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putting everything away again after this move is absolutely agonizing esp bc i have to make so many choices abt where im putting things ahead of time HOWEVER. once the things are put more away i get to build the lego sets ive been waiting a YEAR to build so. treat.
#i have 10+ cube shelves to put up#so i have to decide where theyre going#and what im putting on them#so i can then set those things aside so i can put everything else on the bookshelves#but i have a lot of little trinkets and candles to organize#and i have too much furniture in here#and so much space i cant use yet bc the room wasnt empty when i moved in#theres a whole closet i cant use at all yet#and i would REALLY like that closet
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actually incredibly funny to me that ranpos entire thing centres on how his intelligence is not because of an ability or any other great thing, its just him. hes entirely, completely, inarguably human. and Yet, when it comes to dazai, so many people are Desperate that there just Has to be another explanation. his intelligence cant just be that hes unusual, no it must be a marker of separation, of difference so great it disallows the reality of his humanity.
#dazai osamu#ranpo edogawa#bsd#sorry hating on main again. AND about to put 3 billion tags on this bc i have shit to say thats not well worded enough to be its own post#asgr cooking up shit about being that smart that young in places that dont accommodate it in a healthy way#(ranpo being disliked by adults bc hes smarter than them and dazai doing god knows what and then joining the mafia and directing it all#towards violence.) and then everyone only accepting it for ranpo but not for dazai is Crazyyy.#anyway. it leaves them Lonely which contributes to the inhuman feeling. FEEEELING!!! not reality#theyre going to feel beyond understanding bc their intelligence puts them ahead. theyre going to be easily bored bc things dont shock them#etcetcetc.#and then this is countered for both by ranpo finding fukuzawa who makes his own way to allow ranpo belief in his own humanity by#telling him hes Different in a Special Way rather than being some kind of monster by telling him that its all just an ability. (whether tha#is his best idea is. beside the point) whereas dazai has chuuya who doesnt need to be an intellectual match to surprise dazai and be#able to figure him out ('i know how you work' line in sb is fucking insane given the whole ln everyones like omg hes beyond understanding.)#theres still always gonna be moments where they feel Aside from humanity bc they dont think like normal people (hence the way dazai talks#abt humanity in dead apple. as fascinating and not worthless but still as distinct from himself and ranpo is 'im better than you'ing his#way through life.) but it IS just a feeling.#anyway!!! part of the reason their dynamic in particular is so sweet is bcccc ranpo is entirely human and hes that smart just by himself!!#and dazai tests it to check if its an ability but its NOT and you Can be intelligent in a way that seems impossible for human beings#and it doesnt disqualify you from humanity.#wahh#theres a lot of stories within bsd that work like this. investigating the things that make us feel outside of humanity#and then saying despite despite despite you will never be anything but. no matter how different you are you will always be at your core#a human being. and yet the fandom is OBSESSEDDDD with putting a bucket on their head and going SECRETLY A ROBOT! SECRETLY A LIVING ABILITY#SECRETLY AN ILLUSION THAT EVERYONES ALL SEEING!!!#like good god does it not get tiring#'dazai manipulated people too good this week. he knew too much info and is too good at things for a 15 yo so ive decided hes the book'#what the fuck are you saying
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My very rushed love letter to @rowdyknives fanfic what it means to love her. hes such a talented writer no jokeee
#okayy so ive never rlly been a zosan shipper but this fic literally changed my perspective on them so bad#just so so insanely well written and their characters r so well flushed out#i cpuld go on for hours and hours on how well written this fic is and how excited ive been whenever crow updates#but honestly id just reccomend reading it for urselves its crazy good#eeek anyway id love to do more art for this fic one day but rn im so busy and kind out of practice but pls take theseee#butch zoro i want u#butch zoro..oh my goddd#anyway the scene where theyre fixing the merry and zoro wearing one of namis shirts is literally my fave of all time i had to draw it#hmm i probably have more to say but its 2am and i got work tomorrow lmao#wimtlh#pls zoom in for details#:)#also couldnt decide whether i liked the no color versions better so i just sorta added them all lol okay byeee
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Do you do speedpaints? Your artstyle is so lovely, I honestly just want to see your process ♡
Thank you! I... actually haven't ever recorded my progress because I'm rather embarrassed about it (including how long it takes me to complete stuff that seem simple at a glance 😭), if you ever watch me draw I think it'd be very frustrating because it's almost never a linear process of sketch -> line art -> colours 💦. This is because I always notice problems I didn't notice at first in my sketch and have to frequently make up for it by re-sketching (and finding refs) in the middle of lining, or do a loooot of adjusting and fixing near the end. So it looks a bit more like sketch -> start line art -> several hours of fixing my mistakes and redoing parts -> FINALLY finish the lines -> colour -> possibly more fixing.
