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#my brother needed his sofa bed from our house in his new apartment#it doesnt fit in any of our cars so we had to rent a uhaul#my dad is returning the uhaul in the city my brother lives in which means my car also has to drive there to get him home#my mom still cant drive#so i have to#i was informed of this yesterday#its a 2 hour drive#apparently there was some traffic on the normal way to go there#so the gps took me around some other way on a road i dont like#i didn't realize until it was too late#now im halfway there#it would take another hour to turn around and go the way i want to go#i pulled over in a mcdonalds to have a panic attack 🤪#i need more time to prepare if im gonna be driving for 2 hours#i had it in my mind i was going the way i know and now im not#and im stuck in the middle of nowhere#and my only choices are to drive an hour through the road that's making me anxious#or turn around and drive back through the road thats making me anxious and also 2 more hours#im literally in the middle of nowhere with no other roads aroind anywhere and nowhere else to go and no way to turn around#its not even that big of a deal but im freaking out man idk what to do i want to go to sleep#like this is too much. why its not even hardly anything but its TOO MUCH
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#hi just wanted to inform i watched yesterday and haven't recovered#if you excuse me ill be going absolutely batshit crazy over it in the upcoming days#it changed my brain chemistry like arcane did thats all im gonna say#across the spiderverse#spiderverse
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nothing (besides everyone ignoring Orym's deal) has made me angrier than watching Dorian keep up this facade. Dorian Storm has always been a type of mask he's worn. At first he called himself a liar because of it. The happy go lucky bard was a way of escaping for him. He was escaping Brontë so he created Dorian. He didn't believe he was Dorian. Until the Crown Keepers made Dorian real. And for a while, he really believed he was Dorian. That he has this new family and new life and he could be who he truly wanted to be.
And then his brother came back and made his problems Dorian's problems. Until he had to put Brontë back on. Because even if the Crown Keepers + Cyrus called him Dorian, he was Brontë. He had to be who his brother thought he was.
When Cyrus dies, the thread to Brontë had snapped. He was going to see Orym, back to the Bells Hells, back to Dorian Storm. But the foundation of Dorian had shattered. Dorian was created in order to run from his place in life, family, Cyrus. Now he was gone. The Crown Keepers had fallen apart. His friends fell through his fingers and he couldn't do anything to stop it. He was once ready to side with a betrayer god for these people and now they're in the wind.
So Dorian shows back up to Bells Hella and he's completely broken. The foundation of both of his lives has been thoroughly rocked. No brother. No Crown Keepers. The two things that forged Dorian Storm. He wears that mask so fucking well. Because he still wants to believe in it. He said it live on stage that he should "believe his own backstory". The one he made up. The one where he was a bard.
He wants to be Dorian so bad. He spends all his money on Orym, he spins the bottle so he can kiss his friends, he flirts, he blushes and giggles at compliments. Exactly how Dorian would, should.
But he wears the gold of the heir. He has a festering animosity inside his chest. He doesn't sleep. He's thinner than he was. He doesn't sleep. He sicks abominations after their creators. He talks to God's without an ounce of self preservation, daring them to strike him down. He does not acknowledge them as they taunt him.
The god of beauty and magic calls him beautiful and he does not smile.
#silver sending stones#cr spoilers#cr 3 e 107#dorian storm#got carried away in both the post and the tags again#this was supposed to be an add on from those tags yesterday#but i went off the fucking rails so hard im gonna have to make another post#and listen.#i know people are ✨ multifaceted ✨#but i think its interesting to peel apart the layers of dorian storm.#because i do think all of this is just dorian.#like the rest of us he would not be here if not for his family. his brother. the crown keepers. bells hella.#he is informed by the things that happened in the past. none of these identities could have happened on their own#but if we're looking at the arch as a whole#theres the bronte era. the dorian era. and then era where they got very muddy. and the era now.#i dont feel like he's suddenly a secret third person now#but you know how we all look at the past versions of ourselves and wonder how theyd feel about us now?#dorian just has names for them#and because there was a mixing of both his lives i think dorian is having a hard time reconciling into one#he tries very hard to be both himselves#the man contains multitudes for sure#and idk i just keep picturing him as a little bronte. and exu dorian is smiling and singing with him. he tells him all about their friends#and current dorian looking at them. afraid to approach. afraid theyll ask about their future. afraid to tell them.#but theyd probably figure it out. hes wearing gold after all.
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much to think about..
