#they said we were crazy………… BROO!?$/$/&

[tariah23]

BROOOO ARE THOSE LEAKS REALSJSJS

[luvhughes43]

I BEG! BEG FOR SOME hughes!sister x Nico Au

Where Jack find out about them by accident, and Jacks like “You’re my sister, and THIS is what you do to me?”

PLEASE ITS A NEED

i’m so happy that u like the au!!🫶

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Dawsons the one to break the news to Jack. they’re sitting on his coach, both scrolling on their phones and gossiping with each other.

“crazy how Blake and Nico are dating eh?” Dawson says, his newfie accent thick as he pauses on the newest photo on his instagram feed.

Jack chuckles, “man what are you talking about”. he tosses his phone beside him on the couch and leans back, not believing for a second that his twin would be dating his captain.

“Nico and Blake?” Dawson continues cluelessly. he scrolls through Blake's photos, stopping at a very obvious pic of her and Nico with his silhouette cropped out. Dawson tilts his phone towards Jack.

“you’re fucking lying,�� Jack gasps, sitting up from his position and taking hold of Dawsons phone.

“you didn’t know..?” Dawson’s so confused… the relationship between their captain and the Hughes sister was very obvious to everyone near the couple.

Jack shoots up out of his seat and quickly pockets his phone as he rushes out his goodbyes to Dawson.

“you’re my sister and THIS is what you do to me?” Jack shouts, storming into Blake's quiet apartment. she looks up from her book to see a fuming Jack in her entrance way.

“what…. did i do?”

“my captain?? you’re screwing my captain!” he shouts again, tugging on his hair as he walks through her apartment.

when he starts pacing, Blake's anxiety grows.

“i didn’t… i’m not-“

“don’t lie to me,” Jack bites, whipping around to face a shell shocked Blake.

Blake stares at her twin, anxious tears threatening her eyesight as she rushes out an apology. “i’m so sorry Jack. I know it’s wrong but we’re adults and he’s so-“ she gasps, “he’s so sweet and-“ she gasps again, tears winning their battle and steaming down her face.

“don’t cry about it” Jack scuffs, and as much as he doesn’t want to admit it in this moment Blake being upset always made him upset. he walks over to his sister, sitting quietly on the floor in front of her spot on the couch. he stares straight ahead, stewing in his own upset while also letting Blake know that they’re going to work it out.

truly though, this was so damn annoying for Jack. out of everyone, her sister would choose his captain? he sighed.

“i’m sorry” Blake whispers again, nudging Jack's shoulder with her fist.

“it’s whatever” Jack sighs, all of his energy being drained from his earlier outburst.

the twins sit in silence for a while, before Jack starts up again.

“oh my god is that why you have his jersey sitting in your closet?” he gasps, turning to face his sister.

“how do you know about that!”

Jack blinks at her, “you force me to bring you sweaters when you’re cold, what are you talking about?”

“okay well-“

“oh my god!” he continues. “that’s why you were fuming that night of the wag party… you were jealous that he was talking to somebody else!”

“okay i’m happy that you kind of moved on from your anger but we really don’t have to go through all-“

“BROO!!! that’s why Nico was asking me about your favourite things??? he said he just wanted to know your coffee order to make you feel better but he liked you!” Jack gasps, shifting himself so that he was laying on the floor and staring up at the ceiling.

Blake blushes at Jacks retelling. “Nicos so sweet,”

“ugh,” Jack groans loudly and dramatically. he thrashes around on the ground, before settling and staring up at his sister. “don’t say any of that shit to me,”

“I thought you were cool with us now!” Blake protests.

“no,” Jack states. “after that comment i take it all back”

“that was innocent though?” Blake laughs at Jack's struggle. he looked like he was in pain.

before Jack has the chance to say anything, Blake’s phone rings and she happily answers. she puts it on speaker and Nicos voice blares through the phone loud and clear. “hey babe!”

“UGH,” Jack groans.

“Jack?” Nico is immediately panicking thinking that he’d just blown their cover.

“he knows,” Blake responds for Jack, who hides his face in his hands.

“this is disgusting” Jack mutters.

“you told him?” Nico asks, completely bypassing Jack's comment.

“no,” Blake responds before turning to Jack. “wait… how did you find out?”

“Dawson,” Jacks voice is muffled behind his hands.

“Dawson knows?” Nico questions in disbelief.

“I guess we’re not too discreet,” Blake chuckles, causing another loud groan to rip through Jack.

[r0cket-qu3en]

90’s slash x reader but he is an vampire and she doesn’t know. they broke up months ago but he has been missing her like crazy, so he goes to her apartment to maybe get back together.

she invites him in, one thing leads to another and they are hooking up and during it something comes over slash and turns her bc he wants to spend the eternity with her….

idfk this idea just randomly came to my mind

i understand if you wont do it 😭

love your blog!!

a/n: broo, I'm sorry if it's late but I was super busy and i had no ideas I'm so sorryyyy. the smut is shit I'm sorry.

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Vampire's Love

slash's one shot, smut

warnings: sex, unprotected p in v, biting, vampirism (?)

He missed you, there was no doubt about it. It had all started as a date with a groupie, one of many, but then it was simply more.

Sex soon turned into love and you often stayed up all night, with the help of coke, simply talking, maybe it was about your day or maybe why he had decided to become a guitarist, where his great passion was born. In short, you were good together.

But unfortunately fame complicated things, as always.

You didn't want to always have eyes on you, you didn't want the paparazzi always at your ankles, so you had to end that relationship, one of the best you had in a long time.

By now the months were passing, the leaves were falling from the trees and winter was approaching, you tried to occupy your mind with studies, friends and the beauty of the city of Los Angeles, and in a way it worked, even if in the darkest nights you couldn't help but think about what would have been, what could have been, but you knew that by now it was a closed story. Right?

It was just nine in the evening, you had just had dinner, the ramen wrapper still on the table and a movie you weren't paying attention to continued to play without anyone watching it. You had the blanket up to your neck and rested your head on a soft pillow, you were about to close your eyes, until you heard someone knocking on your door.

Reluctantly you got up to open the door and to your surprise there was Slash behind it, his long curls falling on his shoulders. He was wearing a leather jacket and a slightly dirty black t-shirt underneath, his blue jeans were wrapped around his legs and the only thing you could clearly see on his face were his full, dark pink lips.

"Can we talk?" He said, his voice hiding a bit of melancholy, even a little stress, but he was trying his best to be sweet, like he always was with you.

You were silent for a few seconds, trying to sort out all your thoughts. Why was he here now? What was he doing in front of your house? He smelled slightly of alcohol, and that answered a good part of your questions, but the 'why is he here?' still remained. You decided to let him in, even though you knew it probably wasn't the most logical thing to do.

"Yes, of course, come in." You answered and took a few steps back, so he could come in. He ran a hand through his black curls and closed the door behind him.

He looked up and looked at you, biting the inside of his cheek. He walked in and closed the door behind him, looking at the girl in front of him, and he felt himself getting hard in his pants. You guys talked for a while but soon the sexual tension was too much and what was supposed to happen happened: sex.

You were lying on the bed, his hands holding your wrists tightly on the mattress of the bed as he increased the speed, with each thrust. At that moment, the creaking of the bed, your moans and the sound of your skin slapping filled the atmosphere that was becoming more and more pleasantly warm.

His lips rested on your neck, leaving wet kisses when he felt he was hurting you, in an attempt to calm you down. The moment he came, you felt his teeth sink into your flesh, almost as if he wanted to tear it off. You tried to move but he held you still.

Slowly, slowly you felt your senses abandoning you, leaving you alone with the light tickle that the bite gave you and Slash's voice that gently accompanied you to sleep.

