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One more piece titled 'going wild in procreate fueled by Solavellan angst'
I need Dreadwolf teasers like I need air
#wearing some experimental magical prosthetic arm instead of staff#Made by Dagna ofcourse who else#anyways I just ove the idea of Lavellan exploring elvhen ruins in order to find a way to stop him after trespasser#and then there are moments where she comes eye to eye with an old mural like this#confronted with the true identity of her lover. the inner turmoil. the longing#ANGST#solavellan hell#dragon age inquisition#my art#dragon age#solavellan#my fanart#dai#solas#solasmance#solavellan he’ll#the dreaded husband#da: dreadwolf#dragon age dreadwolf#dragon age au#solas x inquisitor#I’m going feralll#daze chroma#dazechroma#dragon age fanart#BioWare#dreadwolf summer#Dreadwolf art
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It’s a sibling’s job to kickstart that existential crises young.
#chiligerart#comic#clone cadets#clone trooper#the clone wars#star wars#sw tcw#poor baby I’m sorry for the inner turmoil I have inflicted on you#meme#we used to tease my sister she’s french cuz people had a hard time understanding her
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If there was any moment that made me cry most, it would be this one.
#the wild robot spoilers#roz the wild robot#brightbill#fuck my life this scene left me a blubbering mess#it's the little things that make this scene so moving#brightbill sitting in the exact spot he rested on roz's area as a baby#believing he'd never get the chance to tell Roz how truly sorry he was#looking at the varying emotions written all over his face#facing his inner turmoil working up the nerve to confront that baggage#acknowledging Roz as his real one and only mom#then the god damn nuzzling up around her neck?#might as well have killed me right then and there#poetic cinema at its very finest#the wild robot
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"I loved you like the sun, yet you loved me like the eclipse," he whispered, his voice as soft and fleeting as a memory. Sunday stood before you, his eyes dimmed, the navy blue pupils lost in a sea of unshed tears. His halo flickered faintly, its once vibrant glow now a trembling reminder of his fractured divinity.
You couldn't look at him—not fully. To meet his gaze was to confront the truth you had both tried to outrun. So, instead, you focused on his trembling hands, gloved in black, clenched tightly at his sides. You remembered those hands as a refuge, their warmth steady even when his words faltered. Now, they were trembling barriers, guarding the chasm that had grown between you.
"I gave you my light, my constancy, my everything," he continued, his voice breaking as he took a tentative step closer. "And yet...you only came to me in the moments when your world was in shadow."
His wings fluttered, the feathers catching faint light as though they, too, were straining to hold him upright. You wanted to reach out, to say something—anything—but the words tangled in your throat like a knot you couldn’t untie.
"I never asked for more," he said, his tone sharpening with an edge of bitterness. "I knew what I was to you—a fleeting comfort, an illusion of peace. But even illusions have limits."
You flinched at his words, the truth of them cutting deeper than you’d thought possible. He wasn’t wrong. He had always been there, unyielding, while you drifted in and out, carried by tides of your own fear and longing. You had loved him, hadn’t you? Or was it simply the light he offered, the way it burned away the shadows you couldn’t face alone?
Sunday turned away, his shoulders taut with restrained emotion. His scarf fluttered, the golden underside catching the light like a thread of hope unraveling. "I loved you like the sun," he murmured again, the words more to himself now, "steady, unyielding, radiant. But you—"
He faltered, his voice cracking as the weight of his emotions bore down. When he spoke again, it was quieter, a whisper trembling with sorrow. "You loved me like the eclipse—beautiful, fleeting, only when it was convenient to forget the rest of the world."
His words crushed you, their truth unbearable. You had basked in his warmth, his constancy, without realizing how deeply you had wounded him by taking it for granted. And now, faced with the fragility of what you had shared, you could see the fractures you’d ignored all along.
"I didn’t mean to—" you began, but your voice broke under the weight of your guilt.
He turned to face you again, his eyes glistening, filled with a sadness so profound it stole the air from your lungs. "I know," he said softly, a faint, weary smile gracing his lips. "You never meant to. But intention doesn’t erase the pain, does it?"
For a moment, silence stretched between you, vast and aching. The tension in his wings softened, and his halo steadied, though its glow was dim. He reached out, his hand hovering just inches from yours. It trembled, caught between yearning and restraint, before finally retreating.
