited now.”

You smile faintly, but it’s a real one this time.

“Maybe I can make a salad? Or bake something? Maybe some muffins.”

“Muffins sound fantastic.”

The darkness hasn’t disappeared; it still hovers, ready to catch up with you. But for now, it feels distant, as if it's miles away

“Chocolate or peanut butter?”

“Is that even a question? Chocolate,” he laughs. The sound ignites a warm feeling sparking in your chest, and you’re finally able to take a deep breath.

“Chocolate it is then,” you retort.

Silence. Comfortable silence, followed by a yawn.

“I pick you up at 6, okay?”

“Mhm-hm,” you hum agreeably. “Should I shoot Will a text, letting him know I’m gonna be your plus one?”

“Nah, I’m gonna do it. You have to worry about nothing. Apart from the baking. See it as your ticket to get in.”

You snort in response. “Alright.”

“So, now that I am wide awake thanks to you, can I at least come over? I think that’s only fair.”

“I already said I am sorry,” you object.

“And I already said it’s okay. But I still would like to come, if that’s okay with you.”

You pause for a moment to collect your thoughts. If he were to come over, he’d see the mess of your apartment—and more importantly, the mess you’re in. Yet, all you want is for him to be there with you, pressing your face against his chest, his scent enveloping you like a cocoon. His warmth would seep into every crack in your soul, and his presence would ground you in a way nothing else in this world ever could.

“Okay,” you ultimately say before you can change your mind.

“Okay?” he asks back, slightly in disbelief that you gave in so easily, because that’s not what you usually do.

“Yeah, okay. You better hurry up or I’m gonna change my mind,” you insist.

“Already on my way,” followed by ruffling sounds and a silent Spanish curse. 

“Give me 10 minutes.”

And the line goes dead.

Exactly 11 minutes later there’s a knock on the door, and you open it slowly, stepping aside to let him in.

He’s wearing the same grey sweatpants you’ve seen on him countless times, worn down and definitely loved. Little bobbles all over the fabric. And the cap, the same damn standard oil cap that’s basically glued to his head at this point. His mop of hair under it peeks out on all sides.

“You know, Morales, I guess your head must have taken on the form of this hat by now. Do you ever not wear this thing?” you cross your arms in front of your chest.

His answer is a wide, boyish grin. The kind of grin that always makes your stomach do somersaults. So contagious, you smile yourself.

“Yes, for sleeping and showering,” he answers, the same grin still plastered all over his handsome face.

You roll your eyes.

This is easy, you think. Way too easy given how you felt just minutes ago. 

What if it comes crashing down on you again as soon as he leaves?

You frown a little as he takes a quick look around, expecting him to make a comment about the chaos. But instead, his gaze falls back to you, and he takes a step closer.

One, two, and he stands right in front of you. Your heart hammering in your chest as he looks down, his warm brown eyes unreadable.

Without a single spoken word, he opens his arms and pulls you into a tight hug, your cheek pressed against his hard chest and his chin resting on your head.

This, this right here. This is it.

You wrap your arms around his midsection, holding on tightly. Taking a deep breath, letting him fill all your senses, and just for a fragment, everything seems less heavy.

His words are muffled against your hair as he says, “I am here for you. Always. No matter what you need, okay?”

You have to bite your lips real hard to hold back a sob that threatens to slip out just at the pure conviction in his voice.

You’re only able to nod against his chest, which causes him to tighten his arms around you, a fleeting kiss on your hair.

You close your eyes, allowing yourself to believe, if only in this moment and in the safety of his arms, that things will be okay.

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[natsaffection]

hey, love 💕

i was thinking about the my sweet baby universe again(i love it so much 🥹) and could you write something like baby goes to nat's office for a surprise visit on their anniversary or something like that, but she's only wearing lingerie under her coat (or maybe just full naked, it's your call 🫣) and i feel like nats reaction would be vert enjoyable hehehe 🤭. anyways, i think you'd make a great fic, thanks honey ;)

Happy anniversary.

Sugar Mommy!Natasha x Sugar Baby!Reader

MINORS DNI 18+!

Warnings: Age gap! (N= 37 R= 21), thigh riding, Mommy kink, begging, fingering, slight overstimulation

Word count: 1,6 k

A/n: for the extra feeling, listen to Dead Man's Arms by Bishop Briggs when the smut starts, its heavenly. 🫂

In the soft glow of the morning light, you stirred from your sleep, stretching beneath the cozy blankets. Groggily, you opened your eyes to find Natasha's side of the bed empty. A hint of disappointment flickered, thinking Natasha might have forgotten the significance of the day.

But as you sat up, you noticed a delicate note lying on Natasha's bedside table. Curiosity was piqued and you eagerly unfolded the paper. In Natasha's elegant handwriting, the note read: "Happy anniversary, my love."

A hint of warmth spread through your chest and a bright smile graced your face. It was a simple but profound gesture, an acknowledgment that, while Natasha was still navigating the nuances of relationships, she had taken a moment to acknowledge and celebrate her love.

Joy simmered within you as you imagined Natasha at work, carrying the weight of her responsibilities and still finding a moment to express her affection. The anniversary had started on a sweet note, setting the tone for the surprises that awaited them and confirming the depth of their connection.

As you entered the living room, you were met with a breathtaking sight - every surface was decorated with an abundance of flowers, delicate roses and soft petals. The air was filled with the sweet scent of love and effort. You stood there in a daze and watched the romantic spectacle unfolding before them.

With careful steps, you continued into the kitchen, where another heartwarming surprise awaited you. The table was set with an enchanting breakfast spread - freshly baked pastries, assorted fruits and a pot of steaming coffee. A note with Natasha's distinctive handwriting caught your attention.

„Y/n, Every detail is a tribute to us. Enjoy the surprises and know that my heart belongs to you, today and always.”

Overcome with emotion, you turned around to see Maria, the maid, quietly taking care of her duties. “Did you do all that?” you asked incredulously.

Maria shook her head with a warm smile. “No, Ms. Romanoff was up all night making sure everything was perfect for your anniversary. She wanted today to be special for you.”

