#these are old ill draw new stuff soon

[acehunter0]

more undyne doodles

[oatmeels]

Still one of my favorite genshin drawings from last year ٩(◕‿◕｡)۶

[haza1ll]

animation for THE NEON VOIDD BABYYYY

this post is for @sugarpasteltmnt

‼️‼️MEGA YAPPING AHEAD PLEASE BEWARE‼️‼️

this might end up being really long and rambly and sappy but maybe not who knows.( it was) (and also featuring numerous spelling errors i am way too tired to fix and i am not re reading what i just wrote) SO. yknow how when chap idek..25(?) came out and i was all like “yeah so i made this animation for TNV and ill drop it when the fic ends” in your ask box? so. I FINISHED IT RAHHH. technically it has been finished since i sent that ask but ohhh my goodness did it need polishing. i haven’t animated in 4 years before that and omg it felt so good getting back into it but IDFK SOMETHING IS STILL NOT UP TO MY STANDARDS. i feel like i could have done so much more with it and i deffo wanted to but as soon as i told myself “oh yeah this is basically done” art block literally sucker punched me in the gut out of NOWHERE. I COULD NOT PICK UP MY I PAD. I COULD NOT DRAW. I WOULD STARE AT THE WIP ANIMATION AND BE UPSET BC I DDINT WANNA WORK ON IT AHH. that goes with saying. i kept having this thought in the back of my head “you need to finish it. you have a wip sitting. finish it. go do it. what are you doing are you STARTING ANOTHER PROJECT??? anddd yeah i got super distracted with other stuff and other projects and then i started spending my free time rewatching 2012 turtles and omg this summer has been a mess. i have all the free time in the world and i choose to be the least productive as possible with it even though i have a job that lets me literally sit on my phone and do whatever i want if no one is there. (i’ve brought my switch to work numerous times ☠️) what i was trying to get at is the fact that TNV has inspired a lot of the old me to come back and i lowk missed her. i really missed the point in all those words up there but im here now so whatever. BUT. TNV made me make a tumblr account, i got back in to animation AND digital art in general, got back into longfics that are ongoing, AND it also helped kickstart ideas for writing. i’ve got so many stories now!! you are such an inspirational person pastels i just- every time i read a new chapter of yours it made me wanna go get up and do something. i wanted to create something. because at the end of each chapter, i would think- “woah. a person out there just wrote this. they just sat down one day and committed. i wanna do that” so i did that. just huge thank you and shoutout to you pastel. like damn. idk no words from me here. just a bunch of platonic hugs and kisses and thankyouthankyouthsnkuou for this lovely heart wrenching but also sweet story. i love this fandom (tmnt) so SO much and i think it’s so awesome how interactive you are with your own personal NV fans. crazy how we’re all here because of a bunch of turtles. 

STUFF ABOUT THE ANIMATION:

okay i really like to talk and if you let me, i will run my mouth. this is the internet so im gonna do just that. so more words for you to read 😁. AHEM. so like i stated before in the genuinely scary mess of words up there, i haven’t touched animation in a while, like, 4 years a while. yes i’ve done digital art here and there along the years, i haven’t been doing it nearly as much as i need to to use some programs to their full potential. layers are still confusing, and don’t even get me started on multiply and all that jazz. shading never comes out right on digital for me, i gotta work that one out. so, for this animation, i decided to go with a very rough style. nothing needed to be perfect, i just wanted to live my little life of trying to experiment with a bunch of different things all at once in one short animatic. I wanted to do that little ball bounce thing all animation artists start with (i kinda included that with the key). i also wanted to have a go at lip sync (no hate it was my first time) and also timing the animation with the music. i wanted to see how smoothly i could move a figure in and out of and out of the screen as well, which honestly, i think that part might be my favorite. i think i did a good job, and thats what matters. the animation itself lost a bunch of quality on importing it- no clue how it happened but now the ending is grainy af. ignore that pls lol- but it was sitting in my flipaclip for god, i dont even know, 3 months now? i kept going back and forth on if i wanted to share it or not, so im throwing it to the wolves and i guess whatrver happrns happens and im good with that. yay. im actually rrwlly tired now sooo *leaves this absolute pile of words with a video attached at your feet and stumbles away quickly*

also i’ve genuinely never posted anything so i’m learning how to use tumblr too ☠️

[lexlightning2002]

Got into the X-Files recently, I had to draw the girlboss with her malewife💅

Please, no spoilers further than S6 in the tags/comments🚫, life update under the cut!

Platonic work partners? Soulmates? Old married Couple? I don't care, I love them either way✨️

Also, I used no reference, please spare me💀

If you want to know what was going on and what will happen in the future with this blog, read under the cut! Cw: mental illness, depression and a lot of private stuff

So, I am still around and yeah, tbh life was pretty fucked up. I am searching for therapy bc I might have depression, but the cause for this seems to be, that I still live with my parents and I am financally unable to move out. The relationship between me and my parents is good, I experienced no physical abuse, but they are way too clingy than they should be and this is like I am living in a prison which I am emotionally trapped in.

I currently am searching for a job, as I finished art academy last year and the anxiety of my future carreer got over me. I went to a doctor, who said I need therapy, but, you know, the situation is pretty bad.