"I need to let go," he whispered. "For both of us. Maybe, one day, we’ll find the balance we never could before. But not like this. Not now."
And with that, he turned away, his steps light but unyielding. You watched as he disappeared into the distance, his presence fading like the final rays of a setting sun. All that remained was the echo of his voice and the crushing realization that you had loved him too late.
Inspired by me generating random quotes in my head while I brush my teeth in the morning 😇🫶
Expect more angst in the future lol
#x reader#honkai star rail#hsr#honkai star rail x reader#hsr x reader#hsr sunday#sunday hsr#sunday x reader#sunday sunday sunday#sunday#I SWEAR IF THIS BITCH DOESN'T LEAVE MY MIND!! 🧍♀️#🤺#angst#unrequited love#emotional conflict#bittersweet ending#guilt#yearning#hurt/comfort(implied)#breaking up(?)#inner turmoil#miscommunication#vulnerability#love and loss#self discovery
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Their dynamic swaps everytime they transform,,, the dynamic being "overprotective mean girl and her girlfailure sidekick"
(The sword pointing one is dramatic but its actually a very silly scene)
#being a color guardian can change your personality a bit depending on which stone you have#for orange its a perma truth serum which can make you act/say things you wouldnt otherwise#for green it sorta dilutes your sense of fear as well as boosts self confidence#they love eachother but are also constantly at eachothers throats throughout the story#SPECIFICALLY cuz they cant stop lying to the other and it pisses them both off#kimi hides her insecurities and wont open up about her inner querr turmoil#rin meanwhile hid her status as a guardian from her for weeks and also has a secret romance with an antagonist#my art#my ocs#orange guardian kimi#green guardian rin#color guardians
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😍🫶🥰👏👸🏻🌟💖 Dr. Melfi 💖🌟👸🏻👏🥰🫶😍 in season 2
#The Sopranos#sopranosedit#thesopranosedit#Jennifer Melfi#Lorraine Bracco#tremendous strength of will and inner resource#her >>>>>>> every other character in the history of characters. btw. if you even care#god she's so beautiful and incredible#x#my gifs#even though s1 is the only season where she's in every episode and even though s3 has the most Melfi-centric episode (EotM)#in a way s2 is the best Melfi season because I think it's the season where she has the most like...consistent internal conflict#like she's in basically nonstop emotional turmoil throughout the whole season and it's so fascinating ahhhhhhh sHE'S SO FASCINATING#and beautiful. she's also quite beautiful :)#100
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Happy 1 year and 3 day anniversary to the time Lego Monkie Kid writer and story editor David Breen retweeted the last post of my deranged 8 am 19 tweet long thread about the gayest Legos to ever grace the mortal realm that was certainly a time
#My inner turmoil was off the charts that day#“freenoodles is real!!1!1!” mixed with The Horror™ of being perceived I've never panicked harder since lol#lego monkie kid#freenoodleshipping#freenoodles#oh to be insane and abnormal again#burnout leave me so that I may frolick through the blooming fields of homoromanticism once more
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Some Things I Screenshotted From W2H2 Part 1 While Watching Frame By Frame
Spoilers below
Fucking Somic
I thought Jonathan was the one with the nice ass.
nice. (1312 = ACAB)
Love the chords chart in the background and the book that read "Weeds, Invasive Plants of The Midwest" but what caught me off guard about this scene is that Jonathan just has like, a scalpel??? In his pencil holder??? Facing sharp side up!??? I mean like, I cant judge, I also have a scalpel but i store it in a fucking sterilized box!? I dissect mushrooms with it what is he doing with it??? Dissecting flowers????
I think this is meant to be a 3 leaf clover but it could also be a sticky hand?
I saw it earlier but this is a better pic of those little dinosaur or maybe monster finger puppets you'd get from arcade display cases.
Dolphin.
Yesssssssssssss- wait what is that?
Oh my god funckin Sonic 2
The end.
