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i dont think i will ever get over elevens era. ever
#nobody understands him like i do 😔#hes so tragic u don’t understand#theres sm about him#i could talk about him and river all day#his entire life is just one big paradox#do not even get me started on amy and rory#eleventh doctor#doctor who
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#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#HES SOOOOOOOOO#ik this is so random but i just got an absolutely random thirst for evan out of literally nowhere#god i love him sm#HIS SIDE PROFILE OMG#and his NOSEEEEEE#hes so so so pretty and gorgeous and handsome and amazing#my fav pics of evan#all pics of him r my fav but idk theres smth about these😭😭#evan peters#evan peters my beloved <33#evan peters fandom#tiffysdeath
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HELLO ENJOY SOME WIP AND DOODLE DUMPS. THERE’S WAYYYY MORE WHERE THIS CAME FROM
#i am so tired all the tiiiiiime#but i draw whenever i can in between homework…….the gintama love is strong#also guys you have to know that i am in love with one sakamoto tatsuma and im sorry i haven’t talked about him more#he gives me cuteness aggression#and warm fuzzy feelings……i love him sm#also theres a bunch of ginhiji here too as usual#i will feed you all diligently#plus some cropped doodle conceots for oieces i wanna finish at some point#pray for me yall#anyways#hope you enjoy!#sakamoto tatsuma#mutsu gintama#sakata ginko#sakata gintoki#hijikata toushirou#kagura gintama#shimura shinpachi#okita mitsuba#gintoki x hijikata#hijikata x gintoki#ginhiji#hijigin#gintama#ok bye
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If Khael had helped Astarion ascend would he have stayed with him? Would he have agreed to becoming his first spawn?
he would let astarion make him way worse than just his first spawn >:3c (ascended astarion and consort-turned-guard-dog khael are dear to my heart, I do think about them sometimes. khael is completely and utterly under astarion's command, he retains a little bit of agency just untill the absolute is defeated and then he would give it up completely. he lives for his sire's praise and to make sure no one ever gets close to him. astarion is caring and sweet with him (all fake and manipulative, of course) and likes to parade him around both as a warning and as a power trip. I think they would be very deadly and ruthless together and that that would be eventually their demise - I can see jaheira/the harpers/wyll needing to hunt them down and put an end to their reign of terror and blood)
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 astarion#khael tav#disegna e bevi#otp: warding bond#tw blood#ascended astarion my bad end beloved#khael would sit immobile and quietly at his sire feet for most of the time and then astarion would just randomly sic him on a poor person#I dont care much dnd rules about this but a feral vampire barbarian I think would be very scary much ouch#I do firmly believe theres no love in astarion anymore n it's all greed possesion and amusement thats why he's still keeping khael with him#idk idk I love bad endings sm I love thinking about them#but they're never endgame for me
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Can we just talk about the fact that Toji Fushiguro is actually lonely and tragic even if he tries to tell himself that he doesnt care? He lost the one love of his life, the only sliver of happiness he got after being abused and out casted by the Zenin clan, he sold Megumi off because he thought the Zenin clan would provide better opportunities for Megumi, he knew he couldn't be the father Megumi needed, and though it wasnt the right decision in the end, he TRIED to do what he thought was best. Ultimately the fact he told Gojo showed that he held regret AND still wanted the best for his son, even in his dying moments. Not to mention he ended himself so he wouldnt kill Megumi in the seance section. He did what he did to Gojo because he wanted to prove he was SOMETHING, to be seen as something by the very people who made him feel like he was nothing. He wanted more, he wanted to BE more, but he did it in all the wrong ways. Then not only that, that scene of him and Shiu where Shiu declined going to eat, Toji Fushiguro was really alone to the very moment he died both times. He tried so hard to convince himself he didnt care about anything anymore when deep down, in that soul crushing part inside of him, he cared too much and it all came out irrationally. The fact he lost his only happiness, his sunshine, his light, the moment he was getting better. Toji tried to stop hoping, because what point was there to hoping when it would just get crushed again? But deep down he still hoped, in a twisted, rotten, broken way. It became hard to want to change because the moment you leave rock bottom theres always going to be that possibility of falling right back down, again. Alot of people dont realize how honestly realistic he is, hes a product of his environment, of his childhood, he became sour and bitter and rotten and twisted, because that, for the most part, was all that he had known. I love you Toji Fushiguro, they could never make me hate you 🫶🏻
#once again; i respect anyone who disagrees or dislikes him!!!#i love toji sm#toji#toji fushiguro#jjk#jujustu kaisen#jujutsu toji#rant#1 toji lover#hes my#comfort character#we may not have the same personalities but theres alot about him that i relate to in other aspects#plus he just makes me happy when im not thinking about how tragic he is lmao#toji defender
