#think this change is here to stay { haruka ; headcanons }

[shininginyourlight]

despite the societal pressures, haruka really wasn't sure she'd ever marry yuta.

they really hadn't dated long before accidentally conceiving haruto, so she hadn't even gotten the chance to truly enjoy their relationship for long before responsibility was hanging over her head all over again.

of course, she knew it'd be better for haruto if they married. the benefits of being a married couple far outweighed being single parents.

she just wasn't going to sacrifice her happiness just for the sake of making society look at her with a favorable light. they already looked down on her for being the daughter of a former yakuza. how much worse could it be to be a single mother?

even with her ready to sacrifice that, she was pleasantly surprised by how things developed after kiryu's death. she always had yuta to lean on. he was the support she needed in that time. the first person to take haruto when she needed time. the first person to offer to hold her at night when the guilt overwhelmed and felt like it was drowning her.

even still, it wasn't an easy decision.

they still dated for a while before they mutually decided to get married.

haruka and yuta married just before haruto's 5th birthday. from then, it was a difficult time getting used to the name usami, as opposed to sawamura.

[summer-nights19]

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Wings of freedom

Levi Ackerman x fem! reader

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Daiki Aomine x fem reader Part 1

Part 2

Good for business

Balor x fem reader

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Sailor moon

I'm not her - cheater! Haruka Tenoh x gn! reader (angsty)

Your girlfriend is growing increasingly distant, but you're determined to fix your relationship until you make a terrible discovery when coming back home early from a trip

Part 2 was requested <33

Guess we have a part 3 now

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Kuroko no basket

Replaceable - Kise x gn! reader (angsty)

Your relationship with your boyfriend is falling apart, but you can't leave. That is, until one final blow is delivered.

Also, here is part 2 as requested !

Aomine and Kise x gn reader threesome Letting your fav boys completely destroy you together one night at a party <3

Murasakibara x gn! reader how the GoM guys react when they find out you're dating (request)

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You and Levi being hopelessly in love and running a tea shop in a post war au.

Omori

Withering gladiolus- Aubrey angst

How Aubrey's grief changes her life after Mari's death

Tokyo debunker

Roses and stars - Jin Kamurai x gn reader

Jin takes MC out and confesses to them

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Tokyo debunker guys as icks (includes a part 2)

Idk what possessed me to do this

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[astreaswonders]

some random pjsk hcs !!

here's some silly headcanons i've been thinking about lately! these are all silly and just for fun so please do not take them too seriously, just enjoy!

leo/need

saki constantly takes leo/need on shopping sprees and gets them to try on some outfits! shiho refuses, but gets dragged into the changing stalls anyway and later comes out with a frilly pink dress and an unimpressed frown.

they have a very long group chat name which is constantly being added to. to be honest, they probably communicate through the name more than the actual messages they send in the chat.

honami always has an emergency kit with almost anything one could possibly need - bandaids, disinfectant, tissues, and even some yummy snacks for when someone is feeling down!

leo/need is always on high alert around saki! they check up on her even with the slightest cough or sneeze. she gets tired of them being so cautious, but appreciates that they care so much <3

they LOVE camping in their favourite park! although they decided to put that idea on hold after a stray cat got into the tent and terrorised them all…

more more jump

one day minori and airi were curious as to where the crowd in stage sekai went after the shows there. they tried to stay overnight and see what was going on, but they got disconnected from the sekai! guess they will never know, huh?

minori has posters of haruka all over her room. one day when haruka came to her house, she stuffed all the posters into her bathroom and they got wet… she cried for an hour over her limited edition posters… poor minori :(

shizuku does not understand the concept of emojis. this does not correspond well with airi, who constantly uses the 😭 and 💀 emojis - “airi, are you alright? why are you crying… are you dead?”

minori knows haruka is careful about food, which is why she taught herself to make some super yummy and healthy snacks! she almost burnt down her kitchen, but at least her idol was happy :D

vivid bad squad

they all pretty much have rooms in weekend garage - kohane decorated an’s empty closet, and akito and toya put some things in the empty storage room. it may seem like an odd setup, but all of them are happy to take a break in their small areas when they are tired!

an’s obsession with stars has increased over the years, to the point where her entire bedroom is filled with them. glow in the dark stars on the ceiling, pictures of vbs in star shaped frames, she has got it all!

akito forces the rest of the group to go to strength training because ‘a strong body equals a strong performance!’ an can keep up, kohane is about to pass out, and toya is already lying face flat on the floor…

wonderlands x showtime

this group has had some very cursed sleepovers. tsukasa snores obnoxiously loud, rui death grips whatever member is closest to him, emu somehow ends up upside down every single night, and nene is left wide awake because of these three (who somehow never wake up from this)

emu has a hard time expressing her negative feelings to the others so they always make extra care to make her happy! this is especially true for rui, who makes her all kinds of cute robots to make her happy! he even made one that emu can talk to whenever she feels sad.

nene, as much as she insults them, loves the rest of wxs so dearly. she adds pictures of them to her walls almost every day and feels happier whenever she looks at them.

emu is terrible at hide and seek, but somehow tsukasa is even worse! she will be giggling (not so) quietly and tsukasa will be completely oblivious…

nightcord at 25:00

mizuki and ena have an ongoing prank war involving water buckets over the door, pretending the other doesn’t exist, and even going as far as being a fake hacker! it has gotten so bad to the point where mafuyu and kanade need to prevent them from doing anything too reckless.

kanade once tried to visit mafuyu by climbing through her window after she had watched tangled. “mafuyu, m-mafuyu, let down your… rope…? hair…? u-uhmm…” kanade got some very strange looks from the neighbours that day.

mizuki absolutely adores ena’s art. they have multiple pictures of them in their room and show the art to all their friends!

that is all for now! these are not the best, but i hope you enjoyed. eek, posting this is so scary!please request any content ideas if you have anything :) have a good day!!

[confusedpandabear]

Okay fluffy headcanon this time: Imagine Haru buying tickets to Gou’s favourite concert (jpop or something probably) and taking her and being thoroughly overwhelmed by the experience of a massive stadium full of screaming girls, but when he watches how happy Gou is, it makes him smile (and it’s all worth it) (and he doesn’t remember the concert because he’s watching her the whole time thinking about how beautiful she is).

I LOVE THIS PROMPT.

HaruGou: Drabbles By Confused Panda Bear Chapter 35: Only for You Read it below or on AO3.

I love my girlfriend.

I love my girlfriend.

I love my girlfriend.

Haru had to repeat this in his head like a fucking prayer.

Because he wouldn't be here if he didn’t, willingly subjecting himself to what could only be described as his personal version of hell.

Right from the get go, it was sensory overload. 

Strobe lights, smoke machines, lasers and confetti, and a stadium full of eighty-thousand fans, which, going by the piercing pitch of their excitable screams, were 99% female.

One of them, much to his displeasure, was his very own girlfriend.

Gou had been obsessed with some boyband for months now, and finding out that they would be in town, Haru spent what could only be described as a small fortune on tickets for her to go and see them.

He saved up for months, and stayed up late one night to sit in an online queue for hours to make sure he booked the best seats he could get.

He’d even shelled out for those extortionate glow sticks that she could wave around during the concert, let her buy all the overpriced merchandise she wanted—even accompanied her to this spectacle at her request—and what did he get for all of his efforts? 

Gou gushing over some pretty boy on his fourth wardrobe change of the evening and screaming at the top of her lungs: 

“Oh my GOD, look at his triceps! I LOVE YOU, HOKUTO-KUN!”

Haru glared daggers at her then as if to say: what the hell, I’m standing right here?! but it wasn’t like she would have noticed either way. 

She was too busy dancing, belting out the lyrics of an upbeat song word for word, having the time of her fucking life, and in the end, that was all that really mattered.

A song finished with a dramatic dimming of the lights and an explosion of fireworks, and when the haze cleared, her eyes were on him and she was practically glowing.

She wrapped her arms around his middle, squeezing him tight.

“You’re the best, Haruka-senpai!” she said, and he couldn’t help but smile into the crown of her hair.

