#they cannot and will not get rid of us
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to all my american followers who now have to deal with the consequences of brain dead people’s actions. and deal with the im sure very difficult four years that are to come, i am so incredibly sorry, it is not what you deserve, you deserve so much better
and to those of you who are LGBTQ+, POC, anything that isn’t a straight, white, cisgender man. you fight like hell, make it difficult for them. you and your identity and your people have existed long before them, and shall exist long after them. despite their hatred and their attempts to eradicate you, you are still here, you still keep living, you still keep fighting. keep being who you are and living how you want, because that is the biggest form of protest in these times. you keep living, that is all you can do. i love all of you dearly, and i hope that we can find peace someday, and not have to live in fear anymore. you deserve better
#i am unbelievably angry and upset#i wish this wasn’t the way things turned out#you deserve so much better#they cannot and will not get rid of us#they just can’t#and we can’t give up or stop fighting#all my luck goes out to all of you#all my love too#and the biggest hugs ever
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#cannot get rid of us#good omens#ineffable husbands#crowley good omens#crowley#aziraphale good omens#aziraphale#good omens season 2#good omens fandom
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whoever needs to hear this: if you got a disability, if you don’t know if you have something, if you ever think “it’s not that bad” if you have a thing about guilt, if you’re ill, Anything: listen. it is okay to throw things away.
you can throw it away. if it sucks and it stresses you the fuck out, if you just “need the right time to fix it” for the past 3 months. or years. if you loved it once upon a time but it makes you feel kinda weird and guilty now. if it’s a jacket youve reaaaally been meaning to mend and then donate. a jar of sauce that “all you have to do” is clean out to recycle but it’s been a week and now there’s a small colony growing in it. slowly shredding to bits fabric scraps you plan to use to fix something. busted picture frame. cracked mug. old shoes. extra box. an entire pack of granola bars that you hate so much but don’t want to waste.
life is already so goddamn difficult for us. i know you still care about recycling and the environment and sustainability. but it’s okay, i promise. sometimes you have to take care of your space. sometimes you have to cut your losses so you can actually have energy to recycle the next thing. get rid of the old shirt before it turns into a tornado pile of guilt under the bed. you’re not a bad person. you can throw this one away.
#idk if marie kondo talked about trash in this way but i do remember something about her philosophy helping me with the guilt aspect of this#like the ability to thank something for the service it provided you but recognize that you’ve grown beyond it. yes even for dumb tshirts#feeling very chatty today lol.#text#disability#uhhh idk what else to tag#cleaning#environmentalism is one of my great passions#but everyone has to recognize they cannot be activists 100% of the time and do the right thing 100% of the time#using my iphone to post this is one of those things. buying something from amazon bc i can’t make myself go to the store is one.#sometimes one must preserve themself simply in the name of preservation. take care of your space bc that’s where you do You.#and sometimes objects accumulate in said space and just get this awful sickly aura. metaphorically#where you can’t deal with it so you shove it somewhere else. but it’s okay to get rid of shit that sucks
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the downside of getting cool new horror sans red walls is reorganizing your room and realizing GODDAMN IT I HAVE SO MUCH USELESS SHIT IN HERE
#why do i have a sleeping bag i have only had ONE SLEEPOVER??????#and the like 8 unused jackets when i really only use 3 on the regular 💀💀💀💀#the lamp that i never use. the fairy lights i never use. i already HAVE a central light why would i use those#the 18 plushies i have to get rid of for space (i no longer have shelves. isnt that swell!)#on a side note i did find every halloween costume ive worn Ever#fish triglycercule..... french fries triglycercule...... hot dog triglycercule..... cheese triglycercule........ (there's a theme)#cannot hang up my mirror yet a shame 💔💔💔#I HAVE AN EMPTY LITTLE CORNER IN MY ROOM😈😈😈 this will be the mtt shrine#PIN MAKER GOES THERE MTT (not really but sanrio is close enough right???) FIGURES GO THERE#should i start being cringe and start printing out mtt merch to tape all over my walls like a 2000s teenager#i feel like my mother would Euthanize me if she saw that (she no likey murderous skeletons)#gonna start painting things to hang up but theyre only vaguely mtt reminiscent (the closest thing i can get to merch 💔💔💔)#ALSO I HAVE TWO SWORDS NOW 😁😁😁😁😁 actually tho#am i a loser when i saw the swords and i was like 'ooh this would be good for references when i draw!' 💀💀💀💀💀#winter cleaning is so nice :3 i have SO much dirt and dust and rubble on my everything in here i need a vaccum#dust? dust...... dust sans. dust sans? like the leader of hit group murder time trio???? MURDER TIME TRIO REFERENCE??????#real tricule