"Now it will be just the two of us. Forever."

[ibhnubyeejyuavzoo]

November 4, 2024

We were talking on the phone. I told some stories that has occurred to me while the time that we been apart. I told her about my first and second relationship. Going down memory lane and how E name was associate with them as well. Like all roads lead to E. After that she had to go. She told me she wouldn't talk to me until Tuesday when she come down. I went over to her sister house to eat pho. I got a called from her. I should just answer the call. But I didn't because I was petty. I really wanna hear her voice. She called me again. I didn't pick up. I texted her. I could tell she was upset with me, because she was just replying with one or two words. She was being really cold with her words. She even said sigh really hard because you are literally such a dummy. Goodnight. I told her that I want to talk to her. I am a dummy and I am a sucker for you. I just didn't want to bother her. She said don't be a sucker to me, it will make me give in. She sent a message and unsent it. I told her I wam a sucker for you and I really would do anything for you. She said fine I am sorry for ignoring you forgive me. I told her don't be sorry and I forgive you. She told me she was not mad cuz I didn't pick her calls. I asked if she was okay. She said she was fine. I just asking to make sure. I told her that if you aren't telling me the truth. It doesn't change how amazing and strong you are. Take it easy on yourself. If there anthing I can do or you just need someone to listen to. I will always be here for you. She replied with thanks I can't really stay mad at you. I swear you are just so good with you words. I just told her it just words and it not much. She told me to stop being so good with your words. I told her I am just speaking from my heart. But you deserve the world. She said broo this why I can't stay mad at you. She is fine and thank for the kind words. at 9:23pm I decided to call her. She picked up. I asked her what she is doing. She said she was trying to sleep. I told her I am sorry. I just wanted to hear her voice one more time before we take a break. I really needed to hear her voice one more time. She told me to stop sugaring her up. I was be honest. I missed her voice and I will miss it alot since won't talk. I asked her to smile for me even though I can't see her. After 14 minutes I left the call. I didn't want too but I did. I told her that I can't stop thinking about her. Maybe it is the alcohol that is making me bold. I can't wait for the day we are together again. I miss her alot. I got drunk and ko at her sister house. Once I got up and left we called each other. We talked more. She asked me again should we not tak anymore until next week. I said i guess you don't want to talk to me. It is okay. She said she does want to talk to me. I told her do you really I don't know prove it to me. She replied of course I wanna talk to you. The more I do, I feel like I am going crazy literally. I just feel like I just want to talk to you all the tim and she has all these question and stuff she wants to say but she has to hold herself back. I told her I felt the same way. It is crazy how much I crave for her presence now. I didn't believe I would be like this and have the courage to tell you how I f eel about you. I apologzie for saying so much. She said she does really want to keep talking to me. I make her feel some sort of way that she really didn't expect. It is really cdrazy and it is driving her crazy. Crazy because she just want my attention. She said will wait and wait till she sees me. I told her she does have my attention and more. I agree with how crazy things are right now. I told her I realized that there is no rush. I just to enjoy every moment we have together. I want to take in everything and appreciate it. Cherish evry single second minute hour and day. So I can wait. I can wait till I see you too. She replied thank you I really appericate you and I really mean it. It is all so crazy, you make me want to give in to you everytime. But thank you for being ptient and thank you for waiting.

[yaras-lifeofchaos]

TELL THE TOXIC FRIEND STORY

broo okay… u guys are in for a long ride.

but i don’t really feel like writing all that rn so i’ll just shorten it and say me and my bff @lunas-worldofchaos knew this girl who was like sorta crazy but we were like whatever!! she’s nice enough!!

but then a bunch of shit went down and she ended up being really toxic and like… threatened to drown us?? it was very weird and everyone single one of my friends said to ghost her so we did!! and now like once a month she texts us randomly 😭😭 and we don’t respond

[ritacaroline]

Starshine           Ch.49          Jimmy Page          Fan Fiction

Jim woke up when it was about 5 in the evening. Jill was asleep with her head resting on his shoulder and her arm around his stomach and her body all warm against him. He kissed her at the top of her head, then more along the side of her face. She smiled a little in her sleep. He began running his hands through

her silky locks. When she awoke, she saw him looking at her with the serious look of love on his face. But then, when the days earlier events slid into and through her mind again, she felt a sudden jolt of panic. Because she could have lost him today, in the lake. For good. What if he never surfaced from the fall under the water ? What if he couldn’t be recovered, remained deep under the surface ? And suffocated.  And in her heart, strains of pain squeezed through her chest imagining it . She was struggling with those thoughts, of how fortunate he was, to have made it upward.

Jill : Darling, when you were underwater earlier, how did you get yourself up to the surface ? 

Jim : I don’t know. I moved up, toward the sunlight. And I don’t know how I did it.

Jill : Well if you did that, then you have some level of ability for controlling your body under water. Whether you know that or not. So, baby, when we get home, I’m setting you up for swimming instructions. I don’t mean we need to turn you into a super athlete, Olympic swimmer. I just want you to learn how to stay alive if you end up in deep water somehow.  Like you did today. Seriously, I would’ve wanted to die, if you had drowned.

Jim : I guess you know, I really don’t want to…attend lessons. But I will anyway. Because I don’t want you to ever feel that low, my love. As there would always be a possibility I could drown. So, more for you, than for myself, I’ll go to the instructions.

Jill : Oh, Jimmy thank you, thank you. I don’t care who you do it for, just do it. Thank you, I am so relieved you’re agreeing to learn. It means everything to me.

And, she began kissing his mouth relentlessly, and caressing every bit of his smooth delicious skin, massaging him everywhere. Kissing and nibbling his neck, giving him thrills.

He loved it, and soon, he said, as he held her tightly in his arms, “Oh, well look what you did now, angel. Look down. I’m harder than steel down below now. And I won’t be satisfied till I have you, my beautiful girl.” So he also massaged every inch of her body, kissing her sensually, and licking all the places he loved. Jill was blazing hot for him, so elated that he survived today, and thrilled that he loved her so deeply. Before long, she was on top of him, straddling his hips, grasping him in her softness. Clenching hard with him inside, as he moaned and breathed heavily, looking as if he was in agony, with his eyes closed. He held her hips tightly with his both hands as her hips lifted up and down against him. His head was tilted way back. Gorgeous throat and Adam’s apple thrust forward as he groaned. She was leaning forward, near to his chest, while squeezing his length with each lift upward. His voice was straining as he murmured, “Oh, please. Please. My love.” And ultimately, he hit his peak and juices sprang forward from him in currents. Jill felt that happen, fully and it also set off her responses. She lay there against his chest, trembling and convulsing, squeezing his taut arms in her hands, shaking all over and gasping for air. He watched her face closely and he was in bliss, seeing her expression of helplessness. They separated and he kissed her face over and over.

Jim : Angel, I left the planet for a couple minutes there. But I’m back. And after the few crazy events we barely lived through during the last few months, I have to say that that was spectacular. And I’m so grateful to still have you with me, well and alive. And that I can make love to you like we just did, as if nothing ever happened. That is a hell of a gift from heaven. To love you like that, and feel like that. And to see your gorgeous face when you fall apart like that. It’s a dream come true, nearly a miracle.

Jill :  I agree. Definitely a miracle. That was phenomenal. Your love has me more alive and more happy than I’ve ever been.

Jim : Me too, angel. Me too. I’m in love. Just that fact has me feeling high. All the time, no drugs needed. Just you. Just you.