#w2h2#w2h2 spoilers#w2h#welcome to hell#welcome to hell 2#sock#w2h jonathan#w2h2 jonothan#w2h sock#w2h2 sock#w2h Mephistopheles#w2h2 mephistopheles#totsN'uggs#i highly recommend watching frame by frame the movements are mesmorizing#and for all you sockathan fans out there I recommend the timestamp: 0:27. Look at that boy's inner turmoil#cause its.... *grasping for an excuse* private!#that jonny boy is hiding something (his great passion for flowers) but the way his face gives away so much (sock too!)#boy. why did you let him read it in the first place huh?#suspicious.#And sock's face being all sad one minute then turning annoyed the next. great stuff#Mephistopheles pushing everything aside for sock to vent but then pushing Sock away cause he dont like physical contact. so good.#so much depth in each character#even Jonothan's mom#her expression are very plain almost but that portrays her sort of tiredness and how easily she brushes off her son's strange behavior#so deep. so good. i love it#im ranting#but thats fine cause its my post
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I'll be honest, I'm going to sound probably all over the place with this, but I tried my best!
Okay, so going back to chapter 252, I see that Yuta was indeed sliced by Sukuna, but what I wasn't expecting that would resort to him being sliced in half just as Gojo was back in 236.
This is where it got confusing to me. How was Yuta sliced in half? Why was he sliced in half? Before this, just like Yuji, he was tanking Sukuna's cuts and using RCT. Just before this moment, Sukuna was also hit with Jacob's Ladder and his guard is at his lowest.
Did Sukuna manage to actually execute a slash that could completely cut through at that specific, odd moment and Yuta couldn't stop it? Or... did Yuta let it happen?
What if Yuta is just... tired?
I know, I know!
Like, I don't know, it just seemed odd to me.
It gets me that in 262, they state that their plan is that if Satoru loses and dies, his body will be taken over by Yuta, but... that was it. No one said anything that in order for Yuta to take over Satoru's body that he (Yuta) had to be mortally injured.
He could have switched his brain without being on the verge of dying, right? Which makes me question when Kenjaku uses the technique, does Kenjaku have to be close to dying to body hop?
That's for another day!
I recently (last week) rewatched JJK 0 and watching the beginning of that movie reminded me just how depressed he was and how little of himself he cared for. Yuta tried to off himself.
Also take note that he is constantly amazed by whatever his friends do. Evident enough against his fight against Geto. In 261, he shifts the attention back onto the topic of Gojo when Maki remarks how he's important to him, too. His reaction is highly negative.
He gets angry, and thinking about what Maki said, I feel like that has a double meaning. Yuta is important because he is a friend. But he is important because he is also a weapon. He is the best player after Gojo that they got, he's the strongest after him.
It's almost feels like this is the moment Yuta decided to just throw it all out the window and take that risk because he was tired, but at the same time he wasn't just going to leave the others hanging.
This chapter does feel a little like the ending half of Shibuya. Yuji is once more unable to finish off the enemy that has been constantly terrorizing him because of an interruption by someone with a technique that allows them to use other techniques and just so happen to arrive possessing the body of a Special Grade sorcerer.
But let's go deeper into this, because when you think about it... Yuta is the Yuji in 261.
There are people dying around him after Gojo is out of commission in some way because of a dark haired villain who again uses the techniques of someone else! Both Yuta and Yuji had Gojo on the mind, but disregarded themselves, however there is a difference. Yuji's main goal was to save Gojo, Yuta has to use Gojo's body.
Here's something else about 261. Yuta is also like Kenjaku here. Both choose to possess a body because the technique engraved in the body is useful.
However, in opposition, Kenjaku willingly seeks out to do this. Kenjaku wants to do this because it benefits Kenjaku. Yuta doesn't want to possess Gojo's body, it's not something he is at all happy about. It's not something he ever dreamed of doing.
While this chapter is similar to the Shibuya Incident, there's bits where it mirrors Shibuya but distortedly. Kenjaku gets away with Gojo at the end of that arc. Here? It's not looking too good for Yuta. (I do believe in him though. I do feel like he will indeed accomplish something here.)
It's reminded that Yuta's technique allows him to copy a technique for five minutes. When Mei Mei points out the three possible outcomes of Yuta's technique timer running out, two of them has a result that may lead to death. Only one doesn't, and that's living on in Gojo's body.
So Yuta knows that he has a possible higher chance of dying possessing Gojo's body.
There's also the case of taking over Gojo's body to use his techniques was a last resort when everyone else was wiped out. When Yuta arrives back on the battlefield, Yuji had his claws right in Sukuna's chest. Yuji probably would have easily ripped Sukuna's heart at that moment had not Yuta showed up.
And I know, I know some Yuji's fans wanted that, I definitely would have loved to have seen that (payback), but I think back to Yuta's words in this chapter and overall what has happened.
