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kreoreo · 13 days ago

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I wish I could have a full body scan that'll tell me everything that is wrong with me because what is going on

or like, have a doctor read my mind for a full week and analyze everything that's going on up there and tell me exactly why

#please help #I have researched on so many mental disorders #and illnesses #yet none of them fit properly or #they fit me only halfway #so I feel like it'd be improper to say I have something wrong with me #but I still feel like something's not right #not in a bad way necessarily #just that I don't think it's normal #and I'm terrible at explaining myself so I doubt I could to a psychiatrist #I'd just be frustrated #hence the mind reading #also my body always has SOMETHING going on that seems a bit odd #but that might just be part of getting older?#idk #I'm just confused man

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calciumdreams · 5 months ago

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#utmv #sanscest #reaper sans #error sans #DestructiveDeath #undertale au #this was a request but tumblr ate the thing i'm sorry dragon anon #there was supposed to be like an afterdeath implication but it does not translate at all #this ship has only brought me despair and i think it's fitting tbh #i had to redraw this thing because halfway the lights went out and half of it was gone #i have like a thousand takes on how reaper would react to geno being error #the only thing i'm sure is that reaper would stick around error #like a friendly shadow #his very own angel of death kind of thing #like did he learn something from losing tori and geno? was it for the better?#does he give up on everything and is on board with error's whole destruction thing?#does he only put up with it because he doesn't want to lose him and death is the only connection he has with him?#does he have problems letting go of geno and starting over with error?#is this like angsty or is it more silly???#why did i make an awful playlist for all this???#anyways if anyone ever requests destructivedeath to me ever again i'm deleting my blog i swear/j #maybee i'll post the other doodles i made for this thing but that's it

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trans-leek-cookie · 1 year ago

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burrows end is the spiritual sequel to a crown of candy

Evidence:

Party is primarily family

Barbarian Parent

Twins who include a rogue

The rogue twin's first spell is Fog Cloud

There is a moment where the younger twin (played by Siobhan) almost Dies

The first to actually die is the oldest party member, who's body cannot be retrieved

The pope is there

#Burrow's End #A Crown Of Candy #Dimension 20 #I'm only halfway thru the episode so don't correct me on anything. Anyway where is your Blue now #(technically 'Light' would be more accurate cause the villains call it That but Blue fits better)#Literally minutes later... I'm never saying anything ever again #''and that's how a crown of candy begin'' remember this I'm always right

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martyrbat · 7 months ago

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habeas corpus – detective comics #1086

(ID in alt!)

