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Ok, the boss is no more! There were some super stressful moments but surprisingly we all survived o:
My animal companion got hit with disintegrate, but we had hero points to make him avoid it. I would cry actually, because disintegrate means no resurrection x_x
The war is prevented! At least this one, because Cayden's party is right at the center of a much bigger one just starting. Today we saved the country. Cayden is trying to not even save the whole world, just maybe slow the whole thing down and save as much people as possible...
#majek says shit#I have the diamond for a raise animal companion spell but it can only be used if you have a body and even then there are restrictions#and Kela wouldn't even know about it until after the fight because she got trapped between a wall of force and a stone golem?#or a stone Big Humanoid Fucker idk what that technically was but it would've killed me pretty fast#and it all was in an area of supernatural darkness emanating from the powergamer's character...#which interfered with so much of everyone else's actions and we even addressed it before the session that it's a bad idea to cast this#but its ok because HE will be able to see through it and HE won't be targeted easily:))))#he also almost ended the encounter in the first round of proper combat...#by using mechanics so outrageous but technically ambiguous enough that our GM can't deny them by using only RAW...#and he prefers to settle arguments by going as RAW as possible...#and it wasn't a problem until now when we have a player who exploits to an actually unbelievable extent#we shared our character sheets online yesterday and I finally saw his... still have no idea how the character works#because like half the stuff is custom and missing from the app#he has 9 AC in the app and allegedly 32 AC before buffs...#and the GM says the math checks out but 1. nobody saw that math besides him and 2. so far he trusted that player without too much questions#and only recently he actually realised he's been manipulated multiple times when me and some others started dismantling that players actions#I so hope this was the last session with that person#the worst thing is I think he's an ok guy when I'm not playing any kind of game with him#and I understand different people find enjoyment in different aspects of games - his being figuring out how far he can go with the rules#and there are whole groups of people who like to play like that and enjoy the challenge of making the most broken “build” possible#but the rest of the group are not that kind of people. maybe some like to have fun with researching what's possible#but it's never the purpose of the game and these things dont find their way into the actual game#I'm actually considering the possibility of just leaving the campaign if he stays there... I know I whine a lot in the tags#about different players that get on my nerves for various reasons. it sounds like I'm never happy about anything#but our group is big and we play together as a friend group in 4 different campaigns now (I'm in 3 of them)#and every one of these smaller groups has it's issues. sometimes it's the characters not matching and sometimes different expectations#or interpersonal stuff that can be worked out. this here is not a group composition issue because the powergaming attitude is everywhere#it's impossible to talk casually between sessions and confronting the guy leads to like actual temper tantrums#literally said “the fuck do I care if the party dies I'm not gonna be useful anymore” after the GM gave him feedback to maybe ease it up#he never says things like that when the gm or me are present but we still get info. he just can't be confronted by the gm like that
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the master baiter
TG: dont be mad
TG: ok thats like asking water not to be wet but
CG: WATER ISN'T FUCKING WET GOD DAMMIT.
TG: look whatever remember when you said you would die for me
TG: is that karkat in the room with us right now
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CG: I'M DYING "FOR YOU" EVERY SINGLE TIME YOU PEEL OPEN THOSE SHIT-EATING LIPS YOU KEEP PULLED TAUT OVER YOUR DRONING IGNORANCE SHAFT.
TG: heheheh
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CG: YOUR WORDSLUDGE SPEARS EVERY PARTICLE OF MY BODY WITH PINPOINT STRIDERIAN IDIOCY.
TG: oh shit here we go
CG: A VERBAL BARRAGE THAT PULVERIZES MY FLESH INTO A FINE RED MIST, KILLING ME INSTANTLY. WIPING ME THE FUCK OUT, TO SUCH AN INCREDIBLE DEGREE THAT PALEONTOLOGISTS CAN'T FULLY DISCERN IF A "KARKAT" FUCKING EXISTED IN THE FIRST PLACE.
CG: THEY'D BE SCRATCHING THEIR NUGBONES OVER IT FOR FUCKING SWEEPS, IF NOT FOR THE SHOCKING REALIZATION MERE MINUTES INTO THEIR DEBATES THAT NOBODY ACTUALLY GAVE A SHIT.
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CG: AND YET THE TEMPORAL DEVICE STILL SWAYS TO AND FRO IN CONSTERNATION. VEXED BY THE COMPLETE MENTAL VACANCY PUT BEFORE IT BY MY HUMBLE SACRIFICE, BOUND BY ITS COSMIC ROLE, BEGRUDGED BY MY UNSOLICITED DEATH CLOCKING IT INTO OVERTIME. IT HAS BETTER SHIT TO DO, GOD DAMMIT! IT HAS A LUSUS AND A HIVE TO GET BACK TO!
CG: "WHAT IS THIS. WHO LET THIS ASSHOLE IN HERE," IT SAYS. THEY AREN'T EVEN QUESTIONS, JUST ORBITAL SIGHS OF AN UNCARING UNIVERSE. A REALITY NOW KEENLY AWARE OF ITS OWN LAUGH TRACK.
CG: AND ITS PENDULUM TEETERS, TENTATIVE IN ITS OWN DISBELIEF AND PROFOUND APATHY.
TG: damn
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CG: "THIS SCUMBAG ISN'T EVEN GODTIER YET," IT POINTS OUT. THE AUDIENCE FLIPS THEIR COLLECTIVE SHIT, AGHAST AT THIS REVELATION.
TG: hahaha
CG: IT WELLS UP SUCH A THRUM OF FUCKING ENNUI THAT THE TIMEPIECE FLIPS OFF-KILTER, LANDING SQUARELY IN THE "DUMBASS" ZONE WITH A "FUCK IT" LOUD ENOUGH TO REVERBERATE THROUGHOUT PARADOX SPACE.
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CG: IT THEN ELECTS TO KICK MY PATHETIC FUCKING HALF-CORPSE BACK INTO THE LIVING PLANE AND FORCE ME, VENGEFULLY FROM THE AUDACITY OF MY OWN IDIOCY, TO REPEAT THIS CYCLE AD NAUSEAM
CG: UNTIL EXISTENCE ITSELF FINALLY CROAKS UNDER THE COMBINED WEIGHT OF OUR COLOSSAL STUPIDITY.
CG: BECAUSE WHO THE FUCK WOULD I BE IF I EVER GOT TO HAVE A BREAK?
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TG: yep there he is thats him offincer
TG: the man after my own heart
TG: thats a karkat brand "soft yes" if i ever heard one and i know my karkatisms dude im a goddamn graduate in karkatology
TG: i got my degree in this shit
TG: im rocking up to our convos with the dumbass black square hat thing cocked 45 degrees
TG: literally incapable of snapping it back kinda by design of the stupid thing but damn if im not doing it anyways im emanating the snappitudes
TG: im rocking my intelligence right now
TG: also water is absolutely wet dude its like the wettest thing on the planet
CG: I'M NOT REPEATING MYSELF AGAIN
TG: yeah you are
CG: FUCK. I AM.
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CG: I SAID THE LAST THREE TIMES IT'S A CONDITIONAL TERM--
TG: and im saying its common sense like being wet isnt conditional when youre the perpetual thing of wettening
CG: NO
TG: and brother it is THE wet
TG: like following your conditional argument
TG: if water isnt wet then the other water molecules are constantly making each other fuckin wet so its a moot point
TG: great philosophical debate
TG: which came first the water or the wet?
CG: DAVE
TG: think about it all those particles are wetting each other up all the time and shit
TG: its a fucked up display
CG: ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
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TG: pretty much a perpetual orgy of the elements
CG: DUDE.
TG: that sounds kinda sick actually if you dont think about what it means
TG: h2orgy
CG: HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO VETO THIS STUPID DISCUSSION--
TG: tell me im wrong dude
CG: I'M UNIVERSE-APPOINTED TO HOVER AROUND YOU POINTING OUT EVERY DUMBASS TAKE YOU HAVE FOR THE REST OF TIME.
TG: thats so beautiful to me
TG: i could cry
#davekat#dave strider#karkat vantas#homestuck#comix#the master baiter#tabbydraw#this is my answer to artblock#late nite tgcg surprise
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sooo....i have returned with more crazy shit 😋
i dunno if you read,write,or like tarophilia or whatever its called. its like monster sex basically or just fairlytale sex in general i think.
but anyway i wanted to ask for alien!jisung with human!fem!reader? like a ship crashed into the forest next to readers home in the forest so she went to check it out. when she looked it was an alien boy. brown curly hair with black glasses perched on their nose with a stripped sweater and black sweatpants. she felt bad for him because he was bleeding from his head. she took him in and helped his wounds. after waiting he woke up. they talked since he asked what happened and ended up being friends (kind of)
after months of being friends then best friends, they got together. they were happy and reader liked her alien boyfriend. and jisung liked his human girlfriend. a bit later into the relationship they realized they never had sex. just making out and grinding. no more than that. but one day jisung wanted to eat out reader. she let him of course and when the sweet taste of her cunt hits his tongue he lost it. he went tongue deep into her tight hole. purple tongue trying to find the source of the sweet treat. while reader whimpered and whined about it being too much and telling him to slow down. clenching hard around his tounge. after hours of being down there and reader once again whining about it being too much and no more, he says "jus' one more baby. ill stop after yeah?" before going back tongue deep into her with his pale purple tongue. (he ends up being down there for another hour :])
(p.s. if you dont like this type of stuff it’s totally fine! i was half asleep doing this so dont feel bad and do it anyway since its long :] if you couldnt tell i have a oral fixation ˙𐃷˙)
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My darling jellyfish nonnie, I love this thought so much - also, I'm 100% a monster fucker [as shown by my Naga! Minho spooktober fic, plus the fact that I'd go on all fours for Werewolf! Chris in a heartbeat] so Alien! Jisung is right up my alley!!
I don't even know how I could expand on this other than sharing more horny-ish thoughts about it; like the fact that not only is his tongue purple, but it's long and he seems to produce more saliva than necessary - since, you know, he's an alien and all.
How the first time reader found that she had more than platonic feelings for Alien! Jisung, was when he discovered the joy of cheesecake and whipped cream - the pure joy that illuminated his face after the first bite, followed by the ecstasy after he finished his piece and looked at her with round eyes that begged for more.
Perhaps their first kiss, how it came about after watching Howl's Moving Castle [or, rewatching it, in her case] - the credits hadn't been running for more than two seconds before Jisung's face came into view and his lips were on hers. It didn't last long, and it was obvious that he didn't fully understand the connotation behind kissing when you questioned his very sudden, but not unwelcome, move. "Happy!" He'd reply, as small, fluttering chirping noises emanated from him - a sound she'd grown familiar with to understand it was something that occurred when he was, indeed, happy.
And then, it was when those timid, innocent touches of a curious first, actual, kiss turned into chasing that feeling of desire and need - the moment where best friends and something more became blurred, but neither one of them cared. It was when Jisung learned that feelings could be acted upon, that kissing wasn't the only way humans expressed their passion, and that maybe there weren't that many differences between your kind and his.
