#they’ll never shut up about it
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You working at the bookstore just trying to have a quiet one, do your job, get paid and get out. But these two fuckers are having the realest fake date you’ve ever seen. All over your goddam books.
#jinta you’re cute as fuck but they’re never gonna get the smell of your grandma water and shipper’s sweat out of those books#the books are gonna be so full of themselves when you two get together#they’ll all be like ‘we did that’#they’ll never shut up about it#cherry magic thailand#cherry magic#cherry magic th
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The Helena diaz of it all has me fascinated. I’ve said for a long while that Eddie’s real issues are his mommy issues and this episode just cemented for me that we’re gonna explore that and deal with it.
Because it’s Helena who forced Eddie to grow up to fast - because her husband wasn’t around much - so she pushed Eddie into de facto parent and husband role ls - selfishly filling her needs and ignoring the damage it was doing to her son (it is a form of abuse in my book).
Eddie then had the audacity to fall in love with and marry Shannon and get her pregnant. It’s why Helena was always so off with Shannon - she was punishing her. She is also punishing Eddie for all of this and his refusal to return to El Paso only cemented further her bitterness and resentment.
Now she does have Ramon back she doesn’t need Eddie any longer to fill that role so she is still punishing him and part of that is tied into her glee over now getting to parent Christopher - something she has always been intent on doing the doppelgänger just gave her the opportunity- as well as allowing her to further punish her son and his love of Shannon.
Her barbed comments about building a pool were all about showing what she can provide Christopher - how she is parenting him better than Eddie - it’s part of her mind games - making Eddie feel like more of a failure as a parent to his son.
The reality of course is that the reverse is true - Helena’s parenting is all superficial, flash and showy - it isn’t the hard day to day parenting when things get tough and you have to be the bad guy. While Eddie has made mistakes, there is nothing superficial, flash, or showy about his parenting. It’s why bucks comments about Eddie being a great dad are so important.
Eddie feel like a failure right now and that he is entirely to blame for everything. But in reality, while he does bear a bit of the responsibility, the truth of the matter is that he needs to learn and deal with the fact that all of it actually stems from Helena and her abuse of her young son - Shannon never stood a chance just like Eddie never has.
#genuinely don’t see how she can get any sort of redemption arc#but this is 911 so maybe they’ll find a way 🤷🏻♀️#Helena’s treatment of Eddie is a form of child abuse - it has done so much damage to him psychologically#I do really hope we finally get to meet Sophia and adriana as part of this arc beciase I think it might be very revealing#I am also wondering if Ramon had a stache in the past - and that is what Eddie is subconsciously trying to mimic#and that is about him trying to regain his mothers affection - trying to fill that husband role she forced him into#and that shaving it off is a part of his dealing with that and choosing to free himself from her clutches#and in doing that - standing up for himself etc - it will be the trigger that v ring schristopher back#the catholic guilt and Eddie’s queerness is also all tied up in this - the church reinforces and condones Helena and her actions#the Catholic Church has a long history of abuse of children in all it’s horrendous forms#so Eddie seeking solace in that direction think it will help him find away back to Helena’s good books only for it to open a few doors he#has bolted shut#as for the queer aspect - forcing Eddie to grow up too fast and fill this role of husband to his mother and parent to his siblings means#Eddie never got the chance to learn who he actually is - to explore his sexuality and all that goes with that - at the age one normally#would - as a teenager and into your 20’s. it explains so much around his relationship with Shannon and dealing with the helana of it all#and the queerness of his identity - will also allow him to actually let Shannon go#Eddie’s arc is going to be incredible - heartbreaking and gut wrenching - but incredible#Helena diaz it’s on sight - she is evil and cannot be redeemed in my eyes!#911 spoilers#Thinky thoughts#eddie diaz#911 abc
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how my parents feel after always reminding me how much better my older brother is than me