Next week, I have a job interview, and if I get the job, I will be at home less and I am hoping my mental health will get better.

Due to my low energy and my living/ housing situation I couldn't draw as much as I liked to, because I just had no creativity left in my head. Slowly, it's getting back, but it's still very much draining my energy, which led me wondering if this is really the job I want to do. I just don't have fun anymore and that's also why I didn't share art on here.

Although, so hopeless this all might seem, I look foward to share more fandoms on here. More Guardians of the Galaxy, as I got drawn into that again, the X-Files, Ghost, maybe even some german stuff! I just want to break up the "this is an Octogoblin blog", to make room for ALL the things I love.

Otto and Norman still are a very big part of me, and I still love them so much! But I think for now, I just make this blog what it was intended to be: A place for all of my fandoms, where I can be who I wanna be and share all of my fanart.

All of it!

And I am looking foward to that.

It's overwhelming stuff that happens atm, for example the new Ghost album/ Papa V reveal, the Good Omens Drama, job interviews and therapy, and I tell you, after I rested another time, I will come back.

Because, honestly: I love the tumblr community. I love every single one of you.

I don't care, how many people like the same things as I do. If you are 3 or 300. You all mean a lot to me💜

Thank you for reading, and hopefully see you soon!

[mrthful]

LIFE UPDATE AGAIN

lol shits been crayzy

talkin bout how i jus moved, job stuff, n my 3tsy shop

soooo ive been dead for a bit because for the past few days ive been moving!!! finally got a lil house with my bud n we moved our old place completely by ourselves, my whole body hurts and im walking around the place shuffling like an old ass mfkr with no bones cuz god damn we moved a lot of stuff.

i also drove a long distance for the first time, ive been trying to get my license for ages still (so i can get a cool job and actually drive to it) so i feel real good about finally getting it soon. i think im just paranoid cuz im drivin… not as bad as i thought? almost crashed while parking cuz i freaked out n needed to slow my roll but lucky my reflexes are strong..? somehow didnt crash thank mfkn god

a lil sad cuz my torch stopped working n im too broke to get a new one, anywaysss

as for art n here i probably am gunna be not too active for another week, my bud went to work so while hes gone for like 3 days ima unpack as much shit as i possibly can to surprise the mfkr when he gets back, sssso i might be a lil… gone..

ALSO i owe that mfkr abt 2k because he covered all the moving and i owe that at the end of February which is kinda like god damn scary amount to me to make in a month cuz i couldnt even make that before..?! new city new job opportunities tho ssssso i mmmmmmmmighr get a new job and hafta be a lil.. less on here.. but shit must be done right?

im gettin my roomie into homestuck slowly and its been makin me die to draw, ive been nothin but stressed bout the move that now i can finally sit with a clear head n scribble my heart out, jus gotta put my desk back together

long story short, this past week has been nerve wracking, hectic, n stressful as shit, my everything hurts n i still got a lot to unpack, but shits gettin better. everyday it gets so much better, it feels so nice to be in a more reliable spot and actually take care of the place. I dont think i could explain exactly what i mean by that but i finally dont feel like im living off scraps and nothing anymore. I was so tired of constantly having little to no food and not being able to do anything but cover rent, but this place is full of new opportunity and im ASHGGhfhkkcb excited

one more update for the mfkrs interested in my SHOPPP !!! i plan on putting up preorders soon for MORE DAVE CHARMS aaaand A LIL HAL CHARM!!!! im still in the process of teaching myself how to make charms so for now iiii am going to keep going to a manufacturer, and this time im going to try a new one! hopefully it goes welllll ive heard a lot of good things about this one so far

thx for reading till the end if u got this far, it really means a lot to me that a mfkrs interested in the shit i got to do n say <:o) ill talk to yall again soon with more cool shit to tell you >:oP

[thecrimsonribbon]

My SVE OC lores and stuffs

Ignore my typo and grammar mistakes 🤧

Let’s talk about my sve comic first. I was going to draw series based on Stardew Valley Expanded but since I don’t have much information about Castle Village, I temporarily cancelled it until 2.0 is released.

The SVE comic took place mostly in Stardew Valley, and will be told through Isaac’s POV. (Ridgeside Village is also mentioned)

Summary: Isaac happened met the Pelican Town’s florist, Myra, who looked exactly like his deceased lover, Elaine. After that fateful encounter, strange things started to happen in both the town and Castle Village, and Isaac find himself in a mission where he has to discover the mystery behind Myra’s pressence.

Character’s backstory (mostly headcanon and has nothing to do with the canon lore in the game/mod):

- Isaac:

Isaac is a skilled monster hunter at Castle Village, he is skilled in combat and swordsmanship, therefore he had earn the position as a monster hunter in Castle Village, this is where he also met his lover, Elaine.

Isaac had longed for a family with Elaine and planned to marry in the future. Isaac proposed to Elaine in Crimson Badlands, seconds after she took her last breath. Isaac still kept some of Elaine’s keepsakes such as the red ribbon she always used to tied up her hair, and her cloak. He has been mourning for her for 6 years, he shows no interest in finding somebody else to love.