Everyone, at some point, had to shed that bit of their humanity to win their fight.
It takes a curse to kill a curse. This is literal and figurative to the story. To be a jujutsu sorcerer you have to shed some bit of yourself to kill a curse.
This whole time, Yuji, probably the most human character (how ironic) has little by little shed his humanity as the story progresses. He's losing himself.
What if Yuta caught that? While we know Yuji didn't know some of the plans doing on, we can guess it wasn't the case vice versa. What if Yuta knew about everything or most of what Yuji had to do to get to where he is?
What if Yuta coming in right as Yuji was about to rip out Sukuna's heart was him saving Yuji from losing that last bit of humanity he has? Keep in mind that Yuji and Sukuna mirror each other, so ripping out his (Sukuna's) heart would make Yuji no better than Sukuna.
Shibuya was the start of Yuji truly believing himself to be less of a human. Chapter 261 mirrors Shibuya in some regards and I feel like the next couple of chapters may be Yuji seeing himself as a human, not a cog, again.
What if for the next chapters during Yuta's second confrontation with Sukuna, Yuji may get that hit of morality back when he learns what Yuta has done, he'll reflect on it and think about himself? What if once he learns what Yuta has done he gets a "do I want to be like that" moment?
I don't know, I don't know. But I feel like this...
Yuta is tired. He has those dark shadows under his eyes that make him look physical tired, but what if that is also a connotation/visual way of saying that Yuta is tired of how his life is now?
He acts like he's in a better state than how he really is and maybe this whole time, he just wanted to let go. He puts on this show though because he doesn't want the others to fret over him and snapped when Maki said he was important to them. He no longer felt like a human. Just a monster, a cog to the system... a curse, if you will. He accepted death when he knew there wasn't a high chance of escaping it.
However, he chose a moment that was "Hey, I'm going to die and I accept that, but you (Yuji) I'm giving a chance". I'm sure he knew about Gojo's plan to wanting a better future for the next generation. He's continuing to pave a way for that generation. Yuta's giving Yuji that chance to still be human, something he feels he can no longer be. He's been in Yuji's shoes, so he certainly know the path Yuji may be heading. Yuta may have the intentions to stop him heading in the same direction he and Gojo were steered into.
This may be Yuta's way of helping Yuji break that cycle.
#thinking about how gojo told him he's twice as blessed#for having the blood of two opposing families#but what if yuta having a mix of that blood is a representation of his inner turmoil?#that's just me#i wrote this like... I've been working on it since thursday and my mind has been all over the place#just kiya's thoughts#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 261#okkotsu yuta#yuta okkotsu#okkotsu yuuta#yuuta okkotsu#yuji itadori#itadori yuji#yuuji itadori#itadori yuuji
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I’m just thinking about the conflicting thoughts going on in Tomura’s head right now and it really breaks my heart. I just know it’s terrorizing his mind…
Tomura: “But if I destroy everything… GTA 6 won’t release.”
#HAS THE WORLD NOT BEEN CRUEL ENOUGH TO HIM#the inner turmoil 😭#bnha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#mha#league of villains#shigaraki#Tomura#tomura shigaraki
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"So I pretend
that I'll see you again and that I'll save you
from all the things I failed to
now I'm without you
I can't forgive the wrongs I've done you
but now you're gone forever
and I remember
How bright you shined on your own
yet I remain alone..."
Damn.
The lyrics are so achingly Shadow coded. I think we need a full version of this song in Sonadow Generations, y'all.
#sonic#sonic x shadow generations#sonic x shadow generations dark beginnings#sonic x shadow dark beginnings#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#I NEED THIS SOOONNGGGGG#I NEED THE LYRICSSSSS#if this song doesn't play at the end of the game i will RIOT#it's so hauntingly beautiful and tragic and so SO reflective of shadow's inner turmoil#give me a full version of this song and my life is yours casey lee williams#momento rambles
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how i feel when i listen to writing on the wall tbh
#✧— aphe's musings.#WHY DID HE COOK SO HARD WITH THIS ONE I'M STILL NOT OVER THIS#do not. Make me face my inner turmoil as an artist. i WILL cry. Aside from that this song goes so hard#kaveh#genshin impact#....how do i tag this...?????
