#they may not be my ultimate blorbos from this game but I love them SO much

[ballads-of-breeze]

That 4dango comic of Collei and Cyno on the way to Tighnari from Mondstadt will live rent-free in my brain forever and always

[weeb-polls-with-pip]

Autistic Anime Boys Tournament Bracket

Heeey guys! It’s finally time for our next tournament! Get ready to pit all your favorite autistic anime* boys against one another~ 😈😈😈 The same rules as the autistic anime girls poll apply here, but I will reiterate them below.

*Note: I understand that the term ‘anime’ does not, semantically, apply to every character that I will allow into the poll—I am simply using the term in a general manner, because it is quick to say and widely recognized. Characters from print media (i.e. manga, manhwa, manhua), ‘anime-style’ webcomics and games/visual novels, and from non-Japanese East Asian animation like donghua and hanguk aeni are welcome as well.

No western media, unless the characters are deliberately designed in an 'anime-style’ (ex: in the past, I have allowed characters from things like DDLC). It can't be a temporary or one-off gag style-change either. It must be the series' regular artstyle. Judging this will be my subjective opinion, but I am going to be excluding animation that stylistically toes the line (sorry AtLA and VLD fans).

Don't submit Shigeo Kageyama from Mob Psycho 100. His autism swag is too powerful and iconic, so I've decided he will be the mascot of this tourney. The winner of the poll will be rewarded with a special exhibition match against Mob. 👍👍

The characters do not need to be canonically autistic. Headcanons are perfectly fine.

You can submit as many characters as you like, but do not submit the same character multiple times.

Submit characters through the designated Google form. Any sent through asks/messages/any other means will be ignored and you’ll be kindly redirected to the form. Just keeps things more organized this way.

Don't be a dick if your fav loses. Please. Let's all be civil here and have a good time. Doing tumblr polls is entirely for fun!

Definitely send propaganda for the contestants! I love hearing people infodump about their favs.

This time around, I will not make submitting propaganda a requirement on the form, but it does significantly increase your character’s chances of getting into the bracket.

I will attempt to be more selective for this poll, to avoid an enormous bracket like last time (I just have a tendency to get attached to submissions and can’t help but let in as many as I can 😅), but I won’t officially decide on the number of competitors until after submissions close.

Good luck! May the best boy win!

SUBMISSIONS OPEN NOV. 28TH – JAN. 2ND

Tagging other poll blogs below the cut.

@ultimate-anime-tournament @pinkhairswagtourney @canonmisogynyvictimstournament @gayelderstourney @generic-anime-boy-bracket @fuckablemeowmeowbattle @moon-swag-tourney @animemusicbrackets @best-transgender-character @bisexualdivorceebattle @irritable-bowel-showdown @gentle-giant-swag @transandautisticswagcompetition @transgenderswagincartoons @victimsofyaoipoll @tummy-troubles-tourney @chuunibyou-showdown @ocd-character-polls @tournament-winners-tournament @found-family-tournament @christ-figure-bracket @headachebattle @rock-swag-tournament @bestshipsmackdown @queerprotagonistshowdown @titular-twins-tournament @character-of-all-time @white-boy-bracket @ultimate-poll-tournament @autismswagsummit @transgenderautisticbracket @fuckable-old-man-battle @beefy-babe-showdown @cringefaillosersummit @homoerotic-shonen-rival-showdown @autisticgirliesbracket @emoboybattle @miku-figures-tournament @best-book-siblings @toxicoldmenyaoi @serialadoptersbracket @actually-insane-blorbo-bracket @gaslightgatekeepgirlbosscombat @characterswithgodsnamesbattle @most-tragic-character-tournament @toxicyuribracket @big-brother-battle-bracket @toxic-yaoi-tournament @gayest-classiclit @foreheadfaceoff @annoyingblondebracket @badass-queer-couples-battle @yuribracket @blond-jerk-tourney

[eldritch-elrics]

ok continuing from my tags on the "what does your blorbo think of gay sex" poll. here's what i'm thinking about wrt james sunderland. it's my blog so i can put whatever i want on here so i'm just going to talk about this now.

first of all i've only played sh1&2, so if james turns up in other games i may change my opinion... well anyway

so normally when i think about characters i like, i default to them being bi because that is fun, but in the case of james, i think he is straight. i don't think this is something he's thought much about, because he is not a guy who thinks much about his sexuality. all that shit is repressed as hell. we know this. moving on

all that being said, i don't think james would be actively opposed to the idea of gay sex. it's just not something he would consider at all, under normal circumstances (/even if he didn't have a wife). james is, however, absolutely not in normal circumstances by the time we meet him. does this mean there is a plausible scenario involving james and gay sex?

you may have guessed where i'm going with this. the real question is: could pyramid head represent repressed homosexuality? (well, bisexuality?) pyramid head sure is juggling a bunch of symbolism, and ymmv on the specifics of that symbolism, beyond the obvious (that he represents the judgement & punishment james feels he deserves). it's pretty easy to argue that he also represents james's repressed sexuality as a whole (given the mannequin cutscene, the symbolic penetration of maria, you know what i mean). in both of these instances, he's also trying to cut away distractions so that james can get to his goal & to his final realization with clearer eyes. why does he do that in such a sexually charged way, though? uh... idk. let's see if i come up with an answer by the end of this post

you've also got the "is pyramid head meant to be sexy" question. well... he is definitely a muscular guy. his particular design on the ps2 version makes it kind of difficult to tell where his clothes and skin begin & end. i would argue this makes him less an object of desire and moreso something like a sexual rival for james. like - this sort of sexual hypermasculinity that james sees himself as distant from or weaker than. maybe he represents james's fear that his own instincts and his own wants from his relationships (not necessarily sexual wants) are ultimately predatory or harmful for the people he loves. (yay i did come up with an answer!) (also bookmarking this thought as i want to expand on it in another, better post)

coming back to the central (?) question of this essay (??). could james fuck pyramid head? is there enough thematic precedent for it? if he did... under what circumstances would that even make sense? it feels pretty clear to me that this would have to be an extension of a sex-as-punishment complex - james manifests pyramid head (sexual edition) to put him (james) in his place / establish dominance over him, thus validating his own feelings of weakness/helplessness and lack of control over things that happen in his relationships.

if pyramid head's whole goal is to get james to recognize his guilt about mary, though... i'm not sure. it feels like james would go into this whole thing as a distraction (but in a different way than how maria is a distraction - i legitimately do not think james would view sex with pyramid head as "real sex" ie. something that would count as cheating on mary). pyramid head, though... i think there's something to be said about the raw and tactile nature of sex. it could be kinda like their first fight: they rough each other up, and then PH leaves. PH would refuse to be anything permanent, and just leave james with lots of questions about what the hell he's doing here.

idk. many questions. it's very late and idk how much sense this makes. maybe i'll write a fanfic about this or something lmao

[wouldyousmoochthatblorbo]

