#theyre disassociating

[dhmis-autism]

see i think im the ultimate duck understander bc i believe:

• the other two of the trio mean the world to him, he loves them

• he WOULD actively and maliciously sabotage any way for them to permanently get out of the house

• he does not care about the other twos mental health whatsoever, not near as much as he cares about their physical health & direct proximity to him

ALL AT ONCE!!

[menlove]

my town is so funny bc the lot I park my car in is Notorious for drug deals which I couldn't give a fuck about but often I'll get home and be blasting some fucking song and so it'll be some 25 year old faggot listening to bizarre love triangle full blast while people 2 cars over are exchanging heroin like. same difference tbh.

[pwippy]

wingmanning for my friends is genuinely the funniest experience ever

[llumimoon]

ouggh. add another "npc relationship that would be really cool to see but that we probably wont get" to the list !!! anyways im thinking abt Hero Oak and Grant Wilson and fucking weeping

[tennessoui]

I’ve said it once and I’ll probably say it again whenever I want to feel something I go and read the voicemails chapter of vowbreaker it’s just so good and so fantastic

this is a delight to hear because phrases from those voicemails are definitely going to come back in the next chapter and beyond, in anakin's mind and as a part of his narration, so it's great that i'm not just going to be making references to things no one even thinks about anymore

(a worry when it's been so long between updates)

[disassociation-culture-is]

Dissociation culture is hating white plain rooms.

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[adreamingofguns]

Okay that Lincoln song Saint Bernard that's like a TikTok meme song for scary shit is on my shuffle and like right now, I can tell you bitch it ain't scary but ANYWAY every time that song is used in a spooky jumpscare video I'm like damn I should listen to that song. And every time I do I'm like Oh I wish this song was longer. Like is it because TikTok is full of 13 year olds that the song is ~spooky~?

[xamaxenta]

Aufhf that artist who drew Sabo choking out Marco, flames roiling off his shoulders, bitter rage, blinded with a kind of fatal grief looking for someone to blame

[tired-of-being-nice]

shivering

helloooo im not saying anything abt this one bc its already late at night and im shy. ray uses he/him & she/her, milo uses they/them, this is borrowing an altprompt

no cws except for the general horrors of capitalism

It's so cold. Jesus Christ, it's cold. Ray's cold a lot, but this is worse than usual. His employers, in their benevolence, have decided to cut the heat off to save money (like they're the ones that need to worry about that), and now it's freezing in here— like, genuinely, can-almost-see-your-breath cold. Ray's sure he's not the only one shivering.

But she's not going to complain about it. Not her. No, no, she'll just grit her teeth and bite her tongue and get through this the way she does everything else, and when she gets home she'll— well, the heat's shut off there too, but she can at least bury herself in blankets and try to warm up enough to stop shivering.

God, but the shivering is annoying. His teeth keep chattering so he can't say anything, and the shaking is making it hard to type or sit still or do anything, really.

But no matter if it's hard, she still has to do it. So she forces herself up off the floor, where she's been huddling behind a vending machine trying to make herself as small as possible, and is taking her first shaky steps back towards her desk when she very nearly literally bumps into Milo.

"Oh. Hello," Milo says, with the same air of disinterest they always seem to have about everything. "How are you?"

"Fine," Ray says, or tries to say, except his stupid teeth won't stop chattering and giving him away.

Milo looks at her with a look that says they know she's lying and they're onto her and they've seen her at her worst and she can't fool them anymore and she hates it, she hates it, she hates it—

"Kind of cold in here, don't you think," Milo says. Ray nods. At least the hate he's feeling is heating, in a metaphorical sort of way.

"I think my hands might get frostbite," they continue, in the same weirdly casual way they say everything and god, why are they still talking? "Here. Feel."

They put one of their hands in Ray's, or they almost do, but she flinches so badly that they take it back and hold their hands up and say "Sorry. Sorry," and that's so nice of them, it's infuriating. It burns.

"It's fine," he says sharply, and reaches out again and this time he doesn't flinch at all, not even a little bit, not even when both of Milo's hands are in his hands and they're very cold, both of them, but maybe if they stood there for long enough holding on they'd warm up.

They don't have that long, though, so instead Ray drops their hands and says "Sorry," although she doesn't know for what, and Milo doesn't say anything, so she also doesn't say anything, and she walks past them and back to her desk and is fine.

She still can't stop shivering.

[hidden-1n-the-sand]

i think everything froze for a second and nothing was real anymore

[trashcreatyre]

Trying to make a playlist where the characters have representative motifs in the form of genres and instruments is all funa and games until one of the characters genres is fucking dupstep and I can't find any dupstep songs that work AND I like

[horse-shit]

oh to do vent art... if only

[arolesbianism]

Ded would have the worst time in my version of side order cause their options are to either watch their ex make out with her rich girlfriend who's built like the boss baby or look to the other corner where Mark is just sitting there going 🥺👉👈

[cutepoop]

I don't understand people who read self-insert fics.

Like, is that not what already plays every time you close your eyes?

[sh1tbrain]

Having moments of clarity(?) about a possible delusion is such an odd feeling, if that makes sense??

Like looking at something you've had your mind on a lot, that you've invested a lot of thought into thinking it was something, then suddenly one day being like "this might be a delusion" like.

I can't fully describe it even. I had one of those moments earlier but now it almost feels distant like I might forget or something, but I'm still aware of that possibility now and I'm not sure how to feel

It's almost like free falling

[bongripz4satin]

The disassociation is really poppin off today lads