#seriously i remember when my mom flat out said ‘he’s smarter than you’#like i know that already lol?#they won’t shut up about him#had a good old break down last night realizing that i’m never gonna be my parents pride and jou the same way he is#they seriously brag about him wherever he goes#‘oh he’s in an ivy!!111!!”#and then i’m just in the damn background because my younger brother is a freshman in HS and he’s having it rough#so my own issues are resolved by ‘get over it’ or ‘oh well you’re motivated at least’#i’m not fucking motivated i just want to prove i’m just as good#or even a fraction as good#i’ll never be enough though#the mere fact my mom was considering canceling going to see the outsiders w/me because my brother has off that weekend and she’d rather go#see him kinda shows that#keep in mind we’re seeing him in two weeks and we’re going up literally the next weekend to see him#and they keep talking scour how they can’t wait until i’m in college#i can’t say anything to them though because they’ll get mad and tell me i’m being overdramatic#it feels like they want to get rid of me or smth#it hurts#a lot#i feel like i don’t have anyone because i can’t complain to my parents because i’m overshadowed by both my brothers#and i don’t know how to communicate my feelings without being a burden or sharing too much#i just feel lost#vent#sibling rivalry
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Modern au stuff for the witches and their witchlings:
Asterin does end up with her hunter, and she has two daughters although her eldest daughter is actively trying to get rid of her baby sister. At one point, she made peace with it “if Luna survives early childhood then she’s meant to live in this world” because at one point the one year old would run and hide as soon as she spots her big sister and that’s survival instinct
Vesta didn’t really plan on much she was okay with only one kid but she ended up with a boy/girl twins and she’s content with them
Manon was still very on the fence and was toying with the idea of having only one child because she’s been thinking!!!! But Asterin gave her the grim reminder “they can be twins, or triplets or—“
“You’re not helping,” Sorrel snaps at her
“I’m just stating the facts!” Because Manon, smart as she is, will overlook this detail in her overthinking and stressing. But as Sorrel said, she wasn’t helping by stating that fact.
It took Manon a while, and when she decided to have a child, she prayed to every existing diety that she only ends up conceiving one child and not multiples.
Because at one point, Manon realized that she’s happy with Dorian. Their family is perfect and she never felt more content and happy. She sat with herself for a long time, and realized that she will not let her grandmother dictate her life any longer. Her fear of becoming a mother is yet another leash around her neck. She knows that with Dorian everything will be okay. She will be okay. Their future child will be okay.
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#asterin blackbeak#vesta blackbeak#sorrel blackbeak#idk just random thoughts#Asterin’s life is wild with a mirderous daughter who is not dealing with her younger sibling#Asterin doesn’t hold it against her tho she’s only a child and not used to having anyone to share her parents with#vesta got lucky and her twins get along well#and they take after their father so they’re not so wild lmao#more details on vesta and her lil family later#Manon is Manon the poor woman#sorrel and asterin understand where she’s coming from and they KNOW her hesitation is coming from her fucked up upbringing#she needs time and space to think about it properly#they are her protection squad and Dorian knows these two will skewer him if he hurts Manon#both of them have threatens him on separate occasions#not that he’d ever hurt her#but the threat is still there in the back of his mind ‘they’ll never find your body’ Asterin told him#‘I can kill you in five different ways and they’ll all appear to be of natural causes’ Sorrel told him over tea one evening#wait this derailed from the original point lmao#okay shutting up now
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i lost the post but i saw someone talking about how some of y’all act like being weird is a choice and like. YEAHHHHHHH.
that’s fine, it might be for you. but i just live like this and don’t know any other way. like yeah i’ve worked customer service, i can do innocuous small talk, but anything beyond that, i don’t understand what i’m missing. and it’s frustrating to see the tonal disconnect especially from people who are like “uwu embrace weirdness!!” where they’re like. dressing quirky and talking about bugs and listening to obscure music and eschewing small talk to ask Deep Questions on the first date and unlearning their tendency to not infodump. and generally have an idea of what Weirdness is supposed to look like. idk man some of us wake up and get out of bed and can’t figure out why the rest of their coworkers chitchat with each other but when they join the conversation it dies.
weirdness is value neutral. let’s stop trying to turn it into a badge because quite frankly, it’s not a choice for everyone. it’s fucking exhausting to never be on the same wavelength as other people and they’re going to react the way they do and label you the way they will without any conscious actions on your end. it’s difficult to talk about this without feeling like you’ll be dismissed as immature, a teenager whining “no one understands me” but the thing is. sometimes you don’t grow out of feeling alone and different, and there’s no good way to talk about it without feeling like people will think you’re just fishing for pity.