DAN HIBIKI FROM STREET FIGHTER

Anything to say to sway the voters?: “he has gone through so much trauma. his father died (canon is VERY ambiguous on this) anywhere from the ages of 4-10 IN FRONT OF HIM IN A VERY BLOODY WAY, and then being told by the dojo he wanted to learn from that he was ontologically evil for having dark intrusive thoughts about killing his father's murderer. he is very much affected by this to the point he struggles to improve his fighting style because he is so deeply traumatized, yet he continues to smile, be positive, and improve bit by bit because he doesn't want to be defined by his trauma solely. he hates seaweed but wants to eat it because he thinks it'll make his hair thicker. he hates vain men. handsome guys are his enemy (because he has crushes on them). he is very much implied bisexual: he has obvious crushes on female characters such as juri han in the shop descriptions and mai shiranui in snk vs capcom, where his characterization is fairly accurate to his street fighter alpha 3 and street fighter v characterizations, he has a Homoerotic Bond with blanka and legitimately seems to have a crush on guy, and has a crush on the very obviously nonbinary robot seth. he respects diversity, and we love a woke quing. yes, i said quing, because he has multiple lines throughout the street fighter series, and elements to his character, that suggest he is nonbinary in some way. he calls himself "the ultimate bijin", bijin being a gender neutral word for a beautiful person, in the japanese version of a shop quote where he outright says he'd look hot as a woman. he wears chinese schoolgirl uniforms and stockings. he knows six entire languages. he's based physically off of two cisgender men but his personality and mannerisms come from an 18-20 year old girl that he (at the time being 23 and her being 20) has ship tease with in crossover games. he's a thilf in spirit, and he's raising his 10-15 years younger sister that in my theory could've been his biological daughter through some sort of means. he taunt a canon character how to speak english, japanese, and thai again. he runs a failing dojo (we love a failenby quing). he doesn't know how to pay his electrical bills. he's ambiguously level 2 autistic and ambiguously bpd and ocd with all the major symptoms of cptsd. he's schrodinger's fat/fatbait (fat in clothes, weirdly muscular despite the dialogue that suggest otherwise shirtless). he offered to tutor a teenage girl in his fighting style simply so he could get more students and look cool to others but now she's his best friend and he's afraid of her abandoning him. he taught blanka how to be a man. he repeatedly performs good acts of kindness simply so he can stave off his intrusive thoughts that he's ontologically evil and to make his father proud. there's so much more i could say about him but he is a character of all time.”

[velvet-midnight]

Favorite New Watches of 2024 tag game - tagged by @muskegmaenad to shout out the 10 movies that gave me feelings and blorbos, but I must say, of the movies I watched, I really only have 8 for this list, so according to my googledoc, here we go:

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1. Copacabana - I started off 2024 strong by revisiting the made for tv movie I was obsessed with as a child because I was raised by multiple women with the fangirl gene, one of whom was in the Manilow Mavens when it was just, like, a mailing list. Anyway, one of my favorite of his songs because it's got sex, murder and bongos, and while I'm not sure a full length feature needed to be made to extend out the narrative, it allowed him to make more bangers and be absolutely adorable in the role of Tony. (This may not technically count as a new watch, but I hadn't seen it in 20+ years so it felt new)

2. The Beekeeper - my husband and I love ridiculous action movies and, after the most depressing first 10 minutes of a movie I have seen in a long time, this delivers an impressive amount of Jason Statham being Jason Statham. The first 10 minutes are only setup and you can follow along without them, honestly. We quote parts of it to this day, having only seen it the once.

3. Strange Way of Life - ahhhhhhhhh Pedro Pascal and Ethan Hawke as gay ex-lover cowboys. I am not merely shallow, however. It is a very beautiful and striking film and I do love a third act turn, even if it happens in 20 minutes.

4. Twisters - look, I grew up loving the original and my mom got to see it in theaters. So, when a month after her surgery last summer, Twisters hit the drive-ins (probably because it's a fun summer flick, but probably a little bit because people would be drawn to it for the irony of the drive ins bit in the original), we decided to take her. It's not as good as the original, but boy is that a good core memory for me to have.

5. Duel - a sort of silly one that I mosty watched for an actor crush, but where I went in expecting a demon-truck angle, I was just as frustrated and stressed out as the character with the personal-vendetta story. Ultimately, a sweaty kind of story that is interested in what paranoia and constant vigilance do to someone, which gave me a much more intimate/internal movie than I was expecting.

6. Men - holy shit, this movie fucked me up and I didn't even watch the visceral ending. The tunnel scene, the naked man outside the house in broad daylight, the hand in the letterbox sequence, and the vicar? I stopped it a handful of times and almost didn't go back to it, up until I made the choice not to. I'm not sure I loved it, but I sure couldn't stop thinking about it for the entire month of October.

7. Le Vourdalak - highly recommend watching this with someone, as you can joke together to try to ward off the dread and unsettling feelings. Best parts - Szendka and the puppet. Grossest/most horror-y parts - the CHEWING NOISE JESUS and the entire mindfuck of the last act (that I totally called).

8. Exhuma - two movies in one and both tell amazing stories. The cast deserves all the praise they received, from the ritual scene to the possession sequence, and my god, the visuals!! I was wholly unprepared for the second layer of the story, as the first one was chewy enough, but when you're telling stories about the trauma of a whole history of colonization, it never starts or stops with just one time. Daring and beautiful and intense.

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Movies I watched that don't deserve a place on this list, but I still want to talk about anyway, so let's get this list to 10 by cheating:

9. I Know What You Did Last Summer & I Still Know... - the first one was dumb fun and the second one was just dumb. Watch these with a friend and a drink.

10. The Jack Hunter trilogy - a B-minus rate Indiana Jones ripoff starring Myka from Warehouse 13 a couple years before that (and I say starring because she is the more interesting character, screw Jack). The budget was clearly allocated more for location shoots than writing, but they're fun and silly and the end culminates in a Mount Doom moment with literal lava and an eclipse confounding the bad guy's plot. It's a lot.

[notbeyondbirthday]

1, 2, and 21 for Beyond!

Hiii Isa!!! Thank you for the ask! 🥰

1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

He has everything. Obsession. Vengeance. Trauma. He's doomed by the narrative. He's a freak. He's a fake. He's a funhouse mirror for the most beloved blorbo in this fandom. His very existence raises so many questions about L, the successors, Watari and Wammy's House and I'd go as far as to say his existence gives them all dimension. The destructive nature of Mello's rivalry with Near is the first implication we get that the existence of Wammy's House as an institution and by extension, Watari and L, may not be an unequivocally good thing after all. There are risks and consequences. Beyond Birthday takes that implication and makes it an observable fact and from there the possibilities are endless.

Death Note does not address Watari's motivations or ethics nor the ethics or efficacy of someone like L having the incredible unilateral power and influence that he does, which is a shame because it's such an interesting angle to approach the story from.