At least, not when it came to pleasure.
#maybe I'll turn this into a series#for now I'll just share my thoughts~#✧. ┊ kacii answers#✧. ┊ 🪼 nonie#✧. ┊ jellyfish nonie#skz smut#stray kids smut#han jisung x reader#han jisung smut
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Yo! I send you luck in getting Feixiao, my guy! Can i request some Yandere Feixiao, Yukong, Jing Yuan, Luocha and Jingliu x Dilf! Widow! Male reader? In context the reader was a former cloud knight that as a child, lost his family because of the abundance. This cause the reader to hate the abundance soo much that he joined the could knights just to kill them all. The reader was one of the best in doing so, he was soo good that people called him "The bane of the abundance". He was respected and even feared, regardless he was an idol and a figure everybody knows about. However after years of combat, he fallen in love with someone to the point he had a kid with that woman. Thus in order for him to focuse on his family he retired leaving his hatred go. However after years later he lost his wife and child while he was out getting food for his family due to an attack by the abundance. This caused him to returned this time with a hatred greater than ever becaming even more ruthless and merciless (little side note: the reader has potential to became the emanator of the hunt. Also if you want the reader to have some relation ti the characters before his retirement is up to you)
Ight.
CW: Murder, Child Murder, Yandere Characters, Delusional and Obsessive Love, abuse, drug use, speaking ill of the dead, forced love… like FORCED forced love.
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Yukong & Feixiao
(Putting them together because they’re similar)
She couldn’t help but feel disgusted with herself. She shouldn’t be feeling happy about this situation! Your wife and child had died and you came back to the military.
You were in pain, as you were when you first joined! But… she can’t help but feel euphoric!! That bitch who had dared steal YOU from HER was dead along with that child!!
All her own progress was wiped away!! Her murders gone unsolved or framed on the abominations of abundance, her meticulous words with you just thrown out the window! All cause of that BITCH!!
When the news first reached her of your family’s death, remorse wasn’t a feeling she got, but joy. A euphoric, sadistic joy at the news that your wife and child were gone.
Yes, a part of her was disgusted. But it was a spec compared to her obsession with you. She used her power to get close to you. Using her position to get you into situations where you’d be near or with her.
She’d also be shameless in her attempts to get closer with you. MUCH closer than she was when you were first in the military. Her pupil’s practically morphing into hearts at the sight of you.
She’d try to hold your hand to ‘comfort’ you or get you an accessory as a small sign of her love, but you’d also reject her advances.
It angered her, it ENRAGED her. The bitch is STILL fucking with HER! From the damn grave she’s STILL MANIPULATING YOU!! With every reject she grows more and more delusional.
It eventually reached a breaking point. She couldn’t allow you to stay disillusioned anymore! You don’t love that woman! YOU DONT!! That worthless waste of oxygen was manipulated you into THINKING YOU LOVED HER!!
She knows she can’t take you in a fight. No. Unfortunately, she has to weaken you in some way. So, she goes the the alchemy commission, putting in an anonymous request to a shady and criminal worker to make a specific type of drug.
The drug is complete, and she then has the person killed and dumped into the enemies territory. She smirks as she drugs you. Your food. And your drinks.
The drug weakens you physically, just enough for her to take you in a fight if you ever get rowdy. It also has a love potion effect, just to make sure you’ll love her.
Then, she takes you to the basement of her home. Keeping you there, slowly curing you of that woman’s manipulation and lies. Even using some forced acts. But it’s all worth it! The end justifies the means.
You don’t leave until she deems you cured. Even then, she makes you resign from the cloud knights to keep you safe, and quickly gets you to impregnate her just to keep you busy and solidify your position as her lover. FOR. EVER.
Luocha & Jing Yuan
(I think they’re pretty similar)
He felt remorse for you. The loss of a spouse and child is a pain he couldn’t imagine.
He lets you heal, allowing you to mourn in your own way while slowly creeping his way into your mind.
Jing yuan is always there when you go to massacre the abundance monsters, helping you with your murder spree.
Luocha is there to keep you alive and heal ANY injury you get, not matter its severity. Ain’t he just a sweetheart?
He would slowly test the waters, giving you small gifts and flirting with you. He’d see you being uninterested and believe he still needs to be patient.
But… you don’t change. You still look uninterested. You still look at him like a close and good friend. And it eats away at him.
The thought of you wanting to stay alone instead of getting into another relationship did NOT help. And it also shattered him when you confirmed his thoughts.
That, broke him. All his plans just thrown out the window, all his progress becoming meaningless!! And all his love.. his heart… Stomped on, spit on, ripped in half!
(They’d do the same thing feixiao & yukong did with the whole drug thing)
He’d keep you in his home/coffin. Making sure you don’t leave. He’d then begin to show you how he’d be a much better lover than that woman.
And eventually, when the drug’s love effects fully take over or you fall in love with him, he doesn’t allow you to fight. He can’t risk loosing you, he doesn’t even WANT you to fight.
No. Just stay with him, away from any battle. He’ll take care of that. You. And everything. He’ll take care of all and any dangers.
All he wants you to do is sit back, be safe, and love him.
Jingliu
She doesn’t feel remorse for the death of your family. Nor disgust for the joy she feels. This is prefect for her.
You’re coming back into her life, back into her arms, BACK TO HER. And she intends to keep it that way.
She encourages your hatred towards the abundance, she manipulates your mind into being distrustful of everyone else BUT her.
Jingliu and you would ritualistically go on multiple murder sprees against the abundance, torturing the abominations.
Despite not caring about the death of your family, she is careful with her actions when it comes to making you love her.
But, when she becomes Mara-struck. She goes off the deep end. Jingliu kidnaps you. Slicing open a large wound and sneaking in an icicle, freezing your muscles and blood, making you unable to move.
She takes you, and you two flee the xianzhou. Exploring the cosmos. Jingliu isn’t afraid to do whatever she wants with you.
She’s already unhealthily obsessed with you, but now she’s mara-struck. She couldn’t care about your opinion to your situation.
If you protest, she freezes your lips shut. If you try to escape, she makes your blood and muscles freeze just enough to slow you down for her to catch you AND beat her love into you.
She keeps you only centimeters away from her. Unless in the bathroom, you get no type of privacy.
-The End-
#honkai star rail#hsr#male reader#anon asked#anonymous asks#anon ask#anon answered#yandere#feixiao#yukong#jing yuan#luocha#jingliu#yandere honkai star rail#yandere feixiao#yandere feixiao x male reader#yandere yukong#yandere yukong x male reader#yandere jingliu#yandere jingliu x male reader#yandere jing yuan x male reader#yandere jing yuan#yandere luocha#yandere luocha x male reader
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Geo x reader
Regarding SOL
You became friends with the group after crowe brought you in, at first you and geo didn't have anything going on, but somehow, he developed feelings— and it seems like he isnt the only one.
NOT PROOFREAD (this is under the assumption that geo knows about hyugos crimes)
The first meeting;
Geo wanted to get close to you, but he honestly struggled. So he opted for just being by your side and helping you out. He heard of solivan brugmansia all too well, afterall the rumors regarding him are very well known to those that heard of him.
But, did he care? No, not really. A rumor about some random student he didn’t interact with didn’t matter to him, besides, people spread false rummors around constantly. He wasn't intrested in finding out the truth behind the rummors. Until, he had realized you acquainted yourself with him.
It was after class, you and your friends were out in the hallway pondering where to hang out. Before you spot hyugo and sol. Youre unsure wether to not to bother them as they seem deep in conversation. However it seems hyugo could feel your eyes on him. His eyes locked with yours, and you take that as an opportunity to wave at him. Thus, he waves at you in return. Sol notices and his demeanor changes, a smile tugs on his lips and he gives you a dreamy look. A blush faintly noticeable on his face.
Geo looks away at his phone to seek out the subject of your attention— hes surprised, and certainly not pleased.
His brother.
Were you friends his brother? Out of all people, hyugo? And that guy— why is he looking at you like that? You dont seem to have any special feelings towards him, youre waving to him like you would anyone else. That begs the question, what are you to him?
He goes in your direction to get your attention. he taps you on the shoulder, and just like how its supposed to be, your attention is on him now.
"Huh?" you asked, curious as to why he uncharacteristically sought your attention. While you didn't know much about geo, there was this weird feeling emanating from him.
He takes a quick glance at his brother and that black-haired boy with him, and hes surprised to see the tall male with a deathly glare in his eyes, targeted at him— and also his friends. His eyes were ugly, blood red. Is that why hyugo befriended him? Because blood is somthing hes used to, right? Whatever it was, he immediately took a disliking to that man.
"brit wanted your input". He focused his attention back to you.
"O-oh yeah! How about the garden? I have a key for there." Geo gave a pleased look.
"Lets go tell her then". And with that the two of you turn your backs to sol and hyugo, heading closer to the group. Geo takes one last good look at the two boys. Unfortunately for him, he accidentally makes eye contact with his brother.
"OH MY GOD" Hyugo moves towards you and geo.
"SUBARU" eyes littered with excitement hyugo approaches him
"Shit..." geo begrudgingly accepts his fate.
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It seemed Britney, jess and deryl were the most amused at the scene hyugo had caused. They were pestering geo while hyugo took that as an opportunity, as sol's wingman.
"Oh- sunny and I were wondering if you wanted to hang out wit-"
"[name], cmon, Britney's waiting" geo interrupts
"Oh yeah!- uh" you look back to hyugo, and sol, eagerly awaiting your answer, hoping you leave that purple haired prick and spend time with him instead. "Sorry, im hanging out with geo and our friends, uhm, ill talk to you guys later!". You frown, and wave bye to them as you head for your friends.
Later, in the garden, you sit next to geo. Curious of his relationship with hyugo, after all they are brothers and you’re friends with them both! isn’t that nice?
“You’re hyugos brother? what’s he lik-“
“He’s not my brother, forget what he said in the hallway, I don’t want to associate myself with him.” He interrupts, shooting you a glare before his gaze softens. “He’s…” he pauses, recollecting his thoughts. “He’s just dangerous to be around.”
“How?” he looks away as you ask.
“Things you don’t know, he gets into shady shit” he redirects his gaze back to yours, “[name], for your own sake, and safety, don’t get involved with him… or his friend.”
“Solivan?” You question at the mention of sol
“Brugmansia?” If his memory is serving him right, then he’s not good news.
“Yeah that’s his-“
“Especially him, both of them, stay away from them.” He thinks back to the hallway and the look in sol’s eyes. One of putrid hate and murder. Maybe, those rumors were true”
“That’s hard to do, I’m in a class with them— although hyugo never attends, and I’m sols partner for an art project.”