#how did i not know it was a euphemism for losing ur dick 😭 his bottom surgery swag#am i less intelligent that any informed medieval listener or reader#arthuriana#my post yesterday about getting weirder about the fisher king wasn’t a joke btw im doing this and you have to come with me on my journey
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RHAENYRA TARGARYEN APPRECIATION WEEK
day 1 - favorite episode(s)- the heirs of the dragon & the black queen
#house of the dragon#rhaenyra targaryen#rhaeweek23#hotdedit#houseofthedragonedit#rhaenyratargaryenedit#rhaenyraedit#asoiafedit#hotdgifs#hotddaily#1x01#1x10#hotd 1x01#hotd 1x10#mygifsets#mygifs#myedits#sorry these are late!!! but my tumblrinas didnt inform me this was happening and i didnt see it until yesterday :/#yall need to SEND me these things !!!!
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read up on natlan just now (since i quit gnshn since ~4.4 and am out of the loop, lit only watched that teaser yesterday w no info bc anon mentioned capitano)
and what it and some characters are actually based on/taking inspiration from (deities etc from different cultures) its really really bad now that i fully realize the story/info behind in connection with the characters i saw yesterday. we already mentioned how pale everyone is (again) and i didnt dare mentioning im disappointed w the archons design (not what i expected) to not attract unwanted arguments but the whole deity borrowing and blatant disrespect... sumeru was already a mess and they still havent learned a bit at all. dont steal or take insp of a culture and exclude the people, its the same thing all over again. sorry to the affected ppl, i hope they realize they really messed up (again) and make changes
#again like i said yesterday im not surprised at all and its tiring#if they dont wanna rep a culture properly or accurately then why do it....its sumeru again#iwasnt entirely surprised bc they did that before but i did expect smth different than what i saw#disappointing bc i liked two but the rest was nothing what i expected#i currently quit bc of lack of interest and time and energy but now i rlly dont know if i wanna return now that i#read up and informed myself abt the things behind it and its eugh#tbd#babbles
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originally for my thesis i was gonna like, focus on each aspect of the prague astronomical clock like its history, its function, and its design separately - but even other than this scope was way too big for me, the design IS the function. like, obviously, It's A Clock........ but! the reason the face plate has multiple colors is because they represent the time of day. the blue field is day, the orange is dawn and dusk, and the black circle is night. the placement of the sun symbol indicates the placement in the day cycle. I Know I Know It's A Clock Of Course It Does That but it's different to how we're used to reading clocks in this day and age.
anyway it reminded me of first year of watchmaker school, when we were learning to blue steel, a process that gives steel a specific material quality and also turns it blue. you might see high end watched that have blue hands and blue screws, for example, and it's not Just for the aesthetic, it's a sign of quality, but it has BECOME a preferred aesthetic BECAUSE of the quality. my teacher asked me if i, as a former art history student, knew whether it was common for something to Become Beautiful because it was a Desired Quality. i didn't have a good answer at the time but i have clearly not stopped thinking about it. i think it's a kind of survivorship bias - something can be the most aesthetically pleasing and beautiful but it won't really matter if it crumbles to dust within a couple years and there's no way for future generations to appreciate it. it doesn't make it less beautiful, only that we have no clue it ever existed. so in that sense, the beauty of functionality persists
#clockblogging#it's embarassing but i feel like i only finally Understood how the orloj is read yesterday when i had to explain it properly#like i got what it Showed but my brain has been so flat and ive struggled to absorb information#so only when i finally properly focused and digested it and re-explained it.#i finally get how it shows the babylonian time. yippeee yayyyy good job meeee#the sidereal time and babylonian time is like... the same clock. sidereal time is more of a calendar. these two together Show The Exact Tim#the pointer that shows the italian time and german time is like. separate from That in a sense#and that pointer is able to indicate two different time systems at the same time how?#hohoho. by having the outher ring move independently of the rest of the clock face#that's honestly so cool.#anyway have more clock facts. it's all i have in me right now
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"I was laughing but at the same time I really wanted to give El a hug, I felt so bad for her"
Edelgard: Thank you for your concern but I am quite alright now.
Um, what's going on with this?
Byleth: Hey, I'm not complaining. Ever since we got together my squat game has been insane. My ass has never looked so good.