Redoing things in the middle results in the sketch usually looking quite different from the one I initially started with, so I can't even make a proper progress post unless I saved screenshots from earlier stages. HOWEVER. I do have one example I can share because I did send friends screenshots, so here's a rough idea of how I made this piece!
This was the sketch I started out with:
And then this is after I very obviously went to the bathroom mirror to get better refs:
I care a lot about getting anatomy correct even if parts are covered in the final product, so I usually can't avoid sketching the body before I add clothes, hence the different colours just to help myself understand the pose/anatomy better. It wouldn't be this much of a struggle if I sat down and did some more drills practicing anatomy properly via figure drawing or something, but well... I'm lazy... so I always just study the pose or anatomy I need for the piece on the spot.
Line art, which is usually the stage I put the most work into:
Colours + any special effects or final adjustments:
All in all, I'd say my steps are pretty straightforward and nothing special, but hopefully this was somewhat helpful!
#asks#anonymous#every time i draw im like#i regret not practicing more anatomy#“this would take so much less time and blood and sweat and tears if i did”#but then i never learn my lesson and still refuse to practice#so i always pay for that 💀#i wouldn't consider myself GOOD at anatomy#because i make dumb mistakes all the time#but im very dedicated to it#and i have eyes that are far ahead in skill level vs my hands so i get that struggle where i notice problems#but lack the skill to fix it or at least can't easily#so every time i have to go through a looooot of pain and suffering before my eyes decide theyre satisfied#anyway im a firm believer of good anatomy by default improves ur art at least 10x#always worth it
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uhh another modern au agott follow-up. They've gotten progressively sillier
#witch hat tag#orufrey#hopefully you remember where she's at. the original one about her turmoils with art was so sincere....#but this is sincere too. being a 12 year old autistic lesbian is one of the most stupid things to experience. Like what is happening.#Yeah OK maybe i'm a wee lesbo. but i'm focusing on my CAREER rn so idc about that. SO i'm very upset that other ppl are not FOCUSING!!!!#A-AND FYI MY TEACHER HE CARRIES AROUND A GIRLY LIL PURSE!!! SO THERE!!!! Why are they walking away#agott helps me have to decide how to draw expressions i have never drawn before.#i actually realised looking at the concept art book stuff more carefully that coco is canonically 14? Ok....#it's a little too cruel if theyre dealing with periods on top of saving witch society from its foibles..but ok.. i do feel that riche is 12#also coco's hair is going to turn dark green when she's an adult or something. it's 'blonder' now due to being a kid🤔#abba is bc after a big long modern au orufrey comic where they got together i just strongly felt that they slowdanced to abba that day#feeling the mirth and hope of life and 'young and sweet only 17' why didnt we get together sooner but its ok like this & i love you dearly.#teen qif secretly listening to abba heartache songs after olly's caretaker drives him away..in that faded neopets hoodie.#it became 'their music' their silly little music.. right up there with the faerie bubbles theme.. (<- frustrating neopets minigame.)