I have seen people say they don't like the addition of Wammy's House or dislike what the LABB adds to the story if you don't just handwave it as a spinoff. I get that. Wammy's House is about as unrealistic a concept as the existence of L himself so it can feel superfluous. For me, the LABB makes the mythos surrounding L more believable. Are we meant to believe all was well in the creation of this superhero figure? I can't, so the LABB makes sense in that regard...it represents the collateral damage of such an unrealistic endeavor. It's too much power and too large of a burden to rest on any single person. However, if you're invested in a particular characterization of L, Watari, the successors and their relationships or upbringing before reading the LABB (especially if those characterizations are on the wholesome side), the LABB might fly in the face of all that. (Though, if they went through with making Mello and Near L's KIDS instead I would've fucking hated that. He would NOT DO THAT.) Anyway, it is ultimately a spinoff so people are welcome to dismiss it on those grounds. If I'm being completely honest though, the LABB is what gives the successor side of the story the depth and stakes that make it truly compelling for me. I LOVE the successors in the main material but we just don't get enough of them! The LABB gives them more context even if I refuse to accept Mello's goofy ass narrative voice in the novel (I just don't think he talks like that, but. Hey. Maybe he does. Mello understanders weigh in!) Anyway sorry this got so long and off topic, my point is that I love everything about him but what I love most of all is that he's an entire story in and of himself. If he exists every character he's even tangentially related to gets another dimension, a fucked up dimension and I'm into that shit.

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

Beyond Birthday represents extremes to me. Obsession, imitation, competition - he takes everything farther than anyone else, too far, in pursuit of his goals. He wipes down his crime scenes to the lightbulb sockets. When he decides to challenge L, he's not even interested in living to see the fruits of his labor. His selfhood, his body, his life are reduced to tools he uses to undermine L, and he views Naomi Misora the same way. You can see this in how he speaks about her as Beyond Birthday, rather than Rue Ryuzaki:

I don't think this is just him underestimating Naomi, I think this is him being so obsessed with L and their 'game' that he reduces everyone and everything to their role in that construct. His victims and himself included. Besides that, we see an incredible amount of self-awareness here. He understands the impression he makes as Rue (a freak), he actively curates his mannerisms (down to his laugh) and flat out tells us how detached he is from his own ego when he says: "There are things I must do before B can surpass L." With this context it's not hard to understand how he successfully convinced the families of his victims to hire him to solve their murders. Rue Ryuzaki is just another piece in this game and arguably, so is B...and they can and will be changed and discarded as the game requires. We see the man rifle through an underwear drawer, crawl around the floor, and listen in on someone in the bathroom...there is no shame, no limit, nothing that deters him from his goal, even his own self-destruction. B truly is an extreme freak, even pretending to be an extreme freak to that extent makes him an extreme freak in and of itself, and that's my favorite canon thing about him.

21. If you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for this character? What's something you don't like?

Oh man, I LOVE writing dialogue for B...my characterization of him is dramatic and provocative and often verbose. He is here to get a reaction out of you, full stop. I think that's why I enjoy roleplaying with him, there is so much joy in forcing other writers to put up with him always trying to fuck with everyone. I love coming up with elaborate schemes for him to try and pull off for the same reason - the feeling of coming up with something so harebrained that even I wish Beyond would use his cleverness for something productive is so satisfying. Additionally, getting into his head and trying to untangle and express his...fucked up, often self-contradictory reasoning, thoughts and feelings without him ever willingly opening up about any of that is a fun challenge. As far as what I don't like...well, it's mostly self-inflicted but as fun as writing B is, I also feel a lot of pressure to get it right. B will want to take charge of any given situation or dynamic; he is fearless, capricious and extreme. There is not much if anything I would past him... so I often wonder if I'm going far enough. I never want my own limitations to get in his way and I think so much and so deeply about this fucker it sometimes feels like I'll never actually be able to properly express those ideas. For example, despite all of my ranting and pondering about B's inner world, in my one published fic, On Killing, Curiosity & Cats, it's mostly L's feelings and internal monologue I am explicit about (even though I am not at all an L expert). It felt easier, or perhaps safer, to show and imply things about B rather than state them outright. Writing him feels like a delicate balancing act, especially if I'm going to publish it! Sometimes Beyond Bitchboy just feels bigger than me.

character ask game

[asoftspotforangels]

so I was tagged three times lately so I am putting it all in one post XD

from least to most difficult askfhjadkhfjkdlhaf

from @hardboiledteacozy 💝

⟡ rules : answer + tag 9 people you want to get to know better and/or catch up with!

⟡ fav color : green 💚

⟡ last song : Moment's Silence (Common Tongue) by Hozier

⟡ last movie : Barbie (I haven't seen any movie since last year lol). tv series - 1670

⟡ currently reading : I just finished I'm Glad My Mom Died by Jennette McCurdy and started 1F: Fukushima I Nuclear Power Plant Work Log by Tatsuta Kazuto

⟡ currently watching : Dungeon Meshi 🍳

⟡ currently craving : some nice juicy oranges 😔 if anyone has tips on how to choose the best oranges, let me know pls

⟡ coffee or tea : I like coffee only if it's a sweet treat (so with milk and sugar or some sugary syrup); tea, however !! 🥰 a few days ago I opened a blend I got who knows how many years ago and from where or from whom, it's green and white tea, and it's soooo gooood~

from @minnichan 💗

Rules: pick a song for each letter of your url and tag that many people. my url is too long for that lol

I have a playlist for songs I currently listen to, let's see if it's enought to complete this game… there's not a huge variety of artists tho ^^"

A - Appaloosa by Lor S - Sinktank by Inabakumori O - Overdose by Natori (hi minni!!!! I saw a cover of it in one of your asks lately!!! :3) F - fanfiction by Lor (yes, that's a lyrics video on their official channel xd) T - Tail by Sunmi (when will she come back to Poland TT__TT) S - Sweet Dream from Alien Stage by C!naH / by BL8M (I have both versions on my playlist, yeah) P - Post Shelter by Inabakumori O - Order of Silence from Genshin (ost from Cyno's demo) T - Trafalgar Square by Lor F - FightSong by Eve O - Overture from Jesus Christ Superstar 1996 R - Ruler Of My Heart from Alien Stage ( ‼ spoilers from Alien Stage here ‼ cw: blood, violence, death, panic attack) A - agaki (亜ガキ) by Ora (sometimes the background music skips between left and right side and I love it) N - Nonsense Bungaku by Eve G - A Gentleman's Fantasy from Honkai Star Rail (amazing boss theme!!) E - Ezra Was Right by Grandbrothers (this one starts quite slowly, if you're impatient you can start at 3:15 xD) L - Lagtrain by Inabakumori S - $hrek 2 by Lor (cw: guys without shirts fighting at school)