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Do I really have to make myself breaking-down-sobbing miserable over not doing something every single time I am not perfectly productive for you to believe that I have a disability that disables me from being perfectly productive
#nathan's notes#this is aimed towards my mother#like i am fucking sorry that i am not physically disabled for you to actually see that i cannot do some things#the way you'd expect a normal person to#i just thought that maybe the OFFICIAL DIAGNOSIS I HAVE MADE BY A PROFESSIONAL PSYCHOLOGIST WOULD HAVE FUCKING CLUED YOU IN TO THAT FACT#JESUS CHRIST#I KNOW IT IS LITERALLY THE SAME ''EXCUSE'' WHENEVER I DON'T DO THINGS#BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT A MENTAL ILLNESS DOESN'T STOP DISABLING ME ONCE IVE USED IT TO EXPLAIN MY CURRENT UNPRODUCTIVITY#YES. IT IS STILL ACTIVE. IT DOES NOT HAVE A COOLDOWN. IT FUCKS ME UP EVEN IF IT'S ANNOYING FOR YOU#IT FUCKS ME UP EVEN IF IT'S ANNOYING FOR *ME*#IF I COULD GET RID OF THIS BITCH I COULD BUT UNFORTUNATELY THIS IS NOT THAT TYPE OF WORLD#AND NO. PILLS DO NOT ''HEAL'' ME. THE ADHD IS STILL THERE. IT'S JUST LESS INTENSE *SOMETIMES*#oh my fucking god#vent#having a normal one lads
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oh boy I can't wait to read about how my generation "killed" yet another thing due to not being able to afford it.
(I actually do have a guest room, but I fully understand why many people don't.)
(the article, to be fair, does mention cost as the reason. but I still hate the headline.)
#they always make it sound like we decided to get rid of entire concepts or industries rather than it being a financial prioritization thing#this just in#a whole lot of people cannot afford a home with a random extra room that only gets used a couple of times per year#if i had kids i would no longer have a guest room#millennials
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acting like your hands are clean if you don't vote tomorrow is braindead shit. babe you live in a colonizer country if that's your logic your hands have been covered in blood since the day you were born.
#tankies continue to be some of the worst people i've encountered online#almost everything we own is produced with slave labour in some other country get rid of ur phone then#this is not me saying we shouldn't try to make it better. but you cannot “boycott” the us government. it doesn't work like that.#and if trump gets elected and makes everything actively worse for everyone i know EXACTLY who i'm gonna see here bitching and whining#and going “how could this have happened?!?!?!” you let it!#a fucking text post
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while i'm thinking about it, i'm not sure if i'll finish a new edit before horses, so i'm posting old renders again :) a compilation of my beckett and connor western au :))))) this au really does slap i wasn't joking i'm not gonna be humble about it
#i've developed it more since making these i didn't have a specific time period set and i didn't know how they knew each other#that'll be a real horse!!! western beck's horse is a black stallion. and he's also got a little bay horse with him#you know. red headed stranger etc. glad we could have this talk#except the bay in this beck keeps trying to sell and he cannot get rid of it he just has to keep lugging this my little pony around#something something some kind of symbolism it's a long story#connor has a 1920 rolls royce he doesn't need horses. beckett's never even seen a car that close up before#connor /used/ to be on the run with a gang with horses and camps in the woods as a teen. but he's rich as shit now and lives in the city#ts4#ts4 render#ts4 edit#beckett#connor
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Still can’t wrap my head around how Izzy shooting Ed was supposed to symbolize him “breaking up with Blackbeard” and have them go through that whole thing at the beginning of the season, to have Izzy be the one who tells Ed to follow what makes him happy, and have Izzy’s whole arc be about who he is without Blackbeard just for the finale to turn around and say that Izzy had to die because he was half of Blackbeard and that Ed couldn’t fully let go of Blackbeard otherwise.