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Rewatched the lego ninjago movie and i can't stop thinking about garmadon w koko and when he's explaining why she left he goes "l could've changed.." and that whole scene and the other one where Lloyd is talking to the "cat" and he's saying that he knows he doesn't mean to destroy things and that he's just scared and oh my god how did I ever think this movie was bad
#i watched it like so many times and i ALWAYS tear up or cry#DAMN YOU ADHD GARMADON‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ MAKING ME CRY#its funny bc that one scene where he goes your mother was the best lloyd she expected the best of me andonly evr wanted the best for you#IT GETS ME. EVERYTIME.#and when hes looking at them leaving him on the boat...ndnxnnskapqw💥💥💥#actually i love this movie bc HES DESTROYING THE CITY FOR LLOYD!!!! amd also its really funny#deity preaches#ninjago#sorry for the rant i justrggdgdg theres sm i love about this movie#also how the ninjago series is like alot sadder but the only scene where i actually teared up on was zanes death
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han solo wants what atton rand has
#AND THATS A FACT#guys pls play kotor 2 and see my vision#atton deserves a romance questline with as much depth and length as astarion’s fr#and also an option to be an evil power couple#i will fund the kotor remakes and kotor 3 myself if i have to#its the way i didn’t even know he existed when i started playing#but then i fell in love#like he’s an extremely close second to anakin#‘they can’t hurt you bc you’ll be right here with me playing pazaak’ AND THEN THAT BEING BASICALLY THE LAST THING HE SAYS#obsidian partner with larian studios and bring kotor back and my life is yours#i deadass wrote fic about my mc and atton after playing#star wars#knights of the old republic#i havent played the restored content mod but even then its like……. i need something more#a fictional star wars situationship really had me crying bc i wanted a better ending#kotor 2 is so interesting bc i loved it#but whats great about it sometimes reinforces whats bad about it#that being the cut content and the sometimes apparent lack of substance in spots#i shouldn’t have been an infant when kotor 2 was made i shouldve been in the writers room#i need him i need him i need him#‘you have a husband?’ oooooooooooooooooooh#i just think seeing the kotor games with the graphics of something like jedi survivor would be insane#fav#i could talk about this game forever i beat both of them in the span of like about 2 weeks i was obsessed#my nerd ass loves star wars sm#like lets keep going back in time i rlly dont care about the ‘modern’ star wars era#and theres an easter egg line where atton calls you an angel even though he says hes joking#ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#genuinely down bad#📜.scrolls
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Enough babying curly let's talk about how he's a grown man. A fucked up one at that.
Let's talk about how he is nice but not kind he is the type of man to do crowd control. Sit at the backline and trying to minimize instead of solve anything. He's like pain meds in a funny way. Made to temporarily ward off pain but never treat the root cause. He's the very real representation of the bystander effect. Of men who will make excuses and pardon people he should not because he doesn't want to cause trouble. Doesn't want to strain an already odd relationship he has with jimmy. So internal he decides it's the best decision to take the soft route, the unproblematic one, a compromise when there shouldn't be one.
He's a doorstep for someone like jimmy. In a way they are perfect for each other in the sense that for once jimmy is around someone who doesn't mind him, can put up with it for the sake of peace, knows he can dog walk him with enough 'I'm sorry"s and feigning sadness under his fears of abandonment.
And curly is responsive to that, soooo much to the point that he takes up the role of men who are friends with abusers. People who go "well they didn't hurt me so!" Always trying to find a middle ground until he can't anymore
#theres a deadness behind both him and Jimmy's eyes#they feel like mirrors of each other#they both enable each others worst parts of themselves#their codependency sickens me#i want more#mouthwashing#sorry ive been yapping sm about it#but im obsessed#theres a weirdness to curly that i want ppl to touch on more#not an evil per say#but theres something about his joy and upright personality that is short lived that seems put on#actually id dare to say IS canonically put on#hes a man so lost in himself that he needs someone like jimmy to lead him or be around him at least#sheep and their shepard
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the urge to actually draw prince kaveh marrying his witch in the end, covered in the most beautiful flowers he had seen on his travels, decorating his robes and hair -- and not a single mourning flower on him
#i didnt rlly think about them marrying but now im considering it bc this scene is just so vivid in my mind aughh#kaveh deserves happiness and love sm#and haitham prob thinks smth like#'all these beautiful flowers but none is as beautiful as you' or smth sappy#bc hes just so so into him#💚💚💚#fantasy au#theres gonna be angst and pain and all that tjey deserve to kiss each other forever ✨#jabsjsjem
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your real honest opinion on David's character. GO!