Yeah.

I love my girlfriend.

[dboliklover]

Can you make a scenario where Subaru and his lovers would raising a cute little daughter, please?

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______________________________________________________________ Daddy! Subaru x Mama! Reader Part One: (4 pages)

You gave Subaru something he never believed he would be fortunate enough - or deserving enough - to attain. You had given him that, which he was convinced he was unworthy of.

A family. 

You had given Subaru Sakamaki a chance. A chance to have what he never did in his childhood - a loving, proper family. 

And he loved you. He loved you so much more than you would ever know - he loved you more than he could ever be able to effectively convey.

It was hard to believe, now, that your daughter’s third birthday was fast approaching. If you’d told him eight years ago that he would even get the chance to fall in love - he would have bitterly scoffed and demanded you leave him alone - or else.

He still had no idea how he got so incredibly lucky, but he was glad for it. So, so very glad. 

With ruby eyes, Subaru observed as you ran about the Rose Garden with your beloved daughter. You had named her Haruka Christa Sakamaki. It had been your suggestion to name her after his mother - a choice he’d been reluctant with, but eventually agreed on - his mother had been far from a saint. in fact, she scarred him psychologically for life, but at the same time he could never bring himself to hate the woman who had given him life; even if she then abused and neglected that life. 

She was his mother and he loved her, and he always would - despite it all. 

And, if anything - it only served to further the fire of hatred in his heart for his father. He often wondered what life could have been like, had Karlheinz died when he was young. It was without a doubt that if Karlheinz had died when the brothers were still young, they would likely had had significantly better relationships with each other. 

Life would have been so much better if only his father had been out of the picture completely. 

“Subaru?”

Your tender loving voice snapped the albino out of his troubled thoughts. His gaze fell upon you and just like every single day of your lives, merely looking at you took his breath away.  “Are you okay?” 

He turned to look at you with smiling eyes. “Yes,” He responded, “I’m just...thinking.” 

You were about to ask what was troubling him, but Haruka’s voice interrupted you “Daddy!! Mama!!”

You smiled, “Here’s my baby!” You exclaimed, crouching down with open arms, the wind blowing through your hair ever-so-gently as your two-and-a-half-year-old daughter ran into your arms. You wrapped your arms around her and picked her up, bouncing her softly up and down. 

To Subaru, the entire scene was out of a dream. Something that had always felt so foreign and distant - and now, it was here and it was his. 

You were his moon - the one who had helped him through the darkest of nights, who was always there when he needed you - even if he couldn’t see you - and who lit his way when all felt hopeless and lost to ensure he could stay on the right path.

And Haruka was the stars in his vanilla sky. She was his beautiful, bouncing baby and he adored her - and you - both of you were his sky - his world. At this point he could never fathom an existence devoid of either you or your daughter, even imagining such a thing was far too raw and painful for him. 

Recurring nightmares haunted his mind for weeks on end on a regular basis - terrible dreams where you were both taken from him - slaughtered mercilessly in front of his very eyes. It killed him a little more each time to witness, if only in dream form. 

But right now - his Moon and his Star - were here, beside him, safe from any harm. As it should be. 

“Daddy!!” Haruka exclaimed, and he now realised that she was holding a crown made of flowers in her tiny hands, wriggling in her mother’s embrace to get closer to him. It was also at this point Subaru acknowledged the bountiful crown of petals and leaves perched upon your own head, as well as his beloved daughter’s. 

If Subaru from the past - brash, abrasive and cold - could see the man he’s become...well, he wasn’t sure whether he’d be pissed, impressed, embarrassed or grateful.

Shows him how much he’s changed to himself, huh?

His heart fluttered as an involuntary laugh escaped him and allowed his daughter to place the crown of flowers on top of his head. His body language was awkward and stiff, which caused you to let out a loud giggle. 

Haruka clapped her petite hands as soon as Subaru lifted his head, the flower crown making him look terribly pleasant. 

He was still not quite...used to things like this. It felt strange - in the best of ways, of course, and though he feared he would never fully get into the flow, he wouldn’t change this for the world.

“You look very beautiful, King Subaru.” You teased with challenging, amused eyes, knowing fully well that your remark would cause him embarrassment. 

Subaru glared at you for a moment, then sighed, loosening the muscles in his face, the blush contrasting with his pale complexion. 

Eight years he’s known you - and somehow even after all this time, you managed to make him flustered. 

He still had troubles with himself - often - times he’d breakdown in front of you, screaming for you to get away from him, to leave him - it was only natural after all he’d been through and being raised to believe himself a monstrous being. 

But you stayed by his side and he knew, even in times of sorrow-clouded doubt, that you would remain right there, beside him, until the end of time - because you had proven yourself and your love for his time and time again and after all that you had been through together he knew that your love was an unconditional one. Haruka was the very embodiment of that pure, unconditional love. 

“Daddy looks pretty!!” She squealed out in joy,  beaming with laughter, and you laughed, too, and Subaru smiled - a true, real smile; one he thought impossible until he met you. You changed his entire universe and now you created an emblem of hope for him from the seeds of your womb.

You thought for a moment, and then gently handed your child to him. Even now, Subaru still feared to hold her just as he had fretted over it when she was a newborn. It was endearing, but these days you were beginning to get sick of it. “You won’t drop her,” You whispered into his ear as you transferred the bouncing baby girl into his arms, smiling reassuringly. You had to bite back your laughter when he held her as if she were made of glass - he always held her like she was the world’s most fragile little thing. And you mused to yourself that, in his eyes, she probably was. 

The way he looked down at her as he held her, cooing and whispering sweet promises to her about how he would protect her from harm and always keep her safe warmed your heart and was almost enough to make you cry. 

You loved your husband so, so much. ______________________________________________________________

Subaru begrudgingly wore the flower crown for the rest of that night, alongside you and Haruka, who insisted on it. You’d helped her to create them, teaching her methods of folding the flowers over each other and securing them into harmonic knots. Due to her young age and unskilled hands, you’d been the one to do most of the work when creating them and she observed you, but you told her that she’d been a huge help because you knew that she loved helping others. A surely wonderful trait for a toddler to have - you could only pray to the powers that be that you would be good parents to her. 

So far, so good, though. 

When it was time to tuck Haruka into bed, Subaru offered to do it. You smiled and agreed as you brushed your hair in front of the vanity table in your shared bedroom and waited no longer than a minute before placing the brush down and hurrying out to the corridor to silently watch from the shadows. 

You leaned your figure against the door frame of Haruka’s bedroom, smiling with teary eyes as you witnessed Subaru singing to her a lullaby that you assumed Christa had sung to him when he was a baby - before it all came crashing down. You’d only heard him hum and sing on a few scarce occasions, so this was a big deal since he always felt humiliated and embarrassed by doing something so...flamboyant as singing. 

The gentle expression on his face made a tear drip from your eye down our cheek, because he was so beautiful - they both were - and this was your life and it was perfect. There were difficulties and eternal danger looming over you - but you couldn’t care about that at the moment, not when you had the most astonishing family in the world here with you.

It was a futile attempt to blink back your tears, for they fell like silent waterfalls the moment you saw Haruka’s little eyelids fluttering shut and saw Subaru kiss her little forehead goodnight. He leaned back and stood from the corner of her bed, tucking her in, his entire attention upon her. 

He then touched the flower crown with the tips of his fingers, taking it off just to stare at it for several moments. 

And then he kissed the petals, too, and proudly placed it back upon his head. When he returned to your bedroom, you had a feeling he would take it off and place it on his bedside table or your vanity whilst acting as though you had forced him to wear it unwillingly (in a joking manner, of course) but you knew, like you always did, that he loved every second of today. 

Sneaking off before he could hear or sense you, you returned to your room, smiling contently as you sat in your chair, staring at your reflection with pure, unadulterated happiness.

- Mod Rozalia 

[miniaturephantomprincess]

You know those times, when your thoughts go flying and your own headcanon gets thrown into an (alternate) bad ending scenario?