- Lance:

This man kept everything about him a mystery. All we know that he was born from a noble family and he knows magic. Lance’s handsome face always has the smug look on it as if he knows something, a secret perhaps? He will never tells you.

- Elaine:

Elaine was born in Pelican Town with her grandparents, while her parent lived and worked at Suzu city. Elaine soon became a member at the Adventure Guild after she finds joy in keeping the valley safe from monsters.

She then moved to to Castle Village at the age of 23, and met the monster hunter Isaac. Elaine and Isaac soon got closer and started dating, they had been dreaming of having their own house in Ginger Island to start a new life as a farmer, but their dream was shattered not long after.

Elaine passed away at the age of 25, after sacrificed herself to kill Apophis completely, leaving Isaac to mourn for her passing for 6 years. Isaac has build her a headstone and scattered her ashes around Ginger Island.

- Myra:

Myrams origin is still a mystery, nobody knows where she came from, who’s her family and where is her old home. She came to Pelican Town on a stormy night and then begin her life there ever since, even doctor Harvey is unsure who is the mysterious man that brought her to his clinic that night.

Myra is seen as a very friendly, kind and generous young lady, it is impossible for her to make any enemies. Although the villagers feel uneasy whenever they visit her farm, as it’s always filled with void animals and creepy things, they always talk highly of Myra.

Lore heavy stuffs:

Apophis can’t die, when Elaine finally put an end to the monster, its soul morphed with Elaine after she passed away. Therefore, Elaine’s soul was trapped in Crimson Badlands. The Minister of Magic noticed, if Elaine soul fell into the hand of those who have ill intentions, Apophis will be reborn again.

Lance at the time happened to did research on resurrection spell, he then started to experiment on Elaine’s corrupted soul and successfully resurrected her with the help of the witches, wizards and the Ridgeside Mountain deity, Raeriyala.

However, Elaine’s memory was completely wiped out and Apophis’ soul still imprinted on her (explain why Elaine / Myra loves void stuffs) so she was given a new name and was brought back to Pelican Town, under Magnus’ watch in case something bad happened. (They kept this a secret from Isaac because Isaac would try to throw hands with them as he believedthey were using Elaine as a lab rat.)

In my sve comic, there’s a cult where people worship Apophis as their god and would do anything to bring back Apophis. If they had their hands on Elaine and her corrupted soul, she could be a vessel for Apophis’ reborn and cause chaos again.

Secrets and other stuffs:

In this sve universe, the color red holds an important part of the story as it’s held a lot of meaning and metaphors.

- red is the color of love and blood.

- it’s Elaine’s/Myra’s favorite color on clothes and flowers (Roses)

- red is the color of the butterfly that often flies around Isaac’s home the first 2 weeks.

- red is the color of the leaves, the Fall season where Elaine and Isaac met (Isaac met Myra during Fall too)

- red is the color of Apophis’ eyes.

Myra’s current appearance is what Elaine wanted herself to look like if she’s not a Monster Hunter.

Elaine is pregnant with Isaac’s son but neither did she or Isaac knows about it.

Elaine’s bloodline has connection with both Pelican Town and Ridgeside Village, which explains why Raeriyala helped Lance with his resurrection experiment.

[moonlightcrusader-archive]

Announcement/MOVING ACCOUNTS

Hello peeps, long time no see! Its been a while since ive done anything with this account, heres kind of my explaination for my long haitus 😅

Burnout and depression. I think those two words sum it up the most. College has been so stressful for me, as well as my personal life. I went almost a year not being able to make content and i was just devestated.

Luckily, my friends have been there for me, and also my hyperfixations help too, so its slowly getting better. Im sorry for everyone ive ghosted, i just thought staying away would be a good alternative than reaching out.

I think part of my haitus was the mid life identity crisis i was having/still have. Im an artist, but i barely create because im scared of imperfection. My writing drafts stay writing drafts. Am i even an artist at all? Why do people like my stuff. So yeah...with school almost coming to an end, its hard to find jobs with what you study :// but i know it takes time, so i know im just going through burnout.

Thank you for everyone whos stuck around. Im actually going to be archiving this tumblr- its too cluttered and my special interests are all over the place. I made a new one @moonlightcrusader where ill be more organized, probably have different blogs for my interests on a new master post.

I know there was no excuse just straight up leaving, but i am almost done with school, and hopefully can move out soon. So im hoping things will get better. I will try to answer the rest of my questions/submissions i got accumilated on this account. If its a writing request, i might move it to my new tumblr.

If you want to follow my new account, i still write stories and draw. I DONT plan on stopping because its my literal dreamjob to hopefully find work in animation production and i love doing fanwork/projects. Ill have my social media handles on there; but my fandoms include (just as a heads up)

Spider-Man (yes im still in it) (mostly raimi-verse) Super Mario Bros, Spongebob Squarepants, Undertale, Deltarune, and Thomas the tank engine.

I have a few more fandoms, but i probably wont make blogs for those since they come and go haha. Spiderman, super mario bros and spongebob have been my longest so far.

Anyways, i will close my asks and submissions and not delete this tumblr since i have alot of old artwork and writing im proud of. Thank you everybody and see you on the new tumblr. :))

[kittyplushy]

What does the rain remind you of?