Lor is a Polish band that I recommend with my whole heart :3

many Eve's MVs are like short animes, I love them so so much

the whole Alien Stage is quite short, because it's basically made of music videos and there's less than 10 rn (here's a playlist for anyone interested) (but it can be quite triggering sometimes)

fuck gachas and their gambling, but genshin and star rail have amazing music

here's a very fun fact: I started listening to Eve and Inabakumori last year on April 17 and May 4 respectively, so about a year ago!!

from @dangerliesbeforeyou 💖

list 5 topics i can talk on for an hour without preparing any material

this one's difficult!!!! because I can endlessly talk about my fandoms and blorbos........only. I don't feel knowledgeable on anything specific, but I could, however, ramble on about my interests

I'm back to that Stardew Valley Grind™ rn so I could talk a lot about my farm. my first farm. year three, winter, and it's probably the ugliest farm you've ever seen. and. and also. my cyhaino sdv au brainrot. 😳

genshin, especially my ultimate blorbo Alhaitham 🌱 idk, I just like this guy, I saw first leaks and I was like 👉 this guy. this is my dude.

my babeys blue lions from fire emblem 3 houses 😭 I chose them in my first playthrough and I still do NOT care about anyone else (that's an exaggeration, I care about others, but... not as much... 😔) also, Sylvain is there and flirty red guys are my ultimate weakness. I know he can, just, switch to your house if you're playing female Byleth (lol), but I don't want to separate him from his friends 😭 they're all traumatised and need hugs

painting and drawing! lately I fell back in love in traditional art and I picked up acrylic painting, and I'm watching a lot of videos and learning a lot - by my own trial and error too, but it's fun!

various handcraft I learned - embroidery, crocheting, knitting, punch needle, sewing - and stuff I created. I don't do all these all the time, only when I feel like it so.....irregularly lol! but I have lots of ideas and some plans, and unfinished works

tagging: @natowe @one-trash-alek @hardboiledteacozy @dangerliesbeforeyou @minnichan

@vanyafresita @giosele @shuuenka @thebrokenwriter911

tagging everyone for everything, do whichever you want or nothing at all, no pressure ✨

(but I love reading other people's answers :3)

pretty dividers from @cafekitsune (x)

[illumiera]

9, 23, & 24 :3

✒️ ask game ✒️

oh, thank you so much for the ask! i love these questions... 💖

9. do you comment on stories you read?

yes! if i read a fic and enjoy it, i try to always remember to leave a kudos and a comment, no matter how long it is (though my favourites to leave are the "hundreds of words long, pulling excerpts from the text and reacting to them" sort). not only do i know well how incredibly motivating feedback can be, but it's also fun to get to squeal with an author about something they spent days, weeks, or months on and know that you might have made their whole day in the process!

23. best writing advice for other writers?

HM, LET ME THINK... honestly, this will sound cliche, but the best advice i can give is: love what you're doing and love the story you're telling. there may well be days where the words just aren't coming out, where you don't write anything at all, where what you do manage to write feels frustratingly not quite right, where you might find yourself doubting your skills or if your blorbos are acting in-character or whether your work is good enough—but ultimately, the story is yours. no matter how much there is of it, whether you've got pages and pages down already or whether it's just an idea you're rotating in the great microwave of your mind, it's yours, a thing you made from scratch with love and creativity. that's something truly precious, isn't it?

24. worst writing advice anyone ever gave you?

this isn't actually writing advice i've received (i can't actually think of any bad writing advice i've personally been given!), but it's writing advice i've seen, and that's ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING TO DO WITH MARY SUES. i remember when people used to be pretty darn mean about characters (OCs especially) perceived as mary sues, and because of that, it took years for me to say "to hell with it, i just wANNA HAVE FUN" and make an OC of my own even though i know my younger self would have had such a blast with it!

[softichill]

hey did you know new homestar runner toon? Like today? One day before valentimes? Guess they aren't celebrating homestar and Marzipan getting together officially, huh? With how many breakups they had it seems a shame. Still it's nice for the aromantic people they decided to do what they did. Also got a new PC! I may have named it something NSFW because I thought that they'd tell me no... They didn't and now I am filled with regret. Let that be a lesson to you. Life's fun and games until you have to look a tech guy in the eyes eventually when the compy breaks. Reminds me of that tech support call where a little old lady was told she could shotgun her PC and the thing would still work. She called them after it stopped working from a shotgun to the head. To quote a legend: " Your computer's in a better place Strong Bad. Or rather, it's in the same place but it has a big hole through it!" Wigglecore by Floor Baba. The song is so good I may or may not have gone "Nooo!" In front of a coworker and had to say I wanted more Wigglecore.

Dang!! Always a delight to hear Homestar is still around. Also my sympathies towards your computer LMAO

TRNDSTTER Lucian remix! The ultimate Animated Music Video song. Idk if it's still a popular song to torture blorbos over but I still love it

[toschiworlds]

5 comfort characters & 5 tags

Thank you so much for tagging me @sonderlativ​

I put this under a cut because it ended up being a litter longer and I don't want to just put a wall of a post on someone’s dash. So, in no particular order, my comfort characters are:

Nero (Devil May Cry)

It was a head to head race to the finish line between Nero and Vergil but I ultimately picked Nero simply because I can relate to him more. Absent fathers, not a whole lot of friends growing up, more or less ignored/disliked by most people around you, wacky uncles. I just like him a lot. And if I keep talking, I might dive into some very personal stuff that I’m not necessarily comfortable discussing openly.

Princess Zelda (Breath of the Wild, Tears of the Kingdom)

*quick disclaimer: I won’t mention anything about TotK here because it’s only been out for little over a week and I don’t want to spoil anything for people who haven’t completed the game yet*

Boy, where do I even start? Zelda spends the majority of her childhood and teenage years under extreme pressure to awaken her bloodline’s abilities and while she understands that it’s important, she just wants to study the ancient Sheikah tech. She wants to do what makes her happy but can’t because the entire world depends on her. Which leaves her severly stressed and if that isn’t a mood and a half I don’t what is. Wanting to do something you love but not being able to. While this is not my favourite incarnation of the character (that honour goes to Skyward Sword Zelda), she is definitely the one I understand the best in terms of stress and heavy expectations.

Erik (Dragon Quest 11)

Words cannot express how much I love Erik. He’s literally the best character in the entire game. His arc is amazing and heartbreaking. He is there from almost the beginning and stands with the main character without question, leaving behind his life of crime for not entirely altruistic reasons at first but staying because he really does want to help. I love how he rolls with the punches, looks at all the weirdness of a JRPG and goes ‘this is so weird, you know that? But we’re doing it anyway’. And he is a real doofus at some points. 

(I also happen to ship him with the MC).

Natural Harmonia Gropius (Pokémon Black/White, Black2/White2)

Ok, here we are. My OG blorbo. The one I’ve had for far longer than the others. This man has been living in my head rent free ever since I first played Gen 5. At the core of his being, N just wants to do good and help pokémon, protect them from abuse but the man who raised him just uses him for his own gains and made him think that all pokémon who are not living in the wilds away from humans are being mistreated. Over the course of the first game, he begins to understand that this might not be as true as he thought it was through his friendship/rivalry with the player character and seeing how much their team loves them. Then years later, N is able to stand up to his father and not only saves the new protagonist from being killed but also helps to end Team Plasma’s plans for good (more or less anyway, his arrival did enable part of the climatic battle). Also, he can literally talk to pokémon and understand them. I just adore his development over the games so much.