A beeper went off from the building intercom system. It indicated that dinner was being served in the dining room. So they quickly got ready. Casually dressed and they darted out to the meeting area. When they arrived at their dinner table, they seemed winded and their appearance was a little askew. Everyone else had arrived early and were all calmly seated. Percy looked at them with a knowing look. He was quite familiar with seeing Jimmy’s “just been loved” face. Jill had the same look on her face. Peter was next to Percy, and they nodded at each other. Percy exclaimed, “Well, you two. You’re both glowing like idiots. It’s just so obvious.“ 

Jimmy looked up at him, with his shirt on inside out. Since he’d rushed to pull it on, just a few minutes ago. But, he didn’t react to Percy, just ignored the comment. Who cares. It’s natural, normal for people that are clearly in love. What’s to be ashamed of ?

Jill, on the other hand turned deep pink. But when the guests at her table looked right at her, she just winked at them, as if saying, “Yeah. That’s right. I love him.” Which set off a few laughs, since she wasn’t really that embarrassed. She obviously was so in love with Jimmy, nothing could drag her away from that high. In fact she was somewhat proud, that she had an ongoing, busy hot love life with him. She was proud to be his love. Very proud.

A beautiful dinner was immediately served. Everyone was drinking and a wonderful warm feeling ran through their veins. Jill was just so relaxed and

 satisfied. Percy began to speak, about a trail on the property, for walking. He said he learned of it earlier, just after the rowboating. That a pretty trail existed which was lit maybe every 50 feet or so, and would be interesting to do, especially at this hour. It was a temperate night and the leaves were beginning to become colorful.  And best of all, tonight was a full moon. Although the sky was clear and starry tonight, the woods were misty and damp. But Percy and Linda were into it, and they persuaded Jim and Jill to join them. Why not enjoy what the castle had to offer. Who wants to stay indoors ? They could do that anytime, at home. So the four all gathered their jackets and set toward the trail in the forest for their walk.

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[celestianstars]

1/? Hiii!! Okay so I have like a big problem. I’ll start it from the beginning. A few months ago I visited my cousin and we had a party. There was a guy at the party and I’ll call him JJ. So JJ’s pretty cute and sweet and kinda dumb. Big dumb white boys are a weakness🤦🏽‍♀️ anyway, he was there with his gf but he was still checking me out. So whatever I move in with my cousin and we have a party every weekend. JJ is there every weekend. But he’s with his gf -⚡️

(Continued) But then this one time his gf, I’ll call her CC, wasn’t there. And he was more social. He seemed like he was more social when she wasn’t there with him. I decided to finally make my move. Bc we’d both been eyeing each other for awhile. We were both drunk. I rubbed his thigh a little bit, mindlessly. He did the same to me, soon enough, he brought my hand up to touch his bulge. He was hard omg. I rubbed him a little bit and I went inside not too long after. He followed me.

We made out once we got inside. He was like ‘you drive me so crazy, girl’ like he made me so wet🥺 we groped each other n stuff. He told me, while we were listening to music outside, that he missed his girl. He was like ‘y’know that girl I always come over here with?’ And I was like ‘yeah, I know CC, hun’ but he told me how he missed her n stuff. Bc she didn’t wanna be there if he was gonna be there, that’s what she told us. She treats him like shit.

She’s such a bitch to him and he just takes it. Like a puppy :( I really like him. Okay and like about a few weeks before I met him, he got his leg ran over by a forklift at work. So he was due to get a settlement for over 300,000 this month right? Now, bc of that, he was gonna sell us his car for only 500 bucks since he wanted to get a dope ass truck. So, CC told my cousin she was only gonna be staying with him for the money. And I was like broo!!! Wtf!!! I could treat him better!!

So that night where we both made a move. There ended up being a lot of drama unfortunately. At one point I went into the bathroom to cry and when I got out he was standing there waiting for me. He asked me what was wrong and pulled me in for a hug. He let me cry into his chest. I told him that it was just a really fucked up situation and I didn’t know how to deal. And then later, I made myself throw up bc I knew I needed to. So I threw up over the rail of the porch. He held my hair.

So I ended up getting his number, right? We texted a little that night. I slept in my room and he slept in the living room as usual. When I woke up he was already gone. I texted him about it and he said he just had things to do. But he said he’d be back next weekend. I was excited. But he didn’t come. And then he promised me he’d be there the next weekend. He wasn’t. I was getting kinda tired of his shit so I got high and I told him flat out I’m high as shit so I’m gonna be really honest.

So I asked him if I was a rebound from CC. He took awhile to type but ended up saying no. I thought it was a lil weird but I let it fly, I asked him why he chose that night of all the times we drank together to make a move. He told me we would talk on Friday. I said okay. He didn’t come over that Friday. When I asked him when he’d come over to sell the car he said on Monday. He didn’t come over on Monday, but that Friday he finally came over. His truck pulling a trailer with the car.

I was happy that he pulled up with that trailer so that meant CC wasn’t with him. But once he got out and stuff, my cousin gave him the money and he asked if he could stay a little while. Of course she said yeah and he went inside to grab a beer. I was so excited bc that meant if he was drinking, he’d probably stay the night. He didn’t even acknowledge my existence tho. Like, he maybe glanced at me. I know it was because my dad was there and he was scared of him tbh but it still sucked.

And then I saw his lockscreen. It was of him and CC. Again, that kinda stung. We still flirted later on but he left pretty soon unfortunately. I talked to my mom about it and she tells me that maybe he really does like CC. I told her that if he did he wouldn’t continue to make passes at me. She told me that maybe he does it bc they have an open relationship. Even tho we both know she only says that so she can fuck whoever she wants. Bc she doesn’t actually care about him. Any advice?

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Ok so I think I might have accidentally deleted part 9 but regardless I think I can still help ya!

So I honestly think it’s best to try and distance yourself from him and that whole situation and move on as best you can cause he’s throwing you for a loop in an emotional rollercoaster and as much as you’d love to probably be there for him and show him how good you can treat him, ultimately he’s in a dysfunctional relationship with this girl and you don’t wanna be in that mess.

For him to be making out with you and stuff while talking about missing her it just feels like he’s trying to get what’s he lacking in his relationship with her, with you. And when he stopped following through with things and ignoring your presence I think he probably feels guilty for dragging you into the situation.

It sucks that she treats him that way and what she said about only being with him for the money he’s about to get man that’s trash but yeah he needs to leave that relationship and take some time to heal within himself cause seeking what he’s missing from you or anyone else and stuff is only gonna end up hurting more people.

It’s great that he was sweet to you but he’s got some real deep issues it seems surrounding CC and I think he’s gotta work that out before he can be in a relationship with you or anything like that.

So I would kinda cut ties, maybe still be there as a friend if that’s possible but definitely nothing more than that till she’s either out of the picture and he’s not gonna be ignoring you and not following through on talking to you and keeping promises or he stays with her.

Maybe if you want you could talk to him about leaving her cause that relationship is def NOT a healthy one and it would be for the best if he left. Try and see where he stands with her and with you too like hey do you actually want me or what is going on cause he said no to you being a rebound but also the part you mentioned about him taking awhile to type that out kinda hints that he’s feeling something else. Ultimately he’s gotta open up to you about everything so you get the truth.

I hope this helps you a bit!! 💕 that’s a tough situation but communication is really key in so many things so I hope he’s willing to talk about this with you and you get some answers and can decide what to do next. I’d still distance myself a bit just to guard your heart and not be involved in any more drama you know

[baekhvuns]

bodyguard live reactions written in notes because miss baekhvnus deserves it and because I am bodyguard hwa biggest enthusiast LETS GO.

yns daddy being protective we love to see it omg daddy?? "and if u do Mr park I won't spare u" DADDY INDEED.