#fe3h#fire emblem#fire emblem three houses#edelgard von hresvelg#byleth eisner#edeleth#byleth x edelgard#edelgard#sterge.pptx#another one from reddit#i love drawin goofy shit#speaking directly to the camera like she's on the office#feel like i'm forgetting something here. hmm. worried about it.#it's not edelgard's hair slash crown. that's MIA on purpose.#[stares at my text post from january 23rd] i already broke my promise to myself by drawing edelgard's crown again yesterday#i did not elect to do it again today. we are serving Emperor Casual#oh well.#byleth needs to learn to stop wearing heels#idk how people with a large height difference do it#i’ve been informed that f!byleth is in fact closer to 5’4 or 5’5#i don’t know how i got it in my head that she’s 5’7#but i’ve decided i don’t care anyway. we’re going by Rule of Funny
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Sunless Sea is a great background-of-a-party game to play bc I put it on the TV and occasionally yell "~oh peanut gallery~!" when a plot choice is available and everyone gets so excited to make a decision with no information whatsoever
Also, when it comes to Pigmote Island, the rats have a 100% favor rate over the cavies which is hilarious. Below: real flier in my neighborhood rn and apparently the prevailing sentiment of Bostonians
#fallen london#sunless sea#if someone asks i do give a brief explanation. most people have more fun making decisions with no information though#qr code leads to a local band#feel free to use that photo in your FL moodboards#roommate hosted a boardgame party yesterday but i have precisely 1 boardgame per day in me
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salvaged from the office fire in 1998
#my art#the x files#dana scully#fox mulder#alex krycek#i was talking about this on twitter yesterday but#i have a LOTTTTTT a lot of thought about this part of season two#mainly because i think that while scully probably realized she was never going to find peace ever again after emily#i do believe that the last time mulder ever thought everything would be okay was right before scully’s abduction#which is also kind of why i think mulder was closer to killing himself in ascension than in gethsemane#at the end of season four mulder is kind of resigned to his and scully’s lives unravelling#he’s more suspicious and slower to trust then he ever was#while ascension was the first time he was like. Oh okay. It’s over for us forever and ever#and the fact that he was still open and still kind of okay before that just kind of makes it worse#that he was just betrayed and left hanging and lost everyone he thought he had in one fell swoop#ascension jades the fuck out of him and you can see it. like through the whole series there are threads of it#his tendency to rely on skinner regresses for a while. he becomes even less functional when scully is gone.#he has far less patience for his informants and he refuses to rely on anyone the way he tried to on krycek#like it’s just. such an obvious shift in his character that you can tell his mindset about his and scully’s life has changed#and that’s a huge part of the show’s tragedy i think. there is no peace. there is no rest. it’s never going to be okay
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when louis threw the blood at the stolen painting, he also should have done that to marius' ugly painting or set it on fire
the thing about that scene is that I think it isn’t any coincidence that he nearly gets armand in the head when he tosses the bowl violently. louis is really upset about the fact that armand facilitated his daughter’s murder. but I agree with the sentiment that he feels protective of armand - I just think the show didn’t go those places because they intend to tackle armand’s history later and they didn’t want to detract from louis’s and claudia’s story. besides if the museum scene was any indication armand has very complicated feelings about his maker so he might have had as much a hand in its placement in the dining room as louis who seems interested in collecting art and understanding vampire history. sorry I made this post more serious than you probably meant it to be.
#but.#I just saw a good post yesterday-ish that mentioned how louis is the most empathetic character on the show. when claudia tells him about#being sexually assaulted he offers to kill her abuser for her. when lestat tells him about his traumatic turning he chooses to believe him#despite lestat previously choosing to withold a lot of information from him.#I’m sure he was also very careful about handling armand’s history. when he calls him arun on the bench he’s essentially offering to take#care of armand.#asks#anonymous#loumand#interview with the vampire
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I adore the mom in Poltergeist. When the chairs start moving she's cancelling dinner plans and marking the floor to test it and get repeated results. When the family is trying to stay calm in the aftermath when their youngest daughter Carol-Ann is missing, she's very matter-of-fact with the paranormal researchers. This woman adapts and gets things done, but she also has her moments of fear and gets emotional when she makes contact with the specter of Carol-Ann. I love the dad too, he is demonstrably soft with his kids - being the one to go comfort them during the storm - and he's silly when he's having fun, but also strong and action-oriented when he climbs the tree and dives into the pool to protect them. Like I know this is a classic horror film lauded for many other reasons but man what lovely and layered portrayals? It was really the first thing that registered for me, the genuine feel of the characters and the emotional connections between them, and it's a great foundation for the rest of it to build on. It feels like a family of real people who care about each other and that's why it matters when upsetting things happen.
