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LOOK AT ALL MY BÖYS! UwU ❤
So was my birthday last week so I decided to order a Pokemon plush for myself, the Giratina who I been wanting for awhile, but then I found out about the Ceruledge plush and it's legit my fave gen 9 mon so brought it too! And today they both arrived and I am so happy with them!!! ❤ Ceruledge's limbs are even bendable so they gonna ride Giratina into battle!
3rd image is all my pokemon plushes I currently have, the Lugia and Sobble I brought this year too I think, the other two I got years ago during conventions! And lastly some FF14 art books etc I brought the other day while hanging out with a friend as I love that game so much!
But yeah just wanted to show off my growing collection a bit haha!
#MessedUpEssy#Essy's Photos#pokemon#final fantasy 14#ff14#I have spent way too much money lately#it's been worth it though I am so happy with all of them#but gonna chill out now with my purchasing#also i hate the pokemon store site was forced to use ebay since the official store u can buy from anywhere but u can't ship it#it's so dumb i hate it#they rly should fix it
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had a dream i was in a grimdark magical girl yuri setting, so when i woke up i made it real (and bug themed)
bonus details under the cut:
So basically, a small town was secretly holding onto a box containing an evil god, that the local group of magical girls accidentally stumbled on and opened. The thing inside it wasted no time in starting to destroy the world, and for an unknown reason, one of the magical girls even joined forces with it. The rest of the girls managed to beat them, saving the world, but ended up dying from the curse it left on them soon after.
After dying, butterflies girl looped back in time before the box got opened, and decided to keep the box for herself, to make sure its evil influence (box thing yapping at you to let her out) wouldn't get to her beloved friends. Box thing constantly draws in her allies to the town to break her out & tries to convince butterflies girl to please let her out.
Also here's a really rough relationship chart for your interest:
#oc#original character#my art#artists on tumblr#my artwork#drawing#digital art#doodle#scetch#scetched only bc im tiwed and cant be bothered to do refined stuff#theres stuff that i should go back & fix buttt its time to sleep i dont wanna#basically for extra details the small town is also rly shitass (mightve had something to do with beetles girl joining hands with the thing#to burn it down lol)#butterflies girl had a really tragic backstory so she would do Anything to protect the first nice thing she has (her magical girl friends)#box god wants to burn the whole world down in order to create something more to her liking from its ashes#also yeag it might not be the clearest but shes the one furthest to the left on the drawing. the crow one#centipede & katydid girls i will Think About#but theyre probly yuri together in secret from their dogshit town#maybe ill draw them again maybe i wont#also the girls are all young adults & have been working on this line here for a while even before the box reveal
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Just checking ig
#i rly thought he was just fixing his collar. should have known#stray kids#lee know#han jisung#minsung#240928#dominate world tour
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she’s going to break something
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#night in the woods#nitw#nitw fanart#night in the woods fanart#mae borowski#nitw mae#mae nitw#night in the wood mae#my art?#ive wanted to make n.itw fanart for years and every time ive tried it has been Weirdly Impossible this is by far the furthest ive gotten#i did 57 different color versions of this and just ended up eyeballing colors from one of my dream sequence screencaps#yes there are layers that should be under other layers on top of them instead. no I don’t know how to fix this. yes ive used this program#for almost 6 years#it happens man#i just fuck around n try to make it work out in the end#havent posted fanart of any sort in. Long Time damn#n now ive got 3 posts in the drafts#i had. forgotten the stress element ngl#dang#the things suddenly rly wanting to draw cats again will lead you to do ig panik be damned#mmmmm I think this is one of the things that every time I look at it. i like it less im just gonna post it i think then#to be fair. i Did Not Sleep#anyways. this game is beautiful i want to draw so many things the colors. augh. eats them
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pls accept my post restoration band album wip
#bkanvas' art#red vs blue#lavernius tucker#richard simmons#micheal j caboose#brick ong#i need. to fix a lot of these things i was rushing when i colored it so if somethings missing erm. yeah i just didnt have time#i love.. sneaking in my oc whenever i can i think its fun and more ppl should do it its fun and goofy and joy#im very . tired and sleepy typing this#i just rly like the idea of them forming a band post restoration
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did i ever post these here?