#most of it is stuff i can’t help like!!!#coworkers and i don’t share a lot of interests so i’m always like. yes i’ve heard of that show but haven’t seen it. no idk that band sorry#and they’ll like. talk shit abt other people who share my interests without realizing that i also like those things#so i just have to sit there and take it#i feel like i don’t have a lot in common with my friends even. a few shared interests but very different lives#in my experience the conscious choice has been to try to keep up with what’s popular but it’s just. not interesting to me#i got bored and forgot to finish s2 of stranger things and never picked it back up#even alt subcultures have gone kinda mainstream and i never quite slot in#let’s not even touch the gay culture ‘flags’ that are extremely online and unrelatablr#and the most frustrating thing. every time i try to talk about myself and my interests i feel people shutting down#one person i know. open mouth sighs in exasperation when i open my mouth#i don’t know why you’re making it my problem that we’re different#i know there is supposed to be a niche out there for everyone but some of that feels like#those niches are falling prey to marketability. if you’re too far out of the mainstream. too out of touch. it can’t be helped#a lot of messaging online is like. embrace weirdness but only if it’s subversive in a very specific way#too normal to hang out with self-proclaimed proud weirdos. too weird to hang out with normies#like i thought the thing was to disavow performativity. i’m sorry i don’t find the same things interesting#i don’t care about the office and you don’t care about the hundred years’ war. that’s fine. why is that seen as a personal fault of mine#i feel like some of the reaction i get might be bc it comes across as hipster shit. idk#i’m literally just oblivious and looking for any kind of indicator for social interaction#but so often it feels like the onus of finding common ground is on me. i have to listen abt things idk but no one cares what i have to say#i think what makes it more frustrating is this reaction from people who claim to not care. do their own thing#and then get annoyed when i do mine and it’s. different#instead of being like ‘fuck the mainstream! conformity is bullshit! be yourself!’ it’s like#‘fuck the mainstream because it doesn’t appeal to me personally and i’ve made my own club!’#and this is not going to come out right because i’m just at my limit and venting and don’t know how to say things the right way#so people don’t misunderstand me#i just happen to never like the Right Things and know the Right Things and act the Right Way and idk how else to say it other than#can we be more normal about weird people#idk it’s hard to talk abt this without sounding like i’m just complaining but i’m more bewildered and trying to state things as i see them
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jjk. chapter 255 spoilers under the cut !!
WWAUUUGHHHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHINJUKU CHAPTERS FOR SUREEEE I CRIED I SOBBED I THREW UP MULTIPLE TIMES THIS IS SO UP MY ALLEY I CAN’T EVEN DESCRIBE IT????????? I DON’T HAVE THE WORDS????????
okay i’m gonna TRY to be coherent . gonna try to behave. but i LOVED this chapter so much it gave me so much i’ve been wanting from this manga for so long…. hhhh…………… :((((
FIRST OF ALLLLLL:
LARUEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 HE’S HEREEEEE HE’S HOME…… MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT CANONICALLY QUEER SIDE CHARACTER……. the narrator referring to the two of them as ”team geto” made me SOB but more on that later i’m just. so happy to see him??? one of my favorite side characters???? i never thought he’d get more screentime?????