Together alone when everybody hides inside.

POV Julianne's entries in her sketchbook. Short drabble.

Where I'm from the rain never ends. After the dry, merciless reign of the summer sun comes the wet season where storms happen almost routinely every night. Some nights it relaxes you like a rhythmic lullaby, but most times I've worried about flood seizing our home again. Still, I loved the cold weather. The feeling freed me from the heat of responsibility and accountability. Like it was soothing me to return to bed and let myself be cuddled by the world I built for myself.

I couldn't believe I let myself move to the United States. I hated the dry weather. I moved into the hottest city in the West coast only because my old friends were there. As much as I was thankful for the company funded apartments I was assigned into, there's nothing air conditioning can do that could remind me of the rainshowers of home. The sound of hard trickling on metal ceilings. The gloss it gave the grass. The pools that formed in the broken asphalt. The memory of feeling of relaxation and ease some rainy nights made my lonely heart feel.

I've been staying in Woodbrook for 7 months now. I survived and am surviving the last trickling days of winter. It was just a cold air that enveloped the town comfortably enough for people to still be outside. I couldn't understand this climate. I had thought I would like it too but the frost weakened my defenses and caused me to get ill multiple times. I guess I wasn't made for these times. I wish I could romanticize it like so many others.

The sterile blue and mint tiles of the Woodbrook Elementary Faculty Room hid under the shadows and yellow light of a sole lamp in a cubicle. I was working late grading multiple Plates by students in both Kindergarten and Grade 2 as I had put it off to work on other projects months into the new quarter. The harsh airconditioning froze my hands and legs in place. I quickly graded each paper hoping the pile would shorten soon. The coffee I had minutes ago was not helping my poor mind focus. I slumped my way to the water cooler and looked out the window. My conscience returned to me as the familiar patter of water rang from outside. Sure enough the sound of home was waiting outside. It was raining quite hard.

It had been too long. The faculty was completely dark as I ran out with nothing but my apartment keys in my pocket. I stepped out into the dark sky drumming with thunder and rain. The droplets felt like heavy hands against my back. The cold air brushed my fur. I looked up at the starless sky, falling back into the grass behind the building. It was warm again. The feeling of being in motion again. The comfort of being home.

Picture every happy memory you've had. A birthday. Christmas. A night out with friends. A long bus ride. A hot meal. All of those melt into the grass I've fallen into. I won't be home for a while. This is the closest I can be to reaching that blue garden again.

Melting. And melting. And melting.

On the concrete steps of the elementary's entrance I sat down and listened to the sound of the dying storm. I nearly fell asleep on the plantbox when a harsh yellow light cut through the dark road. My ears perked up to listen for police. I immediately sighed in relief recognizing the dusty blue doors. It's you again.

"Are you finally done grading those drawings?"

I looked up and teasingly smiled.

"No. Sorry."

"Again? How many left? Where's your stuff?"

I was just lost in a euphoric feeling of nostalgia that I didn't answer anything, just falling into her arms suddenly.

"Oh, you're wet. What have you been doing this whole time?"

"Sitting out in the rain. I laid down on the field right there when the rain was stronger."

Her expression gloomed into a frustrated, maybe concerned frown but settled back when I held her hand. Maybe it isn't just nostalgia that's clouding my judgement.

"I..I couldn't sleep when it started to rain." Sam whispered "Then I drove to your apartment and your window wasn't open."

"I told you I'd be going overtime."

She urgently pulled me off the plantbox.

"Let's just do this at my house-"

"Wait. Wait. I.." I protested "Can..can we please stay..here for..a little more?"

"Why?"

I don't understand why I was desperately arguing staying under the rain for longer. I let my hand go from her grip to sit back down on the concrete.

"I want to stay. Rain makes me less homesick."

The rain began to disappear into a tickle of water every now and then. What was left was the glistening plants and metal and the smell of the earth. I looked up to the cloudy sky. It was still going to rain. But there's this peaceful hiatus in between. The engine turned off. Sam sat down next to me, restlessly placing her face between her knees.

"I'm sorry." I feel guilty for dragging her into my own whims again.

"You have to promise me you'll take a warm bath when we get to the house. You are going to get another flu."

I nod wordlessly still lost in my own guilt.

"What does the rain remind you of?"

I scoot closer to her to hear better.

"What does the rain remind me of?"

She yawns before placing her arms around me again.

"Yes. I'll give you a pass on this one. It IS the first rain of the year."

The cicadas return to fill in the space the pouring left.

"It reminds me of the place I used to live in. The rain tonight perfectly captures the feeling of the wet season. I like rain when I can stay at home when classes are suspended. When I could watch tapes of Roy G. Biv and Lecker."

"We really couldn't be..ah..anymore opposite..can we.."

I carefully guided her head to rest on my lap. The rain returned slowly, introducing in phases.

"Why? You..you like sunny days more or you.."

"No. The reason I drove to see you is because rain makes me feel stressed. Angry even. I'm not mad at you for liking rain..but i'm too sleepy to..bathe in that kind of rage right now."

"..so, what..what does the rain remind you of?" I cautiously asked.