#loved this back up feature so much and seeing that bruce timm shit made me annoyed enough to actually transcribe it #first the way hes depicted as having to stand trial and ARGUE and fight for the rights of using the coin #rather than it just being a compulsion and something he must do before a decision....#like every time. every time when he's 'leaving it up to chance'—thats a time when harvey won. thats a time when harvey fought for the right #to use the coin and make it at least a 50/50 chance instead of 'crawling away until the hard part is done' like two face pushed for #every single time. regardless of the results regardless of knowing theres only a halfway chance of it actually achieving anything #or lessening the damage two face can/will do. every time hes fighting for and still believing in a fair trial and that everyone deserves on #it isnt him being weak. it isnt him avoiding responsibility. its him fighting and forcing and pushing for it as hes internally at war #with himself 24/7. even when two face wins he doesnt give up & continues to fight for what he believes in despite the injustice done to him #the way he tells Judge Janus that it isnt about HIM (himself!) while defending the right of existence to the jury of other societal rejects #the way he gestures to himself only at the very end. he asks the judge does that sound like anyone he knows and janus replies in two faces #voice but harvey keeps going. he keeps fighting for others. but at the end in actually acknowledging two face being part of him #(and by extension harvey being part of two face) and how harvey is fighting just as much to have a place as two face is #(but more within his own mind & upholding his belief system still despite knowing how it continues to fail them) and just FUCK #and two faces snaps! how theres no jurisprudence system above there either ! just no one will admit it!#how harvey knows!!! look what happened to him when he was doing the right thing!#look how many criminals and mob bosses paid their way out! look how the police are corrupt!#but still believing in it and how a system has to be in place despite being a direct victim of it as well and just GOD #I LOVE YOU GOOD HEARTED AND WANTING TO HELP PEOPLE HARVEY DENT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS TO ME !!!!!!!!#taking away how he genuinely wanted to help people and bring wrongs to rights takes away literally everything hes built on #it takes away the entire fucking tragedy of his character (and in many ways it changes how bruce himself operates and believes because #harvey WAS a good man doing everything by the books. he was trying to bring justice in the 'right way' and believed in the system. he was #what people tell bruce he should be and look where it got him. look how the system failed 'even the good ones' because the system itself is #corrupt. it isnt flawed—it was operated to oppress and thats why it cant just be fixed but must be entirely rebuilt and why bruce must #operate outside of it. it also gives more depth because harvey is one of batmans first and biggest failures. he didnt protect him.#he didnt save his parents as a helpless child (as bruce) but he couldn't save his parents as BATMAN.#it wasnt just random chance like his parents tragedy but this was calculated and something bruce didnt stop. its ALWAYS going to eat at #him if he could of prevented it by telling harvey his identity. by doing something different. by being more prepared or somehow #knowing it was going to happen. harvey is the face of tragedy in so many ways that cant fit in these messy rambly tags but its ALLL!!!!!!!#bc harv was (and still is despite it all! despite two face!) a good man!! because he originally was a glimmer of hope to bruce & the city!!

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fizzigigsimmer · 4 months ago

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I literally have to be up early tomorrow * (today lol), but I am laying in bed consumed by the realization that Billy is Jesse Greenwood from Free Willy, if Neil had fucked off earlier and his mom had abandoned him when he was still young enough to be considered precious and worth the effort of saving.

#billy hargrove #those movies had a chokehold on me as a child #adoptee woes #there were and still are so few portrayls of adoption that dont center a savior complex #the greenwoods struggled and it was only became family when they stopped trying to force jesse to fit into the role prepared for him #they met him halfway and became the support he needed in order to choose a different path #anyway im gonna pretend that instead of dying alone and unloved for a town that hayed him Billy found new family young #he is in somewhere right now studying marine biology #bonded to a cheeky ass whale who may be trying to play matchmaker between Billy and the pretty boy who eats his lunch on the pier every day #🤷🏾‍♀️#Cam the whale

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months ago

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#bleh. i need half the country to pls stop being on fire. id like to go out and run pls. but its so smokey i can barely see the mountain #i live near :-/ also im just tired and frustrated. its incredible how quickly i vasilate between #things r going well. i should stay in my program and work with cyanos forever. to no no no im not cut out for this. i gotta leave. to yay #let me throw myself head first into consuming every second of my life with working. but only on the things that dont require me to think #which is y im not cut out for this and should be bannished to a world of only doing lab work and following instructions #also i have an screening interview monday for an R0DBT group. so i might b going to control freak classes #assuming i cant convince the lady that im not fit for thr class. which obviously i am bc im my therapist listed the ppl who r #usually put into r0dbt and i was like hm im a lot of those things. but also its 2hrs every week and thats a lot of time. and i feel like im #already on the path away from violently structuring my life specifically bc ive done so much damage #ugh. also i have ridiculously high self standards but i only do anything halfway bc i cant fail if i never try 100%.#so im like a fake control freak. or rather i cant even fully commit to being controlling. im lazy and i dont have the drive.#which almost makes it worse bc im stading at this threshold of control where it destroys me but never actually succeeds in being a perfect #thing. which is def a distorted way to think about it but there u go. ugh. im just tired and my arm hurts too much to draw bc #im older and older everyday. and i dont wanna read papers. i dont wanna grade or work on my presentation. i didn't want to spend 3.5 hrs #doing transfers this morning. and my mom's been dead for 6months and 3 days now. and i still dont kno where ill be a year from now #unrelated

