#thesammtimes

[eomayas]

Hi, someone asked for some recs and i wanted to give some recs too! most of them aren’t active and some are, but you can find some good stories if you’ve never read. Soobadnoonecanstopher, Suho-mochi, thesammtimes, universitykpop, causekpop, kyungseokie, prettywordsyouleft, breakyeol, yeoldontknow, simplyyeol [aqupisrecs, smuttyfairy, and pesiko have good selection in recs as well]. i used to read fics years ago and so many are gone too :( thank you for writing as well as those who are still and starting to write as well. everyone is so creative and hardworking. hope you all find something and happy reading!!

PURRRRR THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO SEND THIS!!! to the anon that was asking, here you go 💕thank you for your support

[mybiasisexo]

yours 🫣🫶🏼 but my ass and attention span loves to stick to one shots and such. i’ve been reading anything i can get my hands on and going back to throwback pieces bc idk anyone that really posts new stuff, besides you i think. i used to read toobadnoonecanstopher, thesammtimes, universitykpop, and suhomochi account on here. i love finding recs where it’s all in one place. do you know anyone on here who posts new stuff. i’m just a hoe for exo 🤣!!!!

Mine 🥹🥹???

I’ve also been wanting to reread some of the classics lol and some of my mutuals still write!! I’m on my phone at work lol so I can’t tag em but when I get home I’ll find some people I like. I feel like it’s all bbh tho idk who you mostly read for

I’m also just a hoe for exo it’s hard not to fall lmfaooo

[oh-beyond]

@thesammtimes

Happy birthday Sammy!!!!🍰

사미 생일 축하해요!!! 🎏

Felíz cumpleaños Sam!!! 🎂  

!!!عيد ميلاد سعيد يا سام🎁 on a side note Sam in Arabic mean venomous or toxic hihihi 

[ssenshi8]

