#theres like so much empty space!!
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his ass is not at work
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gelarshiesprofruitboarder · 2 months ago
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ive been listening to only soul coughing for the past like 3 hours anyways heres these freaks. again.
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enden-k · 1 year ago
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The main room in your teapot looks soo good, lowkey inspiring me to redo mine (i litteraly just threw down furniture in a way that kinda made sense, didn't really know what to do with just a big square room)
ohh thank for thinking so jabcjk tbh they only look nice for pics bc the rooms and islands outside are just way too big for that little we can place without hitting limit
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jacskjscbk i want smaller spaces or being able to place more 😩
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago
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The way that the sun hits leaves and clouds. I feel like I could watch the colors change forever. If I could slow down for that long.
#i keep forgetting a have a deck now. i can go outside and sit there#im doing that now. sitting in the corner of a deck full of empty chairs. staring up at a big pine tree where the sun is striking it gold#at the top. i like how thr light hits the needles. if the sky was black it would look like its on fire#theres a tree outside my bedroom window too. in the morning. after the sunrises it catches thr light and refelcts the most perfect shade#of green. the kind of green that flutters translucent like youre looking up from the bottom of a pool. the light the light its all about#the sun. everything everything is about the sun. when i start my project I'll be focused on understanding how organisms catch the light bc#its so incredible and complicated it would make my chest swell to bursting if there wasnt an empty bleeding wound in my gut. a#metaphorical wound of course. i dunno. its just difficult bc right now my mood is inflated by hormones. not even that much i think I'm#just at what shoulf be a normal level of happiness so i can be slow for a minute. but just a minute bc i kno it won't last long#sorry i cant shut the fuck up when im like this but i dunno i just feel like i havr to document these ephemeral moments before they're gone#its just difficult when you kno the world is so full of beautiful things but 95% of the time your eyes are too clouded to see it#everyone tells me i work too much but i feel like im just staring off into space being miserable 60% of the time. ive just done so much#damage over the past few years im coming into a new lab as damaged goods. ive got an albatross around my neck in thr form of data i#collected so self destructively that the idea of having anything to do with its publication makes me hate myself. everytime someone tells#me good job on collecting so so so much data it feels like they're congratulating me for breaking something within myself. like i slit my#wrists and bled out on a lab bench and theyre saying good job and theyre excited for me and i have to grin and bear it and pretend im#excited too. but im not bc ive burned everything inside me to ash. so when im elevated enough to be distracted by the clouds and trees it#feels like healing. like seeing angels. beautiful ephemeral beams of light. i wish i could slow down enough to watch them. but now thr sun#is hitting the horizon and the sky is going gradually dark and i should go inside. bc i have many things to do in the morning. so that's#what ill do. and ill try to get more thsn 6hrs of sleep but its hard when your body is vibrating over with energy#but at least i dont feel tired in the morning. something in my head must be on fire#unrelated#hm i should maybe add a tw to this#tw self injury#but its the kind thst makes u good at ur Job. its the kind ppl reward. so they don't understand when u say its destroying ur life#but im trying to get better. i say as i gear up for an insane semester lol but i do mean it
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bitchfitch · 8 months ago
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somebody shoot me with a gun until I am dead before I write the first chapter of that pirate thing for like. Genuinely the eighth or ninth time.
#i have versions i like the vibes of#i have versions i like the pacing of#i have versions i like the writing of#i have not a single one that manages to hit even 2 out of those 3 criteria#Like. I think part of the issue is the setting is dreamy its soft and floaty and things arnt Right#but the first thing that happens is a guy loudly boasting about how much hes going to enjoy sexually assaulting his deuteragonist#hes lying. but Toi'uhla doesn't know that. The people ze is choosing to sacrifice zerself for dont know that.#the child whos experiencing the fear of death for the first time doesn't know hes bluffing either.#and the entire time theyre on a boat thats floating in empty nothing in a universe that has no stars left.#So much of making a tangible Threat like that hit is slowing for a moment and describing the ugly details of like#existing. as a physical person in a physical world. This horrible thing is happening and while it does the wind is messing up your hair#That sort of thing.#But there is no wind. there is no water. or rain. Toi'uhla's sense of smell is almost non existent. so ze cant think about the body oder#of that many people in that close of quarters.#And all while this is happening. i have to set up that these are two alien species with distinct cultures and Very different perspectives#on what is happening. Lordakai Senior is the one who lead the raid that killed Toi'uhla's sire and zer siblings.#But ze only knows the name Lordakai. bc for Zer it is completely reasonable to assume that the two Lordakai's are the same guy#Koita are long lived. Toi'uhla has never had reason to learn how to tell how old they are#Lordakai jr is absolutely riding on his dads name. but he doesn't know his dad was a privateer#So like. Theres a lot of shit happening in a weird setting#With two characters that need to Mesh while both putting up complete fronts.#and it needs to set up the stakes and themes for the rest of the damn story.#qnd its just a lot man. I love this project. i love these characters. but there's so many moving pieces bc theres had to be to make enough#Stuff to fill out the long spaces where they're just. on a pirate ship. being bored.#im probably over thinking this#blehgh
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chenyuvale · 3 months ago