It took her a while to rehearse an answer perhaps. We sat in silence forever. I brushed her fur waiting for any answer. Even just a push for us to get in the truck now. Our fur and clothes almost see-through and heavy with water.

"..I had..a bad day in the city..last year. A..really bad day. When the murders were happening, I got extremely upset and hid out somewhere in Golden Apple to seek asylum. My friend died and I was being blamed for it."

"..and it was raining."

"Yes, but then at least I was hidden under hundreds of umbrellas."

My ears pulled back. I crouched down and rested my chin on her cheek.

"I..I'm sorry."

"It's nothing."

I felt a pit in my chest hearing that anecdote. I reached for my keys and dangled them a bit.

"Guess that means we should..go home now..?" I softly smiled.

"Wait. I have a happier story for you about the rain."

"Yeah? What..what is it?"

"You know I did a bit of soul searching after college, right? And..so this kind of weather followed me into the most inconvenient places or times. And whenever it did I had no money to get a room somewhere so I was sleeping under flooding soil most nights."

I nodded along listening carefully. She thinks a bit as she collects the details before talking again.

"I went camping with a friend later in the trip. I had taken so many hits so far I didn't feel like myself since my mind kept wandering towards survival rather than anchoring down my identity...like I had promised myself."

"Then he..showed me the stars reflecting on the stream near our camp.." She pauses in between words to breathe, look me in the eyes "..And how those rains or floods aren't adversaries in my journey so far..I just had to live with how natural things flow. And that really let me. Let it all go."

"So when I came back home here it was..raining. Like the rain was waiting for me here. And I welcomed it back."

My arms just naturally wrapped around her waist when she finished. I couldn't articulate properly how happy her stories make me feel sometimes. I feel safe hearing them. It's always so sure. Like everything had a reason to happen.

"It's just a shame that last year had to dampen your feelings about the rain." I said.

"I don't have any particular opinion about the weather. It's just real to me. Not good nor bad."

We stuck around the wet pavement for hours until the sign of light from the horizon reminded us to come home.

I'll probably catch the flu again. Goodbye.

[oldsoulcalifornian]

a (very detailed) intro post!

basic info!

✵ my name is megan, but i prefer to be called meg! noelle is my middle name, and i use it sometimes alongside my first name.

✵ i’m a cisgender woman who uses she/they pronouns!

✵ the best way to describe my sexuality is borderline bisexual, but i only date guys!

✵ 20 years old + sagittarius (december 9th, 2004).

✵ i’m white, but i come from a multicultural family (one of my grandmothers is lebanese, the other is a spaniard).

✵ my personality type is INFP-T.

✵ i’m a southern california native! i was born in long beach, but i’ve lived in orange county for my entire life.

✵ i’m an aspiring screenwriter (+ director)! i created my first big project when i was thirteen, and i haven’t stopped since!

favorite things!

movies + tv: ingrid goes west, once upon a time in hollywood, mean girls, breaking bad, stranger things (seasons 1-3), the walking dead (seasons 1-7), gossip girl, and more!

music (solo artists): lana del rey, brandi carlile, britney spears, joni mitchell, marina and the diamonds, mitski, norah jones, nelly furtado, chase icon, charli xcx, kesha, doja cat, etc!

music (bands/groups): alice in chains, fleetwood mac, smashing pumpkins, sublime, weezer, radiohead, the beatles, red hot chili peppers, fall out boy, bread, carpenters, daft punk, dazey and the scouts, green day, hole, nine inch nails, etc!

video games: the sims (2 + 3), overwatch, valorant, minecraft, team fortress 2, animal crossing (new leaf + new horizons), splatoon 1, and more!

other + more niche interests: writing (mainly fiction, but i also dabble in non-fiction sometimes), doodles + drawing concept art,  gaming, modern history (the 1960’s to the 2000’s), finding new music + listening to old stuff, true crime, fashion, thrifting + antique shopping, caffeine (i’m a sucker for iced coffee), taking naps with my cat miu miu, traveling, musical theater, and more, somehow!

do NOT interact list:

✵ if you are under 18: please note that i’m an adult, and some of my future posts may involve NSFW content. i strongly advise not following if you’re a minor.

✵ racism, xenophobia, homophobia, transphobia, misogyny and general bigotry are always strictly prohibited. fuck anyone who identifies with these.

✵ SH + ED blogs: unless you’re actively trying to get better, please don’t interact. i struggle with severe mental illnesses (including recovery from binge eating disorder) and seeing these blogs can make my wellbeing go downhill fast.

✵ those who glamorize and/or romanticize true crime. i myself am incredibly interested in true crime, but making light of cases is just flat out disrespectful.

✵ guys looking for a gf: i’m not looking to date anyone right now, nor will i anytime soon. leave and seethe.

you can find me on...

pinterest (personal!)

pinterest (boards for my stories and original characters!)

twitter (personal!)

ao3 (stay tuned for a backstory fic on the sniper from tf2!)

letterboxd

spotify

note: feel free to ask me for my discord or personal instagram! i'm not too comfy putting it on here outright. ♡

[speltfields]

Hi two questions:

1. Is there a way I can see your art easier like a tag or a portfolio or something?

2. Do you have a commission sheet when/if you are available to commission?

HELLO i just saw this thank you for asking!

as of right now all i have is my #myart tag on here and my instagram (also @speltfields) i keep most of my stuff on here though im sorry its not very organized..... if anyone has recs for how to keep a portfolio id love to hear them.

as for commissions im taking a big break from them rn because i was increasingly getting slower working on them, when i decide to get back to doing them ill make a new sheet because my old page had outdated art and info. once work slows down again i'll work on putting that back up but I'm not sure when that will be OTL sorry i wish i could give a clearer timeline!