Definitely guilty here... ^^‘

The bad ending

„You do realize this is quite your own fault right?“

Neptune came to hate this voice so much during the last weeks and months. Her fists were already trembling by the bare sight of her opponent, while she simply refused to believe any of those words Venus’ whispered to her right now. However, the former Senshi of love was far more successful in this than Neptune would have liked. While manipulating Haruka had been fun but far from any real challenge, Venus had come to particularly enjoyed teasing and driving Neptune over the edge. It had ended painfully for herself on more than one occasion but damn, it had been worth every single moment. Haruka had been easy. There was so much anger, so much hatred for herself buried that close beneath the surface. A small little push and pull, that’s all that had been necessary for the nice little chaos to unfold and things quite naturally following their way. Neptune on the other hand… even Venus had to admit it was way different with her. The senshi of the sea was much more complicated, her feelings much more concealed, but oh how her strength had proven to be her greatest weakness. It shouldn’t have surprised her but still, even Venus found the irony behind this strangely amusing.

„I actually have to thank you, you know.“

Venus grinned as she carefully followed the impact every single one of her words caused. Oh, how she enjoyed having Neptune on this point. Her careful held facade breaking away slowly, giving way for the much more pleasant feelings of hate and anger Venus feed on for her own joy.

„I don’t think I could have done all of this myself. Not that quickly anyway. You did help quite a bunch you know. Poor Haruka. In the end, you broke the very rest of her spirit.“

Venus felt the by now nearly familiar pressure on her chest, rapidly and mercilessly growing as Neptune used her powers, however, none of this stopped her lips from forming into a cold and deeply satisfied smile. Despite everything, this was her victory. They both knew it was.

„Shut up!“

The roaring depths of the sea sparked back through Neptune’s eyes right before a wild hit of energy knocked Venus off her feet. Neptune’s attack sent her crushing against the nearest wall, the force breaking at least two of her rips in the process. Nevertheless, Venus laughed out loud.

„Well, look at who cannot bear the truth!“

Venus coughed, the sharp pain exploding at her side, but the so-called senshi of love grinned. She bathed in the sea goddess’ hatred. In that guilt cracking up Neptune’s soul and seeping through this raging sea of emotions. To Venus, this felt like the most exquisite wine or perfume and it was worth each and every risk she just took.

“Come on! Tell me I am wrong.”

Quite some dance with the devil this was, but Venus had not come this far to let this end without a little bit of fun.

“She asked you not to keep her away, didn’t she? Her only wish not to be a useless bystander on the battlefield. And you...? Tell me again, what did you do exactly?”

Venus never actually was surprised to find her body lacking the ability to move. She knew that part of Neptune’s powers all too well by now. She could also tell what probably would follow, but Venus never actually intended to give Neptune time to call upon the crushing waters of the sea to rise deadly from beneath her feet.

“Don’t worry.”

The pressure on her chest made it more impossible to breathe. It literally cut off her breath and caused Venus to cough. Her mocking words no longer escaped her as easy as before, but nevertheless, she pushed on. The blonde tasted her own blood in her mouth and fought to take her next breath, yet she knew in only a moment she would have won everything there was.

“I fixed your mess.”

The wicked grin on Venus’ face quite successfully drove Neptune mad. She would end this. Here and now. Once and for all.

But along with those last mocking words came a change of atmosphere that made Neptune freeze. The very air seemed to have changed and shifted. The wind picked up and with it came a far too familiar brush not only on her skin but on her soul.

“Haruka...”

Venus forgotten, Neptune turned, instinctively knowing where to look for her partner. Standing several meters across and away from her was Uranus, strong and mighty, her presence so radiant Neptune actually shivered. The aura of her partner choked her and she painfully realized how long it had been since she felt the soldier of the sky embracing her full potential and power like this.

“You know what to do.”

Neptune didn’t even turn as Venus summoned another portal to disappear, maybe to watch in all safety the confrontation that was about to happen. Neptune could not care less about their former leader, retreating once more cowardly and fleeing from their battle. It could not be more insignificant when it was Uranus who caught Neptune’s every attention.

It had been weeks... no months...

Months since Haruka had vanished.

No... since Michiru’s very own actions had driven her away...

Since then, since she had found the crash-site of Haruka’s bike and all traces were grown cold, Michiru had pushed herself to her own breaking point and limits, both physically and mentally, with her powers finally growing (or was it breaking?) to their fullest potential.

Vision after vision she had witnessed Haruka suffer…or get tortured…

As vague as her visions could be, the pictures they brought to her this time always remained crystal clear. Right to the point where Michiru, for all she knew, felt like she too was with them back at that chamber of tortures. A powerless bystander to Haruka’s cries, her screams…to every damage inflicted on her bruised and broken body as well as to her spirit.

At times, Michiru was sure Mars knew she was there as well, for she could feel a grin behind the searing flames occasionally appearing on the edge of her mind. For some reason, they both shared this strange connection to this realm of visions. And Michiru was sure the only reason Mars allowed her to stay was because the senshi of fire knew to have Michiru watch her lover’s endless tortures would do way more damage, than burning down Michiru’s thoughts.

It never made a difference anyway.

No matter how many times Michiru returned back to this living hell, no matter how many times her visions either overtook her out of nowhere, or she forced her mirror to do her bidding, she never got closer to actually find Haruka or reveal her location.

The prickling on her skin, the actual shift of the wind should have warned her, but Neptune cast away all instincts of the warrior inside her because they could not matter less.

She still managed to dodge Uranus’ attack, close as it was, but never rose her arms to send the roaring sea down at her attacker in response. Instead, Neptune’s thoughts, ever so calculated even within the fiercest battle, grew blank.

Too many things she wanted to say... too much to apologize for...

But there she was, staring back at eyes clouded by a dark and restless storm, that did not even seem to recognize her and her own regrets and guilt bound her tongue, as she looked at Uranus with disbelief.

„How pathetic.“

Uranus‘ voice was as cold as her appearance and demeanor. It did not bear any emotion other than the ever so small sign of growing impatience.

The senshi of the skies took one single step towards Neptune’s direction and with it came another set of attacks Neptune barely managed to avoid. Uranus always had been fast. Way faster than her and it never took long for the raging winds to cut deep into her skin. Those blows she reflected with her mirror didn’t make much of a difference, leaving Neptune bruised and shaking, way too soon for her own liking.

„This is a waste of my time.“

Again grey, empty eyes looked down on her and if Neptune recognized anything it was the displeased hint marking the end of Uranus‘ patience.

This wasn’t the challenge she had hoped for. Too easy. Too weak. It was a mere mystery to her how no one before her had not already silenced the disobedient sailor of the seas. But it wasn’t her place to question the princess‘ orders. She had been sent her with a clear mission and order she planned to execute without further toying around or wasting her time.

A sudden change of energy washed over Neptune senses, a spark, bright and clear, that spiked the second Uranus across from her summoned her sword.

„You got it back..-“

Neptune watched the scene in front of her utterly puzzled. Seeing the mighty talisman appear in her partner’s hands shocked her in a way she never had expected. It took the ground from underneath her feet and Neptune never grasped the moment Uranus charged at her without further hesitation. Instead, visions flickering in front of her eyes robbed her of the reality. Fast and hectic fragments, all tinted dark and red drilled themselves into Neptune’s consciousness.

Flashes of chains…of pain and suffering…a broken pledge of obedience…the cover of nothing…of strength..and purpose…and power born anew…

Neptune choked, both from the impact of her visions rendering her frozen, as well as the force of the blade knocking out of breath.

„Does it mean, it’s gone..?“

Neptune barely noticed it, the searing blade cutting through flesh and bone, nor the pain exploding from her abdomen to quickly cover and wreck every last part of her body.

„All your suffering and pain....“

Neptune blinked. Her vision blurred from sudden tears and pain, neither of which she could differentiate at this point. But still, the strangest kind of smile flickered across the dying soldiers face.

„I-I … I am glad…-“

She tried to raise a bloodstained hand. Just once... just one last time...but another thrust cut off her words, robbed her of her breath.... her pain...

Her last moment, gone just like that...