“Then don’t make conversation with him, only do what needs to be done for the art project, once it’s done, never talk to him again— or hyugo” he instructs you, for now at least. He’s thinking about what strings he could pull to change your art class for a different period, one without sol or hyugo. If he had to play dirty to keep you, and his friends safe, he’d play dirty as hell.
“Okay.”
I don’t wanna go too deep because I wanna wait for days 3&4 for more lore and info, so I’ll probably wait and do other stuff
#geo oogami#geo subaru oogami#subaru geo oogami#katb vn#the kid at the back vn#tkatb vn#solivan brugmansia
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Another Chance
Summary: Y/n is a fallen star. Lucien finds her.
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A/n: my second fic for my first @starfallweek celebration🥳
so, as we all know, i cant live without my baby boi luc, so out of the three random fics i started writing yesterday, this made it to the finish line.
also, i couldnt decide who to pick because, this fic was obviously going to be an x reader fic, but then i got the brilliant idea to make it Jesminda x luc, but now i present to you.... THIS!!!!
(@daycourtofficial please dont kill me ily)
anyways, enjoy!
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If someone got dropped in the middle of a night court's forest and didn't know, all they had to do was wait till the sun set.
After that, the dark practically screamed Night court.
Walking through the thick roots blanketing the ground, it seemed like there was no light in the world, the canopy so thick that even the light from the travelling stars that filled the night sky was hard to penetrate.
The air was still, though the occasional breeze made Lucien shiver as he wandered around aimlessly, trying to pass the time until he returned to the human lands so Vassa and Jurian didn't question him about his early arrival.
Lucien glanced down to his feet as he kicked a rock, then stomped on a fallen branch. In front of him, Lucien could see a clearing coming into view, but he decided to turn away.
That is until the world suddenly brightened, and Lucien's head whipped up to see a bright streak of light flying straight toward that clearing.
He watched as it- the star- collided with the ground and soil flew in every direction, a loud thud echoing in the aftermath before silence again enveloped the forest.
Lucien was sprinting towards the dent in the earth the moment he got his bearings, tripping and falling over his own feet. His heart beat in his ears, telling him to hurry and go to her.
Lucien did not understand this sudden urge, but he did not fight it as he sped up.
Just a few feet away from the shallow crater in the earth, Lucien's ears picked up on sounds.
Groans of pain emanated from whatever had landed in the clearing, and for the first time since Lucien saw it beelining towards the ground, he was on edge and wondering if this was a good idea.
Oh well.
Peering in, Lucien's whole body froze as he studied the softly moving form of... of a fae.
What the fuck?
Lucien's brain had stopped working, for he could do nothing but stare at the female and think about how she felt familiar.
Too familiar.
The colour of her hair, the tone of her skin, the shape of her body...
With a jolt, Lucien realised why she felt so familiar.
This was not a random fae. This was Lucien's first and only love. The one he had watched die in front of his eyes.
Jesminda.
Y/n Jesminda Flores.
She glanced up after a moment of squirming, her eyes widening with relief when she found Lucien staring at her.
"Lucien? Help me out please."
As if in a trance, Lucien watched his hand extend and grasp hers, tears springing in his eyes when his skin touched hers, the familiarity and comfort of it threatening to break him.
He did not feel anything, numb and confused as he watched her dust herself off, still in the bloody slip she had been wearing when she was kill-
No.
Lucien could not think back to that time, for if he did, he would lose any and all composure he had managed to hold on to.
"Jesminda? How- I... how?"
She glanced up at him, a furrow between the brows Lucien used to kiss every chance he got.
"What? Why do you look like someone bit you in the ass huh?" A teasing smile, the one Lucien would have died for, graced her lips, and finally, despite his efforts, a tear slipped out of his eye.
"Y/n, how are you here? I... you- you died."
"Oh shut it Lucien, what do you mean I died? I'm standing here in front of you aren't I?" She glanced behind her to the crater, then frowned down at her slip. "Though I would love to have a chat with whoever put me in that crater and in this ugly thing. Why would someone put a bloody-"
She didn't get to finish, because the next moment, Lucien was wrapped around her, holding her as if he wanted to kill her from lack of air.
"Lucien- Oh mother- stop. I can't breathe."
She tried to slap him on the back, his waist, anywhere she could reach, but he did not budge.
"Y/n- Y/n you died. You were killed in front of me." He sobbed, burying his face in her shoulder.
Y/n froze. "What the hell are you talking about Lucien? I'm..." She trailed off, then quickly pushed him away. "Lucien, what day is it?"
He sniffed. "Starfall in the Nigh court."
She blinked, then turned her face towards the sky. "Was I really killed?"
He nodded.
"Then maybe the stories were true."
"What stories?" Lucien questioned as he discreetly tried to wipe his face on the sleeve of his jacket.
"My mother used to tell me. The souls that travel during starfall? Sometimes the Mother grants them another chance in life, but its so rare that barely anyone knows about it."
She grabbed Lucien's arms, tears now streaming down her face.
"If what you're saying is true, which I believe you, then the Mother has blessed us."
He blinked at her, brain unable to grasp anything. "I-"
She laughed, her head tossed back. "Oh Lucien, my love my heart, what would I ever do without you."
Lucien smiled, starting to believe this was not some cruel joke the mother was playing on him.
She quieted down after a moment, looking at him with the eyes she could only use when in the safety of his rooms.
So much love, too much adoration swirled in the depths of those eyes, a window to her soul.
"Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Its been centuries-"
"Centuries?! What the fuck??"
Lucien laughed then, like the way he'd never laughed since she left him.
"Cauldron boil me, you need to give me all the drama that happened while I was doing mother knows what." She glanced down. "But before that, maybe let me take a shower. And your clothes."
Lucien pulled her in for a kiss before she could demand anything else.
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Ena the Order is the concept of conforming to Fate, and Elio is an Emanator of Order
welcome to my pre-2,2 theory, i got carried away.
for those yet unaware, theres been a theory flying around that the Goddess of Sigonia, Gaiathra Triclops, is a folkloric interpretation of Ena the Order, on account of the iris of Ena's eye having the same colors as Aventurine's. we can go much further with this though.
(Aventurine's pupils are diamond-shaped, but little Kakavasha has round pupils. its likely that diamond-shaped pupils are a result of becoming a Stoneheart, because Topaz also has diamond-shaped pupils, and Aventurine used to not have them. but i digress)
Anyway, Gaiathra=Ena. Gaiathra is described as a left palm with 3 eyes, arguably Ena also has 3 eyes- two closed ones on their face, and one massive, open eye floating around them.
Gaiathra "reigns over all matters related to fertility, travels, and trickery." (Sigonia, Planar Ornament Relic Set) and is said to have been the one to bestow Aventurine with his luck.
but first: What is Order? Based on the words alone, youd think Order would have more in common with Equilibrium, but evidently that wasnt the case. Considering it was assimilated into the Harmony, it must have overlaps with that though, since the broader path is the one that absorbs the narrower one if their concepts are too similar. So, if Harmony is unity and peace, the idea of everyone joining a happy paradise, then how did the Harmony manage to absorb Order?
"I am filled with curiosity about how THEY swallowed up Order. The hymns of Xipe continue to spread and grow, occasionally overseen by ideology. In contrast, Ena's harmonic songs seems to align within a three-dimensional framework, akin to an emperor maintaining hierarchical order among all creatures. While there may be some overlap between THEIR Paths, the ancient Order is enormous in size, and swallowing THEM would prove far from effortless... Among the Aeons, there exist countless enigmas that surpass my own speculations." - Dev Log for Xipe in Simulated Universe, Herta's comment
Herta doesnt know either, and by all means a freshly ascended Aeon should not have an easy time absorbing someone as ancient as Ena- that is, unless Ena intended for it to happen.
This is a lot of establishing facts before i get to the meat of things. We still dont technically know what Order even is, so lets try figure it out!
"The planets governed by Ena adhere staunchly to established rules, yet I must acknowledge that the various calamities in the cosmos were all hindered by Ena's guardianship, leading to extremely efficient development of civilization among diverse planets. Interestingly, however, civilizations all eventually hit rock bottom because of Order. The ancient planets that once fervently worshiped Order would shine briefly before their total collapse... Perhaps this is the "Path" of these planets." - Dev Log for Ena in Simulated Universe, Herta's comment
So: Order is the concept of adhering to a predetermined outcome- their "path". Ena observes humanity "gazing into a crystal orb containing the cosmos" and ensures that they all follow their predetermined path of Fate. None may go astray, no outside influence may interfere, no matter what fate awaits them, they must follow their set path.
"THEIR voice is composed of syllables sequencing the rise and fall of civilizations in accordance with the Aeon's path."
Ena has the ability to foresee the future, as they dont just sequence the rise, but also the fall of civilizations. They are inherently impartial, just, things are destined to happen and so they see to it that they happen. Order is the concept of conforming to Fate, if a planet is destined to be destroyed by a calamity, then Ena guides it to that outcome.
However, Aeons, despite being concepts, arent just concepts, they have some semblance of sentience, self-awareness. they have goals, they make deals, though humans are unable to comprehend them.
So, Ena conforms to fate, but what is the purpose of doing so? Ena can see the future, but we know Kafka. there isnt just ONE future, theres a lot of futures, and endless paths. So its logical to assume that Ena, by being able to see the fates of civilizations, can actually see the endless amount of paths towards all possible fates, and personally chooses which path is specifically followed. and for the sake of the theory, lets assume Ena is benevolent and guides humanity towards the most fortunate fate (though even the most "fortunate" of fates can still end in destruction)
Before Ena was assimilated into the Harmony, they made a deal with Qlipoth the Preservation: Qlipoth will bring an end to Tayzzyronth the Propagation (as they are interfering with the predetermined Fates of planets) and in turn Ena will help Qlipoth against Oroboros the Voracity somehow (likely foreseeing its Fate and interfering with it). Qlipoth held up their end of the bargain, but Ena was assimilated before they were able uphold their part, which is interesting
We know theres something fishy about the Orders assmiliation into Harmony- it doesnt make sense, especially knowing that Ena foresees the future, and is likely aware of their own fate.
Heres where we remember that Gaiathra is also a goddess of trickery. Theres two possibilities:
Ena foresaw their own "demise" and made a deal with Qlipoth knowing they wouldnt be able to follow through on their part of the promise
Ena, able to see multiple paths for the future, foresaw that being assimilated into Xipe would lead them towards the most fortunate one, so they let themselves be absorbed on purpose, as the Harmony would not have been able to absorb the Order otherwise. The deal was just a bonus.
Either way, Ena would have known of the future, and making a deal shortly before the assimiliation of their path is clearly a scheme- they get something great out of it, and dont have to follow up on it.
Heres where we bring up Elio (and the Stellaron Hunters). We actually still dont know what path they follow, and isnt that so interesting? What path could possibly include following a "script" to ensure a certain future? hmmm
sounds like Order to me!