#lmk fanart#well hcs?#idk man#mk#godd i dont want to taggg#digital drawing#digital art#drawn with krita#artists on tumblr#small artist#annnyways should i work on that wip animatic i got for lmk..#i rly dont want to fix the sleeves animation but.. the demons want it done#i love lmk sorry lol#rare! oc artist draws non ocs bcuz I LOVE LMK#okay enough rambling bye#lego monkie kid#lego monkey kid fanart
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I love this comic so much. I am also... so... so gay for Riette. AND WOW!!! A big picture of MANY little guys :D
Bonus Pictures under cut because uh Riette??? RIETTE
#little guys#tsctir#the s classes that i raised#I rly should tag all of these with little guys#i'll fix that later
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the first time, a second time around: chapter five
It is very…difficult, to tread in these moments. Often it’s advised, for the sake of not having a Conversation, which would distract from the case, to ignore them completely. It would be the wisest decision. Sherlock is smart, but he cannot claim to be wise. “And your way?” he asked. John blinks at him. “Do you cling or do you…move on?” Which is to say How long did it take you to move out? Did you do it because it was time? Because it was too much? How often did you think of me? I like to think you thought of me often. I like to think you left with the intention of coming back. But that’s just thinking. Not practical to reality. You can make it real.
this chapter is full of wonderful things like: almond croissants, grief, cancer, deceptive cigarettes, more grief, symptoms of living, chronic masturbators, tigers, and more grief
#my fic#bbc sherlock fic#johnlock fic#i rly should wait to post this until i have chapter 6 done so i've got buffer room buuuuuuutttt. can't be bothered#edit: link disappeared. fixed it
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just had the most insane 1h 30min moment w this maintenance worker. i wanna move somewhere far away where no one knows me.. SIGHHHH
#he came to my apartment to renew my door + window weatherstrips or whatever#and he starts out w 'you know i had many clients today but i came here first and foremost..#'i was once in love with your mother you know? so youre important to me too'#i remember seeing him maybe ONCE when i was young.#then he starts pointing out all the stuff he could fix and starts talking like 'ill come by tomorrow. and then next week'.#'ill install a new lamp for you i have a few.. you can choose whichever you like.. ill also paint that doorframe for you it seems old'#KILLING MYSELF LEAVE ME ALONE ?#also he would make so many.. comments...#like 'has a guy ever kneeled like this for you? ;) haha just kidding you should say no when they do'#im rly running out of fake laughs here#all i want is to be left alone in my apartment and YET. should not be this hard but it is#shion.txt
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fourth year running of my kaneda shotaro costume I havent even added a single patch to the jacket since I first made it even tho every year I say I'm going to. #lazynation
#why fix what's not broke... shrugs#AND i have red climbing trousers so i can wear most of it on the walls tn.... just not the gloves i suppose but ill take them anyway#for group photos. i do have red/black shoes i got for sport climbing too but i havent broken them in so prolly wont wear them#excited for ittt. and i still have uses on a punchcard for this gym even tho i havent been for months so its basically free entry#which is great bc ive spent soooo much money the last week and now w new glasses too... 💀 my pocket has a hole burned thru it fr#not mad into halloween but i do like wearing this costume bc i get to talk abt akira to everyone who asks whether they recognise it or not#the hyperfixation trapdoor opening up...... rubs hands together devilishly etc#since im cycling there too i should ask someone to take a pic of me pretending to do the bike slide sjkdfh#ive barely climbed in the last 2 weeks what w my period etc so prolly gonna find it rly tough but ill take it easy#anyway not leaving for another 2 hours..... i should actually start mouthwashing >:)#.diaries
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having to explain to people things like. if i have to go out to do something and run errands i need to have it all mapped out and planned w like. at least a week in advance. and if i go out that day i cannot do anything else because That will be it. if i have multiple commitments that cannot be put on the same day i need one full day in between those commitments so i can rest and be recharged for that next thing otherwise i might have a breakdown in the middle of the street (again) and then That will render me unable to function for like a whole three days. and then people look at me like i choose to live like this?
#txt#audhd tag#just venting a little#its crazy because ppl around me are like I understand your limitations However why dont you-#So you dont understand my limitations?#like okay yeah i understand that it must be Weird for people that are not Inside my brain and hard to understand that i PHYSICALLY CANNOT>#do things that they dont even think about. alright! but to sit and tell me Yeah we get it! but then try to either fix it or >#> come up w a New Incredible Way To Fix Me as if half of what i talk abt w my therapist isnt Exactly This#like yeah i dont fucking like it either. i wish i could do shit like other ppl do. i wish i could remember things.#i wish i didnt feel exhausted all the time i wish simply leaving my bed wasnt the most difficult task every single morning#but it pisses me OFF when people try to talk me through these Limitations i have that They Understand<3 like. can you be accommodating or no#one of my closest friends and oldest friends since i was like 5 had her bday on friday and she ljterally messaged me like#Hi we r having something w my family but theyre rly loud and extremist on the right wing side and i barely wanna be here u dont have 2 come>#> but i wanted to invite u anyway so u dont think ur being left out! and i was like Yayy nice thank u bc lbr i probably wouldnt go anyway.#and she KNOWS that. and she literally was talking to me like she alwahs does and That felt accommodating and understanding and i felt loved#cut to my mom last night trying to make me feel guilty for not going because Shes my friend and i should have gone anyway.#i told her off and she backtracked but thats still innmy head like. that shit is so irritating#okay sorry vent over im just aboht to get my period so this is making me sick#want to yell into the void and forget about it. Hits post
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i’m so like. cannot handle the taste of my own medicine as a chronic non replier bc cancer bestie wasn’t rly active in the group chat for the past week and we met up over the weekend and i was like 🥺 do you not like us anymore. and obviously she said she’d just been busy and now she replies to everything so quickly it feels like she’s making a point out of it and like 1) i love her sm 2) i HOPE people don’t care enough to be upset when i do this bc SHIT….
