#theyre everything to meeeeee

[tothechaos]

thinking about "almost christmas means it wasnt christmas" and all it means. imagine you are phoenix. you have spent years and months trying to find this man and he has either been out of reach or has fought every step of the way. now you are the only thing standing between him and prison, and he has fought you every step of the way in some misguided attempt to protect you. you are fighting the clock, you have three days to save him, and you are running out of time. all hope seems lost.

almost.

almost. it was almost christmas. it means that it isnt over. it means you can still save him. THAT is what almost christmas means it wasnt christmas means

[feketeribizli]

another day doing my part serving you guys old man yaoi. theyre on a date <3

[tigers1o1]

tigers. thoughts on yes&no by natalie wee as a fnc coded poem

WHYYYYY WOULD YOU SAY THAT TOOOO MEEEEEE

deadass tho i was like “:0 poem! Wait a damn minute I KNOW THIS POEM YOU FUCKER”

I think part of what fucks me up about it so bad is that initially I’m like “yeah this is chips pov” but then i fucking read it again and GOD does it hurt so much more as Gillion.

Bc the poem reads in the first bit almost as someone worshipping the other, right? With the “get on your knees” and “forgiving vs violence” and i think Chip would view Gillion as the holy one, hes the chosen one, hes the one that must be worshipped, the one with the power of the seas and the sky at his hand.

BUT. Gillion is the one who knows nothing but worship. Of course he’d want to worship Chip. And he wasnt raised to love, let alone love tenderly. Hes the soldier, the one good at violence, the war-machine. The last good thing that shattered in his hands? The shell phone. Before that? He doesnt even know. Because hes never held anything gently before. Chip has at least held the coin, or ollies hand, and he doesnt break those. But gillion? Gillion was made to break those things- emotional ties, the innocents of the oversea.

The poem is Chip on its surface, but in reality i see it as Gillion and i will deadass do a one by one line analysis of that poem and talk about how it could be either of them, if yall want that

[furfag-cringelord]

did u guys know that. Meowrails

(rbs appreciated <33)

[anachronistic-falsehood]

I NEED TO BE TAKEN OUT BACK AND SHOT TWICE IN THE BACK OF THE HEAD

[aa-400]

i have exactly one (1) wish for season 5 of the juno steel story and it is for nureyev to remark on juno being morally outraged again because that's what he keeps falling in love with and i love me some repeating motifs:

the case of the murderous mask:

the man in glass:

[the-sparkling-diamond-satine]

if you title this you could post the first few chapters already!!! (for the wip ask game lol)

WIP Ask Game! tw: abuse implied

But Christian isn’t looking at her face. His gaze is currently fixed on Satine’s wrist where—Satine notices as if in slow motion and with a lurch of her stomach—the sleeve of her coat has ridden up and a nasty purple bruise is on full display. Unable to adjust her sleeve with her hands full of coffee cups, Satine rotates her arm but it’s too late; the damage has been done. “Are you alright?” Christian asks, reaching for her arm. His touch is as warm as Satine remembers but she flinches back from it as if it’s scalding hot. “I’m fine.” “I’m sorry, did I hurt you?” Christian asks, searching her eyes. “Not at all,” Satine hastens to reassure him, realizing too late that she probably should have taken that excuse when it was offered to her, that flinching away from something that didn't hurt is suspicious while flinching away from something that did is reasonable. “Nothing to worry about,” Satine tries next, “just one of the hazards of live theatre. The show has a lot of lifts and I bruise easily. You’ll see tonight—the dancing is incredible,” Satine says, trying to get him back on topic of opening night.

[do-angels-dream-of-starry-seas]

Everyday I think I'm getting more normal about the gay pirates. But rn I'm making myself almost cry over imagining stede proposing to ed and I feel myself regressing in real time

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

hiii hi hi answering yr ask rn BUT as i do that. gift for uuuuu three of them. theyre so like frozen berry mix flavored 2 me? gl w the last stretch of ur shift!!! <333

AAUAGAHGHH MY BERRY FLAVORED BOYS......... GOD THEY LOOK SO CUTE IN UR STYLEEEEE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH !!!!!!!!!!