HOLY FUCK WAIT SEONGHWA AASSASSIN I NEED TO SEE THAT HAPPEN SHIT SHIT omg "okay hwa" i love yn here pls don't be a dumb girl NOT HWA ALMOST STEPPING ON THE CAT?? WHAT DID SHE DO TO U.. DUMBLES cute name 😭😭😭 their interactions are the cutest omg and her calling hwa hwa or seong omg soul mates energy "its an order mr park" YES MOMMY

KAI? KAI OMG KAI IS BACK WOAH "I'm going to do my job" step on me park seonghwa STEP ON ME THIS IS SO WELL WRITEN OH MY GOD I FEEL LIKE I MIGHT DIE. they're best friends now :( my babies omg:( NAURR "they were my moms...""they what" SO CUTE.

THEY ARE HOLDING HANDS. THEY ARE HOLDING HANDS. I'M GONNA CRY??? HOLDING HANDS YALL WHAT THE HECK "then I'll save you" CRYING SCREAMING ABSNWMBEBSJDB he's looking at baby pics of her so cute he must've liked her ever since I don't make the rules SHUT UP "you'll be there for everything, right?" SHUT UP I'M GETTING BUTTERFLIES I love them sm omg might me my fav soulmate hwa so far😭😭😭 THEY'RE THE CUTEST HE EVEN TOLD HER TO ASK HIM NEXT TIME FOR A PARTY FUCK OFF

he's offering his arm for "walking purposes" SURE LIKE I BELIEVE ANY OF U MEN. real butterflies im getting now im gonna cry omg shut up he's so unreal i love bodyguard hwa so freaking much u have no idea I want one so bad he's so in love I'll cry ooh sugar mommy yn I love to see it im gonna kms (/joke this time i promise 😹)

"why did you lie, seonghwa?" "I'm your best friend aren't I?" KICKING MY FEET LIKE THAT ONE STTONG WOMAN BONG SOON SCENE INSANE GOD IM oh jesus he's leaning in oh my God

BROO WOO YEO JOONG MY BABIES I'LL CRY WOO IS SO CUTE I'LL EAT HIM

OOH SEXUAL TENSION HERE WE GO.. oh my :( poor yn but he's not playing with ur heart girl he loves u since u were kids OPEN UR EYES. OMG THE SCENE WITH THE 30K AND I THOUGHT IT WAS EXPENSIVE REMINDS ME OF TWISTED LOVE WITH ALEX AND AVA AW.. rings and walking in the rain what are you doing to me oh my God i want to experience all of these

oh my God he's training am i gonna see a kiss rn I better see a kiss rn my heart is making fast beats ah man fuck that old man he's gonna die soon anyway HWA GET THE GIRL.

THEY KISSED OH MY GOD FUCK YES I'M??? YES KISS YOUR GIRL MY BELOVED PARK SEONGHWA I'm having so many emotions rn u can't believe this I'm actually kicking my feet and cry bc how the hell is he SO WOW "im into many things" SHUT UP AND SHOW ME THEN WHAT ARE U WAITING FOR HOLY FUCK IM GONNA JUMP JUMP JESUS CHRIST NOT HER FUCKING FATHER DO U WANT ME TO KMS?

MAN FUCK HER DAD WHAT'S EVEN THIS SHIT why why why WHY like man wouldn't u like ur daughter who's gonna be in possible danger bc she's ur heir with the best bodyguard out there?? logical thinking is something he lacks. fuck u daddy...

"people can fight wars for love".. Duke and his general... KAI URE EVERYWHERE I'M. SCARED OF U I really hope that in the last story of seonghwa time-line we get to know his identity a ruby red pendant oh my god. Jesus seonghwa you're the dumb one in this story for fuck sake just kill her dad like kai said and let's live happily ever after "im nothing yn" SHUT UP BABY YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING AND MORE GOD YOU'RE SO I'M GONNA he did not just "someone who isn't like you" well now what am I supposed to be FINE? I'M NOT MISS BAEKHVNUS I'M NOT.

hold up FIVE YEARS LATER??? SHIT we r going fast hold on omg

GOD OMG THIS IS SO HOT "and you are?" "park seonghwa" SO HOT SO HOT WOAH this is so crazy

"all you see is seonghwa everywhere" wlel good for you appreciate it 😤 wait why I feel like yunho is not a newbie but actually does it to help hwa lmao sjdjf wait what if this time yn will reject him bc of what happened in khronos like a parallel???? God I hope that's not the case SHUT THE FUCK UP HE STILL WEARS THAT DAMN RING omg she didn't reject him I'm so happy

it's officially 4am and I do not regret one bit by staying up to read this. I've told you before and I'll tell you again, I'd wait a lifetime for one of your stories. this was absolutely insane, the roller-coaster of emotions being played in the last paragraphs and the way you portraited yn after the 5y gap.. wow. im so sorry im so shit with words but im seriously în love. this is probably my new favorite seonghwa time-line story, beating duke and his general and just friends - but that's just because im probably such a sucker for bodyguards - but seriously,, ik u said u wanted to get it over with and hope u won't disappoint but im seriously so happy for being team bodyguard hwa since the beginning and being its 1st supporter because it was so worth it. after the last few weeks this has been such a.. bless to me honestly and thank u sm for writing bodyguard hwa, thank you for the best story ever and just yk thank you for everything. I should go sleep now, ily🌃

😭😭😭 IM SCREAMING YELLING CRYING THROWING UP SHITTING IM FHWBFJWBDKS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS NOTES IM IN LOVE WITH ALL OF IT PLS 😭😭😭😭😭😭 tHANK YOU FOR LIKING THIS AND SENDING THIS IN IM ON THE FLOOR SILENT SCREAMJNGJRKSHDKS

DUKE???? YOU LIKE THIS MORE THAN DUKE???? IM????? HELLO?????

no bestie really thank you so much for liking it so much 😭😭😭 i hope it eased you a little after the past events !!!! please take care loads and get a burger bc >>>> and get a drink with it omg thank you so so much,,, for liking this and sending this in + thank you for being this happy!!!!!

[beautifulmonster1212]

You think if I was a “Cold hearted liar” I would be sooo broken over you???.... you think I wouldn’t rebound and just say “eff this” and move on ??.... if I was a cold hearted liar from the moment you ghosted me in 2017 and showed BR my nudes and you allowed it to be posted.........you think I would come running back??.....

You baited me on a fake watsapp number 7**-0241......while I used my real number and we spoke for months....you called me babe back then too just to ghost me.....which was fine .....but then selling me out to BR and then posting all my nudes along with all my watsapp profile pictures, and then posting my whole qualifications under the picture.......and I forgave you and tried to look past that......but I’m the cold hearted liar.

You think I would put aside my dignity when you guys posted the photo with my whole Dr. in front my name ??... what about when I called u to my house that night and we were in the kitchen talking and I asked you if u knew about tumblr and who posted it ....you looked me in the eyes and told me u don’t know anything like that ....... I told you I traced the ip address to your house ....this was your exact words “solider iz me, my moda, fada, big bro and small bros and none of them would use that app....” but I’m the cold hearted liar.....and yet I forgave you for that.

What about when I asked you for Jouvert.....when brendon very well played jouvert also.....and I had to find out he was in your gallery liming after jouvert, when I dropped you home and all I could have think about was you .....you was with him drinking more that evening......you hide him perfectly from me throughout that entire day otherwise I would have recognized him......that evening I called you to tell you my real feelings for you...you hugged me and told me “bro it’s crazy how close we’ve gotten in such short space of time” and I held onto that an approached you that night in a phone call and I tried to tell you I love you and u told me you can’t come out your house and you have to watch your little brothers.......but I’m a cold hearted liar.

