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rubywingsracing · 7 months ago

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Partners in Crime

LandOscar Spy/Assassin AU!

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team7-headquarter · 2 months ago

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The Sasuke criticism is so funny.

People see a character that's spiraling down after being abused and manipulated since he was little, the lone survivor of a genocide, a kid who was not only physiologically tortured by some of the most powerful genjutsu users our there, but physically tortured too— and he's even told that his fight is not only his, but the results of a cycle of violence that comes from the very foundation of his world.

And that same people are going to be like "how dare Sasuke be anything but good, perfect and willing to sacrifice himself for everyone else".

It's insane.

#Naruto understands him the most and he's the closest thing to full recognition Sasuke could hope for #but even then no one will ever understand the ful force of Sasuke's trauma and burdens #that's truth for him to exist as an individual— he'll never be completely known #Also??? Naruto is a world ruled by violence and Sasuke was raised by Konoha to be violent so don't come at me with the whole he's a murderer #newsflash THEY'RE SHINOBIS #Fans getting mad because any other character isn't Naruto like he isn't the anomaly in this situation #he's special and I love Naruto but stop comparing Sasuke to him lol #Naruto had it bad but the closest he was to living through a Uchiha clan massacre was during Pain's arc #and Naruto did snap and almost killed everyone #I'm a Sasuke supporter every day my child did a lot of wrong things but he deserved to go deranged #naruto #Sasuke Uchiha #naruto shippuden #naruto classic

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peacockrulz · 18 days ago

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Funny stuff happens on twitter sometimes dkslfjsdlkf

#these tags are dedicated to the person who told me to stop hiding headcanon info in the tags #im still doing it LKSDFSDFKLFJ #anyway some exposition for my tumblr fans:#J never sleeps. like ever #if she does “sleep” she usually does it sitting in the drop-pod #a lah inuyasha style LMAO #if that makes sense #she never even slept during Tessa's sleepovers #she'd just lay there letting her mind wander #But it always stressed Tessa out that J never relaxed #so one day she was finally able to convince J to TRY. just once.#the first time J ever slept and the first time she truly let her guard down in that manor #was curled up. as small as she could be. next to Tessa.#J was so scared of being found. of being hurt for stopping just once.#so Tessa sat with her the entire time. So she could feel safe enough to finally rest #J can't sleep because it means she'd have to physically stop #and after so long since she the last time she was allowed to rest #I don't think she knows how any more.#and if she did I doubt she'd let herself stop for even a moment #because stopping means letting it catch up to you #its easier just to keep moving; isn't it?#its easier then facing the fact she'll never lay next to her ever again #or smth idk im not a writer lol #ANYWAY thanks for reading :]#murder drones #serial designation j #serial designation v #uzi doorman #tessa is mentioned but I don't really think it warrants a tags :p #I really should be making text posts if im gonna make tags this friggin long

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triglycercule · 20 days ago

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hhhhidea...,,,, CUTE idea (kinda?) dust reading to phantom papyrus during night to lull him to sleep,,,, but really its just a way for him to pretend that everythings not really that shit (as if phantom paps isn't just dust's denial incarnate) and to help him NOT wake up because of a nightmare again or something

(and just because i can't resist now im imagining this with mtt. not that dust stopped reading to paps in place of killer and horror (because he wouldnt he simply wouldn't) but now the two join them for storytime. horror knocks out pretty damn fast and eventually dust falls asleep too after he makes sure that paps is satisfied with the amount he read and then killer's just left to sit there. maybe he tries to fall asleep maybe he doesn't,,,, maybe he picks up the book and continues reading but EITHERWAY,,,,,, this scene in my head so 💥💥💥😇😇😇)

