#theyre 21 here for example

[k1ll3r-k4rg0]

never??? posted vibe fucking violent??? awful

anyways the. you know. besties can grip each other Really Gayly its super fine. welcomed even

i want them to fuck



[andromeddog]

hi! love your art :) i just wanted to ask if you have any resources you’d recommend for WWI uniform/gear references for art purposes? i’ve been struggling to find good refs (especially for officers/anything beyond just the basic infantry uniforms) so i thought i’d ask what you tend to use! thanks & have a great day!

hello hey hi!!! ty for the message i love talking about uniforms and spend way too many hours of the day looking for reference of them

so i talked a bit about this before in this post! i stand by a lot of what was said there aka pinterest, google searching/scouring, and that book i linked........ these are all good for officers too! looking for officer ref is often very similar to infantry stuff, tho there may just be less of it depending on what specifically you're looking for. if you are looking for very specific references and want to get insane about it i can talk about that too.... tho i would like to say i dont have like one specific website to link bc i use so many different ones only like once or twice

if you're willing to spend money i'd recommend looking for books on the subject- there is always one strange book from like 1970 about the helmets of ww1 on ebay or something. the nice thing about that is they will typically name the different parts of a uniform, which allows you to google that specific thing to get a closer look. learning about the makeup of a uniform/everything's specific use helps when its time to draw them. ofc this isnt a super sustainable option but investing in a good encyclopedia once has saved me so much time. that guide to ww1 has been well loved

if youre not looking to spend money there are still a lot of options. stuff i like in no particular order:

reenactment pictures- action shots, higher quality pictures than something from 1918. you can find whole galleries of people's reenactment battles (?? is that what theyre called??) if you do a little clicking around.

stock photo websites- be really careful here bc you dont want to get into trouble with usage rights. i only rly use these if im desperate and then very sparingly and piecemeal bc i dont want to get in trouble lol

websites where they sell reproduction/reenactment uniforms- here is an example. reproduction stuff is great bc u can usually find every little bit of the uniform being sold somewhere by someone. ebay has also been surprisingly helpful.

& the thing i would like to stress the most is that i rly dig for references. i literally have 21 tabs open with different searches for super specific things on my phone at this very moment. i use google image search extensively and scroll through literally so many jpegs, pngs, pdfs, webps, etc etc etc. the unfortunate truth is that the more specific you get the harder it is to find stuff. i recently drew a ussr female fighter pilot and had to get ref for her uniform from about 5 different sources (and that was one drawing!!!!!) sometimes i find a reference for the exact thing i need on a website that has nothing else of use to me. the best advice i have here is just keep scouring and clicking and you will eventually find something. i wish this was more helpful but once you know what you are looking for you can search for that thing specifically and that's a big help

this did not need to be so long but if theres one thing about me i will go on and on and on given the chance. im insane can you tell

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

so this here is auggie: semi finalized!!! halliwell's... probably? not going to be his last name but i had no clue what surname to give him so its acting as a stand in aaa

so this is the blorbo. the new bsd oc i have been working on. from the fanfic i am Struggling with. same guy from the Art a while ago. august (i like the month okay) whatever last name i decide on at a later date.

notes!

his ability is called lucy locket! i actually came up with the ability's function first, and then i found that it fit pretty well. basically its a pocket dimension accessed via the users pockets. so far it has infinite storage, but whatever is added or removed at the present moment has to have been able to fit in the pocket originally. so you cant add/remove a large waterbottle from tiny jean pockets, for example. i like to think it only works when august himself pulls something out or puts something in. so. yknow. "not a penny was there in it, only ribbon round it". hehe

hes 25 because as much as a harp on bsd i also suck with ages so i rng-ed a number between 21 and 27 chcbdj

his birthday is june 21st! stole that from james orchard halliwell (see where that came from now) phillipps, bc he was the first to record the nursery rhyme. i also think him being born on the summer solstice in june but being named august is soo funny.

forgot to add it in correctly but his height is 5'8! that's about 173 cm? i think? i rounded it up technically its only like. 172.72?

168??? pounds??? which is apparently like 76kg? look i have no clue how weights work either i just took my own weight looked up the average for an adult and made something up. dont expect it to make sense.

bloodtype is a! i thought it was weird that the blood types were mentioned at all in the character bios but then i remembered the whole stereotype thing so i just picked whatever i thought fit.

he likes goldfish (hence the socks and earrings), rice (its rice), and hats (because they are so neat)! i was thinking about funny sock patterns and then i was looking at the wiki page for catherine maria fischer (the supposed kitty fisher in the nursery rhyme) and one of her paintings had a fishbowl in it. and then i thought about yoimiya because i had been drawing her before and. yknow. he definitely does has a small hat collection, but he'd rather them not be damaged at work. theyre saved for parties and formal gatherings!

dislikes are long explanations, pollen (allergy 😔), and unpleasant textures (like bedsheets that give you the Feeling when you scratch them). he likes it when people get to the point, and im projecting my own sensory issues onto him hxjsj

moving on we have design notes!

so here's our boy.

starting with the shirt, its actually based on one of the shirts i own. it's got the solid torso and the loose sheer sleeves, and i thought that was neat! though for him i think the sleeves would be a bit more opaque, and he's wearing a vest!

as for the tie you can see i noted that it's a bit of a cross between a criss cross tie and like... a sailor tie? i know it says bolo but thats because the word i was looking for was Tie Brooch for the pendant in the middle.

