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putting everything away again after this move is absolutely agonizing esp bc i have to make so many choices abt where im putting things ahead of time HOWEVER. once the things are put more away i get to build the lego sets ive been waiting a YEAR to build so. treat.
#i have 10+ cube shelves to put up#so i have to decide where theyre going#and what im putting on them#so i can then set those things aside so i can put everything else on the bookshelves#but i have a lot of little trinkets and candles to organize#and i have too much furniture in here#and so much space i cant use yet bc the room wasnt empty when i moved in#theres a whole closet i cant use at all yet#and i would REALLY like that closet
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My comic is so pretty...
The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!
#almost done with my 8th episode... which will give me. two weeks. of buffer...#id really like at LEAST a month... but to be more comfortable id like two#which means 2-6 more episodes before I come back!#I've got about 7 weeks so its possible. but i do still have to finish book 4#so much to do ..........#I decided for my next comic im doing 3 updates a month.#having 10 days instead of 7 to make an episode is such a huge huge huge difference...#difference in quality and in my health!#anyways the comic is really pretty im really happy with the work im doing rn#the environments especially. im getting to spend a nice amount of time on them and theyre turning out so nicely#its nice to be able to write with a lot of different environments and not have to redo panels when I get to them cause of time#cause every time theres a wild angle? you need a new background...#so sometimes. often actually. there just isnt the time to make the backgrounds for those and i have to make them more flat...#which is fine. it doesnt really affect anything narratively. but. idk. it's kinda sad right?#anyways yeah! 10 days will be much better.#36 episodes a year is about what ive been uploading with my hiatuses on the weekly schedule anyways!#so might as well cut out that super stressful middleman and just commit to that#52 a year is just such a huge difference and i have to accept its not possible to me#i will hurt myself trying to do that. and i want to make comics my whole life!#so i cant push myself that hard now and sacrifice my future. we're gonna go slower after this...#anyways yeah cant wait to come back but also time. if I could get an extra week like a secret one just for me#where theres no chores no nothin just me and my work#thatd be great! so go ahead and do what you gotta do to give me a little pocket dimension#me: ugh i want to return right now...#the more logical me: NO we need the time to finish everything!!!!!! NOT right now!!!!#time and time again#ttawebcomic#comic panels#hiatus stuff#adam and steve
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My very rushed love letter to @rowdyknives fanfic what it means to love her. hes such a talented writer no jokeee
#okayy so ive never rlly been a zosan shipper but this fic literally changed my perspective on them so bad#just so so insanely well written and their characters r so well flushed out#i cpuld go on for hours and hours on how well written this fic is and how excited ive been whenever crow updates#but honestly id just reccomend reading it for urselves its crazy good#eeek anyway id love to do more art for this fic one day but rn im so busy and kind out of practice but pls take theseee#butch zoro i want u#butch zoro..oh my goddd#anyway the scene where theyre fixing the merry and zoro wearing one of namis shirts is literally my fave of all time i had to draw it#hmm i probably have more to say but its 2am and i got work tomorrow lmao#wimtlh#pls zoom in for details#:)#also couldnt decide whether i liked the no color versions better so i just sorta added them all lol okay byeee
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Do you do speedpaints? Your artstyle is so lovely, I honestly just want to see your process ♡
Thank you! I... actually haven't ever recorded my progress because I'm rather embarrassed about it (including how long it takes me to complete stuff that seem simple at a glance 😭), if you ever watch me draw I think it'd be very frustrating because it's almost never a linear process of sketch -> line art -> colours 💦. This is because I always notice problems I didn't notice at first in my sketch and have to frequently make up for it by re-sketching (and finding refs) in the middle of lining, or do a loooot of adjusting and fixing near the end. So it looks a bit more like sketch -> start line art -> several hours of fixing my mistakes and redoing parts -> FINALLY finish the lines -> colour -> possibly more fixing.