#sweet soft mtt taking OVER triglycercule's brain has been invaded with them.........#horror probably sleeps like a rock man. dust is a very very very light sleeper. killer doesn't sleep at all and when he does #its just like that half asleep state. better than nothing tho....... those weeks of not sleeping probably leads to the most delicious naps #now in an ideal world killer learns to get a proper sleep schedule even if he can't feel his exhaustion #however in MY mtt dominated world killer doesn't fix his sleep habits and instead just takes a shitton of naps everywhere #they killerfied the house (made everything softer to sleep on) and killer always has 2 walking pillows to sleep on #sure he might not get 8 hours of sleep like during night. but he got that over the day so its ok TRUSY #this surely wont have any bad side effects but whatever its the mtt since when do they care about PROPER habits. if it works it works #ik i aaaaalways say hrkl wouldn't like phantom paps and find it weird but also now im considering #like. them being jealous of dust for always having kinda papyrus with him #like damn..... horror fucked up his brother permanently. he will never get the old paps back #and killer doesnt want to see his papyrus again because then he thinks hell just ruin everything again #but dust gets to talk and laugh and joke with his paps all the time!!! he got it better than them and thats just cus he hallucinates!!!! wt #i mean phantom paps isnt a 1:1 version of papyrus but hes close enough in my eyes #another idea....... horror (and maybe killer if he warms up to it) hanging out with dust JUST to talk to phantom paps #dust could easily just lie about what phantom paps says (although unless he had a reason he wouldnt risk upsetting paps like that methinks)#but theres something there. something something toxic mttpoly dynamic or whatever idc man. im in the mood for FLUFF!!!!!!!!!!#i think it would be funny if phantom paps says dusts deepest thoughts about hrkl. and then if he wants to say it dust has to filter it a LO #they could be sitting near killer and phantom paps would provide a detailed description of why killer has the mannerisms of a cat #and then dust would (hesitantly) agree to everything paps said (he was thinking it too) but when killer looks back at him #(he's been staring at killer for the past 10 minutes to see if what paps said was right) dust just says like. you remind me of a cat #OR BETTER YET he doesn't wanna admit that he thought of that so he just says paps says you remind him of a cat #insert horror version of this moment here. and killer quickly realizes that dust's just using papyrus as an excuse for why he says stuff #like that sometimes. horror just thinks dust's a weirdo freak (but unlike killer he takes the little observations to heart. loser)#killer sans #horror sans #dust sans #murder time trio #utmv #tricule hc

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greenerteacups · 2 months ago

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Hi GT,

Forgive me if this is a stupid question, but I absolutely love the recs you've given (you've introduced me to tomione, and I love it!) and I was wondering if it's possible to give you some recs in return? There are some books and fics that definitely have dramione / got vibes, and I was wondering if I could share them with you!

So glad you've enjoyed them! Feel free to rec me anything you want. I've read most of the classic recs in terms of fic and adjacent content (Cruel Prince et al), but I'll try anything that's well-written. My tastes run towards weird and/or audaciously creative stuff, and I can forgive a lot of weaknesses in plot on the grounds of (1) ambition or (2) character work. My turnoffs are instalove, protagonists who can't fail, and most Y/A (I'm not a hater, I swear, I just need characters who can say "fuck" when their leg gets chopped off.)

I'm also a fan of weird and fucked-up dynamics.(Wuthering Heights was my favorite book for a while, and as a teenager I wrote an AU in which the book ends on a long sex scene where Heathcliff fucks Cathy's ghost and then immediately gets murdered by Catherine 2.) Obviously, I am very normal.

#greenteacup asks #my beef with Y/A is mostly expressed in a dissonance between tone and content #LOVE the content. dystopia fantasy horror sex and blood — awesome. but question. why are they all saying 'darn'?#like in the vampire diaries where they'll watch people get eaten and then 2 episodes later be like 'omg SCHOOL DANCE'#(EDIT: actually in fairness. on the vampire diaries. it was mostly just caroline that did that. unfair example my apologies)#& i distinguish this critique from a common bitch-and-moan complaint about tv shows being interested in 'girly' things #like relationships and social standing. that is not my complaint. that shit is delicious. i will chomp that shit for days #my issue is that when the stakes oscillate wildly from episode to episode and i can't tell what the main thing is #like sorry. a story with murder in it is always going to be about murder. you can't make it not about murder #unfortunately! many have tried.#and in general i have difficulty reading about teenagers bc—#(she says having written 600k words about them OKAY I KNOW. i contain multitudes.)#because they're either mini-adults (preferred flavor. jude in the cruel prince nails this) or like leetol babies to me #and unless it's something like the hunger games where the Leetol Baby thing is part of the story #i'm like. hang on. you're 12 what are you doing here #percy jackson was hard for me to re-read as an adult for this reason #which is why they're enjoyable for teenagers! because as a teenager you DO feel like an adult #and you like reading books that treat you like one! nothing wrong with that! healthy even!#only then you get past the teenage years (mashallah) and you get stuff like twilight #where of COURSE bella doesn't think twice about 117 year old man falling in love with her #because he looks like a rich mysterious 17-year-old hottie #but you reread it later and it's like um well. that. could be explored a little more maybe.#i'm not even necessarily opposed to it. candidly. still team edward. i just think the dynamic should be more fucked up and juicy.#which Y/A authors are often reluctant to do. like. COWARDS! face the nasty consequences of your narrative decisions!#anyhow. you didn't ask for any of this. please give me your recs lovely person you seem very nice.