The transformation of the warrior vanished, leaving behind the body of the young woman who suddenly appeared way more fragile. The storming sea gone and vanished from deep blue eyes, turquoise locks torn and tattered while the mirror shattered on the ground.

A broken relic to prove the execution of her order.

A useless thing the princess told her to keep, without Uranus ever grasping the reason or intention why.

[docholligay]

Animation Winner and BEST SAILOR MOON ANGST

Anyway, without further ado, the winner for Animation Day of Eight Days is: 

A PLACE FURTHER THAN THE UNIVERSE

Which actually had a pretty decent margin over the second-place winner, Rose of Versailles. 

And now, the finest artisanal Angsty Sailor Moon Headcanons, FOR ENTRIES.

Pluto-It’s hard to get close to people when you know everything they will do, but nothing about how they will feel. There’s always the feeling that everything you do is kinda pointless, because you know what will happen to them and don’t know if what you do will change it, for good or bad. You can just withdraw from everyone to the gates of time and do your duty, but then you feel like you are missing chances to make other people or yourself happy. Trying to make friends with people you don’t know everything about is weird after knowing everything that will happen to everyone else, but you have to push through and hope for the best. You talked to usage about this and she suggested you get a pet, because “ they will defiantly love you if you are nice to them!”. So now it’s just you and Cheddar, that big orange idiot cat you saw in the shelter that the staff said was very loving, if he learned to trust you, in a small apartment above a laundromat. --- BeefSalad33 (Love some PLuto angst!)

Sometimes, Makoto has to take a break from having her friends drop by for dinners or snacks or anything else. She leaves her door locked, pretends she's not home, and does what she can to pretend she's normal when she has to be at school or work. It's both everybody's and no one's fault. 

 When they stay too late into the night and all pass out before skittering away one by one in the morning. When a monster attacks just as everyone's halfway through their meal, and all feel too drained to go back to a party after the fight. When someone had a tantrum and killed the buzz- often early on, not so much after a few months but never *never* happening. Those times, Mako came back to an empty apartment, messy with life, and fear, dread, anger, emptiness all flooded over her.

 She'd be that little girl again, pulled from class. Putting things in order for family to come over, not really knowing why, all by herself. Watching practical strangers, known only to her blood, go through the papers her mother carefully kept. Arguing with those strangers over if her father's weird travel keepsakes could be sold, not being able to say why except by a stomp of her foot and "It's ours! It belongs here!" She'd be that small girl, alone, tired, fumbling through things she'd half-watched her mother do when she wasn't parroting the heroes on tv.

 She'd be abandoned.

 So Mako took a week, a couple days, once it was a mere lucky hour, to wallow in it like she wouldn't let herself do anything else. She'd be that girl, for a time, and then come back to herself when the seventh knock on her door that day became a reminder: she wasn't abandoned. Her friends would come back.

 She just had to get ready for them. --- @katrani (I don’t really get into Mako--not out of dislike, just, I don’t, but this was GREAT) 

Sailor Senshi: since the beginning of time, the Senshi have always given their entire life and soul to their service. When a Senshi dies (regardless whether in battle or of old age), their soul/essence/power is absorbed into the power of that Senshi.  When the next person takes up the mantle, they are slightly stronger than the previous incarnation. Even Pluto, eternal Sentinel, has no idea how many previous versions of Pluto had previously held the post and now reside in her staff to power her.  Michiru alone has a premonition of this fate, and she is never quite sure if it is kindness or cruelty to not tell Haruka of their eventual fate. --- @amberlilly (mmmmmmmm love and find delicious when they cannot escape the moon even in death FEED ME) 

MAS, when Haruka is at her worst, determined to walk again and hurting herself in the process, spiraling, not being there for the kid she always wanted, convinced she has no life or worth without her legs and speed and 'independence,' as Michiru seriously begins to consider and draw up paperwork for a divorce, she dreams of that first battle. Michiru Wanting and Deciding that she deserves as least a companion in the hot butch who she doesn't realize she'll come to love so much. Fate would allow her this small pleasure. She remembers tipping the scales and forcing Haruka's hand with the transformation ring, sealing a fate she needn't have ever had to have. Michiru wakes up crying. She thinks maybe bc of all this it would be selfish to divorce now even though during better moments she knows it's best for M.A. But to escape the pain of watching the person she chained to her fate suffer under its weight. Well she might still be that selfish creature and leave Haruka instead of bear witness. --- @thoughtfulfangirling (This is ALMOST cheating, but this is my x2 points winner, as believe it or not, I have never connected everything that goes wrong in MaS with the idea that MIchiru manipulated Haruka into taking on the mantle of Senshi. INCREDIBLE! ACE HIGH!)

Mina understands swords. She can wield a rapier, or a broadsword, or a stone greatsword as if it is an extension of her arm. She has an instinctive feel for when to slice, when to hack, and when to stab. She weighs up her enemy's strengths and weaknesses and reaches for the correct tool without even looking. But when you are a hammer, everything becomes a nail; when you are a general, everyone becomes a sword. Mako is a claymore, heavy, unsubtle, made to do heavy damage. Michiru is a dagger, secretly fatal, poison tipped. Rei is a katana, elegant, swift, light. Ami is a rapier, precise, strategic. And Haruka. She had been unsure of Haruka, but when she saw the still body and the glowing sword above it, she knew it could never have been anything else. Haruka is a curved saber. Slicing rapidly through the enemy, always on the move. Minako knows that no matter how fond of a weapon she is, she cannot use it gently, or hesitate to break it, or leave it behind, if necessary. And Minako always knows which sword is best for any battle. And when you are a general, everyone is a sword. ---- @incorrecttact (This almost got a pass from me for not angsty until I saw the bit about Minako being fond of a weapon but having to willing to break it or leave it behind and YES) 

THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING MY PAPERWORK MORE FUN

[vocakincentral]

Mod Kano out here flexing their rarely seen ruthlessness! Still not getting sleepy yet tho? Hmm how about sharing some random headcanons you have for any of your sources? -☕

sleepiness will probably come. way later but hmm for now! ill just ramble about Whatever skdnnd

fun fact I had to. remember what my sources were !! small brain kano

for kagepro, kano and kido are nb, because mod kido and i exist. we existed and changed the earth. woah. anyways I believe that harushin is very much canon. I have an au where saeru is nice and becomes kano’s best friend. I think takane is really good at rhythm games. yukkei quartet weekly gaming sessions. Haruka and Ayano are really good at dating sims. if shintaro was like. Not human he’d be a vampire. Kano doesn’t become a cop and instead becomes like idk. Therapist. Wants to help people like him. Part time bartender. Momo teaches music at the same school Kido teaches at. Wife. kano and Shintaro love miku. Hibiya grows up and stays friends with everyone. Momo helps him with homework. Seto and marry are florists. am i missing anyone

I know it’s not on my source list but namari Hime? Lydia is sassy as hell and so is funkbeat, causing them to clash. Lydia leaves and becomes best friends with bluenote because they both hate funkbeat. Cash is a try hard fool that uses big words to sound smart. He’s smart he’s just also really dumb. Death god girl really likes sweets

in ayakashi akashi i think riku, naki and karuta all have dumb crushes on each other. it’s very obvious. they’re all very dumb and cute. zero and rokuro have a super strong bond. found family 10/10. rokuro likes all manga because I say so. sesena and him read it together. lesbian/gay solidarity. Tina and Rokuro can only be friends when causing havoc. Ia likes small animals. Yuki has insomnia and that’s why she sleeps during the day.

i just got into cytus but if they were in a more. less world dying setting. maybe all friends. same school or something. ivy and vanessa childhood friends. nb lesbian ivy. dating Vanessa. Xenon has to stop neko from hacking everyone. Paff is super smart but really shy and it comes off as her being a bitch. Nora is a kid genius but she hides it so she doesn’t have to do the whole. Kid genius shtick.

i think I’ll stop there before I. go off too much KANDKD

Tysm for letting me ramble! It means a lot ^^

-mod kano

[truelovevoltage]

SITS: Famous Singer On Break

“chizuru-yukimura-okita said: Hi still open the req? Can you do sits if mc famous too like actress or singer? If you do please do for ryo,takashi,iori and nagito Thanks”

“voltagelv said: Ohh then can I request a HC of SITS where MC is a huge pop star and both MC and The guys fall for each other. Thank you🙂 i hope you can answer my request😅 if not its okay🙂”

“Anonymous said: Hello can you do a SITS where mc is a singer on break and guys reaction?”