Big Momma's Dirty Work

[ This work is entirely inspired and most lovingly dedicated to the Gangster's Big Momma herself Momma Samm. EXO Gangster AU fiction & graphics the original work of @thesammtimes ]

~~~ 😎😎😎😎

Gangster!Fan : Ok guys! I know we haven't done anything like this before but i expect results.

BG!Xiumin : You heard the boss. We do this job clean.

Gangster!Baek : Chanyeol, get the bags quick.

Gangster!Yeol : Got it! Man, these things are heavy.

Gangster!Baek : Dump them here. I think i put in enough to not show any evidence of .....

BG!Xiumin : Hush! Careful with those. Don't damage the goods.

Gangster!Fan : Keep them separate. We got enough machines to do the job right.

Gangster!Baek : Got the timer on those babies. Nothings gonna get past my eye.

Gangster!Yeol : Im just waiting for the first ones to get done, then its time to keep them out of sight.

BG!Xiumin : Almost done. Its coming up. Get ready.

Gangster!Fan : I want those spotless boys.

{ Rumbling in the background💢 }

BG!Xiumin : WHAT THE FU.... 🤤

Gangster!Yeol : The machines are going haywire!!! No no no! 😲😲😲

{ EXPLOSION 💥💥💥💥 }

BG!Xiumin : WHAT?! What happened?!?!

Gangster!Fan, BG!Xiumin, Gangster!Yeol : BAEKHYUN!!!!!

Gangster!Baek : What did i do? 😫

Gangster!Fan : How much did you put in?

Gangster!Baek : As directed on the pack- 1 per load. I put the entire box in the load.

BG!Xiumin : 1 SCOOP. 1 SCOOP OF DETERGENT PER LOAD! NOW WERE SWIMMING IN SUDS!!! 💦💦💦

Gangster!Fan : I had a bad feeling taking on Big Momma's dirty work.

Gangster!Yeol : Now what are we gonna do with this. She'll be back like real soon....

Big Momma : Hey guys!

😱😱😱😱

* crack drabble based on @thesammtimes EXO Gangster AU muses / clean sneak, the kiss off, snatched and the caper / drabble is nowhere near how incredibly awesome momma samm's muses are & is not in any way connected to the original storyline. Read it you guys, the series is pretty intense, very sexy and so worth falling in love with. *

[chananyeolbong]

fanfics’ writer appreciation day! [01]

HULLO it’s me @taemins-dolphin, 

i would just like to thank all fanfic writers for creating such wonderful stories! i stared reading fics back in 2012. i was having a hard time back then and everything was just so hard. that’s when i found comfort in them and honestly its the best thing that’s ever happened to me mentally. if i wanted to be happy, i would read some fluff.if i  i was sad and wanted to feel even sadder, i would just read angst. it was just so comforting to read the stories. 

so in commemoration of this day, here are some of the writers thati love and respect a lot!! (i migh forget some...  im sorry!)

@theboyswhomwelove // @smokaible  you already know that i’m a huge fan of your work but honestly you were the first ever author fell in love with! you were the first one that made me realize that fanfiction isn’t all that bad and i wanna thank you sooooo much for writing!! laura has a special peace of my heart and deserves the world <333

@palpitate-hyperventilate hi jo!! its mycheonguk or chloe idk if you still remember me but i just wanna say that you wrote my request Take My Wings and im so glad that you didnt listen to me asking for fluff  because that was one of the best stories ive ever read. in fact the first one ive cried for. lol.

@xiuminipple i know youre not writing anymore but id like to say that your fics made me soooooo happyyyy!! they felt so real and everything was just so realistic i love it!! miss your writing but im so proud of you for living your life!! you sound very happy atm :)

@thereaderwriter you’re inacive atm but lemme tell you that police!suho is my favourite fic out theere!! i read it all the time when i have nothing else to read :) and man am i always satisfied. i dont care if i read it a million times imma still enjoy!

@bxebxee i started reading your stories back when you were still uyuagashi-fics and omg you dont know how hard i tried not to read your smuts because i felt like i was still too young. needless to say, i rebelled a bit and read my first smut... i can still remember the 24 hours is not enough fic like it was yesterday.

@lufancy​ the day you followed me back was the day i died. its as if one of the exo members followed me and finding out you liked my stuff too i just wanted to cry and hug you!! i admire you a lot <333 your writing is a blessing (peter pan chen is what got me man)

@causekpop honestly one of the best writers!! i respect you a lot!! especially for hurting me because of ceo luhan and playboy sehun AND STRIPPER BAEKHYUN! tbh when i go on a roadtrip i usually save up aall of your scenarios so i dont get bored and most of the time (all the time) im unbothered and everyone in the car is hapy cause im finally shutting up lol so thank you for writing!!

@hitchhikingbabeh okay i usually dont read shinee fanfics bc i just find it awkward reading about them like i could never visualize them as the chartacters buT YOUUUU ARE SO GOOD YOURE THE ONLY SHINEE WRITER I READ <3

@olionheartedgirlo its me chloeeeeeee!!! i miss talking to you! i hope youre doing fine after all this time~ just tagging to let you know that i appreciate you so much and that your writing is sooo good i still get butterflies in my stomach everytime i read your stories! even though ive read them a hundred times!

@carameljongin​ youre on hiatus rn and i hope youre doing better han how you felt in your last update! i love all of your one shots andi hope to see more of you soon :)

@universitykpop iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou i legit cannot express how much i love your stories!! they’re always so good! storylines are always bomb! youre just perfect overall, especially because you always update mus with the best xiumin posts!

@soobadnoonecanstopher​ loriiii youre that DOOOOOOD youre so funny and loveable that like idek if you exist?? youre always so sweet to us and always feed us well with your cakes and stories!! i always feel full when i visit your blog ^^ thank you for existing!!

@3kpop2jagi1​ HI DIA! youre one of the first friends i had on this site! and omg im so sorry if i dont reply to you that fast!! im just not good at maintaaining friendships haha anyways!!! i cant forget the moment i found you on noonatrash’s blog promoting yourself and tbh clicking on your url was the best decision ive probably made in my life!!

@an-exotic-writer​ i followed you because of your exo one shots and they have always been the type to give me so many feels because of how cute they are! and now youre writing for bts and lemme say that you’ve improved so much ever since the first time i read your scenarios!! <3

@annyeongs​ i know you stopped writing for exo but i just wanna say that those were the cutest scenarios ive ever read (ahem, yearbooks, ahem) and i hope you never stop wriing them, even if they’re diferent groups like bts ill always be supporting you!

@duizhangdeluxe i remember finding you and thinking “JACKPOT!” and “MOM!!” the way you write is so beautiful and theres a tenderness to it like every muse is so precious i just wanna cherish them and hug them so they never feel pain ever again <3 so lemme give you some love bc as much as i love your muses i love you more dragon mama!

@thesammtimes how do you write a fanfic writer appreciation post without the mom of them all? you dont!! its impossible! you deserve all the love in this world youve always worked hard for us and just know that no matter what you post or dont we’ll always be by your side supporting you!

@galactichen​ how. do. you. do. that. and by that i mean how do you make me so emotional everyime i read one of your stories?? whether its fluff or angst im always feeling some type of way!! (also those soulmate au man... all of them!!!! i love!!!)

im getting tired so ill resume tomorrow morning!! <33 there are so many writers i just wanna thank!! im gonna call this the first part cause these were the first people i started reading from!

[mariestherapeutics]

Tiffany's Therapeutics turned 2 today! Let’s celebrate together, yeah? ^^

Also I’mma do a song tag here because yeah, I don’t feel like spam posting you all out of nowhere. @ceeisinthehouse tagged me with this one, thanks babe! @izzysc​ tagged me with a shuffle tag, thanks to you, too. <3 I’ll combine them though lol since I always vibe to everything I listen to. XD

Rules: List 10 songs you’re vibing to and tag 10 people.

1) EXO - Diamond

2) Logic - 1800-273-8255

3) Lay - Lose Control

4) Trash Dove Goes To Space

5) The Chordettes - Mr. Sandman

6) EXO - Touch It

7) Logic - Fade Away

8) EXO - KoKo Bop

9) Logic - 44 Bars

10) Lay - Relax

I tag @thesammtimes! :’D I need attention from my Momma lol.

