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sitting in the animal shelter parking lot and trying not to cry 😭
#they dont open for another hour...#i have fallen in love with this kitten but its a really bad idea to take her home....#i really shouldnt. we have pets we need to care for already. and we're already struggling to pay bills and feed ourselves and the animals#but god. this is just the perfect kitten. and it trusts me so much rn crying#it fell asleep in my arms earlier...#hooooghhh#ive also already named it. but i have refrained from using the name cus thats how they get u.
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so the dust smokes headcanon is really popular!!! i have an addition to it :33 cigarette smoke CLINGS to your body for a loooong loooong time,,,,, i don't know if monster dust has a smell but if it does maybe the cigarette smoke from his cigarettes could be used to cover up that smell so he doesn't have to deal with the scent of death all the time and yk,,,, feel the guilt :33
#me after going into the bathroom after a smoker (i STILL smell like smoke and its been like an hour)#better to smell like the death of others or what will be the death of yourself????#funny image of dust collapsing in the middle of a robbery or something and then horror and killer have to rush him to the hospital#BECAUSE HE HAD A FUCKING STROKE OR WHATEVER YOU GET FROM CIGARETTES 💀💀💀💀#listen they mightve fought after that. and dust's main argument wouldve been why didnt they just go back to smthnew so killer could reload#dust you fool dont you realize you sound just like your human. ANS ALSO THAY WOULDN'T EVEN WORK IN THE FIRST PLACE YOUD STILL HAVE TJE STROK#thinking about my other post mentioning dust and his smoking issues..... and how he'd never get over it with killer and horror LUL#but that's for another day heeheheheehhehe....... i can still hoard SOME ideas for now 😈😈😈#tricule hc#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#theyre ALWAYS mentioned in full in my posts i have to tag them (liar. out of what obligation?)#STOP PLAYING GAMES FAMILY PLEASE START OPENING GIFTS I WANNA KNOW IF I GOT MY PIN MAKER OR NOT 💔💔💔💔
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the panel where eriks in a robe in bed reading .. and gets up and calls for charles guys? what? how did charles not get in bed immediately? i feel sick THAT SHOULD BEBEBENMEMEMEMEEEEE
no cause liiiiiiiikkkeeee......... girl what hte ufck ........
(The Trial of Magneto (2021) #2)
#snap chats#the fact this is IMMEDIATELY how they open issue two girl they wanted to kill me#'enjoying the view' this bitch make me feel DIRTYYYYY <- proceeds to stare for another half hour#chat please this was the first page i ever scanned vjeVLKEJLEJ I DONT WANT AAANYONE TO LOOK AT ME#i already joked about this page but charles really was a fuckin SICKO for peeping around erik's brain while he Like This#im no better than him tho id prob do the same
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fnaf movie 2 save me.......toy animatronics save me..... jeremiah save me....... gregory save me......
#vanny shenanigans#i need it right now i need to know what theyre cooking or IM GONNA DO IT MYSELF ‼️‼️#i dont need to plan another fic. especially not a longfic. that belongs to code rewritten#which i stilllllll do not have fully planned out goddamnit i need to open my google doc#yeah i dunno uhhhh#if you guys wanna hear what i have so far from the past hour of daydreaming lemme know
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welcome to my twisted mind
hi i finally did the funny. sprite edits for lisa :) (that first one is a postgame edit i did for tupper purposes)
acts 5/6 spoilers under the cut
the act 6 sprites had the chest scarring too but it made the sprites way too noisy. sad! you get boobs instead.
maybe ill do more one day who know
#torn fabric / OTiF#isat#in stars and time#isat isabeau#sprite edit#isat spoilers#ns.tiff#ok is that my sorting tags. thats my sorting tags i think#i could do mouth open edits. but also that nonverbal swag#anyways! this took a while and its an hour later than it was what the fuck. the passage of time#watever. take my autism#i did an entirely new hand toggle for some of those and i might do another but also that requires me to do an entirely new hand rather than#-editing the one thats already there. and i dont wanna do that#if youre in changehold and saw me fuck up huff2 twice no you didnt
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regressing to my worst teenage traits but also being in one of the best places w my mental health at the same time is insane. like insane insane. whats fucking going on.