And last but not least, I’m gonna cheat a little and include an OC of mine because you can’t stop me

Morgan Julian Hale (D&D, and so many other things at this point)

Morgan started out as my very first dnd character and has since then cemented himself as a personal favourite, having been put into a lot of my favourite worlds over time. When I wrote his original backstory, I didn’t realise how much a self-insert I made him. I only figured that out when a friend literally pointed it out to me. Morgan was raised by a single mother, is a social outcast and not really a people person. Give him a book and he’ll be good for the rest of the day, leave him around people and he’ll shut down faster than you can blink. The last part being incredibly funny when considering that he’s a sorcerer, a class that uses the charisma stat primarily. He’s also being hunted by a cult that wants his magical dragon blood. I don’t know what part of my psyche is represented by that and at this point I’m too afraid to ask. (Also, the picrew didn’t have an option for pointed ears but just fyi, he’s a half-elf)

Honourable mentions: obv Vergil who just barely didn’t make it, Byleth from Fire Emblem - Three Houses and Dorian Pavus from Dragon Age Inquisition.

As for tagging, @queenmuzz​ and since I don’t know anyone else well enough to feel comfortable tagging them I’m just gonna open this up to anyone who wants to jump in.

[foggysirens]

What are your favourite blorbos/ships and how did you get into them?

Ps. Hope you feel better soon :D

ohohohoh this was such a great question and ill have you know it made me so happy to walk around work just thinking about my blorbos and getting to share them 😭

im gonna put a read more because fair warning i have a lot to say ajshsjdhks

OKAY SO first off (and a surprise to no one) luke skywalker is my ultimate blorbo. my special guy. and it’s funny cause i grew up knowing of star wars, watching the movies with my older siblings, but i never really cared about it- it wasn’t until years later i even thought about watching the movies again and it was only because my sister pressured me into watching the mandalorian and i fell in love. and then i decided to rewatch the original trilogy and that was it. the movies just found me at such a perfect spot in my life to really dig into my brain and not let go- it was year two of the pandemic, i had no friend whatsoever and a day to day that just left me feeling dull, ya know? and then all of the sudden there were these old movies about hope. about being able to become more than the sum of your parts. there was luke. luke really just embodies that feeling of hope that i was so without. and i think it’s those set of circumstances and then me just being a big science fiction/space nerd in general really made luke my perfect star wars blorbo. and then add dinluke into that!!! i could go on and on about dinluke (and i have) but fundamentally i think it’s the dynamic of these two powerful people who carry these two, seemingly opposing ideals coming together and finding that they have more in common and more to offer each other than either ever thought they’d receive is just *chefs kiss*

MOVING ON TO katniss everdeen! my first and forever blorbo. i know i don’t hunger games post here a lot but thg and katniss were both really big parts of my development. the hunger games introduced me to fandom and fanfic and katniss introduced me to the mindset of never giving up. no matter when you feel like you already have, you never give up. that small acts of bravery are just as important as big ones. she inspired me to stick up for myself and feel courageous, to shoot a bow and wear my hair in a braid far too often. to look out for those i love with all i can give. i love her strength and her wit and how she is smart and so dumb and young all at the same time. and her and peeta as a couple i think just really set the standard of love to me. like after everything, all the fighting and death, they choose to live for each other. they help each other live for themselves. that you don’t have to be someone else when your with the right person. that you can be vulnerable and ask real or not real?

NEXT IN LINE is mickey milkovich from shameless. i am rotating him around in my mind CONSTANTLY. its safe to say that he was my favourite character on the show and his penchant for crime, swearing and anger really struck a chord with me. he’s a character that feels so much but is rarely given the chance to express it. he’s constantly going against the odds and trying to do what’s right. it may not be right, or legal for that matter, but it’s still what he believes. he’s a character that’s gone through so much pain and suffering and is still able to flip off the world. he gives me the confidence to say fuck you to people who are treating me poorly and smile because i know that the parts of me they judge and think are weak are the parts that make me swing back harder. he’s violent, he’s gross, he’s pathetic and he’s one tough motherfucker and shit if getting to see him get a happy ending, get to be out and to get someone who loves him as he is for all those reasons didn’t make me hope id get that one day too. (DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED OF GALLAVICH. REALLY DONT. ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW IS THEY ARE A GOD TEIR OTP AND NOBODY DOES IT LIKE THEM ALL THE OTHER SHIPS OUT THERE DONT EVEN COME CLOSE)

NOW WE HAVE nadja from what we do in the shadows! what can i say about nadja apart from the fact that she is simply, and always will be, the vibe. i am holding her in my hand and she will bite my palm and then maybe kiss me a bit. i am obsessed with her. she deserves it. but more than that!! nadja is just so unapologetically herself and her ambition and humour are unmatched, but she also has such a sweet soft side that i can’t help but just scream and cry and throw things around my room. she is also a vampire and that is so fucking cool. she’s a leader, she’s a dumbass, she’s going to rip people throats out and honestly? she’s everything i want to be when i grow up. and her and lazlo are just goals. like the speech he gives about not caring about what anyone thought about her when he married her because none of that mattered to him like she did?? dead. im dead.

AND LASTLY a newer blorbo entering the ring- jamie tartt from ted lasso! now, i will gleefully admit i hated jamie through season one and much through season two but holy shit did ted lasso pull off a redemption like nothing ive ever seen before. really and truly, i did not expect to connect with jamie as much as i did. the last season but the character growth and storylines they gave him that shed some light onto why he was the way he was and how they connected so many things in with the earlier seasons that just made you see things in an entirely different way??? like he’s still a cocky prick, but he’s a cocky prick you can’t help but love and cheer for. and the scene where he tells roy that he’s just anxious and tired all the time really fucking hit home for me, even when they did end up playing it off as a bit of a joke, i just felt that moment so deep in my bones and funny little manchester-man jamie earned himself a spot in my brain.

OKAY IM DONE NOW thank you so so much for the ask and i apologize for the behemoth that this post became but GAH i just love my blorbos!! and thank you for the well-wishes! im finally home from work and am feeling better:)

[nuri148]

Oi Nuri, como estás? 🥰

I have a request for the character game: Erwin Smith!!

I'm dying to know your opinions on him adafafsdaddad

Noooossa isso é revanche! 🤣

Lets see... What can i say about Eyebrows, a character I don’t love nor hate, but rather don’t care much about?

favorite thing about them

His ability to keep a cool head in desperate situations.

least favorite thing about them

He disappointed Levi. You don’t do that to my Blorbo. Jokes aside, he never confided in his supposed friends about his less than selfless motivations, thus missing the opportunity to let them stir him away from his selfishness. Maybe if they had discussed it over the years, the battle of Shiganshina would have played differently, perhaps he would have even gotten earned the serum.