UPDATE: Okay no need to keep reading if you don’t care about my life but this is just an update on my situation with moving. I won’t have internet for like two weeks after August 4th (my moving date). Idk when I’ll be fully back because the school I’ll be attending is a different one than before and it’s basically me going from an F school to an A one; I don’t know how well I’ll adjust or how much I’ll need to study to catch up, so I can’t promise I’ll be spending my time writing scenarios. :(

[tagakblog]

I'd like to tag these cuties duizhangdeluxe thesammtimes overdosed-for-exo kings-krisho mindinparadise theseoks chensguns junyixinqs puppyeoll for all being so precious and wonderful and good friends and I hope they all get the love they deserve and lots of smooches!

@duizhangdeluxe @thesammtimes @overdosed-for-exo @kings-krisho @mindinparadise @theseoks @chensguns @junyixinqs @puppyeoll

[theseoks]

I definitely have a crush on: duizhangdeluxe, instakpop, thesammtimes and exosmutxoxo

@duizhangdeluxe, @instakpop, @thesammtimes & @exosmutxoxo! here’s an anon crush for you~

tell me on anon which tumblr user u have a crush on

[iridescentxstars]

ೃ⁀➷ 𝐊𝐞𝐲: [M] — mature content/warnings | 🌹 — nsfw | ✨ — rewritten | 🌸 — recommended | ✅ — completed

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐨𝐫-𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐲. 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟖, 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞.

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[ ✧.* ][M] Taste Of Sin— demon!jongin x reader [due to be rewritten] 🌹✨ [ ✧.* ][M] Welcome To Wonderland— mafia!jongin x immortal!reader | detective!bangchan x stripper!jangmi | bartender!san x bartender!yura [due to be rewritten] 🌹✨ [ ✧.* ][M] Āttāck Øf Thė Clønės Vs. Sėnølc Ėht Fø Kcāttā— power!jongin x reader | clone!kāi x reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ][M] No Manners— mafia!jongin x parent!reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ][M] Fate— werewolf!jongin x half breed!reader [created by @aala-13jellychocolate] [ ✧.* ] Winner Takes All— ceo!jongin x teacher!reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ][M] Dirty Little Secrets— stripper!jongin x college!alice | college!san x college!lydia [due to rewritten] 🌹🌸✨ [ ✧.* ][M] Late Night Circus— circus!various idols x reader 🌹

[ ✧.* ][M] Two Sides Of A Coin— mafia!jongin x mafia!reader [due to be rewritten] 🌹🌸✨✅ [ ✧.* ][M] Overdose— college!chanyeol x reader x fuckboy!jongin 🌹✅ [ ✧.* ][M] Wishes Come True— hybrid!jongin x reader [collab w. @oh-beyond] 🌹✅ [ ✧.* ] Money Makes Her Smile— ceo!exo x escort!reader [due to be rewritten]🌹🌸✨✅ [ ✧.* ][M] Corrupted— teleporter!jongin x telepathic!alice 🌹🌸✅ [ ✧.* ][M] Crazy In Love— yandere!jongin x reader [collab w. @mint-yooxgi] 🌹🌸✅ [ ✧.* ][M] Pretty Little Vixen— racer!jongin x racer!reader [upcoming sequel] 🌹🌸✅

[ ✧.* ][M] Opposites Attract— various!idols x various!readers [due to be rewritten] 🌹✨ [ ✧.* ][M] Single Dads Need Love Too— various!idols x various!readers [due to be rewritten] 🌹✨ [ ✧.* ][M] Supernatural Beings— various!idols x various!ocs [due to be rewritten] 🌹✨ [ ✧.* ][M] Becoming His— incubus!jongin x reader 🌹🌸 [ ✧.* ][M] Meet The Wolf Pack— werewolf!idols x various!ocs [due to be rewritten] 🌹✨ [ ✧.* ][M] Jekyll & Hyde— various!idols x various!readers [due to be rewritten] ✨ [ ✧.* ] Baby, Don't Cry [part one] [part two.1] [part two.2] — idol!jongin x stylist!reader | idol!jongin x idol!jennie [side] [ ✧.* ][M] Ménage à Trois— dancer!jongin x reader x model!kai 🌹 [ ✧.* ][M] 2022 — Year Of The Villain— various!idols x various!readers 🌹🌸

[ ✧.* ][M] His Fame — camboy!jongin x reader 🌹🌸✅ [ ✧.* ] The Fine Art Of Babysitting - EXO Version [Baekhyun][Jongin] — idol!exo vs. jongdae's son [collab w. @thesammtimes] ✅ [ ✧.* ] Film: KAI— various!jongin x reader ✅

[ ✧.* ] Mr And Mrs Claus — idol!jongin x reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ] His Baby Bear — idol!jongin x reader [ ✧.* ][M] Dr Jongin & Mr Kai — therapist!jongin x reader [due to be rewritten] 🌹✨ [ ✧.* ][M] Love Shot — mafia!jongin x reader [due to be rewritten] 🌹✨ [ ✧.* ][M] So Good At Being Bad — gang!jongin x lawyer!reader [due to be rewritten] 🌹🌸✨ [ ✧.* ] Summer Love And Ice Cream Kisses — neighbour!jongin x neighbour!reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ] When In Paris — idol!jongin x reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ][M] Pack Laws — werewolf!jongin x reader [due to be rewritten] 🌹🌸✨ [ ✧.* ][M] The Mer King — mer!jongin x pirate!reader [due to be rewritten] 🌹🌸✨ [ ✧.* ][M] Devilishly Innocent — escort!jongin x ceo!reader [due to be rewritten] 🌹✨ [ ✧.* ] Beg For It — demon!jongin x reader 🌹🌸 [ ✧.* ][M] Cupid's Arrow — god!jongin x reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ] Til Death Do Us Part — spy!jongin x spy!reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ] Our Queen — guard!jongin x queen!reader x sorcerer!kai 🌹🌸 [ ✧.* ] Picture Perfect — model!jongin x photographer!reader [due to be rewritten]🌹🌸✨ [ ✧.* ] A Little Bit Of Naughty & Nice — demon!baekhyun x reader angel!jongin 🌹 [ ✧.* ] NSFW A-Z

[ ✧.* ] Happy Accidents — fox!jongin x witch!reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ] Glad You Came — idol!jongin x reader [ ✧.* ] Strings Attached — soulmate!jongin x soulmate!reader [@danseurehonte] [ ✧.* ] It's Always You — idol!jongin x reader [@danseurehonte] [ ✧.* ] Love Is Blind — businessman!jongin x cafe owner!reader | businessman!jongin x businesswoman!jessica [side] [ ✧.* ][M] The Cursed Prince [part one] [part two] [part three] — fae prince!jongin x reader 🌹🌸 [ ✧.* ] Saudade — soulmate!jongin x soulmate!reader [ ✧.* ][M] Bittersweet Intimacy — best friend!jongin x parent!reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ] They Call Him The Heartbreak Kid — fuckboy!jongin x parent!linda [ ✧.* ] Let The World Burn — necromancer!jongin x undead!reader [ ✧.* ][M] Red Riding Hood — werewolf!jongin x vampire!unnamed oc 🌹 [ ✧.* ] My Kings — guard!jongin x queen!reader x sorcerer!kai 🌹🌸 [ ✧.* ] Seeing Double — dancer!jongin x dancer!reader x artist!kai 🌹 [ ✧.* ][M] Dark Desires — incubus!jongin x succubus!reader 🌹🌸 [ ✧.* ] Love Thy Neighbour — werewolf!jongin x reader x werewolf!kai 🌹🌸 [ ✧.* ] It's My Turn — werewolf!kai x reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ][M] Ambivalence — idol!jongin x manager!alice 🌹🌸 [ ✧.* ] Call Me Baby — ceo!jongin x wife!reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ] Twist Of Fate — adonis!jongin x aphrodite!helena x ares!kai 🌹 [ ✧.* ] The Sorcerer's Charm — sorcerer!jongin x witch!reader 🌹 [ ✧.* ][M] Experiment Z — soldier!jongin x soldier!reader [ ✧.* ] Forbidden Sweetness — co-worker!jongin x reader 🌹

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[xiubaek-13]

Chapter 41 - Baby Don't Cry

Requested: No Genre: Canon-AU Pairing: ? (at this stage undecided) x Reader or is it now Baekhyun x Reader? who knows!?

Warnings: Nothing major just some angst, anger and sexual tension

Word Count: 6,094

A/N: What's this? A semi-regular update? Honestly I'm surprised too but we are just gonna run with it ok. I hope you enjoy it.  If you want to help me out, reblog this for me (you don’t have to though, so no pressure there). I would like to thank @leewalberg @myeoning-call & @thesammtimes for proof reading this and listening to me while I tried to make this chapter flow properly and feel natural.

As you stood in front of the door to his room you wondered if you were going to regret coming up here. Should you have simply let him brood? Would you just be his verbal punching bag or would he flat out not engage in conversation with you? You had no idea but you felt a pull to go to him, to at least try to help him. You were reminded of that day that he and Yixing came to you by the river when you were homesick. They were in no way obligated to make you feel better but it showed you how much they cared for you that they made the effort. They hadn’t tried to make light of your struggles either, they simply sat with you, hugged you and talked until you were ready to return to the dorms. Now it was your turn to be there for him when he was struggling with something. 

Chanyeol had told you what to expect and you had listened closely to him. After all, he and the other members had all experienced Baekhyun like this more than once during their time together and they’d learned not to crowd him but rather have one of them go and try to bring him out of his mood, even if it was only a slight improvement. They hated seeing their normally happy go lucky friend be down on himself. Chanyeol said that those moods could last a few days but that Baekhyun always tried to look at the positive side of life and so he only fell into one if he was really upset. A fact that did not sit well with you because it meant that tonight’s shift was due to exactly that. What you didn’t know was if it was tonight’s concert, the guys’ teasing or if it was something related to you. 