You felt a rush of gratitude and joy. The thoughtful gestures, the romantic atmosphere and the effort Natasha had made to create a magical morning touched you deeply. You enjoyed breakfast with a heart full of love, knowing that every bite was a taste of the affection with which Natasha had made your anniversary unforgettable.

Inspired by Natasha's romantic gestures in the morning, you felt a wave of excitement to return the love. As you thought about ideas for a surprise, a mischievous thought came to mind - one that would add a dash of spice to the day..

As the minutes passed, you carefully planned the surprise, carefully choosing a sexy ensemble that you knew would make Natasha's heart beat faster. The anticipation grew, and with every second that passed, You couldn't help but grin at the joy you were about to unleash.

In the beating heart of the city, you strolled the busy streets to find the perfect surprise for Natasha on her special day. The charming lingerie boutique beckoned and you entered, greeted by a selection of delicate lace and seductive fabrics.

The saleswoman with a strong sense of elegance guided you through the boutique's offerings. Soft whispers of satin, intricate lace patterns and the promise of seduction filled the air. Feeling a mix of excitement and anticipation, you began selecting pieces that fit the celebration you had envisioned.

In the locker room, the atmosphere became more intimate. Soft lighting highlighted the details of the lingerie, and as you tried on different ensembles, the mirror reflected a journey of self-discovery. The delicate lace hugged your curves and each piece told a story of sensuality and sophistication.

As you admired the reflection, the anticipation of surprising Natasha grew. The salesperson, recognizing the significance of the occasion, offered words of encouragement and added expert advice on the art of seduction to the experience.

Once back home, the chosen ensemble adorned your figure, with each piece carefully chosen to create a captivating appeal. The underwear, a secret beneath her elegant coat, promised a moment of passion and connection with Natasha. Once you were satisfied with the sight, you threw a nice coat around yourself and made your way to her office.

When you arrived, Natash's assistant took you straight to her and as you entered her office with an innocent smile, you closed the door with a soft click. The soft click of the door drew Natasha's attention away from the stacks of paperwork.

“Y/n! what are you doing here?” You are trying to keep your composure, but feeling a tinge of nervousness, "I just wanted to add a little... spark to your day."

Natasha, astute as ever, noticed the subtle signs. Your slight trembling and a tell-tale blush adorning your cheeks. A knowing grin played on Natasha's lips. “Ah, you’re trying to surprise me, aren’t you?”

You, surprised by Natasha's perspicacity, stammered, "Well, I... I thought it would be a fun way to celebrate our anniversary..“

Natasha enjoyed you nervous state and leaned back in her chair, her eyes filled with playful mischief. “Come here, darling. Let’s see what delightful surprise you have in store.”

As you approached and slowly took off the coat, Natasha's eyes lit up with anticipation. The atmosphere in the room changed, filled with the promise of a celebration that combined the sweetness of their love with the spicy surprises of their desires.

Natasha's eyes widened, a hint of surprise, before a seductive grin appeared. “Well, this is a wonderful distraction,” she remarked, her gaze lingering on your enticing ensemble.

Playing the innocence card, you approached the desk and ran your fingers over Natasha's stressed-out paperwork. “Happy anniversary, Natasha,” you cooed, shy smiling giving away your secret intentions.

Natasha's stress was momentarily forgotten and she leaned back in her chair, fascinated by the sparkle in your eyes.

"I've been craving something more than just paperwork all day." You grinned and slid a hand down Natasha's thigh, your closeness becoming more intense. "How about a different kind of...stress relief?"

Your mind becomes clouded with a lustful haze that blinds your insecurities when you can utter the next word without an ounce of resistance. "How about I make you feel good this time?“

It wasn't until the words left your mouth that you realized what you had said and the shock hitting both of your faces at the same time. You regret it and consider pulling away completely, but before you can, a sneer appears on her lips again. "That's not how it works, Malysh." Her arm quickly wraps around your waist and moves you so that you're standing between her legs.

Without warning, she pushed your body against her thighs and a soft gasp escaped your mouth. “Be a good girl for me and let me do it.” She looks up at you and her arm moves around your waist again. Your clit begins to rub against her thigh, and Natasha's moved her legs just the same to show you how to move your hips.

Her hands grasp your waist, holding you tight and giving you stability. Not only the feeling of your pleasure as you rub against her thighs, but the way Natasha maintains control and dominance even when she's beneath you sends you completely into subspace.

Her other hand works on your breast, her fingers massaging the flesh with gentle pinches before she takes it into her mouth. You can't look away from her, and neither can Natasha, even though your cheeks are very flushed and inflamed. The eye contact you share as you ride her thighs while she sucks on your breasts will put you in a trance you won't be able to break.

But soon you have no choice but to close your eyes. It doesn't come from desire, but from need. Because your orgasm threatens to erupt within you on a scale that neither of you were prepared for.

Her mouth opens as her tongue licks your breasts, and it all begins before you reach your climax.

Her hips buck against yours and her moans echo through the silent room, loud enough for the staff to hear, but you don't care as the pleasure rings high in your ears. "Good girl."

You were still in a trance when Natasha picked you up and placed you on her table. She grabbed your legs and spread them in front of her, “Don’t make a sound, Y/n, or I’ll stop, do you understand me?”

You nodded eagerly, your skin tingling as Natasha slowly slid her tongue from your thigh down to your pussy. You arched into the touch, squeezing your eyes shut again as Natasha's thumb slowly swiped over your clit.

“Nnngh.” You try to stay silent, holding your palm over your mouth. Another of her fingers rubbed your clit and this time she pushed inside.

Shortly afterwards, Natasha picked up speed and thrust into you again and again. Her arm moves up to your head to hold you tighter, “I-It feels so good!” you whimper into your hand.

„Oh, I know..“ Natasha smiled and pressed her thumb lightly against your clit, rubbing eagerly, circles against the smooth, throbbing bud. You felt the pleasure building inside you again, an unimaginable heat and pressure deep in your stomach that was aching to be released.

The thumb on your clit stoked the heat into an inferno and you felt your control suddenly slip and your voice become high and desperate again. “Oh God, Mommy! Ah, it's too much! I’m going to – I’m going to–” you babbled, clinging tightly to Natasha’s free arm.