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Well they caught him. If he wasn't the exact kind of person tumblr loves, the conspiracy theories about this being a random person being framed would have continued to spread. But he's an attractive 26 year old white man who was caught carrying a manifesto about corporate America and has an internet history that matches up with tumblr's general politics. So everyone is going to get excited about how he's a martyr and go back to acknowledging reality in that there isn't a conspiracy to frame the wrong guy.
The discussions over whether or not this man should be lionized as a hero are honestly not as relevant as the comfort with which people are going to drop the conspiracy theory they would have been fully committed to if this man's politics turned out to be nuts. The ease with which the userbase of this website switches between realities based on whether or not they confirm their biases is really alarming. I just hope people understand how weird it is to claim a random person is 100% going to be framed by the FBI on one day, and then drop that by the next day when it becomes clear that the person being "framed" is the exact kind of communist you had hoped.
#gingerswagfreckles#i feel like this comes off as waaah the ceo got shot and i really dont feel that way#i dont care he had it coming#and also. i cannot say yet bc not much info has come out but so far the shooter doesnt seem like someone i dont generally agree with#(preliminarily. maybe the manifesfo is super nuts idk)#but i really think that everyone's excitement to celebrate this guy as a hero is going to#distract from the fact that leftists have like decided conspiracies theories are completely acceptable#and not only that they're fun and true based on nothing but also that they stop being true#when theyre no longer politically beneficial#which just like. do you guys even understand how bad that is. not just that ppl are all gung ho about conspiracies now#but that theyre not dropping them in response to new information that disproves them#but in response to new information that makes them politically inconvenienient to continue to believe#it implies that a huge chunk of leftists are not basing their opinions on reality and facts but whatever makes them feel good and confirms#their identity within their social group. which has been true to some extent for a while#but we are getting to the point where people arent uncomfortable with the cognitive dissonance#that comes with believing in different versions of reality from one moment to the next based on what feels like it would be cool#in that moment#idk we are all doomed i think#i saw this coming back in 2017 and no one listened to me :/ people dont believe in objective truth anymore#they believe truth is something malleable that can be changed to confirm their beliefs#rather than something objective that they should change their beliefs in response to#like why are you all dropping the whole this is a random person being framed thing if you believed that yesterday#like oh ok NOW the police are a reliable source for identifying who the perpetrator is?? bc the perpetrator turned out to be someone you#think is cool?? i do not believe you guys would be believing these same souces arent in on a conspiracy against leftists if this guy#had turned out to be someone you dont like and agree with#luigi mangione#united healthcare#united healthcare ceo#united healthcare ceo assassination
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Ohhh I'm sorry, did the video game maintain sincerity throughout its entire plot and not even allow you an option to edgelord your way through it? Did it demand you choose between two options where neither was "kill everyone" and then force you to face the consequences of your actions? Did it have unavoidable moments of gentle humour and joy and love despite the horrors on the horizon? Did its style and writing differ from a totally unrelated game you played before that just happened to share some thematic elements? Did you want to play it the entire way through by murdering everything in sight and completely ignoring the "RP" in "RPG"? Did it hurt your feelings that you had to look at pronouns. Should we tell Andrew Tate
#im so tired of ppl condescendingly comparing bg3 to da:v as if theyre remotely comparable in......almost any way at all#'um ok youre eating an apple when pizza exists??' yes motherfucker i have a varied diet why do you feel the need to trash that#especially when we just had to go through people shitting themselves about how queer bg3 is.#and it seems like its the same thing over again except theyve decided they like bg3 now? unpog#i love bg3 i just wish i could be in the fandom spaces i was before where every other post didnt devolve to taking the piss out of -#- an unrelated game that i also happen to love. blease just go play the game you like and shut up
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ridiculous little alien baby
#im procrastinating So Hard Sigh#anyway i think theyre like. born super fluffy. partially bc yknow they live on a cold planet#and then they lose their hair as they grow up#i cant decide whether their patterns would also carry over to their fur as well or whether theyd only be visible underneath#also their ears r really oversized#and like cats they dont open their eyes til a while after theyre born#this kind of makes me want to draw a pkt fanchild kinda where they adopt a lil sk kid maybe a relative of ziggy or smth#but i actually dont know if theyd want a kid im highkey projecting my desire to not have kids ever on them#like not every pairing has to form a nuclear family with kids guys#but maybe it would be cutes idk. joe gets to break whatever generationsl trauma was going on in his family