No matter what it was, standing in front of his door wasn’t going to fix it. No, it was time to go inside and try to help your friend, or whatever label should be put on the relationship the two of you had. You cared about him and didn’t want him to wallow in anger at himself for the entire night, at least not alone. Sometimes the best thing to do was address the issue and talk through it, sometimes distractions worked best but other times a person just needs to sit in their feelings and wallow. The last option was usually a little easier to do if you realised that you had people in your corner who were there for you.

You knocked once, deciding that you’d rather not surprise him while he was in a bad mood. It gave him the option to decide if he was going to open the door for you or not which would give you an indication of what you were walking into. You weren’t sure if Chanyeol had told him that you were going to see him or if he’d just fled the room as soon as the offer came up. “You have the wrong room. I haven’t ordered anything.” His voice sounded from somewhere behind the door, far away enough that you knew he hadn’t checked the peephole. His voice was muffled by the door but you could still hear the irritation in it.

“It’s me.” You said as you knocked again. You waited for his response. Would he let you in willingly or were you going to have to let yourself in after he made it clear that he didn’t want you there? The latter could result in more hostility that you were prepared for so you were really hopeful that he’d just let you in. 

Baekhyun sighed audibly from right behind the door. He must have looked through the peephole to verify that it was you, and that you were alone. You could have sworn you even heard a soft Aish followed by some swearing before you heard the chain being removed from the door. He didn’t open it straight away, which made you more nervous than you were happy to admit. 

At long last the door handle moved and he opened the door enough for you to see his face. He didn’t fully open it but whether that was due to his current mood or learned behaviour to protect his safety you weren’t sure. You were calling it progress because he had opened the door and he had spoken to you. So far no yelling or pushing you away. “What do you want noona?” He said flatly. 

“I came to talk to you and if you didn’t want to talk then I came to just sit with you.” You smiled softly. 

“I’m fine. You should just leave me alone.” He replied, voice still flat and devoid of emotion which was almost scary because Baekhyun was one of the most emotionally fuelled people you had ever met.  

“Obviously something is wrong and I’m here for you whether you like it or not.” You stood your ground, making sure not to sound too forceful but also letting him know that you were not going anywhere. 

He huffed at you but took a step back, your invitation to enter the room. You didn’t give him time to change his mind as you entered through the opening he’d made, closing and re-latching the door behind you. 

Once you were inside the room he went back to his bed, flopping down on the mattress and scrolling through his phone. His body language was closed off, telling you that talking to him was not going to be an easy task. You sat on the edge of Chanyeol’s bed, placing the bag you brought with you by your side, and waited. He continued to ignore your presence as he scrolled through his phone but as you watched him you could see that his eyes weren’t focused on his screen. This was his tactic? Pretend to look at his phone until you get fed up and leave? You pushed your bag somewhere on the bed behind you and glanced around the room. Normally after a concert or big schedule there were two things that always occurred. Food and more food. The amount of food they consumed after a concert was ridiculous, but it proved to you just how much energy they burnt during the three and a half hours. Their bodies needed that fuel to propel them through the performances safely. There were no empty containers or room service trays in the room which meant that Baek most likely had not eaten.

“Baek.” You started. His fingers ceased scrolling though he still refused to look at you.

“Mmm?” 

“Have you eaten?” You asked softly.

He resumed scrolling through whatever it was that he was using to avoid actually having a conversation with you. “I’m not hungry.” He said flatly.

You sighed. His dismissive tone was not something that sat well with you and though it was irritating you, you were worried about him. “You just sang and danced for hours under incredibly bright lights. There’s no way that you aren’t hungry.” 

“Well I’m not.”

If he was going to be like that then you were going to have to try another approach. So you tried to sound stern as you responded. “You need to eat Baek. Regardless of what is bothering you, your body needs the nourishment.”

He tossed his phone to the side and glared at you, his eyes devoid of the friendly light that they usually had. “Nothing is bothering me and I’ll eat when i fucking feel like it. I’m not a child.”

“Bullshit.” 

He looked at you, really looked at you and it made your skin crawl. You’d never felt such hostility from him before. “Excuse me?”

You weren’t backing down. You’d at least gotten him to put that fucking phone down and although the conversation was not pleasant, he was talking to you and was looking at you. Even if the look he was giving you made you want to leave the room and not come back. You never thought you associate Baekhyun with the word intimidating but here you were, borderline intimidated by him. “You are obviously angry. I don’t know who it's directed at or why but you are angry.”

“Just drop it.” He snapped, the volume in his voice increasing.

Well he’s already pissed off, you thought to yourself, might as well go for it now.  “Is it because you messed up your ment? Because I thought you play-”

“Just fucking drop it ok?! I said I didn’t want to talk about it.” He all but yelled as he glared at you. His features were anything but relaxed. You had hit a nerve. 

“No.” You replied.

“What?” He asked incredulously. You’d never seen him so tense before. His normally bright eyes were dark, his jaw clenched and body uneasily still. 

“This kind of shitty attitude might work with the guys but it’s not gonna fly with me. You can tell me that you aren’t angry about something but we both know that is a fucking lie. You are pissed off about something. I don’t know what it is, hell you don’t even need to tell me what it is but I am going to sit here with you whether you like it or not. We don’t have to talk if you don’t want to but I’m not leaving.” You were pushing your luck by pushing him like this but leaving him in the state he was in was out of the question for you. You knew that the likely outcome was making him so mad that he finally cracked and snapped at you. Baekhyun was able to keep his cool a lot longer than anyone expected him to when he was pissed off but you were being relentless in your approach on purpose. He needed to express his anger rather than bottle it up and you were pretty sure that he’d forgive you for it��� at least you hoped he would. It would either help him or you were actively destroying your relationship with him.

He moved off his bed and stood over you, pressing a finger into your shoulder harshly before gesturing at the door. “And if I don’t want you here? Am I not allowed to kick you out of my fucking room?! You’re not the teacher here.” 

“Then you’ll have to cause a scene and either have me removed or be so horribly mean to me that I’ll never speak to you again.” You stood your ground, refusing to allow yourself to be intimidated by him. You had to admit that angry Baekhyun was frightening if only because of the jarring contrast to his usual demeanour. Warmth usually radiated off his being but when he was angry? It was like warmth ceased to exist.

“I just want to be alone! Fucking hell!” He yelled as he turned away from you, balling up his fists in his hair. He walked away from you, letting out a yell of frustration as he flung himself back down onto his bed. “Are you crazy? Why won’t you just leave? Or do you enjoy making me yell at you?!”

You made sure that your tone was calm before you spoke again. Matching him with anger or sass wasn’t going to yield you positive results. “I’ll leave if you tell me what is so terrible that it has put you in this abysmal mood. I can handle being yelled at or spoken to in a harsh way because I don’t think this is about me. I think you’re just projecting your frustrations on me at this moment. Now if you aren’t going to talk to me then I will sit here and keep you company. I am, after all, your personal cheerleader.” 

“Don’t try and be funny.” He said flatly, his fingers absent-mindedly tugging on a loose thread in the quilt. 

“I mean it you idiot. All jokes aside.” You smiled sincerely, even if he didn’t see it. 

He rolled on the bed so that he was facing you and propped his head up on his arm. “And calling me an idiot is supposed to make me believe you?”