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2-kamikou-1 · 1 day ago

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i am so fucking pissed off

#had to take a shower late at night. bathroom is gutted for the repairmen that didn't come so there was nothing in there.#had to get out halfway through to ask my mom where the conditioner and face wash was. she gave me a different face wash than i normally use #so i asked her where the regular one i use is she said we're out. i said do we have any other foaming ones I need them to be foaming ones #because those are the only ones that dont make my face burn. she said we dont but this one is like that if you lather it in your hands.#i said i dont think thats going to work. she insisted. it did not work. my face burns.#theres shampoo in my eyes. my skin is dry. i had to go dry my hair in the kitchen because the bathroom outlet does not work.#i banged my ankle on the table because half the contents of the bathroom are in the kitchen and it was a tight fit to get to the outlet.#hair took forever to dry. tried several times to put it in a bonnet. tied my hair into the ribbons on accident multiple times.#thighs are sticking together. tea fell behind my bed. i am going to fucking kill myself.

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timelesslords · 2 years ago

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i thought i was going to be able to finish this fic tonight but instead of filling all the gaps between scenes i wrote like 500 words of ellie and tommy negotiating over mashed potatoes. the tommy brainrot has reached critical mass i need to be freed

#im like. sort of almost done #like 3 and a half more scenes #but two of the full scenes arent that long and ive already started #this is not the dina frog fic i promised either that one is still only halfway done #i was just reminded of The Hole(tm) and found a wip that fit and let it consume me #lexi writes sometimes

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worthlessandembarrasing · 1 year ago

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Something about Mike and all his fire/burning imagery in acswy is very interesting to me

Honorary mention to the water imagery in relation to Will

#acswy #this only covers up to halfway through ch4 #literally rereading and making notes bc im a lit student at heart #i think what's so fascinating about this is that while Mike is coded as blue he's the one who feels like he explodes and ignites and burns #it feels contradictory but also fitting bc its the effect that Will has on him #and Will is yellow like the sun #kinda reminds me of that scene in the canoe: “any anger left in him unwittingly softened by an hour of sun and laughter”#which ties into the whole Will keeping Mike in equilibrium bc he can light the fire and then put it out before Mike burns (sometimes)#like how the sun is also a source that softens him and cools down his anger

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lemongogo · 2 years ago

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ep 9 thoughts

#i stopped halfway thru HAJHAAJA #i think im coming 2 the conclusion that i can only rly appreciate stamp from an outside perspective #i.e when ppl post edits or whatever #even from like a Show Design standpoint i think the pacing is really bizarre #and im not even talking ab the story itself right. like moreso just character interactions and expressions #nothing really lingers or lasts and i feel like theres no big Oomph to scenes #when i saw the edit of knives fighting the guards it looked SOOO COOL #but when it happened in the show like.. the music wasnt rly fitting and theres a lack of environmental sfx outside of blood splats / metal #its soo hard to explain but somethinf is just MISSINGGG .. also when vash passed out for like .2 sexonds i laughed what was that #blink and u miss it kind of thing.. and vash losing his arm didnt feel suspenseful .. like i want to wnjoy the edits so much #*enjoy the reimagining #but you barely see luida (WAS THAT LUIDA FRR HWLP SHE LOOKS SO DIFFERENT)#you see hee for two seconds and suddenly this like monotone convo turns into omg vash angel arm WHAAT but u arent actually saying WHAAAT bc #u ddint have time to process anything and then its alr over . i just cant get into it im sry IM SRYY!!#and . i do generally just pref the structure of max and the intentional narrative choices w everything #the way knives cuts his arm off in anger in max vs like ‘to save himm❤️’ in stamp is much better @ characterizing him me thinks ..#overall i just think the manga had a better idea of what msg it wanted to convey whereas stamp is just a mixed grabbag of max references #trigun #trigun spoilers

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thormanick · 2 years ago

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“Stay” from Amélie the Musical (Original London Cast Recording (or the one version of the song with the animatic)) but it’s Kaveh singing to Alhaitham, here, I said it, it’s been stuck in my head for practically an eternity now (basically some angsty pining kavetham/haikaveh)-