the cargo shorts!!! so obviously to best use his ability august needs something with rather large pockets, but i didn't know how to add those in. initially i wanted to go with some tights or normal slacks and have him wear a hoodie, but it was kind of... eh? so i tried cargo pants but those didn't work either. so then i tried on shorts and i Realized what needed to be done fhdjjws

knee high socks! i asked what how silly we should get with them and eni said knee highs and nobody said ankle with silly patterns so i combined the two! i think the combination is really funny.

the shoes! theyre just sneakers. comfy!

moving on

i dont actually like this doodle but we're gonna have to bear with it augu

the earrings! theyre little fishies! initially i had different earrings planned but i wanted the fish socks to match with something hdhdhdh

hair tie! august has got the rest of his hair tied up with a little bow. i think its cute bfbdbd

and so you can see what i meant, here's the page of concepts i did!

you can see the cargo pants, the hoodie, as well as the old earring design. i was playing around with the sleeves for a while xhdhhs

plus i got silly with one so maybe ill do smth with that at some point idk idk

[regret-breathing]

im fucking sick of features!!!! stop trying to pad songs with names i know stop shoving the damn weekend down my throat i dont want 3 verses where two of them arent the artist i came to listen to and utterly diverge from the tone and message of the album i dont want names ive heard before even if i like them!!!! when i want to hear young thug i’ll listen to young thug!!!!!! AND I LOVE YOUNG THUG. i came here for YOU for YOUR vision for YOUR voice for YOUR product for YOUR love and YOUR music not these admittedly talented randos you hustled together at the last second. FUCK features if i could i’d hit the big red KILL button that deleted EVERY featured verse from existence just so i could listen to the damn music i came here for I WOULD!! that INCLUDES diamonds from sierra leone that INCLUDES grey matter that INCLUDES goosebumps!!! id rather live in a world without every excellent beautiful feature that makes me cry if i could do away with fucking TOPIA TWINS and fuckinng KRUSHED ICE and the goddamn IGNITION REMIX.

features have gotten OUT OF CONTROL. on the most recent travis scott album, only SIX out of NINETEEN tracks are just his vocals. Thats not to mention the uncredited features. only SIX. the FINALE isnt even just him its him, and fucking 21 SAVAGE of all people. i am not here for another miserable 21 verse!! and hes on TWO SONGS IN THE ALBUM. same with the weekend!!! who is so unbearably dull he drags every song thats otherwise fine down to his level!!!! i cant even focus on the good parts of these songs because theyre so utterly cluttered with herbs that its miserable!!!! i love the beyonce fearure but frankly i dont need it!! yknow who else is on this fucking album?? DAVE CHAPELLE. FOR SOME GOD DAMN REASON. can’t even take the alhum seriously once i realized that. literally poisoned by the totaly fucking unnecessary presence of an utterly pathetic man who didnt need to be there. and this is just one example of an album thats utterly chock full of unnecessary and disappointing features but this shit is out of control. this is nonsense this is a mass scale zoo escape. get this damn baboons put of my lovely reptile house.

[blazefire2012]

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#fallout 4 - 14 posts

#yes - 11 posts

#hancock - 10 posts

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Do u have any headcanons about deacon or dogmeat? I love them both sm

Oh hi! I have a few, not as many as Hancock becuase as someone in the tags put it beautifully, I'm a true ghoul simp so these are all I have 😅 Enjoy <3

Dogmeat

• Definitely that dog you read stories about that has many, many owners. Past the point that game actually mentioned. To the point where if different groups of people come together, such as a party to celebrate the institute becoming a crater, at least 7 people will be arguing. "His name is Jack, he followed my son home months ago!" "No buddy, you've got it wrong, his name is Ed and he helped me catch a radstag last fall!" "You're both wrong, Luke over here loves to hang around my caravan and his favorite thing is brahmin milk!" " What are you guys arguing ab- Aw, do you guys know Mitch too?"

• He has been accidently trained to go to his dog house/Soles bed for the night by the sound of water being dumped over the camp fire every night.

• Also accidently trained to smell when there's something wrong with people in his party and bumps the leg of anyone he's worried about. Infection in a wound, glucose levels, upcoming rads if the person he's traveling with doesn't have a Geiger counter, etc. A very good boy indeed.

• He will gravitate towards mama Murphy and sit on her feet because sometimes she will fall asleep and complain she's cold when she wakes up. She hasn't connected that he's doing it becuase he likes her, she just thinks he's trying to steal her chair. Which is a possibility.

• If you take off his bandana, goggles, or light dog armor, he will pick it up and bring it back to who ever is taking care of him at the time for it to be put back on. He doesn't like being naked.

Deacon

• Because he knows how to hide his emotions so well because it's his literal job, he can read people like a book. Almost scary he's so accurate.

• Learns about litterally anything he can get his hands on just because he can. And becuase it doesn't hurt if he's going undercover as an ex-BoS scribe. He has to walk the walk, you know?

• Even if he trusts someone, i.e Sole after the last affinity talk, he still doesn't like people touching HIM, but he will be the one to touch other people. "Cmere, your coats caught in your packs strap" "oh man, feel how cold my fingers are- why are you running?" "Oh cool, you had a tattoo! Pull up your sleeve, let me see! Does it feel any different when I do this?"

• Yes, the little thing he says during red glare and ambient comments when on sky scrappers is true, he is indeed scared of heights.... Which is exactly what WOULD annoy him to hear you say. He's scared of falling, not heights. Big difference.