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smashwolfen · 6 months ago

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Audhhfkfkdhrkfjdjs the con was small but very fun! Was hella nervous being out even with my small amount of dressing up, but a lot of people complimented my mask and my diamond clan sweater(even the strangers on the street well after we left the venue!) and they loved seeing the plushies poking out of my bag matching my mask I HAD A LOT OF FUN AND FEEL LIKE I COULD TOTALLY DO IT AGAIN ELSEWHERES!!!! Once I build up funds to go of course XD

I didnt spend too too much while there but got some fun lil things!

I dunno how bud did it but those are wood burned/pressed(?) versions of the pokemon cards, and they were worried doing a random trainer was a bad idea, little did they know ADAMAN WAS THE BEST CHOICE FOR ME PERSONALLY!! Snagged 2 offical pokemon pins because of course, a lil 3D printed fidget spider friend, and a Vivian sticker! My buddy I went with was very much a confidence booster im so glad i went!

OH AND ALSO WHILE WE WERE OUT THIS FINALLY ARRIVED IN THE MAIL!!!!!

Its actually pretty hefty for the size BUT YEAH BUDDY I GOT AN OFFICAL HISUIAN POKEBALL REPLICA BABEYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! THE PLA COLLECTION GROWSSS!!!!!!!

The sweater was made by @cecilioque god thank you so much for making such a perfect sweater to wear to a first con!!!! Nintendo wishes they did it before you ;w;

#realizing too late I didnt take any shots with with the survey pin i made but thats fine it was in my last post XD #also YES THATS ME BRKDJSBSJDIFHRJ HELLO I GUESS XD #got myself a buildable lugia too when we went to gamestop and bestie and I have plans to build together over discord once we have a nap #we peopled hard today we so drained #AND FJRKTJDJDJD IN THE MALL THIERS A BRAND NEW JAPANESE STATIONARY STORE AND WE WERE WEAK OH GOD XD #very very very eventful day XD #that pokeball could do a murder if I chucked it at someone dear lord XD #convention #pokemon #pokemon legends arceus #pla #hisuian zoroark #hisuian zorua #diamond clan #pokeball #smashwolfen

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theprincessandthepie · 2 months ago

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replaying dragon age inquisition is just an exercise in “the rebel mages would not fucking do that”

#da #my posts #specifically the hostile ones hanging out in the hinterlands for no good reason.#at least they gave the crazy hostile templars a motivation. a really weak one but still. At least they have a goal.#‘kill at mages. don’t gaf about anyone else’ ok. fine.#‘kill everyone you see for some reason. we need to steal their belongings I guess????’ insane. what the hell.#the could have at least done some blood magic about it. it would have been a boring repeat of da2 themes but at least there would be themes?#it’s just so STUPID. especially coming off of a fresh da2 playthrough.#like there’s some dumb stuff in da2 to give you an excuse to fight both mages and templars as generic npcs don’t get me wrong.#but not this much. and unlike da2 you and your companions comment on it as if it makes any sort of sense lol #also I hate that they decided that the chantry explosion killed a bunch of people (which is not supported at all by either the environments #or dialogue of da2 btw. the game is mainly concerned about anders murdering elthina not randos lol)#but that will come in later.#anyway. every note I find in the game from the mages is so insane. just found the area where the templars burned down a house with mages #locked inside. but because both sides have to be bad for dai plot reasons #the mages killed the peasants that lived in the house for damn reason lmao. AFTER robbing them on the road earlier.#insane choices from the writing team on this one.#what were you trying to SAYYYY #like I’m ok with the mages being a bit brutal. that happens in war. but there’s like. reasons? usually?#like as much as orsino turning himself into a flesh beast is insane and weird both-sides-ism plot device.#at least they tried to give him a reason (even if it didn’t make sense in the context of hawke and co absolutely destroying the templars he #was so convinced were going to kill them all)#the hinterlands mages genuinely have no reason to attack random passersby.#ESPECIALLY SINCE IM PLAYING A MAGE.#like?????? hello I am one of you. how the hell do you even know I’m not one of the rebels.#sorry anyway I’m upsetti spaghetti.