What about the time I had to pretend to be someone else, just so that I could have heard everything you really felt about “Hotdoc”.....and everything your family said about “Hotdoc”, meanwhile I was nothing but just being nice and getting to know you better, and the time I had to hear about BR coming in your van the weekend before fasting started and how he started making out with you and you guys sucked off each other.....how was I suppose to feel....when I had especially asked you to lime that weekend and you turned me down. I had to hear every detail about it, down to his cumshot. I rember being at the gym and just running down to the toilet to vomit becuase I couldn’t stand the idea of you swallowing someone’s cum, I bawled my eyes out but continued to talk to you because I wanted to hear more about what your family was saying becuase that was all sooo suprising to me, that ppl can be so two faced and judgemental.

What about the private bday I had just to spend time with you ??...and it was my best bday ever just having you there... but I’m a cold hearted liar.......

What about the night we went down to Zumba girl house.....and everyone else in your house went on vacation to some country..........I remember being so nervous that night because that was the night I thought u were alone and maybe I might get through to you.......you’re the first guy I have feelings for... and I really dodnt understand how after everything You had put me tru I still kept coming back.......that night you told me you were upset that Justin sister went with another man .......in my head all I was thinking about was you.....and all you was talking about was Justin sister we were sitting in your gallery and when I told you....”A there’s someting between us....I feel this way towards you and I know you feel the same way”........ you blatantly laughed in my face and told me “broo, idk what u talking about” making me look like the raging homosexual. I told you “open the fucking gate” and I left......but I’m the cold hearted liar.....I cried myself to sleep that night, and went on my knees asking god to stop letting me have these feelings for someone that keep hurting me.

Ramadan month, all I wanted to do was be by your side secretly in 2019, I had to pretend to be someone else on gentleman1212 so that I could have hear you say “I wish hotdoctor would just jam me in a corner and suck my tongue” Nights upon nights I ponder on how I was going to do this.....finally praying and getting the courage to do it ......I called you over to my room.....well I don’t need to remind you what happened in my room, till this day when I sit on that black desk all I rmeber is being push away and you saying “solider not ah fuck ah datt shit with me.” When u left my house in that BMW I trashed my rooom.....lamp everything was broken.....becuase I didn’t know how exactly to feel.....you were saying someting on tumblr and doing the whole opposite in person......but I’m a cold hearted liar. I couldn’t help myself I had to call you on the phone and that was the day I told you “A I love you”......it was 5:56pm and you had just reached to work......what was your response .......”bro I reach to work.....I hadda go there now.....but all I could tell you is someone playing with your head and I not gay” and u hung up the phone on me....... but I’m a cold hearted liar.

Wanting to drop rope for me to hang myself.....having conversations about killing me and “your boys ready for me”.....posting a pic of a gun.....calling me manicou face.....and how u going hunting and then telling me how “I killed my mom.......but I’m “cold hearted” rite ?? ......I remember I went that day to do my Photoshoot that I had done just for you......It was the fitness shoot that I had done just to change my fb profile pic ..”it was the ones with the ropes....to show you I made better use of the ropes you wanted to drop for me .......around the same time you wanted me dead, for no apparent reason and I woke up to you asking me where I prefer my final rights, Belgroves like mom or the seabed. I almost canceled the entire shoot, becuase I had to take all that pain and hurt and pull tru that $10,000 Photoshoot for that one day.....just so that I can post on my fb just for you. Would a cold hearted liar do any of that ??.... Your brother found out I lost my job in September last years, failure is never someting that I am accustomed with, having lost a job because of my performance was someting that was on me and I don’t blame you for that, I blamed myself for being caught up in all the homicidal threats and gun posts and I blame myself for being genuinely scared and watching a situation where I was completely innocent and generous to a group of people turn into something so sinister to the point where I felt like my life was a risk. There were days I would drive different vehicles, but then my dad would drive my van I didn’t want to put his life at risk......so I had to keep using my van, despite the fear. You ever considered for a moment how I felt for those 4 week that you were posting homicidal posts for me ??... or what about the talk of dropping my nudes on Xhamester.....and some Trinidad Bamboo....and saying “international l fuck up now for him”.......ever considered how much nights of crying and praying to God on my knees that you don’t do whatever you were threatening to do me. Every considered how much my heart broke into pieces hearing the one person that I ever had feelings for and did so much for want to killl me and post my nudes to ruin my life.

A cold hearted liar would have been gone since 2017, a cold hearted liar would have found someone else moved on and never look back. And what you’re going through rite now....I never want to think this is Karma for all the years of hurt that you’ve put me through, but you’ve been hurtin since September; and you never miss an opportunity to tell remind me of what a horrible person I am, but calling me a Cold hearted liar is worse than threatening to kill me and ask where I want to be laid to rest by my mom or on the seabed; becuase God knows how much times I’ve broken my own heart for you, and had to put myself together piece my piece only for it to be broken again

Use your brain; A cold hearted liar would have been gone by now ....not putting up with your rejections, homicidal life threats and worse yet your constant failure to merge the tumblr version of yourself and your real life self.

There was so much instances where you could have come forth as a friend, and nothing more, where u could have apologized in person for the way things went down with us. Becuase I was your friend, not J not your brother, I was your friend......and you would never get another friend like me ....I didn’t become your friend with intentions of falling in love with you.....I became your friend to see the type of person you were, to see past what you’ve put me tru in 2017, and to let go of the hate that I had for you for putting me tru that, and then little by little I started to fall in love like no gravity and I couldnt help myself, but I kept getting my heart broken over and over again. U know how much sleepless, nights or crying I did back when I was your friend, from getting rejected 12 times to hearing the plain ole truth about what your family members thought of me. I have been crying for years for you and because of you. You only started crying in September, but God knows how many times my heart broke over and over for the same person, and yes I was strong enough to cry on my own and deal with it on my own but I can’t do it on my own anymore .......becuase I got a piece of your heart in the months of March, April and May; so now it’s not just crying, it’s clinical depression, Paranoia from being followed in NYC and Trinidad (constantly looking over my shoulder to see if there’s a car behind me), para-suicide; god alone knows my thoughts. My therapist, fluxotein, my pastors, my family; everyone is rooting for me and I have to get better.

Your therapist thinks that’s normal behavior for me, she didn’t know what I had to go through months and months prior to act out in a way like that. NYC was my place to go because, it was where I healed after my moms death, and I know she would not have been proud of me after seeing my behavior, but that was me when I had given up on finding love because I was tired or being hurt by the same person over and over. I always told myself that you would watsapp, that you would call if you really meant everything that you was saying. But tumblr you and real you was never the same person.........It’s unfair to ask me to trust you on the same app that broke me in pieces; posting nudes ➡️ finding out your true real feelings for me on gentleman1212 ➡️ hearing the truth of what your family thought of me ➡️ homicidal posts towards me ➡️ threatening to posting my nudes again ➡️ then I was suppose to believe you loved me still ???.....

if I had only gotten a watsapp convo or a phone call or any real substantial evidence of you, I would have went to NYC and not indulge in any of that behavior.