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actively exploring an au where aventurine’s sister survives and becomes a stoneheart through sheer spite and determination
#now where to kick kakavasha off to…. contemplating the family but also…. ???#hsr#thoughts#aventurine#aventurine’s sister#i call her sara 👍#i do aus for the sibling-isms. how do i get sara to so firmly reject mama fenge bc kakavasha ‘died’#only for her to realize years later that he has in fact been alive the whole time. and now she’s stuck w the ipc and can’t go w him#(going of the hc that aven’s sister was wittier and sharper than him.)#(also: aven ends up helping his sis scheme in this au. it doesn’t matter if they’re on opposite sides.)#(theyre all they ultimately have at the end of the day.)#(this all became a thing bc i was listening to monster from epic the musical at the same time i was experiencing shrimp emotions abt them)#(hear me out: sara deciding it doesn’t matter how evil this makes her. she’s self aware of what she’s doing and she doesn’t care.)#(as long as kakavasha survives she doesn’t care what happens to anyone else.)#<- sara lying to herself as a trauma response
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Fear and Hunger Termina playable characters ranked by who would be the most cancelled on twitter.com and why
Karin posted IRL gore war photos, called someone a slur she could not reclaim and constantly gets into arguments with users that have less followers than her which is an abuse of power (people tried to get her fired over this stuff)
O'saa has controversial takes (about a lot of things but mostly religion) and trolls people who get outraged about them. Multiple callout posts against him have a large section that boil down to "this is when he hurt my feelings which is an immoral thing to do"
Marcoh literally killed a man and is on the run
Daan retweeted lesbian porn as a "cishet" man (would be even more cancelled for this if he was outed)
Marina is a transgender woman with kinks and a sex drive. Also did not treat her stalker's mental health with enough sensitivity which makes her ableist
Olivia openly questioned her sexuality which is appropriating LGBT experiences for clout (she apologized)
Levi traumadumped one time which is emotionally abusive, posted about struggling to pay his rent as an addict which was clearly a ploy to get people to send him money so he could feed his addiction (he no longer posts to twitter)
Abella is not cancelled but someone called her butch once there
#funger#i kept flip flopping between whether daan or marina would be more cancelled theyre kinda tied to me#ultimately decided daan is more cancelled cause he argues with and provokes karin meaning he gets redirected public attention onto him#and daan is also easily clockable meaning there are going to be both queer and homo/transphobic queer people pushing the issue really hard#trying to force him into a position where he has to publically out himself#marina would have viral drama with samarie for like a week but she'd ultimately own everything people tried to use against her#olivia would be more cancelled if people found her gunplay side account but its set to private so shes safe
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#yippee look at that its wander:33#i do not draw my boy enough#anyways ive been thinking a lot about how i wish there was someplace nearby to watch the sunset#specifically that also doesnt have a bunch of people because the entire point is to not do that#cause i like being outside but theres just nowhere to go where im not constantly surrounded by other people#and the entire point of going outside for me is to not worry about people for a little while#it is shockingly hard to be alone ever#because “other people” live in this house because “theyre my family”#and the odds of everybody going someplace but me are so very low#ugh god i hate that the only two things i want are to move out and move on and also to never have to leave#why does everything have to be some stupid fucking moral dilemma man i just wanna worry about dumb shit for once#ugh anyways yay drawing#i havent decided if i hate the background yet so we'll see#and enjoy my epic musical selection that i doubt anyone ever actually listens to but theyre still fun to add#art#drawing#digital art#furry#sfw furry#sfw furry art#furry art#digital drawing#oc#oc art#oc artwork#oc drawing#Spotify#my art
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The best part about currently being obsessed with a weird little dude that i made up is I get to throw him into different situations
Like. Especially because of the whole prince's special knight thing. I can either slap Cameron into a situation all on his own and see where that goes or put him And henrick into situations and rate them both around
If cam is out on his own, it means he doesn't have a hen to keep him balanced so he will either spiral or find someone to fill that position of endless devotion. If they are both there then hen will gently guide him into being a presentable human person rather than rhe anger and spite fuelled weapon he will be otherwise. If hen isn't there but he finds someone for counter-balance, how do they handle it? Are they good natured and patient enough to convince him of his worth as a person? Will they fail in either of those things? How would that go down? Or would they encourage him and go on a spree together?