#2am still awake long shower hungry asf not depressed avoidant ASF#i know why all these things but jesus its a trip#im serious if i dont get to write tomorrow im going to blow this building up#and im NOT gonna be able to write tomorrow bc we have fuckass guests coming over#meaning my ma will lose her shit at me for 8 hours then the house will be loud as all fuck for another 6#whatever. im not even cranky guys im so chill and doing awesome#maybe i can go to the library if its open and wr- wait i forgot where i was posting this nvm#if my mate doesnt end up hosting nye ill also be blowing the building up and kms#i need to get the fuck out of this house for a night im deadly serious
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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guys can i be honest i have no idea what im doing
#im gonna rant real quick beware#i have no clue how to write#i hate everything i make#i hate ruining my good ideas with mediocre execution#i want to write something and be proud of it for once#im sick of opening this app and feeling like shit#where did these followers come from#ive been having insane imposter syndrome lately#i want to delete everything and RUN#im not good enough for this#ive been feeling so much pressure lately#i feel like everything needs to be 100% flawless and perfect#but i dont know what perfection looks like anymore#im so tired#this shift is killing me i want to go home#wdym i have another 2 hours#i need my bed#a nap would fix me i think#☆ . jade rants!!
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about to lie in phil lester's tumblr ask box
#/j .. maybe#i dont HAVE any real aita relationship situations but he said he's keeping the ask box open to do another video next week#gonna dump b.sd character drama in there just to feel something#aita for plotting revenge on my crush for 6 years and then almost killing him and his adoptive sister#aita for showing up to the opening of my ex's new business drunk and then pissing on the sign#aita for sewing the seeds of rebellion in my crush's established friend group so he would have to join the organization i'm part of#or. where's that one aita ss.kk post abt. aita for losing my rival's coat after he sacrificed himself for me#or the one that's like aita for not telling my rival i was alive right away and going shopping for two hours instead#hello grace here
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getting home at 11 and having to 'wake up' at 730 because some toyota group of 100 people decided to book a private an hour before we open 🧍🏻♀️
#its 5am now which i dont wanna talk about (i played through one of little to the lefts dlcs)#which means i'll be extra tired bUT if i didnt work closing last night i guarantee i woulda been asleep by 9 :/#me: i cant work wednesdays and i prefer opening#my manager: okay *schedules me for wednesday and all closing shifts#its literally in my availability i cant work wednesday (ive literally never been able to work a wed)#idk how it allows her to schedule me for it if its not in the system lol#anyway i work 8 hours tomorrow which sounds normal but remember the 100 ppl event PLUS another normal weekend day of loud children#also like 5 people called out suspiciously all sick. convenient how that happens the day before a big weekend huh#i mean i totally would do it too if it wasnt the night before and if i wasnt scared of missing work#but my manager also said absoluetly no callouts allowed bc its a big weekend#and now suddenly everyone is sick the night before the big weekend ? aight bro#its funny to me tho bc they keep asking for coverage but no one is replying so theyre stuck w the shift anyway AHAHA#trials and tribulations of kats work life
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maybe i am gods favourite little bitch after all..