“Anonymous said: hello this is the anon who requested the SITS headcanon the guys reacting to mc being a singer on break the guys i would like you to do are Kyohei, Iori, Takashi and Kota sorry for not clarifying”

Requested: Yes

For: chizuru-yukimura-okita, voltagelv and Anon 

A/N: Since the requests are very similar to each other I’ve combined them. 

Prologue

You were just finishing up your tour and you couldn’t help but feel sad about it. Once the tour is over your management said that it would be good for you to take a break, after all, you’ve been working non-stop even before the tour started. There were television interviews, magazine interview, guest performances, album signing and a few meet and greets. Your manager applauds you for all the hard work that you’ve been doing. 

“Sorry Haruka, I’m sure by now you’re tired as hell as my manager. You’ve done a wonderful job organizing my schedule and I’m sorry if I’m overworking you.”

Haruka didn’t mind it after all she’s your manager. “Don’t worry about it Y/N knowing you? I know that you’re a workaholic and this break would benefit us.” You were very thankful for having Haruka as your manager, she was simply the best manager you could ever ask for. 

No one except the people from your management knew about your upcoming break after your tour but someone there was rumours going around about it. Your fans were shocked at first upon hearing this news but they were supportive and said that you deserve a break. They knew how hard you were working to keep your fan happy whether it’s a game show or television interviews. But since this rumour was out, there was another rumour saying that this is your last year with music and that you were never going back into the industry again. 

The rumours were getting out of hand and today, on your last day of the tour you were going to clear things up. In the middle of your performance, you took a breather and spoke to the fans. “As most of you guys know, I will be taking a break.” The stadium was filled with people saying “Aww.” And of course, there were chatters going around asking if you were coming back. “To clear things out, I will not leave the music industry yet. I’m just having a short break.” You smiled at the fans and they all cheered. 

After explaining to the fans you were about to sing another song of yours when the event organizer mentioned that you had a guest performance today. This caught you off guard because Haruka didn’t mention anyone to you today and when you looked over backstage she just gave you a shrug meaning that this was also news to her. “There has been a change of plans guys, we have some guest performers and this is not only a surprise to you but a surprise to me as well.” There were murmurs going around the stadium wondering who could your guest be. The event organizer whispered the name and you were shocked to know they were here. “Please let us welcome the one and only, Revance!” 

The cheers from the crowds were deafening, but you were happy to see your fans having fun. While Revance was performing you were changing into your new outfit. Haruka filled you in on what the event organizer told her after he revealed that the Revance was your guest for tonight. Haruka discussed with you that Revance will be singing one of your songs and that’s when you join the band. You nodded at the information you were getting. 

In just a few minutes the band welcomed you back in and started to sing your song. Singing along with the guys was a great experience for you and the fans, they were fun to be around with. Whether they were singing or playing an instrument the fans went wild whenever you were with him. In the fans eyes, they believe that the two of you were a match made in heaven and they were quite jealous of the fact that you two would be considered a power couple in the future. 

When the concert ended everyone backstage made a big cheer indicating that the concert was a success. “Thank you to everyone who made my tour successful, memorable and enjoyable whether it’d be the lighting crew, the sound crew, stage crew, makeup crew, costume crew, backstage crew, security crew or my manager. It’s going to be weird not seeing you guys almost every day after this but I’ll manage somehow.” The staff members smiled and you, some were even crying hoping that they were tears of joy. “I also want to thank Revance for performing today with me, I know you guys have a busy schedule and most likely went out of your way just to make time to come and perform with me.”

“Don’t mention it Y/N. We are honoured to be part of this moment with you.” He smiled and everyone agreed. Everyone shuffled away and you started to pack your things. Unknown to you that he followed you just to talk to you one-on-one. “Hey Y/N I know this might sound weird and totally out of the blue but, would you like to have coffee sometime? Maybe even movies, or dinner?” He started listing things and you could tell he was quite nervous. You gave a playful smile at him, “What’s this? The ever so great member of Revance is nervous about asking me out?” He just glared at you. “All right, there’s no need for you to glare at me like that. I’d love to hang out with you sometime, after all, I’m on a break.” You smiled at him and he smiled back.

Nagito Aoshima

“Nagi! Can you please slow down? There’s no need for you to run!”

You called out to the energetic dirty blonde member of Revance.

“Sorry Y/N! But there’s a lot of things we need to do today! At least before I get stuck inside recording, designing clothes and my schedule gets packed for our upcoming tour.” Nagito whined. He was never a fan of a busy schedule but even so, he does enjoy his job.

It’s really nice having Nagito spend time with you while you’re on your break. Honestly speaking if you haven’t met them at your concert, you would’ve stayed at home and possibly write more pieces of music for your come back tour.

Nonetheless, your entire break from music consisted of hanging out with Nagito, which doesn’t sound so bad. He’s a great guy to be around with, easy to talk to and you felt comfortable around him. It’s come to a point where you might’ve developed a small crush on the pop star. But you shared that feeling off because there was no way Nagito would like you back. If anything he’s just being a nice friend, right? Nothing more, and nothing less… At least that’s what you want to believe.

The day was ending and you frowned, Nagito didn’t let that slip past him. “Hey… What’s wrong?”

“Nothing really, I was just thinking how close we got after my break and I hope that I’m not bothering you on your days off. The last thing I want to do is cause trouble for you and Revance.”

“You’re not bothering me at all Y/N! I love hanging out with you! If I had a week break I’ll take you places in Japan but of course, I can’t do that so I’m happy with what we have right now. You’re special to me Y/N.” He rested his hand on your cheek and retreated right away. “Sorry.” He apologizes and saw a small blush on him. Could this bloom into a beautiful romance, or an everlasting friendship?

Ryo Chibana

Ryo loved your company and you liked being around Ryo as well. Often time he’d tell you how jealous he was that you’re on a break.

 “Really? But it’s so boring.” You whined.

He chuckled at your comment,  “Everyone needs a break eventually Y/N otherwise you’ll burn yourself out. I get it you’re a workaholic and you’re not the only one that I know that’s like that.” You can already tell which members he’s talking about. 

During your break, you learned a lot of things from Ryo and you were itching to write lyrics and compose a new song but you stopped yourself. He can tell that you were ready to jump back out in the music industry and perform. He loved how passionate you were and sometimes he wished that he had the same drive as you. 

“Speaking of, what’s the plan today Ryo?” You asked.

“Hmmm... I don’t know Y/N but I was assigned to write lyrics for our next album and....” He scratched the back of his head.  “Annnddd? Come on Ryo. Don’t leave me hanging here.” You crossed your arms. 

“And I was hoping you could look over it?”  Your face lit up and you were so glad that he asked you. You weren’t even sure why he did but you didn’t mind it. You were still a rookie compared to Ryo when it comes to writing lyrics and you felt honour that he was asking for your opinion. Ryo could only chuckle at your expression. You looked like a child ready to open a present during Christmas day. 

Iori Enjo

It was a beautiful day and Iori invited you to go to the countryside with him. Why? You had no clue. It was strange that he’d ask you out to go to the countryside but being away from the city sounded like a good idea. 

“You haven’t told me why we’re going to the countryside Iori.” You questioned him.

“Ah well... You see Y/N I wanted to buy a small house away from the city” He answered. That didn’t really explain anything but you just went along with it. 

When you both arrived at the destination your jaw dropped. “Really? This is your definition of a small house? It’s a mansion! Who the hell is going to live here?!?!” 

He found your reaction really funny and cute. “It is small if I do say so myself.” Iori shrugged his shoulders. “Come on, they’ll give us a tour around the house.” As the two of you walked around the mansion you were speechless. 