[sparklestheunicorn]

HI HI. IM NOT OKAY HI.

[microwavestim]

oh!

[artandbrimstone]

dakota!!!

you're my fuckin hero man!!!

you mean everything to me dude!!!

theyre so silly what if i just exploded

PLATONIC GHOSTKICKS YOU MEAN EEVEERYTHING TO MEEEEEE

[kindred-spirit-93]

penelope (or how the odyssey was really written)

the title do be giving ao3 lol. wasnt at all what i was expecting! had me cackling in places & clutching my pearls in others XD

being only 23 songs its pretty quick paced and gives you mere glimpses into penelopes perspective more than anything, but all in all very groovy and enjoyable (thoughts below and ofc spoilers lol)

love the prologue! stronk start :]

prayed very hard this wasnt going to take the direction i thought it was and it didnt thank god.

BARBERSHOP QUARTET SUITORS SENT MEEEEEE

its so funny omg, same vibes as the tavern folk from rapunzel :D

gagged a little tho theyre very delulu, almost as bad as paris lol

shes gonna be miiiiiiiiiiiiiine

the note pen hits at: not this hero that i dont know made me *ascend* (theres a point or two btw where it gets a little suggestive)

WHO TF IS DAPHNE

me @ antinuous: sang it girlfriend!!!!!! giggling so hard wtf

simba walked so antinuos could run fr, when im king is a bop lol

NOT THE ANTICLEA JUMPSCARE :')))))

telemachus being eager to smash the skulls of the suitors fearing the sight of blood above all is so funny to me. poor tele XD

it took me 8 songs to realise that this was a somewhat modern setting lol, selfie with the oracle of delphi caught me so off guard

THE ODY AND TELE BONDING WE ALL DESERVED!!!!

hilarious actually really enjoyed their dynamic (we need a plan)

ody had it coming to him. get his ass penelope

a cappella suitors have my heart lol

NOT THE BEE GEES REFERENCE AHAHAH

greek tragedy joke was a little on the nose lol

i love love love the idea that penelope just swam off (naiad muffin hell yeah) and ody swam after her, which if u take into consideration the trauma of 10 years at sea its a pretty significant gesture i think

LAST NOTE IS MAJESTIC AAAAAAAA

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idk its a very interesting twist on the narration and in all fairness far too short to really flesh anyone out, but for a penelope centric musical i was expecting something something a little more?

went to look the musical up and read a little more about it and found this gem. forget everything i said this renaissance painting suffices:

THE EMO, THE GIRLYPOP, ANTICLEA JUMPSCARE II. ITS PERFECT

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oh and also tiresias ate and left no crumbs lmao, all i could think of was a cover is not the book- esque performance so i had to draw it lol (sorry its awful)

its the letter from hell song, at 03:20 . do yall see the vision?

bonus emo tiresias, hes supposed to be wearing pomegrante themed accessories idk how obvious that is lol. eh enjoy :D

[winchesticles67]

SPN rewatch, 1X01, 'pilot'

okay so i basically just wrote down what was going through my wackadoo brain whilst watching the ep, its a little kooky and spooky but here:

why would you leave an awake 6 m/o child alone in a room wth

i hate john ew

help johns brows kill me

DEAN IS FOUR YEARS OLD WTF ARE YOU GONNA DO FOR YOUR WIFE SHES BURNING ON THE CEILING. YOU TAKE SAM AND DEAN AND GO DONT PUT THAT ON A 4 Y/O

nosy ass neighbours

silent intro???? just 'supernatural', no noise???