Redoing things in the middle results in the sketch usually looking quite different from the one I initially started with, so I can't even make a proper progress post unless I saved screenshots from earlier stages. HOWEVER. I do have one example I can share because I did send friends screenshots, so here's a rough idea of how I made this piece!
This was the sketch I started out with:
And then this is after I very obviously went to the bathroom mirror to get better refs:
I care a lot about getting anatomy correct even if parts are covered in the final product, so I usually can't avoid sketching the body before I add clothes, hence the different colours just to help myself understand the pose/anatomy better. It wouldn't be this much of a struggle if I sat down and did some more drills practicing anatomy properly via figure drawing or something, but well... I'm lazy... so I always just study the pose or anatomy I need for the piece on the spot.
Line art, which is usually the stage I put the most work into:
Colours + any special effects or final adjustments:
All in all, I'd say my steps are pretty straightforward and nothing special, but hopefully this was somewhat helpful!
#asks#anonymous#every time i draw im like#i regret not practicing more anatomy#“this would take so much less time and blood and sweat and tears if i did”#but then i never learn my lesson and still refuse to practice#so i always pay for that 💀#i wouldn't consider myself GOOD at anatomy#because i make dumb mistakes all the time#but im very dedicated to it#and i have eyes that are far ahead in skill level vs my hands so i get that struggle where i notice problems#but lack the skill to fix it or at least can't easily#so every time i have to go through a looooot of pain and suffering before my eyes decide theyre satisfied#anyway im a firm believer of good anatomy by default improves ur art at least 10x#always worth it
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uhh another modern au agott follow-up. They've gotten progressively sillier
#witch hat tag#orufrey#hopefully you remember where she's at. the original one about her turmoils with art was so sincere....#but this is sincere too. being a 12 year old autistic lesbian is one of the most stupid things to experience. Like what is happening.#Yeah OK maybe i'm a wee lesbo. but i'm focusing on my CAREER rn so idc about that. SO i'm very upset that other ppl are not FOCUSING!!!!#A-AND FYI MY TEACHER HE CARRIES AROUND A GIRLY LIL PURSE!!! SO THERE!!!! Why are they walking away#agott helps me have to decide how to draw expressions i have never drawn before.#i actually realised looking at the concept art book stuff more carefully that coco is canonically 14? Ok....#it's a little too cruel if theyre dealing with periods on top of saving witch society from its foibles..but ok.. i do feel that riche is 12#also coco's hair is going to turn dark green when she's an adult or something. it's 'blonder' now due to being a kid🤔#abba is bc after a big long modern au orufrey comic where they got together i just strongly felt that they slowdanced to abba that day#feeling the mirth and hope of life and 'young and sweet only 17' why didnt we get together sooner but its ok like this & i love you dearly.#teen qif secretly listening to abba heartache songs after olly's caretaker drives him away..in that faded neopets hoodie.#it became 'their music' their silly little music.. right up there with the faerie bubbles theme.. (<- frustrating neopets minigame.)
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Well they caught him. If he wasn't the exact kind of person tumblr loves, the conspiracy theories about this being a random person being framed would have continued to spread. But he's an attractive 26 year old white man who was caught carrying a manifesto about corporate America and has an internet history that matches up with tumblr's general politics. So everyone is going to get excited about how he's a martyr and go back to acknowledging reality in that there isn't a conspiracy to frame the wrong guy.
The discussions over whether or not this man should be lionized as a hero are honestly not as relevant as the comfort with which people are going to drop the conspiracy theory they would have been fully committed to if this man's politics turned out to be nuts. The ease with which the userbase of this website switches between realities based on whether or not they confirm their biases is really alarming. I just hope people understand how weird it is to claim a random person is 100% going to be framed by the FBI on one day, and then drop that by the next day when it becomes clear that the person being "framed" is the exact kind of communist you had hoped.