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sleepy-crypt1d · 10 months ago

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going a little insane thinking about that one echo in moxxi's heist that's jack calling his mom on mother's day- a call she very much does not answer- and how much the sadness in his voice when saying goodbye says about him

#borderlands #handsome jack #borderlands 3 #dude i love moxxi's heist so much it fed us jack and Timothy lovers SO good #he MISSES his MOM :((((#like this opens up so many questions #did she show back up in his life after she abandoned him?? after he became ceo?? after his name became known as a monster??#does she know hes dead? that her granddaughter killed herself because of him? that he died crying and desperate to be seen?#did they talk at all or did she disown him completely once he first tasted blood?#did she watch the phone ring in silence every time he called her waiting for it to stop so she could breathe?#did they both dread mother's day and birthdays and funerals as much as the other? did either of them know?#was she there to meet his wife- or his second- did she know about nisha? did he tell her? did he wish she was there?#did she mourn her mother knowing he was the one who ordered her to be murdered? did she know her mother abused him?#I Need To Know #gearbox please i am begging on my knees ANYTHING about his mom and his wife please please please #was he loving?? was he a good kid?? was he a good cook or a funny dad?? did he play in the mud or hide under his covers??#PLEASE #ANYTHING #I AM GOING INSANE #i have answers to All Of This in my head but like- any crumb of info about his family would feed me for months #am so normal about this man

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raptorladylover6969 · 8 months ago

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“Elena makes dad jokes, doesn’t that make her…daddy?” -my friend 2024 after I sent a gif of Elena making the cookie joke 😭😭😭

#elena of avalor #elena castillo flores #eoa #elena does make dad jokes…but would that makes her…daddy?? not too sure…#what if I said Elena’s theme song would be Hey Daddy by Usher…#Introducing Avalor’s number 1 sugar daddy!!!#Elena can be my sugar daddy any day-I MEAN WHAT-#im a teenage lesbian ok guys I have TYPES…#mean femmes who could murder me OAUGAH MAKE OUT WITH ME RN

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lordofthestrix · 2 months ago

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Is the slow death of cursive an ongoing phenomenon that I somehow failed to notice until now?

Today I had to handwrite some instructions to a recently of age 'youngster' and I can swear that he looked at me as if I had handled him Egyptian script before the discovery of the Rosetta stone.

#out of eternity #Am I growing old?#Perhaps I'm growing old.#I could make old work.#I would get myself an exceptional looking cane a la Lucius Malfoy.#Something to stop my enemies with.#And emphatically complain about 'the good old days'#Back when our friends and family members acting strange inspured theories of mysterious and murderous shapeshifters.#Instead of tedious AIs.#In any case... I'm feeling much better.#I was near the point of exhaustion last time I wrote.#Tonight is movie night. But I will be re-teaching myself how to write Tristan at some point this week.#Let me know if you wish to be a victim of my readjusting period.

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giantkillerjack · 11 months ago

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The cool thing about a horror movie that takes place in a mental hospital and, shockingly, actually turns out to be on the side of mentally ill people is that it avoids all the common disgusting pitfalls of mocking, demonizing, and infantilizing mentally ill people.

The downside is

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

[It's much scarier.]

#original #smile movie #smile 2022 #I'm literally two scenes in #it could definitely become ableist by the end of the movie but I'm kind of obsessed so far?#like nothing is scarier to me than the lack of quality help and validation available to victims of trauma! and this movie is LEANING INTO IT #which is way scarier and also way truer and more important to talk about than a looney bin filled with lunatics who want to murder you #like that's literally a concept based solely on people's ableist fears.#same with horror movie monsters that are just people with facial deformities or congenital disorders or just... people who are poor #(the hillbilly cannibal trope is just MAN POOR PEOPLE ARE SCARY HUH. it's garbage.)#what's ACTUALLY a horror is the way these people are treated! and that INCLUDES how they are portrayed in media!#because guess what? ghosts aren't real and an abandoned mental hospital can't hurt you #but you know what can? a doctor who doesn't believe you. a system built on neglect. THAT'S the horror we need to talk about.#and THAT is why I am going to have to watch this movie in short installments over a few days #and let me be clear: i am alive today bc of a mental hospital's IOP/PHP program. i stopped being suicidal after YEARS bc of that program #mental hospitals CAN and SHOULD be GOOD THINGS ACTUALLY. but in countries with shitty healthcare that's very hard to find.#it is also why it is my life's work to build a treatment center that PROVES we can do this ethically and with compassion #life is worth living #and the American Healthcare industry can die just the same as any other giant or dragon. empires have fallen before. it is not immortal.#YOU reading this matter. stay safe. please. it isn't the end yet. i love you.