You couldn’t believe that he was planning to buy the mansion. He mentioned that the city sometimes feels like it’s suffocating him and he wanted a place where he can go and enjoy the quiet environment. Just as you were about to mention his vacation place he said that the two were different. 

Once he decided to buy the mansion, he took you to the theatre room and watched old movies. Even though the two of you walked around the house and talked about random things followed by a movie after his final decisions, you enjoyed spending the day with him. “Thanks, Iori!” 

“For what?” He raised his eyebrows at you. 

“For inviting me to your ‘small house’ and spending time with me on your day off when you could be doing something more exciting.” 

“Don’t mention it. I wouldn’t want to spend my day off any other way.” He smiled which made your heart flutter at his response. You quickly avoided his gaze and watched the rest of the movie and to avoid your blushing face. 

[shininginyourlight]

HARUKA

[everythingiwatobi]

Can I ask for a senario of a young Rin meeting a young girl in Australia. And after a couple of years when Rin is older, going back to Tokyo, him meeting this girl again and getting together or something like that .. Thank you 😙

Hi anon! Thank you a lot for your request! So since it’s my first scenario on this blog, I’m going to appologize because oh boy I really don’t know how it went. I mean, I was pretty confident with my headcanons but I am definitively not with scenarios. I hope it’s okay ^^’

And also, if there is any grammar or punctuation errors in there i’m really sorry. English isn’t m,y first language and I learnt english by myself so I only know basic grammar and a few “rare” words. Like I have to check out classes notes if I want to be sure, but I’m too lazy tonight. I really hope it’s okay ._.

ps: I randomly chose a name for the character, If you’d like for me to put y/n instead just tell me.

Untouched feelings - Rin x Female character scenario

approx. 1,7k words

    It had already been two weeks since Rin arrived in the beautiful and modern Australia. His english skills were clearly tested, but he didn’t mind at all. For the two weeks he had passed, he was enjoying himself and he felt like his swimming had already improved a lot. Everything was fun here. The only thing he was missing was having friends. The other children did talk to him but he still wasn’t any close to them. It kinda felt like he was just a foreigner who wasn’t that good in english yet. The poor boy regularly enjoyed his lunch alone. It was for this exact reason that when the teacher announced the first team project, he was nervous a countless number of thoughts travelled through his mind. When his gaze roamed across the room, he saw the smiles of friends being happy they were in a team together. When he accepted the thought that he was going to end up alone, he looked down, pouting. At this moment, a young girl approached the red head.

    “Do you want to be in a team with me?”, she asked, a little nervous herself. Rin looked up, his eyes widened. He didn’t thought someone would ask him this. When she saw he wasn’t moving, she offered him a slight smile, tilting her head a bit.

    “Uh… I.. I don’t mind” he stuttered with his accent. He had the same face since she had asked him. The girl seemed to be happy when he gave his answer. Seeing her joy, Rin finally relaxed. “My name is Rin, what is your name?” he asked, his usual smile now returning to his lips.

    “I know that”, she giggled. “I’m Charlotte.” She smiled to him again before the teacher called back the class to silence. Following his instructions, the different teams in the class brought their desks together, and so did Rin and Charlotte. It was starting from this class that their friendship grew. Thanks to their creative ideas brought together, the project was a success. Charlotte helped Rin with his english from time to time. At one point she thought Rin would find her annoying since she was always correcting him, but the boy only found her impressive instead. After Charlotte, Rin had a less trouble integrating the class. He had more friends and he also always had the same smile on his face. Even if Rin had more friends to hang out with, he was still spending some time with the young girl. Sometimes, she was even going to see him in his practices. The first time she went to see him, she was so fascinated by his strokes that she decided to start swimming herself.

    Then one day, Rin had to go. She knew he would eventually go back in Japan, but she still felt sad. As decided, Charlotte and Rin said their goodbyes in a park close to the school. The young girl silently stood in front of the pond when Rin walked towards her. She turned around just after he called her name.

    “Rin” she said, looking at him. She was trying to hold back her tears but the boy didn’t notice. “It’s already time to say goodbye, huh…” She avoided his eyes. “Thank you Rin for being my friend all this time. It truly made me happy”. The more she talked the more she wanted to cry.

    “Charlotte…” he muttered, biting his lips. When he placed his eyes on her again, tears were falling down her pink cheeks. His eyes widened. “You shouldn’t cry like this. We’re definitively going to see each other again! And we can have a race!” He happily said, trying to cheer her up, even though he also felt sad. Since she wouldn’t stop crying, he quietly pat her head before his hosty family called for him. “I… I have to go. Goodbye!” He stayed in front of her for a few seconds and walked back to the car, leaving her still crying. She didn’t seem to be able to stop her tears. She was wondering when she would get to see him again.

    A few years later, Charlotte enrolled in Hidaka University in Tokyo. She was still a swimmer who wanted to make her dreams come true. There were many reasons why she had applied to an University in Japan, and one of these reasons was to see Rin again. After so many years, they had lost contact and she didn’t knew where he was… until she met Haruka. Haru was someone she knew even before actually meeting him. She remembered the conversations she had with Rin about him. He kept saying he was the best swimmer around, so she was glad to finally meet him. That was also when she learned that Rin was back in Australia. She didn’t even need to ask him when he would come back, Haruka already knew she would ask him.

    It was after her discussion with Haruka that she started working even harder so she could get to challenge him when he would come back. When the day arrived, the girl felt nervous, but she was quite excited at the same time. With the help of Makoto, she set up a meeting with him in a park in Tokyo. When he went there, Rin thought he would be meeting Makoto. He had no idea that it was in fact Charlotte that was waiting for him there. Charlotte looked around to see if he came to meet her. When she found him, she smiled and walked to him.

    “Rin”, she called. He turned around and looked at the girl. He frowned, not remembering the girl. Charlotte giggled, the same way she would a couple of years ago. She thought she would feel mad if he didn not remember her, but she couldn’t be since it had been such a long time. They both had changed a lot.

    “Charlotte… how?” Rin was surprised. He never would have thought that he would meet her at this time and place. He remembered one of the first things he did the time when he went back to Australia after high school : he knocked at her old house. Even if there was only slight chances that she would still be there, he still had knocked because he missed her. When the door opened, a stranger was standing on the other side. That day, he felt sad, wondering if he would ever see her again, but there he was, standing in front of her in a park in Tokyo. The girl turned around and showed her Hidaka hoodie. “Hidaka… That’s where Haru’s studying.”

    “We’re on the same swimming team.” she said in Japanese before she smiled. “You were right all this time. He’s incredible!” Rin didn’t knew how to react. He had many thought going through his head. He had a thousand things to say. He only smiled at the words she said.

    Following this reunion, Charlotte and Rin were finally in contact again. They had exchanged their numbers. Even if they were both busy, and even if they didn’t had much time together, they still tried to hang out to catch up. They also took the time to race. No eyes were on them and it was better like this. After all this time, they were both stronger. They didn’t knew their strength, they didn’t knew anything, but that’s what made the race exciting. Standing on the starting blocks, they looked at each other.

    “Half past 20 will be our signal. I hope you’re ready”, he said with a smirk.

    “I’m ready. Let’s have a serious race. I’ve waited too long for this, Rin.”, she smirked back and placed her goggles on her eyes before preparing herself. Rin did the same and they both looked at the time silently. When eight-thirty hit, they both dived in the water. Their race had started. Charlotte had prepared for this moment. She put her all in this race, and so did Rin. In the end he had won, but the gap wasn’t big. Charlotte jumped out of the pool first and she laid down on the cold floor, trying to catch her breath. Rin also came out of the pool after a moment and did the samne while standing. He walked towards the girl and reached out his hand to help her get back on her feet. When she placed her hand in his, Rin lifted her but immediately after she stood up, he pulled her in a hug.

    “Rin?” Her eyes widened. Rin broke the hug and looked at her, his hand placed on her shoulders. Charlotte lifted her brows, still surprised.

    “You’re amazing Charlotte. I always found you amazing,” He said almost excitingly. He gave her a slight smile and removed his hand off her shoulders.