Otherwise i hope to have time to draw stuff soon AND my askbox is always open if anyone just wants to send me requests. chances are if you ask for a character i like ill draw it anyway anf you dont even have to pay me 😎👍

[cansofbees]

hey i saw your art of venipuncture tubes (very cool) and wanted to ask since i'm working towards (and very close to.... scary!!!!) becoming a medical assistant:

for a patient like you who's been trying to get What's Wrong With Your Whatever diagnosed for forever, what's the best way i can support you?

Thank you for the ask, this was super cool to see in my inbox!

Disclaimer; I'm still early in my figuring out What The Fuck Is Wrong With My Body journey, so I don't have as big of a pool of experience to draw from as many others - so if other medical mysteries/former medical mysteries would like to hop in the replies, I'd be interested to hear as well!

That being said:

-Ask engaging questions. What have you been up to in the last week? What's on your shirt/bag/cool keychain/etc? It's really cool. I typically hate small talk, but being able to think about anything other than Scary Health Stuff even for a minute, in a Scary Health Environment, soothes my nerves. Talking with doctors is usually clinical, obviously, but that in tandem with their tight schedule can feel impersonal and... lonely? This is their every day, but for new and undiagnosed chronic pain/illness patients, this appointment feels (and frequently IS, in one way or another) life-changing. MA's can be more casual with patients than the Dr. and it is a breath off fresh air when they are!

-Communication. When I was having insurance name issues at my rheumatology clinic and the assistant went out of her way to keep me updated on exactly what was happening, what she was doing to fix it, and let me know as soon as she resolved it. Same MA also made sure the name I wanted to be called was in my notes when she realized I was trans. When I'm already anxious about my health, I really really do not want to worry about anything else, too, so if there's a situation where you can ensure clear communication like that, do it!

-The combination of Observation + Empathy. I've seen assistant's attitudes toward me change while talking to me for a few reasons (they see my notes, how old I am, they see WHAT labs are being ordered or how many). I don't know how to describe it or if this even makes sense, but there's a pointed difference when they're treating me like i'm getting a standard check-up vs when they realize, oh, I'm getting NINE tubes of blood from this guy and he looks SO tired. I think it comes down to what I said in the first point, that it feels so so so different for us than it would for someone coming in for a check up or even an existing, diagnosed condition.

This was very ramble-y, so I hope my thoughts weren't too all over the place and you at least gained SOME insight from them! The fact that you're asking at all makes my heart happy and shows that you really care about your field. Good luck!!

TLDR: Empathy is your most powerful tool in making really big impacts on patients, even when practiced in what may feel like small ways to you. Hope can be very fragile when you're going to appointment after appointment with no answers, but people, ESPECIALLY nurses and medical assistants who take you seriously and recognize your hardship are the people who keep that hope alive.

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uh...is this on? hello?...helloooooo?

OH OH IT’S WORKING!!

uh-HI!!

My name is Percival Merridew Jackson, but you can just call me Percy!! I like to draw pictures and help Miss Pauling ‘cause she says I’m really good at it!

Miss Administrator said I gotta talk to more people, so, um, here I am!! I’m 8 years old- yeah, eight! And I get to deliver messages to the super-cool guys that Miss Pauling works with. They’re really neat!

Oh!OH! I also carry this really BIG screen thing to them so Miss Administrator can tell them stuff. she says its because she doesn't trust the adults anymore and uh..."let some dumb kid" handle it! And sometimes I help Miss Pauling clean up bad guys! She even lets me keep the shiny things in their pockets!

Uh…okay, that’s all I got! BYE BYE!

uh I see people on here add this so Im also doing it!

#Percytalks - whenever I talk about my life!!! and what its like to be living with Ms pauling!! like a journal of some sort

#Percydelivers - I hear we can answer some questions on here so this is when People ask me stuff!!

#Percy&friends - whenever i talk with new people!!!!!!!! HORRAY!!!!

#percydraws - DRAWING!!! YAYYY!!!

[edited by pauling. The kid sure has a lot of spelling mistakes...]

psssttt ooc stuff down here!!

Heyo!! Im the mod of this acc

Percival was a character I made for a discord server and the idea went to a acc almost immediately so uh yeah!! the other accs i made were pretty much dead. especially @ask-that-radiohost-engie sadly so uh yeah. Percival is a outgoing kid who just likes to make friends so please interact!!!

You know the usual DNI; if ur homophobic, racist, transphobic, bigoted zoo/pedophile stuff ect ect JUST DON'T EVEN BOTHER-

Mod is a minor! so pls dont do anything weird! Like super weird asks and stuff. but rizz up GRN engie all ya want ig? (he'll be a bit flattered ig? I dunno :/ )

oh yeah did I mention that this OC is FRICKEN 8. 8 SO NO WHATEVER. HE IS A CHILD. A CHILD. DNI IF YOU DO THAT SORTA STUFF

please be respectful. I tend to over look things and sometimes take things seriously so yeah. I cant read tone good sometimes...