#feels BAD let me tell you !!!#i do always live life w the premise that no one rly gives a shit abt me which isn’t in like a self deprecating way it’s just left over from#my bad times but. hmmmmmmm maybe i should fix that#bc now it feels like im just justifying being kind of an asshole 🤨 food for thought for sure
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one thing about me is if i find it funny i will fully commit to a bit idc
#like one irl friend will do it with me but she has the same kind of brainrot lowkey but also i like reactions sometimes so ill just commit#thats on being ignored as a kid unless i was being over the top n then still ignored sometimes#i just think reactions r amusing it doesnt always have to be the one i want either as long as i get one bc ill get the one i want eventually#....im mentally ill n will not b fixing it <3#remembering watching a streamer talk about how she does bits at bars just to see reactions n dad was like weird thats psycho behavior n#i was like ....no it makes perfect sense she does that its strangers so they give the best reactions if u get them 2 react#ive said some unhinged shit knowing someone was listening just so see them react my fav was turning being touched as a kid into a rly bad#joke n i got a reaction bc i committed....i should not have committed but it was funny or the time i was like whats the worst thing#that happens if we go to the park at night rn what i get assaulted again 2day? once that one made someone walk away from us which was wanted#i wasnt having a good day clearly n didnt have a good like 3 months after
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I'll have to go back and tweak a few things here and there, but Summer and Eva have joined the OC doll party!
Also I made work clothes for the Poelstras :3
Used this pattern for the dolls themselves (as always), this one for the eyes, and these other ones for the hair and some of the clothes
#my art#crochet#my ocs#summer poelstra#eva coulton#dolls#any clothes that aren't in those patterns i just winged myself#mostly based on those patterns lol#i'm gonna fix eva's dress eventually#and maybe redo summer's hair bc it isn't as wavy as it should be#i didn't rly notice that until i stood her upright for the photos lol oops#i'm still proud i love my kids
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It took me, ugh, MONTHS (2), to get to cleaning the two shrimp tanks I have... I had IRL issues going on that would have made it extremely difficult to do a water change especially while injured, and I just had to keep putting it off. It's just shrimp, so it wasn't like, the worst situation, especially since I have established plants and the tanks are a couple years old. There was just a lot of algae build-up on the glass, and, well... Let me just say it was not contributing to my mental health and well-being while the tanks were in that state.
I tested the water before I started cleaning and the parameters were fine (like, I could have left the tanks even longer if I would be okay with selling my soul to the Algae Collective), and the plants and shrimp look fine, too (I mean, I've obviously been keeping an eye on the tanks bc I sit right next to them). Actually, I'd wager to say that the plants are looking really great (the lilies haven't died off [yet? This is the longest period of time I've seen them stay... foliage... fol... foliated? Idk.] and the cryptocoryne in the 10gal is fucking huge and needs to be rearranged, just not right now). That fucking algae was a motherfucker to get off the 10gal (it's a plastic tank and I think that makes the algae grip harder than the glass 5gal).
[Also, fyi, depending on the tank's needs and stability, recommended water changes are a small one every week or every other week. My parameters don't seem to do anything dramatic, so I usually aim for a 20-30% water change every third week (just depends on how much vacuuming needs to be done and how cooperative the shrimp are with moving aside). So 2 months is still a lot. I still did the normal 30% ish amount, since doing more will risk the shrimp's well-being if there's a sudden change in everything, and my water parameters indicated a change was unnecessary - but I don't test for more than the minimum freshwater tests, so there could be a buildup of some mineral I'm not testing for, which is why the change IS actually necessary regardless of what my test kit says - because these tanks were evaporating a lot in summer, it condenses the minerals added with each water addition, even tho I usually top up with R.O. water.]
My back is fucking killing me lol. It has been killing me since spring when it 'went out' for the first time, and I'm not getting any relief, it sucks. But this had to be done.
The 5gal is looking pretty cloudy still, since the filter was super gunked up and I accidentally spilled gunk back in, so I may need to retest the 5gal parameters tomorrow just to make sure I don't have to do another water change, but it'll probably be fine, right? Shrimp love mulm and detritus. I did give both tanks a big ole algae tab for their trouble, tho. (I need a fuckening dish for the big tank. I really wanna clean off that white quartz rock again, but being white means it's an algae magnet, and it's just gonna go green again after a month or two.)