and that goes for miguel too!!! i adore them BOTH and they looked so pretty this chapter …. T_T hhhhh
miguel is so handsome ….. just one chance plspls king :’3 i’m hoping more screentime will get him more fics…… maybe specifically x reader fics…….. just a thought……….. (yes i have a miguel/reader drabble in wips no i don’t know when i’ll get to writing it 💔) and larue my gay bestie he rlly is so pretty!!!!!! hhhhh i missed them sm :(((((
ALSOOOO absolutely loved their interactions w yuuta in the beginning….. all the lil moments. larue calling miguel hun….. miguel having beef w gojo and wanting to see him beg for his help….. yuuta offering to beg instead and miguel getting freaked out 😭 THEY’RE SOOO FUNNY
I <333333 THEMMMM
and and and ….. while we’re on the topic of gojo………… THE CRUMBSSSSS THIS CHAPTER GOD HE’S SO PRETTY :(((( RETURN OF THE CIRCLE FRAMES!!!!!
he’s so cute …. andddd while we’re talking abt this interaction!!! i loved loved loved that miguel got the chance to lecture gojo on his racism. and so blatantly too !!!!!! it feels so refreshing to have a shounen manga where casual racism is acknowledged and not just treated as a gag…. and gojo apologized (albeit a lil casually but i do think it was genuine. that’s just kinda how gojo talks </3)
SPEAKKKKK YOUR TRUTH KING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ LET HIM HAVE IT ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ personally i think gojo should’ve let his infinity down so miguel could get a couple good smacks in but that’s just me. (miguel looks so good here also!!!)
aaaa and !!! before i get to the Main Dish of this chapter i just wanna say :3 MAKI SWEEEEEEP OUR QUEEN OUR KING OUR LORD AND SAVIOR 🙏🙏🙏🙏 SHE’S BACK AND COOLER THAN EVERRRRRR LOOK AT THAT GRIN
serving cunt since day one ….. where would we even be w/o her……. i AM very worried for my boys and that black flash at the end but :’3 this chapter made me feel hopeful….. it’s nice to see a good ol jumpjutsu kaisen 5v1 battle.
BUTTTTT with that out of the way!!!!! let’s talk about my absolute favorite part of the chapter (and why it’s one of my favorites in shinjuku)….. which is ofc. the talk between miguel and larue. i absolutely unabashedly ADORE geto’s family and i’ve been waiting to see them again for so long!!! to learn more about them, their feelings towards geto, their feelings after his passing…… and i finally got it. and it was just…. so, so good. wow.
like …. this page almost made me cry. genuinely. i adore larue so much and it was so nice to see him again….. he’s definitely my favorite member of geto’s family (excluding geto himself ofc) and clearly the most heartfelt!!! there’s the scene in shibuya where he stops the rest of the family from harming each other because he knows that’s the last thing geto would want, he calls everyone by their first name…. it just feels like he understood geto the most. understood that what geto cared about above all else was his family, not his own plan (hot take maybe?? but i’ll die on that hill).
and goshhhh…… ”we all loved suguru-chan” :((( you don’t UNDERSTAND how emotional i feel rn. i mean we basically already knew this but it just feels so nice to get confirmation on how loved geto was!!! not just by a couple members of his family, but by all of them!!!! i think it’s so telling that even miguel, who acts a bit colder than someone like larue, was willing to help geto and grew to love him. geto is just such a sincere character at his core and i think that’s how he won them all over. but aaaa i’m just :((((( they loved him!!!!! and he loved them just as much!!!!!! i’ve said this before but i NEED a slice of life spinoff manga only featuring geto and his family.,, they mean so much to me.
and i haven’t even MENTIONED larue’s speech????????????? how lovely it is?????? how sick it is????????????? his version of mourning makes me so unbelievably emotional :(((( geto would be so fucking proud of them i can picture him looking up at them from the fiery pits just CHEERING as they punch sukuna…… sniffle sniffle. he loves them!!! and they love him!!!!!!