#gingerswagfreckles#i feel like this comes off as waaah the ceo got shot and i really dont feel that way#i dont care he had it coming#and also. i cannot say yet bc not much info has come out but so far the shooter doesnt seem like someone i dont generally agree with#(preliminarily. maybe the manifesfo is super nuts idk)#but i really think that everyone's excitement to celebrate this guy as a hero is going to#distract from the fact that leftists have like decided conspiracies theories are completely acceptable#and not only that they're fun and true based on nothing but also that they stop being true#when theyre no longer politically beneficial#which just like. do you guys even understand how bad that is. not just that ppl are all gung ho about conspiracies now#but that theyre not dropping them in response to new information that disproves them#but in response to new information that makes them politically inconvenienient to continue to believe#it implies that a huge chunk of leftists are not basing their opinions on reality and facts but whatever makes them feel good and confirms#their identity within their social group. which has been true to some extent for a while#but we are getting to the point where people arent uncomfortable with the cognitive dissonance#that comes with believing in different versions of reality from one moment to the next based on what feels like it would be cool#in that moment#idk we are all doomed i think#i saw this coming back in 2017 and no one listened to me :/ people dont believe in objective truth anymore#they believe truth is something malleable that can be changed to confirm their beliefs#rather than something objective that they should change their beliefs in response to#like why are you all dropping the whole this is a random person being framed thing if you believed that yesterday#like oh ok NOW the police are a reliable source for identifying who the perpetrator is?? bc the perpetrator turned out to be someone you#think is cool?? i do not believe you guys would be believing these same souces arent in on a conspiracy against leftists if this guy#had turned out to be someone you dont like and agree with#luigi mangione#united healthcare#united healthcare ceo#united healthcare ceo assassination
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Arcane hc about Steb and Maddie.
Steb can't talk like everyone else in the show, his words come out as like a trilling sound. So he typically stays silent because no one can understand him. No one but Maddie, when they first met and she heard it, she immediately made it her mission to learn how to understand him. After all, Maddie didn't think it was fair that Steb couldn't voice his thoughts due to no one understanding him. So when Steb lets out a trilling noise to voice his displeasure about something, Maddie immediately starts giggling at the language he uses. Such as "You moronic buffoon, that's not how it works, you're dumber than a rock without any damn brains you absolute fucking idiot".
This causes Steb to realize Maddie could understand him or at least has a general understanding of what he's saying. So obviously they become friends, after all, Maddie is the only person to make the effort to try and understand what he's saying. Obviously Steb takes it upon himself to figure out how to make it easier for Maddie to understand him. Mainly due to his trilling being more based on how his voice sounds and since he speaks more monotone and very rarely with emotion, it makes it much harder to understand him. So when he finally knows enough sign language to be confident in his ability in it, he goes to Maddie to tell her. Maddie is obviously excited because she understands sign language, one of her family members uses it so she has to know it. But the idea of having a friend learn it for her, is heartwarming.
So due to all of this, the two are close. They're always seen together because of the fact that they bothered to learn something for each other and only each other. It created a bond that couldn't really break. It's why when Maddie set out to go find Vi, Steb went along with her. He couldn't risk losing the only person who bothered to try and understand his words.
#arcane#arcane steb#steb#steb arcance#maddie nolen#arcane maddie#maddie arcane#theyre best friends#theyre besties your honor#if steb actually ends up speaking then im kmsing#mainly cause im writing a fic where steb uses sign language and trills#and in this fic he will end up with scar#maddie and ekko may have a little something going on as well#i havent decided with them yet#but just know that new characters means new ships#its law#so scar and steb will be all i talk about#they havent met but theyre in love#trust me please
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ridiculous little alien baby
#im procrastinating So Hard Sigh#anyway i think theyre like. born super fluffy. partially bc yknow they live on a cold planet#and then they lose their hair as they grow up#i cant decide whether their patterns would also carry over to their fur as well or whether theyd only be visible underneath#also their ears r really oversized#and like cats they dont open their eyes til a while after theyre born#this kind of makes me want to draw a pkt fanchild kinda where they adopt a lil sk kid maybe a relative of ziggy or smth#but i actually dont know if theyd want a kid im highkey projecting my desire to not have kids ever on them#like not every pairing has to form a nuclear family with kids guys#but maybe it would be cutes idk. joe gets to break whatever generationsl trauma was going on in his family
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Is karkat going to go through a similar arc as peridot?