#by all accounts it doesn't make sense#Izzy stopped caring about Blackbeard when he stopped following Ed’s orders and started going with the crew#when he told Ed he wouldn’t kill him#he had his figurative death when he tried to shoot himself and Blackbeard had his literal death when the crew killed him#when he’s fucking doing his whole speech saying that piracy isn’t about glory or fame it’s about the community it’s about the crew#the fact that they said that they just didn’t know what else to do with Izzy’s arc so dying was the best conclusion is INSANE to me#like im so hung up on this#blackbeard WAS us#YEAH WAS#dont get me started on how izzy used his fk dying breath to take the blame for everything just protecting others til the very end uh#izzy hands#him telling ed that the crew loves him and then he just....leaves#bitch the crew LOVED YOU#the whole “blackbeard was us i needed him” does gut me a little bit tho ngl like oof can yall stop being tragic for 2secs 😔#anywayyyyy sorry if im being rly negative i dont want to be truly im just upset#it’s like I understand what they were going for but when you put it next to everything that’s happened it’s like ….idk#“izzy keeps the story of Blackbeard alive by being alive!!” and ed doesnt ???#hes literally the face of Blackbeard#so he gets to change and grow and become something else and live as that but izzy cant?#you cannot kill a whole by just getting rid of half#izzy was moving past Blackbeard i just what the fuck is UP#“its cause ed is the mc and izzy is just the side character there to be a device for his growth”#ok well then dont have that characters whole motivation be about actualizing himself as his own person for a whole season#ofmd critical#ofmd
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Typing a reply made me re-check Big B's paralogue
And I remembered this post where I ranted about some stuff
Big B goes :
It's not exactly a real Relic, per se. Nope. It's a replica. Crafted after the War of Heroes. It's a secret family heirloom of sorts from my mom's village.
Now, we know the weapons "similar" to Relics were used during the War of the Eagle and the Lion by Loog's side, so yes, Relics (even if they don't belong to the Elites, they are still powered by Crest Stones and made of Umbral Steel unlike Aymr!) were still being made post WoH.
And that makes me think...
In the earlier post, I was kind of trying to make sense of Willy's conquest and came up with the idea of him brutally putting to the sword/axe/whatever he used the clans and people who knew how to "craft" relics, aka "seeking more power", but also, just people who know because this secret must be hidden at all costs.
Willy's callous actions might have been done with the best intentions (protect Nabateans) but it still led him to slaughter people whose only "sin" was... knowledge.
Fodlan games being what they are, we will not know if Vajra Mushti was made of "material" that was "already harvested" in Zanado, or if a Nabatean - post Zanado - was trounced to craft it, like a random one who was not present during the initial genocide and ultimately was killed for the same reasons. We know Pan was most likely an Agarthan person, was he the one who gifted "new golden weapons" to Loog's side? Were those weapons from "freshly harvested" Nabateans, or made from the "previously harvested" ones whose bones were in the barracks?
Now, concerning Balthus' in particular...
This relic is, per his words, something crafted after the WoH and it was treated as a heirloom in Kupala. Mmkay.
But we also have this :
There's a story they tell where my mom grew up. Long ago, the village got in a squabble with some folks looking to conquer the place. A village elder gave some holy red stuff to their wounded soldiers. Some kind of liquid, who knows... After she did that, some of them made a complete recovery, against all odds. The rest of them were changed, but not for the better. They up and vanished before long. Crests suddenly manifested for the ones who survived.
The Apostle Chevalier left Garreg Mach after the Rite of Rising and went in the mountains, most likely Kupala.
Then, he gave his blood because some people tried to conquer the village (tfw Kupala is located near the Almyran border?), some people got crests and the others, well, didn't (Balthus wonders what "vanished" means, but maybe it means they were turned in demonic beasts?).
And then... Balthus says the gauntlets were "crafted" (so he calls them replicas) so it's knowledge they were "made" and we know what kind of "material" was used.
Assuming Chevalier was a Nabatean (since the only occurences of people healing and getting a crest thanks to magic blood come from people who got their transfusion from a nabatean, Nopes!Seteth mentions how an Elite was supposedly "cured" after getting a crest...) - this would mean he fails the rite of rising and retires in the mountains, live in a village with humans, humans are threatened so he saves them -
and then he is fucking harvested and crafted in a weapon
(Vajra-Mushti has two crest stones (tfw gauntlet) so maybe some random Agarthan gave them the second "crest stone" if Chevalier only had one)
Nabatean Chevalier helps humans and is harvested as a result by the same humans he saved and who knew they could "craft" weapons from him.
(in the best course of action, just like Aubin, Chevalier died "from natural causes" and humans later used his bones to craft the relic, instead of killing him)
Wouldn't this mean, at the end of the day though, that Willy would be, in this theory, right?
If humans know how to craft "golden weapons", they will craft them, regardless of the nature of the "material" used - the people of Kupala were saved by Chevalier the Nabatean... and they show their gratitude by desacrating his remains to build a weapon and treat "it" as a "family heirloom"
(if not straight up killing him to craft said weapon!)
Given how fond Yuri was of old man Aubin, I picture him having the same reaction as Edward from FMA who found out the "being" he transmuted wasn't his mother, when he will find out "what" is the nifty relic he uses.