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i think an anxiety headcanon lends itself very well to scout. with the rabbit motif an just the general idea of speed! gotta get the hell outta here! he has his bat, but when things get bad he is going to run just like his father. he is fight and flight
#i wrote this on twitter but i hate using it so i think i will just start posting my thoughts here instead#smiles warmly in a way that does not reveal inner turmoil
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Mha fandom when you say that Izuku’s biggest fic mischaracterization isn’t making him twinky:
WHEN DID BEING A TWINK BECOME A BAD THING CAN I JUST ASK THAT
Like yes, twinkifying one male character in a ship can be annoying—it can perpetuate heterosexual roles onto same sex relationships (“who’s the woman in the relationship/who wears the pants in the relationship?”), BUT LET US BE CLEAR:
TWINKS ARE A PART OF THE QUEER COMMUNITY. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING A TWINK, MAKING A CHARACTER A TWINK, OR SEEING A CHARACTER AS A TWINK.
WHEN in the ever loving FUCK did that somehow translate into “the twink has to be the stereotypically aggressive one so it doesn’t abide by queer stereotypes”. HOW DID WE GET HERE.
#bkdk#possibly unpopular opinion BUT SOMEONE HAD TO SAY IT#midoriya izuku#mha deku#bakudeku#bnha deku#this is not an apply all but in my experience reading fics the biggest mischaracterization is almost never how twinky Izuku is#like never#never ever#he’s just vaguely androgynous… like he is in canon#and I also see this in fanart/other fandom things#I do not see an epidemic of basically woman Izuku with oober masculine Katsuki like is always claimed#and I think the takes I see on that idea are worse and just make the absolute WORST misinterpretations of Izuku’s character#izuku is very much supposed to be read as a character that is unexpected to have some inner turmoil over masculinity because of his-#perceived femininity. that was purposeful.#it was also supposed to draw a more obvious difference between Izuku and the other boys of his class and more specifically ALLMIGHT.#the only boy shorter than Izuku in the UA class is mineta#who is short of comedic effect#horikoshi’s designs in their own right tell a story. Retelling that story so it more fits ‘non queer stereotypes’ in your ships is. in fact.#showing more queer stereotypes.#WOOOO AN ENDLESS CIRCLE THAT CONSISTENTLY LACKS NUANCE I LOVE YA FANDOM 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
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Moon’s Turmoil~
#fnaf moon#fnaf security breach#fnaf daycare attendant#Moon is going through some inner turmoil#from my fic#point you in the right direction#fnaf sb#fnaf dca#fnaf sun and moon#fnaf#fnaf sun#fnaf fanart#fnaf fanfic#moondrop#sun and moon fnaf
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revamped them a bit
stylistically not much has changed but i did put a sticker over the icon on polaris's laptop and added the prep school logo from chihiro's original design to the vest
some other stuff i came up with on the fly:
polaris is not wearing a school uniform despite how it might look. she didn't attend school consistently since she was on the run from her shit ass family but she likes the aesthetic so most of her clothes look vaguely academic
polaris's laptop is actually something custom-made by some tech company in the togami conglomerate. one of the first things she did with it was deactivate all the tracking and background programs and more or less gut its operating system
if chihiro hadn't stepped up to help his father's company he would have gone down the route of research and programming. as it is he knows enough about tech and software to be able to work with them, but not to the degree of being an 'ultimate'
chihiro did go to a private school but only attended it sporadically since he was also co-running an entire company. but he usually wears his school outfit to give the impression of being an innocent fancy lad (however, the cross-tie was not originally from the school's uniform)
#danganronpa#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#byakuya togami#chihiro fujisaki#polaris polanski#my arts#roleswap au#polaris decided transitioning was enough to get the feds (her family) off her back#so the only thing disgusing her laptop is a sticker that she designed herself and printed by hacking into a staples printshop#fyi the cross-tie bow-tie (the kind byakuya wears in thh canon and one chihiro wears now) is usually part of female formal uniforms#make of that what you will!#chihiro uses he/him here since in this verse he's the version of himself if he didnt transition#and is objectively worse off because of it#therefore mirroring byakuya in canon - expectations and the weight of wealth corrupting and twisting the self#meanwhile polaris uses she/her and mirrors chihiro in canon but like. much more self confident. and kinda catty and mean#but her inner turmoil is about like. what if They Find Me and Kill My Ass. i have to be a bitch so people leave me alone
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