• Loves to ask random things about the people hes with. After Sole mentions theyre from before the war or when MacCready mentions being the Mayor of Little Lamplight for example. To the extent if he's been marinating on a certian topic for a while, out of no where, usually at the worst times, he'll just blurt it out. Fighting tons of mirelurks- So did beer really taste better than warm spit like Nick likes to say? Trying to sleep at the dead of night- Did you name Codsworth or did he just get a special name out of the box? Sneaking around a super mutants camp- So was the platypus real or are those holo tape movies just fucking with me?

68 notes - Posted June 3, 2022

#4

Whenever my fiance pokes fun at me romancing Hancock over and over again or complaining Nick isn't romancable, I bring up the fact he let it slip one night that he's wanted to fuck Midna from twilight princess since the game came out.

And I'm not talking about her beautiful goddess form, oh no, he's not picky. He loved her in her cursed imp form before he found out that wasnt her real form so he has no room to talk about me wanting to hold hands with a sexy king of the zombies or toaster in a trench coat.

74 notes - Posted February 17, 2022

#3

I never thought about how hard it would be to draw a humanoid character when he doesn't have A FLIPPIN NOSE

89 notes - Posted March 14, 2022

#2

I'm still so shocked that people really like my previous headcanons for Hancock, Deacon, and Dogmeat so I guess to celebrate that and to challenge myself, I've got at least one for every character. It's not much for a few of them becuase I either never played with them all that much or I'm scared I won't get their personality quite right, but I hope I did well! Enjoy!

Hancock

• Actually shrunk a few inches height wise from turning ghoul. He sometimes gets heated about it when someone teases him but gets a bit proud at a particular comeback when he remembers Nick teasing him by asking if he was missing a few inches to which he replied "not where they count".

Dogmeat

• You ever hear stories about the family dog adopting a kitten and the kitten is now the dogs cat, nit the familys cat? Well he does this. He's so guilty of bringing home random animals. Hes brought home an abandoned Yao guai cub, baby ravens, radstags fawns, and countless cats and mongrels have followed him home.

Deacon

• Because of his crazy schedule and sometimes having to change plans or get ready and go at the drop of a cap, he has mastered the art of falling asleep anywhere, anytime, and recharging as if he's gotten a full eight hours. For example, leaning aginst the wall in the catacombs of the church while Tom tells him about a new conspiracy, he's dead asleep behind his sunglasses and only wakes up when Drummer Boy comes running in saying Sole fucked some shit up and needs help. He just pops up like he wasn't just dreaming about rafting in the stream around Sanctuary with a fruity drink in his hand and he's out the door.

Cait

• Secretly loves to be pampered, to be treated how she heard other girls would be treated growing up. If Sole offered to brush knots and mats out of her hair after a spat, she will act offended out of fear at first. Fear of Sole snatching the comb through her hair like her mother would, just to get it done and out of her way. She fights hard to not let out a small tear when Sole helps her feel beautiful and not a burden after her hair is smooth and taken care of.

• Treats curie like a "dumb little sister" but loves her dearly and wouldn't trade her for the world.

• Has a habit of flirting with anyone or anything out of habit of trying to stay alive by flattery. As she starts to get to know the crew, she begins to mean the compliments a bit more.

Piper

• Loves sugary things because it's what her dad would give her when he got back from scavenging. He would get lucky every once in a while and find someones stash and would have plenty of treats for his girls for a few weeks to hold them over. And with Sole as her new closest friend, she now has someone else besides Nat to spoil.

• She is consittered insane by most people becuase she actually enjoys the spinning feeling that you get from drinking.

• Has gotten in the habit of scrapping every camera she can find for good parts and film for Nat. While her specialty is written words for her paper, Nat has taken up the hobby of photography and is sometimes comissioned by her sister. She's pretty good at it.

Curie

• Though she knows the new plants may be dangerous to her now that she's out of the vault and only has knowledge of their previous ancestry, she enjoys picking a few extra specimens and presses them between the pages of a thick book for herself. For research purposes of course.

MacCready

• Because of his friendship with a particular vault dweller growing up in the capital wasteland, he steers way clear of any vaults he would be coming across according to his maps. He knows the vault he grew up next to was bad but with the stories he's heard, he's not going to take his chance with ANY of them.

• Once Sole comes back from Far Harbor and lets him try Vim Quartz, he's hooked. Reminds him of the bubblegum and other candies him and his friends would bet with back at little Lamplight. Even gives off a soft glow like the lights his old home had. Over all, punches him with so much nostalgia.

• (This one is more Duncan than Mac but its close enough) After Duncan is cured and comes to live in one of the settlements with his dad, he would get curious like all little kids and ask about the carved toy solider that Sole has. After they tell him what it is and how it's special becuase his mom gave it to his dad and then to them, they give it to the little boy and asked him to take good care of it becuase it means so much to so many people. MacCready will feel so much love (your choice, platonicly or romanticly) for Sole just from this one interaction alone and will have no doubt that those 250 caps that were used to hire him were the best Sole had ever spent.

• After becoming close friends with Sole, he will allow them to call him Bobby. The only person to call him that since Lucy.

• Will sometimes have little competitions like makeshift shooting ranges or foot races with Sole to see who would have to cook dinner that night.

• Definitely trained Dogmeat to grab him a new drink when his current one is empty

Danse

• Will never admit it, but he can't swim all that well. He can float and make a pretty good show of it as if hes swimming by choice, but he's not doing laps at a decent speed anytime soon.