(granted, given the age of all parties and how the Fetters of Dromi were previously in Dagda, I wonder if Aubin was the one who was turned in an accessory, or if it wasn't another snow dragon...)
In the end - current Fodlan (or post WoH fodlan) - isn't safe for Nabateans because humans will always seek new "weapons" so what was is the solution to adopt, now that this "knowledge" is out in the wild?
If Willy picked the "erase those who know" option, he slaughters innocent people and doesn't even manage to bury the secret, since Chevalier (and maybe the ones from the Loog War?) was harvested, so he just killed a bunch of people for no results.
Rhea's lie about "gifts from the goddess don't think about it"... was sooner or later not going to work anymore, one of her scholars nearly managed to pierce this secret but desisted, and the few relics that "appear" spontanously, called "replicas" or what not throw a wrench in this narrative (just like crests gifted via transfusion!).
No wonder why Rhea thought only Sothis could find a solution - but anyways, what is the solution in this situation???
#3 nopes#FE16#is it the wilhelm hour?#poor Willy tried to use his weapon to deal with a situation that cannot be dealt with weapons#in that sense he's similar to his descendant who believes Aymr can get rid of nobility#the apostles being nabateans is a hc#but even if they are not#chevalier was a human who sided with nabateans the sheer idea that the people he saved#will later 'craft' their own relic using crest stones and umbral steel is wtf#i blame the ponytail for Yuri and Edward comparison#poor Yuri though he loved the old man a lot and here he goes wearing everything said old man was against#if he was a human or a nabatean by virtue of being an apostle#of course fodlan games and references want to focus on teatime and high school AUs shenanigans#because the rest of the world is so bleak#Nabateans are fucked in Fodlan and idk how to make them 'not fucked' anymore
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i will probably still be online today to give a positive safe space for me and anyone who sees this/needs it, we can’t change what’s been done (what will likely happen) right now. let’s take as much of a break as we can before we get back into trying to get him out of office
#📜.scrolls#no matter what he cannot run again. fight the fight right now and we will get through this one way or another i promise you#there’s still a tiny bit if hope and it will likely be days before a confirmation is made#*of#hope for him being impeached. protest. but take a breather first.#bc for some of us the effects will be largely unavoidable but let’s just take whatever time we can#and by that i mean try to take care of yourself today because i urge you to help the fight to fix this which we can even if it’s in four#- years#fight to get rid of the electoral college
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THE ONE WEEK WE’RE FINALLY ABLE TO GET RID OF CAMERON, AND POSSIBLY EVEN JARED, AND THEY MIGHT NOT EVEN LEAVE????
#WE CANNOT GET RID OF THESE MEN IF OUR LIVES DEPENDED ON IT#THE HOUSE IS GONNA BE IN SHAMBLES IF ITS A FAKE OUT DOUBLE#AS ARE WE GOOD LORD#DOUBLE EVICTIONS CONTINUE TO HATE US#bb25
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I think our roommate maybe just has bpd that she's not managing and it's coming out on us a little bit
#🎙️.will#she's a lot older so she wouldn't know because most bpd resources are for young people#fear of abandonment fear of being alone#strong attachments but snaps at the people she's attached to#meltdowns when things are too stressful or overwhelming emotionally#nonetheless I'm just some guy with my fuckass cats who needed a place to live and I pay rent here soooooooo#maybe get your shit together and stop acting like the cats not getting along is the end of the world#and I can tell from extremely subtle hints (that Ben cannot see because of his ptsd) that she will not kick us out#or make us get rid of sproingus over this because she seemed upset at the idea of sproingus even being disciplined at all#I think we all just have Symptoms
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genuinely not kidding when I say that Tears of the Kingdom is not only a bad Zelda game, it's just a bad game in general. it's inaccessible to casual gamers who previously could play Zelda games because of their structure. there is virtually no plot, & what little plot there is sucks ass, is predictable in a bad way, & doesn't make any fucking sense, with the absolute lack of emotional reactions from the characters making it all the worse. the references are only there to distract from the absolute nothingness, despite a main timeline Zelda title being the perfect game to have them as a type of storytelling (what happened to Skyloft??). the sky islands are just rocks with nothing on them except fruit, or maybe a chest if you're lucky. the underground is a walking in the dark simulator. the overworld is the exact same shit as in Breath of the Wild & I already explored that twice so why do it again. the caves are pointless. they didn't add much to the game besides that (the shrines & towers are just reskinned, do not fool yourself) & what they did add is just more sidequests to fill the gaps between the bits of non-existent plot. the dungeons suck. the boss battles are okay which is just sad for a Zelda game. it's just a $90 DLC & if that doesn't explain why I'm so mad about this idk what the fuck will. maybe the fact that this "new formula" is a severe step down from the old one, where you had an actual full fucking puzzle game to play with an actual fucking characters & a story that wasn't just more MCU "cameo! reference!!" bullshit