Your therapist thinks I’m a hoe and I’m comfortable around men, thats the first time I did any of that exploring in NYC, and I can safely say that now both me and you have seen the all the videos; I never sucked a dick, kissed anyone or fucked anyone or been fucked. What would you have done if u saw me sucking a cock A ??...... I’ve never done that shit in my life worse yet swallowed someone cum.......beauty was the only cock I was willing to put my mouth inn and pleasure. I don’t fool around with random men in Trinidad and you know that, becuase if that was the case I would have been long gone. I would have given up on you since the moment you first rejected me; and started fooling around with people......And it’s not like I don’t have unlimited options, I have both girls and guys wanting me but I choose to not explore that part of me in this country. I went to a foreign country where I “thought “I was safe. You’ve sucked dick and swallowed cum; that’s something that I don’t think I would ever do with someone; especially the kind of things I used to talk about with you, when we used to sex talk. The reason I never came forth and told you when u asked me multiple times was because things were going too good and I didn’t want to ruin it, and I was afraid of the reality that I would lose you......and I thought that maybe just maybe you wouldn’t watch out those videos once I convince you and show you the real true side of me. Since 2017 till now I have spent about 400 thousand on you, from taking down my nudes to wiping brendon phone clean (becuase u was scared he had your nudes) to hacking and taking your pic down from Tbamboo blog to buying you gifts for your bday ....that drawing .....the rings.....bargaining with the company to obtain NYC footage........if I was a lying cheating cold hearted liar.......I would not have spent any of that money, because I don’t have an unlimited supply like you. Every cent I have I work for, so I may spend it wildly sometimes but I spend it on ppl that I think is worth it.........I don’t want to have any arguments with you, for the sake of my mental well being and yours .....I just want you to know that my heart has been breaking Waaaaayyyyyy before yours broke.

[chmergess4ever]

His Redhead Girl

Hi Guys! Sorry it has been a long time since I posted. This is something I have been working on based on Alan’s livestream last week where Val said he prefers Redheads. There will defy be a part 2 if you guys enjoy this so let me know! Looking forward to the comments :) Like and Reblog! 

Sharna sat up abruptly pulling the bed sheet with her. He sat up against the headboard and ran his hands through his hair.

She bent down to reach for her bra and put it on, with her back to him. “That shouldn’t have happened.” She spoke quietly. She reached down for her other clothes.

“No, it shouldn’t have.”

They were both quiet, not knowing what to say next. Once she had all her clothes on, she stood up, “I’m just going to go.” She pointed over her shoulder at the door.

“Yeah.” He pursed his lips, ashamed of himself. Just as she was about to leave she heard his voice crack through emotion. “I’m sorry.”

With her back still to him, she closed her eyes and took a deep breath trying to fight back tears. “Yeah.” She said, ashamed of herself just as he did earlier. “Me too.”

Everything had happened so fast. They were at the show, went to dinner afterwards with the rest of the cast, and the next thing they both knew, they were undressed with each other in Val’s bed. The realization of it being wrong, had only occurred after the damage was done.

It was now 1:00 a.m.. Sharna was walking down the hallway towards her hotel room when she bumped into a large male figure. “Oh I’m sor-” She stopped when she saw who it was. “Alan? What are you doing out here so late?”

“I was just going to get a bottle of water from the vending machine. I couldn’t sleep. Better question, is what are you doing out here?”

Sharna blanked on what to say. She just stood there looking at him trying to formulate a response. “I just- um-”

Alan teased her by letting her off the hook and saying, “You’re allowed to have your man-friends Sharna. Don’t know where you would have met one here but-”

“It’s not like that.”

“Well it looks like that from your appearance.”

“It’s not.” She continued to get defensive.

“Ok. Ok. Whatever you say. I’ll see you in the morning at breakfast.”

Sharna walked back to her room and set her phone down on the nightstand. She changed into sweatpants and a t-shirt and then climbed in bed. She stared up at the ceiling. And let her mind run rapid. “What the hell was that? What the hell was I thinking. Val and I had sex. Val. and Sharna had sex. Val, my best friend, my family. Val Chmerkovskiy.”

She spoke out loud to no one but herself, “Fuck!” She hit the pillow next to her.

He lied awake in his bed and turned over on his side, facing the empty space which had previously been occupied by Sharna. He didn’t know what to say or what to do. He knew he was wrong. He had just cheated on his girlfriend. But, somehow what made it all worse was that he enjoyed it. His thoughts let loose throughout his head, “I enjoyed having sex with Sharna. Sharna Burgess. What the hell did I do? She’s the only one that is consistently always there for me and now I destroyed our friendship. Not only that, but I would do it again, because I enjoyed it. I’m attracted to her. I’m attracted to Sharna Burgess.” And with that, he had admitted to himself what he was trying to suppress for the longest time. He knew a while ago, he had begun to think of her in a different way, he just didn’t want to. He loved her smile, her eyes, her body, her personality, her laugh and her hair. Oh- her hair. He just wanted to run his hand through her gorgeous red locks over and over. He wanted her to be his. Except, he already had a her that was his, and it wasn’t Sharna. He grunted out loud. “Fuck this shit. How did I get myself into this mess.” Without think about it he turned over and grabbed his phone. He dialed her number and waited for her to answer. He wasn’t sure what he was going to say. He figured when he heard her and spoke to her that everything would fall into place.

“Hello?” She picked up on the third ring.

“Hi.” He sighed.

She shook her head on the other end of the line, “Oh Val, what the fuck did we do?” “I guess what we both wanted to do for a long time. Just not in the right way.”

“Nope. not at all in the right way.”

“I don’t really think we could do much worse than what we just did so I’m going to speak my mind.”

“Go for it.”

“I want to do it again. More than just once. I want to do it over and over again.”

“Me too.” She said ashamed of herself. “It’s you. You were what I was waiting for. It felt-” “Different. I know it did. It did for me too.”

“Why does love suck? I’ve known you for the longest time. Something couldn’t have just told me it was you.”

“Something did. Just a little too late.”

“And at the worst time possible.”

“Right.”

Silence rested upon them. Sharna whispered into the phone. “What are we going to do Val.”

Without thinking he spoke what came from his heart, “I’m going to leave Amber.”

“What?”

“I want you. Only you. I’m going to leave her.”

“Right now?”

“Well I don’t know if right now is the time. But if you are patient with me, as soon as tour finishes and I get to tell her in person.”

“And in the meantime?”

“In the meantime. We get to know each other as more than friends.”

“We know everything about each other. Friends or more.”

“Yeah, but this time, when we talk,  we’ll know that we’re about to be something more.”

“No cheating.”

“What?”

“If you want to wait to tell her, that’s my rule. Only emotional things, nothing physical-again. Not until she’s out of the picture.”

“That’s fair.”

“17 days.”

“17 days until I get to love you.”

“Goodnight Val.”

“Goodnight Sharna.”

They spent the next week flirting with each other behind closed doors, winking at each other from across rooms, smiling when something was said that made them think of the other, and acting very lovey in the meet and greets. All this, but they stayed true to their word. Nothing physical until Val broke up with Amber. The cast eventually began to notice this little subtle acknowledgements and confronted the two about the situation.

“He’s going to leave Amber?!?!” Hayley spit out the water she was drinking when Sharna furthered explained their agreement when the girls had asked her about it.

“Yes.”

“And you’re ok with waiting for that?”

“I”m not sleeping with him until he does. So he’s got something to wait for too.”

“Broo, Are you fucking kidding me?” Artem patted Val on the back befor Aan grabbed his shoulders and shook him back and forth. Val laughed. “It just happened.”

“Yo, shit like that doesn’t just happen.” Gleb interjected.

“It did. I honestly don’t know how we ended up where we did.”

“And you’re leaving Amber?”

“Yea, as soon as we get back from tour. But for now there has to be a charade put up, and a mask of reality. Amber can’t know anything right now.”

“I can’t believe you’re sleeping with Sharna.” Keo piped in.

“I’m not!” Val laughed. “We’re not. We did. Once. But we’re not until I’m broken up with Amber.”