I feel like this implies I've been trolling everyone for the past 6 years about how much I love this silly lil guy. Is there supposed to be a /j at the end of that, anon??
Bestie I would not put this much effort into a troll ever 😭 like do you think I sat there and made a whole comic series for a funny little gag??
In case this is genuine tho:
LONG READ AHEAD
cuz of course. You give me the chance to talk about David and I'll TALK
My real honest opinion on David
Paradise
Silly funny fella. Goofy as hell. I think you can read David's attitude multiple different ways in Paradise. To some he comes off as just an asshole
To others he's just a kid being a kid
I personally read his character as somewhat sarcastic and spiteful towards Jakob. His smile? Sarcastic. His "it's been a while brother"? Sarcastic. "I hope I'm not the one who died tonight" while knowing full well it ain't him? Sarcastic.
I'll talk about this more later when I talk about Mr. Rabbit!David.
David has the characteristics of most youngest siblings; He's annoying, he's childish, maybe a little spoiled and needy for attention too.
Not to jump ahead in this analysis and all but in Birthday, the box he needs has text on it that reads "hungry ghost", "ghost who is unable to be reborn" or preta. They're often spirits of people who died full of greed and jealousy. In Japanese, a preta is also "a spoiled child" or "brat"
Based on that information I thought maybe David was jealous of Jakob cuz he wanted to be the golden boy, ya know?
Tldr;
Paradise!David is just a funny lil guy who most likely harbors negative feelings towards Jakob who overshadowed him despite not even being there.
Mr. Rabbit
Who David is now. An older more mature David. Something clicked in his brain and he realized 'okay actually we're all fucked. Peace out guys I'm looking out for myself.'
Brown Rabbit:
I feel like he represents the last bit of David's naivety, innocence, and child-like spirit. The white rabbit (David from the future) sees that rabbit get killed from the window. He can no longer deny what's happening. The child within him he used to retreat to when things got bad is dead. There's only the white rabbit now
I feel like that's also something represented in David's masks
The older he gets, the more devoid of joy he becomes
He becomes more and more aware of his situation.
As a child, you have the blessing of ignorance. That's why the world feels like a safer more colorful place to you until you grow up and you can no longer protected and shielded from the world.
To me, I think that's where David's trauma comes from. His ageing and how fast he's had to grow up and become a man, despite his attempts to remain a child.
In paradise, it's likely he was still pretty much "fingers in ears going LALALALALA" with his eyes closed tightly.
Brown rabbit is all that remained of his ignorance, and now it's gone, leaving behind only the White Rabbit. The David that knows and acknowledges the cruelty of his life. A ghost of his former self.
Speaking of:
White Rabbit
What are we but the products of our traumas and life experiences.
The white rabbit, David from the future, is on a journey to save his soul and be reborn. Obviously, the goal of all the corrupted souls. There is a soul we know succeeded in that and was, in fact, reborn. And that soul is Elizabeth.
Elizabeth was the collateral damage in a battle she had no hand in. She is probably the most innocent victim in all of this family feud going on, and I think because of that, Jakob allowed her to be reborn.
Something he did not allow David to do. I think it's safe to say Jakob and David do not like each other. Seems like David's plans clash with Jakob's and so he has to be taken out of the picture, and yet, David always seems like he has tricks up his sleeve.
Somehow, David is able to go back in time to save himself. What happens after that? We don't know yet
You could argue that he failed and died in the blue cube memory of Birthday. Or that he is simply still out there rn waiting for his story to be told. Both are true cuz that's the nature of Rusty Lake.
David seems to be on his own grand journey, stuck in his own Paradox, desperate to find a way to he reborn.
The thing that stands out of course is David's corrupted soul, or rather, the many different forms of it:
This is probably due to there being multiple different David(s) from the paradoxes he's lived through.
But what is the White Rabbit David if the brown rabbit is David's reborn Asura? Is the white rabbit not his Asura too?
Hard to say. We never seen a corrupted soul take form like David's white rabbit one before, and even more than that, one that retains autonomy. After all, David had enough control over himself to write and leave Dale a letter, meaning he is fully aware of what he is doing. Yet he is prone to violence the way regular corrupted souls are.