Karkat's arc is a bit of a mix between Amethyst and Peridot, but both sorts of flipped on their heads!
The idea with Karkat is that he's a Jasper who woke up too early. Unlike Amethyst who woke up too late, Karkat emerges from his hole some hundred years before he's supposed to. The planet is incubating and not being super closely monitored because everything's all set and they're just waiting for the gems to grow. This leaves Karkat pretty much alone on a desolate, dark, dying planet.
He wishes for nothing more than to go back to sleep, he tries to crawl back into his hole multiple times waiting for consciousness to slip, but he can't go back to "keep growing" after he's emerged.
The longer you wait, the more your mind fills. It’d be wrong to call them memories, you didn’t exist before, so they can’t be memories.
Purpose. What your purpose should be. You’re a Jasper, you’re a Quartz, made for war. You’re a soldier, you’re a warrior for Homeworld. You’re supposed to be big and strong, ready to fight for your creators, for your Diamond.
You’re supposed to fit your hole. You can’t.
So he makes a life of wandering the planet. It's cold and boring, so fucking boring, and he thinks a lot about what he could do. He thinks about how he's a failure to the Diamonds, swapping between fear of being discovered here and wanting nothing more than to interact and talk with another sentient being.
Unbeknownst to Karkat, another group of gems nears the Kindergarten. The Alpha Kids are a small group of rebel gems who stole a ship off Homeworld. Upon needing to stock up on supplies, Roxy locates an incubating Kindergarten that is long enough in its cycle for no gems to inhabit the planet, but early enough that they can still retrieve what they need. They land on the Kindergarten and Karkat eavesdrops, stunned to be witnessing actual living real people.
But Karkat realizes what they are, when he listens in and realizes that they're traitors.
He sees this as an opportunity. If he can turn these rebels in, then the Diamonds won't shatter him! He won't be a failure!
So he boards the ship, sneaking on as a stowaway. Roxy almost immediately finds him and it turns into that little scene.
Jane and Roxy convince Dirk to let Karkat live and stay aboard, and Karkat stays locked up in one of the rooms. He's like a little hissy cat, but he's also completely overwhelmed and overstimulated just being around things that aren't the Kindergarten.
With a lot of time and a lot of slowly building trust, Karkat starts to warm up to the Alpha Kids and eventually becomes a proper part of their squad.