There are just so many quotes (and, well, the whole song):

Stay where you are; don’t come too close and don’t go too far - Kaveh’s attitude to their dynamic in my eyes

…Tape up the pieces, and here we are, back again, frozen in place, feeling and looking the same - about their reconciliation after the argument, even though they cannot completely go back to what they used to be, as well as about their mutual inability to move forward bc neither of them just knows how, and so they awkwardly remain trying to be a reimagining of something they used to be even though they cannot do it bc they cannot properly move on just yet even though they both want it- (I am delusional about these two please have mercy)

Everyone knows that it’s easy to smile safe, in a frame - *crying noises* do I need to even-

And, well, the rest of the song hits too (particularly the bridge)

#I’m so normal about them oh god #genshin impact #afinna explores teyvat #lyrical genshin #genshin impact kaveh #genshin impact alhaitham #kavetham #haikaveh #I’m literally going insane probably about how this song suits them *and particularly Kaveh*#‘stay where you are. safe in a frame. try to move closer - you’ll only get halfway-*#it just. it screams ‘Kaveh’ to me #particularly right in the time period when they. started living together again and reconciling #*pats Kaveh on the shoulder* this one right here can fit SOOOOO many attachment issues

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whentherewerebicycles · 2 years ago

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ran 33:30 without stopping :) my map app says it was only 2.75 miles but my missed-IUI-cycle goal was 3 miles or 30 min without stopping by 3/20 so I’m gonna count that as achieving my goal!!!!

#my first mile was 11:30 and then after that uh slower haha #but that’s not bad!#12:14 average pace per mile which feels about right for my level of fitness haha #also I thought I was only going to do 24 minutes but then I was feeling ok so I thought why not??#only major complaint was I had a bad stitch in my side but it went away through the power of positive thinking (I imagined smoothing it out #with my mind haha)#now I am sitting down halfway up this big hill I have to climb before I walk 20 min home 🥴#also still have to walk the dogs for an hour soon 🥴🥴🥴#but yay I feel so happy!!!!!! fun to set an ambitious goal and work hard to achieve it!!!!!!!!!#i think I might try swimming laps tomorrow?? since I have the morning free #and then I may attempt 33 min again on sunday #I do think if I did it at the gym I have a pretty good chance of making it to 3 #bc my outdoor route has a lot of small inclines that slow me down/tire me out #but idk we’ll see!!! yay now I get to feel smug as hell all day

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website-com · 1 year ago

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i was helping a friend with their english media hw and she didnt know who charli was so i pulled up my fave song. forgot how 'i got it' starts lol

#out loud off the phone in line for the bus #girl #shes korean but her japanese is amazing and shes working on english too because she likes american culture and music #she told me rap wasnt too big over there (forget the context of the convo) and people mostly listened to korean stuff obvi #i was like 'oh ill give you some recommendations on stuff so you can write about it for your class' (im helping her with the readings)#expected she only knew a handful of artists but she had all of the miseducation of lauren hill on her playlists #so she does not need any recommendations from me lol #she thought charli was cool though.#i expected id be making japanese friends rn so the gang of korean girls (plus saifon) was a surprise #im a commodity to the regulars. im so much taller than them its insane. some came over while i was studying and were asking me questions an #i stood up halfway through the convo to be more respectful. they came up to my shoulders #the chairs are hella short #like high school short #im having trouble fitting into shit and im 5'8. not even tall

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eeveekitti · 1 year ago

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why do dr. horrible's sing-along blog songs work so incredibly well with ultrakill [and/or dect]

#ultrakill #dr horrible #LIKE i mostly mean 'my eyes'#'penny's song'#and 'brand new day'#the first two work with dect and brand new day is good for 4-4 #but WHY DOES IT WORK #also penny's voice is extremely fitting for mirage imo #and dr. horrible himself has a pretty halfway-there one for v2 #why. why does this work.#the only out of place part to me is captain hammer cause nobody is that much of a dumbass dick #i wanna make animatics out of this shit

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