X6-88

• Though he knows he's made to do one thing and one thing only, he takes pride in his look, particularly his hair. He claims it's for intimidation but he secretly loves having a sharp hairline he edges himself when he's off duty. Would love to be bold and try something new but always looses the nerve. Why fix what isn't broken?

Nick

• No matter how old someone is, if he's escorting someone through a rough place, he will take off his coat and drape the bottom half over someone shoulders and hold the rest up over their view so they don't see past him. He can't quite remember, but he thinks it's an old habit from his detective days, protecting people from paparazzi and news reporters as well as crime scenes.

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201 notes - Posted June 26, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Do you have hc about Hancock?? :D

I feel so honored to get this ask becuase im just all in my feels and hyperfixation right now and not by any means an actual fallout blog so here's these few headcanons that I threw together from my personal fics. If anything is confusing, let me know and I'll explain it better 😅

• In his line "Hey. Rads over here. Not for the softskinned", he says softskinned instead of anything like "smoothskin" becuase its, well, a slur in the context some ghouls say it, and also because he is consittered a new age ghoul and doesn't see the need to use such a word to describe someone if it has such negativity attached to it. Especially since it's only been a decade or so since he's been a ghoul.

• Because of his friendship with MacCready and hearing Mac's second hand stories from his Vault 101 friend back in the capital wasteland, he knows all too well of Vault-Tecs experiments in the different vaults. So when he meets the Sole Survivor and finds out what happened to them, he has even more of a reason to hate the company, a personal reason even.

• He LOVES pda in front of people like Pre-BB Danse, X6-88, etc, just to watch them squirm.

• You can pry this from my cold, dead hands, but you can still see a glimer of his concept art blue eyes under the blacked out part from a specific angle in specific lighting. He doesn't notice it until someone who he trusts enough to get that close tells him. He gets a bit warm and fuzzy but doesn't know why.

• (I read that Fahrenheit isn't his daughter in Canon, just in coding terms, so imma run with it) Even though Fahrenheit isn't his daughter he treats her as such. They met when she was young and he took care of her, basically saving her life. So out of loyalty and to repay a debt he constantly tells her doesn't exist, she took up the job of body guard. That and he taught her to play chess as a kid to get her mind off of bad things and that's why when she first meets Sole, she constantly makes chess references.

• He hates the irony that his new identity first name is also John. As much as he wants to forget his old life and name, it's still a bigger annoyance in his mind than he'd like.

• Becuase of being a ghoul, he's a lot warmer than youd think. So much so, sometimes sleeping in a settlement that has cats, he would wake up with one or more on his chest asleep with him.

• He used to hang out in the dinner above Diamond City, the one you have to parkour up to in-game, and do chems in secret away from everyone.

• (This may be something from my personal game becuase as soon as I sent him to a settlement, he started farming without me telling him to do so) He would work at the farm in Diamond city to get money for his chems.

• Loves loves loves leading people on when they think he's an older ghoul and ask what life was like prior to the bombs. "I'm telling you man, deathclaws used to be tiny. Teenage boys would keep them as pets. Feed 'em those little fish from the can. Their bites? Wouldn't even pierce the skin!"

• Even though he "gets around", he is so very touch starved. Like a close friend or significant other hugging him, touching his hands, straightening his clothes, even stealing his hat, he just melts on the inside.

• He knows Nick from his time in Diamond City. Loved to annoy the old synth as a kid and consitters Nick one of his only friends growing up.

216 notes - Posted June 1, 2022

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[puppymuttelias]

1. First one that came to my head was Paris from The Dummys Dummy on webtoonwho is great but id probably say the 12th doctor from doctor who hes awesome

2. Lighter

3. Neverrr my windows are never ever open

4. A lot of them honestly

5. Hazel

6. Autism

7. Hair ties

8. 0

9. Id say cold cus im assuming its iced

10. If theyre shit people absolutely but if theyre good rich people then no

11. Not too sure maybe volleyball or drums i dont play volleyball but id like to

12. So boiling hot i was getting cooked alive earlier

13. 3 hours ago atleast

14. Sometimes

15. Nope

16. Nuh uh

17. Nearsighted 100% i cannot see shit

18. Nothing honestly

19. Sure, itd be shit but i definitely would if you asked

20. Neither i just say the brand name

21. That most of my emotions were super over exaggerated and my real feelings would literally just show as a straight face 😭

22. Idk how to describe myself, i guess im quite anxious

23. Love it purely cus i sleep better

24. Listening to music and maybe smoking

25. Dont really use any of that

26. Playing games with people in a very specific way (an example is the way blarg, smii7y, soup, dooo and the rest of them lot play games with each other)

27. Less than 10

28. No im asthmatic lmao

29. Hot

30. Theres a glass but surprisingly theres not anything else in here

31. Metal and stuff that was super popular in like 2014 when glmvs were around more

32. Yes

33. Dont remember

34. Grenade in the Gravy by TheDooo

35. Gmt/Bst

36. Once

37. My best friend who i met when i was 2

38. Idk

39. No but i own nivea ones i used the raspberry one the most out of them all when i did use them

40. Yeah

41. Iced with caramel

42. Spotify my beloved ♡

43. I loveeee spicy food

44. RISHI SUNAK

45. Nope :3

46. Assuming you mean halloween type of holiday lmao, probably christmas chronicles and scream (for Halloween) i love scream ive almost watched all of them i only need 1 more then ive watchee all the scream movies my favorite is the first one though