#homestuck#hs#gemstuck#chris talks#maybe while he's still on the ship early on#he's like “ok ill play along with their stupid friendship stuff”#“but really!! im still going to sell them out!!!”#and he clings onto that for a long time#in denial that theyre actually starting to endear him#maybe there IS an opportunity he gets to sell them out#some moment where roxy leaves the door to communications open#and karkat could sneak in. set out an SOS signal#and he just....#decides not to.#i have so many karkat thoughts#about how he's so curious about everything#how years and years and years passed on such a desolate awful planet for him that now practically anything that just so much as moves is-#-fascinating to him#how he's the first one to get really comfortable when they all go to earth#because he's learned by that point to be curious#he's the first one that talks to a human#(blood player blood player blood pla
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Ohhh I'm sorry, did the video game maintain sincerity throughout its entire plot and not even allow you an option to edgelord your way through it? Did it demand you choose between two options where neither was "kill everyone" and then force you to face the consequences of your actions? Did it have unavoidable moments of gentle humour and joy and love despite the horrors on the horizon? Did its style and writing differ from a totally unrelated game you played before that just happened to share some thematic elements? Did you want to play it the entire way through by murdering everything in sight and completely ignoring the "RP" in "RPG"? Did it hurt your feelings that you had to look at pronouns. Should we tell Andrew Tate
#im so tired of ppl condescendingly comparing bg3 to da:v as if theyre remotely comparable in......almost any way at all#'um ok youre eating an apple when pizza exists??' yes motherfucker i have a varied diet why do you feel the need to trash that#especially when we just had to go through people shitting themselves about how queer bg3 is.#and it seems like its the same thing over again except theyve decided they like bg3 now? unpog#i love bg3 i just wish i could be in the fandom spaces i was before where every other post didnt devolve to taking the piss out of -#- an unrelated game that i also happen to love. blease just go play the game you like and shut up
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actively exploring an au where aventurine’s sister survives and becomes a stoneheart through sheer spite and determination
#now where to kick kakavasha off to…. contemplating the family but also…. ???#hsr#thoughts#aventurine#aventurine’s sister#i call her sara 👍#i do aus for the sibling-isms. how do i get sara to so firmly reject mama fenge bc kakavasha ‘died’#only for her to realize years later that he has in fact been alive the whole time. and now she’s stuck w the ipc and can’t go w him#(going of the hc that aven’s sister was wittier and sharper than him.)#(also: aven ends up helping his sis scheme in this au. it doesn’t matter if they’re on opposite sides.)#(theyre all they ultimately have at the end of the day.)#(this all became a thing bc i was listening to monster from epic the musical at the same time i was experiencing shrimp emotions abt them)#(hear me out: sara deciding it doesn’t matter how evil this makes her. she’s self aware of what she’s doing and she doesn’t care.)#(as long as kakavasha survives she doesn’t care what happens to anyone else.)#<- sara lying to herself as a trauma response
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ObiKaka chronological game of noughts n crosses <3
board is
X O X
O O X
O X O
they both suck! ^-^
#if you have questions on what classifies as either you can ask bc i also got confused on where the line is-#ALSO I KNOW CROSSES GOES FIRST#AND CROSSES HAS FEWER#this took me days to collect the scenes that *I* thought worked. this is subjective. i did not 'decide' a winner#i didnt even think there was going to be a winner. i assumed that the images would line up so there was no possible winner.#some of these are mental damages not physical since. theyre obviously not always hurting each other physically onviously#b#obikaka#😇 pls dont hate me :(#EDIT I HAD SOMETHING THE WRONG WAY WRONG WAY ROUND IGNORE SOME OF THR TAGS THERE WAS NO WINNER ^-^
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Fear and Hunger Termina playable characters ranked by who would be the most cancelled on twitter.com and why
Karin posted IRL gore war photos, called someone a slur she could not reclaim and constantly gets into arguments with users that have less followers than her which is an abuse of power (people tried to get her fired over this stuff)
O'saa has controversial takes (about a lot of things but mostly religion) and trolls people who get outraged about them. Multiple callout posts against him have a large section that boil down to "this is when he hurt my feelings which is an immoral thing to do"
Marcoh literally killed a man and is on the run
Daan retweeted lesbian porn as a "cishet" man (would be even more cancelled for this if he was outed)
Marina is a transgender woman with kinks and a sex drive. Also did not treat her stalker's mental health with enough sensitivity which makes her ableist
Olivia openly questioned her sexuality which is appropriating LGBT experiences for clout (she apologized)
