#they were soooooo in lurv

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im having a lot of feelings abt rosé's new song (number one girl) and bensler OMFG

[leovenuslatina]

Omg THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS AMAZING READING 😭😭😭😩😩🫶🫶🫶🫶 OH JEEZ IM SRSLY SO SO SO TOUCHED YOU REALLY ARE WARMING THE COCKLES OF MY HEART LEOOOOOO 😭😭 you are burning that shit right up 😭 IM SO HONOURED AND I FEEL SO LOVED AND SEEN AND HAPPY AND I WANNA KISS U RN 😩Thank you pookie you are absolutely the sweetest!! You really didn’t have to 😭 the readings was so cute, and you were spot on about hitting it from the back because someone mentioned that to me too in another reading FML BAHAHAH. AHHHHHHH ANYWAYS THANK YOU THANK YOU BBY I LURV YOU SO MUCH!!

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[bigskydreaming]

LOL in all honesty though I’m way too amused by my own Jack Frost joke and its literally from a Bobby/Christian fanfic I wrote like, twelve years ago or something. It was right after Morrison introduced the idea of Christian in his run for purposes of Emma angst, and then they had that Emma solo, and I took that and ran with that fueled entirely by Rage and Spite, as I am wont to do. I now have no idea where said fanfic is, sadly. This was definitely way before Ao3. I think I only posted it on LJ, on an account where my friends list was like....entirely people from an entirely different fandom soooooo probably why that fic never really caught on. Whatever, I write fic more for myself anyway lmao.

It was pretty good though, think it would’ve held up well. The basic premise had to do with Dark Beast, the AU version of Hank from Age of Apocalypse. See, in the comics, when the few survivors of the Age of Apocalypse reality ended up in the 616 reality after it was destroyed, not all of them ended up in the present. Dark Beast, for example, ended up like twenty years in the past. And he didn’t have most of his memories, amnesia from trauma from the cross-dimensional travel or something. Which is when he met a then teenage Emma Frost, who’d just run away from home after everything that happened with her dad and Christian, and she ended up restoring Dark Beast’s memories with her telepathy, so they actually have history in the comics.

So I went with the idea of, okay what if you let Christian have agency in his trauma instead of giving it to Emma, who lbr, has PLENTY of story material on her own. So my premise was that it was Christian who ran away from home and ended up meeting Dark Beast and restoring his memories. And then Dark Beast, who has always been just as obsessed with creating the perfect mutant as Mr. Sinister is, if not more, because he’s like....equally obsessed with proving he’s better than Sinister....well instead of experimenting on the Morlocks, which is what he went on to do in the comics, he looks elsewhere. He never went after Scott or Jean, because he’s also a coward and Sinister scares him shitless, and DB knew damn well there was no such thing as a reality where Sinister hadn’t already called dibs on Scott and Jean’s genes. BUT, Dark Beast also knew from his own reality who all the other most powerful mutants would end up being....years before their powers even manifested in this reality. And since I’m me, of course I wrote it so that like, DB decided to focus on the other one of the 05 destined to grow up to be an omega mutant. 

And so he had Christian, who was young and easily manipulated because Love Me, I Need External Validation, My Last Name is Frost as In My Family’s Credo is What If We’re All Frosty All The Time....he had Christian use his telepathy to like, prompt Bobby into running away before the actual event that led to Xavier and Scott finding him and saving him and him joining the X-Men. Where Bobby of course ‘happened’ to bump into DB, who took him in along with his other young protege Christian, so he could like, secretly conduct experiments on Bobby blah blah you get it. 