Natasha’s voice was soft, urging you to your climax again with gentle movements and touches, “It’s okay, let it out. Come for me.“ You gasp. “Oh, fuck!” The heat in your stomach exploded throughout your body and you climaxed a second and final time.

Natasha gently ran her fingers through your hair and cooed softly to you as your climax passed, leaving you shaking and exhausted. “Thank you for the perfect anniversary my love.”

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[sillylittlelemon]

Helloo!!

There is something that has been stuck in my head for a long time now so I was wondering if we could get a Saiki Kusuo with a s/o that loves cats?? And that he would maybe transform into one for special occasions (like birthdays etc..) and cuddle?? I would literally find that so cute!! I'm a girl but you can do general if you're more comfortable!!

(I hope my request follows the rules😭

Of course! This ask is adorable!🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️ as a cat lover myself Im very excited to write this, thank you anon!!

Also- i just tell you guys, the Saiki K fandom is carrying my blog rn, like- almost allthe interaction im getting is for my Saiki content/saiki requests (and i love it, dont feel bad and dont stop lmao)

This took way too long im sorry babes 😮‍💨

(I don think its saiki but damn either way hes a good looking fella)

One he starts caring about you and worrying about your safety he 'occasionally' tails you as a cat. Following you around town, sometimes meowing at your feet foot attention, 'keeping up the act' you know.

When he finally gets enough of you begging, because hun, you begged, he will give in and take you to a cat cafe, reluctantly taking off his shoes as you enter, paying for 2 hours, and then leading you over to a little table in the back corner (so he can watch the windows and door, yes like a war vet would, my dads a veteran so i can confirm the habit has been instilled in me and comes in handy) he buys you a hot drink, and himself a coffee jelly

Now we've seen him interact with cats. It's not exactly polite. But i feel like him and your cat have come to a tense agreement to both be able to love you and so far that's working in all of your favors

Saiki would, under much very much fake annoyance, turn into a cat for you. Only after that do you realize the 'stray' that you mysteriously see all over town is in fact your boyfriend. Youre obviously estatic, maybe a little weirded out that he followed you around, but mostly estatic. He sighs as he 'rElUctAntLy' changed into his cat form for you, grouching about how he always feels itchy afterwards and finds fur in his hair and wah wah wah, till finally he's a pretty little white cat, purring and settling in your lap, letting you soak up all the kitty cuddles you want.

[polyamorousmood]

ok, so a couple days ago, my boyfriend told me he was poly. Let’s call him K. Now, I thought I had absolutely no problem with that, I myself have been questioning polyamory for a very long time.

so for context, me and K were on a date in a private server in a game (we’re long distance) and C joined us, not realizing we were on a date. We allowed him to third wheel and we all had a bunch of fun.

now, fast forward to the next day, K messages me about wanting to incorporate C into our relationship. We talk for a bit and I thought I was completely fine with starting a poly with him, but there was a little whisper at the back of my mind: “You weren’t a good enough girlfriend, so he needs someone else to fill in the space. Someone better.”

I want him to be happy more than anything, so I shrug it off and agree. We talk to C and wham bam we’re now in a poly. I tried so hard to convince myself I like him in the same way I like K, but.. I couldn’t. I tried to talk to C about it, but I feel like I ruined everything and hurt him. I’ve literally never been in a relationship this long (going on a month and a half, not that long to most people but to me this is crazy cuz my luck is nonexistent) and we haven’t had a single argument or fight or anything.

I’m scared. I know I should’ve said something the moment I had any doubt but I don’t want K to be mad at me for lying, or C to be sad.

now that little voice is screaming “This is your fault. You’re a terrible girlfriend. You should just leave them so C can make K happy. Because you can’t possibly make K happy.”

I have no idea what to do.

Okay, so I had a longer, prettier thing typed up but the Tumbls deleted it. You're getting the quick and dirty version, sorry.

Yeah, you could have been more forthright from the get-go, but 🤷‍♀️you're here now. I don't think everything is ruined necessarily, especially if you're still willing to be friends with C, you're willing to let K and C date without you (and chill with affection between K and C in front of you, etc). Just get on the same page with everyone, explain that you really wanted it to work with all three of you, but its just not working, and that you really want to figure it out because you like them both so much. That last sentence is true regardless of if you're chill with the things mentioned or not.

And then, even though I don't think you're to that point, and hopefully never will be. Heartbreak sucks eggs in hell, and then you're through it and you're fine. This is true for you, it is true of your exes, it is true of any future exes. You will be okay after any breakup, pending some recovery time, and so will everyone else. The more you internalize this belief, the healthier your relationships will be because you'll not be so damn scared of breaking something you can't be yourself. Its a tough thing to learn, but please try.

Additionally, internalize this belief: you will occasionally, accidentally, hurt the people you love. Everyone does. It doesn't mean they're better off without you. Do what you can to make it right and prevent the mistake from happening again, and let it go.

But in the meantime, see if you can't work something out. I don't see why y'all couldn't based on what you said. They're allowed to be bummed and it can still be workable. Best of luck 🍀🫂

[hp-hcs]

Hello there.

Since you're taking a request, then maybe some poły relationship with Theo and Mattheo. Preferably male lub gn reader

Thanks and have a good day

aaaaaa a non-monogamous relationship with my two favorite boyos??? abso-fuckin-lutely!!!

polyamorous theodore nott & mattheo riddle x gn!reader headcanons

(lovely pictures from @demieyesore)

since it wasn’t specified if the boyos were dating each other as well or not, i made it ✨up to reader interpretation✨

❕gender-neutral reader❕

TWs: violence (it’s theo & mattheo, what do you expect?), brief sexual harassment/attempted sexual assault (?)

requests open (please for the love of god)

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general headcanons:

mattheo is little spoon and i will take no arguments

(he’s almost always in the middle <3)

if you call theo literally any pet name he will die on the spot

same if you call mattheo any variation of ‘pretty boy’ or ‘cutie’

(extra bonus points if you compliment something unrelated to his physical appearance, like how well he did on a test, or how perceptive he is. homeboy will have no idea how to respond. he’ll just be like 🧍‍♂️🥹👍🫶)

the poly thing actually only happened because there was a very aggressive love triangle thing going on and then they were like “wait this is dumb”

plus, it makes a bunch of the teachers uncomfy, + both of their fathers, so really it’s ideal

they r possessive as F U C K

they can share with each other, that’s it. no one else.