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA JESS

so pretty woman

little jared w his floppy hairrr <333

sams face when he takes the shot kills meeeeee hes the human version of the grimacing emoji hahhahahaah

sam's friend is actually such a vibe "more shots?" "NO"

crash and burn always cracks me up

dean youre not supposed to break into peoples houses

how did jess not wake up while these two idiots just went at it??

alcoholism foreshadowing :(

a few days? dawg you guys have been on hunting trips for longer why is this so dramatic

'it wasnt easy but it wasnt that bad' STFU DEAN YOU LITTLE PISS

dont get so pissed when sam mentions mary, dean, she was his mom too you crap

not the s15 finale parallel im sobbing

wtf is that voicemail from john?? that never made sense to me

love the wade felton hairstyle jared

oh he fixed his bangs nvm

love the primal jungle screams of the first victim theyre almost funny

SAM EAT BREAKFAST YOU NEED NUTRITION

omg jensen you make me swoon "sorry cant hear you, the musics too loud :D" loved that delivery

why does dean have badges for sam if they havent been hunting together? that always confused me

dean is such a dick to these police i mean they didnt do anything wrong

sam is so morally right STOMP ON DEANS FOOT FOR THAT BITCH ASS COMMENT YOU GO GIRL

love the x files ref

i love that girls friend, asking if shes ok when two strangely vertical men are speaking to her

why does jared make his voice all raspy and tiny in the first season when sams being comforting. like its cute but it went away after s1

ah playful sibling punches. i wish they stayed that way and didnt turn into dean beating tf out of sam :/

OMG LITTLE JENSEN HAS MY HEART FR

s1 dean actually means sm to me. he still sucks but like :(( he was happy and wasnt drowned in whiskey

dean get off of sam MARY WASNT JUST YOUR MOTHER

i love the impala sm if she was a person id hit that, i get why dean loves her sm

i love that deans just covered in yuck lmao

"you smell like a toilet" you tell him sammy tell that stinky man

sam tugging an absent minded dean into the motel room by his jacket collar <3

JERK -> BITCH

jess's voicemail devastates me. i really loved her and she wasnt talked abt enough. one episode, one djinn dream, one "he was gonna marry her", two lucifer dreams, and and a teensy meaningful mention in s15

you got anything thats real? "my boobs. :D"

aaaaahhh pilot sam i cant get over him his hairs so dark and gorgeous

i love sam and his insistence on making this man feel guilty for cheating >:) get it bbg

omg pilot sam is so gorgeous his hair i love him im turning red and im swooning abt it

constance get your nightgown wearing ass away from sam :((

the glitching effect used on constance is so baddass

ew constance get of off him youre nasty. why wasnt this talked abt she was nasty

SAMS SCREAMS MAKE ME SO SAD

'im taking you home' okay sexy determined hot man

the authenticity of the props and the sets and the outfits in s1 (through like s4/5ish??) means a lot to me

"youve come home to us mommy" ew i hate kids

the sfx of constances ghost death was weird...

"AHAHAHHHA" jared i love you

"what were you thinking, shooting casper in the face, you freak?" top tier line, i love that line

NO I CANT STAND THIS SCENE. SAM DONT GO IN YOUR BEDROOM BBG

sam screaming for jess haunts me. she was his everything he loved her so much :(

not me just noticing the TEARS STREAMING DOWN SAMS CHEEKS WHEN HES STANDING BY THE IMPALA??? FUCK I HATE THIS FOR HIM

comparing sams attitude after jess's death with his attitude in the flashbacks in 'i know what you did last summer' and im screaming about it

how many ___ so far: - x files references: 1 - jerk bitches: 1

[osarina]

CARINA I SWEAR TO GOD LET THEM BE HAPPY FOR ONCE

BUT OK THIS PART WAS SO GOOD UGH THE GUILD IS HERE WOO HOOOO !!!! I cant wait to see how theyre gonna impact the rest of the fic bc I LOVE THE GUILD SM and i cant wait to see more of them hehe ^^