#for context I watched The Happening yesterday and this is informing some appreciation for layered character portrayals and connections 😂#movies#poltergeist#op#sidenote I also appreciate they didn't pick some nagging conflict between the couple when there is plenty of good tension to be had elsewhe#like trying to be normal when there is a room in your house that is full of Entities and also your disembodied daughter probably#while trying to pretend everything is fine for visitors#like 'ah shit the piano is moving i gotta shove him out the door'
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lol hey so my printer just didn't get back to me at all for two weeks and suddenly Volume 3 Books Are Happening sometime next week (the proofs! just the proofs, which i had to make a full order of 20 to get, so hopefully they didn't fuck it up), I was going to make more announcements about the preorders during the period but i thought it would be smart to wait for my printer to give me the delivery date i asked for first :) whatever. if you want a book or any of the keychains i have coming in go check out the shop listings here and here. there's fun preorder stuff i was super psyched for that is still there if you want it but i'm so fuckin frustrated im not writing up any cute copy today lmao. thank yall very much for your patience as usual
#yesterday i had to apply to the biggest local convention#which i am doing badge art for and have been unofficially assured i was attending for months#and they fucked up their website so badly it literally beamed every vendor's personal information to everyone else applying#150 people were editing the same cart live it was a fucking nightmare#i had to pay them 300 dollars for the privilege of hoping their show helps me make rent that month#i have to pay this printer even more than that so i can get no communication about a whole box of books that might be unsellable#i want. anybody to fucking do their job#why do i worry so much about trying to run a tight ship if the only places i can take it are Like This lmfao
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You versus the guy she tells you not to worry about
#i did look this up a few hours after i reblogged that post yesterday(? or was it the other day) I DO BELIEVE IT'S SHELLEY#if only for the fact that it was for most of a century being identified as LEIGH HUNT instead! yeah right#that is not leigh hunt in 1822#i recommend googling the uva library article about it. it shows the full portrait which the telegraph does not in its preview#and that one is also behind a paywall so i couldn't even reeeead it#thank you university of virginia <3#it is not slacking for information btw. there's a forthcoming article by the person who propisitioned that this is shelley#i look forward to it#percy shelley#art#william edward west#romanticism#portraits#sorry amelia curran. your painting is still better than i could do#but i am feral at the thought of having such a professional likeness#THAT IS A REAL MAN BEFORE US#with such believable and realistic features#i want to believe#i know without a proper title given by the painter we'll never really know#but i a million times will accept this is shelley before i accept that the cobbe portrait is shakespeare lol#whenever i see that being published as shakespeare im like. sir. that's clearly thomas overbury#chandos portrait stans rise#sorry i dont often post about it but i am obsessed with likenesses of famous ppl especially disputed ones#especially disputed ones before the innovation or proliferation of photography!!! cuz wow!!!!
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love to see the phf build something incredible from the ground up, work their asses off to improve player conditions and salaries and expand, all just for them to be fucked over by a league that has constantly disrespected and belittled them — and is acting the same way in the absolutely despicable nature of this buyout. pwhpa players getting priority contracts, phf players finding out at the same time as the public, and there being less teams than the phf so there is inevitably job loss for players and staff alike … just fucking shitty. a united league is fine, but so far, this does not seem like unity. this seems like a coup.
#i’m not pleased lmfao#i got the email about six season tickets YESTERDAY. like this came out of NOWHERE.#phf#i want this post to sound stupid with more information! i want to be wrong!#but i am not hopeful!#update: with more information i am just also pissed at the phf board
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just finished the second season of black sails and i gotta say i understand why it makes queers go feral
#i’m frothing at the mouth#black sails#i watched the first season yesterday and didn’t really enjoy it much#the pacing is really weird the characterisation was shallow at best and the whole thing stank of game of thrones levels of forced edgyness#but man the second season slapped so hard full 180 turnaround#the flashbacks were expertly crafted all major characters have relatable motives and they pull through ruthlessly#their fatal flaws are right there and like a greek tradgedy it all happens exactly how it must#in revealing it’s nature as a character study of flint and of what broke him so utterly the pacing actually becomes so poignant and perfect#with each new bit of information we’re given we understand his urgency his ruthlessness his unwavering calm hatred#he’s turned himself into a proper fucking monster and it’s tragic because it could only have ever gone this way#there’s no way out and the show being a prequel we know he lives we know he can’t win#actually doomed by the narrative in the worst/best way#but by god i just want his to set the world aflame
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