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my attempt at a bunch of my fav artists styles :] idea by sootnuki!!
i would love to do more but this was already a huge challenge
if any artist here dislikes this/is uncomfortable with it/any reason i can take it down or turn off reblogs etc. otherwise i hope its ok 🫡 im not gonna tag anyone just gonna let it do its thing in the wild lol
#crunchchute art#my art#sam and max#sam & max#i hope it will be viewable as i dont know how much tumblr will crunch it#in any case i have it up on twitter also and it seems to be in good quality there#it looks like a 'the 7 human souls:' meme hfhdhf#hey i can put more thoughts in the tags right? so first i didnt really put enough effort into my own one and i kinda realized my style#is kinda mid ngl. cause im lazy + this coloring style might not really fit them. anyway.#for sootnukis style i adore the rendering of the clothing folds and stuff but i couldnt get it just right it remains a mystery to me#silcrow i tried to do a traditional drawing but kinda messed up some of the coloring especially on the pants#also couldnt figure out if its just markers or markers + pencils or what. so i kinda did my own take of 90% markers 10% pencils#mtsodie i love the color palettes and the shapes so that was a lot of fun to try; i like the outcome#narnour i absolutely love the tiny little eyes and how goofy and round they look so that was fun to try to replicate too#as well as the colors which i mostly color picked cause i couldnt get a red overlay right#zembo was a nice way to revisit a chalky brush that i havent used in ages not sure if i got it right though#applettoast i feel like theres some gorillaz influence or its at least something i used while coloring. as you might know i used to draw#gorillaz a lot and tried to replicate the coloring etc. and i think it fit here. correct me if im wrong lol#snuckeys was also hella fun cause i love the cartooniness and the details like the teeth showing gums and stuff. hope i did it justice#also the eyes! i love the big highlight and that the eyes are brown its cute#it was nice to branch out for a bit
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Jealousy
Chris Sturniolo x Fem!reader
— tags;; mentions of a physical fight & injury, injury tending, fighting, pet name (baby), no use of yn, toxic habits (overprotectiveness)
— wc;; 1282
— author‘s note;; my take on overprotectiveness since i hate the „touch her and you die“ trope, hope you enjoy <3
He did it again.
You don‘t know how to feel as you silently drive home, Chris in the passenger seat, seemingly oblivious to the storm raging in your mind.
He did it again. He hit a guy just because he looked at you weirdly.
Don‘t get me wrong, you love his protective side. It is hot, honestly. The way he always makes sure everyone knows you‘re his girl, the way his arm sneaks around your waist at parties, the way he gets rid of other boys trying to flirt with you.
But this… this wasn‘t protective, this was violent. He hit a guy, for the second time this week. The second time in four days.
Yes, the guy was rude and obnoxious. Yes, you felt uncomfortable around him. Yes, you were relieved when Chris came to your help after the guy wouldn‘t listen to your No’s.
But Chris‘s punch, it wasn‘t protective. It was violent, brutal, merciless. And of course, the guy hit him back, right on his cheek.
When you glance to your right, you can see the dark patch forming on your boyfriend‘s cheekbone.
You arrive home — your house, not the triplets‘ —, and you go to fetch the first aid kit immediately after entering through the front door. Chris trails in behind you, unbothered by his split lip and bruised cheek.
He just sits down at the kitchen table, knowing you will take care of him. Expecting you to.
You take an ice pack out of the refrigerator and settle down next to Chris, all in complete silence. You can‘t bear to hear his voice now, or your own. You‘re afraid it might give your thoughts away. And your eyes, your eyes will surely betray you, so you keep them focused on the ice, the bruise, your hand, anything but Chris‘s eyes. That he is looking at you constantly isn‘t helping.
But eventually, he picks up on your uncharacteristically silent behaviour.
“Hey,” he says softly. “Everything alright?”
You swallow thickly, knowing your voice will give in the second you try to speak. So you remain silent. For exactly three seconds, dabbing a cotton pad at his split lip, before Chris speaks again.
“That dick won‘t bother you anymore.”
Of course, he thinks that‘s the problem. Of course.
“That‘s not what I‘m worried about,” you mutter, stoically keeping your eyes on his injuries.
“You‘re worried about me? Oh, baby, you know I can take care of myself,“ Chris says warmly.
“That’s not… I am worried about you, Chris. You need to stop this. But-”
“Baby, you know I won‘t,“ he mutters, slowly tilting your chin up with the hand that isn‘t holding the ice pack. “Those pricks deserve it.“
“Besides the fact that no one deserves to get beat up, that‘s not what I mean,“ you say, pulling away from him. “You need to stop or you‘ll end up in serious trouble.“
“I won‘t,“ he says softly. “I promise. I just want to teach them a lesson-”
“You‘re not listening to me, Chris!”