#work went well despite the craziness#saw upstairs neighbours fr a second and got wished happy holidays#another gooooood date w the guy. he seems to be wooing me fr im like ☺️💖#an hr and a half of sleep and i am Wakened by upstairs neighbour who is locked out of his place tryna get back in#i manage to help him out w the tools i got plus hear hes moving in february. dunno if mb theyre all going or??#rip i know theyre good people but id love to get some sleep#oh and also once he got the door open i got to pet their doggy. yayyy#hes still cleaning up up there so phone time fr me rn but after imma sleep again. yey#ALSO at the date i dropped my phone at the entrance of the place and it DIDNT get stolen once i realised i lost it it was still right THERE#also tmi i started my period halfway thru the day rip but didnt bleed thru my beautiful work clothes and was fine on the date so. yayy!#let me choose to think i had a Good Day bc i asked yall to pray fr me in the morning like damn......they REALLY did pull through..#ALSO how could i forget. solidarity in the womens bathroom when the lock was fucked but a stranger offered to Stand Guard fr me. yeah#anyway might make new year plans w the guy if he'd like to idk. heeheeheeeee#edit half an hour after posting this btw he is still rummaging away up there!! my god!! at least i dont have work later today mye godde..#just hanging wmy dad and his wife in the afternoon we were gonna do a christmas market but changed plans to board games and a movie#which considering 1. the period situation and 2. this being my one day off before having to do retail again on mon/tue. thank god! thank YOU
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when ppl are like "do u know ppl of x minority that ur still in contact with" as a gotcha ig to say ur not actually as open and progressive as you say you are but bud... i dont talk to anyone from my past, lmao, I dont think thats a fair metric to go by quite frankly
#no i dont talk to that person anymore. just like i dont talk to any of the privileged ppl i knew anymore either lmao#i kinda cut everyone off bc apparently ppl in my state just have a hard on for being judgemental assholes all the time and im tired of it#i thought maybe it was me but i hear from ppl who arent from here all the time that ppl are way more weird and cliquey here#and its hard to make friends so. i feel less bad now lmao.#i thought i was crazy but no im seeing reality perfectly clearly. ppl just are super cliquey here for no reason#and anyone who strays from the status quo in any capacity must be Shunned and Condemned for being Wiyuurrd#the more right leaning types dont try to hide it. but the progressive try to cloak their disgust and uncomfortability with people#being different with a bunch of excuses. literally making shit up about me to justify hating me so they can still feel progressive#while hating and making fun of me in an explicitly rw way#like. acting like kiwifarms people out here being fucking strategic n shit pretending to like me so they can make fun of me type shit like#you look like a nazi dawg lmao.#you make me feel like hanging out with my brothers friends- who definitely leaned a bit to the right- is more ideal bc at least they're#fucking out in the open and honest about making fun of me bc they think im weird. yall are too cowardly to just own up to it.#'n-no i swear its because he did [thing i either did but it didnt go down the way they said or something they made up]! i swear im not#just making shit up just to make fun of him !!!!!!! i promie!!!!'#i literally cut off all my hair bc of taking 'lsd' from those same brothers friends bc i went fucking crazy basically (trying to emphasize#how low the bar is that id rather hang out with these dudes than the more left leaning ppl i knew) and people assumed i did it bc some girl#who had or died of cancer that i never even fucking heard before??? like idk. ig they thought i was trying to be insulting or smthn????#i didnt even know who this chick was and it was my first time hearing about her when ppl told me someone spread that rumor.#bitch i was sitting in my bathroom for hours having weird discussions in myself and basically fighting between my real self#and what felt like an external force of all the judgements ppl have made about me manifest into one being (zero) trying to convince me#i couldnt be me and i felt like he possessed me to cut off all my hair and i heard him say 'THIS ISNT YOUR REAL HAIR!!!'#since it was dyed at the time and i was embracing being trans and embracing being my true self but something about that 'trip'#fucked me up and detrans and it had a lot to do w another trip i had w those same brothers friends making me feel inadequate.#i dont know who da fuck you were talking about bitch im living in a nightmare over here can we talk about that instead of whatever tf#you're going on about and making up to justify hating me and ignoring my suffering?