Favorite line “If you begin to regret, you’ll dull your future decisions and let others make your choices for you”

brOTP The obvious answer seems to be Levi, but I’m not sure he had any true friends. Relations, perhaps, but I don’t see him drunk at 3 am bemoaning how he let Marie slip away while Hange and Mike pat his back. He’d seem a good friend, he would hold Nanaba’s forehead while she pukes after a night out, but if they all stopped and thought about it they wouldn’t find any instance of Erwin sharing some deep shit about himsef or his past.

OTP None. Though now that I think about it, being so driven by his ambition, Yelena or Lady Azumabito could have been good matches. Talk about crackship!

nOTP Any of the cadets. Although... see next

random headcanon I can envision a dark!Erwin scenario in which he likes to groom a young cadet and make them his pet. In my mind he’s either too prim and proper when it comes to sex (straight missionary, little foreplay, whoring ok to get a blowjob bc that’s not proper for a decent woman) or a total predator, I’ve no middle ground. (remember that scene when he whispers something to Mina Carolina? Creepy af.)

unpopular opinion IDK how much it ranks in terms of unpopularity but I think he’s not a nice person. He may have been in his youth but I think ultimately his obsession with proving his dad right ate the goodness he once had. Of course, that ruthlessness paired with his impeccable demeanor is what allowed him to get where he did. As sad as it is, it does take a monster to get shit done in the big scheme of things. At least he’s a handsome, well-mannered monster.

song i associate with them I don’t usually associate characters to songs... The Bach cello suite #1 in G  seems a nice fit though.

favorite picture of them I like "The" smile panel in the manga as it's a rare occasion in which Erwins always composed demeanor falls and reveals the real him. That said, if there’s something good to be said about Erwin is that he’s a pretty handsome guy. He gives off a very masculine vibe, and has a natural elegance about him, and which makes for great fanart out there (which I appreciate usually for the Levi attached to most of those arts LOL).

[majimaisms]

hi, im dog, im in my 20s, i use they/them pronouns. this is my rgg sideblog, i like and and follow from @oldshittydog

i write stuff and draw things and i have spent an unhealthy amount of time thinking abt majima. u will find the fruits of this labor here. i also try to be coherent when communicating my thoughts on rare occasions. i have a p comprehensive majima analysis im working on rn so stay tuned

dont reblog my posts if you're a fucking zionist or trying to drive palestinians off this website. same goes for terfs. i will block instantly. you are not tolerated here.

discussion and engagement is always encouraged. u are never being weird by replying to my posts or sending asks, etc. i love talking to people. im ultimately here to have a good time and share my love of these games and characters with others

things i will yap endlessly about:

majima gender

majima rootlessness

okinawa

how many completely unrelated characters remind me of majima

majima

listen to my playlist <3

my ranking of the games based purely on how much i enjoy them

0 > 3 > gaiden > judgment > 7 > ishin > 5 > 8 > lost judgment > dead souls > 6 > 2 > 1 > 4

characters i like

obviously im insane about majima. saejima, rikiya and hanawa are also up there. kiryu is my special babygirl. i would die for kaito and im not normal abt yagami. also see: my blorbo tier list

ships and wips

i cant talk about my main ship until im done writing the longfic for it but as far as i can tell ive invented it. so. talk about a rarepair. also im doing things to majimas gender

im v invested in yagami/kaito and im working on a few fics for them. i played judgment p recently and im in a general state of insanity about it

i enjoy kiryu/zhao a lot and im writing a couple fics exploring their relationship during and after iw

hanawa and kiryu make me insane. i also have a majima/lee fic im working on. other than that, saejima/kiryu, tsuruno/shishido, ichiban/yamai are ships i enjoy and may or may not end up writing about eventually

firmly not a kazumaji shipper. i dont see it for either of them. believe me ive tried

ill probably post a list of my wips sometime. for now this should tell u enough about me i think

[tracing-in-gold]

*slams hands on table* EMOTIONAL DAMAGE is my love language. 🤣🤣🤣

Also sorry in advance for blowing up your dash... f(^_^;)

-why Gregory/Griss: his Master's degree in Sheer Audacity and Shit Talking was a thing of beauty! I may have issues with some of FEE'S writing, but his "Your Divine Dragon's a fraud LOL >:D" had me *rolling*. One order for Alear, RAW WOUND, EXTRA SALT!

Griss's going feral when Alear tries to empathize with him by suggesting Zephia was manipulating him? Way to stab his pride back!

Even Gregory had that angry cat vibe! Mauvier tells him to go away in his A (*edit: C) support? Gregory gets all snarly bc *his* Mauvier already did that, took away his choice to save him, fuck that if he ever leaves his friend and brother again!!

Greory's Supports with Alear shows him worrying that Alear will be used! (;A;) Finally, his notebook page says "Gregory is the Older Brother type". Basically the Divine Dragon told me my instinct was right, who am I to argue with a god? Looool.

Past!Alear--->AU Lueur. My precious blorbo. *INHALES.meme*

Lueur needs siblings that can read him and speak out when shits gone down. In his Elyos, that's Gregory---> Gavril.

-YES, there are more siblings! Loved and/or loathed. >:3

- in my AU story, past!Alear--->Lueur, to clear up any confusion.

I took things about Alear and just... tilted them a little:

-Alear became a Divine Dragon through Lumera's adoption? Lueur is Lumera and Sombron's child. Yeah. >:3c Even in parallel Elyos (Para Elyos) it's a big WTF. Lumera has passed and Sombron ain't talking. Also, he chose not to have any more children after Lueur. No in-story explanation. Still a complete shitbag of a father though.

-Incessant titles! "The Divine Dragon! ❤️" (please just say Alear!)---> "Hey, Loony Lu-Lu (derogatory)". Watched the Xenologue siblings for the vibe.

-Despite being born half-Divine and half-Fell, Lueur's Fell powers came out first. The Divine Dragons called him a *defect* for that. Lumera was leaving with little Lueur to see the Eastern Dragons when they got ambushed and she died protecting him.

-Alear has friends to do Wake-up Duty? Lueur has Gavril/others to do Sleep Duty, bc Bad Things happen in Elyos when Lueur Sleeps too deeply... and when he wakes up too fast...

-Alear's afraid of Corrupted to the point of triggers? Lueur makes near flawless and *powerful* Corrupted. It's the one thing all his family agrees about for him. But when he makes more than three? Instead of having a mindless army, Lueur's mind gets lost, he's too deeply involved in the process to stay coherent or command anyone. He's useless that way. At least, if anyone cares about Lueur surviving the process afterwards...

-Also, being born to Divine Dragons but then raised as a *Fell* Dragon? (Yeah I watched FE Fates, that irony was delicious!)