Elio possesses the ability to foresee future possibilities and the paths that lead towards them. Essentially, the exact ability that Ena is shown to possess. All the futures look pretty bleak though, except for one, which hes trying to achieve by making sure to follow that exact path: his "script". the very definition of Order.
Note also that despite Enas assimiliation, their faction can still exist. After all, Idrila the Beauty is also gone, but the Knights of Beauty still roam around. The path of a deceased or assimiliated Aeon can still be upheld even if the Aeon no longer exists.
Anyway, Elio is basically upholding Ena's legacy by ensuring that we adhere to fate, and guides us towards the most fortunate one. His ability is far too powerful though, so its safe to assume hes an Emanator, since theyre considered to be "as good as emissaries of the Aeons' wills"
*As a bonus, Gaiathra also reigns over "all matters related to 'travels'". if you stretch the definition a little, "travels" could refer to the idea of embarking on paths towards fate. you "travel" on a path, after all.
Theres also this interesting little tidbit here:
"THEY are always so symmetrical and so equal. If we were to rank those most sublime beings, only the Voracity and the Permanence can stand toe-to-toe with the Equilibrium's antiquity... Oh, and also the Order. After Ena disappeared, the Equilibrium's duties have only grown greater. Then, how would HooH perceive Nanook?"- Dev Log for HooH in Simulated Universe, Herta's comment
The fact that Nanook is brought up is pretty funny as theyre the youngest Aeon, and since only the most ancient ones would be able to stand "toe-to-toe" with HooH, youd think as the youngest, Nanook wouldnt stand a chance against them. but they were brought up regardless, in tandem with Ena no less
Coincidentally, Nanook is also the Aeon that Elio wants the Trailblazer to defeat too. Curious! You could say that it is the Will of the Order to see the fall of the Destruction? anyway,
HooH's duties "have grown only greater" since Ena disappeared, meaning that they must have overlapped in some way before, but coexisted. (similarly to how the Remembrance and Preservation coexist, possibly) We dont know much of anything about Equilibrium yet though, so lets put that aside.
Lets talk about luck.
Luck is just chance. The results of "chance" are left up to "fate". We know that not all choices or events matter in the grand scheme of things. Theres endless possible paths, so rolling a 1 or a 6 doesnt matter because it will still lead you onto the same destiny. Luck is irrelevant to fate, it does not influence it. Luck only influences how you arrive at it.
So how do you reconcile that with Order? if Order is staunchly adhering to fate, observing humanity to ensure they all end up on the "right" path, then how does chance, luck, happenstance, fit into all this?
Luck is the ultimate Order, because there is only ONE path that luck can take: the most fortunate one. It does not influence your fate however, luck only influences which one of the countless paths towards your fate you end up on. and always being lucky narrows your potential paths down to just one.
This is also why Nihility was the natural conclusion for Aventurine. If you realize that no matter what you do, you cannot change the outcome of your choices, then you realize its futile and decide to succumb to it. youll always win, so whats the point? Thats Nihility: succumbing to Fate, the inevitability of everything, realizing your choices dont matter. When youre lucky and everything you do leads to the same result then you start to think that maybe nothing matters.
Back on track though. Fate, despite being predetermined, is not singular. as in, theres predetermined fates (plural) waiting for you at the end of your path. theres multiple endings. Luck means you have less paths to end up on but luck does not influence the end goal.
In a way, what Elio is trying to do is very similar to what Aventurines "luck" does: he wants to end up on a very specific path that leads him to a very specific fate, and luck leads you onto one single path, theoretically making it easier to achieve certain fates. Its an interesting parallel.
"Blessing" someone with luck seems a bit too hands-on for someone like Ena, so while we might never know why Aventurine was blessed specifically, we can kind of see it as a sort of trial-run. Ena does not interfere, does not "defy" fate, but bestowing luck onto someone to narrow down their futures is a bit like interference- except its not, only on a technicality. theyre still adhering to the set paths that exist, after all, im not changing fate, what are you talking about? look, hes still on one of your predetermined paths. the fact that he cant go onto other paths is irrelevant if he still ends up at one of the predetermined endings.
As a note though, Ena is not Fate itself. Ena adheres to fate and ensures that humanity follows it. Nihility is basically succumbing to fate and thinking its inevitable and change is futile, and I guess you could see Harmony as the concept of circumventing fate- instead of arriving at one of your predetermined endings, how about you get assimilated into our harmonious hivemind and experience eternal bliss? (lets wait on that 2.2 harmony lore-drop before saying anything about that though)
got off track a little. basically, Ena's Order is the concept of conforming/adhering to Fate. potentially, in their era, Fate was a singular end, because they were the one to guide humanity onto certain paths and towards certain ends (which is why civilizations thrived but ultimately still collapsed). Enas assimiliation was on purpose, although we can only speculate on the reason. so i will. heres my speculation:
Ena is not Fate itself, but a Guide. seeing the countless possible paths and possible fates for humanity, they foresaw the same thing that Elio foresees- a terrible End at the hands of the Destruction that may affect humans and Aeons alike. potentially, Enas Will mightve been to avoid that (but remaining within the confines of fate, not defying it) so they set in motion the steps needed to embark on said path, which necessitated their assimilation into Harmony. if Enas reign caused the Fates of humans to be "set in stone", then Enas disappearance could be seen as humans regaining the ability to choose their own paths, their own fate. Essentially, Enas disappearance wouldve been necessary in order to even create the possibility of an "alternate ending" and leaving the choice up to humanity.
anyway thats the conclusion thanks for coming, godspeed if you read the whole thing. im bad at keeping things short and concise. and i started rambling near the end
as a disclaimer: these are vague thoughts and i change my view on things often. if we get new info in the future that says this was all nonsense then thats that. im not trying to convince anyone. just offering a perspective for funsies
#honkai star rail#ena the order#gaiathra triclops#when the new simverse update comes out with a new harmony path and we get lore about Ena we popping the BIGGEST bottles#cough. well anyway. Order am i right.#i didnt talk about Enas imagery but its pretty insane what with the puppet strings and and giant eye and#well. to offer another perspective: genshin is very fond of describing fate as a panopticon. 'casting an examining eye on humanity'#(especially with the new lore about the crimson moon- the eye of fate and judgement)#and literally calling Fate the strings that puppeteer humanity. haha. ha. HA.#not necessarily saying hsr and gi are connected. but rather that hoyo has a definitive view of fate and often uses the same ideas#over and over again. so. rather than saying theyre connected its more like. the imagery is so similar#that you could say the heavenly principles are how theyre representing their idea of fate in genshin. and ena is hsr's idea#i just wanted to mention that though its been driving me insane#um. ena sweep. live love laugh#vampy.txt
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You stumbled into your apartment, arm in arm with your boyfriend Yeonjun after a long night of partying. The alcohol had definitely gotten to you, making you feel a bit unsteady on your feet. You stumbled forward a bit, causing Yeonjun to tighten his grip on you, steadying you.
As you fumbled with your keys to unlock the door, you could feel Yeonjun's gaze burning into you. Finally, the door swung open, and you both stumbled in, letting out a sigh of relief at being home.
But before you could even take your shoes off, Yeonjun's voice cut through the air like a knife. "What the hell were you doing with Soobin?" You froze, your heart sinking in your chest. You remembered having a few laughs with Yeonjun's friend at the party, but you didn't think anything of it. You certainly weren't flirting with him.
"What are you talking about?" you asked, trying to keep your voice steady.
"Don't play dumb with me, Y/N," Yeonjun growled, his eyes flashing with anger. "I saw you laughing and hanging all over him all night."
"I wasn't flirting with him, Yeonjun. We were just talking and having a good time," you said, trying to reason with him.
But Yeonjun wasn't having any of it. In one swift motion, he grabbed your face, pressing his lips to yours in a frenzy. The tension between you is palpable. You can feel the heat emanating from his body, and it draws you closer to him. Without saying a word, he takes your face in his hands, and his lips meet yours in a fierce, passionate kiss. You can feel his desire for you in the way he holds you, his fingers digging into your skin, pulling you closer to him. The intensity of the moment takes your breath away, and you surrender yourself completely to him. Your tongues dance together, exploring each other with a hunger that only deepens the passion between you.
Pinning you against the bed, pressing his body flush against yours, Yeonjun captures your lips in a desperate kiss. His hot breath fills your mouth as he grabs your hips in an almost bruising grip. You snake your hands into his black hair, twisting the strands between your fingers.
You gasp as he bites down on your bottom lip, your lips parting slightly. He shoves his tongue in your mouth, deepening the kiss. His hands move up your body, feeling up your curves making you shiver.
You break apart, your lips stinging, panting hard. Yeonjun’s hair is dishevelled, and his lips are swollen red. He has never looked more irresistible.
His mouth moves to your neck, kissing and biting, leaving his mark. A whimper leaves your lips as his teeth graze your collarbone. “Yeonjun.. slow down,” You say between kisses, breaking the kiss to breathe “I’m s-sorry.”
Yeonjun growls, gripping your jaw with his big hands. He doesn’t say a single word, taking your face in his hands and pulling you into a deep, passionate kiss. The way his tongue slides against yours sends a shiver down your spine, and you find yourself lost in the sensation. Despite the urgency of what you were trying to say, you can't help but surrender to the moment, to the heat that's building between you.
You feel the heat between your legs grow by the second, Yeonjun knows just how to get you worked up, pinning you deeper into the mattress. His hands slip under your tank top, leaving a trail of goosebumps up and down your back, trailing from your chest to your waist. He groans against your mouth as he moves his hands underneath your shirt.
“No bra?” Yeonjun’s dark eyes bore into yours, making you squirm.
You can only whine in response as he slides a thumb over your nipple, sending electricity rippling through your body, straight between your legs. You gasp as he pinches your nipple, feeling it harden between his fingertips.
He shoves your top up, feeling the dips and curves of your body. His breath is hot against your chest, as he kisses and licks slowly downwards. His tongue swirls the tip of your nipple, and you whimper as he pinches and pulls the other.
Yeonjun pulls you into his lap, your skirt hitching up slightly. His throbbing erection is pressed against your ass and you can feel how much he wants you. Yeonjun groans as you grind your hips against him, to try and create friction to please the throbbing between your legs.
He holds your waist, keeping you still. “Not so fast, baby.” He shoves you off him, standing up. He slowly undoes his zipper, and his trousers fall to the floor. He kicked them out of the way, joining the other pile of discarded clothes.
Your eyes fixate on his barely contained erection, restricted in his underwear. You reach up and slowly pull them down, eyes wide. His cock springs free, and you almost drool. Yeonjun is big. And wide. And how is that gonna fit?
He grabs you by the chin. “Suck it.”
You grab his cock in one hand. Damn, he makes your hand look tiny. You slowly move your hand up and down, your thumb grazing over the head and slit. A small bead of precum is forming at the top. You twist your wrist, as your hand moves faster, Yeonjun groans when you lightly lick the head.
He grips you harshly by the hair. “I said suck it.”
