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pablosexc0bar · 2 years ago

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me when i am in a bitchy snappy mood but then i remember mother mary and mother earth and i must begrudgingly accept responsibility for my own feelings and acknowledge that nobody else can fail me or make me feel anything because nobody has any duty to me and i have no duty unto anyone but myself and my happiness is mine alone to create. ugh

#will have to apologise for my actions later when i am less begrudged against this acceptance #ugh #it’s so annoying knowing that resentment and regret do not serve me #it’s like you constantly have to take out the trash because it’s always filling up again #the emotional trash #these wasteful and unhelpful feelings that come as the harmful packaging for deeper #more processable feelings #like sadness and grief and loneliness and helplessness and and desire #maybe they’re less processable but still. they come packaged in resentment so often and i have to peel off the hatred to get to the core #of my feelings #but if i don’t remember to release the resentment and negativity #it builds up like trash around the house.#i have to remember regularly to take it out #to remind myself why it is useless to me; why i must #leave it behind #upl #txt #journals #february

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