“That’s not going to last.”

“Yea it will. Sharna made that pretty clear. She will barely let me kiss her.”

“SO you’re kissing like a couple?” “Just a few times, I was able to sneak them in. But she really is putting up a resistance. I’m so crazy for her though, bro. I got this burning attraction”

“I guess you got a thing for redheads.”

“Maybe just this redhead.”

The days that were left of the tour were winding down and both of them were staring to get antsy. They had continued their behaviors up knocked them up a step or two, allowing a kiss in front of their friends here or there, and sending flirtatious texts to each other from across the table. They were happy. And they couldn’t wait to be happy publicly.

It was the show in Indy and Alan had decided to do a livestream from backstage. He began answering fans questions before he saw Amber’s name pop up on the screen with a comment. It read, “Where is my man?”

Alan laughed nervously and spoke to the camera. “Amber! Val’s on stage right now. Here we’ll wait for him” Alan flipped the camera to the stage and looked at all the other guys blankly. Val came off the stage shortly after and sat down next to Alan ona  folding chair. Alan flipped the camera but whispered in Val’s ear before he began talking to the fans again. “Yo, Amber’s on the stream.”

“Whatever. I can’t acknowledge that right now.”

“Bro.”

“Alan.” Val took the phone from Alan and began answering fans questions. He saw Amber comment a couple of times but acted like he didn't see it and just kept answering questions. He started rapidly answering all the questions that popped up on the screen and then saw one that stood out to him. “Blondes or Brunettes.” It read.

He spoke out loud. “Blondes or Brunettes? Redheads.” He raised his eyebrows and looked sideways at all his friends. They all started hysterically laughing. Uncontrollably.

Sharna was now standing there and put her head down in her hands. She looked at him worriedly and walked further back stage. After answering a few more questions Val handed the phone back to Alan and walked in Sharna’s direction. He  found her in a corner looking down at her phone. “What were you thinking?”

“I was having fun.”

“Val, that’s not fun. That’s stupidity.”

“Sharna-”

“No. Don’t Sharna me. She was commenting in to you. ANd you ignored her. And then you answer that question and instead of saying blondes-like the color of your girlfriend's hair. You say redheads.”

“Because that’s the truth. And that is the color hair, the woman that I love has.”

Sharna put her head down looking upset. “Val, you just don’t get it. Do I love you? Yea. Do you love me? Yea. But were not supposed to love to each other right now. You have a girlfriend.”

“Sharna, I don’t want that one though.”

“It doesn’t matter what you want. What matters is that, it is currently the situation. And we can’t do anything to change that.”

“We can’t. But I can-” Sharna looked at him confused. “Val-”

He pulled his phone out of his pocket and dialed Amber’s number. She answered on the first ring and he spoke back to her. “We need to talk.”

[ritacaroline]

Starshine                         Ch.18       Jimmy Page      Fan Fiction

Clare was at home alone having a peanut butter and tuna sandwich, with a strawberry milk to drink. And didn’t mind when a few burps erupted. She laughed a little then pulled out his number from her purse. Four rings, then a manly voice spoke, “Yes, hello ?”

Clare : Hi, have I reached Julian ?

Julian :  Yes, this is. 

Clare : Well, hi, this is Clare. You and I met at the Led Zeppelin tour in New York last Spring. Remember, I’m Bonz’s girlfriend. Long dark hair, friends with Jill ?

Julian : Clare ! Yes ! Of course I remember you. Awesome lady with a warm smile. Always kind. Yes. How great to hear from you.

Clare : Oh sweet, thanks. Yes, nice to speak with you again. Excuse me one second, ( as she held her hand against the receiver while a burp squeaked out,) ok, excuse me, I’m back. Here’s why I’m calling.  I had a thought about you and I wonder if you have any interest in this subject. But, first I need to ask you, are you available in the dating world ? Or has some smart woman scooped you up since we last spoke, dear ?

Julian : I’m single still. I did date someone for awhile, but it just didn’t work out. She wanted to keep dating other guys and I wanted my own girlfriend, not everyone’s girlfriend.

Clare : Oh wow. I understand. Can’t believe she couldn’t see what she had, when she found you. Well, I know a lovely young lady who has recently become single, and I know for a fact that she likes you. In fact, I heard her remark once, that your blue eyes were ? mesmerizing, was the word I think she used. And you may remember her. 

Julian : Oh woah. You’re kidding me. She said that ? Can you tell me who ? 

Clare : Sure, it’s Linda Moore. You may remember her, slender, very pretty, long very light blonde hair. About 28. She was dating Percy at the time.

Julian : You’re kidding ? That beautiful girl is interested in me ?

Clare : Well, I’m not sure I would exactly say it that way. What I am saying, is that she remarked about the fact that she found you attractive when we were in New York. She’s my good friend. And now it seems, that she happens to be single now. And I thought it might be nice for the two of you to get together. She has no idea that I’ve contacted you. Therefore, I myself would give her a call and see if she’d like to meet with you. Is this sounding ok ? Or would you rather I not call her about it. Either way is fine, just let me know.

Julian : No, no no no. I’m interested. Yes, give her a call by all means. I’d love to get together with her. She’s a very sweet person from what I remember.

Clare : Yes, she is. So, if you do get together, please treat her gently, she’s delicate and fragile. And a loving and generous person.

Julian : All the more reason to set it up !  Hey, Clare, thanks so much. Let me know as soon as possible what she says.

Later that same day at the Page residence, as they lay face to face on their bed, Jill was telling Jimmy, “I was told today I need to go on travel with my work colleagues. Only for about a week, to Champaign, France. I’ll have to leave in two weeks from now.”

Jim : Wait ? But, you never said the job involved travel.?

Jill : Well, it wasn’t ever mentioned. But it has to do with the project and I’m the main worker on this segment of the data.. I don’t like the idea either. But unfortunately, it’s mandatory for me.

Jim : I don’t love this idea. Let’s hold off for a moment. Let’s talk about it.

Jill : Well, ok. But, how is talking about it going to change things ? . 

Jim : Well, maybe I can come with you.

Jill : Sure, babe, you’re welcome to. That would be fine. But, you wouldn’t be able to attend the working labs I’ll be doing. You wouldn’t be allowed in.

Jim : No, I realize that. But, I could do other things during the day, then we can eat meals together and sleep together.

Jill : Sure we could. But, are you sure it wouldn’t be more wise to stay here and you could probably get a lot accomplished ? With Zepp ?

Jim : I’m not sure what’s coming up by three weeks from now, no performances I know for sure. But, just let me call Peter.

Jill :  Sure sweetheart. It’ll be fun if you come with me. That’s not a bad idea.

Jimmy went to the next room and called Peter. And he was on the phone for awhile. Jill heard him speaking loudly and it really sounded like arguing. It didn’t sound pleasant to her. When he was through with the call, he came back to the bedroom with a disappointed look on his face.

Jim : Well, that didn’t go my way at all. 

Jill : Why, what happened ? 

Jim : Grant says we have two important meetings that week. One with the record company people and the other with the copyrighting company. And the dates can’t be changed. I have to attend. No way out. 

Jill : Alright sweetheart, it’s only for five days. It’ll be fine. I’ll miss you, but what else can we do. At least the trip is not a month or two long of traveling. 

Jim : Well thank God it isn’t because I would probably ask you to quit that job then.

Jill : You would ? 

Jim : I don’t know. It just seems really unpleasant. I don’t like being away from you. Especially for that long of a time. Can we drop the subject ?

Jill : Yes, we can. I wouldn’t want to be away from you for months, either. 

Jim : Just hearing about this has definitely caused my spirits to sink considerably.