You shrugged. “Stop being such an idiot then.” 

“Yah! You -” He started to respond but you cut him off.

You could feel the beginnings of warmth starting to return to the room as his anger morphed into something less severe. “Anyway, I was trying to tell you something before you so rudely interrupted me.” You pointed at him. “You’re getting very chatty for someone who doesn't want to talk.”

“I can’t believe you don’t shut up.”  He groaned, the ghost of a smile passing over his features. You were making progress. For some people the phrase don’t poke the bear rings true but in Byun Baekhyun’s case he needed to be poked. He needed an outlet for his frustrations and you had no idea what he did when he was at home in Korea to expel those emotions but you knew that his options were limited while he was cooped up in a hotel room. You were willing to be that outlet since you were sure that he did not hate you, rather that he liked you quite a lot, even when you frustrated him.

You shifted on your bed, sitting up and fidgeting with a pillow on your lap. You had the sudden urge to tell this story to him but for some reason, the idea of saying the words aloud made you nervous. It pulled you back to one of the most sincere and vulnerable moments you had shared with him. It was also one of your most difficult moments since moving to Korea. It was difficult to think about it without getting a bit emotional. “Baek?”

Your sudden soft tone grabbed his attention and he cocked his head to the side, still resting it on his arm. “Mmm?” His features shifted from irritated to curious. The way you’d called his name, almost timidly, had him fully focused on you.

You took a deep breath to steady yourself and let the words flow out of you. “There was a time when I wanted to get away from everyone and just be alone with my darkness. I didn’t want to talk. I didn’t want comfort. I just wanted to get away from everyone and everything and allow myself to dwell on my feelings or rage at the universe.” You glanced over at him when you saw movement in your peripheral vision. He’d shifted on the bed and was now sitting up, watching you as you spoke. You let your eyes fall back to your lap as you fidgeted with your fingers and continued your story. “I found a spot away from everyone and sat in silence for what only felt like minutes. I was there for hours lost in my thoughts.” Your fingers kneaded the pillow as you spoke, the only sign that you were a bit anxious in telling him these feelings. It was the only time since moving to Korea that you thought you didn’t belong, that you should just go home and stop pretending like you could build a life here. You had contemplated quitting that day, going as far as writing your letter of resignation in your head while you sat on that bench. Then those two had turned up and without saying the words, they reminded you that you were building a life, that you did belong and that things were going to work out as long as you stayed.

No matter how anxious you were you couldn’t help but smile as you proceeded to the next part.  “Then, the most annoying person in the known universe called me. I contemplated not picking up but I knew if I ignored them that they would just bug me incessantly until I let them in. So I answered their call and for once, rather than being annoying, teasing or flirtatious they were concerned. So I let them come to me. They, and another friend, sat with me until I was ready to speak to them and continued to sit with me until I was ready to return to the world.” You had rushed through the last part because you were oddly shy about sharing it even though he was there when the whole thing happened. He just didn’t know all of the exact details of your thoughts that day. He still didn’t, but the idea of telling him those thoughts made you feel small so you kept them to yourself and hoped that he could read between the lines and work out that it was more than homesickness that he’d helped you with that day. You kept your eyes focused on your hands after you spoke, not as mentally prepared as you had thought you were to see his reaction.

What you hadn’t seen was the way he’d listened intently as you spoke, his features shifting from confused to understanding. He had smiled softly at you as you’d spoken once he realised what time you were talking about. He remembered that he was supposed to be irritated at you even though you were being incredibly endearing and open with him. However, he took umbrage with being referred to as the most annoying person in the known universe, schooling his features back to the picture of indifference before replying with a semi bored tone. “So?”

You lifted your head and stared at him. How could he react like that? “Fuck’s sake Baek. I appreciated what you and Yixing did for me so much. I had no idea that any of you cared that much about me or my well-being and so I’m trying to tell you how grateful I am and that even though I wasn’t in the right head-space at the time, I can see exactly what the two of you did for me that day and so I am going to do for you what the two of you did for me that day. Even if you’re being a jerk about it.”

He shrugged. “You were sad. I’m fine.”

You bit back. “Sure, and cucumbers are your favourite food. Don’t bullshit me Baek.”

He couldn’t hold his laughter at your random remark. You didn’t understand, you’d shared something with him sincerely and he responded so indifferently to it, as though he actually didn’t care at all. It confused you because you knew that he did care, you thought you’d brought him far enough out of his dark mood to feel empathy towards others again but apparently you were wrong. But why the laughter? Why was this now funny to him? Ten minutes ago he was ready to throw you out of the room and now he was laughing earnestly at you? Was he this unhinged? Had something broken in his brain? 

He rolled rather ungraciously off his bed and walked over to yours and plonked himself down next to you. “Yah.” He smiled at your confused pout, laughing softly as he tried to speak. “Yah, calm down. You didn’t look at me while you spoke so I messed with you.”

“What the fuck Baek?!” You shoved his shoulder with yours. An action that only made him laugh more.

“You called me the most annoying person in the known universe. That wasn’t fair.” He pouted.

“Your present actions say differently.” He laughed as you poked his shoulder as you spoke.

“Thank you for telling me.” He said as he wrapped his arms around you and pulled both of you down onto the bed into a hug that could have been a lot more comfortable. Even with your arms pinned to your sides and his arm digging into your back you smiled. 

***

The two of you had spent the better part of the last hour talking about the concert and at some point repositioned yourselves on the bed so that he was spooning you which was much more comfortable that the previous iteration of the hug. There was an unexpected level of comfort for each of you to lie like this as you spoke. “I just… I feel like I let them down.” He mumbled into your shoulder. 

“Let who down?” You asked.

“Aeris.” He rolled onto his back, breaking the hug. “They wait for so long to see us, especially internationally, and I fucked up. They must be so disappointed.” He sounded so deflated. You were glad he was finally talking because now you could explain all of the reasons why the only person he’d let down was himself because his fans were anything but disappointed in him.

You rolled over, resting your head on a pillow so that he could see your face as you spoke. You felt like it was important that he could see the honesty in your words. “I can assure you that the last thing they are is disappointed. They got to see EXO’s concert in all of its glory. They heard you sing, watched you dance, witnessed the joy on your faces as you performed. They got to hear each of you speak in Korean and English AND they got to see their Byun Baekhyun get frazzled but in the most endearing way. If anything, they love you more for it.”

His brows knitted together, still too focused on the details rather than the big picture. “But I messed up. I didn’t perform how I wanted to. It wasn’t what they waited to see.” He frowned. A grown man should not look that cute while frowning you thought to yourself.

“Baek. With all due respect, shut the fuck up.” You nagged. “They saw you. That’s literally all they needed. You sang perfectly, and you were adorable and funny when you messed up your lines. They fell even more in love with you. You looked into their eyes. Tell me that you did not see pure unfiltered joy and adoration in them.”

“But -” 

“I’m going to give you a slight reality check. Maybe your trainers have taught you to believe that it would be frowned upon to be even slightly off your game but over here they actually love it. It shows that you are human, that you make mistakes just like everyone else and it is also a special memory for them that is different from every other show that you do on this tour.” 