i dare anyone to try to bully or harass you

or actually, even just look at you

OR IF SOMEBODY TRIES TO ASK YOU OUT

someone call an ambulance for the poor fuck 💥🚑🚨🩹🪦💀

lil oneshot thing? idk man:

you go to one of enzo’s stupid parties without your boys

“i’ll be fine guys, promise”

y/n was, in fact, Not Fine™

someone tries to hit on you but just DOESNT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER

let's say it’s cormac mclaggen cause mf is creepy asf

(i know everyone makes him like ‘the bad guy’ but yk what if you don’t like it go write ur own headcanons. they’d probably be better anyways)

anywhore, cormac is like, getting a lil too close for comfort

just kind of haranguing you the whole night

offering drinks, complimenting how you’re dressed, telling you that your boyfriends are “so lucky to have someone as sexy as you”

🤮🤮

you are OBVIOUSLY uncomfortable

but shit hits the fan when he grabs your waist/hip area and tries to kiss you

✨surprise!✨

your mancandy was here the whole time 😌

(not cause they don’t trust you, they just don’t trust anybody else)

💥👊😡🩸🩹🔪🗡️💣

cormac: 🥊🦷😵‍💫🩸🩹🩼☠️⚰️🪦

(lowkey hot to watch em defend you but yk)

((y/n for literally no reason: 👁️🫦👁️)

(((if you tell mattheo you think it’s hot, he’ll just go 🥺🫶💋😚🫂)))

misc:

expounding further on my earlier mattheo x reader headcanons, a scientific study i’ve conducted has found that mattheo riddle is, in fact, a himbo

from the new partridge dictionary of slang and unconventional english, a himbo is “a man objectified by his good looks and presumed lack of intellectual qualities, a man who trades on this image, a gigolo”

objectified by his good looks? have you met tumblr? ✅

lack of intellectual qualities? well, he thinks violence solves everything and thinks with his dick instead of his brain so i’m gonna say yeah ✅

but let’s keep it going, shall we?

a himbo is also defined as the “human version of a golden retriever—beautiful, incredibly well-intentioned, and dumb.”

…yep

beautiful ✅ well-intentioned (in his own mind) ✅ & dumb (lovingly) ✅

additionally: buff 💪 ✅ & respects his romantic partner(s) ✅

“but hp-hcs,” you bemoan. “what does that make theo?”

well, my dear delusionists, theodore nott is a hunk—not quite a himbo, but close

hopefully this venn diagram i made of some of the himbos & himbo-adjacents in the hp world will help illustrate this for you

[seriouslycromulent]

Now That I've Binged All of Mid-Century Modern ...

... here are just a few of my thoughts on the show.

Warning: Below, be spoilers! If you haven't finished the 10-episode season, please keep scrolling by. If you have watched all of it, then by all means, feel free to agree or argue with me in the comments.

Now on to my blatherings:

Here on Tumblr, we need an acronym or abbreviation for this series to use as a tag. Because if we put it under the #midcenturymodern or the #mid-centurymodern tag, we'll have to weed through all the posts about interior decor and Googie architecture. Not that I don't love Googie architecture. Might I suggest #midcmod. Although, I guess we can also use #desertqueens. I'm open to recommendations.

I love how quickly the actors on the series seemed to find their characters. Most new series take at least 3 or 4 episodes before the actors get comfortable in their characters and truly feel like they know who that person is (you can tell because it often shows in their performances). But with this cast, they pretty much found it after the 1st episode. Kudos!

God, I'm going to miss Linda Lavin. 😔 She was such a great balance to the cast. Not just in the form of estrogen or age, but in the form of perspective. Like in ep. 6 ("Maid Serviced"), where she checked the guys about hiring a housekeeper for his looks and not for his ability to do the job, I appreciated it when she said something to the effect: "At my age, you have to fight to be seen. And I'm not going to fight to be seen in my own house." Respect. You go, Mama!

At first, I wasn't really feeling Pamela Adlon as Nathan Lane's sister, Mindy, because I thought she was too young to play his sis. But it turns out she's only about 10 yrs younger, so it's not that weird at all. Plus, the more we saw them together, the more I liked them as a duo. Especially when he put her in a headlock in ep. 8 ("Sour Pickleball"). 😏

I saw some people here on Tumblr bristle at the portrayal of Jerry (played by Matt Bomer) as the dumb, handsome one. But I kind of love this for him. Bomer is usually pretty serious or sarcastic in most of the roles he's known for, so seeing him kind of play against type is a bit refreshing. And it's clear that his "stupidity" comes more so from being sheltered in his Mormon/ultra-conservative upbringing than from simply being not very bright. I say let him cook.

My favorite episode of the 10 so far was the one where they go to Fire Island. I think it's ep. 5 ("Hello, Fisty's"). I appreciated how that episode subverted our expectations. Instead of the guys enjoying an evening of sensual debauchery, they got to share a part of themselves that reflected the person underneath the façade. A sexual interaction was replaced with a heartfelt one. 🫂

I know it shouldn't have been as funny as it was, but when Mindy made Jerry cry at pickleball in ep. 8, I literally laughed out loud. I don't know what it was -- it could've been how Bomer chose to play the scene -- but that moment was absolutely hilarious. Again, I can see how this role is allowing us to see Bomer's skill at comedy a lot better than anything we've seen him do in the past.

Speaking of comedy, call me a filthy foul-mouthed radical, but I appreciate how the show doesn't tiptoe around swearing or sexual interactions. I'm sure some folks at home will be clutching their pearls when they hear the first f-bomb dropped on the series. And don't get me started when they openly brought up pegging like it was nothing. But I like that it's a series clearly intended for mature audiences in every sense of the word. In that respect, it reminds a little of Grace and Frankie.

I hope if we get more seasons where we get to see more guest stars that we know the cast has worked with in the past. I loved seeing Judd Hirsch, Rhea Perlman, Richard Kind, and Jesse Tyler Ferguson on the show. If they get another season, I can only imagine how many people will jump at the chance to guest star.