Ill share more info abt Percy soon enough!! Wanted to keep this intro short and stuff so yeah!! YAY!!

mod tags

modtalks - talking and stuff. It looks like this

Modanswers - Sometimes I answer so yeah

Moddraws -I sometimes draw here so ye

heres Percival look btw

[vvenuspng]

vvenuspng FAQ

Main: @vvenushalo

I’m also vvenushalo on insta/twitter/bluesky (on twt/bsky i also have a priv that’s vvenuspng) but im only active on tumblr :) maybe bluesky soon too idk (social media scares me lol)

About me

I’m Venus! i go by they/them but any pronouns are ok tbh. i’m a 21yr old american-peruvian lesbian in EST. me olvide muchísimo español, solo hablaba cuando era pequeño :( I’ve been drawing all my life, but it’s mostly a hobby atp.

What's the point of this sideblog?

Well, really I just wanted to post abt helluva boss (idc abt hazbin btw) without it being connected to my main blog. I don't rlly care for vivzie & ppl are quick to judge so I’d rather keep a separate blog, especially given the adult nature of the show. I also want to hoard my aesthetic shit here and anything funny that won’t fit in my main’s queue.

Art info

I use procreate on ipad with an apple pencil (btw if ur thinking of getting a second gen pencil—do not LMAO this shit is annoying and i miss my first gen one).

Recently I’ve been using procreate’s ‘shale brush’ to line my works, but in my older drawings you’ll see me using a modified ‘HB pencil’. I have various brushes from packs and bundles I’ve saved that I sometimes use, such as Retro Supply, Joes set, clem’s brushes, feast’s pencils, and LP’s painting set, but I mainly stick to a few favorites and modify them.

Top ships?

Stolitz & Verbie are my top faves, followed by Fizzmodeous, M&M, and HoneyMoon. I like blitzfizz and stolitzarozzie (?) as well.

Fave characters?

My faves are Verosika, Stolas, Blitz, Barbie, Fizz, Millie, and Beelzebub! Anything including them will make me happy emote :)

I’m new to tumblr and I want to reblog, but don’t want to be annoying. What can I do?

Tumblr lives off reblogs! reblog anything and everything u like! all the time! that’s the point of a blog! u can use tags to essentially whisper ur thoughts, u can directly add on to a post by reblogging with ur opinions, and u can comment within the post itself! Do not be afraid to leave tags especially, bitches (me, along with many others) LOVE seeing peoples tags on stuff. It’s also pretty widely accepted that spam is super cool too btw, but if ur REALLY worried about that, there’s an option to queue ur reblogs or schedule it for a later time :) but again, don’t stress! <3

REQ FAQ

keep in mind these are requests, and not commissions. I do reqs for fun and because ideas are hard for me to come up with, I do not owe you any type of drawing because u are not paying me. effort given to each req varies purely on my own whims lol (as in, some will be sketches, others may end up full drawn)

What would you not draw?

as my pinned states, i’m not into stereotypical freak proship stuff. By that I mean what proship has come to be defined as of recently with extreme gross tropes, I do not mean silly little crackships that ultimately do no harm. this applies to all reqs and everything I draw.

I’ll do most (helluva) ship reqs but as a lesbian i’m obligated to heavily favour any sapphic pairs LMAO. for nsfw reqs ill only do that with stolitz and verbie and just use common sense for these types of reqs, yknow? kink is alright but please know im not personally active in the community, im more passively interacting n learning so I won’t be accurate in my depictions. I’m also not gonna get into my whole hard/soft limits list—if i don’t like what u req i’m just gonna delete the ask lol.

Would you draw multi panel comics?

yes! but please keep in mind I am not a comic artist, therefore it will be choppy and possibly rushed. I’m less likely to do these types of reqs simply because of the effort it takes to complete these (no matter how much i want to) :(

Do you do commissions?

Not really, but if you sincerely want a comm from me, feel free to reach out and we can negotiate! I will not do any fully rendered art, but I am open to sketches and/or lined flat colored works (example)

[noiseemaster]

hi so uh its their kinda birthday today. crazy cartoon came out 20 years ago today

i dont have the motivation to draw anything new but . i only ever posted these on twitter so i guess ill just dump them here now . just pretend theyre new or something uh . idk .

this is like a few months old . i draw him differently now but . . its not bad :- )

i prefer uh . the sketch of this one over the actual finished . thing . so uh ignore how bad it is ? its newer but . i only like the colors . just pay attention to those only because theyre real nice .

more doodly kinda stuff . .. . . this is newer i think . ill draw something new soon i promize . itll be real pretty i just need motivation . maybe fishcakes . i wanna draw fishcakes .