47. "Actually so real you should do that, go buy a gun" referring to a message saying that our dm should hold our other players at gun point to get them to play dnd

48. I think i was around 8 or 9 my dad gave me a sip of rum (IN PUBLIC BTW) cus i was thirsty

49. No

50. If you want but i might not look at it lmao

here’s weirder asks

who is/are your comfort character(s)?

lighter or matches?

do you leave the window open at night?

which cryptyd being do you believe in?

what color are your eyes?

why did you do that?

hair-ties or scrunchies?

how many water bottles are in your room right now?

which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?

would you slaughter the rich?

favorite extracurricular activity?

what kind of day is it?

when was the last time you ate?

do you love the smell of earth after it rains?

are you a parent? (all answers qualify)

can you drive?

are you farsighted or nearsighted?

what hair products do you use?

imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails?

do you say soda or pop?

something you’ve kept since childhood?

what type of person are you?

how do you feel about chilly weather?

if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing?

perfume/body spray or lotion?

a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times?

about how many hours of sleep did you get?

do you wear a mask?

how do you like your shower water?

is there dishes in your room?

what type of music keeps you grounded?

do you have a favorite towel?

the last adventure you’ve been on?

is there a song you know every word to by heart?

what’s your timezone?

how many times have you changed your url?

someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years?

a soap bar that smells good?

do you use lip balm?

did you have any snacks today?

how do you take your coffee?

an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?

what’s your take on spicy foods?

you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it?

can you remember what happened yesterday?

favorite holiday film?

what was the last message you sent?

when did you first try an alcohol beverage?

can you skip rocks?

can i tag you in random stuff?

[terraliensvent]

Hi! Previous anon. I think I disagree because talking about oc is okay. Symprite have nothing NSFW on design, I show SFW Symprite art. I say OC facts. It just fun discussion. I don't think there anything wrong with that. Maybe with species like succubun where everything is NSFW it is bad though, I agree. Because I heard it is 21+ because literally everything is NSFW. But stuff like symprites and chams and smile demons seem okay to talk about as long as the discussion is minor friendly. People talk about they chams all the time! Hope that make sense, sorry.

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i see your reasoning here and i do agree, like for example symps arent inherently a NSFW species (the main reason theyre 18+ is because staff didnt wanna deal with minors in the discord and encouraging minors to spend big money on adopts)

my reasoning is that its weird to disallow people from seeking 18+ species in trades because “we dont want 18+ species being advertised to minors” but then allowing people to talk about it in other chats. thats just as much advertising as is seeking characters of the species imo.

and i think smile demons especially shouldnt be allowed to be talked about in the server for the previously stated reasons in other posts that smile demons is a dangerous place for minors. the species is heavily associated with NSFW and kink themes, there are tons of MYOS on the masterlist that still have the icon as a character with leather gear, and one of the mascots of the species has heavily nsfw connotations. we have proof that smile demons doesnt protect minors in their community, because florian at 17 years old commissioned another minor (16) to draw their smile demon that had a gimp mask as part of the design. (this isnt a grooming thing btw, this is a “why did smile demons allow minors to have characters with these themes”)

if seeking characters of a species encourages people to join it, wouldnt it also be encouraging for someone to see a cool oc they like and someone saying good things about a species? its essentially like a positive amazon review

[tendebill]

Ill bite

For the ask game 2, 18, 21, 25 and 26.

ty for the ask ^^ if anyone wants, here's the link to the ask game!

2. Is it easier to draw someone facing left or right (or forward even): i dont mind either way, but i default to drawing peple facing my left, 3/4 and all that. idk if its easier tho, its just what i do instinctually xd

18. An estimate of how much art supplies you've broken: i have several brushes that have been brutalized, a few times ive broken very thin fineliners (expensive ones too) and felt bad about it for years, plus i have a tendency to break pastels/pencils/crayons sometimes, cuz i press too hard or hold them too tight lol. also i once broke a marker tip. actually probably more than once.

21. Art styles nothing like your own but you like anyways: i love simple cartoony styles, especially ones with cool, exaggerated shapes, but i also love semi-realistic, detailed styles, thus my art ends up in this weird in-between state where i commit to neither :')

25. Something your art has been compared to that you were NOT inspired by: anime. so many people (especially art teachers) say its anime. and like. at one point as a kid i did try to draw in an "anime" style but this was pretty recent. i remember one instance four years ago and once literally last month. luckly it wasnt said in a "kids these days" way or "dont draw like that" way, it was just like, an acknowledgement. maybe theyre right tho lmao.

26. What's a piece that got a wildly different interpretation from what you intended:

okay this is a bit long, but in my 3rd year of art high school i had the principal as my design teacher for a year (the horror). she's this older lady and tho she acted nice for the most part, she could be rly mean (to this day idk if she said certain things on purpose to make us feel bad, or if she legit didnt know how degrading it sounded). she would often read into every little thing about a piece when it really wasnt that deep. or she would read into it and miss the point and come up with some other, out-there interpretation. she also liked to mention plagarism (asking us if we came up with everything ourselves and whatnot) and she would come up with some wild metaphors and symbols that were not really there. for example once she said that a window i drew made her think of imprisonment, because it looked like the bars of a cell, i guess. so this one time for an assigment i made a piece with four characters representing different emotions (happy, sad, angry and apathetic) and they all had colors assigned (yellow, blue, red and gray). it was only their heads visible and they had no real distinguishing features, just the planes of their face and a mouth to indicate a facial expression. i thought it was pretty straightforward, thought she would say it wasnt rly complex enough as a concept. like you know, emotions are a very simple idea and the colors were pretty basic, "blue for sad" is not exactly innovative. so anyway, she said it really made her think and might be interpreted as racist. didnt even pick up on the "emotions as colors" side of it all, despite it being the only real meaning i intended. she was fun, but only in retrospect.

tysm again for the questions :>

[psychiatricwarfare]

I posted 9,010 times in 2022

That's 7,446 more posts than 2021!