    “You’re the amazing one here…”, she answered. Her face had went back to normal, but she noticed his expression. He seemed to be thinking about something, “What’s wrong, Rin?”, she asked out of curiosity. She tilted her head down to try to get a better look at his face.

“I just… I don’t know how to say this.”

“Say what?” She was still wondering but Rin strayed silent.

“I don’t know if I can say it.”, he said after a moment of silence.

“Then you just have to tell me later…”

    “It’ll be too late”, he immediately answered. He felt sad. He knew that he would have to go back in Australia and that she would stay here. He gathered his courage and cleared his throat. “I know it will sound bizarre to you but… I like you Charlotte.”. After saying these words, Rin cheeks became red. He knew they didn’t spend much time together since they had seen each other again, but it was still enough time for him to fall in love, again. He finally had said what he wanted to say a couple of years ago in that park, where he hadn’t been able to gather his courage to tell her his feelings. That day, he only blabbered words and he had left when she was still crying. He felt sorry, but today was different. He had changed but his feeling had not.

[rakuraiwielder]

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thanks puffin!! this is gonna be long and nostalgic eyy

I - HasTumblr caused you to stop liking any fandoms, if so, which and why? 

I wouldn’t say “actively dislike” butthe toxicity of fandom on this website has sucked away most of my passion for Voltron lol. I used to really dig itthe first month or so after getting really into it when S2 aired. I still havean unfinished draft for a 7-parter rarepair fic //ey guess my fav duo ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)// sitting in my folders. don’t think I’llbe touching it any time soon though. im rather burnt out from this fandom, evenif I do still enjoy watching all the new seasons thereafter.

another is StevenUniverse ah a. (but in its and my defence, I wasn’t really into it anywaysas compared to other fandoms. the songs are still good, but I haven’t beenkeeping up with the newer Steven bombs, one part because of motivation, andanother because the thought of going into the tags to reblog contentintimidates the heck out of me pffft)

A - Ships that youcurrently like a lot. (They don’t have to be OTPs because not everyone hasOTPs.) Friendships, pairings, threesomes, etc. are allowed.

(puffin this question is gonnatake up half the ask oh god)oh bOY where do I start hahahaha. there’s so many aph and fe callbacks hahaha few otps aside I really have too manycrackpairs and platonic friendship ride-or-die squads I would die for. theseare only a few really relevant ones from the top of my head-

OTPS:

Norway/Vietnam (Hetalia) – alWAYS. i dont talk about and reblog much aph anymore but i still think about these two frequently. they were my first and closestthing ever to an actual otp in all my years of knowing what an otp was gosh Ihope to write about them again soon. their dynamics are the peak of mypreferences.

MU(avatar unit)/Silas (FE Fates) – thechildhood friends + loyal knight and liege trope + a pinch of memory loss wasnever really my thing, but guess there’s a first for everything ha h a ah a….silas is too pure for the angst I put him through im so sorry ಸ ل͜ ಸ

Berkut/Rinea (FE: SOV) – the second that one cutscene of these two played I got1000% more invested in the story pffft. anyways rinea may be top tier fav andberkut shit tier fav, and their story tragic as heck (and I would also arguethat he doesn’t deserve her), but their genuine and honest love for each otheramidst the incoming death flags gets me every time

707/MC (Mystic messenger) – honestly they can either be a really good platonicdynamic duo or a solid otp. purely from the perspective of my own MC, theycomplement each other well; perfect balance of light-hearted teasing and asolid wall of comfort for each other.

Ray-Saeran/MC (Mystic messenger) – ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ﾉ

(Other) Ships:

Seychelles/Iceland/HK (Hetalia) – they are good togetherromantically or platonically hahahaha. a good golden trio of kids

Russia/Vietnam (Hetalia) – their potential relationship and clashof character due to conflicting personalities fascinate me. a totally differentnoir vibe from norviet and one I hope to explore if I ever come back to aph

Nyx/Leo (FE Fates) – nyx ships are reallyrare but half of them are surprisingly sweet and poignant. Odin and Laslow tooare really sweet candidates to woo this jaded grandma’s heart.

MU/Laslow (FE Fates) – got to thank a wacky7-11 employee au dream I had for this one. but in the games their supportconversations are surprisingly thoughtful and low-key flirting which was notwhat I expected at all. wholesome.

Ham/Kai (MUxMU, FE) – remember when I said protag/protagships are the good stuff? yea h thatprincess tutu au is coming along swell

Alm/Celica (FE: SOV) – the rare main canon couple I love whodon’t die and get their happy ending (LOL this sounds really pathetic now thatI’ve said it)

Leon/Valbar (FE: SOV) – no one is surprised LOL. romantic orno, as long as leon is happy with where he stands with valbar and valbar ishappy with where he is im happy for them both

Conrad/Rinea (FE: SOV) – I know there are a couple of youreading this whos gonna give me that look but liste n; they could have met, and there is potential for them.(honestly this is just like another norviet situation where I put my 2 topfaves together for crackpair experimentation bUT IT WORKS I ASSURE YOU)

Zen/MC (Mystic messenger) – zen is so earnest that I can’t refute himhahaha. he also has a special seat in my mysme heart, since he was the firstroute I played and made me create content for the fandom proper

707/Jaehee (Mystic messenger) – they are rapidly gaining OTP status ꉂ (´∀｀)ʱªʱªʱª aaaa nightmare flashbacks because justlike norviet they really are the rarest of crackpairs and have almost to no content(gonna get down to business and churn fic out one day). these two are moresimilar than they’d think too.

Cecil/Haruka (Utapri) – ahahaha a good ship from a guiltypleasure fandom

(Purely) Platonic:

Izuku/Iida/Ochako (BNHA) – the first golden trio of thisseries. I love them so much.

Vanderwood/MC (Mystic messenger) – they parallel each other. truly thebiggest ride-or-die duo I will support to the end of time

Zen/Yoosung (Mystic messenger) – zen is such a mother hen to yoosungwwwww truly wholesome

Chise/Ruth (Ancient Magus Bride) – platonic master/familiar-partner relationships where both of them care for each other so much to the point where they would die for the other are my one weakness. its the reason i love writing more fleshed-out pokemon aus and loyal dogs/animals in longer fics. anyways these two are good

M - Name acharacter that you’d like to have for a friend.

707. It would be a trip justknowing him. (apart from the memes. but my life is already 80% meme, honestlywhats the difference ahahaha aaa-) Just, I feel like it would be really fun tohang out with him and revel in his wackiness (even if that personality is afront, maybe one day when i finally get into his inner-circle of friends, I hopeto be privy and be a good listening ear to his truer, more sombre personality.)

On the other hand, myself-confidence and 2nd hand embarrassment will be directlyproportional to each other (And im 100% sure Seven is the kind of person whowill exploit that hAH)

S - Show us anexample of your personal headcanon (prompts optional but encouraged)

Every relevant character inMysmes is either a type of asexual (greysexual etc.), or on various points ofthe bi-spectrum. Yeah; even self-proclaimed, “straight-laced” Zen lol.

P - Invent a random AU for any fandom (wealways need more ideas)

Vampire/Selkie AU ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

a selkie whose skin gets stolen and hidden from a human man is forced to become his bride and taken back to his village. there, to escape the stares of bigoted villagers and the clutches of her overbearing and possessive husband, she takes refuge in the only place he would not go; the old holy church.

only, she finds she isn’t the first to occupy this place of solitude. the master of the church notices her soon enough, and when vampire recognises the ancient weave of magic that flows within her, he appears; intrigued for something other than a fresh meal.

(basically a deviation from the standard vampire (romance-ish) novels lolol plot bunny hit me pre-Christmas eve dinner/yesterday and sofar im digging it. still planning the ship and fandom though; it might very easily be OC-based)

O - Choose a songat random. Which ship or character does it remind you of?

since 1 is never enough, hereare 4 songs I was listening to recently:

Little Knights, Nem feat.Noire : Zen/MC(a zen-ish song through and through)

over and over, Yanagi Nagi : Saeran Choi + 707&MC(more saeran-centric with interpretative lyrics and referencing to both ray andunknown personas)

Finding something to do, HelloGoodbye : 707/Jaehee(fits their “don’t go where I can’t follow” dynamic haha ow.)