- Sombron saw power in Lueur as a child but you can bet he's bitter that he took in the other side's defect. And took it out on Lueur.

-Ultimately, Sombron considers every child of his a *disappointment* in one way or another. Lueur is the only one who is both disappointment and *defect* though.

-Sombron also got kneecapped in the last war and is nursing his wounds. So his children have had run of the house Gradlon for the last 1000 years.

-To the point Lueur used to call Diamant Demir, his oldest brother, "Papa" for a few years before Sombron's visits and training. And if anyone thinks that Big Brother won't use that to his advantage...

-Divine and Fell Dragons live in uneasy but functioning diplomatic relations. Gavril's bestie on the Divine side is...Prince Nil. *cackling*

-Worship, prayer, offerings and devotion (from love or fear) have a real effect on Dragon powers in Para Elyos. I couldn't see the effect of it in-game other that social rules, so it's a little tweaked here. Cue multiple Fell cults instead of just to Sombron!

-there are Emblems, but they're used more against Dragons bc they're kind of OP already??I'm not familiar with FE as a whole, so I'm speedrunning so many FE Let's Plays on YouTube. RIP my sleep schedule 😭😭😭

-Lueur's only bright spots of happiness comes from being around regular people: helping out, protecting. As long as he doesn't use dragon powers, he's accepted by most people. He's still so very shy and stilted when it comes to people who aren't Gavril. He is loved, he just doesn't believe he's worthy of it... *quietly sobbing*

-One Divine Dragon that likes traveling and being around regular people is Lady Veyre. When she meets Lueur, they hit it off... And they're not siblings in this world! *cough Romeo and Juliet*.

AU Lueur has grown up knowing: his Divine family fears him, his Fell family consider him a potential tool for their own goals, his own powers kill others/create fear/drive *him* mad. And he's the youngest of several ambitious siblings --that's about to have a succession crisis, courtesy of Father of the Year, Sombron.

I cannot wait to crack this AU story open. The sibling dynamics alone... with power and agenda behind them too.

Except Gavril: Miss him with that shit, he's here to point and laugh. But anyone tries anything on his baby brother, he'll skin 'em alive with his teeth.

Plus, the story got so big that Rafal is one of the secondary POV characters. Who else is going to tell Alear to wait, don't trust this Lueur guy just because he's an alternate YOU, he's still a Fell Dragon that's twice the reckless curiosity and heroics are you even listening--!

There will be unfriendly fire! And maybe some Rafal whump, how well can he dodge Divine war magic while flying, for uh, reasons...? *cough*

Thank you, @elysianstars for the ask and the chat! Also everyone should check out their stories on AO3!

So hi, you mentioned that you're writing an Engage AU and I'd love to hear about it, if you want to talk about it?

Hi hi! First of all, I gotta squee over you bc I've read your FE Engage fanfics on AO3, so yay! Thank you for your awesome fics!! 🥰

So, my au? *sweating* it started with a troll thought, "What if Gregory had been born one of Alear's siblings? They would be Fell (fail) Dragons together, lol." BUT! Past!Alear deserves to have his sibling relationships! Then I thought, "it would be so fucked up bc of Sombron." BUT what if Sombron wasn't able to completely control his children the way he did in Main and Xeno Elyos?

Also, I'm satisfied with past!Alear's canon portrayal, but wanted to explore his personality and possible relationships if he had his siblings. Hence Lueur the Loony, the Loser, the *defect* (beloved), my target (with Alear) of so much pain and comfort and emotional/physical whump!

It snowballed from there. I had so much more written but my phone ate it. 🥲 I can certainly throw open the floodgates of squee in the morning, if you still have the time. Thank you for your ask!

[rozugold]

Hello friend!!

Apologies for the wait it took me to respond to you — I only just checked back in with my ao3 account and noticed your comment, and since you don’t have an account yourself I’m unsure if you’d see my reply. So here I am, plaguing your inbox with it instead! I do hope it isn’t a bother, haha.

I was really very happy to see your name again. Admittedly I’ve saved all the incredible artwork my fic received over the course of my writing it, but yours genuinely have a very special place in my heart as some of the first and last I ever received. I still recall opening my inbox and seeing the notification the first time; it was so surreal to me that people would draw anything based on my works. Your art of Tommy and Techno sitting back to back, as well as your art of the forest trio at the end, serve almost as mental book-ends for me; I return to them often just to admire it, and to remember how happy it all made me. I can hardly believe it’s been more than two years, goodness.

I was also shocked to hear you may be putting together a playlist—if you would be so kind, I would love to know what songs might be on it! At your leisure of course, and only if you feel like sharing it, the thought alone is more than enough <3 thank you kindly for all of your support, truly, and once again for your gorgeous art. The memories have gotten me through many a dark day.

- Que (WWHWI)

HELLOOO QUEEEE it’s so good to hear from you again :D!!!! And yeah I should really get on getting an account already, it would probably make things a lot more convenient. BUT account or not you’re always welcomed to plague my inbox :]

And waaa I’m happy that you still like the fanart I made! I’m glad it’s stuck with you as much as your writing has stuck with me. SPEAKING OF WRITING I forgot you had so much of it??? Once life settles down a bit im definitely gonna make my way through them, so don’t be surprised if you see my name in the comments later on eheheh

AND YES PLAYLIST!! OK if I’m gonna be honest, the reason I started making this is because of god of war sjshSJDHD Every time I get into new media it only gives me ideas for the old media I’m trying to escape /j Two years man, and still these blorbos live in my brain rent free

I’m gonna ramble about each song now >:D warning spoilers for if you hadn’t read the fic!

First is Cave by Cody Fry! I wanted an instrumental to start it off and a song to represent the explosion of Manburg; I think this song serves that purpose well!

Half-Mast by Branches is a song I use in my other dsmp related playlists to represent Doomsday but it works so well in this context

^ this bit especially reminds me of Tommy and Wilbur ;;;;;

Casualty by Hidden Citizens & Tash is just absolutely perfect for Tommy. The scene of him screaming out in grief surrounded by the rubble that used to be his home- waaa it’s so good, both the song and scene

Sorrow by Sleeping at Last is for Tommy slowly learning how to live after the explosion (or at least learn how to function again :[ pobrecito..)

The Corner Dwellers by The Vocal Few is a Techno and Tommy song! It simply reminds me of them :’]

To Forgive or to Kill by Bear McCreary was chosen mostly for the title and the fact that it was from the God of War soundtrack skdhdhdh Incase you’re unfamiliar with the game, this song plays during a scene where one of the main characters is debating on whether to forgive or kill another character but ultimately realizes that she can’t do either. So naturally I thought this song would be good for when Tommy saves Schlatt from Technoblade! I’d like to have more instrumentals in this playlist but we shall see,, I’m very picky when it comes to instrumentals skdjddj

Carnivore by Bear Attack! Ok I might replace this song with something else later since it reminds me of c!Tommy and c!Dream’s relationship more than Tommy and Schlatt’s from WWHWI. But it’s works for now! Something to represent their first argument chat after the whole getting locked up bit

Marble Floors by Vian Izak & Juniper Vale is here to sorta represent Tommy longing for his life before the explosion and when he still had Tubbo.