But eventually Christian and Bobby fell in lurv and Christian was like what no, this is wrong, bad, not doing this anymore, so they run away together, and then it was basically just me writing them as a mutant Bonnie and Clyde who are gay and do crime together and say like, fuck all the adult mutants who try and manipulate them and other kids like them. Like Xavier, who eventually tried to get Bobby to join the X-Men and Bobby was like lol no, hard pass. Or the Hellfire Club, who eventually tried to recruit Christian except he was like lol no, hard pass. And then they were basically like this Chaotic Good power couple that just popped up here and there fucking shit up in a well-intentioned way that made half the X-Men grind their teeth and the other half snicker, and same with the Acolytes and other various groups. And there wasn’t really anything anyone could do about it because its canon that Bobby’s only real weakness is to psychics and having a world-class psychic as your boyfriend really kinda nips that weakness in the bud. Unless you come up against like, a cosmic-class psychic like Jean Grey, but lucky for them, she just thinks they’re adorable and tends to go whoops, missed them again every time they slip through the X-Men’s fingers.

And ultimately they decided their real mission in life was to rescue really young mutants whose powers manifested early and put them in danger, and make sure they get a chance to grow up without the various factions going ‘we’ll protect you, but only if you grow up to support our agenda and be One of us, shhhh, don’t fight it, just sign your life away on the dotted line, all the cool kids are doing it.’ And also me being me, and it being like 2004 ish? I think? Maybe 2005. Anyway. So my other preoccupation of the time was the Academy X kids so of course we’re talking like Julian and Josh and Cessily and the like, who were all like, adorable little ten year olds at this point in time, but also V. Beyond the Capacity of These Two Hapless Gays to Handle Without Help. Like, apparently omega powers and world-class telepathy do not actually qualify you to effectively parent a mob of young mutant menaces when you’re only 21-22 yourselves, who knew. So they ended up just showing up on the doorstep of one of Emma’s properties, mutant menace mob in tow, as she was the White Queen by now, and Christian greeting her facepalm moment with ‘Hey Ems, remember how you always wanted to be a teacher?’

And then there was this bit where Emma was something like “I’m a bit busy trying to take over the world, darling, try me again after my mid-life crisis.”

And Christian was all: “You can teach and take over the world at the same time, y’know, some of us are capable of this little thing called multi-tasking?”

And Bobby helpfully piped up: “I can pat my head and rub my stomach at the same time.”

Cue Emma’s wrinkled nose and accusing stare at her brother: “What on earth do you see in him?”

But Bobby just turned around and was like: “Umm, for starters, my ass is amazing. Have you not seen it? Here, touch it. Go ahead, you can squeeze it.”

Emma: .....

Christian, shrugging: “Well I mean, he’s not wrong.”

Emma: “If I agree to this idiotic plan of yours will you leave immediately and never come back?”

Bobby, stage whispering: “Tell her we still want holiday visits, so we can be the cool gay uncles who show up and spoil them rotten and thus they love us more than her. But don’t tell her that last part.”

Christian, dutifully: “We want to still come by for holidays so we can be the cool gay uncles who show up and spoil them rotten and thus they love us but no more than you, an equal amount only.”

Emma: “I’m standing right here you imbeciles.”

Bobby, still whispering: “Make sure that includes Easter. I’m pretty sure if I show up in a bunny costume I can make her head explode.”

Christian: “Just to be clear, that includes - “

Emma, a vein in her temple throbbing: “Just give me the children already.”

Bobby, gathering up the kids in a crowd around him, all noisy and giggling and clamoring for his attention: “Okay kids, so here’s the plan. From now on, you guys are gonna stay here in this big old house with Auntie Em!”

Emma, appalled: “Oh. My. God.”

Christian frowns: “Emma, please stop trying to fry my boyfriend’s brain. I’m not going to let you.”

And then the kids swarmed through the door past her into the hallway and there were the sounds of stuff breaking, distracting her for a bit before she like, glared at Bobby and was all: “This is all your doing!”

Bobby, hurt: “Only mostly! Chris and I are a team. A united front. It was a 60/40 split.”

Christian: “Well....”

Bobby: “Okay, 70/30.”

Christian: “You said you were going out to get some waffles to make breakfast in the morning and you came home with waffles, ice cream, and Julian on your shoulders.”

Bobby: “He followed me home!”

Christian: “That’s not how he tells it.”