He ran his fingers through his hair. “Can we agree to disagree?” 

“Absolutely not.” You shook your head. “You can be mad at yourself but you need to know that aeris are not mad at you. Not even a little bit.”

At this point you knew you’d gotten through to him but that he wasn’t ready to admit that he had gotten mad because he held himself to such a high standard and that because he didn’t feel that he delivered to that standard the concert was a failure. He pouted. “I’ll work on it.” You had done it. Those four words were as close to being told you were right as you were going to get and you were claiming them. There was more to discuss, you knew this much. Being off his game for the concert was the result of something and it was time to dig a little deeper to find out what the cause of the problem was.

“Is the concert the only thing eating away at you? I’ve never seen you that upset before.” You asked.

His pout deepened as he thought for a moment before sighing. “Honestly? No. It wasn’t just that.”

You let your hand rest on his shoulder, giving it a little squeeze to reassure him before you asked. “What else is going on?”

“I think I finally understand how Minseok felt when the guys teased him during truth or dare. We always tease each other and banter but it's always playful.” He frowned. “Today didn’t feel playful for me, it felt like some sort of cruel joke and I let their words get to me. I think that’s why I messed up. I was too in my head.”

You hummed in agreement. You knew why they’d teased him but you didn’t think now was the right moment to give him all of the details. “They were weird today. I picked up on that as well.”

His frown deepened. “I don’t know noona, it all just felt kind of targeted at me. Like they all know something I don’t.” 

You were entering dangerous territory. You weren’t going to lie to him but you really hoped to hold off on telling him everything until he’d had his lesson. “They were trying to get a reaction out of you. You know how much pleasure Dae & Yeol get from teasing someone to the point that they snap.”

He placed his hand over the one you were resting on his shoulder before he spoke, keeping his eyes downcast. “Yeah well, I might not have snapped at them but I let them get in my head and mess up my performance which then made me yell at you when you tried to help me. Which I’m really sorry about by the way. I was in a foul mood when you turned up at my door tonight but that doesn’t excuse the way I treated you.” He looked at you once he’d finished speaking, a look that was full of remorse and guilt. The look in his eyes was more of an apology than any words he could utter.

And there was the apology that you’d been unsure if you’d receive from him. You smiled, a warm feeling spreading throughout your body. “We worked through it. I forgive you, most annoying person in the known universe.”

“Yah!” He yelled but there was no anger behind it. He was laughing at the same time. You couldn’t resist the opening for this new joke. Baekhyun rolled over so fast you didn’t even see the tickle attack coming until he was on top of you and you were unable to escape his clutches. You screamed as his deft fingers waged their tickle war on your sensitive waist. There was no escape for you though, not now that you were caged by his arms and thighs. He looked down at you as you writhed beneath him in a futile attempt to evade his attacks and smirked. “Come to think of it, there was another reason I was so on edge today.” He paused his attacks, removing his hands from your waist as he propped himself up with his arms, allowing you a moment to catch up.

You stilled beneath him, suddenly realising the position the two of you were now in and the change in tone of his voice. Baekhyun was on top of you, his weight effectively pinning you to the bed. He was so close to you. You’d been this close to him before, sure, but never like this. Never with the feel of the weight of his body against yours as he spoke to you like that. “Oh yeah?”

His breath was warm on your neck as he spoke, that flirtatious tone returned to his voice, mixed with something more.  “Mmm. Someone sent me some very interesting messages during lunch.”

You played along, trying to appear nonchalant as he resumed your game of cat and mouse. “Did they now?” 

He nudged your neck with his nose, having moved even closer to you than he was before. Surely he could hear your heart hammering away in your chest. You felt the press of his mouth against your skin as he spoke. “They did. They put all sorts of images in my head, ones that will live there rent free until I can follow through on them.”

You swallowed. “And these images, did they distract or frustrate you?”

His long fingers twisted in your hair, causing your head to tilt back slightly, exposing more of your neck to him. “Both.” 

You wanted him. You felt that pang of desire flow through you as he held himself back from connecting his mouth with your neck. You wished he’d take that next step. You wanted to feel the press of his tongue on your neck, of his teeth as they left small love bites in their wake. Even though every fibre of your being was busy attuning itself to his every breath, every twitch of a muscle, of any movement in his body, your brain could not resist teasing him. “And I even refrained from commenting on it earlier.”

His movements halted. “In what way?”

“When you were mad and saying you wanted to be left alone. If you’d been less incensed I was going to ask you to give me a hint as to why you wouldn’t want to be alone in a room with me given earlier today it was pretty clear that that was exactly what you were after. There was going to be a wink and everything” You arched your back slightly, the movement pushing your chest against his.

“Fuck.” He whispered, his hips involuntarily rolling into yours. You bit back the moan that threatened to come out of you, allowing logic to penetrate the haze of lust that was rapidly overtaking your senses. You needed to talk to him first, otherwise he might take everything the wrong way. You needed to slow things down, no matter how much you wanted to finally give in and have him to yourself. You had to find a way to delay proceedings yet again. The problem was that you didn’t want to delay this. You wanted him to keep rolling his hips into yours, to keep exploring your body with his skilled fingers and sinfully soft lips. You wanted to rid yourselves of clothing and spend the entire night giving in to every fantasy you’d had about one Byun Baekhyun. You could feel the press of his body against yours, his warm breath on your neck as he held himself back. He was waiting for you to make a move to tell him that you wanted this as much as he did. 

You needed to stop this before it went much further. Granted the last thing you wanted to do was put a stop to this because it was hot as hell and you were loving every second of it. The two of you were experts at the build up but it had always been safe, either through a phone or as a stolen moment. Not like it was now. No one was coming to call him to a schedule, no, you were closer to crossing this line than either of you had been before. But there it was, that small voice in the back of your mind. Telling you that you needed to do the lesson first so that you could explain the entire thing to him prior to having your back blown out. That voice also kept going with its idea that he might never want anything to do with you again after he knew about the reward/punishment system but you felt a moral duty to have him know before crossing this final threshold. “Baek, before this evening gets derailed.”

“No.” He groaned.  “No more interruptions. I refuse to prevent this from happening again. Especially when we are literally in a bed, alone in a room with no one coming to interrupt us.” His head fell against your shoulder, his weight still pinning you to the bed. It took every ounce of self control that you had to not give in to your desires but the fear of the aftermath was stronger.

“Baek, I promise. We will have this happen before the night is over but we need to finish the conversation before we get too distracted.” Even you didn’t sound convinced by your own words.

He lifted his head from where it had been pressed against your shoulder, propping his upper body up on his forearms. The position only pressed his hips more firmly into yours. “I am no longer mad or sad or anything bad. See I’m rhyming. Perfectly fine now.” His words were short, his tone clipped. He was not buying what you were trying to sell him and really, could you blame him?

“Baek.” You tried.