Life will Change, Shoji Meguro + Benjamin Franklin feat. Lyn Inaizumi : Kai(mui) or Ham(let)(honestly the entire persona 5 ost is massive fe fates protag feels)

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons thatyou will die defending?

Not really. I’m a very flexible person when it comes tointerpretable lore and content, especially if it’s the type of HCs that thefandom collectively comes up with. Unless it’s a canon fact, I like to dabble orjust stay away from HCs in general. If I have to come up with some in my fics,then so be it. But most of the time these HCs are either super vague or onlyapply to the context in this particular piece or series of writing. Basically Idon’t mind switching HCs for charas frequently as long as it does notfundamentally change their own character. (HCs for hobbies and loves and habitsand relationships apart from their inner circle, etc. are all fine)

Honestly it just boils down to expectations lol I know myown limits, and I know not to be disappointed when canon updates end updebunking (popular) fandom HCs or my own.

[drewxmay]

and now, the last episode that we see Drew and May in... The Unbeatable Lightness of Seeing!

00:00 Episode starts off with Ash and Max at a hot tub, and the artists drawing the show still refuse to draw nipples.

0:34 I love the animation for Beautifly!

0:40 May is still thinking about what has happened with Solidad...

1:36 :( (thinks about May crying and then cries)

2:19 Nyan cat loves to be appreciated

2:50 I find this scene so funny because when May says "No way!" I feel like she is rejecting advancedshipping altogether

Here is how the scene went:

May: No way!

#REJECTED

3:07 hi

3:40 not Contestshipping related but it's cool

:skips the ash parts: 7:22

:) 7:36 great another pedo

7:41 I love the way the Drew turned her down

7:43 THIS SCENE!!! Last episode was it developing to its limit and this episode is how they act towards each other afterward.

“See, I want just thinking about you and then... there you were...”

“Were they good thoughts?”

7:50 GUYS!!! Bulbapedia proves my point:

When May and Drew are talking alone, May says, "I've been thinking a lot about you lately." Drew quickly but calmly replies, "Were they good thoughts?" May quickly responds saying, "Come on, of course, they were!" with a blush. She then continues to talk about their past fondly. In the original Japanese, after Haruka says her first line to Shuu, he asks, "Thinking about me?" and Haruka replies, "No, no...I don't mean like that."

WHY DO YOU THINK DREW WOULD ASK THAT??? BECUASE HE WANTS TO KNOW IF SHE LIKES HIM OR NOT, AND STILL THINKS OF HIM AS "JUST A RIVAL" FROM THE FIRST GRAND FESTIVAL!!! 8:04 HE IS HAPPY THAT SHE THINKS OF HIM AS A FRIEND OR EVEN A LOVE INTEREST

8:13 wait for it...

8:21 HE KNOWS THAT MAY SEEMS HIM AS A FRIEND NOW AND NOT JUST A RIVAL AND THAT IS WHY HE CHOSE THAT WORDING GHAAAAAA

8:28 May was confused why he had said "new friend" and Drew quickly changes the subject. He knows May is sad over it and that is why he changed to that subject specifically.

everything that Drew is saying just shows be how much character development he as gone through. See how nice and soft spoken he is being right now? he knows May is hurt and wants to help her overcome that, and if anybody says

"Well, then why is he doing it only now uh! Also, Drew hurt her many times!"

He has been nice to her kinda like this before, but she wasn't actually hurt.

Remember the first Grand Festival? How nice Drew was being when Harley was trying to make her loose? Telling her not to trust him? That is the closest example I have so far, just because we have never gotten a situation quite like this before. And also, I've said it before and I will say it again. Drew wasn't actually trying to hurt her when he has said stuff like that, he was trying to push her forward to become a better trainer.

8:49 the 10th one, and the last battle we will see you two have.

8:54 :3 He just wants to battle. He loves her, and this otp is just so great <3

9:00 it would also calm her down a little is what he means.

9:05 Even Ash ships it <3

9:17 the way they look at each other at this moment... <3

9:27 this ship is going so far that I can't even explain what about it is making that scene so great.

9:43 I forgot what team rocket did in this episode...

9:59 just let them join Jessie will talk about how you two love eachother and James will be the wingman. Meowth in there too.

10:04 HARLEY!

10:24 "little MISS sunshine" gee now even the people who write the scripts are misgendering Harley.

10:47 Harley are you going to let them stay?

11:05

"YOU STILL WANNA BATTLE?!?!?!?!?"

DO YOU STILL WANNA LIVE???

11:15 please Max he just wants to ship.

11:30 this is a great episode

11:33 HARLY HAS A FANGIRL HARLEY HAS A FANGIRL

11:40 GUYS.

THEY’RE HOLDING HANDS

THEY ARE STILL HOLDING HANDS

11:55 Nurse Joy can be the fangirl (who is lilian), Samuel Oak can be Mr.Contesta and

12:00 He can be Remarkable guy

12:48 My headcanon for Drew's butterfree is that it's the kid of Ash's and the pink Butterfree's kid.

14:02 and now It's Razorleaf. Let's review the longest attack in history. It was originaly firespin,

and then beautifly used phsikick (dunno how to spell it sry) on it.

Then roselia almost destroyed it with petal dance,

and then it turned into falling phantom flames,

and then the leaves guarded it,

and then the leaves cuaght on phsicick fire,

and then it turned into phsicick fire leaves spinning around in fast circles.

wonderful. 15:00 Drew how powerful are the petals??? They break rope break fire and break almost everything, and nowthey absorb attacks??? 15:50 the end! 16:01 that battle really helped her get over the grand fastival!!! Drew knew that it would help and that is one of the resons he has suggested it!!! 16:18 sereiosly TELL ME that she doesn't have a cruch on Drew! She even took a puase before saying his name. She just looked at him for a moment... 16:29 awwww 16:38 Okay letyme rewatch this scene multipul times and try to explain why this is so great 16:51 16:57 17:13 17:19 (to help us with fanfictions) 17:25 I wonder... Would would've happened if Harley didn't appear? 17:29 17:33 Bulbapedia help me Near the end of the episode, Drew and May look at the sunset together. They continue to talk until they are interrupted by Harley, who discusses the connection between sunsets and romance. He looks at them and says, "How touching. It's dangerous, two kids alone like this." May immediately tries to dispute that notion, despite blushing in front of him. 17:42 to help us with fanfictions 18:00 the relationship that Harley and Jessie had is great. Who knew that Jessie could be scared of sombody 18:13 WAQIT HARLY SHE NEED TO GET-18:18 18:35

GEE I WONDER IF THEY ARE HOLDING HANDS 18:40 18:55 19:09 Drew walks over there becuase... (k'mon you call know) 19:12 The part where I explain is almost here! 19:27 19:29 TIME FOR A RANT. For this entire post I've been ranting about how Drew has watched May grow, and he has helped May grow. During this episode, I explain Drew's character development. Drew doesn't just want May to come to Jotoh with him, he needs her to. Afetr all they have been through, after all of that time, and the feelings that have almost fully developed for eachother, he needs her. The show knows that they will never actually make them kiss or somthing on-screen becuase they are afraid that the kids would hate it, but they wrote it so well, and on the finale episode they were in, they tried to write it to be still as beautifly written as the rest of the episodes were. They creators sucseeded in making a ship canon. I've watched through the seriese and nowhere have I found any ships as good as this. I had spent a full week making this post, trying to proof that it is canon. I think that I have succseeded. This post have every reson it is canon and more. It has jokes about nicknames and Bulbapedia, it has some headcanons from not just me, but multipulpeople, and a bunch of my contestshipping friends gave me insperation for many of the things in this post. Thank you for reading, and I do want a note. Even if it is just a like, it shows me that you have read it and that my work was not for nothing. 2 notes and one of them is me, just makes me feel like nobody cares about my work. that happens on most of the posts that I actually spent a long time on. I know more than just that people veiw it, but I want to know who you are, so if you see this, please leave a note. It is very much appreciated -Mod Quonit