103 posts created (1%)

8,907 posts reblogged (99%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@blizz4rd1203

@daughter-of-sapph0

@chaosdisorganized

@imdrinkingyourmilkshake

I tagged 544 of my posts in 2022

#bug talks - 93 posts

#unreality - 23 posts

#ask - 13 posts

#actually dissociative - 12 posts

#bug answers - 11 posts

#me - 10 posts

#dpdr - 9 posts

#&lt;3 - 6 posts

#actually traumatised - 6 posts

#traumacore - 6 posts

Longest Tag: 135 characters

#and ever since i annoy everyone i know throughout the holiday season with how unnecessary the overwhelming amount of christmas there is

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

currently thinking about narcissus and how he was turned into a flower as a gift from the gods so he could stare into his reflection forever because of his adoration for himself and his own beauty and somehow that incredibly beautiful story of self love is somehow depicted today as narcissus being this incredibly selfish and evil human being who was stripped of his humanity by the gods as punishment despite being turned into a flower being an act of love from the gods in other myths

anyways i hope all narcissists (and anyone with one or more cluster b disorders) have a wonderful day, the gods love u and i do too 🖤

46 notes - Posted March 26, 2022

#4

i hate that when trying to research certain disorders (for example aspd) all the criteria just says some bullshit like "theyre just terrible people, disgusting human beings with no regard for others" like shut UP im trying to learn actual psychology not your little ableist headcanons omfg this is why mentally ill people hate psychologists

all the diagnostic criteria is like "they lie, cheat, steal, theyre deranged" as if people with aspd cant choose to be good people, as if theyre doomed to be this sick stereotype society thinks of them as

its beyond infuriating because it also implies that any criminal with a mixed criminal history is more likely to be able to get an aspd diagnosis than an actual abuse victim whos developed aspd as a result its just so fucking infuriating how professionals think the criteria for some disorders is "theyre visibly bad people" and not, like, having symptoms

68 notes - Posted April 21, 2022

#3

fellow insane people, if youre listening to something for a while, like the sounds when playing a video game or a certain song or whatever, can you still hear it after you turn it off? like, not it being stuck in your head, actually hearing it? full on auditory hallucination. and if so, why does that happen? its very confusion and actually terrifying sometimes

84 notes - Posted April 17, 2022

#2

here's your friendly reminder that disability advocacy has to be intersectional!

happy disability pride month to BIPOC disabled folk!

happy disability pride month to queer disabled folk!

happy disability pride month to disabled women!

happy disability pride month to those with physical disabilities!

happy disability pride month to those with mental disabilities!

happy disability pride month to those with invisible disabilities!

happy disability pride month to those with visible disabilities!

happy disability pride month who are unable to work due to their disability!

happy disability pride month to those who are seen as "Not Disabled Enough"!

happy disability pride month to those whose disabilities arent recognised as a disability!

happy disability pride month to those who require any amount of mobility aids!

happy disability pride month to those with high support needs!

happy disability pride month to those with low support needs!

happy disability pride month to people who are demonised because of their disability!

happy disability pride month to literally every kind of disabled person!!

1,708 notes - Posted July 1, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

crazy how every mentally ill/disabled person i know, knows more about psychology than most psychologists i know

absolutely wild how every physically disabled person i know, knows more about them than almost every professional i know

its almost like they should listen to us or something

4,292 notes - Posted October 24, 2022

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[brainlessrot]

✩ Toby's 1k special ✩

First and before anything THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT???? ILY GUYS AND APPRECIATE YOU ALL (sometimes i go thru my follower list and randomly chose one for an inspection, aka, i stalk you guys /hj)

and as a thank you for you all, here is a FAST REQUEST EVENT!!!!

☰ for the request event the rules are easy

only one prompt per request/ask (you can chose multiple, but make different asks for each)

only one character per request (or in some friendship request up to a duo)

please specify if you want it to be platonic or romantic

you can repeat prompts!

the event will officially end on the 115th of august, 7 days from now on!

The requests will be around 500 words, pretty short, but i will try to post the requests the same day they were asked!

❐ Example ask:

"Hello!! could i get number 03 (platonic) for the character _____? thank you!"

Now, to the prompts!

01 -- "wanna get married?" they ask their s/o to marry them

02 -- "i saw that, you just checked me out" one catches the other checking them out

03 -- "you are my pillow now" using the other to sleep on

04 -- "i think i love you" or! first time saying i love you to each other

05 -- "i had to move on, but no one is like you"

06 -- "i know you kissed me 20 times now, but just another one!"

07 -- "is that... my shirt?"