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beliscary · 7 months ago

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there's a tower in belisaere called dolorous bastion

#g*rth n*x does things to make me specifically insane #me pulling up scherzo di notte in another tab #arghhh given the quality of his recent works I don't. want any more... but also. Wallmaker lore. blease #if I don't finish goldenhand it will continue to not be real and not hurt me #but I can try clariel again... for the world building.....#did you know bellis is part of the scientific name for a daisy #and sayre can be linked to carpenter #anyway listen. listen. lean in to Sam being a little too much like rogir for a kingdom that just returned from chaos #he's a little vain. a little reclusive. went to ancelstierre and came back... odd. deeply involved in magics no one understands #and he has no mentor. no guidance. just an unhelpful chaotic neutral cat. he's the last first & only wallmaker atm.#but he's just a moody artist ok. a total sweetheart just at turns manic and melancholic.#who is also capable of forging an executioner's blade that can imprison orannis the destroyer.#and. you know. a prince.#he should have a terrible complex about Being Like His Evil Uncle #in addition to his own shame at his perceived cowardice & failures. and his fear of Death #and his anxiety that he'll one day pour himself into the Making of something like the og wallmakers did #(and all this could. also swirl around Rogir's classique villainous queercoding. just saying.)#put a mentos in that bottle of diet coke and watch it go okay!!!#I'm sitting here shaking the narrative like If People Behaved Like People The Court Would Deeply Distrust Him #not his family obviously!!! but everyone else.#especially for facilitating a student exchange of ancelstierran soldier mages and also bringing in new citizens #who only treatied with him. not with the future queen.#and he looks and sort of behaves like his usurper murderer uncle. JUST SAYING.

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triglycercule · 9 days ago

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who made the mtt. and no i dont mean like who made the CONCEPT of the murder time trio (because i know who that is. touken kamui i thank you for the fangame every day :3) but like,,,, who decided to just randomly pair these 3 together?? like whaaaat.......

part of me wants to believe it was rahafwabas with the whole bad sanses group thingy being made with those 3 in there and then like. the fangame just gave them specifically a seperate group name. but STILL,,,,, where did this trio come from

#so rain of dust got a reboot a couple of months ago and now triple the insanity did too #and my newest favorite detail in the video is that theres a section where dust and killer's sprites are #glitching out. wanna know why??? BECAUSE HORROR GOT DELETED MTT BETTA THEY ALWAYS TOGETHER #insanity is just a horror replacement i fear i dont understand at all why he's even in the trio #WHY IS IT A TRIO. IF THERE'S A SUPPOSED FOURTH. THATS A SQUAD BRO #istg he was just added there for like shock factor or smth bc horror wasn't powerful enough to keep up #it saddens me so much to have him here but also that means it saddens kist as well :3 #and killer and dust's sprites are red while insanity's is purple #YOU WILL NEVER BE HIM INSANITY!!!! YOU WILL NEVER BE HORROR I FEAR #idc what anyone says idc how many people shit on the mtt fangsme concept i LOVE IT #its like one of the few mtt content i get that doesnt involve nightmare #like. ok. bad sanses cool. i however could not give two shits about the oil monstrosity and cross #please i need my own little seperate island to myself where only i get to enjoy the mtt reboot songs #cycle of endless death against a common foe. they HAVE to learn how to work together no matter what #its not like they can just give up (looking at you horror) because the human will keep on killing again and again #waaait waaaaait in an mtt fangame dynamic horror would also experience the genocides :3 awww shared truama :3 #isnt it so badass that horror literally had to get DELETED because he couldnt die and therefore the human got mad #ok fine maybe im glad theres at least a reason my boy got removed from the trio but still #the human can kill dust and killer as many times as they want. the other two will keep trying to stop them bc of dt #but horror CANT die. theres no fun in that. and one day he'll just give up. that's not amusing at all #i find it nice. a cute little parallel between the 3 :3 now horror gets his own personal genocidal human experience #man the mtt fangame human is smart asf like. DAMN. i forgot bro could just erase the trio #anyways i think that it's a good concept IDC. why are they stuck in the endless loop of human kill human reset? idk lemme check #i forgot that gaster was involved in this fuckass au LMAO but at least he's not THAT involved. more like a background character #the satsujinki was created only for murder. does it have any other thoughts? any other wants and needs? i love it so much my baby #and then the phase after that just consists of my trio emptily operating off the faintest instincts they have #after all this time spent together fighting do they not instinctually long for eachother?#me imagining these empty husks to hold hands and hug. as if theyd only truly be able to coexist peacefully with their minds lost #but at least theyre together. at least theyre always together forever :3 even if they don't know anything else #tricule rant