I pretty much knew I would like this series when I saw that James Burrows was an executive producer and director on the show. I don't think I've ever watched a TV series with his name attached where I didn't like it.

With that said, the one running theme/joke that I'm not a fan of is the mini-dance breaks the guys do every now and then. It was kind of cute in the pilot episode, but every time after that, I would kind of watch through my fingers. 🫣 Now, I don't have anything against characters dancing in TV shows or film, but far too often ... well ... they just aren't very good and I often wish they wouldn't. I know that seems bitchy, because everyone should be allowed to dance if they feel like it. And it's totally realistic that this group would dance around their own home if the spirit moves them. But ... they really aren't very good and I find myself desperately wanting them to be better so I don't have to cover my eyes. All of them have lovely singing voices. And of course, they're fantastic actors. But as dancers ... um, yeah 😬. Well, they're certainly dispelling the stereotype that all gay men can dance.

So now that I've nitpicked about the one thing I don't like about the show, let me share my thoughts on ep. 9. ("Here's to You, Mrs. Schneiderman"). I was really shocked that the writers included Lavin's death in the show in the first season. I'm sure they probably had to, but instead of just easing into it, they really faced it head on and I respect that a lot. And can we give it up to Nathan Lane for his performance in that episode? 👏🏽 He was genuinely heartbreaking to watch and he played every beat so brilliantly. I knew Lavin passed before the show could air, but I just assumed that she died after they had finished filming, and they were likely going to address it if they got a second season. So the shock that hit me when they dedicated an entire episode to her in the first season was 🤯. It was so wonderfully written and genuinely moving that it just made me adore the show even more. Certainly this episode is more sad and sentimental than the other episodes, but it was not without the right dose of humor at just the perfect moments to make it match the tone of the series. God, I'm going to miss her. 😔

Final thoughts:

Even though it's just a 30-min sitcom, I can't reiterate how much I think the show gave us the laugh so many of us need right now with everything else going on in the world. I know some folks feel like the world has stopped or should be stopping and every day should be about focusing on fighting the power and death to tyranny and all that.

But I know my anxiety and overall psyche appreciates a break from the constant fear of dread, doom, and despair that permeates my thoughts every day. A laugh, a harmless distraction, a moment to remind us of our collective humanity is very much appreciated right now -- at least by me.

Also, I can't speak for anyone else, but I like sitcoms that deliver laughs while also delivering a reflection of our flaws, quirks, and humanity back at us. And by the time you reach the 5th episode, I think the writers had clearly found that sweet spot where comedy, pathos and heart intersect. And I couldn't be more grateful. 🫶🏽

[opiumsturn]

⋆⭒˚｡⋆ CLINGY

₊ ⊹౨M.STURNIOLOৎ₊ ⊹

IN WHICH Matt thinks Y/n has been too 'clingy'?

a/n- this Is ass i'll make up for it i swear

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Y/N POV

Matt has been so distant with me recently. I feel like he's starting to loose his love for me?

He's out with Nick and Chris getting food because Chris was hungry and I'm not gonna lie I was too but I didn't want to ask due to how matt had been acting and I didn't want to annoy him more.

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Matt Ml 💕🫂

Matt Ml 💕🫂 -do you want food?

no thanks baby.❤-Y/n

Matt Ml 💕🫂 -k.

seen by y/n

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'k.'? He never says that. what did I do.

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MATTS POV

I reply to Y/n's text before pulling up to the window so Nick can order.

Look I love my girlfriend, shes my everything but honestly I dont like pda and sometimes I just need space.. from her..

I love spending time with her dont get me wrong its just..sometimes shes all over me it feels like. We both are huge on physical touch but recently its too much..

As Nick finishes I pull up to the window and pay for our food before heading back home.

MINI TIME SKIP

Once we arrive home I leave my food on the counter heading to my room to change into something more comfortable seeing a piece of paper on my bed with blue pen ink with writing that read-

"I went somewhere else baby, sorry for what ever I did. I didn't want to text you to annoy you so i just left this. I'm sorry my love. I love you."

Shit. what did I do.

I set the paper down running out my room past Chris and Nick who were confused as i got my phone out to call y/n instantly.

Ring

Ring

Ring

'Your call has been sent to voice mai-'

"fuck." I whisper. I had to find her before she hurt herself. The only place i could think of besides her house was this park we went to as kids. where she would always go.

I sped past every sign to get there as quick as I could and once I arrive to no ones surprise she was there. Sitting at the top at the opening by the slide. Getting out the car running up the stairs of the playset up to my beautiful girl who was crying her soul out before seeing me.

I stood still. frozen.

"Matt im.. so sorry!" She says hugging my legs on the floor sobbing and sniffling.

I immeditly get down to hug her

"Oh sweetheart.. im so sorry y/n please dont cry baby its my fault! you didnt do anything!" I say holding her in my arms.

"Matt what did I do? why have you been like this recently?!" I say sniffling and sobbing

"Im sorry y/n its just i love you but I felt like you were too close and all over me! and I havent really been a big fan of pda so I just have been.. avoiding you! im so sorry!" I force out quickly.

"oh.. i-im so sorry! I wont be like that anymore 'm sorry!" I breath out

"No! its okay baby you didnt do anything!" I comfort

"c'mon princess lets go home" I say picking her up.

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ONE WEEK LATER.

Y/N'S POV

After what matt told me at the park ive been keeping my distance giving him space and not all over him especially in public. but one thought that ran my head repeadilty was 'did he not like how i acted this whole time for a whole year almost two years?'.

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Matt Ml 💕🫂

Matt Ml 💕🫂 -Hey babyy

Hi ml-Y/n

Matt Ml 💕🫂 -come over? nick wants to host some move night thing.

sureee-Y/n

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Arriving at the triplets house I enter seeing that Madi,nate,larray,nailea, and some other friends were there as well.

walking in greeting everyone matt comes out his room in a black wifebeater and grey sweatpants. ((nutted))

"Hey Maaa!" he says excitedly going to grab my waist but I turn the other way to say hi to madi who I hadnt said hi to before.

"hey madi, hey matt" I say hugging madi then looking at matt.

"HEY MOVIES STARTING C'MON!!" Nick yells

Walking to the couch, Matt sitting down next to Nate. All the spots were taken now.

