#they told me it was okay but
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Just accidentally sent someone something on Pinterest that I meant to send to Owen but they're an old WoW rp partner I haven't talked to in a YEAR and it's time for me to bury myself alive i guess :)
#FUCK#it was just something of sephiroth and nothing spicy thank GOD#but hnnnn humiliation station here we are#they told me it was okay but#fuckkkk i haven't talked to them in forever ;_;
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Yet another photo post heheheh
#my art#fnaf#fnaf sb#five nights at freddy's#daycare attendant#sun fnaf#my cosplay#SORREEEEEE FOR SPAMMING THE TAGSSS#i will do it more#i got to go put and take pictures of my costume in fun places#i wanted to go to a soft play place but when i called to ask if it was okay‚ they sounded super off-put and told me no aidkeod#which is fair cause i also wouldn't trust my kids around some creep taking pictures in a playground#it was hot as balls outside also‚ i was fuckinf schweating out dere
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happy birthday stuball!!
#this is a day late and a little rushed#but you know what#thats okay#i talked to steven himself and he told me he didnt mind#fanart#art#digital art#artist on tumblr#steven universe#steven universe fanart#su#su fanart
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by the way deadpool & wolverine saved the world by being gay. they held hands and wolverine had his oiled up tits out and madonna’s “like a prayer” played during their cinematic climax combustion. their gay powers brought them back to life. just saying.
#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool 3#deadpool 3 spoilers#d&w spoilers#poolverine#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool x wolverine#my dad told me i missed a line when i went to pee#deadpool said something about marvel bringing all this characters back to life but never learned that ‘the gays do it best’#…#okay then
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WAIT- UR TELLING ME.
VANESSA.
IS A SCENE KID?!?
HOLHWInehaiwkN18/!&:BFISNAW’77/2&!ajejdnwk
YOU GUYS GOTTA HEAR ME OUT, Doesn’t it makes so much sense Vanny would have been a scene kid??
#ask reply#like everything we know about Vanessa from the games#she’s into video games she had a tough up bringing she likes dyeing her hair rainbow#she’s also okay with dressing up in fursuit and playing into the killer bit#IT JUST feels to me she would of been a scene kid#it’s similar to Michael being a punk bully growing up#Vanessa is the same as a mean scene kid#she would of been the right age too during the internet emo era in the 2010s#it just all checks out for me#like this is so canon#trust me steelwool told me themselves I promise
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wanted a new cute lockscreen for myself
#zukki#atla zuko#atla sokka#atla suki#zuko/sokka/suki#zukka#zuki#?#sokka#sokka/zuko#they are very dear to me#google told me their ship name suzukki#okay then#ive been lied to my whole life#suzukki
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END OF CHAPTER ONE
FORGETTABLE-AU (Page 65-72)
* Time to put this puzzle together.
[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]
#long post#SO SORRY FOR THE POST BEING SO LONG BUT I NEEDED THE DRAMA AND YOU GUYS BEING LIKE#“why is it still going.....”#hehe#JOKES ON YOU! I LIED! THESE ARE 8 PAGES NOT 6!!!#yippiee#YOU GOT EVEN MORE#OKAY NOW#To address everything!!!#“time travel? Really?”#YES REALLY#HAVE YOU ALL SEEN WHAT SANS SAYS IN HIS BATTLE#“our reports” “timelines jumping left and right” “an anomaly in the time-space continuum” HE KNOWS ABOUT THAT STUFF#HE RESEARCHED THAT STUFF#HE HAS A SECRET CODEWORD READY IN CASE HE FINDS A TIME TRAVELER WHY WOULD HE HAVE THAT???#Alphys has researched alternate universes too(which are usually related to alternate timelines)#okay enough of me rambling#I told u guys I made a mess to make the undertale timeline make sense lol#ANYWAYYSS#SIGH finally done with chapter one#IT WAS 52 PAGES LONG!!!!#So many things happened here#PAPYRUS AND FLOWEY ARE BACK!!!!#see you all again soon with chapter TWO#forgettable-au#forgettable-au-comic#papyrus#papyrus is gaster#undertale#gaster
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as much as i love sam knowing about destiel before dean does, there's something about "i mean yeah my brother and his angel best friend are really weird about each other, live together, co-parent a kid, nearly kill themselves every time the other is gone, stand too close and stare at the other's mouth while they talk, but i mean to each their own i guess??" that's so special to me
#it's just so funny#and when it finally clics he's like#OH#that... explains a lot actually#he's so committed to believe dean's heterosexual act#and you know what i respect sam for it#if the dude says he's straight then it doesn't matter he stares at men lusting! he's STRAIGHT.#i'm sam btw#i had a friend who told me for 6 months he was straights while he performed in my face Telephone by Lady Gaga#and also knew the entire loona lore#but he said he was STRAIGHT okay#i had the audacity (or the politeness ig) to act surprised when he came out#i'm rambling#sorry#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#supernatural#spn#casdean#sam winchester
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a little treat for the terzo lovers ♡
#the band ghost#papa emeritus iii#terzo#we love a split screen moment#and butt slaps y'know#he is? everything to me???#replaying 3:18 over and over again#monstrance clock you will always be that bitch#terzo my beloved#my gifs#i was scolded and told to delete the tag being hard on myself about these :') so this is me DOING THAT OKAY
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Picture taken before disaster
#they remind me of team 7#truth be told I have not seen s2p2 yet#but ive heard things#theyre so dear to me okay ToT#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#lloyd garmadon#arin ninjago#sora ninjago#riyu ninjago#adelebart#ninjago fanart
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you were raised in comparison.
it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.
you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.
you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.
what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.
it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.
you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.
you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?
a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.
you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.
it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.
something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.