also obviously i NEED to mention this bc it broke me. i’ve seen people making jokes about what miguel says AND I GET THAT bc i too love joking about how geto is definitely in hell but. this line is very tragic to me!!! or maybe not tragic but it’s definitely somber. i don’t think it’s meant to be humorous, it’s there as a grim reminder of the things geto and his family did…. they loved each other but they were villains. there’s no denying that. larue is obviously a bit of a romanticist but miguel is enough of a realist to call him out on it, and i think that gets his personality across so well. because he still ends up agreeing to join larue in the fight!! those words got to him!!!! seeing his expression crumble in this page made my heart ache :((((… they were villains but they loved each other so earnestly. and i just adore them so so much!!!
okay i think ….. that’s all …….. suchhhh a wonderful chapter. it made me insane!!!!! i love miguel and i love larue and i’m hoping they’ll survive this :((
(….. but . i mean … if they end up dying ……. there’s the slightest chance we’ll get an afterlife scene of geto and his family, so …. um ……. yk …….. 👉👈 maybe . some sacrifices will have to be made……..)
#i am Thinking very hard abt the shibuya moment#abt how larue tells the family that one day they’ll share a table and break bread again#so . yk…. if we DO get that afterlife scene it’ll definitely be at a table . last supper style. and geto will be there#and i will cry and throw up and literally never shut up about it so!!!! better pray my boys survive this 🙏🙏🙏🙏#ty akutami ily akutami#in his author’s comment he said his allergies r getting awful bc he wasn’t prepared…………… which is just . so…. akutami coded somehow……#anyway stan larue and stan miguel that is all 🙏#ari noises ✩#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 255
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and guess who won the championship in 2018 👀
if orlando keeps it up, they could be this year’s champions!!!
#nwsl#orlando pride#if orlando win this year i’ll literally never shut up about it#granted kansas city will have their eighth game on wednesday and i doubt they’ll lose to seattle (sorry seattle ily)#but it’s a great start to the season and hopefully a good omen for what’s to come
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I’m listening to Hozier and I’m feeling emotions I didn’t think even existed
#hozier#francesca hozier#I pity neurotypicals in a way because they’ll never experience music like this#and I genuinely don’t know what that would be like#sometimes I hate being autistic#like when I’m about to have a meltdown in the airport because it’s too hot and my ‘friend’ just yelled at me for being ‘difficult’#or when I shut down because I’ve socialised for too long and the room smells too strongly of air freshener#or when I spend years getting bullied for being a freak#but then other times I’ll be listening to music#and I’ll just feel so… euphoric#so… real#so… aaaaaaaaa#i can’t put it into words#it’s the same way I feel when I’m alone and I stare up at the stars#I just feel so… much#and it’s beautiful#and in these moments#i love being autistic#yeah it makes my life really difficult a lot of the time#but it also allows me to feel like this#and I wouldn’t change that for the world#just autism things#music#my random musings#hozier has turned me into a poet#honestly might make these tags into a separate post because damn that resonated
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Who’s idea was it to let Karina upload an apology for dating somebody… they should have just told people to suck it up or cry about it more
#Karina#aespa#if I actually ever got parasocial enough to be upset about an idol dating somebody#I’d rather the company to rip the bandaid off and tell me to shut the fuck up#than for them to entertain these emotions#if they’ll keep doing apologies like this the people will never change#because their outcry gets a reaction
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this is okay yeah this is great i feel so so very normal about this i’m so normal
#🐰♡#🐯♡#ky.txt ♡#help me#size kink go BRRRRR#ask literally anyone they’ll tell you i never shut up about 98z size difference
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i think i should find an aa meeting that i could go to bc i literally don’t know anyone who has addiction problems and it’s hard to not have anyone who can actually understand and not act weird about stuff. why do people find it so awkward …i hate it. but also i have horrible social anxiety and i’m really scared to go the first time
#if you’ve been before and wanna tell me what to expect that would help! if anyone wants to :)#i’m just scared that they’ll want me to talk in front of everyone. or that there’s unsaid rules i won’t know about idk#pink never shuts up
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anyways zombvibes suzberd fanfic when.