Bobby, whirling on the ten year old Julian Keller who’s playing a Gameboy and looking entirely unconcerned: “You little traitor.”

Julian flipped him off.

Bobby, scandalized: “He did NOT learn that from me.”

Julian, still not looking up from his game: “Yes I did.”

And that was when Christian started dragging his boyfriend back to their car, before Bobby can get into an actual fight with a ten year old, yelling back over his shoulder at Emma: “Okay, great, thanks so much for doing this, let us know if you need us to bring anything when we come back in a few days with the second batch.”

Emma, distracted and trying to do a headcount: “Yes, fine, be gone already. ...Wait. What second batch? DRAAAAAAAKE!!”

But it was too late as the car is halfway to her big mansion gates by then, Bobby cackling: “Hey, we should totally get a dog. Like a little foofy one.”

Christian, knowing better than to ask but asking anyway: “And why is that?”

Bobby: “Bet you anything I can get her to say “I’ll get you and your little dog too!’”

Christian: “I’d appreciate it for both our sakes if you never do or say anything to suggest to my sister you’ve ever compared her to the Wicked Witch of the West. I mean, not that she’d protest on moral grounds, but she takes her color schemes very seriously. And you do know you don’t actually have to provoke her quite so much...”

Bobby: “Mmmm....agree to disagree. It’s the principle of the matter.”

Christian: “What principle? What matter?”

That was the gist of that scene anyway. Dialogue’s probably different, but you get it.

Ugh, I probably have the whole thing sitting in an old email account somewhere because that’s always been my main way of backing stuff up, is emailing it to myself. Problem is, I think I had a specific fandom email account back then and I don’t know what it is anymore lol. 

[flameontheotherside]

Drugs Ruin Everything

Reminds me of Adam Ruins Everything...oooo we should watch that! 😍

I'm guessing talking to God is going to be a daily thing now because he just waltzes in like he owns the place. It's cool though. He was very happy to see I'm in a good mood for someone about to be on her period. Lol! He's very very helpful today and I had an epiphany. God felt very feminine today. He switches depending on the situation I guess. He had this pleased granny vibe say things like: How lovely, how nice, Just lovely, I just love, etc. You know what I mean like old cat lady on a rocking chair with hands clasped kind of vibe. Hahaha...

So while talking to God I had an epiphany as we were discussing Vince and how I should approach him about an issue he's having with substance abuse. I realized that:

In to the relationship I was recovering from an addiction, abusive relationship, just got out of psych... My mind was not in the right place. Even when I thought I was, I really wasn't.

Vince started rehab the first time and was hospitalized for a while in the first few months together. I also almost literally died from an infection.

Vince just completed his rehab for a second time for opiates and is clean from them. Now he takes MDMA with the excuse that it's no different than Adderall. Okay fine. We see the same psych Dr. He can just ask for a prescription. No, because he gets the Molly "free" so he says for helping a "friend" every week.

Over the course of 8 fucking years, I've never ever ever known Vince sober. Now, he's trading one drug for another. I have the right to talk because I roll on occasion. This dude... I found little empty baggies under his fucking mouse pad. He asked me to shut his game off as he left for work. I slipped and they just fell out. This guy, I've never in the 8 years we've been "together" have I ever known him completely sober. Wow.

Needless to say this was a 8 year rebound gone way out of hand.

Soooooo we had an argument about him being a hypocrite and he sent me a novel about how much I hurt him. By the way he's a textbook narcissist. How he's a martyr, people step all over him and he's hurt that I'm like everyone else. I learned long ago there's no point to reason with a narcissistic addict. You can't and won't win.... But I was irritated and screamed back at him. Honestly don't give a flying fuck if he leaves ✈️🤣. I see through his bullshit. He forgets the last two assholes I dated were just like him! He flat out denies that I see through his shit and makes me feel like I'm crazy for even trying.

Our lease is up in a couple months.🙏🏼 😇🙏🏼

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[quiddity-jones]

Issue 46 part 2 replies

Team Jason, but I really felt bad for Arc here!