You whimper at the pain. You lick a quick stripe up the bottom of his cock, before leaning forward to wrap your lips around the tip. Your tongue swirling around the head and licking up the precum that leaks from his slit.
You slowly take him inch by inch, your hand twisting around the base. You think you’re doing pretty well, considering his size and all.
Until Yeonjun gets impatient.
He grabs you by the hair and shoves your head all the way down to the base. You gag, tears pricking your eyes, your throat burning. You swallow around him, trying to get comfortable.
“That’s better.”
He drags you back up, only to slam you mercilessly back down into his crotch again. He thrusts his hips to meet your mouth, his groans and gasps filling the air.
“Fuck, baby.” He moaned, his fingers digging into your scalp. “That pretty little mouth of yours is good for something after all.”
You grip his thighs to keep yourself steady, his onslaught relentless. Your eyes roll back into your head and your throat is sore, the head of his fat cock constantly ramming into it. You swallow thickly, drool and saliva leaking out around your mouth, onto his cock.
His pace quickens as he gets closer to his high, his fist in your hair tightening painfully.
“G-good girl…” He gasps out.
You feel warm liquid splash in your mouth as he pulls out, and you quickly swallow, leaving behind a salty taste. You stick your tongue out, silently begging for more, Yeonjun pumps his cock, milking the last few drops for all he's worth.
You close your mouth and swallow again, leaning back against the bed. You close your eyes, smiling in satisfaction. Yeonjun leans down, cupping your cheek, wiping off the cum that had missed your mouth. He kisses you, and this time you're the one pulling him closer, wrapping your arms around his neck, your tongue pushing into his mouth.
You feel a finger trail down the lace of your soaked panties, your head lolling against his shoulder at the contact.
He laughs, moving his finger along your wet patch, slipping a finger into your wet hole. You gasp, surprised, but that’s when he pulls his finger out. “You’re soaking.” He murmurs. His lips curl into a small smile, taking in the pleasure on your face, his eyes flashing as his fingers move to your clit, setting you squirming with want.
He leans forward, kissing you hungrily, his hand pulling your head back towards his while he holds you in place, finger still inside of you.
Your body is on fire, aroused to a degree you’ve never even felt before. Your body is begging him to penetrate you further. His finger moved inside of you rhythmically, while his other finger abused your clit. His thumb presses against your clit, making you shiver. He roughly shoves your thighs apart, as he reaches the apex of his stroke.
"More, Yeonjun.. more." You beg out to him. You are so sensitive in this moment, and you need his fingers in you now more than anything. His left-hand moves from your breast and goes down between your legs and cupped around your throbbing clit. He increases the rhythm of his fingers inside your pussy while licking your clit. You can feel the sensation building inside of you as he slides his fingers in and out.
"Come on, princess" He croons in your ear, almost in a mocking way. His fingers increase the pace as he slides in and out of your sopping pussy. You can feel yourself building up fast. You bite your lips, your mind hazy with pleasure.
You’re about to reach your limit, but yet you desperately want more. You don’t want it to end. You beg him to be with you in any way possible, in fact, you just let out spiralling nonsense about being his fucktoy.
“God, baby you’re such a slut.” He groans out, the sight of you making him hard again, “Do you know that?”
You barely register his words, your eyes rolling back in pleasure. You just feel the heat of his tongue against your clitoris, first licking and teasing it, then pushing inside of you, fast, hard, slicked with the traces of your own juices.
You're about to reach your high, your body shaking in anticipation of your orgasm. You find yourself holding your breath. Your hips grind against Yeonjun's hand, thigh clenching around hand. This is it. You can’t take it anymore. Your hips roll in pleasure, moaning his name in a way you’ve never moaned before. You pushed his head further between your legs as you whined and cried out his name, back arching as your orgasm wracked your body. Your thighs shake as he licks you through your high.
You feel him smile against your skin, “You taste delicious Y/N” The vibrations of his voice reverberating deliciously against your tingly skin.
His chin is covered and he wipes his face with the back of his hand, before shoving the two fingers that had been inside back into your mouth.
You lick the slick that coated them, sucking them clean.
“Did you like that? Did I make you feel good?”
You shakily nod your head as you collapse back into the sheets, your body tired.
“Oh Y/N,” he smirks. “We’re not done yet.”
He roughly grabs your hips, pinching the skin between his fingers, dragging your spent body back towards him. He grabs his cock and you feel him rub his tip up and down your entrance, collecting the fluid that remains there. He wipes the slick up and down his cock, before slowly pushing in the tip.
You gasp, as you feel yourself stretch around him, as he pushes into you inch by inch. Yeonjun jerks his hips, and you let out a cry as he is suddenly all the way inside. He grabs you harshly by the hips, before pulling out and burying himself all the way back in again.
buzz buzz buzz
Your phone vibrates.
Yeonjun pauses.
Your eyes snap open, watching as he silently glances at the screen. He is still for a moment before his face is twisting into a grin. He taps a few buttons, then rests it on the bed next to you.
Your eyes widen as you realise what he's done. Yeonjun picks up his pace again, pressing a single finger to his lips.
“Y/N?” A soft voice sounds from the phone, and you almost cry when you realise who it is.
“Soobin..” You reply back, trying your best to keep your voice even. You bite down on your lips, as Yeonjun just watches you, a smirk playing on his lips.
“Is everything okay? I didn’t see you leave.” The older man’s voice bounces from the phone.
“Y-yeah..” You gasped, trailing off. Your heart feels as if it's in your mouth, beating rapidly faster, your breathing coming out in muffled gasps. Your eyes lock with your boyfriend, his lips twisted in a smug smile, his black hair bouncing.
Soobin sounded concerned. “Are you sure? You sound out of breath.” You hope and pray Soobin didn’t pick up on your low moans, or the sound of Yeonjun’s skin slapping yours.
“Oh my god..” You cover your mouth to try and stifle your moans. Your thoughts started to cloud, mind going hazy. You were near your limit again and right now the only thing that mattered to you was that sweet release.
“Y/N, are you–” Soobin asked, despite already having an idea of what was going on.
Yeonjun presses you impossibly further into the mattress, your legs are jelly, your breaths coming in rapid gasps. Yeonjun laughs, snatching the phone off the bed.
Yeonjun laughs into the phone, watching you get undone beneath him. He moves the phone closer to you, letting Soobin hear your sweet moans. On the other side of the line, Soobin stands against the wall in a crowded room, the tent in his trousers only getting more obvious. Unable to keep your moans in, you whined on the bed as Yeonjun hit that spot inside you.
“Hear that, Soobin?” Yeonjun shoves two fingers into your mouth, pumping them slowly, making you gag, and sob in pleasure. “Hear how good I make her feel?” And with that Yeonjun hangs up.
Yeonjun groans against your neck, his movements becoming unsteady as he gets closer and closer. Your left mumbling and moaning incoherently, your legs feel like jelly, and you can barely think as pleasure takes over your brain, rolling over you in waves as you orgasm. He keeps moving, making you cry out and shake, begging him to stop, your body still overly sensitive. Yeonjun is soon to follow, burying himself deep inside you as he cums.
Yeonjun looked at you with a soft expression as he gently traced his fingers over the marks he had left on your skin. You were still panting, your body feeling weak and spent, but the sex had so been worth it.
"I'm sorry for getting jealous earlier," he murmured, his voice laced with concern.
"It's okay," you reassured him, "I understand why you got upset."
Yeonjun moved to sit up, his arms wrapping around you and pulling you into a tight embrace. He held you close, gently rubbing your back as you both caught your breath.
You looked up at him, cupping his face in your hands and forcing him to meet your gaze. "You won't lose me," you promised. "I'm here, I'm not going anywhere."
Yeonjun leaned down to kiss you, his lips gentle and loving. He didn't need to say anything more; his actions spoke louder than words ever could. He cared about you deeply, and he was willing to do whatever it took to keep you in his life.
You reached out and took his hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze. "I love you, Yeonjun. You don't have anything to worry about."
Yeonjun smiled at you, his eyes filled with love. "I love you too, more than anything in this world."
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rambling bout divinity au in the wake of the new fic:
sampo Did in fact wipe gepards memory of that night. but at this point in the rough timeline i have in mind sampo has fucked w gepards memory So Much and hes... not really good at it like thats fuli's job. so gepards building up a resistance
sampo has a tendency to wipe geps memory a Lot and often for stupid shit. like mid chase sampo trips and eats shit? oo thats embarassing cant have gep remembering that.
(another fic idea is the first chase where gepard actually catches sampo and sampo is so flustered he causes a localized ecological disaster around em and accidentally grows plants n flowers around gepard and then wipes geps memory)
gepard 100% knows that sampo was the one who arrested elias/the dude who stabbed him. he knows that sampo somehow got around all of their guards and security. he knows sampo tried to mess with his memory somehow.
i dont want gepard to seem like an airhead in this. kind of hard to balance it because his obliviousness to aeonic influences is central to the whole au but at the point of this fic. he Knows theres something not 'right' w sampo
at this point gepard knows sampo isnt human or has some inhuman things going on. hes decided its not relevant to the records against him and refuses to mention it or allude to it.
serval was mentioned for exactly 1 line but i have a fic planned from her perspective. she knows sampo isnt human and does her own investigations against him which leads to her butting hands with natasha. pela also knows 'something' is up w sampo but moreso about how sampo feels bout gepard.
gepard shuts down all insistances that sampo is abnormal esp from serval and pela because he doesnt want anything to change for sampo. its sort of his own way of being protective
i cut out that segment where sampo goes to natasha before finding elias but my idea is that sampo goes to natasha for comfort very often. they have a strong mutual understanding and shes kinda like an older sister/maternal figure sometimes to him
(his 'childhood' was shit and he sees his own experiences in the underworld children. so hes envious of how nat treats them lovingly because he never had that and has never had any supportive older figure considering hes not human)
i loved writing the segment with lan because lan's origins as an aeon are interesting to me.
considering lan rose to aeonhood from a hatred for Yaoshi, how sampo felt when spiralling in his anger towards elias is how lan 'feels' all the time. Lan is an aeon but is a very... emotion based aeon.
thats why lan reached out to sampo but never aha. he could feel sampos anger and relate to it. (lan's message was almost a warning as well as a jab at sampo being 'weak')
sampo thinks gepard is an emanator of qlipoth but hes so wrong.
sampo considers making gepard his emanator. he wouldnt though. if he was aha? absolutely. but hes human now and knows doing something like that and altering gepard without his knowledge would be a betrayal. gepard isnt suited for elation anyways
people who know sampo isnt exactly human: gepard, natasha, serval
people who know sampo is so down bad for gep: pela, seele, natasha
i dont think anyone fully realizes hes an aeon though. because thats so unimagimable. nat is the closest though
#divinity au#sampard#in the bones#im caught on my own au so bad#oh also the 2 moons mention. i am planning to have sampo accidentally destroy a moon when he looses control#cuz my idea is that like. he left a lot of aha behind but hes still too powerful to be contained in sampo#like. whats an analogy. YEAST. sourdough starters need to be burped ya? cuz of gas build up.#sampo is like that w his divinity. but he doesnt release it properly. he'll explode and do something he cant fix eventually
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Symbols in Your Head
PAIRING - Tendou Satori x Reader WC - 1.3K GENRE - Fluff, Suggestive What You Missed - prompted by your best friend, semi eita, you realize that your interest in tendou satori was not one-sided like you thought and you enter a 'no feelings' casual fwb relationship with the red-head.