“What are you talking about, of course I‘m listening to you,“ he says, his brows furrowing.
“No you‘re not,“ you scoff. “I see the way you look at the guys you‘re going to hit. I‘m not blind. I can see that you want it.“
“Of course I want it,“ Chris says, laying a hand on your arm. “I need to protect my girl-”
“That‘s not what I mean, and we both know it,“ you snap, quickly closing your mouth and taking a deep breath. “I am just an excuse. Don‘t deny it!“
He already opened his mouth but closes it again, worry and confusion clouding his gaze. “Baby-”
“No. Listen to me,“ you interrupt him, trying to keep your tone calm. “You like the confrontation, don‘t you? The adrenaline? But you can‘t see… You don‘t see the way it‘s hurting me.“
Chris‘s expression falters for a moment. “I don‘t- what are you- what do you mean? I don‘t understand…“ he stutters.
“No, you don‘t,“ you say softly, pulling your arm out of his grip and standing up to bring more distance between you.
He really doesn‘t. He doesn‘t understand the way your heart clenches every time a guy even just glances at you in public. He doesn’t understand the way your thoughts start racing even when someone is just walking in your direction. He doesn‘t understand the way you‘re terrified of talking to anyone while out with him — out of fear to trigger his jealousy.
The air feels thick as you look at his expression, his desperate eyes, the bruise on his cheek and his still-bleeding lip.
“Explain it to me,“ he says, “please, what am I doing wrong?“
“You don‘t see the way you‘re hurting me, hurting everyone around you,“ you whisper, your voice just as thick now. The words feel like they‘re stuck in your throat and you have to force yourself to speak them. „I hate seeing people hurt, especially you. I hate seeing you get hurt, and knowing- knowing that it‘s because of me.“
“That‘s not true, baby, I‘m-”
“Please, Chris,“ you whisper, tears collecting in your eyes, “Please let me finish. I hate avoiding to go- to go out in public with you just because I can‘t… I can‘t trust you not to lash out at someone, I hate b-being scared every time someone looks at me or talks to me, I- I just… I hate seeing you angry, I hate seeing you violent, I hate seeing you like that… And yet you- you keep doing it, n-no matter how o-often I ask you to stop…“ Your throat is clogged, your breaths are laboured, your eyes are watering, and you physically can‘t speak anymore, the words having drained out of your head. But there is one sentence left, one you‘re terrified to even think.
And Chris is just standing there, the words burning in his mind, on his skin, digging into his flesh while he tries not to rush to hug you because he knows, he knows it wouldn‘t help. And then he feels the tears running down his face, and the pain ripping through his chest. You don‘t trust him. You can‘t trust him, you said it yourself. You‘re scared of him.
Fists clenching at his sides, he lets that sink in. Everything he‘s done for you, everything he thought he‘s done for you, crumbles under the heavy weight of reality, the realisation that he‘s been hurting you all along.
He steps forward, raises his arms, and sees the way you cross your arms. A shielding gesture. Chris thinks he can hear his heart finally shatter at that, after slowly cracking over the entire conversation.
There are no words he can use to explain himself. He knows he should apologise. But how do you apologise after terrifying your girl over and over again without even noticing? What words are there to express the mixture of frustration, fear, and self-hatred he‘s feeling against himself?
Chris drops his arms to his sides.
He turns around, and leaves.
And you are left alone. The front door slams closed, but you don‘t even flinch. Your mind is full, and so are your eyes, your ears, everything is clogged with memories, everything is breaking inside you, but you are relieved.
You are relieved, because how could you bear his overwhelming presence any longer, with one last question, one last sentence burning on your mind, a question you can‘t ignore but also can‘t speak, not in front of him?
How can you be sure he will never lash out at you? How can you be sure that you will never be on the receiving end of his fist?
#chris sturniolo#chris sturniolo x reader#chris sturniolo angst#christ sturniolo fic#christopher sturniolo x reader#sturniolo fandom#christopher sturniolo#matt sturniolo#nick sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#sturniolo edit#sturniolo fanfic#no fluff this time#ahh i love writing angst#ngl my fav oneshot until now#my take on overprotectiveness because i think it‘s radically misunderstood how toxic it can be#but that might just be me#kinda messed up the narration in this one#there‘s first person and second person perspective but the first one is genuinely just me talking#as is second person but whatever#lol do people actually read tags?#if you do pm me or send me an ask#i‘m curious lmfao#i struggled sm with the ending of this one#but sad ending it is#took me like an hour to write thid in the middle of the night
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— vi. stay | follow
It is an inevitability, she feels, that they are always a little out of step, a little out of sync. One ahead, the other behind, a shadow to the other’s light. Pulled together not by fate nor by destiny, but by a small series of choices that are greater than the sum of its parts. They will always find each other—to the very end.