AND THE ANGST BETWEEN THEM UGHHH WHY PLEASE CARINA IF THIS ENDS THE SAME WAY AS UU DID I WILL NEVER RECOVER DWBHGVHBT LIKE PLEASE ITS KILLING MEEEEEE and DAZAI IN THE HOSPITAL??? WHAT HAPPENED HELLO UGH MY BABY :(( HE DESERVES EVERYTHING UGH :((

and finally (ik this is short but i have a tonna hw ITS ONLY BEEN 2 DAYS SINCE SCHOOL STARTED WHY T^T) there was ONE DETAIL THAT I AM CURIOUS ABT basically in ur bday fic for dazai u basically went w the theory that dazai is the old pm bosses grandson/is related to the old pm boss AND HERE you mention that his aunt dumps him in suribachi city AND that: "Mori was insistent on it, said we couldn’t risk one of them ever returning and upending everything we’ve built. He’s still searching for some to this day just to make sure.”

CARINA...ARE YOU FORESHADOWING SOMETHING??????

REDDDD AJDUFHASIFHSDUIF NEITHER OF THEM DIE BY THE END OF THE FIC I PROMISEEEE

OMG i was SOOOO excited to finally get the guild here because now is when the plot really starts to finally kick up, it's gonna get intense QUICKKKKK hehehe ... but we still have one chapter left of reader and dazai being able to chill

KSDFHAISFHUSHFD I PROMISEEEEEE IT WON'T END THE SAME WAY AS UU ... what happened to dazai tho ... that hasn't been confirmed yet ;) he's under the impression that it was another suicide attempt but it's worthwhile to note that he doesn't remember anything leading up to what happened.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHHHHHHHHH I CAN NEITHER CONFIRM NOR DENY ANYTHING UR SAYING HAHAHAHHAHHHHHHH BUT UR DEFINITELY ONTO SOMETHING THERE

beloved red <3333 it's always a pleasure to see you in my notifs, i hope school is going well for you lovely

[raisinchallah]

exceedingly bored with the xena fandoms obsession with love at first sight like ok well whatever then cut out all the interesting stuff :( both in interpretations of the material and of fan works this is also probably why im a tiny bit of a when fates collide hater because idk i dont really think some first spark a lightning bolt from the sky of love is what makes the show the characters or their relationship interesting and again i dont even really think u could consider like season 1 of xena thru that lens like i know some people do but to meeeeee i read the season as like gabrielle is immediately obsessed with xena she looks up to her wants to be like her wants to know everything about her etc but also doesnt truly know her yet she cant actually fully comprehend or accept u know the depths of terrible shit xenas done yet and xena keeps her a bit at arms reach there is very much an imbalance they both love what they see in the other gabrielle sees adventure and a whole world opening up to her with xena and xena sees a grounding element a moral compass someone who is earnest and excited all these things an innocent but again i really do feel like the whole soulmates love at first sight whatever is simply not the building blocks of what makes seasons 1-4 xena and gabrielle work…. like all the biggest emotional revelations are in the face of death and loss you know they each realize the depths of love they feel at the worst possible moment its about the specter of tragedy… like the repeating moments of the greater good xena near death huge moment for gabrielle and how much more open and emotional they are with each other and gabrielles pain anyways not that anyone cares but i think thats when gabrielle realized she loved xena and for xena who i thinks been trying to keep things at arms length the double whammy of is there a doctor in the house and return of callisto and then gabrielle gets the quest sorry if u think theres love at first sight check for rattlesnakes and again whats so interesting is not like oh they have a vision of how theyre meant to be together or sense something its that sometimes they realize you know this might destroy them gabrielle might actually give up on things she believes in this might lead to horrible things but they wont be apart and to keep choosing each other after all sorts of earth shattering things idk interesting and again to me more interesting without the idea they are meant to be together or just knew from the moment they saw each other like gabrielles someone always searching for answers for clarity and she must at some point jump off unmoored into the unknown and do things she doesnt know if she can live with because this is what shes chosen and i think thats fascinating…