08 -- "youre so cute when youre so grumpy" or! s/o teases them because they didn't sleep much

09 -- "where is my daily kiss?" or! just as their s/o was about to leave, they ask for a kiss

10 -- "stop hogging all the blankets!" or! they wake up to their s/o using all the blankets

11 -- "this is why i fell in love with you"

12 -- "shh, youre safe now, I've got you, we're together" or! they wake up from a nightmare and their s/o conforts them

13 -- "no, im not letting go, its too early" they refuse to let their s/o out of bed

14 -- "we'd make quite a cute couple" or! friends joking about dating, but theyre not really joking

15 -- one falls asleep on their s/o, and they really need to get up, but dont want to wake them up

16 -- taking care of their sick s/o

17 -- they love the taste of their s/o lipstick/lipbalm, and keep stealing kisses

18 -- their s/o being insecure about something or just tired and they cuddle and give them kisses to make them feel better

19 -- they go to a roller coaster together, but their s/o regrets it and clings to them for dear life

20 -- their s/o helping with the small things (brushing their hair, buttoning their shirt, putting on jewelry) as an excuse to be close

21 --they love it when their s/o plays with their hair

22 -- how do they kiss?

23 -- how do they show love?

24 -- how do their hugs feel?

+ some mainly platonic ones! (that could also be romantic)

25 -- "should we get a pet? we can get shared custody" or! two friends adopt a pet together

26 -- "SLEEPOVER!!!" just friends having a fun sleepover

27 -- "we are just like siblings! i hate you. see? siblings!" friends being dumb together

28 -- "i need help... its 3am. please? fine." or! they call their friend at 3am, thinking they wont pick up, but they do

29 -- "excuse me? they asked for NO pickles"

30 -- making a pillow fort together

31 -- they hide in the closet to scare their friend, but that friend doesn't get close enough to the closet

32 -- they understand eachother without talking

33 -- watching scary movies together

34 -- playing in the snow

35 -- how do they show love?

36 -- how do their hugs feel?"

[mithliya]

I don’t think it’s racist to say African countries should take responsibility and not push to have biological males in women’s sport. On the contrary, I have the same expectations of them as of other countries. Believe me I would say the same thing if the US tried to send Lia Thomas to the Olympics in the women’s category.

But it is irresponsible, look what it’s doing to women’s sport. Look what is doing to African women? They risk losing their spot to an XY DSD male and the world is taught they are simply women with slightly higher testosterone levels, not that they are XY males (who, in these cases, can make use of the testosterone their bodies produce), leading to a stereotype being established that black women look masculine. Thought this tweet sums it up pretty well.

https://twitter.com/suspiria451/status/1547954409820196867?s=21&t=HIfB1tC005-FxvPx4mIFPQ

but you're assuming women are biological males purely on the basis of them being african women with higher testosterone levels. instead of recognising the more likely option, which is that black women are disproportionately targetted by these criterias because racism is so widespread. bear in mind that when black women arent being excluded over their testosterone levels (weird how this hasnt been impacting white women at all and the assumption is it must be bc african federations are putting bio males in womens sports instead of .. this being racially targetted), theyre being excluded over shit like a positive result for marijuana use (what kind of advantage does that create in sports??) looking up the women who were disqualified, there's nothing indicating theyre somehow male... women can have naturally higher testosterone levels. they may be outliers but it doesn't make them male. this is why im saying what you're saying feels racist. here is two examples:

the assumption that theyre male is ...disturbing to say the least. that tweet was not convincing either. this feels like creating a conspiracy to justify blatant racism

[somberine]

Dont Dylan and Adrian get along though?

No! Before I get into this uh

Massive Spoilers for Hypnospace Outlaw

Cant "read more" on mobile sorry :-(

This post isn't to like...make you hate Dylan less btw, its more just me looking into these two characters interactions more after having to restart the game three or four times from it corrupting my saves.

In the Wiki's words on Adrian's page it says "Adrian is brothers with Dylan. It is likely that they have a good relationship, as they seem to get along and agree with each other.", but listen, I know a shitty strained relationship between siblings when I see one. At no point do Dylan or Adrian properly agree with each other. They agree, but its never a full agreement on either side. Theres always that feeling of "somethings not right here" between them.

Example A: Adrian not understanding anything about Hypnospace itself, and putting the pressure on Dylan to get rid of areas Dylan himself probably has some enjoyment in, being who he is. Reading these messages sucks. Seeing how Adrian acts dismissive about Dylan's worry sucks. Roddy is Dylan's friend at this time, together working on their passion project "Outlaw", Roddy is one of the "geeks" in these zones, and Adrian requesting the zones be removed and murged ultimately makes Roddy think this is Dylan's fault exclusively :/

Dylan not wanting to rat out Adrian making this choice (I guess??) is forced to lie to Roddy about the whole situation, notice how hes dismissive like Adrian was earlier about it at the end.

Dylan didn't wholly agree to this choice, he seemed more upset about it if anything.

Example B: Adrian instantly assumes that Dylan is going against him in some way when Dylan comes to him about the medical info they had done privately. And as a way to defend himself, Dylan dismisses it (much like his brother would) and says it doesn't matter.

What frustrates me about this, is that theres no way Adrian isnt aware Dylan spends near 18 hrs working both outside of and in Hypnospace. (Ignore that it says hes 99, Dylan is 21)

Dylan is one of those many people who probably uses the headband frequently. Theyre both adults, but Adrian is older, and should know better than to fuel his brother's unhealthy habits like that. Especially when Adrian is piling so much onto Dylan over time. Which leads us to the next point.

Example C: Adrian fueling Dylan's ever growing unhealthy obsession for this game just because he wants their tech to "Look Good" despite it already looking pretty great for its time period.