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There was a small tickle in your left ear. Something that you were struggling to ignore so as to not accidentally expose the earbud that was nestled there.
Music emanating from the device, quiet tunes to help you drown out the lecture you were in. A lecture that had nothing to do with your major but that was required by the university nonetheless. It was a familiar tune, one of your favorite albums playing to help you zone out as you traced your pencil around the paper.
You hadn’t really been paying attention, even to what your own hand was doing. Sketching up and down the margins of the page in your notebook, flipping it every now and then to give the illusion that you truly were taking notes. It wasn’t until the first zipper you heard that you finally looked up to the clock and realized that your professor had stopped speaking and classmates around the room were in different stages of packing and leaving.
Your notebook lay open on the table in front of you, your pencil now laying next to it. You finally had a moment, or gave yourself one, to inspect your little sketches.
The same symbol was traced over and over again. The same intricate twist of lines, each with different dimensions and shading than the last. You tilted your head in thought, lips pursing as you tried to think of where you’d seen the symbol before.
The buzz from your phone made you nearly jump as it sounded on the chair under you, snapping you out of your thoughts. Satori’s contact had lit up your phone and you caught your lips smiling against your will at his double text.
4:47pm from Miracle Boy: y/nnn 4:48pm from Miracle Boy: y/n oh y/n my sweet
It had been a few weeks now since your first night at Satori’s. He’d been nothing but sweet, taking it slow and at the pace you’d set as comfortable that night, and every night you’d been there since.
Well, every night and afternoon and morning you’d been there.
Satori and you tended to neglect having a set time to meet up, one of you randomly texting the other at any given point in a day. But you were sure you’d not gone a day without seeing him.
Even the days where you two weren’t hooking up, you were getting lunch in the courtyard between classes and he was chatting your ear off about something new with the team. Something you were always happy to listen to.
A third message buzzing onto your screen reminded you that you hadn’t moved yet. You jerked into motion, quickly packing up your things into your bag and heading for the door.
4:50pm from Miracle Boy: come over after class gets out?
You waited until you were outside and past the crowd of students who had filed out of the same building to fully open Satori’s message so that you could reply. You let out a short laugh at his words before starting your reply to him.
4:52pm from Y/N: hmm i dont know satori 4:52pm from Y/N: something in it for me? 4:53pm from Miracle Boy: is something in it for you? 4:53pm from Miracle Boy: oh sweets 4:54pm from Y/N: that a no? 4:54pm from Y/N: cheating out on me? 4:55pm from Y/N: tsk tsk and i thought we were getting somewhere 4:55pm from Miracle Boy: you know what... 4:56pm from Miracle Boy: now that i think of it... i think i brought some chocolates home from the shop
You nearly laughed out loud as you walked through the courtyard. You tapped on the gif search for your phone, looking for an image to display a batting of eyes for comedic effect.
4:57pm from Y/N: aw shucks... 4:58pm from Miracle Boy: oh did you want some? 4:58pm from Miracle Boy: i supposed i could spare some 4:59pm from Y/N: do i want some? uh they should be in my mouth already. c'mon now satori
You paused, steps faltering and processing how your words could be processed and quickly typed out another message to him.
4:59pm from Y/N: wait. 4:59pm from Y/N: don't say what i think you will 4:59pm from Miracle Boy: i mean... 5:00pm from Y/N: satori i swear to god i will turn around. it's not too late 5:01pm from Miracle Boy: so... you are coming? 5:01pm from Miracle Boy: am i that irresistible?
You rolled your eyes with a laugh and stopped in front of your dorm, instead turning towards his with an adjustment of your bag on your shoulder. You could almost see his smirk form on his lips from his message and it tugged the formation of your own.
5:02pm from Y/N: thin ice satori. thin. ice. 5:03pm from Miracle Boy: okay okay okay i'm sorry 5:03pm from Miracle Boy: forgive me :( 5:03pm from Y/N: hmm. maybe for some chocolates 5:04pm from Miracle Boy: deal lol 5:04pm from Miracle Boy: how close are you?
You looked up at his building and chuckled, slowing down your steps as you reached the end of yours.
5:05pm from Y/N: class got out somewhat-early 5:05pm from Y/N: so should be there in like 5 minutes maybe? 5:07pm from Miracle Boy: gasp 5:07pm from Miracle Boy: i dont know if i'll be cleaned up by then! what if my room is messy 5:08pm from Y/N: please satori shut. up. lmao 5:08pm from Y/N: come down and get me! i'm not walking up on my own again! 5:09pm from Miracle Boy: coming coming !!
You tucked your phone into your pocket and trained your eyes on the glass door, waiting for him to appear and lead you up.
You released a deep breath, your body still reeling from the phantom feelings of Satori's fingers and lips on your skin. You turned on your side and felt Satori's arm sling heavy over your torso like you'd gotten so used to.
You could feel the exhaustion seeping into your body, ready to close your eyes for a quick nap before a small glint caught your eye. You narrowed your gaze at the bedside lamp, fingers reaching out to grip onto the chain of the lamp. You turned the small charm hanging off the end in your fingers, blinking at it slowly.
"What's wrong?" Satori's voice was still gravelly, sleep coating it now as his grip tightened on your waist. He leaned up to look over your shoulder, to take in what you were seeing.
"This symbol..." you turned it over in your fingers one more time before turning your head to look up at where he was hovering above you, "have I ever seen it somewhere else?"
Satori tilted his head in thought for a second before shaking his head. "Not that I know of, I don't even think I've seen it somewhere else." He looked at the symbol as you tugged on the chain, turning off the light before letting it drop. "Why?"
You shook your head as you nestled back down into the pillow and his arms. "Nothing," you mumbled into the darkness, "just seems familiar." You tried to shake the thought out of your head.
You tried to shake the idea that tucked away in your bag across the room were pages of sketches of that symbol. All different dimensions and shadings. But all the same. All the same as that little symbol you stared at every time you fell asleep in Satori's bed.
a/n hoping it kinda comes off as him bleeding into her subconscious but idkkkk <3
TAGLIST - OPEN @faumpje
#tendo x reader#tendo satori x reader#tendou x reader#tendou satori x reader#haikyuu x reader#hq x reader#tendo fanfiction#tendou fanfiction#𓇻 SE
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Currently watching into the dome and just got to season 2 and just gotta say this show sucks alot lmao (Did enjoy season 1 tho) Like ive only seen the first episode of it and in this one episode it:
- Forgot a major plot point
-Introduced a character that is very important to the plot (He hasnt been seen anywhere before, he is shy >-<)
-what do you mean the dome turned white as a cliff hanger? undo that shit now
-Main bad guy is still here? Just make the dome force them good or whatever
- "Hey guy the entire town has been trying to find and hang cause we thought you murdered a bunch of people that was a plot point for the entire later half of season 1, Lets be friend and completely forget everything even tho we still havent learned the truth and its only episode 1"
-" Hey why are you trtying to steal my car and arent you the guy the entire town has been trying to murder cause we were lied to and still dont know the truth in season 1? Huh what do you mean youve never seen me before ive always been here and am gonna be important character anyway MAGNETIC WAVES I HAVE BEEN STYDYIGNT THE DOME THIS ENTIRE TIME"
-Main bad guys son was fully agreeing with him at the end of season 1? Nuh uh cause i said so
-The dome is now magnetic! so it effects peoples brain with magnetic waves!!!!! Huh what do you eman it dosent work like thta stfu
-What do you mean we are basically back to nothing happening? Lady that might have been born from egg
"Lets build in the center of the dome!!! What? but in the first season the center was somewhere else? Uhhhhhhh the magnetics field changed it or whatever or magic.
-Killed a characteer when they CLEARLY had time to jump before the car crushed them and DIDNT FUCKING NEED TO SACRIFICE THEMSELF YOU DUMBASS LIKE YOU 2 WERE LITERALLY ALREADY RUNNING OUT OF THE WAY YOU DIDNT NEED TO PUSH THEM OUT OF THE WAY THAN PROCEED TO STAND PERFECTLY STILL FOR 5 SECONDS
-maybe killed other character (The dome will be mad)
-Season 1: "You need to keep the egg safe" season 2: Egg? What egg? No egg egg never existed"
-Dome: Kill your parents. Them: No >:c Dome: You ahve passed the test well done
Honestly believe the dome has filled with gas and everyone is like just barely there
hoping they fail and just explode in the end (Im gonna watch the rest of the hot garbage as its still entertaining and the dome itself is interesting)
First season also wasnt the best but i think i noticed these with the switch to season 2
I can just tell this show prob just suddenyl ends with alot of plotholes
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Reader working at the same task force as Ghost and they want to show love to each other but it's risky but they eventually do kiss?
Sorry my english isn't my first language but thank you if you end up writing about this <3333
ʀɪꜱᴋʏ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏꜰꜰɪᴄᴇ ☆
ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ ☆
ghost and y/n works at the same task force and has a secret relationship. they have difficulties of showing affection without getting caught. ☆☆☆
pairing: fem!reader x "soft!"ghost, (a bit more soft than usual kinda??) !!a/n: i'll upload the ghost moving in next door pt 2 soon, hehe,,, genre/disclaimer: leaning to the fluffy side and no disclaimers/tw's
"ghost, i know we have to be careful, but i really want to kiss you. i don't want to wait any longer," i say, my voice filled with honesty.
ghost looks at me for a moment, his expression thoughtful. but then he takes a deep breath and nods, his hand reaching up to cup my face.
i feel my heart leap as his lips move closer to mine, the warmth of his breath on my skin sending chills down my spine.
and then, finally, our lips meet, and it's like nothing else in the world exists. i wrap my arms around ghost, pulling him close as i deepen the kiss, our tongues exploring.
there's a hunger and a longing between us, a passion that's been building for so long and is finally being released.
as we pull away from the kiss, breathless and dizzy with desire, i now have had my first kiss with ghost and i loved it.
we both know that we have to be careful, that there are still risks and dangers. but in that moment, nothing else matters that the intimacy between us two.
..