#sorry to people who enjoyed the game. raise your standards#i feel like the people who think this is a good game either are new to zelda or can't look at things objectively#or are in a fuckton of denial cuz my guy..... this game?? this game???? please tell me you're joking.....................#i cannot begin to describe how fast i got bored with totk#at least botw had the benefit of being new. totk is just botw slightly to the left. & shittier if i'm being honest#it's literally just botw reskinned. except it got rid of guardians so it doesn't even have a cool scary enemy#''but the hands!'' i got over that pretty fast tbh. guardians haunt me to this day. the hands are an old zelda enemy#so i count those as just another reference because that's all anything is in this game#they spent waaaayy too much time on that stupid ultrahand & not enough time on the actual fucking game#& btw this isn't like. new. nintendo games have been getting shittier in all the same ways#like. you can track it. they're not doing a new formula. they're not trying out a new interesting way of doing things#they're becoming lazy & cheap. instead of setting up a storyline they just throw you into a big open world#that takes like 2 irl hours to cross & hope you don't notice the time not being spent being told a story#in botw a lot of stories were told via environmental storytelling. you go by Lon Lon Ranch & Know what happened#you visit an abandoned & destroyed town & you Know what happened#totk doesn't have environmental storytelling so that big open world is useless#there's nothing to tell. so the overworld is changed superficially to make it slightly different but that's it#there's no environmental storytelling in the sky or the underground where it'd be best used#they just Tell you things & there are no hints at anything they don't tell you#uuuuuggggghhhhhh this stupid game frustrates me so fucking much & i hate how no one seems to have a brain about it
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Coop really is so funny the way he acts like this hardass, cynical bastard in half of his verses and yet all he really wants is to love and be loved and be happy ya feel??
#.ooc ( dani is an asshole )#genuinely don’t even think this is just me being self-indulgent lol#he is a romantic under it all. he just wants to feel good things.#he’s usually just deliberately avoided the mere POSSIBILITY of getting attached to a good thing/feeling#bc he assumes it’ll go away or blow up in his face#but like. once he CANT escape the good feeling and he can’t avoid it anymore#he caves immediately#like ‘guess I gotta take advantage of this’#like he’s not hardened to the actual feelings and emotions#he just hides behind his act and avoids ‘temptation’#but like re: lucy por ejemplo he can’t get rid of her#so when she starts making him feel good he simply cannot deny himself#ope….i think i did get the high this time#I forgot where I was going with this#drug use /
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me autistic and with chronic dissociation and light processing issues especially with glare, white paper and black text, using an online textbook, copy and pasting my chapter into google docs, changing the font and it's size, making it double spaced, changing the font color, highlighting the text in a different color, putting my glasses on, changing my screen brightness, and TURNING OFF EVERY OTHER LIGHT IN THE ROOM to reduce glare, rocking and using blankets that don't make me want to exit my skin: okay reading time
me: hm it's not making sense still,,,,,
me:
me: oh the author is just refusing to make the topic easy to understand. oh. oh okay. yeah okay cool great cool
#it's like the academic version of flowery writing in here literally WHAT is your problem what do you think textbooks are for#and the thing is i can stand a lot of big words in a row when you keep the sentence short#BUT SIX#FUCKING#LINES OF TEXT#ALL ONE SENTENCE#FULL OF THE MOST PROFESSIONAL SOUNDING SYNONYMS THEY COULD COME UP WITH#ONCE YOU PUT ALL THOSE IN A ROW IT LOSES MEANING#WHY DONT WE JUST CIRCLE BACK WHILE WERE AT IT#I MEAN ITS ALL ABOUT FINDING THAT BALANCE ISNT IT#REALLY ABOUT COMING BACK AND JUST REALLY CLOSING THAT LOOP TO CROSS THOSE TS AND DOT THOSE IS#THIS SHIT SOUNDS LIKE A DARK ACADEMIA CORPORATE OFFICE#USE YOUR NORMAL PEOPLE WORDS BITCH YOUR JOB#IS TO TEACH#AND MAKE KNOWLEDGE UNDERSTANDABLE#i cannot fucking stand some academics we need to get rid of word counts bc what the fuck is this#handmadeorganicpost
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