Levi traumadumped one time which is emotionally abusive, posted about struggling to pay his rent as an addict which was clearly a ploy to get people to send him money so he could feed his addiction (he no longer posts to twitter)
Abella is not cancelled but someone called her butch once there
#funger#i kept flip flopping between whether daan or marina would be more cancelled theyre kinda tied to me#ultimately decided daan is more cancelled cause he argues with and provokes karin meaning he gets redirected public attention onto him#and daan is also easily clockable meaning there are going to be both queer and homo/transphobic queer people pushing the issue really hard#trying to force him into a position where he has to publically out himself#marina would have viral drama with samarie for like a week but she'd ultimately own everything people tried to use against her#olivia would be more cancelled if people found her gunplay side account but its set to private so shes safe
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#yippee look at that its wander:33#i do not draw my boy enough#anyways ive been thinking a lot about how i wish there was someplace nearby to watch the sunset#specifically that also doesnt have a bunch of people because the entire point is to not do that#cause i like being outside but theres just nowhere to go where im not constantly surrounded by other people#and the entire point of going outside for me is to not worry about people for a little while#it is shockingly hard to be alone ever#because “other people” live in this house because “theyre my family”#and the odds of everybody going someplace but me are so very low#ugh god i hate that the only two things i want are to move out and move on and also to never have to leave#why does everything have to be some stupid fucking moral dilemma man i just wanna worry about dumb shit for once#ugh anyways yay drawing#i havent decided if i hate the background yet so we'll see#and enjoy my epic musical selection that i doubt anyone ever actually listens to but theyre still fun to add#art#drawing#digital art#furry#sfw furry#sfw furry art#furry art#digital drawing#oc#oc art#oc artwork#oc drawing#Spotify#my art
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Just some more Still Wakes the Deep blah blah, but omg having just been diagnosed Diabetes type 1 myself recently, it makes me only love and feel for Roy 10X more...
This shit is litteraly poison, but so does the food we eat with how much sugar there is in ugh OTL
Never thought in a million year I had DT1, I had 0 symptoms and am in pretty good shape, but then suddenly, organs are starting to hurt really badly out of nowhere...
Don't wait too long poeple and check with your doctors even if there's ''nothing'' T0T and to all Diabetic ppl out there, keep on fighting 💪✨
#random#delete later#first 2 weeks of diagnosis i didn't realized what it meant to live with this#but the 3rd week it really sinked it and i couldn't stop crying everyday#i felt even more like a failure and it made me even more angry that my biological parents left me with that#being adopted i have no medical history and i was already living a quite healthy life style#ofc it could have been even better but now i have to do many extra steps#everything's back to normal now but holy shit that hit me like a truck#plus it was urgent since it had been MONTHS it was left untreated and my family doctor just never told me or bothered to check my blood tes#so ughh idk it sucks with life being already hard as it is#high blood pressure now this... tho theyre probably related#i prepared my bucket list sooo i guess LET'S GO?! jk jk#i'm scared to have a heart attack or stroke in the middle of nowhere where no one i love is around... and that'll be it#but i mean if it happens it happens i guess XD#i'm hopefull now but holy shit... fucking pancreas who just decides to stop working#when you read more about DT1 it just feels like a bad employee who suddenly doesn't want to work anymore#and the good boss cant do anything about it#oh well#as long as i can still create art i'll be fine and happy#diabetic? more like diabethicc
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coming up with such cool worldbuilding ideas that the reader/player will never get to know about. currently trying to figure out how to hide a planet
#just decided definitively that the gods in this setting are lying about a fundamental aspect of the cosmology#which might actually come up in a later book if i ever get around to even finishing the first one!#actually the fact that there are gods trying to hide a planet is part of another lie they're telling#basically i love coming up with cosmologies and coming up with ways for various necessities of a story to make sense#and this world that started as a homebrew game setting fundamentally started with the idea that#the gods are trying hide themselves and their mortals from THEIR gods#which of course. theyre not going to tell the mortals that the Old Gods exist#so. we've started with one lie. which means we've got to tell another one to back it up#until you spiral to the point where im trying to figure out how to hide a planet#im actually thinking now i wont hide the planet i'll just have the gods lie about its significance lmao#if anyone still reading this wants to know more i would LOVE to chatter - talking ideas out helps me develop them!
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