"i wanna explore more things with you, ghost. and we dont have to worry about privacy right now because we're the only ones here. can we kiss again, and perhaps more..?"
at my request, ghost's gaze meets mine and his eyes softens. i can feel the heat emanating from him as he nods in response.
as he kisses me, ican feel his strong arms wrap around mywaist, pulling me closer into him. his lips are soft, yet full of passion, making me surrender to the moment.
i deepen the kiss, our tongues exploring each other's mouths with an intensity that makes my knees weak. i feel a fire building inside me, a heat that's been waiting to be released, as ghost runs his hands all over my body.
he's like a magnet, drawing me in closer, our bodies pressed together in an explosive display of desire. suddenly, he pulls away from the kiss, looking at me with a hunger that makes my heart race.
"y/n, i want more." ghost demands with his husky and low voice, his eyes searching mine.
my own eyes meet his, and as i nod, i know that i'm ready to explore everything with him. he takes my hand, leading me to the bedroom, where the possibilities of the night are endless... ☆
#ghost x you#ghost x reader#simon ghost#simon riley#simon ghost x reader#simon riley x reader#simon ghost riley#simon ghost riley x reader#ghost mw2#mw2 ghost oneshot#mw2 ghost smut#ghost x reader fluff#mw2 cod ghost#mw2 ghost#cod ghost#simon riley oneshot
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Does xixi have established backstory and characterization? or is it a more free flowing than that I'm just curious because I like
ummm yaaa yess i have loose ideas abt her in my head but nothing ever concrete. i replied a big paragraph abt this once before but ill rebabble gladly...
i dont rlly have a story for her, she exists in vaccuums and single situations, every one ive drawn is something that happened but theres no cohesion or connection between them. she has a castle and a maid that she likes. she doesnt need a maid. i think the maid kind of inserted herself into this.
its very vague in my own head too but i see her as kind of an emanation of a more conceptual force. something chaotic and wild and imposing and pretty and mischievous and giggling and a little naive. shes my attempt at personifying and maximizing a lot of concepts i like into a creature. the maximizing thing makes her into a little mary sue but i love it like that. reality in a picture bends to what she considers fun because im making the picture to be whats fun to me. i like making her eyes stare into nothing cuz i think she sees a lot more than anyone else around her. i think cuz of that shes usually kind of absent minded. personality traits is hard but generally i want her ditzy and with unwavering infinite confidence. playful and giddy. morally i think very childlike, never evil on purpose!
i started her off as just an attempt of understanding how OC artists do stuff because it wasnt a concept that immediately made sense to me and on the first iteration she was rlly barebones it was this one. and i learned how much fun it is to draw unabashedly stupid shameless mary sue ocs so ive been trying with every picture to add more visual elements that i like and love and want more of
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okay nothing in this world has ever made me flood with need the way seeing my asks linked and tagged as 'respect anon' did. little update - ive been getting railed so often (11 times total now since mid november) that i have a bruised cervix. it hurts in such a delicious way, makes me hyperaware of what i am, almost feels reminiscent of cramps.
my original hookup ive now seen six times, and he wants to see me once a week minimum. the way he murmurs "good girl" so encouragingly to me, his strength, and the insanely erotic feeling of him breeding me, have all bewitched me. the texture of semen exploding into a wet cunt is so unique and im obsessed, its a different consistency from my own wetness, so i can always feel the exact moment hes fucking his sperm into my fertile body, even when i dont feel him throbbing through it (which i usually can).
other than him, ive fucked four other guys in the last month. each and every one of them came in me bare. i hoped a few times would sate me but if anything its fanning the flames. on my neediest day i had three guys come over one after another to fill me, the first was my original guy, and the other two were completely random, and they all treated me so perfectly honestly.
the third one in particular fulfilled my need to have a real man coax me into admitting my real name, he fucked me hard and fast and used his filthy tongue to slip into my subconscious mind and loosen my inhibitions until he got it out of me. then he used it over and over again while he fucked a baby into me, slapped my well-bred pussy till i begged him to stop, then held me so tightly. i felt so dazed and safe and feminine in his arms.
it feels so good to have a man respect me enough to give me what i really need, especially when im being brave enough to ask for something i was so afraid to even acknowledge about myself. and it especially feels good when he looks right into my eyes while pounding me and reminding me of the truth.
fuck sorry for multiple asks i literally just cannot stop thinking about being dubbed 'respect anon' its driving me crazy. i can feel my pulse everywhere, but it seems to pool in the places that make me a woman: my clit, my pussy lips, my aching dripping vagina, and my breasts. i can feel my pulse in my fucking nipples. and also usually my temples but thats off theme.
i cant get over how good it feels to be fucked. i never in a million years expected how endlessly perfect it would be, ive found partners that emanate joy together with me and its so much fun and so erotic. the original guy in particular, just takes so much joy in fixing me and in enjoying my cunt, i often end up watching the filthy reactions on his face as he watches my pussy clench around him. he watches us join together as one, my cunt singing with pleasure, i always ask him if theres anything else i can do for him and he almost always says "lay back and take it." like, yes sir!
once i was riding him and his hands were clenching my hips tight, i love riding because it makes my breasts bounce and heave so deliciously. he was staring at them, i was moaning like a bitch in heat feeling him stretch me out in an angle we dont normally do, and suddenly he looked me in the eye and said "you have a womans body." swear if id been on my back i would have orgasmed right then and there. he sometimes goes back and forth in what gendered terms he uses and it keeps my mind spinning with confusion and desperation. we are both bi and im pretty sure our current dynamic is heaven for us both.
there are so many filthy details i want to share with you. feels like i could babble all day about the things that have happened, but it all boils down to this: im a woman, obsessed with taking cock, finally letting herself enjoy some wonderful company, and it wont be long until im the sluttiest pregnant girl grindr has ever seen, hahahah.
respect anon back with one last thought because ive been obsessively rereading your two responses to me so far. when i begged him to refeminize me, "it doesn't even sound like he was surprised." nope! in fact he laughed at me, he laughed and said "fuuck yes." in that moment, i knew that he had already known, and was waiting to see if id admit it. with him, i have this manic energy where i come off completely insane over text, and his steady energy only serves to wind me up more. i think he knew id cave and beg to be detransitioned, my pics are all pretty high femme and lets just say im not ever subtle about my femininity.
the weird thing is, i only have that manic energy with him. i dont know if its because hes genuinely the hottest guy ive ever met, or because he took my virginity, or because he succeeded in breaking my mind. but the other guys ive slept with, while they blow my mind and show me what im for, i dont make such a fool of myself to them.
genuinely with him i have lost all semblance of self-respect and it proves right everything he has ever whispered into my ear.
(Previously)
All that fun you've been having, going from being a virgin to getting inseminated by five different men within a couple months - and nothing ever made you flood like my tagging system? I'm very flattered, Anon! A bit bemused, but flattered.
So much to speak to here, but one part I truly love is that your new life as a woman started with the first man to use your pussy laughing at you. Like your whole identity as a man had been one long joke you were telling, and you'd finally gotten to the punchline.
That's what real respect looks like for you, isn't it, Anon? A man who'll wait for you to finish telling the joke before he laughs.
And the man who made you tell him your real name while he fucked you full of cum... There's a pleasing symmetry to that. He got something out of you and put something into you. He learned what they called you when you were born, and maybe gave you a baby to call your own.
Which is what you're made for, after all. Your body never stops reminding you of that, whether it's with the pain of a bruised cervix or your blood pulsing in your swollen nipples or the unstoppable pleasure of taking a man's cum in your womb. It's little wonder that you've come so far since getting fucked for the first time, little lady: your body was just waiting for the chance to start.
#I can't respond to all of this without feeling like I'm going on for too long but rest assured that I enjoyed reading every bit <3#reor: respect anon#kink interactions#reorientation writing#reor: anon ask#ftm misgendering kink#ftm detransition kink#ftm breeding#ftm girl#reor: anon life story
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OH BOY LETS DO IT @jacksmusesdrv3
Unfortunately due to how little we know about Jin, it's hard to talk about things he specifically did on his own, BUT WE CAN TALK ABOUT WHAT HE DIDNT DO, AND HIS STAFF THAT HE ALLOWS TO RUN WILD
I'll try to not be talking about the Izuru project outside of things Jin may have gone out of his way to do that were not required of him, otherwise I will assume that he had no real control or say over it because without that then you have to get into the steering committee and the structure of the schools politics and eughgheguh
First off, lets start with something a bit less directly but still speaks a LOT about how Jin's a weak ass pushover who doesn't give a shit about the students, his staff!
Like first of all, it's the one, the only Koichi Kizakura! For those who don't remember it's the guy in the hat from Danganronpa 3, the drunk one.
Which as you can imagine, that makes the problem immediately apparent. You shouldn't have a teacher who coming to work hangover and sick, I care a lot less about his talent hunting part, that's a weird secondary thing, and he's not really interacting much with them just giving them invites, I'll allow it. Teaching though? No. no no no no. Especially Main Course??? What. What. What. Is he only here because none of the students actually have to show up to class (which is fucked up as well what the hell) so he can just sit in Jin's room emanating "my best friends straight and married and ive been in love with him my whole life so im going to be sassy and drunk" energy??
However I want to quickly pivot because i just realized
Chisa's actual title is ASSISTANT HOMEROOM TEACHER. Which while 8 years ago this was just "oh yeah shes a teacher" however, with my current life experience she 100% should not have had as much power over her class. Assistant teachers and aides and the like while VERY useful...need supervision, Chisa is straight out of college, she's never taught before, and while that might be okay for a normal school, the fact this is ONE OF THE MOST ELITE SCHOOLS IN THE WORLD? Everyone here doing the main teaching should HAVE SO MANY MORE QUALIFICATIONS.
So while Assistant is a good fit for her over the main homeroom teacher, the fact JIN ACTIVELY ACKNOWLEDGES THAT KOICHI'S GONNA BE KINDA SHIT??UNHINGED BEHAVIOR. GIVE HER TO A TEACHER WHO'S ACTUALLY GOING TO BE ABLE TO ADVISE OR SUPERVISE?? AND KOICHI IS JUST LIKE "LMAO DO WHATEVER YOU WANT"?? WHAT ARE YOU DOING?? WHAT SCHOOL WOULD EVER ALLOW THIS???
I will give Koichi one thing though, he's shrewd as hell, in the future foundation killing game hes a valuable asset, but in a school setting? Why is HE HERE
Jin laments somewhat that Chisa is here because of Munakata "insisting", which Koichi rightfully points out as a power play. Jin brushes this off as he knows that, but like?? What the hell.