"C'mere baby" matt says patting his lap.

"uh- no its okay i'll just sit on the floor" I say smiling as matts smile drops.

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The movie had finally ended and everyone gets up ready to leave. once everyone says their goodbyes I go into matt's room to grab my hoodie I had left here so I could go home. Just as I was about to walk out of Matts room he walks in.

"where you going baby?" He asks

"home?" I say giggling

"no" he says and before I can speak he grabs my waist and pushes me in his room closing his door while doing so.

He lays me on his bed laying on my stomach

"all right y/n now tell me whats wrong.." Matt asks

"Nothing? you said you needed space so thats what im giving you" I say softly

"Fuck.. no y/n! i dont want space baby i was just going through something with nick and chris that week and i took it out on us, you! im sorry sweetheart i didnt mean any of that shit! i wanna show you off. show everyone your mine baby i love you!" he says on the verge of tears. sitting up and pulling me on his lap facing him.

"Im sorry baby. i just thought i was too clingy so i just-"

He cuts her off. His girl- clingy? thats what he made her think and that was so far off. he felt awful. his girl was far from that.

"Clingy? no baby no im so sorry your not that at all my love dont think that at all listen i love you and from now on i want you all over me anywhere anytime okay?" he says.

I simply nod as he grabs the back of my neck pulling me into a soft kiss.

"i love you Matt."

"i love you too y/n"

[aurorawritestoescape]

Wip Wednesday

I’m so happy to be tagged, friends @iamasaddie @milla-frenchy @schnarfer @mermaidgirl30 Thank you!💕🫂

I’m focusing on two fics this week- part 6 of Bad Blood (I posted a snippet yesterday here) and an arms worshipping fic for @joelmillerisapunk ‘s writing challenge. Here’s a snippet of the latter💪

Full fic posted - IN HIS ARMS

“You’ve been starin’ at me like I’m a piece of meat. No use denyin’ it.”

You avert your eyes, chewing on your lip. You probably should be embarrassed to be caught ogling the stranger, but life in this miserable world taught you to take what you want whenever you can. Especially if it’s being handed to you.

“I’m not.” You look back at Joel with defiance in your gaze. “I think you’re hot.”

The man’s chest expands when he takes a deep breath, the buttons on his denim shirt hanging for dear life. His piercing eyes turn a shade darker as he asks,

“Wanna do somethin’ about it?”

“What are you suggesting?”

“Come over to my place tonight. Around 8. Ask your friend for the address. He knows.”

You don’t reply for a few seconds, making it seem like you’re thinking about your answer. But your pussy, soaking your panties right now, has been aching since the moment you saw the man so there’s no way you’re going to reject his invitation.

“ ‘k”, you reply, feigning nonchalance, while excitement twists your stomach.

Npt💖 @604to647 @quaritchscupquake @corazondebeskar @wethairjoel @bonezone44 @joelsdagger @magpiepills @littlepadika and whoever wants to share🌸

[starryriize]

Hey, My first request to you 💁🏻‍♀️ :

Can you do headcanons or short imagine to go ice skating with &Team even though s/o isn't good at doing that? You can decide whether it's a date or they'll go as a group but plis make it kinda romantically between each member and their s/o. 🫂

when their s/o isn’t good at skating | &team

╰┈ ⋆｡˚ 🪼 genre: fluff & really romantic!!

╰┈ ⋆｡˚ 🪼 pairing: bf! &team x fem! reader

╰┈ ⋆｡˚ 🪼 author's notes: ahhh anon i know exactly who you are 🤭 ilysm btw <3 but yes!! i changed my initial format of this bc i am not a skater but i am a klutz so i can relate fr

🫧laur’s taglist: @chiiyuuvv

— klutz squad (nico, taki, jo)

nico - oh boy is he laughing 😭 he’s definitely concerned as he tries to help you up but falls on his ass. you’re both on the ice cackling at each other and how out of balance you both are ! gives you his arm to steady yourself and it ends in you both acting like penguins on ice. gives you a little kiss on your forehead and squishes your cheeks bc you may be a klutz but you’re his klutz !!

taki - he’s…not laughing at you, i promise!! it’s just the way you fell was incredibly funny and you laugh at him when he defies all expectations of physics 😭 you guys opt to hold hands with each other but it’s doesn’t work as well as you hoped… you end up giving up on ice staking entirely after falling 5 times with taki going down with you !! tells you it’s okay and you end up sharing cocoa together :((

jo - immediately concerned that you fall so often but finds it funny bc you arranged the date…and you have the balance of a leaf :(( he bursts out giggling tho and proceeds to *purposely* fall to sympathize with you! 😭 he’s so cute tho and he really does try to help you!! like nico, gives you kisses all over your face and asks if he should kiss any places you hurt 🫶🏼 (pls i need kisses from jo) he also gets you some cocoa and holds your hand &lt;33

— immediately steadies you (k, ej, maki)

k - lowkey teases you when you fall right as you step on the ice !! gives you his arm to hold on to and steady yourself on ! also thinks you’re cute when you’re giggling at how much of a klutz you are 😭🫶🏼 puts! his! hand! on! your! waist! steadies you by holding you waist, making sure you’re fully upright (i love him sm)

ej - i feel like he goes into instant leader mode!! his eyebrows are creased and he’s next to you asking all sorts of questions. also believes that you can just hold onto him and gives you his arm to hold, or his hand, or his jacket! 😭 he’s chuckling to himself as you wobble and then fall right back down again! holds you close to his side and you guys just skate slowly together :(( thinks it’s very kdrama-esque to kiss in the middle of the rink 🫶🏼 (double points if you have to tiptoe in your skates)

maki - he’s both laughing and concerned for you! he wanted to take you roller skating in the summer but seeing your balance issues…he immediately decided he wouldn’t :(( i mean, your safety is important!! on the ground laughing and helps you up, offers to hold your waist behind you as you try to skate again 🫶🏼 don’t worry, once you both are home, he puts on a show and makes you your favorite dessert!