[spacepiratenemo]

GUNNM // Canon x OC Ship - Sechs x Ratte

#gunnm - Battle Royale in the Asteroid Belt! ✨ Check out full post on IG for timelapse drawing, wip and close ups! www.instagram.com/p/Cq7ZEHaMvy…

Here’s the first artwork of my Gunnm (Battle Angel Alita) ship released on this profile. I really need to redesign my #ocs old design and see through that I make a proper sheet with a proper reference. Anyways, I’m waiting for the release of the next instalment of the #battleangelalita Mars Chronicle and to satisfy my needs during the wait, I present to you the first picture of what is going to help me to survive the wait!

Ratte is my #owncharacter . She is Zekka’s actual child, although, Zekka ran away to get some smokes and ditch the responsibility when a girl suddenly carried his genes! Ratte wanted to know her father though, so when she found him, he told her that he’d only take care of her, if she would beat him in a fight. Of course, Ratte was but a kid in a cyborg-body. She had no chance against the strongest fist in the universe! However, Zekka was so impressed by the gall this girl had, that he began to teach her martial arts. Fast forward to the Z.O.T is when Ratte had become an adult, a formidable fighter and one of the allies of the Space Angels later on, opposing her own father this way.

More stuff is coming soon! Please stay tuned! 👾

Things to do: Design charactersheet for Ratte. Design satisfactory version of her Fizziroy-Body. Make some slides from the manga. Make a few edits. Make lotsa Gunnm Art! Make more face studies and get into the grid of drawing GUNNM Style. ^^

Ratte belong to me. Sechs is from #yukitokishiro#gunnmlastorder

#battleangelalitalastorder#gr6#sechsxoc#canonxoc#animeart#mangaart#fandomart#artwork#scifiart#sciencefiction#cyberpunk#cyberpunkart#owncharacters#fanfiction#fandesign#alita#alitaoc#fantasyart#futureart#cyborg#android

#gunnm - #charactersheet

❤️ Ratte: German for “Rat” // Built 5 years ago, equaling humanoid age of 20 years currently.

👾 Ratte is the dishonourable daughter of the great and famous Zekka, the strongest fist in the universe. She was born a cyborg, an accident that shouldn’t have happened and naturally so, Zekka ditched all responsibilities in this very drunken incident, leaving the "alledged mother/creator" of the child, getting a pack of smokes, never returning again. Ratte’s mother was very ill, taken by a cybernetic virus; she died shortly after the “birth” of the child, hence Ratte “grew up” in the ranks of the Stellar Nursery Society - Guntroll.

💀Only one year after she was built, she changed from a children’s cyborg body to an adult one. The girl never truly had been a child, nor did she ever have the mentality of one. Basically, you could say she was born as an “adult” (mentally). It was Yani, the Cybertech, who eventually built her new body, therefore, Ratte is a secret fizziroy-body-user. Qu Tsang taught her some of her martial arts, however, it was obvious that this fighting style wasn’t for her. Eventually she studied Capoeira, mixing it with influences of Wing-Chun and some secrets of the Panzerkunst, to form her very own, personal fighting style.

🤖Shortly before the Z.O.T Zekka and Ratte met once again and their first meeting wasn’t a pleasant one. Ratte had every reason to be mad at her “so-called father” hence an immediate fight occurred, which Ratte unfortunately lost. However, Zekka had to admit that the girl had some gall and after “somewhat” sorting things out, Zekka taught her some of his techniques as well, being a proper dad for the first time. During the Z.O.T Ratte allied with the Space Angels and the Guntroll team, opposing her father once more, rooting for Sechs to kick his stupid ass!

❤️More info and art coming soon! Pls stay tuned! Love ya’ll! Likes, comments and shares are very much appreciated.

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Music Credit - AIM TO HEAD

[hedgehog-hell]

Howdy!

New pinned post incoming!

Hi! We're the August System, but you can just call us Bailey! Our collective pronouns are he/him, and we use both I/me and we/us to refer to ourself. you can use either singular or plural wording when talking about us!

We're a bunch of nerdy, evil little weirdos, mostly fictives! We're autistic and chronically ill, and very passionate about human rights, decolonization, and the likes!

Our special interests are Sonic The Hedgehog, Ichthyology, paleontology, and biology in general. We also enjoy Deltarune, Nope (2022), Warrior cats, and making comics! you may also occasionally see whatever it is our friends are into at the moment!

We draw a lotta sonic, and occasionally other fanart. our art requests are open, even if we take a while to get to them sometimes...

we're working slowly on a sonic au called War's End AU (name is to be changed eventually)! We also have a few issues of our old abandoned Sonic Boom supernatural AU comic called Unholy AU up on our archive blog.

Dms are open to mutuals for chatting and art stuff!

Tags:

It's a draw! - art

Bailey blabs - rambles and such

Ask and ye shall receive - asks and ask games

Polling my hair out - polls and such

Sth - everything sonic the hedgehog

Shadow the alien - part of the war's end AU, but originally the idea of our bestie, @fruitwanderer

Blogs:

@hedgehog-hell - Main. lotta reblogs, lotta sonic, lotta Palestine.

@raw-unsalted-coffee-beans - art only sideblog, all reblogged from here. Perfect for if you don't wanna listen to our constant rambling.

@unholy-thecomic - Unholy AU archive, including the long post on why we abandoned it.

Projects

coming soon:

abandoned:

and as always, kill the part of you that cringes, and free Palestine!