It's likely the white rabbit is an advanced form of a corrupted soul, probably the last stages before rebirth.
That or.... Well.... It's just a mask. After all, in Paradox, David spoke with a regular human voice over the phone, meaning he was not a corrupted soul.
In that case tho, if he was already reborn... Why did he say he needed to escape his current "hungry ghost" state?
Obviously Paradox is the most unreliable game narratively cuz you're just going through Dale's jumbled up memories. It's likely he's just recalling an actual conversation he had with David on the phone at the time (which still makes no sense cuz that would mean at the time David was still a human. Or it means he's recalling some conversation he had with David at some point in his life, not necessarily Birthday. OR... That's just a memory the machine is feeding him and it never really happened. Point is, paradox can't be used as a fact for anything)
Timeline is fuuuucked when it comes to David's story so uuuh
We don't know where he is now, what actually happened to him, or wtf is going on with him.
What we do take from his whoooole story tho:
Conclusion
(you did it, chat. You made it this far into my rambly post!!)
David is a really cool and very interesting character that might not appear to be so on the surface. You only really get how complex his character is when you think of everything that has happened in the games. He has a story that is either left for us to piece together or is still not yet fully explored.
To me, David is a character born of defiance and rebelliousness, as well as the need for survival and self-preservation. He is someone who has challenged his own fate, knowing damn well he's up against higher powers, but still taking the chance to save his soul. He is resilient, and stubborn, and just won't accept his fate and die. He has challenged his position in the food chain, a rabbit who is meant to be at the bottom, proving that he should not be underestimated. To me, that's worth loving and admiring. AND IM CHEERING HIM ON! GO DAVID! GO! IM SO PROUD OF YOU MY SON!!
And that's my real honest opinion on David
Thank you for reading.
#asks!#RL: lore and theories#fandom: rusty lake#david eilander#theres so much i have to say about this guy#you have no idea#i have so many thoughts#i wish i could structure this better#like a proper study#but 😭😭😭#hhh i love him sm
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thinking about writing a jmart fic inspired by my original story. would y'all read it or nah
#the storys about a woman who finds herself in this weird ass forest#where the longer youre there the more it strips you of your identity#until all that remains is your core motivation#your bare essentials#and it warps your body to better reflect that#like i have a character who was a huntsman who had to resort to cannibalism when he and his hunting buddy got trapped in the mountains#so now hes like this Grotesque Beast who hunts other people who wander into the forest#and i love him sm <3#anyway#so the woman is trying to find her way back home to her wife before she becomes one of them#but no ones ever escaped before blah blah blah whatever#and im having a hard time actually writing it#since its something from scratch#like theres just A Lot#i have characters and the setting but im struggling to balance a plot b plot c plot etc#so i figure i might just rope my hyperfixation into it to let it Do Its Thing so i can actually have like#a first draft#at the very least#idk#would yall read that?#not tma#helix speaks#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jonmartin#jmart#get this to 10 notes and I'll do it#i don't need a lot of convincing#it's prolly gonna happen#soon as i figure out how i wanna rework characters and plot points
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Honestly Mace would have loved Luke and Leia with his whole heart.