#zombvibes never shuts up#since i’ve been writing stuff for teammateswap lately i thought ‘maybe…..write a fanfic?’#though i’m less confident in my writing then my drawing#*THAN whatever#idk if i’m having fun then it shouldn’t matter too much but….#idk it seems like the fanfic community might be a little harsher—#so they’ll just straight up dookie on it#which idc about hate comments but i do care about how many i get at once akhfjagkdl#platonic suzberd
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the brain worms crave seeing kunikida with his hair down- but alas the brain worms and my hands which know only the creative bounds of shitposts are unable to bring this notion into reality,,,,
#i think about this an ungodly amount#these hands were made for typing shitposts and that’s just what they’ll do#oh here i go saying my thoughts on main with absolutely zero hesitation#you don’t want to know how much i think about him#god damn i can’t shut up about it#kunikida my beloved#i’m kissing him#right on the mouth#bungo slay dogs#god god god i don’t think you understand#the brain worms are at it again#i haven’t known rest since i started watching this show#bsd brainrot#this is definitely a shitpost#i’m never getting over it#(it doesn’t exist)#oh how i wish my drawing skills were not as atrocious as they are#bsd kunikida#god i love him#kunikida… kunikida let down your hair#he’s like the bad rapunzel#ugh god i want to kiss him#kisses him
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seeing someone make a dumb ignorant comment on a post but then seeing people respond w like “stfu and die”….. this is why shit is always polarizing and nothing changes lmfao
#why is your response if someone is ignorant to tell them to shut up and die#how do you think this makes your point#how do you think they’re now going to respond to that#especially in this context which is social issues like this is the thing that gets so frustrating#generally people don’t like to be told to die! full stop! no matter what you say after that that’s what’ll stick w them#and when talking social issues that is what they’ll remember regarding the issue#it’s shitty to generalize your opinion of an entire group based on one bad interaction w one annoying person but that is#what our brains do#and it’s like. if you don’t want to educate someone why is it hard just to say nothing#instead of approaching it w that kind of hostility and immediately escalating the conversation#people do this all the time and wonder why no one can agree on anything and every issue is polarizing#if you’re insulting the people who disagree w you and coming at a debate w hostility already….. how do you expect that to go lol#idk it’s just wild to me that so much discourse would not exist if people were actually able to stop and think about their words#and the impact they may have#before being reactionary and insulting the other person bc that will never work lmfao
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You’ve said it.
We are a very very dumb, stupid people
#reblog#politics#i’m so sorry for those who follow me but#tw real life#tw politics#tw donald trump#trump is a disgusting pig of man#and now- unless there’s a miracle-#he’ll have the chance to fuck us all over#and the media won’t shut the fuck up about the man#for another four years#and russia will have its puppet back in place#thanks for getting us back in an abusive relationship with him you ignorant fucks#fuck trump#fuck putin#fuck the stupid#fuck any of yous who are single fucking issue#fuck project 2025#fuck democrats for being ineffectual#fuck the media for never shutting up about the man#fuck them again since they’ll do it again#you all suck#and i hope me being in a blue state#will protect me from most of the bullshit that’s yet to come#add-on:#gods i hope i’m just making an early call here#because anxiety is a bitch#but it’s hard to feel optimistic#when you’ve had mental health issues with numbers before#and then this shit happens
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i’m a person who needs to yap but has no one to talk to
#the adas speak#man hiding this schizophrenia self-diagnosis is going to be the hardest shit i ever did#not bc of the schizophrenia. ppl are super unobservant i’ve had it for years and no one’s noticed shit#but bc i need to talk! and it’s not safe to talk too much about having schizophrenia online bc internet people are dicks#and i’m lucky in that a lot of the standard triggers are unlikely to work on me. but i can’t tell them what will work#and i don’t want to bother my one friend i’m chill with telling#and i don’t want to tell my therapist/psych bc i worry they’ll try to force me to get a diagnosis/meds#but i want to medically transition and live independently and shit and i don’t want that to be ruined before i get the chance#i am going to tell some support staff who aren’t therapists but i don’t want to freak them out too much either#if only people were normal about schizophrenia and i never had to shut up ever. the world would be a better place. just sayin
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