#ffxiv#final fantasy 14#ff14#gpose#gposers#warrior of light#thancred waters#wolcred#wolcred week#aureia malathar#oc tag#myreia screenshots#aurcred 2024#ffxiv spoilers#i said i wouldn't go overboard and then i did 😔#the thing i am constantly rotating in my head is how many times they've gotten close to their friendship turning into something else#and then events just... set everything back to square one#they are ping-ponging around each other for 10 years because something always happens#enw situation is a bit different since it happens relatively quickly compared to the other moments#but aur's head isn't exactly straight in ultima thule#i think that pixie in il mheg is going to drop the apple on thancred's head for being an ass--or just to mess with him#he deserves to be messed with ngl#anyway the order is 1: arr -> arr base finale#2: bloody banquet escape -> reunion in HW patches#3: soul snatchery in SB -> reunion in ShB#4: Ultima Thule 🙃#yes i do realize i keep using thancred's gunblade as a power object what of it#also i put aur in a dress for the bloody banquet and then she doesn't wear dresses again for about 2-3 years because ✨trauma✨
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🎶“Let’s go in the garden… You’ll find something waiting,
Right there where you left it, lying upside down,
When you finally find it, you’ll see how it’s faded!
The underside is lighter, when you turn it around;
Everything stays, right where you left it,
Everything stays, but it still changes,
Ever so slightly, daily and nightly,
In little ways… when everything stays”🎶
#how do i do tags???#my art lol#digital art#my ocs#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb angst#cotl angst#lambert#lambert’s mother#narinder x lamb#narilamb#everything stays#I cry when I hear this song and I don’t know why!!#just messed around a bit#i’m kinda proud of this ngl#she’s so pretty#lamb’s mother
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i finished it ٩( ᐛ )و
#im ngl after i took a break from drawing this i didnt wanna finish it because i was scared of messing it up 😭#i tend to have that problem whenever i have wips#anyways tag time#lollipop chainsaw#lollipop chainsaw fanart#juliet starling#juliet starling fanart
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barve is back! [x]
#joker out#nace jordan#jan peteh#bojan cvjetićanin#kris guštin#jure maček#jance#barve oceana#the video as promised. finally it loaded#nace with no shoes on bopping along is so so cute i had to gif it#tagging jance because look at them i need this from their side#also because i always listen to the live version i always expect nace to make a mistake here... whoops...#though ngl i like the bit when he messes up weirdly a lot it's just how it is to me now
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I was dreading Yom Kippur for a while, but honestly, it has been so healing and I didn't think that was what I'd be feeling.
In the time between my fears about Yom Kippur and today, I've (maybe) had an intense mixed episode for the past few weeks and today is the first day I feel... somewhat normal. And spending this time with everyone, admitting to each other and to g-d that we missed the mark last year, that we are human has been really intense.
I'm emotionally exhausted, but when my fist is against my chest, when we're singing about our faults... It doesn't hurt as badly. It's this idea that, no, I'm not some demon because we all have done these sins and we're all pleading to g-d for atonement as equals is just... It's something I never really consider to be true.
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#yom kippur#personal thoughts tag#i may or may not have bipolar and may or may not have had another episode and i may or may not be out of it now#regardless my mental health absolutely impacts how i perceive judaism and how i see g-d and i want to be open about that#something to talk to my rabbi about......................#ngl i've already had intense discussion with him so i guess he's going to think i'm Messed Up (true)#g-d humbled me but why did it have to hurt so bad g-d. i'm just a little guy... i'm just Your little guy (lighthearted)#i think yom kippur is going to have a special place in my mind and i wasn't anticipating that to be the case
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AAAAA IM SO HAPPY I FINISHED IT TODAY!!