“Noona, you can’t tell me that you would rather hear me talking about how I was in a shitty mood earlier when my mouth could be put to far better use.” The matter of fact tone he used, the sheer confidence in it sent a jolt to your core. You could think of far better things for both of your mouths to be doing but that wasn’t why you were trying to delay this. You needed it to play out as planned so that he knew everything. Blurting it out now was also not an option since you were absolutely certain that it would completely kill the mood in the same way that throwing a bucket of ice on him would.

“Just answer me one more question.” You said, your hand softly gripping his bicep.

He sighed. “Fine. One question.” He didn’t have to look happy about the diversion, he just had to go with it. If after all of the cards were on the table he still wanted this, then he could have it. But until then you had to be the less eager of the two of you.

“To sum up, you were sexually frustrated earlier because of me. Then the guys, mainly Dae & Yeol, teased you and you felt like it went too far and they got in your head which caused you to not perform to the standard that you set for yourself and you forgot some of your ment.” You stated.

He rolled his eyes at you but responded nevertheless. “None of this sounds like a question… but yes.”

“Why do you think they were picking on you?” You asked.

He raised a brow at you and managed to gesture at the position the two of you were in with just a look. “Seriously? That’s your question. Right now?”

“Yup.” You moved your hand from his arm and poked his cheek until he tried to bite your finger.

He frowned as he thought about your question. The frown was also due to frustration at the fact that he was not kissing you or touching you properly at that given moment. “I still think it’s to do with those lessons that no one will tell me about.”

You held his eyes with your gaze as you stated bluntly. “Then have one.”

“What?” He asked, dumbfounded by the suggestion.

“Have your lesson. Once you have it there will be no more secrets. If they are just teasing you because you haven’t had one yet then that's incredibly simple to resolve.” How he responded to this would determine if things would go as planned or if you were about to come clean about everything and hoped that he understood.

“Are you seriously trying to convince me to have a lesson instead of having sex with you?” His frustrated face was incredibly endearing. On one hand you wanted to do the lesson because you had spent considerable time planning his once you knew it would have to be done while you were overseas and on the other you really did just want to have sex with him. The foreplay between the two of you had been going on since the moment you’d met and you felt such a great need to have him, to feel every inch of him. You were reminded of a saying. ‘Very often the things we most desire come only after much patience and struggle.’ The words had never hit home harder than they did now.

“Consider the lesson our final session of foreplay.” You winked. “Special, just for you.”

He groaned, resigned to the fact that for once you were going to beat him at being stubborn. “You are not leaving this room until we make some of the images in my mind a reality.”

“Is that a yes?” You asked hopefully.

“Are you going to take no for an answer?” You shook your head. “Then I guess it’s a yes but as soon as we finish this lesson… the things I’m going to do to you.” 

“Don’t start something you can’t finish Baek.” You warned.

A wicked grin formed on his face. “Oh noona, just you wait.”

A/N: Thanks for reading. It means the world to me to hear from you or see my fic liked and/or reblogged. We're closing in on the finish line now. Just Baek's lesson, his reward or punishment and Xiumin's reward to go!

Masterpost | Chapter 40 | Chapter 42

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GOT7 AUTHOR RECS

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[main masterlist] [got7 masterlist] updated (3-30-21)

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oh shit an end of the year creation post thank you Caly for tagging me asdgksllak 

first creation and most recent creation of 2020: WOW LOOKING BACK AT MY ARCHIVE AND SEEING HOW MUCH WORK I’VE ACTUALLY DONE I- 

My first creation I did this year was right on Jan. 1, and it was an updated chapter of Worth Saving hybrid!au Hoseok pt.3. I always love posting on the first of the month, year, the first of the week and pretend like I get start over and start fresh. I’ve always felt like the beginning of any day feels like a chance for me to be productive...until I end up fucking around and taking a two year break lmao.

My most recent creation is Yo, This One’s Mine, a hamilton!namjoon au! I know I know, Kat you posted some written requests recently tho - I don’t consider those to be sole creations since I had my anons help create it ya feel me 

one of your favorite creations from 2020: hmmm I’ll give that to Kalon. my new vampire!au of WayV. Story still unfolding. 

a creation you’re really proud of: bts hybrid!au. hands down.

a creation that took you forever: continuing Engraved Stigma. The last chapters I did were from 2017. And people still enjoy the story I failed to continue.

a creation from 2020 that received the most notes: the way i had to search through my archive and click on every single post I-

I belive it’s Simon Says (M) -Taeyong

a creation you think deserved more notes: I’m In Trouble (M) - Nu’est JR. I spent a whole day writing this and I enjoyed it so much. It came out so long and I don’t write long one shots so this was a surprise to me, and I thought this was the one right here, I really outdid myself with this one. 

Only for it to get 9 notes. 

LOLoL honestly it doesn’t bother me tho because I enjoyed it, and that’s what really matters to me. 

a new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it: first things first i’m multifandom. 

but i recently been into ateez a lot and joined atiny, and my first oneshot I wrote was for San, Dance Room. Warning, it’s smutty.

a creation you made that breaks your heart: Love Letters. hamilton namjoon!au based off songs from the play that I form into an angsty love story. I focus on the lyrics and relate it to a past love I’ve experienced. The au is really more for me to enjoy, it hits my heart harder understanding my feelings behind it. 

a simple creation that you really love: hmmm. tinkerbell. it may seem confusing, but it definitely will all be simple in the end when i finish it lol. it’s a precious, simple creation from me.

a creation that was inspired by another one: Dance Room actually! I’ve never said it, but I remembered a oneshot I read...IT WAS WRITINGSEOUL Masked - Hoseok  

Of course my oneshot doesn’t nearly compare, I highly respect Em and all her...deathly intoxicating fics but i remembered I read that fic WAAY back and when i was writing dance room i remembered i wanted to write something based on that setting. I also wanted to channel that type of feeling of surreal, and absolutely smutty. 

a favorite creation created by someone else: To Tame A Fox. I am closeted fan of solar and this was the first story i read before i immediately followed and read all her work. i am in awe at her writing technique and how she opened up new doors for me in the sex department. I refuse to read a fic of hers before bed...because I won’t make it to work the next day...take that as you will.

some of your favorite content creators from the year: biiiiiitchhh all of these creators are bomb and as a fan they deserve more for letting us see quality content for FREE

@flyfireflyfly @luvsbts @guktro @hongism @thesammtimes @kpopfanfictrash @jamaisjoons @beombeombwi @whattodowithkpop @jungkooksbroski @artaefact @suga-kookiemonster @joonie @yeoldontknow @btssmutgalore @floralseokjin 

and for good measure, another couple more creations of yours that you love: HURRY UP BOYS WE GETTING TO THE END SHOW YA STUFF -

wicked games | kawaakari : last light on the river | never too much | sleepless dreams | MB 

tagging: anyone who wants to do it! tag me in it please i wanna see all y’all creations. all of y’all. thank you

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Fic Rec List

I suck at describing why I like a lot of these. Basically they are all well written, diverse and exciting fics. They made me feel all of my feelings, some are damn hot and will make you need Jesus, some will make you yell at your screen and others will make you sad and in need of a cuddlebuddy.

9/10 times if I'm being too slow with updates it's because I'm busy reading or re-reading all of these.

EXO

Baekhyun

IGU by @soobadnoonecanstopher

The Secret by @pebble-xo - The Secret will give you about 5000 feelings and I'm still processing the latest update for it, go read now!

The Saviour by @oh-beyond There is a whole lot of variety in her masterlist, something to suit everyone :) 

Monster Stalker by @oh-beyond 

Love Potion no9 by @8bityeol

Xiumin/Minseok

2AM  by @soobadnoonecanstopher

Blood Lust by @thesammtimes

Don’t Call It a Love Song by @yehet-me-up