Excellent. One of my goals for this ‘chapter’ is to get each team to at least empathise a bit with the other. So far, this seems to be working.

tabbyrhsims4simblr replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

Archimedes could have totally rearranged his face. He doesn't like him talking that way about her. Arc is in lurve with Poppy!

Yes. Perhaps rather fatally, Archimedes is in love with Poppy. Arc is also pretty drunk at this stage and very wound up. Archimedes is actually a pretty dangerous person to get on the wrong side of; however, he does realise that Sean’s not really important in the scheme of things. This was more a bit of a things coming to a head for poor Archimedes.

igglemouse replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

I don't know if I should love or hate Sean XD but I do always love these updates!

Don’t hate Sean! He’s got his own reasons for chasing Poppy around and most of them are pretty callow. Poppy wouldn’t really get deeply involved with him, although if it hadn’t been for that whole confusion over Jason, she might have gone ahead and scratched an itch with him.

maramaja06 replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

This was brillant and soooooo typical for Arc... and Poppy! I also apreciated the fine irony... about ... "blond blokes"... and the whole bar scene. Wonderful chapter!

I’m not sure it was entirely irony...I mean Poppy did say a few times that she could have closed her eyes and pretended. *evil grin*

mrsracooney replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

Ha well, Sean IS a perfect gentleman after all! And he certainly doesn't deserve a glowing magic fist in his face :# Even if his terrible boasts had been the truth lol

Yes, I’m afraid Sean wanted to wind up Arc a bit there for his own little reasons. There’s a small amount of petty schoolboy rivalry between them.

paxromanasims replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

BAR BRAWL! Man Quid, Arc is so thug ��

Oh, geez. He’s actually a bit sheepish about that once he realised he was going to literally hit Sean with a hex.

suspiciouslypinklady replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

I LOVE the narrative in here , It seems sean wasnt so bad after all ! And poor ark actually needed someone to tell all of these things to

Yes! Sean isn’t actually bad. He’s a bit callow at times, but he’s having a bit of an off moment as well. This whole scene took place before Sean Hyatt returned to the UK and Chasing Hearts began.

Arc needed somebody to actually get it out of his head a bit. Sean’s not directly involved, somebody he knows isn’t a gossip and well...it sort of happened.

lddracula replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

Aww look at Archi's puppy-dog face there.

I know I’ve mentioned about Poppy’s faces from time to time, but actually Archimedes has pulled some really brilliant expressions himself over this series...

He does a really good ‘determined’ face and a rather good ‘annoyed’ one as well.

josiesimblr replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

This was amazing, start to finish! lol I love my Archie but Sean is SUCH a rascal! LOL "The carpets match the drapes!" Oh my goodness, I laughed so hard!

All of this is 100% TRUE as well. Sean decided to wind Arc up with the truth. Of course the way he presented it was calculated to kick Archimedes, but...

joannebernice replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

awwww and arc indirectly spills the beans. and it took sean to do it. i'm actually really happy about it. i mean he told him SHE LIKES BLONDE BLOKES WITH BRIT ACCENTS. I mean cmon arc put it together!!! xxx this was a great chapter ... feel free to use sean anytime.

Don’t worry, Archimedes isn’t stupid. He’s piecing it together a bit. He’s already aware that he’s miscalculated dreadfully.

Arc’s worst problem right now is actually his tendency to overthink things.

maladi777 replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

Sean totally played you Archie and made you spill. Just like Poppy played him. ��

Actually, Sean wasn’t really looking for a confession. He came back down to the bar to see if there were any women. Sean’s a bit wound up himself now. Fortunately he’s nowhere near as picky as Archimedes. He’ll probably manage to sort himself out at the club.

stsciurussimblr replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

Superb as always! ❤️

simmerberlin replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

Hahaha this was one of my favourites too! Poor Arc...