On top of this, Dylan isnt only working on Outlaw, but also working on the Enforcer thing as well, with also handling all the back lash of people being upset when the zones are merged ontop of doing all the coding for this place at least 60% of the time because Roddy left due to what happened and Dylan put Samantha on the Enforcer team so he cluld focuse on Outlaw leaving him as the group's only coder. Dylan spiraled into an awful spot because his brother fuled this. His brother manipulated him into his own way of thining. Outlaw became less of a passion project and more something Dylan wanted to get done because Adrian wanted it to be done so it would make the business look good.

All Adrian cares about is looking good and the money they're getting out of it, he could clearly care less about the work overload and mental stress hes constantly dropping onto his brother. He couldn't give a rats ass if Dylan disagreed with him because in the end Dylan will always agree because Dylan wants to make his brother proud wants his approval and it causes Dylan's downfall.

Adrian doesn't even bother to ask Dylan if hes okay when he snaps at Samantha, but sides with the fact that he just practically blew up on her over the stress and frustration of everything. Doesn't tell him to take a break, doesn't offer help like siblings sometimes should, just agrees "Yes we need to get this game out soon as possible."

Hypnospace was Dylan's passion project, it was Dylan's dream and Dylan's idea.

Adrian doesn't care and Dylan doesn't get along with him. They do not have a good relationship. They have a bad relationship built on lies and manipulation. Adrian doesn't care about Dylan's dreams or feelings or anything.

Adrian is just as much to blame for the Mindcrash as Dylan is, and should have been arrested as well.

Anyway

[cassandragemini]

2, 4, 12, 21, and 26!

2. Is it easier to draw someone facing left or right (or forward even) i have a way way easier time drawing forward facing portraits but when it comes to it i do prefer drawing left facing portraits

4. Fav character/subject that’s a bitch to draw

birds. i love drawing birds but i hate drawing birds.

12. Easiest part of body to draw

definitely 100% the face for me personally

14. Any favorite motifs

uhhhhhhhhh bears ig. theyre basically the most frequent thing i draw. also misery/overwhelming emotion is a pretty common motif but thats cause i just like horror

21. Art styles nothing like your own but you like anyways

honestly somehow this was the hardest question here to answer cause i kept thinking of different examples and then realizing i had taken inspiration from them in some very minor way. one of the few that came to mind was the jetset radio art cause ive never looked at it directly for art inspo but i do appreciate it from a distance

26. What’s a piece that got a wildly different interpretation from what you intended

that one time i drew charles and arthur red dead redemption as bears but i posted the wip before finishing cause i was proud of it and it got 400 retweets and people just thought they was random bears and i was embarassed

[fleouriarts]

4, 11, 21, and 30 for the weirdly specific artist ask game :))

4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw

MY OC SAMJULANG idk why but ive never been able to feel like i got him quite Right. the face shape i want him to have is for some reason wayyyy too hard to draw well and im not good at drawing dudes with abs. i think im getting closer to something i like (pic related) but who knows

11. Do you listen to anything while drawing? If so, what

oh yeah if im just doodling ill watch youtube in one tab and have mspaint open in another. my fav channel for that is usually hivemind bc they have a LOT of long videos and also theyre funny. i actually drew julian and daewon based on a screenshot of them last night

for finished pieces its different. i cant really focus on detailed sketching with another tab open so i fullscreen mspaint/clip studio and play smth on spotify. most of the time ill pick something from my library thats related to whatever im drawing. the most egregious example is when i drew this for my friends birthday and listened to the lion king 1 and 2 osts for so long that it fucked up my on repeat mix for weeks

21. Art styles nothing like your own but you like anyways

ummmm probably really detailed naturalist work. like audubon's work. im so unsubtle with lighting and shape language that i cant imagine making something like that but i do think its nice. heres audubons black vulture plate its my favorite :-)

30. What piece of yours do you think is underrated

my comatelma oc lineup tbqh cus its the first time i did an oc lineup and it also reassured me that i Do actually have nice variation in my character designs (which is something i worry about often for no reason). i added pics for all the other art here but im just gonna link to the original post for this so people can rb it if they want

[from this ask meme]

[wynterskies]

Hey guys, I hate to post this on here but I really need some help. I was on a payment plan at my dentists office, and since I started a job I missed my third payment (out of 4.) Instead of tacking on an extra month, theyre making me do two payments in July.

I'm sure I can get at least one paid off, but they're $187 each and I have bills to pay this month, so I know I cant do both.

If anyone could donate to my cashapp or PayPal that'd be incredible. I posted on reddit for help too but they removed my post. If you don't want to donate with nothing in return, I do commissions and would happily draw something for you in exchange for any donation.

Here are some examples of my work, but I can do OCs or anything. I just really need some help. Thank you all so much.

My cashapp is $WynterSkies and my PayPal is @wynterskies

Updated 6/27/21

$0/$187

[bitchfitch]

just a quick interest check, due to some hashtag unexpected medical bills im probably going to need to do a few commissions to make ends meet this month, ill make a propper post later but do these prices feel fair to yall? theyre all significantly lower than my ~professional rate~ but like i dont feel good charging regular folk what i charge companies lmao

all prices are in usd.

Clean Sketch: bust- 7, half body- 14, full body- 21. each additional character +3

Clean sketch plus color: bust- 14, half body- 21, full body- 28, additional character is +5

Clean sketch, color, cel shading- bust- 21, half body- 28, full body- 35. each additional character, +7

simple bg like what you see in option number 3 is +3

heres some style examples:

so like these would be 14, 21, 31