Anyway, shrimp tax:
I lov thees widdle oange bebies.
Wish I could take better pictures rn, but I am. Like. Dying. My recommendation: never live in an A-frame style room if you have the option. The wall above my tanks is slanted, and NOT fun for my back to bend underneath the wall for maintenance. (My only flat wall in the room is for my TV/PC.) Also, treat your back nicely, in general. I unfortunately have not had the option to treat my back nicely since spring (fall now), because 'when it rains it pours,' and heavy shit that needs to be moved will not move itself. Once I get a few more things in my room in order, I will hopefully be done with the IRL chaos, bc I have Halloween socks to knit, and I'm not putting that off for another year. (I'm still mad that I couldn't make the ones I planned last year. And I found more Halloween yarn I forgot I bought, so I'm gonna try to make multiple socks.) And I just really need to fucking chill and knit and stop having panic attacks and meltdowns.
#me earlier today: oh i should bleach my hair since i havent been able to shower for 2 days it wont damage it as much#me now: i dont know if i can even stand long enough to shower after this#anyway im gonna try to eat something and then shower and pass tf out.#maybe i shouldve taken a before picture to show how much i did...#...but i do Not want to remember 'that one time i didnt do a water change for 2 months' the algae was gross lol i couldnt even get it all#but honestly idc ab the back wall having algae as long as the front and most of the sides are clear#seriously the algae was textured like sandpaper tho. does algae do pearling? if it does then its calcium buildup too#edit while typing bc i looked it up. yes algae pearls. so the bubbles it was making were drying enough to cause calcium deposits#oH also lmao i found the tiniest pinch of hornwort left in the 10gal. idk why the hornwort doesnt like that tank but its hilarious that...#...that one little fingernail sized piece is still alive floating in there. i stuck it next to the lily but the shrimp will prob dislodge it#the hornwort in the 5gal is just freefloating i cant get that shit to stick#the shrimp love that stuff and they look like little birds in a pine tree#im in so much pain im procrastinating food lmao 'order pizza' crossed my mind but my jaw wont let me eat pizza so fml#anyway. just wanted to show an accomplishment even if its not a praise worthy one since i didnt go the extra 10 miles to water change sooner#awwww tho i love seeing them glide around the tank and now i can see them clearly its so chill#shrimp#aquariums#crustaceans#bugs#Cori.exe#Post.exe#Image.exe#also my therapist started cracking up this morning when i said like 'i can finally rest now tht i dont have a Saw trap bathroom to navigate'#seriously tho it was bad and then another issue in the bathroom came up 2 days ago but theyre both fixed now. my br is normal now.#im not normal tho (normal for myself i mean) and unfortunately thats not gonna be an easy fix but im trying#man can i ever make a post where i dont type a million words lmao. inability to focus and then i start typing more stuff#oh ab the hair bleach man my roots are so dark i just trimmed off the last of the bleach from last time so i got 2tone hair rn#idk when ill get to that. dependsnon my back. i already wasnt in a great state of being when i did the aquariums but i needed to clean them#ok i rly need to try n make food and shower before i start growing algae on myself
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Mental health shit is kicking my ass but at least I have my silly guys
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc art#oc#my birthday is in a few days btw wish me luck#I’m trying to be excited best I can but yknow#I’m hoping that my friends and family do a good job at distracting me from the horrors for all that#which I’m sure they will they do a great job at keeping me from losing my shit on days like that#we’re going to eat good food and play games and it’s going to be fun and I’ll be happy#just need to hold out and not freak out too much in the meantime lol#but yeah I’ve been considering tweaking a couple of the staliens antennae recently#hence the mason#but I’m not sure if I’ll commit#most of the cast has fairly distinct antennae from eachother with mason being the main problem child to me#if I was willing to draw more detailed antennae then I’d go absolutely ham with everyone’s antennae but I’m not so#I’m mostly thinking abt this because I drew odile as a stalien a few days ago and gave her some fancy antennae#in my minds eye her antennae are Huge and she uses the to help read carved languages#the actual main stalien cast have very normal not noteworthy antennae except for sorta beats but having two pairs isn’t even that uncommon#but admittedly I am half tempted to try giving one of them huge antennae simply because it’d be fun to draw#but none of them rly fit the bill for that except maybe butter but they already have long ass ears they don’t need both#I should rly go fill out everyone’s toyhouse bios at some point I did like two or three a few weeks ago then gave up#and I didn’t even do any of the staliens I think I just did aris and sier#I also need to fix their mini playlists I have on their profiles but that can wait#anyways I now need to do some fun 2 am cleaning I was supposed to do hours ago#I got distracted drawing
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