— teacher squad (fuma, yuma, harua)

fuma - he can do anything and everything atp so i think he would start teaching you how to balance yourself and how to gain momentum to start moving on the ice!! lowkey explains it in very simple terms but gets the point across 🫶🏼 puts his entire arm around your torso and you guys skate together in sync - albeit a little slow :(( kisses your cheeks when you make one circle around the rink and repeatedly says he loves you (he’s so sweet fr idc he’s a standard)

yuma - this is based on nothing but i think he’d be the type to teach you as well!! he might not know a lot about skating but he knows a lot about balance and control so he helps you stand up! takes it in steps and explains it similar to a dance choreography- kisses your forehead after every step and spins you in happiness 🤭 dips you and gives you an even better kiss :(( (stop i love him sm this is making me blush)

harua - i feel like he’s secretly good at surprising things…but he would immediately be like “okay so you place your feet like so”!! probably incredibly patient with you too :(( if you end up sad, he’ll probably be sad with you. teaches you to move around and i see him as the type to be lowkey romantic so he would spin you around! (this is too cute i’m giggling thinking abt this🤭)

**i do want to point out that all of them would probably check for any signs of you being hurt by the ice or if you’re in any immediate pain, hence why i didn’t add that into every member!!

[violetmuses]

Get The Message - A. Aretas 🫂 💐

Title: Get The Message - A. Aretas 🫂💐

Fandom: “Bad Boys” Film Universe

Character: Armando Aretas

Pairing: Armando Aretas + Female Reader

Main Storyline: You find out that Armando Aretas has a crush. 🏷 @nelo0wesker @adoresmiles

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2024

When you entered the Miami Police Department, gorgeous flowers waited up front.

“K?” You gestured for AMMO weapons expert Kelly to see this arrangement.

“Oh, the set looks amazing, but those flowers aren't mine.” Kelly shrugged.

At your desk, you organize essentials for the day just and move forward as usual. Soon enough however, other people finally walked right in.

“How you doing, Rookie?” Mike takes off his sunglasses and jokes with you. Even his longtime partner and best friend Marcus Burnett smiled at you.

“Hey.” You grinned toward both famous detectives right now.

“That's all we get? Marcus scrunched up his face, puzzled through laughter. “Thought you were family.”

“She's busy again.” Mike whispered to Marcus and chuckled, pointing near your desk.

Just before Lowrey sat down as well, muffled rhythms echoed outside.

After hiding overseas and escaping imprisonment, previous criminal Armando Aretas safely returned to Florida and would help the AMMO squad.

Detective Mike Lowrey even stood as Armando's biological father.

“Mike, I told you not to buy Armando that new car!” Marcus complained. “He'll blow out the speakers with music.”

“Armando just got back. Shut up!” Mike warned Marcus again.

When the music stopped playing, some coworkers frowned.

“Sup, man?” Mike greeted his son and that crosstalk reached near your desk.

“Had to wake myself up.” Aretas chuckled about the playlist noise.

“I get it. It's early.” Lowrey nodded without thinking twice here. “Let's go.”

Captain Rita Secada held another briefing this time around and you followed everyone direction to join.

Right before you reached that space, Armando opened the door.

“Surprise.” He whispered, sitting right next to you that day.

Dots finally connected in your head.

Aretas gave you the flowers!

[archangeldyke-all]

hi! i saw your asks reblog. 10, 13 and 40! 👀🩷 i hope you’re doing better these days 🫂

hi bee i'm doing much better love <333 thank u so much

10. do you believe in love at first sight? -- not love, but i definitely think that u can know u have amazing chemistry with someone just off one interaction.

13. do you get jealous easily? -- no not really ahha

40. have you ever written a song or poem about someone? -- nothing complete, but there are definitely a bunch of old half finished lyrics about the girl that broke my heart in high school hiding deep in my notes app ;lasjkdf;k (unless u count my fics as love poems about sevika, in which case, yes, about a half thousand a;lsdkjf;lskdjf)

[dwellinginsilence]

🥰Sebastian Sallow Fluff Alphabet🥰

👀A - Attractive - what do they find attractive about their partner? Sebastian’s a complete sucker for you, everything draws him in and distracts him. One of his favorite things you do is duel, even if you don’t like it, you’re good at it, and it never ceases to amaze him.

👣B - Body - what is their favourite part of their partner’s body? Sebastian’s favorite part of you is the crook of your neck, your pulse point. He nuzzles in whenever you hug and gets a deep catch of your scent, all of that together makes him feel very comfortable and safe and the longer he’s allowed to stay there the longer he feels loved.

🫂C - Cuddle - how do they like to cuddle? Full body cuddles. Doesn’t necessarily matter if he’s on top crushing you or if you’re on top or side by side as long as you’re touching everywhere possible and limbs are probably intertwined. The boy is starved for affection and once he gets a true taste, he can’t get enough. He’s shameless. Cuddles aren’t just for bedtime as far as he’s concerned. Class lecture? His lap is free. Meal time? He’ll happily feed you. Dueling? He’s got two hands…ok, maybe he’ll let you go for dueling.

📅D - Dates - what does their ideal date look like? He likes being active and he’s mischievous, so exploring somewhere restricted is always a good day to him. But so is reading passages of each other’s favorite books by the fireplace. Depends on his mood, how much time you’ve had together recently, and the weather.

🟰E - Equal - are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive? He’s not passive, but he doesn’t want you to be passive either. He also loves a good argument and making up. (🔞 In the bedroom he tends to be more D, but toes the switch line for whatever your needs are.)

🥊F - Fight - would they find it easy to forgive their partner? how are they fighting? He’s hot headed and doesn’t think nearly quick enough for his words. He also misunderstands easily and before figuring out what was meant, jumps to the worst conclusion. But he’s learned that he needs a lot of forgiveness so maybe he should forgive a lot. There are a few things he won’t forgive. Abuse of any kind done to anyone or anything. Any harm done to those closest to him.

🎁G - Gifts - how do they feel about gift giving? what are their habits when it comes to this?   He loves getting and giving, but having grown up more meager, it isn’t usually his first thought.  Does begin to pick up wildflowers and potion ingredients randomly as he explores.

🤝H - Holding Hands - when / how do they like to hold hands? Death grip. All the time. Everywhere.