yes!!! honestly he's like a grandparent (in the dynamic way, not age way) bc he was harsh on anakin but you KNOW he's much more caring for the twins, like how a grandparent is strict on their kid but gives their grandkid literally whatever. and anakin's like where was this for me
#i've never drawn anything for it but i think about AUs where anakin's caught or killed n rots is stopped a lot#and then the jedi take the twins and are Too Careful and the twins just Know theres smthn off abt them but dont know what it is#and all the difficulty padme faces bc the jedi fucked anakin up!! she doesnt want them having her kids!!!! the last she has left of Him!!#but whats she supposed to do about her illegal-kids-of-an-evil-jedi against an ancient order backed by the senate and law#and you have obi wan torn between wanting whats best for the galaxy (the twins are carefully trained)#vs wanting whats best for his friend and tbh his brotherwhatever's memory (padme keeps the twins)#very aggressive jedi vs human conflict for him#theres just SO MUCH in those kinda AUs#bit hard to draw to explain tho. like u gotta draw so much for context so ive never rlly tried#but i think abt mace and his relationship w the twins there sm bc you KNOW he wants to treat them coldly and w constant suspicion#but he Just Can't#cause ya know. their dad. went evil. and theyre also INSANELY POWERFUL force users#thanks for the ask!#wow ok went off in the tags abt an au nobody asked for <3#gotta get it out my head somehow ig
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a collection of my fave babygirl screenshots i recently took
#there was something so funny about hin ascending while being shot at butt ass naked#and his hair flowing in the wind#vash the stampede#trigun 98#i love this dude sm theres something deeply wrong with him
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I get it now, I get the hype, sassy vampire man beloved andjfkmsm
#just need *somewhere* to talk cause nowhere near finishing the game yet still im act 2 but ajskdk#caved and bought bg3 its looked so cool ajdjf#been wanting to play it for a long time now but dont have the hardware but ajdkffk#just discovered geforce now and gosh what a game changer#streams the game instead and i dont think my laptop has overheated once aksjfk#but like!!#yeeeeee im having sm fun w my wood elf druid love her sm#and all the npcs and astarion beloved#feel like a little school girl w goofy smiles whenever theres a new convo w him ajskfk#and idk just like ajsjdj no one to talk to about it and usually at that point just go on youtube to listen to other people talk#but i dont want to accidentally spoil too much so ajdjfk#just sitting here a hyper giddy little mess over how much fun im having#ye anyways if ive seemed kinda mia the past week or so thats why#new hyperfixation for a while i guess but im not mad about it ajsjfk#lowkey wanna doodle characters but akdkg also wanna see how things play out first and hhhhhhhh
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no but, stellan said he was jealous. he was wary of the closeness, the intimacy, of elzar and avar’s relationship—not bc he was trying to stick to the rules, but because he was JEALOUS. and he was looking at elzar in a way he hadn’t for a long time when he said that!! do u understand!! he said that in their constellation of three, elzar and avar always shone brighter, were always closer together! and even though elzar assured him that he is their polestar—their guide—stellan believes he will always be separate. a part of the whole, but always apart from them. he wants what he can’t have and he’s in love with elzar!! like you understand yes?? he said he was jealous and he’s in love he’s in love he’s in love—
#THERES SO MUCH LOVE THERE#like even if he’s not in love with elzar there’s so much love there#but reading between the lines and the way this conversation is framed#it doesn’t read as him being jealous of elzar being with avar#but as avar being with elzar#as in she has something stellan wants. she knows elzar in a way stellan never will#which honestly fits in with how stellan and avar’s relationship is framed in this book#now i love love love elzar and avar’s relationship. i love them sm#but there is something SO tragic but beautiful about stellan and elzar’s relationship#you can feel how much affection and devotion is there#and i literally can’t get this scene out of my head#stellan gios#elzar mann#elzar x stellan#the fallen star#the high republic#mik reads the high republic
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#i needed some minutes to get my thoughts together but this is a more cohesive ... thing of what i feel? idk#i feel like theres just no balance. obvs they debuted at a difficult time and it wouldve been hard to push it back bc of the members etc#its either theyre ignored (quite literally) or they get fucked over. why is there no balance between keeping their essence and also promo#like its SM's fucking fault that they didnt reach their actual potential. and it's their fault on how they handled lu/as' scandal.#if you weren't going to add him back to the group. why did you waste almost two years of their time for no reason? i just dgi. it always#makes me feel sad to see that clip of ten spoiling phantom at a kick back stage. they had their next cb planned like... idek#i feel from omy onwards when they shifted under prism. theyve had a different sound and their focus feels just on the kn audience#which is WILD. they have 127 and dream as it is. and it was a wayv song that got cn banned from being sung on national tv so... ?#sm wants cn money but no effort with their cn group. and this comeback has just pissed me off ngl. i like the songs and the aes but what#is the aim? what audience are we trying to cater to? krn? global? cn? okay. you fucked up in the past but look at what the fans are saying#what they like. phantom was their cb and it broke records. personal and otherwise. why arent we sticking to this? why arent are there no cn#bsides. and ill never forgive them for blaming wayv and kun. i really never will.#and about the sc situation. i think he can do as he pleases and im happy with whatever he picks. but the purposeful sabotaging of wayv & him#shifting the dates so he cant participate. .. SM you'll implode by my hand i promise. and then his fans coming to shit on wayv like they#personally told him not to participate. ridiculousness from both sides.#i don't think its that hard to experiment but also stay with what was liked originally. if theyre a chinese group. give them some cn songs.#to add on. i personally believe they shifted the dates bc lu/as debut was a complete money waste and they desperately needed another avenue.#egg.co
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