^ also just,, this bit.. Ow

Drown by Seafret is for when Tommy gets blown up by the creeper. Just that scene where it starts off as a dream sequence then slowly twists until he’s suddenly shocked back into reality— GOSH it’s so good. And then the crisis he has afterwards when he bandages himself up, it’s probably my favorite scene. It’s so well done and makes me feel so much ;;;;;

Battling Life by The Dunwells is for Technoblade!! (And a little for Tommy too, now that I’m looking at the lyrics again) Gosh, the man gets injured but he doesn’t let that stop him from taking care of things and taking care of Tommy. You captured his perseverance and stubbornness perfectly :’]

Blood Upon the Snow by Hozier & Bear McCreary! Here I go, to shamelessly smoosh two of my interests together again skdhdj This song is also for Technoblade but more for his exhausted god-ness you characterize him with. (Atleast I think he’s a god in WWHWI? Or is he just a well known champion? Immortal? My memory sucks, I’ll have to find out when I reread it) This song is just super cool and reminded me of technoblade and is part of the reason why I started making this playlist skdjdjjd

Brother by Kodaline… what is there to say? They’re brothers :’’] BUT ALSO WHILE SKIMMING CHAPTER 15 EARLIER I FOUND THIS LINE: “"Stay here," he said to the man who'd long since become his family…” HELLO?? EXCuse me while I go sob

Sirens by Oliver Daldry, I may be wildly misinterpreting this song for this playlist but SCREW IT it reminds me of them okay

This repeating lyric serves as a little nod to the fact that this is an au. How Techno, Tommy and Schlatt would have all been strangers in this world if certain circumstances didn’t lead them to eachother

This bit reminds me of Schlatt @ Tommy, I don’t think he ever outright asks for forgiveness but in time they both find some peace with eachother.

All three of them are so different from eachother but they still care for eachother :’]

The Cave by Mumford & Sons acts as a sort of summary of this story to me! I imagine the first verse is from Techno’s pov, the second is from Tommy’s, and the last is from Schlatt’s.

This bit changes meaning depending on the pov. For Techno it’s him taking care of Tommy, ‘changing his ways’ yknow, or atleast adding the family role to his list of titles.

For Tommy it’d be him taking care of Techno, “finding strength in pain” and learning to move forward despite everything that’s happened

And for Schlatt it’s for him rushing out to help Tommy and Techno during the final battle. Man doesn’t even hesitate :’D

Gosh and just the line “I’ll know my name as it’s called again”. All three of them grew into people they never thought they’d be!! And despite a huge part of their lives is shaped from tragedy they’re okay in the end. It was far from easy but they’re okay. And that’s just so comforting yknow? This story is so comforting and beautiful and raw and I just love it with all my being ;;;;;

Wow that was long and a little all over the place lol!! I’m still working on this playlist as I go but that’s all I have so far :]

[duskforged]

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Hello, I’m Hesperos! Aside from being a writer, I’m also an artist and worldbuilder. I currently live in the United States. My pronouns are they/them, and I consider myself both transgender and non-binary.

Of all the genres, I enjoy fantasy most, followed by sci-fi. I worldbuild and create conlangs as a hobby, though one day I hope to turn it into a career path.

I primarily participate in Storyteller Saturday, Blorbo Blursday, and Worldbuilding Wednesday, as well as reblog various ask games. However, I'm open to virtually all asks, so feel free to drop by.

As far as commissions go, I take character art commissions only at present.

Links:

About the Author

Ahvan Worldbuilding Masterlist (wip, coming soon)

Links (commissions, ko-fi, etc)

Primary tags:

#dusk in progress - general WIP tag

#dusk speaks - rambles and little tidbits, also asks

#dusk draws - personal art tag

#dusk conlangs - conlang tag

#answered - answered asks (also tagged with the asker's username if applicable)

My work-in-progress works are under the cut!

SANCTUARY

(title wip)

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After the New Ánasezian Movement, Lady Alessámira Nasánza Solsinat is a knight who has retired from war, living comfortably on her family's ancient estate. However, this quiet life is abruptly upended when Alessa discovers the fae on her property are being brutally exploited under the new regime. Between social pressure to conform and her own budding feelings for one of the fae, will she be able to keep the peace of her land? Or will all dissolve into mayhem and strife once again?

Tag: #sanctuary

The overarching themes may change over time as I work further on the story and its plot, but as it currently stands, it contains:

A virtually all-queer cast, including a bisexual protagonist, non-binary love interest/deuteragonist, genderqueer characters galore, and more

A setting region originally inspired by the themes of England, Scotland, Ireland, and Wales

Ancient magic, defined between Natural and Synthetic, with spirits both natural and otherwise

Sweeping landscapes, located in the southern hemisphere of their planet

Two! Moons!

At least two constructed languages (currently simply naming languages, but may develop into something grander)

(Though there are hints of romance in the summary and ultimately in the story itself, it takes a relative backseat to the rest of the themes. I am unsure if the main couple will even be ‘together’ at the end of the novel, beyond close friends. There will also be no strong erotic themes - it may be mentioned here and there, but nothing beyond that.)

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AMID WISTERIA

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Arêllan ve Povunra Aelisâm is a young elf growing up on the isolated western coast of Aeros, after their family was banished from the capital of Maêla nearly fifty years ago. On the cusp of 29 years old, their mother declares they are to be adopted into the esteemed and ancient family of Llanaere and live in the capital until they come of age. Without a chance to refuse, they find themself navigating changes to customs and traditions, family dynamics, and discovering secrets meant to be left alone. Can they bond with the Llanaeres in the bountiful opportunity of the capital, or will they find themself unmoored and adrift?

Tag: #amid wisteria

This work takes place in the same world as Sanctuary, but in a different time and place.

The protagonist is a child, and in their culture, children are referred to as exclusively gender neutral regardless of biological sex, until they come of age. They may also be read as non-binary/transgender by reader preference.

(This may become a series following Arêllan as they grow up in Maêla, but that is yet undecided!)

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UNTO SUMMER KINGS

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Arthur lives between the fall of the Romans and before the Viking Age, not that he knows it. Born to an herbalist on the edge of two Briton kingdoms, this simple life is all he knows. Until the rivers run red with the blood of his people, dead on Saxon swords, he, his sister, and his friends flee towards the realm of Uther Pendragon, whose court holds secrets even he could not dream of.

Tags: #unto summer kings; #the round table Series: The Round Table, part 1 of 4.

Since this time period is relatively hard to study, as the original Britons had no written language, some things here may be entirely made up. This also took place before the different Brythonic cultures (such as Welsh and Cornish) diverged from one another. Nothing is intended to be two-dimensional, including the Saxons and slow conversion to Christianity during this time period.