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maybe some 10hour minecraft solo would fix me
#i dunno#im not sure why ive been all Eughh abt the server bf likes#part of it might be the New aspect of it and another part might be just how active it is and how many ppl are there#even tho im not like. ever direct or one on one with them its like#im at a party sort of#the chat is active too much and That. drains me a lot faster than i realize#so either a smaller server a Much smaller server or a solo world for a minute#would fix me#because i do want to minecraft#i miss it its good its nice it gives me something to do that i likely wouldn't ever get shamed for#(in this day and age... back in my day id get bullied in school about it)#(not usually by students but some did Judge me Heavily but mostly it was teachers who were like. 'video games are violenntt!!') but anyways#i wanna like the server bf likes so badly#but every single time i log on im like i cant find a good spot ever theres too many people and hhhh#so i log off of it pretty quickly even tho i Want. to like it#i jus dont think i caaann#and hi leo if ur reading this which i Hope you are <3#i would've told you this earlier. If i found out and unpacked this earlier but I'm only unpacking it now and at the time of#typing this i am so so so so SO sleepy and you are possibly just waking up or about to in an hour or so#so mwah mwah ily and such and gmmm#and im sorry if the short minecraft sessions felt Bad but it 10000% wasnt you#the uniqueness of that server js fun dont get me wrong but i dont think it can be like an All Time server for me#so make your own lil space there and ill pop in from time to time#if u want to at least#nya.txt#ow why cramps..#im nit bleeding or anything jus empty cramps bc i missed some shots oops#but its tolerable i just wnana sleeeeeepp
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xumoonhao · 1 year ago
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i made more jack o lanterns :3
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junipaca · 1 year ago
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collapsed to the ground coughing blood over reguri. again .
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babieken · 1 year ago
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Wait fr tho...
Why do WHOLE pics look so... EMPTY??? Like... is this a paradox? Bc they are in fact NOT WHOLE😭
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maddogmp3 · 1 year ago
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i think the weirdest thing abt being Unemployed right now is that i just dont know what to do to fill up my day. i dont have any friends here to hang out with, i dont even know what there is to Do here. so ive just been sitting on my couch watching yt for the most part and that feels Sucky As Hell
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heatwa-ves · 2 years ago
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best type of izuleo to me is post checkmate pre leo's return which may seem counterintuitive bc that's the one period of time they're not together but trust me it's the best.
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eyepatchdate · 1 year ago
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on a literary level, i understand why people consider the house in hol to be horrifying, the single signpost of all that is terrifying in the unknown and impossible etc. but for me, even in the book, the scary parts were always how those things affected and changed men. (or like. How man survives in such a space).
the house never really terrified me. The man is worse than the minotaur
#Shitpost#running into this with regards to that game that came out#but also just the popularity of setting/location/liminal space horror increases this#Like idk man. This is why that game that was made cant really entertain me or terrify#because the horror in hol is the expierences of the people in it#who they become and how they change#a game puts the player in that position and as i am unaffected by such mystery#i would simply never enter. It. Wouldnt bother me#in orfer for the story to function i require the characters through which to interpret it#the terror is not in the situation or the house to me. It is in the navidsons and the others#idk on a level i understand this concept but it strikes completely dull to me#im listening to a video while working and im just hit by how much it doesnt affect me#when the guy who fell fell. I was terrified for him and the loss of power he expierenced#When the shotgun scene happened i was terrified of a man who had let this place warp him into a monster worse than the invisible minotaur#i find these would-be-theseuses more scary than the house#the adventuring spirit of man can so easily be an invader#and he brings his own demons with him to inhabit empty spaces#idk man. I feel like im talking about the walking dead 'the monsters are people'-ing this#and its like. Theres worth and saving to be done for people. But humanity is still the origin of the horror?#this is so strange to try to voice/write out#but this video was 50 minutes and i was thinking before the guy even brought up hol specifically#And this is just my overall thoughts on liminal spaces (and liminal horror) really#i am very unaffected by this particular fascination#which is a shame rly because it seems like it would appeal#but it doesnt lol
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metalst · 2 years ago
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my desktop theme is small as hell wtf
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dirt-str1der · 2 years ago
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After i made kiryu walk all around kamurocho to find a quiet alley hidden from the streets thats not already taken up by bacchus i found this little bend in theatre square :) street to the left and sweet privacy (kind of) right ahead
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considered-the-tetrapod · 3 months ago
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Goldilocks zone and earths atmosphere my beloved
everyone knows that space is very very cold, and the sun is very very hot. so i assume there's a bit of space kind of near the sun which is just right. balmy space
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oriax · 2 months ago
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putting everything away again after this move is absolutely agonizing esp bc i have to make so many choices abt where im putting things ahead of time HOWEVER. once the things are put more away i get to build the lego sets ive been waiting a YEAR to build so. treat.
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