#writeblr#warm up#my dad was actively doing bad shit to us and we STILL were told we were lucky . and to a point i do think im lucky#i just think also there's somethin to be said about like. how about we stop using comparison to dismiss ppls individual struggles#yes there are people who have no perspective. for the reference tho having perspective actually made me really unwilling to get help#for what was a serious and debilitating mental health issue. bc i thought i didnt DESERVE IT#and i would rather have 600 ppl who aren't THAT bad get help and get heard and get seen#than make any 1 kid. do the math that i did: look at the world that is dying and the people who are hurting and say#''oh. okay. others have it worse. they are probably better people than i am. i am being unreasonable. i cannot ask for help#i am not good. i am taking too much space. i am not worth saving.''#bc our WHOLE lives we are taught a scarcity mindset - that you can 'steal' from someone. so that instead of changing a system that doesn't#actually offer fair support to everyone#we put the impetus on the individual to just... demand less.#and here's something - there are probably ppl who think i DIDNT deserve to get help#bc i DID have it better than other people#and something about that is ... so sickening. bc i think all of us in some way at some point WILL need help.#we were supposed to make communities. we were supposed to offer our hands. we were supposed to raise the barn#instead we said: it could be worse. now handle it yourself
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being physically disabled as a young adult after being an physically active child in and physically active family, who still participates in the online spaces for physically active hobbies but cannot participate physically means… i’m a living nightmare. i talk to people who share this interest with me, and my existence is their worst nightmare. they see my crutches and hear that i cannot walk far or climb a ladder and think, thank god it isn’t me. my existence is horrible and unimaginable to able bodied people.
#i’ll never forget the guy who when i told him i was physically disabled and couldn’t walk much but could walk with aids#he said ‘oh that’s not that bad!’#he meant it genuinely and i understand where he’s coming from#but man#tell me you know nothing about disability without telling me you know nothing about disability#i just agreed and moved on but it stuck with me#cripple punk#cpunk#disabled#physically disabled#physical disability#spoonie#fibromyalgia#vent#this is a vent post#vent post#you can ignore this#this is about urbex but i don’t think it’s relevant so i won’t tag it#okay to reblog
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Siffrin: Hey, Stardust, any ideas for this loop?
@chipper-smol This is how I picture the start of 80% of their conversations going after awhile in role reversal au.
#isat#isat spoilers#loop isat#siffrin isat#TECHNICALLY#in stars and time#isatrolereversalau#rolereversalau#this has been in my head all day#listen they're still siffrin even if loopfrin told them everything siffrin would still find a way to say 'okay but how do you know MY-#-FRIENDS would accept me. We've done different things!!!' to which loopfrin apologizes to Loop in their head for having to deal with this#siffrin would rather chew their arm off than Talk About Their Feelings so uh. Might take a bit for them to get there even with loopfrin#im not redoing all the tags but loopsif is the name for clover star siffrin not loopfrin#i had a fifty fifty and beefed it ooop#my posts
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19. The Sun
-> 17. The Star -> 18. The Moon
#okay all three are done but I have more thoughts#might make another today#that next one will hurttttttt I told my friend and she called me evil#malevolent#my art#john doe#fanart#art#tarot
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I love how caterpillars just straight up liquefy in their cocoons to the point of melting most of their brain matter yet somehow still retain a sense of self once they moult into butterflies, essentially dying then sculpting themselves anew.
Don't think about Hua Cheng, don't think about Hua Cheng, don't-
AH FUCK!
#my friend told me about this#and i was like oh okay so MXTX is literally a god among us#so fucking big brain i swear if this was intentional id bow to her so deep into the earth my knees would make craters#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#tian guan ci fu
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"you're not gonna believe this aang: did you know lee from the tea shop likes puns too?!"
"but i thought you didn't like him:/...?" "ahh... so that's where you're off to everyday, huh...". based on this pun found in @chitsangenthusiast's puns tag (hehe thanks kath :P this is like the second time i find a pun there!)
and i realized half way, but this works like a sorta prequel to the original puns comics from over a year ago! basically at this point, all my comics happen in an alternate universe where everything stays the same but sprinkled with anachronisms, such as sneakers and einstein :3
#sokka doesnt have earrings becuase zuko LATER helps him pierce his ears!! could u imagine??#my art#zukka#i fucking love to put zuko in green. and the piercings. and the short hair.#and i might have gone too far with the projecting... but he's reading okay? sokka needs glasses i know it. he told me#zukka fanart#zukka nation#maybe i should tag the pun related comics?#zukka puns#also: yeah i ignored sokka's gloves. remembered them after coloring the first hand and i liked it too much#this was so fucking fun:3 i might even post the timelapse...
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