#vere#touchstarved#touchstarved fanart#vere touchstarved#touchstarved game#cosplay#personal#mine#NGL this was my first time 1) cutting hair 2) using hairspray 3) using a curling iron 4) dying anything#... pray for me that the spikes hold up longer than 30 seconds when I walk and that it glues down ok#the wig stand is a bag filled with other bags taped shut#and it's on top of a lamp without a lightbulb lmao#this is a cosplay from vereing but that account doesn't show up in tags anymore so I'm putting it here💔#my first cosplay ever!! his influence is just that strong lol#be the fancontent u wanna see in the world#need to get that one spike to lay flatter around his ears#the headband messes with it a bit
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mostly marker testing
#i ruined it tho ngl it is pretty decent#the black was very dark but i wasnt sure what other color to use to like#fade with it#hence the purple and blue in it#but the skirt dr is wearing was also supposed to be black but...i knew i'd mess up the borders of jacket and skirt so#used grey#i used the green before i thought about kalsit but then i was like hey!! im matching with both!!! :D#but yeah i havent read the babel story yet im srry im a fake fan#i was gonna wait till re run but...i so wanna know...but im not done msq...but i so so wanna know...#idk;; anyway enjoy!!#arknights#arknights amiya#arknights doctor#whats my paper art tag...?#traditional#? or maybe#class doodles#one or the other
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tagged by my beloved @sitpwgs - ILY SO MUCH AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU SOON <3
rules: list your top 5 albums from your top 5 artists (can't have a repeat of the same artist) on a poll, so your followers can vote which album they think captures your vibe the best.
tagging: @cottoncandywhispers @suburbanlegnd @ros3chu @gwcnstcyand anyone else who wants to do it!
#THIS WAS HARD FOR ME TO PICK NGL#but ty coco for tagging me - i had fun choosing the albums!!!#polls#ALSO THE LAST ONE IS SUPPOSED TO SAY THE 1975 WHY DID IT MESS IT UP
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he sits down beside you and offers to pay for your next drink wyd
#submission#||elliott's tags#ngl probably stand there paralyzed like a deer in headlight#i wish i could say i'd flirt back or i'd kick him in the nuts#but that's a lie i'd just be a stuttering mess lmao#lupin iii#fujiko's lie#takeshi koike
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SO GANG HOW WE FEELING ABOUT THIS ONE
#i for one am EXCITED#literally screaming#it comes out a week after classes start and i will be ditching to read this sorry college i have a new book#putting this in the miss peregrine tag so people see it but i’m gonna tag the actual book from now on#what are we tagging for this? sunderverse? title? acronym since title is long?#all three today i guess#i should really start on horace’s video#mphfpc#the extraordinary disappointments of leopold berry#tedolb#sunderworld#that’s a weird ass acronym ngl#Instagram#how did i mess up the fucking series title my god
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<Troubleshooting> Concept Spoiler - Jungsu
#xdinary heroes#jungsu#kim jungsu#forfreddy#THIS CLIP???? EXCUSE ME????#i had a lot to say but i deleted the tags again#i'll just say#the facts are right there and they're very prominent#also i'm very glad they let jungsu be pretty again#which isn't the reason why i made so many gifs for this gifset okay#it just was very gifable#.... it's the truth okay it wasn't as much of a mess as the other clips#but jungsu being pretty helped too ngl
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old and not-so-old captain ken art dump
Spoilery comic below cut
#captain ken#acetylene lamp#rock holmes#not gonna put this in the main tzk tag because i think maybe 2 people total have read captain ken lol#its out there!! officially translated into english!! easily available!! you can buy it digitally for like 5 dollars!#it's kind of a mess and ngl i don't trust yall to intelligently discuss some stuff in here BUT its setting/characters are compelling!!#or maybe i learned i like space westerns. idk#my art#2024
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before the full ep is out i just need to say that on a more personal note that sneak peek clip of buck on the date with tommy hits a bit too close to home as an adult bi who lately has been very nervous, on edge and self-critical about having my first real explicit gay flirt with someone within reach. the way he was all like 'im chill about this' in the least chill way possible. the defensive 'i'm not lying to anyone' while nobody said he was. do you get me.
#911 spoilers#911 abc#911 blogging#evan buckley#idk what to tag bc it's more personal but idk maybe someone else had a similiar experience??#i was like oh fun messy bi who discovers himself late in life oh thats cool#but after that clip it actually hits pretty close in a way im like#almost a bit messed up abt ngl#it's the 'I HAVE NO REASON TO FEEL FREAKED OUT' but actually there's a lot of complex feelings to unpack and just#like SURE there's connections to a lot of my romantic interactions but#the way ive been paralyzed and in my head interacting with girls is different.#if someone i knew showed up on a date i was already nervous to be on i would die right there maybe.
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four british people in sunnydale, because i get to indulge myself sometimes
(even if i am the sole target audience for this crossover)
#this made me ridiculously autistically happy ngl#good omens#buffy#btvs#good omens fanart#good omens art#buffy the vampire slayer#buffy fanart#how do i even tag this mess#i cant decide if crowley and spike would hate each other or would vibe#digital art#my art#artists on tumblr#fan art#drawing#art#illustration
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