KYOSUKE ISN'T EVEN AT HOPES PEAK??? HE'S AT AN OFF-SHORE FACILITY, YOU COULD HAVE SO EASILY JUST...NOT HIRED HER? YOURE THE ONE IN CHARGE HERE! SAY NO! HE CAN HIRE HER AT HIS SCHOOL HE'S BUILDING
As well, even with the class being required, KIDS ARE STILL SHOWING UP, so even the excuse of "they dont show up' doesnt fly! Sonia, Fuyuhiko, Hiyoko, and Mahiru are ALL IN THE CLASSROOM when Chisa first enters, god they're all so cute also why is hiyoko's cuteness up the max in this anime also Mikan enters a bit later bringing the total to five
Then chisa IMMEDIATELY starts lying, she was NEVER made the teacher, she's THE ASSISTANT TEACHER, THATS A DIFFERENT JOB, YOU ARENT SUPPOSED TO BE THE MAIN TEACHER, YOU ARE THERE TO EASE THE WORKLOAD. YOUR JOB IS TO GRADE SHIT, AND HELP KIDS DO FRACTIONS OR WHATEVER. YOU ARE THERE TO HELP BE MORE HANDS ON DECK AND MAKE SURE THE MAIN TEACHER CAN FOCUS ON MORE IMPORTANT THINGS THEN TELLING KIDS THEY CAN GO TO THE BATHROOM
I do love Hiyoko immediately going "lmao i cant wait to break her, destroy her social position, sell her organs, kill her, and more" like im sorry if you don't like Hiyoko you're wrong she's hysterical Fuyuhiko is the only person to go "WHAT ABOUT THE IDIOT BEFORE" To which we learn..... HE'S HUNGOVER AND VOMITING, GO HOME.
FUYUHIKO'S RESPONSE??
"Again?"
WHICH JUST FURTHER ILLUSTRATES THAT KOICHI IS BEING AN ACTIVE DETRIMENT TO THE CLASSROOM, WHY IS HE A TEACHER, IS HE EVEN CERTIFIED.
Im going to ignore Chisa's absolute batshit student hunt to get them all in class, that one's going under "thats just danganronpa/anime logic" though i will point a few things, like she is right that school isnt about just passing exams, its also about learning social skills and building connections, so the fact so few kids are ever even in class is not great for their development. However, do not call your actual students rotten oranges, especially when one is essentially named orange, {Mikan}. Especially when it's not their fault??? Like these are the kids who actually came into class, dont punish them for it, at least Sonia's having a blast. Also don't threaten students with knives but as he's literally a yakuza heir i'll let that one slide, like yeah fair.
Even just the FIRST EPISODE of danganronpa 3 we learn
Jin is protecting and sheltering his completely unfit to be a teacher best friend, something actively detrimental to the school life and education of these kids. While I'm okay with his talent hunt stuff, this man should not be a teacher on campus who is hungover and vomiting often enough for students to recognize a damn pattern
Jin is completely uncaring or ambivalent to power plays done by people with less power then him that he can easily shut down, but instead plays it off as "forcing his hand" when in reality he absolutely could have just...not hired Chisa! What's Kyosuke gonna do in retaliation if he doesn't? Does Jin benefit from this at all? It's a pointless allowance, one Koichi points as only going to undermine him for no reason, and he's not wrong! She literally came as a spy!
Hiring Chisa makes no sense whatsoever, she's graduated so while she's probably qualified to teach in general. Letting her completely take over and command a classroom on her first day, going against the school rules to do so because attendance isn't mandatory, of one of the most PRESTIGIOUS schools in the world is just. Unhinged. It's lunacy. Especially when she's officially just the assistant teacher. Which is the role she should have in this situation! Assistant teacher's DON'T DO THIS. While she's said to leave a good impact on the students, this could have gone horribly wrong, and the fact Jin doesn't seem to care is a really bad look.
Actively upholds policies that are detrimental the development of social skills and normal skills one would learn in a high school environment along with seemingly uncaring if they get hurt or hurt others doing this, along with the sheer amount of property damage.
He actively allows people into the school who turn out to be spies or actively looking to work against hope's peak, Chisa is a spy, Juzo is a spy, it seems the only credentials to work here are "be an ultimate at some point" and after that Jin just does not care
What about other things he does in the series? (im not going to get screenshots anymore i dont wanna)
He plays favorites with the students, despite Nagito's terrorist attack being very much nagito' sfault, out of the four students involved in the utter catastrophe that was the gym testing thing, he's the only one not expelled because his luck is wanted for further study by Jin. While Ruruka and Seiko do have valid reasons of helping Ruruka cheat (which even then im unsure? like yeah ruruka tried to put in performance enhancing drugs but uh, i dont, think that would effect the pastry? it would just make the people eating it have better talent? It wasn't like Ruruka doped herself to make better pastries, so im unsure if this actually would have counted as cheating. Sure the mix up resulted in laxatives being put in instead which could count as poisoning but the act of the enhancing drug is kind of a grey area here but also gundham was allowed to let a bear bite Souda so I think this should be considered same shit as always) I'm unsure if this is really an expel worthy offense next to "literally blew up the gym in a terrorist attack" nagito over there just getting suspended, and also Sohnosuke is tangentially involved in that debacle at BEST. This is the one time in her life ever that Ruruka deserved better. Also Koichi finally gets punishment in a suspension and Chisa faces a consequence for her actions only after multiple people are poisoned, and Komaeda did a terrorism
The reserve course teaching position is used as a punishment, as when Chisa is finally given a consequence for how wildly out of control she's kinda led everything to be, it's to be a reserve teacher, something seen as a nasty punishment. Again, this ties back into LITERALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT THE RESERVE COURSE. While I won't go too into that because that's also like steering committee stuff, Jin could have easily just suspended her like Koichi. This doesn't even get any payoff because the next episode she just gets put back into 77-B and now is made their ACTUAL homeroom teacher after a few months passed off screen. Jin no.
Jin laments about how he didn't use Kyoko's talent to find the mastermind of the tragedy, which. Is another annoying retcon, because he did do that in danganronpa 0 then fucking backpeddled and threatened her about it. He literally talks about the parade, he did do that, which also my man you couldn't do anything to try and appease the parade? At all?
He's extremely uninvolved, basically every choice or decision he ever makes is because someone else told him to do it, or because he couldn't bother to do something different, he's a doormat, a puppet, and he doesn't care even when it starts to have a death count
Has helped cover up over 10 student deaths. While he argues about the massacre of the student council being covered in dr3, in dr0 he still covers up the Madarai Brothers, Yasuke, the only survivor of the massacre, and Yuto, marking them as just expelled, instead of fucking killed. Very "no one has ever died in disneyland" of him.
Does nothing to help the Reserve course, I'm not even sure he even ever interacts with a reserve
Literally everything about Juzo, sir, sir are you aware the security are assaulting reserves? SIR!
I can't talk too much about his plan to lock up class 78 inside hope's peak because we dont see much of it, but also only sheltering like 17 people inside of hope's peak is a little underkill for how many people you could save with that.
The steering committee isn't even actually all that intimidating, its just four old dudes, like, my dude, you have yakuza and other gang members at this school, you could solve this problem of the steering board doing crimes against humanity pretty easily actually (list of students who definitely could have just killed, reported, or otherwise sabotaged the steering committee if jin had enough of a backbone to actually use his resources to stop mass human experimentation: Byakuya Togami, Imposter, Madarai Brothers, Santa, Suzuhiko Ōtsuki, Matsuda, Sonia, Ted, Elite Task Force Members, Fuyuhiko, Peko, Miaya) These guys are so fucking killable look at them, one of thems already about to pass over dead, literally just give Fuyuhiko like 100,000 dollars and a pass on the sato murder and your problems ~are solved~ and no one can argue "but but morality" HE HELPED COVER UP OVER TEN MURDERS OF HIS STUDENTS
So yeah, terrible headmaster, terrible father, utter spineless coward who I wouldn't trust with a banana let alone Hope's Peak Academy
I do wish we learned anything about his past of hopes peak because like, he has to be an ultimate right? No way he's not, what was his ultimate? What did he do? How did he get this role? Honestly I'm extremely curious about this ngl, like if you want to actually flesh out jin (WHICH LIKE HA NO THEY DONT) a novel about his time at hope's peak could be fun to actually y'know, make him in any way shape of form actually redeemable?
Honestly you could have something interesting there because the Kirigiri clan is supposed to be super underground and Jin's a shit detective so if he's scouted it had to be something related to something else he did, which could help create the divide, and you could use this to actually give us basically any information on his wife, like, a name for instance. Hell with his age of "late 30s" and Kyoko's age at time of death you could make a solid argument that he was a teen dad and now wouldnt that make his dynamic with kirigiri so much more interesting? Like if we assume Kyoko's 17-18 and the late 30's is accurate still even after time in the tragedy that puts him at a solid 17-22 when kyoko was born, hell retcon his birthday to november-december and you could get away with 16. If you really wanna go dark you could even play into the steering committee secretly encouraging teen pregnancy amongst students as an early form of talent eugenics study. Make Kazuo worse, make Jin an example of the circle of violence cowards.
#danganronpa 3#JUST KILL THEM#YOU LET MURDERERS INTO THIS SCHOOL ON THE REGULAR YOU DONT HAVE A MORAL LEG TO STAND ON#JUST KIL L THEM#danganronpa 0#trigger happy havoc#jin kirigiri#musings from the music manager#*blows up jin with my mind 20x times*#chisa yukizome#koichi kizakura#hopes peak academy
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fluff, gender neutral reader !! (lowercase intended)
a/n: omgomg !!! first post, any tips are appreciated !! i absolutely fell in love with furina when i first saw her <33 shes so pretty auauagaha !! requests are open, i should probably set up my account more but like grrr i wanna write for my sillies already 😒😒 ALSOALSO sorry the picture is so UGLY i dont know how 2 make it all framed n pretty but i TRULY do not care enough to learn rn 💔💔 i’ll probably fix it later i dunno
you softly knock on the doors to FURINA’s office, and a faint “enter.” is heard from the other side of the door. you hear her sigh, but as you open the doors and walk in you see her dull eyes light up at the sight of you.
“oh, dear! i didn’t know it was you, i’ve told you that you needn’t knock to enter my office!” she exclaims as she rushes over to you, engulfing you in a hug. you can visibly see a newfound glow in her eyes, and the excitement in her voice unlike the tone you had heard a few seconds prior.
she leads you to her desk, pulling up a chair next to hers and having you sit in it. she starts talking about the latest trial, but your mind is elsewhere.
the way she changed- it was so sweet. had you been anyone else, you’d see the bored and disappointed look in her eyes that emanated disintrest. her voice would be drawn out and whiny, although from what you hear right now you could argue she sounds just as snappy.
but you weren’t anyone else, you’re you. you’re the only one who gets to see her eyes light up and her voice full of love, you’re hers, and you didn’t need to hear her say that. it was obvious for anyone- from monsieur neuvillette to any citizens who’ve witnessed you two roaming the streets of fontaine together, she’s whipped.
if you pointed out these behaviors, she’d definitely fluster and deny the accusations. but she knows its true, you know its true. she was so happy to see you.
(extra !!)
“then, the oratrice- you will NOT believe this darling! the oratrice declared him guilty! it was history, its never disagreed with neuvillette !!.. wait.. are you listening to me?!”
your moment of reflection on how you APPRECIATE and LOVE your adoring girlfriend- was thrown out the window. your fault, honestly, you should’ve been listening to her !!
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