Jill : Oh, sweet angel, are just 5 days going to mess you up that much ? I will be coming back you know.  Are you really that attached to me ?

Jim : Jill, do you really need to ask that question ? Did you just meet me yesterday ? What do you think ?

Jill was struck square in the heart by his telling answer. She held his neck and his head in her arms and kissed him at the side of his face as his lips and mouth were buried in her hair, breathing deeply her intoxicating scent. She could barely hear him, but was just able to make out the words he spoke softly into her hair, 

“ I love you like crazy my beautiful girl.”

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Starshine                           Ch. 13 Jimmy Page               Fan Fiction

Sequel to In The Light

On the next Monday, Linda returned to her new temporary residence (her sister Carla’s place,) after work. It was her new headquarters. She got quite comfy on the couch with a pint of Cherry Garcia and a funny tv show and was feeling way relaxed. The doorbell rang and she opened the door to a florist delivery guy, saying,

 “Delivery for Linda Moore.“  She responded, “Yes, that’s me. Thanks.” And carried in the tremendous vase of glorious red roses. Hmmm, red roses indicate love. Okay. As she sat down, astonished by them, she located the card. Opened it up and read, “Linda, I love you. So very much. Please forgive me. I’m more sorry than you can know. I need you back, please be my love again.  Sincerely, Robert.”

“Oh, how pathetic !” she laughed. “Isn’t he cute !? He thinks I need him.” With a scoff and an irritated expression, Linda brought the card with her to the flames in the fireplace. She pulled out her pocket lighter and flipped it on. Then, she held the card into the flame, till the blaze was nearly burning her finger where she held it. Then, threw it carefully into the fireplace. She brought a carafe of water into the living room to add to the flower vase. Why waste a perfectly good set of three dozen roses ? Which smelled rather nicely afterall !  A few minutes later, she heard a key in the door lock, to see that it was Carla returning from her own work. Linda stood and went to hug her girl, arriving home. “Hey,” spoke Carla, “Where did the flowers come from ? ”

Lin : “Oh, they’re from Robert. He thinks he’s got a prayer. But he doesn’t.”

Carla said, “Oh wow, Lin, I didn’t realize he’d try so hard to get you back.”

Linda answered, “That was trying hard ?!  All he did was make a call and place an order.”

Carla added, “But how did he know where you are ?”  

Linda said, “Not sure. Maybe one of my friends let it slip. But that info doesn’t help him, not one micron. I’m not hiding from anyone.  He’ s the one who’s done something wrong, not me.”

Over at Jimmy and Jill’s place, Jill and Clare were wading casually in the shallow end of the pool. Jimmy was indoors, working in the home studio. It was a very warm and humid day as the ladies grasped onto kickboards and slowly migrated around the perimeter of the huge pool together. The two girls absolutely loved the freedom of floating about through the water. They both always needed sunblock to protect their gorgeous skin.  Clare was telling Jill the issues she was going through during the first trimester of her pregnancy, as they sipped on their iced teas. About being famished for something to eat. Then once she would eat a small meal, only to get painfully sick and toss the entire thing. And a nearly non stop sensation of nausea. Not just morning time, but all day long time. Things smelled odd or off such as perfumes or room fresheners or cleaning products. She had to put many of those items into storage and keep them well out of sight. Just the view of these things would increase the nausea exponentially. Also the scent of various foods she used to love would disgust her and totally reek. Craving crazy things for a snack. Such as Spaghettios and fresh squeezed tangerine juice.  Hearing about this, Jill was learning a lot. Clare also shared that John Henry was treating her like a delicate little princess. He was going well out of his way to keep her comfortable and satisfied with any little request she had. Keeping her very well pampered. And he was extremely emotional and caring toward her. It was wonderful. And Clare was really deeply in love with him. 

Meanwhile, Robert had stopped over to see Jimmy at home. Mrs. K. let him in and sent him downstairs to the music studio. The red light was off, so Rob knocked on the wall as he entered the room. So as not to startle Jimmy straight through the roof.

Rob : “Hey mate, how’s it going ?”, as he saw Jimmy, eyes down, focusing on the frets and strings.

Jim, ”Oh, great Rob, what brings you here ?”

Rob : “Oh, not much. Just thought we could have a coffee and a chat, that’s all.”

Jim : “ Fine, have a seat. I’ll have Mrs. K. bring down a few coffees for us, ok ?”

Rob : “Great. I’d love that.”

Jimmy intercommed Mrs. K. to request coffee and a snack to be brought down. He began thinking to himself, Rob hasn’t dropped in, unannounced before, in ages. Possibly ever. Therefore, this has to be due to ? Linda, of course. That’s the only thing that’s changed, that could be eating at him. Jimmy said to himself,  how is Rob going to start this conversation, without being obvious that it was the sole reason for the visit ? Without appearing needy or pathetic ? There was no way. Rob would have to try, to not reek of those qualities. Rob had always acted like women were something that were easily attained, easily discarded, then there’d be plenty more around for with which to entertain himself. Jim was very thoughtful to his friend, and decided to just directly ask him about it. This way, they could minimize Rob’s struggling and get right to the point.

Jim : “So tell me, what’s happening between you and Linda ? Have you located her yet ?” 

Rob : “ Funny you should ask.  Yes, one of her friends had mentioned she’d heard Linda was staying with her younger sister. So, I’ve sent her some roses with a note, asking her to come back. But haven’t heard anything from her yet.”

Jim : “So what do you think is on her mind ?”

Rob : “Of course I know she’s furious. When I came by last week, she said let’s stay away from each other, and check back in “a few“ months. To see how we each feel by then. See if either of us, or both of us wants to get back together. And if we both want to, then we will. You know, so we can think it over for awhile. But really, how many months is a few ? How long do I have to wait ?”

Jim :  “Well, that sounds like there may be a possibility ! At least she’s not saying that she has no more feelings for you. Or that there’s no chance she’ll ever come back. Basically she said there’s a chance. That means she still cares for you. She’s simply not putting up with you sampling any more skirts, is all. Are you capable of doing that for her ?  And, are we to say that you’re really hoping to have her come back, then ?”

Rob, “Well, yes ! Obviously. Nothing’s going right without her. The house feels completely empty. Lonely. Depressing. Dead. I really fucked things up. Can’t believe that one little afternoon of getting a little could do so much damage. Truthfully, I don’t think I knew what I had, when Linda was my girl. I didn’t appreciate her as she deserved. She’s a fantastic girl. But I see what I had now. How would I find another girl like Linda, now. Yeah, I know there’re thousands of available women around. But none of them are Linda. By the way, Page,…keep this incident in mind, in case your mind starts wandering or leading you astray, when you see a delicious dish. Because, look where it got me. Five minutes of kissing and groping sure wasn’t worth what I’m going through now.”

Jim :  “Thanks Rob. Great advise. I don’t really need it though. I know it wouldn’t be a possibility, to find another woman like Jill. I knew I fell into luck, when I found her. What do you think you’ll do then ? When attempting to get Linda back ?”

Rob : “ Well all I’ve got so far, is that we can build a time machine, ya know, HG Wells style. Set the dial to last Wednesday, 11:30 am. When Vanessa and company step in, I could say, “Ladies, thanks for the visit, but we’re way too busy for guests now. Sorry, but you’ll need to leave. Important Led Zeppelin business is happening at the moment.” Ha ha. If that were to happen, then I’d still be surrounded with the love and warmth of my girl, enjoying her beautiful spirit and gorgeous face and body and her sweetness. Instead of aching for her. Every bit of me is aching for her, I’m miserable. And there’s fucking no relief in sight.”

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