(B)romance by @brokeandjetlagged

Bareface by @brokeandjetlagged

Lay/Yixing

The Boxer by @soobadnoonecanstopher

Sehun

Good Enough by @pebble-xo

Apartment 5108 by @enaasteria

Scars by @forexcapism

D.O/Kyungsoo

All His by @soobadnoonecanstopher

The Price of Privilege by @soobadnoonecanstopher

Chen/Jongdae

Absorbing by @thong-in-the-twist

Antonym by @8bityeol

Suho/Junmyeon

Incipient by @suho-mochi

Kai/Jongin

Poison by @krismebaobei

Foretold by @pandabearlikes

Chanyeol

One Shot by @kpopfanfictrash

Modern Day Magic by @dragon-dust

Show Me How by @thesammtimes

Group

Good Girl/Bad Girl  (OT12) by @xiumin-on-this-shit - My guilty pleasure fics! There are so many chapters to keep you happy and reading and I just fell into these and loved everything

I Am An Alpha (OT12) by @xiumin-on-this-shit - My guilty pleasure fics!

A Well Kept Secret by @thesammtimes – My CBX heart is all over this.

EXO Villains by @thesammtimes – Incredibly cool concept & really well done

Dismissal by @messyscriptorium @oh-beyond & @sootemptation

Universal Invariant by @dragon-dust SERIOUSLY ITS SPACE AU AND I LOVE IT SO HARD

BTS

Yoongi

Self Control by @btssmutgalore - I never thought I'd hate and love Yoongi so much in fics but then this happened. Holy hell...and the smut is A+

Unexpected by @noona-la-la-la

Mr Min by @ellieljade – If you want a long fic that will make you fan yourself and throw you in deep with plot and feelings then this is for you. I’m in love with this fic. (On A03 now)

The Guest House  by @avveh

Miss Dial by @versigny co-written with @cyphertrip – Fratboy Yoongi and the texting and the everything and I just love this ok.

Lesson Learned by @writingseoul

Friendship Goals (with Taehyung) by @tayegi

The Roommate Agreement by @thesammtimes

Does This Make Sense? By @floralseokjin

Acquiver by @floralseokjin

You Look Like You Need A Drink by @jeonjagiya

Pocket Change by @jinjikook

Costumes by @exo-can

No Internet by @blackpearl-scenarios

Unsafe Girl by @yuudetama

Bespectacled by @bxebxee

Jungkook

Monster by @btssmutgalore – I never knew I could hate Kookie this much but still love him. A+ smut

Grind by @writingseoul

Red Ink by @floofyeol

Jimin

Sin City by @btssmutgalore

Byzantium by @mirinaeya

V

For You (Taehyung/Jin) by @war-of-hormoan

The Golden Boy by @tayegi

Impatient by @bxebxee

Jin

Off Limits by @floralseokjin

Namjoon

Expensive Girl by @kpopnlockit

J-Hope

So Ask Nicely by @versigny

Systems Of Touch by @bread-jinie

Transference by @dark-muse-iris

Group

Call Me Mistress by @dark-muse-iris

Big Bang

G-Dragon

Underground Rapper by @mybias-and-i

Multifandom

All My Idols (Multifandom) by @xiumin-on-this-shit - My guilty pleasure fics! There are so many chapters to keep you happy and reading and I just fell into these and loved everything. Highkey want to live in All My Idols. Like now.

[iridescentxstars]

ੈ✩‧₊˚ 𝐀𝐲𝐥𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐅𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 ੈ✩‧₊˚

ೃ⁀➷ Here is part two! Enjoy!

The Swim Team’s Car Wash Fundraiser - @miss-pearlescent || college!au || personal favourite || requested by me || note: I asked for this for my birthday and I am not disappointed hehe

Hips - @soobadnoonecanstopher || teacher!au || parent!au || personal favourite || note: nothing makes me happier than reading dancer!father!jongin teaching dance to adorable kids and the rest of the story that comes with it (steamy)

Half Love - @forexcapism-blog || vampire!au || personal favourite || note: we may never know what happens but damn the tension was so good and do I still love this series with my forever pining heart

Continuation - @thesammtimes || idol!au || personal favourite || continuation of a drabble i wrote || note: it was the sweetest thing when Samm said she wanted to write a second part to my drabble, made me super happy

Humiliation - @mybiasisexo || roommate!au || personal favourite || requested by me || note: damn this drabble definitely makes oneself fan her cheeks because it is h o t HOT

Colours of Jongin - @moonlightjongin || moodboard || personal favourite || birthday present || note: i know my dear has been fretting so much over this moodboard compilation but it is honestly the most beautiful thing i have ever seen

When I Was Yours - @moonlightjongin || college!au || personal favourite || note: I have been waiting for this for so long, you have no idea and guess what - I am not in any way or form disappointed with this masterfully written piece. I love it and will forever love it just as much as exception

Say Yes - @mint-yooxgi || killer!au || yandere!au || personal favourite || written for me || note: this made me squeal and giggle with a stupid grin on my face. I am so lucky to have such a talented writer as a friend who loves to give me my favourite killer in a cute way

Some Like It Rough - @mint-yooxgi || killer!au || yandere!au || personal favourite || written for me || note: even though she was worried, jackie did an amazing job and god did i love every second of this fic

Wicked Games - @thesammtimes || stripper!au || mafia!au || personal favourite || requested by me || note: this is an idea i’ve been playing with. a dark stripper/mafia piece filled with dark love and such.

Soft Nini - @thesammtimes || ambiguous!au || personal favourite || requested by me || note: i needed softness and samm provided T_T

Universal Differences - @miss-pearlescent || alien!au || personal favourite || kind of requested by me || note: ugh this is only two chapters in and im god damn in love! she’s done it AGAIN

The General’s Sweetheart - @miss-pearlescent || personal favourite || note: ugh this is so good so far, i can’t wait for more!

Kingdom Come - @x-ratedkpop || personal favourite || written for me || note: thank you bb for writing this for me omg i love you and i love this fic T_T

I Made Nini Smile - @kimkaijong-in || personal favourite || gif set || note: thank you so much because i wanted this so much and i am so happy thank you so much!

Wrecked - @worldwidewreckers || personal favourite || gif set || note: still don’t know who did this but thank you!

Christmas gif - @moonlightjongin || christmas present || gif set || note: this was such a pleasant surprise babe! thank you!

Kinktober - @mint-yooxgi || requested || note: oof, that’s all we need to say. perfection

An Added Benefit to Self-Sacrifice - @twisted-tales-of-all​ || requested || note: one of the best things i ever did was request this - so good!

[hyungwonmyheart]

Also, this WayV fic I'm working on is only getting longer and I swear this wasn't supposed to be so thought out. 😭

@thesammtimes read it so far and I asked if she had a comment and she said, "Uh, yeah, my comment is, Fuck. You."

I think that about sums it up. 😂

[xiubaek-13]

Writing Interview

Tagged by @vampwrrr who is always so encouraging & wonderful.

1. What is your ideal setting for focusing on your writing?

If I’m in the mood to write, anywhere is good. If I need to remove comfort and distraction I need to be in a chair at a table. 90% of the time though, it’s couch or bed.

2. What is your favorite genre to write?

I enjoy fantasy because you can kind of do anything if you make it make sense in that world.

3. Do you prefer to write on paper, or digitally?

Digitally. I have tiny handwriting and I would stash the paper somewhere and never see it again. I remember plotting out Lost in Translation on paper... and 3yrs on I have NO IDEA where that notebook is.

4. It’s the middle of the night and you suddenly wake up with an idea. What do you do?

If it’s a juicy one and I’m alert enough to grab my phone I’ll write a short ass memo. Otherwise I play it out in my dreams and it more than likely remains there.

5. Who is your favorite person to write about?

I find the 2 most malleable people to be Baekhyun and Yoongi.

6. Do you like making your own characters, or do you usually write about real people?

I like making characters. When I use idols in a realistic setting it’s still a characterised version of them to fit my narrative. I in no way think that the way I write them is exactly how they are. Then for my reader/OC I enjoy making a background for them.

7. Have you ever written a book, or a story with more than 15 chapters (or 100k words)?

Well LiT is up to chapter 37 and is at 102k words...

8. How often do you get ideas?

All the time. Some things you know aren’t worth the effort though. So a lot of them I just let play out in my head and then move on, the ones that really interest me or refuse to leave my mind - I jot down.

9. Do you ever get an idea that you really like, but just can’t seem to finish?

*side eyes Masks of Destiny* I promise I’m coming back to that.

10. What is your least favorite plot?

*checks masterlist* Pumpkin Carving wasn’t my fav.

11. Tag 5 or more people.

@thesammtimes @soobadnoonecanstopher @yourkeeperoftherunners @ninibears-erigom @yehet-me-up