I know you’re team Jason as well! HA! Glad to know both sides are empathising with each other a bit now....

themoonglitch replied to your photoset “Codex Files, Issue #46, part 2 Poppy might manage to side-step Sean...”

Oh my poor Arch! He is the perfect man and I wanna marry him!!!������

I wouldn’t go so far as to say ‘perfect’. Archimedes is prone to a few flaws. However he does do his best. He would ask you to tell Poppy he’s perfect though.

[carriecutforth]

I GUESS ITS THAT TIME AGAIN FOR YEAR IN REVIEW!!

Sorry tumblr friends I’ve been awol as I can’t get tumblr to work on my ipad anymore...ANYHOO THIS YEAR WAS HELLA WONKY cause that is how the life bitch rolls the major theme of this year was the crazy train of my life on fire pretty much smoked itself out but i stewed in the embers of chronic fatigue 90% of the year so was not much in a position to enjoy I spent the lion share of the year flat on my back in a fog and feeling really disconnected from everyone and everything; and if it weren’t for my boyfriend I would have felt hella lonely, and often times i did the chronic fatigue also really adversely affected my ability to hustle and make money and lived most of the year in poverty and stress and wondering my ultimate fate and fuck being a type a personality stuck on your back really does one’s head in: it is really hard for me not to attempt conquering the world, being epic, and eating/shitting life

but it sounds whiny bitch to be all WHOA IS ME (sic) when the world is on fire while last year’s review I had mentioned FALLING IN LURVE (and I still am), i’ve discovered HAPPINESS is boring -->something a trauma mama brain needed to learn -- it shouldnt be a rollercoaster; it should feel stable and giving and relaxed and warm and lovely, and the person that is with you should ...be with you? instead of stringing you along with I’D BE WITH YOU BUT CAN’T FOR REASONS <--that is basically the sign of a bullshiter who doesn’t know their own mind so that was a lesson it has NOT been easy...we are both mentally ill; when we are well it is soooooo good, but just like the girl with the little curl: when we are bad it is horrid -->like two velociraptors in love; but we both DO THE WORK; and love is WORK; and for the first time in my life I feel like i’m on a team the big news is I moved into his place late november which SOLVED the chronic fatigue sitch (which i now am tentatively blaming on shithole apartment I had moved into) so now I can life again but i have to be careful in not DOING ALL THE THINGS cause i feel i have so much i need to catch up on: with people, with creative work, with $$$, with momming so in most ways my financial issues are solved as my boyf lives in a co-op and i now pay a 1/3 of the going rate my shithole apartment was 

OTHER big news after 8 years of waiting, I finally have a psychiatrist and am now on abilify and fuck man: MAYBE SHE’S BORN WITH IT, MAYBE ITS ABILIFY i am also finally in therapy and i’m just so happy ive had such a reversal in fortunes mental health wise i finally stood my ground with a friend who had crossed consent lines and was like NOT OKAY delete and during #metoo retroactively unforgave a swath of men also after being bereft of money from Oct-early Dec saved my fucking ass as clients were all up in my biz, and i was able to catch up AND save for my divorce so i can get divorced AND Married (wink wink) On the creative front....yeah i wrote a handful of articles that did decent (though How to Help the Cause from 2016 is still going strong and I’m so grateful it has been of use to many people in these dark times but i had to let go of everything creatively which slowly killed my soul but now with my health back *knock on wood -->im trying to fit WAY too much in but the roundup of creative for 2017: 8 articles with one that went viral: people seem to really like when i write about politics in all caps I made it out to two readings where I performed which was monumental considering my state of health at the time i wrote, illustrated and coded a PRON game that i debuted this week called Tarped by a 3some (BASED ON A TRUE STORY) I revamped Spy Whores --> Spy Slutz  cause feminism worked on a bunch of cool top secret things i cant talk about cause ndas and maybe this week i’ll get back to the novel i had abandoned due to health but i got to pace myself cause LIFE DIDN’T ROME ITSELF IN ONE DAY