#if stardew its both of them. hen is the main farmer cam is a farm hand#cam is still magic and the wizard teaches him how to harness it. they dont tell anyone theyre together but do just have the one bed#rotated him in rvb and decided hed be a freelancer. makes it out alive bc hes on a mission when everything goes down.#if he has an ai its upsilon. ups acts as his hen#put him in shield hero in place of the mc once because i thought itd be funny for hin to just beat people up to grt oast the weapon rules#and also bc that show could have been so interesting if not for deciding slavery is fine actually.#hes solo there but doesnt go crazy the same way the mc did bc he literally doesnt care if people like him#hes here to do a job so he does it. and also he maybe kills the slave trade guy and threatens people into removing the slave marks#throws money at all the freed people and peaces out#bodyguard/caretaker au where hen's family is just super rich in a maybe mafia kind of way and hen is super chronically ill#cam sees a job listing that requires fairly minimal experience just some muscle and the ability to give injectible meds#(hen is scares of needles and cant do it himself)#cam ends up with a car a knife and a gun alongside a room in hens apartment (and eventually a boyfriend)#OH ALSO in the shield hero one cam has his dragon ears and horns and hes just like. wow thats kinda gender actually.#cam is only cis because he never learned that xenogenders and therians exist#in universes where he spends more time online he quietly adds those to his vocab in his head and never tells people#(those universes are also usually the ones where he is a normal human man rather than secretly a dragon)
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I think doing shipping through and aroace lens makes things complicated but also interesting. I think one reason I don't enjoy straight ships as much is because it's very rare for people write/talk about them with a queerplatonic dynamic. straight romance is so "normalized" in society, it's hard to get any other dynamic out of those ships from other people in conversation or writing. it's mostly always romantic. (especially when "guys and girls can't be *just* friends" is extremely common and has ruined mamy of my own friendships) but I enjoy a handful of a straight ship with that dynamic. it's just way more rare to see talked about than gay ones from my observation. anyway point is, more queerplatonic type ships and stuff please! those aren't explored enough!