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kind of annoys me sometimes how I can happily listen to my roommate explain the entire plot of whatever she's currently into but when it comes to my interests she can only listen for a few mins before wordlessly walking out of the room
#ive only slept 4 hours and its a sunday so im probably just cranky and getting irrationally annoyed idk.#but i wanted to talk abt revenant gun bc im enjoying it and havent gotten to discuss it w anyone :-(#i dont wanna post on here bc i dont wanna see spoilers and i dont have anything to say that other fans would find particularly interesting#ik half the arcs of the veilguard characters despite the fact ill never play it bc i like listening to her + hearing her opinions#but damn i guess she doesnt gaf shes got better things to do. im not being fair i get we jusr socialise differently n thats fine.#and ik its not true but sometimes i feel like she doesnt like being around me very much bc shes always halfway out the door#and she doesnt suggest we watch shit together anymore n has turned me down the last few times ive suggested it#but ik shes doing shit w other ppl shes always calling n playing games n stuff w other friends so well maybe its a little true#and she acts so strange around me sometimes like she'll move to the other side of the room if i go open the fridge or whatever#like damn girl im not gonna fucking bite u. whats up with the constant 5ft distance. bc u dont ever do that with other friends just me.#and then it pisses me off when it sort of comes up as a side thing to smth else bc it ONLY ever comes up around other ppl she'll never#bring it up directly with me and she'll blame it on me as if we havent had this conversation multiple times where ive explained exactly#why im weird abt shit sometimes and where my boundaries are and what i would like and then nothing at all changes#like last time she brought it up around another friend she was like oh well we can hug more if u want like no we fucking cant bc u act#like we're magnetically repulsed u hate me being in ur space and only tolerate it when we're around other ppl which is why it makes ME#uncomfortable when she does try to be physically affectionate or whatever bc she 100% exclusively does it in front of others#like man u dont have to put on a fucking performance??? or even worse do it just bc u feel guilty abt leaving me out i hate being pitied#even if ik i very obviously do get hurt at being left out. but thats my problem man i would never fuck w someone elses boundaries#i hate hate hate when ppl have inconsistent conditional boundaries and never communicate what the fucking conditions are so theyre#constantly moving the benchposts around and acting unpredictably like how am i supposed to know where they are!!!!!! please#snd then so embarrassing to pointedly say its bc of MY behaviour in front of someone else like oh ok. u couldnt have told me this before.#in private so we could actually communicatr. sorry this has gotten so off track im feeling so gross this morning and everything is#frustrating me im so tired i feel nauseous ughhhh#okay well anyway. got my list of tasks lets just focus on this shit instead before i spend yet another sunday miserably ruminating#.vent#im not actually mad at her or anything like i said we just socialise differently we have different incompatible flavours of autism#and thats not her fault but its just so frustrating that we cant seem to communicate very well. i think im allowed to be frustrated#anyway yeah sorry im leaving it im leaving it. i should go polish my boots before i shower
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hopefully i'm not getting ahead of myself with the second job idea but i'm v excited abt the possibility
#i miss the kiddos!!!!#and like 3 of my coworkers lol#but it may not be any real benefit to have someone who can only come in for 1.5 hours a day to close#bc they would be paying me potentially more than one of my coworkers to do the same thing#then they would have two people working middle shift bc im gonna close but they're still paying them like full time and then paying me also#idk it may not work for them#however theybcant retain people for shit in that program and nobody wants to close except me lol#so it mught be worth it#if they can offer more middle or opening shifts to people#also what they really need is a fourth full time teacher innthat room but they'll never do it#but another part time teacher could help bridge the gap in coverage so that it works#maybe#idk#i would really love to do it i think#bc all the issues there were related to being full time but i dont think they'll be too hard on me if i'm part time#like i'm an independent contractor basically and i have another full time job so its not like im desperate#they cant shit on me or ask me to do anything but the shift i told them i could do lol#so it should be fine#there's literally no superviser during closing i'm basically my own boss and there's nothing to do except hand the kids off#then clean and lock up#no decisions whatsoever#im letting myself get way too excited tho#bc it could potentially not work out#this has been a shitpost
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Can you draw the swapfell bros? (The og i think they’re dubbed cash/money and black/vi?) if you want to draw my oc with them (ship?) i will be over the moon 👀🙏 (no pressure tho!💜🖤) -anon💜🪐
apologies, im not taking on any new requests for the time being :[!! id be happy to doodle this if/when i do another round though!
#inbox#💜🪐 anon#velwy.txt#especially since i kinds know what ur oc looks like and didnt completely mess it up ebjfbfmdngmbk#im not sure if/when ill open requests again but ill probably give yall some notice LMAO#i'll probably open it for 24 hours again if i do#because i dont think i can be open to requests all the time even though id like to!#i used to do that on another blog i had but i could never keep up :(#but yes. requests closed for now otherwise id absolutely doodle this :'>
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Me right now and also every 30 minutes - 2 hours after I smoke
#dustins cool art#this is how i cope okay#im out of em currently#and i cant go to the place that sells em for cheap at $5 bc they dont fucking open gor another hour and a half#im cheap so i get montegos#yeah ik its expensive for montegos but i live in the city oughhh#anyways#cigarette
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