🩹I - Injury ( how would they act if their partner got hurt? ) Depends on the injury and on how you act. If you act a little dramatic to get attention but it was clearly nothing serious and no one did it to you, he’d play along.  If it was serious, no matter how you acted he’d be a bit of a wreck, seeking aid immediately and doing whatever he could to fix it. You are either his last or almost last remaining family and he’s had to watch everyone die and suffer. It brings out his trauma response. He can’t lose you. He can’t.  And if someone else hurt you-they better watch their backs. Sebastian will not hesitate to use an Unforgiveable to avenge his love even if he’s put the Dark Arts behind him.  If they somehow managed to survive, they’d beg for death.

😤J - Jealousy - do they get jealous easily? how do they deal with it? A bit. Especially if you give attention to another man. He struggles with being deserving of your love. He thinks you can do better and will one day realize that. So yeah, he can get a bit jealous, but he doesn’t tend to act petty about it. Much.

💋K - Kisses - how do they like to kiss their partner? His favorite are the long slow ones where he can taste each part of your mouth. But every kind has a time and place and he’ll take any kiss at any time.

💕L - Love Language - what’s their love language? Physical touch. Nothing else to say. Physical touch.

🌞M - Mornings - how are mornings spent with them?  Usually sleeping. He’s a night owl and doesn’t like to get woken up early. If he is woken up, he stays in bed as long as possible.

🌜N - Nights - how are nights spent with them? Reading, cuddling, being intimate, sometimes exploring.  It’s when he likes being the most active.

🔓O - Open - when would they start revealing things about themselves? how would they do it? Before he even begins courting. He feels so comfortable around you he spills more secrets than he means to.

🤗P - PDA - how comfortable are they with pda? Very. Loves it. Loves showing off his love. Doesn’t care if he makes anyone annoyed or if he’ll get in trouble.

🤪Q - Quirk - what is a random ability that helps the relationship? His charm makes it difficult to stay angry at him for too long.  But that’s also annoying because sometimes you want to stay mad.

🌹R - Romance - how romantic are they? cliche or creative? Not overly too much of anything. He enjoys doting, just because he thinks you deserve it, but he doesn’t try to be romantic. He does things because he’s thinking of you or wants to keep you safe.

🔐S - Security - how protective are they? Very. Overly. Stifling. But after losing his entire family and himself for a while, it’s understandable.

🎙️T - Talking - what do they like to talk about? Everything. He’s very cerebral. Sometimes he’ll just drop random facts: “did you know lemons float but limes sink?” “The lead roof of St. Paul’s Cathedral melted during the Great Fire of London causing a molten river.”

💭U - Understanding - how well do they know their partner? He knows you better than he knows anyone else. He strives to know all he can and he puts that knowledge to practical use.  He doesn’t always understand your reasoning, but he learns to trust you.

📣V - Vaunt - what are they proud of? do they like to show their partner off? Sebastian thinks you are incredible, he is proud of all your accomplishments, probably even more so than you are. Not only he is proud of who you are, but he loves showing you off on his arm.

🧩W - Whole - would they feel incomplete without their partner?  Before meeting you, he hadn’t realized he was missing anything, other than his parents and his sick twin. Once he met you, he knew nearly immediately you’d be his, there was no other option. He wasn’t in love, although you were by far the most enchanting person he’d ever seen. He just knew, so once he’d officially locked you in, he became well aware of what complete and incomplete felt like.

💘X - XOXO - are they affectionate? Sebastian’s affection can sometimes be suffocating. He lacks personal space when comes to you and when he’s having a particularly bad day or feeling lonely or guilty or missing his family he’s even more affectionate.

☹️Y - Yearning - how well do they cope when they’re separated from their partner? Sebastian can usually cope decently well for a few hours, a day of school with meeting for lunch. Much longer than that and the intrusive thoughts start. He can usually keep his anxieties tamed for another day before he has to find you, or at the very least hear from you.  The older he gets, the better he gets at handling his fear of losing you. Still, if for any reason you  two can’t spend the night together, he asks you keep him updated.  If you become pregnant, he rarely lets you out of his sight unless completely necessary. It gets to the point that you go to the bathroom just to have some peace.

💤Z - Zzz - what are some sleeping habits of theirs?  He’s a terrible sleeper. He usually reads until well into the morning. Once he decides to go to sleep and his head hits the pillow, he’s falls asleep almost immediately, is a bear to wake up.  He usually doesn’t need more than a handful of hours of sleep to be rested if given the chance to sleep as long as he wants.  Unless he’s having nightmares, he sleeps soundly and deeply.  He’s hot, whether anyone is next to him or not, he heats up. He won’t sweat, but he warms up anyone in bed with him.  He doesn’t usually like too many covers unless he’s sick. He hates pajamas but has learned to use them because of roommates, but he will sleep with as little clothing as possible.  

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🥰Fluff Alphabet🥰 👀A - Attractive - what do they find attractive about their partner?

👣B - Body - what is their favourite part of their partner’s body?

🫂C - Cuddle - how do they like to cuddle?

📅D - Dates - what does their ideal date look like?

🟰E - Equal - are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?

🥊F - Fight - would they find it easy to forgive their partner? how are they fighting?

🎁G - Gifts - how do they feel about gift giving? what are their habits when it comes to this?  

🤝H - Holding Hands - when / how do they like to hold hands?

🩹I - Injury ( how would they act if their partner got hurt? )

😤J - Jealousy - do they get jealous easily? how do they deal with it?

💋K - Kisses - how do they like to kiss their partner?

💕L - Love Language - what’s their love language?

🌞M - Mornings - how are mornings spent with them? 

🌜N - Nights - how are nights spent with them?

🔓O - Open - when would they start revealing things about themselves? how would they do it?

🤗P - PDA - how comfortable are they with pda?

🤪Q - Quirk - what is a random ability that helps the relationship?

🌹R - Romance - how romantic are they? cliche or creative?

🔐S - Security - how protective are they?

🎙️T - Talking - what do they like to talk about?

💭U - Understanding - how well do they know their partner?

📣V - Vaunt - what are they proud of? do they like to show their partner off?

🧩W - Whole - would they feel incomplete without their partner? 

💘X - XOXO - are they affectionate?

☹️Y - Yearning - how well do they cope when they’re separated from their partner?

💤Z - Zzz - what are some sleeping habits of theirs?