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pocketramblr · 16 days ago

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I'm incredibly in love with btaa Harvey. I wanna call him "princess" too tbh TF

#i think TF saying (joking?) about murder being legal in ep1 was what inspired Harvey to go 'wait how bizarrely legally can i take oz down'#and I'm living for it #any group of three binoculars....#'i could take this whole city down legally if you gave me half an hour of prep time' Bruce couldn't be at the races that day because he #would have been too overcome if he heard Harvey say that #or hear that TF had graduated from calling him 'college boy' to 'princess' dhfjgju #I'll finish ep 6 on the way home today

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creativeimagination206 · 5 months ago

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I was tagged by @caseopened — thank you for the tag! This was a lot harder than I thought it would be 😅 I have too many favorite characters.

Tagging @trips-around-the-sun @musntbill @frommybookbook and @knickynoo

No pressure, you guys, but I am actually curious who your all-time-favs are.

#fandom #god there are too many good characters out there #Perry Mason #good omens #ace attorney #back to the future #murder she wrote #tag games #polls #I’m curious to see what the responses are #If I get any honestly 😂#if anyone wants to ask why these are my favorite #I could rant for days #just hit me up #I’m open to chat!

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thetangibleghost · 25 days ago

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I've always wanted to wake up from a dream laughing and I just did but I realized after I woke up that I have missed a million social cues :((((((((((((((((( it wasn't even funny idk why I couldn't stop giggling. I dont even giggle irl.

#this also may have been a separate dream #i was in this big aquarium swimming and walking around. it was like. you could swim in a lot of the exhibit and interact with the animals #i had some sort of mission and i also found a baby seal who i picked up and was carrying around as i wandered around #eventually i ended up in this little nook that had one of the adult seals/walrusess? so i let the baby go but the adult was not into it and #i heard someone day something like “aw he still has hope”#theres this kid that works at the aquarium and i tell him to come with me for some reason. its around this time i realize this is some movie #the kids boss is like “next time you leave your post you gotta dive out”#and im worried a bit allready sbout him leavin his post with the adult walrus up there.#then suddenly the glass starts breaking everywhere. like one crack then the whole aquarium starts falling apart #and the kid seems a bit worried.#as were all evacuating i decide that its my fault. because the walrus must have been ramming the glass while the kid wasnt watching.#i remember thinking about how this was a movie or something and feeling really dumv #then yhe dream was over snd there was s recap??? in like drawing form and it showed the main character (me) putting a bomb in the center of #the aquarium in some sort of well or something. so. i guess it really was completely my fault in a different way than i thought #then later im at some sort of party or something and then i leave the party for another party or something? and i feel really bad sn #and socially innept the entire time. the person who i think i reconize we start talking and theyre like the first person whos nice to me #and were talking about following eachother on Instagram? or somth #while their scrolling i see a video eith one of my old friends and shes on the news? the headline is like “me and cathy snd the murder #victim...“ or something. and im like ”hey thats my friend“ and the person just shuts their phone off.#any ways so this person lets me hitch a ride with them back to the original party. they get out of the uber super early but its the right #house and the tell the driver that hes lost and the DRIVER gets out. so im like oh i guess this is their car??#and so they drive up to the drive way and three more people start getting in the car and theyre like putting stuff in the trunk #and talking about where to sit and i just start giggling.#and im still trying to participate like i offer to sit in the middle. theres already someone sitting at the front but he gets out and #everytime someone says anything i start giggling??? and like its sunny and everyone is very attractive in a way that o just found so funny #and then eventually two of then run over to this like panel dash board yhing that on a wall outside and like messing with it opening the #glove box and stuff and i just wake up #and immediately upon waking. well first i was like “teehee. i woke up from giggling” then i thought about it and i was like “oh. i was #take the front seat :(#dream log

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