#its really hard for me to describe what queer platonic means to me and how i see it and how that applies to ships i enjoy or even irl#i guess one way to explain it is being life partners without the need for romantic/sexual stuff and they dont date other people#dedicated to each other for life and act like partners but arent romantic/sexual about it.#example are cynonari. they adopter collei togther and are dedicated to each other. but theyre very fun as queer platonic relationship#and for straight version theres himeko and welt. a strong pair. work well togther. our train parents. platonic but life partners#partners in this crazy space train adventure that take care of us gremlin kids#and then theres also the queer straight platonic dynamic that's fun as well. 2 queers who form a straight platonic ship#think kafblade. how i like to imagine it is a lesbian and agender-aroace-gay-in-previous-life come together as platonic life partners#playing with this stuff and going outside the normal gender/sexuality box is fun#lee text#lee rambles#ive seen hi3 fans get very loudly upset about hsr fans shipping himeko and welt. but i never see them discussed as queerplatonic!#it could make everyone happy haha. life partners but not the romance. theyre our train parents but they arent a married couple!#disclaimer: ship your own ships. this is only about my ships and how i feel#before identifying as nonbinary i was subjected to the whole “guys and girls cant be just friends” bulshit and lost friends over it#im not even allowed to be friends with people as an aroace if im seem as a binary gender!!!!! it makes me so angry#i think straight shipping as an aroace that enjoys queerplatonic dynamics is a very weird trigger for bad feelings from those experiences😅#but its not why i prefer thos dynamic. the why is just being aroace in general and wanting that kind of relationship if i had a partner#but having a side of straight obsessed people ruining our friendships over their straight obsession feels bad#by straight obsession i mean we cant be friends anymore because they decided they saw me as a binary gender opposite theirs 🙄#and accused me of liking them and said im the one that ruined the relationship#where was i going with this i think im just rambling and info dumping about my brain stuff too much 😅
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coming up with such cool worldbuilding ideas that the reader/player will never get to know about. currently trying to figure out how to hide a planet
#just decided definitively that the gods in this setting are lying about a fundamental aspect of the cosmology#which might actually come up in a later book if i ever get around to even finishing the first one!#actually the fact that there are gods trying to hide a planet is part of another lie they're telling#basically i love coming up with cosmologies and coming up with ways for various necessities of a story to make sense#and this world that started as a homebrew game setting fundamentally started with the idea that#the gods are trying hide themselves and their mortals from THEIR gods#which of course. theyre not going to tell the mortals that the Old Gods exist#so. we've started with one lie. which means we've got to tell another one to back it up#until you spiral to the point where im trying to figure out how to hide a planet#im actually thinking now i wont hide the planet i'll just have the gods lie about its significance lmao#if anyone still reading this wants to know more i would LOVE to chatter - talking ideas out helps me develop them!
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going through etsy grimoire listings like: nope you've used gen ai, nope you've used gen ai, nOPE YOU'VE VERY CLEARLY USED GEN AI, ooo that's a good one bookmark that, nope you've used gen ai, ... -squints- yup, nope, that's some gen ai right there
#cries in wants to support small businesses but theyre being drowned by absolute money grabs#3/10 passed my checks and 7/10 f a i l e d#and that was just the preliminary 'is it v v v obvs gen ai' tbh#i will find the gold in there. i just gotta. use my shovel and dig for a bit first#anyway#finished updating my resume in prep for contract work hunt. since my boss decided to dump Potential Unemployment on me last week.#'i don't want to loose you but i can't afford to keep paying you. can do you a month on - month off where the month off is supported by#fiver?' um?!?! no?!?!!? asdlkjglkfdjgflkdg#if i can get contract work elsewhere then i can do several months at one-several months at the other and just flick between as needed but#still i'm >:/#'you're essential and super skilled' '... cool. can i get paided for my essential and super skilled-ness?' '... -squints- i mean. **i**#could do your job' '... but you don't want to. nor half as fast'#le sigh. anyway. im done venting. i did my productive tasks for the day.#time to go do my Relax So I Don't Have A Seizure task.#personal
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trying to figure out how to reorganize my room to maximize space for a new iron man display for all my figures. i need to invest in some stands for my bigger lego sets i fear. whenever i move out i must save one room specifically for my collections
#at the very least my smaller millennium falcon id like to get it a horizontal one just so i have a little bit of wiggle room#id LIKE to maybe move some of my sets into our basement since its become like a collection central room#but idk i havent decided yet#i just need to clear space 😭😭im kind of squeezing for room here#id like to rid of my minecraft shelf tbh but idk where to put the sets bcuz theyre smaller horizontally#but theyre Tall#if i move my snow sets onto my recycled cat tree shelf i may be able to clear room for the minecraft stuff#n then i can go wild#Idk. its too damn late for this. i should go to bed
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